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sonakkisbrainrot · 19 days

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read: playlists are super down below so keep scrolling!!

Our Life: Beginnings & Always.

Hello Hello! Welcome to my first ever post on tumblr that just had to be about my ultimate top tier favorite visual novel of all time..Our Life: Beginnings & Always or OL:BA for short.

This game has such a special place in my heart that im afraid I’ll forever be attached to it because at this point it’s not even a phase anymore lol. I still remember that heated summer day of scrolling down on my steam shop out of boredom and i kept getting recommended OL:BA but back then i really couldn’t care less and would not even spare a glance on it until i got so fed up of it popping up in my recommended for the next few days that i decided to finally check it out.

Reading what it was about made me curious but what really got me downloading it was because of the customization of our character/characters.

And finally into the game i was! I remember when the story started, i was very surprised already by the environment, narrative and world building of the game. It truly felt like i was part of it and i didn’t get bored at all. In fact right from the start i was hooked already!

I loved ALL of the characters that was introduced, i love the fact that it was SO multiple choice that it felt like you were really integrating yourself/oc onto the game and that you’re not just forced to say the same thing as a different choice or feel as though your options are limited. Its definitely a game that you’re supposed to replay over and over because its just that fun!!

And as someone who has never had a great childhood and adolescence, absentee parent, chaotic household, unsupportive friends, want to be understood (you know…this and that) i was so happy that this game was doing that and it genuinely gave me hope to live despite going through the darkest of times in my life :)

This game has changed me into a better person and made me want to be the best version of myself that i want to be in the future! I will infinitely recommend this to anyone who wants to have a feel good game/read (+1 it will make you cry!!)

Anyway enough yapping 💀 Time to get to the point.

Here are some playlists i made dedicated to the lovable characters of OL:BA that i personally listened to during my walkthrough and may relate to their route/lore ;)

read: playlists are super down below so keep scrolling!!

1# COVE HOLDEN

the og love interest!

summer with cove holden.

this playlist is the epitome vibes of the game (growing up with them and having fun, making memories.)

from beginnings to always with cove holden.

spoiler alert!! MARRIAGE DLC WOOOO!! really love this one cuz its all full of cute romance and wedding songs. i also put some songs that i think mc and cove would have when they get kids :3

#2 DEREK SUAREZ

MY PERSONAL FAVORITE!!

DEREK IS JUST SOOOO AAHHHH He’s my ideal man and i KIN him so bad you dont even know!!!

derek suarez crushing on you.

THIS PLAYLIST. IM TELLING YOU. one of the FAVES i made!! the pining, secret crush on mc for a loong time, the angst GOSH. so cute. every song in this plays a part on each moment with him i swear

#3 BAXTER WARD

ANGST MAN.

5 years after baxter ward.

one thing i noticed about our life is it lacks certain angst aspects when the baxter dlc didn’t exist YET back then. like i LOVED the fight between mc and cove in mcs room and i wanted it to escalate more ngl just cuz i LIVE for angst! but if you want to get real hurt you should choose baxter. this playlist focuses more on the last step of his dlc and its full of taylor swift songs.

baxter ward.

honestly this playlist is catered more to his vibes, his character (i listen to this playlist and i imagine edits of him lol) but i guess some songs are related to his story/lore? i made this waaay before 5 years after baxter ward and when the baxter dlc didn’t exist yet and we all just knew him to be as the new neighbor in sunset bird but people like it i guess so here it is xD

anyway thats all for OL:BA series! GB Patch is cooking up Our Life Now & Forever and it’s not released yet! just on demo on steam and itch! i already have a playlist for it but so far i have only made Qiu Lin (one of the leads of the game) i also have a privated filo inspired playlist for baxter if you want to listen to it let me know so i can put it up in public!

#our life beginnings & always #our life #cove holden #derek suarez #visual novel #video games #games #spotify #music #spotify playlist #character playlist #baxter ward #olba mc #olba #olba derek #olba cove #olba baxter #Spotify

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somaticmilk · 2 months

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Surprise! I’m not dead and I brought back milk!

Explanation under cut ->

TLDR; I was fighting a whole bunch of ninjas and one of them hit me too hard and I almost died.

Ha.. okay but in all seriousness I am so fucking sorry-

I deeply apologize for randomly going MIA-

I didn’t realize how many people would worry about me if I tried to erase myself from everybody’s lives -

^ITS FUNNY I SWEAR-

sorry-

BUT HOLY SHIT I DONT DESERVE THIS MUCH LOVE - NOR YOU GUYS IN GENERAL </3

I DIDNT CHECK DISCORD/TUMBLR FOR FOUR DAYS STRAIGHT AND I GENUINELY DONT DESERVE YOU GUYS AT ALL </3 TYSFM.

Thank you so much for the people who attempted to reach out to me and worried about my absence -

I am so sorry that you guys ever worried about me in general - I genuinely don’t deserve to have this much attention and love from you bitches but thank you so fucking much I love you all dearly..

TW: mention of suic1d3 for next bit-

The general explanation for my disappearance is was mostly because I was extremely overwhelmed from everything that was going on in my personal life (mostly school) and also because of the fact I was genuinely just not happy about myself and hated everything about me.

I felt like I was a burden to everyone I talked to or interacted with but craved the feeling of being included and having relationships.

I hated myself for the way I looked, acted, and the way people perceived me.

These ideas and feelings got worse until March 5th I attempted. My roommate found me before I could do anything too drastic but that’s a rough summary of what happened. (minus more personal information)

I was originally planning to delete my account (and all my social media) on Monday before anything but I still had an emotional attachment to my tumblr acc..

I kept on going off and on if I wanted to pull through with it but or not but here we are-

BUT- after a week of finishing up my exams and taking a good mental break I can finally say I’m okay now!

So basically - Im okay. What the fuck did I miss - why are we giving each others Valentine’s in the middle of March- and for the fucking record, no body can anon lurk better than the original. Y’all need consistency.

All jokes aside thank you all so much. There are no words to describe how eternally grateful I am to know all of you!

It’s going to be okay! I am okay! <3 -

Love, Soma <3

#soma says #soma says truth.#IM BACK BITCHES #HA- okay seriously what did I miss..#guys. GUYS. GUYS..???#I’m low key kinda pissed I missed so much but that’s on me-#I wanna draw OCs too with my friends.#TRY ME. TRY ME.#TRY ME BITCH.#TRY TO TAKE ME DOWN AGAIN LIFE.#BET -#IM GOING TO PRISON FOR LIFE.#i wanna get pregnant

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xhanelia · 3 months

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Could I ask for Sova x reader with fear of needles? The reader will try to run away and will cry during the actual needle play (totally not me after getting my COVID shot😐)

Okay okay my tumblr is now allowing me to edit my ask box so, HELLO DEAR! I hope im not too late! If so, im so sorry. I swear i want to write but this shitty app is against it so much istg. I wrote this fic platonic in any case. Anyways, hope you like it!

Sova x Reader who is afraid of needles

How did it came to this? You have no idea.

It was a mission day like always. But the thing was that the rain, pouring like the goddamn zeus just broke up with his wife and lost all of his children.

Ofcourse nearly all of the agents went to this mission came back soaked wet. But no one worse than you.

Your part was outside. Watching out for any threat that might come. There seemed to be no threat other than the natural ice bucket challange for you.

When the team finally arrived to the HQ, you were trembling all over. Holding your arms with your hands, you try to warm up but it did not helped. Your body was sore all over and your nose was running.

Sage noticed that and gave you afew days to rest your body from the mission you just finished. Hopefully you'd recover from this little illness and relax but your body had other plans.

After afew days, Sova got worried and went to check up on you. Knocking afew times and entering inside your room, he saw how you were curled up in your bed with red cheeks and tissues all over the room. He got so worried about you.

Just as he was going to get Sage, he remembered that she went to a mission with Skye that will last for about a week or two. With dissapointment in his face, he thought about other choices he had.

Then it hit him. Maybe Viper could be able to find a solution. She was a former doctor nevertheless.

He picked you up and went to the doctors office. Viper raised a brow when she saw the two of you. Sova explained your situation. She gave a nod with a hand on her chin then looked at you. Examined you for afew minutes then went back to her desk.

You looked at Sova, trying to imply that this was not a good idea. Sova gave you an assuring smile to keep your hopes high like he always does.

You looked back at Viper. She took a syringe and took some kind of liquid that looked like water. Then carefully inserted a needle on top of it and flicking the top to get rid of the airbubbles. The fear ran through your veins as she turned to you.

And thats how you find yourself in this situation. Crying in Sova's arms while the two was trying to convince you.

"You wont even feel it, besides, im here for you." Sova tried to calm you down with his warm tone like always but this time was different. You were really scared and his reasuring words were not helping for the first time.

"Theres no other choice. The HQ is so far away from the city. We cannot go to a hospital. And theres no other healers left in the HQ." Viper spoke. "You either let me do this or you'll suffer untill Sage and Skye come back from their mission."

You screamed as she tried to get closer. She knew to not go over your boundaries so she looked at Sova. Hoping that maybe he could find a way.

Sova got the hint and turned you to face him. "Look at me." He said with the same warm tone as he took your forearms into his hands to make you keep looking at him. Viper understood what he was trying to do.

"I dont want you to get any worse than this. You are very dear to me and it hurts to see you so weak like this. I know that everyone has their fears inside them but theres nothing we cannot overcome. See?"

He smiled at you while Viper wiped down your arm with a piece of cotton. As she turned away and tossed the needle and the cotton into a thrash bin, you looked at Sova with a confused face. He laughed at your reaction and wiped down your tears with his hand.

"The effect of medication will show in an hour." She smiled. Truly a rare occation to see Viper smile. "Dont underastimate my skills." She said. This little trouble reminded of her the times when she used to be a true doctor.

When you both walk back to your room, you crossed your arms. "I hate you." Sova laughed. "Alright, alright... im sorry. But you feel better already. Dont you?" You scoffed. "But im still mad at you." Sova giggled. "I'll win your heart later. I promise." And you know that he always keeps his promises.

#valorant #headcanon #sova #sova valorant #valorant sova #sova headcannons #sova x reader #valorant x reader

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itsbeeble · 4 months

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How did you start writing!! I want to start writing fics too but it a bit intimidating

I totally get the intimidation!! It can be a little nerve-racking starting out but it get easier the more you write and put your fics up

For me personally, I just was reading fics and I kept getting little ideas that i really wanted to share with people. I'm a writer outside of tumblr (i dont have anything published, but i have a couple of novels that i've been working on) so i had ideas that kept building and building and building, and I had been thinking about starting to write here for a long time (one of my moots, Brie (see @leejihoonownsmyheart if u wanna check out her fics) ended up being a big reason why i started actually posting on here). I swear it took me 2 hours to write my first fic (11:49pm for Eric Sohn) but it took like three days to get the courage to post it. I was scared people wouldnt like it or that it wouldnt get any attention but honestly? It felt so good to put it out there that i stopped caring about if it got attention and just started focusing on what I wanted to write and what I wanted to share with people.

If you have ideas though that you want to share with people, I highly encourage you to!! It's a lot of fun once you get over the initial intimidation.

#itsbeeble #reese's anons 😊#reese's chats ✏️#This ask is actually awesome #no one has ever rlly asked something like this before #and i like encouraging people to write #honestly it's all about writing what you wanna write #while it's nice to get reblogs and likes #for me it's more about just building off my ideas #reese's moots 🩵#brie~ 🫧

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soobinies · 1 year

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CHOIYEONJUNS END OF THE YEAR POST!

2022 is over and i just want to say how thankful i am towards all of you. thank you all for making my 2022 so wonderful and so amazing. thank you for following my blog and liking my content. I appericate and love every single of you

i had a nice format and everything but tumblr kinda screwed up from my end so i had to rewrite this ksjfksdf (i had alot more to say but anywaysss) here are the people who i love and enjoy seeing on my dashboard

not in order but sam and woo are first

@kangtaebins @yeonjuins @y2kjungkook @hueningkai @kyubins @kai-hoon @beomgytual @wabisaba (tagging both your blogs) @changbeens @awek-s @kthyun @yeonjungender @yeonjune @seonghwaminho @seungkwan-s @heejakes @beomgyus @yjunies @97chwe @20cm @woneko @injunnies @junjunies @yukuz @yutito @racha @caratonce @carrotscake @wonjinist @digitalgirls @loweater @usertae @je9ngguk @yoojimz @polaroidlove @jaeyunsim @kdongyoung @choi-soobin @junranghae @loserline @hansolz @dokyeomblr @ohoshi @jakehoon @mingyuskim @yeeonjun @hwngintak @jihan @boba-beom @jhoons

thank you all for following me ^^ now im writing these two messages to my top 2 favorite people on this site. they know who they are

@kangtaebins - okay i dont even know where to even begin. the taehyun to my yeonjun! my boba bestie buddy (i swear one of these days we will meet and i will take you out for cheesecake and boba (along with woo of course) besties date) you know how to make me weak but anways!! hi sam!. thank you for being a part of my life and tumblr experince. so happy to have you as my friend, you are very important to me and i love you so much. im also very happy to gotten so close to you this year, we literally talk 24/7. I swear i dont even remember when we started talking so much and the days we don’t talk i miss you and i always think “hmm i wonder what sam is doing, i wonder if she’s doing okay, let me check up on her and tell her that i’m proud of her” I enjoy the little gif war we have and i love suprising her with taehyun gifs because i know how much she loves him and i love reading the her tags. i have said this bunch of times but im super grateful to have her as my friend and i will never get tried of her. i love her alot and if anyone makes her sad i’ll come for you. (i dont know if i said enough and i had much more to say but tumblr glitched sjkfjkfks) ILSM! i enjoy seeing you on my dash and im always so proud of the things you do. i really hope 2023 brings you happiness and i hope you have a chance to see txt in concert. (or maybe you can come to california and we can see them together~<3) iloveyou!

@yeonjuins - hello woo~<3 the beomgyu to my soobin~ the heeseung to my sunoo~<3 see the icon? yeah thats us, little sister i never had. i think of you as my little sister. so happy to be your friend and happy that i started talking to you more this year. i enjoy making beomgyu content for you and i love reading your reaction because you are so funny. dont even get me started on how much i you inspire me to start making gfx this year bc the stuff you make is suppper amazing like please teach me your ways. thank you for coming into my inbox and making me feel loved becuase little stuff like that truly makes my day. i love sm and i hope you 2023 brings you happiness

to sam and woo. i really hope we can continue to be friends in 2023. i love you both and i wont evet get tried of saying that

#okay if i leave anyore out im sorry but note that i love you kjdsfsjdfjkd #okayy bbbyee #if you see any typos ingore them please `<3

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dailyharuka · 1 month

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Day 15

my haruka collection (so far) + books i havent touched since i was like seven

more under cut because i dont want this taking up too much space

i need a third to make that spiderman meme

WAIT I CANT UPLOAD VIDEOS?? IM DEVESTATED???

I lied i figured it out. IT WASNT UNDER THE SAME SECTION AS IMAGES AND USUALLY THATS WHAT ITS LIKE FOR OTHER APPS SO I GOT SO CONFUSED AHSDJGHAJHHFSDHASD

do you think this is enough for my header

nvm. i checked. its too long.

tumblr forbids i be silly

ermmm what has happened

uhmmm upgraded my haruka decoration to level 12!!!! i think i dont actually remember

its the one after using the three wish drops

haruka decoration level 15 soon i swear !!!!! soon eventually

guys im learning so much about tumblr!!! be proud of me!!!

man i should start adding cuts to my posts to avoid it taking up the whole screen...

i am. normal most fan of haruka kiritani

#haruka kiritani #kiritani haruka #pjsk haruka #pjsk #mmj haruka #dailyharuka #proseka #more more jump

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wander-wren · 1 year

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there’s always comment tips floating around tumblr but today it’s MY TURN BABEY i’m not covering Every Possible Comment, just my personal tips and tricks

pick a few default phrases. write them down even if you want!! my go-tos are “i love this so much” and “thank you for writing/sharing!!” and “omg this is perfect.” sometimes all of them together! i’m an overachiever so i usually go more in-depth, but just these sorts of things is great too

straight up just describe what you’re doing. “it’s 2am and im going to be so tired tomorrow but it was worth it i love this so much” (look theres a default phrase!!) “i’m sitting here crying into my chicken nuggets oh my god” “i laughed so hard reading this i woke up my dog”

if its a multi-chapter, try to predict whats coming! in a nice way, not demanding or “if xyz does/n’t happen i’ll riot” (unless its something guaranteed to happen, like “if [tagged pairing] dont get over themselves and kiss soon i’ll scream.”). esp if the fic is ongoing!! i’ve changed directions of longfics slightly bc of what readers predicted!! fanfic is a communal activity!!

speaking of ongoing fics: feel free to express excitement for future chapters but dont demand them, and DEFINITELY don’t let that be the only thing you say. “update soon!” is different from “oh wow i loved this bc xyz, cant wait to see what happens next!” the former makes it feel like a thankless chore, they latter feels like encouragement.

if a fic is not usually up your alley but you liked it, say so! just be polite. “i dont usually read [ship] but i was curious and i liked this bc xyz” is cool!! “i usually hate [ship] bc its gross/weird/toxic/etc and Other People always write [insert common trope] but this one was good” is less cool. you dont need to trash on the thing the author clearly likes, but it IS nice to know i could open you up to a new idea or something!

pick a line, any line, that made you laugh or “aww” or cry or get angry or ANYTHING. paste it in the comment box. write “this made me [insert emotion/reaction]” or “YESS/NOOO [character name]” or “oh my god i love this” or whatever floats your boat

if you want to go above and beyond, if i’m reading a longer work that i can already tell is gonna be a favorite, i just open the notes on my phone and copy paste all my favorite lines with my reactions as i go, then bam, ready-made comment

can guarantee (source: me) it will make a writer’s WEEK bc its like, barely any extra effort but it shows what made the most impact, and sometimes it makes someone see their stuff in a new light bc maybe they didn’t expect the line to hit that way! but woah! its so cool how different people experience art!!

also, comment when you reread. comment on older fics. if authors ask for suggestions or take requests, ASK. you get a thing you want, authors get interaction and cool fun ideas, it’s a win-win! everyone else is just as awkward and anxious and starved for human communication as you i SWEAR

also leave nice things in bookmarks bc that EXTRA makes my day when i remember to check once every six months. plus it helps future me remember why i bookmarked it

#wren wrambles #ao3 #comments #fanfiction #fandom #fandom etiquette #comment etiquette #i havent been getting bad comments or anything i only got one hate comment in my life #i just felt like putting this out there #and i kept thinking of stuff to add whoops

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ickmick · 6 months

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Inktober days 11-15!!

I PROMISE I DIDNT FORGET TO POST THIS, I HAD IT WRITTEN AND EVERYTHING BUT YET TUMBLR DIDNT POST IT??? So erm.... I scheduled it for 'today' at like... 2 pm i think? my time, that is... LOL (turned out the queue didnt work! so its 6pm!)

so anyways, I'll upload yet again on sunday (tomorrow!) since I also need to post on Halloween!! oh boy!! so theres my uploads for the rest of the month, if you want to check back :D

I've actually gotten further than I thought I would! very proud of myself! and you should be too, even if you've only done a few days!

heres week one and week twos posts!

this one actually has the doc drawing >:3c

plus some other fun ones! its all under the cut, enjoy!

heres the key as always, referring to my prompt lists!!

wh = welcome home

hc = hermitcraft (I have 2!)

ink = official inktober

gore = goretober

(actual gore will be triggerwarned! so far none has any blood or violence!)

Day 11

wh: butterfly

hc: mischief

ink: wander

life: lava

oh noooo... our local pesky bird!! he fellll... (attempted a new perspective!! a lil wonky but I tried lol)

and can I just say I LOVE how peaceful grian is in the last drawing? hes so pretty and soft looking!! i surprised myself!!

Day 12

life: soulmate

I got that major life series brainrot... if you cant tell, haha... and dont even get me started on secret life!! more on that in the final notes >:D

also I didnt finish bigb im sorry BFMSVSSB

Day 13

hc: fashion

life: safety

GRIAN IN CUTE CLOTHES !! feat mumbo in the corner to make up for the last few times of neglect rip

also, was low on spoons and unfortunately did not finish the potentially adorable moment between the buttercups in grians wings... smth... xD

Day 14

hc: hermit with a background

gore: parasite

ay more like parasyte, am I right? *ba dum tiss*... ... yeah ok sorry LOL that was def more of a meme drawing ngl

AND THE FABLED DOC DRAWING!!! I posted it on its own already because im unbelievably proud of it!! listen... i know it meant to draw a bg... like a forest or smth... BUT!! i thought it was kinda funny... and I swear i was going to actually di the prompt right! but I ran out of spoons XD

Day 15

ink: dagger

life: spyglass

gore: fungi

another low spoon day, alas! but hey, at least we have some AHAA shenanigans (simply grian giggling) and a not so scar safe object!! (a dagger!! who gave him that?? /silly)

whew, there we go!! i think this weeks set was pretty good! (not that I actually drew any THIS WEEK, but thats not the point XD)

also, thank you for all the love so far!! you guys are very sweet :D

Im especially blown away from this post of tango, because it was rushed!! but im appreciative still because the post is sort of funny!! <3

*vauge talk of first secret life episodes!!*

PLUGS OVER LISTEN.... SECRET LIFE? THE SYMBOL? JIMMY POINTING IT OUT? AHHHHH!?!? /VPOS

its so good already omg... ive watched quite a few of the povs lol... i wont say anything specfic because I havent properly spoiler warned! so I will leave you simply with the wise words 'the fanfic writes itself' /silly (and oh my god scar giving grian the dang blocks ACK /pos /pos /pos)

heres week fours, 5.1s and the last post (5.2)!!

okay!! have a good week!! and remember to be easier on yourself!! I hope to see you next sunday for the next week of drawings!! 💜

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sansebastinae · 9 months

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a maintenance worker surveys a problematic pipe in the basements of hangar 7. // 3200

I love lowercase letters. dont go sending emails to random people now! mild horror, no explicit stuff. for the sake of your sanity and tumblr scrolling, why not just read it on my blog or on a PC? it really is long.

FWD: ATTN : PIPE INSPECTION REQUIRED IN BASEMENT LEVEL 3

From : RED BULL GMBH ENGINEERING DEPARTMENT, Mathias Mischa <[email protected]>,<[email protected]>

to: me <[email protected]> date : 16:34 , August 3 2023

Technician required in Hangar-7 Basement 3. Routine inspection of pipes from July 30.

Valeri

same pipes as July 30, just a check on whether they are working. You can grab a guy if you want. piping maps are the same, but attached in PDF below as usual. you can report directly to my office or send an email whichever is easier for you in three days…….. sorry, next shift is also preoccupied with another section. :-(

Regards,

Mathias

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MATHIAS MISCHA |TEAMMASTER 02, RED BULL GMBH ENGINEERING DEPT.

// 16:35 ------------------------

‎‎The soft ding from the laptop spooked the poor technician who was riveted to the article on his browser tab. A few moments passed before he grumbled audibly. That is the third time in the last few weeks I have to go down there… We already have to do a routine inspection. What the fuck? He was starting to wonder if the Michelin Star Restaurant in that building was starting to cook and present some forest monster from Schwarzenberg nearby.

And alone? That went against every single safety precaution known to man. Mathias, you’ve worked for Red Bull for twenty years, but you don’t even care about that huh.

He fucking hated that tunnel, and he didn’t feel like waiting, might as just get it over and done with.

It took him another three seconds to realise that the email was sent an hour before he was scheduled to clock out of his shift. Pretty rude of them to send an email so close to the end of the work hour too…bastards. Can’t let a man read his horror stories in peace!

Thankfully, past him had the diligence of putting away his tools neatly. He scooped up the navy and red duffel bag from the corner of his office and made his way easily down to the great glass building 2 streets away…would be what he would’ve said, if not for the absolute rainstorm right outside. He scrambled back in, cursing and swearing under his breath as he ran back up to his office room to grab his big umbrella and company jacket. Gotta thank them for making a solid jacket, but still, fuck them for making him do this. He looked up at the gloomy sky before starting his brisk walk to the eye-catching glass architecture of Hangar-7.

The underworkings of Hangar-7 was the very least, really odd, and at worst, a kind of maze. Maybe it was in his imagination but in his fifteen years of working as a technician for structural stuff all over the country, he hadn’t seen one as weird as the glass building belonging to Mateschitz. Then again, anything made or promoted by him or his, y’know, entire company, was weird. Who thought that sticking a Formula 1 car on the side of a cliff was a good idea? Or an entire bungee jumping competition? Aerobatics? What’s a drink got to do with Aerobatics? He was never in it for any of the F1 fame and frankly, having watched a race in person, he didn’t feel it was worth the price. The questions asking him whether he ever got to see the racers never ended though.

// 16: 55 ------------------------

He flashed his pass to the old security guy, and after a tense few seconds, was waved through and allowed to the maintenance hallways. He could feel the guard staring at the back of his head even after he closed the door behind him. This wasn’t the guard that was there the last time, but he sure gave the exact same vibe as the previous two - total distrust. Must be part of the job, he wondered.

tink tink tink….the hurried patter of rain on the glass.

The first basement floor of the maintenance areas were pretty well lit and actually really neat, thanks to the combination of,well, lights, and glass letting the outside in. He could still see the rain from here. He had to say, pretty cool and forward thinking engineering. Basement 1 was where most of the important stuff was located, and really, that’s usually where all the work would be. Not today however.

The soft patter of rain was completely shut out when Valeri reached the end of the corridor tunnel and headed to the door with stairs leading directly down to the third basement. Man, he thought. I hate this part. The atmosphere completely contrasted with the modern look of Basement 1 – rusty and creaky were the words that came to his mind as he made his way slowly down the dimly lit, steep but wide stairwell. His colleague had also remarked on the condition of the place the last two times they were here. It was weird, and even he had his fair share of traversing janky dubious tunnels in his career around Austria.

BASEMENT 3. AUTHORISED STAFF ONLY -

Well, that was the door alright. Text spray painted with a stencil.

Last he came here, he had notified the management of the poor lighting of the tunnel, and had almost tripped over whatever that was going down here. They had acknowledged it, and promised to work on it as soon as possible. Valeri wasn’t going to take any chances this time and took out his stronger torchlight, clicking it on. He turned on his helmet light as well, before pushing down on the bar that served as the hinge.

As expected, the tunnel was, well, not well lit. In fact, it seemed darker than the last two times before, and oddly, feeling worse. Was it always this way? Maybe they had scheduled the lighting personnel to come at a later date and this pipe decided it was a good time to screw things up. Either situation, still dark. So that is a fantastic development, especially that he was alone.

He walked deeper into the tunnels, the stale air and humidity stinking up the place. He made sure he could see the painted numbers and signs on the wall, and referencing it to the slightly sad and soggy printout of the map from the email. Valeri was impressed with how quickly the ink had smudged just from a bit of rain - some of the numbers were barely visible at that point, pink ink mixed with cyan and whatever. The circle he drew with a red pen, too, was slowly cascading down the paper with every moment that passed. Valeri, of course, was not pleased.

Thankfully he navigated the route cleanly enough, and managed to find the same thin pipe that was the source of all the problems, at the farthest ends of Basement 3’s tunnels, which was a squalid dead end, horribly darker than the rest. Whatever lamps that were being used here felt more like a mockery than actual help. Brushing his gloved hand along the pipe, he found the troublemaker kink that was supposed to be fixed a couple of weeks ago.

Valeri visibly frowned on realising that the fixes that were done hadn’t worked. He didn’t have the full tools as before obviously - just here to check if they functioned. He quickly made a note of it on the back of his printed map as a precaution ---

- ‘leaking again bolt area - joints - may require heavy maintennce - close rstrnt?

Alright, that was more than enough. Remembering the details was easier anyway when you weren’t being distracted by the strange sickly-sweet iron stench of this not-really sewer.. A cursory glance at the other pipes revealed nothing else of note, aside from typical grime and the leaking orange substance --

Hold on. Orange? Valeri jerked his head up to look at the pipe again. This was a brand new development and he was already dreading the report he had to write. He obviously couldn’t feel it through his padded gloves, but it was slimy, and prone to gelling, and the source of the new alarming smell. It couldn’t be sludge or whatever sewer stuff and he hurriedly pocketed the pen and paper, hoping that he wouldn’t have to stay around any longer for any longer, grabbing his duffel and making a blind beeline right for what he felt was exit as he whispered the zone where the exit was located ; “B3-Z6, B3-Z6, B3-Z6…”walking right into another dead end, and Valeri was staring right into a wall where the pipes ended. Checking the map, he felt his temples throb a bit at his own stupidity.

There was no B3-Z6; the ink had simply smeared down connecting the 5 into a 6, and Z5 was in another end of the Basement. Fuck.

He held his breath, trying not to yell, only letting out a long sigh through his gritted teeth over how blind he was. He leaned against one of the pipes in the corner, letting himself take a good look at his surroundings in the dim light.

And then the pipe moved in a little.

The speed at which Valeri moved away from the wall in fear was understated, and he traced the offending pipe that moved, before having his fear turn into confusion.

The entire section of the wall that he had leaned in was not a wall - rather, it was an extremely well concealed door with thin yellow pipes that had no function. Gently handling them had no effect - it did not budge, but when he pushed it down, the door groaned and swung in, revealing a terrifyingly steep metal staircase down with no lighting, save for a small light winking erratically in the dark. Shining his light down felt pointless - the inky darkness just absorbed it.

Nothing and no one had any mention of this door. He had been working for the Red Bull company for a good three and a half years, and all the maps to the various places around the city were well documented and labelled. This was not one of them and the map had nothing of note about this section.

To anyone else, they would simply be bolting out of the area at that very moment. Unfortunately, Valeri found himself very rational and massively intrigued by this entire complex. Gingerly, he stepped a foot at a time to test its structural integrity, and upon finding that it was safe, descended down, but not before dumping his duffel to make sure the door did not close, and only carrying his torch with him.

// 17:27 ------------------------

“Valeri! Whaddup!”

A man by the name of Jann walked into the office with his drink, fully prepared for his shift. This simple routine was broken by the obvious lack of his co-worker’s reply, or presence for that matter, alongside the general state of affairs of his table. A remnant of a sandwich wrapper was hastily left, and the man snorted. Is he still around? Not like him to stay til it was truly the end of his shift.

Jann stole a glance at Valeri’s PC, being the nebby person he was. That one busted pipe again and …an Austrian tabloid site about weird unsolved cases. ‘...human remains found in highly unusual places in and around the three Germanic-speaking Countries…not really human parts…’ Since when was he into this shit?

Whatever. I need my shit for later. The thought of his colleague was promptly put to the back of his mind as he went back out to his own locker for his own tools.

The logical assumption was that he was in the sewer tunnels of Salzburg at this point. But the air was not the overwhelming stench of grease and waste he knew of; to his curiosity, but rather…of clinics. Unless there was a clinic that he hadn’t known of that had terribly bad disposal practices, this all pointed to “a bad idea”. But they were on the extreme outskirts, and the medical bay wasn’t even close to being near Hangar 7. And yet he was following that smell because frankly, there weren’t any other routes down here.

The technician had no idea how far down he was at this point. He had long left the stairwell into an equally badly lit metal stairway. It was notable to him that everything down here felt ‘neat’. He had looked at his gloves and the odd cleanliness confirmed it, getting him to wonder how long - or recently - this place had been built. The pipes were dead silent, a stark contrast to the constant drone of gas and liquids of Basement 3. He hated that he could almost hear the ringing in his ears.

‘Disposal’ . Now that room was going to bode well for him certainly. He considered leaving it knowing it would be locked like the others, but the little squeaks of the door hinge said otherwise, baffling him.

Still somewhere, at least.

The apparent smallness of the room was obvious the moment he stepped in and was greeted by a shelf four steps away. The stains on the floor lit by his torch was enough to inform him it was clearly trash water stains.

And then Valeri looked past the first shelf directly into the eyes of a head smiling right at him.

Or the lack of its eyes, in this case.

Valeri screamed, sending his torch clattering to the floor. The beam’s frantic movement did not help as he properly perceived the unknown shelved objects lit up by the beam – forearms, feet, torsos, heads, hair, red lines – He scrambled backwards and right out of the door, and into the hallway–

Nononononopenopenopenopenope—

He had run to the opposite end of the corridor steps. He wanted away, wherever the fuck. The voids were clear in his mind’s eye and he wanted it gone.

Direction did not matter, and when he finally gained his wits, he realised he was not in the vicinity of Disposal,, but the set of stairs on the other end of the corridor.

All his lights were off. He didn’t remember when. But he would be thankful for it, when he heard the clanking of footsteps from above and chose to hide in the darkness with the safety of his dark hoodie. Praying wasn’t enough, as Valeri held his breath and shut his eyes so tightly it hurt.

Tnk….tnk….tnk….

‘Hold it properly, I’m gonna open the door.’ The sound of the hinge hunking and opening, and a pause.

‘……//what the hell, why is it a mess? fucking Stein...’

Valeri opened one eye. As his muddy vision solved itself, he made out two figures in weird medical suits in front the room he had just run out of. One of them carried what was unmistakably a body, but without its head.

He stifled a choke of disgust, unsure whether it was from the scene, or the overwhelming medical stench.

In a beat, the one outside carrying the headless body threw it in. There was no care whatsoever, no regard, until he heard the barely perceptible conversation become clearer as they headed closer back to the stairs they came back from.

“How… cking bodies did they make? ”

“After that Seb guy retired. Had to remove everything. Burn, trash, whatever. ‘No more Vessels’. ”

“Which Seb, there are like, four...five.”

“Vettel. Some program years ago, but just started to take out the trash after that big old guy died.” A pause. “Fuck that other old man too, creepy-ass one eye. Said they still kept one though…”

He waited a minute more, hearing the last garbled words of “...not even having a wiki pic”. making sure of complete silence before leaving the safety of his space and bolted his way back from where he came. It made no sense whatsoever, sounded fucking wrong, but he had enough of it, and he had enough of parts, he’d enough about weird shit, he just wanted to not fix that fucking pipe anymore.

Back up the steel rusty staircase.

Up the tunnels.

Up the stairwell, until he saw the duffel bag that loyally kept the cursed door open. Valeri grabbed it, and hightailed it back the right way this time. B3-Z3, Z2, Z1, and he tanked the door open, almost falling over with the full force of his body just trying to get the fuck away from Basement 3, up, up , up to Basement 1 and his face right into the of the guard from earlier.

“What took you so long? Isn’t it just an inspection?”

The guard was not amused at the sight of the technician, who looked right out from a sewer. Valeri wanted to tell him about everything below, but it sounded utterly stupid and would get him dragged out the premises and his job permanently.

“.......i just tried running up the stairs." oof.

“............That’s what I thought. You techies barely do jack anyway. This section is going to be off limits, closing time and all. Hurry along.” The guard walked off, leaving Valeri to be alone.

It was for the best really. But he had noticed something when he said it. It didn’t feel like that guy’s first time, either.

// 18:00 ------------------------

“Jesus Christ, Valeri. You really haven't – You look like shit?”

The sopping-wet technician stood in the doorway of his office, while Jann peered from behind his PC.

“...Yeah, pretty shit day overall. Also, they told me to check the pipe.”

“Oh?”

“It’s fucked again. Can’t believe it. Needa write a report.” Walking over to his table, he started stuffing his things into his usual work bag, trying hard to hide his tremors. That weird fucking face kept flashing in his mind and he knew it was going to have a bad night tonight.

Just keep with the report. That’s it. That’s all.

// August 5, 10:22 ------------------------

Doo-doot.

The Teams application lit up, and the weary Valeri looked at the message from his Teammaster with furrowed brows.

“forget about the second day” “Second day?” “fully read your report…..yeah forget about the second day inspection. We’ll let an external team do it. out of our scope really” (thumbs up react)

Good. As long as it wasn’t him, he didn’t care. He navigated to his fave tabloid site and was ready to gorge on stupid funny articles again for the rest of the day, until he scrolled to the sports section.

“Vettel Possibly Back To F1? New F1 Boss Inbound!” said the heading. But that didn’t catch his eye – rather, the image used was his Championship win in 2010. Kind of hard to believe that this little babyface won one of the most prestigious titles in the sporting world,yet with a demeanour so loved by everyone until his last curtain call. And yet...

Babyface?

He stared at the picture for a good minute. No mistaking it, that was the same face he saw in the cesspit 2 days ago. The same body type they tossed into the disposal. And he didn’t feel too good. He tabbed out, pressing his palms to his eyes to rid of the sight in his mind again. But the same fucking grin kept appearing in his mind.

It’s just a stupid fucking sport about cars. What do you need for all that?

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that was ass. Thanks for reading it. 3200 i think…i edited it in the post either way.

It used to be that before the page got updated, his wiki page was…really scant (go wayback machine his jan ‘22. Like the picture used for him was literally a drawing.) weirdo.

I just watched too much wendigoon, nexpo and lemmino, fnaf stuff the past week. Safe to say i wasnt really sleeping well.

Lol. https://www.redbull.com/gb-en/f1-wrc-f3-motorsports⠀⠀⠀

I like to think the vessels are made from the same stuff as gemjam’s reset @ ao3. Great oneshot and has lead to perma rb-drivers-are-experiments brainworms.

#writing #long post #like extremely long post #i can shut the voices in my head now. here's your dumb story #consider putting dot flow's ost on play because that was my brain the whole time.

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So I'm pretty sure Tumblr eats asks with links but the most powerful propaganda for the Leverage OT3 is this iconic AMV:

https://youtu.be/RrqWzkoTJGQ

They're the Korrasami of polyships, as close to canon as they could get away with on mainstream TV in 2008-2012.

Parker and Hardison are dating; Eliot swears to protect them "Til my dying day," Parker calls the two of them "My boys," and when they faked their deaths to the federal government they were all 3 holding hands as they "died." They're poly and in love!! Most iconic OT3 of all time!!!

idk if it was u but someone who nominated them called them korrasami of polyam for the same reason which is so valid 💖 i was looking up images and they were always together, they were one of the easiest to find pics for lmao Do Not Separate Them

cant watch the mv rn but for anyone interested go check it out!!! ill look later if i dont forget i promise!!!

#polyasks

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emptifylie · 1 year

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tw lol

feeling like shit. today was one of those days where i really felt like passing out while fasting so i had to have a few sips of juice. i counted that as breaking my fast 52hrs in. i count any kind of calorie as breaking it now. someone said something to me like “it doesn’t sound like ur actually fasting” and that shit made me spiral for a while and i was forced to eat and that made that worse so yeah i’ve just decided to count it all as breaking it. still just doing shit. i haven’t felt truly invalidated from my ed in a long time since getting my bmi to 15.6 and being underweight and just sick but i feel invalidated again. i feel like i’m faking it. the worst part is is that my doctor saw the weight loss and asked me questions about it and j broke down crying but i said i’m fine and now i have to go to therapy, that sucks cuz i wasn’t even gonna go except i don’t want to keep hurting my family. they’ve watched me at my sickest and i just hated seeing their disappointment and genuine fear for me. when i got especially skinny i think it was even disgust. i remember at 100lbs my mom gave me a hug when i was sitting on my bed and she felt how my back bones were sticking out and how cold i was and she started crying and said she knew i wasn’t eating and how she didn’t know what to do. that was really fucked. but now that i’ve gained a few pounds after that binge cycle, even tho i’ve lost some of it again, they seem to think that i might even be okay now. like i don’t need help. and that’s fine by me because i don’t even WANT to recover, my only motivation was to help them hut i guess they’ve given up on my recovery. idk. and it’s not like i WANT anyone to care or even notice, when they did it was annoying and sad and made me want to die but it also sucks when it feels like ur lying to urself. i know i sound very much like im victimizing myself, i swear i’m aware how selfish i’m being by prioritizing my ed but god. i just want to die honestly. lol, i’m fine guys there’s no way i’m dying at 115lbs, no way ho-say. but it’s just constantly on my mind. it’s always hovering over me even at school. and i just feel so selfish. as if i haven’t already taken enough from my family by having an eating disorder, fucking kill urself. like wow. but idk it just feels like such an easy way to get my mind to shut the fuck up. but not eating also works kinda-ish lol. so i’ll suck it up i’ll continue my fast and i’ll check back in myself at 100lbs again and i’ll see what happens i guess. crazy how a tumblr comment that just wanted to help sent me down another spiral LOLLLLL. totally don’t blame them but god. sometimes i wish i could genuinely get everyone to shut the fuck up and stop talking to me. but yeah, a few weeks ago at my lowest weight i accepted that this will eventually lead to my death. you can’t have ana, choose not to recover ever and live. i don’t plan on recovery, i dont. i used to think, back at like 130lbs that i would stop at 120, then when i was at 110 i decided to stop at 100, did i stop at 100? no i did not lol. i don’t think that stopping is an option for me. i remember being like 7 years old, looking in the mirror and squeezing parts of my stomach in the mirror and asking my mom if i was fat. i remember hoping i’d get some fucking disease that’ll get me skinny. i remember people in elementary school and middle school calling me cute and chubby and i would go home and squeeze my face crying, hoping my cheeks would disappear. i remember doing my first water fast in middle school on vacation because i was tired of people thinking i was chubby. that part of me has never left me and it never will. the part of me that’s always wanted to die has never left either. so if anything is going to fucking kill me, it’s gonna be me at my lowest weight. i think after i get back down to 105lbs i’ll go to 95 and then 90. then i’ll check back in.

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Oh wait I just scrolled through ur blog sorry OKAY HUN (sorry if that name makes u uncomfortable I’ll stop just say the word) LISTEN TOME *grabs ur face* u are so amazing and sweet although I do not know u and haven’t spoken with u before this I have a feeling u are a great person problems will arise throughout ur life and honestly if u wanna face them head on or if u are left broken by them it doesn’t matter. What matters is that in the end, ur still there. So if life is being trash lately, I want to tell u that I guarantee that it will alleviate, that although not every day will be good, that there will always be at least one good thing everyday. I’m happy ur still here and breathing and I’m happy ur still continuing on no matter if ur asking large steps, little steps, or a break in the road. Again ik we don’t know each other but if u ever need me whether it be to rant and leave, distract urself, get advice, or just not to feel alone, I check tumblr like everyday so 👍 ofc feel free to ignore this message if u want and take however long u want to reply, I just want u to know that ull always have a place to fall back on even if u dont need it.

damn thank you so much istg ksksk it’s so nice to hear such words from someone randomly here in tumblr🥲 ive been having shitty days last week and i guess that’s how i broke apart before i asked for a break here. i’m okay now… still hahaha. and i swear i just realized after reading ur ask that i’ve been here in tumblr for a long long time and it’s actually pretty… overwhelming? idk,, like there are people i still meet despite being here for long and there are people i’ve lost as well.

this message is really so nice i hope you’re doing well too! and know that you deserve everything as well~ ilysm !!

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thatoneao3writer · 1 year

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I posted 246 times in 2022

196 posts created (80%)

50 posts reblogged (20%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

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I tagged 212 of my posts in 2022

Only 14% of my posts had no tags

#ttau - 165 posts

#ask - 158 posts

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Longest Tag: 65 characters

#we now have a love nonagon and no dont ask me why we do but we do

My Top Posts in 2022:

Dream: Favorite horror movie?

George: It

Sapnap: Saw

Quackity: Annabelle

Karl: High School Musical. after watching it I spent all my middle school years terrified that the entire school would start singing something and I’d be the only one who didn’t know the lyrics

~ Quotes☆Anon~

Skeppy nodding along cause he doesnt know what a high school is

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There is some prophecy buried somewhere stating that on the day Bad finally swears, the world as humanity knows it would come to an end.

Sometime after the Crimsonpocalypse, someone finds this. And, seeing as how the last time bad swore was when his father arrived, they have made it one of their main concerns to keep Bad from swearing.

Every time Quackity, Tommy or someone else tries to get Bad to swear, this person gets a mini heart attack.

Bad is extremely oblivious to the reason as to why this person has suddenly started following him around a lot more often.

It's Crumb

Crumb found the prophecy please let's make it Crumb

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28 notes - Posted January 3, 2022

The longest amount of time 5up has ever been able to keep a plant alive was in college. He made sure to check exactly what that kind of plant needed. It had the right kind of soil. He had a little lamp set up on a timer to make sure it got just enough light. He checked its soil every day, watering it whenever it was dry and only when it was dry. His roommate thought he was crazy. It was just a jade plant. They’re pretty difficult to kill. (5up informed his roommate that he was fairly certain that he was cursed).

Somehow, against all odds, 5up managed to keep the darn thing alive… up until the end of the first semester. He wasn’t even sure what he did. He’d stayed up all night the night before studying, and had still been doing fine then. Admittedly, he hadn’t checked it that morning in the rush to get out the door to his physics exam, but… Point is, it was dead by the time he got back. (5up’s roommate now fully believes him about the curse. I mean, how the heck do you kill a jade plant? On top of that, none of their potted plants have been doing so great lately…)

Doc has a fairly sizable hydroponics setup in his lab bunker. Said hydroponics set up is in a room adjacent to the main lab, with a huge (bulletproof, obviously, given the rest of the security in the place) window instead of a wall, so you can see the plants. When the Crimsonpocalypse hit, Fundy’s first sign that anything was wrong was seeing every single plant in the hydroponics room wither and die at once. Then he looked over at 5up. His eyes were glowing subtly and his burgundy sweater had turned grey.

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GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHGGGGGG

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35 notes - Posted January 7, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

After Bad and Skeppy got together, the rest of the Titans, HIVE, etc., are left to figure out who won the betting pool. (This much is already canon). It was Karl, but he got so many specifics correct that he was disqualified for using time travel to cheat.

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The runner up was Fundy no one knows how

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