summary ⌠You are the internets most famous fangirl. You were a famous actor with no shame in thirsting over celebrities. So naturally youâre very public about your love with Pedro Pascal. Only to switch up when watching TLOU, fancying Bella. What happens when you show up to an award show theyâre both attending? poorly proofread
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authors note ⌠hey sorry Iâve been mia I missed all yâall and want to start posting again anyways hereâs a bellaxreader I wrote several months ago lmao im gonna post a few bella things Iâve been working on and even venture into tlou ((Abby Anderson is the love of my FUCKING LIFE)) ily bye
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It had become a reoccurring theme in your press interviews to be asked who your recent celebrity crush was. It started when you landed your first big movie. Shortly after the release in a chance to find out more about you fans search the internet for any crumb they could find. Someone found an old Harry Styles fan page you had when you were a teen. You were absolutely mortified by the stuff they were finding. Deleting it wouldnât undo it so you learned to embrace it. Quickly becoming the internets most famous fan girl.
Making TikTokâs and tweets thirsting after unattainable celebrities. The whole internet eating it up and thirsting along with you. Your most recent viral moment was a TikTok you made featuring the infamous dvcree Pedro Pascal edit. Your face green screened over the original with a caption talking about this singular edit has taken over your for you page and you were enjoying every second of it.
With the upcoming release of the anticipated second movie to your most popular role you were busy doing press work. Sometimes by yourself but mostly with the rest of the cast. Today you were invited to do an google auto complete video with you male costar, Johnathan, who plays your love interest.
The first board asking where your from, then your age, and other basic questions. The next board is handed to you all the google searches begin with âwhoâ.
âWho is y/n?â You read aloud laughing as you read.
âI am. Thatâs me. I act sometimes but mostly embarrass myself on the internet.â You costar laughs agreeing with the last half of your statement.
âWho is y/n dating?â
âI wish I had some juicy gossip to share but Iâm as single as it gets.â
âWho is y/nâs celebrity crush?â You sit there and think, your smile grows bigger when it comes to your mind.
âOh this oneâs easy. I know.â Jonathan says.
âWho?â
âPedro Pascal.â
âPssssh that was so last week.â Jonathan audibly gasps.
âWho then?â
âWeâll itâs actually his fault.â
âWhoâs fault?â
âPedroâs.â
âPlease explain.â Jonathan says confused.
âWell Iâm late on the train but I just binged watch The Last of Us. I was the last of us to watch it.â You laugh at your own joke, Jonathan doesnât only shakes his head disapprovingly.
âAnyways I started watching it for Pedro but stayed for Bella Ramsey.â
âBella? The one who played Ellie?â Jonathan asks, his face telling you he doesnât get it.
âYeah them. You may not understand but the girls will get it.â You respond.
âOkay you heard it here first y/n is single and wants Bella Ramsey. My turn.â He says as he reaches for his board to read off the questions directed at him.
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A few days pass before the video is released. Your publicist notify you itâs out and you donât dare watch it, just pray that you didnât do anything to embarrassing this time. It doesnât take long before your notifications are flooded with people talking about the interview. You read a few before realizing a theme, Bella.
Everyone is tagging Bella in clips of you gushing over her. An edit of you saying the girls will get it followed by edited clips of Bella to the beat of a song. You may have watched it one too many times before favoriting it. Just as you about to close TikTok you get an Instagram notification from a verified account. Itâs Bella following you, you click the notification not believing for a second itâs real.
But it is.
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Two weeks ago Bella had made the first move by following you on Instagram. The internet went crazy when they realized quickly shipping the two of you. No one realizing that was the extent of your relationship, mutually following each other on instagram. It had crossed your mind at least a hundred times, you had drafted plenty first messages. Always deleting your words before you could muster up the courage to press send.
Tonight no different, you were in the process of preparing for a movie and tv awards show. In your dressing room being pampered by your glam squad. Clicking away at your phone looking for any sign that Bella was going to be here tonight. If they were youâd have no choice by to say hello. Cursing yourself because if only you had messaged Bella beforehand this would be less awkward.
A knock at your door steals your attention and your crew stops what there doing. The door opens revealing your manager, the biggest grin on her face. Something was up.
âWe have a surprise for you.â She sings with a soft smile.
âSo finish what your doing and meet us in room A3.â She says before shutting the door. You ask your team if they know whatâs happening but they all answer with a shrug of the shoulders.
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âWhy are there cameras?â You ask as your guided to room A3. The door is shut, your mind races wondering what it could possibly be. Everyone around you is looking suspiciously excited for whatâs about to happen. Your instructed to open the door so you do so, peaking your head in as it creeps open.
With nothing more than your head in the room, you peek around into the darkness. Blinded momentarily when the light turns on from inside. Blinking as an attempt to get your sight back your greeted by none other than Pedro Pascal.
âAbsolutely fucking not.â You spit following with a squeal as you shut the door. Leaving Pedro alone in the room with whoever else in there. He erupts into laughter, a sound you had heard many times online.
âThereâs no fucking way this is real.â You turn around ready to run greeted by the camera shoved in your face. Realizing you have no choice in this matter. With a nervous breakdown around the corner you open the door. Peaking your head once again making eye contact with Pedro.
âIâm sorry.â You say too afraid to approach already had made a fool of yourself.
âDonât be.â Pedro laughs, calming your nerves temporarily.
âHi.â Is all you can manage to spit out.
âHi honey,â he smiles and waves, making you melt. The two of your still stood a few feet apart. Youâre looking him up and down and moving your gaze onto your manger whoâs sat in the corner motioning you to get closer.
âYou can come closer. I donât bite.. I mean unlessâŚâ His voice trails off and turns into laughter. You laugh before closing the gap, hugging Pedro. After you pose next to Pedro as photos are taken. His arm rests on your shoulder. You look up at the man next to you heâs already looking down at you.
âI was so excited to meet you a few weeks ago.â
âHow long have you guys been planning this?â You ask.
âA little over a month.â Your manager answers.
âYeah then you had to go and switch up on me.â He sighs dramatically, letting his arm fall from your shoulders.
âWhat did-â
âDonât act so innocent Y/N. Donât think I didnât hear about your new found love for Bella.â Your eyes go wide realizing what heâs talking about.
âThey better not pop up out of nowhere. I canât handle two surprises today.â
âSee exactly itâs like I donât even matter to you anymore.â Pedro whines face falling.
âYou do matter butâŚâ You start to go on about Bella but stop your self.
âBut what?â Pedro must notice your the worry in your face because he takes it back.
âIâm just giving you a hard time.â He teases.
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âIt really was nice meeting you.â You say your goodbyes but decide to follow it up with an apology for your actions when you were surprised. The cameras were gone now.
âDonât worry about it. If anything I should be worried. Bellaâs not gonna be happy with me.â Your ears perk up at the mention of Bella not being happy.
âWhy?â
âIâve said to much.â He attempts to change the conversation.
âWait you canât just say that and pretend like you didnât.â He letâs out a defeated sigh in response.
âBella has not shut up about you in weeks. I tried to convince them to tag along but they refused. Which turned into a whole thing. Bella made me promise several times not to embarrass them.â Pedro rambles on before stopping face full of regret.
âI wonât say anything if you wonât.â You respond.
âDeal.â
Maybe you donât plan on repeating the words that had come out of Pedroâs mouth but they surely lit the fire in your self to finally message Bella or maybe even say hello if you saw them tonight. Your rushed to finish getting ready before being instructed to walk the carpet. Taking pictures first and then stopping to do mini interviews.
Your in the middle of the red carpet where your stood answering questions for some publication. When you hear the crowd and paparazzi roar. Bella is stood next to Pedro, theyâre holding hands. Pedro giving his full attention to the cameras while Bella is sneaking glances at you. In front of the camera still and the interviewer waiting for an answer you smile one last time, waving softly before going back to answering. Your whole demeanor changing from the subtle interaction with Bella, suddenly a little more smiley than before.
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Eventually youâre seated at table, you say your hellos to the few people sitting with you. The seats next to you empty, so you take a peek at the name tags on table. Pedro is suppose to be sat right next to and Bella next to him. You donât have time to process it because you hear the voice of the man whoâs suppose to be sitting next to you. You turn around and heâs busy talking, no sign of Bella. You face forward in your seat, pulling out your phone to distract yourself.
âTold Iâm sitting next to you but I donât want to.â Pedro says from behind you. You smile politely kind of confused watching as he changes Bellaâs name place with his. Sitting down where Bella was suppose to be. He sports the biggest grin as you realizing what heâs doing. He whispers youâre welcome before averting his attention else where.
Within seconds your planning your escape but it doesnât matter because the familiar British accent fills your ears as they chat up some other people at a nearby table. If you left now itâd be too obvious, so you sit there painfully waiting for Bella to sit right next to you. A few long minutes pass before you fill the seat being pulled out and someone sitting down. You look over and smile, making eye contact with Bella whoâs a few inches away.
âHi.â Bella says with a shy smile.
âHi.â You say back, barely a whisper.
âThis is kinda crazy. Iâve never been to an event this big. Especially in America, this is on a whole other level.â Bella explains, staring a conversation.
âOh yeah youâre probably far from home. Where do you live?â You ask, you already know the answer but Bella doesnât need to know all that.
âThe UK.â Bella responds.
âOh damn. Iâve had to make that trip a few times. Absolute hell.â You say causing Bella to laugh lightly.
âYeah kinda. Getting used to it after so many times. Itâs usually worth it.â
âWell I hope this time is worth it.â You respond, you havenât stopped smiling since Bella sat down.
âIt already is.â Bella teases, their tone a bit flirty causing you to temporarily malfunction unable to come up with a response. Thank god some camera man comes by asking Pedro and Bella to take some pictures before the show starts.
As soon as Bellaâs attention isnât on you anymore your aggressively messaging your best friend, freaking the fuck out. As youâre typing some one grabs you hand, trying to get you to stand up. Itâs Pedro and heâs begging for a photo with you. You happily oblige standing up but Pedro has a plan, posing you next to Bella. He takes a few photos with the two of you before stepping out of the way. Your unsure what to do but without notice Bella arm is around your waist. Pulling you a little closer, you smile for the picture and then look to Bella whoâs already looking at you causing you to smile even bigger than before.
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You two spend the beginning of the award show chatting in between breaks and sneaking glances at each other. Pedro constantly giving you looks, letting you know heâs happy with whatâs happening. About half way though the show, a member of the shows staff comes to grab you and Pedro. Apparently the two of you presenting a reward.
You were not prepared for this in the slightest but itâs not the first time, youâll be fine. You keep telling yourself that. Itâs your time to go out, Pedro follows closely behind. You smile as everyone starts to cheer, when your finally to the podium Pedro begins reading off the teleprompter. You canât help but cringe as the words as they come out, praying that itâs not too obvious.
âToday weâre here to present the award for break out actress.â Pedro says.
âYeah⌠itâs been so amazing watching these nominees make their dreams come true.â You say through gritted teeth.
âWith enough hard work and dedication, your dreams are possible. Just like her dreams.â He laughs, pointing to you.
âWhat do you mean Pedro?â You read off, sounding entirely out of touch with the words coming out. Confused where this could possibly going.
âYour hard work at being a fangirl, has finally paid off. You got to meet me. The man of your dreams.â Pedro can barley finish, laughing harder than he should be. Stopping every other word to laugh or catch his breath from laughing so hard. You donât have any words being prompted at you, so you laugh and agree. Being shut up by the sound of your own voice being blasted from behind you.
âAbsolutely fucking not.â You hear and followed by the sound of a door being slammed. You turn around in horror seeing yourself, on the biggest screen freaking out about meeting Pedro.
âThereâs no fucking way this is real.â Plays on the screen, your curse words being bleeped. This is more embarrassing than anything you couldâve imagined that they had planned for this footage. You watch in full disgust too afraid to face the crowd of thousands. You hear them laughing at every stupid thing that leaves your mouth in the video, adding to your embarrassment.
When the video finally ends, Pedro gives you a hug. Saying something about how itâs okay in your ear but youâre far too gone from the moment to understand him. You turn to the face the crowd, the actor in your turning on.
âWell that was embarrassing.â You laugh.
âItâs okay, everyone loved it.â Pedro responds.
âYeah everyone but me. Anyways, the nominees areâŚâ You say as at attempt to make this end sooner. The nominees play in the background as you avoid eye contact with everyone in the crowd, just kinda looking off in the distance. Especially Bella because you two were hitting it off so weâll and now the whole room, including Bella, just watched Pedro talk about your new found love for them.
Pedro starts ripping at an envelope letting you know itâs time to announce. The both of you read of the winner and start clapping. When the winner gets to the stage, you hug them before moving out of the way. Listening intently as they give their speech. Itâs finally time to leave and you waste absolutely no time getting off that stage. Once backstage your overwhelmed by the sheer amount of good jobs and laughs at what just happened to you. Your manger tells you that was perfect.
âNo more suprises please that was horrible.â You mutter, embarrassed and ready for the night to be over. Your manager apologizes. You make the walk back to the table, being stopped several times on the way. When you finally see your seat, Bella sees you. They flash a smile at you as you sit down. Pedro following close behind.
âThat was something.â Bella says teasingly.
âThat was embarrassing, Iâm sorry.â You say not finding it funny.
âWhy are you apologizing?â They ask, face full of concern.
âBecause I opened my big mouth and dragged you into this.â
âI donât mind. I actually kinda enjoy it.â
âEnjoy it?â You ask, your sour mood suddenly disappearing.
âWho wouldnât enjoy one of the most beautiful and talented actors out there publicly simping for them?â Bella says, bringing your smile back.
âBeautiful?â
âMhmm and talented.â
The two of you spend the rest of the night talking whenever you can. Pedro often inserting himself, neither of you minding. When it finally ends you canât help but feel sad. Wishing the night could some how continue. You say your goodbyes, hugging Pedro. Then hugging Bella, a little longer than the hug with Pedro.
âIt was nice meeting you.â You say as you pull away.
âYou too.â Bella smiles as you walk away, your manager hounding you to get back to the dressing room so you can leave.
âHow long are you in town?â You ask.
âI actually have to get on a plane back tomorrow afternoon.â Bella responds, sadness apparent in their voice.
âOh well, shit that sucks.â
âWhat do you normally do after an award show?â Bella asks.
âNormally I get some terrible fast food and rot in bed until I fall asleep.â You respond honestly.
âI could go for some terrible fast food..â Bella says, with a hint of hope youâd understand what they were trying to say.
âIâd love it if you joined me.â You say, blush appearing. You make plans with Bella, letting them know youâd have to go to dressing room and unglam yourself. Bella understands following you to the dressing room, waiting for you outside of it. Eventually you come out in sweats, hair tied up and no more makeup.
âWeâll now I feel overdressed.â Bella teases, noticing your causal attire.
âYou can borrow some clothes at mine.â You say, not realizing that youâre unofficially inviting Bella over to your home. Bella nods yes, biggest smile plastered on their face as they follow you out of the venue.
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An hour later, Bella and you are laid up in bed. Tummyâs full watching some bad reality show. Doesnât matter because you two canât stop talking, not paying much attention to the tv. The conversation flows naturally, never missing a beat. Little did you know the internet was actively loosing their shit over all the content of the two of you tonight. Unaware of all of it, neither of you feeling any need to check your phones.
âIâm so glad I got to meet you tonight.â You say when the conversation starts to lull.
âMe too. Iâve been wanting to message you for weeks but I was absolutely terrified.â Bella admits.
âMe too. I was scared shitless when I realized you were sitting next to me. Iâve made a complete and utter fool of myself.â You say, looking at Bella who suddenly seems way closer than before. Tension between the two of you is heavy.
âNot at all.â Bella reassures you for what feels like the hundredth time.
âYou sure? Because I still canât believe-â Your words are cut off by Bella kissing you softly, pulling away quickly.
âI like you. Okay? Please donât fret over it.â Bella laughs, your laid there in shock. The biggest stupidest grin on your face.
âI like you too.â You whisper barley audible cause youâre quick with pressing your lips to Bellaâs. This kid lasting a lot longer than the first.
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The next morning, you two sleep in after staying up late. Only giving you two an hour before Bella has to get on the plane. You offer to drive Bella to their hotel, so they can pack and end up dropping them off at the airport too. Saying goodbye with a sweet kiss and plans to see each other in the near future.
You get into your car and pull out of the airport. A whole mix of emotions. Happy because of the prospects of a relationship with Bella but also sadness because Bella lives so far away. If the two of you do end up making it official, itâll be long distance. The short drive home is spent in silence trying to figure out of the feelings your currently experiencing all at once. When you pull into your garage, your phone goes off its Bella.
Bella: thank you for last night, had so much fun and I canât wait to see you again
You: is it stupid that I kinda miss you already?
Bella: I miss you too xxx
You catch yourself smiling so hard at your phone. Before you can respond Bella messages you again letting you know that their getting on the plane, theyâll message you as soon as they can. You shoot a short sweet message back and close the messages app.
You start opening your social media apps and your mentions are flooded with Bella and you at the award show. Hundred of photos from the event. People taking notice of the way you two were looking at each other. Then photos of you two leaving together. Most recently blurry photos of you off someones phone, outside of the airport saying goodbye to Bella.
âThat was fast.â You groan aloud to yourself. Everyone is assuming the two of you are dating and you canât blame them. You have a dozen unread messages from family, friends and people on your team.
A notification lets you know Pedro tagged you in a story. You click it and itâs the blurry photo of you kissing Bella outside the airport, with text that says âyouâre welcomeâ. He tagged you and Bella in it. You canât stop the laugh that leaves your mouth. Praying that Bella has knowledge of all this and isnât blindsided when they get off the plane.
I'm curious, what's the werewolf driver AU about? I mean I can kinda guess, but like, what's the lore? Is there any lore? Curious minds are inquiring Keri (the minds are me).
(Also, I don't mind if you write like paragraphs about it, I want to see you gush about your werewolf bf like a dam is breaking)
OMG HI HONEY!!!!!!! THANK YOU FOR ASKING!!!!!! đđđđđ
You have given me permission to explode? I SHALL EXPLODE:
Iâll be honest... I.... donât have any actual information on the AU yet... đł [insert Plankton "I don't know, I didn't think I'd get this far" meme here] I donât have a story or anything, but I DO know I wanna draw Driver as a werewolf at some point and Iâm gonna be so real with you as to why:
OKAY SO;;; some time ago, I don't know if it has been a year or maybe even a couple of years ago, but it was confirmed Ryan Gosling was going to play the main character in the upcoming movie The Wolf Man (scheduled to release January 2025) as... uh, the wolf...man. It is a reboot of The Wolf Man 1941 (not The Wolfman 2010)
The details here are totally mixed for me bc every article says something different about the directing details, but I believe Derek Cianfrance (who directed a few of Ryan's other films such as Blue Valentine and The Place Beyond the Pines) was going to direct it at some point. I don't know if he was originally the chosen director... or if someone else stepped down and then Derek took their place? Either way, the monsterfucker in me was so excited for a werewolf Ryan F/O. Could you imagine the smut fics⌠the fanart⌠the video edits⌠I was SO READY. I have ALWAYS wanted a new werewolf F/O, always always always!!! I used to have one, but that was from [redacted source material] so now I was REALLY excited to add a brand new werewolf to the F/O list â¤
WELL. Flash forward, SOMETHING HAPPENS? We donât have the details as to why, but in December 2023, it was revealed Derek pulled out of the movie, and so did Ryan. No more Wolfman. THE MONSTERFUCKER IN ME WAS CRUSHED........ WE ALL MOURNED.........
Not even one week later, I thought, "Well, whatever, I can still make my own OC, right?? Ryan Gosling as the wolf man can be real in my heart and in my art!!!" alas, I am not creative so I can't come up with a story... or a design... and I can't watch horror, so there's no way in hell I can watch the original wolfman movie for reference, unless if someone wants to watch it with me to give me some emotional support I guess đ so my plan to draw an OC who looks like Ryan Gosling, But A Wolf⢠was thrown out the window.
Eventually, I find a very old post where someone clipped 30 seconds from a Drive interview where he talks about the main character from Drive (whose name is listed in the credits as... Driver... yeah don't worry about it) is a "metaphorical werewolf". In a separate article, Ryan brought up that Driver âis a regular guy during the day and then turns into a killer at nightâ which, yeah I guess he is, when you think about it! I won't spoil the events of Drive, but any kind of violence that Driver had to do in that movie was completely against his will. The dude just wants to drive his cars!!! But no. Shenanigans have to ensue? đ smhâŚ
It was when I watched that video that I realized âhey??? you can do whatever you want forever???? I wanna make an AU where Driver turns into a werewolf to protect his girl :]â so now I have a tag for it! Do I have a story?? Not yet! Will I ever make one?? Haha... probably not :) BUT at some point I do want to make drawings of Driver with glowing golden eyes, or maybe hot pink glowing eyes (the font of the movie is a neon pinkish-purple and it's GORGEOUS and I love associating him with that). I'd love to doodle some really subtle stuff like his human form is standing in front of a garage door and his shadow silhouette is a wolf,,, or something. Maybe him snarling with sharp teeth. I donât know if Iâm skilled enough to draw an actual werewolf form, but hey, maybe with practice I can pull something off!! Or when I find another job and make a bit more money I can commission someone else to draw a werewolf form as a reference for me to work with LOL
And like. ok. ok. not to get TMI but listen. listen. the whole entire reason why I want this AU in the first place -- yes, I love my bodyguard F/Os, and I grip onto the idea of a fictional character being protective over me with the force of a thousand suns, and that's definitely a part of why I wanted to make an AU of a canonically violently protective character being even more violently protective than he already is -- but also. but also. BUT ALSO... [deep inhale]... I just... really, really, really... need some werewolf F/O smut. ok. I'm severely lacking in the monster F/O department đ¤đ¤ all of us monsterfuckers were ROBBED of a Ryan Gosling Wolf, and by god, someone's gotta FIX THAT!!!!! đ¨â¨
THANK YOU FOR COMING TO MY TED TALK. [drops mic] [immediately picks it back up because holy smokes mics are expensive why did I do that]
I HAVE AWOKEN FROM MY *checks calendar* TWO YEAR SLUMBER! MAY THE G/T ANGST RAIN DOWN UPON THIS PAGE ONCE MORE!
In all seriousness though, hi! Iâve got some news!
I donât know if anyone will still remember this, but I used to have a sideblog a few years ago where I posted my g/t story called See Me. Unfortunately, I decided to delete that sideblog for a number of reasons, but eventually I came back to my main and said Iâd put See Me somewhere else, potentially on AO3. Right after I said that, I asked for an invitation to AO3, did a little bit of waiting and then... totally forgot about it.
What can I say? We were in the heat of Covid times, my mental health was at an ATL, I was moving, and lots of other adult stuff happened. Since then, I just felt kind of bad about returning to this page with no new content of my own to put out. I used to write a lot and enjoy it, but lots of stuff in my life has been going on the past two years that hasnât really motivated me to do any writing or creating of any kind. I know that I could still be liking and reblogging stuff, but coming back here just made me miss what I used to create, so I stopped for a little while.Â
BUT NOT FOR LONG! While it may not sound great, through a lot of self-reflection and therapy, Iâve kind of discovered that nowadays, I turn to g/t content when Iâm going through a hard time. And, not gonna lie, Iâm DEEP in the trenches from fucked up life events right now, so naturally, I found myself back on tumblr to connect with the g/t community again. But not on this page. Thatâs right! I made a new page and Iâve been LURKINâ out here! And no, I will not reveal what that page is, but feel free to tell me if you think youâve figured it out and Iâll be more than happy to tell you if that page is me or not.Â
Anyway, since Iâve been lurking and consuming as much g/t content as I can get my hands on, Iâve also gone back to my own archives and read through See Me about a billion more times. Not only did I polish it up a lot while keeping everything pretty much the same (mostly fixing spelling and grammar) but I also just told myself âyou know what, I still really like this story.â And reading so many other amazing stories from other g/t writers on here really inspired me to finally get out there and put See Me back into the universe, while also writing a few new stories and AUs in the process that will hopefully see the light of day at some point.Â
ALL OF THAT TO SAY... I did it. See Me is finally up on AO3 right now! At least, MOST of it is. I really had to take a hard look at my word doc and think âwhy did I do this to myselfâ when I counted 39 chapters with almost 400 pages that I wanted to reread, edit again, and possibly add some polish on, chapter by chapter before putting it on AO3. As of writing this, I started uploading chapters last night and am currently done uploading chapter 19. So... about halfway done! Iâm still going to keep uploading as I had the time to do so (I do have work tomorrow so... not as much time as the weekend but Iâm going to post more) and eventually all 39 chapters will be available just as you remember them (or are reading for the first time if you never got to read See Me before).Â
Iâll also be uploading any of the prompt stories and other short stories I made to AO3, and any prompts that I get and write here in the future will be available there as well. Like I said, I have some new ideas too, some AUs and some completely new universes with new OCs that have also been sitting in my hard drive since I first started writing g/t stuff years ago. Iâm hoping to keep up this motivation and to eventually write and put out those stories on AO3 too, so stick around for that if youâre interested!Â
To anyone that is still following this page and has maybe even been waiting for See Me to come back, thank you for your patience and support. I hope you still enjoy what I put out there, and I hope to keep up this motivation to create, even after things hopefully get better in my personal life.Â
As a little aside, some of the big motivators in my comeback, even though they wouldnât know it, are @not-a-space-alien with their story Watch Your Step, @marydublinauthor and @bittykimmy13 with all their wonderful Shot In The Dark and Print/Trinket stories (please go buy their books, they are absolutely amazing), and @ratcatcher0325â with their stories A Fraction of Justice and Nobodyâs Fool. I know that these tags might come out of nowhere for all of you, as I donât think Iâve interacted with any of you personally on this account, but your stories inspire me so much that it really pushed me to put my work back out there again, especially if my work could make someone as happy as all your stories make me. So thank you! I look forward to reading all that you create in the future! And in case youâre thinking âbut you only just started following me today/recently,â well, like I said, Iâve been lurking on another account, so Iâm sure you mightâve seen me there and just not known it. Anyway, keep up the amazing work, and everyone else please go read their stuff! Itâs awesome and full of g/t goodness!
Well, I think thatâs everything I had to say. Iâm going to try and be more active on here and not just update about my AO3, because I donât think that would be very fun. Iâll still get on here and like and reblog things that I like so feel free to stick around and interact. And if you want to interact with my work, please visit my AO3 page right here, or search for whatthisfemsheplikes on AO3! Iâd love to see you there! Hereâs to the future and I hope you all have some happy holidays coming up!
- Mo-Mo
TLDR; Life sucks but Iâve posted See Me, my g/t story, on AO3 so itâs back on the internet. You can read that and anything else I write on my page right here, or find me under the same username whatthisfemsheplikes on AO3!Â
You know it occurs to me that I have never shared this online before, so before I get to any more episodes.
I only started watching Miraculous: Tales of Ladybug and Chat Noir because of friends. I never thought it was bad there were just so much else i was into in 2015. And I have exclusively watched it when I've been over there to hang out.
I want to repeat that.
I have exclusively watched it when I've been over there to hang outÂ
Which means, given we do other things, that both of them might not be there, that we watch other stuff etc, that we are not at the current episodes. To say weâre behind is possibly an understatement.
So what that means is, given Iâve been asked to not look anything up, that ANYTHING I have ever seen from the fandom? Any post, any comic, any cosplay? No context beyond whatever Iâve watched.
Whatâs actually off of future episodes vs total fanon is indistinguishable. I was here when Undertale was released, when it was first going around. I remember when Friskâs name was first being discovered and shared, of the very first Underfell post and thinking âoh hey cool designs neat conceptâ before it took off like a wild fire. I knew the trends and the fanon as it was happening for a good while with that group. I have never had such a place of understanding with Miraculous. My most current know-how is as follows:
Noorooâs birthday was a few days ago.
 Kagami got akumatized and almost took Lila OUT.
Wacky Wax Museum that was asking for trouble.
Swimmer Bro cosplays Sun Wukong.
Hawkmoâ became a cranberry and I wanted to hit him with Adrienâs piano.
A part of the previous, Personal Assistant Hottopic is working on a good audition outfit for the French Blue-Man Group and is a terrible Waluigi to Chatâs Luigi.
Hawknoâ made Santa become Real outside of his designated habitat of the Holiday Special. Heâs gone too far.
Chloe got to be the HoneyNut Cheerios Mascot But French one more time before the copyright police strong armed Ladybug into retiring the costume.
I am fairly certain weâre on season 3 but itâs through Netflix and the delineation is funky. There may be a season and if so, pog.
I have seen so many impressive 3d models of characters in the past and present. Such editing. I donât know whatâs real or not anymore in regards to content, whatâs au thatâs become so synonymous that itâs like canon or that was fleshed out from whatâs in the show. Adrien is in so many costumes, anyone can have an Miraculous. Nico got to be a Ninja Turtle and thereâs a snek for ONE EPISODE WITH NO CONTEXT THIS SHOW COULD BE ANYTHING, IâM JUST HERE FOR THE RIDE.
I will still not be looking into anything specifically, Iâve been given names to avoid, but Iâm gonna make posts about the other shoe dropping if any of the stuff on here actually connected at all to whateverâs happening out there. Yâall keep doing your thing, youâre amazing, love your passion.Â
supernatural s15e8 our father, who aren't in heaven (w. eugenie ross-leming, brad buckner)
full on snorted when adam showed up in the recap
EILEEN
Hey! Were you tailing me?
SAM
You could have left a note.
EILEEN
You're worried about me.
SAM
You- You think I'm being overprotective?
EILEEN
A little bit.
this all continues to feel completely out of left field. on a show that has had the number of episodes to develop a love interest, to plonk one down in the last season without any buildup prior to 3 years ago and that was very slight... is she just gonna live at the bunker? she did have a whole ass life outside of them. argh. i'm annoyed with myself being annoyed with this situation when i really liked eileen but this plotline is making me so grumpy
i was rereading a few posts from s12-13 because i referenced them or whatever and i actually still was occasionally enthusiastic and fond and i feel like now i'm just bitter and complaining nonstop
SAM
So, he has an Achilles heel.
DEAN
Well, I'm saying he has a weak spot.
oh come on eugenie and brad, dean would know this
edited to add, thank you superwiki! (fucking bullshit, writers)
When Sam uses the phrase "Achilles heel", Dean responds as if he is unaware of its meaning (it refers to a person's point of vulnerability). However, Dean has used the term himself at least once himself, most notably in 5.04 The End: Dean: Long story. The point is... maybe we are each other's Achilles heel. Maybe they'll find a way to use us against each other, I don't know. I just know we're all we've got. More than that. We keep each other human. Dean also knew what it meant when Sam used the phrase in relation to Veritas in 6.06 You Can't Handle the Truth. Dean uses the phrase himself when arguing with Samuel Campbell about demon deals in 6.10 Caged Heat.
grinding my teeth at the quirky music for cas trying to get donatello, and then the music while they all overact staring at him while he's transcribing the demon tablet. i don't know why this season feels so much worse to me. it's like there was less editing or something. slap it on the screen and call it a day
if eileen has been working the god problem with sam, why isn't she in on this confab with donatello and cas
CASTIEL
Are we seriously talking about going to hell to try to speak to Michael? Michael, who is in the Cage, and insane?
SAM
Yeah, and who told us that?
DEAN
Lucifer. And Chuck. Now, I trust them as far as I can throw them. But, Cas, if you wanna stay here, why don't you stay here?
sure, why not! also dim memory of, if chuck busted open the gates of hell and let everyone out, did that not include the cage. don't even care enough to look up when that happened đĽ´
not even a catch you on the flipside to eileen. she just gets to lurk in the background and watch them go. also i know i tend to space out on castiel's stuff because i lose track of anything that's not in every episode but was there any indication before about this whole losing powers business before 15x03? urgh
ROWENA
He won't be in the Cage. Every door here was flung wide when Chuck opened the fissure. Your archangel could be anywhere in hell, or out of hell, for that matter.
patting myself on the back for making the right deduction :p
sleepy rumpled puppy vibes
ROWENA
What am I picking up from you two? A wee tiff? Tell your Auntie Rowena.
DEAN
It's fine. Don't worry about it.
CASTIEL
It's fine.
ROWENA
Boys? Fix it. I don't have many regrets, but the few I do still haunt me. Making Napoleon so short was just bitchy. Telling Mick Jagger he had no future when I dumped him. And, well, everything with dear Fergus. Then one day, you die, you go to hell, they make you queen, and you can't make it right. So fix it!
in the past, they'd have conflicts that i thought were pretty significant but the whole "family gets a clean slate, all is forgiven thing forever and ever amen" would wipe out whatever it was, but i guess this time we're gonna make more of a Deal out of them working out their problem. which is what, blaming cas for soulless!jack killing mary?
lol ok
ADAM
So, what about you? You gonna go back to heaven?
MICHAEL
Uh, I don't know. My brothers are dead. My father never returned. In so many ways, I'm alone.
ADAM
Yeah. Same here. It's not like I have family waiting to see me.
MICHAEL
You have the Winchesters, your brothers.
ADAM
I met them once. And they let me rot in hell.
MICHAEL
Family.
ADAM
Family sucks.
glad they're chummy i guess? and it's true. thinnest plot device of a character that got forgotten immediately
DEAN
Yeah. Eileen did good, right? Getting us back from hell. She doing okay?
SAM
Yeah. I guess.
DEAN
You guess?
SAM
If she needs something from me, she'll tell me. We have an agreement.
DEAN
You have an agreement? That's adorable.
Look, man, I didn't want to say anything, okay, 'cause I was kind of in in a bad place, and, uh, yeah, I didn't want to jinx it or whatever, but, you know, I tried the family thing, right?
SAM
Yeah, me too. And that's not for us.
DEAN
No, not really. But I'm just saying if it was to work, Eileen, you know, she gets it. She gets us. She gets the life. She's hot.
SAM
Dean. I mean, I'm not even-
DEAN
Look, all I'm saying is you- you could do worse, okay? And she could certainly do better. Like, so much better. I'm happy for you, Sammy.
i hate that this is upsetting me. i try to be pretty objective while watching but dean giving his blessing to go do the family thing with eileen is freaking me out
all right so michael just super-smited lilith i guess? okie doke.
sure!
MICHAEL
Sam. You look well. Last time I saw you in the CageâŚ
which brings up the point that if sam remembers anything of the cage then he presumably would have a pretty good idea of what michael was like then, at least. but it's like he's a blank slate
DEAN
Wait, Mic- Michael lets you talk? I mean, he lets you be?
ADAM
Uh, yeah. In the Cage, we came to an agreement. We only had each other.
not to bring up the time passage in hell equations but :p also what was it like when lucifer was still stuck there with them? he was in there topside-wise what, 6 years? and 4 years it was just the two of them
DEAN
No, he won't. Because Paradise is boring, and your dad he's just looking to be entertained. Which means we're his puppets. All of us, especially you.
MICHAEL
I won't hear this. You're lying. I don't know what your agenda is, but you're lying.
i mean, angels don't have free will anyway, isn't that kind of the point?
MICHAEL
Yes! It would. It would mean that I doubt him. The good son, the favorite, doubts his father.
ADAM
You still care about that? After he left you in the Cage?
and there's the kicker. good job, adam
SUE
The vamps have stopped moving just outside Omaha. They'll start setting up a nest. We need to move on them before they get their defenses in place. Can you help?
EILEEN
I...
SUE
What?! Do you have to ask for permission?
EILEEN
Send me the directions.
SUE
I just texted them to you. [SUE GASPS] Son of a bitch!
SAM
Hey.
EILEEN
I was talking to a friend. She's working a vamp case. She's in trouble.
SAM
Okay. Let's go.
why does this feel like we're getting set up for eileen to die (again)
lol castiel had to get into a little tussle with michael so he could show him the chuck-is-an-asshole recap via magic brain fingers
well. i didn't see eileen's buddy being actually chuck coming
cackled. michael can snap a nexus to purgatory!
to get, *checks notes* leviathan nectar for the spell to lock chuck in the cage or whatever. sure, why not
ah, i see in the deleted scene there is actually some interaction with eileen before popping down to hell
EILEEN
Rugaru blood.
SAM signs and mouths "Thank you" and takes the bottle from her, adding it to the compounding bowl before turning back to EILEEN.
SAM
Uhm, I hope my room wasn't too bad.
EILEEN
It was. But I don't know, kind of cool you have all that spell stuff under your bed. Most guys just have porn.
DEAN looks slightly offended and confused. He raises his hand to get EILEEN'S attention and mouths "He has porn."
EILEEN (whispering)
I know.
preference of communication : I don't know, IMs and/or Discord I guess? Though I'm a little hesitating on giving the latter away - feel free to ask though
most active muse : Uh, I'm always feeling Lightning and Moonshot a lot, so probably those two? Not really most active as in the most things I'm doing with them, though, sadly
(also Mar'i currently kinda after the edit I made a few days ago)
experience / how many years :Â I'm not sure if I should count the guestbooks I did with a friend and my brother all the way back, so I'm just gonna say after that. My actual real public experience started on here, which is... almost 8 years by now.
best experience : Probably the time where I was able to throw out replies way faster than now. I usually managed to do all my replies every day, even if it were like 5 or so that I got back that day - such a difference to now. Also of course a lot of threads with people would be candidates for best experiences, but I don't wanna choose anything there so just all of the RPing on here in general.
rp pet peeves : Not really RP, but, I feel so tired of seeing a dozen posts raging or panicking about something tumblr does as soon as they do a post of some sort.
Especially when it then turns out a misread or miswording of them or whatever, like this very recent 'panic' about them removing the chronological dash (which, I've seen multiple tumblr-people and the staff blog say is not the case) - don't get me wrong, I'm also not for an algorithm taking over by default and I think giving people a algorithm-dash by default for new accounts is kinda wrong and bad bc that's not what tumblr is (and if you don't know how to curate your own place then what do you even know, sorry but it's so easy and self-explaining and I just don't get how people wouldn't know about all of this by instinct), but, I don't see reason to panic or rage there.
It's just what websites need to do, and we'll either find ways to live with it or, as much as I don't want that, another place to go to.
fluff, angst, or smut : Fluff and angst both, probably - I enjoy some piece and quiet and niceness, and challenging situations or pain are entertaining to have and write, too.
No smut bc, well, I think most people knowing me know that by now, I just don't do that stuff.
plots or memes :Â I'm usually very bad at sending in memes. I think the reason for that is me always trying to pick something that works for me and can be continuned, but I'm also aware that not all memes are always continued and that's kinda already, lowering my urge to send, and then it needs to fit and I need to feel like not being a nuisance to people at that point --
uh, yeah. Point being, I'm very fine with both plots and memes, and I'm still trying to work on sending more memes to people, but most of the time if I am to initiate something, it'll probably happen through IMs and plotting.
I'm always very happy to recieve memes though!
long or short replies : I think I prefer it if it's a bit longer than the very short things, but otherwise anything is fine. I'm not always able to make my replies very long either, it just happens. I think it shouldn't be about the length. As long as you write into your reply what you want to say and I do with mine, we should be good.
time to write : I... usually write during my evening. I don't know what else to say.
are you like your muses : I think it's probably normal that every muse has a piece of the writer to a degree. I could name things that I could see of me in my muses, but the list would be too long, so I'm just saying that there probably would be some thing I could list for each, but not as much to have them be me or something.
Please! Rewatch the quiz! I need something to remind me that that actually happened.
I still vividly remember that day. Going out on a chill bike ride with my two best friends for the first time in months. Sitting in the cool grass. Having a picknick. Not too hot out, nice weather. AND THEN I GET HOME TO THE ABSOLUTEL SHITSHOW THAT HAPPENED THAT DAY! Because what the HELL even was that, I still haven't processed anything. My mind keeps erasing that memory until some days the it just hits me square in the face and knocks me out đ
So yeah! I would love it if you talked more about it, might help to cope a bit xD
Okay anon you motivated me, you were my Final push, Iâm Doing it ! đŁ
Also I love that story tho you really have a Vivid memory connected to this whole thing and Iâm living for it đ you were just having a nice day and then Boom, all this mess đ
But aight so Iâm Watching it rn and will be taking notes Live as I watch Here we go:
My first thoughts is, when Dream decides to do the quiz, he seems so like, confident? And then as soon as he reads the description, his voice falters at âand now things are changingâ and Iâm Dead đ his confidence from two seconds prior in that moment goes like đ then cue flustered laugh lmao
âDo you ever catch yourself staring at your bff?â Dreamâs flustered laugh and being all like âthese questions are gonna be so weirdâ uhhhhh dude what are you expecting youâre taking a are you in love with your best friend quiz đ
HES SO DEFENSIVE ON THIS ONE LIKE- he keeps wanting to make excuses aww drema aww đ itâs okay !! George is pretty we Understand you staring king đ
Like legit thatâs the first question and heâs already so flustered and- MY GOD GEORGE HASNT SAID A THING I JUST REALIZED WAIT HOLD ON I NEED TO GO BACK-
Two scoffs. Thatâs it đ§ââď¸
GEORGE JSJWNSOWNEEJEN HES NOT SAYING ANYTHING IM DYING WHAT
Even when Dream first goes âaight imma take the am I in love w my best friend testâ George is SILENT đ
Listen- listen, Iâm having a moment over this cause I donât remember him being silent from the start I thought it was like a slow descent into him just going silent eventually, BUT NO heâs just Silent from the moment the quiz is brought up đ but gives like a slight scoff when Dreamâs voice wavered at âchangingâ like heâs very much Listening, just being So silent.
I just canât wrap my head around how he doesnât answer any of Dreamâs comments, Dream keeps being like âright? Like thatâs normal, right? Like thatâs not weird. Right?â And George is just SILENT đ
âDo you get jealous if he or she has a bf or gfâ LMAO THIS QUESTION MY BELOVED
His answer is so weird I will die on this hill.
ALSO GEORGE S P E A K S for the first time in the quiz đđŁ but not much, he says âbutâ, cause, yk, they both know he do get jealous so.
Which, again. Weird as hell. Imma say it, Iâve never felt jealous of my best friend getting a partner like what ???? W h a t
But ofc when theyâre so clingy on each other, like a partner would take the others place because they pretty much have each other in that spot already, so it makes sense huh
And thatâs not platonic btw I wanna make that clear LMAO
I think the points of which George laughs are interesting. And thereâs something interesting to his laugh too. I donât see his face lighting up with it, if that makes sense. Itâs like a, I wouldnât say ânervousâ laugh but, I struggle to find a better word for it đ¤
AYO MY MANS DREAM SAYS I DONT KNOW TO IF HE GETS BUTTERFLIES FROM GEORGE I- đ
THATS NOT AN I DONT KNOW QUESTION KING
EITHER YOU DO OR YOU DONT AND YOU KNOW IF YOU DO OR DONT LIKE W H A T
I have to sit with this one for a second like . What ? đ§ââď¸
Butterflies.
Iâve never. In my life. Like.
Thatâs not- you canât say you donât know- THAT MEANS LIKE-
Dear lord.
Aight Iâm moving on (not actually imma be awake thinking about this later. Not by choice, absolutely not. This just wonât leave my brain unfortunately.)
Hang on. George says something here when Dream says âI have no ideaâ but I canât tell what heâs saying ? Like he mumbles something whilst Dream starts talking at the same time and I canât make it out and I wanna know what he says đđŁ
I Think he says âwhat do you mean you have no idea?â Which like, YEAH, you Should question him on that king đ§ââď¸ but itâs interesting how quiet he is, like he barely pushes the question, and this is like the second ?? Time heâs spoken so far. đ§ââď¸
Also Listen to how flustered Dream sounds my godđ
This quiz never shouldâve happened whatâs Wrong with him like is he this blind ?? Did he Really think taking this quiz was gonna end well ?? đ
âTecHniCallyđĽ´â
âMy future is your futureâ
I feel like weâve talked abt these LMAO such Romantic phrasing my god
Again him going âright?â And George is Dead Silent đ
Itâs interesting, like Iâve reached the âdreamsâ question now, and itâs hitting now and throughout this quiz how, Dream is Loudly deflective, but George is silently deflective. If that makes sense? Like heâs choosing not to speak so his words canât be thrown back at him cause he Knows if he speaks itâll be obvious. Whilst Dream over explains and fucks himself over p much lmao. Theyâre both just a mess around this subject đ
âHow would You be in my dreamâ is such a funny sentence from George LMAO heâs so defensive đ like even I have had dreams abt Dream, like youâre his Best Friend, ofc you have dreams abt him my guy đ deflecting it is so weird. So Weird
âIâve never hugged youâ Sad hours đ
Itâs interesting here. Cause they speak abt the whole âdo you go out of your way for this personâ and Dream is stuck on if he should say âmore than anyone else I knowâ or not. Which, thereâs ofc observations to be had here as well.
But ! What I found interesting here was how George goes onto say âyou made me pay youâ when Dream says he edited his video for him. And how George keeps the âlieâ going for a very short bit before laughing slightly, by god he sounds so.. different? Like when he usually makes little lies to troll or stuff like that, heâs much more extra and keeps the bit going and- idk how to explain it but the tone of his voice is usually way different. Here he seems to, idk, struggle to keep that up. His laugh is also just like, somewhat toneless?
LMAO The MOMENT Dream got the question âwhat do you think abt their laughâ Georgeâs laugh Stops. đ
âDo you ever think abt what it would be like to Kiss your best friend?â
THE SILENCE
Also,
how Dream read âkissâ đ¤ how Dream read âchangingâ
Some words hit this man different huh LMAO
âWhy did that take you so longâ on the kiss question, CALL HIM OUT GEORGE đŁ
HRKEJEKEEJEKJEEIEJ HOW ARE THOSE- SORRY WHAT DREAM ??
âHOW ARE THOSE THE ONLY OPTIONSâ ???
God, for real, I wish Dream would get to sit down with someone one day who just Listened to him speak and allowed him to slip up and just sound so in love with George like give himself away simply because nobody is saying how weird heâs-
Hold on.
Wait. A minute.
George.
George is doing that LMAOOOO
Him sitting there silently and not responding to all his small questions abt what he Should answer and such, heâs so smartđ§ââď¸
Anyways the way Dream Had to have a âyesâ answer to the kiss one will forever keep me up at night. Now along with the butterflies oneđ§ââď¸
I rly wonder what options it is Dream is looking for when he says ânone of these optionsâ so often. What is it you wanna say king ?
WHY IS THE BUTTERFLIES QUESTION TWICE AND WHY IS HIS ANSWER NOW DIFFERENT LMAO - drema itâs okay itâs Safe Space đŁ I feel like he probably saw chat responding to his first answer and realized âoop, thatâs not platonicâ and changed his answer LMAO đ heâs- Ahh hard to find the right words for my Thoughts here, but heâs doing that thing where he looks for others what is ânormalâ instead of seeing what he feels, cause what He feels is, uh, well we all know what results he got at the end there,,
I mean the kiss question is all u need really. The butterflies one puts icing on the whole cake.
âDo you compare this person to others youâve dated? Noo...â AIGHT AND THERE WE HAVE THE CHERRY ON TOP OF THE WHOLE THING
This was the one of the Most sus ones imo from when I first watched it. It had my head spin, head in hands for Days.
What do you MEAN you compare him to others youâve dated? Why does he tell George to shut up, why do they both Know thereâs a story there- I have so many questions on this and- this isnât platonic đđ AT ALL - and thereâs no excuse or explanations for this one, they just Move On đ
The Speed at which they move on đ
And then George goes So silent đ§ââď¸
Dream is cruising through the questions and George is so silent now. He was Stunned into silence from that shut up LMAO
I like how Dream picked âabsolutelyâ on being able to tell George everything :â)
So.
Why does George not say anything on the âdo you think your best friend is in love with youâ question? No joke, no protest, no- no nothing?
That leaves us to fill in the blanks king, just sayingđ§ââď¸
Why does Dream sound sarcastic when he says itâs a tough question LMAO
âI have no ideaâ aight good answer ig LMAO letâs Pretend
Georgeâs silence is for real very sus there. Very. đĽ´
Dream putting ânoâ on thinking heâs in love, is Very funny and shows just how blind he is to himself.
He rly put âI donât knowâ for the butterflies one and found the nearest âyesâ option for the kiss one and then still put ânoâ at the end - heâs a lost cause and owns no mirrors I see how it is. (/j btw lmao I have hope in drema ofc, he too can become more self aware one day<3)
âYou are a little in love with your best friendâ cue both of them laughing in just the weirdest ways. George just sounds absolutely toneless like, I donât think heâs even smiling with that laugh, gaze absolutely dazed at what heâs being witness to, not even knowing what to do with himself in that moment. And Dreamâs laugh is also just, weird?
âYou donât wanna ruin it, Dream.â Followed by Dreamâs immediate, âoh what? It says-â like immediately moving on lmao đ that âoh what?â Sounded like âoh whatâs that there oh thatâs rly weird wow letâs move on from what you just said ahem wow really weird thing over thereâ LMAO
âThereâs a two percent chance thereâ LMAO
OH NO THE SILENCE WHAT
I THOUGHT I ACCIDENTALLY PAUSED THE VIDEO BUT THE SILENCE IS SO LONG AND SO LOUD
Then Dream going onto pretending like heâs gonna do another test As If heâs not been planning his escape excuse from the very moment he got those test results LMAO
And the silent pauses are taking me out đ
âI think weâre doneâ HOW COULD HE LEAVE AT THAT POINT đđđ
âCOOL PODCASTâ IM DEAD ON THE FLOOR
âWHY ARE YOU SO NOSYâ DREAM I- WHY U SO DEFENSIVE GEORGE ASKING WHERE YOUâRE GOING IS A NORMAL THING TO ASK đYOUâRE THE ONE WHOâS SUDDENLY LEAVING
NOT DREAM AWKWARDLY SINGING THE WIZARD OF OZ-
HE SOUNDS SO WEIRD-
The tone of his voice is so off my guy is so ready to leave and sit and stare at a wall whilst looping heatwaves for five hours đ
:((((( drema my beloved :((((( itâs okay to be in love !!
Not him leaving- he full on ignored Georgeâs âwhere are you going?â
Heâs not going anywhere istg the moment he left that discord he put his head in his hands and just Stared đ
y/n is back in brooklyn for the holidays. thinking that a stream will make her feel less homesick for cali, she starts working on her famously titled hentai.free.srv. what was supposed to be a relaxing stream turns into a special delivery about two hours in.
âââ corpse husband x reader
âââ soc. media + written fiction!
âââ word count: 2.2k
âââ ⼠req: Here's one... You know those apps for delivery like Domino's or whatnot... What if reader is streaming Among Us with Corpse, and reader mentions they're hungry and Corpse offers to order them food, and readers like no no it's fine... Then there's delivery at the door (Corpse ordered beforehand)Â
authorâs note:Â fucky format is also back in town baby!!! also if you find any mistakes - no u didnt <3 thank u everyone for enjoying this story sm i literally cant believe how feral yall going strawberry cow was a nuclear explosion im still recovering tbh. got an ask a while ago and decided to incorporate it into myso. happy holidays everyone! myso will continue on monday!
ultimate masterlist. Â Ň Â myso masterlist Â Ň Â previous. Â Ň Â next.
Indeed, being soft on any social media platform was the biggest disgrace and needed to be eliminated post haste. Moreover, it was a slippery slope - once you start flooding your timeline with cute imagery and heart emojis, what will stop you from posting inspirational Facebook quotes? Disgusting. If Rae were here, she would chide you (not you thinking about her as if sheâs dead or something). For once in your life, you feel like you deserve it.Â
Alas, you hope this little chaos youâve caused is enough to throw everyone off. The stans, especially. You know the hashtags, youâve seen ARMY scourging for info online with the same fervor and ruthlessness 1 Direction fans hacked airport security cameras just to spy on the boys. If you had any dirty secrets online, they are out to the public now - thankfully, besides the Harry Styles stan account (with edits and all), you have nothing. Though, now that you think about it, exposed nudes would have been better than your Punk!Harry edit receiving almost a million views. God, your lifeâs a fucking mess.
Your fans arenât the only ones out for info - you, too, are trying to decipher Raeâs message. Code: Barbecue Sauce. The two of you had come up with it roughly two years ago, around the same time when you promised that if you didnât find significant others by the time youâre 40, youâll just marry each other. It was one of the many rules found in your friendship codex. Barbecue Sauce signifies information - an exchange of information. And depending on how it ends or begins (âSo Iâm sitting thereâ alludes to Rae, âOn my tittiesâ alludes to you), secret data on that person is given away, usually free of charge.Â
But why? And to whom did Rae give away what? You had pestered her mercilessly and even sent some voice messages where you were crying. You were only crying because of a video of a grandpa smiling you saw on TikTok, but you are a snake, and so you put those tears to good use. If streaming doesnât work out, youâll just become an actress. Hollywood would love you. Your PR firm sure as fuck wouldnât, though.
Rae was having none of it. She said youâll figure it out eventually. Told you to channel your superior puzzle skills. You were quick to remind her that you can barely count to ten without having an aneurysm. Oddly serious, she admitted that she worries for you sometimes. Why only sometimes?! you demanded. She merely sighed. uttering under her breath something that sounded closely to âBoke.â
You leave her for barely a week and sheâs already neck deep in the gay volleyball anime, hoodie and cardboard cutout and everything. Your life is falling apart.
But Brooklyn is nice. It had snowed when you stepped off of the plane. Thousands of snowflakes sprinkling into your hair, dotting your cheeks and nose. You missed this sight back in Cali. You missed your parents, too.Â
Home cooked meals, old sweaters, your old room and about 40GB worth of old high school pictures on your computer. You went through them all one night. Some were stomach churning, cringe inducing nightmares. You were especially fond of those. Texted some of your friends that were still in Brooklyn, met up, decided to bake. Bad idea, Rae was the resident chef back in Cali. Besides laughing till your stomach hurt, and almost burning down your kitchen, nothing all that significant happened. Somewhere down the line, at about 3 am, half-way through a cheesy rom-com you had the overwhelming urge to text Corpse.
Thatâs where the problems really started. God, you missed California, missed being in the same timezone with a guy you hadnât even met yet, how embarrassing is that?! You missed skating around and taking pictures of the beach in the setting sun, sending it to him, silently wishing he was with you to admire the view.Â
You really want to call him. And to hang out with him. But for some reason, the thought of that springs up immediate anxiety and you shy away from asking. Him sending you cute good morning texts doesnât help, either. Maybe itâs better he doesnât know that youâre a blushing, stuttering mess each time you read âbabyâ.Â
Late evening. Your stream is already set up, people are slowly trickling in and you greet them with a grin and a soft âHello! Hi hi!â. You did your best to make your room a perfectly chaotic backdrop - led lights, an embarrassing amount of anime merch and plushies. You always try to balance out your weeb side by dressing hot as fuck for your streams - todayâs inspiration just so happens to be egirls. Mostly because you watched one too many egirl make-up tutorials on TikTok, and also because youâve been listening to Corpseâs song all day.
Yeah, no, who are you kidding, you dressed up this way because you were hoping Corpse was watching your stream. You didnât forget your cat headphones, either. You know he likes them. You want to make him suffer. Perhaps then, finally, he will ask you out, so you wouldnât have to.
âI feel like,â You start when you put away your phone, staring idly at the chat, âI feel like I need a new name for you guys. Calling you guys after two years of streaming is just... weird, no? I also donât respect men so I donât want to call you guys. Like, so many creatorâs have, like, a name for their fans. Uhm, Cody Ko has the chodesters, Kurtis Conner has, uh, folks? Kurtis Town? Citizens! Markiplier has mommy issues--â You canât help snorting, âSo, Iâve been, like, thinking - I know, shocking! - so I was thinking Iâm gonna name you cockroaches. Because youâre grimy little shits impossible to kill. And also then I can use the legendary Minaj meme ROACHES!â
Your stream enthusiastically echoes ROACHES, making the chat swim. Yes, if anyone would enjoy such a name, it would be your audience. Youâre as equally proud as you are disturbed.
âWell, anyway.â Leaning back into your chair, you throw your arms out with a bright grin, âBig dick is back in town, baby! If you noticed the backdrops different, itâs cuz Iâm in Brooklyn now. Donât ask me when I will return to Always Sunny, I donât plan that far ahead.â
While Minecraft boots up, you decide to answer a few questions.
r u dating sykkuno?
You want to smack your head into the keyboard, but as it is, you canât exactly afford a new one, so you refrain, âNo, Sykkuno and I are not dating, we are just good friends. Uhm, Iâm not sure how much Iâll have to repeat this, but, we really arenât, so if the roaches could chill - Oh my God, that sounds so stupid, I love it - uh, yeah, if the roaches could chill thatâd be great.â
the roaches lmao sounds like weâre a sports team
âOh shit, yeah it does, uh-- maybe I can make like, jerseys or something. Thatâd be cool, I think.â
how disappointed are your parents with the way your life turned out?
âMy parents are actually not disappointed at all!â You say with a cute little smile, âUhm, theyâre both really proud, actually. Theyâre glad I found something I love doing and made a job outta it. Dad finds my Youtube videos endearing. Yes, they watch pretty much all of my videos, unless I explicitly tell them not to. And yeah, with all the fucks and thirsting for anime characters. Uhm, it was very embarrassing at first, but I mean, after a while, shame just...doesnât exist anymore, I guess? Funny thing about my parents, actually, when they watch my videos-â You eye catches a comment, âOh! No, they only watch my Youtube videos. They donât know how to use Twitter, thank God. Uhm, anyway-- when they hear a name they donât know, like, I dunno, Dabi, or something, they google--â Youâre grinning by now, eyes crinkling, giggling softly, â--who that is, and buy me like, merch and stuff. Itâs really cute.Â
can i be adopted by ur parents plz
will you and corpse ever collab?!
You were about to answer, though the man of the hour himself decides to do it for you.
Corpse_Husband: yes.
Okay, not to say your heart skipped a beat, but it totally did. With a pleased smile, you nod, like one of those bobble head toys sold at the dollar store. The motion is oddly reminiscent of Sykkunoâs own nod. Perhaps you had picked it up from him. The chat seems to notice.
pack it up, sykkuno
More questions pile about this mysterious collab you and Corpse are planning. Yeah, youâd like to hear more about it, too, since he single highhandedly decided one was happening right now. Corpse remains silent. Fine, keep your secrets.Â
âOkay, guys, oh, I mean, roaches, Oh my God--â Youâre covering your mouth, giggling, â-calling all roaches, calling all roaches, calm down. Everyone grab a snack and a blanket Iâm turning up the music volume so we can all chill. Entering chill zone. Entering chill zone. Roaches, prepare.â
An hour or so passes and you grow hungry. It shows with the amount of cakes you had baked in your server. Currently, you find yourself throwing eggs at the wall of one of the renovated houses, your face scrunched in concentration and slight frustration. 24 of the 50 eggs have been wasted. âWhatâs a girl gotta do to get some chicks around here?â you had uttered under your breath, until, finally, a screech - the egg finally spawns a mob. Your mouth falls open, âAww, look!â You approach it, so small, walking in zigzags beside you, âItâs a baby chicken! Die, bitch.â The baby chicken is no more as you swing your bedazzled (you have mods) diamond sword. Youâre cackling by the time the dust settles.
y/n is a child murderer
âRoaches,â You address your fan-base, spurring another fit of laughter - you canât get over the name, âI think Iâm like, forgetting that eating in Minecraft wonât actually make less hungry in real life.â
take a break and go eat queen <3
âFuck no, we starve and die like men. Now I actually really need another chicken.â
Another twenty minutes trickle by and youâre trying to lure back a panda from the jungle when thereâs a knock on your bedroomâs door. Whipping your head to the side, you slide down your headphones. At the same time, your mom pokes her head through the ajar door, âMOM!â You scream, âGet OUT of my room Iâm playing Minecraft!â But your yell has no actual bite to it, as you donât manage to hide your smile. Your mom laughs, doing some sort of sign language and motioning for you to follow her with her head. That or itâs some sort of performative dance.Â
âIâm live right now,â You tell her, pointing at your screen. She knows this already, though, âdo you want to say hi?âÂ
The roaches spam the chat with friendly hellos. You mom, quite impatient now, waves you over.Â
âSorry, roaches, mom needs something. Be back in a bit!â
Stopping the stream, you rush out of your seat and pleased she slinks into the hallway. âWhatâs this about?â
âYour pizza came.â
âMy what now?â You echo, confused.
âDominoâs. You ordered pizza?â
âWhat? No? I was busy with the stream, I never--â
Thankfully, you had managed to grab your phone from your room before you exited. You almost choke on spit once you read the messages.
You decide that itâll be impossible to stream after experiencing what you had just experienced. You tweet out a quick apology to the roaches (God, that fucking name) and say that you had a breakdown but youâre okay. That is as a close to the truth as you managed to muster. Itâs a sad sight, chewing and crying; your mom winced when she saw your state - disheveled hair and rundown eyeliner and everything. âDâaww,â She had muttered, caressing the top of your head, âdonât cry my little raccoon.â
If anyone was ever to ask you where did your chaotic nature come from, youâd answer with my mom. To make yourself feel better, you took a selfie - duck face and peace sign and the horrible 2000â˛s angle. Sent it to Rae.Â
looking hot, her message read.Â
thanks, was all you replied with.
You couldnât just leave things as they were. Once you calmed down, you wanted to text Corpse, but how would you follow up the ungodly caps lock and screeching? Impossible. An idea sprung to mind, one that was brave. Taking the first step.
Instead of sending a text, you sent a voice memo.
âThank you for the pizza, it was delicious.â
You voice still sounded a bit raspy. His reply was instant. Your heart skipped a beat. He sent a voice memo back.
Because Iâm a self indulgent little shit and just love to ignore all of the work I have to do, have some Jotaro head canons. I am but a humble simp, and love this man. So much.
Update as of writing this. Somehow, it got very angsty, so... yeah. Sad man vibes. Also rambly. I just kinda kept going.
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WARNINGS: None, just angst, but nothing too serious.
Word Count: 2,985
Jotaroâs type is... I mean, it depends, like most people. I donât think heâs super picky over appearances or things like that, itâs more whether or not he gets along with you and how long he can put up with you. Â Heâs polite (well, as polite as he can be) and courteous, but probably a little more apathetic when youâve first met. Once youâve been around for a while heâs more relaxed and almost a little more critical. Mostly because youâre his friend now and he expects more from his friends.
While I was writing this I sort of realized that he could be aromantic. Maybe itâs just my own aro tendencies coming through, but I thought it sort of lined up with his personality. Or at least from my experience with romantic attraction.
Eventually, though, heâll admit he cares about you a little more than he cares about others. It comes through in little almost compliments. âYou did good. Keep it upâ or âgood job, dealing with thisâ are common phrases that sound nice on the surface, but it almost feels like heâs trying to pressure you to do more, which is far from the truth. Â
If itâs not awkward compliments like that, itâs awkward gifts. Always something you had briefly mentioned wanting or stared at a minute longer than you usually do, wrapped in a paper thatâs your favourite colour or pattern. Sometimes, though, itâs something youâve never mentioned that he somehow guessed would be something you wanted.
At the same time, though, heâs oblivious or at least acts like he is. There may be times when he goes home after you said something exceptionally sweet to him or that just means so much and heâll just take a moment sitting at his desk to mull over what you said.
  With a grunt, Jotaro rolled back into the armchair with a cup of tea in one hand and todayâs newspaper in the other, since he didnât get to read it this morning. Itâs late with the sun almost completely set, giving his room an orange hue. He tries reading the first column, something about a cat being saved from a sewer grate, but after about a minute, he catches himself drifting away, sort of staring blankly at the paper.
  He blinks hard, taking a long sip from his coffee. He must be tired. Another attempt is made at reading, this time the comics. Theyâre not his favourite thing, but short enough that he can focus on them. Or so he thought.
  He zones out again, face suddenly feeling very hot.
  He was thinking about you. Or, rather what you said.
  It was something so simple, so mundane.
  You had been talking about family together, exchanging drama, if you will, and he had brought up how his father had left his mother when he was very young. It didnât bother him, he had said, after all, it was years ago and if he was being honest, he didnât really need a father. Then, you gave him this look. It wasnât pity or something like that. You put your hand on his knee, staring deep into his eyes.
  âJotaro,â you said, voice soft and sweet. You struggled to say the next words, opening your mouth, sighing, then finally: âIâm not leaving you.â
  âWhy would you be leaving?â He said, confused, taking it literally. Or, he pretended to be confused. It had made his heart warm with affection.
  What Jotaro hadnât noticed at that moment was that his eyes seemed to gloss over with wet tears while talking about his father. He wasnât over it, you understood that. How could he be? He was so young then, he probably didnât understand what was happening or why and now that heâs a father himself, there had to be so much guilt about being the same way. It was only now that he was realizing how much you had an effect on him.
  It didnât make him sad, by any means but... loved. Heâll say thank you tomorrow with a gift or some flowers. He hadnât planned on meeting you for the rest of the week because he was busy, but work could wait, right? Yeah. Tomorrow.
God, it would take so long for him to get you to move in together. Heâs so used to living on his own that I think heâs a little self-conscious about it. Heâs not a slob by any means, but certainly a bachelor. I mean, he lived (assumedly) on his own from probably around or earlier than DiU right up until Stone Free, so itâs been a while and heâs certainly comfortable with his mess of clothes lying on the floor in the corner, but you wonât be. He cleans up before people come over, obviously, but how many times did he actually invite someone in?
When you start staying around more, he starts cleaning more, which makes him a little frustrated both coming to terms with liking someone enough that heâs actively cleaning for them once a week and also discovering that heâs a lot more gross than he thought. You would not believe how stained the counter was from coffee or how gross the filter was on the coffee maker. He takes his coffee very seriously. You begin to notice how clean everything is, well, how consistently clean everything is and it even starts to smell nicer, more floral and fresh. He bought a lavender air freshener. âItâs supposed to be calming,â heâll say with a hint of annoyance. Itâs not a bad smell to him, better than vanilla air fresheners, but it does give him a headache when he first sprays his place. You seem to like it though, so heâs willing to put up with it.
I honestly believe this man can cook, but nervous when cooking for other people. His food when he was a bachelor was good enough for him and Iâm sure Holly would have shown him a lot too, but itâs not the best food. He definitely steps up his game when youâre over and even more so when you move in. Heâs better with dishes that have pasta or noodles because itâs easy, but heâs not too bad behind the grill either.
When you guys finally live together, he tries to keep the cooking even, with you cooking some days and him doing the rest, but I honestly feel like unless you are a hazard in the kitchen, you would do most of it.
Jotaro would be like that with most things around the house partly because he doesnât want you to do all the work if you donât want to but he enjoys having a little more time to himself to either do work or... yeah, itâs just work. There are a few things that heâll never make you do because itâs either too hard or heâs built up a routine of doing that thing a certain way and heâs convinced no one else will do it right. Like his laundry. He wonât let anyone else clean his clothes. He tried once and nothing dried right, he swears that his jacket is still damp to this day. You can fold his stuff or hang it up, but heâs running the washing machine and dryer. Also picky about how his office is cleaned.
If you asked and gave a legitimate reason for not doing a certain chore, heâll do it, but be prepared with an excuse as to why you canât wash the dishes or fold the laundry. Heâs especially resistant if heâs working whether that be gathering information for the Speedwagon Foundation or editing his latest Marine Biology book.
Actually, can we just talk about how much this man hates folding laundry? Itâs so pointless to him. Why fold it and put it into neat little piles when youâre just gonna rummage through the drawer and mess everything up? Sure, it looks nice, I guess, but not for long. He was for sure a floordrobe kind of guy, especially in his early years. He knows which ones are clean, itâs fine, just leave it. Of course, he would get better the longer youâre at his place, but still. Itâs not that heâs lazy, heâs just busy and putting clothes away takes way too fucking long. (which, honestly, agreed.)
Date nights with Jotaro are... rare. I mean, you live with him, why would he want to go out and pay for something when he could do the same thing at home? Theyâre nice, of course, but itâs more common for him to take you out to dinner while you guys are on vacation or in a location other than home, because he doesnât feel like cooking and itâs more special when youâre supposed to go out. Eventually, it clicks in that you are supposed to make each other feel special and will surprise you with an expensive dinner or a short cruise. If you suggest the aquarium heâll think youâre just saying that because heâs into aquatic wildlife, but honestly doesnât put up much of a fight and will answer any questions you or anyone else has about the fish.
He does enjoy a good relaxing movie (or documentary) night at home, though. Itâs so nice to finally be finished work, settle into your super comfy couch and just chill until he gets tired. Even better when youâre lying on top of him with your head just under his chin. Thereâs something so soothing about smelling your perfume, shampoo, conditioner, cologne, etc. To just smell you so close to him and feel your weight. Aaah. So nice.
  The microwave beeps faintly from the kitchen signalling that popcorn was done. You trailed out soon after, tossing the bowl to mix around the butter. You smile sweetly at him, leaning down to plant a gentle kiss on Jotaroâs lips before settling into his lap, nestling your head just under his while stretching out your legs. His arm instinctively moves from the back of the couch to drape over your back, rubbing circles into it with his thumb.
  He sighs; relaxed, finally. He allows himself to kiss your forehead, closing his eyes for a moment, just basking in your comfort. When he opens his eyes, he pulls you closer to him, feeling your heart beat almost in time with his. It was moments like these that eased his panic of losing you. You were here in his arms, safe and sound and vice versa. He was safe in yours.
Yeah, heâs a little angsty. But, can you blame him? Heâs getting better, though. With help, of course. With you being around so often (and being very adamant that youâre not going anywhere) heâs able to let go a little. Heâs not perfect, by a long shot and progress is slow, but itâs the little things like these that makes you proud of how far heâs come.
PDA is common, but a little restricted. When youâre out together, Jotaroâll always have his hand on your back or shoulder. Hand-holding isnât really a thing for him, but he will make sure you know heâs there. Heâll kiss you in public, but itâs not nearly as intimate or special as when youâre at home. Still, itâs a sweet reminder that he loves you, seeing as words of affection arenât really his thing.
I mean, he can express himself just fine, but he still gets a little nervous saying things like âI love you.â Itâs more along the lines of âI care about you.â Or, well. âof course, I care about you. You wouldnât be here if I didnât.â Which... thanks. I think.
Kissing him is so nice, so youâre not too mad about him doing that instead of words. When Jotaro kisses you itâs full of a mix of emotions. Mostly caring, but on his rough days, thereâs something else there. It could be worry or whatever the emotional equivalent of never letting you go is. You can always tell that he wants it to last a little bit longer. Thereâs something in the sad look in his eyes when he or you has to pull away. Sometimes heâs overly gentle like heâll break you somehow, especially if youâre not a stand user or fighting-inclined (whether physical or otherwise). Itâs not patronizing, or at least he tries not to be patronizing, he just prefers you safe.
  It started out simple enough. You and Jotaro were just sitting at the table, eating dinner when he got this... sinking sort of feeling. There was something in the silence between you that just sent his mind spiralling. Thoughts of you someday dying too soon for whatever reason or leaving him because heâs not there enough, stand users, car crashes, divorce. They all started to flood into his mind, fabricating that you would somehow be taken away from him.
  âJotaro? Are you okay?â Your voice rings through; a bright light breaking the storm. Heâs been staring at his plate for a while now, his eyes are dry and itchy. He looks at you and tries to say something, but the words donât come. Is he okay?
  You stand up and walk over to him, cupping his face gently. You rub the dark circles under his eyes while kissing his forehead. Jotaro slowly wraps his arms around you, letting his face fall into your hands. Youâre pulled into his lap after a few minutes, running your fingers through his hair next. Finally, he sighs, burying his face in the crook of your neck.
  âThank you,â he mumbles and though youâre not quite sure why, you still say a quiet youâre welcome, silently soothing him through whatever happened.
If you couldnât tell, he needs a lot of reassurance. Not so much words, but actions like the snippet above. I mean, he can be as strong as he wants but we all know heâs got some baggage and while heâs able to put it aside, for the most part, I think when youâre at home heâs just a little more vulnerable.
Now, onto happier things! If you like coffee or tea, he will always make you a cup in the morning. Jotaro is a very early riser except on the weekends, so he usually gets that done while reading or watching the news and when you come down, heâll ask if you want breakfast then make it for you seeing as heâs more awake.
He loves coffee. So much. He might have a caffeine addiction, honestly. At all times of every day, you can see him with a black coffee in hand and a book or phone in the other. He will switch to decaf at some point, but you might have to switch it for him. Heâs forgetful when he gets busy.
Sleeping in on the weekends is like heaven for him. The two nights (or more on holidays) that he gets a full nights rest, breakfast in bed and a warm soul to cuddle into. Heâs usually big spoon with a hand just resting on your side, but please, for the love of god make him the little spoon once a week. Will never admit it or vocalize wanting it. He just grabs your hand and drapes it over him with a âgood nightâ and then promptly passes out.
Heâs a heavy sleeper but doesnât sleep often. Once heâs out, there is nothing that could wake him up except the fire alarm or something like that. It just takes a while. Not because of trauma, but more just internal clock is delayed.
Not a bath guy, strictly showers âcause theyâre quicker. Most of the time heâs in and out before you can invite him into yours. When you do heâs âreluctantâ but showers with you are a favourite of his. He gets his hair washed for him (if he bends down), he can wash you. Itâs great.
I donât think he would want more kids. Heâs getting older, busier and just doesnât think he has the time to care for a baby, even with help. Plus, if they were anything like Joylne or god forbid him when he was younger, he might start greying sooner than he thought. Joylne is a great kid, but... sheâs definitely got some of his defiance in him. One kid is fine.
He doesnât really like pets either, hates when thereâs fur on all the furniture. But, if you came home with a stray cat or two, heâs not gonna put up a fight if you say theyâre not going to the pound. âJust as long as you take care of them yourself.â
You got him a betta fish once because Jotaro. Fish. Makes sense. He thought it was a little pointless at first. You canât pet them or play fetch (not like he does those things anyway). All a fish does is sit there and look pretty. You were a little disappointed, but whatever, youâll take care of it. Then he comes home one day with a 30-gallon tank, freshwater plants and fancy lighting to help them grow which he quietly sets up in the living room. He spent at least a half-hour deciding on where to put it.
A week later, after heâs pleased with how it looks and the tank has been cycled he puts in an order for more fish then lets your betta acclimate to the tank. âThere, heâll be happier in here. The idea of bettas not enjoying or panicking in larger tanks is a myth. He wonât be alone for long anyway. He also wonât kill everything in the tank.â Well, he hopes he wonât, each fish is different. Thankfully, the small school of tetras get along with your betta just fine. From then on, heâs in there once a week, cleaning everything, trimming the overgrowth. It is officially his tank.
*I wrote this days after the lesson was first posted and never bothered to go back and edit it so meaning there will be me theorizing about the next lesson as well
*I write a small para for each chapter and I write it immediately after finishing that chapter so thereâll be theorizing about the next chapter too
*I swear more than usual here
*Some of the dialogue is heavily plagiarized and a few is lifted directly from the story, the game is to figure which is which.
*Summaries and Discussions/theories for all the other lessons can be found on this blog under #obey me spoilers or #my theories or #my headcanons
Welp this is it⌠DAMNNNNNN the last two seasons each had a lesson near the beginning of the season dedicated just to a date with Mammon and Iâm praying S4 has one as well and though it sucks Mammon & MCâs hellos and goodbyes are always really sweet and ahhh how am I already missing them. Iâm desperate for S4 and I havenât even finished S3 yet⌠fuck okay.Â
Post Lesson 60 edit: The last chapter goodbyes are gonna be direct quotes cause Iâm an emotional mess.Â
As MC is about to head outside Mammon calls out to them and tells them to bring him a cake on the way home, they ask him why heâs been so cold and distant with them lately and he frowns at them and says he doesnât know what theyâre talking about and tells them not to forget the cake and then he leaves. Asmo who had being eavesdropping laughs and says that even for Mammon that was oddly bossy and arrogant. He then asks if he can tag along with them partway cause heâs heading to the spa. As they walk past the lake Asmo tells MC not to hold Mammonâs recent attitude against him and that heâs so upset about having to leave MC again that he doesnât know what to do with himself and since rn all he can think about is MC heâs not sure how to act around them. Asmo says Mammonâs spending too much time dwelling on this. He looks disappointed and shakes his head when he asks himself what heâs gonna do about Mammon and that heâs being a child. (IS2G Asmo is the number #1 Mammon x MC shipper???????? Relatable) MC asks him if he hasnât been dwelling on leaving. He asks if they wish he was and says theyâre always on his mind and thatâs why he doesnât seem any different now. He says the actual reason heâs still so himself and not outwardly upset is cause he has faith (HA!) that theyâll end back together again like all the previous times they had to separate. He says heâs still sad about having to say goodbye but all that makes him want to do is treasure the moments they have rn. They can hold his hand, kiss him or say thatâs a really Asmo thing if him to say. He smiles and says positivity is one of his charms (Asmo ily but werenât you the one who got drunk and cried and needed to have Satan carry you back home the first time MC leftâŚ) They eventually part ways. Iâm guessing the order of the rest of the âgoodbyesâ is gonna be Satan, Mammon and then Lucifer cause those two always end up last in that orderâŚ
EYYYYY! They run into satan and ask where heâs off to. He says heâs off to the bookstore to stock on some human books before they head home and asks MC if they want to tag along. He hands them a list and tells them to start looking from the top and that heâll start from the bottom. He says thwy can use magic as long as no human sees them (ME: thinking back to that one human MC, Belphie and Diavolo scared the shit out ofâŚHmmmm). They agree and he says that knowing they studied under Solomon makes him feel safe to trust that they know what theyâre doing. He says he always knows he can count on them when he needs them and that being in the Devildom without them will be troublesome (I said in the fairy dust/angel lesson that Satan & MC are incredibly similar and that their friendship is highly underrated and I still stand by that.) MC uses magic to lift a book from a high shelf and Satan warns them that someoneâs coming making them loose their concentration and the book to come falling down, Satan shields them though and gets hit with it instead. They each ask if the other is alright and he says they need to be more careful that no one sees them (ME: INTENSELY THINKING BACK TO THAT TIME WITH DIAVOLO AND BELPHIE WHEN MC WAS WILLING TO BARBEQUE A MAN FOR FIRING A GUN AT BELPHIE) He blushes and tells them heâll show what he means and he takes them behind a bookshelf where no one can see and wraps his arms around them and pulls them close (Satan what kinda romance novel pickup line was that??? Also all I can imagine is that SNL bookstore skit with John Cena & Aidy Bryant). MC can kiss him, wrap their arms around him or just thank him for shielding them earlier. He says thereâs no need to thank him and that heâs just happy theyâre not hurt, He then laughs softly and asks if theyâll be okay once heâs gone. They ask him in turn if heâll be okay. He blushes and says he wonât and that just thinking about life without them was enough to drive him mad.
At dinner levi asks if everyone is there and Beel looks sad and says Mammon isnât, Belphie sighs and says he always has to make things difficult. Levi says itâs okay and he gets it and that Mammon obviously thinks dinnerâs gonna suck since Levi made it and holy shit can we pls take Levi to a therapist pls? Belphie says Leviâs beating himself up for no reason and Levi goes on a rant about how heâs an ultra-negative, depressing otaku and how no one likes being around him ajndsvddjsnk LEVI pls!!? (unrelated but Leviâs actually my third favourite) Belphie asks MC to go get Mammon and Beel tells them to hurry. They knock and enter his room. They ask him what heâs doing and he says he was just watching a shark movie Satan gave him. He asks if theyâre here to tell him about dinner and that they should head back and eat and not to worry about him. He looks upset and says heâs not in the mood to eat. They say theyâre really gonna miss him and heâs eyes widen for a sec before he looks away and asks if theyâre some sorta kid. He then laughs though and says theyâre not the only one who feels that way. He blushes and says of course heâs gonna miss them too and that they already knew that. He asks if there isnât some other way for them to stay together forever. He says that being a sorcerer they have to make something happen. They can say a.) that despite being a sorcerer theyâre still pretty green and he laughs and says the one time he needs them theyâre no use at all. He blushes and tells them to hurry up and âripenâ and that a green sorcerer wonât cut it. B.) being a demon he should make something happen. He says if there was something he could do he woulda done it a long time ago. Looking aside again he says hanging out with them and talking about dumb stuff is something he takes for granted and he just realized he wonât be able to do it again anytime soon, he says that once heâs back in the devildom life would be dull and that once he used to be happy as long as he had money but after they met that was ruined. And now during his free time he thinks about them and feels all worried and unsettled. He blushes and asks them to stay with him and keep him company since all this is their fault. Belphie texts them asking where the fuck they are they say theyâll have dinner with Mammon later, he then wishes them luck with Mammon.
In the music room Leviâs bemoaning how he understands that any coffee he makes wonât be good enough while a wide eyed Asmo asks him what heâs talking about cause as you can see Asmo is drinking his coffee, Levi says he never admitted it was good though. Asmo smiles and reassures him that itâs actually good and asks Belphie to back him up. Belphie says he wants no part of any of this which immediately crumbles all of Asmoâs hard work and makes Levi depressed. Lucifer pops his head in and once he spots MC asks them to come to his room. They ask what he wants to talk about, he says heâll tell them when he gets there. To the room as a whole he says that Diavolo wants them all at the hotel the next day. This surprises both Mammon & Beel, and Satan asks if thereâs another problem at the hotel, making everyone turn and eye Levi who turns red and protests. In his room Lucifer asks if MC knows why he called them and they say nope. He asks if they really donât know or if theyâre just playing dumb. When they donât answer he says itâs about why Diavolo called them to the hotel. He says Diavolo hasnât told him the reason behind it and asks if MC knows, saying that for Diavolo not to tell him it has to be either something thatâll supremely piss off Lucifer or something that Diavolo finds fun and exciting that Lucifer wonât like but will have to endure. They say they donât know anything about it. He says, âwhat do you think you can lie to me? Have you forgotten who the fuck I am exactly!?â When they still remain silent he drops the blank faced glare and laughs saying he can take a guess at whatâs going on considering theyâre not willing to share. He says considering this is them theyâre probably gonna do something nice for them and he tells them theyâre really sweet, they tell him not to stop and to keep stroking their ego (or they can ask for a reward). He says he may considering how things go tomorrow. He then pauses and says heâs actually in the mood to indulge them today so heâll sing their praises just for today. (They can ask if heâs sad about saying goodbye, he says yes and then blushes and says obviously that means theyâre spending the night in his room â I noped out at this point. Is it weird that Luciferâs the only brother I canât see MC platonically sharing a bed with?) They then tease him saying this is very unlike him. He blushes and agrees, saying that when heâs with them he doesnât have to be the avatar of pride but thatâs okay because they love all the different sides of him (I thought this was really sweet, Lucifer needs to know that thereâs someone who loves him as a whole even the parts of him that are massive jerks and I love that this interaction can be read as either romantic or platonic. He smiles and says heâs looking forward for tomorrow. Â
The brothers are all surprised when from the hotel they are taken to the currently most popular club in the human world that has been reserved all for them, with Simeon making all the food and Luke making cakes. Luke tries his best to protect the food from Beel while Satan and Mammon say how surprise they were by Barbatosâs magic making them walk out into the club after walking into the hotel. MC asks if they like it and Lucifer says of course they do and thanks them for doing this. Solomon says he has a present for all of them too, Levi worries that he cooked for them (though he asks it with the sweetest smile cause all these demons are still hanging on to not letting Solomon know his food is toxic waste in case it hurts his feelings) and Lucifer whispers to MC that if so they might all die here. Solomon says he had offered to help cook but Simeon had insisted he had it all handled (he looks awfully disappointed when saying this). Mammon cheers on Simeon and Belphie says ââŚyeah I never thought Iâd owe my life to Simeon but here we areâ Their real present is Solomon lighting up the room with what, according to Belphie, looks like a fallen star. Asmo gushes about how beautiful it is.  Beel asks if he can eat it. Levi laughs and tells him he better not. Diavolo says they should officially start the party and everyone cheers. In a side lounge area Simeon says seeing the brothers enjoying the party so much makes all the effort feel worth it, Barbatos says heâs just happy seeing Diavolo having so much fun and he thanks MC. They say they could never have done it without their help in the first place. Simeon says it was MC to got them all working together to make this happen in the first place. Levi then arrives to come drag MC towards the karaoke (which Diavolo insisted they have â poor manâs still trying to sing a duet with Lucifer I see)
Satan and Asmo complain about Levi hogging the mic and singing anime songs, he yells at them for not understanding the raw passion and energy of anime songs (which isnât that true? Anime songs have a unique kinda passion that makes you hyped that Iâve never being able to find in other songs..). Levi tells MC to forget about them and MC asks to sing a duet. Levi says heâll queue up a bunch of duets and Mammon yells at Levi for hogging the mic and using this as an opportunity to hit on MC. Levi laughs and says that heâs not swooping in and doing anything the way Mammon said and that MC wants to sing with him. Mammon then blushes and demands to sing the next duet with them from MC. Asmo then calls the one after that and Mammon asks Beel & Belphie what theyâre doing. Theyâre mixing drinks. MC says there new drink (demonous with scorpion powder and something else) sounds really good (cause theyâre a freak like that) Belphie says the flavours do seem to go surprisingly well together and he asks Mammon to try some. He protests saying they just want to use him as a guinea pig. Luciferâs drawn to the commotion and says they all seem to be fun, Levi asks if he wants to sing next and he says later, he then thanks MC for planning a fun surprise for them and that they were able to create some nice final memories in the human world before heading home. MC says theyâll share more great times together and Lucifer laughs and agrees saying this wonât be the last time theyâre all together and this is just one of many happy memories theyâll share in the future. When they go back to the lounge area Solomon says they could hear them all talking, singing and laughing all the way from over here despite the music, emphasizing that they could hear Levi the most. Diavolo asks them to come sit and pours them another drink and says they were all talking about them and how they helped them enjoy their time in the human realm. He thanks them from the bottom of his heart. Solomon says last time they were all together in the Devildom and this time it was in the human realm and asks where they should be together next. Luke is surprised heâs already thinking about the next time. He laughs and says itâs cause he can barely wait for the next time they are all together. MC can suggest one of the three worlds. (personally I chose the Devildom cause the brothers arenât allowed in the Celestial Realm and as much as I am completely in love with Mammonâs human world look I miss the aesthetic of the Devildom.) Diavolo laughs and says heâs happy theyâve taken such a liking to the Devildom and that heâd love for them to come back and that the brothers will be thrilled too. From the distance and getting closer they hear Lucifer telling his brothers to quit pushing him. Mammon tells him to just hurry up and go inside. Levi says Lucifer has to be with them or they wonât be taken seriously. Lucifer groans and asks if theyâre actually planning on saying âthis to himâ. âOf course.â Says Satan. Belphie says itâs at least worth asking. Asmo agrees saying anythingâs possible if you put your mind to it. They all tumble into the lounge area and Solomon asks what brings them all here. Lucifer looking tired says that his brothers have something to ask Diavolo. Mammon tells Lucifer not to act as if he isnât part of this and as if it hasnât been on his mind too. Diavolo chuckles and asks what they want to ask. Beel says theyâve all been thinking about something for a while now and they want to discuss it with him. The brothers all together yell: âWe want MC to join the family!â GUUUUUYYYYSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!? Not me softly sobbing at the image this makes in my head ahhhhhhh!??????? AHHHHHH!?????????? MCâs shocked and speechless. Asjvfkjffvuiefhi pls donât give me hope like this wtf and what do they mean by join the family cause I donât mind Lucifer more or less adopting them, and like Beel said they already seem to be a part of the family but MC brought up proposals with A LOT of the brothers so is that what they mean? Like marriage??? But theyâre all asking and other than Beel & Belphie wanting to share with each other and Asmo being open to threesomes none of them want to share MC soâŚâŚ. Also I do not see my OM! MC getting married at all but at the same time if it was to squirrel their way into a permanent position in the family thenâŚ
Diavoloâs wide-eyed and stunned silent, and then he asks ââŚhuh!?â Solomon bursts out laughing. Luke is red faced and tells Solomon this is no time to laugh. Solomon still laughing chokes out that heâs never seen Diavolo so stunned. Luke pauses and then asks what exactly they mean by âjoin the familyâ and then he turns red and demands if they mean marrying MC. The brothers obviously havenât really thought about what âjoin the familyâ means and only now realise it can imply marriage. Asmo immediately volunteers. Mammon red faced protests to MC marrying Asmo and then stuttering says that if theyâre gonna marry anyone they should marry him (he screams the last part out after struggling through the first part). Levi gets pissed saying if MC marries a scumbag like Mammon theyâd have a dark, terrible future (watch me put together a 200 slide presentation refuting this) Belphie tells Asmo and Mammon to back off before they mess things up. Lucifer, looking dead tired, says itâs already a mess. Diavolo goes, âUmmâŚLucifer?â and asks him to explain whatâs going on. He says the others want MC around on a permanent basis so they donât have to say goodbye ever and they put their heads together and decided on this. âMarriage!?â goes Luke. Solomon says the demons hadnât thought how theyâd make them part of the family. Lucifer tells Satan that he can look at the others like theyâre a band of idiots but to leave him outta it. Solomon asks MC what they think of all this and they say they want to be part of the family too (itâs implied through out the main storyline that generally MCâs someone whoâs very calm and collected and who while being incredibly blunt doesnât express their emotions outwardly much (at the beginning of S2 Lucifer even comments on them being more expressive than before they left) but Iâd like to imagine at this moment they are wet eyed and beaming because of these loveable idiots who ARE their family even if itâs not official). Diavolo smiles and says he sees. Luke has problems with humans and demons mixing and being a family (LUKE I THOUGHT WE WERE OVER THIS!?) âYes, Luke. I knowâŚâ says Diavolo. His face then becomes serious and heâs silent and contemplative. Diavolo looks at MC and says that though they arenât aware of it thereâs still bad blood amongst the three worlds and that no matter how much they all want to be a family and stay together itâs not within his power to let that happen. He looks upset and apologizes. Lucifer is silent. He says though that his goal is to one day remove these barriers between the worlds and that heâll do everything in his power to make that happen, and as the future demon king he promises that one day heâll make it so that they can marry anyone in this room (Iâm screaming just MC â queer as hell and with they/them pronouns waiting in the human world for marriage to get legalized only to fall in love with someone from another world and having to wait AGAIN for marriage to be legalized⌠Iâd have lost my entire shit.) âWELL, isnât that good for you, you apprentice poaching motherfuckers but guess what Iâm a human meaning WE can get married in the meantime⌠CHECKMATE, BITCHES~â says Solomon. Mammon actually snaps at Solomon and calls him a âson of a ââ before he remembers the child in the room and trails off and snaps at him not to say stuff like that. Belphie asks if Solomon can even be classified as a human given his age. (Can MC even be classified as fully human given the whole Lilith situation? I mean ik Lilith was reincarnated as a human but she still kept and passed on her supernatural magic. Plus thereâs a Belphie devilgram that takes places pre S1 that implies MCâs not fully human plus that whole thing about fairy hallucination angel!Lucifer not taking MCâs word for it when they said they were human⌠itâs very likely though everyone hereâs too dumb to realise it). Satan says at this point Solomon might as well be a demon. Asmo tells him not to pretend to be a human when itâs convenient. He laughs and says that even though he canât grow old or die he still belongs to the human race. Beel says that maybe but Solomon isnât playing fair, Levi agrees and says Solomonâs also making him jealous. Diavolo says MC sure is popular seeing as they are all fighting over them. Lucifer says he knew this would happen and thatâs why he didnât want them to have this discussion. Lukeâs shocked that MCâs got demons and the worldâs greatest sorcerer wrapped around their finger, MC asks him if he sees them in a new light now. Luke says he thinks itâs impressive but it also creeps him out.
Back near the dance floor, Satan laughs and says Beelâs eating too much, Beel says Satanâs drinking too much, Satan who actually seems tipsy says heâs nowhere near his limit and challenges Beel to a competition to see who reaches their drink/food limit first, Beel agrees. Given how much beel can eat I can only assume this is the last we see of Satan RIP. Barbatos, looking uncharacteristically extremely worried, tells them to slow down cause neither of them know to stop. Levi, finishing up his song, calls for Luke who booked next but Mammon says Simeon went to put the âlittle guyâ to sleep and asks Levi to come play cards instead. Lucifer, whoâs playing with Mammon, asks if he hasnât lost enough at this point, Mammon turns red and says this time heâs gonna win it all back. Asmo laughs and says Mammon just jinxed himself. Belphie asks why MCâs looking around the room so restlessly and they can say A.) I donât see Diavolo anywhere B.) whereâs Solomon? Either way the answer is he has no idea where Solomon went but he did see Diavolo head out earlier. He says the two of them are probably together talking. MC finds Diavolo and asks what heâs up to. He says he wanted a break and to gaze at the city lights and sober up a little since he wonât be able to see them again for awhile. He asks them to sit next to him and then laughs and says he could barely believe his ears after he heard what the brothers asked. He says heâs known the seven of them for a long time and knows how close they are and that itâs unbelievable that theyâd want to include someone new to the family (MY HEART!? ALSO FOUND FAMILY TROPE!) He says it almost makes him jealous. They say that they know for a fact that heâs very important to the brothers too. Heâs like âthanks for saying that but rn youâre either playing dumb or you actually are this dumb which makes me question my taste but then again Iâm also in love with Lucifer soâŚâ and he says heâs jealous of the brothers not them (Sure, Jan. We know youâre jealous of them both donât lie). He says he feels the same as them and blushes and says he keeps thinking about how it could be if they were together forever (Sir, pls Lucifer is right there. Heâs available. Pls.) He says if their relationship was on that level and if their bond was deep and permanent like those of a family he canât even imagine how amazing thatâd be (he keeps repeating âfamilyâ and the brothers werenât even thinking marriage when they asked for MC to be part of their family and Diavolo was really shocked and he now said specifically it was them asking about being âfamilyâ before Luke even first mentioned marriage that made Diavolo jealous. What Iâm saying is that considering Diavoloâs lonely, strict childhood the one thing he wants more than anything is a family not marriage specifically). He smiles and says they beat him to the punch and that he asks them to give him time cause heâs gonna do everything he can to mend the bridges between the three worlds for MC and for the brothersâŚand a little bit for himself. He gives them his word.
Out on the balcony Solomon greets them and asks if they shouldnât be down with the others, they say they needed a break and wanted to talk to him, he wonders if the others would be pissed if they knew Solomon had MC all to himself. He says he figured heâd stay out of the way today and let MC and the demons spend time together considering heâll have enough time to hang out with them later. He says he canât believe they asked MC to join the family and that he didnât see that coming. He starts laughing again about how serious they looked and how shocked Diavolo looked, and how Lucifer looked like he had a migraine (Ik we all say Luciferâs the sadist but have we consideredâŚ) MC asks if he really thinks itâs that funny (and Iâm pretty sure theyâre offended on the brothersâ behalf and hurt cause thatâs what they want too.) Solomon says for him itâs funny. He says itâs common of a demon to ask for a business arrangement or a pact but heâs never heard of them asking humans to join their family. He smiles and says heâs beginning to think he chose a âtruly incredibleâ human as his apprentice. MC asks what the demons in his life are to him, he gives it serious thought and said these days he sees them as close friends. MC asks if things were different earlier and he says they were but also asks that they not get into things rn cause the story is long and tedious, MC asks if heâs just trying to avoid their question and if heâs gonna tell them the truth or not. He laughs and says nope and that though you canât tell it by looking at him heâs a little too tipsy. He reminds them that theyâre barely a sorcerer rn and that they should leave questions like that for later until they can use âmagic like thisâ without an incantation. He uses magic to teleport the others on to the balcony (what a snake. Imagine instead of going to a crowd to escape a conversation you use your magic to bring the crowd to you to avoid a conversation AND to set a line for MC to reach before they can start poking at his past.) Asmo says heâs being wondering where the two of them went and how naughty it was to sneak off together, Levi complains about being cut halfway through a song, Beel asks MC to judge his eating competition with Satan and Satan says itâs actually a drinking competition. Barbatos looking deeply concerned asks if the two of them intend to empty the hotelâs pantry AND its wine cellar. He asks MC to stop them. Luciferâs goading Mammon and kicking his ass in a card game and Mammon refuses to give up (HC that Lucifer taught Mammon to play cards up in the Celestial Realm as a way to get him to sit still and NOT set the drapes on fire). Belphie comments on the card game and the party continues. (Pretty sure Solomon saw the demons as pawns or tools to get what he wants/ for more power and that he was much more ruthless with making pacts with them than he is now when he pesters Lucifer (aka getting Asmo drunk while he was upset and making a pact) the question is why? And why did Michael basically sponsor this? We know that the Celestial Realm and Devildom had just called a truce when Michael took an interest in Solomon so could it be that he wanted someone to keep an eye on the demons and the best way to do that was to have a powerful human sorcerer make as many pacts with demons as possible. I mean Solomon made a pact with Asmo mostly because he was Luciferâs brother and Michael still has a heavy interest in the brothers so it could be possible that he wanted Solomon to make a pact with one of them so that he could see what they were doing?)
LAST ONE GUYS! :) Iâm okay really :)))))))) Outside the manor in the morning, Barbatos tells Diavolo itâs time and Diavolo looking really sad agrees. (RIGHT OFF THE BAT HUH!?) Even Solomon seems upset when he realizes itâs time and then that damn song starts playing, that ending song that always chokes me up and this time it doesnât feel as sad as last season because honestly the âTill we meet againâ party really helped while last season all the brothers tried to run away with MC and that shit HURT but it still makes me choked up FUCK I want them back so badly. Diavolo comes up to MC and says they have to return and that though they werenât here for a long time it was really fun. âSo, till we meet again, MCâ he ends with. Barbatos thanks them for all they did to make their stay in the human world more comfortable. He says next time they meet heâll prepare a special tea for them that heâs sure theyâll like. From here weâre going to direct quotes because I am EMOTIONAL:
Mammon says, while not meeting their eyes: âŚListen, whyâre you sittinâ around twiddling your thumbs, huh? I saw how hard you worked to become a sorcerer, so I know you got it in ya. (He blushes, still not meeting their eyes) Hurry up and learn summoning magic ASAP! You big dummy⌠(he finally looks up at them and smiles) And once you learn it, youâd better summon ME first! All right? You promise, right? (MC can either hug or kiss himâŚ.AND YOU GUYS MUST KNOW ME BY NOW SO MC just kisses him in front of all the brothers just like that????????? â he blushes and looks away again) Dammit, now I wanna take you back to the Devildom with me⌠(He meets their eyes one more time, face still red)
Levi says, blushing and looking aside: âŚYou know that game we were playing? Final Devil Kingdom⌠(He looks up at them, still blushing) Well, Iâve decided not to make any more progress in it until I see you next. (He smiles brightly then) So we need to get together and play it again as soon as possible, okay? I mean, Iâm dying to move on to the next dungeon⌠(He looks up at them with a sad expression then and they can either hug or kiss him and look I love Levi but Iâve already made my choice so MC hugs him â he blushes and gets a determined expression on his face) Iâm going to be messaging you a lot, okay? So⌠donât ignore my texts, or Iâll cry. (He smiles at them one more time)
Satan says, looking confident and meeting their eyes: âŚThere are several cats who come by the manor for food each day. Make sure to take care of them for me. If youâre on the job, I feel like I can rest easy knowing theyâll be okay. (He frowns, blushes and looks away then) But keep in touch. Let me know how the cats are doing every day. Got it? Every day. (They hug him and he laughs and then says with a smile) Knowledge is power. The more you have, the better off youâll be. So study hard, and learn to stand on your own two feet as a sorcerer as soon as you can.
Asmo says, looking really upset but making eye contact: No matter how I dress myself up or how cute I make my nails and makeup, if I canât show it to the one I love the most, it wonât be fun at all. (He smiles then) So, Iâve decided to think about it this way⌠I have to strive to make myself more and more beautiful with each passing day! đ¤ (He smiles even more brightly) So that one day youâll fall for me completely and then youâll be all mine! How does that sound? (MC hugs him and he giggles, and says smiling) Iâm going to put a little something extra on my hug! đ¤ (he squeezes them closer)
Beel says with a soft smile looking in at them: âŚIt was fun getting to eat together with you every day here human world, MC. (His smile brightens) You know, when youâre with the right person, good food has a way of tasting even better. I want to be able to eat with you all the time, every single day. I want that to be normal. And Iâm going to do whatever I can to make it so that someday soon, it really will be like that. (MC hugs him and he blushes and smiles and says) Make sure you eat enough, okay? Take care of yourself.
Belphie says also with a soft smile, making eye contact: Iâm glad I got this chance to live here in the human world. Spending each day together with you in your world has been incredibly fun. (He looks sad and looks to the side) âŚHaving to go to sleep every night in a house without you in it from now on is going to be really sad, and really lonely. (MC hugs them and he blushes but his expression is still sad and he doesnât make eye contact) Take care, MCâŚ
Luciferâs wearing that fond smile that makes his eyes squint shut and he says: âŚNever did I imagine that one day, Iâd find it this hard to say goodbye to you. Iâve managed to shock even myself. (He looks up at them then) Once Iâm back in the Devildom, where I canât see you anymore, this feeling is probably going to grow even worse. I hope this is every bit as difficult for you as it is for me. (MC hugs him) âŚLetâs make sure we see each other again sooner rather than later. (He gives that soft fond smile again)
Barbatos opens the portal. Solomon tells them all to take care. Thereâs a flash of bright light and the opening song starts playing. âMC!â Yells Mammon with a bright smile before he jumps in. âToodles!â Says a beaming, waving Asmo. âTill next time!â says Levi with a small smile. âTake care of yourself!â Says a brightly smiling Belphie. âByeâŚâ Says Beel with a smile. âSee you around.â Says Satan with a smile. âSee you next time.â Says Lucifer with a nod of his head and a smile. âGoodybe, MC.â Says Diavolo with a bright smile. Thereâs another flash and the portalâs closed and theyâre all gone. The credits play thanking all the main and side character VAs over human world backgrounds and YOU! Back in front of the manor Solomon says it suddenly got so quiet that he feels lonely. MCâs silent and doesnât answer him. âHey,â he says after a bit, âdidnât they officially hire you as their âbabysitterâ because you came here looking for a job, you know that thing you need to be able to survive independent adult life in the human world⌠Did they ever pay you for that?â ââŚSON OF A Bââ At the angelâs halo Simeon tells a sad, silent Luke that the others must have gone back home by now, Luke quietly agrees. Simeon laughs and asks if that bothers Luke. Luke blushes, stutters and denies it. Luke tries to change the topic by telling Simeon to hurry up and grind some coffee cause theyâre about to open. Simeon says they still have enough time and Luke says heâs gonna take out the trash and runs out back to avoid his feelings and this conversation. Simeon laughs. The door opens and Simeon turns to tell them theyâre not opened yet but trails off. ??? says, âI can see that, yesâŚâ Simeonâs eyes widen and his mouth turns down, heâs too shocked to say anything. ??? says, âWell, look at you. I could almost believe you really are a human, brotherâŚâ Simeonâs entire face goes blank and settles on a cold emotionless expression though he still doesnât reply before he slowly smiles, ââŚWelcome. So glad you could stop by, Raphael.â And the chapter, the lesson and the season is over. SoâŚSOâŚyou know I donât even have words really. Iâm not, we really are getting new characters arenât we. I mean I said in some of the earlier summaries that at this point with the way they were hyping up the angels in this season that it only makes sense to bring them in BUT I never 100% believed they would and now Iâm just???? They really are gonna do it holy fuck GUYS!? I need S4 badly like rn immediately but given that the break between S2 and S3 was really small AND that they maybe introducing at least 2 new characters the break between S3 and S4 might be longer AND I get it yâknow but still I desperately need this now. Holy shit. And Simeonâs facial expressions! How he looked surprised and upset and then how his face just shut down (something we rarely or never? See from him) and then how it smoothed out into a smile ajsdvbkdwhskcjksk Raphaelâs way of speaking fit exactly with what I imagined after what Asmo, Lucifer and Belphie said about him. This kinda formal, authoritative, cold, distant way. And the tension between him and Simeon!? âBROTHER!????â Does he mean brother in the same way as the Sins do or is it more brother in arms the way I see Lucifer and Simeon being in the Celestial Realm? It felt cold compared to them. Pls give me a heavily dysfunctional, distant and cold angel family to contrast with the dysfunctional but close and loving demon family I WILL SCREAM. Iâve screamed all my angel and celestial realm theories in the previous summaries (there are a lot) so Iâm not gonna go into detail about them here but I will say Iâm keeping my fingers crossed for morally dubious/grey angels who believe they are completely in the right at all times and Iâm deeply scared of getting at least part of S4 without the brothers as we are introduced to the angels â I mean donât get me wrong Iâd love if they took time to introduce us to the angels without the brothersâ dynamics with them being involved and to give us a chance to hear their side of the story before they have the whole reunion between everyone BUT Iâll also feel the heavy withdrawal effects of being deprived of the brothers so yeah. Overall the goodbye to the brothers felt far more uplifting than last seasonâs one given that they ended with the upbeat opening song and not the melancholic sounding ending song. WOW okay. Iâm gonna try and get through the hard lessons and unlock the chapters I couldnât since S2. SEE YOU NEXT SEASON! LOVE AK đ¤
(DONâT YOU EVER COPY FROM MINE OR MY FRIENDâS WORK, CHARACTERS, AND STUFF IF ONE OF YOU ARE IMPOSTERS WHO HAD HABITS OF PLAGIARISM! I WILL BLOCK YOU FROM MY BLOG IF I SEE YOUR POST WITH MINE OR MY FRIENDâS ORIGINAL WORK BEING EDITED ALL OVER! IâLL EVEN SHARE IT ONTO MY BLOG SO IF EVERYONE WILL SEE THAT YOU TRYING TO COPY MINE OR MY FRIENDâS THINGS FOR NO GOOD REASON WHATSOEVER! That will be allâŚ.I mean it.)
PJ Giveaway to The Parents
đľđˇMe: What's up guys! I'm finally coming again during the last week of April 2022 for at least bringing you this secret art trade to share. However, I've been waiting for few days after getting this done. You see its something to do with my iPad Mini device that I normally used for working digital artworks through PicsArt. Even though back in few weeks of what I've been said to my iPad Mini device was fine, but unfortunately afterwards was getting worse or frustrated as I'm trying to go through my progress with these drawings; at least managed to get it done from yesterday. Nevertheless, It'll be tough to go back with my upcoming digital drawings for the future; though not what you think it was "harsh." The reason is that if you already know was the iPad Mini's storage data. It happens whether downloading apps or taken photos/videos, but getting too much will cause some space of what you had left. So much so in fact that it would hard to get through my art progress while I was at PicsArt. Though I'll explain that later after sharing this secret art trade request that my P-Pal hopefully take it will.
đ°đMaxwell: In it, you'll see mom and dad are with the Speedster parents while giving away their own personal pajamas to give each other. This is something that we happen to have with our Speedster friends and Cude when giving away our clothes; especially the Autumn/Winter and pajamas kind from few years.
đ°đđĽMay: Yeah. Though having them decided to give away their own personal pjs was an unexpected surprise for the first time when doing so.
đŚâ˝ď¸Sam: Well we won't forget the time from last year's Christmas when they give away their own clothes as gifts to the Speedster parents; even if was a silly idea due to our creator friend's suggestion.
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đľđˇMe: Yeah, but at least nothing too much, right? I'm hoping they would've brought their own pajamas though. So here I am as this is my P-Pal's request that I'm happy to delivered. Though I look hard from sources for their pajamas designs so that I can make drafts in full details. Good things that I eventually found it by getting through archives; especially both on our blogs from mine and to my P-Pal's.
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đ°đMaxwell: Yeah I do remember those from your past Christmas art posts you two been shared years ago. Not bad giving their designs though; especially from our mom and dad in their festive Christmas theme kind. đ đThough don't be confused with our dad's pajama pants with a belt on it. It just the design meant to look like an actual belt.
đľđˇMe: Yup. Nevertheless, I'm hopeful once my P-Pal sees this that they're gonna be fine in their own personal PJs for keeps. Let's see how Rita and Bonn would react.
đ°đMaxwell: Who knows? Maybe someday if they'll gonna give away their own clothes to my parents soon. Just saying though. Not bad seeing them in their PJs at least. đđź
đľđˇMe: By the way, as I told when getting through my art progress, I had a hard time that took me few days for this month to handle while my iPad's storage was full.
đľđˇMe: As you can see that screenshot âŹď¸I took from yesterday before while getting everything done at 7 P.M. This is a notification appears on screen pop up everytime it prevents me to continue forward with my art progress while I'm at PicsArt app; unless if I would to free some space at time. Though at least I had other options by exit out and back then repeat til my iPad still had some space storage left to continue through progress. However it takes longer about few days that I would expected to be.
đ°đMaxwell: Yeah. Seems like it while your iPad's storage data was still full. If only there's something you could do while someday you can get a newer iPad device for Chirstmas this year.
đľđˇMe: That would be great if it means to continue my plans of my upcoming art posts aside doing traditional style in the future or something. However, I do have one thing to share that Iâm gonna save it for another time; at least during the early days of May before continuing forward. For now though, hope youâll enjoy this art post Iâve been saving from my P-Palâs request. đ
đ°đ¤Windy and đ°đđScottie created by me; BryanVelasquez87 (Bryan360)
Rita and Bonn Speedster created by my P-Pal; @murumokirby360
plot:Â youâve been kidnapped by an unsub who fell in love with you, and Spencer is the one who rescued you
notes: extreme confident!reader, nervous!spencer, this is just a brainstorm of a book idea I had and decided to make it a spencer fanfic u know normal stuff
warnings: kidnapping, mentions of torture, mentions of rape, drinking, age gap (22-29), blood, injuries, criminal minds typical stuff
category: mostly angst and a little bit of fluff
word count: 3,9k
   "Y/N Y/L/N, 22, kidnapped in a club near the college campus while partying with her friends. Last seen at 1 AM, reported missing by her roommates when she didn't appear in all-day three hours ago," informed Garcia to the team while they were revising the case on the jet. "The New Haven PD is waiting for you at the police station."
   "Thank you, Garcia," thanked Hotch, but Garcia continued to talk.
   "There's something else you need to see."
   "What is it?" Questioned Morgan.
   "One of her roommates, Sandy Melville, has a channel where she posts videos of her life in college and with roommates. And Y/N appears in all of them."
   "You think this could be the work of a stalker?" Asked JJ looking at Garcia.Â
   "Someone could've watched Y/N in the background of the videos and developed a crush on her," said Emily.
   "Not in the background," corrected Garcia, "she's the protagonist of the videos. Sandy followers love her, and I don't blame them."
   Garcia proceeded to show the team one of the videos of Sandy walking through the snow of New Haven. The three friends were on the sidewalk, and the camera was focused on you as you kicked the snow off to the street as you laughed.
   "Y/N you are going to slip and fall!" Exclaimed your other roommate, Liz, pointing the ice that was on the border of the sidewalk. You continued to laugh.
   "Don't be such a drama queen, Liz, and enjoy the snow!" You yelled with a smile. "Kindness is like snow â it beautifies everything it covers."
   "Kahlil Gibran," interrupted Spencer, surprising the team who haven't heard him talk in the entire trip. "It's a writer, he said that."
   "Don't be so poetic, Y/N!" Exclaimed Sandy.
   "Kahlil Gibran said it, and I live for those words," you replied. The camera quickly turned to Liz.
   "She's crazy," said laughing before being hit with a snowball on the shoulder. "Y/N!"
   You simply laughed, and the video ended.
  "There are videos of their whole lives," commented Garcia. "Sandy recorded everything and posted online."
   Spencer was still staring at the frozen image of you laughing. Something about it had your complete attention.
   "Ok, JJ, I want you to make a press conference, and then, you and I will talk to the roommates and ask Sandy if she recorded something about the night of her disappearance. Morgan, Prentiss, go to the club, watch the security tapes, see if someone was looking at Y/N or talking to her. Reid, Dave, victimology, go to her apartment and learn everything you can about Y/N, including maybe what attracted the stalker to her. Garcia, check conversations, someone that has messaged her, that she blocked, calls, anything you can get, see if there is anything suspicious. We'll meet back at the station with everything we found."
   Spencer grabbed your picture from the file. It was your college ID photo, and you looked stunning. Your hair was curled, your eye makeup was bright, different from the one's he has seen. Yours made your eyes appear bigger and shinner, while your lipgloss made shine your pink lips.Â
   Rossi and Reid walked through your room, staring at the details of your walls, your awards, your photographs. You are intelligent, your bookshelves are filled with different literature books that could explain your knowledge.
   "She speaks French," announced Rossi as he grabbed your French edition of Candide by Voltaire.Â
   "And Spanish," added Reid going through your notes in Spanish literature class. "She's smart."
   "She goes to an Ivy League School, we should've expected more than this," observed Rossi. "This is a clever, intelligent girl, she wouldn't leave with a stranger just like that, it doesn't make any sense."
   "Well, she was drunk," said Spencer. "She just finished finals, she's graduating with a Criminology Degree in two weeks and went to celebrate with her friends."
   "Finals are very stressful, and it was a college bar, so maybe she didn't have her defence mode on, she trusted the guy. Where is her dog?" Asked Rossi pointing the dog bed next in your corner.
   "With her roommate," Spencer replied. "It's not usually from a stalker to approach their object of desire without preparation, and a club is risky. Y/N had to know the guy and trusted him."
   "Or, she never saw him coming," whispered Rossi.
   "Do you think hhe attacked her from behind? It was a crowded club, someone must have seen it."
   "He could've put a knife on her back, asked her not to scream and walked her outside. She was drunk, so she was weak, she couldn't fight back. He had to know that. Y/N looks like a girl who can defend herself. Everything in this room screams confidence, her videos, her attitude, he had to kidnap her in her weakest moment."
   "For that, he had to know she would have her finals last week. What if we are not looking for someone who developt a crush through the internet videos, but rather someone who sees her every day?"
   You slowly opened your eyes. The room was dark, with just one dash of light entering through a small window near the roof.
   You were in a basement.
   Your hands were tied over your head, your feet lifted from the ground only letting the tip of your tow to touch the cold dirt under you. You exhaled. Your eyes felt heavy to open. Blinking was hard because opening them again felt tiring.Â
   Your underneath t-shirt was filled was no longer red, your pants and sweater were missing, for some reason, your stomach hurt like hell.
   With all your strength, you look at it, having an idea what was it but being scared of it. You slowly focused your eyes on the red stain in your clothing and the cuts in your legs.
   You heard someone crying and took you a few seconds to realize it was you. You haven't sobbed in a while, in years maybe. It scared you. You were scared. All alone.
   Spencer and Rossi entered the police station and walked towards the table where the team was sitting. The whole board was filled with your information, your class schedule, your contacts, your credit card information, your grades, your family members, everything that Garcia could get from your computer.
   "What did you find?" Asked Hotch to Reid.
   "She's intelligent, she speaks three languages, and her whole life screams confidence, "look at me". It doesn't make sense she would leave the club with a guy and not tell her friends before in case something happens to her."
   "We think her stalker is not someone who watches the videos, but someone she knows. A classmate, a teacher, someone that knew her well to affirm that she finished her finals yesterday, and that will go to a particular bar to celebrate with her friends."
   "There are at least five different college bars that Y/N and her friends frequented," added JJ as she remembered what your roommates told her. "How did the unsub know she will go to that bar exactly?"
   "Maybe he heard her. If Reid's theory that the unsub is a classmate, she could've said it in class and he listened."
  "Ok," interrupted Garcia, "I found three blocked accounts in Y/N social media of guys trying to flirt with her but coming to strong that maybe worried her, but none of them is remotely near her, and I checked their entire background."
   "We checked the security cameras and the bar receipts," announced Morgan as he and Prentiss entered. "Neither she nor her friends bought any drinks that night."
   "They were sober?" Questioned Spencer.
   "No, someone bought them for them. Maybe our unsub."
   "My dear super friends," interrupted Garcia appearing on the screen. "I was checking Sandy's phone like you told me, and she did record last night at the bar."
   "I thought she said she didn't remember."
   "Well, turns out she did. Check this out."
   The video was clearly terrible quality. Sandy was moving and dancing around, making it impossible for the camera to focus. When she stopped, the team could clearly see your silhouette as you drank what it appeared not to be your first shot of tequila.
   "Y/N! Y/N! I'm dying to know," said Sandy drunkenly. "What is your plan after graduating?"Â
   "Uhm," you whispered, trying to talk clearly. "The only thing I have available is the FBI."
   "Could you imagine," interrupted Liz between laughs, "Y/N with a gun?"Â
   "I would look incredibly hot with a gun, what are you talking about?" You joked between laughs. "I don't know what it's outside for me. All my life, I've had everything planned. Study, get good grades, repeat. It can be scary doing something different."
   "Oh, please," said Liz as she was falling next to you. You were quick to catch her and put her arm over your shoulder, "you are Y/N Y/L/N, I bet everyone wants you."
   "I am a man who does not exist for others."
   "Ayn Rand," murmured Spencer.
   "You are a woman," said Sandy.
   "It's from Ayn Rand, you guys are so drunk," you laughed before turning around. "Where the hell is the guy who bought these for us?"
   You looked through the bar but didn't find him.
   "Hey, girls, I'll be back in a sec, I'm gonna pay for the drinks," you told your friends with a tiny smile.
   "Wait, Y/N, let's dance," interrupted Sandy, grabbing your hand and dragging you to the dance floor.
   "Morgan, who was the guy who bought the drinks for them?" Interrogated Hotch and Morgan quickly went through the receipts of last night.Â
   "At least six people bought tequila shots last night. End of finals week."
   "Y/N felt the need to pay the drinks back," pointed out Spencer as he watched you danced on the screen. "Why would she do that?"Â
   "She felt bad because he bought drinks for all her friends but wasn't hanging out with them?" Proposed JJ.
   "Or, something attracted her of him," whispered Spencer before clicking one of the videos in Sandy's vlog. "I was looking at this video earlier. Sandy asked Y/N how her ideal guy look like. Maybe the stalker watched it and tried to mimic it."
   "Why were you watching that video, Reid?" Asked Emily, and he shook his head nervously.
   "Research... for the case... yeah. Here it is."
   "My ideal guy," you murmured as you played with your little dog on your bed. "He has to be smart, but not cocky smart, he has to be humble. I hate mystery, so he has to be direct with me, with what he wants, I like that. Maybe tall, handsome, not afraid to talk to me. I don't know, Sandy, someone that can catch my attention without even trying."
   Reid paused the video just in time to see your smile to the camera. You were so pretty.
   He had to find you alive, he had to meet you.
   "We don't have time for a profile. Garcia, check the security video and look for a tall, good looking man that bought tequila shots between 10:30 and 11."
   Garcia was quick enough to show the security footage in the screen, pausing just in time to show a man buying the shots and telling the bartender to send them towards a table. Your table.
   "Who is that?" Questioned JJ, and Derek was quick enough to check.
   "Baby girl, look for William Klaus, Gale Andrews, Damien Ace and Ricardo Montero and tell me which one looks like the guy at the bar."
   "Neither of them," she said.
   "Can he have used another person's tab?"Â
   "No, that would have involved other people to his concerns. He is meticulous, he doesn't leave a trail."
   "Did he pay in cash?" Asked JJ.
   "That many tequila shots? Who has that kind of money in hand? He had to use a credit card."
   "All of these kids go to private school. If he actually goes to college with them, he has money."
   "We are back to nothing. All of our eyewitnesses were drunk."
   "Except the bartender," pointed out Spencer. "He's gotta remember someone who paid in cash."
   "Ok, Morgan, Prentiss, go to the bar again and interview the bartender, ask for someone who paid for shots in cash. We will deliver the profile."
   "The man we are looking for is white in his late teens and early twenties. Tall, and handsome, probably talks smartly and is nervous around people, traits that he learned by listening to Y/N description of an ideal man."
   "It is a student on campus. We denominate this unsub as a Love-Scorned stalker, he believes that Miss Y/L/N is madly in love with him. He has probably seen her sometimes giving him glances, or smiling, and thinking they were for him."
   "This type of unsub is extremely asocial, does not participate in scholar events, does not raise his hand in class, and is remarkably intelligent, enough to get into a private school."
   "This unsub is not a killer but will become one the second his fantasy seems interrupted. Maybe by the same Y/N who doesn't want to play along, there's no way to know how is he going to react with her. We trust that Y/N will realize that she needs to pretend to be in love with him to survive, but we can't be sure."
   "In case of his fantasy being blinded or interrupted, he can get really aggressive and possessive towards her. He's been dreaming to be with her for so long that her rejecting him is not an option."
   "Stalkers commonly killed their objective of desire. The time in which they do, variates in how the victim reacts to them."
   "That's why we need to find her as soon as possible. Ask her classmates, teachers, friends. Someone has to have listened to our unsub suspiciously talk about her, maybe in a way that made them uncomfortable. Our unsub can't manage what he says in public due to his weak social skills."
   "Thank you," finished Hotch, and the police department broke apart, going separate ways. "She's been missing 20 hours, let's find her as quick as possible." The team divided, but Hotch stopped Reid before he could walk away. "Reid, have Garcia found Y/N's parents?"
   "No, uhm, her mom died, and her dad abandoned them when she was little. Her aunt is on her way, though."
   "Dance," he ordered you, "I always loved your dancing. You danced for me a few weeks ago, remember."
   "It was a charity event for the school, Parker," you whispered. "I danced for everyone."
   "I'm not scared of you, ok? Do whatever you want. You want to kill me? Then do it, I'm tired."
   "I will never hurt you, Y/N."
   "Yes, you will. Stalkers always kill their object of desire, Parker, and you've been stalking me for a while, haven't you? You think I'm in love with you, don't you?"
   "Shut up," Parker whispered before you spit blood that you had in your mouth. "You are ruining this!"
   "What? Your fantasy? You aren't in love with me, Parker, you are in love with the idea of me. You don't know me."
   "I do... know you... I know you."
   "No, you don't. Just because you know at what time I leave for school, at what time I arrive home. Just because you know I walk my dog every afternoon and with who I hang out doesn't mean you know me. Parker, I'm more than a schedule, an object that you see walking through your binoculars. Just because you raped me and broke my arm doesn't mean you know my body. You can't love, Parker..."
   "Stop!"
   "... it's chemically impossible," you continued, "you don't feel love. You are missing one of the most beautiful feelings in the world, and it's not even your fault! You are a sociopath, and no matter how much you try, you will never know how the adrenaline of seeing someone across the room that you love feels like, you'll try to replicate it. You'll kill just to feel something, even if you don't want to."
   "Shut up! Shut your mouth!"
   "Kill me," you didn't even realize how you stuttered while saying those words. "It's the only way you are actually going to feel something. Kill me, because when you get in a mental home, the feeling of my blood running through your hands and skin is the only thing you are going to have, and you are never going to get it again. It's a drug that it's only going to work the first time. After you stab me with that knife, you are going to feel something for three seconds for the first time in your life, just so then, not feeling nothing at all for the rest of it. You must want it to be unique, right? Your first kill, probably your only one. So, light some candles, end my suffering... I'm not even going to feel it with the pain of my arm so who cares."
   Parker was staring at you, not moving, not knowing what to do, while you just look at him. You already knew that if you didn't get medical attention soon, the blood you are loosing for the cuts in your legs, and the pain from your broken arm were going to do the job for him, so you had nothing to lose. And making him spend his entire life in jail for murder was your goal.
   "Ok, so I did some research and found out that Y/N was part of this dance marathon for a charity event where an anonymous guy donated three thousand dollars just so she would keep dancing," informed Garcia.Â
   "That's an enormous amount of money just for her to dance," observed Derek.
   "And that is not the creepiest part, I found the name of the donor, and it is Parker Edwards, he is an art and literature student, and please look at the last art assignment that he delivered for his final grade in finals week."
   Garcia showed them a gigantic portrait of you next to a creepy guy, not smiling, just staring deadly to the camera.
   "Well, that's definitely creepy," murmured Prentiss.
   "Y/N, I need you to open your eyes," you heard someone whisper to you, and you slowly did. "My name is Doctor Spencer Reid, I'm with the FBI."
   "He didn't kill me?" You questioned slowly. Your mouth was dry, and you couldn't feel your legs.Â
   "No, he didn't. Y/N, I need you to open your eyes, please." You nodded. He proceeded to untie you, and you let fall in his arms. "I got you, I got you," he mumbled. "Can you walk?" You glanced at him, for then to show him how you couldn't even put your feet straight.  "Sorry, stupid question, put your arm around me."
   "Not that arm, he broke it when he carried me in here." Spencer listened and changed sides, helping you to get out.
   As soon as you were outside, the smell was different. You were used to the smell of dirt and your own blood, that when the spring breeze of New Haven hit you, you couldn't help but to smile.
   "Would you join me in the ambulance?" You questioned, and he nodded. The paramedics got you inside and started plugging cables and hydrating you, but your eyes were just in Spencer. "You look young to be a doctor."
   "If I had a penny for every time I hear that," you chuckled. "How are you feeling?"
   "Like writing this in the experience box for my FBI academy application," you mumbled, now making him laugh. "I know that I'm covered in dirt and blood, and shampoo hasn't touched my hair in a while... but I'm actually pretty." He raised his eyebrows, noticing that the painkillers were taking effect. "Probably my legs look like the legs of a training object for ninjas with all of those cuts, but I'm a terrific dancer."
   "I know. I saw the videos that Sandy filmed. Of you dancing at the bar."
   "That's drunk. But sober, let me tell you, John Travolta got his inspiration for Pulp Fiction by me, true facts." He laughed. "Thank you for saving me."
   "It's my job, and it's going to be yours too."
   You chuckled.
   "You are cute, doctor," you mumbled before closing your eyes and being able to sleep for the first time in hours.
   October arrived. It's been months since the kidnapping and arrest of Parker, and it was your first day in Virginia for the academy. You were nervous, now more than ever. What if you didn't have what it takes?
   You were completely cured, and the doctor freed you completely, and the first person you wanted to tell was Spencer.
   You and the doctor had been talking for months now, and he was everything you dreamed of. He was smart, funny, he paid attention to you, and even though you guys were just friends, you liked him.
   You liked him a lot.
   "This pile paperwork gets bigger every time I look at it," whispered Morgan staring at the tower. "I had plans tonight."
   While Derek complained, Reid finished his and gave them to Hotch, and Morgan felt that as a personal attack."
   "Please, tell people that if you disappear, I'm the prime suspect."
   "Hey, isn't that Y/N from the New Haven stalking case?" Asked Emily to Spencer, making him look towards the door where you were standing, looking at him.
   "Be right back," said the doctor standing up and walking towards you.
   "What was that?" Asked Morgan to Prentiss, but she had no idea.
   As soon as he was closer, he hugged you, and you felt safe immediately. You've only had seen him a few times since the hospital, so every time you guys reconnected, it was like you both grew up even more.
   "Y/N, you look great."
   "I told you once that I was incredibly pretty."
   Last time he saw you, you still had cuts in your face and a cast on your arm. Now, you were like a different person. Like that girl, he once admired dancing in those videos months ago.
   "What are you doing here?"
   "Today is my first day in the academy," you let him know. "I wanted to tell you tonight, but I couldn't wait." He smiled. "Hey, so, I have a surprise."
   "Another one?" You chuckled.
   You took out from your pocket two tickets for a horror film festival the day before, and he glanced at them curiously.
   "We both love Halloween, so I thought it could be a great idea." He smiled.
   "I love it... Y/N, about us."
   "Don't say anything, you whispered, proceeding to kiss his cheek. "We will talk about it after. Bye, Spencer."
   "See you tomorrow," he said softly, making you smile before leaving.
   "Reid," Morgan called him, "care to explain?"
   "Don't you have paperwork to do?" Morgan laughed, watching him walk away with a big smile.
Anon said: Would you draw SukuFushi? (Sukuna x Fushiguro)
maybe? *thinking face* if I ever got an idea for it, why not. I find sukunaâs obsession with fushiguro entertaining so I donât count fanarts for it as impossible haha
Anon said: I looked and I couldn't find if you've answered this already, so apologies if you did, but how do you draw your faces? I always struggle with face shape and yours are always super good with really expressive features! Anyway, thanks so much I love your art <3
HMMMMMMMM how do I do that indeed, the basics are honestly what youâd find on any basic tutorial about drawing a face (circle, cross in the middle of it, build the face around that - I really still canât avoid that step and probably never will). As for the expressions, to be honest with you my way of going about them is thinking them up in emoji/kaomoji form first and then go from there. Emojis and kaomojis have to simplify expressions to the max since itâs such a simple format, right? But theyâre still super expressive and convey exactly what theyâre trying to say with one single glance, so using them as some kind of reference sheet has helped me a lot in figuring out whatâs essential to express what Iâm trying to say - still working on it though! Iâm rarely satisfied with my expressions, they really do make or break a drawing donât they............ you never stop learning, I guess!
Anon said:Â Ahhhhhhh I just spent like hrs scrolling thru ur oc tag and theyâre all amazing I love them so much but I keep confusing the everloving SHIT out of myself cuz I too have a child who is Leo and heâs literally so different from ur Leo lol. Anyway tho ur art is amazing and it honestly just makes me so happy so ty and hope have a good day!!
OHHHHHHHHHHHH MY LEO! Itâd been forever since Iâve last drawn him, I kind of miss him............... glad you like my stuff, by the way! Especially about you liking my ocs, that means the world to me!
Anon said: hi there !!! i was wondering if i had ur permission to ur ur itafushi art in one of my edits ! i wanted to be sure before using it <3 total respect if its a no !! thankyouuuu
Sorry but Iâd prefer if you didnât do that!
Anon said:THERES A OCTOPATH TRAVELER LIGHT NOVEL AND ITS SO COOL BUT ITS ONLY IN JAPANEESE ! ;^;There's four stories with centered around pairs of characters and alfion is one of them !Idk if itll be transleted but i hope itll be cuz it sound awesome
OH I KNOW!!!!!!! I saw the art for the alfion one a while back, it looks so soft!!!! ;;;;; 8path is kinda niche as a game though, so who knows.............. letâs cross our fingers!!
Anon said:Â hello, i am here to recc Skeletons by New Years Day because i think it might fit a few of your ships<3
Thanks anon now Iâm emo ;;;;;
Anon said: bakubro gives the best hugs. kirishima is the only one who knows this. everyone is absolutely incredulous when the question "who gives the best hugs" goes around and kirishima answers bakugo. (bakugo thinks kirishima is the best but he benefits from kirishima bodily hugging him and he's biased)
Definitely!! Heâs strong and warm after all, bet hugging him would feel the best.... the only one who shall ever know is kiri though, as I bet his hugs are only that nice when he really likes the person heâs hugging hahaha
Anon said: Hi! Just wanted to say that I absolutely love your JJK art! The colors and style are absolutely stunning.
Thank you so much!!!!!!! I feel like Iâm mostly drawing for myself lately ngl hahaha so knowing you like it means a lot!!
Anon said: Hi!! This isn't a request I just really like your art! I found you from Pinterest on a kiribaku thing you drew! Your art is so cool! I wish I could draw like that!!! I'll keep looking for new art you've made :D
Aw pinterest.......................... glad you could find your way back here though!! And thank you!!
Anon said: This happened a while ago, but i wanted to say it anyway. I remember when I started watching jujutsu kaisen and I was looking for content arter finishing the first 10 episodes in less than a day and I found your first jujutsu kaisen post (it was posted that dame day) and i was like ???? One of my favorite artists got into jk at the same time than me!!! I just thought it was a neat coincedence to share! I really love your art too, you're amazing!! Happy New Year!!
Itâs!!!!!!!!!!!! a pretty dang neat coincidence for me too, since itâs always nice to know at least some of my followers are still into the stuff I make hahahaha
Anon said: i think a lot abt ur art and how ive been seeing u since middle school and now im graduating highschool and we're still in the same fandoms, i hope this doesnt make u feel old but rather VERY cherished qwq
No anon this makes me feel amazing youâve been around so long!!!!!!! I canât believe youâre still here with my thank you so much for that!!!!!! I think Iâm gonna cry a little here.......... ;;;
Anon said: Hi! I love your art so much!! 𼰠Have you read a KiriBaku fic called The Pit??
Probably not, havenât been reading krbk fics in a while by now! Iâll add it to my for-later list, thank you so much for the rec!!
Anon said: can u believe that (sans sero) the entire bakusquad can be put into some form of punk/goth fashion? the realization was a galaxy brain moment for me. also realizing that tokoyami, kirishima, and tamaki are all varying levels of goth/emo (some more concerning than others)
Seroâs the hippie friend every punk friend group needs, he balances things out and thatâs why heâs very cherished and necessary!!!!
Anon said: your bakugo drawings convinced me to finally start stretching my ears and tbh i'm extremely excited (i've had off and on thoughts of stretching my ears (again) before this so it's not as impulsive as it sounds haha)
Anon thatâs so cool!!!!!!! I love gauges so much.....................glad I could give you the last push for it!!
Anon said: uhhhh, i love the style of that top left goge drawing dude!!
THANK YOU I LOVE DRAWING IN THAT STYLE THIS ASK MEANS THE UNIVERSE TO ME
Anon said: i sent the dragon!kiri and bakugo tug-of-waring over a piece of meat and honestly your response is exactly what i thought
I'm sorry. We're getting there, I promise. I just love watching you cryyyyy!!!
I'm just kidding I love you all please don't stop reading my stuff.
(fun fact these are Raul's actual hands! It's from a LOF promo. THE FINGIES THO)
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So weird note here it won't let me edit this post on my computer for some reason to add the link to the new chapter and it looks stupid in the app but whatever....I hate this place sometimes. đ¤¨
You went the next day straight to Rafaelâs office, but when you walked into the DAâs building, it was empty. What the hell was happening? Has the whole world gone nuts?
Before you turned to leave, one of the other assistantâs came out of the public bathroom.
âHey YN, didnât you get fired?â
âNo-- Yes-- Itâs a long story,â
âWell either way, I thought for sure you'd be the first one over to the church,â She chuckled.
âI'm sorry, what?â You felt your heart stop.
âThe church? Where your subject of obsession is getting married?â
âI'm sorry, WHAT?â
âPeople talk, Y/N. Word is youâre obsessed with Barba, screaming at him and his fiancĂŠe like an unhinged psycho,â She tried not to laugh at you.
âIâŚâ You began to have another panic attack.
âHe can't ..how did she...he CAN'TâŚ.â You started hyperventilating.
âOoookay I'm gonna leave you here for your mental breakdown. She scoffed and walked out. You immediately bolted out behind her, dialing Mariaâs number, thanking God she gave it to you the other day.
âHola?â
"Maria he'sâŚ.he's getting married,â You gasped for air.
âY/N? What are you talking about?â
âRafaelâŚ.heâs gettingâŚâ You tried to breathe. âHeâs getting married, RIGHT NOW.â
âThat doesnât make sense, Raffi would never rush into something so--â
âYou said it yourself Maria, thatâs NOT Rafael,â
âYouâre right. Well if thereâs any trace of my Raffi, thereâs only one church heâd get married at. Iâll text you the address and meet you there.â
âOkayâŚâ You started to cry as you caught your breath.
âHey, mija donât give up yet, itâs not over!â Maria assured you.
âOkayâŚâ You breathed, and hung up the phone.
-----
At the church you and Maria dashed around to find the groomsman room. You found it and Maria guarded the door.
You busted in without knocking to see Rafael straightening his tie, his tuxedo jacket hung on the mirror. He turned and stared at you in confusion.
âI...Iâm sorry sweetie, are you lost?â He had concerns in his eyes. Concern for a âstrangerâ. You hoped it was because he knew you deep down, but you also knew Rafael was just a wonderful man who cared for all.
âYou can't marry her Rafaelâ You said breathlessly, tired from running around the church.
âIâm sorry, what?â He half laughed, grabbing his jacket to put it on. You put a hand up to stop him.
âBecause you don't love her,â
âI don't? Really?â He gave you an amused smile.
âNo! She's using some kind of spell on you.â You cried.
â...Okay, is this some kind of prank? Is this Carisiâs idea of a joke?â Rafael continued to laugh, looking down the hall to see if Carisi was waiting to yell âGOTCHA COUNSELOR!â
âNo, look you have to believe me. Sheâs been giving you an elixir that makes you think youâre in love with her.â
â...Um, okay seriously, this isnât funny anymore sweetie,â He stopped laughing.
âIâm not kidding!â You stomped your foot,
âLook honey Iâm-- Iâm sorry, you must be confused. Did you come here with someone or--?â He put on a patronizing voice.
âIâm not some mental patient Rafael, l'm Y/N! Donât you remember me? Look at me!â You stepped in front of the mirror.
â....No, I canât say that I do. Really sweetie you need to--â
âSTOP calling me sweetie. STOP patronizing me, and fucking LISTEN to me!!!!â
â...Okay, fine. Then Iâm sorry you crazy person, but get the hell out of my dressing room,â He turned serious.
âNo! Look listen to me Rafael, you donât love Liv. She has you under some kind of bat crap crazy concoction of spells to keep you under her control!â
âOkay youâre ACTUALLY insane, how the hell did you get in here?â
âI came with Maria,â
âMaria? How do you know Maria? Oh did MARIA put you up to this?! God I know she was pissed I told her not to come, but to send a mental patient--â
âIâm not a fucking mental patient!â You yelled.
âAnd IâM not under some kind of bizarre spell,â He yelled back.
âOk thenâŚ.why do you think you feel stronger and stronger about Olivia every day?â You asked.
âAre you kidding me? Um sweetheart that's what you call being in love. You fall more and more everyday.â he scoffed.
âNot like that and you know it.â You challenged. âIt doesnât feel like that, I know it doesnât. I KNOW you find it weird,â
âYou donât know anything about me. I love Liv and--â
âThen why are you doing this SO fast?â You cut him off.
âExcuse me?â
âYou barely proposed to her a few days ago-- which by the way, NOT your idea,â You rolled your eyes.
âWow...you are really...are you stalking me or something?â He narrowed his eyes.
âNo, but I know you. You wouldnât just rush into something like this,â You told him.
âItâs not rushing, honey. Weâve known each other for YEARS,â He scoffed with a laugh.
âThen why? Why now? Why is it SO urgent that you get married RIGHT now?!â You stomped your foot.
âBECUASE I LOVE HER YOU FUCKING PSYCHO!!â He screamed in your face angrily.
âNo, you donât! You didnât take her to Maria, you didnât take her to your special place. But you took me,â You didn't back down, you matched his volume as tears lined your eyes.
âAnd why would I do that? Because I was in love with you? Did I just forget an entire relationship with someone Iâve never met?â He was still yelling.
âNo I--â You looked down in shame.
âYou what?â He crossed his arms.
â.....I used it first,â You said softly.
âExcuse me?â
âI used it first, okay?â You said tears in your eyes. âI used an enhancement spell on you that made you fall in love with me for a day,â
âOhhhh I SEE,â he chuckled mockingly. âSo what youâre really saying is Olivia is playing your game, just better?â
âNO!â You screamed. âNo, the stuff I used only enhanced stuff you already felt. Hers FABRICATED them. And I only used them for ONE DAY, because I love you enough to not want to keep you for myself if itâs not real,â
âBut you just claimed it was real,â he pointed out.
âI didnât know that at the time-- LOOK,â You grabbed his hands. âThe only thing that matters is that Olivia is trapping you,â
âWith magic.â He looked at you again with amusement.
âYeahâŚâ You didnât like this.
âThat I assume she got from you?â He nodded at you.
âNo she used black magic, I used good magic,â
âOh right right, the good magic that manipulates feelings. Of course,â He nodded sarcastically.
âDammit Rafael Iâm telling you the truth! I know the real you is there, deep down somewhere. I know he is and I know how he feels about me.
âRight...look you need to let this insane crush of yours go, lady. I donât know how you know who I am, but I have zero clue who you are,â
âThat's not true. I know that's not true,â
âOh really?â He laughed sarcastically.
âYou look like a penguin,â You simply said.
âI'm sorry, what?â He continued to laugh mockingly.
âYou look like a penguin,â You looked into his eyes, trying to distract him so you could pour the vial you had in your bra into his coffee next to the mirror.
So now you're just resulting to insulting me? Look you--- Oh my god what the FUCK are you doing?!â He grabbed your hand before you reached the cup. He held it and stared wide eyed at the pink vial.
âWhat the FUCK is wrong with you? Did...Did some criminals send you? The Diablos have pretty girls doing their dirty work for them?â
âWhat? No--â
âOhhh wait,â He became sarcastic again. âSo you try and counteract âEvilâ Oliviaâs âmagicâ with your own âgoodâ magic, is that it?â
â...I mean--â
âAlright I was tolerating you before, but if you donât leave RIGHT now, Iâm going to call security.â He swiped the vial from you and smashed it on the ground.
âNO!!!!â You dropped to your knees in devastation. That was the one thing-- the ONE thing, besides--- Well, there was no fucking way you were getting anywhere near his lips at this point. You racked your brain, trying to think of something, anything.
â....Your middle name is Eduardo,â You said softly, still on your knees.
â...What did you just say?â Rafaelâs face went from amused to shock.
âYour middle name is Eduardo. You tell everybody that it's Antonio but really it's Eduardo. You don't want anybody to know your real middle name because itâs your fatherâs name,â
âHow did you--â He tried to ask but you werenât done.
âEduardo used to beat you and because of that you hate him and you don't want anything to be associated with him.â You stood up, not breaking eye contact.
â....How the hell⌠â He looked at you. â...You DID use magic didnât you?â Rafael gasped.
âYes but I--â
âYou used magic to read my mind didnât you? You used it to manipulate me and try and use my deepest secret into trying to make me think I loved you." He looked at you in disgust.
"No, it's not--" You tried to explain, but Rafael wouldn't stop.
"...That we had this perfect day together, that-- that what I bared my soul to you because I was so safe with you? So IN LOVE with you?" He spat.
"You ARE!!!!" You were crying now.
âAlright thatâs it Iâm calling securityâŚ.â He muttered angrily.
âNo! Wait, Rafael please...justâŚ.just look into my eyes,â you begged. Maybe if he stared at you, heâd remember that day when you held him and planted that memory. You went to grab his hands but he pushed you away from him.
âGet the hell away from me you psycho! SECURITY!â He moved past you and opened the door. âSECURITY!â
âNo! Rafael! Please, oh god please, please PLEASE you have to remember. Remember I told you about my Broadway dream, just like yoursâ He was looking down the hall for a security guard, you were still yelling at him.
âStop it.â He tried ignoring your words while looking both ways down the halls.
â...And and I told you about how my parents died and you said that you used to play and dance and sing at your abuelaâs house because it was the only place you felt safe--â
âSTOP IT!â He threw his hands over his ears.
âAnd then you told me that it wasn't until you met me that you felt that safe again. With ME!!!!â You were sobbing now, trying to get him to remember.
âSHUT UP!!!!!â He screamed, his eyes flashed a bright neon purple. Suddenly two men grabbed either of your arms and started dragging you away.
âLook, Rafael--â You fought the security guards.
"What?" Rafael held up his hand for the guards to stop and let you talk.
"Just answer me this: Even if, EVEN IF you think that I-- I used some mind control and 'took' that memory from you-- have you told Liv?"
"Told Liv what?"
"That story, that memory. Your real middle name!" You felt fresh tears falling, and you swear you saw the purple fade for a moment in Rafael's eyes.
"...Of course I have--" He shook his head with a sarcastic laugh.
"No you haven't. I know you haven't, because I straight up ASKED her what your middle name was, and she said it was Antonio," You smirked at him.
"Well, that's because I haven't had a chance to tell her--"
"You can lie to me all you want Rafael, but you need to really ask yourself why haven't you told her? In the YEARS that you've been 'in love'? Why have you never felt safe enough with her to tell her your deepest darkest shame? Does that sound like 'true love' to you? Does that even compute with what you THINK you feel about her?"
Rafael eyes darted back and forth, purple and blue swirled around violently as he took in your words. But he fought them, and shook it out of his head.
"Whatever, stop trying to play mind games with me you witch," He waved his hands for the guards to take you away, but you added one last thing:
âIâm going to go to your favorite spot in the city, the one place you go to when youâve had a really long day or a bad day in court. If you go there, and Iâm there-- youâll know Iâm telling the truth.â
âYeah, OKAY. He rolled his eyes. âIâll be busy getting married, psychopath,â He nodded for the men to drag you out but you broke free and walked out yourself, at least youâd have dignity.
You walked out of the church and broke down in tears. Both Maria and Chloe were waiting for you, they ran to hug you as you fell down sobbing.
âAw honey, oh baby--â Maria held you while you cried.
âWe--We have to go,â You tried to get yourself under control.
âGo? Go Where?â Chloe looked at you confused.
âCentral Park,â You simply said.
You had to believe in your love now. Thatâs all you had left.
Request: As for the request, I am so tired my brain isn't even functioning to give you one. So instead, I'm just nudging you towards our bargain. Post-prison sex with Ez?
BY @ly--canthrope
Warnings: NSFW, smut and feels, the best combination.
Word count: about 1.2k
Aurora says: this writing hasn't been edited, you may find some grammar mistakes, I'm sorry about that!
Gif credits: to the author.
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It's been a week since EZ came out from prison, passing the days by mostly sleeping and resting after eight long years with a firm schedule of tasks and activities.
You understand him, but you don't understand why he pushes you away anytime you try to go ahead.
Starting to think that maybe he used you to keep clinging to some kind of future out of jail, now he doesn't know how to break up with you after living together.
Anytime that he's not close, you can't help but cry disconsolately.
So you take your own decision.
Keeping the few things you have there into a small suitcase, you don't turn when you hear the door of the trailer getting opened.
âWhat are you doin'?â Angel asks confused, looking at your stuff over your shoulder.
âLeavingâ. You just sob.
âDid my shitty brother⌠break up with you?â
âNot directly, but it seems what he wants to do, and doesn't know how. So I'm doing it for himâ.
âWait, wait, wait. The hell are you talking 'bout, querida?â Urging you to turn, he is trying to find an explanation.
âHe just⌠pushes me awayâ.
âHe is a prospect, he has to do a lot of shitâ.
âAin't talking about that, Angel. I know he has a job now, but⌠he⌠The last time EZ kissed me was two days ago. He doesn't touch me. He⌠waits for me to be asleep, to come to the bed. And⌠And⌠I don't know what I'm doing wrongâ.
You can't help but collapsing into a bunch of tears. Angel hugs you tightly, stroking your hair as he tries to comfort you.
âListen, just⌠give him some time. It's a big change. He's just⌠finding the way to deal with his new life, okay? But he really loves you, mami. A lot. You can't fake that shitâ.
Ezekiel has heard you two.
But that night, he continues acting as always. Distant and silent.
You pretend that you don't hear him jerking himself off inside the bathroom, in the middle of the night, making you feel worse, insecure and unhappy.
Stepping out of the trailer, you light up a cig in your lips. Now, you know that he's not the problem, but you.
The next day when you come back from work, decided to talk with him, you accidentally listen to a conversation between the Reyes brothers.
âMan⌠she's a fucking goddessâ.
âThank you for the info, Angel, I ain't fucking blindâ.
âThen what's the problem? No offense, but if she was my girlfriend⌠Jeez, I would be fucking her until my dick fell into piecesâ.
âI am the problemâ. EZ growls frustrated. âEight fucking years in prison, without⌠having more fucking sex than using my fucking hand has broke⌠something inside me. I mean, I caâI can't fucking last more than⌠twenty secondsâ.
Silence inside the trailer, while you are freaking out outside.
âOkay, this is the first and the last time I'm gonna talk with you about sex... You should tell herâ.
âFor what? Angel, no matter how much she loves me, you need sex to make work a relationship. That⌠bullshit about being together is enough is⌠just bullshitâ.
âYeah, maybe it is bullshit, but she thinks that you want to break up with herâ.
âI know, I⌠heard you last night⌠I don't wanna lose her, but⌠she doesn't deserve a man who can't please herâ.
âYou don't have to use only your cock. You know it, right, genius?â
âBut it's not the fucking same, Angel. She will get tired. Finding someone bettâFuck, I can't even breath thinking about itâ.
That really breaks your heart.
Those words are making you feel devastated, knowing that it's not you.
You hide yourself when they come out of the trailer, starting to think about something.
And you wait awake for him, surprising your boyfriend who wasn't expecting it.
âIsn't too late?â He asks, trying to pretend that he's not nervous.
âI heard you talking with Angelâ.
His heart jumps, gulping and putting his gaze away from you. Getting up from the bed, you walk towards him as soon as you discover that he's about to cry, ashamed.
âZeke, lemme help you. PleaseâŚâ
âI caâI can't. I've been trying it⌠Shit, I've been recoârecording the fucking timeâ. That confession really melts your heart, leaning forward to kiss every tear on his cheeks. âI'm sorry⌠I swear that I'm trying⌠Don't leave me, pleâplease⌠It will⌠It will work, I promiseâ.
You couldn't.
So, even if it sounds a little cold, you start to schedule your sexual encounters.
At the beginning, it's just about kisses. You two lie down on his bed, kissing for some minutes, until he cums in your hand.
The first time, he cries and tells you how sorry he is. But you don't care. It's okay for you, because you really want to help him. Not only for you, but for his insecurities that don't let him sleep.
Bit by bit, he feels a little more comfortable with the situation, aware that you're not going to break up with him just because he needs some patience.
After his first ride, being two days out of Santo Padre, EZ feels plenty. Ready to take another step ahead.
He knows how to use his hands with you, how to make you beg for him, how to make you stirr under his touches. He is lying by his right side, with his lips fixed on yours, drinking every gasp you utter. And his thick fingers hitting you. Until, to your surprise, he settles himself between your legs, without breaking the kiss. With a desperate slam, he digs his cock inside you, and you can swear to God that you have never felt this good. His pace is somewhat low, letting you mold your wet pussy around his hardness. Ezekiel's face is sunk in your neck, barely breathing, making the effort as your vocals become a little more loud.
âOh, fuck, babeâŚâ He mumbles. âYou are so fucking warm⌠shitâ.
âI'm⌠I'm gonna cum, EZâ.
âFuck⌠yes, babeâŚâ You can notice the proud tone hidden in his moans, speeding up every move he does rocking his hips.
You're close. Too close. Letting yourself go when you can't handle it no more. With your hands nailed on the back of his head, you can't help but cry out his name. The mix of feelings inside you is indescribable, closing your eyes strongly with a bunch of gasps stuck in your throat.
âCan I⌠Can I come inside you?â He whispers with a trembling tone of voice.
You don't need to say a single word, catching his lips between yours and surrounding his waist with one leg to push him deeper. Some furious thrusts after, he fills you up with a delighted howl flooding the trailer. The heat is wrapping your bodies, almost sweating while your sleepy tongues try to fight the other.
Hearing him laugh again is the best thing that could ever happen to you, hugging you excited because he finally felt like he was really pleasing you.
@pi-createsâ and I started a new discord server together called [the writerâs guild].Â
What does that mean? Well, lemme tell you a story.
Yesterday wasnât a good day for me. It was one of those days where I woke up at 5am and laid in bed for a few hours like "what am I doing with my life...? ....Alexa, play 'so no one told you life was gonna be this waaaaay clap clap clap clap clap-'âÂ
I pretty much had a mini morning life crisis where I was thinking about when I was in school, my new job and how exhausted itâs left me, all the effort I put into my blog and the fandom, how my dreams of becoming a writer who creates original content is slowly going down the drain as if I'm an eighty-year-old woman on the verge of death and not a dingus in my early twenties, how if I put that effort into my original writing I could maybe do something worthwhile, how I should go back to school but to do what? ....and many more things.
Yâknow... all the good stuff.Â
So Pi and I were chattinâ like we do, talking about all of this and the skybound xpo. As weâre doing so, my roommates gives the suggestion of making a discord for original writing. If Iâm serious about wanting to get back into writing original stories and not just fanfics, something like that would help, that sorta deal.Â
I looked at her and was like âpssshhh,â because even though I have my TWDG server, I donât know anything about discord or creating servers, so thatâs dumb. It would never work. Too hard.Â
Except then I brought it up with Pi, one thing led to another, and now we have this server...... so it was me who was dumb all along.Â
We took inspiration from TES: Oblivion when naming it [the writerâs guild]. In that game, there are factions you can join like the fighterâs guild, or the mageâs guild... so I thought itâd be fun to have a writerâs guild.Â
But this server isnât just for writers. Weâre welcoming anyone to join, whether youâre an artist wanting to share your original art, a writer who wants help with fanfics and/or original stories, someone willing to edit or beta read stories for writers, or you just wanna offer your moral support and hang out with us, see what weâre making and enjoy new content.Â
âGreat, whereâs the link to join?â
Great question, hereâs the part where I tell you another story.Â
If you wanna join then you have to send me or Pi a DM on here requesting to join.Â
I wonât be posting any links for just anyone to click. The reason weâre doing this is because of an incident we had in our TWDG server.
What happened was when we created that and invited anyone to join, a certain person joined us and they never interacted with chat. They never introduced themselves, they never appeared online. Didnât think much of it, so itâs fine.Â
However, this was around the time where I was getting flooded with lots of shitty anon asks whenever I so much as mentioned Violet in any of my posts. This went on a long time until one day that person suddenly appeared online in our server.Â
I was talking to everyone about these asks I was getting..... but then I started getting asks that were pretty much responding to everything I was saying in the discord chat. This time they were upset with me over a joke I made about Violet because what else, itâs always about Violet.Â
They were demanding to know my sexuality [something I have NEVER shared on Tumblr before and yet, they somehow happened to know Iâm bisexual in the next ask just as I came out to the discord chat] so that they could use it to justify calling me lesbophobic and all these other things.Â
Well, then Pi messaged this person since we were all suspecting them, and suddenly they were offline and the asks stopped, and they were eventually kicked. We havenât had any issues since.Â
No, we donât have concrete proof that it was 100% them doing all of this but like.... quite a lot of coincidences, donât ya think?
It was a bizarre thing for all of us, so maybe you understand why Iâm a little hesitant to throw a link out there for everyone now, even though that happened a while ago. Pi and I decided this was the best way to do it so we could keep track of everyone joining just in case.Â
We donât want anyone to feel uncomfortable in [the writerâs guild], we want you to feel like this is a safe space to share your ideas, help and support others, and grow as a creator. All we ask is that you follow the rules we have in place.
âWait does this mean youâre stopping your twdg content?â
Nope! Iâll still be here running this blog, answering asks and making other posts related to twdg. Iâm just also at a point where I want to put some of my focus on to creating original content and writing my own stories with characters I create. That doesnât mean Iâm never going to write another fanfic again, or that Iâm abandoning the blog, so donât worry! :D
And yeah.... I think thatâs it. Feel free to ask any questions you might have, weâll probably have answers hahaha