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judebelle · 6 months

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been thinking ab joao and reader hooking up behind his teammates backs'... like they've been "involved" for a while but sometimes the tension is too much and they have to sneak away iykwim ;)

sneaky - j.f. x reader

a/n : omfg anon ur gonna be the death of meeeeeee!! also i made this kinda long since i havent posted in a while, oops..

pairing : joao felix x fem!reader

word count : 2.3k

summary : joao and u prefer to keep your love life private, secret even, but the the flirty looks and knowing smirks from across the room are becoming unbearable.

cw : smut obv, lil bit of alejandro x reader, sneaky joao and reader, unprotected sex (wrap it b4 u tap it ppl), make outs, cursing, me not bothering to accent his name lol sorry

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you were starting to regret going out to dinner with your friend alejandro and his teammates.

the only reason why being that one of his teammates had become more.

hooking up with joao felix on the down low has been fun, you won't lie. and while you enjoy sneaky quickies and flirty messages, there were times where you wish you could just tear off his clothes and fuck that smug smile right off his face.

you were currently sitting in a restaurant, a private room and table was booked for alejandro, his barcelona teammates, and their plus ones. you and alejandro had become inseparable ever since you met in spain a few years ago, and you had grown increasingly close to his teammates.

very close to a certain mr felix.

the first time you met joao, it wasn't anything magical, you just thought he was fit. alejandro had introduced you to him when he came on loan to barca recently, and you just couldn't get him out of your head.

it seems that the feelings were mutual, as that very same night he followed you on instagram. you, of course, played it cool and took your time following him back (you waited like 10 seconds).

from there, you two messaged often, especially after the team would hang out.

joaofelix79 : u got home safe?

ynsusername : ofc i did

ynsusername : alejandro wouldn't let anything happen to me

joaofelix79 : that's good.

you two started messaging more, sometimes even calling each other late in the night. you couldn't explain why, maybe he was just fun to talk to.

you would complain to him about work, and he would complain about a mistake he made in training.

eventually, you two started hanging out alone.

not anything crazy, of course.

joaofelix79 : hey

joaofelix79 : js noticed im about to drive by ur place

joaofelix79 : wanna get some ice cream? my treat

how could you refuse that?

it wasn't all that shocking to you when a surprise ice cream date turned out into a steamy make out session on a bench in a park in the middle of the night.

"we should stop, someone might see us.." you murmured against the portuguese boy's lips, you yourself making no effort to.

"ok, if that's what you want." he pulled away from you, his fluffy hair disheveled thanks to you.

"5 more minutes" you placed your lips on his again, feeling him smile against them.

from there, weekly hangouts became almost nightly. he would pick you up in his car, and you would drive anywhere. you just needed an excuse to make out. you even put your number in his phone.

eventually, joao grew tired of the make outs that led to nothing, and you did too.

12:03 am - joao : wyd

12:03 am - you : was ab to put some instant noodles in the microwave lol

12:04 am - joao : dont bother

12:04 am - joao : come eat at my place

12:05 am - joao : i ordered uber eats

of course, you went, and you two ate the chinese takeout he bought. you two sat and laughed together at his attempt at using chopsticks.

and then you found yourself perched on his kitchen counter, him in between your legs while he rammed into you mercilessly. you left red marks across his back and biceps.

"my god, you feel amazing, querida." joao's words were muffled as his head was nuzzled into your neck, his lips caressing your hot skin with every word he spoke.

"i'm so fucking close, joao.." you whined and whispered curses while your hands found themselves travelling from his arms to his hair, tugging on the soft brown locks.

"let go, y/n, i'm close too!" he removed his flushed face from your neck and connected your lips together again, breathing heavily into your mouth.

you came undone with a sharp whine, arching into him. his thrusts became sloppy as he let out a long groan against your lips, releasing into the condom.

that was the first time you two had fucked, and it definitely would not be the last.

his house was usually where you two would hook up because it was so big, and you didn't have to worry about anything when you were there.

you two fucked anywhere - on the bed, in the shower, on the couch, even in the laundry room.

you found that it didn't really matter where you were. if either of you were craving the other, it happened right then and there. it was fun. it kept you on your toes, kept things fresh and fun.

but it became a curse when you two were at a team dinner.

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"si, i told him he could go fuck off if that was what he wanted. that guy needs to learn some manners, for fucks sake!"

the table erupted in laughs as pedro went on about some story that you weren't really paying attention to to be honest. you were sat right beside your good friend, alejandro, who was very intrigued in pedro's story and hadn't spoken to you more than twice this evening.

across from you was joao. he was wearing a black dress shirt that hugged his biceps perfectly along with black dress pants. of course, to make your life more difficult, the top two shirt buttons weren't done up.

one more open button and everyone would've seen the hickey you gave him the other-

"isn't that right, y/n?"

alejandro was speaking to you, and you were too busy staring at joao's biceps to hear him.

"hmm? sorry?"

"i said, it was you who i walked in on dancing silently in the darkness darkness of your room, right?" alejandro smirked at the sight of your cheeks going red, this memory being nothing short of embarrassing to you.

"yup, that- uh- that was me..!" you looked down in humiliation as the table giggled at alejandro's unexpected story about you. he loved embarrassing you, it was his thing. he found it fun because he thought of you like a little sister.

you looked up to see joao, laughing along with everyone else at the table, finding amusement in your misery. you shot him a playful glare.

"i'm only teasing, mi corazón." alejandro chuckled before ruffling your hair. "ale!" you whined, fixing your hair. his friends teased you. they all thought of you as their little sister, especially you being one of the younger ones.

the men continued on with their conversations as you continued looking at joao from your end of the table, only this time, he was looking at you too.

he was taking a slow sip of his water, eyeing you down.

joao wasn't the only one dressed all sexy tonight. you wore a short black satin strapless dress that hugged your figure perfectly. you thought of joao when you picked it out, you thought of him while putting it on, and you thought of him taking it off.

it seems that joao had the same thought. the way he looked at you from under his lashes gave you the impression that your outfit choice was a smart one.

you sent him a quick wink.

he smirked and dropped his eyes to your cleavage, widening them.

you rolled yours before continuing to eat your steak.

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you couldn't take it anymore.

something the way he laughed with everyone at the table, his hair flowing when he turned his head. he had on a gold rolex and a gold chain, both glistening under the lighting over the table.

it was the way he carried himself with such confidence. he knew he was hot, and he knew you knew it too. that confidence definitely carried over into bed.

finally, you got up from the table, excusing yourself to "make a call".

shooting joao a quick look, he took the hint. his eyes followed you, watching you exit the restaurant and head towards the parking lot. after an agonizing 30 seconds or so, joao told everyone he forgot something in his car, and made a beeline to where he saw you last.

he saw you standing outside his car, waiting for him. he made his way towards you.

"so, who did you have to call?" he teased, his eyes waiting for your reaction. you scoffed and rolled your eyes, "very funny.".

you wrapped your arms around his neck, bringing him closer to you as you leaned against his car. he smiled down at you before looking over your figure.

"nice dress.."

"just take it off."

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you two had squeezed into the back of his car, leaving nothing but surrounding street lights as your light source. you straddled his waist, rocking your hips while you smashed your lips against his. you two were breathing heavily, occasionally breaking the kiss to huff and puff before going back at it again.

joao's arms were wrapped tightly around your waist, his right hand occasionally sliding down to cup and smack your ass. his actions made you yelp into the kiss. your arms were everywhere. cupping his face, on his shoulders, in his hair, on his chest, on his abs.

it was like you two hadn't seen each other in years. like you were drowning and the only way to breathe was.. this.

your smooth rocking of the hips created a hard bulge in joao's pants which felt great on your throbbing clit. he groaned into the kiss, breaking it for you to breathe and to leave kisses down your neck.

"so, fucking, horny" he broke each word with a kiss. you moaned above him. "you can't even last one dinner party without my hands all over you?" you wanted him to shut up, so you grabbed his face in your hand and smashed your lips against his.

you started unbuttoning his shirt, but your hands were too shaky to do it quickly. "take this off, god damnit!" you groaned as he laughed and began unbuttoning it himself. you hiked your dress up and helped him with the last few buttons.

you moved his shirt partially off him, leaving it on his arms since you couldn't be bothered. you leaned down to kiss his chest while looking up at him. he was smiling down at you, hands rested behind his head.

he brought you back up to pull the top of your dress down just enough so that your tits would pop out. when they did, he licked his lips. now it was his turn to lean down and suck on them, making you tilt your head back and pant.

"joao, we dont have time for this-"

"shhh, patience princesa. don't worry." he went back to sucking.

"they're going to realize we're gone- joao!"

he couldn't bring himself to leave your tits alone, but when he did, you quickly reached down and undid his belt , not even bothering to pull it off.

"estás mesmo excitado, não é?" (you're really excited, aren't you?)

you nodded and bit your lip.

he unzipped his pants and pulled his hard cock out of his boxers. you raised yourself up on your knees and hovered over his dick. he held it up with one hand, the other resting on your hip.

"are you ready for me?" he teased.

"enough questions." you cut his teasing short as you took his cock in your hands yourself and sunk down on him.

joao hissed at the unexpected pleasure. he looked up at you, gasping for air above him before tucking a strand of hair behind your ear.

"move for me, bebé."

you did as you were told, lifting your hips up until just the tip of him was left in you, before sinking back down on him, agonizingly slow.

he shuddered at the feeling.

you picked up the pace, causing the car to rock. your tits bounced in his face, causing him to twitch inside you.

"fuck, y/n, you're amazing-" you laugh breathlessly above him, your hands resting on his shoulders for stability while his gripped your hips tightly.

after some time, your thighs were burning, and you were getting tired. joao picked this up, taking control. his grip on your hips was put to some use as he moved your hips up and down for you. he lifted and dropped you so easily and made you move so much faster. you felt the air leave your lungs and arched your back to stick your tits in his face.

he grinned as he thrusted his hips up, meeting you in the middle. he tilted your body back, and started to hit the spot inside you that made you see white.

your pants and gasps turned into moans and whines as you felt the bundle of heat in your core.

"joao, i'm close" you warned, your nails digging into his shoudlers.

"i'm right there with you, baby, oh," he groaned and grunted as he watched him drill into you faster and faster. "meu deus, foda-se!" (my god, fuck!) he hissed with gritted teeth as he felt you clench around him.

his pace was too much for you to hold back. you let go with a gasp and moan, your hand slamming and sliding down the steamy car window, leaving a print.

joao was, indeed, right there with you. he pulled your body off of him and set you down on his thighs hastily before stroking his red, throbbing cock, cumming all over your stomach with a string of grunts and pants.

you both sat there in the hot and dark car in disbelief, covered in sweat and panting, after having the most mind blowing sex you've ever had. you leaned your forehead against his and smiled. he chuckled before teasing you once more.

"let's go. we don't want to miss dessert, do we?"

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tomriddlehyperfixataion · 2 months

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Cheated - Tom Riddle x Reader- Oneshot

Very late valentines day fic-enjoy! also attempting to write here on tumblr instead of on my word doc-lets see if that helps

"warning"; smut. i havent written it in a minute so sorry if its bad

Tom Riddle sits on the steps that lead into Hogwarts castle, a pile of roses at his feet, meant for his girlfriend of two years.

But she never arrived for their date at the new restaurant in Hogsmeade. He had given her time, and allowed her some grace just in case she was running late or getting ready with her friends, since it was their anniversary, and Valentines day, and girls got excited about that thing.

But then 10 minutes turned to 30…then an hour, then two. Then he had to leave the restaurant since he was sitting alone for a two-person reservation and they couldn’t hold his table forever. He’d felt so stupid walking back from Hogsmeade to Hogwarts, wondering what the hell had made his girlfriend get so caught up that she was more than two hours late to their anniversary date!

And then he saw it, heard it first, her giggling with another boy, the two standing too close under an archway. He felt sick to his stomach-really? Really???

Then they kissed and he turned away, going the long way around to get back into the castle.

Two years. Two fucking years he spent on this girl, he had opened up, let her in, went against what he had taught himself to be for her and she fucking cheated on him.

That’s how he ended up here on the steps of the main courtyard, he didn’t want to see that bitch again for a while.

“You too eh?” Tom looked up at the sudden voice, seeing a fellow Hogwarts student standing in front of him, looking dressed for a date-much like he was-but also very disappointed and tired. He blinked at her, he had the same look In her eyes that he felt in his chest, betrayal.

“Got cheated on?” Tom asked dryly and the girl nodded, moving to sit next to him and sulk on the steps, kicking off her heels. The two sit there in awkward silence as the late winter breeze flows between them, the sun is already beginning to set and with it the night chill sets in.

The girl eventually hands her box of chocolates meant for her shitty boyfriend to Tom and he stares at them for a long moment, glancing at the girl. "Happy shitty valentines Day," she mutters and he takes the chocolates, hesitating for a moment before picking up the roses at his feet and handing them to her.

"Happy shitty valentines day," he says back quietly and she smiles sadly as she takes the roses he had picked out for his, now soon to be ex, girlfriend. The two sit there for a few minutes longer and the sun sets quickly, Tom gets to his feet and so does the girl, who has yet to introduce herself but Tom didn't feel like socializing right now, and it seems she didn't either.

But they walked back into the castle together anyway, her holding the roses meant for Lilith-his soon to be ex-and him holding the chocolates meant for her, soon to be ex, boyfriend. The halls were filled with happy couples, there were a few others that looked brokenhearted or were single and happy, but the sight simply made Tom's sadness turn to white-hot rage, his fist clenching at his side, the box of chocolates in his hand crumpling a bit as he and the girl walked down the hall.

They hadn't meant to, but they had walked side by side all the way back to the Slytherin common room-as they were both of that house. "Pureblood." Tom snapped out and the door opened and he stepped inside, beelining it to his room, not even saying goodbye to the girl as she went over to her friends, who went straight to comforting her as they saw her expression.

Tom slammed the door of his dorm room closed, ripping off his tie and blazer, breathing through his teeth as he thought back to the time he had foolishly waited for Lilith to arrive at their date, sitting there alone with roses at a table for two, pathetically waiting and waiting as looks of pity came from the restaurant staff.

He was so humiliated, two years, two fucking years. all to be wasted by the girl he had let himself open up to. He felt humiliated, betrayed, and angry. He wanted to break something-he really did. Lilith had been his first girlfriend, she had been determined and stubborn to try and be his girl and eventually, he let her in, having been impressed by her determination.

And now? Now she had just-cheated on him, for who knows how long?!

He let out an angry yell and threw his pillow across the room, pacing around as he pressed his palms to his eyes, rage building in his chest the longer he thought about the last two years. How much of it was a lie? How long had she been tricking him?? Him! Tom Marvolo Riddle! he was the heir of Slytherin, he prided himself on his control and ability to pick out lies from other people and manipulate them into revealing their true selves.

He had let his guard down with Lilith, and now he paid the price-he had gotten hurt and he wanted to hurt her back. He wanted to rip out her heart and crush it before her eyes, get revenge on the bitch who got him to trust her, and then crushed that trust to pieces.

He stews in his anger as he changes out of the stupid suit he had worn for the stupid date, he skips dinner that night, thinking of ways to get his revenge on Lilith-he would make her hurt, hurt just as much as she hurt him-make her feel used and pathetic like he felt now.

Oh yes. Lilith would regret cheating on him, there was no doubt about that.

He stared her down the next day as she walked up to him while he sat at the Slytherin table at breakfast, his eyes cold while he looked upon his sheepish soon be ex-girlfriend. "I’m soooo sorry Tom," she began, and Tom let her make a fool of herself in front of him as she attempted to apologize for 'forgetting' about their date. "My friend's boyfriend stood her up on their date and I just couldn't leave her, i totally forgot about our anniversary date last night and I’m soooo sorry darling,"

Tom clicked his jaw, staring daggers into Lilith who attempted to smooth her way back into the spot beside him but he stood up, glaring down at her-almost baring his teeth. "How fucking dare you?" he hissed out, Lilith going wide-eyed as he cursed at her, usually he talked formally so to hear him curse was surprising. "How dare you lie to me, for who knows how long?!"

This caught the attention of everyone in the great hall, all watching the fight unfolding between Tom Riddle-the boy who held the heart of almost every girl in Hogwarts, and Lilith Castee-the girl who was the envy of Tom's fangirls, since she had 'won' him; but it seemed now she had lost him.

"Tom," Lilith chuckled out nervously, holding up her hands as she stood up again to face him. "what-what are you talking about?" Tom screwed his face into a snarl, his eyes burning with rage.

"What's his name eh?? Who was so damn important that you cheated on me!? On our two-year anniversary!!?" the whole hall gasped in shock-she cheated on him?! what??? Who the hell would cheat on Tom freaking Riddle!? The hottest guy in school???

Lilith stumbled for her words, her eyes flickering about as she felt everyone's gaze on her now. "i-i-i don't-i don't know what you're talking about darling-" Tom clicked his jaw, shaking his head, slamming his fist on the table.

"Don't lie to me! I saw you! last night! you left me sitting at that bloody restaurant for hours and when I came back-i see you making out with some guy! " Tom yells, his face starting to burn with anger, looking down at the girl he wasted two years on, who looked so humiliated and pathetic as she cowered before him, everyone watching the confrontation unfold.

Lilith stutters and he huffs down at her, hissing through his teeth. "I can't believe I actually trusted you, what a fucking mistake." he hisses out and pushes past her, Lilith chasing after him as the great hall burst into gossip.

Word that Tom Riddle was single again spread like wildfire, many of his fangirls prettying themselves up to be his rebound and possible new girlfriend, but that was the last thing on his mind. He was angry, humiliated, upset, and most of all; betrayed.

Getting a new girlfriend was easily the last thing he wanted right now, the wound of Lilith's betrayal too fresh on his heart and mind, there was no way he could even think of another girl right now, it had taken a year for Lilith to gain his trust enough to try and date her, and now that trust was shattered.

If someone could spend so much time gaining his trust only to break it-how could he trust any other girl to not to the same??

He ignored every love note he got and every box of chocolate he got in the daily mail; he threw them out-the only box of chocolates he had accepted had been from the girl from before, which he had eaten already-they were good chocolates.

Lilith keeps attempting to get back into his good graces but he refuses to let her back in, and no amount of blubbering or bullshit apologies will make up for it. 'i was drunk!' yeah fucking right. 'he slipped me a love potion!' Tom could smell that lie coming from a mile away. 'it was mistake.' damn right, but like hell he was going to accept that as any sort of apology.

She had broken his trust in her, and she would never have it again.

For all of Lilith's blubbering, it doesn't stop her from continuing to snog that boy she had cheated on him with, and when he sees them together; he’s angry. Jealous? No. pissed? Yes. it's at that same time he learns that the boy, had also been that girl's ex-BF that cheated on her.

The girl's name is (y/n), and he finds that important because they will get revenge on their exes together. He crafts a plan when he overhears the boy complaining about his ex, (y/n), about how she's upset that he cheated but it was 'her fault' because she never 'put out' and 'a man has needs!'

Tom has never wanted to call someone a mother fucking bitch more than at that moment.

But he has a feeling (y/n) is feeling just as angry as he is, and what better way to get back at their cheating exes... than to start dating each other while their exes whine and beg? it's a cruel plan, and he knows he's pretty much just using (y/n) to make Lilith squirm but hey, in his mind; she's also getting something out of his plan-dating him and making her ex jealous.

He goes up to (y/n) one day during study period, sliding into the seat next to her, eyes automatically going to the two as Tom Riddle, once again Hogwarts hottest bachelor, sits next to (y/n). she looked up at him from her book and note parchment, raising her brow.

"I have a plan," Tom began, not bothering to introduce himself-she knew who he was. (y/n) blinked at him and slowly sat up straight, giving him her full attention. "I was thinking, our exes cheated on us with each other, yes?" (y/n) nodded, a flicker of anger in her eyes and Tom smirked, yes-that was what he was looking for. "how would you like to get some, petty revenge?"

Now he had her full attention. hook, line, and sinker.

(y/n) agrees to, well, start dating him to have some petty revenge on their exes, and Tom revels in the look of jealousy on their faces when they go to dinner that night and sit together, (y/n) now in the spot where Lilith once sat, tucked neatly into Tom's side with his arm around her; resting on her hip.

Tom hides his petty smirk behind his goblet and (y/n) can't help but grin as her ex seethes at the sight of her in Tom Riddle's arms. Tom was easily a 10, while her ex Trevor was barely a 7, and now she was quite glad she never let him 'hit it' as the boys said.

Tom sells the bit of a charming boyfriend, walking her to and from classes and kissing her hand when he had to leave her side to go to his own class or do head boy duties. It was all very nice, even If (y/n) knew this was just as revenge for their cheating exes, it was...well nice to have a boyfriend who actually was a boyfriend, even if he was pretty emotionally reserved.

Trevor, her ex, was never...good at the boyfriend thing. Now, weeks after the fact, she didn't even know why she started dating him, he had ignored her half the time and complained every time she wouldn't let him have sex with her, something inside her had told her not to let him touch her that way and it seemed her warning signs had all been right-since he, instead of waiting for her like a good boyfriend, decided to just cheat on her with another, with Tom Riddles girlfriend nonetheless.

Honestly, how Tom just straight up hadn't cursed them to high heaven was a mystery, because she knew she wanted to.

Meanwhile, while (y/n) knew(thought) this was all just a revenge plan and her dating Tom Riddle would most likely end at some point, Tom was feeling...otherwise.

(y/n) was cute, adorable even, sexy too, he found himself staring at her a lot once they started petty dating, his eyes drawn to her hair as it curled over her ear, or to her thighs as she would sit on the couch and it would ride up on her thighs. He found it easy to listen to her, her voice was very nice, and she always had interesting things to say. and she listened to him, even when it seemed like she wasn't, she remembered things about him that he offhandedly mentioned once-like how he liked lemon bars, and then made him some a few days later.

"How'd you know?" Tom asked, bewildered, not even remembering he had mentioned he liked them. (y/n) just shrugged. "You said you liked them." She had said with a smile before going back to her potions essay. She also remembered other things, even when he didn't mention them-like how he liked his books in a certain order and she had helped him pack his bag while in a rush and he realized she had packed it in the particular way he liked; or how he didn't like the school supplied ink and got him a fresh inkwell of premium ink from the Hogsmeade store one weekend after he had offhandedly mentioned how he didn't like the school supplied ink after having to use it one day in class.

She noticed things about him, and remembered them...Lilith had never done that.

He was getting confused, he had done this for revenge on his cheating ex-he knew that, but...was he...starting to like (y/n)?

He thinks he was. She was nice but not in a pushover way, she was sweet but not in an overwhelming way, she was funny but knew when to be serious, she was pretty(beautiful actually) but didn't flaunt it, affectionate but didn't demand it 24/7.

He stared at her while they sat across from each other during a study period, watching her fiddle with her quill and tap the tip against her notebook, his eyes drawing to her lip as she nibbled at it in thought.

"Fuck." Tom muttered to himself, feeling the heart he had locked up upon learning of Lilith's betrayal try to burst out of its cage. His chest filled with warmth and his face began to warm with blush as he just watched (y/n) do her school work, and that was strangely so attractive.

Maybe more would come out of this petty revenge than making Lilith and Trevor jealous.

(y/n) flipped the page of her book as she sat on the couch, her back against Tom's side as his arm lay back on the couch, his fingers grazing her hair every few seconds, which (y/n) had gotten used to after the first few times and had relaxed into the feeling, it was quite nice. Tom gazed down at her even as he talked to his friends, who either talked about the recent Hogwarts gossip or about some sort of snooty party coming up that they had to go to because their pureblood parents were making them.

His gaze was torn away from (y/n) as his friends go almost silent, one making an 'oooh' sound as he sees Lilith walking up to him, her face set into a pathetic pout, her hands tugging at her skirt as she comes to a stop next to the couch. "Tommy," Lilith starts but Tom glares at her.

"Do not call me that." he hisses out and his friends chuckle and make faces at Lilith behind her back as Tom's hand goes down to (y/n)'s shoulder and he squeezes it, feeling himself calm just a little bit as (y/n) shuffled against his side.

Lilith clears her throat awkwardly, shuffling on her feet. "Tom, I just-wanted to apologize, i did something stupid and it was a great mistake, i regret what I did to you every day and I hope-i hope you could give me another chance." Tom stares at her, his jaw clicking. he stands, his hand drawing from (y/n)'s shoulder to rest on the other.

"Another chance?" Tom asks quietly, staring into Lilith's soul like she was the devil. Lilith nods, smiling weakly. "I love you Tom, I was foolish to forget that for some silly one-night stand." Lilith says, attempting to step closer but Tom glares and she steps back.

"One night stand? You love me? Merlin, you must be even stupider than I thought-if you loved me, you never would've even thought about another man, if you loved me, you never would've stood me up on our two-year anniversary, you would've never cheated on me, with another girl's boyfriend nonetheless." Tom hisses out, gesturing back to (y/n) who seemed she would rather be left out of the conversation but Tom was making a point.

"And one night stand???" Tom continues, seething. "Please. I see you two still snogging in the damn hallways when I try to do my head boy duties, you still sit with each other during meals, you practically fuck in plain sight! Do you think I'm stupid? Do you think me to be foolish enough to let myself fall for another one of your lies?!" Tom hisses out, clenching his fist at his side as everyone else in the room stares at the confrontation between the two exes.

Lilith opens and closes her mouth like a fish out of water and Tom hisses through his teeth. "Hell will freeze over the day I even think about forgiving you, let alone give you another chance. Besides, I have someone else now, and she's far better than you ever were." Tom says, gesturing back to (y/n) again and she blushes, hiding behind her book. Lilith glares at him and (y/n) and she runs off, humiliated once again as whispers begin to echo in the room.

Tom huffs and sits back down, glaring at his lap as (y/n) peeks at him over her book. With one look to the other surrounding them, they're left alone to talk, as Tom could tell that (y/n) wanted to talk. "soooo," she started, closing her book and setting it on the coffee table in front of the couch-looking back at Tom.

He looks back at her, his shoulders relaxing a bit as she shifts to face him, sitting back on her heels. "We got together to get revenge on them, right?" (y/n) asks and Tom slowly nods. (y/n) thinks about what she wants to say and how she should say it. It had been about three months now since they had gotten together to get petty revenge on their exes, now that Tom had spoken his mind to Lilith; and a few days earlier she had cursed off Trevor for trying to get her back with weak apologies and candies she didn't even like, did they need to keep up the act?

"Yes, but-" Tom speaks before she can speak her mind and she sees him shift in his seat, looking awkward-Tom Riddle never looked awkward. he was always confident, always sure of himself. Seeing him unsure of himself was...odd. "I...I'm not good at feelings, I'm sure you've figured that out by now." (y/n) nods, tilting her head at Tom. "Lilith pursued me for a whole year before I began to date her, and even after all that, she still cheated on me, and I wanted revenge on her. You were the perfect one to get that revenge with because she cheated on me with your ex." (y/n) nods again, wondering where this is going.

Tom sighs, running his hand through his hair, messing it up a bit. "I...At first, this thing between us was just to get back at them, as I'm sure it has been for you." (y/n) slowly nods, narrowing her eyes as her heart begins to beat faster in her chest, butterflies in her chest-was he...doing what she thought he was doing? Tom huffs, his leg starting to bounce as he looked at her, but avoided her gaze. "But-these last three months I've...I never felt...this way with Lilith, she...she didn't listen to me, not really, looking back I don't know why I stayed with her-first girlfriend attachment I suppose."

(y/n) is red in the face now, 'felt this way'....What did he mean by that?!

Tom bites the inside of his lip, making eye contact with her now, his pupils dilating as he looks at her. "I don't know how, or why but you...you've stolen me, heart and soul, in only three months, you listen to me, you make me...feel-and I don't know how to handle it, you've accomplished what Lilith tried to do in two years in less than three months and...i don't know if you want to continue this relationship, but...I do. I want to be with you, for real, and not just to get back at our exes." Tom confesses, looking away from her once more, anxiously picking at his thumb as (y/n) stares at him in shock, her jaw drops open as she blinks rapidly.

He...he likes her...he actually really liked her-he wanted to continue their relationship, he wanted them to be together for real, with no ulterior motive.

She had utterly no idea what to say-no idea what to tell him-so she settled for not saying anything and instead grabbing his tie and pulling him into a kiss.

Because she felt the same way.

Tom let out a sound of surprise before he grabbed her face and kissed her back, shifting his leg so he was leaning over her, moving his lips against hers in an almost desperate passion. (y/n) melted as he kissed her, his lips warm, soft, and hungry, like he had been starved for proper, real, affection.

She's being pushed down onto the couch with him above her, his hands still on her face, tangling in her hair as his body hovers above her, his knee between her legs as he climbs on top of her. Her breath hitches as their mouths open and his tongue presses against hers and almost goes into her mouth, her hands clutching his shoulders as he makes a groaning sound that sends shivers down her spine.

"What the fuck?!" Tom pops up at the sudden voice, practically baring his teeth at Lilith and Trevor as they had returned for one reason or another, Trevor looking utterly miffed to see his ex snogging Lilith's ex.

"So you'll never let me even touch you after a whole year but three months and you'll let him stick his tongue down your throat?!" Trevor practically yells at (y/n) and she glares back, her lips starting to swell from Tom's kiss.

Tom doesn't give either of them a chance to talk further as he scoops (y/n) up and carries her to his private dorm room(perks of being head boy). "Honestly I don't know why I even dated him," (y/n) says into his shoulder as he kicks his door closed and then tosses (y/n) on her bed, smirking as she squeals at the sudden action.

"first boyfriend attachment?" Tom guessed, as that was likely why he stayed with Lilith even though, now, he was pretty sure he never actually liked her. (y/n) tilted her head in thought then nodded.

"I...yeah I mean, he was the first guy to ask me out and I wanted to give it a chance, never left because... I dunno, thought no one else would want to," (y/n) mumbled, Tom stepping closer to her and then claiming on top of her again, kissing her deeply. 'guess I was wrong' (y/n) thought, kissing Tom back and pushing her head into the kiss as his hands grabbed her sides as he hovered over her.

Heat rises between them, their tongues push together and his hands are in her hair again, his palms on her cheeks as she grips at his neck and shoulders, her legs rising to slowly wrap around his hips.

She and Trevor had never gone this far, hell she had maybe only kissed him a few times, she supposed that meant she never actually liked him because she was really enjoying this with Tom, she liked kissing him, and she loved the heat growing between them.

Tom felt the same way, for his whole 2 years with Lilith he almost thought he was broken because he never really felt anything towards his ex, even when she tried to initiate things between them, but here, on his bed, kissing (y/n), he feels the heat and the passion and the want for her and he's not broken-he just needed to find the right girl.

"Too fast?" Tom breathes against her cheek as he pulls away from the kiss to press his lips to her jaw and go lower. (y/n) shakes her head, tugging at his robe and he takes his hands off her face to shrug it off. "Not at all," (y/n) whispers back and he chuckles against her chin as he kisses down to her neck.

(y/n) lets out a shuddering breath as his hands find her hips again and his thumb rubs into her sides, his lips on her neck-her breath coming out in short pants as he licks at her skin; she lets out a quiet sound that makes Tom lick her neck again and she can feel the smirk on his lips as he peppers sensual kisses all along her neck.

She gasps out his name as he finds her sweet spot, which she didn't know she had, and begins to nibble at it, leaving a red mark on her once unblemished skin. "I've never..." (y/n) starts but Tom just kisses her again, looking into his eyes-his pupils blown wide with lust.

"Neither have I," he whispers back and she kisses him, pulling him down by his neck as his hands go down to her skirt and unbuttons it before tugging it off, his belt following and then soon the rest of their clothes follow suit.

She gazes at his body and her body shudders with want, her face flushed with heat as she looks upon his pale and lean body, he certainly wasn't a quidditch player but he wasn't skinny either, he looked just right. he admired her body just the same, his eyes gazing over her breasts, her tummy pouch, her thighs, and hip dips; his mouth watering for a taste of her untouched skin.

(y/n) gasps as his mouth descends on her skin, licking at her breasts and nipples, catching one on his tongue and drawing the nipple into his mouth, sucking gently, and (y/n) sighs out his name, pushing her chest towards his mouth as his hands travel across the rest of her body, her hands practically glued to his shoulders to ground herself as she felt his tongue on her breasts-which she hadn't known were sensitive till now.

"Fuck-" Tom curses under his breath as his hand dips between her thighs and feels her pussy, her arousal quickly coating his fingers as he felt her clit, his fingers dipping into her entrance which has her gasping and grabbing his wrist as his finger pumps into her cunt, watching as her face twists in pleasure and her breath caught in her chest.

"Tom," she breathes out and he kisses her again, his other hand on her neck and then trailing down to her breasts, kneading the soft flesh, thumbing her pert nipple as he fights the groan in his throat.

She wraps her hands around the back of his head as she pants and moans into the kiss, her face burning with heat as his fingers push in and out of her pussy, the slick sound of it making her face burn even more.

Tom watches it all with a dark gaze, his mouth slightly open as he watches every reaction, listens to each sound she makes, his cock hard as it aches to be inside her. "Fuck," he groaned again, pulling his fingers out and slicking his cock up with her arousal that was on his fingers and palm, pressing the red-tipped head of his cock to her pussy, holding her hand above her head as he leans over her. "might hurt," he whispers out, having done his research on sex after all, and guides his cock into (y/n)'s virgin pussy.

Tears burn in her eyes for a moment as she feels the head of his cock enter her, pushing past her entrance-a strong pinching feeling coming from below her navel as Tom takes her virginity, and she takes his. He eases into her, taking deep breathes as shivers run up his spine; (y/n)'s tight, wet, and hot, surrounding his cock which makes him want to fuck her into the mattress-but he eases in, soon flush against her pelvis and he waits, clutching her hip and her hand tightly as his bangs hang in his eyes.

"Fuck." he groans, his mouth open as he pants.

(y/n) whines and moves her hips against his, his cock sliding in and out just enough to snap Tom's control and he begins to thrust, groaning as (y/n) writhes under him, her legs hooking around his hips and her free hand grabbing at his neck, moaning out his name loudly as his hips smacked against her thighs-his cock fucking deep inside her.

"Tom!" she cried out and Tom groaned out her name in turn, his vision blurry from pleasure as he leaned back and gripped her hips, fucking into her rough and quick as her back arched, almost screaming out his name as she twisted the sheets in her fists-her body spasaming as she came, Tom following suit a few moments later, gasping as he came inside her, his hips stuttering at the feeling before he practically collapsed on top of her.

They breathed heavily before Tom spoke weakly in her ear. "I get why everyone's obsessed with sex now," he grumbled and (y/n) giggled, feeling him smile against her cheek as he rolled them over, her now laying on his chest.

(y/n) hides her smile into Tom's shoulder when Trevor practically blows a fuse when he sees the marks on her neck at dinner, along with the fact that the two of them very much look like they had sex, hair still a bit messy and their eyes glinting with that satisfaction.

Tom sneers a fake smile at Lilith and kisses (y/n)'s forehead as she giggles against him.

-end-

I ACTUALLY FINISHED WRITING SOMETHING AHHH

#tom riddle x reader #tom riddle #tom riddle imagine #fluff fic #smut fic #Ooc Tom sorry #soft Tom #i dont even remember when i started writing this??#i think just after valentines day idk #but enjoy????

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nessieartss · 2 months

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I wonder if kid Sukuna ever had an issue with bullying because of his pink hair. I bet he was the kind of kid to talk back but ignore it until someone picked on his little brother. I bet his brawling hit first laugh later personality came from defending his baby brother from being bullied.

Have you drawn anything with them and their parents? Which parent are the boys closest to?

No one dares to even talk back to sukuna, let alone bully him lol. i guess yuuji is the one that got bullied in their childhood years, but dont worry sukuna is ready to throw hands any second.

When in highschool, everyone just assumed yuuji and sukuna dyed their hair, and almost got dropped out by the principal ("no i didnt dye my hair i told you guys like 50 times already.") while sukuna just didnt gaf. Yuuji didnt get bullied anymore in highschool, he is the golden retriever student that gets along with everyone. He even defended one of his friend that got bullied one day and they got into a huge fight

I think i havent drawn anything with their parents, i would love to one day. Yuuji is close to his father, while sukuna is a momma's boy lol

#jjk sibling au #ask #anon #answer

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elliezlils11utt · 3 months

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Hiii, first of all, idk if you take requests, but I loved the fic that you did w ellie (the bad idea! One w a girl in red song), so I was wondering if you could do another fic with ellie, but this time based on "I wanna be your girlfriend" by girl in red?

A/N: Hi Hi annon! so first of all I do take requests & Your my first one! Also THANK YOUU????? that fic was so rushed omg. and I love girl in red sm so when i tell u I ran to write this. Also I think that how I view this song and how other people view it is kinda different, so just bare with me on this one. (I pulled this idea outa my ass.)

"I wanna be your girlfriend"- Girl in red. (E.W)

content: You walk your crush home after hanging out with friends. Should you tell her how you feel? or did someone beat you to it? (based off of "I wanna be your girlfriend - Girl in red.)

song link: https://open.spotify.com/track/5PjdC2gMATetx5xdnwGUu7?si=eba1439d3ffd490e

warnings: sfw! none really. loser!ellie? angsty? cussing? idk.

proofread: nope! (sorry babes!!)

You all sit bundled up in comfy coats. The crisp winter air whistling in the wind while you and your friends laugh up a storm. Your eyes find this one girl's eyes immediately though. Ellie Williams. You and Ellie had been friends for years. Friends. Keyword. Its not like you ever thought there was a chance you and Ellie could even be anything more than that. Maybe it was just a wish? She's perfect. Ugh that sounds like such a cliche. And maybe it is. But as Ellie sits here rambling on about some girl that was madly in love with her, you can't help but admire her every move.

“Hey, are you listening?”

“Yeah- uh sorry.” You can't tell if your ears are red because you're embarrassed, or because it's cold asf outside.

“So this girl, cat. Everyone keeps telling me she likes me. But I don't know.”

“I mean, I would just go talk to her right?” This is fucking painful. Giving your crush girl advice was not at the top of your to-do list today.

“Yeah, I guess you're right.” her hands fumble at her fingers, toying with her nails to keep her fingers busy. She always did this and you found it so cute.

“Hey guys, I think we are going to head out. Jesse wants to ‘netflix and chill’ if you know what I mean.” Dina says, hooked to her boyfriend's arm. And boy did you know what she meant. Jesse and Dina were always sucking each other's faces off. Its a merical you havent seen them fully fuck in public. (and trust, there have been times they got close to it.)

“Sure yeah! You guys have fun.” you respond, giving them a sweet smile as a farewell. And now here you are, Alone, With ellie. Oh fuck. You're alone with Ellie now. Okay so let's rephrase this. You and Ellie had been friends for years… With the company of Dina and jesse. You guys never really spent time alone together. Your friendship just wasn't like that. And plus you were always too much of a pussy to say anything. You got so nervous whenever you were around her alone. Just like you were now.

“It's getting late, I should start back home.” Her hand plays with the back of her ear while she talks. You notice that she only did that when she was nervous. Why would she be nervous right now?

“Yeah definitely! I could walk you home, yk if you wanted me to.”

“Yeah, I would like that.” As much as you hated being alone with Ellie, you loved spending time with her. Even if she didn't see you like that. It was just nice to be around her. To be in her presence. That fluffy little feeling you get in your stomach when she says your name is worth the nervousness. Watching the way her eyes light up as she talks about her favorite video games or comic books, is worth the nervousness. As you guys walk to Ellie's apartment, you talk about anything under the sun. The conversation just seems to flow. Fuck, another reason to fall in love with her. (as if you weren't already) You didn't want to pretend you wanted to be her friend any longer. Because the truth is. You don't wanna be her friend, you wanna kiss her lips.

“You're a really good friend, you know that?” She turns to look at you as you approach her apartment. ‘Friend.’ Just another reminder on how she thinks of you. Just a friend. Nothing more. Nothing less. And that will probably never change. You are fully convinced you and Ellie were meant to just be friends.

“Mhm yeah, you deserve it ellie.”

“I mean it though. How'd I get so lucky with you, huh?” You giggle, as if that comment didn't just set your heart on fire. Your eyes find her lips. The icy air makes your breath visible. The same breath you wanted to be lost in a kiss with ellie. You wanna kiss her until you lose your breath. As you and Ellie walk up the steps of her complex you contemplate telling her how you feel. Tell her how you think about her. Beg her to just look at you the same. And just as you are about to spill your feelings out, Ellies phone rings.

“Sorry its cat, I gotta take this. Thanks for walking me home though! See you Friday?” And with that you're left at the steps of her home. Watching as she gets all giddy to talk to another girl. A girl that's not you. And that never will be. You and Ellie will never be more than friends. Even if you wanna be her girlfriend. With teary eyes you wave goodbye while her back is faced to you. Watching her walk away without a proper goodbye. This can't be real. It's all just a dream. Your heart shatters. Completely. You knew that You and Ellie would never date. But thats confirmation just fucked you over. You lose your breath.

A/n: This is so bad and i feel like shit bc its my first ask. But uh. Enjoy? When i think of "girl in red" I think of heartbreak so no fic based off a "girl in red" song is going to end happy:D

#tlou2 #tlou #tlou fanfiction #ellie tlou #girl in red #i wanna be your girlfriend #AHH my first ask!

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sweet-villain · 1 year

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Just Let It Be~ J.Q

Anonymous asked:

Hi!! I love ur stories!! They really make me feel something and I appreciate your writing a lot!! I was wondering if you could do a JQ x reader where the reader is part of the cast of House of the Dragon and she and Joseph have been dating for about a little over a year now but they havent made it public yet. The both of them got thrown into fame over night so they’re both like each others comfort person when it comes to handling fame and the anxiety that comes with it. The rest of the cast of house of the dragon like to tease her about him in interviews with saying how much they adore him and how undeniably hot he is without mentioning his name (and the ST cast do the same with reader) but the fans start to grow suspicious of them so they decide to make their first couple appearence together at the dior show in Paris. Her co-star Fabien Frankel is also there, but the crowd goes so wild over them that they both need to protect her from it before she literally gets trampled :)) thank u!!!! Keep up the good work xxx

Author's Note : Thank you so much lovely, that means so much to me <3

" You look a little stressed. When are you seeing your man?" Emma asked as they walked over to you watching you run your fingers through your hair as you let out a sigh. It has been stressful day today with filming and you would be home tomorrow for a couple of days to see Joseph.

Joseph and you have met over a year ago through a mutual friend who thought you two had to meet and you would be perfect for him. As soon as his eyes met yours, he was smitten. You never met someone as beautiful as Joseph.

No one knew that you were dating Joseph, you both liked to keep you love life private. Your cast mates from House Of Dragon and his cast mates from Stranger Things knew all about you and Joseph.

But it doesn't stop them from teasing you from time to time. Same went to Joseph.

" I'll be home tomorrow to see him"

" She can't wait to for a stress relief" Matt, your co star teased as he wiggled his eyebrows up and down with a smirk on his face.

" Leave the poor girl alone, Smith" Fabian says as he wraps around you, " but we all know she won't be getting any sleep" he teased, your cheeks reddened as you pushed him away. He threw his head back laughing with Matt as the two loved to tease you the most about your love life.

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Joseph's head turned at the sound of the door being unlocked, the jingle of your keys brought a smile on his face as he headed out of the kitchen to peek around the corner.

You walked into the share apartment as you rolled your suitcase in leaving it by the door, removing your shoes and putting them with the others by the closet door and hanging up your coat once you have it off.

You set your keys in the little bowl right next to Joseph's keys with your phone on the little table. A small smile lights up on your face seeing the picture next to the key bowl. Joseph was giving you piggy back ride while you were looking at him and he looked at you with a smile on his face.

" Hi love" you heard Joseph greet you as you were two busy staring at the picture. One of your favorite pictures in the apartment of you and your boyfriend. Your head turned seeing he was leaning against the wall with his arms folded across his chest.

" Hi there" you made your way over to him, he dropped his arms that crossed his chest as he wraps his arms around you and pulls you close to him. You lean up brushing your nose against his as you look into his brown beautiful eyes.

" I've missed you" you mumble against his lips, wrapping your arms around his neck and playing with the little hairs at the back of his neck by his hair.

" I've missed you more" he captures your lips with his as they move as one. You have missed the feeling of being in his arms, the feeling of his lips against your own, the way he smiled and looked at you, the way it felt right when he was around and you missed when he told you he loves you.

You pulled away as sniffed the air.

" Are you cooking?" you asked. He nods.

" I wanted to make dinner for you. I know how stressed you must be" you rose your eyebrow at that. You never mentioned it to him how these past few days have been difficult.

" Where did you hear that?" he shyly smiles as he shrugs pulling away. You squinted your eyes at him as you watch him rub the back of his neck with his cheeks turning red.

" I might of texted Fabian.." He shrugs but turns his back as he heads back to the kitchen remembering he was cooking still and it wasn't done. You follow him to the kitchen watching from the door way as he stands besides the stove.

" Fabian?" He nods as he looks over at you briefly before goes back to cooking. " Why Fabian?" He points a spatula at you.

" Because Matt would of asked me about our plans and then would tease me how much you have me wrapped around your finger"

You giggled.

" I would of texted Emma but she would just get Matt in it two and the both of them would never stop"

" Right" you chuckled as you made your way over to him and wrap your arms around him as you laid your head on his back.

" Why don't you go get comfy love? Wash up and everything you need while I finish? I'm almost done, then we can get dinner and we can cuddle in bed? How does that sound?" He asks as he looks at you over his shoulder.

" Sounds perfect just like you" his cheeks paint the color red as he brings one of your hands that were latched around his waist up to his lips, places a kiss on top.

You were perfect.

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" We are here with Emma D'Arcy, Matt Smith, Fabian Frankel and Y/N L/N. Some of the cast members of House Of Dragon" the interview said with her card in her hands as she sits in her chair. You sat in between Fabian and Matt. " How are you doing?"

" Thank you for having us" you say. They all chorus in that they are good and that they were ready for this interview. The interviewer had asked about the show, how everyone was getting a long, tried to get some spoilers and shared laughs.

Then she turns you.

" Y/N, since coming onto the show, you have been such a sensation with your character. You're every where, fans adore you and the press loves you. How does all of this feel?"

" It's wild how overnight everything changed in my life. I'm still not used to all this love, from the fans and from my cast mates who are so sweet and wonderful" you reached over to pat Matt on the chest, he smiles over to you. " I don't think I am ever going to get used to this feeling, it blows my mind how much my life sky rocketed. I can't never thank enough for the support. It brings me to tears and makes me so happy how much people adore me.. thank you.."

Your eyes brim with tears as you talk about it.

" Awe we love you" Fabian says. " You're one of the best" he adds.

You put your hand on your heart as you pout a little.

" Thank you"

The interview asks Matt a couple of questions, laughs with him as she moves to Fabian then to Emma and then to you.

" I got to ask Y/N. Are you single?" Fabian smirks in his chair with his hands folded in his lap. Matt does to as he leans his head on his head, smirking behind his hand. Emma giggles. The interviewer is confused on what's happening.

" No I'm not" you answered.

" She got a hot man in her life" Emma says as they shared a look with you. Your eyes motion for them to not say anything.

" He's quite the looker" Matt jokes, Fabian agrees.

" Such an eye candy" Emma giggles. Your cheeks are beet red as you look down at your lap.

" He's really really really really really really pretty. I adore him so much, he's been my safe place whenever I"m anxious or feeling down. Honestly, he's made me the better person I am today and every day I'm thankful to have someone like my boyfriend by my side through it all" you say when you look back up.

" Awe" Emma gushed putting their hands together hearing you gush over your boyfriend.

" She's in love" Matt and Fabian say together.

" I am" you smile wide, nibbling on your bottom lip.

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Joseph had an interview with Jamie today too, he was a bit busy when you got back to the apartment missing hearing him greet you with a kiss or a hug. That man is your everything.

You had folded some clothes back in your shared closet with Joseph and answered some emails before Joseph walked into your shared bedroom. He wore sunglasses on top of his curls, he wore a white shirt with the sleeves rolled up to his elbow with jeans and he wore that shy smile you love whenever he looked at you.

" Hi lovely" he greets you as he opens his arms. His fingers wiggle as he waits for you to walk into his arms and when you do, he buries his head into your hair breathing in your scent. He loves coming home to you and feeling like everything is better.

" How was your interview? you asked as you look up at him. His hand reaches up to brush your hair behind your ears. Immediately your heart flutters at his action.

" It went well, they asked about you" he says. You raise your eyebrow asking him to go on. You were interested in where was this going.

" They asked if I was single and who had happened to capture my heart"

" I hope you didn't say my name. I mean we did agree to not let people know" He nods, his lips ghosting against your forehead.

" Don't worry love, I didn't. Jamie on the other hand had called you that I have a hot girlfriend waiting for me at home. He called you sweet as a cupcake and cute as a button too" He scrunched up his nose because at the time Jamie said this, he felt a green monster knocking.

" Sweet as a cupcake? Where did Jamie get that?" He shrugs, a small frown is on his face which you take notice. Your hands up his cheeks, " You know your the only one I love and want to be with"

He nods.

" Stop frowning and pouting. I was asked about in my interview too"

" Oh?" Joseph title his head to the side a bit as you reach up to remove the sunglasses on top of his head and walk over to the small dresser laying them there with the others.

" Don't worry, I didn't say your name or anything else. Matt, Fabian and Emma had told them how hot my boyfriend is and that I was in love"

He made his way over to you as he wraps his arm around you and puts his head on your shoulder as he kisses it.

" Are you?" you turn to look at him over your shoulder giving him a look like what kind of question is that. He chuckles as he shrugs loving to hear that you love him.

" You know I do. With my whole entire heart and being"

" To the moon and back?"

" To the moon and back"

" Forever?"

" Forever" you nod turning in his arms as you go on your toes to kiss him.

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The fans have been getting suspicion about you and Joseph, they had comment on the photos you post on social media that you were maybe dating Joseph. They had put two and two when Jamie talked about how Joseph had a hot girlfriend at him and your cast members told the interviewer that you had a hot boyfriend at home. It was if those words were clues for them.

Some pictures were posted on the internet of you walking with a man with a baseball cap, and sunglasses covering his eyes. Joseph had done his best to cover up when the two of you went out that date to a small cafe.

You had seen some of his fans and yours with the shirts they were wearing. But no one came up to take pictures or say anything. Later that day, photos of you and Joseph emerged on the internet. But you could not tell it was Joseph.

You had shown Joseph the picture.

" Maybe it's time I get to show the whole world how beautiful my girlfriend is? I want to be able to show you off" he sits besides you on the bed. He takes the phone from your hands and placed it on the small table. Joseph turns back around and takes your hands in his.

" Are you sure? We did agree that we wanted to keep our relationship private" He nods, bringing your hand to his lips and kisses it.

" I know love, but I'm ready for the whole world to know how much I love you. That you're mine, I want to show you off and talk about you without secrets. I'm ready if you are"

" I'm ready too" Joseph's eyes beam with happiness as he tackles you on the bed peppering your face with kisses.

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Flashes of the camera, shocked looks on faces and the yelling was all you heard and saw as you showed up with Joseph in Paris for the Dior show. Your eyes squinted at the lights as you shield yourself from the cameras.

" Love, are you alright?" Joseph asks as he looks down at you, stopping for a moment. He let his assistant know that he needed a moment. You moved your head away from his shoulder to look at his concern eyes.

" I'm okay" you nodded, taking a deep breathe" He laces his fingers through yours as he waits for you until your ready. He can see how you needed a moment to yourself.

A hand places on your back. You turn your head to see the face of your co star and close friend Fabian.

" What are you doing here Fabian?" He stands by your side offering you a small smile.

" I'm here for support, Joseph told me that you were going to be here with him. The both of you were coming out the world"

You turn to look at your boyfriend as he is talking with his assistant, he is leaning down as she whispers something in his ear but his eye lock with yours. They are filled with love and reassurance that it will be okay.

" I love you" you mouth to him. He smiles as he reads your lips.

" I love you more" he mouths to you.

" I'm ready" Joseph laces his fingers with yours and Fabian is behind you as the both of them walk with you. You can hear the screaming, the gasps and the photographers shouting for you to pose with Joseph.

One of your favorites that you did with Joseph was his arm wrapped around you as he looks down at you while you look up at him. His brown eyes are shining with happiness.

You took one with Fabian, but once you were done, Joseph went back to your side as he leans down whispering into your ears.

" Fabian is going to come with us, there are going to be many people love. Hold onto my hand, Fabian will be behind you if anything, everything will be okay" he kisses your cheek as he walks with you, sending Fabian and nod too, as a thank you.

You saw some fans trying to reach Joseph for a photo but they saw you too.

" Y/N! Joseph!"

" Oh my god they are together! I'm so happy!"

" Joseph! Y/N! A picture" Joseph and you both leaned over to take a quick one while you were walking. Fabian's hand falls on your back as he says, " come on, there are more coming."

He looks back to look at the fans rushing to you and Joseph.

Joseph looks back at you to see if you were there following, you were and he sends you a smile as you two continue to walk. Once the both of you found your seats, Fabian is on your other side as he said he would be there making sure your okay.

" Thank you so much for this, for being here and for being here to support us" you tell him. Fabian nods, " I just want to make sure you are okay. I'm here for you"

You turn back to Joseph as he looks around and you reach for your hand to lace your fingers through his.

" Tomorrow, the world will know I'm yours" Josephs look down at you as he leans over to kiss your cheek. His facial hair tickling your cheek causing you to giggle.

" And I'm yours. Whatever the world throws at us, we will do it together"

" Together" you nodded.

#joseph quinn x you #imagine joseph quinn #joseph quinn x reader #joseph quinn imagine #joseph quinn #joseph quinn x y/n #joseph quinn x fem!reader #jewls writes

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qu0kkarambles · 2 years

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Park Jay

Jay x Reader enemies to lovers?

Warnings: unprotected sex, dom jay, tiny bit of sub jay, fingering, oral, teasing, punishment?, virgin reader, alcohol,

Minors DNI

Authors note : This is gonna be my first time writing smut smut with plot intentionally so bare with me if its not that good lol. This is nearly 10k words oops but enjoy I guess? I also havent properly proof read oops.

Since the first day of high school, you and Jay had been on bad terms. You didn’t know why, you didn’t know how, but once you left middle school your closeness became less and less, quickly fading away. Until, eventually, you stopped talking all together. He found a new group of friends, an overly loud and extremely popular group of lads, while you found Soyeon. And you were happy with your friendship. Yes she had a larger group of girlfriends who you didn’t particularly like, but on days when you were alone you’d just listen to your music and time seemed to fly by anyway.

You often missed your friendship with jay. Although you and Soyeon were close, you’d never found the same level of openness that you had with Jay. Before you left middle school, he was more or less your entire support system. When your parents argued, you’d escape to his house and disappear into a movie with him, snuggled under blankets for hours until you almost forgot why you were there in the first place. When you were feeling low, he always knew how to perk you back up, offering ice cream, or a shopping trip, or even just a shoulder to cry on. He knew your deepest secrets, your biggest insecurities, and you knew his. You’d always thought your bond was unbreakable. But he proved you wrong. During the summer between middle school and high school, he avoided you when he could, and when he couldn’t, he’d barely speak to you, avoiding eye contact as well as any physical touch.

Your relationship turned more bitter when Jay started dating Sunmi. She was older, and stunning, and when she found out that you and Jay had once been inseparable friends, she made your life a living hell. Her jealousy at your past friendship with Jay was obvious, but he let her continue, even laughing along with her taunts and insults. She was his first girlfriend, and everyone wanted to date her. So Jay did all he could to keep her. Even if that meant watching as you got more and more hurt by her words. It killed him, but he continued. He’d be stupid to let a girl like Sunmi get away.

But then, she cheated. And he was heartbroken. But he was also the freshman who had dated THE Sunmi. He was untouchable. The guys of the school wanted to be him, the girls wanted to be with him. And so the popularity of his group grew and grew. By the time junior year came around, no one was surprised that his friendship group consisted of the captain of the football team, the smartest guy in the senior class, and arguably the hottest guy in the school, if not the country. Jays group of friends were godlike among your class, and they let it get to their heads. So when girls threw themselves at Jay, he didn’t stop them. And when he saw you, he stopped looking twice at his old friend, distracted by others calling his name. When he heard insults fly your way, or people speak behind your back, he didn’t defend you anymore. As far as he knew, you’d stopped caring as well.

But you hadn’t. Everytime you were shouted at in the halls, or laughed at in class, what hurt more was the uncaring look in his eyes. Seeing how he changed from the sweet sensitive boy you could share your every secret with, to someone you barely knew. Soyeon tried to help you feel better, defending you when she could, but she wasn’t there all the time. By the time senior year finally rolled around, you’d developed a thick skin. Nothing anyone could say would hurt you anymore. Nothing could be said that you hadn’t heard before. You relied on Soyeon less and less, and even began puting yourself in more social situations, knowing the only way to move past the years of being a loner would be to force yourself into parties and try being the ‘average teenager’ your parents always warned you about.

And so that’s how you ended up at Soyeons house on a Friday night, surrounded by her friends. Getting ready and drunk before heading to the annual football Christmas party. To say the party was legendary was an understatement. Every December, once school broke up for the holidays, the football team captain would throw an all out bash, usually resulting at least 2 pregnancy scares, calls to the police of noise complaints and a trip or two to the emergency room. And this year was meant to be the best one yet. Jake was captain of the football team, and his house was incredible. It was the ultimate party house, with all its bedrooms, built in bar, games room and acres of land, it was going to be incredible. It was also rumoured that Heeseung, from the year above, was back from college for the holiday, so would be making an appearance, since the boys were close.

You had developed a small crush on Heeseung in freshman year, never pursuing anything since he was so smart and handsome, your insecurities stopped you. And once he became close friends with Jay, your hopes were well and truly crushed, as you could only imagine the things he could’ve said against you. Still, you were excited to hear that he might be there this evening. Keeping this in mind, you opted for one of your skimpier dresses, a black sparkly bodycon that Soyeon had convinced you to buy the last time you went shopping. The small spaghetti straps held the dress just right, so it gave enough support to not need a bra, and the bottom sat perfectly mid thigh on you, showing of your freshly shaved legs. Even you could admit, you looked hot. While the other girls had more skin on show, some wearing barely anything, you felt comfortable in your subtle sexiness. The dress hugged your curves and the heels you borrowed from Soyen made the entire outfit perfect.

Once the entire group had finished touching up their makeup, finishing their hair and taking an obscene amount of photos, you were out the door and on the way to Jakes house. You’d never been to jakes before, opting out of last year party, and avoiding becoming too close to jake throughout high school due to his closeness with Jay. But once you saw his house from the window of the backseat of Soyeons car, your jaw dropped. It was beautiful, and already had a stream of people outside and music blasting from one of the many rooms. As soon as you got inside, you followed the girls to the kitchen, aching for more alcohol, as you were determined to have a good night, and vodka always helps. As soon as you stepped into the kitchen you heard someone scream your name, and you turned to see kim sunoo barrelling towards you.

Sunoo was a sweetheart, and you’d met each other through the school paper. Though he was part of Jays friendship group, he wasn’t as close to him as some of the other boys, and so you and sunoo quickly became friends. Although you wouldn’t speak too much at school, your online friendship was thriving. The constant stream of memes and funny videos strengthened your relationship outside of the school paper. And you were glad, since you could realy see how the younger boy was flourishing and becoming more confident especially the past year. As he got closer, you could smell the alcohol on his breath, and his stumble into you further pushed the point- he was drunk.

‘Y/n! youre finally heeerrrrrreeee’ he practically shouted in your ear. ‘I’ve been waiting for you come on lets dance.’ As he started pulling you toward the dance floor, his path was blocked by Sunghoon, looking thoroughly unimpressed. The two had been dating for almost a year now, and although hoon was usually the more fun at parties, he seemed sober tonight. ‘come on baby. Let y/n go and lets go outside ok?’ he said sweetly to sunoo. He could see how drunk his boyfriend had gotten and knew if he didn’t try sober him up just a little, they’d be leaving the party a lot earlier than either of them wanted. It was sweet that he was looking out for him, as sunoo had never been this drunk before. As they went to leave the kitchen, and you turned to finish grabbing a drink you heard sunoo say one last thing on his way out.

‘HHEEEEEESSSSEEEEUUUNNNNGGGGG!!!!!!’

The name made your ears prick up. He was actually here. And heading your way. As you turned your body away from the kitchen counter, you collided immediately with a broad, solid chest. When you looked up to apologise, you were mortified to see none other than lee heeseung looking down at you with his deerlike eyes, shocked at how quickly he had managed to ruin his white button down with whatever bright coloured liquid you’d been drinking. You started apologising profusely, interrupted by heeseung placing his hands on your shoulders. ‘Its fine. It’ll wash out. Y/n, right?’. Taken aback that he knew your name, all you could do was nod as he dabbed at the stain on his shirt. Finally becoming more aware, you snatched the cloth from him. ‘I spilled it, I’ll help clear it up. Plus the way youre doing it, youre just spreading the stain. ’ You took over dabbing at his shirt, trying to remove as much of the stain as possible, unaware of the eyes on you.

While heeseung was watching you paw at his chest, across the room, Jay was also watching. Through his half drunk state all he could see was your hands all over heeseung. Heeseung, his best friend who hadn’t even said hello to him yet. And you. Together. He didn’t know why, but it made his blood boil. As he took another swig of his drink and stormed toward the pair of you. You finished clearing heeseung’s top to the best of you ability, and as you put the cloth down you felt his strong hand gently grab your wrist, turning you to him as he asked for a dance. Finally, the moment you had been waiting for since freshman year. The Lee Heeseung was asking you to dance. At the exact moment you were about to say yes, jay barged between the two of you, separating the hold heeseung had on your wrist.

‘Heeseung, how’s it going man. Long time no see.’ He said, the faintest hint of sarcasm lacing his tone though neither you nor heeseung knew why. ‘It’s good bro, I was actually just asking Y/n to dance, if you’ll excuse us’. Jay was quick to reply, grabbing your hand before heeseung could. ‘ Ooh sorry bro, I actually need to borrow y/n outside for a minute. We’ll come find you later though’. Before you could process what was happening Jay had dragged you out of the kitchen, through the swarm of dancing bodies and outside into the cool night air. When he stopped, you pulled your wrist away. ‘what was that all about? What did you need me for?’ you questioned, wondering why after 3 and a half years of not talking, he suddenly needed to speak to you so urgently. And right when heeseung asked you to dance.

When he failed to answer you pushed again, asking what it was he needed to talk to you about. But he stood silently, staring into the vast garden area behind the house. After a minute or so, you gave up on getting an answer out of him, and turned to find your way back into the house. As you turned, he snaked his arm around your hips and pulled your back against his chest. ‘please don’t go. Not yet’ he pleaded. You could hear a desperation in his voice, which made you hesitate. ‘Jay, what are y-‘ ‘please, just stay for a little bit’ he whispered. He sounded vulnerable, and you stopped trying to pull away. In fact you melted more into his touch, and he moved your hair to the side and started gently placing the sweetest kisses on your neck. You felt entirely alone in the world, party forgotten about completely, until you heard voices turning the corner from the side of the house, heading toward you. Before you could process what was happening, jay pushed you away from him, with enough force to make you stumble, almost falling off the porch into sunghoon. The voices you had heard were him and sunoo, returning from their mission to try and sober up . It appeared to have worked, as the younger boy seemed more stable on his feet. But his words were still slurred and he was clingier than usual to his boyfriend.

‘woah y/n, you ok?’ sunghoon asked, setting you more upright on your feet as you were still processing what had happened. ‘She’s had way too much to drink mate, you know how girls get at parties like this. Think if they throw themselves at some guy they can finally have a shot. Pathetic.’ He practically spat the words at you. They came tumbling out of jays mouth before he could realise what he was saying, but the look on your face as they hit you made the reality of his harshness hit home for him. But, instead of taking them back immediately, he turned on his heel and headed back inside, leaving the three of you shocked on the porch, still reeling from his brutal comments.

As tears began to well in your eyes, sunoo piped up. ‘Y/n, are you ok? What happened?’ ‘I need to go home. Do you know anyone sober enough to take me home?’ your words merged into one, as you were doing all you could to hold the tears at bay. ‘Hoonie, you’re sober’ sunoo gently shoved his boyfriend in your direction as he agreed to take you home. The two of you walked in silence to his car, leaving sunoo at the party under the watchful eyes of their other friends. You had never spent much time alone with sunghoon, so the silence was awkward, even more so considering Jay’s outburst. You were confused to say the least. Why would he invite you outside to speak, and then not say anything? Why would he hold you against his chest, and kiss up your neck, only to push you away and insult you seconds later? It made no sense. So you spent the car ride with sunghoon in silence, trying to figure out the enigma that was Jay Park.

Once home, with sunghoon leaving to head back to his boyfriend, you removed your makeup while going over what had happened that night. No matter how many times you recapped the events of the evening, you couldn’t make sense of it. Finally deciding to just sleep it off, you tucked yourself into bed, hoping it would make more sense in the morning. As you reached to turn off your phone, a notification popped up.

JAY is Typing…

You sat looking for the follow up ping, staring at your phone, waiting for the message to actually send. 5 minutes passed, and still nothing. Another 5. Nothing. You clicked on the app to see the ominous typing bubble had disappeared. Whatever Jay was going to say, he had clearly thought better of it. Giving up on the hopes of a message tonight, you drifted off to sleep. What you didn’t know, was that across town, Jay was in bed, alone, typing and erasing the same message again and again. He just didn’t know what to say. But being so close to you again tonight, after so long with little/no contact, it had stirred something in him. He wasn’t sure what, but he knew he had to find out. And to do that, he had to see you again. But alone this time. So he wouldn’t have to pull you away from heeseung, and you wouldn’t get interrupted by anyone, and you wouldn’t disappear off when he came back to find you. Eventually he decided to sleep, and message you in the morning. When he wasn’t half asleep, and he couldn’t taste beer in his throat, and his room wasn’t slowly spinning.

When you finally awoke around noon the following day, you were surprised to still see no message from Jay. You started to question your drunken self. Did he even start typing a message? And why was this affecting you so much? You decided to put Jay to the back of your mind, opting instead to focus on more important things- breakfast. Your stomach was growling at you, and you slinked doen to your kitchen, not surprised to see the house empty except for you. Since your parents divorce 2.5 years ago, you were home alone more often than not. Not that you would complain. You liked you personal space. The peace and quiet gave you time to think. Although this particular weekend you almost wished there was someone home- to interrupt your thoughts. All you could think sbout was Jay- his hand on your wrist, his arm around your waist, his lips on your neck. And his silence, his outburst, and his lack of a message. Every new thing he did was confusing you.

And it continued to confuse you for the next 2 weeks. 2 weeks with no message from Jay, no explanation for his behaviour, nothing. Sunoo continued to spam your tiktok with funny videos or cute animals, and when you dared to ask about Jay, he said he hadn’t spoken to him since the night of the party. For 2 weeks, almost no one heard from Jay. The only person he spoke to was Jake, ad even he was confused. Jake was a kind, caring guy, but he wasn’t always too switched on to emotional needs. That was always Heeseungs area of expertise. But, Jay refused to speak to heeseung, ignoring messages and sending calls to voicemail. For 2 weeks, Jay was relatively off grid, hiding away in his room. And to be honest, even he didn’t really no why. He thought maybe he was sexually frustrated, but his overflowing dating apps did nothing to uplift his mood.

By the time New Years Eve had rolled around, Jay was getting frustrated at himself. He didn’t know what was wrong, and it was affecting his friendships. Massively. He decided to try make it up to his friends by offering to host this years NYE party. NYE parties at your school were always fun, never as chaotic as the end of semester party a couple of weeks before, but a close competitor. As per usual, the invites were sent to the entire class, and Soyeon was determined to drag you along with her and her friends again. She was still a little annoyed that you’d abandoned her (her words) at the last party, and to make it up to her, you agreed to go. When you found out the location, you nearly dropped out immediately, until Soyeon reminded you of your promise. You jut had to hope you and Jay would revert to your old high school relationship – no contact.

You arrived at the party and were having a blast. The drinks were flowing, the music was loud, and sunoo had found you once again, although much more sober this time. As midnight edged closer, the younger boy dragged you to the dance floor, complaining about how ‘Hoonie doesn’t dance with me. Says its too crowded for him.’ You danced with sunoo for what felt like hours, and before you knew it, loud shouts were counting down from 10.

’10,9,8,7,6’

‘5’

You sensed someone move behind you.

‘4’

You felt a strong pair of hands on your waist.

‘3’

The hands pulled you backwards, into a strong chest.

‘2’

They turned you and you find yourself face to face with the mystery man.

‘1-Happy New Year’

Before you know it, lee heeseungs lips meet yours.

On instinct, you began kissing him back, and one of his hands snaked its way from your hips to the back of your neck, pulling you closer to him. As suddenly as your kiss had begun, it was interrupted. He stormed between you, breaking your kiss and picked you up over his shoulder, as you battled against him to be put down. He ignored your weak fists and carried you away from Heeseung, away from the crowd of people, upstairs and into his bedroom. You remembered it well from years ago. Though the decor had changed slightly, it was the same room. Thoroughly Jay, even down to the dark grey bedsheets on his perfectly made bed. When he gently placed you done on the edge of the bed, you were up like a rocket ranting at him and throwing a million questions at him. ‘What are you doing? Why did you interrupt us? Why am I up here? What’s wrong with you? What-‘

Your interrogation was halted when you found his lips on yours. His kiss was different to heeseung’s. Less teasing and playful, more determined. He pulled away to catch his breath and before you could comprehend what had happened his lips were back on you, this time joined by his one hand working its way to your neck, and his other sitting firmly on you hips, holding you flush against him. His lips were intoxicating, and before you knew it, you were kissing him back, arms wrapped around his neck to keep his body hard against yours. His kiss became slowly softer, and more intimate. He palmed at your ass, causing you to let out the sweetest moan, allowing his tongue entry. The two of you battled for dominance within the kiss, and you finally allowed him to win. As he began exploring your mouth, the hand from your hips sneakily slipped up your flimsy top, and started gently running up and down your sides. The motion made you all the more sensitive, causing more and more low moans to escape your mouth. When his lips moved their assault from your lips to your jaw and neck, you finally slipped out of the trance you’d somehow fallen into.

‘Jay. What the fuck?!’ you shouted as you pushed him off you. He looked more hurt than you expected, but before things went any further you need some sort of explanation. ‘I-I don’t know what- I’m sorry if yo- I’m just-‘ he was fumbling over his words, clearly unsure what he wanted to say. You had never seen him like this. Jay was eternally confident, self-assured, sometimes even arrogant. But right now, he looked so confused and lost. And you missed the feeling of his lips on your skin more than you cared to admit. Explanations can wait, right? As his eyes fell to the floor, your fingers carefully grasped his chin, pulling his face to look at yours. You looked into each others eyes, the tension palpable before you took Jays lips with your own, once again falling into the feeling of him. Once again the mood had shifted, and this kiss was gentle, almost as if he was afraid he might break you. Your low moans from before had become shallow gasps, and the sound spurred him on further, slowly walking you back to the bed.

When the back of your legs hit the bed, you leant backwards onto the bed, pulling jay with you. As his hands began to explore your body once again, the gentle grazes up your sides were replaced with a firmer, more desperate touch. As he lifted your top to expose your bra, he couldn’t hold back his low chuckle at the sight of your pristine white lacy underwear. It made so much sense. Your lingerie only added to jays image of how pure and innocent you looked, and when he pulled down your jeans to reveal the matching set of panties, he swore he could cum just from the sight of you. Laid out, in your white lace set, looking up at him with your big innocent eyes. And the way he looked at you, like you were some prized possession, his last meal, his prey. It dampened your core further, causing the white lace of your panties to show off your growing arousal. You pulled his head down to you by the back of his neck, reconnecting your lips briefly before he lifted away to explore the rest of your body.

Starting from your jaw, he began leaving warm gentle kissing over your skin, down your neck, over the swell of your chest, on top of the lace of your bra. The warmth seeping through the flimsy fabric caused a strangled moan to fall from your lips, as he slowly worshipped your chest, paying special attention to each nipple as it hardened beneath the lace. As you moaned again, he pulled your cups down to truly take you all in, desperate to taste your skin again. You arched your back toward his mouth, too lost in the pleasure of his mouth on your chest, that you failed to notice his hand slowly moving lower. Before you knew it, his hand had slipped past the lace covering you, feeling the heat directly on his fingers. You mewled at the feeling of his fingers teasing you, gasping for breath as his mouth continued its ministrations. Before long, jay lost his patience with your panties. ‘I need these off and out of the way. Now.’ He growled in your ear, and you didn’t reply, simply slipping your panties past your legs and off to the side, quickly forgotten. Without the lacy restraint, he was more free to taste you, and he took this opportunity.

His mouth felt heavenly on you, and as he licked a stripe up your entrance you thread your fingers through his hair, holding him closer to you. He took this hint, and stopped teasing, allowing you to feel the full extent of his skills. His mouth was magical, and before long you could feel your high barrelling toward you. With no warning, you came undone under his gaze. As he worked you through your high you looked at him and he looked back with pure lust in his eyes. The look you shared was almost enough to make you cum again, but before you could, Jay was repositioning himself above you, his clothes abandoned.

You could finally see how desperate he had become, and when he positioned himself at your entrance you held his arm to stop him. ‘Jay wait.’ You whispered, barely audible.

‘What? What’s wrong princess?’ he asked, concern lacing his voice as he tried to meet your eyes. ‘I haven’t- This is my first time, ok’ you finally admitted. You weren’t ashamed, but you felt slightly embarrassed laid bare in front of jay who had so much experience. Immediately, he touched your cheek, pulling your face to meet his. ‘we don’t have to. We can stop here. Its ok’ he assured you that it was fine, but as he sat back on his heels to move away from you, you reached out to him.

‘I want to. But just, be gentle?’

After reassuring him this was definitely what you wanted, he repositioned himself at your entrance, mouth gently kissing up your neck until he reached your ear. ‘This might hurt a little, but I’ll go slow. If you want me to stop, I’ll stop. If you want me to keep going, I’ll keep going. You are in complete control.’ As he finished lowly whispering the words into your ear, you felt him push past your entrance. The stretch was slightly painful, but you nodded for Jay to continue, waiting and hoping for the pain to turn to pleasure. And it very quickly did. Jay was a very skilled and experienced man. Once he got the go ahead from you to start moving, he began a slow steady pace, ensuring you felt every inch of him. Gradually his pace increased, along with the volume of your moans. Before you knew it you were practically screaming his name. The party was still ongoing downstairs, and the music drowned out any hope of anyone hearing. But still, Jay slowed, groaning against your lips. ‘Be quiet baby, we don’t want anyone to interrupt us.’ Once you had caught your breath, he increased his pace again.

This time you tried your best to hold your moans, struggling to keep them contained when jay had set such a torturous pace. Eventually, your moans reached a similar volume, begging jay for more, harder, faster as you approached your second high of the evening. Jay reconnected your lips in an attempt to silence you, but the combination of his heavenly lips with the pace of his hips sent you flying toward your high. You began to shake as you came around him, clenching him so hard he followed right after, pulling out to cum on your stomach. Catching your breath, you admired the mess hed made on your stomach, and how worn out he looked. You had done that to him. You had affected him in this way. And it made you feel powerful. Once Jay had also caught his breath, he slipped into fresh boxers and quickly grabbed a wet cloth from his bathroom, taking extra care to clean up the mess you had both made.

Once he finished wiping your stomach, he tossed the cloth in the wash bin and reached for an old shirt of his and a clean pair of shorts for you to sleep in. Once he had dressed you, he tucked you under his covers and slipped in behind you, pulling you closer to him, arm lolling over your waist. As you drifted off to sleep, exhausted from the nights activities, he couldn’t help but notice how small you looked. Under his sheets, in his clothes, wrapped in his arms. It was the most adorable you’d ever looked to him. He eventually drifted off too, with thoughts of you clouding his mind.

You woke with a slither of sunlight beaming next to your face, and the bed empty beside you. You half wondered if it had all been a dream, but the clattering downstairs bought you back to the present, where you were lying in jays bed. In his clothes. In his house. The morning after the best night of your life. With the way things had escalated between you and jay, you had almost forgotten how Heeseung kissed you. In the space of one night, your long term crush had kissed you, and your ex-best fiend had taken your virginity. It was a lot to process. And processing it in Jays bed wasn’t helping your mind. Your thoughts were over run with him. Reliving last nights events had you practically squirming, unaware of how desperate jay had made you. Seeking relief, you got out of his silky sheets and headed downstairs towards the noise. When you turned the corner into the kitchen, you saw jay in his baggy grey sweatpants, tidying up from the previous nights chaos. When he saw you standing in his kitchen, wearing his clothes and still slightly dishevelled from the night before, his heart leapt from his chest and he stopped what he was doing. He went to speak, but realised he really didn’t know what to say. You were looking at him so expectantly, but he had nothing. So you spoke up quietly uttering ‘morning jay’ followed by a small smile.

You weren’t sure what you expected him to say but you Definitely didn’t expect to see him so flustered. Last night he had been so commanding, so in control. And now, he could barely figure out what to say. He stumbled over his words for a second before you interrupted him. ‘so, what have you got planned today?’ you sweetly asked, sliding over to him. You went to wrap your arms around his waist when he suddenly turned to look at you, looking more distant. ‘the guys are coming over. You should go before they get here. Your clothes should still be upstairs for you.’ He said bluntly. Taken aback, you looked at him and watched as he continued with his tidying, picking up stray solo cups and empty cans.

Not knowing what to say, you turned on your heels and walked back upstairs, back to his room. To the bed you had shared and the sheets you had cuddled under. You still didn’t understand what had happened. Less than 12 hours ago, you and jay were having sex in his bed. And now this? It didn’t make sense and you were determined to figure out what had happened. You took off the clothes you were wearing, deciding the smell of him was not helping you anger, and put your own clothes from last night back on. Once redressed you stormed back downstairs. Jay was still tidying, nearing the end of his clear up duty when you stomped in, red in the face.

What the fuck Jay? What is wrong with you? How do we spend the night together and all you can say is you should go? After everything we’ve been through? I know we haven’t been friends in a while but surely you didn’t change that much. surely you haven’t become that much of an asshole in highschool.’ You shouted your rant at him, spitting the last words to add to the insult. He stood unmoving, looking at the countertop he had been cleaning before you barged in. when he continued to stand in silence, you scoffed and turned to leave, your words still hanging in the air. ‘wow. Nothing to say for yourself. Typical.’

And with that you left. You left his house, and you tried to leave the memories. Of how he touched you, how he was so gentle yet so powerful. Of how he looked when you went off on him, and how he stood saying nothing. You were on the brink of tears, but you refused to let jay see you like this. Once you made it home you crashed onto your bed, hoping to sleep some more and forget about stupid Jay Park. Although you struggled to fall asleep, once you were, youre dreams were filled with Jay. With his hands on your body, whispering the filthiest things in your ear in the sweetest voice, pounding into you mercilessly while kissing you softly. When you woke up, you were embarrassed by how much your dream had affected you.

Stepping in the shower, you decided to relieve yourself, imagining jays strong hands in place of yours until you reached your high. And you decided, while looking in the steamed up mirror as you stepped out of the shower, that this would be the last time you thought of Jay like this. With clarity and determination, you decided not to let him bother you anymore. You had gone years not talking. You could go back to that quite easily. You refused to let him use you in this way. You continued the rest of your holiday break with the same resolve, focusing on upcoming deadlines and college applications, as well as finding more time to spend with sunoo. Since the party, you two had become inevitably closer. And you were glad. The younger boy was a more than welcome distraction from Jay.

When the time came to go back to school, you had strengthened your will against jay. Nothing he could do would affect you anymore, you were sure of it. Walking through the corridors in the early morning, you felt a strange sense of confidence. How dare he treat you this way. Turning a corner, you spotted sunoo and sunghoon by their lockers, and when they caught your eye, they waved you over. Getting closer to sunoo over the break inevitably meant you grew closer to sunghoon as well. As the ever caring boyfriend, he was often at sunoos beck and call. It was cute, how smitten they were for each other. Before long, the boys were being called over to their friends, and you could see Jay amongst them. You walked past the group at the same time sunoo and sunghoon rejoined them, purposely swaying your hips a little as you walked. Before you made it passed the group, you heard someone call your name, but to your surprise, it wasn’t Jay. ‘Y/n, I was asked to give you this.’ Jake handed you a small piece of paper with a phone number scrawled on it. ‘Heeseung wanted me to give it to you. He’s not going back to college for another few weeks, and mentioned something about finishing what you started New years eve.’ As he turned back to his friends, you noticed Jay staring at you, waiting to see what you would do.

You remembered your promise to yourself, and pocketed the number, calling back to Jake. ’thanks Jake, I’ll call him.’ And you did, in the small break you had between classes. Just a simple message.

Hey hows it going? Jake gave me your number and mentioned you weren’t leaving town for another few weeks. If you wanna hang out let me know.

It was a small text, and you were surprised to see heeseung reply so quickly, arranging to meet you the following weekend for some food and a couple of drinks. You could barely believe it. You were going on a date with Heeseung, and it suddenly seemed the easiest thing in the world to forget about Jay. Until he perched himself on the chair in front of you, eyes dark and angry. ‘We need to speak. Outside. Now.’ His voice was demanding and you thought better of questioning him. He walked out of the school building to stand by the trees , lining the perimeter of the grounds. He was after privacy, making you question what this conversation would be about. When he stopped you began to speak. ‘What do you wa-‘ ‘Youre going on a date with Heeseung?’ he interrupted you. ‘What? How did you know that?’ you were impressed. You had plans with heeseung less than 5 minutes how did he already know? ‘He put it in our group chat. He’s excited by the way. Are you?’he questioned, still looking angry.

‘Yeah I guess. What’s it got to do with you anyway?’ Your question shocked him, as he didn’t expect you to be like this. ‘Y/n, have you forgotten what happened over new years?’ he looked as if he was genuinely concerned for your memory, which made you scoff as you answered him. ‘No Jay. I haven’t forgotten. Have you?’ ‘of course not. It was one of the best nights of my life how could I.’ he confessed. ‘And the morning after? You remember that too? How you practically kicked me out as soon as I woke up cos you didn’t want your little friends to see me? And how you didn’t message me once I the 2 weeks since?’ your tone was mocking now, your anger resurfacing. ‘Please let me explain.’ He begged, and the look in his eye made you stay. ‘you have 2 minutes. Explain.’

‘I don’t really know where to start. I don’t really know a lot to be quite honest and I’ve been trying to figure it out the past few weeks because. Well when I saw you at that party before Christmas, talking to heeseung, it made me so mad and I don’t know why, and then on new years. Seeing him kiss you. It hurt and I had to stop it from hurting. And being with you was the best night of my life. I mean it. But I’ve not felt like this about anyone in so long and im scared what will happen if I cross a line and im sorry. Im sorry for acting the way I did. Insulting you infront of sunoo and sunghoon and being so blunt after new years and not messaging you. I wanted to, I promise I did but I just didn’t know what to say and please forgive me.

Your resolve lasted about 2 seconds before you crumbled. You pulled him closer to you, partially to stop his rambling and partially because you just wanted to be close to him. Jay had just confessed to you, ad although it was still confusing and you had a lot to figure out, you were over the moon. You had liked Jay since you were young, never taking the opportunity to confess, scared it would ruin your friendship. And once you stopped talking, it seemed the feelings faded to the back of your mind. But they were quick to reignite. As you pulled away from each other, your phone buzzed, a message from Heeseung.

Perfect see you Friday :)

‘I should probably tell him, right?’ you asked, as jay started pacing in front of you. ‘No, please don’t’ he pleaded. ‘what do you mean no? you want me to go on this date?’ you asked, more confused than ever. ‘No. you’re not going on that date.’ His voice was stern, and it turned you ona little whe he was like this. ‘but, I don’t want to ruin this before it starts. I don’t want to tell people we are- whatever we are. Can it just be us, for a while, until we figure this out properly? Please?’ ‘ok, I can do that. I guess I’ll come up with some excuse on Friday to why I cant make it’ you agreed.

The relief on Jays face was visible, and it made you blush that you had managed to make him so happy with such a small thing. When you strolled back inside, he separated away from you earlier than you would’ve liked, but your agreement was clear in your mind- no one else would know. When you got a text during the day to go to his house that evening, your heart was aflutter. This all felt so new and strange, but exciting nonetheless. When you arrived at his house after class that day, he pulled you into his arms after closing the door behind him and gently kissed your forehead, as if it was the most natural thing in the world. You spent the evening curled up in his front room, a crappy sci-fi film that neither of you were watching playing through the TV, while you ordered food and settled on the ground rules for your relationship.

No one else finds out – not until were both ready.

At school, nothing changes- we don’t want to seem suspicious

No meeting the parents – its too soon and too much pressure

Speak at least twice a day- whether online or at either of yours houses, keep communication a priority.

You both knew jay was going to struggle with the last one, but you put it in there for good measure. With the two of you finally on the same page, you couldn’t wait to head upstairs to his room. Once his door was closed, he was on you in a flash, kissing up your neck and unwrapping you from your clothes in record speed. With his lips on your skin, every other worry you had slipped away, disappearing until it felt like you and jay were the only people in the world.

You could tell from the start that tonight would be different from your time together on new years. With your confessions on both of your minds, and the excitement of a potential new relationship, tonight was not about desperation, or drunken haste. It was about learning each others bodies, and claiming the other as your own. Jay pushed you down lo lie on his bed, laid out for him to worship. You were completely naked for him, while he still had all his clothes on. Trying to lift his shirt of he pulled back, stopping your hands. ‘I want tonight to be about you. All about you. We can get to me later’ he said, holding your wrists above your head as he hovered over you.

Kissing your lips with a new determination made you more needy for him, and you started arching your chest toward him, desperate to hold him. But your hands were still trapped in his above your head. Whining your desperate pleas into his lips, he chuckled into your mouth at how needy you were, preaching patience as his mouth worked its way down to your jaw. He whispered filthy thoughts into your ear. Of how he was going to ruin you, claim you as his own, love you the way only he could. His mouth continued its torture down your chest, finding your nipple and sucking it gently until it pebbled for him. Your quite gasps grew more frequent as he sucked, licked and toyed with your nipple, playing with the sensitive bud, all while using one hand to keep your hands above your head. His other hand was ensuring your other nipple was not neglected playing with how sensitive you were and learning what made your quick gasps turn into low moans. As he moved his mouth to your other breast, he nipped at your skin causing a high pitched moan to leave your lips. The sound was heaven to jays ears, and made him grow painfully harder in his pants. But he continued his ministrations on your chest, only leaving them to move his head lower down your body. You grew more excited, aching for relief between your thighs. But your excitement was short lived as jay began kissing a trail over your stomach and up your sensitive sides, alternating between sucking, licking and gently nipping at your skin, working you up beyond compare.

After what felt like an eternity, jay finally reached your core. He could see how you were practically dripping for him, and he released your hands before positioning himself between your legs. Finally the moment you had been waiting for, praying for. Jay teased you a little longer, kissing your thighs heading toward your core until you lost your patience. With your hands free, you thread your fingers through his hair pulling his head up until his eyes met yours. ‘Enough teasing now.’ You commanded him, liking the power you felt when his eyes changed from a fiery stare to a more submissive glint. ‘Yes ma’am’ he replied with a mischievous obedience. When you weren’t so worked up, you would have to explore Jays more submissive side. But for now you were so desperate for him that when his mouth finally met you core, all rational thought left your head. Focused only on his mouth on you, your moans increased as his teasing had you teetering dangerously close to the edge already. As his tongue continued its magic on your clit, his fingers slipped into you, pulling a low moan from your lips. His fingers stretched you just the right away as you arched your back, lifting your hips further into him. As you felt your high approach, Jay had one more trick up his sleeve. He curled his fingers against your walls, pushing you over the edge, and making you clench mercilessly around him as your legs began to shake. With his mouth still on you, he worked you through your orgasm, in awe of how he could make you come undone. Once your legs stopped shaking, he kissed his way back up your stomach, over your chest and met your lips. You could taste yourself on his tongue, and the thought was overwhelming. The new position also meant you could feel how hard jay had grown, as he pressed against your thigh. Reaching down to his bottoms, you slipped you hand beneath the fabric and slid a finger over his tip. The sweetest moan left his lips as he bucked into your hand. Pleasuring you had made him overly sensitive, so when you pressed your finger again along his tip, he whined once more, precum covering your fingers.

‘You took such good care of me baby, let me take care of you?’ you turned him over, so he was sat up leaning against the head board. Pulling his bottoms fully down, you could fully see his desperation. Licking a single stripe from the base of his dick, he let out a strangled moan. You had never had this power over a man before, so you were going to take advantage of it. Wrapping your lips around his tip, he scrunched his eyes closed, tipping his head back in pleasure as you lowered your mouth more around him. Hollowing your cheeks and using your hand on the parts you couldnt reach, you fell into a steady rhythm, alternating between taking his full length in your throat, and focusing only on the tip. You ran your tongue flat over his tip as he praised you for doing such a good job. ‘Yes Y/n, just like that oh god’ he moaned his praise, his words going straight to your core. Asyou took his length in your mouth again, you looked up at him through your fluttering lashes, eyes watering. From this angle, you looked truly heavenly, plump lips wrapped around him and big eyes looking up at him.

‘Fuck Y/n I’m gonna cum. Fuck where can I cum?’ he groaned his question as you pulled off him with a pop. ‘I wanna taste you.’ Was all you said before taking him back in your mouth, increasing your pace until he released down your throat. Swallowing all you could manage, you pulled off his dick, cum dripping down your chin where it had spilled out of your mouth. Jay looked so fucked out as his fingers gathered his cum from your face, placing his finger on your tongue. You obediently sucked his digit, swallowing every drop of his release. ‘God such a pretty cum slut for me’ he praised you further, before pulling you into his arms. The combination of your earlier high, as well, as the effort you’d spent on jay had you worn out, so he pulled you under his covers, and cuddled into you as you slept.

The rest of the week continued in very much the same way. At school, you barely knew each other, and in the evenings, you spent your time together, learning all you could about each other. Finally, Friday rolled around, and your date with heeseung was upon you. You had continued to play along as if you were planning on going, as per Jays instruction. You agreed to stick to the rules you had both set out, and so continued as you were before jay had confessed. When class ended Friday afternoon, you and jay found yourselves at your house. Since your parents were rarely home, and his were busy running a highly successful travel company, there was always an empty house for the two of you to retreat to. You were both laid out on the sofa, your feet resting on his lap and his hands on your calves as you flicked through the TV channels, trying to find something to watch.

Your phone started ringing, Heeseungs name flashing up on your screen. He was calling to confirm your date for later that evening. Though you and Jay hadn’t told anyone about the two of you yet, you had discussed at length what you would say to heeseung when the time of your date rolled around. You answered the phone, adding a phony croak to your voice. ‘Hey heeseung, you ok?’ you croaked. His reply was full of concern for you, wondering what was causing your sore throat. As you began explaining your imaginary symptoms, Jays hands slowly slid further and further up your legs, your short skirt doing very little to halt his advances. You glared at him, still feigning illness on the phone to heeseung, while trying to contain your excitement as Jays fingers slipped into your panties, feeling your dampening core.

‘Heeseung I- Ive got to go I’m not going to make it tonight sorry’ you stumbled over your words as Jay continued working you open with his fingers. ‘Such a slut hmm, lying to heeseung while you fall apart under me’ Jay whispered into your unoccupied ear. You had to hold back your moan, all while Heeseung was debating coming over to take care of you. ‘No, you don’t have to, god no’ you almost moaned the las bit. You were falling apart under Jay, while heeseungs concerned voice rang through the phone, wishing you to get better soon. After what felt like forever you hung up the phone, tossing it aside as you finally moaned jays name. His fingers were reaching to your most sensitive spot, the past week giving him perfect opportunity to learn your body perfectly. Within minutes of being off the phone, your hands were grabbing jays biceps as he worked you through your high, your nails leaving crescent shaped indents on his blemish free arms.

You came down from your high with jay placing sweet kisses against your lips. He was shocked when you swatted his arm. ‘I cant believe you did that. We could’ve been caught’ You chastised him. ‘Sorry princess, you just look so cute, I couldn’t resist’ he sweetly replied trying to sweet talk you. You shifted your body until you were straddling his hips, feeling how turned on he had gotten. ‘aw baby. You always get so hard from pleasuring me. Such a good boy for me, always taking care of me first.’ You sounded sickly sweet, almost mocking him as you’re hips still hovered over him, denying him the friction he craved. ‘you know how you affect me princess.’ He tried to stay in control of the situation, but teasing you while on the phone with heeseung wasn’t acceptable, so you wanted to have your fun with him. You palmed him over his trousers, making him hiss through his teeth, jaw clenched trying not to moan out. You stopped palming him to wrap your fingers around his jaw, pulling his face to look at you. ‘don’t you dare try and hide your moans from me, baby boy.’ His eyes widened at your commanding tone, your cute innocent look immediately replaced in his mind with a more dominating, powerful, sexy version of you.

With a small moan he continued to look up at you through wide eyes, and as your hand lowered back down to his crotch, the slightest pressure caused a whine from his lips. You slipped off is legs to allow yourself to slide his trousers off from beneath him. Removing his trousers and underwear in one fell swoop, you lightly dragged your finger over his length, barely touching him. You dusted your finger over one bulging vein, which had him bucking up toward you. ‘Ah no baby. Keep still for me ok’ you placed your arm over his abdomen, to hold his hips down on the sofa. You continued to torture him with slight gentle touches, barely dusting over him, teasing him and working him up. ‘Now, will you be a good boy for me baby, or do I have to keep teasing you?’

‘Please Y/n.’ he begged.

‘Please what baby? Use your words for me.’

‘Please touch me. Please princess I need you.’ He was squirming under your touch. You decided you had teased him enough, placing his tip on your flat tongue, working your mouth around his tip. The whines and moans that fell from jays mouth was heaven to your ears, and encouraged you further to take him fully in your mouth. Your teasing had him worked up, so he didn’t last long when you were pumping your mouth over his length again and again. His hips began shaking, and he began to beg. ‘Please Y/n, can I cum? Please let me cum princess’ he was almost tearing up as you gave him permission with a gentle nod of your head, still continuing your pace. When he came on your tongue, you swallowed his release, becoming addicted to his taste over the past week. His chest was heaving under you as you moved up to cup his cheek, turning his face to look at you once again. ‘That’s what you get for teasing me when I’m on the phone’ you chuckled.

Over the following weeks, you and jay grew closer to one another, catching up on everything you had missed the years that you didn’t speak. Sunghoon as the first to find out about your relationship. Spending time with you because of his boyfriend, and seeing how both you and jay had changed, yet still didn’t interact, it became obvious to him. When he pulled you both aside to let you know that he had figured out your little secret, you were both shocked. It was concerning how observant he was. He promised to keep your secret, but eventually you agreed just to tell your friends about you. Sunoo was overjoyed, if not a little annoyed that sunghoon hadn’t told him as soon as he realised. Heeseung was less thrilled to here the news, but when he was next home his mind quickly changed when he saw how happy you were together. Once you ad heeseungs blessing, you took it as a good sign to meet the parents. You each had your turn to be a nervous wreck, worrying if you’d be liked or not. But both encounters went better than expected, with jays mum telling you to call her mum. His dad took a little longer to warm to you, but came round soon enough when you shared your home baked brownies with him.

After almost 8 months of being together, you both moved to university. Luckily, before any of this began, you’d both been looking at the same campus, and moving in together felt right. You would be on campus with sunghoon and jake as well, as they had all chosen the big city university an hour from your small town. Before you knew it, a year had flown by, and New years felt more special than before. The following year, sunoo would join, moving in with sunghoon, and your friendship with the younger boy grew more than anyone could’ve predicted. Life was good, and you often thought back to the years between. When Jay didn’t acknowledge you. And your parents would argue everyday. And you had almost no friends. Looking back on how far youd come always made you emotional, and Jay would pick up on it right away, pulling you close, and reminding you of how much he loved you.

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