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Weekly update - 26/02/2024
Maybe bringing these back? We’ll see how it goes - but she’s back in London! Only partially moved in with the most chaotic of weeks as everything seemed to happen at once (and a feeling of being behind), but am leaning into the accepting what is and doing what you can about it now. Which seems to be working fine; we’re focusing on the making sure my life is working and adding tiny improvements as and when I can. Oh, and hopefully catching the exposition on fantasy at the British library before it ends!
#chaotic week is an understatement#did I mention I had to crash at a friends because the tube failed me#all I had was my work bag#turned out to be a lovely evening tho#also met up woth a French friend and introduced him to spoons and curry the same night#had to get a new laptop from it#kept thinking the word inadequate at work on Thursday which was not pleasant but just moving on#today was good#got some things sorted out and the sky was beautiful and still light when I left work#questwithambition#studyblr#studyspo#books#rambles#weekly update#london
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I can’t explain why, but this is my favorite hilson edit ever and I can/will watch it on loop for an uncountable amount of times
#hilson#house md#gregory house#james wilson#im very bummed about my laptop dying on me and possibly having to replace the motherboard#or put money aside to buy a new one in…who knows how long 🙃#so i was looking through my tiktok playlists since i can’t do my usual late night genealogy#and i saw my house folder and got hit with a burst of nostalgia#i had already saved this edit to my phone bc i loved it so much and would be devastated if it was deleted#idk maybe it’s the lake scene in the middle that pushes the brain buttons just right#but the whole vibe i get from it is immaculate and i wanted to share in an attempt to cheer myself up lol#maybe i’ll make a mega post of my fave fics too bc why not#it’s not like i can do my genealogy work 😞#hasan't#personal#video#not my video#tiktok#not my tiktok
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>new shitty discord mobile ui
>new shitty tumblr mobile ui
>new shitty youtube desktop ui
And none of them have options to go back to the old layouts!
#I had to finally update discord on mobile because forums/threads stopped showing up entirely#and gifs wouldnt load#I had to finally update tumblr mobile because the dash stopped working and each time I visited a blog it said it was empty#and heres to hoping theres an extension that can get youtube on desktop back to normal#ugh!!!!!#all these companies changing layouts at the same time :(#and the tumblr desktop ui update from earlier.....#and *gestures to windows 11#I got a new laptop that came to me windows 11#and I am so happy I was able to reset it back to windows 10
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19.12.23, tuesday
0.5h of coding lol
wasn’t having the best day so decided to finally watch the barbie-movie (it’s on hbo rn) bc figured that could cheer me up
but bc the universe loves a good timing, on the grocery store trip after, some dudes came to me like ”which one of us would u fuck?” and that annoyed me way more than it should’ve. Like cmon, it’s 10pm at a grocery store; if you’re not cottage cheese or olive oil get tf out of my face
just a short evening walk bc it was windy and I was annoyed
#also the barbie-movie; it was fine#not my favorite but I didn’t think it’d be bc I don’t rly usually go for that genre#also at this point the hype had got to me so my expectations were very unfair#the set tho; it looked so good#I love how I planned that I’d be a machine now this week so could actually not stress during christmas but it’s looking out to be like one#of the most unproductive days I’ve had all autumn lol#i’m thinking if I should just call it and start the holidays now and just idk catch up on some of the days in between christmas & new years#and I do have 8 days after new years before other courses start#but idk if I do thay I might not rly be able to chill during christmas#like rn I’m thinking if I should bring my laptop with me just in case I could squeeze a couple hours here & there during the few days#which is not the thing to do obviously; like it’s 5 days I can be apart from my laptop for 5 days#but it feels like with the amount of stuff I’ve gotten done I rly couldn’t afford a 5 day break rn#idk I’ll figure it out I won’t bring a laptop just to haunt me#(I’m bad at fully relaxing; there’s always the ’’u could be doing something productive tho’’-voice)#(which I don’t listen but then I just get nothing done and also never rly relax which is good super good)#(can u tell im still annoyed at everything rn lol sorry for the tag rant)#december 2023#2023#today
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Hello Internet Stranger looking up G Gundam on Tumblr dot com!
This is an idea for a fic set in an Alternate Universe involving Queer Non-Canon Relationships between the characters of the series.
If you are not looking for this content please scroll on.
If you ARE looking for this content - and you're ok with reading my and other's Headcanons for this Alternate Universe I've haphazardly spun up -
Then go ahead and feel free to:
Check The Tags Of This Post For The Pairings
and click the Read More below!
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Ended up outlining a completely different fic as a Segway for an explanation instead of making progress on the Royal Flush Haunted Honk AU's Clown Motel Fic like I wanted to but uh....
For y'all's review for the AU: A Prequel Outline - Divorce Saga Domon
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Hey real quick - I'm thinking of maybe changing the timeline to 2 years post canon as opposed to 3 years and change post canon.
The reason being: I had a thought that this scene could either be part if the fic or if it's getting to big then it could be a stand alone tie-in prequel fic as part of this AU but - like
Immediately Post Divorce Domon Needs Space and runs off. As one does. And he runs to Earth because he just wants to Get Lost for a while.
He has Argo smuggle him out to avoid detection.
Argo has Andrew help stow Domon in a storage hanger of a Neo Canadian supply ship that's returning to the US - they have trade often enough and share agricultural resources - which leads to Domon ending up in New York when he hits Earthside pavement.
He's privately worked on his English the last couple of months and after being dropped in New York with a different hairstyle, outfit, and accent he's unrecognizable.
He considers making his way west to get some solitude in the wilderness, but something about that initial plan feels off now that he's on the ground.
Chibodee is also Earthside for a special series of prize fights aimed at raising charitable appeal for the US in the eyes of Neo Americans.
Domon decides to hit up Chibodee for a fight on a day between matches hoping it'll clear his head and give him the clarity to decide on a course of action. What ends up happening is an unexpected heart to heart via blows and a breakdown.
Domon is happy for Rain and Kyoji, and he knows it's not true; but he feels like he lost a piece of himself when his relationship with Rain fell apart.
Domon's instinct is to run after that but Chibodee knows this city and Domon doesn't hide out for long before Chibodee drags him back to his place to stay and just "Chill out and breathe. You don't have to be anyone but yourself here. You can take as long as you need to find out what everything changing means for you." Friends and teammates stick together.
So Domon spends a few weeks with Chibodee sparring and hanging out in New York. Chibodee does a frankly awesome job at containing his feelings because he's focusing on Domons feelings and being a good friend first and foremost. Whatever he's feeling can wait until after Domon is done going though it.
There's a bit of a twinge in Domon's heart as he leaves that he can't really place.
After he returns to Neo Japan and gets settled back into life with his family, The Dreams start.
They're mainly set in New York. Small things first like noticing Chibodee's smile and his eyes. Then sparring sessions that begin to turn lurid.
He thought these kinds of dreams would stop after he was married.... he doesn't know what to do about this.
I just figure it gives more clarity and sense of time for the journey from Comphet Marriage Dissolution to Feelings to Confession. Idk.
But I got stuck on a bit and then had this thought and needed to get it down before I lost it and it was so long it made sense to make it its own post as opposed to several replies.
The Maize and Clown Motel will probably still be 3 years and change post canon for clarification.
@thedragonchilde @amplexadversary @youreaclownnow
#Domon Kasshu/Chibodee Crocket#Royal Flush#Chibodee Crocket/Domon Kasshu#Royal Flush Haunted Honk AU#mobile fighter g gundam#I imagine he hasn't had time for a Big Gay Crisis yet but the time is absolutely now#Kyoji absolutely helps him through this crisis because he had a normal environment and university to figure his own shit out.#Kyoji has to figure out WHY Domon is imploding and explosive and avoiding everyone a second time though.#This doesn't seem related to the Divorce but it doesn't seem immediately obvious either. 🤔#Cue Schwarz FINALLY getting a fucking break and immediately coming to stay with Rain and Kyoji at their place.#Domon was aware that they had been living together in Neo Japan briefly before Schwarz was called back to Neo Germany for questioning#Once his rank was stripped of him he was back with Kyoji for a short period before the Divorce as part of Kyoji and Dr. Kasshu's study of#DG Cells. Once they had a breakthrough - Schwarz was sent abroad with a small military group and Doctors Without Borders group to assist#With immediate infection cases on behalf of Neo Japan as part of reparations. So Domon hadn't seen him in quite some time.#Domon certainly wasn't expecting to see him in the garden when he rounded the corner of the Mikamura residence#Leaned over Kyoji who appears to have been working outside on his laptop. Fingers intertwined a hand on Kyojis jaw and locked in a kiss.#Which ends pretty much instantly as they sense Domon and break apart. It occurs to Kyoji and Schwarz that Kyoji never#Got the chance to actually tell Domon much about himself and the man he'd grown into while Domon was training in Hong Kong with Master Asia#This might be a pretty significant shock to him.#I can't decide between Domon running from his Gay Revelation or IMMEDIATELY Losing His Shit at the thought of Rain's SECOND marriage ending#And knowing for sure now the reason why his and Rain's marriage didn't work out. He really does prefer men.#Bu HOW DARE Kyoji do this to her!!! She's been through enough!!!! This will HURT her SO BADLY!!! (Projection of guiiillllttt)#Back to square 1 fir a moment like damn#And once he starts fighting Kyoji about it (Thank God the ressurection gave them the option to make Kyojis new build similar to Schwarz's)#It comes out that Rain cant go through this AGAIN and he won't let him do this to her! Her honor means something to Domon#And it should mean something to Kyoji too as HER HUSBAND#Kyoji and Schwarz catch on the Again bit and Kyoji makes it clear that Rain has known about his situation with Schwarz since they returned#That they're quite literally inseparable and that Rain married him knowing this. She's fully aware and an active participant.#Domon takes a leg sweep and doesn't quite make his recovery as Schwarz steps in#Pinning his arms and one leg in place so he can't run from Kyojis question. Kyoji grabs Domon's hair to turn his head and asks
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current editing moodboard, please send help
#perfectionism is really kicking my butt rn#that and the fact i had like a week away from writing properly bc chronic pain and now i can’t get back into the headspace#so yeah#perfectionism and brain fog#the inimitable duo#and i know i just need to be patient because it’ll get in the end there like it always does#but rn i’ve spent two nights in a row trying to polish up the last bits of this chapter#and i still just feel so detached from it all i want to pitch my laptop out the window#but i can’t afford a new laptop each time i want to defenestrate it#so this little rant will have to do instead#UGH#it’s so annoying because i am actually so so proud of this chapter and have loved writing it and can’t wait to share it#it’s just this last little bit that i seem to be hitting a brick wall with#anyway sorry#four walls readers don't worry i go through this just about every chapter lol#i'm just feeling it particularly this time because it's a particularly big chapter (both in terms of length and content)#and sometimes venting in the tags and creating an alex moodboard is very therapeutic#writing stuff#alex turner#writer's block#lulu posts
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^ guy who has to draw funny hedgehogs or else they will die
#okay i did draw stuff that didnt involve the hedgehog characters i promise i was just picking my favorites/what i thought was the best#from each month and realized i kept picking stuff with sonic and/or shadow in it#so i decided i would make all of them have at least one hedgehog character because the pattern was funny to me#anyway kind of disappointed with how little i drew this year ive been struggling with motivation to do art for a while now#but . i did get at least one or two finished drawings for each month.#and i also managed to do artfight even if i did less art for that than ive done in the past#whihc are still accomplishments i think. considering how ive been feeling#also i didnt get to do one of these last year because my laptop decided to stop working around december#and i did get a new one soon after. but i wasnt able to get access to the stuff on my old one until a little while into the year#and at that point it felt like the moment had passed and it would be awkward to post the art summary thing . so i just didnt#so . yay i get to do it this time#if this picture is making you notice how inconsistent the way i draw werehog sonic is no it isnt
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With all due respect, o sagacious guardian, I am literally a cat.
#cattails: wildwood story#cattails wildwood story#i started a new playthrough this week with a new cat#bc my old one is stalled for laptop reasons#anyway the diurnal cats are like the FUNNIEST thing in cattails#i can believe in their being able to read and write more than i can believe they all go to bed at night and stay up all day lol#it would be fun to play a version where they have more catlike schedules#tbh tho i have a habit of not sleeping in cattails because i can get so much more done and get more xp than i would from sleep#what if there were a version with a heaviness penalty or something for not sleeping. some incentive to actually do so#and you had to take like 6 naps a day because cat
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I've got too many games I want to play and not enough free time 😭 I still need to finish my BG3 playthrough but since Endless Ocean: Luminous came out I've been playing a lot of that instead. Also just got back into Wizard101 last night. Started playing House Flipper again last weekend. Still need to finish BOTW so I can start a TOTK playthrough and finish Pokemon Shield so I can start on Pokemon Violet. I've been fighting off the urge to start up a new Skyrim playthrough for weeks. My brother just told me that Paper Mario: The Thousand Year Door is getting ported to the Switch. And now I'm suddenly feeling inspired to replay DAI... And throughout all of this I'm also playing the hell out of DragonVale on my phone. Someone just pay me to play video games all day please
#and before anyone suggests it: no i cant try to get into streaming#the way i play video games is extremely frustrating for other people to watch ahdjsksl#no one is going to give me money for producing a video where i spend two hours checking every barrel in the map while juggling my inventory#and then immediately give up on a puzzle and just sit in silence for 30 minutes while i look up a walkthrough instead#i need a situation that pays me $200 a day just to be autistic at the screen alone in the comfort of my own home#rambling#a few years ago i made it a mission to play all of the dragon age games and dlcs in order and i did not complete it#i got all the way to inquisition before i quit#i had already played it on ps3 but i wanted to replay on my new gaming laptop and unfortunately my computer decided it was too complicated#and also i just wanted to play as an elf again and i was resisting that urge bc i played as an elf the first time and wanted something new#so i didnt connect to my character as much#BUT ive learned a lot about optimizing my games from getting bg3 to run on my computer#so i think i could get it to handle dai now. especially if i upgrade to ssd like ive been wanting#and i just saw a dai post on my dash that made me daydream about possible characters and i was struck with inspiration#when i first played through on ps3 i didnt know anything about da lore. it was my first dragon age game#i was just doing whatever i thought seemed coolest#so i basically modeled my inquisitor after my dnd oc and then just picked a vallaslin i thought was pretty#and then when it came time to pick a specialization i was just like 'i mean my hand has rift magic right? seems obvious enough'#but now i know the LORE. and the dalish really interest me. and i want to make an inquisitor thats their own character#i didnt want to replay another elf mage bc i thought it would be too similar#but at the same time i wanted to re-experience dai (and experience trespasser for the first time) now that i knew more about the dalish#(with mods that fix the annoying bits where your character seems to not know about their own religion of course lol...)#i was thinking about that and i just got hit with some inspiration#instead of 'my dnd character but with a cool tattoo and rift magic and they kinda roll with the inquisitor stuff bc idk whats going on'#what if i made a more intentional character with a much different personality and their own backstory#theyre still the first of their clan but i know what that means now so theyre not really into the herald of andraste stuff#theyre a devotee of falon'din with his vallaslin and fittingly choose necromancy specialization (tho theyre annoyed by all the maker talk)#they can look cool and goth and maybe they even make some different choices about the well of sorrows 👀#i could keep rambling but im running out of tags gah#anyways ive got lots of ideas now and i think the playthrough would be unique enough to be worth it
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goodnight goober
#i had an amazing evening 😭😭😭🩷🩷🩷#I rolled up to this q&a expecting a full house but it was only FIFTEEN PEOPLE and they put the stools right in front of us instead of on#stage#and we got a backstage tour !!!! we got#to hear the official recording of a new song before their label lol!!!#and they showed us a music video they have coming out next week on Ed’s laptop lol but it wasn’t finished yet#“don’t worry Jesus won’t be green” 😭#and I got my hug from franni 🥹 she saw me and my mom and hugged us and ugh I just love her sm#this is the only band I love more than Greta if that tells u just how huge this was like it was so cool#I love them so much I’m so grateful I get to know them
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testing out how different the pen pressure is on the new laptop w/ @asphodelgame <3
#yes its time i apologise to the pagans again!!! sorry everyone#my art#persephone#hermes#fields of asphodel#asphodelgame#foa#using the tablet on a new laptop is crazy my tablet has never responded like this . i wanna practice LOL#somehow i was surprised that using a laptop that was 7yrs old and screamed every time it opened photoshop didnt perform well .#but i am also here. testing this all out . and im always constantly in a foa mood cause i got attached to seph after a character study#so here i am <3 i think rezan next . or D and X cause what i've seen from the update i just adored how annoying they are#i also need to draw stuff for wts cause i had it all sketched on my old laptop....#also done very quickly so excuse the mistakes on this im just having the time of my life getting my tablet to RESPOND!!!!#i also need to draw live cthonic reaction cause the idea of people around seph n hermes being like ohhhh okay. they dont know anything#**chthonic SORRY i cannot spell or think rn#ive sketched live pyri reaction before anyway i think we should get the whole gang into it#is just so funny . TO ME ONLY MAYBE . but its so funny#ive also been meaning to draw all the foa cast as quick busts cause i need to beat sameface off with a stick but just havent gotten around..#ok enough of the tag wall . thakn u for coming to the ted talk
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hello,,,,,everyone,,,,,it has been a minute! since I have logged in here! mostly because my laptop died in an irreparable kind of way without warning and I've been. Stressed. but time marches on! I hope all of you have been doing well!
#may this post find you with good weather and food etc#i have things to post soon. books i have read that i need to Talk About otherwise it will eat at my brain like a mouse with cheese#i will be borrowing a laptop from someone for a bit until i can get my shit together enough to start shopping around for a new one :')#i had....so many pdfs.....that i did not get a chance to back up.....bc i was saving up for a new external hard drive....AUGH#the comedy of life strikes again
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me: *existing*
my brain: hey heres another fic idea!!! and another!!!! oh wouldn't it be so cool if you wrote this??? wouldn't you LOVE to plan this fic out??? you should definitely plan this one, i promise you don't even have to write it ;) [<- is lying, knows that i'll want to write it even more if i plan it]
#and naturally bc i reread capri and have been reading capri fics that all the ideas im having are capri ideas#apparently my brain has decided there are not nearly enough canon divergent capri fics too bc thats all its throwing at me#mostly marlas-centered which makes sense since that's like#the most common point to diverge from canon in this fandom#though it did also provide me with 2 divergences at the start of the first book#anyway i don't need it to be providing me with ANY NEW IDEAS#we have GOT fics to write!!! we have WIPS!!!!! they need our ATTENTION FOR FUCKS SAKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!#but no#no#instead i get 'what if it was theomedes and kastor who died at marlas instead of aleron and auguste?'#a king for a king and a brother for a brother#how would damen react? ;)#an end to the fighting for sure bc if he dies now then akielos will certainly fall#but akielos would also definitely NOT be getting delfeur in this#since they'd be the 'losing' side#and also 'what if damen got amnesia due to the head trauma on the ship to arles?'#'what if damen didn't remember who he was??? what if he had the vague knowledge of his culture and his life but not that he was a prince??'#i should. put my laptop up and try and sleep.#shh ac
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Day 410 : Ichiban kuji merchandise !
#mao isara#enstars#makoto yuuki#subaru akehoshi#hokuto hidaka#trickstar#kinda random post but posting from my laptop bci got new phone and its SO WEIRD its an android tryna be an iphone 😭#i dont get the ui at all stop making me rub my finger in every fucking direction give me back functional button goddamnit#srry for the rant but damn ive had my old phone for like 4yr .... and i have to reinstall qooapp and then jpstars ... :(
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I was trying to clean my keyboard because I realized that I had not cleaned under the keys even once in the almost 10 years I've had this computer and I took a couple keys off and then realized I couldn't get them back on. I can't figure it out no matter how hard I tried and the whole time I was just terrified that my parents would be mad at me. I don't think I've felt that in a while
#shut up me#as a uni student who lives far from home I just havent had that kind of fear in years but I was so scared#Yknow that ''I did the thing they told me not to do and it went wrong and I cant fix it''#''I need to ask for help but that requires admitting i did something very stupid and theyre going to be upset''#that + the stress I've been under lately and when I called my dad to ask him to help me I just burst into tears#in the end its okay. he wasnt mad#he actually said that it was about time we got a new laptop for me anyways and that when i went home in a few weeks i could get one#as a birthday present in advance#so all in all. its more than okay#so I dont know why im still crying#I think I just need to be put in a box and left alone in an attic for a while. im so tired
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I'm taking a few days off for my birthday, I have some appointments, but otherwise I wasn't sure what I was going to do, until today when I decided to strip my laptops for fun parts
#personal#one ill probably leave alone as a back up since ive had him for years#the other i dug out of a trashcan and its screen is going out#but the reat should be fine#i have a kit for this i bought a while back#when i intended on taking apart my ds light and replacing the screen#i still want to do that#but itll be nice to have an extra hard drive from this gaming laptop to use#im new to all this despite wanting to do it for years#i took apart some controllers once and repaired them when i was small and ever since ive had#a Desire to keep doing that#i stuck to writing instead#i cant wait to get on meds omg
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