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icanfeelthekhaos · 7 months
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Just want somebody to fight for me, be afraid to loose me. Be so scared of me being not in their life that they try everything in their power to keep me. My everything isn’t enough anymore and nobodys scared to lose me.
Im utterly replaceable to everybody.
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socialbutterfly19 · 8 months
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screamintothevoidd · 8 months
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The past few days I've been fighting for my life. I've wondered about the one thing I can do that comes with ease to me. Something my spirit doesn't have to fight because it's so misaligned with my soul. I've decided I'm going to write my beautiful, mundane and crazy things till my fingers fall off! I'm going to embrace the fact that I'm physically art so much I'll never have another day where I'm fighting for my life again. I'm going to believe In all I am and all that I do. No one in this world is meant to not be in constant flow of ease. It's a crime against God, a crime against yourself 🤍
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danascullysjournal · 9 months
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There is no magic.
Everything is hard work.
And that may sound horrific and defeatist but it actually is the best possible fact for me because if I succeed, if it is good, if there is something made or done- I WORKED FOR IT. I did that. I made the choice and planned and sweat and cried and fought. And I made it happen. And sometimes I have to remind myself that because man. It sounds like it would be great if it just was… easy.
But no. Easy is empty. That hard work, fighting for it, winning? THAT is what makes life good.
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Fight the System
The System. Is. Racist. The System. Is. Sexist. The System. Is. Classist. The System. Is. Bigoted.
It doesn't matter what group you belong to, the System has made your group one of the enemies.
Being white won't save you. Being a man won't save you. Being cis won't save you. Being straight won't save you. Being a Christian won't save you.
You are NOT the System, you are the System's enemy.
Start acting like it.
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lostprairiegirl · 1 year
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Good Thing
They say being so young- looking so young- is a
Good thing. I’ll still look younger when I am older.
Good thing I struggle to be taken seriously.
Good thing my authority is always questioned.
Good thing it’s easy to dismiss me.
Good thing.
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sunshineofbts · 1 year
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New photo
I have been living in black and white
Hiding so much inside in fear of everything
But now
Very slowly I can feel the light again.
I can still see the dark but there is finally light that is washing over me.
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It is time for me to be my best self.
This New Year
Will be my chance to grow.
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photorose11 · 1 year
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The guy that got his 19 year sobriety chip last night said how he was deep into alcohol and drug addiction for a decade. Within those ten years he had been to fifteen different rehabs, overdosed several times, ect. Many people tried to help him, but it took him until he reached his absolute lowest for him to make the change needed to get clean and sober.
“I thought I had hit rock bottom multiple times in those ten years drowning in addiction but I didn’t realize how wrong I was until I hit my absolute rock bottom. I almost lost my life along with everything and everyone in it. If it wasn’t for me hitting that very bottom, I never would have made the change I needed to in order to fight my way back to the top. I’m grateful I made it to my lowest; I wouldn’t be where I’m at right now if I hadn’t.”
Sometimes we need to hit our absolute lowest in order for us to make that change needed to turn our lives around. We gain a new perspective at rock bottom. I think that new perspective makes it a little bit easier to fight our way back to the top. Regardless, I think it makes us realize that the fight is worth it.
Even if it’s the hardest thing we ever do.
And the people that truly love and support you? They’ll still be there rooting for you. They never stopped.
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uktvibe · 2 years
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my newest tattoos 🗡
l’appel du vide -; the call of the void
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susamarubae94 · 2 years
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people pleaser (currently healing)
Being a 27 year old adult and currently healing and setting some bounders with myself and others.Is not an easy journey.I find myself still struggling with forcing my own bounders with myself.Like learning to say no to others is still a challenge that deal with everyday,Coming from an Unpredictable outspoken family.They Seem to not respect my bounders if I don't argue it.I tend to vert back to not being confrontational and let them just walk over my bounders.I Just know standing on my bounders is going to be a war I have to be willing to fight for or stand defeated.
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So moving departments was the best decision I've made so far.
With my new team so far:
We go to the park everyday
There is True Crime Bible
So. Many. Snacks.
No one is stalking me.
No one is timing me.
No one is heavy breathing behind me.
No one is using their leadership power to try to isolate me.
I work on an actual team where we arent competing against and sabotaging one another.
My team lead has a therapist.
My team lead isn't making any inappropriate comments to me.
I know 0 things about my leads sexual interests and they haven't asked me about mine.
What a weird situation to be in knowing my old team is only a few hundred feet away. And they are in a hellscape.
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fuoridalconfine · 2 years
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A long time ago I promised myself that I wouldn’t let my anxiety control my life any longer.
But sometimes it’s hard to keep that promise, and I feel so sorry for myself.
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quixoticanarchy · 1 year
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I didn’t miss that social cue I just thought it was stupid 
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endusviolence · 1 month
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Rowling isn't denying holocaust. She just pointed out that burning of transgender health books is a lie as that form of cosmetic surgery didn't exist. But of course you knew that already, didn't you?
I was thinking I'd probably see one of you! You're wrong :) Let's review the history a bit, shall we?
In this case, what we're talking about is the Institut für Sexualwissenschaft, or in English, The Institute of Sexology. This Institute was founded and headed by a gay Jewish sexologist named Magnus Hirschfeld. It was founded in July of 1919 as the first sexology research clinic in the world, and was run as a private, non-profit clinic. Hirschfeld and the researchers who worked there would give out consultations, medical advice, and even treatments for free to their poorer clientele, as well as give thousands of lectures and build a unique library full of books on gender, sexuality, and eroticism. Of course, being a gay man, Hirschfeld focused a lot on the gay community and proving that homosexuality was natural and could not be "cured".
Hirschfeld was unique in his time because he believed that nobody's gender was either one or the other. Rather, he contended that everyone is a mixture of both male and female, with every individual having their own unique mix of traits.
This leads into the Institute's work with transgender patients. Hirschfeld was actually the one to coin the term "transsexual" in 1923, though this word didn't become popular phrasing until 30 years later when Harry Benjamin began expanding his research (I'll just be shortening it to trans for this brief overview.) For the Institute, their revolutionary work with gay men eventually began to attract other members of the LGBTA+, including of course trans people.
Contrary to what Anon says, sex reassignment surgery was first tested in 1912. It'd already being used on humans throughout Europe during the 1920's by the time a doctor at the Institute named Ludwig Levy-Lenz began performing it on patients in 1931. Hirschfeld was at first opposed, but he came around quickly because it lowered the rate of suicide among their trans patients. Not only was reassignment performed at the Institute, but both facial feminization and facial masculization surgery were also done.
The Institute employed some of these patients, gave them therapy to help with other issues, even gave some of the mentioned surgeries for free to this who could not afford it! They spoke out on their behalf to the public, even getting Berlin police to help them create "transvestite passes" to allow people to dress however they wanted without the threat of being arrested. They worked together to fight the law, including trying to strike down Paragraph 175, which made it illegal to be homosexual. The picture below is from their holiday party, Magnus Hirschfeld being the gentleman on the right with the fabulous mustache. Many of the other people in this photo are transgender.
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[Image ID: A black and white photo of a group of people. Some are smiling at the camera, others have serious expressions. Either way, they all seem to be happy. On the right side, an older gentleman in glasses- Magnus Hirschfeld- is sitting. He has short hair and a bushy mustache. He is resting one hand on the shoulder of the person in front of him. His other hand is being held by a person to his left. Another person to his right is holding his shoulder.]
There was always push back against the Institute, especially from conservatives who saw all of this as a bad thing. But conservatism can't stop progress without destroying it. They weren't willing to go that far for a good while. It all ended in March of 1933, when a new Chancellor was elected. The Nazis did not like homosexuals for several reasons. Chief among them, we break the boundaries of "normal" society. Shortly after the election, on May 6th, the book burnings began. The Jewish, gay, and obviously liberal Magnus Hirschfeld and his library of boundary-breaking literature was one of the very first targets. Thankfully, Hirschfeld was spared by virtue of being in Paris at the time (he would die in 1935, before the Nazis were able to invade France). His library wasn't so lucky.
This famous picture of the book burnings was taken after the Institute of Sexology had been raided. That's their books. Literature on so much about sexuality, eroticism, and gender, yes including their new work on trans people. This is the trans community's Alexandria. We're incredibly lucky that enough of it survived for Harry Benjamin and everyone who came after him was able to build on the Institute's work.
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[Image ID: A black and white photo of the May Nazi book burning of the Institute of Sexology's library. A soldier, back facing the camera, is throwing a stack of books into the fire. In the background of the right side, a crowd is watching.]
As the Holocaust went on, the homosexuals of Germany became a targeted group. This did include transgender people, no matter what you say. To deny this reality is Holocaust denial. JK Rowling and everyone else who tries to pretend like this isn't reality is participating in that evil. You're agreeing with the Nazis.
But of course, you knew that already, didn't you?
Edit: Added image IDs. I apologize to those using screen readers for forgetting them. Please reblog this version instead.
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hottiealive · 8 months
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theres so much in life to feel, to experience, to become. don’t give up.
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llydlrvz · 11 months
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Thing meant to happen and it will happen, so let's stop wasting our time whining or cryingand just keep GOING.
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