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Just posted on the AITA forum a while ago for the first time and I'm hella terrified, let's see how it goes
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Yeah so after watching a bit of the Game Awards, I swear I heard like, half of the internet implode after Knuckles spoke
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Dream What If...? shitpost (Spoilers(?))
(It'll probably be minor, but I'll put this here anyway just in case it counts as a spoiler)
If someone places the Law and Order sound effect over the Friday card, I'll be so happy. I can't stop seeing it in my head
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Can we just take a minute to appreciate Lemon Demon's face here?
I'm gonna eat your Girlfriend (1st & 2nd panels)
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For my AO3 readers
If my readers on the platform see this from my last post on Saving Me, here's why I can't update there anymore. It's no longer stable for me. Not sure why, but I was able to post one last update before retreating here. Again, if this wasn't the case, I would still use the website.
Everyone else, you can ignore this message.
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Don't disappear on me again
(Guess who's finally on the FNF bandwagon?)
*In which Keith (Boyfriend) slowly loses grip on which is the true reality, and Pico decides to shelter an old friend, no matter the cost*
(Work in progress)
PROLOGUE
"Where the hell did I end up?", Keith said to himself, looking around the run down town. He knew he had a tendency to get lost in the music, but not like this. "This is what I get for blasting my music, isn't it?" . Taking out his air pods, he decided to look around, and hopefully get some directions.
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*raw footage of me trying to write a chapter for the past six months*
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I wanted to make a meme about how much I hate looking at the pictures of the Pacific Football Fish, but when I went to find the article, I panicked and abandoned ship. That thing will haunt me till the end of my time.
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I’ve seen a lot of posts on my dash tonight about users who are threatening suicide, with other Tumblr members posting in effort to try to get ahold of them. I think you all should see this:
IF THERE IS EVER A TUMBLR USER WHO HAS POSTED A GOOD-BYE MESSAGE, SUICIDE NOTE, VIDEO, OR ANYTHING OF THE SORT, PLEASE FOLLOW THIS POST.
1. Scroll to the top of your dashboard.
2. See the circular question mark icon at the top? It’s the third one over from your home symbol. Click on that, and a screen similar to the one in the picture will come up.
3. Where you can type in questions, the box with the magnifying glass at the top, type in the word “suicide.”
4. Click on the first link that shows up. It should say, “Pass the URL of the blog on to us.”
5. Type in the user’s URL and tell Tumblr admin that the user is contemplating suicide and has posted a message indicating that they are going through with it or will be attempting. Hit send! Tumblr administration will perform a number of actions to contact the user and take the necessary steps to prevent the suicide.
TUMBLR: THIS COULD SAVE A USER’S LIFE. PLEASE DO NOT IGNORE SUICIDE THREATS.
Reblog this to keep other users aware. Suicide isn’t a joke, and neither is someone’s life. If you didn’t know this, someone else may not, either. Pass it on.
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Reblog if you're gay, lesbian, bisexual, pansexual, asexual, transgender or a supporter.
This should be reblogged by everyone. Even if you’re straight, you should be a supporter.
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HELP PLEASE, HELP!
I’m a senior in high school from India. I come from a family which is just not verbally abusive but also physically and this is before they even know that I’m into women. They’re extremely homophobic and what is happening now will only multiply infinitely if I came out to them. It’s not even a question of want now, I desperately, imperatively, need to get out of here, and I cannot reiterate this enough. My mental health keeps on deteriorating more and more with every passing day and I just want to freaking breathe. But I’m stuck, I’m always stuck and the only way out is for university for which I can leave in 5 months.
I even got accepted into a bunch of good ones in UK, which is very very far from here, but they are all very expensive. I cant take a loan because my parents have very heavy debts. I started a crowdfunding fundraiser, which accepts foreign donations, to send myself to college and that’s the absolute last way out I’m left with.
I’m aware that many people are not in a position to support even though they might wish to. But the queer community has so so much power, if this fundraiser manages to go viral across any social media platform; tiktok, reddit, twitter, or on Tumblr, I can at least afford my tuition and then work two three jobs to afford living and everything else. The minimum limit to donate to the fundraiser is $25 and this is not set by me, if I could, I’d keep it at 5, but I can’t, it’s not under my control. Even if a very small fraction of people donate, I can manage to get out of here. I have about 3 months to get at least half the money or I wont be able to apply for a visa. If I dont get out of now, I will be stuck here for 4 more years and I absolutely cannot afford that, at all. If everyone helps even just a little bit, I can get the hell away from here, please please just get me out of here.
THE LINK:
https://www.ketto.org/fundraiser/education-fund-for-university-of-st-andrews-364468
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Saving Me (Part one and two)
(Finally solved my tagging issue)
(TW: Mentions of panic attacks and stroke. I accidentally added the shooting Tw. That's later in the story)
Ellie~
"Hey Charles, how's Henry? ", I asked as I entered the medical tent. Charles had parked himself next to him ever since we got back.
"He's fine, I guess."
"I'm still impressed on how you handled the situation back at the Wall. That wasn't your first time, was it?" He glanced down at the floor, acting like I unlocked a dark memory from the past .
" You're right, it wasn't. I had a younger sister, as well as two older brothers who are in different branches of the military. Anyway, my sister had panic attacks as well, and since my parents and my brothers were almost always on active duty, I was the one looking out for her. We were close, and we planned to join the army together, going out on missions, creating the greatest plans. It would of been great... " I immediately realized where the story was going, and it was only a matter of knowing how it happened.
"I'm sorry if this is painful to talk about, but... how did she, y'know?..."
" It was about three years ago. I was eighteen, and she was thirteen. I remember waking up one morning, and my sister was always the first up, but she wasn't awake. My gut told me to check up on her, and when I finally reached her, she wasn't breathing. Next thing I know, the doctor on duty told me she suffered from a stroke in her sleep. I joined the military about three months later, because in that moment, I was doing it in her honor. "
"Oh damn, Charles I'm so sorry!"
"It's ok. I guess my experiences back then helped me out with Henry." The soft shuffling of blankets broke up our conversation as our focus shifted to a new priority: Henry.
.....
Henry~
My eyes fluttered open to new surroundings. No more of the cold, empty cells of the Wall. Instead, I was in some large beige tent with two other figures in the room. "Henry? How are you feeling dude?"
" Do you need anything? " Ellie. Charles. I pushed myself up from the bed to talk to them.
" I fell a bit lightheaded, but it shouldn't last long, and thanks Charles, but I don't need anything right now. " Charles glared at Elie, held she clear her throat.
"We've been meaning to ask, Henry, but how bad are your a panic attacks?"
" They're fairly new and pretty rare for me, but they always seem to be triggered by any event featuring that particular penitentiary. It actually started out one day when I was calling my brother six years ago. "
Henry(15)~
I was sitting at the local cafe. It was Wednesday, after all, and that meant I could talk to my brother. "Hey Gul! How are you holding up at the Wall?"
"Gul": ...Henry, listen. I don't think I'll be able to talk to you again. I don't know if I'll be able to talk to anyone again.
" Gulliver? What are you talking about? "
"Gul": A couple of inmates and I tried to create an escape plan yesterday, but we were caught by the guards. I'm extremely lucky to have snuck in my phone with me, but I'm being placed in isolation, then after that, they're going to freeze me to death.
" Gulliver, you're joking! Please you're the only family I have left! "
"Gul" : Henry, I need oh to promise me you won't - GET YOUR HANDS OFF ME! LET ME TALK TO MY BROther~
???:.. So, you're his brother, eh? All you need to know is that I'm the head warden here, and if you end up like your brother, you're as good as dead. Goodbye, rat.
The warden hung up the phone, and I sat still as a stone for a solid minute, then a new sensation filled me. My heart started to beat faster than it has ever beaten, I started to hyperventilate, and the world around me started to spin.
Is this it? Am I going to die alone?
I stood up from the chair I was on, but I lost my balance and fell onto the deck. A couple of people came to check up on me, before I passed out.
Henry ~
" After that, I had very rare panic attacks. In fact, the last time I had one was a full year before I robbed the bank. "
"You must really miss your brother." Ellie said to me with condolences .
"Trust me Henry, I know what it's like to lose a family member." Charlie and I locked eyes and gave each other a small smile. It was peaceful...
But peace doesn't last forever.
An officer walked in and handed Charlie a rifle. "Dmitri and his men are at the gates. We'll send some reinforcements for the outside perimeter of the med bay, but it's up to you to protect those two.
Before I knew it, the world stated to spin.
Charles ~
I looked back at Henry, who laid back down on the bed, and at Andrew Cobbler, who handed me the rifle. "The General told me to tell you to stay here since you're experienced with panic attacks. Besides, you two seem close." I felt my face heat up.
" No , not like that! We're just friends! " I rushed the words out quickly.
"Oh, that's not really what I meant, but I don't really care if you guys were that close. I'm actually bisexual myself!"The conversation would have continued, but he was summoned by Amber Downs, who pulled him out since they needed to secure the perimeters.
"Can you do me a favor and set up a walkie talkie in the General's tent so we can listen in?"
" Sure thing! "
Huh. Turns out I'm not the only one that's bisexual here...
"Do you want me to hold the rifle, so you can focus on Henry?"
" Wha- do you even know how to use one?! " She shrugged before continuing.
"My dad used to take me out to go hunting." I reluctantly gave the weapon to her, unsure if there would be repercussions for what I just did. Taking my seat on the edge of the bed, I turned on the walkie talkie, getting prepared for whatever happens.
General: Dmitri, that doesn't explain the fact that you kidnapped a pardoned man, and threw him into solitary confinement!
Dmitri: Anyone that is on my list goes to the Wall. No questions asked. Besides, you have no proof that we kidnapped him.
General: We have security footage of your guards breaking into his apartment and carrying him into your truck!
Nate Box: Sir, the recon teams just sent back their report on the Wall.
General: Read It aloud.
Nate: The facility lacks any health policies. They have found large scores of sick, even dead, inmates in a single, large cell. Bodies were found floating in the ocean close to the cliff. All of them have been dead for a while. They even managed to get a list of all of the inmates currently there. Over seventy five percent shouldn't even be there, and half of that percentage have pardons.
My hand instantly flies to my mouth, and Ellie almost drops the rifle in surprise. How has that place stayed open for this long?!
General: .... I'm placing you, and your entire faculty under arrest. Nate, gather more soldiers and release those on the list, and transfer the criminals with the most severe crimes to different, SAFER, prisons.
Dmitri: I'm not going anywhere without Henry and Ellie.
The sounds of retreating footsteps are heard in the walkie talkie, and the sounds of footsteps approaching are slowly coming upon us. I hear Henry start to hyperventilate, and I sit him up and pull him into a protective hug.
"Ellie, don't do anything until I tell you to, alright? "
#Henry Stickmin#stickvin#charles calvin#ellie rose#henrystickminxcharlescalvin#general galeforce#dmitri petrov#original character#tw: stroke#tw: panic attack#tw: shot
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VENMO: nbfem // CASHAPP: $pinkfem (gofundme later, if necessary)
hi friends, i hate to do this but my family is having an awful day -- our house literally fucking burned down and we lost almost everything, including our dog. i'm heartbroken and devastated. i can't stop crying. what wasn't lost is now considered a biohazard and has to be either destroyed or deep cleaned, which just won't work for things like my medication (which i will go into withdrawal without), burned phones, laptops, etc. almost all of our heirlooms, clothes, savings, etc are gone. just gone.
the cost to replace our necessities (clothes. shoes. etc) on top of medical fees (all 6 of us have to go to the hospital due to the amount of smoke and debris we breathed in) is overwhelming and it would be so very appreciated if anyone could help, whether financially or even through praying for us if that's something you do. sorry this is so frazzled. i'm in shock and very very sad.
thanks and love always, dezzie. <3
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Saving Me (Part one)
(Mention of panic attacks and stroke. Proceed with caution)
Ellie~
"Hey Charles, how's Henry? ", I asked as I entered the medical tent. Charles had parked himself next to him ever since we got back.
"He's fine, I guess."
"I'm still impressed on how you handled the situation back at the Wall. That wasn't your first time, was it?" He glanced down at the floor, acting like I unlocked a dark memory from the past .
" You're right, it wasn't. I had a younger sister, as well as two older brothers who are in different branches of the military. Anyway, my sister had panic attacks as well, and since my parents and my brothers were almost always on active duty, I was the one looking out for her. We were close, and we planned to join the army together, going out on missions, creating the greatest plans. It would of been great... " I immediately realized where the story was going, and it was only a matter of knowing how it happened.
"I'm sorry if this is painful to talk about, but... how did she, y'know?..."
" It was about three years ago. I was eighteen, and she was thirteen. I remember waking up one morning, and my sister was always the first up, but she wasn't awake. My gut told me to check up on her, and when I finally reached her, she wasn't breathing. Next thing I know, the doctor on duty told me she suffered from a stroke in her sleep. I joined the military about three months later, because in that moment, I was doing it in her honor. "
"Oh damn, Charles I'm so sorry!"
"It's ok. I guess my experiences back then helped me out with Henry." The soft shuffling of blankets broke up our conversation as our focus shifted to a new priority: Henry.
.....
Henry~
My eyes fluttered open to new surroundings. No more of the cold, empty cells of the Wall. Instead, I was in some large beige tent with two other figures in the room. "Henry? How are you feeling?"
" Do you need anything? " Ellie. Charles. I pushed myself up from the bed to talk to them.
" I fell a bit lightheaded, but it shouldn't last long, and thanks Charles, but I don't need anything right now. " Charles glanced at Elie, held she clear her throat.
"We've been meaning to ask, Henry, but how bad are your a panic attacks?"
" They're fairly new and pretty rare for me, but they always seem to be triggered by any event featuring that particular penitentiary. It actually started out one day when I was calling my brother six years ago. "
Henry(15)~
I was sitting at the local cafe. It was Wednesday, after all, and that meant I could talk to my brother. "Hey Gul! How are you holding up at the Wall?"
"Gul": ...Henry, listen. I don't think I'll be able to talk to you again. I don't know if I'll be able to talk to anyone again.
" Gulliver? What are you talking about? "
"Gul": A couple of inmates and I tried to create an escape plan yesterday, but we were caught by the guards. I'm extremely lucky to have snuck in my phone with me, but I'm being placed in isolation, then after that, they're going to freeze me to death.
" Gulliver, you're joking! Please you're the only family I have left! "
"Gul" : Henry, I need oh to promise me you won't - GET YOUR HANDS OFF ME! LET ME TALK TO MY BROther~
???:.. So, you're his brother, eh? All you need to know is that I'm the head warden here, and if you end up like your brother, you're as good as dead. Goodbye, rat.
The warden hung up the phone, and I sat still as a stone for a solid minute, then a new sensation filled me. My heart started to beat faster than it has ever beaten, I started to hyperventilate, and the world around me started to spin.
Is this it? Am I going to die alone? My parents are already dead, and soon, my brother will.be as well... why me?
I stood up from the chair I was on, but I lost my balance and fell onto the deck. A couple of people came to check up on me, before I passed out.
Henry ~
" After that, I had very rare panic attacks. In fact, the last time I had one was a full year before I robbed the bank. "
"You must really miss your brother." Ellie said to me with condolences .
"Trust me Henry, I know what it's like to lose a family member." Charlie and I locked eyes and gave each other a small smile. It was peaceful...
But peace doesn't last forever.
An officer walked in and handed Charlie a rifle. "Dmitri and his men are at the gates. We'll send some reinforcements for the outside perimeter of the med bay, but it's up to you to protect those two.
Before I knew it, the world stated to spin.
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Reblog if you think people under 18+ can indentify as Asexual, Aromantic, Ace, Aro, Grey, or anywhere on the Ace Spectrum.
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Saving Me (Prologue)
Be warned! This chapter contains panic attacks!
Also, my device is being a b*tch, and I can't post and do tags at the same time anymore, so from now on, New chapters will be posted without tags until I get this sorted out. Sorry.
Henry~
"Take him away."
I felt a pair of hands firmly grab my arms as I locked eyes with Ellie. She's a fellow inmate that I teamed up with to escape, and we quickly became friends. "Henry!"
" Ellie, go! I'll be fine, but you need to go! " Tears started to well up in her eyes, some already spilling into her tan cheeks.
"You didn't give up on me when we first met! I'm not leaving you here!" The guards were dragging me away at this point, and more were starting to surround the motorcycle she was on.
" Get out of here now! ", I screamed, tears spilling from my eyes as well. She took off, out of reach of the other guards.
...
" Isn't that the guy that stole the diamond? "
"I also heard he helped to arrest key members of the Tophat clan!"
" Didn't the government pardon him? "
"Dmitri doesn't care if you're pardoned or not. If you're a wanted criminal, you end up here."
" Yeah, why do you think I'm here? "
I could hear the conversations of other inmates watching me as I passed by them. I'm not going into a cell like that, no. I'm being locked up into solitary confinement. As I'm shoved into the cell, I take a look at my surroundings. There's nothing in there. No bed, no windows (except for the small opening on the door), no nothing. The door slams behind me and I (try) to look at Dmitri, who scoffs at my form. "You can rot in there for all I care. No one screws around when I'm in charge." He walks away, and I'm all alone.
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No...Nonononono.. I start to hyperventilate, and my heart starts to race. They're trying to kill me! I need to get out of here! My hand reaching for the door, my vision starts to spin, and I force myself into a fetal position. Please, somebody help me...
...
Ellie~
I drove on for about a minute, before I saw some lights in the distance. I can get help! As I raced towards the light source, I saw a surplus of Army vehicles, like tanks and helicopters. I stopped near a group talking, their attention turning to me.
" Please, someone, I need help! " A man in a green cap stepped forward, obviously displeased with my presence.
"Ma'am, this is private property. I need you to leave before action needs to be taken."
" No, you don't understand! My friend is being held at the Wall! I tried to save him but the warden got to him first! His name is Henry-"
"Stickmin?"
" You know him? " I was hopeful at this point. The green caped general looked at a brown haired man sporting red headphones, then looked back at me.
"He helped us take down key leaders of the Tophat clan. He even has an official pardon! What the hell is he doing at the Wall?!" My tears resumed at this point.
" I honestly don't know. I first met him when we were waiting to be transferred to cells. He took a chance on me and helped me escape. I'm not leaving him behind to rot in a cell, especially since he saved me from that fate! " The brown haired man lost some color to his face, his expression filled with horror. Does he know him too?
"What are we going to do, sir?"
" Gather some men and fire up the chopper, Charles. Looks like we're doing a prision break. "
...........
I sat next to the man, who I learned was Charles. I was worried about him, and I wanted to know why. "I guess you're not flying?"
" I'm not really in the mood for it, no. "
"I'm Ellie, by the way. "
"Charles. You said you were at the Wall? What for?" I sighed, before explaining .
"I was part of an illegal fighting ring. I don't really want to talk about that though... Anyway, how do you know Henry?"
" We did a mission together. He's a great guy, and he doesn't deserve anything going on in that penitentiary. " My hand fell into his shoulder in reassurance.
"Don't worry. We're going to get him out of there."
.......
" Search the area! He's here somewhere. " General Galeforce commanded the small unit, along with Charles and I. We were split into five groups. I was with Charles and are General himself. I guess since I'm still technically a criminal without a pardon, he doesn't exactly trust me yet. That's fine, I just want to rescue my friend.
"Section A is clear!"
" Ditto on Section E! "
"Proceding to check Section D." , Charles spoke into his walkie-talkie. We reached the end of the hallway, and it was quiet. All except for soft, muffled crying. I instantly felt my heart drop, for I realized who it possibly was.
"Henry? Is that you?" I bolted to the door that concealed the sobs, and I banged on the door. The group from Section C heard the commotion and ran over.
"Break the lock, men." They did as they were told, and as the door opened, we were greeted with a heartbreaking scene.
Henry was a wreck. He was huddling on the floor, hugging his knees to his chest, and he was rapidly breathing. He was in the midst of a panic attack. "Henry!" Charles ran as fast as humanly possible, quickly dropping to the floor and pulling him into a tight embrace . "Henry breathe, you're ok now!"
Henry ~
I don't want to die, please...
Someone's hanging on the door, and all I can do is cry harder. My chest hurts, I'm dizzy, and I can't stop the room from spinning. Somebody save me! The door opens a couple of second later, along with the sound of feet running my way. "Henry!" I feel arms wrap around me in a protective manner. "Henry breathe, you're ok now!"
. ..Charles?...
I clung myself to him. He's the closest one to me and is the only one who can save me. "Ch-Charles, they're going to k-kill me-e!"
" Henry, you need to calm down. Just match my breathing. " We stayed silent for a couple of minutes, with my occasional crying. The room stopped spinning, and my chest didn't hurt as much anymore, but I was still scared of letting go. I'm scared that this is a dream, and I'm going to wake up alone in this dark cell. "We're getting you out of here." We slowly got off the ground, but I never seperated myself from him. With each step we took, my eyes grew heavy, and I felt myself lose the battle to stay awake. Before I could pass out, I felt Charles picking me up. " Get some rest, Henry. You need to regain your energy. "I slipped my eyes shut, safe at last.
Reference for panic attack: Wikipedia
Song story is based on: Saving Me by Nickelback
Henry has light skin, grey eyes, white hair, and usually wears a grey t-shirt, jeans, and black sneakers.
Ellie has tan skin, her signature red hair, blue eyes, and usually wears a link long sleeved t-shirt, shorts, and black boots.
Charles has fair skin, Brown hair, green eyes, and usually wears his signature red headphones, an army suit, and brown combat boots.
#henry stickmin#charles calvin#ellie rose#henrles#henry stickmim collection#fleeing the complex#general galeforce#wattpad#fanfic#tw: panic attack#stickvin
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