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#how do yall hold opinions i completely agree with but go about it while being such fucking assholes?
flecks-of-stardust · 10 months
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i’m just gonna make something clear here. yes, downpour has its issues, particularly with its lore and some aspects of its writing. i’m not a fan of many of the story choices made in downpour, and i don’t use downpour’s lore essentially at all when writing my own rain world stuff.
however, downpour is a community made story, and videocult collaborated with the MSC team to make it an official DLC. some of the downpour devs are on tumblr. they can see what you’re saying about their story. would you boldly and loudly criticize someone’s fanfic to their face? why are you doing it to downpour if not?
you’re entitled to disliking downpour. no one can stop you from doing that. but have some god damn tact, you’re saying this stuff to people who do enjoy the stories that downpour tells. you can criticize downpour in kinder ways.
knock it the fuck off. i’m going to start blocking people i see doing this shit.
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rinnelovebot · 3 years
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hi!! can i req eichi and tsumugi with a physically affectionate s/o? thank you!
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A/N: this is such a cute req I had so much fun writing this holy Jesus anyway sorry for not posting yesterday yall! School is kicking my ass (History and Biochem I’m looking at YOU), whew...
*ೃ༄ Tsumugi Aoba and Eichi Tenshouin with a physically affectionate S/O hc’s
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He would almost certainly fawn over you , like, 24/7. You’re just the absolute cutest! He’ll always audibly coo at you and rub your cheeks lovingly, nuzzling his head into yours. Everyone around you probably thinks you and Tsumugi need to get a room.
You definitely energize him after a long, hard day. There’s nothing better than getting to see your adorable face when he’s been intensely practicing with Sora and Natsume. Even when he feels like he could just drop dead with drowsiness, you make him feel very lively and awake.
He gets so excited to see you, no matter what it is he’s doing, he’ll 100% drop it to give you a big, warm hug. He gives me the vibe that he would gently sway you as you embraced each other, sighing contently and laying chaste kisses on your temples every few seconds. Tsumugi absolutely never lets go until you do. If it were up to him, you two would be conjoined at the hip.
Tsumugi would melt if you lied your head on his shoulder. He would chuckle breathily, laying his head atop yours, interlacing his hand with yours, as his thumb slowly strokes over yours. It’s a sweet, typically quiet moment. You could both fall asleep, and most of the time, you and Tsumugi both do.
He likes resting his forehead upon yours, holding your warm cheeks in his hands and pecking your lips every so often. He would laugh as you remove his glasses gently, frustrated with the small barrier between you and him.
Tsumugi also really likes when you fawn over him! It makes his heart squeeze when you brush his bangs out of his eyes while asking about his day, or when you wipe a small crumb off the corner of his mouth. It all makes him feel very loved, silly as it possibly is.
Basically, he thinks you’re wonderfully adorable, and he wouldn’t give you up for the world! You’re his favorite person, and he is yours. You two fit together perfectly. <3
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Eichi tends to be very calm when you suddenly embrace him out of nowhere, keeping a cool exterior as he gives you a close-eyed smile and pats your head, saying something like: “Now, now. What’s the occasion?” Obviously, he’s teasing you. He knows you’re just like this. And if he were being completely honest, his heart was breakdancing in his chest.
You and Tori used to argue and fight over Eichi’s love and affections, you pulling one of the blondes arms, the pinkette pulling the other. That was awhile ago, though. The two of you came together and agreed: why not try to get him to pay attention to both of you? A lot of group hugs happen. It’s a very cute sight from an outsiders point of view.
Eichi’s touch is very, very gentle, his hands brushing over any part of your body and leaving light kisses in their wake. Typically during these times he’s whispering about how his student council meeting went, or how much paperwork he had to do. It’s very intimate and tender, quiet murmurs close to your ear as he traces over your skin with his fingertips. He enjoys these moments very much and holds them close to his heart, and you would too, I’d imagine!
Kissing your fingertips is one of the most easy and quick ways to show his love to you, in his opinion. He’ll do it to make you swoon, absentmindedly, or as a fair well, paired with a second kiss to the corner of your mouth. His affections are very personal and full of love, and you feel it with every touch, embrace, and kiss. You’re the only person he could ever feel this close to, and he appreciates you immensely. You’re his lover, and he’ll never be ashamed of showing that to others.
He enjoys holding your head to his chest, even if you may be the same height, or even if you’re taller than him. He wants you to hear his heartbeat, and how fast it beats when he’s close to you. Though, after a few minutes of embracing you, he’ll become calm within your arms, and it’ll slow down. Hearing the change in his chest never gets any less interesting to you. Knowing you’re the one who makes him like this is great to know.
Sometimes you need to sway him to take a break from his never ending work. To be honest, it’s actually not all that hard. He’ll refuse as long as he possibly can. But with the love of his life kissing his cheeks so lovingly, and coaxing him to rest with a soft whisper in his ear, how could he not give into the temptation?
Uncharacteristically, when it’s just you and him, Eichi will rest upon your lap, his eyes fluttering shut as you run your gentle fingers through his blonde locks. He always feels very exhausted, and it’s times like these when he can be completely vulnerable, melting like putty in your soft hands. He could rest there for hours upon hours. Though, most unfortunately, all good things must come to an end, and Eichi has to attend to presidential duties, don’t worry though, for he’ll always return to you. <3
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stormblessed95 · 2 years
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i absolutely love the way you voice out your opinions! not once did u overstep a boundary when talking abt the boys, and you're always welcome to be wrong. i love that it's so removed from what we usually read on the internet where ppl feel the need to convince u THEYRE right and you should agree w them. we'll never be certain of anything when it comes to our perceptions of the boys. we'll never truly know someone completely, and that accounts for all our irl relationships. the space you've curated on ur account is so healthy and allows the reader to think on their own. thank you for being here! i appreciate your presence in the fandom so much.
I'm already emotional from the concert last night and this is what I see opening up tumblr 😭 please! Thank you soooo much. This honestly means a lot to me. I try to keep things objective, even while sharing my opinions. It's also important to remember that no matter how objective one tries to be, a person's implicit bias will always come through. No matter what you are talking about. And it takes active work to push past that. I view things through my personal lense. That DOES affect how I percieve things. Just because I see things one way, that doesn't mean that JK, who is an implicitly different person than I am, raised in a different culture and different circumstances and holds different values, will see those actions the same way or have the same reasoning behind his actions that I would guess he does. For example. We can all only do our best here and speculate on things and back our opinions up with facts and stress the importance of watching original content for yourselves.
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An update for yall while I'm here! I apologize for being so absent lately! I have been VERY busy in my personal life. And also trying to watch all these concerts! Lol live stream tonight! I'm pumped! I have plans for 2 more commentary DVD posts soon. And I have some asks I'll try to answer as well. I'm keeping my anons off for now. Sorry! There is just so much going on and I'm very busy atm, I just don't have the time to be feilding a lot of asks. I'll turn them back on when I can 🥰
Thank you again for all the kind words!!
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favberrys · 3 years
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I'm bored and in a kkg brainrot mood, so i'm just gonna rant about my opinions of kakegurui ships and i will make some headcanons:
Kirasaya
Ok i had to start with them bc they're just too iconic, i think they have one of the most interesting and complex dynamics in kkg, they really got me obsessed with them, it's probably my number one kakegurui ship and the reason i started watching the show and reading the manga. Honestly yeah their relationship has some power imbalance, since sayaka is kirari's secretary, and is probably disfunctional, but contrary to what some ppl say kirasaya is not abusive, kirari never physically or emotionally abuses sayaka throughout the story. Anyway they're a 10/10, peak lesbian yearning, if they don't kiss at least one i will jump the author. Probably one of my fav ships ever, i think they're made for each other and i can't see kirasaya with anyone else, they're just so good together and their chemistry is >>>>>>
Yumary
Ok this one is kinda an unpopular opinion bc most people like yumary, but honestly i can't get invested into it, there's something in this ship that doesn't make my heart go "fuck yeah they should be gfs". Personally i don't ship yumeko with anyone bc i can't imagine her in a relationship since her main thing is being a compulsive gambler, her existence revolves around it and she forms relationships when they're useful for her gambling games. I think yumary could be friends with benefits for some time, but after a while mary would probably break it off because i don't think she can handle a sexual/romantic relationship with yumeko and after a while it would make her go nuts. A friendship between them is already messy and complicated and honestly i don't think they are compatible that way. Yes they have chemistry and there's probably some mutual attraction but to me it's a no. Also can cishet dudes stop fetishizing this ship ? My vote is 6/10, mostly bc mary doesn't seem much physically comfortable with yumeko, idk mary just seems off with her in that sense and i prefer them as gambling partners or friends.
Meariri
I honestly love this ship, especially after reading the manga, they have such an great dynamic, i think they both care about each other, they have chemistry and i think they're compatible and that their personalities compliment each other, mary is often loud and aggressive and passionate while ririka is more closed off and quiet, they're like fire and ice and this case i think the saying "opposite attract" works with them. Mary counts on ririka and i love the fact that she is so comfortable with her physically (mary is almost always the one to initiate the contact, holding her hand, touching her head, etc) and ririka gets inspired by mary to be her own person and chase her goals. Plus they're really cute together, aesthetically i find them the most attractive couple, i'll give them a solid 9/10
Itsukaede
Lmao i don't even know if this is the correct ship name for itsuki x kaede, ok i don't hate it and i think they could work as a couple, it's not my cup of tea bc m/f ships bore me, but i like their relationship, they have the kind of old married couple dynamic that always works. 6/10.
Ryomeko
I can see it happening, i don't ship it, but i don't mind it either, i'm kinda neutral about ryota x yumeko, but i think he's one of the ppl who care about yumeko the most in that academy (with also mary ofc), the ship is boring bc ryota is bland (he's a good guy don't get me wrong and he defo doesn't deserve the hate he gets) and as i said previously i don't ship yumeko with anyone. Sorry i gotta give it 5/6 out of 10
Yumedari
Ok i love midari but just like yumeko, i don't ship her with anyone bc i see her as someone who's too much unstable for relationships, but i know that canonically she loves/likes/is attracted to yumeko so i don't hate this ship, i think it's decent, the only problem is that yumeko hates midari. Still i think that since they're the most insane mfs in that school somehow this ship could work. 6/10
Yuridari
Again midari in my eyes is kinda unshippable, but this ship is not bad at all, they would have that kind of bickering married couple dynamic like itsuki and kaede, i like it but it doesn't do much for me. 7/10
Ryomary
Jsjssjsksk i looked the name of mary x ryota's ship on wiki so if it sounds weird it's bc i don't know their ship name and i have looked at the first site google gave me. This ship is hard no, mainly bc ryota is very bland and i consider mary a lesbian (i read that she is a canon lesbian but idk if it's confirmed by the author, let's say lesbian mary is just my hc) so shipping her with men feels like a hate crime to me, mary is for the girls only, 4/10.
Tsumary
They are kind of cute together right ? I think they're adorable, tsuzura is mary's first love and i think that someone like her would make mary very happy. I still haven't finished kkg twin, so my opinion on tsuzura is incompleted and it might change, i don't hate her but i find her character a little basic/boring so even though this ship is cute it doesn't make me fall in love with them. 7/10 bc probably also tsuzura had feelings for mary and they have a healthy dynamic, you can see they love each other.
Midasaya
I enjoy this crackship, i know that they both like different people but i headcanon that they were together during middle school or that midari had at least a small crush on sayaka during that time, before kirari came to hyakkaou i like to think that they explored their sexuality together so midari was probably sayaka's first kiss, her first date, etc, so they would have history together and we also see that midari knows sayaka bc her character is described through her pov during tower of doors. I find this ship pretty funny bc sayaka is always so serious and composed and midari is a ball of chaos. 7/10
Yumesaya
This is another crackship i don't mind and find hilarious, yeah i'm a huge kirasaya stan but i'm also a multishipper and sayaka deserves all the girls in the world, so the more the merrier. I like to think this ship as one sided love in which yumeko sort of pines after sayaka and i think it would be very interesting to see kirari being jeaulous that sayaka is getting yumeko's attention. We saw jeaulous/protective sayaka in kakegurui, but i would also like to see how kirari reacts when someone tries to take sayaka away from her, it would be really interesting. Obv this would create some tension between kirasaya and also between kirari and yumeko, almost a sort of love triangle dynamic. My opinion is that yumeko is just too unstable to settle down, also they both probably would get bored/lose interest in each other after the heat of the moment. 6/10
Ririsaya
Sorry but i really can't see it happening not even if i squint, but i really enjoy the ririsaya fanfictions and i think those works are pretty great even though i don't ship them very much. It would be interesting if both twins were in love with sayaka and there was some tension/coldness between them for a while bc they liked the same girl (maybe i read too many fanfictions). My headcanon is that both sayaka and ririka had a crush on each other when they first knew each other and for sayaka it was probably pretty confusing bc she already had feelings for kirari. I see them as friends, 7/10
Yumemisaori
Again idk if this is the correct name of the ship, many said that yumemi and saori are a healthier/mentally stable version of kirasaya and i agree. the dynamics are similar bc we have the secratary that is willing to do everything for her boss and the relationship is a little more balanced, i think they would be very cute together, but sadly they had very little interactions and if i could see more of them i would probably ship them even more. I like them 7/10.
Sachiko x Mary
I didn't even find a ship name for this couple, so they must be pretty unpopular, i like both characters and their antagonistic dyanamic is very interesting, but i don't ship them much bc i think mary needs/wants someone who is completely different from sachiko, who wants to make mary her pet and mary is someone who cares very much about her freedom, her indipendence and wants to make her own choices and this completely clashes with sachiko's extremely sadistic and domineering nature. I prefer them as enemies who have some sexual tension or enemies with benefits or one night stand adventure, but nothing more. 5/6 out of 10 bc the only mary ship i really love is meariri and i also like tsuzumary a bit.
Sachiko x Mikura
This is probably one of the most unhealthy relationships in kakegurui, but i kinda like it. Their dyanmic is pretty much vertical with sachiko who has all the power and makes mikuro do everything she wants and mikura who is completely obsessed and devoted to sachiko (my opinion is that she developed a sort of stockholm syndrome towards sachiko). I think that someone like sachiko could never have genuine romantic relationships bc of her extremely sadistic nature, she sees ppl like toys to break and what she enjoys the most is seeing ppl suffer, so the only compatible person with sachiko is someone extremely masochistic like mikura. Giving them a 6/7 out of 10 bc their interactions are fun/interesting and spice things up.
Rin x Ibara and Yumeko x Kirari
Hard no to both of them, i don't ship incest, yall can do what you want but personally it's a huge no for me. When i first started watching the anime at the beginning i thought yumeko and kirari had some sort of tension and could have been enemies to lovers (lmaoo i was so naive), but then i discovered they were cousins and i saw more kirasaya interactions so i got completely turned off by this ship. 3/10 to both of these ships.
Sachiko x Sakura
Now this ship is very sexy, idk why i like it but i do, yes i don't see sachiko with anyone besides mikura, but this pairing is not bad at all, even though it's a crackship. I think they would be rivals with benefits and would argue a lot and then make out/have hot sex. 7/10 (maybe it's too high but since these are just my opinions i won't be objective)
Mary x kirari
Uhm is there really someone out there who ships them ? Yeah i thought they had some sexual tension in s1 with that tea scene, but it's a no from me, i don't like it and i don't think they're compatible in any way, i can't see kirari with anyone who isn't sayaka. 4/10
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retroellie · 3 years
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Ellie Williams NSFW alphabet
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Summary: Alphabet NSFW with Ellie Williams 
A/N: This is not my original idea, so credit for who ever made the NSFW Alphabet lol. I know this has already been done with her but i wanted to do one myself, i also got some inspo from the one that was already done for her so enjoy<3 
Warnings: NSFW, sex toys, mentions of mommy kink, knife play and talks about blood/periods 
Word count: 2K
A= Aftercare (What they’re like after sex)
She’s  a big softie after. Afterwards when y’all are out of breath and all sweaty, She will pull up into her arms and give you soft kisses, telling you how good you were. She will always ask if you're okay, it doesn't matter the pace she will just check in. 
She doesn’t mind being dirty after, she will just lay there all sweaty with you until you both pass out. But if you really want to get cleaned up she will get a bath ready for the two of you. She will always take care of you after and do whatever you need, just say it and she will do it. 
B= Body part (Their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s) 
Her favorite part of her body is her arms, especially the one with the tattoo. She knows you find it so hot but she feels so bad ass with it. It also reminds her of Joel so that’s a plus. 
Her favorite part of your body is your thighs and belly. She loves how soft they are. Big, small, flat or round she loves them. She likes running her hands down your thigh just to see you blush and she loves kissing down your belly. 
C= Cum (anything to do with cum basically) 
She likes to make you cum with her fingers, it gives her a high when she knows she did all of that with just her fingers. She has the most angelic orgasm face ever, like you love seeing it. She gets all embarrassed about it cause you're just staring at her like she’s an angel so she tries to cover it up. Your main goal every time is to pleasure her to the point she has no choice but to make that same face. 
D= Dirty Secret 
She likes blood, she obviously doesn’t want to hurt you but when you're all bloodied up from assignments she can’t handle it. She likes period sex too, like if you on your period or she is on hers. She gets really horny on her period so she’s always on top of you when she’s on it. She doesn’t expect you to agree to period sex but when you do she doesn’t hold back. 
E= Experience (How experienced are they? Do they know what they’re doing?) 
She’s not very experienced, she had some past lovers but you were the first one she went all the way with. It takes her a few times to know what she’s doing, she was nervous the first time but now she’s very dominant and knows what to do and how to do it. 
F= Favorite Position 
She loves bending you over a flat surface and sticking her hand down the front of your pants. She will even snake her hand up your shirt, grabbing at your boobs. She just loves watching you come undone like that, it makes it easier for when your legs shake and you can’t stand. But any position where you're comfortable and feeling the best she can make you is good enough for her. 
G= Goofy (Are they serious in the moment or are they humorous?) 
She’s so goofy in bed and any other time, she’s serious about getting you off of course but she will pop a few jokes here and there. She’ll joke around about you being needy or the toys you guys decide to use, she’s just a big goofball. When she’s in her dom mode she will be more serious, not making many jokes and focusing on pleasing you. 
H= Hair (How groomed are they down there?)
She honestly does not care, like there's bigger things to worry about. She doesn’t expect you to do so either, like she genuinely doesn’t care.
I= Intimacy 
She’s not big on romance but she loves intimacy. She always wants to be close to you and she will caress your body no matter the pace. She will hold your hand while her other hand is between your thighs or brush your hair back while you're riding her thigh. 
J=Jack off (Masturbation headcannon) 
She masturbates when you can’t be there but you’re her go to when she needs to get off. She can’t get herself off like you do so when she’s horny she will walk over to your house or drag you over to hers just so yall can smash. She definitely thinks of you when she masturbates like she can’t get off if she doesn’t. 
K= Kinks 
She has a mommy kink, like she likes when you call her mommy especially around the farmhouse era. It’s weird the first time but once you say it she will want you to say it more. She finds some kinda power with you saying that and it’s such a turn on for her. 
She likes using knives in bed too, she will never actually cut you (unless you want to be) but just holding it up to your neck while she fucks you. You trust her completely too so that just urges her on more, you know she would never intentionally hurt you so you put your entire trust in her. 
L= Location (favorite places to do it) 
She likes to do it in her own house but she doesn’t mind doing it in public areas. She wants to make sure you guys won’t actually get caught or even get hurt. She likes to keep it in the walls of Jackson but sometimes it goes outside of it, like in the lookouts or one of the houses y’all just cleared. But that’s only when she gets worked up enough. Again she wants you to be safe so she will always triple check the area beforehand. 
M= Motivation (What turns them on?)
Everything you do is a turn on but when you look all cute and needy, it just makes her weak. When you dance around in only her big shirts or when you look all small and cuddly in her bed, you being all innocent just does something to her. You being domestic is also such a turn on, she loves just coming up behind you and kissing your neck, maybe running her hand up your shirt. 
N= NO (something they wouldn’t do/ turn offs)
She’s into experimenting but she will not do anything with bodily fluids, like blood she can handle but like other than that she can’t. Spitting, peeing ect. is a big no for her. She doesn’t like degradation either especially when it’s used towards her. She doesn’t mind using degrading names towards you, only if you like it, but making you feel small and putting you down just doesn't feel right to her. She would much rather boost you up instead of putting you down, and honestly she wouldn’t know how to without being too mean about it. You using degrading words towards her like even names effects her self-esteem so you just don’t do it towards her. 
O= Oral (Giving or receiving, skill ect.) 
She loves to give but receiving is also nice. She loves to lead you when you go down on her, pulling at your hair and making you go deeper and faster. She’s again not very skilled but she has grown to be able to pleasure you and only you. The first couple times she needed you to tell her what to do but now she’s a pro and never fails to make you come undone on her tongue. 
P= Pace (Are they fast or rough? Slow and sensual?) 
She’s very rough but she’s super slow when during foreplay, she’ll tease you and make you want it before unloading it all on you at once. When she’s mad or jealous she’s only fast and rough, she’ll fuck you roughly for hours. If you are in a mood or just wanting to take it slow she will, she’s not very good at it but she’ll try for you. 
Q= Quickie (Their opinions on quickies) 
She loves them, they are very convenient especially when y’all are in a hurry .They are useful when you guys need to get off quickly in public or on assignments, desperately fucking each other before having to go out into the dance again. She would much rather pleasure you on her own time, she loves to draw it out but when she needs you, she needs you. 
R= Risk (Are they okay experimenting? Do they take risks?)
She takes risks but to a certain extent. If it is too risky like you could die or get hurt, then no but if it’s something that won’t get you hurt then she’s all for it. She loves the adrenaline of risky things, it adds on to the pleasure. For so long risks were always deadly and could end up with her getting hurt so it’s nice for risks to just be the right amount of risk. She’s all for experimenting in bed too, it keeps her on her toes and it’s exciting 
S= Stamina (How many rounds can they go for? How long do they last?)
3-4 rounds is the most she can do, she would be okay with 1 drawn out round she would actually prefer it. The build up to the climax is her favorite part so one round of just the build up and then the release, it’s heaven. She likes short and fast rounds too, they help her get her frustration out but they're a little bit less pleasurable. She can last a while if she needs to but if you press the right buttons and hit the right places she comes undone fast. 
T= Toys (Do they have toys and who do they use them on?) 
She definitely has toys. Her hands and mouth are good but she likes to mix it up a bit sometimes. Nothing crazy though, Strap-on, vibrator, even some rope here and there. She’s not the kinkiest person but she loves to pleasure you in any way she can 
U= Unfair (How much do they tease?)
She teases you big time. She will run a hand up your thigh when you're talking to Joel or make dirty comments towards you in front of your friends, she’s an asshole and she knows it. It always leads to you dragging her to a private place and desperately trying to get her to touch you, that always leads to more teasing. 
V= Volume (How loud are they?)
She can be pretty loud like when you're on top, she can be heard all around town. She’s usually quiet, making soft moans and cursing under her breath here and there. She likes dirty talk, nothing too much though just enough to push you off the edge. 
W- Wild Card (Random headcannon) 
She sometimes brings home lingerie she found out on assignments, she likes the way your body looks in lace and bows. She will have you model it on for her and just run her fingers over your body, admiring you. If you feel insecure or you feel you don’t look right in it she will tell you how hot you are and follow it up with everything she wants to do with you.
X= X-ray (What’s going on in their pants) 
I mean it’s a vagina??? I honestly don’t know what to put here lmao 
Y= Yearning (How high is their sex drive)
She’s always horny, when you're ready to go she’s ready. She will constantly be touching you in some kind of way because she always wants to jump on you. Of course if you're not in the mood or you put her down when she tries, she respects that and stops. 
Z= ZZZ (How quickly do they fall asleep after?) 
She falls asleep pretty quickly afterwards, after she has got you settled in and cleaned up she will pass out immediately. She puts a lot of energy into pleasing you so after she’s exhausted. If you want to clean up she will help you but she’s completely fine with passing out and not cleaning up. 
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burnedbyshoto · 4 years
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Under the Mistletoe
pairing: todoroki shouto x fem!reader
warning: smut, cursing, fluff
word count: 8,467
a/n: I didn’t want to edit this last night so lmao... sorry!!!!! anyways, this is super cute and yall should like.....read it :D
Synopsis: The mistletoe tradition is known by all, and if used correctly it can end in a sweet moment. Too bad Todoroki Shouto believes that people fuck under the mistletoe and not kiss under it.
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“So you’re telling me that when two people meet under a mistletoe they have to...” Shouto trails off as he looks at the green plant nestled in between his fingers. “They have to—”
“They have to fuck, yes,” Kaminari nods his head. 
His arms are crossed over his chest, his eyes closed as he nods. His words, of course, are a flat out lie, but to Todoroki Shouto it seems as if his friend is speaking the truth. “It’s why it was never put up during our Christmas celebrations at school! With some of you guys not turning eighteen until after Christmas and all. That could have turned out to be child porn or something!”
“I haven’t had sex though,” Shouto huffs as he throws the mistletoe towards the blond who yells as it hits his head. “I don’t think I want to be caught underneath it. Didn’t Mineta wear a hat with it attached to it last week though?”
“Yeah, but that’s the only way Mineta can get girls, plus didn’t you see how the girls avoided him like the plague?” Sero pipes in, a large grin on his face as he takes the mistletoe and throws it above Kaminari’s head.
Shouto, however, sees this as a substantial poof.
“Bro, are you telling me you wanna fuck?” Kaminari winks as he looks up at the mistletoe.
“No, I just don’t think you’ll ever get to smash without this either!” Sero laughs as Kaminari slaps the mistletoe from Sero’s grasp.
“Would you fucking bastards GET OFF YOUR ASSES and come fucking help out?!” Bakugou roars as he enters the living room where the three men were sitting around.
Shouto stands up first, his eyes looking at the mistletoe that lays innocently on the floor. White people were pretty weird for starting that tradition.
Of course, it wasn’t to say that Shouto didn’t want to meet anyone under the mistletoe! Had it been a tradition where he would get to kiss someone it would be different, but fucking? Having sex only because you were caught under a plant was a bit too much.
“Todoroki-kun, are you okay?” Midoriya asked as he walked while hold two tables to put up for the dinner. The boys of the since graduated class 1-A were in charge of hosting the first annual Christmas party. Of course on because Iida volunteered them all.
Shouto nodded his head as he smiled strained, “I’m going to be avoiding the mistletoe all night.”
Midoriya looked at the fallen plant as he quirked an eyebrow, “Really? I thought it could be a great idea to get— mmph?!”
Shouto’s eyes widened as he saw Kaminari, Sero, and Kirishima covering the One for All user’s mouth. They began dragging him away, their mouths at his ear as they whispered at him.
“Todoroki-kun, Kirishima-kun!” Iida yelled as he brisked over with red cloth in his hands, “I need your help in spreading snow out in front of the house! It hasn’t snowed enough yet!”
“Iida, what do you think about mistletoe?” Shouto asks as Kirishima jogs over to them.
“It’s a weird tradition,” Iida admits as he rubs the back of his neck. “But there’s too much to do, and the girls will be here within an hour!”
“Don’t worry bro,” Kirishima laughs as he slings an arm around Shouto’s shoulder. “Just avoid the mistletoe! Unless... you want us to send y/l/n-chan your way!”
Shouto couldn’t hide the flush the built on his cheeks at those words. The joyous laughter of Kirishima’s teasing didn’t help either.
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Shouto stared at himself in the mirror.
Iida had insisted on formal wear tonight. He believed their first Christmas celebration outside of U.A. was a cause to ditch the Santa gear. It was definitely weird celebrating Christmas with his friends and not wearing the Santa suits.
But Shouto chose a dark navy blue suit, a white button-up, and a slim black tie. His fingers buttoned one of the buttons on his jacket before putting in silver cuff links. He was ready.
Stepping out of the bathroom, Shouto placed his clothes into the designated room. It seemed, however, that he was the last one ready as everyone else was sitting at the grand table. It had been beautifully prepared by Sato and Tokoyami. The aroma of the cooking food filled the air causing Shouto to sigh, he was quite hungry.
“Bakugou, where’s the mistletoe?” Shouto asked his ash-blond friend who was walking around with his hands shoved into his pockets. Shouto watched as Bakugou groaned as he whipped around towards him.
“What makes you think I would fucking know, hah?” Bakugou grunts as he rolls his eyes. “It’s hidden for a goddamn reason, you’re not supposed to know!”
“Would you help me look for it?” Shouto asks as he rubs the back of his neck.
“HAH?! Why the hell would I look for it with YOU, half and half bastard?! Are you trying to—?” Bakugou’s mouth was then taped shut. Shouto watched on in confusion as the ash blond’s attention was stolen by Sero; who was now running away in his white tux from the storming blond.
“Why aren’t they just being bizarre!” Aoyama dramatized from Shouto’s left. Glancing over, Shouto chuckled at his friend dressed in a literal suit of armor that was blinding to the eye. “Now, are you confessing your feelings to Mademoiselle y/n? Christmas is the most romantic time to do so!”
Before Shouto could speak to the smirking blond, Iida bursts into the dining area with coats in his arms.
“The ladies have arrived!” He announced.
Shouto watched as six girls entered the room talking amongst themselves.
They all wore Christmas appropriate formal dresses, and yet his heart fell as he was quick to see that you weren’t there.
Where were you?
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“I know I’m very late!” You exclaim into your phone as you struggle to shove the dark red evening dress over your body.
You weren’t supposed to have stayed as late at work as you did.
Missing the bullet train back to your apartment, you had completely missed the preparation for the party. Lucky for you, your neighbor had a useful quirk that let him do makeup and hair in ten minutes. So after offering him your soul (a promised meeting from his favorite Pro Hero Froppy), he agreed to do it.
The formal wear, however, was a bit too much in your opinion.
One month ago Iida had sent out appropriate outfits to gather ideas of what to wear for today. To put it simply he wanted a full-blown ball gown for a party for twenty-one of you.
So there you sat in your room, pulling the dark red dress into place. It had a semi sweetheart neckline, the bodice was made of soft velvet, and the skirt was multiple layers of red lace. Overall it was cute and simple. Slipping on your white heels you grabbed your coat and presents for your friends. Placing your phone to your ear you raced out to where the taxi was waiting for you.
“Iida won’t let anyone eat until you’re here! And I’m positive Bakugou is going to kill Midoriya out of a hangry fit if you don’t get here quick!” Mina once again tells you as you give the taxi driver the address.
“It’s not my fault villains decided to be villains where I work! Had it been my decision I would’ve been there with you guys! Plus it’s starting to snow,” you sigh as you pinch the bridge of your nose. “Tell Iida you guys can start eating, I’m not offended!”
“Girl, I told him that one hour ago, and again right before I called. Trust me, we’re not touching the food until you’re here!”
“Wow, you didn’t even want to wait for me?” You tease as you watch as the taxi drives into familiar areas.
“You know I’m teasing, besides loverboy here won’t let anyone eat until you get here too~!” Mina giggles in her sing-song tone.
“Don’t call Shouto that!” You groan as you try to calm your flaring cheeks. “We’re friends!”
“Friends who have the sexual tension that brings god to her knees! And the romantic chemistry that makes the cutest couple tremble in jealousy!” Mina exclaims. “Don’t worry, we saved you the seat right between him and me!”
“Mina!”
“Oh, gotta go! Bakugou AND your precious Shouto~ are demanding an update, see ya soon cutie!”
“Mina—”
The line went dead as you puffed out your cheeks.
Sometimes Mina was too slippery for her own good.
The rest of the taxi drive was quiet. Your taxi driver most likely wanting to get you out as soon as possible to go home themselves. Your eyes focused down at your cellphone that was getting text messages demanding your location.
Most of which was spam from Kaminari and Uraraka who seemed to be the most starving. Sighing, you shared your location with the class’s group chat for the next twenty-four hours. So they could track you for the next few minutes it would take for you to get there.
kaminari: i dont think ive ever been this excited to see y/n in my life… ever… and im 98% sure i had a crush on her 0.0
you: omg i told you guys you could EAT stop HARASSING ME
sero: tru lets blame iida
iida: You all would have been very upset had we eaten without you! Besides, this is our family so we have to wait, it’s only polite. - Iida Tenya
mina: …
you: …
midoriya: …
kirishima: i thought someone ingrained it into iida that he doesnt have to text… like that…
momo: I believe it is okay, Iida-san! It is confusing to know who’s texting on this chat! Sincerly, Yaoyorozu Momo
bakugou: hurry the FUCK UP Y/N
you: id rather die
“We’re here,” the driver sighs as they turn around. “That’ll be 2,000 yen.”
You smile in gratefulness as you pull out two 2,000 yen. “It’s a tip for working on a holiday, thank you!”
“Happy holidays.”
“To you as well!”
You stepped out of the car and closed the door behind you. Your eyes fluttering as you watch the snow fall in front of you. A shiver runs through your spine as you pull your coat tighter around yourself. Holding the presents closer to you, you walk down to the front door. You take notice of the heaps of snow in front of the lawn and grin. Although you had no evidence, you bet Iida made Shouto and Kirishima create snow unknowing that it was going to snow this much.
Opening the grand door, warmth and the waft of cooking food invaded your senses. Removing your coat, you heard chairs scraping against the floor as a small mob of people raced to greet you.
“Merry Christmas!”
“Season greetings!”
“I’m so fucking hungry, thank Santa you’re here!”
“Move bitches I get the first hug!”
“Let me grab her coat first!”
It had been a while since you had last seen everyone. But in this moshpit of who you would consider being among your best friends, it warmed your heart. “Thank you, Iida,” you smile as he nodded in response.
“You followed the guidelines quite well, you look great!” Iida compliments as he turns to put your coat away.
“Of course she looks great, we all went out together to a dress shop!” Jirou sighs as she pulls you into a hug.
You greeted everyone, hugging them all as you went until you finally found the one person you wanted to see. His hair styled slicked back and his hands rested in his pockets as he smiled at you. Your face felt like it was heating up as you stepped closer to him.
“Merry Christmas, Shouto,” you smile as the dual-colored man smiles at you. You pull him into a hug.
“Merry Christmas, y/n,” he mumbles into your hair. “I’ll take those from you?” Shouto offers as he grabs the bag with the presents.
“Thank you,” you say letting go of the bag.
Shouto nodded as he turns on his heel to put the presents away.
“TIME TO EAT!” Kirishima and Kaminari roar as everyone starts making their way back to the dining table.
“Just to let you know, there is a mistletoe somewhere here, in case you want to make a move,” Mina whispers in your ear.
Oh, this dinner seemed like it was going to get increasingly harder to stay composed.
xxx
“It’s present opening time!” Iida exclaims as he ushers the class into the living room where the tree and presents resided. “Please have a seat, Yaomomo and I have organized the different piles for everyone! Until you have been seated will you receive your pile!”
You were talking with Tsuyu as you entered the living room. Your eyes shining as you took in a beautifully decorated living room.
“You boys did an amazing job at decorating!” You exclaim as you grin, the night had been going perfectly so far.
Dinner had been lively and hilarious. Old banter and topics bleed into the night’s conversation made your heart ache for the old days. It seemed so long ago when you spent every day for three years with these guys. You missed it.
With Mina at your left who discussed her new fighting style. Shouto at your right who talked about his life at home. His family had finally was becoming something he loved completely. While you two had late night discussions talking about it no one else knew about it. It was invigorating to see Shouto grin and laugh in conversations. His old dense self was still ingrained in him yet he’s grown so much since his fifteenth year. You were proud of him.
You watched as Tsuyu took a seat on the couch, her eyes trained on you as she spoke. You moved to sit next to her until something shoved you to the side.
“Oh, that’s my seat!” Mina exclaimed as she sat next to Tsuyu, her smile large as your eyebrow rose. “There’s more, don’t worry!”
You turned around and saw a seat near Midoriya who was near Tsuyu. It seemed you could continue your conversation about her position as a Hero Commander. Midoriya would like that conversation as well.
“That’s my spot!” Uraraka shouts as you were about to sit down. You sighed as you stood back up, your eyes raking the couches for a place to sit.
“There’s a spot by Todoroki-kun,” Midoriya said pointing at Shouto. Shouto was sitting on a seat that was a bit too large for one person, but too small for two.
“Thanks,” you smile as you walk over to Shouto. “You mind if I squeeze in next to you?”
Shouto looks at you, his eyes intense as he shakes his head, “No, go ahead and sit.”
You sat at his left with a grin. Your body pressing into his left arm as he concentrated on Iida, and with a nudge, you captured his attention. “I hope you like the gift I bought for you,” you whisper as Iida begins handing out the piles of gifts to each person. Ojiro helping as they were big.
“I don’t think I could hate anything you could give me,” Shouto whispers back as he grabs his pile from Iida.
“Random panties I find on patrol?”
“I’d be honored you thought of me.”
“That’s so gross, Shouto,” you laugh as you take your own pile from Ojiro.
“You’re the one touching random panties from the streets of Japan!” Shouto retorts as he helps you settle your pile onto the floor.
“Touche, Shouto,” you grin as you shove him with your shoulder, “touche.”
“Because it is Uraraka-kun’s birthday coming up, she should go first!” Iida suggests and everyone agrees.
“Oh, I need to tell you something,” Shouto whispers as you cheer on Uraraka who is lifting a gift over her head.
“What is it?” You ask turning your head towards him.
“You look beautiful tonight,” he whispers before focusing back in onto Uraraka. She lifts out multiple bags of strawberry mochi with a triumphant scream.
“You look handsome tonight, too.”
It doesn’t take long before presents are being opened and you’re feeling content pressed into Shouto’s side.
From Aoyama, you got a crystal mirror that sparkled in the light. The poem about the North Star engraved into the back of the mirror.
From Mina, you got workout clothes specific to a dance class you and the girls were planning on attending together. They were in your favorite color and came with a jacket with your name stitched into it.
From Tsuyu, you got a plushie. It was of your favorite animal and held lots of tiny little snacks that you could carry during a patrol.
From Iida, he presented you with a pair of exercise shoes you had been needing for a while. After all, sparring with Bakugou and Midoriya left your old ones disintegrated.
From Uraraka, she bought you a charm bracelet that had two charms on it already. One of the U.A. building and another of a small group of girls.
Ojiro gave you got a new winter coat. It was white, waterproof and insulated. Your jaw on the ground as you tried it on because it made you look like a marshmallow and you adored that.
Kaminari gave you got his mixtape. On the cassette were a bunch of Kaminari originals he had been promising you for years now, and now you had a copy. That and a gift card to your favorite restaurant.
Kirishima gave you a new ankle and wrist weights. Something to help with your manly journey to becoming the best hero!
Koda bashfully announced that you were getting an all-inclusive trip to an animal and tea shop. Something he gifted everyone in the class, and an event you girls were quick to plan.
Sato gave you a free pass to let him bake you anything you wanted. Another gift given to all the girls, and another gift you girls were excited to use.
Shoji had gifted you a massage gun. Something you had enveloped him in a hug for minutes afterward because it was something you had been meaning to buy.
Jirou’s gift was in a white envelope, two VIP tickets to your favorite band. A very discounted item because her parents knew them and the fact that she was a Pro Hero too.
Sero’s gift was something that made you laugh, it was a high-quality blanket. Soft to the touch, with the ability to keep you warm in a blizzard! It had a class picture printed on it photoshopped with Kaminari’s wheey face onto everyone’s picture.
Tokoyami gave you a picture album with the class’s best memories. It also had many more blank pages for your own pictures.
Hagakure bought you a new set of makeup and brushes. Brushes that you had been eyeing the time you two had gone shopping together too!
Bakugou bought you a new outfit. It was definitely an outfit for warmer weather, and he got annoyed when you went to hug him.
Midoriya made you a present. It was two notebooks full of analysis and suggestions that you had asked for when sparring. You wanted to continue improving and Midoriya was definitely going to help you.
Mineta bought you a gift card to use at a local lingerie store. On the one hand, it had a lot of money on it, on the other hand, you wanted to destroy it.
Momo blushed as she stood up, her grin wide as she looked at everyone. She apologized about being able to properly buy everyone an honest gift as she had been busy these past few months. Nut she promised she made up for it. She had paid off everyone’s apartment/house rent or price. Or in Iida’s and Shouto’s case their groceries for four months.
“This is for you,” Shouto whispered as he handed you a thin rectangular box. “I didn’t want it getting smashed so, I held onto it. I didn’t forget to give you a gift.”
Your eyes focused on the gift that was wrapped in red and silver wrapping paper. Your fingers gently taking it from him as you nodded. Shouto had been giving everyone else gifts with things that reminded him of them. It had some of the most hilarious items to date. But the box told you nothing, no hint, no clue. The attention of the group was on Aoyama who was modeling the new outfits that were gifted to him.
His eyes bore into you as you opened the gift, your eyes widening as you opened the box. “Shouto…” you trailed off as you looked down at the simple yet gorgeous necklace that lay in the box. It had a single diamond on it, yet you knew that it was more expensive than anything you’ve ever bought in your life. “W-What?”
Shouto remained silent as he gently pulled the necklace from the box, he asked you wordlessly to turn around so that he could place it on you. You complied as you shifted in the seat.
“I promise I looked everywhere else for you before choosing this!” Shouto admits as his warm fingers push your hair to the side. The cold chain presses into your skin as you look down at the jewel. “But no matter what I looked at, this was the only thing I liked for you. So, no, I don’t regret or worry about buying you this because I know it was meant to be yours.” His breath teased your exposed skin and it took everything within you not to melt as he fixed your hair.
Not knowing how to thank him, you pulled him into a tight hug, your arms holding him near as he returned the hug. Your lips pressed gently against his cheek, “Thank you, Shouto.”
You pull away and look back to your friends who were still focused on Aoyama who did a spin. Your fingers grazed the shiny jewel, and you lay your head against his shoulder as you consume the fashion show laid out for you.
Xxx
“You’re confessing to him, right?!” Mina hisses as the girls called an impromptu meeting seconds before you were "about to kiss Shouto" on the couch.
“Mina-san, she was about to kiss Todoroki-san right before you ripped her from his grasp!” Momo sighed as gave you an apologetic smile.
“Y/n has liked him since high school! Her first kiss with Todoroki-kun is not going to be while Bakugou is modeling his clothes!” Hagakure defended Mina as she crossed her arms.
“First off, I was not going to kiss him,” you defend yourself as you point a sweeping finger at your friends. “I was going in to get lint in his hair!”
“There wasn’t lint in his hair,” Tsuyu chimed in to which everyone agreed.
“Leave her alone!" Jirou waves her hands, to which you thank her. "She was going to take the lint out with her teeth! To show him what that mouth do!”
Jirou snorts as you shove her.
“Do you see that rock on her neck?! You know she’s not gonna show him only what that mouth do, but also what her—!” Uraraka snickers as she was interrupted by the kitchen door opening.
“Y/n?” Shouto asks, his eyes wide as he sees that you’re flustered and pointing your fingers at them all. “Um… I was wondering if we could talk?”
“Right now?” You squeak as you smooth over your dress. “Of course right now, um, yes let’s go!” You declare, glaring at your friends as you walk towards Shouto. Grabbing his hand and dragging him out of the kitchen the door closing behind you.
“They put up the mistletoe outside right?” Momo whispers as she looks at Jirou who gives a thumbs up.
“Yes, Kaminari said they convinced Todoroki to talk with y/n outside.”
“Does… does Todoroki-kun even know what to do under the mistletoe?” Uraraka asks as she realizes her sheltered friend was still learning new things to this day.
“The boys must’ve explained it to him,” Hagakure insists as she nods. “You can’t fuck up explaining that you kiss someone under the mistletoe. Besides, they want them to get together too!”
Xxx
“Fuck, it’s cold,” you shiver as you wrap your jacket around you.
“Sorry,” Shouto apologizes as he grabs your hands in his. Heat immediately spreads through your skin. He was warming you up, the cold winter air is ignorable, as you and Shouto walk towards the edge of the porch. “There wasn’t any room in there that was private enough, and I needed to talk to you about something important.”
“Oof, don’t tell me you meant to give this necklace to some other girl named y/n,” you tease as you rest your back against the snow-covered railings. “If so, I’m going to need to fight both you and her for it.”
“No, no,” Shouto chuckles as his thumb rubs smooth circles into your skin. “But it is about the necklace.”
You nod your head as you squeeze his hand reassuringly, “What about it?”
“It’s not… too forward is it?” Shouto asks as he takes his right hand to brush your hair from your face. “If you think it’s too much I can take you to return it for something else you’d like.”
The worry and concern that are heavily etched into his face make you laugh softly as you shake your head. “Even though I can’t give you something as great in return, I wouldn’t trade it for anything in the world.”
“What do you mean? I liked your gift.”
“Shouto, it was a two paid in full all you can eat meals at that soba joint you love, of course, you were going to like it!” You tease as you think back to the hole in the wall you had introduced Shouto to a few months ago.
“Yes, I have to starve for a week to make the most of your gift,” he teases and you snort as you shove him. Your eyes roll as you focus your attention back onto him.
Wait, what was that?
Your eyes flew back up to the ceiling as you saw the powdered with snow mistletoe hanging from the ceiling. Your jaw dropped as your heart rate spiked. The hands that were in Shouto’s felt sweaty as you ripped your hands from his.
“What’s wrong?” Shouto asks as he follows your gaze up to the ceiling.
“Mistletoe,” you breathe as your eyes widen. This screamed like a setup to you, but how could the girls know the two of you would have made your way out here?!
“Oh.” Shouto’s voice nearly squeaked.
“You don’t have to—”
“I want to,” Shouto whispers, his cheeks glowing in embarrassment or from the cold, you had no idea at this point. “If you’re okay with it, um... I’ve never done this before.”
You lick your lips in anticipation and the feeling that Shouto wants to kiss you back. Your heart hammers in your ears as you smile. “It’s okay, I have,” you laugh gently.
“... you have?”
“Yeah!”
“O-oh…”
“It’s okay, it’s something I try not to remember,” you input as you shake your hands. His disappointed, flustered, and jealous aura screaming at you as you cup his cheeks. “You’re the one I wanted to meet under the mistletoe anyways.”
His hands slip through your jacket, holding your waist in his grasp as he lets out a shaky breath. Shouto’s eyes rise to lock on yours finally, and you nod at him.
“Wait you want to do this outside?” Shouto whispers as you near him.
“You’re supposed to do it under the mistletoe,” you mumble as your lips connect with his. Your lips end all arguments that he has as Shouto stills.
The kiss was slow, your eyes closed as you gently coaxed his stiff lips to move with yours. Shouto moved with you smoothly, the kiss gently growing in passion as he pulled you in closer. The kiss burns you as your lips languidly move against each other. Your hands moving from his cheeks to tangling into his gelled hair.
It was perfect, and you found yourself pulling away, ready to confess your feelings for him. But Shouto didn’t seem to be on the same page as his lips pressed against your throat. The feeling of his heated and soft lips against your colder skin made you suck in a sharp breath of air. Your head tilting backward as he peppered clumsy yet attentive kisses against your skin.
“S-Shouto,” you moaned as your fingers grabbed onto the collar of his jacket. This wasn’t what you were expecting from him. Nor was it something you believed to come from a visit under the mistletoe. Your peaked breaths soon calmed, they smoothed into soft and shaky moans as his teeth teased your sensitive skin.
Shudders flew through your body as his tongue caressed your skin. your mind was sinking into a sinking pit that is until he trailed his tongue to the cleavage of your breasts.
“Shouto!” You squeak as you shove his jaw up, his eyes locking on yours confused and drowning with lust.
“What’s wrong, love?” Shouto asks as a strand of hair falls into his eyes. “Did I do something wrong?”
“Is this how you meet everyone under the mistletoe?” You pant as your mind is racing too many thoughts a second, you can’t keep up as there is a heat building in you. A heat that begged you to get over your shyness and just let him kiss you in such a lewd way. But this wasn’t Shouto, it couldn’t be.
“I’ve never been under a mistletoe before,” Shouto mumbles as his lips press together. In this brief hesitation, it seems that he remembers something. “Who have you… met under the mistletoe…”
Your face warms as you sigh, it wasn’t a memory you much enjoyed.
“It was Bakugou, but only because the damn store owners were so insistent on it!”
This confession made Shouto still. His eyes turning a near black with emotions you hadn’t seen on his face in quite a while.
“Shouto? Are you okay--mmph?!”
His lips were back over yours immediately. His bruised lips fervently danced against yours as he held his right hand to the back of your neck and the other firmly onto the small of your back. His kiss was demanding, sultry, and overwhelming.
Your questions of his emotions out of your mind as your ass hit the porch railing. The cold snow burning through your dress made you cry out, and Shouto’s tongue presses into your mouth. Your back arches as his left-hand leaves your body. It slams against the railing and the snow melts, and the tongue in your mouth warms you as you shudder in his hold.
Not wanting to be manipulated like this, you ignore how your body feels like it’s melting in his hold. Your mouth suckles onto his tongue. Your hands fist into his hair, making him moan into your mouth as you tug on it sharply.
You can feel the falling snow hitting your cheeks, but your body temperature has spiked so high that it melts before it can make complete contact.
Ripping your mouth from his, your lips trail down his neck, nipping and sucking hickies onto his pale skin. The harsh pants that escaped his mouth and the shaking of his form further incited you as your painted lips met the collar of his shirt.
“Should we go back to my place?” You ask as you pull away, your hands fisting around his tie as you look into his lust-fueled eyes.
“I thought you said we had to do it under the mistletoe?” Shouto questions, his upper lip in almost a sneer as he uses your hands to loosen his tie. Your eyes widened as he stripped off his jacket. He placed it onto the railing that was turning the snow into steam whenever it made contact. “Did you take Bakugou home after finding yourself under the mistletoe with him?”
The words were a near snarl, his eyes angry, his face jealous.
Some part of you wanted to utilize this. You wanted to use this surplus of emotion Shouto was emitting to get him to fuck you against this railing. Another part of you, a louder part of you, demanded to know what was wrong.
“Why would I bring Bakugou home?” You ask as you take Shouto’s flushed cheeks in your hands. “It’s mistletoe, not a porno.”
Shouto blinks once, twice, thrice.
“W-What?”
“Mistletoe, not porno,” you repeat confused. “Shouto, you’re supposed to kiss under the mistletoe.”
It’s then that Shouto’s body freezes. His eyes widening as he stares at you.
His face flushed, lips were swollen from kissing, and hair messy.
“You’re… you’re not supposed to fuck?” He asks, his voice barely above a whisper as he shakes his head.
The small sentence causes your heart to beat wildly as you stare at him, your hands moving from his cheeks to your mouth. “NO!” You squeak as Shouto takes a step back from you, his head dropping.
Coldness envelopes you as Shouto nods his head, “I’m sorry for forcing myself on you, y/n. I… I should go.”
You watch as Shouto turns on his heel, his back stiff as he walks towards the door.
Everything in you screams at you to make him stop, pleading that you pull him back and say you’ll still fuck him. The kissing itself had ignited a fire within you. And there was nothing else you wanted but Shouto to subside the need and desire that had built within you.
“I like you,” you reel as you find yourself taking several steps forward as Shouto’s hand touches the door handle. “I have feelings for you, and when I found out that I could kiss you tonight I took the chance! I know you might be feeling a whole bunch of different emotions that I can’t list. But I want to let you know that I wasn’t letting you do that because of the mistletoe, Shouto! I genuinely really like you and I was going to let you fuck me against the porch railing I was that ready.”
Shouto is frozen at the door, his back tense as his hand drops. You watch in what feels like slow motion as he turns around, his eyes locking on yours. It clicks, his confession is silent as he walks back towards you.
The world has gone silent as Shouto cuts the distance between the two of you before you could react. His mouth pressing against yours as you’re sent walking backward. Your hands grasping his biceps as you’re pressed against a familiar railing.
“I like you,” Shouto gasps against your lips. “Fuck, y/n, I like you so much.”
You don’t answer him as you instead sink your teeth into his lower lip, a groan leaving his mouth as you pull away. His eyes flash dangerously, something new stirring within him as your lips come crashing together again. In a tangle of lips and tongue, his hands leave your waist and grab your ass through the fabric of the dress. The cold is ignorable and the jacket around you is making you sweat as you moan into the kiss.
The melodious sound escaping your mouth stirs Shouto on and his leg slips between your thighs as you arch into him. His leg presses indescribably into your crotch, so you do what you must and grind your hips against his leg.
The grip on your ass tightens as Shouto begins to guide your hips into wide circles against his leg. The grinding pleasures you. The slowly building pressure overwhelming you as you whine against his mouth. His name escapes your mouth like a prayer, soft and hopeful as your mouth suckles against his tongue.
“It’s too hot,” you whimper as you pull away, Shouto trying to follow you with his mouth as you tilt your head. His wandering lips press against your neck and you sigh as you shift to take off the jacket.
“You’re going to get sick,” Shouto warns. His hands leave your rotating ass as he tries to slip the coat back over your shoulders.
Taking his hands and instead press them onto your breasts. As his eyes shifted to your breasts, you dropped your coat to the floor and you stare at him with a growing smirk. “Then you better fuck the cold away.”
His eyes take you in and he slowly nods, his hands groping your breasts as he growls in response, “Don’t think I won’t.”
“Big words for a virgin,” you moan as warmth spreads throughout your body.
“Those are fighting words for someone who’s at my mercy,” Shouto snaps as he pinches your side.
A pained moan escapes your lips as Shouto’s teeth sink back onto your neck. His tongue then lashing out to smooth the wound that was left in its place. He continues to mark your neck as your gasping praises and grinding hips gives him the confidence to continue. His touch is intoxicating and you find yourself whining for more, begging that he do more. Finally, with a deep chuckle, Shouto pulls away from your neck, his lips red and raw.
His eyes trace your body as his hand’s trail from your breasts back onto your ass. Your eyes widen as he picks you up as if you weigh nothing, his hands massaging your flesh as he places you onto the rail. A low sigh escapes your lips at the feeling of the warm wood underneath you.
Your chest heaves with your quickening breathing as you see that this position gives Shouto the perfect entrance to fuck you out here.
There wasn’t much you could do outside. With snow blanketing the world, your friends indoor, and both you and Shouto craving the other there was only so much you could do. Fully expecting Shouto to start unbuckling his pants, your eyes shot open as he lifted the skirt of your dress. His heated fingers trailing up your cool flesh.
Trembling you watched as his fingers reached your panties. His finger stroking your folds as your hands held tightly onto his shoulder. Your pussy aches for more. Your panties soaked from the thigh riding and the being so overwhelmed with emotions for Shouto.
You can do nothing as you feel your panties being peeled from your skin. The soft fabric trailing down your legs and you watch as Shouto looks at them before pocketing them. A smirk overcomes his facial features as you watch him. He takes your wrists in his right hand and moves them behind your back. Your eyes widen as a familiar sound hits your ears.
“I might be a virgin, but I’m not a prude,” he whispers into your ear as cold ice encloses your wrists. “You have only a few minutes to get yourself to cum against my fingers, or else… well, I don’t want to find out.”
Unintentionally, you whimper in both pleasure and pain as the coldness seeps through your skin and your pussy throbs at the threat. Should you heed his command or make him recant. As you contemplate that, you rub your legs together. The slickness of your essence much more noticeable without the fabric in place, and you moan.
Shouto smirks as he looks at your moving legs, and he takes his left hand to trace your inner thigh, teasingly, barely touching your skin. Your eyes flutter as they brush against your slit right before he plunges two fingers into your wet heat. Cursing his name, your walls tremble against him as you press your forehead onto his shoulder. His fingers are warm, but your heat is even warmer.
“Is something wrong?” He feigns innocence as his fingers curl against your wall. They circle within your cunt as you whimper lewdly.
“N-No!” You stammer. The freezing sensation of the ice is almost ignorable with his fingers beginning to push within you. He nods as he begins to move his fingers slowly. Your body squirms in his hold as he increases his speed. Soon his fingers pump within you at unimaginable speeds, your head throwing backward at the pleasure. Your hips find themselves bucking against his fingers as you mewl.
The ice begins to burn as his thumb brushes against your clit.
Your eyes clench close as you surge forward. Your lips pressing against his as you attempt to stop your loud moans. Shouto swallows your moans as he continues to pound his fingers in you. A third one soon entering as his thumb flicks against your clit.
So close, you’re so fucking close.
You can feel the pressure building in you, the coil tightening as you cry out his name, pleading for him to make you cum. Shouto muses at your desperation but does not relieve you of your desires as his fingers leave your cunt. You cry at the expulsion, your pussy craving for him to reenter your needy cunt.
Instead, your wrists are set free from their icy cage. Your skin feels like its burning as Shouto places his fingers into his mouth. He's licking your essence off his skin and you whine at the visual.
“I decided that I want you to come around my cock instead,” Shouto chuckles as you glare at him.
“You’re a dick,” you whine as you watch as Shouto loosens his tie after removing his jacket.
“You’re the greedy one who wanted to fuck right here,” Shouto hums as he unbuckles his belt. You stare at him feeling your pussy throb at the impending sex.
Your eyes fall onto his cock as his pants bunch at his knees, and your mouth dries at the sight of him. Eight inches and thick, his hand fists against his length, low grunts escaping his mouth as he steps near to you.
“Are you okay with this?” Shouto asks as the head of his cock brushes against your wet folds.
You nod your head as you shudder at the sensations that run through your veins, “Yes, are you?”
He nods too as he grunts softly. He begins to grind his cock against your folds. The increased pressure than what he was doing before makes you moan as he coats himself with your juices. Your hands hold onto his biceps as he continues to move his cock between your folds. teasing your clit instead of penetrating you and you whine in protest. The stimulation of your clit appreciated but you wanted him to fill you up.
“Will you just fuck me already?!” You rasp as you pathetically circle your hips against his length.
Shouto chuckles as he locks eyes with you, “Maybe.”
Your mouth opens to argue, but you’re cut off by him pushing himself into your needy pussy without warning. His length barely fits entirely within you, and his girth causes your head to spin as he stretches you out. “FUCK!” You hiss as your head presses into his collarbone.
“Shit, shit, shit,” Shouto shudders as your walls spasm against him, overloading him with sensations as he tries to calm himself. “Y-You’re so fucking tight.”
“Move, Shouto,” you beg eagerly needing more friction from him. “Please fucking move.”
With a grunt of confirmation, Shouto rolls his hips. You curse as his hips move outward before bottoming back into you. Your hips move in time with his, and intermingled moans resonate within your now joined mouths. His thrusting picks up speed the more comfortable he gets. His moving hips slamming against yours as you cry into his mouth. His hand grips your waist as he pulls you from the railing, one of your legs hooked around his waist as the other shakily stands. He slides his other hand down your back so that he can cup the bottom your ass. It’s a stretch and it adds to his vigorous thrusts into your cunt.
The feel of Shouto’s pelvis slapping against yours is your remedy — you’re craving him even more and he is well aware of that fact.
You’re swelling with euphoria and lust when he decides to amp up your pleasure by bringing his right hand to your clit. His fingers circle against your clit with his ice-cold touch, it shocks you as your heated body jerks under the new temperature. With the added temperature play, it feels as if your body is breaking under his will. Your pussy clenching at sensations he’s giving you. Your hips rolling against his pounding hips, and he moans in return to how your walls clench against him.
Your head lolls to the side as you’re overwhelmed by the blazing heat in your core. The pressure of your cunt heavily evident throughout your entire body. You needed to keep it together, you wanted to keep going. The head of his cock finally comes to press against your sweet spot as he shifts your hips and you shriek.
“Fuck! Please, right there!” You beg as Shouto shakily nods, his hips coming to snap into that same spot over and over. Your eyes roll to the back of your head as you’re no longer able to speak. You’re completely overpowered by his snapping hips.
“Will you come for me,” he groans out, his voice a pleading hope.
Your head nods frantically as you're unable to trust your voice. The action satisfies Shouto as he hisses lowly. Faster and harder, his fingers switch from pressing small circles to large figure-eights on your clit, while his hips slamming faster into you. You can’t handle the pleasure any more, and you feel your high coming.
“Shouto,” you gasp as he presses a kiss against your mouth again. His hands moving to lift you up, you can only cry in pleasure as he slams your back against a pole. His hips continuing to snap into you at insane speeds. You’re not able to keep up as sparks ignite in your veins as he slams into you over and over.
Your orgasm hits your body and it’s as if you’re falling away into ecstasy. Your mind spinning and dazed from the continuous world-altering sensations. You cry out his name as he still continues at his unmerciful pace. That is until he suddenly pulls out and drops you onto your shaking legs.
Whining at the loss of his cock, and the fact that you’re now on your feet, you open your shut eyes and stare at him unable to speak.
“Turn around,” he growls. You can’t believe he wants you to go for his own orgasm with you in a whole new position. Was he really a virgin you question as he fists his cock as you reposition yourself onto the railing. Your chest presses weirdly onto the wood as your knees buckle, and you look over your shoulder to see Shouto raising the skirt of your dress.
Shouto doesn’t ask to insert himself in you again. Your fingers grip the railing as he slams back in and you let out a sharp cry as you seize forward.
He starts up a brutal pace with his hips slapping against your ass with each and every thrust. Your hands move to your mouth as you cry as you rock forward with every thrust. His hips remain steady as his pace accelerates. You watch on a dazed high as snow falls onto your moving hair. Your fingers shoved into your mouth like a gag as he grips your hips. You use all of your willpower to push your hips back against his to meet him thrust by thrust.
Slowly, he starts to vocalize more and more. His lips moaning your name and crying out. He keeps one gripping hand on your hips while the other slips to your clit. Your mind snaps as he begins rubbing meticulous shapes onto your puffy nerves.
You can tell he’s close.
He’s chanting your name against your spine like some mindless prayer to you. His hot breath fanning onto your exposed skin. The hand on your hip grips you tighter, definitely bruising your skin. So you grip the railing with one hand and the other remains in your mouth.
“Are you ready?” Shouto growls while nipping at your skin. “Ready to take my cum?”
“Yes! Please, Shouto!” You choke out from your fingers, the pleasure and overstimulation reaching their tipping point once again.
“Then fucking come.”
Your toes curl as you let out a sob of pleasure. Your arm is unable to support yourself anymore as you let your torso slam against the railing. The circles on your clit finally stop and your abused cunt clenches around Shouto’s cock. Your body reaches its second orgasm of the night, and Shouto arrives with you.
He cries out a “Fuck!” and your name as his speed spills within you. It’s the loudest he’s been all night, which makes you whine at the sound of your name being said so vulgarly from his mouth. As your cries become breathless pants, you press your hands against the railings. The saliva on your fingers turning cold as the two of you stand still for what feels like some time. You feel him slide both of his hands on top of yours to intertwine with yours as cum spurts out of his cock, filling you up.
He rubs circles on top of your hands with his thumbs as he slides himself out. The feeling of him gone makes the both of you whimper at the loss of each other’s fill. You feel some of his cum seep out, and you shudder at the emptiness your cunt now feels.
You slowly stretch back up, your body hurting and now quickly turning cold with the lack of his heat.
Shouto is two steps ahead of you as he grabs your tossed coat from the floor and wraps you tightly within its fabric. “There,” he smiles as he pulls up his own pants, his face still flushed for different reasons.
You giggle as you shake your head, “Did I really get dicked down because of mistletoe?”
A snort escapes Shouto’s lips as he nods, “You did.”
“Well, I do like you, Shouto,” you whisper as he finishes dressing. “It’s not just because of the mistletoe.”
“I know,” Shouto whispers as he takes your cheeks in his hands. “And now this is me asking you on a date and if you’d like to be my girlfriend.”
Joy fills your heart as you laugh softly. “I’d love to be,” you say as your lips meet his in a gentle kiss right under the mistletoe.
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Lost part 2 X Daryl Dixon X Reader
This is actually way longer than I intended. I was going to to three parts but I finihsed it in this.
Summary: Trouble starts as you’ve found walkers in the barn. Will things ever get better? 
Warnings: Killing walkers, swearing, death, missing children.
Tags: @nikki082489​
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The rest of the day was almost a complete blur, everyone arguing on what we should do. Everyone except Shane, Rick and Hershel were stood in front of the house. This wasn't going to get anywhere without Rick.
"Look, I don't think it's safe. But there is a way to go about this." You hadn't said your part yet "I know what I say doesn't really matter but Rick and Hershel aren't here. Shouldn't we at least wait for them." 
"I don't think we got time for that." Daryl spoke to you nodding at Shane charging at the group, gun bag in hand. 
"This has gone on long enough! We are not safe!" He started passing out guns to people. He looked at you "I know you're willing to do what ever it takes." 
"Damn right." You took the shotgun from his hand. You and Daryl looked at each other. Both of you nodded silently agreeing how this was about to go down. 
You all turned to see Rick and Hershel walking across the farm to the barn with walkers on a stick. "No!" Shane yelled as he ran down the field towards them.  
"Oh fuck." You sighed. You ran down the hill as fast as you could. 
You all stood around the barn. Shane was shouting at the top of his lungs. You agreed that this wasn't safe but this was about to get way out of hand. 
"Can a person survive this!" Shane took his gun and shot the walker in Hershel's hands right in the chest. Of course it kept coming. You all knew what they were except Hershel. "How is it still coming!" He shot it again. "How is it still coming!" 
"Shane that's enough!" Rick tried to so hard but with a walker in hand it wasn't easy. 
"You're right it is enough!" Shane shot it in the head making it drop. He marched over to the barn doors and slammed on them with his pistol handle while Rick screamed for him to stop. 
You looked over at Daryl. His face was dead straight, sometimes it was really hard to see how he was feeling. You knew there was enough of you and enough ammo to be OK but it didn't stop you from worrying. 
He pulled on the doors, you could hear the walkers desperate to get out and feast on you all. He shot the lock and pulled the chain. 
The door opened slowly, walkers limping out one by one. You cocked the shot gun and aimed. The kickback was rough but you didn't miss one shot. Rick stood there shouting until Daryl shot the walker he was holding. Lori sat with Carl in her arms. In your opinion she should have taken his else where. The farm rang with gun shots as you all took the walkers down. After it was all over the only thing you could hear was Maggie and Hershel crying and the faint ringing from all the noise. 
Daryl looked at you "You OK?" You were about to answer when a small shuffling from the barn grabbed all your attentions. You raised your gun again. What you saw made your heart stop. Little Sophia, her eyes glazed over and the look on her face was nothing but hunger. Her skin a dark grey, the bite on her neck still pouring with blood. You could hear Carol crying behind you. Daryl ran to stop her from going to her. You wanted to help but your whole body was frozen. 
No one said anything, no one moved. She stumbled towards you. Just before she got a few feet away Rick stepped forward. He held up his gun, tears stinging his eyes. He shot her.
You whole body shook. When something in your brain snapped. "Emily!" You wailed. Your brain was a blur but your legs ran towards the barn doors. Everyone shouted you to stop but you couldn't. 
Running into the barn you looked everywhere. Screaming her name, throwing hay around, thinking maybe she was under it. There was nothing. You fell to your knees in the middle of all the mess, tears pouring from your eyes. All you could say over and over was "Emily." 
After a few minutes a figure walked towards you from the open doors. You couldn't see from the tears. You felt the hay move as he knelt down in front of you. You rubbed your face and looked up.
He looked so defeated. After all this time, all the searching, she was 10 feet away. He placed a hand on your face. "Come on." He helped you to you feet and wrapped a strong arm around you. 
You walked together out of the barn. Most people were still there moving the bodies. Carol sat on the floor crying her heart out. She looked up at you as yo walked past. "I'm so sorry Carol. I'm so sorry." You could hardly look at her. She nodded as a thank you. 
Daryl walked you back to the tent. You were still separate from everyone still but you had moved next to each other. You sat outside your tent and stared at the ground. He didn't say anything just sat next to you. He wrapped his arm around you and pulled you in. You rested your head on his shoulder and started to cry again. 
"Hey," He lifted you head to look at him. "She could still be alive." 
"What's the point in hoping? You saw the same thing I did. I honestly thought maybe they had found each other and we would find them hiding somewhere together." You sniffled "Lets face it. She's dead." You stood and walked back into your tent. You lay on the ground and curled up. 
After a few minutes you felt a strong arm wrap around your body. You pulled him in closer and help on tight. 
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The next morning Daryl rolled over to check on you and the tent was empty. He sat up "Oh fuck." He looked around to see what you had taken. Your boots, knife, gun and water was gone. Normally this was like everyday but he was worried after what had happened. 
He got ready fast and ran across the field to the rest of the camp. "Y/N's gone." "What do you mean she's gone?" Rick asked him.
You and Maggie had gotten close so this of course worried her "She's left or you just can't find her?" 
"I just woke up, her hunting shit is gone." 
"Maybe she just went looking for Emily." 
Daryl looked at Lori, "After what happened yesterday? Don't be stupid." 
"Hey I was just saying." She held her hands up in defense.
He turned to walk away "Yall aint no help. I'll find her myself!" He ran across the farm and diapered into the woods.
At first he was so worried about you he wasn't thinking right, he took a second, calmed down and looked around for your prints. Eventually he found them. Every so often he would find a walker, not just killed but brutally smashed to bits.  
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You woke that morning earlier than usual. You hadn't gotten a lot of sleep anyway. Rolling over Daryl had his back to you in deep sleep. You stepped over him and gathered your things. When you got out the tent you looked around to check that no one else was awake yet. It was so calm and peaceful. No sound, not even birds. 
You headed over to the woods. You couldn't describe how you felt. It was like you were empty. Ever since she had gone missing you had aching pain, you were dying inside without her. But after the barn your body shut down. You didn't even know why you were in the woods but you were sure you would find out. After roughly 15 minutes of walking you heard a walker a head of you. It had its back to you wandering around aimlessly. 
You approached it silently with your knife in hand. You stabbed it in the head and looked at it of the ground lifeless. A sudden rush of anger washed over you, you stomped as hard as you could on it's head over and over again. You cried, not sure if they were tears of anger, sadness or just grief. 
You now knew why you wanted to go to the woods. 
You ran forward looking for more of them. One after the other you attacked, crushing their heads into the ground. It wasn't making you feel any better but it wasn't making you feel any worse. 
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Daryl followed the trail of walkers you had left. It was bloody and brutal. The further he walked the more worried he got. 
After a short while he heard a noise up a head. He hid behind a tree looking around carefully to asses the situation. 
It was you. You had roughly three walkers around you all of them grabbing, clawing, just wanting to sink their teeth into. But you had it, swinging you knife around, not missing one blow.
--
After the three walkers were on the ground you stopped for a second. Putting your hands on you knees, you were out of breath. 
You heard a twig break near you, your head snapped up and looked towards the noise, knife ready. You were faced with Daryl. He looked almost scared. 
"Y/N?" 
Blood was splashed across your whole body and guts dripped from your clothes. A tear fell down your cheek as you looked at him. "Help me." You whispered. 
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It had been a long journey from the farm falling. You spent the first winter running, looking for somewhere to survive. It was hard and exhausting. Finally you found the prison. It looked like somewhere you could live out the days. Grow a farm, settle and be happy. You lost people trying to take it over. Lori died when she gave birth. T-dog sacrificed himself to save Carol. Then Michonne turned up at the fence, telling us all about Maggie and Glenn being kidnapped by the Governor. You rescued them but Daryl got captured and pitted against his brother. Rick saved them only for Daryl to leave. He didn't even say good bye. For days you sat staring at your shared cell room. But he came back. The reunion was ruined by his asshole brother. He tried to hard to pull you two apart .You weren't sure if it was because he didn't like you or he hated to see his brother happy. Merle actually helped the group when he attacked the meeting with The Governor. The Governor even killed his own people and they left him to the walkers on the side of the road. It was difficult and people died but Rick never let you give up and finally The Governor was gone. 
You built the prison up to hold. You went out and saved people. Buses of survivors were found from fallen camps. The place was safe and finally something you could live and start a life in. You would never forget Emily but slowly you learnt to live with the pain. 
Sat in one of the guard towers you looked over the prison yard. A dear Daryl had found that day was cooking nicely making your stomach grumble. "Hey!" His voice came from behind you. 
You turned to smile at him "Hi." 
"Foods ready, you comin?" He walked towards you and stopped just inches from you. 
"Sasha is coming to take me off." 
He licked his lips "So we got a few minutes?"
"Not as long as we need." You bit you lip.
He closed the gap between you and kissed you rough. He pushed you against the rail behind you. The kiss was so passionate, perfect. He broke the kiss for a second "I love you so damn much." 
"I love you too Dixon." You kissed him again. 
"Yanno, I was thinking what if your name was also---" 
"Hey!" Sasha's voice came from below you. "We can all see you yanno! There's kids around." 
You laughed and looked down at her. "Sorry! Food?" 
"Food." She smiled and nodded. 
You turned back to him "Sorry, what were you gonna say?" 
"Get some food, I'll ask you in a bit." 
You walked to the stairs door. "You coming?" He followed behind you. 
Grabbing a plate you both waited for your food to be served to you. After getting your food you both walked back to where everyone sat eating. Still standing you took a bite. "Oh god this is delicious." 
"Almost as delicious as you." 
His comment took you by surprise making you choke a little on the deer. Carol ran to you "Oh my god are you okay?" 
You help your hand up "I'm fine thank you." She passed you some water and went back to her seat. Looking at Daryl you couldn't help but laugh "You are a dirty ass."
"Oh yeah." He got closer to you and licked his fingers. "Wouldn't you like to find out?" He leaned in to kiss you.
You kissed back laughing "You're covered in fucking sauce." 
"Is it working for you?" 
"Pack it in." Laughing again. 
You looked across the yard where the bus was pulling in again. Tyrese stepped out and by the look on his face it was a successful run. Still holding your plate you watched as the people stepped off. They're faces beamed with happiness. Finally these people had hope, a home. The last woman to get off stood by the door for a second. You looked up and Daryl "I wish I could just stand here and watch the people come off the bus every day. Its so--" 
"MOMMY!" A child's voice pulled you from your sentence. 
As you turned it felt like it all went in slow motion. There she was, he hair and grown, dirt covered her face, but that was her. No words came out. You dropped your plate and ran as fast as you could. She leapt into your arms. You both cried to loud. You dropped to the floor with her in your arms. "Oh my god baby." You pulled back and pushed her hair from her face "Is it really you?" 
She cried her eyes out "Mommy, I thought I'd never see you again!" 
"Same baby, but I'm here now. I'm so sorry." You couldn't stop crying "I looked for you for so long." 
You both just sat on the floor holding each other for such a long time. She leaned back and placed her small dirty hands on your cheeks. Daryl came from behind you. "Hey Emily, welcome home." 
She looked up and frowned at him "Aren't you that mean grumpy man?" 
"No baby." You paused "Well not anymore. We are together, you remember Daryl right?" 
"Yeah I do." She looked him up and down "You're not mean anymore?" 
"No I'm not." He smiled at her.
"Good." She looked back at you "Mommy." She said before hugging you tight.  
You stood with her wrapped around you. Carol ran from the tables to you "Oh my god! Emily!" She hugged you both tight. "I can't believe this! Are you hungry?" 
Emily nodded. Carol turned to grab her some food as a woman approached you. "So you're Emily's mom?" 
"Yeah, thank you so much. I can't believe she is ok. Where did you find her?" 
"She was on a high way, she had food and a blanket but I couldn't leave her there alone." 
"On the highway? She was so close that whole time." Another tear fell down your cheek. 
Daryl rubbed your arm to comfort you "She's home now." 
"You're right." You looked back at the woman. "I can't thank you enough. Please grab some food, we have showers, clean clothes and beds." Looking back at Emily who was beaming at you. "And you need food, a good wash and all the cuddles." 
Carol passed you a plate so you sat at a table with Emily and Daryl. You looked around for a second and noticed Rick and Carl walking across the yard. You smiled and waved for them to come over. 
Rick headed towards you, when he realized he froze. He mouthed the words Emily at you. You nodded. Carl practically screamed her name. She spun and round, hopped off her chair and ran to him. 
Daryl held on to you hand, you looked over and smiled at him. He looked between you and Emily for a second and then into your eyes. "Marry me."
"What?" You couldn't believe what you were hearing. 
"Marry me." The second time sounded even more determined than the first. 
"Oh fuck yeah." You leapt out you seat and jumped on him. 
Glenn stood at the side having watched the past 2 minutes unfold "What the hell is going off?"
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Changkyun NS*W Alphabet
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Gonna put this under the cut cause I know some of yall wanna get to some other writings or something + these can get super long with all the gaps
A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)
I see him as someone who would do minimal aftercare, not too heavy but not insensitive. He is someone who would make you drink some water, maybe give you some clothes to change if you want, and if you ask for something he’ll get it, BUT only does minimum unless you ask for more
B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and their partner’s)
He really loves his hands, the way he looks at how he grabs you, like when he squeezes your thighs he likes to look at the difference between his hand and your thigh. In a fluff aspect, he likes seeing how your hand size is compared to his. Back to smut, he likes watching his fingers when he fingers you, how something so simple can pleasure you. On you he loves your thighs and your ass, he doesn’t care if you’re “thiccc” or not, he's a total ass man
C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)
More of the “I’ll pull out don’t worry type” which you never worry. Doesn’t like condoms but if you ask him to wear one he will. In the cases that you ask him to wear one and even not, he prefers not to cum in you unless he is like super into it and you say it’s okay. But if he cums on you he likes to do it on your back or your chest, maybe even just have you open your mouth and he will on your tongue
D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
Wants to try spreader bars, doesn’t care if its on your or on him, just wants to try it along with your normal light bondage, like if it's you and he’s being like hard dom he’d use spreader bars to keep your legs apart while your hands are tied and just lay a vib on you to overstimulate you or even take it off every time you’re close to deny your release
E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)
Don’t see him having a lot of experience, prob like one partner before you and that is it. 
F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)
Likes any position where he can see your face, really likes missionary but he holds up your legs cause like I said the boy likes to grab your thighs and/or ass
G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)
I’d say he is mostly serious, he isn’t super goofy (like some of his members lol) and seems rather serious, but I think he likes the connect, not seeing it as a laughing matter but just simply loving and romantic
H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)
Keeps it trimmed but def not completely bald, doesn’t like it too wild and long cause he knows it just seems too messy (also cause he doesn’t like it to be covering any aspect of your face or where you are connected in any form)
I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)
Likes eye contact and is one to lay his forehead on yours. If not his head is normally nuzzled into your neck leaving kisses or moaning in your ear 
J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)
He is still pretty young so he needs to sometimes, but he can sort of resist it. Maybe like 2 times a week? Sometimes less, he just doesn’t have time for more
K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)
Like I said spreader bars for dirty secret, loves bondage but not to the point of it hurting, like if you’re pulling on it too hard and it starts hurting you then he will take them off or just loosen them
L = Location (favorite places to do the do)
At home: bed or couch, doesn’t like doing them at the dorm or studio cause he doesn’t like the thought of other people seeing you
M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)
Loves your legs and ass, show those off even the slightest bit or put them in his lap and you’re going home in like 0.002 seconds
N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)
Doesn’t like pain and isn’t into age or pet play, like he’ll call you kitten or puppy or whatever but isn’t into like the ears or anything like that, it just doesn’t sit right with him
O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)
Likes giving but def prefers receiving. I think when you first get together you’ll have to sort of guide him to what feels best but he isn’t the type to like almost cream as soon as you put his dick in your mouth ya know? 
P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)
1 to 100 real quick, can go slow and gentle one day and the next being going as rough and fast as you can handle, very rarely changes between rounds unless its rough to gentle
Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)
Prefers not to, if you have time for a quickie he just prefers to complete the foreplay part
R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)
He wants to experiment with some stuff but is too nervous to ask you, but if he mentions it and you agree hell yeah yall are experimenting. Now like I said he won’t risk pain or getting caught.
S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)
Can go maybe one round of foreplay and one round of sex, if you skip foreplay (which is unusual) he can go maybe two rounds of sex
T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)
Cuffs, not ropes that would mark you. Is tempted to think about trying a ball gag but doesn’t like the possibility of not being able to hear the safe word. Likes temp play so he has a lot of candles, fun fact: all the candles are essential oil scented so when you burn them and it drips you get a bit of the pain/temp play and relaxation from the smell. Vibs, cock rings if hes being sub, and one very dark red silk blindfold
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
None at all, I don’t see him as a tease, more of just a “hey lets fuck” type guy if
V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)
I don’t think he’s too loud, def makes noise but its more a low groan and maybe a whine here and there, def pants and breathes heavy 
W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)
Wants to have a threesome, which he knows you would most likely agree to, but he wants to do it with a stranger (one he knows is clean and safe for the both of you), but instead settles for maybe one of the members or someone you both know and are comfortable with
X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)
I don’t see him as very big in width, and I see him pretty average in length, around like 6.5-7 in. also I see him as a grower not a shower, so he seems a lot smaller than he really is when he’s like super hard
Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)
Not super high, maybe at most like 2-3 times a week, has gone maybe 2-3 weeks with none, not even touching himself. He’ll def go as much as you want though, like if you want to like 4-5 times a week he is mostly down if he isn't too tired
Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
Once he is done with whatever minimal after care he feels he needs to take care of and maybe a shower he will most definitely pass out, he's a tired boy.
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emsylcatac · 4 years
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Unpopular opinion: Adrien didn't date Marinette in the Cat Blanc ep because he liked her, he dated her because he was in love with ladybug and discovered they were the same person, but yall arent ready for that. Give me the sweet oblivo interactions where they learn to love each other with and without the mask.
strongly agree | agree | neutral | disagree | strongly disagree
[Sorry I didn’t answer earlier, I was on “““holidays””” (or more shorten holidays trying to find a way to get home the whole time lolol thanks corona)]
Anyway, I’ve put “neutral” because I’m not sure where you stand in this: is this a true selves trope kind of thing? Because if so I strongly disagree. If you mean it in a “he’s in love with Ladybug so of course since they’re the same he’d love her & want to date her” kind of way, then I strongly agree.
So I’ll just share some thoughts there:
I think I am one of the rare few persons who thinks Adrien genuinely considers Marinette as a friend and nothing more. Because lots of signs of “him being in love with her” that lots of people use as proofs are to me... Signs of him caring about her or friendship signs.
He might indeed have some sort of crush on her as ‘Marinette’, but it’s not important enough for him to deem it “worthy of pursuing” if that makes sense: he is in love with Ladybug, she is in love with someone else (in his mind), so why bother as of now?
The time I really thought something was changing is in the finale when he sees her with her hair down (not gonna detail too much but to me it’s one of the first time she was really allowing herself to be.. Well, herself, with him and he noticed).
So, about the Chat Blanc thing: I am not at all bothered by him asking Marinette out once he discovered her identity. Why? Because he finally knows her. He knows Ladybug and he’s in love with her. So of course him discovering that she is Marinette, his friend that he cares about so much, is not going to change that: he is now aware of how much he knows Marinette. They are... The same persons. No, at the time, he wouldn’t have asked Marinette out before knowing she was Ladybug. Does it really matter?
Just like Marinette didn’t bat an eye in Chat Blanc at discovering Adrien = Chat Noir; it wasn’t shown but I’m pretty sure our two idiots continued to date somehow after that and Marinette didn’t stop loving Adrien because he was Chat Noir. They both just discovered other facets of heir personalities.
Marinette has never completely shown Adrien who she is because she’s most of the time stammering, or escaping him and all (just as shown in Pupeeter 2); no she isn’t always like that with him. I’ll argue she is the most ‘herself’ with him as Ladybug with him as Chat Noir. But I can’t blame Adrien for not falling for her before as ‘Marinette’ (same for LB not falling for him as ‘CN’; both are valid and understandable) nor do I think it’s essential. And as Sabine says in Weredad: ‘never apologise for how you feel’. Both of them don’t have control over their feelings: they can’t fall in love with Marinette/Chat Noir on command and I don’t hold that against either of them. I am VERY highly annoyed in fics when authors pull the whole “buhuhu you don’t really love me you only love ‘Ladybug’” (same with the reversed situation but way less common these days) because diminishing someone’s feelings / reproaching this person of not loving the ‘right one’ is just... Whiney, unnecessary and annoying. And low-key unhealthy and 🏖y. Anyway, back to the point.
I know that lots of people want to have a reverse lovesquare before they are together and while I also really like the idea, I don’t think it is absolutely necessary or essential: have them reveal and learn to know who they are, to know each other fully while they were still in love with Ladybug/Adrien before the reveal is enough and works as well. What’s important is them having a solid friendship basis as Adrien/Marinette and Ladybug/Chat Noir (even with crushes ‘in the way’ because they’re still friends despite ‘unrequited’ crushes) and throughout all seasons it has only getting stronger and stronger, and I have good hopes S4 will continue to strengthen that.
In the end, I don’t think they’ll be dating before knowing who each other’s are (maybe they will but I hope not haha); but it doesn’t make their feelings pre-reveal shallow. So I’ll conclude with this: Adrien doesn’t have to be in love with ‘Marinette’ to validate his love for Ladybug; Marinette doesn't have to be in love with ‘Chat Noir’ to validate her love for Adrien. Because in the end, if both of them weren’t superhero or if they were but didn’t know each other outside of the masks, would their love considered fickle or not ‘real’? I hope not & I don’t think so.
Thanks for the ask ♥ Sorry I kinda digressed and rambled aha
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the-weeping-author · 4 years
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Prom Night Love
A/N: hi this is a request and I hope I did amazing on it More’s coming I’m currently working on chapter 7 or Hate To Love so keep an eye open.
This was requested by @linkispink1995 from a prompt list. #5 “are you warm enough?” #13 “God, you’re so beautiful #25 “You look really cute in that.”
Warnings: none
Parings: Steve Harrington x Reader
Word count: 1,835
Tag list: @ahoy-stevieboy @thehair-ington @galactic-kitten-nonsense @theworldisugly-22 @harringtown @phoebethepheebs @bvrningdesires @gardeniasandwhiskey @lxvesickreality @bluebellbrooke @harrington-ofhawkins @thenameishayley248 @thebestofallworlds @classygirlything
Please enjoy 😊
I hated the winter time, it was just a horrible time for me. Between school, the winter ball and it being cold by the time spring came around I was exhausted.
The only thing that made it worthwhile was my boyfriend Steve Harrington. The fallen king of Hawkins high, but I never thought he fell.
When I say that to him though I’m supposed to say that because I’m his girlfriend, but hey it’s not my problem my opinion doesn’t matter to him.
Tonight was the winter ball, I was completely swamped. I had to get my dress Immediately after school then I had to do my hair then my makeup. I didn’t have enough time to do anything extra.
School ended in 10 minutes, but I knew it was going to feel like an hour. I tapped my pencil on the desk waiting patiently.
It’s taken me three months to get the money up for the dress and I was going to wait another minute to get my dress.
After the bell rang I stopped by my locker determined to not talk to anyone. I saw Steve waiting at my car for me.
“Shit I have to talk to him, he's my boyfriend and my date to prom.”
I thought to myself smiling as I approached him.
“Hey baby.”
He smiled as I got closer to him.
“Hey babe, how was your day?”
He shrugged then ran a hand through his hair.
“Eh boring cause you weren’t in it but what can I say?”
I smiled at him letting a breath out.
“Babe I have to go get the dress so can we talk later?”
He smiled at me rubbing the back of his neck rubbing it
“About that.”
I narrowed my eyes at him then realized what he was about to say next.
“Oh come on Steve we’ve been talking about it for months.”
He smiled apologetically at me then he looked at me.
“I’m playing babe I’ll pick you up at 5 so we can go eat before.”
I smiled relieved then nodded.
“Okay Steve I’ll see you later.”
He kissed my cheek, then walked to his car starting it up then driving off.
I got in my car, started it then drove to the dress shop. Steve and I had both agreed to keep what we were wearing a secret but I had told him my dress color cause I wanted him to match.
When I got to the dress shop Susan was reading a book then looked up when she heard the bell ring. She looked up at me and smiled.
“Y/N I’ve been waiting on you all day.”
I laughed at her walking up to the register.
“I had school remember?”
She let out a laugh putting her bookmark in her book then stood up.
“Of course I remembered I was just waiting for my favorite neighbor to come in.”
I smiled at her compliment.
“As much as I’d love to chat I still have to go home and get ready, Steve said he was taking us out before so now I have to get ready in 3 hours instead of 4.”
She rushed off to the back about two minutes later she came back with the light red princess dress, the red Tull in three different layers was as pretty as I remembered it.
When I paid I walked out to my car with the dress in hand I softly, I got in and drove home. When I got home I went straight to my room shutting the door.
I sat at my vanity with my comb and my hairspray. I teased some of my hair, then I curled some of it then I curled the two pieces on the side of my face putting the pieces that went teased to the front sides of my face.
I after I sprayed about the whole can on my hair I my make up was next. I grabbed my brush dipping it into the black eyeshadow putting it at the ends of my eyes then I grabbed a different brush dipping it into a light pink coating the rest of my eyelid.
Then I blended the two together giving myself a pink Smokey eye. I put on some red lipstick, did my blush then slipped on my red heels.
I made sure I looked fabulous, not to toot my own horn but I was breath talking. I put on the diamond necklace Steve got me for Christmas putting it on along with the matching earrings.
I heard a knock at my door so I told them to come in, my mother walked In and gasped.
“You look cute in that .”
I turned towards her smiling.
“Thanks mom I feel beautiful.”
While she looked at me she started to tear up.
“Oh my little girl is all grown up.”
I smiled at her when there was a knock at the door.
“I guess it’s time.”
I nodded while my mom walked out my room door, I ran my hand down the red pattern going down my dress.
I went over to my mirror puffing my hair, put even more hair spraying it even more just to make sure it would stay up.
I walked out my room, I smiled to myself hearing my mother and Steve talking.
“Now when she comes down I need pictures so I’ll have to cut into some of yalls time if that’s okay.”
“Of course it is Mrs. Y/L/N.”
I heard her rush off to get her camera, when I heard her rush back I knew all they were waiting for now was me.
I smiled to myself and started to walk down the stairs. as I walked down them Steve came into my view. I smiled at his reaction, his eyes were wide and his mouth fell open some, my mom took the picture.
When I got to the bottom of the stairs Steve was still staring. I cleared my throat heat rushing to my cheeks while Steve got himself together.
“Oh here you go I got you.”
Steve smiles holding out a single red rose, I smiled holding my hand out. While Steve put it on my mom took more pictures, my mom pushed us together wrapping an arm around me while I wrapped one around him.
My mom took a few steps back snapping one more of us. I thought she was done, but when we kissed she snapped one more, I snapped my hair towards her my cheeks burned.
“Mom you got to be kidding me.”
She shrugged while basically pushing us out the door.
“Go before you’re late.”
I smiled, rolling my eyes at her.
“Okay, okay mom.”
She went to the front door and called out.
“Oh and if you guys do anything tonight please use protection.”
I hid my face so fast my whole face turned red.
“Will do Mrs.Y/L/N.”
When we got to the car Steve held the door open for me.
“Here you go m’lady.”
I laughed at him while he made sure not to shut my dress in the door, when he knew he didn’t he went to his side.
When he got in he took a long look at me.
“God, you’re so beautiful.”
I smiled at his compliment, grabbing his hand.
When he started the car he looked at me
“Are you warm enough? it’s kinda cold outside?”
I nodded then looked at him
“Thank you for asking. I'm fine but I’m starving. Can we go please I’ll start eating your seat .”
He laughed at me, started his car then drove off.
When we arrived at the diner I was super happy. I loved that place. It's actually where Steve and I started talking.
After we ate we headed to the dance, I was super nervous. I never dressed up like ever, tonight was the night everyone was going to see me at my best.
When we pulled into the parking lot I didn’t want to get in the car. He looked at me while I looked out the window at the teens heading in the gym.
“Hey babe are you okay?”
I looked at him unsurely but nodded.
“Y-yeah.”
His lips formed into a thin line.
“No babe what’s wrong.”
I looked in his eyes and the wall fell.
“I feel like no ones going to think I look pretty.”
He laughed at me, grabbed my hand and kissed it.
“Oh Y/N who cares what they think I bet you look a thousand percent better than all of the girls in there.”
I looked at him still feeling unsure.
“I think you look breathtaking.”
I smiled when he gave me a reassuring smile, he also gave my hand a reassuring squeeze, he opened the car door shutting it, walked to my side of the car.
As we walked to the doors I caught a glimpse of myself in the school window, My hair looked great I didn’t look like some metal head but It looked nice, Steve wasn’t lying.
When we walked in people were staring at us, I confidently smirked while we walked towards the place people were getting their picture taken.
Steve stood behind me, wrapped his arms around my waist while I held his. The photographer snapped the picture then we walked to the punch bowl.
While getting punch Nancy and Johnathan walked up.
“Y/N is that you?”
I turned to look at Nancy and smiled.
“Oh hey yeah it’s me I know I looked different.”
She smiled nodding.
“Yeah but it’s a great different.”
I smiled at her wrapping her in a hug.
“Thanks you look great too.”
She waved a hand at me.
“Oh please Y/N no one here looks as great as you reds your color.”
I nodded then looked at Jonathan.
“Hey dude you look sharp.”
He smiled then kissed my hand.
“Thanks Y/N you look beautiful.”
I smiled while nodding Jonathan and Steve started talking until time after time after time came on. I gasped then grabbed Steve by the hand.
“Steve lets go dance. I love this song.”
Steve didn’t have time to say bye to Nancy or Jonathan but I kept pulling, when we finally got on the dance floor I wrapped my arms around Steve's neck, he wrapped his hands around my waist at first.
As the song went on I sang softly to Steve which he loved, he pulled me closer causing my arms to wrap around his waist while we swayed to the music.
“You know Y/N I know I haven’t really told you this much but I love you.”
I smiled while we continued to sway, I looked up at him, smashing our lips together when we pulled away I was smiling brightly and so was he.
“I love you so so much Steve Harrington.”
A/N: I’M ON FIRE WITH POSTING!!! Sorry hey guys I hope you liked this I love writing it so please let me know what y’all think mores coming so yay!
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queen0fm0nsterz · 4 years
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For the ship thing: all combinations between the main five from woy !!
OMG UAGAGAGKASIDSFSKUGHS WHY DIDN’T I ANSWER TO THIS BEFORE!?!?! OMG JHGJESG THANK U SO MUCH ANON THIS QUESTION SAVED MY LIFE????
Disclaimer: I’m a HUGE multishipper and I’m interested in all the ships I’m about to list. However I do have my preferences, so I’m going in order from my least favorite to my absolute fave. Don’t get upset, for this is only my opinion. Ty!!
LETS GO MAD LADS LETS GO!!!!
Bonus 11th ship: I’m really into Something The So and So x Emperor Awesome. I called it Something Awesome. Just putting this.. out there
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10) Deathstar (Wander x Dom)
Ah, my two hyperactive spoons. Usually I’m all about the “perfect angel/literal spawn of satan” dynamic, but for some reason they never really clicked for me. Maybe it’s because they didn’t have that many interactions in canon??? But damn, the fanarts are super adorable!! i will die!! (death star shippers yall wanna come in my askbox and talk death star to me?? i would appreciate sm!!)
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9) Wandering Eye (Wander x Peepers)
First of all I wanna say, y’all Wandering Eye shippers are perseverant af?? they had like one episode together and it was early first season, it’s been a lot since that. i respect you guys. As for the ship itself, what can I say? I love small boys being in love!!! But once again, nearly no canon interaction... smh
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8) Astigmagmatism (Peepers x Dom)
THIS SHIP HAS SO MUCH COMIC POTENTIAL!!! I WILL SCREAM FOREVER I mean the angry smol and bastard tol dynamic?? PLUS theyre both villains???? as in evil fucks??? Who are also rivals?? If there were any canon interactions this ship would DEF be really high on my list but I don’t really have that much to say rn...
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7) Zboneak (Hater x Sylvia)
Alright at first I wasn’t really into it but I got my filthy hands on one (1) fanfic and you can bet your ass I was immediatly captivated. The thing I look for in Woy ships is comic potential and these two have SO MUCH POTENTIAL. Plus, “The Date” is one of my favorite episodes ever, so yeah. add that to the list. Let them interact in season 3!!!
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6) Death Glare (Peepers x Hater)
I TAGGED THE NO HOMO BECAUSE IM 100% THAT HATER WOULD SAY IT TO PEEPERS AFTER ACCIDENTALLY KISSING HIM IM SO SORRY
Ok so, Death Glare. At first, until late first season, I wasn’t into it at all. I’ve never been a big fan of boss/subordinate (saving a few exceptions). The episode “The Funk” made me do a complete 180° becAUSE HOLY SHIT DID YOU SEE THEM??? HOLDING HANDS???????? BRUH MY FUCKING HEART HAS BEEN D E S TR O Y E D...................... And while I do love them as a friendship, I can totally see them romantically!!!! also once again the comic potential
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5) Sylander (Sylvia x Wander)
THESE TWO WHERE DO I EVEN START. I literally tear up when I think about them? Platonic or not, their love is so pure, innocent, real, it makes my heart do backflips. You have no idea how many times I cried watching them. When they’re together you can’t tell where one begins and the other finishes .... but the reason why I’m so attached to them is because I happen to have a person in my life that... she’s the Sylvia to my Wander (hey @awesome---disaster talkin to you).  I understand how it feels to have someone this important in your life. The episode “The Ryder” is particularly hard to wacth (despite it being my number one favorite) for this reason. GOD THE TEARS I CRIED.
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4) Sylava (Sylvia x Dom)
What can I say? I stan girls being in love. Plus the CHEMISTRY they had in “The Night Out” omg.... I JUST FDSHFHLGLHSLLIHSBLIHSLI MY HEART EXPLODES WHEN I THINK ABOUT THEM???? I CRY  THEY WERE F U CK I NG HOLDING HANDS WHILE RUNNING OUT OF THAT BAR OK DO NOT TOUCH ME. when are we getting the good season 3 sylava content when they make up and become friends again? disney pls
Also, y’all got some good Sylava fics that I could read? Blease?? im starving
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3) Skeleton Dance (Wander x Hater)
IS THERE EVEN SOMEONE WHO DOESN’T LOOK AT THIS SHOW FROR LIKE 5 SECONDS AND D O E S N T SHIP THEM???? ITS IMPHASBLE
iM TALKING VALID BOYS HERE!!! The sweet smol/ grumpy tol is my aestethic always and Im all about it. Plus, I mean the dEVELO P MENT THEY HAD IN SEASON TWO!!! The episode that got me to ship them strongly was “The Buddies” and God my love kept growing from there????? ITS UNSTOPPABLE EVERYTIME I SEE THEM MY HEART KILLS ME
 Ok I will admit im kinda projecting on Wander a little bc I love Hater but can u blame?? me?? who doesnt love the hate man
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2) Dom n Hater (Hater x Dom)
Ok if youve been on my blog for like 1 minute you probably already know that these two are the light of my life, but why?
... well tbh there are a lot of reasons but to be quick it was a gradual process of me going from “Yeah right like THATS ever gonna happen” to slowly going on to “I mean its not even that bad” to “It’s cute? I like it” and then it fucking skyrocketed out of my control and suddently I’m crying like a little bitch during “You’re the Greatest”. I do not know what happened or how. It just did. 
I have an ask of someone asking me about them (BLESS U MAN) that inm going to answer eventually so I’m not going into detail but I WILL SAY that the height difference kills me bc it’s not that much but it’s jUST ENOUGH to make it obvious that hes shorter than her and im just oudfgusguaigGUivfehuhaf i live for height differences
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1) Black Eye (Sylvia x Peepers)
AND AT LAST I GET TO TALK ABOUT MY BABIES
I’ll be honest with y’all: I was actually gonna put Black Eye in second place at first bc Hater & Dom just own my hear,t but upon lots of thinking I belive this is the best option. because DEVELOPMENT. God I’m all about that sweet DEVELOPMENT we got!!! Wander and Sylvia may be the perfect friendship but Sylvia and Peepers are sure as hell the PERFECT TEAM!!!!!! BRAINS AND MUSCLES!!! TOGETHER!! TO SAVE THEIR IDIOTS!!
I am a BIG fan of enemies to friends to lovers, height differences, villain/hero, smol/tol, angry/chill...... these two were a gift from the Gods. I love them so much.
On an unrelated but kinda related note, I love how all Blackeye shippers just silently agreed that Peepers is a lovestruck nerd who can’t process his feelings and refuses to acknowledge them despite how hardly he’s pinning after Syl?? AND SYL IS NOT OBLIVIOUS AT ALL SHE ACTUALLY KNOWS???? its amazing. 10/10 best ship thank u for ur time.
And thats that! Wow that sure took long didnt it- but its here.
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jewpacabruhs · 5 years
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bruv im still jus. wow. theres so much to say but. do u kno how good it feels... to be jewish, to accidentally fixate on one eric cartman & love him more than any other fictional character for almost seven years now, and then to see him in a little yarmulke, standing at kyle's side while he recites from the torah? do you know how validating that is?
i gotta get personal for a second here. idk how, but in the last few yrs my relationship with my own jewishness has been deeply influenced and intertwined with south park, as ironic and ridiculous as that sounds. i grew up secular, completely nonpracticing; as a child, i was only ethnically jewish, and saw jews as strictly an ethnicity, and a popularly hated one to boot. and it scared me. ive talked about it before, but as a child hearing about the shoah and about antisemitism, i couldn't understand. i thought it was looks for a while, which confused me, because ive got blonde hair and blue eyes and all my family that got caught up in nazi europe did/do too. i remember thinking as a second grader that i would've been spared for that reason; why didn't a good chunk of my family? but i grew up in a mormon neighborhood, with plenty of other blonde kids, and they stayed away from me like i had a disease. this was before puberty, before my hair got a little frizzier and my nose got a little bigger, when i looked just like any of them. but already, at age 8, i was an outsider. i wasn't one of them and i never would be, and they wanted me to know that.
and then i started to get it. it clicked even more once i got to high school and got called a kike every other day - but prior to high school, you know what i found, and you know what really pushed me towards understanding what being a secular jew in america meant? south park. and as a dumb little sixth grader with no critical thinking skills, you know what shaped my opinions on my own people? south park.
and that's good and bad. good because i do sincerely think kyle broflovski is excellent fictional representation for jewish people, maybe one of the top few ever shown on television. he gets on my nerves at times, but he's good through and through, he's well written and multi-dimensional, he's not a walking stereotype but he still has prominent jewish features that jewish viewers can look at and see in themselves, his morals and viewpoints and beliefs are obviously deeply influenced by judaism, hes deeply proud of his heritage and culture... and that all means a lot to me. and by the amount of jewish sp fans that adore kyle, it means a lot to them too.
the bad thing is, yeah, i can't deny it, during older seasons, cartman's treatment of kyle probably taught a lot of young and dumb viewers how to view jews in real life. have i, as a kyman shipper and cartman stan, justified that within a fictional and narrative context? yes. but it doesn't change the real-world effect; south park, but specifically cartman, since he's the mouthpiece, likely did cause some easily-influenced people to pick up antisemitic beliefs. did this contribute to the rise of the alt-right? debatable, but to some extent, possibly. was that m&t's intention and should south park be canceled and denounced? fuck no, i'll always love it lol, and fuck censorship. but it is something that should be taken into account.
matt and trey clearly regret that, and understand that it's no longer acceptable or fitting or needed in today's sociopolitical climate - or, okay, maybe they don't even regret it; they just understand that when fiction becomes reality, the fictional jackass isn't necessary when there's one right there in real life, sitting in the oval office, yeah? old cartman doesn't deserve or need a voice, not when real, awful people actually have one right now. and m&t are actively trying to change cartman for the better and really, really backpedal on his bigotry, while still doing it in a way that makes sense from a story-telling perspective. it's not a complete uncharacteristic change of character; it's shifting with the times and writing it into the character's arc so that it's a logical and plausible development in cartman's story.
cartman's behavior in the last few seasons is consistent character development. m&t themselves are pushing it, and clearly it's sincere; cartman's not faking. unless they're building up a surprise twist over the last, what, three to four seasons, that he was faking the whole time! woah! if so it better be a damn good pay off, because that's a lot of time invested. though that seems more forward-thinking than sp tends to be. they're intentionally stuck in the short-term, aren't they? plot-wise. but their character development is pretty long-term, and right now, cartman is consistently decent, and if it comes across as faking, it's because cartman's over-dramatic in how he speaks, and trey does that intentionally.
that's a tonal thing, and it's hard to say in a fictional character, but as someone who struggles with empathy myself, empathy and sincerity don't go hand in hand. you can lack empathy while still caring enough to sincerely and wholeheartedly apologize for something and mean that apology. not feeling remorse doesn't mean you can't apologize genuinely; the two don't go hand in hand. you can be mentally ill in any capacity, even a psychopath, and still deeply care about things or people, just not in the way someone else might. so you can headcanon that cartman's still a psycho/sociopath, though right now that's actually kinda going against canon, but don't rain on other's parades if they're happy he's exhibiting healthy growth. besides, and i repeat: what could cartman exploit out of faking sincerity for several seasons? nothing, so why bother? he wouldn't, unless it's literal in-show subconscious growth.
does that mean he's magically developed empathy? no. is it becoming less probable he's a legitimate sociopath/psychopath (while still possibly having better-disguised antisocial tendencies)? yes. does he seem to have better coping or anger management skills? somehow, yes! he seems to be legitimately healthier. does this mean he's no longer accountable for his past misdeeds, and even his present, less-severe ones? of course not! and you can still hate him all you want, but modern cartman is not the same as older cartman, and shouldn't be treated as such. because is this growth? absolutely.
he's clearly healthier, even happier. he's less angry, he's still a little shit but he no longer relies on bigotry or cruelty or anger to get the negative attention he thrives off, rather he gravitates towards being simply annoying. you know why he called ice? pettiness, immaturity, a little bit of spite, and a need for silly revenge. he's being intentionally petty, but going about it in a sly but no longer psychopathic way. less hannibal lector and more, idk, regina george, lol. extremely different on the antagonist scale. and cartman's been both.
and maybe it's personal bias on what type of human is worse within fiction, someone unstable and bizarre with violent tendencies (which is how he's come to be viewed in pop culture & some of the fandom, as a result of eps like scott tenorman must die), versus someone inclined towards pettiness and more silent and, i dunno, social-status-and-pride-driven types of revenge (cartman in general when he's not being particularly awful, tbh)... but i think it'd be pretty universally agreed that the latter is at the very least more tolerable, manageable, and even likeable - and certainly more redeemable. let's put it this way; if cartman continued on the path he was on, he'd be one of those tiki holding fucks, wearing a confederate flag hat, and he'd treat kyle soooo much worse. instead, m&t have turned him into a hypocritical false-woke ignorant dumbass - but that's strongly less problematique than it's counterpart, and it works.
because cartman simply serves a different narrative purpose now. and that's not sloppy writing; it's well-timed evolution of a character that stepped into a pre-9/11, pre-trump, pre-social media world! so much has changed, and south park is reflecting that in its characters, most notably in a character who was stuck in the, what, 1960s with his beliefs? that was fine way back when, but matt&trey are smart dudes - they understand that sometimes things have to change. besides, they love cartman, too. he's their favorite. but they understand that when real people act like him, it's not so comedic or satirical or funny, & they don't want to look at cartman, at their creation who they've invested twenty-two years in, and see the all-too-real hate of modern radical white america.
i think we know enough about matt&trey's social stances these days, and the empathy they've seemed to develop after having kids, to understand that they're no longer in their "apathy is best, everyone is stupid" phase. current south park is left-leaning and admittedly preachy at times, but i wouldn't want it any other way. g-d knows it's better this way than if they'd embraced and decided to appeal to their right-libertarian following instead. cartman's evolved in a progressive and positive way, and it's fucking dope, especially to us cartman stans who so badly want him to be good. and he is good right! he's doing so good!
and i know im up my own ass rn but yall know how much i myself have campaigned for jewish kyman/cartman and how much i just deeply and truly adore it, and to see it actualized in a canon episode to some extent? that meant the world to me. i couldn't believe my eyes. i was tellin lai - that's the most genuine, pure, almost violent happiness ive felt in my soul in years. that was like a straight shot of serotonin to the heart. that simple little scene made me so fucken happy yall dont even know. & theres a lot to be said about the political commentary and plenty of other people are analyzing that, but im a simple jewish kyman & cartman stan and boy ive been fed good fjskfkdkdkfk!!!
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l0ve-pand0ra · 4 years
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unpopular my hero opinions!!! waaa if u get offended they arent real ppl. and fyi this is one of my all time favorite animes.
1. todoroki isnt less cool now bc hes not the stoic asshole with no friends. the only reason yall think that is bc he gets so little screen time and time to shine bc when he does hes so much better then deku so they constantly dim his character down
2. todoroki would have made a more compelling and interesting and believable main character rather then deku.
3. deku was Never the underdog, he got all mights (the #1 heros) quirk Given to him for FREE. and all might favors him and gives him special treatment. and he gets away with everything. his family is super supportive. hes deadass not the underdog just bc he breaks his bones for a while. especially after season 2, underdog my ass
4. it makes zero sense that todorokis deep rooted issues and trauma got resolved with some words in a couple of episodes. meanwhile it takes bakugou 4 season to even consider changing his mindset on deku. even though bakugous whole issue is something he MADE UP in his head. again, todoroki getting done dirty
5. deku should not have beaten overhaul. when he went out to fight i literally rolled my eyes. sure the fight was impressive with stunning animation and sure he had eri. but ur telling me a freshman beat a villian with a quirk that allows him disassemble and reassemble matter which if you forgot what matter is it everything around you everything including the air.
6. todoroki and Bakugo werent in season 4 for much of it purely because of how popular they are and how much more people prefer them to Deku
7. sir nighteye rlly died without recognizing deku as being worthy of one for all... welp
8. shinsou got set up to the max going up against deku who for whatever reason on that day decided to tap into some dead mfs living inside him.... COME ON
9. this one isn’t unpopular but HOW DID U.A NOT THINK TO USE SHINSOU DURING THE OVERHAUL CASE???? like i understand hes not in the hero course but dude.......
10. my hero has weak villains, the  league is a joke with no clear direction for the whole anime, they start showing promise at the end of the overhaul arc. n i adore the league n its members but in the anime the jus seem lost with no clear direction ... and all for one aint all that. stain on the otherhand is the only good villain with conviction and is super compelling the stain arc was way ahead of its time
11. WHY TF DOES IIDA GET SO MUCH SCREEN TIME,???? FUCKING MOVE LIKE HES NOT EVEN COOL???????
12. tetsutetsu deserved to be in class 1A and has more charisma and likability then most of class 1A.
13. monama has a reason to be peeved, like come on 1B is literally known as lesser 1A... that is annoying
14. present mic is ugly n just bc him and aizawa are friends doesn’t mean you Have to ship them together. aizawa can do so much better.
15.(basically point 2 expanded lol) todoroki should have been the main character. hes way more compelling and has a way clearer goal then deku. now if deku became the worlds first quirkless hero thats one thing. but can you imagine todoroki having to decide if he should accept all mights power and if he does is he doing it for the right reason? or seeing an  in-depth look into his family situation. like come on the set up with dabi being his archenemy secret brother, n if u want some bland het romance him and momo. bruh it writes itself.
16. deku having multipal quirks is such Bullshit. like come on giving him more quirks wont make him more of a compelling character.
17. the history of one for all makes no sense. i dont understand sure its buliding of power that gets passed on but,?? why couldn’t all might use all the quirks of the past users, why wasnt he able to see them like deku??? and idk it feels like they are always changing some part of one for all making it inconsistent.
18. bakugou has the best hero custome
19. the show is missing a character in 1A with a healing quirk. i feel like having someone like that would have really added to the show and would have been interesting.
20. tamaki is so much cooler then mirio, his quirk is so much stronger and dont get me wrong I love mirio and his quirk is incredible but tamaki basically as acess to an unlimited amount of quirks. plus its not just food he ate that crystal guys crystal n produced them. its badass
22. todoroki and bakugou not passing the hero exame was bs. todoroki was provoked by the baldheaded kid and he’s the one who started the fight not Todoroki. bakugou is himself and does not do fake comfort hes not all might, whats important is saving people if he gets the job done who cares. them not passing was jus an excuse to push their characters aside for the season.
23. the gentle arc was lame and made no sense especially bc of the roller coaster that was the overhaul arc. i understand that’s the point of it was so Deku realizes that not all villains are these horrible nasty people that are human too but like the placement was just so weird especially since it was before the endeavor and hawks arc it just made no sense to me at least. it just seem like another way to make the viewers think Deku is super cool main character. and once again he gets to defeat a villain all by himself... le sigh
24. bakugous anger is completely unjustified the entire series. I adore Bakugou and I adore his character and he is one of my favorite anime characters ever but He has no reason to be mad he has an awesome quirk he’s a prodigy at everything he does he has both his parents he’s wealthy he is well liked and popular where is the justification for his anger and I’m not saying that just because you have a nice life doesn’t mean you don’t have the right to be angry but this dude is yelling is mad all the time there’s issue with that. and as I stated previously his issue is something he made up in his head. he construed a narrative in his head who deku is.
25. anyone else feel like U.A is understaffed ?
26. that wood hero is a misogynist and hates women... he was real up in arms about mont lady when she was the one who actually stopped and captured that villain.
28. best jeanist is so cool im so sad where is he please come home. he’s literally the coolest pro hero. i dont like how he tried to change bakugou but he had a point on bakugous attuide being a bit much sometimes.
29. endeavor does not deserve a redemption arc stop normalizing forgiving your abusers people don’t have to forgive their abusers no matter if they’re their parents.  and choosing not to forgive them doesn’t mean that you’re holding onto this huge anger and it’s holding you back it just means you choose not to associate with them and to keep them away from you and I totally understand that Todoroki technically needs his father to teach him how to improve them but he doesn’t have to forgive him neither do his siblings they have every right to hold endeavor accountable for everything hes done!
30. MY HERO IS AMAZING AND THESE OPINIONS WERE JUS TO HAVE FUN AND MEAN NO HARM!!!! REMINDER THIS IS ALL FOR JOKES AND FOR FUN AND U DONT HAVE TO AGREE!!!!! my hero is one of the best shonen animes up there with the classics like naruto dbz and one piece, and also am i in no way actually criticizing the author lol Horikoshi has more talent on the tips of his finger nails then my whole bloodline will probably ever have lol !
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thegoods · 5 years
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GIRLcode.
Its unspoken but its actually very fucking LOUD. There's some shit that you just don't do. Technicalities will get yo ass beat as if you talked about a Jamaicans' mama. Ladies we know loyalty very well. Hell we've been "wives" to boyfriends far too many times right?. So why when it comes to other women shit starts to get blurry? For the sake of my rant I'm talking close friendships clearly defined by all parties. Meaning, she knows she's your friend and vice versa. The statutes are: you have to have been friends for a least 1 year or more. Now, you can still be offended if a bitch try your after being friends for only 3 months but if we're talking who's getting voted off the island.... its a least a year. There are alot of different circumstances that can accompany your disloyalty but does it justify it sis? The code goes back centuries but I'm going to touch on a few honorable mentions. RULE #1 *smokey's voice* Never ever ever ever-ever ever ever date your friends CURRENT/EX. I shouldn't have to even speak on fucking with your friend's current bae but some of you bitches are weird so... I've heard of slim pickens but bitch, no. I don't even want to date someone that my friend has dated, kissed, had sex with, planned a future together... you get the picture. Talk about a DEAD elephant in the room. It does not matter how long the relationship has been over or how it ended or who ended it. It makes my mind go into overdrive, like were you fantasizing while were were in a relationship? I can't trust you so Its a no for me dawg.  And don't let them have been seriously committed, cohabitating*, ruining their credit together and shit-- oh bitch thats grounds for an ass whooping! I dont even care if you ASK if I mind or not. Matter fact, if you have to run the shit by me then uhhh baby girl wtf? Nana always said "if you gotta ask"... Making the concious decision to cross those lines speaks volumes on the lack of respect you have for your friend. Granted I dont own anybody nor can I control anyone's actions, so carry on if thats what yall choose to do but keep it to yourself way way way over there! Like, forever. RULE #2 If your homegirl ever calls you out of the blue, without prior notice, at any given time in reference to "meeting up" in a few or she needs you to confirm her "whereabouts" last night on speakerphone or you get a random phone call about her work performance.. GO WITH THE FUCKING FLOW. Especially if she says "don't lie".. you know-know its go time! 9 times out of 10 if I'm calling you out of the blue confirming immediate plans you know goodness well we didn't make, I'm creating my escape route. Whether I'm sick of spooning, on an awkward date, friend cheating or the night cap didn't go as planned..just say "hurry yo ass up, I'm already dressed". Furthermore, if you get hit with the "brooo please tell this n*gga I was with you last night" you know to automatically agree and lay it on Emily B thick! If you're a vet like me and mine... I ain't even gotta lead you into where I "was" cause you already know what's up. Same goes for the potential employer, I was your best employee wasn't I sis? RULE #3 If we came together, we're leaving together. SQUAD! There's nothing wrong with throwing your ass in continuous circles from time to time. Go out, get a few observed-free drinks from the bar, stand on the couch in VIP allllat but yo vicarious ass is leaving with the same group you came with. OKKUURRR. I know how tempting a drunken dick appointment may seem but no ma'am. I want my girls to live their best lives but ya gotta be safe. Hopefully once she sobers up she won't remember the well missed opportunity but if she does.... get real loud and say "bitch I was looking out for you, gang-rape is real" it usually ends in brunch. RULE #4 Be transparent! Your friends are a reflection of you. You are who you hang around to a certain degree. For instance, don't have your friends going out like a fool in any situation (if you can help it). If her lace front isn't melted to the gawds- let her know! If the n*gga she fucking with is a community based n*gga- make sure she up on game. If she's being too complacent and holding herself back from her true potential- push her! If she's really fucking chancing it with her gas needle- collectively talk shit until she stops at the gas station! (I know my car head ass). Just keep it real with each other as much as possible. Reality checks cash when they're from people you love and respect. Lastly, ending on a positive note...RULE #5 is BE PRESENT! There's nothing worse than a completely absent friend. The 'only hits you up when its time to turn up' type. The 'never around when you're going through it' type. I've been that friend but I've vowed to never be that friend again. Now I know that we're all adults with careers, kids, spouses etc. I'm not saying put your friendships first but shit at least put them on the list. Check on your strong friends, double check on your weak friends. Make time for one one another. Quality over quantity ladies. Plan an annual girls trip and DONT FLAKE. Have brunch every now and then. Hell at least group facetime! Because if sis has an android...are yall really friends? The tea doesn't taste the same if you can't see all the effects in group chat. Long story short... friends can be forever if you live by the code--- once lines are crossed of course friendships get ruined. If its easier dont think of them as rules you gotta remember verbatim because my opinionated facts could be sorta different in your hood. Just be a decent human being girl. That's the real code.
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luccie-eclair · 5 years
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What do you think of this whole Salem v Gods thing?
My original response was going to be “I’m completely neutral. All three were awful and no one is truly innocent. However, some of their actions can be justified, blah blah blah.” But I think there’s something I am missing or misinterpreting, so I’m gonna rewatch this episode and type as I go with direct… er, paraphrased quotes. This will also be long ass a mess, so I’m sorry. Also, don’t read on mobile. It will compress into one whole paragraph.
•"How could the Gods let this happen?“ -Salem. No commentary, just wanted to point it out for future ref if needed.
•"I understand your pain. But you demand of me what I cannot make so. Life and death are a delicate balance” -Light. So… it’s not like he “no” and gave zero reason behind it and no remorse. The first thing he says is “fam, I’m sorry your S/O passed and I understand that you’re grieving”. He gave his reasoning and I think he has a point. We live. We die. Whether that death is fair or just or neither. It’s a fact of life.
•This is probably not the first time he’s had to have this conversation. He’s probably given a similar answer to many people. Now think about this: he brings Ozma back. Oh well that’s so easy and would solve everything. No, it wouldn’t. If he brings back Ozma, and news gets out that all you have to do is ask, do you know how many angry people who were told “no” will come back and demand loved ones back? I hate to be that person, but if Light bends the rules for one, he’d have to bend the rules for everyone.
•"To disrupt the cycle-“ and then Salem cuts him off by saying it’s not fair. …see the point above.
•"Let him rest”- Light. That response was kind of cold especially in its delivery. She’s grieving and doesn’t know how to handle this (and the way she chooses to is… not good). He could stand to have empathy despite the fact that she completely snapped at him.
•"No"-Salem. Hoe, don’t do it.
•"All while careful to make no mention of his elder"-Jinn then the whole fight thing. I said it once already, but I tried this tactic when I was a child. My parents argued over it and at the end of it grounded me. Let me explain why. 1) My mother/father had already told me no and gave me a REASON for saying no. 2) I went behind their back to Parent #2 to ask a question I already got an answer to and purposefully omitted prior information. Omission of the truth when the other party has a right to know is still lying. 3) I got caught doing what I wasn’t supposed to be doing to begin with. My parents, in no uncertain terms said, “that is not how you get what you want.” But Salem is mourning and doesn’t understand how to cope with death. Yes. I completely agree with you. That’s why this should be a learning experience. She, gradually, learns how to cope and move on (which is easier said than done, of course). So… I guess you can kind of justify this. I was harsh about this is in an earlier post, but my opinion has slightly changed. This still isn’t any less manipulative, BUT factoring in the sheltered upbringing and inexperience with grief (which I didn’t previously) makes the situation a little different.
•"What is this? Where am I?“ -Oz. I think this should’ve been a sign not to bring him back again. He was resting perfectly fine. Hanging out with the other legends and every dog that passed at the pearly gates. Yall bring him back into drama, make him disappear, rinse, and repeat. All three of them are causing a resting man pain. Yes, all three. I said it.
•"When you came to me, I pitied you. But you were selfish/arrogant” -Light. I’m on the fence with this. I don’t think that she intended to be selfish and arrogant, but it didn’t translate that way. Perception and interpretation is everything especially if you’re on one end while someone else is on the other. Because of her actions (getting angry, refusing to accept answers, going behind his back, manipulating the situation), Light and now Dark perceive Salem to be exactly as Light described: selfish and arrogant. I can’t say that my reaction would be very different had I been in their position. Whereas Salem, with no experience with grief and losing the one and only person she held dear, is trying to regain what she lost. I wouldn’t call that selfish or arrogant, but her means of doing so say otherwise and that’s where we have issues.
•I know that someone’s going to say that she had no knowledge that what she did wasn’t really okay, but… I disagree. She is cunning. If Salem didn’t think that going to Dark to ask the same thing again was wrong, she would not have “carefully made no mention of his elder”. She knew that if she mentioned what happened with Light, Dark would also say no if only because she was never true worshiper of Darkness to begin with.
•"You are immortal. […]. You can never be with your beloved. […]. You must learn the importance of life and death. Only then may you rest" -Light and Dark. I understand teaching her that there's consequences to actions, but immortality? Really? I think that was overdoing it. Granted! They did give her a way out: understand the Circle of Life like Mufasa, and you can move on. 
•But who is actually going to understand something so philosophical like that? She’s not Socrates. And to be fair to Salem, I think that she… somewhat accomplished that. She tried to kill herself many times to end the cycle and be with Oz. Does that not demonstrate her “understanding the importance of life and death” or are there hidden instructions in the .5 sized, Wingdings, fine print that is nowhere on the screen?
•"[Salem committing suicide] grew to be nothing more than acts of defiance against the gods"-Jinn. Ohhh, I guess I can see that as not understanding the lesson or whatever. But when she did it the first few times, it was with the intention of being with Oz. Thus we are back at the previous point. Why does that not count?
•"They were fallible (?). If she could turn them against one another, she could easily turn humans against the gods" -Jinn. Okay, this is about the point where I stop holding out hope for Salem. At this point, if it backfires, it’s on her. She lacks an excuse unless I can find one. Also, don’t throw swords at Ruby. That’s rude.
•"[Salem said that] she stole immortality from the gods. […] Claim the powers of the gods for themselves and perfect humanity" -Jinn. Refer to the point above. Before, I could argue that she was grieving and perception and all that. I can’t justify this.
•Unrelated, but the humans are low key dumb and that’s exactly why they all die. One, lone person stole immortality from not one, but two omniscient gods? Really? You fell for that?
•[Humans using gifts that the GODS gave them against them]. Refer to the above. This is exactly why ya’ll die. You really thought that these tiny little bursts of power were gonna… Okay, Susan.
•[Dark goes genocide mode]. This was a huge overreaction. And Light is just as bad. He just sat there and did nothing. Like I said, a passive bystander is just as bad as the perpetrator. Dark could’ve just killed those in front of him. I suspect that he was under the impression that Salem would just get another army of people and try again, but… I don’t think Salem is that dumb. If he’d killed only the people there, she would see that clearly if she tried again, she’d get the same result. So we’re back at this point, why did everyone have to die? Like, children died, dude.
•"I’ll tell the rest of the world [about the murders] and build a new army" -Salem. Dammit. I just got done saying that you wouldn’t have been that dumb, and here are proving me wrong. Doesn’t excuse genocide, but you know, method to madness I guess.
•[Dark destroys the moon?] Don’t really get why he did that. You just screwed up the tides, dude.
•"…a tragedy has befallen your home at the hands of my brother" -Light. No. At the hands of YOU and your brother. Refer to my point about passive bystanders. You’re just as guilty.
•"Return to your desolate world" -Light. I- no? Why would he want that?
•"Get world peace or die, dummy" -Light. What is it with this man giving impossible tasks with zero direction? 
•But he gave Oz a choice. He could’ve said no. This series is all about the choices people make and the consequences and rewards for such. Nothing comes without some result.
•Why did Light make it so that Oz would jump in and take over some unsuspecting person’s life and get them involved in their soap opera?
•"You can’t" -Jinn. I- why???? Why would you even give him this task knowing that he wouldn’t be able to- Okay, Susan.
The rest of this just Salem and Oz: the Slice of Life Sitcom. So… my answer is unchanged? I am still very neutral and think all three are responsible and made less than stellar decisions, but not without some justification. I definitely understand the arguments others have made, but I think it really boils down to choice. They each made decisions that resulted in the current situation and that’s on them. I think that they share blame equally. I think this time, I do empathize with Salem a little more (to a certain point) so I am tempted to argue more for her, but at some point, I just couldn’t find any solid reason to do so.
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sept-dix · 7 years
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college au! park jihoon
summary: college au! park jihoon, you have the biggest crush on him and you don’t know how to deal with it a/n: requested; tell me what you think!!
you meet jihoon during orientation week in your new university
your school splits all freshmen students into their orientation groups based off the faculty they’re from & you guys spend one whole week bonding over all sorts of games and activities and camps and seminars and all that fun stuff
you do make some new friends but each group has like 30 people so you don’t even bother trying to remember everyone’s names and faces right away
which is why you are completely unaware that there is a walking male god among you guys who goes by the name of jihoon
on the second day, after a few hours of everyone playing water games and messing around with all the props and creating an absolute mess, you are tasked with the duty of washing out and refilling one of the big buckets you guys had used
your friends offer to help you but you’re like nah i got this
but once you’re at the tap you’re like wtf? i need to use two hands to handle the bucket but i need a third hand to hold down the tap? you’re a mess
and just as you’re struggling suddenly there’s an arm extending over you to the tap to hold it down for you
and you follow the hand to see that it leads to a boy who is extremely good looking
“no worries i got you”
and he just stands there holding the tap for you and watching you hastily rinse out the bucket and refill it 
and you’re super flustered but touched because this boy is super super SUPER good looking and you have no idea how you didn’t notice him before but also he’s being super nice 
as if holding down the tap for you wasn’t enough he even offers to carry the heavy bucket back
and you’re already halfway in love by the time you’re back with your group lmao
so you spend the rest of orientation admiring him from afar because you’re too shy to go and actually talk to him but also
you’ve never seen a face as perfect as his??? his eyes are literally angelic and his nose is so high and perfectly shaped and his skin is glowing and you’re just ksjsddsf
anyways orientation week ends like that and actual uni life starts 
tbh you’d expected this but barely a month into uni and jihoon is already so popular like everyone knows park jihoon from the business school who has a face carved by the gods themselves and a personality to match
now and then when you bump into him around campus he always smiles at you in way of saying hi because he remembers you from orientation and it’s such a small thing but everytime he does it you’re a mess for a solid 10 mins afterwards
one day you’re having lunch in the garden cafeteria with your roommate doyeon when she catches you making heart eyes at jihoon who’s sitting a couple of tables away from you two
“oh my god, dude. jihoon???”
and you try to feign innocence and you’re all like “what do you mean”
because it’s kinda embarrassing to admit you have a crush on The Jihoon because like?? so does everyone else
but doyeon sees right through you and she knows exactly how to get you to admit to it
“seems like you don’t know but i know jihoon. he’s in my dance club yknow just saying”
“WHAT”
“yeah, i was going to introduce you if you were interested but since you say you’re not... oh well”
“i mean i’m not not interested! even if i’m not interested there’s no harm in making new friends and even if i’m interested- wait i’m not but-”
doyeon just smirks at the spluttering mess you are
over the next few days, doyeon keeps coming up with new ways in which you could ‘accidentally’ meet jihoon (bc you’re too embarrassed to let her just introduce you to him like that) but you reject them all 
until one day she barges into your room and slams a piece of paper onto the table in front of you
“this is it. this is the only way”
the paper has an advertisement for a creative discussion club and you’re like WHAT what does this even mean???
“idk but jihoon’s gonna be there and so are you”
so flash forward to wednesday a week later and you find yourself in this seminar room
there are about a dozen others already there and among them is jihoon
you take a seat at his opposite side of the room bc u sneaky
so basically this club is just for people to like talk about current issues or long ongoing problems like poverty or racism
it’s just a safe place to share opinions and spread awareness and stuff like that and of course jihoon is perfect enough to be interested in these kind of things
initially you start out as a pretty silent member, just watching the others talk and admiring jihoon
surprisingly so is jihoon, he mostly just listens to what the others have to say and pipes in an opinion now and then
but as time passes you find yourself naturally speaking up and getting actively engaged in the discussions
as the topics turn to issues that you genuinely feel for, or when someone expresses a thought that you just can’t agree with because it seems to come from a place of ignorance, you start forgetting your initial purpose in joining the club and start genuinely enjoying the meetings
this is also when jihoon starts to notice you
little do you know that everytime you speak up during discussions and passionately argue your stance during discussions, jihoon is watching you from the other side of the room thinking
damn that’s impressive
he also thinks you’re really cute but you don’t find that out until one day when doyeon barges into your room once again
“omgomgomgomgomg”
“doyeon? what is it?”
“y/n. i am so proud of you”
“... what did i do”
“ok so we were just taking a short break during dance today when i saw jihoon and woojin whispering to each other? and they kept kinda glancing over at me so i went and asked them what’s up and oh my god. i am so happy for you because jihoon wants your number”
“im sorry WHAT”
apparently he had seen doyeon hanging with you around school and since according to him, you never acknowledged his existence except for the occasional smile and wave, he was wondering if doyeon could help him out here
bless doyeon
so the numbers get exchanged 
and before long jihoon asks if you wanna go out for ice cream together
and one ice cream date turns into two and???
jihoon is amazing??? if you hadn’t already known you wouldn’t have guessed that this was a guy who was super popular and had like the whole school wishing they were his friend bc he’s so sweet
and funny
you guys have the same sense of humour and at least once during every date there’s a point where you guys are laughing til you’re crying
that’s not to say that sense of humour is normal though like there was this one time you two went on a double date with doyeon and a guy called seongwoo
and you guys are all super stuffed bc the food is really good like you’re filled with food and on the verge of death but after your main course ends like you can’t even move but seongwoo goes “hey what do you guys want for dessert?”
and jihoon just looks at you like you’re the camera and he’s the guy from the office and with a completely straight face says “the waffles with a double scoop of rocky road”
for some reason the situation cracks the two of you tf up and you guys are there laughing like actual seals while doyeon & seongwoo are just looking on like. omg wtf
(in case you’re curious doyeon & seongwoo never become an actual thing bc they’re too good of a combo as just friends)
one day you’re walking back to the dorms with jihoon after a creative discussion club meeting and you decide to stop by this streetside food stall to buy some chicken skewers bc yall are starving
the old lady behind the stall gives you guys one extra stick for free because “aww you two are such a cute couple i remember back when i used to roam around with my boyfriend” and she coos at you two
cue intense blushing from both of you which excites the old lady even more
but as you two are walking back after that jihoon turns to you and asks “so? what do you think?”
“yeah wow these skewers are really goo-”
“no not about that,, as in what do you think about me being your boyfriend?”
cue even more intense blushing
that’s how you two become official
tbh after that you two become one of The Campus Couples bc you two are really cute tgt 
after a while you confess to him that you actually already used to like him since all the way back in orientation and that’s why you even joined the club
and he’s like “dammit why didn’t you tell me earlier we could have been a thing since day one” lmao
(doyeon takes all the credits for making your relationship happen btw)
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