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heeliopheelia · 9 months

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"how did we end up like this?" (heeseung x reader)

genre: angst to fluff word count: 1k requested by nonnie ♡

a/n: ahhh i almost forgot how much i love writing angst and arguments 🤍 like i've said before, i wasn't planning on ending this on a happy note but i folded because... well, it's hee lmfao

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Your head is pounding from all the screaming and crying you've let out today.

Biting down on your lip harshly, you turn your head to the side to hide the tears forming in your eyes from your boyfriend. Eyeing the duffle bag you've laid out on your shared bed, you start throwing the messily folded clothes inside it.

"W-Wait, what are you-," Heeseung stops himself as he chokes on his own breath. With heart dropping into the deepest pit of his stomach, he walks up to you and grabs your elbow gently. He tries to ignore the way that your body stiffens underneath his touch but the sharp aching in his chest really makes it difficult. "Stop, please. That's not necessary, love."

"Oh, I think it's very necessary," you murmur with a sniffle, using the back of your hand to wipe the tears from your face.

Heeseung tries to move in front of you but you jerk your arm out of his touch and shake your head at him.

"Baby, don't. You know I didn't mean what I said–"

"I know," you interrupt him, trying to calm your shaky breath. "I know," you repeat, softer this time, "It's not that, Heeseung."

"Then what is it?" He asks, slightly dreading your answer as he watches your eyes widen with disbelief.

"Oh, c'mon now. All we ever do is fight all the goddamn time. We can't even go two days without getting to each other's throats. It's not healthy anymore, you've surely noticed that." Your trembling fingers attempt to stuff another shirt into your duffle bag but when another wave of hot tears blurs your vision completely, you give up on this task for and bury your face in your hands. "How did we even end up like this? When? We were always so good together. So why?"

"I'm sorry." Even though Heeseung's head is filled to the brim with running thoughts, this is the only thing he's able to come up with.

Hurting you was never the slightest possibility for him yet now he's standing seemingly frozen, watching the love of his life collect their stuff and about to leave him forever – and all he can do is try to figure out the answer to your question. Because, really, when has it all started going downhill? Heeseung could swear in a heartbeat that there's never been anyone who could make him happier than you do – and probably no one ever will, and yet he starts wondering whether convincing you to stay with him would only cause you more pain.

"You don't have to apologize for anything," you sniffle again, hands moving quickly to zip your bag. "We're both at fault here. No need to kick yourself down because of it, you know? Sometimes it just.... happens."

And he can't say anything because you're right. He can't say anything because there's absolutely nothing on his mind that could somehow make this situation better. He can't say anything because if he does, he'll only hurt you more and he can't have that when his heart is already this heavy with guilt.

So he watches helplessly as throw the bag over your shoulder, not sparing him even one look as you make you way out of the bedroom with your head hanging low, thick teardrops leaving a trace on the floor as you go. You're walking down the stairs and it'll be only a matter of seconds before you leave him and without even knowing how much he fucking loves you you'll be gone from his life.

With that thought and the fact that Lee Heeseung is a selfish man whose heart always has more control over him than his mind, he drops every single shred of reason and rushes down the stairs, long legs nearly tripping on the wooden steps.

He pushes his arm forward in the last second, shutting the door close just as your hand reaches the doorknob.

He's breathless, wide eyes looking at you with panic. "Don't go."

"Heeseung, I–," you stutter out, mind stalling as his warm hands come up to cup your wet face, fingers wiping your cheeks with the tenderness and affection that you've lacked so much for the past week.

And when he starts littering small, quite desperate, kisses all over your face, you can't help but cave into his touch, the duffle bag hitting the floor as it slides down your shoulder.

"Don't leave, baby," he pleads, hugging you even closer, even tighter when your tears seem to never come to an end. "Don't leave me, please. We'll fix it, we always do. I'll be better, I promise."

Your arms come up around his middle, fingers clenching on the fabric of his worn out t-shirt as you can't do anything else but cry in his embrace. He presses a kiss to your wobbly lips coated with salty tears, then another one and a next one after that.

"You're it for me, YN. I need you with me. By my side," he mumbles into your skin, his warm kisses never ceasing and successfully bringing comfort to your weeping heart. "I love you so much."

"I love you too," you nearly whisper, words strangled with your tightened throat. He makes your head spin but you have no time to wonder if it's in a good or a bad way as his tongue makes its way inside your mouth, causing all of your thoughts to disappear within a mere second. "So much," you mutter into the kiss, hands coming up to run through his thick hair.

"Then stay with me, hm?" You nod your head quickly, tugging his neck closer as he pulls away from you slightly. "Yeah?" He needs you to confirm your statement before he gets his hopes too high and gets his heart broken in two. "You're not gonna leave me?"

And the another firm nod of your head is all that he needs, breath stuttering for a second before he draws you even closer in his arms and lets you pull his face to yours again, molding your lips together and willing to leave the scarring argument in the past to give your mending relationship yet another chance.

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j2lx · 2 years

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Holding Hands With Them (headcanons)

Warnings: gojo is a tease (to no one's surprise smh), mentions of nightmares in Maki's, messy kissing in Toji's =P, pet names (darling, pretty baby), none really this one's just wholesome fluff

A/n: I went very overboard writing this one so it's pretty long… yeah. Anyways, here are some fluffy headcanons to hopefully make you feel happier! <3 Enjoy reading!

Characters: Itadori Yuuji, Fushiguro Megumi, Kugisaki Nobara, Gojo Satoru, Nanami Kento, Ryomen Sukuna (Sukuna has his own body in this but isn't in his OG form and he's a jujutsu sorcerer), Zenin Maki, Okkotsu Yuuta, Inumaki Toge, Suguru Geto (basically high school Geto, before he became all you know), Toji Fushiguro, Naoya Zenin (he isn't misogynistic (for Fem!readers) cuz he loves you a lot!) x Gender Neutral!reader

Itadori Yuuji

He's so pure and cute omg ahhh he loves holding your hand anywhere, anytime. He doesn't feel that he needs a reason to do it at all, since you're precious to him and naturally, he'll want to hold onto something he wants to protect.

He's the kind of boyfriend who would hold your hand in public, private, even on missions. It gives him comfort that you're there, right next to him, and it's easier for him to make sure you're safe (especially on missions when he can pull you to the side in case of danger)

One of his favourite things to do when the two of you are holding hands is to swing the hand that's holding yours up and down. Yes it's a little childish and the last time you did it was probably it in kindergarten or something, but trust me with Yuuji it's going to be a norm 🥺

Because of how much he holds your hand, he can tell the smallest differences on your hand. You got a shallow cut on your finger? He can feel it when he starts to intertwine his hand with yours. Your hands are a little dry from the weather? He'll rub the area a little before finding cream to help relieve the pain really soon. Holding hands with you helps him look out for you, and it might not seem like much but he really does care a lot about your physical wellbeing, even if he's only checking your hands!

He likes fidgeting a lot with your fingers and it often leads to unintentional finger fights. It's random but also really cute at the same time because he gets really competitive about it and tries to win but if he doesn't, he gives you your prize, which is a kiss on your "winning" finger from him.

His hands are always so nice and warm, so he offers to be your personal hand warmer in the winter when the two of you are in either one of your dorm rooms. He'll hold both of your hands between his and it seriously does help warm your hands up instantly. He doesn't mind how cold his hands might feel after that, he loves being able to hold your hands no matter the situation <3

Overall, holding hands with Yuuji is a sweet and affectionate thing that you both indulge in everyday. It gives both of you so much comfort and never fails to put a smile on both your faces!

Fushiguro Megumi

He doesn't show affection in public much because well it's not really his thing. But holding hands? Yeah that's an exception. He'll never let go of your hand, even more so in public places where it could be crowded and busy.

He doesn't mind being teased by some people (cough cough Gojo) about holding your hand because it's just another way for him to show his affection and love for you. He knows he's not that good with words sometimes so he uses these opportunities to show how much you mean to him!

He squeezes your hand a lot and it's almost like there are different "codes" for when he squeezes your hand. If he squeezes your hand gently, it's probably him asking if you're alright. If he squeezes it a little harder than usual, it's probably because he feels uncomfortable in the situation you both are in. It's a silent yet efficient way of communicating and it's like a secret code between the both of you

He likes running his thumb up and down your hand but he does it in the most ticklish way possible? Like he does it so gently that it becomes ticklish and you start giggling sometimes, which confuses him because he was just trying to be gentle with you 🥺

His hands are cold. Just really cold most of the time. And he knows it and will use it to his advantage should he deem it necessary (when you're being mischievous =P). Otherwise, he always makes sure to warm his hands up before holding your hand so you won't get cold! And the best part about that is that after that, the warmth from your hands would warm his hands up, so he doesn't have to worry about his "cold hands" problem anymore.

He has really nice hands. Like they're a nice size, smooth and just overall really pretty and beautiful (just like him =)). And you love holding his hands up to your eye level and admiring them, which always causes him to show a small smile! Of course he'll return the favour and bring your hand up to his lips and press a kiss on it as a way of telling you how much he loves your hands too <3

Overall, he's really sweet and gentle when holding your hand! He's not that good with expressing his feelings and he knows it, so holding hands often is one way he feels he can express just how much he loves you!

Kugisaki Nobara

Holding hands comes easy to the two of you. It's been a part of your relationship since the start and the two of you absolutely adore doing it! It gives the both of you comfort that you're both there for each other.

She loves holding your hand anywhere, anytime. It's one of those things she considers "basic" in a relationship, and it just comes naturally for her to be holding your hand whenever she can. Whether it be going out with her, in the car before missions, and at night when the two of you are watching movies together, the two of you will always be holding hands.

When shopping with her, your hand will definitely be intertwined with hers. And she really likes it since it's really easy for her to just tug on your hand a little or straight up pull you to what she's looking at when shopping! She has the tendency to squeeze your hand when she gets excited while the two of you shop too. It's easy to tell what excites her the most (which is basically what she wants the most) by how hard she squeezes your hand!

If you are keen, she would love to have manicures with you to match the colours on both of your nails! She makes sure to choose colours according to both of your tastes, and makes sure that they don't clash too much. She wants to make sure that when the two of you hold hands, the colour of your nails complement each other nicely!

Most of the time (when not shopping), she holds your hand really gently! The two of you hold hands in a way that it's loose and comfortable for the both of you, but not too loose that your hands will separate! And your palms don't always have to be touching each other, just intertwining fingers with you is enough to make her happy <3

Her hands are really well taken care of, and she puts in quite a bit of effort to make sure that her hands are smooth and nice. Please kiss her hands after holding them and tell her how much you love her beautiful hands, she literally gets so flustered and shy 🥺

Overall, she really loves holding hands with you and it's a norm in your relationship for sure! It gives her a sense of comfort and safety, your interlocking fingers reassuring her that you are just next to her.

Satoru Gojo

He absolutely loves holding your hand! Like no matter what he does he feels the need to have your hand in his, as a form of affection and reassurance to him that you're still by his side.

Will hold your hand no matter what. Showering together? He'll hold your hand when the two of you are chilling in the bathtub. On a mission together? He holds your hand to keep you close to him and to pull you out of danger if needed. Folding laundry with him? You'll have to settle it with one of your hands and one of his hands only.

He'll turn on his infinity just as you reach out to hold his hand, and tell you to "profess your undying love" for him before he'll let your hand reach his. If you choose to do as he says, he'll definitely smile at you and then press a kiss on your hand before placing it in his own. If you choose to ignore, he'll pout and whine, but will still reach out to hold your hand because he wants to hold your hand too much. So either way, he'll end up holding your hand <3 (if he's been annoying don't be afraid to do the latter, he knows how annoying he can be so he'll accept his fate)

He always caresses the back of your hand with his fingers! It's like his way of telling you that he loves you, that he's thankful to have you by his side and that he's happy that he gets to hold your hand. And if you do the same to his hand, you'll see a large and loving smile on his face, one that you see whenever you show how much you love him 🥺

Will kiss each one of your knuckles when holding hands with you! He does it at the most random times, and for no reason most of the time. He just wants you to know that he loves you (and your hands) a lot and expresses it that way! He likes seeing your cheeks flush red from the sudden affectionate gesture.

He loves making his hands cold on purpose before holding your hand. If he ever holds your hand without teasing you about it (basically by not turning on his infinity), he's either touch starved after being away from you for a long time (which to him is more than 8 hours), or he has something up his sleeve. He'll take an ice cube and let it melt on his hands, dry his hands and then immediately go to hold your hands. He loves watching the way you jump up from the sudden coldness of his hands and he always laughs at your reaction.

Overall, he doesn't stop being a tease before holding your hand, but he makes sure to make sure you know how loved you are when your hands are actually in his and your fingers are intertwined.

Nanami Kento

This man is so… perfect. He holds your hand not just as a sign of affection and love, but to protect you and make sure that you're ok every now and then. He always treats you with so much care and when holding hands with him, you can be assured that he treats you like the most precious thing in existence.

He isn't much into PDA, but his immediate priority and need is to protect you and make sure that you're next to him. So he always makes sure to hold your hand in crowded places and during the missions the two of you go on together (before engaging in combat because he prefers giving you freedom to use your technique properly, without him potentially being in the way).

He's the kind of boyfriend who'll kiss your hand before and after holding it. He'll ask you for permission to hold your hand and when you give him consent to, he'll raise it to his lips and press a soft kiss on it as a way of saying "thank you". And before he lets go of your hand, he does the same thing and always mutters a quiet "thank you for letting me hold your hand, darling" <3

His favourite thing to do is to hold your hand when the two of you are at home, cuddling or just resting on the couch together! His hand will always be intertwined with yours, no matter what. If he's reading a book, he'll be using one hand to hold it and to flip the pages while the other is holding your hand. And if the two of you are watching a show together, he places both of your hands in his!

His hands are super smooth and beautiful. Like his fingernails are a nice length, and his fingers are just so long, slender and pretty. He has super nice hands, and you always hold one of his hands in both of yours and just admire it quietly when the two of you are cuddling on the couch together. He'll always notice and bring your hands to his lips as a way of telling you that he thinks your hands are equally beautiful 🥺

Whenever it gets cold, Kento will definitely be holding onto at least one of your hands. It's a way for him to tell if you're feeling too cold, and also a way for him to warm you up. He has really nice and warm hands, so he uses that to his advantage to help your hands feel less cold. If your hands get really cold though, he'll ask you to put on some gloves. Don't worry, he still holds onto your gloved hand afterwards!

Overall, holding hands with him is a super sweet aspect of your relationship! He takes it as a chance to express his affection while looking out for you and making sure that you're alright!

Ryomen Sukuna

He loves holding your hand and feels the need to do so every given moment. He likes that it gives him some control over you (in case anything happens to you), and at the same time is an affectionate and sweet gesture.

He holds your hand mostly in public, since he prefers other intimacies when the two of you are alone, like cuddling. He'll hold your hand especially tight in crowded places and when going around the mission site to find the curses you have to defeat. He still treats you like glass though, and he never holds your hand to the point that it hurts!

Yes, Sukuna gets possessive and jealous easily, especially if you're talking to people who you don't know for no apparent reason. Whenever he sees someone approach you, be it to get directions or to flirt with you, he grips onto your hand tightly and glares at them until they get intimidated and walk away. He'll loosen his grip on your hand afterwards and kiss your hand as an apology for being possessive and a little rough with you.

He finds it fun how the two of you manage to hold hands while doing all sorts of things. When making dinner for the both of you, you tend to sneak up behind your boyfriend and hold his hand. He doesn't mind though, because most of the time, you only hold his hand when he doesn't need to use both of his hands. He'll use one of his hands to stir and mix the food while the other is intertwined with one of your hands. He's super used since it's been like a tradition ever since the two of you started being in a relationship together <3

Likes to prank you by putting cling wrap on his hand before holding your hand. It happens a lot especially after he washes up and is waiting for the food to finish cooking! He'll just put a thin layer of cling wrap on his hand and since he knows that you never look down at his hands when he moves to hold your hand, he knows that his plan will work. It always makes him laugh when he sees your surprised and annoyed expression, but you don't stop him from pulling this prank almost every other day, since you want to see him laugh 🥺

He loves bringing your hands to his eye level and admiring your hands for at least a few minutes each time. He really loves you so much, and he can't help but want to admire every part of your body over and over again. He'll always press kisses all over each of your hands after he's done looking at them, and calls you his "pretty baby".

Overall, Sukuna truly makes sure that you feel loved when holding your hand. Yes, he might get possessive and yes, he might prank you from time to time, but he really just wants you to be safe and happy!

Zenin Maki

She absolutely adores holding hands with you! She might not be super comfortable with all forms of affection since she's still getting used to it, but holding hands is something she absolutely loves!

She doesn't initiate hand holding most of the time though, despite the fact that she enjoys it a lot. It just doesn't come as naturally to her, so most of the time she doesn't process that she can just reach for your hand and hold it. You'll have to initiate it most of the time; she'll always be happy to hold onto your hand as long as you offer it to her.

She mostly initiates hand holding when she senses that you're feeling upset or sad. She knows what it's like to have no one to turn to and not having any hand to hold on to when feeling all those negative emotions, and she doesn't want you to go through that. The moment she sees a frown on your face, or tears well up in your eyes, your hand will be in hers. She'll stroke your hand with her thumb to try to calm you down too.

She doesn't hold your hand before going to sleep, but your hands are always near each other's. And somehow, her hand always gravitates towards yours in the middle of the night and the two of you wake up to find your hands intertwined. It happens mostly when Maki gets nightmares. She senses the warmth of your hand and her hand will just move to hold yours as a source of comfort and reassurance that you're still next to her 🥺

Hand holding before bed is a must though! The two of you make sure to cuddle and relax in bed before going to sleep, and your hands are always intertwined no matter what you both are doing. Be it watching a movie together, or scrolling through your phones, you both will be holding hands!

She especially enjoys holding hands with you before, during and after training! Your hands are intertwined until the two of you reach the training venue, and then you both press a kiss on each other's hand as a form of encouragement! In between training, when the two of you get a break, her hand will be in yours as you both hydrate. And after training, no matter how sweaty both of your hands are, you and Maki will walk back to the dorms hand in hand, ready to relax and chill together <3

Overall, holding hands with Maki is something that happens everyday, and you both like it a lot, even if she won't admit it out loud. The two of you are often seen holding hands, and you both bask in each of those moments, enjoying the feeling of your hands being pressed against each other and your both of your fingers interlocking.

Okkotsu Yuuta

Yuuta is a super sweet boyfriend! He'll take any opportunity to be affectionate with you and he definitely loves physical touch! He's going to be holding onto your hand as much as possible, as long as you're comfortable with it.

Pinky holding that turns into hand holding! He always starts by linking and interlocking both of your pinkies together. Slowly but surely, he'll start to slip his hand into yours and intertwine them, his thumb stroking your hand gently. It's more of a habit from the start of your relationship when he didn't know if you wanted to hold hands or not, but he's continued it and he still does it.

He might be a special grade sorcerer with loads of experience, but he still gets nervous before missions, especially if he's on a mission with you. On the way to the mission site, he'll hold onto your hand and squeeze it every now and then, just as a way to reassure and comfort himself, and you as well. Your touch is more than enough to make him feel safe and sound <3

Expect lots and lots of hand holding during movies! No matter what kind of movie it is, Yuuta's hand would always be intertwined with yours, squeezing it from time to time. When you're watching a really scary horror movie, he'll hold on to your hand like his life depends on it, and watching a romance movie, his thumb would be stroking your hand gently. Just expect hand holding as long as you both are watching a movie!

He's the kind of boyfriend who likes to hold your hand up to your lips and say things like "your hands are so beautiful, just like you", or "how are your hands so perfect, my darling?" while kissing your hand in between each of his words. He really just wants you to realise how beautiful he thinks you and your hands are 🥺

He loves holding your hand in public and he's so cute about it. If he sees something that interests or excites him, he'll tug your hand gently and bring you to look at it. Most of the time, it's related to you and he just gets really eager to show you!

Overall, he's such a sweet boyfriend when it comes to holding your hand! Yuuta loves holding your hand as much as possible, since holding your hand gives him lots of comfort and makes him really happy to have someone like you love him!

Inumaki Toge

Toge loves holding hands so much! He can't exactly express his feelings for you through his words because of his cursed speech, so physical affection has become his default way of making you feel loved.

He holds your hand whenever it's free, and he always holds it close to him as a way of asking for permission to hold it! The two of you hold hands when taking a break during training, on dates, and practically any time you don't need both your hands to function.

He loves twirling you around when the two of you are holding hands! Yes, it's random and the both of you don't really dance together, but he just enjoys doing it! Sometimes, he just stops in the middle of nowhere randomly and kisses your forehead before twirling you around like you're a ballerina, with his hand still intertwined with yours. He seldom does it in front of people though, it's mostly when the two of you are alone <3

When he holds your hand, he has the habit of tracing small drawings on the back of your hand with his fingers. He especially loves tracing onigiri! It's become a game between the two of you too, and the two of you take turns tracing patterns on the back of each other's hands while the other person has to guess what was drawn!

He really likes holding hands with you when you wear one of his oversized hoodies! The sleeves are too long and reach down to around your knuckles, and Toge loves holding hands with that small portion of his hoodie… just there. It makes him feel really lucky to have you by his side, wearing his hoodie and holding his hand! He loves that his fingers can reach the inside of the sleeve when he holds your hands, it just gives him a sense of comfort that he can't exactly explain.

He holds your hand to sleep every single night! It reassures him that you're right by his side as he sleeps, and the warmth of your hand in his helps lull him to sleep too! No matter how close your bodies are, your hands will find their way to each other (and will rest in a comfortable position) and will stay intertwined throughout the night 🥺

Overall, holding hands is one of his favourite things to do with you! It's sweet and provides the both of you with each other's warmth and comfort! Toge definitely sees holding hands as one of the most important things in your relationship, and he truly enjoys it a lot!

Suguru Geto

Suguru is someone who loves holding hands, but won't openly express it. He doesn't want to make you feel uncomfortable by his overwhelming need to have your hand in his all the time, but you've told him time and time again that it's fine to hold your hand whenever he wants.

As a result, your hand is almost always intertwined with your boyfriend's. The both of you just really enjoy the feeling of your skin being in contact with each other and the warmth radiating from each other's hands. And even if it's cold and the two of you wear gloves, the two of you will still be seen walking hand in hand despite not being able to feel each other's skin and warmth. It's just the feeling of having each other close that makes the two of you happy, really 🥺

He's always so polite and asks for permission to hold your hand every time. It was more of a matter of consent at the start of your relationship, but now he uses it to tease you, since he knows that you're more than fine with him holding your hand anytime he wants. He'll still place your hand on top of his and ask, "May I hold your hand?" in the most teasing way possible every time he wants to hold your hand.

Whenever the two of you go shopping together, he'll hold onto your shopping bags for you. He honestly just wants to make sure that your hands are free for him to hold onto no matter what. And once you find out, you offer to hold some of the shopping bags in the hand your boyfriend isn't holding onto just to lessen the load on your boyfriend!

When it rains, he likes to hold onto your hand and either stick both of your hands out from under the umbrella or run around in the rain with you. Of course, he knows that the latter could cause you to fall sick, which is why he hardly does it. But sticking out your intertwined hands out into the rain? Absolutely yes. It's calming for him to feel the raindrops fall onto his hand, and with your hand in his, it makes the whole experience even more fun and relaxing.

Likes holding your hand and placing it right in between both of you at night, before you both go to sleep. He'll bring your hand closer to his and place kisses from your fingertips to your knuckles on each and every single one of your fingers, before placing 3 kisses on the back of your hand. He never fails to do this every single night, and he loves seeing your eyes light up everytime he does it <3

Overall, hand holding is something Suguru loves and craves really often. But no matter how many times the both of you hold hands, you both make sure that you can feel each other's love behind the seemingly simple, yet meaningful, action.

Toji Fushiguro

He loves holding your hand! It gives him the sense that he has someone to hold onto and rely on. He's been through way too much, and the fact that he's able to hold your hand makes him feel that maybe, all the pain he went through in the past was worth going through if he had you to hold onto now.

He holds your hand all the time and doesn't let go unless you do. He takes hand holding seriously, and to him, it's a way to protect you and pull you away from any danger. After he realises that danger isn't always around the corner, he starts to feel the enjoyment and intimacy of holding hands with you.

He didn't always start out by holding your hand though. At the start of your relationship, he used to grab you by the wrist instead of intertwining his hand with yours. It was partially because he wasn't used to hand holding and felt that it was awkward to initiate, and also partially because he felt that he didn't deserve to hold your hand at the start of your relationship. He wanted you to be sure that you wanted to be with him before holding hands with him. Of course, you had to reassure him that you truly did love him and wanted him to hold hands with you multiple times before he got used to it.

His hands are large and really nice to hold! They're calloused and rough, and there are many small scars littered all over his hands from everything he went through. If you ever bring his hands close to your lips and press soft kisses all over his scars, he'll melt on the inside for sure! He won't show it, or admit it out loud, but he feels that it's a very sweet gesture and he definitely feels really loved whenever you do it. It reminds him that you love all of him, scars and bruises included 🥺

He loves it when you're sitting on the couch or on the bed with him and he just holds onto your hand really tight before bringing it to his lips. He'll place wet and messy kisses all over your hand while you squeeze his hand to encourage him to keep going. He'll switch over to your other hand not long after and give it an equal amount of love and kisses <3

Secretly enjoys it when you're holding his hand, but your fingers aren't interlocked and are gripping the side of his hand instead. And when you drag him around to look at different things while holding his hand like that, he feels like he's in a dream. He's only ever seen such a thing happen in romance movies, but to be able to experience it with you… he truly feels like the luckiest person on earth.

Overall, he loves holding hands with you so, so much! Your hand in his makes him feel safe and protected, and he hopes that he can make you feel the same way whenever he holds your hand!

Naoya Zenin

He's not good at being affectionate, he knows that. But he's trying his very best! One thing he makes sure of is that in your relationship, both of you are comfortable with holding hands with each other.

He tries his best to pick up on your body language and decides if he should hold your hand or not from that. If he senses that you're scared or upset, he'll try to reach for your hand and let you hold his hand if you want. Otherwise, you'll have to initiate most of the time because he genuinely doesn't know if he'll piss you off by holding your hand without asking you.

He always touches your hands with his fingers before holding your hand. It's his way of asking for permission to hold hands with you, and the last thing he'll want is for you to push him away because he didn't realise that you didn't want to hold hands. He'll use his index finger and try to link it with your own, and slowly but surely, it leads to full out hand holding.

He's quite insecure and scared to initiate hand holding with you because "what if it's not convenient for them?". Naoya gets that thought really often and sometimes, he doesn't try to initiate any hand holding in fear that he's annoying you. So then it's up to you to initiate it! When he gets extra fidgety and starts playing with the hem of his shirt or fidgeting his hands in his pants pockets, that probably means that he wants to hold your hand, but is too scared to initiate it. Please please hold his hands if that happens, he'll smile and mutter a quiet "I love you" <3

Likes it when you squeeze his hand from time to time. It doesn't have to be for any particular reason at all, it just gives him the reassurance that you're still next to him. He's been through a lot in the past and lots of people have left his side because of how he used to be, but with your hand in his and your gentle squeezes, he doesn't feel lonely and alone 🥺

He especially loves holding hands with you in the rain. He'll use his other hand to hold the umbrella and shelter the both of you, while the hand closer to you is intertwined with yours, his hold on you gentle and comforting. He loves the whole atmosphere of walking together in the rain while you're holding hands so much, it's very magical to him!

Overall, he's still trying his best to initiate hand holding, and he's getting better at it slowly but surely. In the meantime, you'll have to take the initiative and fulfil his desire to have your hand in his.

My headcanons are seriously getting longer and longer without me even realising as I write them lol. But it's too fun writing them ehehe =)) Hope you enjoyed reading!

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cheeseceli · 9 months

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What Do You Even Know?

Pairing: Hyunjin x gn!reader

Genre: fluff, friends to lovers, small drabble

Words: 765

summary: Hyunjin finally realises he doesn't know as much as he thought he did, and he once again discovers something new

request: I can’t help but think of Hyunjin telling someone how much they mean to him as basically a confession and the other person is kind of shy about it and didn’t think he could see them like that and he’s like “ahhh what do you even know” it won’t leave my head 🤞

authors note: tumblr hates me atp i swear. anyways, not proofread as always but yeah

Hyunjin thought he knew a lot. Of course, he wasn't cocky enough to think he knew everything, but he wasn't clueless either. He knew he loved to perform and to be on stage. He knew he liked to eternalise moments through art and photographs. He knew the boys were his family after living together day after day for 5 years. And he knew you.

He knew he loved your smile and would make anything on his power to keep it on your face. He knew he loved your laugh even though you hated it, and he knew it would physically hurt him everytime you tried to silence it. He knew he hated seeing you cry, and it was so unfair because even then you looked beautiful. He knew he was happier by your side. But he didn't know why.

Hyunjin always had a curious nature, so he couldn't help but wonder why you were so… different. No, he was the different one whenever he was next to you. But you were so casual abou it that he doubted you felt it too. Have someone else noticed it? He acted differently around you, he was sure, but why would-

"Hyunjin?"

He looked at you when he heard your voice. Actually, using better wording, he focused on you once you called his name, as he was already looking at you while he was thinking. He noticed your eyes, how they were shining even when the lighting was bad. Your eyes would've looked so pretty if they weren't filled with worry.

"What?" he replied with a slightly hoarse voice, noticing he probably didn't say anything in a while.

"You looked a little bit lost in thought just now. Are you okay?"

"Oh yeah, yeah. I'm sorry. What were you saying?"

You gave him a small smile, a smile that immediately took some weight off his shoulders.

"Nothing much, I was just rambling about some annoying coworkers. What were you thinking about?"

He tried to articulate his thoughts. Truth is, he didn't know what he was thinking about. Right now, his mind was blank and all he could focus on was the domesticity of the situation. It was a friday night at the dorm. It was too late for you to go back to your home, and even though he didn't say anything, you both knew he was silently asking for you to stay the night. The lights were off and the living room was being iluminated by the moon. Your legs were resting on top of him, his hand slowly caressing your skin. He was thinking about it all. He was thinking about…

"You."

You were taken aback by his blunt words. You didnt't expect him to be so straightforward. And you'd never expect him to think about you so intensely.

"Oh? Care to explain?"

"Just, you know, how I've changed since I met you." He averted your eyes from you, knowing you were observing him, searching for a more detailed explanation "I don't know, I feel like… like I've changed for better?"

He dared to look at you once again. You were watching him so dearly that he felt that he could lose himself on your features once more. Just like that, he understood why he felt so good by your side.

"Yeah, I've definetly become a better person because of you. I am more aware lately. I'm enjoying my life more. I think it's because I get to live it with you."

You were speechless. Even though he didnt't look at you throughout his somewhat confession, you could still feel the genuine feeling behind each word he said. You chuckled, not knowing what to say.

"Wow, I… didn't know you thought of me like this. I'm touched." you said, half in a whisper, half in a giggle, still processing what had been said to you.

It was Hyunjin's turn to laugh lightheartedly to your words, the meaning of his speech sinking in meanwhile he slowly realised what was happening to him, to you both.

"What do you even know…"

Later on, you'd finally realise what he meant with those last words. For now, he was enjoying, aware of the warmth your body radiated towards him. Because now he knew he liked the way you cared for him and why he'd have a smile whenever you crossed his mind. It's because he loves every detail about you, every flaw, quality and insecurity. Above all, he loved you, and now he knew it.

Feedbacks and reblogs are always appreciated!

Header by @cafekitsune as always

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of-many-fandomss · 5 months

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Mob!AU with Pietro Maximoff x Stark!daughter reader? Either they’re from rival mafias or Pietro works for the Stark family, whatever you think works best. Maybe a Romeo & Juliet vibe where they see each in secret, but with a happier ending?

AHHH IM OBSESSED WITH THIS- THANK YOU FOR REQUESTING

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“Guess who,” That infuriatingly flirtatious voice floated into your ear, the breath of its owner hot against the back of your neck.

“Stop,” You huffed, trying to push yourself out of the arm he had slid around your waist, not playing into his game. You ignored the butterflies that had erupted in your stomach and the fire that lingered wherever he touched, “We can’t do this right now.”

Pietro smirked down at you as you pivoted to look at him, an all too familiar glint of mischief lingering in his eyes, “I couldn’t think of a better place.” He tried to play it off innocently, but you knew better.

You rolled your eyes and crossed your arms over your chest, desperately trying to convey that you were annoyed at being pulled into a random supply closet you had been walking past on your way to the kitchen. He didn’t need to know how the crammed conditions to him were making you feel.

“My dad will actually kill you, Maximoff.” You tsked, “We already know that he’s just looking for an excuse to do it.”

It was then his turn to roll his eyes, though there was a great playfulness about him as he did so, “Psh, we both know I’m his favorite employee.”

Employee was a loose term for deadly assassin.

And while Pietro might not be Tony’s favorite, he definitely was one of the biggest assets.

“No,” You poked his chest, the task itself not being difficult considering you had mere inches apart between you two already, “We both know that you enjoy pissing him off a little too much.”

“The don would’ve killed me long ago if that’s what he had wanted.” The man gently took your hand off his chest and held it in his own, squeezing it once.

You sighed irritably, eyes fluttering shut as you suddenly softened and spoke, “We can’t keep sneaking around like this, Piet.”

He smirked, leaning close and beginning to leave a trail of kisses along your exposed neck- you, unable to help yourself, sighing slightly and titling your head back as he did so.

“And why not?” He muttered against your skin, “It’s so much fun.”

Before he could get much further, you got ahold of yourself and mustered every bit of strength that you could to gently push him away.

His eyebrows furrowed momentarily as you gingerly took his face in your hands, making him look you in the eyes.

“I don’t want to keep sneaking around anymore.” You clarified in a whisper.

For once, the man was silent, his eyes searching yours for some unknown purpose.

After a few moments, he finally breathed out, “I don’t either.”

“Good.” You took his hands into yours, being the one to squeeze them this time, almost eagerly, “Then let’s not. I’m tired of acting as if I don’t know you whenever we’re in the same room as others.”

Pietro carefully detached one of his hands from yours and swept a stray piece of hair behind your ears, “Weren’t you just the one saying that your dad will kill me?”

“I won’t let him.” You promised earnestly.

He was silent for another moment before he leaned in and softly captured your lips against his, “Then let’s do it.” He breathed out when he pulled away, “No more hiding. No more lies.”

A genuine smile broke out onto your face, “I can’t wait.”

#mafia!pietro #pietro maximoff blurb #pietro maximoff x reader #avengers blurb

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c4rm3nn--hq · 1 month

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if possible, maybe something like the reader telling q about past sh (self-harm) and him reassuring them and saying that he still loves them?

(first time requesting, did I do it right help?)

" 𝑻𝒆 𝒂𝒎𝒐 𝒎𝒖𝒄𝒉𝒐, 𝑨𝒎𝒐𝒓"

A/n:I'm going to do more of a headcannon style since you didn't specify

Use of they/them pronouns can be read as she/her or he/him

Warnings: Mentions of self harm, visible scars

You had been clean for quite some time now. All that was left were the scars, they weren't to obvious but you could see them if you had someone pay attention to you in the way Alex did.

He knew they were there. He didn't bother to ask about them. He knew if you wanted to open up and tell him, you would.

It was until one night you caught him staring at them, you quickly moved to cover them. Alex sighed and grabbed your hand back up and held it.

You looked up at him.

"You know..you made me a lot happier.."

He looked at you deeply. Taking in every part of you.

"Really?"

You let out a quick soft laugh, Maybe a giggle.

"Yeah, I used to..well obviously you can tell, but I used to want to just not exist anymore, I hated life I hated myself, I mean you can see it..." You said gesturing to the marks across you,"...who couldn't see them, they're hideous, I remember after seeing the scars thinking 'no one could love someone with scars like this'," Your voice choked at the end, threatening a sob.

Alex looked at you with his dark eyes confused on how the person in front of him could talk about not being lovable.

"Mi amor, anyone who wouldn't love you for that would be crazy. And they are not 'hideous'," he said rubbing his hands up and down your scars. "You are the most... gorgeous, amazing, perfect, caring, human being I've ever fucking met, so don't ever think otherwise about you self 'kay Mi Corazón?"

Tears filled up into your eyes and began to spill, yes of course Alex reminded you of those things everyday, morning, noon, and night but never in that way.

He picked you up and held you rubbing his hand up and down your back.

"Te amo mucho, amor, por favor nunca lo olvides ni dejes que nada te haga pensar diferente,"

And in that moment you had felt so peculiar that maybe the pain wouldn't be forevermore.

He held you all night, all week, all year, new years day to the next new years eve.

Forever and always.

Neither of you would let go.

✩✰✩✰✩✰✩✰✩✰✩✰✩✰✩✰✩✰✩✰✩✰✰✩✰✩

AHHH TYSM FOR READING

request are open

#quackity x reader #quackity x y/n #quackity angst #quackity fanfic #quackity x #quackity headcannons #quackity qsmp #qsmp quacki #quackity smut #quackity #alex quackity

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fatuismooches · 6 months

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Hello smooches, its 🥝 anon. I'm sorry for not popping up on ur inbox for a very long time again (health issues, again.) i hope that you are doing well! I see so many Dotty's rambling when i scroll down a bit and honestly i can't wait to read all of it 🙏🛐 (and also hoping to see just a bit of Capitano content from u-)

So.. Remember when i said last time that i have a brainrot about Capitano's Childhood Crush with fragile!reader? In ur Capitano Childhood Crush fic, reader always sends a lot of letters to him but he never recieved them, right? (It was disheartening, just like what u said on the fic..) And, Well..

Imagine that all of the letters are about reader telling him about their conditions, their illness getting worse and worse, until the last one about reader wanting to see him again for last time..

When Capitano wanted to see them again, he sends some of his Fatui agents to search for reader whereabouts (since it would be too dangerous for reader's safety if he is the one who come to them, also he never see them among the crowds for a very long time whenever he and his troops came back, reader always come to see him..).

Now, imagine his reaction when his agents told him that reader is already dead a long time ago or when he finally found all of reader's letters 😔

I'm trying to make my ask not too long, æügh 😩😭 i'm sorry if its messy- 😭 anyways, sending virtual hugs for u smooches for still feeding us Harbinger content for more than a year now 🤗💞🛐 as always, bless u and ur big brain writings

-a rotten 🥝 anon

(Also recently, i saw an "early" story leak about the next region on twt that we will have Dottore boss fight in Natlan instead of Capitano. Idk if its true or not, but if its true.. then, i guess you guys Dottore lovers better prepare for him now 👀 i want to see some C6R5 Dotty mains here)

HI 🥝 ANON!! I MISSED YOU! And don't worry about popping in! I want you to take care of yourself first above all! I hope you enjoy the plentiful Dottore brainrots though :3 (and i promise to post some Capitano brainrots. Just for you.) BUT AHHH THIS BRAINROT... WHY ARE YOU MAKING ME SAD. (Yes, I remember when I put that in my fic! I can't believe it was so long ago though- you made me go back and reread it 😭)

Imagine if you live in a secluded part of Snezhnaya. It's quiet and pretty with only the servants in the house to keep you company. Capitano let you stay here instead of the mansion because staying in that big house without him would probably make you sadder. Though you are already sad without him, it's a bit better. But you spend a lot of time writing him letters. It was a habit of yours, telling him what you've done all this time even though he's not here. Some letters get sent, some don't. But you always put the happier stuff in the letters that get sent to him. He's out doing a lot of hard work, you don't want to bother him with your illness! Though anyone could see the lingering sadness in your letters. However, the battlefield is a tough place and the long distance doesn't help your case. Things are bound to get lost and go missing. So you're left waiting, and waiting, and waiting for your husband's replies that never come... Eventually, you stop sending them, instead keeping them in a box.

Although Capitano is busy with his mission, he wonders why you haven't reached out to him. Amidst the war and battle, he does look forward to your sweet letters, perhaps your handwriting may not be the best, but he loves to see how his darling is doing. He of course focuses on his duties, but he always thinks of you. So it wouldn't hurt to send an agent to report on you, since clearly communication isn't the best right now. When the soldier arrives and hears of your demise, he isn't sure how to break the news to his Harbinger. All he can do is hope that the letter makes it to him after the battle is over, so morale isn't too down. And it does. The Fatui win this battle, and the letter comes just in time. Ah, finally he can see how you're doing, Capitano thinks. But when he reads the first sentence, he's... well, I can't explain his emotions very well. Empty would be a good word. Why? Why didn't he know? Couldn't something have been done? You were find before he left, how did your condition worsen that quickly?

He won't know, because he won't ever hear your voice again.

AND YEAHHH i saw that leak too but. To be honest i don't really believe it, a bunch of story leaks have turned out to be trolls so tbh i don't really pay attention to them anymore, especially when they're so far into the future 😅 But my c6r1 Arlie savings are going strong right now! (400 wishes >:)

#smooches talks #🥝 anon #fragile reader <3 #capitano love notes <3 #ughhh i want dottore so bad :(( I LOVE HIM SM #I NEED HIM ON MY TEAMMM #but i hope you are doing well too anon! im sending even more hugs! 🫂#and thank YOU for sticking around for so long! i greatly appreciate that 🥺❤️❤️

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blueberrypancakesworld · 9 months

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I have a request, can you write about Carlisle and his werewolf wife who’s rowdy and loud and loves to play fight with him? She also has long back length dreadlocks that she loves when he tugs them to get her attention? If not feel free to delete!

Carlisle - Strong and Playful

warning : fluf, no use of Y/n

masterlist

Info : Ahhh I'm so excited my first Twilight request and for Carlisle I could not be happier (also the gif is just everything). I hope you like it and have fun reading dear anon. Everyone else have fun reading too...especially the Carlisle-Fans

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Carlisle Cullen one of the vammpire had a past of which he is not proud. But everyone had already heard of him the former friend and member of the Volturi for several hundred years until he turned away a way that vampires normally did not go.

A time in which humans, vampires and werewolves could not live together and it was especially not allowed. A vampire who traveled around for many years and in that time met hundreds and thousands of humans and vampires.

People who came and went they died, the vampires survived died only sometimes when the Volturi killed them. But over the hundreds he made many contacts. Built a kind of network and survived. Until a time at a time in the new century in which he found himself again.

The people knew how to help themselves with machines was the beginning of something big and Carlisle and the other vampires got the development of the people exactly.

Got with how another kind was also on the march. Their enemies the warm, living, the werewolves. But it was a time when he also met someone whom, according to the vampires' laws, he was not allowed to meet.

The night over the adjacent forest of the big city was bright and the moon lit his way. Since the night had fallen, the vampire had a savory smell around him. Smelled a mixture of the forest, the wind and the wood with a hint of game. It was something he had not smelled before.

What it was did not seem to be human, humans smelled different and yet the blond vampire was curious and went out of his house and into the forest. Did not use his fast speed did not want to scare whatever was in the forest.

After several minutes he arrived at the edge of the forest smelled again this smell and went further inside. Saw everything around me, heard the crackling of the undergrowth, the call of the owls and the animals.

But there was something else, something else coming towards him. It came closer to him and he could not see it. ,,Hello, is anyone here?" he asked into the forest, looked around and saw a shadow roaming in the forest.

Someone was here, but it could not be a human, a human was not so fast, because only a vampire could see it. Before a growl was heard and out of the thicket jumped out a rier wolf.

But it was too late, he could not dodge fast enough and went down. Fear flooded through him fear that the mouth of the beast closed around his head and killed him.

Instead, the beast licked him across the face and slowly got off him. ,,What? A werewolf...that won't kill a vampire?" he asked, sitting up slowly, not wanting to pose a threat to the beast. He still had the fear that something could happen.

But to his surprise the animal disappeared behind the dense trees only to emerge a few moments later in her human form. ,,Beautiful" escaped the vampire who looked at the woman in the moonlight.

Her form had changed to that of a human woman, the eyes in the unnatural color of the wolf and yet radiated a wildness. The almost cheeky smile on her lips and the black long dreadlocks that seemed to reach to her back. It was everything to him, seemed everything to him in his eternal life.

She was beautiful. So beautiful that he hardly noticed how his cold dead heart almost began to beat again. How he feeled almost embarressed how she watched him and how he could not look away. In her eyes the acceptance was found again. The acceptance that she had fallen for a vampire. That her beast had settled on a vampire. It was an unusual love that lasted and lasted for the time.

And together they entered this time, left the city and built a new house. In which they lived together, isolated from the world, having only each other.

As well as a handful of selected friends who consisted mainly of their old pack and Carlisle escape friends. It quickly became clear that she was the louder of the two, louder and more boorish than the vampire.

But for Carlisle, this was all a hearty change in his life, his life that had been so dark for so long. ,,I'm back, little bat! I hope you're ready!" she called through the house as she arrived again, a trip in her wolf form was refreshing.

Going further into the house she smelled that he was not there. At least until she noticed a small tug on her hair and heard a smirk.

He was there, hiding in the shadows and running around at his vampire speed, knowing that she would not meet him in her normal form. She felt the excitement of the fight. ,,So, playing?" she asked, looking around happily before running out of the house. She heard the breeze that passed her by and again the slight tug on her hair.

Before she got into her wolf form and finally saw the vampire properly and ran after him her jaws closed around the branches and trunks he threw at her and she just bit them.

She howled and jumped again and again from one ledge to another until she brought him to the ground, licked him again and howled when she heard his laughter and his ,,I give up" as she slowly walked away from him. Only to chase after him again the next moment as he continued to run and their fight dragged on.

A fight they liked to make until the sun was already setting in the sky again and they went laughing back to the house. They jumped over everywhere and ran in their human form laughing and screaming with joy.

While Carlisle drove again and again over her hair strands and gave her gentle kisses. ,,My loud she-wolf" he murmured and pulled her into an intimate embrace before she let her fingers wander over his torso and he put his against her hair.

A kiss was shared between them before the vampire took her in his arms with a jerk and they both went back to the house. A love for eternity, a strong love. A love between a werewolf and a vampire.

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#twilight #twilight saga #twilight movies #carlisle cullen #twilight carlisle #carlisle x reader #reader is female #carlisle cullen x reader #request

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stormflypirateskin · 1 year

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hiii! i’ve been reading your lasts works and they’re so lovely i wanted to request something (‘: would you mind doing overworked 707 falling asleep on readers’s arms? thank youu ♡

Overworked Saeyoung Falling Asleep On Reader's Arms!

Ahhh, a request!! Thank you so much for requesting, I hope you like this! I had fun making it! Tell me if there was something you didn't like and I can rewrite it.^^

I'm still a bit sick currently but I have the energy to start writing again~

You knew that Saeyoung wasn't exactly the type that rests, especially when he is overworking himself.

He had gotten a new job on Jumin's company, mostly the security or other work which some of them he worked at home.

Thankfully he tended to finish his work quite fast so he was always by your side through the rest of the day. But this was the first time he had a big task and was overworking himself in his room!

You tried constantly to get him to take breaks and even bringing him food and water so he doesn't collapse right there and he would only give you a smile and tell you that he would finish soon.

Not really liking that, you wanted to try once again, last time you saw him, he was already looking like he hasn't taken a break in months now. It made you feel sad that he wasn't taking care of himself.

A sigh left your lips as you went inside the room and found him hunched over at his desk. Slowly, you made your way towards him and rested your hand on his shoulder, which made him jump slightly before relaxing as he saw you.

"Ahh, Y/N! What brings my special angel here~?" It was cute how he was attempting to flirt but you could see how tired he was close enough. Even though he was exhausted, he still made your heart skip a beat.

"You. You need to take a break, Saeyoung." You said immediately, your soft eyes were enough to get his heart racing and his face blushing. "I know you have a lot of work but seeing you so overworked worries me." You had grabbed one of his hands as spoke.

He let out a soft exhale as he looked down, quite embarrassed. You were right, if he continued on with how he was currently, he won't be able to get off his chair from exhaustion.

"Please? Even for a while?" Your pleading eyes made his face the same color as his hair. "G-Gahh..!! T-Too cute.. alright alright!! I surrender..!! I can't resist you.. haha.." He let out a shaky laugh as he let himself get dragged out of his chair by you.

The redhead didn't even realize himself how bad his back had gotten, he couldn't help but stretch, eyes widening a bit as he realized how much time had passed. Focusing back on you, he felt warm as you laid down on the bed and gestured to him to lay down as well.

Saeyoung slowly climbed over you before lowering himself and laying fully on top of you, trying his best not to hurt you or anything. Thanks to how soft and warm you were, he was able to relax his muscles some more. Taking off his glasses before his head was exactly over where he hears your heartbeat, making him blush some more.

"You're so waaaaaarmmm.. and cuteeee.. and pretttttyyyyyy.." He smiled as he nuzzled his head on you, smiling wider now that you are so close to him. Just being here with him is enough to make him feel so soft and warm and so comfortable like this.

His muscles were starting to rest and Saeyoung completely melted when you reached out and gently rubbed his shoulders, making him let out a sigh of relief as he literally started to purr like a real cat.

"You are so good at.. this.." He closed his eyes slowly as he let you do your magic. His purring slowing down as you felt his breathing and him staying still. He felt like he was on cloud nine as he rested in your arms. You are the only one who makes him feel so nice, so warm.

It wasn't long before you heard a soft snore coming from him and you melted right there completely. He had fallen asleep! On you! He really deserved the rest after all the work he did and you couldn't be happier than seeing him get the rest he needs.

He also looks so cute while he sleeps. You reached a hand out to stroke his curly hair gently, not wanting to wake him up. It made you grin happily as he nuzzled more into you.

You loved this man so much and you knew that he loved you back, too. It was cute how you made each other feel like this and you two couldn't be happier.

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samyanggs · 1 year

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can you please do yandere headcannons for heimdall and buddha? (also srry if I did this wrong, it’s my first time requesting for anything)

ahhh sorry I just got out of school and is currently going home. Ty for the request! And you’re fine! I can do heimdall and Buddha Yandere headcanons. Ive got a headache tho so sorry if some of these doesn’t make sense I’ll edit it later on after my headache is gone (I can barely think rn so I’m sorry if this isn’t done to your liking)

Warnings: gore(?), mentions of violence(?), manipulation(?), mentions/implied kidnapping, and others (I don’t support any of these actions done in this, this is just for entertainment for fictional characters)

Yandere headcanons

Buddha

Where did you come from and why were you so goddamn pretty? EVERYTIME he saw you or talked to you he got even more mesmerised by you. You even went out of your way to get him some sweets to snack on. You were perfect, at least in his eyes. You deserved everything so he did whatever he could for you. And you only.

He absolutely hated seeing somebody other than him talk, flirt or even look at you. If they went missing the next day after looking at you? He totally didn’t have anything to do with it.. totally.. anyways how was your day?

Someone touched you? Even if it was a friendly touch? No. Nobody can touch you nobody but Buddha at least.. he’ll allow family members and close friends but if anyone gets too close or goes a bit too far? Gone, and maybe dead the next day.

God you were plaguing his mind and he couldn’t stop thinking about you. He wanted, craved and needed your touch. Doesn’t matter where, his hand? His arm? His head? He doesn’t mind. He just wants you.

He will actually give and devote his entire being to you if it meant that you would be with him forever. Numerous thoughts came to his mind EVERYTIME he thought about you. All of them, needy, wanting and craving for you.

You recently got a boyfriend? Oh. Seems that he was too late.. maybe he should just give up? … HAH never. He’s never going to give you up. You’re his and he’s yours. It goes both ways. If you already took his heart (despite unknowingly) he might as well take your heart too.. literally or metaphorically? yes.

Oh no.. your boyfriend broke up with you.. and now you’re crying in his arms.. would you like to stay with me? Do you need anything? You deserve someone better. He said hugging you, whispering in your ear. He comforted you. He made himself keep a straight and sympathetic face but he honestly couldn’t be any happier. Now that, that.. that person was out of the picture he might have a chance.

Let me take care of you. I can do it for you. Let me do it. He did everything for you.. everything that someone like a boyfriend would do to be exact. Was he doing this on purpose? Perhaps, but it was working, you started to become easily flustered, blushing and stuttering mess around him. You’re finally his. And only his.

Heimdall

Uhh hellooooo? Who were you exactly? And why did you catch his interest so goddamn fast with those amazing looks of yours? You seemed like a good person and you were so adorable and cute.. he couldn’t just let you go like that. He went up to you and made conversation and he was right. You were an amazing person AND you were cute and adorable, well to him at least.

He made sure to talk to you everyday until you got closer to him. You were in his mind 24/7 without stop, he even started dreaming about you! You were so perfect and you both fitted together like a puzzle piece.. you guys just clicked. He’d be damned if he couldn’t have you.

He saw someone talking to you and he got jealous.. maybe too jealous because the next thing he knew he had somebody tied up to a chair in his basement. The next, he was picking up a metal bat and beating the shit out of the guy. He put down the bat soon after thinking that it was enough for now and warned the guy if he ever tried to go near you, warn you, look at you or even breath the same air as you that he’d kill him. The guy quickly agreed, afraid of heimdall.

He loved seeing you smile so he tried his best to make you smile whenever. He wanted, needed, craved and lived for your smile. He will sell his soul to you if it meant that you would keep smiling so pleasantly to him.

He was so terribly jealous once he found out that you found a lover. However, just to make you happy he endured the pain, jealousy and rage that he had in his body anytime he saw or heard your boyfriends name.

Your boyfriend cheated on you? Ok. Now your boyfriend was hurting you? It was bad when you both were together anyways but now he’s cheating on you? Thats the trigger. He comforted you, holding you close relishing in your warmth and touch whispering sweet nothings to you as he planned out how he was going to murder talk to him.

If your “boyfriend” suddenly disappeared the next day, he had no idea on who did it! He swears! But it was okay now. At least your boyfriend won’t hurt you anymore. A small price to pay for your happiness..

#record of ragnarok #buddha snv #buddha x reader #ror buddha #ror buddha x reader #ror x reader #snv #snv buddha #heimdall #heimdall x reader #snv heimdall #heimdall snv #heimdall ror #ror heimdall #ror heimdall x reader

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folklorebae · 2 years

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𝐈𝐧𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐦 𝐀𝐔 - 𝐇𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐲𝐦𝐨𝐨𝐧 𝐀𝐯𝐞𝐧𝐮𝐞

Cast(s): Timeskip!Suna Rintarou & MSBYManager!Reader

Cw: Suggestive, swearing, reader is using she/her pronouns

A/n: The girls in pictures are for references only and I do not own any of these pics (except the 4th one, it's mine) and video, credit to their respective owner. (This is repost)

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yourinstagram the disastrous life of suna y/n

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sunaln.daily Your dog is so cuteee🥺🥺🥺

ynspaperairplane I kinda miss your blonde hair era :(

↳yourinstagram REALLY?? PROMISE YOU I'LL BRING THE BLONDE HAIR ERA BACK NEXT MONTH!

yourbestfriend Doesn't look disastrous to me😴

↳yourinstagram BRO HE LITERALLY SHOUTED "Y/N WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU OUR FLIGHT IS IN 8 HOURS" A SECOND AFTER THIS PIC TAKEN

ynfan1 Sucks to be his wife, wanna be my wife instead?

↳yourinstagram I'd love to😁

↳rintarosuna 😀👍

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rintarousuna JPN - IDN ✈️

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yourinstagram Damn, I look cute. Ilysm😘

↳rintarousuna Wdym? you always look cute to me

↳yourinstagram 😳

↳yourinstagram Shut up rin, we literally sitting across each other

↳sunalntimes Modern-day Romeo and Juliet🤔

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ejpboysupdate OMG OMG ARE THEY GOING ON THEIR HONEYMOON?!?!?

sunalnupdates OMG HAVE A SWEET HONEYMOON MOM, DAD!

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itsunaln Suna and Y/N arriving in Ngurah Rai Airport, Bali!

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sunascamera They just flew thousand miles away from tokyo and still look good😩❤️

sunafan1 "Suna and Y/N" you're not wrong tho but yeah, both of them are Suna now😭

↳itsunaln SKSKSK YES I KNOW BUT I JUST CAN'T CALL HIM RIN/RINTAROU. IT FEELS WEIRD😭

sunafan2 AHHH THEY'RE SO ADORABLE😭❤️

↳ynfan2 IKR😭

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lnsweets and ynln.com Y/N via Instagram Story!

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sunafan3 ok google, how to be y/n l/n

ynfan3 God, when is my time😭

sunafan4 *insert that tiktok sound* it's not fair not fair not fair Not Fair NOT FAIR

↳sunafan4 Oh and another one that sounds like "HOW. DOES IT FEEL. TO LIVE MY DREAM? AGGHHHHH"

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fakesunayn SMACK MY A$$ LIKE A DRUM🥵❤️‍🔥💥💢

Fun fact: finally, me and rin will not get a sin for having sex

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fakelnrintarou May God forgive us for all mistakes we've made in the past🙏

↳fakesunayn Amen!

privbestfriend Didn't know Bali was cold

↳fakesunayn Bitch, there's a technology called "air conditioner". Plus, I wore something cute underneath😊🙏

notyukieee Looking hot, bestie😍

↳fakesunayn YUKIEE BESTIEE!! I MISSED YOU!!

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fakelnrintarou The only goddess I worship

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fakesunayn You've never been to heaven, have you?

↳fakelnrintarou Show around me pls🤲

thebettertwin @fakesunayn Ik you're having fun rn. But don't let your so-called husband know about msby new strategy.

↳fakesunayn Trust me, msby will always in my heart😘

↳fakelnrintarou 👁👄👁

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sunalnupdates Suna via Instagram Story!

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sunafan5 OH TO BE CALLED "MY WIFE" BY SUNA FUCKING RINTAROU

↳sunafan6 IKR, IM SO FUCKING JEALOUS OF HER😭😭😭

ynfan4 I don't think they could be more happier. I'm jealous but happy at the same time😭

sunarin.daily Bestie, let's get married and go to Bali!

↳sunalnupdates Ok, brb gotta pack my stuffs

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yourinstagram sunset, kuta, you.

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rintarousuna Another candid pic, I see...

↳yourinstagram 🤫🤫🤫

↳sunalntimes OMG PARENTS!!! PLS ADOPT ME😭❤️

bokutokoutaro MSBY Goes To Bali in 2023?

↳yourinstagram No need to ask, cuz the answer is YES!

antiyn1 Idk why he married you, your not that special lmao

↳yourinstagram *you're

↳rintarousuna Anyways, here's the recipe for brownies:

1/2 cup butter

2 eggs

1 cup sugar

1/3 cup cocoa powder

2 teaspoon vanilla extract

1/2 cup flour

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rintarousuna fallin' all in you

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yourinstagram <33

↳lnsweets I LOVE MY ONLINE PARENTS SO MUCH ❤️❤️❤️

↳itsunaln ADOPT ME!! I CAN BE THE PLANT

ynfan5 And if I only could, I'd make a deal with God and I'd get him to swap our places

↳rintarousuna pls don't❤️

sunafan7 I LOVE YOU TWO MORE THAN LIFE ITSELF

sunarin.daily THROWING MYSELF OFF A CLIFF BCS THIS IS TOO CUTE:))

sunafan8 Manifesting this for myself🤡

↳sunafan9 Let's manifest together bestie🙏

#haikyuu #haikyuu!!#hq #hq x reader #haikyuu x reader #haikyuu x f!reader #haikyuu smau #haikyuu suna #suna rintarou #suna x reader #suna x female reader #suna x f!reader #suna smau

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the-fiction-witch · 4 months

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Mummy P17

Media TMR X PHYSCO 1960s

Character Newt

Couple Newt X Reader

Rating Sad / Spooky/ Dark AF

Warnings stuff gets... bad, / rape/ sexual crimes/ sexual assult/ abuse/

I kneeled on the bathroom rug retching into the toilet bowl I had given up counting the days since discovering I was pregnant but it seemed like every time I looked down my stomach had grown bigger, I knew time was running out, each time my stomach grew even an inch I knew we had less time to find out way out before baby would be born.

Newt had woken up with me and he gently put my hair into a braid to keep it out of my face, soothing his hands on my back, often muttering sweet things to me to try and help me feel better.

I got a moment of rest so I moved to sit on the rug and leaned my back against the bathtub

"You weren't this bad with JR"

"I know. I don't know why, but everything is just double as intense as with JR."

"Double?"

"Sure feels like it."

"No. You- you can't be-"

"What?"

"Double as intense. Could be... double, Babies."

"Newt that's not how that works"

"You have been saying it's a lot worse, more intense, your stomach has been growing so much faster than it ever did with Jr" he says moving his hand to my stomach "Do you want me to?"

"Try," I nodded

"I'll be gentle" he reassured kissing my forehead he carefully pushed his hand on my stomach doing his best to feel across my stomach

"ahhh" I hissed

"I'm sorry. I don't want to hurt you" he says "One little one" he says and moves slightly to the other side "Two little ones." He says "I- I'm not the smartest boy and I could be wrong but I think there might be two"

"Two. Okay... two. That certainly means we are going to need some more things"

"We definitely will do."

"I'm sorry newt"

"Sorry? what on earth are you sorry for sugar cookie? If it's not true it's fine we get one little baby nothing will change if it is true and we get two, then we get two little ones to love." he smiled "I couldn't be happier if we get more little ones"

"You do?"

"of course. I know it can't.... replace JR. Nothing ever will but it'll be nice to have, like our own little family"

"It will be newt" I smiled giving him a sweet kiss "I just hope they don't have to know this place"

"I hope so too. you ready to get back to bed now?"

"I think I need some juice from downstairs before bed"

"You get to bed I'll get it for you"

"It's alright I can go"

"Then at least let me come with you sugar cookie"

"I'll be fine newt" I smiled he helped me to my feet but stopped me before I reached the door

"What if she's downstairs." He says

"I'm just getting juice newt."

"Yeah... you were just getting a drink last time." he says "I don't trust her alone with you. Not for a moment. Not after what she's done."

"Okay, we'll go down together."

"Okay, hold my hand and please don't let go"

"I won't I promise" I smiled holding his hand tightly before we left the bathroom

Newt held my hand in a tight grip, as we headed down the corridor and down the stairwell. We both breathed a sigh of relief when we found the living room and kitchen empty, "You check the door I'll make you some juice" Newt said kissing my head

"Get the stuff out for waffles too"

"I will do Sugarcube" he smiled as he headed to the kitchen, I went and did our usual check of the door, the windows, the usual places we always checked but found nothing useful to us, I checked the chairs but all had been used to try and open the door so much if we used them any more they'd break, I checked the sofa and table but they where bolted to the floor as much as I hate Ava she was smart everything is bolted and screwed down so we couldn't move things. I stopped a moment as I saw a shoe box on the table, it was dusty with a few cobwebs on it I sat down where she usually sits and I opened the box finding it filled to the brim with pictures mostly polaroids of newts before I knew him, pictures of him playing, of him in the tub, of him with a man I could only guess was Janson and of course ava I moved deeper into the box finding a small box of his teeth, cuttings of his hair, little things she had collected over his life, I found a small hospital bracelet for WCKD Hospital Maternity department with a date across it

06/ 09 / 1939 Inpatient -

For a moment I was puzzled but the piece of paper I found under it, a strong cream cardstock with watermarks and shiny holograms meaning it was official, it was a birth certificate.

Birth: 07/ 09 / 1939 11:00am

Sex: Male

Given name/s: Isaac Lewis

Family Name: Anderson

Mother: Liza Anderson

Father: Simon Anderson

"Newt?" I asked

"Yeah?" He asked as he came over with my juice

"Look," I told him handing him the paper

"Uhhh... Isaac? Who's Isaac?"

"I think... that's you."

"me?"

"I think so."

"1939? That can't be I'd be- that would-"

"Make you Thirty years old newt."

"I'm thirty!"

"Apparently"

"Why wouldn't my mother have told me that?"

"I don't know, maybe if she made sure you didn't know how old you were you'd never grow up"

"How old are you?"

"What?"

"I can't believe I never asked how old are you?!"

"Uhh I'd be twenty-five now."

"I hope I'm not too old for you"

"I'll make an exception" I smiled giving him a kiss

"Liza Anderson, You think that's my mother's name?"

"I guess it must be, I remember her saying your father's name was Simon."

"Simon, Simon Anderson. I never met him, I wonder if he was a nice man?"

"I hope he was," I said doing my best not to speak given I knew more than I should

"I feel like I've heard the name Liza, once before."

"Maybe my mother told you once?"

"Maybe. I don't remember"

"What is going on!" Her voice shouted as she rushed down the stairs we quickly tried to hide that we had seen what was in the box but it was too late "You! you wicked little girl how dare you look into my personal things!" she screamed coming to me and grabbing my hair forcing me down by the fire

"You will not touch her!" Newt yelled forcing his mother from me and standing between us as tears welled up "why didn't you tell me?"

"Tell you what? Whatever she's told you are lies!"

"Paperwork doesn't lie mother!" He yelled back freezing her in place "All this time... and not once did you tell me his name. How many nights did I beg you to tell me about my father! I begged you for anything you could tell me, anything you could show me, anything at all. Not once you told me his name. I never knew the name of my father let alone the family name I should have!"

"He didn't want you! we had to go it alone my little baby that's why I never told you he didn't want you he didn't he left us-"

"I still wanna know! Whether or not he wanted me is irrelevant I begged you to tell me his name and you never did. You never told me Our family name. you never even told me my real birthday!"

"Of course I did-"

"I'm thirty years old!" He shouted "and I didn't even know that. you kept all of this from me for thirty years."

"I- I hadn't realized it had been so long-"

"yes you did. Don't lie to me and tell me you didn't" He said "You never even told me my name... Let me guess my father picked it so as soon as he was gone you changed it?"

"why should I keep what that bastard called you! you were mine. mine alone. so I picked my baby a better name"

"My father named me. and you hid that from me. The only thing that could have kept me close to a man I never got to meet. And you... In your stubborn greed changed it. to something you'd prefer. Hid the reality away hoping I'd never find it."

"Newt dartling-"

"My name is Isaac! and you knew it. all this time, You've lied to me. You've hurt me. you've hurt the woman I love. I shouldn't even have her here with me if it wasn't for you!" He yelled tears streaming

"I'm sorry my dartling I truly am-"

"no! No you're not sorry you can never be sorry for this!" He yelled, "Unlock the door."

"What?" she asked

"Unlock the front door. Tell me where the key is and open the door. We're leaving."

"No- No you can't leave me" she begged to try to hug him but he forced her away

"OPEN THE DOOR!" He screamed, "Open the door, Now. and let us go or I will force it open and I don't care what I break."

"You can't leave"

"I warned you. and I gave you more chance when you deserved. Open the door. Or else."

"You can't leave me" she cried

"Fine" He snapped as he marched to the table picked up the strongest of the chairs and threw it with all his strength at the front door and I heard the clink of a broken door lock, the door still bolted but this proved the door would open but before he could land another blow I screamed as she grabbed my hair and dress forcing my face inches from the flames of the fire "Let her go!"

"Drop. the chair Darling"

"You hurt her I'll use this on you"

"You wouldn't dream to hurt your mummy newtie"

"Wanna bet?" he asked "Let. Her. go."

"You won't leave, without your precious little wife" She said she grabbed a scarf that had been left over the sofa and used it to tie my hands so tight I had no escape she forced me to the basement door unlocking it and opening the door with a creek "You open that door she goes with the rest of your broken toys"

"Let her go. and I'll put the chair down. That fair?"

"Alrtight" she smiled before she threw my body down the stairs hitting the washing machine at the bottom it was a miracle nothing was broken or at least I didn't think it was

"Y/N!" Newt yelled dropping the chair and bolting down the stairs to hold me "Arte you okay?"

"Yeah, I think so" I nodded

"You will not leave me." Her voice said and as we turned she stood at the top locking the door to the rest of the house with a butcher knife in her hand

"Put the knife down" he tried to reason with her

"You will not leave me" she muttered tears falling as she came down the stairs putting the knife at a point forcing us to step back until my back hit the ice cold of the basement room.

"You're my mother. I don't want to hurt you. But if you don't let us go-"

"You will not leave me!" she screamed grabbing the door behind us forcing it open and kicking us inside so our bodies landed on the floor before we could get to court feet she rushed in and picked up the chains that used to hold me all those years ago she used one to connect my ankle to the left wall and the other to connect newts wrist to the right wall we tried to fight but it was too late we tried to reach for once another but fully stretched we were only an inch apart "You're my baby. I don't want to hurt you. I've never wanted to hurt you. But the man she had made you... is not my son anymore. Both of you still stay down here until your attitude is adjusted" she said

"Let us go!" I screamed "Please!"

"Let her go, you can keep me here forever if that's what you want but please... please just let y/n go." Newt begged

"I will give you three chances. if by the third your attitudes are not adjusted... you can join your son by the roses" she said before she slammed the door locking it behind her.

I sat my body weak and tried, we hadn't eaten, we had barely slept, and all the while I was stretched as far as possible but still we could not hold one another. I don't know how long we had been down here but the days had lost meaning, she would visit to torment us to ask us if we were willing to submit to her and her rules but we would not, she would give us the scraps of food and water enough to keep us alive and nothing more, she had beaten us, tortured us, and things I would not dare to recall, mostly to me as a way to hurt him, but he was not left unscathed either by her horrors, we knew the next time she came would be our third chance... and we knew what would happen when we denied her again.

"My mother is a monster..."

"I mean-"

"No. there is nothing else. She is a monster." He explained, "And all this time I never knew... I... I just thought my mother was normal, that this was normal, that my life was normal..."

"I-I'm sorry newt."

"Sorry? Sugar cookie you open my eyes. Without you... I'd have become my mother. I would have lived thinking she was normal, thinking all this was how life was meant to be," He said tears slipping down his face, "Without you... I'd be a monster worse than her."

"I don't think that's true,"

"No?"

"No. Even in the deepest of her madness, you have always had... at least a shred of humility, I do not think you would have been a monster worse than her... I think even without me, In time you would have seen her for what she is." I explained, "I am sorry I revealed it-"

"Don't be. Please don't be sorry for what you've done. you let me see beyond the silk and softness I viewed my mother and showed me her spikes." He explained, "To think of all she has done to me, all I thought was normal." He cried,

"Newt-"

"I am a thirty-year-old man, I have never met my father, I have never been outside this fucking house! My mother has coddled me and indulged me more than she ever should, she bathed me, dressed me, and breastfed me even after I told her I didn't want to anymore she still fed me it in secret, and she ripped out my teeth, she made me sit on her lap, made me beg like a child, made me sleep in her bed with her, she convinced me that mothers pleasure their sons and she did it EVERY. SINGLE. NIGHT." he explained through his tears, "She is a monster... the most vile monster in this world, and she did it all... because she loved me." He explained "She kidnapped people for me. She kept a man who wished for death just to give me company... She took you, chained you up, tortured you... just to please me."

"Newt... It's not your fault. You're mother and her madness are not your fault"

"Yes, they are." He said, "If it wasn't for me... she would never have done this... if it wasn't for me, Tommy would still be alive. Janson would still be alive. Lilly would still be okay. and you... Y/n, My sweet sugar cookie, you would be home, with your family, we may never have met, you would never have had to suffer, our child... Jr... he... he wouldn't ever have existed, nor the child you hold now. All of this pain... all of this suffering she has inflicted... for me. It is my fault. it is all my fault. Her attempts to keep me happy, to keep me small, young, sweet, passive, to keep me her happy child. My joy has caused nothing but suffering."

"... I think your right," I nodded, "But- like you said, I would not be here, I would not be with you, and Newt even after all of this I love you endlessly, I carry your child inside me at this moment, and I do not wish it away, your joy has brought us together, brought us joy and brought life. Even though the suffering and pain." I explained, "Newt... You cannot prevent evil, you can only try to make enough good in this world to counter it out even just for a few moments." I told him, "Even just the fact you know she is a monster and you are trying to distance yourself from her and her cruelty, makes you a better man."

"All thanks to you. I mean it... truly, without you. I don't know what hell I'd be in." He said, "I have never for a moment deserved you and your love. and it just makes me... so desperate to never lose you."

"Well, we don't have to worry about that." I sighed looking at your chains,

"No matter what, no matter what she does to us... I will not lose you." He said reaching out as close as he could, "No matter what happens... together." he cried,

I nodded tears flooding down my face as I too reached out our fingers inches from one another, "Together."

"Dinner time." Her voice rang from the top of the stairs,

#thomasbrodiesangster #tbs imagine #tbs imagines #tbs smut #thomas brodie sangster imagine #thomas sangster imagine #thomas brodie sangster smut #thomas brodie sangster #tbs #thomas sangster

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creative-kny-fics · 11 months

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Warning: This fanfic contains tickles. Also remind them that I don't speak English, so if they find any errors, let me know to correct it. I hope you like it!

Summary: Ehh, well I like to write about lee!muichiro, so...

Lee: Muichiro Tokito

Ler: Yuichiro Tokito

'So? Am I not good enough for you?' 'I DOHOHON'T SAHAHAY THAHAHAT!! I'M SOHOHORRY!!!', uhhh, it looks like Muichiro has made his brother angry, let's see what happened

'Hey, why that face?' 'Uhh? Ohh, nothing, it's just...', Muichiro got up from the tree he was leaning on.

'Today when I went with dad to pick some fruit, I could see several children in the distance with toys and I think I want one' 'What do you want one for? Don't think about unnecessary expenses Muichiro', Yuichiro also got up, staring at him

'I think for fun, to play with him and laugh a lot,' Muichiro smiled. Yuichiro was still confused, but a mischievous smile formed on his face.

'So? Are you planning to trade me for a toy?' 'Huh? Ni-Nii-San...? Ahhh!!!', Muichiro yelled before laughing as his brother dug his fingers into his armpits.

"Hehehey!! Whahahat?! Nohohoho!! Whahahat did I dohoho?!' 'What did you do? You just said that I don't make you happy, so let me fix it, I'll make you as happy as a toy would,' Yuichiro smiled as he lowered his fingers to his belly

'NO!! YUI!! MEHEHERCY!! DOHOHON'T THAHAHAT!! I BEHEHEG YOU!!' 'Already begging? I haven't even gotten to the best part~', and that's how little Muichiro made his brother 'angry' and now he was paying for it

Yuichiro himself was not upset by Muichiro's comment, he just wanted to have a reason to tickle his little brother, he loved to see him laugh and squirm with happiness.

'So you wanted a toy that would make you laugh, you could play and make you happy, huh? Well, you got it! I'll take care of making you laugh!' 'NAHAHAHAHA!! YUHIHUI!! SOHOHORRY!!! I'M HAPPY WITH YOU!! I SWEHEHEAR!', it seems Muichiro could hardly bear the tickling in his belly, or maybe it had something to do with Yuichiro's technique...

Yuichiro used his fingertips and gently ran them over his brother's belly and slid a few fingers to his belly button and twisted.

'When did you get more ticklish? It's adorable indeed' 'STAHAHAP!!*snort* YUHUHUI!! *snort* PLEHEHEASE!'

'Isn't my little brother the cutest and cutest boy in the world? Look at those little pink cheeks and that pretty smile, it's so cute', Muichiro felt his cheeks and ears burn, so he covered his face in embarrassment. Yuichiro smiled happily and released it, letting it rest on his chest.

'Yohohou ahahare to meheheanie!' 'I know, do you still want a toy?' '...No, I'm happier with my Nii-San...', Muichiro hugged his brother and fell asleep, Yuichiro picked up his brother and took him home, with a smile and an 'I adore you, brother' on your mind

#demon slayer tickle #demon slayer tickling #ler!yuichiro #lee!muichiro #tokito brothers #tokito twins

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lokisprettygirl · 2 years

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The Bodyguard (Loki x Female reader) (Au) (18+)

Read chapter 28 here// Series Masterlist

Chapter 29

Summary : Loki's insecurities makes him doubt you again but this time he may lose your love forever.

Warning : 18+, Heavy Daddy kink, Smut, Violence, Mentions of self harm, murderous thoughts, Mention of Suicide, Rape, abuse, sexual violence, Harsh language, bodyshaming, fatshaming, mention of neglect and abuse, emotional abuse, Unhealthy Eating Patterns, blackmail, starving and under eating, implied smut, mention of drug use, some weird feeding kink I’m (loki is) developing

You got the best of sleep every time you slept in his arms, you woke up smiling and feeling happier than ever, and you knew no matter how your day has gone if you got to sleep in his arms you would be Okay. After showering you put on a nice decent floral dress, it has frilled sleeves and it made you feel cute. You put your makeup on and pulled two strands from the sides and tucked your hair in the center. Yeah you felt cute and you knew he'd love it too.

You opened the locker you had in your closet and took the letter out, your eyes teared up because every time you held it in your hands you felt her pain, she wrote it before she gave up and you could feel all of that agony, that was also one of the reasons you were never able to open it. You weren't ready to read her last words that were written with a broken heart and failed dreams. You put it back inside before it would make you too sad, it was a good day you could feel it.

You texted Loki and sent him a picture of yourself, he replied with a heart and a little comment that made you feel flushed, he told you that he was going to see Katlyn and that bothered you, it bothered you alot because you knew what she was capable of. You just hoped that history won't repeat that he would trust you over her no matter what she says to him.

"Good morning pete" you smiled at him and he was shocked for a moment as he looked at you and then he wished you in return,

"You look..wow.. gorgeous" you smiled and you both had breakfast together, you also informed loki that you were eating because he always felt so proud of you whenever you did that.

When Loki went to see Katlyn that morning, he wasn't expecting a revelation. He didn't know how he felt about that but he knew he was hurt, he woke up early morning and sneaked out of your bedroom, then he showered and checked that he had a message from Katlyn, she wanted him to be there for her for the implant procedure so he went, she was falling into the trap and he was ready to break her.

After she got her teeth fixed the first thing she did was take him to lunch, she couldn't walk properly so he had to wheel her everywhere. That's when things fell apart for him,

"I didn't understand how you didn't fall for her I am so depressed and abused nonsense but now I do, you see through people and you judge them well right" she said to him and he smiled. He could clearly see through her. Literally and figuratively.

"Bucky said that too before, what do you mean?" He asked her and she chuckled

"Ohhh poor bucks, I miss him. She has this weird thing for bodyguards, like psycho obsessed thing, she has tried to make all of her bodyguards fall in love with her" she made a disgusted face and his curiosity peaked, what did she mean?

"I'm sorry I don't think I understand" he said to her while she chomped on her food, meanwhile his appetite was gone, his phone vibrated and there was a message from you, another picture but his heart felt too anxious to respond.

"Ahhh I'm sure she must have tried to flirt with you right, like that's her whole thing, she shows that she's carefree and fun then she starts to show her sad side, her nice side, trying to melt the man who's there to guard her" he raised his brow as she said that.

"Huhh why would she do that?" She chuckled as loki questioned.

"Because she has been obsessed with men in black suit and strong personality since her mom fell in love with one, I think his name was Bruce or something, just like her, her mom was a cheating whore too, she seduced this bodyguard of hers and they had an affair behind uncle Rocky's back. I know he seems tough and all but he was so hurt by the betrayal, he gave her everything, but neither she nor her mom appreciated him. Never." Loki's mouth felt dry suddenly so he took a sip of his water, you never told him about this bodyguard, you never mentioned him even once to him and you both had spent nights just talking and sharing. Why didn't you? There was a possibility that Katlyn was lying but everything she has said to him until now held some fraction of the truth in there.

"So what happened to this bodyguard?" He tried to sound as composed as possible because he didn't want her to doubt him.

"Well he got shot or something but he was doing his job and protecting uncle Rocky, but obviously her mother blamed him for killing him, that broke him even more, she had no shame. Ever since then she has been obsessed with bodyguards and has tried to make them fall in love with her just like Bruce fell for her mother, isn't it creepy? Like how messed up she is? I bet she loved Bruce secretly, he might even have fucked both the mother and daughter"

He nodded as she said that, this was a new information, he didn't hear of it from you, not even a mention of it and you both have talked about your mom several times in the past few months, he knows that you slept with all your Bodyguards and Steve took them away as soon as you did. Was this the reason? Did you want to be his friend just because he was a bodyguard? A man in the black suit ?

"How do you know all this?" He asked her and she shrugged,

"Everyone in the family does, I'm sure she tried the same trick with you didn't she?" She chuckled and he forced a smile in.

When he reached the mansion he found you in the game room, playing foosball with Peter, laughing and giggling, his eyes teared up because he felt so conflicted, he wanted to talk to you about this but he feared that whatever Katlyn said had some truth to it. As soon as Peter saw Katlyn he hugged her and winked at Loki,

"Your teeth looks perfect " you told her and she rolled her eyes

"No need to feel such glee y/n ..I know how happy you are that I lost my teeth but you could never be me always remember that" she said to you and you nodded. You didn't give a shit about what she said, you were used to her being this way with you. You looked at Loki but he wasn't looking at you,

"Let's get a drink shall we?" Peter grabbed her hand to take her away from both of you,

"Isn't it too early? We are not y/n" she chuckled and he dragged her away

"Never too early for a drink" you heard Peter's voice fading so you walked towards Loki and pressed a kiss on his cheek quickly before you'd get caught. He looked at you and then turned around to walk out, leaving your heart feeling sad and confused but then you remembered the plan, he must be trying to seem as aloof as possible. You followed him and as soon as you reached your room he was inside and you had your arms wrapped around him

"I missed you handsome, you're so stiff are you okay?" You asked him as he didn't hug you back so you pulled away to look at him.

"You haven't even made a comment on my look today" you pouted as you fixed his tie and his eyes teared up more "God I'll never be tired of seeing you all dressed up in a suit" you giggled as you said to him and his heart thumped inside his chest.

"A man in a black suit to be precise right?" You tilted your head as his eyes teared up more and the look on his face was what concerned you, it made you wake up from the fever dream you have been in since morning, since you woke up in his arms and thought life would just stay that blissful.

"What's wrong?" You clutched onto him and he closed his eyes as he felt so hurt at the moment.

"You Never told me about Bruce, why?" Your eyes widened as he took his name, your heart felt all the pain you remembered feeling when he died, You should have shared about him, you should have before Katlyn did.

"Lokii I just please don't be upset with me..I just ..please" you hugged him as tightly as you could, clinging onto him for dear life because you felt scared that he'd leave, just like he left before, just like Peter did, just like Bruce did though not because he wanted to, they took him away. They killed him

"Y/n get off me and talk to me okay" he told you but you didn't listen to him, your sobs increased as the fear set in more and more. Katlyn has got to him you could tell.

"Y/n I'm asking you to step away from me" he said again, his voice stern and rough this time,

"Please please I'll explain I'll explain I promise I'll explain please don't..don't leave please" you cried uncontrollably and he grabbed your arms to pull you away.

"Stop being such a child for god sake, you're not a child anymore, talk to me like an adult" your sobs stopped the moment the words left his mouth, Katlyn has got him.

"But..I'm..I am ..your baby..right?" You sniffled and he stepped away , he didn't want to hurt you, he didn't.. but then why won't you talk to him, why won't you clarify, why won't you tell him that you loved him for him and not because he was a bloody bodyguard?

"If you're not going to talk to me about it, I just can't be here right now, I want to wipe your tears and make you feel better but then why would it matter? Any Bodyguard can do that and you'd fall in love with him" he left the room after crushing your heart like that, you loved him with all your heart, you really did, not just because he was a bodyguard but because he was Loki, it wasn't hard for you to fall for him when he treated you like that, it was true that you did see Bruce in him but that was only because of how he treated your mother with such tenderness.

You broke down and wallowed because the searing pain you felt was too burdening, you didn't think you were strong enough to take it all again.

"Don't give up, don't give up..you promised him you won't hurt yourself " you mumbled to yourself and got up, you needed to find him and talk to him. You needed to tell him the whole story, your side that you hoped he'd choose to believe in .

You tried to find him but he left the mansion, you found Erik Instead and he had no idea where Loki was but he assured you that he'll find him.

A few hours passed and Erik told you that he was back so you made your way to his room carefully to not get caught by anyone. You knocked on his door and he opened it after a few knocks,

"Loki, can we talk?" You asked him, he had changed out of his work clothes and was in a simple black t-shirt with a sweatpants,

"Who's it darling?" You heard Katlyn's voice and your jaw clenched, he shook his head to assure you that it wasn't what it looked like.

"Oh dear SIL what do you want?" She asked him as she linked his fingers with her but he pulled away.

"I ..I was going to get froyo and I need him to guard mee"

"It's 10 at night, let the man sleep" she told you and you nodded

"I'll go by myself" you turned around to leave but he grabbed his hoodie and followed you.

"Sorry I'll get fired if something happens to her" he told Katlyn and she hugged him to tell him that she understood, she was being way too nice to him and he knew his plan was working, he'd have rejoiced but he had other things to worry about, one of them being the way he viewed this relationship he had with you.

In the car you stayed silent, he watched your tears dripping continuously but you weren't crying audibly, he turned his body towards you and grabbed your shoulders to make you look at him.

"Don't touch me..please" his own eyes welled up as you said that but he created the distance between you two almost immediately. You didn't say anything after that, you got the froyo and gave it to a homeless person you saw on the streets then you both drove towards the mansion. Silence filled the space between you two, you felt hurt that he was with Katlyn after you looked for him and called him several times, he was hurt because of what she told him. He didn't believe you.

You stormed towards your room and you couldn't stop crying, this morning you woke up feeling happy and safe, everytime you woke up like that something awful was waiting for you to ruin it for you.

He stepped inside your room as you didn't lock it, you still had the cute dress on from the morning and he wanted to wrap you in his arms and love you but his mind held several worries at once

"Baby I .." you cut him off before he could speak further

"I was 17 when I saw him first, my dad appointed him because mom was attacked by one of his rivals, he was distant at first as if he didn't see her, but slowly he warmed up, he saw the pain in her eyes, the marks on her body caused by self harm , the broken heart she carried because of my dad and his countless affairs, he saw everything." Loki walked towards you but you took a step back, that broke his heart even further, the distance between you two killed him.

"Baby .." You cut him off again

"Not baby.. it's y/n. It's y/n. You wanted the adult in me to talk to you right so I am trying. She was beautiful you know, she didn't eat much either, her eyes always were sad but she was beautiful and at first I hated him because I feared he'd hurt her the way everyone hurt her, but then I saw how happy he made her, she started to smile again and laugh again, she started giggling like a school girl with a crush, everytime she got hurt he was there and he was there for me too. He'd take me to school, take me to get ice cream after, he would sit down with me and help with my homework, he was kind and so gentle to both of us, he treated me like his daughter" your voice choked and cracked and that finally made him cry furiously. He had fucked up again because he allowed his insecurities to come in between, he promised himself that he would never hurt you like that again but he couldn't live up to it.

"A week before he was killed, he took me and mom to a special place for his birthday, the shelter that I took you to, that was his, he loved animals. As I sat down in the garden with him and my mom, seeing her so happy and In love, it became the most beautiful memory I have ever had. It reminded me that some people were kind in the world, it felt like a family, mom, me and him. A small family. That's why I keep going there, that's why I steal from my father so the shelter could stay forever. Everytime I go there I see mom and him, a younger me sitting there and laughing our hearts out " you sat down on the bed as the memories of the day he died filled your head.

"I was 19, my dad obviously knew about him and my mother but he didn't care as long as things stayed hidden but then a picture of them hugging leaked and he got furious, so furious, he got him killed I know that, he's capable of such a thing. I didn't just lose him that day, I lost my mom too. He was her anchor, he kept her afloat and closer to the shore, with him gone she didn't feel she could continue to go on with her life, a week later she killed herself too and I told you all about that, if I missed something I apologize "

He looked at you and he knew he had disappointed you and hurt you alot today. He didn't want to but he wasn't completely normal between you two either, he had his own issues, not as severe as yours but they were there. You stood up and looked at him, you knew what you were going to say will kill this relationship but maybe this was a sign to let go, you saw the history repeating in more ways than one tonight and you didn't want him to die like he did because of you, he was messing with people he shouldn't mess with for you and you knew it would fire back

"So yes I do like a man in a black suit, they represent safety, and kindness, a good heart but I'm not a fool loki, I know not of all them are like that and I didn't expect anything from you either, I wanted to be your friend because it's true that you made me feel how he made her feel and when you denied I let you go, I didn't force you did I? If I did then I'm sorry, I thought I could cling to you and be your baby because.." you closed your eyes as you heard the sound of your own heart breaking in your chest.

"Because you made me believe that I could be that way with you, you made me feel safe enough to lose all my inhibitions and be that child that had the right to cling to you. I didn't want to act like a child, I wanted to tell you everything but I was so afraid of losing you that I couldn't help but hold on to you so you won't leave me because of what she said"

"I'm not leaving baby I'm sorry I'm so sorry" he walked towards you but you put your hand out to stop him.

"I can't do this loki.. I can't wake up in the morning feeling that my life will finally be okay, feeling that I'm understood and loved only for it to crash and burn in front of my eyes, only for you to listen to Katlyn of all people, that hurt me more than anything you know, if it was someone else it wouldn't hurt this much" you let out a cry and he shook his head as he knew where you were going with this. He can't lose you either, he won't survive this either. Then he heard your next words and he felt as if he was in waking nightmare

"I'm letting you go, you don't have to be responsible for me loki, a man in a black suit, I'll find others and fall in love with them right? That's what I do so go because I can't take this anymore"

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