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silverandebony · 1 year

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#today i started thr math 31 course again (i did it previously in high school but now i'm upgrading to hopefully get a better mark)#and while doing the preview/review questions i was like ah! i will listen to music! so i pulled up the wolf 359 soundtrack because that's #what i have on my phone! and that was a mistake #i listened to wolf 359 pod a ton while studying for the math 31 final so having that association again obvioisly pulled up memories #and i fucking miss my friend so much #we were in math 31 together (it was literally our Only class together the whole time we were in high school) amd so we hung out while #studying! and i listened to wolf 359 while studying! and now starting it again and listening to wolf 359 music is like #friend where are you you are supposed to be here with me #between not seeing each other in school every day anymore and the pandemic and them moving to bc with their partner and #both of us being adhd we fell out of touch even though we were each other's best friend #the last time i saw them in person was christmas a year or too ago when we were able to sit and talk for a bit and exchange presents #we couldn't even hug because we were both concerned about covid. my family doesn't really do touch so thr last time i got to hug someone #was when i went to visit my friend thr february before the pandemic hit #and i mean we kept in touch for a little ehile but thrn we both fell off and were slow to respond to each other when we Did message #the last time we did more than one consecutive message to each other it was so... weird. they spoke like i was any regular person #not... me; in a way if that makes sense. like there was a sense of distence that'd never been there before #this christmas and their birthday i've wished them happy holidays and birthday and those they responded to but neither of us took #it farther; i messaged them today asking if they would be interested in us setting up a time to talk and catch up again and i haven't #heard back from them yet #i just miss them so fucking much #and i'm terrified i've lost them #i hope they're as healthy and happy as they can be wherever they are and whoever they're with #but i just want to talk normally with them and catch up and be friends like we were #i want that so fucking badly #a you're not going to see this because you're not on tumblr or at least you weren't before and you don't follow me #but i love you so much and i miss you and i hope you're well #i want things to be normal again. i want to be able to go visit you and not have to worry about covid. i want to have never fallen out #of touch with you. i want to tell you about all the new things in my life and hear you tell me the new things in yours #i want you to take the time in the middle.of your anniversary dinner to call me to ask about thr long term effects of cannibalism just like #you did before. i want to be able to spend time just existing in thr same room as you. i love you. i love you. i love you.

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lotus-pear · 3 months

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bsd rewatch w my friend means obligatory art of my fav found family ever

#WAAAAAAAAAUUUUGHHHHHHHH I MISS THEM SO FUCKING MUCH YOU GUYS GENUINELY DON'T UNDERSTAND..............................................#LIKE. NOT A DAY GOES BY WHERE I DONT THINK ABT THEM UEUUEUEUEUEUEUUEUEUEUEUEUEUEUUEUEUEUEUEUEUEUEUEUUEUEUEUEUEUE😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#bro i didn't mean to make atsushi that short LMFAO it's ok tho bc he's their little boy. their son #literally was in the trenches drawing kunikida bc i've been drawing twinks for so long i forgot how to draw actual MEN😭😭#when will my family return from the war.....................................................................#rewatching bsd made me realize its just a rly shitty slice of life romcom featuring ml dazai and his tired work partner/husband #and the story of how they got their first kid. sopping wet pathetic kitten of a boy they picked up off the riverbank #anyway theyre all so dear to me you don't understandddddd i love these dumbass partners and their little tiger boy :((((((((((((((#bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #bsd #atsushi nakajima #nakajima atsushi #doppo kunikida #kunikida doppo #osamu dazai #dazai osamu #kunikidazai #knkdz #lotus draws

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ricky-mortis · 3 months

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Holloweane… save me…

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 3 months

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Words Collide

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #jiang fengmian #yu ziyuan #wei wuxian #jiang cheng #Almost axed this comic but then I remembered I cut the previous argument between them and I guess they can have this.#and by 'this' I mean their toxic arranged marriage verbal battles.#As I previously mentioned in a comic I have chosen to see them as mlm and wlw in an unfulfilled relationship.#The yearning is for companionship. I think they do care for each other it's just something deeply complicated. And bitter.#I truly feel for JC and WWX in this scene because while it's implied YZY really pushes the limit...it's apparent this isn't new.#And it's so petty! Anyone who lived through a parent pitting you against a sibling can tell you that this stuff messed them up #regardless of what side you were on (the golden one or the fuck up).#It doesn't matter what is said. It matters that it was said at all. That you can't shake the concept once it was spoken.#The Jiang household is so much more miserable the deeper you examine what's going on and how they cope with it.#Knowing that a parent does not like you is just awful. I wish everyone who's been through it all the best. You didn't deserve that.#Next update is back to the jokes! Remember jokes? It jingled merrily...How I miss the sound of those bells...

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fennethianell · 7 months

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Dance dance! 🕺 💃☆彡

#starmora #gamora #peter quill #guardians of the galaxy #gotg #star lord #marvel #mcu #my babies #i just love when they dance #and they did that a lot lot #GHHHH I MISS THEM SO FUCKING MUCH!#mine #art

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ministarfruit · 1 month

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"my oshis graduated" outfit swap

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arthursfuckinghat · 2 months

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The worst part about playing rdr2 again is knowing who's going to die, how they're going to die, when they're going to die, and not be able to do a single thing about it

#sorry I'm just thinking about lenny and sean a lot #they're so full of life #sean is always cheering people up and talking about whatever nonsense he talks about #he fills the silence #lenny is always chirpy and keeping himself busy with reading but is always happy to talk #kieran too #he was always nice even when everyone was cruel to him or picking on him #he did chores and helped with the horses and did whatever he was told #and was grateful for it #nobody fucking noticed when he disappeared apart from mary beth #nobody got to mourn sean #but lenny and hosea both got what they wanted #they were buried with friends #I miss them so much its why I'm still on chapter two because everything's okay for now #micah is still in jail everyone's happy #its hard #rdr2 #red dead redemption 2 #mick squeaks #arthur morgan #lenny summers #sean macguire #kieran duffy #molly saying “I love you dutch” and getting a “thank you dear” in return makes my blood boil #oh molly

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forcedhesitation · 7 months

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astarion origin playthrough worth it just for all the extra moments where he does the "sad wet cat" face

#bg3 #bg3 spoilers #thoughts about media #astarion #*kisses his forehead* my awful little bastard man... i love you and your big sad watery eyes.#IT'S SO FUCKING QUIET THOUGH IF YOU YOURSELF ARE PLAYING HIM GOOD LORD #I'M SO USE TO HIM COMPLAINING TO MY TAV!!!!#OR BANTERING WITH HIM OR KARLACH OR WYLL!!!#I MISS HIS THEATRICS!!!!!!!#not that it's ENTIRELY quiet. until i found karlach i was travelling with shadowheart lae'zel and gale.#and let me tell you. gale and lae'zel do NOT shut the fuck up if they are together.#they were literally having an entire tinder date while we were trecking through the woods to go get karlach.#i NEVER knew they talk so much because while i've travelled with them individually in past saves...#...i've NEVER had them in my party at the same time!#gale is actually pretty nice to lae'zel! he asks a lot of questions but doesn't condescend her as he does others sometimes.#that's probably because he's afraid of her though. I would be too were I nothing more than a wizard with 8 strength.#I do like how you can look at pretty much any two companions and get a well written and generally enjoyable dynamic!#It feels like they considered that a lot of people would want to maybe pair off the companions they didn't romance with each other!#and wanted it to be easy for really any pairing to work... if a person just paid attention to their shared interactions.

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panlyv · 5 months

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[ X ] DON'T RUN AWAY THIS TIME OUR DATING SIM (2023) for @soulmatelines [ happy birthday jo 💗 ]

#our dating sim #우리 연애 시뮬레이션 #asianlgbtqdramas #lee seung gyu #lee jong hyuk #dawn.gif #*ff #idk how to tag sets anymore girl help #ANYWAYS ITS MY JESTIE'S BIRTHDAY EVERYBODY SHUT THE FUCK UP ITS JO'S DAY #HAPPIEST BIRTHDAY JOOOOO #i love u SO so much thank u for being by my side all this time and i hope u enjoy ur 21st birthday a whoooole lot #here's just a little smth bc i miss them and love them and love YOUUU!!!!#hope u like it 🫶#happy bdayyyyy <3333

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dewhander · 4 months

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i draw the same picture of her a million times bc the image is burned in my brain via prophetic vision. ok? sorry

aka nautty

#mtmte #tf nautica #idw nautica #maccadam #art tag #sorry i made sooo much art of her post Skids Thing. bc. it was rly just sOOOO crazy #she jumped up to like one of the characters of all time for me for that sorry but i also will say #SKIDS NAUTIFCA CAUGHT ME OUT OF LEFT FIELD #BC #I WAS 100% A FUCKING NIGHTBEAT AND NAUTICA TRUTHER #LIKE YOU HAVE NO IDEA #I HAVE SO MUCH CUTE SHIP ART OF HTESE TWO OMG I WAS SO SAPPY OVER THEM #AND THEN LIKE?? I THINK JRO HEARD ME AND DECIDED TO SMITE ME ORSMTH?#BC NIGHTBEAT LIKE SUDDENLY DIES? AND NAUTICA IS ALL OVER SKIDS FOR SOME REASON?#IT JUMPSCARED ME FR? anyway.#its still real to me bc i miss them sm but its fine #tf tag

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xenocorner · 1 year

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Small sketch page of some of my marvel blorbos ;; Couldn't fit all of them in it nor had the time but hey I got the itch scratched kinda

#I AM a Howard Stark simp in spite of his horrible parenting #Just look at that man MH Tony had to get his looks from somewhere godamn #Also I just now realised that the way I laid them out makes Stephen seemed annoyed at the two hot af men staring at him #or Loki n Stark having a stare down to see who keeps the wizard #that was actually unintentional #My hand probably knows what I want better than I do myself #also Wanda my fierce momma plz I love her so much I wanna hug and cuddle her she deserved so much better my bby #so did Nat UGH my heart broke when drawing her I miss her ;;#WHY ARE MOST OF MY FAVES DEAD NOW THAT I THINK ABOUT IT LIKE??? FUCK OFF ;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;#anyway #tony stark #iron man #stephen strange #doctor strange #loki laufeyson #loki #howard stark #wanda maximoff #scarlet witch #natasha romanoff #black widow #mcu #marvel #marvel fanart

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arsenicflame · 11 months

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stede is 'oh this place has something related to my interest i must go in immediately' autistic and izzy is 'if we deviate one inch from my plan for today i will murder someone' autistic

#stede wandering off into the forest to look at bugs was not on the schedule or any of izzys contingency schedules #new thing i think would fix izzy: a clear fucking plan #in the nebulous reunion timeline future i see izzy researching every port town they are gonna stop in HARD so he can figure out everywhere #stede + ed might possibly want to go and plan several routes for the day to keep himself calm in the inevitable chaos #(and yet somehow every time stede finds something he missed and they still go off script anyway)#(he tries to go separately around port from them one time and its a fucking disaster; someone gets stabbed; so he just resigns himself to #incredibly stressful port stops)#its not like stede + ed mean to do it!! theyre both awful for it individually and they just feed off each other #its ok because theyre very good at letting izzy have the deck Exactly how he wants it and scheduling as much big picture stuff as they can #with him #(when stede realises theyve been the cause of like. 65% of izzys stress they finally agree to let him redo the rigging as an apology and #they suddenly realise watching him buy the supplies that hes just as bad as them in his own way)#(he absolutely terrorizes the rope guy but they have never seen him so relaxed as when he was up there redoing all the lines)#nyxtalks #ofmd #izzy hands #israel hands #stede bonnet #you can pry autistic izzy away from my cold dead hands

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mortiscausa · 1 month

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i can't stop thinking how funny it would be if gareth's brothers did in fact recognise him and were just like 'well clearly he has his reasons so let's all be good big bros and pretend we don't know him' and then spend the next few weeks before he goes off on his quest pretending extremely badly that they have never ever met this kitchen boy before nope not at all even while other knights are looking at them and looking at gareth and going 'hmmm'

#gawain can't resist giving weird brotherly pep talks every time he passes him like 'keep up the good work kid! we're all rooting for you!'#and then turns to ragnelle to whisper loudly 'that was ok that was normal and convincing right' while she rolls her eyes #gaheris bumps into him in a corridor and startles like a deer and is like 'hahaha random kitchen boy i certainly have never met before what #fine weather we are having in these parts hahaha i shall be leaving now through the door over there good bye' and then #walks into a broom cupboard and has to awkwardly back out again while gareth stands there #holding a broom that he was just about to put back in the broom cupboard #agravaine nearly manages to pass by without incident while gareth is scrubbing floors but at the last second brotherly instinct takes over #and he kicks the bucket of suds over yelling 'you missed a spot dickwad!' before sprinting away #gareth is just 'wow my brothers are bigger freaks and weirdos than i remember i don't want to be associated with these losers'#meanwhile arthur is like 'kay can you please just tell them all that you know who he is because i cannot take this farce much longer'#kay: ... oh so now im not allowed to have fun am i? fucking tyrant

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fujii-draws · 18 days

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OKAY! Chatot rant in tags below! Read at your own discretion.

#okay starting from the beginning of where ppl usually dislike him. apple woods chapter.#he doesn’t give hero/partner the CHANCE to explain themselves despite them being relatively good recruits up until that point.#and that legit might be my only gripe with that chapter bc!!! stories need conflict! I LIKE the conflict in apple woods!!!#hero and partner being punished so something they didn’t do!#the misunderstanding! how team skull (Skuntank) actually outplays the main duo with a clever yet rotten trick. I LOVE that it segways into-#one of the more sweeter scenes of guild members looking out for eachother. I LIKE APPLE WOODS CONFLICT.#but chatot just. not giving them a chance. is so dumb.#I’d personally fix this by having a lil montage of hero/partner fucking up on jobs. A LOT. and chatot giving them a pass every time.#and let the perfect apple incident BE the one where he puts his foot down and doesn’t listen to them. bc he’d given them loads of chances.#and doesn’t want to hear any excuse.#but yeah. I legit dont mind him during that chapter except for that really stupid and frustrating moment.#NOW. CHAPTER 17.#UGGGGHHH WHERE DO I BEGIN #Him not believing hero and Partner about Grovyle and the future being in ruin? FINE. ACTUALLY GOOD. BC CHATOT WOULD BE SKEPTIC.#IT FITS HIS CHARACTER!!#BUT WHAT DOES SUCK. IS HIM GOING ‘Dusknoir isn’t the bad guy. he didn’t do anything wrong’#WHEN HE LITERALLY KIDNAPPED HERO AND PARTNER RIGHT I N F R O N T OF HIM.#(NO LITERALLY. HIS CHARACTER IS IN THE FRONT ROW WHEN IT HAPPENED.)#and him. having the GALL to tell hero and partner they must’ve been ‘seeing things’ and downplaying the HELL they went through.#despite them being missing for hours/days. his own guild recruits. and his angry sprite showing up.#like. I think that’s when I genuinely despised him.#that and him going ‘OH I BELIEVED YOU THE WHOLE TIME HEEHOO :)’ shit was so fucking annoying.#just playing it off as a joke the second the guild started to believe hero and partner.#IMAGINE IF HE W A S ACTUALLY TESTING THE GUILD’S TRUST. SHOWCASING HIM AS THE MORE RESPONSIBLE AND RESPECTFUL RIGHT HAND OF THE GUILD.#and yes. Brine cave he saves hero and partner. but at that point I just didn’t care anymore.#he fucked those two over so much. that I didn’t care what ‘valiant’ sacrifice he had.#and he grills Team Skull for what they did OFF SCREEN. they couldn’t even give us THAT.#<<< THAT or him outright saying sorry would’ve been nice. IKIK his ‘actions’ or whatever but.#eughh again this is all imo. I’m not trying to make people hate him or change their mind.#I’ll get into positives in the second post cause I’m running out of tags

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thestobingirlie · 1 year

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i love the scene where steve hits billy with his car for a lot of reasons, but one of it is for the monster hunting trio of it all.

so, jonathan’s in the car, trying to get away, nancy’s standing guard, shooting at billy, and steve is the one that swoops in at the last second, sacrificing himself for them (obviously he didn’t die, but could’ve so it still counts)

anyway! first of all, you get the parallels to season 1, with jonathan repeatedly dragging the both of them away from the demogorgon and to safety, nancy shooting the demogorgon to try to save them, and steve running in, to dive in front of the demogorgon.

just, like, at their core, these characters aren’t totally different. they’re changed by what they’ve witnessed, but their instincts are still the same, even nearly two years later, they’re still trying to save each other.

just, in both seasons, they’re protecting, but in different ways. jonathan is trying to save them by getting away, nancy is trying to save them by killing the thing that’s threatening them, and steve is trying to save them by diving in front of them all, and doing whatever he can to protect them.

#they’re so messy and fucked up. and all of them have reasons to resent the others. but none of them do.#they’re all still trying to save each other #i just love the monster hunting trio okay #i miss them so much #i’m like a wife waiting for my husband to return from war #but it’s been so many years that i’m pretty sure he’s dead #honestly tho. if the duffers don’t give us the trio being friends in s5 i may go insane #steve harrington #jonathan byers #nancy wheeler #monster hunting trio #stoncy #stranger things #my post

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spearxwind · 9 months

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Whole gang's here :]

#first thing im able to actually sit down and draw in two months barring some color tests i did for talas and hades #if my kids are the thing that pulls me out of artblock again im gonna laugh sooo fucking hard dudes lmao #anyway god i love these guys so much. i really do #windyart #extinction #alex #riptide #c #danger #ethan #orion #its been SOOOO LONGGG since i drew danger too god damn but i love them so muhc too i missed em #tbh i missed all these guys a LOT you cant even imagine. the shame of the comic was just weighing so harshly on my shoulders #i think now if i accept im not gonna go back to it for my own wellbeing i actually can have fun with these guys again #also im trying to do diff things with the colors and textures on sketches!! i be experimanting 👍#not quite what i had in mind but its enough for now!#i may be emotional a little bit ough ough ough

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