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collophora · 12 days
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Fic rec of the day is the ongoing Stranded by The_Absent_Minded_One on Ao3
(Go read it it's a roller coaster who hurts in all the right places...I wanted to draw every scene I had to restrain myself ^^;)
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static-scribblez · 3 months
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Wanted to experiment with a softer artstyle :)
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cinnamon-grump · 11 months
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New daily affirmation for myself!!
Rather than bemoaning the fact that I HAVE to be the only one “Adulting” right now and feeling like I am [unjustly] back in ✨parenting mode✨
… I want to be proud of myself for accomplishing things, and doing The Adult Stuff, against all odds.
I am doing a great job!!! I am putting in so much effort!!! And it IS being rewarded!!!
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lavenoon · 1 year
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Psst! Get hugged! >:D
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bear hug? did someone say bear hug? because yes please! <3
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icedmetaltea · 1 year
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Hello! Noticed you were on hiatus for health reasons. Just wanted to wish you the best and hope you feel better soon. Stay safe!
My brain is a bad organ and I'd like a new one please and thank you
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veradragonjedi · 11 months
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Who would you date Luke or Mando?
AAAAAHAHDHSGRHRHRHRGHR. OKAY. UM. WOAH. @airlocksandaviaries HHYRNBRNRHHHRRRRR I ambgghhh totally into both of them but I think Luke—
I'm gonna be unhinged in the tags of this
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sweetfushi · 12 days
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-> SYNOPSIS. wearing pheromone perfume around them. -> TAGS. gojo, geto, toji, nanami, sukuna x reader, established relationship, modern au (aside from sukuna's), mention of viagra because toji can't shut up, trueform!sukuna, heianera!sukuna, suggestive so 16+.
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SATORU GOJO.
“I’m home,” you hear Gojo announce from the front door. You’re so giddy with excitement you almost forget to reply. “Welcome home, I’ve got dinner going so just wash up and come back down,” you tell him, making yourself look busy by unnecessarily opening the pot lids and stirring. 
“Hhh, I wanna sleep and never wake up again,” he sighs exaggeratedly, coming over to wrap his arms around your waist and press gentle kisses to your neck. You know you’ve got him when he slows his affections and just rests his face in the crook of your neck, sniffing continuously.
“Is that a new perfume?” He asks, brushing his thumb across your lower stomach and gripping you tighter when you squeal and protest that it tickles.
“I’ve been in the kitchen for the past two hours, so I don’t think what you’re smelling is perfume,” you joke, almost yelping when he noses at your sensitive skin. He slowly tugs you away from the stove and turns you in his arms, resuming his assault on your neck. “You, mm, smell so nice,” he groans.
You have to steady yourself by grounding your hands on his chest, gasping when he starts to bite into your skin. “Satoru, that h-hurts,” you whimper, not resisting his affections but wincing every time his canines dig their way into your scented skin.
“Sorry, dove,” he inhales deeply, pressing an apologetic kiss to the marks on your neck before pulling away and running a hand over his face. His pupils are blown, his lips wet from licking them so many times, and you’re almost scared to ask if he’s okay.
You giggle at his expression instead, finding that a smile of his own paints his lips. He presses a kiss to your cheek and thumbs circles over your hip bone and while he remains listening to you telling him about your day, he can’t help but swallow thickly everytime you turn your head or shift closer to him, your scent wafting towards him.
“Do you have dessert planned?” Gojo asks you, interrupting you mid-sentence. You turn back to look at him, slightly confused. “Ah, no, I didn’t have time– oh!” You squeal, wrapping your arms around his neck when he encircles your legs around his waist.
“Don’t worry, I do.”
SUGURU GETO.
You quickly roll the perfume on your neck and wrists, checking your appearance in the bathroom and inhaling deeply to prepare yourself for whatever outcome was awaiting you.
“Honey! Can you come here?” Geto calls out from his study, evident frustration in his voice.
“Coming!” You respond, hiding the perfume and fluffing your hair one last time before heading over to his study to find him pacing, his forehead tense and tie loosened around his neck. He somewhat lightens up at the sight of you, before asking, “have you seen my dissertation draft?”
You relax. “Yeah, I stored it away from your countless mugs of coffee,” you look pointedly at his crowded desk - earning a sheepish smile from him - before pulling said draft out of a nearby filing cabinet. Geto sighs in relief, taking the stack of papers from your hand and pressing a kiss to your lips.
“I don’t know what I’d do without you, honestly,” he laughs, wrapping an arm around your neck and kissing the top of your head. Geto tends to become more affectionate when he’s been overwhelmed with something - this time being the deadline for his dissertation. You return his embrace and let him rest his chin on your head as he places the papers on the desk behind him.
“I might be high from my caffeine intake,” he says as his brow furrows, “but do you smell different?” He asks, letting himself inhale the scent drifting from your neck. “Is this the one I bought you?”
You squirm when he starts to kiss your collarbone, his large hands steadying you as they rested on your lower back. Leaning back, you allow him further access, while also being mindful of your own intentions.
“No, t-this one’s from the new drugstore downtown,” your husband starts to push your hair behind your ear and nibble at your Adam’s apple, your hands finding leverage on his broad shoulders. “Careful!” You scold when he presses you against the drawer behind you, lifting you to sit you on it and almost causing your grip on him to slip.
Geto pauses his kisses to gaze up at you, a brow raised and questioning of your small smile. “What?” You ask, feigning innocence. However, Geto catches the playful sparkle in your eye and has a small idea of what you’ve done. “You temptress.”
TOJI FUSHIGURO.
You’ve devised a plan on how to tempt Toji more than you already do - by rolling on the perfume you have seen rave about for the past month. Only, you needed a way to get Toji to smell it without making it entirely obvious.
So while your husband is lounging on the couch, catching up on his favourite show, you decide to disguise your plan by making him a snack. You place a few fruits, crackers and small chunks of chocolate on a plate, as well as fill a glass of water before heading over to the living room and place them on the table in front of him.
“You treat me too well, mama,” he smiles, pulling you into his lap, “Thank you.”
“Of course,” you lean into his chest, letting his kiss distract you from the loud gunshots sounding from the TV. After a moment of shifting on his lap and watching him pop a few grapes into his mouth, you decide to lean slightly closer to him, making it as though you want to snuggle against his chest (which you do, but it doubles as the perfect excuse to draw your scent closer to him).
When he bites into a chocolate square, he catches sight of your anticipatory expression from his peripheral vision. He swallows the chocolate before responding with a raised brow. “Are these some of those viagra-chocolates?”
“No!” You laugh, grabbing his hair and shaking his head aggressively.
He groans, disguising his own chuckle. Grabbing your wrist, he pulls it down to kiss the back of your hand. “So d’ya wanna tell me why you’re giving me those eyes?”
“What eyes? Can I not admire my husband?” You roll your eyes playfully, but don’t fail to notice the way he grips your left shoulder to pull you closer, his nose exploring your exposed skin.
“Forget ya eyes, mama, damn,” he hisses. As you start to run your hands through his hair, his hands start to roam over your body, tugging at the straps of your camisole. “Tojiiiii,” you whine, yelping as his nails dig into your waist.
“Haven’t even done anything and you’re whinin’,” he teases, his tone almost condescending as he mocks your whimpers and pleas. When a stronger gust of your perfume hits him, he turns the TV off, throws you over his shoulder (ignoring your startled yelp) and heads upstairs.
“How ‘bout you tell me what you’re doing to me, hm?”
KENTO NANAMI.
You’ve just returned from work, but you had quickly applied the perfume while in your car. Once stepping onto the welcome mat, you kick your heels off and announce yourself - to which you hear Nanami say “in the living room”.
Throwing your bag on the floor beside your heels, you rush to your husband as fast as you can with the ache you feel in your feet, finding Nanami engrossed in another book with his glasses perched on the bridge of his nose. You throw your arms around his neck from behind him, nuzzling your cheek into his hair.
“Kentooo, I missed you so much,” you whine into his hair, feeling his hands reach up to rest on yours. His deep chuckle resonates through you. “As did I, my love.”
You unbutton your blazer and toss it over an arm of the couch before throwing yourself down next to him, snuggling into his side. Nanami places his book down on the coffee table before lifting your chin and finally kissing you. His kisses are always slow and deep, having your toes curling. He groans into the kiss, releasing his pent up frustration into the intensity of his lips moving against yours. After a moment of indulging in each other’s touch, you pull away and let him pull you closer to rest his forehead on your shoulder.
“You smell nice,” he mutters, kissing the conjunction of your neck and shoulders.
“Thank you,” you smile, running a hand through his hair.
You expect him to tell you about his day, or at least about the book he’s reading - as he usually does. Instead, he’s quiet and not uncharacteristically so, but you start to feel him tighten his grip on your waist. Nanami lifts his head and eyes you.
“What brand of perfume is that? It’s…” he clears his throat, “very strong.”
You pout. “A bad strong?”
He pauses. “Ah, not exactly.”
Nanami wraps an arm around your shoulders, letting your legs stretch out on his lap. He starts to massage your calves and unsubtly glances at you every so often, making you laugh.
“What?”
“Nothing,” he responds a little too quickly, making it hard for you to contain your devious smile. Nanami sighs heavily, cursing under his breath before resting a hand on your back and kissing you again, catching you immensely off guard. You whimper into the significantly rougher kiss, panting as Nanami parts from you to remove his glasses, before resuming your intimacy.
“I know you’ve done something,” he groans, “but as of now, I don’t have the sense to figure out what it is.”
RYOMEN SUKUNA.
Your lady in waiting was a bit hesitant to let you do this, but she watched with pursed lips and underlying curiosity as you rolled the perfume on your neck, wrists and behind your ears. It wasn’t as if Sukuna would kill you for this, you’re his wife. But, you were giddy at the thought of what he might do to you upon catching your scent.
So when you’re in your bedroom, watching Sukuna loosen the tie of his robe and approach you with thunderous steps, you’re practically jumping out of your skin in anticipation.
“My Queen,” he starts, his voice gruff, low and seductive, “I anticipate that no mishaps have obstructed your day? These maids are insufferable at times,” The King of Curses seemingly spits, tone spiteful. Though, he finds it within himself to lay an uncharacteristically gentle kiss to your lips.
“Of course not,” you insist. “Especially not after what you did to the last ones who disturbed me,” you look at him pointedly, brow raised and a laugh bubbling in your chest at his near-pout.
Instead of protesting and assuring you that he did so because he aims to protect his woman, he snatches you up into his arms and lets you wrap yourself around him like a koala clinging to a tree. His two lower arms lock you against him, while his two upper arms start to roam over your body. Not necessarily seeking to initiate anything, but to feel you after a day of not doing so.
“Mm,” he sighs, burying his nose in your hair. “What is that scent? Is that another herbal medicine?”
You struggle to contain your smile. “Nooo, it’s a new fragrance. What do you think of it?”
Sukuna doesn’t speak for a moment, instead distracts himself by exploring your exposed skin with his curious nose. Sometimes, The King of Curses is much like a dog, desperate to find what demands his attention in such a significant manner.
“‘Kuna,” you whimper, feeling his teeth graze your neck.
His brow furrows as he lifts his head to so intensely lock gazes with you. “What have you done, woman?” He snarls, reaching up to gently (or as gently Sukuna is capable of) grab your face and turn your head from side to side, inspecting you.
“I applied a fragrance, that is all,” you insist, giggling at the ticklish sensation of his hair brushing against your jaw. “I demand that this fragrance,” he says, almost disgusted by his own curiosity, “be your only one.”
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hyunjzone · 7 months
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✰ “better?”
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genre! fluff, sfw.
word count! 1.5k (1,581)
pairing! minho x gn!reader (i thinkkk this could be used with either fem or masc ??)
tags! established relationship again, hurt/comfort i think, warnings for mentions of puke, petnames such as sweetheart (to reader) also not proofread hhh
summary! you’re super sick and minho wants to help you out by showing his love for you through some acts of service <3
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you sit at the edge of your bed. speechless. you’re thinking a lot, but you don’t really say a word. your feet dangle off the bed and your eyes are just staring down at the floor while you just think. minho woke up earlier, you’d stayed the night and he usually gets up early anyways. you hear sounds in the kitchen. as much as you’d like to get up and see what’s going on, you can’t bring yourself to move.
you feel sick. caught a cold the other day that had evolved into more. you’re ill. maybe it’s more of a flu now. usually, if it’s your allergies, it’s a bunch of sneezing and a stuffy nose. if you really do only have a cold, you typically have the same symptoms. it’s always a guess of whether it’s allergies or a cold, and this time new effects emerged. you have a cough, and you get frequent headaches. minho’s always trying to help you now, but it doesn’t seem to be getting much better. you were worried when you first noticed it last week that minho would leave, but he hasn’t, he’s been helping you through it. minho’s probably wondering what’s wrong with you right now. you hope he isn’t too stressed out about it. how would you repay the guy after this?
“get up,” you think to yourself. feet hit the ground, you’re standing but all you can do is stay there and not move. dizziness? a little. keep going. take some steps forward. you feel heavy, like when you’re in the ocean and you come out with your swimwear full of water. whatever, just keep going.
you make your way to the kitchen where you’d assumed minho was cooking something, maybe breakfast for himself.
“minho?” you ask, voice hoarse from sleep. his head turns and looks at you with a straight face before he breaks into a small smile. your head still hurts somewhat, you think that everytime you acknowledge it, it gets worse. “did you have a good rest?” he asks curiously while he works with some pans by the stove. you wonder what he’s making, so you ask.
“guess,” he replies to your question as he flips one of the pancakes on the pan with ease. he looks back at you after a moment of silence passes, smirking. “well, it doesn’t smell bad,” you comment hesitantly. minho snorts in his own playful manner, looking back at the pancake he’d just flipped onto the plate. “well, you better have an appetite with you, too, because they’re good. anything i make is good.”
“psh. sure.” a weak smile and a couple steps forward, your fatigue is much worse. you make your way to the island and rest your elbows onto it, weight leaning onto the counter. you close your eyes tightly for several long moments; when minho turns around, his eyebrows furrow.
“something’s wrong?” he asks— well, obviously, yes— and sets a plate with a pancake to the side while setting down a couple forks for the moment. he brushes hair out of your face. something’s definitely wrong.
your throat is sore and your head hurts. you try to swallow against it, but you can’t seem to get any satisfaction, and it just hurts to swallow. “headache,” you manage to mumble out. you open your eyes slowly, letting them adjust to the light. it’s already afternoon outside. why is he making breakfast? you slept in the same bed last night, you probably infected him or something. did you fall asleep on him again? god, you feel disgusting.
“are you okay?” he asks gently, reaching out and pressing the back of his hand gently to your forehead. it’s oddly warm. not feverishly warm, but unusual. he determines it could get worse from now, for sure, and goes around to grab a clean glass to fill up with water. he places it in front of you without a word, but he’s offering. you’re thinking of so much right now.
you just want to go home, but then again you kind of don’t. also, without minho’s support you might just die. not really, but it’d feel that way. ugh.
“do you need to throw up?” he asks gently. you shake your head no, quickly. you don’t want to puke up everything in your stomach. it wouldn’t help anyone. you drink the water slowly, hoping it won’t taste awful. it’s just water. he holds your free wrist with a soft, soft grip and rubs circles onto it with his thumb as he stands by you while you sip slowly from the glass he had given you. the water is good. it’s clearing your head; a little. it hurts to swallow, though not as much. maybe it’s helping. you finish the glass and set it down next to you, leaning back into your hands on the table. you look over to minho and notice he’s looking back at you with concern etched across his features. he knows exactly what you need and want. he’s so good like that, when he helps you. it’s unmatched. man, you sure love your boyfriend. minho continues with his soothing movements on your wrist and the throbbing in your head isn’t so bad anymore. hell, it’s practically gone.
“better?”
“yeah, i think. better.”
“that’s great, love.” he smiles and leans down to try and press his lips against yours. his hands find their way to your waist and you have to stop him.
“what’s wrong?”
“i’ll get you sick.”
he stares at you for a second with that teasing smile of his. “i don’t care.”
“what?”
minho kisses you gently for a moment— though it sort of feels longer than that— before pulling away. “i said i don’t care, sweetheart. i love you.” and he does. minho loves you. there’s nothing else that matters. there’s never been anything else, ever since he met you. you’re his world. he’s yours. you both know that. he can’t bear to even think that you don’t. he’d rather suffer than lose you. minho will do anything to keep you safe. you know that, too. he knows you know. so he presses another kiss, this time to your forehead. you’re his moon, his sun and his stars; he’d never deny it.
“want those pancakes now?” minho offers, hand still around your waist.
“oh, yeah, please.”
“then let’s eat,” minho says, walking off to get the plate that has the food on it. he puts it down on the table for you with the fork sitting on top. you pick up the fork, taking a bite off the pancake.
“here, too.” the guy slides over some condiments: syrup, jelly. “if you want any.”
“thanks.”
“i didn’t wake you up today, did i?” he asks while sitting down.
“don’t know,” you reply with a straight face, lifting a piece of the pancake to your mouth with your fork. actually, he was right about the pancakes. these are good. super good. the syrup is warm and smooth. he rolls his eyes playfully at you.
“okay, sorry for waking you up.”
“no, it’s fine. thank you.”
“how are you feeling?”
“a bit better. i guess it was worse on an empty stomach.” you laugh awkwardly, trying to ignore the lingering pain in your head. it’s significantly less than before, though, and for that you are grateful.
“is there anything i can do?”
“just stay here,” you suggest, continuing eating. “maybe cuddle me?” you say quietly with an awkward smile. minho nods and smirks again. “wont you get me sick?” he answers. “i’m only kidding. you know i’d love to. finish eating for me, ‘kay?”
turning his back to get another glass, you shove the remainder of whatever was left of your pancake into your mouth. they were delicious and you couldn’t help yourself. he grabs another glass of water, this time for himself, and sips at it.
“you should rest more often,” he comments as he walks over to you. you don’t exactly reply while you chew. minho grins, putting the empty glass on the island. it clinks to the marble with a satisfying sound. you lean back, having finished your bite.
“want more?”
“no. all good. full.”
“okay.” he nods and looks off into the distance, not looking at anything specifically, just kind of thinking; like the way you were this morning. he glances back at you and sets his cup down. “do you want those cuddles now?”
with a smile and a nod, he’s next to you in a heartbeat. he picks you up, with only a moment’s worth of struggle and then carries you to the couch.
“we can watch something, if you want. or is a screen too much on your eyes?”
“no, it’s okay. screens don’t bother me,” you insist. minho goes along with it and sets you down on the long couch with him. he’s laying down against the armrest, back facing the corner while you’re in front of him. his arms are wrapped all around you and he just kind of lays with you there, head buried into your shoulder from behind. he giggles breathily.
“has that headache of yours gone?” he asks while he grabs the control to the television.
“mostly.”
“good.”
he clicks around and finds your favorite show, your comfort one, and while he can’t see your face well he knows you’re smiling. he starts the first episode, right from the beginning, and cuddles up to you warmly.
“i don’t care if i get sick,” he reminds you.
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A Little Unwell | Jerome Valeska x SA survivor!Fem!Reader
A/N: Another request from @hhh—www, I hope I actually did okay and that you like it! Also I’m sorry for some reason tumblr won’t let me tag you 😭 I, myself, have never been a victim of SA, so I apologize if this is campy or just not great. 😓
Warnings: Mention of past abuse, mention of strongly implied past s*xual assault (not by Jerome), trauma, angst, fluff
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Enough time has passed, or at least you feel it’s enough, for you to not have these moments. These little episodes. You’re still not sure what to call them, you’d probably know if you were still in therapy. When you told your parents what happened, they were quick to ask all the backwards questions you had heard only on television: “What were you wearing?” “Did you fight back?” “Were you drinking?” The police asked the very same questions and you just…couldn’t wrap your head around why this was happening. They were asking the wrong. Fucking. Questions. After the ninth… no, tenth time they asked you to repeat your story, some kind of switch flipped. You suddenly just started sobbing and screaming. You tried to leave the interrogation room and when they tried to calm you down you fought them. You fought them so hard, almost as if they were your assailants.
After that, it was off to Arkham, your parents certainly couldn’t keep you, you were obviously a danger to yourself and others! What if you tried to kill your father in his sleep in some fit of psychotic rage or attacked your mother like you did those poor policemen who were just doing their jobs?! You’re honestly still not sure why they did it, if anything you thought they would keep you around since you’re their maid and personal punching bag, but you supposed they had their own bullshit reasons. Either way, you were just happy to be away from them.
Yet…sometimes you almost missed the familiarity of what was your home, late at night when it was lights out and everyone was asleep. Or supposed to be. A week or two after your arrival, the voice of a boy would speak to you from the rusty vent in the corner of the room; Always after midnight, after the halls were silent, and the footsteps of guards patrolling the floors were long gone. At first you were angry. Why did it have to be a boy?! It scared you and annoyed you at the same time. Like those stupid dreams where all you saw were hands, desperately grasping at you. However as you eventually started to talk back to it, to him, you became more comfortable. He even made you laugh a few times, it was almost enough to make you actually want to go to the recreation room during the day. And so one day, you actually did.
You had told your therapist and they were very proud of the progress you had made, but they would be making sure a guard kept an eye on you just in case. Upon walking in, there was a moment where you felt like you couldn’t do it, you were sure everyone could smell your fear as soon as you stepped through the gate and warm tears began to prick at your eyes. Then, who should you lock eyes with but a boy with coppery red hair and piercing hazel eyes. Somehow you immediately knew that was the voice that kept you company all those nights. That was Jerome. He smiled at you and you did the same as you walked to where he was sitting, seemingly on cue. The exchange vaguely reminded you of the scene in Cinderella where Prince Charming saw the titular princess across the ballroom and was suddenly unaware of all the other women at the ball. Just as he stood to properly introduce himself to you, another voice, not nearly as nice as his, bellowed from across the room.
“GREETINGS, I AM ZAARDON, THE SOUL REAPER!”
A man, short and a bit overweight, announced himself before continuing on a rant that you have trouble recalling now, not that it mattered; He dropped dead mere moments into his rant and, as if the situation couldn’t get any more bizarre, a blue fog emitted from his mouth.
Next thing you know, you’re in a mansion and apparently apart of a gang. Which has lead you to this predicament.
Taking a shower at Arkham was easy: a female guard was always there to watch you while you bathed and occasionally made small talk with you to ease the awkwardness of the situation. Some would have thought it creepy but you found it comforting. Now, however, there are no female guards. Sure, there’s Tabitha and Barbara who have been nothing but kind to you but you weren’t about to ask them to monitor you while you bathed as if you were a child in a pool.
You briefly wondered if you could just go one more night without a shower or just take one in the morning. However, as you ran your hands through your (unfortunately oily) hair, it became very clear that you couldn’t wait another night.
You turned on the water faucet and gathered your toiletries from the counter when you noticed that you forgot the body wash you had previously purchased with Theo’s money in your room. With an internal groan, you begin to trudge back to your room, and there’s Jerome walking down the hall in his pajamas. Gosh, he must’ve thought you looked terrible.
“Hey, Gorgeous, whatcha doin’ up so late?” You blushed just slightly as he stopped to talk to you.
“Would you believe I’ve been trying to get a shower?” A tired chuckle escaped your lips.
Jerome furrowed his brows.
“What do you mean trying, is the faucet broken or something?”
“No”, you swallowed a lump in your throat,” I’m just nervous to use it…is all.” You felt embarrassed all of the sudden, he knew everything about the reason you had come to Arkham, but you hadn’t really told him about how badly the ordeal had affected you.
“Oh c’mon there’s nothing to worry about, I’ll sit on the floor and talk to you if it’ll make ya feel better!”
You were about to tell him that wasn’t funny when you saw that he had pulled a small sleep mask from his pocket. Hm. Okay…you could maybe work with that.
“Swear on my life I won’t peek!” He held up his hand as if swearing in court. You smiled.
“Okay…but ”, you said wearily,”…your…”
Jerome waited a few seconds before piping up.
“What is it?”
“Well what if you’re pajamas get wet?” Jerome laughed before wrapping an arm around you.
“I’ll go grab a raincoat, in the meantime, why don’t you go ahead and get in so that you don’t have to feel weird about getting undressed with me in the room.”
And so, you did. Just as you finished conditioning your hair, you reached for your body wash and realized you had somehow managed to again forget the very thing you left the bathroom for.
A knock at the door made you jump, which led to you almost slipping and falling on your ass.
“J-Jerome?”
“Is it okay if I come in?”
You paused for a moment before replying.
“Yeah…go ahead.”
The click of the door opening and closing told you Jerome was now in the bathroom with you. You looked down at your hands absentmindedly. They were trembling, you were trembling. You took a deep breath in and exhaled slowly.
“Oh, hey!”
You gasped, and then mentally chastised yourself.
“What..?”
You turned and saw that your body wash was being held out to you by Jerome, who was in fact wearing a rain coat judging by the yellow vinyl surrounding his wrist.
“This was on the floor in the hallway, I had a hunch it might be yours,” said Jerome in an uncharacteristically quiet voice.
You smiled softly.
“Yeah, it is, thanks…”
You went back to the task at hand while Jerome chatted with you about whatever came to mind. At one point it was what colors the two of you liked best. Then it was favorite foods and animals. Then finally you were done. Jerome was kind enough to hand you your towels and was holding your pajamas when you stepped out.
True to his word, he was wearing the sleep mask and a yellow raincoat. It made you laugh as you got dressed.
“Okay, you can take the mask off!”
Jerome eagerly did so, rubbing his eyes as he stood.
“See, told ya it would be fine!” He said with a grin.
“Okay, yes, you did…” you said grinning back and laughing a bit, “thank you, by the way.”
“Hey, don’t mention it! Now come on let’s get you to bed.”
As Jerome walked you down the hall to your room, you smiled.
You both stopped at the door to your room. He shuffled almost nervously before clearing his throat.
“Well, Sweetdreams!” Jerome said hastily. Before he could get too far away though, you hugged him.
For a second, you thought you had made him uncomfortable but then he gently wrapped his arms around you. It was the first time you had hugged someone since it happened. And the fact that you had said hug with Jerome couldn’t have made you any happier.
That night, there were no desperate hands grasping and lunging at you in your dreams. There was no flashback to the event that made you feel so broken and damaged. There was just the feeling of the hug, keeping you safe, and reminding you that your going to be okay.
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chthonicgodling · 4 months
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first things first I am caressing your face so tenderly and looking directly into your eyes and so sincerely saying — okay LOOK yes I know. I know. I don’t care. you just have to accept this. uwu mwah.
okay now that that’s out of the way. an extremely rare pre-Elysium moment with our darling dearest and, BABIEbaby darling dearests plural newborns Nari and Vali from long long ago!! —
WOWIE I BET NOTHING BAD IS EVER GOING TO HAPPEN TO THEM EVER :-) nothing bad.png literaly! this is fine! they grew up happily ever after right?? RIGHT…???
this has been a wip since January that I finally revisited! firstly not only has EeL utterly taken over both my brain and the elysiumverse daily adventures right now; I have also been so constantly thinking about the pile of Lokikids and so. gestures. Kiddos Number Five-Six :-) okay YES technically anything pre-Elysium with him takes place…. Fgmfmfmgmf BUTthis is VERY much even pre-2011. y’all have all read my essays about the beforetimes right?? right? RIGHT???? spoiler alert: Bad. spoiler alert: nor s e mythology. hhh.
secondly, I really just wanted to do the runes and that’s the real reason I drew this.
okayayy scampers away i can go on and on and on and on about all my extended thoughts on this (the moody cagey face????? the outfit????? the general thoughts about said Lokikids that are transfixed in my brain!?!) But I won’t monologue so!! Frisbees this and away I go. eeL’s mine & so are the kids once again idc lmao, don’t tag the m word I beg of you
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monstrouslyobsessed · 6 months
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…tumblr can you go and soak yourself in a burning pit of hot sauce…i never even got notifs of any of the older asks i got…
so very sorry if you've been waiting for like two months on my answers;;; and here i was wondering how dead my inbox was last month…rude, tumblr, very rude. all the asks are under the cut!
just a quick note, to the super sweet asker who send in two very long asks v recently, ima answer them separately after this one, if thats okay!! &lt;3
tw / tags: dirty confession, monster fucking, breeding mentions, implied noncon, brief pregnancy mentions, long post, beastfolk / beastfolks characters mentioned: lady hyena, the lioness, conservative lion, papa bull, duke, cerelos, father fox, velarius
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I love Daddy Bull and Duke, (along with so many other of your works!), do you have any plans on doing a confrontation between the two bulls and the reader? My thirst is dryer than the Sahara for these two bulls. I need more content. I’m a desperate whore… 。・゜・(ノД`)・゜・。 —anonymous
hm i'm STILL chewing on how this saga should go tbf because it really could go any way!!! i might just bite the bullet and write au's of papa bull and duke saga, even if i feel a little weird making varying storyline au's of my characters.
it was just supposed to be a bull daddy enjoying his little human, how did duke end up there lol
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I know everyone is dying over Baldur’s gate rn but have you heard of Lustful Desires on itch.io? I just got into it and I’m dying to talk about it. They literally let you have a poly relationship with 3 different werewolves it’s so good —@flameshadowwolf
i've never heard of it! ima have to check it out now, thanks for the rec &lt;3
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Sorry if you consider this a request, but I'm very interested about your OC's yandere MBTI types (from @ddarker-dreams), so if you feel like it, can you identify them in this system? —anonymous
i…ah, am kinda bad with these mbti things. idk if its because i'm older than most writers i know (hi lock my love!! hope you're doing fantastic!), but i guess i can make my best attempt…? i'll just pick a few characters and list them for ya. if you want more specific characters or want me to make an official post with expanded explation, lmk and i'll make my best attempt
here's the link for anyone who are interested
lady hyena: reverent, delusional(?), manipulative (?), lenient, rdml the lioness: reverent, aware, honest, and strict(?), rahs conservative lion: cruel, aware, honest, and strict, cahs papa bull: reverent, delusional, honest, and strict(?), rdhs duke: cruel(?), delusional, manipulative, and strict, cdms father fox: reverent, aware, honest, and lenient(ish), rahl valerius: reverent, delusional(?), manipulative, and lenient, rdml
that's just a few! and they're all beastfolks since they're more fresh in my mind, aha. i tried my best hhh
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Thirst chat thought: Have you ever thought that Cerelos could just find a way to tie up his wife underneath him as a cock sleeve, gag her, and just walk around a bit for the day doing royal duties and stuff? The man already has a equine skirt he wears, so he can easily hide everything underneath… (Also I’d happily give this man a dozen babies because I am a simp for him 💕) —anonymous
i think i touched upon that at one point! i wanna say he did that during a large meeting, maybe with his darling magically gagged? lemme see if i can find that post…
found it! its super brief but still
well, now i wanna write that…that's one more to my long to-do list, aha.
also you're valid
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I am a simple man all I desire is your happiness. Tis all. I noticed you were feeling sad lately and I thought man next time I have extra money I'll kofi MO but recently I acquired a small fortune and I was happy to find a way to repay you for the time my friends and I giggle and go horny over your works Re-Reading your works is payment enough ….but if you wish to repay me I wouldn't mind maybe a dilf monster vampire (kinda like what you did for wolf pack? but Victorian times) or sequel to snake movie star or sequel/prequel dragon But I would rather you do what you are passionate about! Share your creations with the world! Rejoice in your delights! —anonymous
hi i love you and i swear i answered this before
i did the snek boi just for you <3 i hope you (and your friends!!) enjoyed it! he's a difficult boi to get through but i had fun writing him and his weird camera hobby
link: SMILE FOR THE CAMERA
Also increase your kofi goal —anonymous
im…okay. i didn't really have a goal target in mind so i hope thats sufficient??? sdfkdfj
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Which of the beast folk are most likely to mate with humans? Like what about big cat beastfolk? —anonymous
it'd be fangedfolk, since they're canine (dogs) and are most attracted to the humans'…hm , simplicity and openness, i suppose you could say? and possibly treefolk (primates). i based my beastfolks' basic common grounds with irl animals, as canines are pack animals and dogs are more emotionally connected to us. as for primates, humans have evolutionary connections, similar social intelligence, and the shared abilities to solve problems and such.
that said, while fangedfolk are the most likely to have a human "companion", they are also most likely to have a poly pack with their human. whiskeredfolk (feline) are probably in the top-middle of that list, if we were to have a most-to-least likely ranking, with toothedfolk (rodents) due to their prey/nervous natures and seafolks (aquatic) on how dangerous/rare they are to communicate with, at the very bottom. the reason why i feel the whiskeredfolk being in the top-middle is that they can be fairly arrogant and being independent, but adores the complete attention their human can give them and how easily they are to manipulate.
that said, this is extremely generalized list, since the list is not really factoring in specific sub-groups under these categories, such as lions being social animals and are more likely to acquire a human lover, cheetahs more likely to need a service human pet to help with their anxieties, maned wolf being solitary type, etc. and other facets, like countries/areas, cultures, when/which eras, political affiliations, etc.
hope this answers your question, love!
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Hello, I've been binging your Masterlist and I just want to say your OCS are exquisite —anonymous
i think you're exquisite as well, love! <3 thank you~
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Are you eventually going to do more father fox content?? He's my favorite and I love him so much ♥️ —anonymous
ye! i have couple requests for more hcs for him~though they're all kinda pretty broad. if you have anything more specific for a hc request, hmu! i'd love to write a full piece of him someday too, since i think his quietly manipulative personality is fascinating to work with.
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Daddy Bull and Duke content soon? I NEED these two fine beasts in my life!!! And can’t wait till the cute baby arrives!!! And hopefully many more…😋🥰 —anonymous
send in a request then~! preferably something a bit less broad, aha, but yes!
i especially would love to write a full story of those two someday, maybe as a book?
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Hi hey sorry to bother you, hypothetically if I wanted to make an ai bot of one of your beastfolks, would that be alright? If not I totally understand, I just want to make sure! —anonymous
as long as there are proper credits included, go for it! just please be sure to link back to me if you do make one &lt;3
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whewwww, i...really hope i didn't miss anyone. most of them were (or looked like) a request of some kind and two i wanted to put into their own posts for me to answer soon.
hope yall are doing wonderfully and are having at least a decent holiday season!! ima try and get something nice out by christmas so heres hoping!! just...gonna decide on which i wanna do...lol.
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yuriyuruandyuraart · 7 months
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Are you aware that I'm-a-gay-fish and Zu ship dr//m/are ?/genq
okay so it took me a while to answer this but i finally found the words to so here goes; yeah i do know, and i totally understand if you don't ship it, neither do i, but there's nothing i can do about it?
they're allowed, so long as they don't harm people, to do whatever they want on their own platforms. and before you ask me if i support *ncest, would you actually ask someone if they support toxic relationships and murder whenever they ship two unhealthy killers with mental problems? because that's funnily enough what most people do around here! you can say it's not the same, and that they're romanticizing it, but i can personally detach myself from fiction enough to realize that while this concept depicted in their art shouldn't be recreated in real life, that doesn't mean they actually engage or support people that do that irl- they asked zu the same question so many times, and frog doesn't either and i've known gayfish for three years! you're well within your right to stop associating with them or distance yourself from their content but i myself won't.
i know fiction affects reality to a degree, don't twist my words please, but if you're too young to consume that kind of content with a nuanced perspective or is triggered/affected by it then as long as they tag their content properly then you can unfollow, block and move on. i have a habit of following and reblogging people's works before looking at their bios and before i know it find myself having to choose between two sides i don't belong to and i frankly don't want to! anti this or proship that- in this online era you have to adapt by keeping your cool and curating your own online experience and viewing people in black and whites is stressful, painful and dangerous for everyone involved. i don't even reblog the content you probably have a problem with, and i'm honestly still scared of the response i'll get-
i will not blame or hate whoever unfollows or blocks me for this, it's to be expected, but please don't think about it like some bad vs good guys dilemma? sometimes thought provoking morally grey ambiguous stories with messed up characters spark more positive discussion and healing than people looking into it because they suffer from the same delusions and want a justification-
like realistically, in my blog, most ppl here are basically shipping two literal skeletons with magic in their bones who are sometimes almost the exact copy of one another, and who theoretically have a very similar dna, and sometimes they make shipkids, which, if you know anything about *ncest, is one of the main reasons why you shouldn't bang your siblings - mostly from a moral standpoint because that's so gross i can't even think of it, but also because any offspring would suffer greatly from physical and mental diseases hidden in their genetic code- like. you could argue it's not the same but it's sancest for a reason. and even when they're widely different sanses, you wouldn't think fell x sans is wrong (at least in this specific community) but really we've all just gotten numb to how weird that sounds. trust me, there's a reason we don't talk about our ships to outsiders HHH
TL,DR: so while i greatly encourage you to block people and content you don't want to see/associate with, including me! i hope i made it clear why i, personally, don't care about dreammare and whoever ships it.
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zanarkandfayth · 2 months
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Writing Meme: First Line Patterns
Rules: List the first line of your last 10 (or however many you have) posted fics and see if there's a pattern!
Tagged by @ivorydice, thank you <3
I ignored the rules to make up my own lmao. Doing twelve fics I like a lot rather than the last ten, particularly because I'd like a wider time range to see how things have changed. The actual last ten would just be the first two and then all eight of the fics I did for fatherly love week in 2021 :/ Most of which were written in a very stress-filled, sleepless week right before the deadline haha. Going back to some of my earliest ffxv fics will be more interesting; curious to see how they all start because I know I usually try to make the opening line intriguing, but not always.
o1. "Chocobos! Noct, look at the sign, they have chocobos! Can we go see them?" || Ameliorate
o2. Ignis sighs as he puts his foot on the brake, resisting the strong temptation to close his eyes and bow his head against the steering wheel for a moment. || The Monsters Running Wild
o3. Ding! The noise of the first one cuts loudly through the quiet of his room, rousing him from a heavy slumber, but right now he's more asleep than awake, his eyes still closed. It's easy to ignore. || From That First Moment
o4. "Alright. Ready to not get your ass kicked today?" || Where They Should Be
o5. Noct hesitates, staring with dread at the panel of buttons before him. || Where It Matters Less
o6. The thick, metallic smell of blood is still lingering in Noct's nose when he wakes with a gasp, eyes flying open, wide and startled as he looks unseeing around him. || Everything
o7. "Hey, wanna go to the arcade today?" Prompto slings a friendly arm around Noct as he asks the question, a bright grin across his face as he waits hopefully for the answer. || Heavy is the Burden
o8. Insomnia is a mess. || Under Grey Skies
o9. Coming to this party was a mistake. || Six Ways from Sunday
1o. It starts happening the day Insomnia falls. || The Shadows Growing Tall
11. "I feel like my feet are going to fall off," Prompto whines as they all trudge back to the Regalia. || Dark Corners
12. The first time everyone thinks Prompto and Cor meet is when Prompto is sixteen. || What Lies Below
...so the only two I actually wish had better openings are monsters and heavy. which makes sense. monsters I just started writing at random because at that point it was supposed to be a one-shot and also never shared with anyone other than the bestie. so I didn't care where I started it.
heavy I, uh, stole the opening from nano/aftermath fic LOL. because nanofic was only a chapter and some change then, with a horrible idea I hated, and I thought I was never gonna come back to it so I might as well repurpose the few bits of it that were good. now I have a better idea and I'm actually writing it... but I still haven't changed the opening a whole lot. they're just gonna be similar forever. oh well.
but the rest feel like they either did a decent job at being an interesting hook or at least not being super boring or something. though I feel like I maybe had stronger hooks in my earlier fics, hmm. damn you brain fog.
oh, tagging... hhh I usually never tag people for these things because I am awkward and dunno who is okay with being tagged. so low-key no pressure ignore if you want mutual-tagging @quartzguts, @smallest-turtle, @breakfastteatime, @every-lemon, @elidelio, @thisfairytalegonebad, @tumbleloon, aaaaaand... whoever else is a writer that wants to do this.
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zhouxiangs · 5 months
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One last thing and then I'll never darken your doorway/ask box again, but I just need to get all this pent-up Way-related madness out of my system so I can put it all behind me and move on!
Inspired by your tags on the post compiling the mind control moments, I thought how this is a great example of confirmation bias and it's really fascinating how differently we interpret things depending on our predisposition to view someone/something a certain way: those ppl who view Way primarily as a manipulative, creepy, irredeemable antagonist (each to their own!) see him using his power on Babe in ep 9 when they're hugging as the sick cherry on top of a moulding cake - it's Babe's most vulnerable moment and Way can't help himself, he's at it yet again, the utter bastard.
Whereas in that same moment what I see - someone who views him primarily as a deeply fucked up, morally confused, painfully tragic disaster - is a man watching the person he loves most in the world (regardless of how we judge his feelings, that's certainly what Way believes) completely break down, sob in his arms, and feel utterly helpless in the face of that pain - unable to comfort him, to make it better, to make Babe stop hurting. He looks positively panicked. And that's partly because of his own lies and secrets and the general complications of their situation, but it's also because he's a trainwreck himself - he doesn't have the psychological toolkit necessary to provide Babe with the solace he needs. So he falls back on the only thing Tony's conditioned him to think he's good for - he feels powerless so he uses his power. It's all he has. It's all he can do. It's such a childlike reaction, it breaks my heart - often when a child encounters someone in distress, that's their exact reaction: stop crying! Don't be sad! They're bewildered, they're hurting now too, and they don't know what to do, they just know they don't like it, so they simply order you to feel better. It's coming from the same sort of place, it's just that Way happens to have the ability to make that order a reality! And maybe I'm grasping at straws, but I think it's important that all he actually uses his power to say is, effectively, 'dont cry, you'll always have me', which, as you pointed out, is a perfectly normal sentiment to express to an upset friend! And even then you can see his hesitancy in doing it. If he really was a terrible horrible no-good very bad boy, this would be the moment to take advantage of Babe, physically or emotionally. But he doesn't. Okay, so the bar is super low, but I don't care - I'm still claiming it as a win for Way's potential redemption!
and because it took me so long to reply to the others i actually got a third ask ijbol 
ANON DON’T LEAVE ME, my ask box is open for whenever you need to get all your pent-up way-related or pit babe in general madness out of your system, so feel free.
disclaimer i should have made earlier maybe: i didn’t know nut before pit babe, so i wasn’t influenced by him playing way in any way. don’t let my username fool you; i am a hot wheel omegaverse fan first and foremost and a nut supanut fan second.
i have to say i felt so proud as more eps came out and they kept making more and more obvious what was happening with way… because i clocked it in that first scene at the pool table, on second watch iirc. it took so much effort not to point it out to my friend when i watched the ep with her later that i had to shut up so i wouldn’t say anything lol i love when they do things like that hhh
i’m pretty sure that’s the moment i started paying more attention to way too, because he uses his powers on babe
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to tell him something completely normal that anyone would just tell to their friends directly. and, to me, there’s only two ways to read his motives there: either he thinks he needs to use his powers to get through babe’s thick skull because he would not believe it otherwise, or he doesn’t believe in himself enough to think babe, his best friend, would actually listen to him and believe him. (arguably you could say he wants to make sure babe goes to him and no one else, which i don’t think is the case, but i will say it here just to be perfectly clear.) whichever his reasoning actually was it made my sad man alarm go off full blast. i didn’t have an opinion on him yet at that point, only found his reactions to the charlie situation funny, so that was my honest reaction without having any kind of preconceived notion or expectation from the character.
and then, as the story kept progressing, he kept using his powers for similar reasons.
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yes he still mind-controlled babe in fucked up ways into believing he wasn’t worthy of love, but now, because he doesn’t already believe that anymore, the idea wouldn’t take. it would hurt babe’s feelings hearing his best friend say that, but it was honestly something he had believed at some point, and again way was trying to protect babe in the most misguided way possible.
and then of course there’s the scene in ep 7 after babe learns about charlie being another of tony’s children and i don’t know if you’ve watched it again after way’s reveal, but you can see his thoughts and feelings so clearly in his face. he’s feeling helpless in so many ways and he wants his friend to stop hurting so he knows the only think he knows that works and it’s so fucked up, because it doesn’t really do anything. he only gets babe to stop crying, which doesn’t make him stop hurting, only makes way stop seeing it, and i don’t think he puts that much thought into it, as you said it’s very clearly a childlike reaction, but it is so telling of way as a character and of his state of mind. not least of all because we’ve seen him comfort babe a lot more with things that are nothing compared to this, but here he doesn’t know what to say or do. so yeah, no notes.
you and me anon, you and me. i do think we’re getting a redemption arc, specially with pete’s whole thing toward way, but i’m cautiously not counting my eggs just yet. 
breaks my heart when people don’t stop to wonder why someone that from what we know has the sole mission of bringing babe back home to tony couldn’t have used his powers to either do just that back then or mind-controlling babe into thinking he was in love with him, and instead has spent the last 10 years next to him every day as his best friend. love by itself is neither good or bad, it simply is. 
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thelampisaflashlight · 5 months
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Y'all ever go, "I do not get paid enough to care as much as I do about this particular kind of bullshit?"
'Cause yeah.
Yeahhh...
For context: A lady has called the shop now around three or so times regarding horse feed, the first time she called, she gave me a lot of sass/was generally quite rude when speaking to me, and made the assumption that I was going to order her food for her despite her leaving no contact information or particulars on which product she actually wanted.
She then sent her daughter to pick up the feed -which had not been ordered obviously- and we explained this to the daughter, and tried to figure out which food would be a good substitute, only to find out she had placed her order with a different feed store and was having it delivered.
Okay, problem solved, right?
No.
No.
She called back first thing this morning and lead with, "So I heard you didn't get my horse feed in-"
And I explained the interaction with her daughter the day before, but she's very insistent that she needs something and that she'll send her son to pick it up.
Okay.
So I tell her to give me her number, meaning her phone number so that when the guy gets here, we can make sure she's fine with the subsitution.
She proceeds to read me off her credit card number.
I express that I meant her phone number.
She goes, "We're not on the same page, are we?"
And I reply, "Apparently not."
Long story short, her son got the food, I explained the situation AGAIN to him, and asked that we, please, find some sort of conclusion to this, because I cannot continue to play phone tag on this matter.
The son left and my manager helped him outside, so I'm hoping they at least talked a bit, because hhh...
Anyway, I felt like a shitty person after that interaction, but my fucking god.
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blueyedkatanas · 1 month
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Okay, so, upon finding out I am, in fact, NOT DEAD, can somehow actually see again, and also different versions of me are here, uhhh.. we came together so we can introduce ourselves!
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LEO!!
Hi, it's me! Your favorite tranny whore. I'm from some dimension we've decided to call Paradise, or just 2018. Despite everything that's happened, I am.. not dead! I thought I would be, considering, you know.. nearly burnt to death. Jeez.
I'll just be speakin' like this for now!
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LEON!
I suppose it's my turn, then. I am Leonardo Splinterson, from a universe we are calling Bay. I look.. much different than everyone else, that's for sure. I'm also.. way taller. I tower over everyone here, jeez..
not into selfcest, but would.
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NARDO!
uhhh, hi! i'm nardo, as we're calling me now. i'm from, uh, what's it called-? OH. mutant mayhem, cause, that's.. what happened. there. hhh still have NIGHTMARES-
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CLEAR!
Hello. I am calling myself Clear, so it is easiest. I am from a dimension we are calling 2012. I do not speak much unless I am needed, so do not expect to see me.
admin stuff under the cut >×<
speaking tags:
LEO:
#loyalty to the blade (regular posts, lore responses will go here)
#chatter from beyond (asks recieved)
#blind boy (shitpost tag, mostly)
LEON:
#ninja code (regular posts, lore responses will go here)
#mind-meld (asks recieved)
#suburbian dreams (shitpost tag, mostly)
NARDO:
#isn't it lovely? (regular posts, lore responses will go here)
#kimi no hikari wo (asks recieved)
#love and peace baybee (shitpost tag, mostly)
CLEAR:
#tomorrow's today (regular posts, lore responses will go here)
#toroberry milk (asks recieved)
#firefly hivemind (shitpost tag, mostly)
any other stuff will be tagged in []!
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