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olko71 · 6 months

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Thames Water says turnaround will 'take time'

PA Media

By Nick Edser

Business reporter

Thames Water has said that reviving the business will “take time” as it reported sliding profits and an increase in its huge debt pile.

Profits for the first half of its financial year more than halved to £246m, while debts rose 7% to £14.7bn.

Thames Water secured extra funds in July, but questions have been raised over the nature of the support.

The head of the Environment Committee said he could recall the firm’s boss to be quizzed by MPs over the deal.

Concern over Thames’ financial strength earlier this year led to speculation it might be taken over by the government.

But the company’s two interim chief executives have said that will not be necessary, as it has more than £3bn in cash and recently got a £500m cash injection from its shareholders.

However, the Financial Times reported recently that the source of that money was a further loan to its parent company, Kemble Water Holdings.

The chairman of the Environment Committee, Sir Robert Goodwill, has questioned whether Thames has represented its finances accurately.

Speaking to the BBC’s Today programme, Sir Robert said: “The question I think we need to ask Thames Water is… how will that debt be serviced, because unless they increase dividends, to enable Kemble Water Holdings to service that debt, they could end up in an even more difficult situation.”

Sir Robert said he was meeting Thames Water later. “My suggestion will be that we invite the chief executive, Cathryn Ross, back to the committee to just explain why it is that although they say they’ve had more equity introduced, the FT report suggests that it is actually more debt piled upon the debt that’s already there.”

The company has already written to Sir Robert saying that the £500m “does not increase the debt burden” on Thames Water.

Investors have also said they will pump in an additional £750m but that is contingent on the regulator agreeing to bill increases of 40% by 2030.

Thames Water’s co-chief executives, Cathryn Ross and Alastair Cochran, said: “It is clear that immediate and radical action is required.”

They added: “Turning around Thames will take time. We simply cannot do everything that our customers and stakeholders wish to see at a pace and for a price that everyone would like.

“We will continue to make the tough choices required to deliver what matters most to our customers and the environment.”

A spokesperson for Thames Water added the company was “in a robust financial position and are extremely fortunate to have such supportive shareholders”.

Last week, the auditors of Kemble Water Holdings warned there was a “material concern” over its future.

This was partly due to uncertainty over how a £190m loan, which is due for repayment in April 2024, will be refinanced.

Thames’ latest results show that the number of pollution incidents increased during the six months to September.

It admitted performance had “deteriorated”, with the number of category 1-3 pollutions – where category 1 is the most serious – had risen to 257 from 217 in the same period last year.

The company said its three-year turnaround plan “addresses and mitigates the major drivers of pollutions across our wastewater network and sewage treatment works”.

“We are committed to tackling the root causes of pollutions to meet the expectations of our communities and the needs of the environment.”

Earlier this year, Thames Water was fined £3.3m after it discharged millions of litres of untreated sewage into two rivers near Gatwick in 2017, killing more than 1,400 fish.

Later on Tuesday, Labour will table a motion calling on the government to give the water regulator, Ofwat, powers to ban the payment of bonuses to water bosses if their companies are discharging “significant” levels of raw sewage into UK waterways.

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giulsherondale · 3 years

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"Welcome Eda!"

Ehm Balca, dear, this is not your home so please don't behave like it is... Ahh my nerves.

And more the earrings tactic... Soo childish. I really can't stand her.

Loved that Eda literally throw the popcorn into Serkan's belly😂

And Sirius at the end, I love my son.

Honestly... I really love Ferit and Ceren together. They are so cute, and I love how Ferit is trying to correct his mistake. He confesses that he is love with her, that he constantly thinks about her. So sweet.

Serkan telling Eda that the first time they met she used the same tactic of Balca because she forget her bag in his car. I love flirty Serkan and the fact that he remembers everything about Eda and their relationship.

The bet, honestly this is only the pretext so that Serkan can take Eda to Paris and have a romantic moment so the two of them.

"What does Efe wants?"

"You heard. I said I'll talk to him in the office."

"How strange. Not answering anyone's calls, and doesn't answer questions. But he calls you."

"I still work for him Serkan. Did you forgot? Okay, let's move on to our bet. Perhaps you agree that I won."

"I've told you. Nothing is clear yet."

"What has to happen for you to understand? How much clearer should it be? She ordered the same dish."

"Maybe."

"She said she was interested in the stars."

"Everyone loves stars."

"This was not enough, she also said 'Love' looking into your eyes Serkan."

"I think when she talked about love she was thinking about another person Eda."

"She answered by looking at you."

"Who else Eda? There were two people in front of her. Either you or me. Should she look at the salt shaker?"

"Either you are really stupid, or you pretend not to understand. Okay. It won't last long. It is seen, in a couple of days she will already confess her love to you."

"And you will win the bet right?"

"Of course. It's not my business."

"I agree."

"At the end of the day, what matters is how you respond to Balca's attention."

"You're right. This is a special topic that only concerns me and Balca. This is between us."

"Between you? There is something? Then I will call her."

"Eda sit down please. You..."

"I'm not jealous of you Serkan Bolat."

"You're not jealous... Really?"

"Think for yourself what could have been. Is this funny?"

"Okay... But I'm jealous of you like crazy. What to do about it?"

"You crossed the boundaries again. We'd better have coffee in the office."

"Let's have coffe here."

"I have something important to discuss with Efe. We will have coffee in the office."

"Efe can wait."

"Then I'll send him a message."

"No emoji."

This was hilarious. Eda kicking Serkan under the table and Balca was obviously flirting all the time. I loved Eda expression, she was so jealous. Serkan is soo smart, I think that he is well aware that Balca is flirting with him and he pretend not to see in order to push Eda to near to him. My smart babe.

Engin and Piril... I really like them. They are opposite of each other but they are so in love. And I think their love is actually more stronger that the difference they have. And they take out the best part of each other.

"As if there is an invisible connection between them."

Balca, dear, believe me there is... There is. So better not to put your nose between Eda and Serkan because nothing will change.

"Your coffee Eda Yildiz. Much better now. When you aren't stressed, you're becoming even more beautiful."

"Don't stress me out then."

"I don't."

This moment was so sweet and romantic. Obviously ruined by Balca. And then when Eda takes his coffee mug I was laughing out loud. Love that my girl is marching HER territory.

WHAT ARE YOU DOING BALCA?! I think she is really stupid because of course by removing the paper in the dossier Serkan will lose faith in Eda but you're damaging everyone and the holding too. She's so silly. And Balca even said that she felt hurt by seeing Eda and Serkan close the night before... Darling you know him for two days what the hell???? I hate her really.

Soo the interview and the photoshoot aren't enough... Balca you aren't spending too much time alone with Serkan and you even ask him to get a photo together and post it... Balca age 33... Balca real age 10.

"Well, until I'm 100% sure, this bet will continue Eda."

"What else should happen to make you 100% sure? What else? I'm just wondering."

"For example... When she look at me I have to feel that everything inside of her melts... When she's trying not to show her excitement... I have to see it by the way she look away... And when she try to stand firm... I have to see that her heart starts to beat faster... In her breath, in her voice, in her scent, even in her veins... I must feel this love."

"Serkan..."

"When she says my name... I must feel everything inside of her tremble."

TOO MUCH HOTNESS IN THIS SCENE🔥

Serkan reads her like a book... Honestly I don't know what to say about this scene... It speaks for itself. And plus new Serkan is enjoying his life, especially when he has the woman who he's in love with in front of him... Ahh Serkan❤️

"I really need Serkan"

Sorry Balca maybe I did not understand well... You NEED Serkan? For what? I really don't get her and I think I never will.

"His partner will arrive tomorrow and he wanted me to bring some flowers to his house and get everything in order."

"You went to his house? While I was doing the interview, you were at this man's house?"

"Yes I was. But there was nobody here. So I left some flowers and left. Anything else?"

"What kind of psycho would want flowers in his house? Is he romantic?"

"What's the problem? At least he doesn't have any allergies."

"And I also have another kind of allergy."

"What kind?"

"I'm allergic to Efe. I don't trust him."

"You should trust me. I know what's right and what's wrong."

Ohhh Eda, honey, you don't have an idea how wrong you are... And I love that Serkan says that he's allergic to Efe. My jealous boy.

I really like boys time, I like when Serkan, Engin and Ferit are together. And every each of them have some suspects on Efe,his behavior and the secret partner.

"You won."

"What?"

"You won."

"What did I win?"

"You won the bet."

"What bet?"

"Serkan, you won the bet."

"Ah... Are you sure?"

"I'm sure. Balca is a little in doubt, so it happened. But she may still like you."

"Of course."

"I'm sure about it. You cannot change my opinion. She's just not running after you. As a result you won I lost."

"As a result, then, we are going to have dinner in Paris."

"It seems to me not to worth so many adventures. We can just go to that restaurant with flowers..."

"No no. A bet is a bet. Is it not? Therefore, after the results of the tender are announced tomorrow, we will take my plane and fly to Paris."

"It seems that I have no other choice."

GIVE US EDSER IN PARIS PLEASE✨❤️

During the ice skating scene was like the director told them to do whatever they want, have fun with each other, just be themselves. And I think we saw that, everyone was having fun, was laughing. In fact I really loved the scene it was one of my favorite of the whole episode.

"What?"

"I haven't laughed like that for a long time. It did me good."

"Me too."

"You keep well on ice."

"Ah yes? I am good in the air, on the ground, on the ice, in the elevators when you're around."

"Stop showing off. And when I'm not there?"

"You are always there. And you always will."

"Maybe tomorrow... Instead of going to Paris, can we eat fish and bread on the water front?"

"I will never agree. We will fly to Paris anyway. Have you ever benn to Paris before?"

"No. If you've noticed, I don't even ask you."

"I went. But to be honest, this is the first time I'm so worried."

"You probably planned everything hourly now. What are we going to do?"

"Yes. We will have a wonderful tourist route. First we will climb the Eiffel Tower, and then visit the best cafes and pastry shops. We will dine in restaurants. And then we will meet the order over the Seine. And then the Bridge of Arts and the Bridge of Lovers. But of course, none of this worries me so much..."

"Yes? What worries you?"

"Get lost with you in Montmartre."

"You won't get lost. You will not be lost anywhere. It seems to me that you even have a map of places where you are going in your head."

"You're right. But I've never been there before."

"Why?"

"Because I gave myself my word. I promised myself that I would go there with the girl that I really love. And it's you."

"Suddenly it got hot..."

Plus we got Serkan saying "Mon amour, je t'aime" and when she said that she understood what he said Serkan throw the ultimate romantic bomb "Because love has no linguage".

THIS IS POETIC CINEMA✨

Who the hell is Piril father?!😳

He has to be someone really important. He even has the guards.

And the final... Boommm... Grandma has come. I can't wait to see her and her plans.. In the fragment we saw that she will help Balca with Serkan because se has a "future husband" for Eda... Clearly grandma has no idea who Serkan Bolat is, he will never give up on Eda. Moreover I think that grandma arrivals is the thing that will unite Aydan, Ayfer, Eda and Serkan. They will work as a team against grandma. I can't wait to see it.

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originalhybridloverfics · 3 years

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What I Left Behind - Edser Fic

Summary: Eda is consumed by the loss of Serkan until she learns he left her with a piece of herself. She does her best to move forward but there's a tear in her life, her heartbroken beyond repair.

When Serkan returns she thought it would be a happy day but he doesn't remember her. He's with Selin. But even without his memories, he looks at her in a way that shakes her foundations.

Could the Serkan she lost ever be found?

Eda couldn’t move forward. She couldn’t fathom living in a world without her soulmate. Without Serkan.

Her wedding day was supposed to be the happiest moment of her life, now it was her most haunting memory.

She was living a nightmare she could not wake up from no matter how much she wanted to.

Serkan was gone, missing, lost and more than likely very hurt.

She refused to believe he was dead. She would have felt in her heart if that were the case.

But she feared for him. There was nothing that would’ve kept him from coming back to her. So why didn’t he? He promised he would come back.

Was she deluding herself? Was he gone and she was just in denial? Was she holding onto a ghost?

For the first few days, she cried herself to sleep, Serkan’s shirt clutch in her hands, his scent surrounding her.

She refused to eat, refused to leave the house, refused to come out of her room, refused to talk to anyone.

The one time she did was to leave her aunt’s house and go to Serkan’s. Sirius was there waiting for Serkan but got her instead.

There was a leash by the door. He had fresh water and a full bowl of food. She wasn’t sure who has been taking care of him but she was thankful to whoever it was.

Her friends and her aunt called her phone but she let it go to voicemail.

She didn’t want to talk to anyone, she didn’t want to hear their voices telling her it was all going to be okay.

Nothing was okay. Serkan was gone and until he came back for her nothing was ever going to be okay again.

Sirius walked up to her, his food untouched, and let out a low wine.

Eda dropped to the floor and wrapped her arms around his body, clinging to him. “I know, I miss him, too.” The tears slid down her cheeks wetting his fur.

Eda stayed there with Sirius for a long time, her body going stiff with her lack of movement.

She did not move until Sirius nudged her with his head. She stood slowly and started up the steps of Serkan’s apartment, stepping into his room was hard.

His scent filled the air and her heart squeezed in her chest, her throat closed up and a new wave of tears welled in her eyes.

She felt like she could not breathe. She moved to his side of the bed and sat on the edge. Her eyes slid shut and she could still remember the last time she was here with him.

Their bodies pressed together, skin to skin, his eyes shining with love, so much love that it seemed almost impossible that someone could love her with the depth Serkan did.

There were times that it had overwhelmed her. To be the center of someone’s world, it was a feeling she couldn’t describe but she felt the same way about him.

Every day since Serkan’s disappearance she had the same heart-crushing despairing thought sounding in her mind whenever she was alone.

She didn’t want to be here any longer.

She didn’t want to live in a world without Serkan. She didn’t want to be here if he wasn’t here with her. She didn’t want to experience everything life had to offer if she couldn’t experience it with the love of her life.

Eda laid down in the bed, pulling Serkan’s sweater to her chest, and allowed the pain to take hold. Her sobs filled the room, her face wet with her tears, and her body shaking with the pain.

She cried so hard, she couldn’t breathe, her heart pounded in her chest and her stomach cramped.

Suddenly the bed dipped and Sirius was there, he let out a whimper and pressed his head against her stomach.

Eda dropped her left hand down to lay atop his head, her grief not subsiding in the least but having Sirius there was a comfort.

Her phone rang suddenly, her aunt’s name flashed across the screen.

Eda ignored the call and turned her phone off. She didn’t want to be bothered. She just wanted to be left alone.

She wanted to sleep. It was the only time she could see Serkan. It was her only escape from the pain.

~*~ ~*~ ~*~

Eda barely had the energy to get out of bed most days. The more time that passed, the more she died a little bit more on the inside.

Her aunt and friends, Seyfi and Aydan eventually found her at Serkan’s place. Their concern was nice but she didn’t want it. Their presence only made things worse.

Aydan tried to get her out of bed but Eda couldn’t do it, Hell, she didn’t know how Aydan was managing.

Her aunt tried to get her to eat, to do something other than locking herself away in Serkan’s bedroom, but she couldn’t do it.

Ceren and Melo were trying to handle things at work but Peril and Engin needed her at the office. She was the majority shareholder now that Serkan was gone and they needed her there. She needed to speak to the press about Serkan.

Eda couldn’t do it. Work was the furthest thing from her mind.

She wanted nothing to do with it. With anything. None of it mattered without Serkan. She couldn’t move forward. She refused to.

She pushed everyone away. She didn’t need them. She needed Serkan and he wasn’t here. He left her alone and her heart, her soul, couldn’t take it.

She was slowly dying on the inside without Serkan. Suffocating from everyone’s expectations of her to pick herself up and carry on without the love of her life. Drowning from the pain and grief.

Eda thought she knew pain before but the agony she felt now was unlike anything she ever felt before and it only proved to her what she knew with absolute certainty.

She did not want to live without Serkan.

~*~ ~*~ ~*~

Eda barely left Serkan’s house. The only time she did was to take Sirius for a walk.

Like today Eda gathered her strength dressed in a pair of yoga pants and Serkan’s hoodie, her hair pulled back messily, and headed outside with Sirius.

She started a slow jog, Serius beside her kept to her pace.

She didn’t have the energy to run faster and in all honesty, her body felt too weak to do more.

She should eat more, she knew that. It was clear her body was starting to turn against her because she wasn’t taking care of herself the way she should.

Her health was important and this had to be her body’s way of reminding her much to her dismay.

She ran half a mile before she needed to stop and take a break. She stopped by a vendor, getting herself a bottle of water, she walked at a slower pace.

Suddenly there was a flash and they were descending upon her before she realized what was happening.

Camera flashes were going off like crazy, burning her eyes, startling her.

“Mrs. Yildiz, how are you dealing with the death of your fiance?”

Anger filled Eda. “What kind of people ask a question like that out of the blue? It’s none of your business!”

“Will you be taking over his company? Is it true that he left it to you? Do you think you yourself capable of running a business when you can’t even take care of yourself?”

Question after question was thrown at Eda as she tried to get away from them, pulling on Sirius’s leash as he barked and pulled on it, baring his teeth at the reporters.

“Sirius, come!” she ordered, trying to drag him away.

She was feeling like the air was leaving her and invisible walls were closing in on her.

The reporters did not heed Sirius’s warnings and followed, throwing question after question at her, becoming more personal by the second.

She walked two blocks with them stalking her when suddenly, she stopped her stomach cramping badly. Her arm went around her middle.

“Are you pregnant? Is the late Serkan Bey the father? How far along are you?”

Eda wanted to scream and yell at them to go away and stop with their far too personal questions but she couldn’t, her breath hitch, and no sound came out as the cramps intensified.

She felt something wet, and she thought she spilled her water but when she looked at her orange yoga pants, blood was bleeding through between her thighs, spreading across the fabric.

The reporters pressed in on her and it was all too much.

The reporters, their questions, trying to hold Sirius back, the pain, the blood. It was just too much.

Dots danced in her vision, she felt herself falling, losing her grip on the leash and Sirius lunged.

The last thing she heard before everything went back was one of the reporters screaming in pain.

A/N: I'm not sure when I will post chapter two but there will be more to this.

#sen çal kapımı #fanfic #edser #edser fic #amnesia #canon au #pregnancy #eda x serkan #eda yildiz #serkan bolat #romance #angst

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mrsgreenworld · 3 years

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Okay, my lovely dear SCK people, how's everyone holding up? I personally had time to cool down and feel pretty much ok now. Still bitter about certain characters, their decisions and actions. But I want to clarify a few things: I don't hate Serkan. I was pissed af at him. But I didn't, don't and cannot blame him that he doesn't remember Eda. He survived a plane crash, had a severe head injury and now has several screws loose thanks to Selin's brainwashing. This, however, cannot be used as an excuse to his certain conscious decisions and choices that I don't agree with because of their cruel nature. And while I am no longer super mad at Serkan, I don't really like him at the moment. And that's ok. I think that's actually what the writers were aiming for. I am ready to see where we go from here. I will try to be patient and wait over here with my Eda gal for our Serkan to return.

While, we, my SCK people, can have different views and opinions regarding Serkan, I think that there's something we all agree on:

SELIN CAN FUCKING BURN IN THE DARKEST AND DEEPEST PITS OF HELL.

She can also take Aydan with her. Because... WHAT THE FREAKING FUCKING HELL, WOMAN??? What, you also got a head trauma we don't know about? There were times when Aydan was at the top of my hate list. But the writers created such a great character growth arch for her. Her relationship with Eda became my second favourite after Edser. It was such a joy to see Aydan being the captain of Edser ship. And now it's just... gone and wasted and for what?🤦🤷

Anyway, let's wait and see where the story takes us. I am now going to get a sniff of a lemon and drink some lemon water. Because lemons help with stress, even Robot Bolat 2.0 knows this 😉😂

Stay safe and healthy, SCK fam!❤️💓💕

#sen çal kapımı #sen cal kapimi #sck #love is in the air #sen çal kapımı episode 29 thoughts #sck episode 29 thoughts #edser #eda yıldız #eda yildiz #serkan bolat #eda x serkan #eda ve serkan

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acertainsomeone · 3 years

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Surrendered/ edser TS- continued

Humans should never be blamed for what their heart refuses to believe. It isn't in their hands to blindly trust everything and everyone. Someone whose life was chaotic did not deserve to be pushed more. We don't punish the ones we love.

"You're giving up on him Dada?" Melo had asked naively.

"Never. I'm giving him that space and time which he deserves." Eda's decision to leave Istanbul wasn't out of impulse. It was purely out of her selfless love for him.

"He wouldn't have left you if he was at your place, Eda." Ceren tried to coerce her friend one last time.

"Biliyorum, but I'm not Serkan. I love him, I love him more than anything therefore, I know that the Serkan standing in front of me does not need me." It was futile to explain to her friends what this meant. Not that she hadn't tried to win his trust, not that she had given up on their love. It was just that she could not see him in pain anymore. Her friends didn't notice the restlessness in his eyes, they did not know about the battles going on between his heart and mind, they had been crushing him, and she feared his breaking down more than hers. She had seen it in his eyes, and she feared he won't be able to take it anymore. She feared that he won't be able to take the load of their past and present. The damage was done already. She hadn't gifted her man to Selin, she had only given their fate a chance to work out this mess all by itself. It was getting hard for her to bear everything anyway. She could not breathe around him, without thinking about her secrets, without breaking down on the very thought of what could have had been.

The decision to start a new life in Paris proved to be a great one. It was much needed for someone like her who barely got space to mourn.

He would have loved it here.

Yes, she hadn't stopped thinking about him. Why would she? Realistically speaking, there weren't any hard feelings between them in the first place. Eda knew that she couldn't hate Serkan. Whatever that had happened between them was no one's fault. His amnesia had nothing to do with him. He hadn't hurt her despite Selin's manipulation. Minus the heartbreak that followed, she was not going to hold him accountable for anything that happened in their lives.

Things she expected from him were the ones that would've been fulfilled by the man she loved, not the one who pulled a fake engagement stunt with her.

Happiness isn't always meant to knock on our doors, the way we want.

There was nothing and no one to forgive, besides Selin. It hurt her that he believed her but Eda had to tell herself that the Serkan, who showed up after 2 months did not remember her, he did not remember them.

There is more to life Eda Yildiz. Love isn't everything. You have a long way to go.

🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫

At the end of the day, fate is all we have to blame. Sometimes, we are not having control over our decisions or the way life works. If Serkan had, he would have never wanted things to work the way they did now. He would have never wanted to see her cry. He would have done everything in his power to ensure her happiness.

Then why didn't he do that when he had the chance?

Was he too convinced by Selin?

Did he doubt her heart when everything was crystal clear?

Maybe he was confused and shocked.

Maybe he was too scared to accept that he had become something that he could never imagine.

His entire existence had been a question mark for the last eight months. When Selin found him at one of the hospitals in Italy, he wondered that nothing could go worse than this. He was lying lifeless on the bed, unable to move, devoid of memories, struggling to come to terms with what had happened.

Luckily, he survived that nightmare. Selin had helped him get better. He didn't want his parents to worry about him thus, he decided to keep this news in wraps. Selin and Serkan had mutually decided to reveal the truth after he had recovered from the shock.

She had told him strange things, how he signed a contract with Eda to get her back, how Eda manipulated him and changed him as a person. She told him that Eda was responsible for all mishaps in his life. And all of this was a plan. Her plan to avenge the death of her parents. Her grandmother was involved, and when Semiha hanim couldn't destroy him, she planned this accident but fortunately, he survived. Eda was already having half of the shares, and now with Serkan's death, she was going to take over the holding.

If she really loves you why hasn't she made any attempts to find you Serkan?

Where is she?

Serkan believed whatever he was told but after coming back to Art Life, he kept on struggling with his feelings. His eyes deceived the truths he was told about. Six months that he spent with Eda, breathing the same air as hers made him realize that she was anything but treacherous.

She loved him.

She wanted him back.

But did he want her back?

He had been lying to himself. He was 100% attracted to her but equally scared to accept that.

Too many thoughts, too many fears, he didn't have the courage to ask any of the questions that were in his mind. Maybe that's why she gave up on him, maybe that's why she chose to hide the truth. The truth that matters.

He was afraid to ask. It had been three weeks since he heard her conversation with Erdem, and he hadn't been at peace. He was not going to doubt for a second that the child wasn't his. He didn't bother to ask Erdem about it. Eda decided to hide the truth from him, she had the right to tell him about him.

Did he know about her pregnancy before the accident? If yes, then he will never be able to forgive himself. How could he forget the most important thing in this world? How could Eda forgive him for this? She must hate him. She should.

He was flying to Paris, unaware of the conversation he was going to have. What would he say? Hi Eda, I heard your and Erdem's conversation, so you were pregnant with my child but had a miscarriage, do you mind sharing some details?

He couldn't be this insensitive. She must've gone through hell and the fact that she hid it from everyone until now spoke volumes. Yet, they had to talk.

🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫

"What the hell!" She gasped in shock to find him standing at her door. She peeked at the sides, just in case Selin was with him, and they came here to kick her out of this apartment. On paper, it still belonged to Serkan Bolat and Eda Yildiz. Selin's influence might push him to do the deed. She could do anything and Serkan couldn't be trusted anymore.

"Hi." Serkan replied half-amused, half confused. What was she looking at? What if she didn't allow me to enter inside? I don't even have an excuse

"Napiyosun Burda"

"Is this how you greet your guests?" he took off his glasses and smiled back at her.

Eda sighed heavily, where are your manners, Ms. Yildiz. She gestured for him to come inside.

"So, what is it?" She asked, handing him a glass of water. He was sitting on the couch, staring at the walls. They were a reflection of his personality and Eda's heart. A mere look at the apartment registered the fact that it was designed by him, and Eda added her touches.

He could identify his work really well. His eye spotted the multiple photo frames. He didn't remember them either. Eda noticed that and became nervous. She hadn't removed or made any changes. Their photographs as decided were still hanging there. She could not dare. Memories aren't meant to be discarded whenever we want.

"I didn't expect you to be here else-" She hesitated.

"It's okay. I'm sorry if you thought-" He stopped, embarrassed for making her feel that way. He wanted to tell her that she need not feel bad about anything. "Actually, I missed Sirius." he blurts instantly to cover up the tension that brewed between them.

"Benimle dalga mı geçiyorsun?" She exasperated. "Serkan! You can't come to my house whenever you miss Sirius." She made sense. Of all the things that had changed in their lives, it included Sirius's preferences as well. He was happy to have Serkan in his life again, but somehow, he refused to stay with him. He'd refuse to eat and drink if Eda wasn't around. It felt as if he didn't recognize the Serkan, who was not in love with Eda Yildiz.

Therefore, they decided that Sirius would stay with Eda, wherever she was. It did pain Eda because she knew Sirius meant everything to him. And without Sirius, Serkan was left with no one. He can have Selin. She made a mental note but she knew that was her being petty and nothing else.

"I'm sorry. I just-"

"It's okay, I understand but you could've at least informed me that you're coming to see him." Eda blinked in confusion, waiting for his reply but he seemed fazed. He was acting strange, just like the day he came to Art Life.

"It's strange that my dog loves you more than me."

"Serkan- you have no idea what he went through when you were not there for two months. We suffered together, you can't blame him or anyone."

Serkan sighed, staring at her incredulously. He did not know how to muster the courage and ask her about that one thing she hadn't told him. Maybe she thinks that I'm not worthy of it.

"Eda...I- I came to ask you something."

"Harika! Now you're on track, I knew something's off. Listen if it's about this apartment then there's no way I'm giving it to you or Selin." She blurted out in a speed, and he felt the urge to shut her up with a kiss.

"EDA , When was the last time you listened to me properly?" He stressed. "I need to talk to you about something else but can you please stop imagining things." He snapped.

"Tamam. I'll get you something to eat."

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They had been stealing glances for the last half an hour. Eda had prepared him salmon, while she treated herself with spaghetti. She was not even going to convince him to have some this time. It felt awkward.

"How's your job?" How hard it could be to get to the point Serkan Bolat.

"Great, Paris did me good. I'm loving it here." He nodded at her reply.

Serkan knitted his brows when he saw her taking few medicines. "Are you alright?" He asked out of concern knowing Eda was the last person to take medicines.

"iyim iyim. Nothing serious. These are just supplements." She replied with a shrug

"Whom are you fooling here?" He took the small jar from her hand and looked at her disbelievingly. "Eda, this is for PTSD-associated nightmares."

He searched her eyes for an answer. He wanted her to say something, something that he wasn't ready for, but he knew he was responsible for whatever she was going to tell him, and he wanted to hear it.

"Eda, you can tell me. Whatever it is." He placed her hand above hers and pressed it in an assuring manner. He wanted her to trust him this one instant. His heart was begging for her to put her faith in him.

"Neden?" She pursed her lips in defiance, her eyes accusing him of this interference in her life.

"Maybe because I deserve to know about my child as well." His lips quivered. His eyes were not accusing, they were just pleading helplessly. They were begging to be freed. Eda instantly removed her hand from his, it felt as if someone had hit her head with a spade. She was not ready to have this conversation with anyone, neither Serkan nor her friends. She did not know how he knew about this but he needed to leave immediately.

"Serkan. Git." Tears struggled to leave her eyes but she was stern and strong. He didn't move, instead, he kept on staring at her, in her eyes, still searching for answers. Before he could say something, she left the table and rushed to her bedroom.

Serkan didn't follow her. Was It a mistake to come here?

She is already in pain and he worsened it. He had no right to come back asking for things that he doesn't remember anymore.

Serkan spent the next few hours sobbing and cursing his fate. He needed to apologize to her. She deserved that at least. He had been awful to her; this was the least he could do.

She was sitting on the bathroom tiles, crying to herself. Her eyes were swollen, and it felt as if she was struggling to breathe. Serkan rushed and hugged her immediately. She didn't resist his touch this time.

He embraced her possessively

His immediate touch triggered the volcano inside Eda that was waiting to erupt since that night. The bathroom filled with her cries. They grew louder and louder. She hadn't cried since that night. She hadn't cried when the doctor told her that she lost the only hope, the only possession that she had of Serkan.

She couldn't even mourn her miscarriage

Serkan wasn't stopping her, their tears were mingling together. She said something but it didn't make sense. Eda strengthened her grip on his arm and screamed, remembering the pain she went through that night. If he had been there, he would have never let that happen. He would have protected her from that fall. If only he hadn't left for Italy that. If only she had stopped him. If only.

"I dreamt that it was a boy." She mumbled amidst her cries.

"Shhhhhh, you'll have another baby" He tried to soothe her and that was the only thing he could come up with in that spur of the moment.

"No, I don't want another baby, I want my baby back, I just want him back Serkan." She cried inconsolably while hitting him on his arm.

Serkan was helpless

-Defeated - Powerless

Was he to be blamed for the pain she was going through?

"I want my child back. I just want him back." Eda mumbled the same words to sleep. She was lying in his arms. She had found her comfort and mourned the anguish that was churning in her heart for the last eight months. Serkan sat on the tiles with Eda in his arms- lifeless.... Unable to decipher the events of his life.

He had no memories. He was going to become a father. He was not around when the mother of his child wanted him the most. And the only reason he was here tonight because-

He did not know.

Was it out of love? Or Was it out of an obligation? Why was he here?

Did he have any right to touch her?

Eda and Serkan were at a phase of life where they did not know what would happen next. Their actions were questionable. There weren't any hard feelings. There was pain. But no one was to be blamed. There was longingness. But It carried broken promises and unsaid words. This night was the longest they had experienced in their lives. It didn't end fast; it was meant to put two hearts at peace.

They did not know how things will go from here. But it's okay, at times you don't have to worry about things that haven't happened yet.

When it gets hard to decide, let fate decide

The rights and wrongs of life

It gets better It gets better

Note: I hope it managed to do justice to your expectations. Sorry for the mistakes, I'm awful when it comes to proofreading! Didn't feel like giving this Twoshot a proper ending because at times ends are not meant to be forever. Thank you all for the previous comments, It meant a lot <3 Happy SCK day btw ;)

#eda yildiz #edser #serkan bolat #sen çal kapimi #sen cal kapimi #sen çal kapımı #sen cal kapımı #turkishdizi #hande erçel #kerem bürsin #edser fic

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coolcatkerr · 3 years

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Eda + Serkan || Lover

"Can I go where you go? Can we always be this close forever and ever?"

Is it possible to know this song and not sing along whilst watching this video? If you manage it let me know as I have sung the whole time I created it and then every time I reviewed this edit 😂🤣

Serkan really would go wherever Eda is. Her heart is his home. Eda just too stubborn this episode to vocalise it's the same for her too.

Honestly clowned myself thinking we would get a kiss at Ice rink but I trust

Ayşe Üner hands in making their reunion epic. I am torn on if I want hot passion or something super cute, is it possible to merge the two?

I know for a fact if they reunite next episode I will use Snow Patrol - Just Say Yes (reworked version) as this song has literally been on loop in head and it won't get out until I do the edit. So Ayşe please release me from this song loop!!

Honestly, I want some god damn curtain action again - can't believe I am now in fact in love with those stupid curtains. Bring them back to Serkan's new bedroom, pleeease.

So I am waiting to see what Fragman 2 provides us before solidify the next song I will use. I have a few floating around but only if trailer gives a certain narrative.

Since that first one gave not much Edser beyond that lovely supportive look between them and him giving her water with lemon in it (omg my fragile heart) I am hoping tomorrow night we will be in chaos because they give us an A M A Z I N G trailer filled with such a promise of LOOOOOOVE.

Song: Taylor Swift - Lover

#sen çal kapımı #edser #eda x serkan #eda yıldız #serkan bolat #kerem bürsin #hande erçel #fanvidfeed #fanvideo #hanker #Lover #taylor swift #Youtube

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Episode 16 thoughts

Serkan being all concerned and confused at Eda lovingly reaching for him. Also I cannot with his facial expressions/eyebrows lmao

Serkan you're going to have your hands full keeping her awake lol (speaking from experience, you get pretty cranky and snarky when you've had a concussion)

Bless you doctor, you are clearly team Edser. Let's introduce you to Seyfi and Sirius

We need more Ceren Engin and Piril together!

Serkan don't deny that you want to spend all day with her

Engin honey you are so bad at lying it's adorable.

Oh Serkan love, having her this close and yet not is going to hurt so much.

Aydan yelling at Seyfi and Seyfi running off 🤣🤣

Someone should keep track of how many times Serkan has to tell Eda to not sleep.

"I would give everything to stay in this moment forever" *swoon*

Romantic Robot is my favorite nickname 🤖❤

Lol Serkan being haunted by the song.

Oh no, no too quick that she remembers! Serkan knew it wouldn't last.

Engin wearing jeans 🔥🔥🔥

Okay I take back what I said, Piril is a way worse liar than Engin 🤣🤣🤣

Lmao so much like their behavior early on in their relationship

Oh Serkan you giant liar!!! You want nothing more than to spend the night with her.

Eda you don't really want a "normal life"

They're going to be tormented by soooooooo many memories from that night!

Uggghhhh they're just so domestic and perfect together 🥺🥺🥺

Making her coffee 🥺🥺🥺

Oh yeah no one is going to make it through this night not tormented by memories

Fifi with the tarot cards lol

Thank God Eda is so smart and knows that there has to be a reason for the breakup because they both still love each other❤❤

Lmao the "depression cardigan" as Kerem called it🤣🤣

Lies you would so not go to the same levels you are for another employee! Similar but nowhere near these extremes

That face when he saw Efe's name!

"What remains in your life for a long time?" Yowch savage Eda!

Cranky surly Eda lol! This is basically me when my husband has to wake me up.

Lmao the music!! He’s so damn pleased with himself 🤘🤘

Uggghhh Serkan you both are hurting so so much!😭😭😭

Ooo Ayfer is going to murder him

Aydan's face at the ring and Serkan fiddling with it🤣🤣

Oh Eda you have no idea how justified in his mind the break up is.

Serkan is 100% right to not trust Efe! Omg hiring a detective yesssss!!!!

Selin, Eda and Serkan are none of your business!!!

Lmfao Engin listening to Piril over Serkan

Oooo I want to rent the café next to the flower shop

What is Eda wearing??? It's like she stole the linebackers fraternity sweater vest 🤣🤣🤣 Can we call it Eda's "depression sweater"?

Efe bringing her ice cream and Serkan being jealous

Jealous Serkan 😍😍😍

Ceren is an incredibly competent lawyer, Selin's jealousy is ridiculous

Yes Serkan wanting to keep Ceren!!

No no no you don't move Eda out of the building! 🤬🤬🤬🤬

Where are Erdem and Leyla to just lock them in a room together! (not one that will make Eda claustrophobic)

I'm glad Ferit refuses to sell to Selin. He’s coming into his own working for them

Oh no you won't get what you want Efe!!!

Piril giving Eda hope of Serkan's feelings, by telling her he knew where she was at the beach 😍😍😍😍

Eda go talk to Engin, he'll spill the beans!!

Leyla remembering Piril's birthday 😍😍😍 And saying she remembers those who are important to her.

I love Leyla so much!!

Ferit did right telling Ceren and offering advice.

Lmao Alptekin trying to arrange a boys night

Serkan you are terrible at watching Eda and not getting caught lol

Efe is missing the leather jacket to look like the "bad boy" with the wat his hair is and in that white t-shirt lol

Oh no Engin is going to be in so much trouble for forgetting Piril's birthday

"Have I ever asked you for something?" "Engin, you ask for something every day" 🤣🤣🤣🤣

Oh yes Serkan always wins

Oh no Efe did not just call Eda honey. That's Serkan's thing!!!

And there's the leather jacket, 100% the bad boy greaser look on Efe

Lmao Alptekin taking the "good controller"

Uggghhh these two and their rings 🥺🥺🥺😭😭😭

Yaaaasss Karaoke night with the girls!!!

Erdem moved out!! And is sleeping in the office oh Erdem

Lmao the boys wearing team jerseys

Wow Leyla 🔥🔥🔥

I miss doing Karaoke with my friends 😭😭😭

Alptekin you can fix things by telling Eda the truth!!

The boys are so ridiculously competitive

I love Piril's voice

Oooo Engin you are so dead!!

Lmao Leyla drunk on the phone with Serkan 🤣🤣🤣🤣

Erdem singing and cracking that hard exterior of Fifi's

Oooffff poor Engin

Serkan watching Eda sing about her heartbreak 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

Good girl Eda don't back off! Find out the truth!

Aydan is so backed into a corner feeling like if she doesn't try to leave the house she'll never get to see Serkan

Drunk Eda trying to pair everyone off lol

Don't even try Efe, she is not yours!

How could you say no to him *swoon*

He just wants to love her and take care of her 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

Lmao post girls night hangovers

No Eda nooooo come on you know better!!

Lmao at Leyla and Erdem hangovers

Oh Serkan finding a way to help Ayfer and Eda without directly assisting,

Lmfao at Serkan throwing water on Engin to wake him up!!

NOOOOO not Efe! Serkan!!!

Yes put the pieces together Serkan!! Secret partner is Grandma!!!

Don't you dare take credit for it Efe!!

Aydan doing therapy 🥺🥺🥺 And being so upset about Eda because she loves her and has a strong bond with her

Okay so Efe's secret partner is a man, who could it be???

He never has been able to say no to her 🤣🤣🤣

He loves seeing her so passionate about her work!

Oooooo direct challenge!!!

Eda not willing to go to Aydan for coffee, but willing to help her with her therapy stuff

Ferit supporting Ceren 😍😍

Eda has a point about Ceren and Ferit, but Ceren also has a point

Lmao at Eda's condition for helping Aydan.

"Did she hurt you?" "Not as much as her son" damn Eda!

#sen cal kapimi #serkan bolat #eda yildiz #eda x serkan #spoilers

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jan31 · 3 years

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Rambling Review Episode 31

If I came to this world 100 times, I would fall in love with you a 100 times all over again

This is what we need to remember, its a love story between two soulmates, not about Serkan getting his memories back first.

So...it was better than 30 but still some tough scenes to watch and very little time spent on the two main characters, Eda and Serkan

We see Serkan listening to the radio and its all about Eda’s surprise engagement and saying ‘is there no other news in the country’, I am hoping this is the writers throwing shade at the paps who relentlessly pursue Kerem and ask him brainless questions!

Engin, Erden and Pryl discussing the baby and doctors appointment, Erden and Engin crying about it, loved this scene!

We see Eda putting her game into action...making Serkan jealous. She knows exactly how to do that, make it look like there is another man interested in her and sending her gifts. And it works, he keeps telling her to act professionally at work, but really its his heart reacting to her and he does not even realise it. I loved Eda calling him out for staring at her, he is really intrigued by her.

Serkan not remembering Melos name was heartbreaking, they used to have such a close relationship.

Sirius is the star of the show and the excuse Serkan has always used when he needed to get close to Eda, which is the reason he turned up at Deniz’s cafe during the day. He just cant stay away from her and doesn’t realise his heart is ruling him as he does not know what love feels like, he never had that with Seline.

Eda are you happy

Eda: Serkan, you, me and Sirius we were a family that no one could destroy. Serkan: Did I destroy this love? Eda: Yes you destroyed it

Tough words to hear, and ones that I am sure will haunt Serkan

The chaos that goes on at Edas house when the two sides of the family meet is always funny and this was no exception, Serkan getting slapped by Aidan, “He does nothing, only drives us crazy’ and Eda agrees!

Its troubling Serkan why Eda never told him about Deniz...someone is jealous

‘Who’s love was better, Serkan or Deniz?” Of course we know who, but Eda says Deniz just to torment him.

Melo as usual is holding everyone together, I am worried it will all become too much for her. Her and Ferit in the coffee lounge was special, he really is such a gentleman and still cares for Ceren even though their relationship is clearly over. Melo reveals to him about Cerens hard life and she has been taking medication for many years. He is obviously upset as he had no idea. Can these two please get together or can we find decent people for them to love and be loved

Ceren is spiralling downwards, has stopped taking her meds and turns up to talk to Deniz with pink hair, I’m not sure if this is how she looked when she was young and was in love with Deniz or just wanted to change her image. Deniz chucking her out of the cafe after she kissed him was harsh, she clearly has problems and he could of least called Melo or Eda and let them know or offered to drive her home. But instead opted to release Seline from her locked office (well done Melo), he is very focussed on Eda and its worries me as she is totally unaware of his feelings for her, can someone please tell her?

Any one else think it was strange that Serkan just sat there on the boat and did not get up to help Eda, until she asked. He has always had good manners like that and I found it ooc?

Loved that he felt very comfortable to dry off Edas boobs when he spilt water on them, he was so wide eyed and shocked when Eda called him out, while secretly enjoying his touch! I love getting to hear about poems they learned, that they had meals on this boat many times before, all the things we did not see in any episodes.

Eda: Serkan when you left you told me you would be back. This is the last thing i remember. We were unable to say goodbye to each other. And because we didn’t have such a memory, I always think its right to ask you if you remember?

So sad for Eda, she loves him so much, this is her soulmate and he has no memories of her, how that must hurt.

He clearly did not want her to leave the boat, he is drawn to her when they have these times alone and must be wondering where this manipulative woman is that Seline described. Giving her the ring back as a necklace was his way of keeping her close, and the trouble he obviously went to, compared to choosing Selines crappy engagement ring!

Wanting to drive Eda home and then telling Seline to go and he will come later, love it!!! His face lights up when he is with Eda, they have an invisible thread that connects them, and with Seline there is no sign of affection or caring for her. Serkan took that time on the boat once Eda left to create new memories of their time together, yip he is falling in love and he will try and fight it but its pointless, hes a goner!

Pryl crying over baby booties, those hormones can do that!

After yesterdays boat trip, I fell in love with him even more, is this normal?

My poor Eda, she is being so strong and positive, how, I do not know. Especially when Serkan tells Farook that they will never get married, as he is marrying Seline soon. Her face just fell, that really hurt. and we have to tolerate Seline and her smirking at Eda, ugh i hate this woman.

Eda opens the box from Deniz and its wedding invitations, obviously a plot created by Deniz and Seline, that why she is looking so pleased with herself. What a nasty trick and I hope Eda calls Deniz out for it, he is supposed to be friend.

I strongly want to believe that Deniz is working with Seline, but then realises the love between Eda and Serkan is something that cannot be broken and will turn against Seline.

My other worry is this fake engagement, Seline has the recording and she will have no worries about letting Serkan hear it. I just hope he realises Eda did it because she loves him so much and not to manipulate him.

My hopes for next episode, I am sure we have all seen the fragmans and it looks very edser centred...finally. Seline finally realising Serkan does not love her, lets see how the pyscho bitch deals with that. Serkan falling in love more and more with Eda, even without his memories of her returning. We saw in the fragman him saying,’ No one can touch you but me’, his heart knows what he wants and that is Eda.

Seline is obviously on her way out and hopefully we will see that in 33, there is talk of her going off with Deniz, but hopefully not before Eda tears into her for what she has done. Whilst Serkan had memory loss and did not remember Eda, Seline could have chosen a better path and called Eda and let her know her fiance was alive, for that she needs to be roasted alive

Enjoy the episode tomorrow, its going to be a good one xx

#sen cal kapimi #serkan bolat #eda yildiz #kerem bürsin #hande erçel #episode 31 #Jan rambles #serkan and eda falling in love #love this show #an invisible thread

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anaunicornzebra · 5 years

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Struggling to swallow

This has been the most difficult time of my life. We humans take so much for granted. Simple things as swallowing can easily feel like it is taken away. I've been dealing with esophageal pain, spasms and choking on my foods since April. I've had 3 endoscopic procedures including having my esophagus blown open and stretched. I actually had what is called an endoflip yesterday and it was very hard to deal with. I'm an EDSer that is hard to wake up after anesthesia. It took 3 hours to wake me up completely and boy was the anesthesiologist nervous. She had never experienced someone like me before. My husband told her this is a normal thing for me that I'm hard to wake up, yet I'm new to her and she didn't know. Since changing medical groups, it is like everyone has to learn my body, life and quirks. The photo above shows how tight and spasticity of my lower esophagus. I had botox to help open it back up which helped yet not sure how long it will last. I woke up this Rising with a very sore throat. I gargle with warm salt water and it helped a bit. I followed instructions to not eat anything greasy, spicy and fried foods, yet I still choked on rice and it still feels like it is stuck in my throat. Something so simple is causing me such anxiety and depression. It is an uphill battle yet I still have my boxing gloves on. It is hard but I'm going to do what I always tell each and every one of you to do... Keep fighting!!

Ana 💖🦓💪🏾

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agirlnamedchad · 6 years

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Things only EDSers understand

Drinking water until it's disgusting.

#EDS #zebras not horses

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lizacstuff · 3 years

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#Sen Çal Kapımı #Sen Cal Kapimi #edser #sckedit #serkan bolat #eda yildiz #serkan x eda #eda x serkan #love is in the air #you knock on my door #eda yıldız #edseredit #sck 1x05 #lizaedit #edser scenery #edser water

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spoonie-humour · 7 years

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Probable EDSer (zebra?) here: I've been trying to do some regular swimming (because my physio said it was particularly good for hypermobility - hmm) but every time I get out the pool and reach for my stick my legs feel worse than jelly and I'm sure that one of these times I'm going to collapse or slip on the poolside. Any advice? I'm not sure flip flops are allowed sadly.

I’m so sorry this is happening, and I totally feel you!

The thing I’ve found with swimming is getting in and out of the pool periodically helps accurately gage how tired you actually are. I find that because I’m weightless in water, i often overdo it and end up exhausted and sore when I get out. Even if I get out to sit on the side of the pool, though, I get a better indication of how tired I actually am so that I can stop swimming before I knock myself out.

I’m not sure if this is an option for you but this is the advice I can offer! Anyone else feel free to chime in as well.

Love and spoons

#asks #a-game-is-the-foot

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originalhybridloverfics · 3 years

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New Edser Fic

A/N: Okay so this is the Amnesia Au idea that I’ve had bouncing around in my head since the end of episode 29. I am not caught up on the show. Last episode I watched was the Valentine one and well I can honestly say this story won’t be like the show. For one my amnesia Serkan is not like the one on the show and well, aslo while Selin is by his side, he never proposed to her and my Serkan wants to know Eda and he wants his missing time back. So it won’t be like the show.

I’m not sure if I should just write the whole story out than post or post as I go. If I wait I won’t be posting this story for a very long time. Also I don’t have a name for this fic yet. Anyway, here’s a scene from the first chapter.