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harmlessghosty · 3 months

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Hi, Ghosty. I've been wondering if you can do demon brothers with mc that is insecure with their eczema 👉👈

As someone who grew up with (granted, mild) eczema, I feel this in my soul. Even with a little, it can be embarrassing and unbearable, so I can imagine how hard it is with more. Hugs, because it absolutely sucks, and sometimes there’s SO little you can do about it. I usually treat it with creams, but I’m sure everyone varies.

I’ll preface this with the very clear statement that the Obey Me characters do not care what you look like, as long as you’re comfortable and happy. Being insecure of your appearance means you aren’t comfortable and happy, and they’ll each do whatever it takes to change that into something that empowers you, or at the very least helps you feel better in your skin.

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Lucifer

More often than not would notice early on that you’re self-conscious of your appearance. Long sleeves? Pants? Turtlenecks? All in summer weather? How unusual, and you even seem to be sweating uncomfortably.

At first suggests gently that you should dress for the weather until he realizes that something more must be happening for you to behave so unusually. He asks directly what the problem is, and you decide to tell him—but only in absolute privacy.

Nods in understanding. You don’t want people to see your skin, and he relates to that. After all, the scars from his fall are…

Well, we don’t talk about the scars. All you need to know is that he understands.

Offers to help you find creams, spells or other treatments to settle flare-ups. Lessens your stress so that it doesn’t get worse. Offers his office and bedroom for you to lounge in without covering yourself—whether he’s there with you or not. If he is there with you, he treats you as he would normally—respectful and calm, without acknowledging the rashes unless you want to talk about them.

Mammon

What do you mean you’re not burning up in that get-up? C’mon, take off that sweater. It’s a million degrees and you’re making him feel like he’s sweating!

You agree on the condition that he doesn’t tell anyone and that he doesn’t laugh or make a comment. After all, he won’t shut up forever if you don’t let him see what the problem is.

Oh. Ohh, that explains it.

Tries hard not to stare because ouch, that looks painful. He’s gotten his fair share of rashes and wounds from…Well, being an idiot with spellcraft. But that just means he has tons of sympathy for your condition.

Offers for you to use any of his special, expensive products as you want. He even goes out of his way to find things that’ll settle the flare-ups, even if that means spending more money. “Forget about it. Ya made me itchy, so start usin’ it before I go crazy.”

Doesn’t shy away from physical contact, and doesn’t treat you like you’re a pariah. If you suddenly feel anxious without covering your body, he offers his jacket to lay across your lap or cover your arms or neck. It’s the least he can do, and you look kind of cute with his clothes on. Just make sure ya give it back, and it better smell like those lotions he’s lettin’ you use!

Levi

It’s okay. He looks weird too, especially when he’s in his demon form. I mean, have you seen all his scales? They’re super itchy too when they shed off, and he’s got a mess on his hands making sure they’re cleaned up and not giving him even more skin problems and you must think it’s so weird and inappropriate that he’s comparing his stupid problem to your totally valid one and—

You hush him up quickly, but somehow, his anxiety helps you feel somewhat better?

He sighs and covers his reddened face. “I-I mean, I don’t know if it’ll work on humans, b-but I have…ideas of what works for me.”

Totally understands the social aspect of wanting to cover up or not go out, especially when your eczema is worse than usual or in an obvious spot. Always keeps his door unlocked for you to come and go as you please, and tries extra hard not to stare at your rashes when you’re there. It’s not that he’s judging you, but they just look so painful, and he wants to help so badly…

Absolutely offers to distract you in any way possible. If that means he has to t-touch you to rub on creams, or he just listens to you complain and offers his room as a place of comfort, then he really hopes you take him up on it. He even researches and buys tons of stuff online to try and help, though maybe you’ve tried it all. It’s the thought that counts, right? Right? Tell him he did good.

Satan

“Oh? I’m not familiar with that, but it looks uncomfortable. No wonder you’re insecure about it.”

While it doesn’t help you feel better at all, you respect his ability to be pragmatic, realistic and honest about your eczema. Yes, it’s painful and itchy and really obvious, but did he have to say the quiet part out loud?

So he researches. And he researches. And he asks questions that make no sense, some that do make sense, and others that even researches in the human world probably never thought of. And in the end, he comes up with a game plan that’s…not really what you wanted, but you appreciate the thought behind it.

Maybe you’ll take him up on the offer, or maybe you won’t. It’s totally your decision, but the door is always open. He’ll make all the potions and spells you could ever want to try if it means you’re more comfortable with yourself.

He’s a bit pushy on asking about it sometimes. He wants to help, but he’s not always sure how he can, so he needs a little direction. Once you tell him that you need a place to rest, or some lighter clothes to cover up, or maybe just someone to complain to, he’s always there to listen and offer a shoulder to lean on or a lap to rest on. Please, take advantage of it. It’s the least he can do.

Asmo

Very quickly notices your outfits are too uncomfortable for the weather and the season. “Darling, you really must dress with the times! You know that long sleeves should be reserved for after September, and you shouldn’t be wearing those pants when they don’t flatter your figure hardly at all, and—“

Will literally pull a jacket off of your shoulders. Try him. He’s trying to be helpful and playful, but he doesn’t realize you’re insecure because of your eczema until it’s too late.

Is confused. He doesn’t have a comparable idea for what that is in Devildom. He doesn’t have creams or treatments for anything like that,, but damn it, he’s going to find something that helps you feel better.

If you’re going out, he offers to help cover it up with makeup or a light shawl that matches your skin well enough to hide. If that upsets your skin and you don’t want to go out, he plans an elaborate indoor date and makes sure that the brothers aren’t home to ruin it. Trust him; they won’t be anywhere nearby. Don’t ask how he managed that, love.

Will give you all the oatmeal baths he can possibly offer. Maybe they help, maybe they don’t, but it does give him an excuse to see you au natural or in a bathing suit, and that’s something to appreciate, isn’t it?

Beel

His first concern is that you’re allergic to something you ate. He’s heard of people breaking out in hives for allergies, and he’s worried. It doesn’t look good, and he’s pretty sure that humans can’t have reactions like that without getting sick, and—

When you explain to him that it’s something you’re basically born to suffer, he nods in understanding. So it’s like a battle scar, he thinks, because that’s about the only comparison he can make. Maybe it’s even like a sweat rash; he gets those on occasion if he doesn’t take care of himself after exercising, so he gets it.

Lets you wear his oversized clothes to help cover up. If you’re in public, he’s absolutely not above stripping shirtless so that you can cover up, or even carrying you around so that no one can notice your eczema but rather look at you for being carried. Hey, at least they won’t notice the thing you’re worried about.

Tries to find foods that would help inflammation and will offer them to you on a regular basis. It’s something he knows will help in the long run, though it’s not exactly the most quickly helpful.

The best at making sure any creams you use are rubbed in perfectly. Have eczema anywhere on your body? He notices it quickly and offers to help cover it right away, whether with clothes or a treatment. Whatever makes you comfortable.

Belphie

Doesn’t care about the rash at all beyond a simple, “What’s that? Oh, okay.”

Secretly wonders if he can do anything to help. Is honestly a bit worried to touch you when you cuddle because he doesn’t want to irritate your skin further.

If you’re nervous about napping with him, don’t be, because he really doesn’t mind how you look as long as your shoulder or lap is available to him. It makes you feel good to be needed by him, doesn’t it? Then accept his generosity.

Really tries to listen to you talk about it, but he just…keeps thinking about ways to help. He’s smart; it shouldn’t be hard to come up with something that works, but surely you’ve been trying to work with it for years. In the end, he defaults to whatever you want, and does whatever he can to listen to what you need from him.

Constantly reassures you that the appearance doesn’t matter to him, as long as you’re cozy in his arms.

#shall we date obey me #obey me lucifer #obey me mammon #obey me leviathan #obey me satan #obey me asmodeus #obey me beelzebub #obey me belphegor #ghostywrites #ghosty’s asks #obey me headcanons

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liquidsao · 5 months

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im alive

and obsessed with tmr and newtmas, and maybe some headcanons??

I didnt read the book, im still waiting for it, so if something of my headcanons is something that was in the book sorry

Spoilers warning!¡!¡!!¡!¡!!¡!¡!

Thomas is really VERY shy, Newt is not, he is much more confident about everything. They both have a lot of scars, really a lot, they love to look at them on each others bodies, they tell the stories of how they got them. Thomas remembers something from his past life and tells Newt, he likes to tell this science things to him, Newt likes to listen to Thomas, one of the things he learned from Thomas is a little bit of sign language. Couple bracelets? Newt made them once, when they were still in the Glade, actually he made one for himself first, and then Thomas appeared, he didnt have time to finish Thomas one then, but finished it later during these rare breaks. Newt condemns this recklessness and foolishness, but he follows it and would continue to follow, isn’t that the same thing? Are they the kind of people who just started dating? They didn't understand how or at what moment, no one seemed to understand, it just happened. Actually they never fully understood, it just happened, they don’t know when or how. Newt writes something and lets it go for wind to pick up and blow away, he doesn’t care where it goes.

Many of them don't sleep enough and don't eat enough, there is so much stress and pressure, Thomas is no exception, he has developed a lot of eczema due to this, they cause a lot of nasty little problems. Newt tries to make sure that Thomas gets enough sleep and food, not always successfully, he likes to take care of Thomas's eczema, and consults with the camp doctors about what is best to use to cure this.

Thomas was interested in the reason of Newts limp, for the first time he asked Minho about it, but he said that he had no right to talk about it, that Newt had to tell Thomas himself, somewhere after the infection, but before admitting that he was infected, Newt thought that Tommy should know about this, back then in the Glade they tried all the escape options, he personally tried one of options, and he talked about it, about how he climbed the wall, about how he felt, about how he was saved, Thomas didn’t know how to react, he just sitting next to him and listening to it, he was nearby, he was sorry.

Thomas writes letters to Newt in Safe Haven, describes everything that happened and just let them go to the wind, no matter where they take them, he does as Newt did, he will read it, he will definitely read it, as Tommy will definitely understand, right? He has nightmares, nightmares with Newt, he didnt save him, at first he couldnt sleep and didn’t sleep, everyone he couldn’t save came to him when he sleeps, especially Newt. Every little thing reminded Thomas of him.

If Newt had survived, his vision got worse a little and his hearing very much. When he once learned sign language from Thomas now helped a lot. Newt's limp also got worse and he has developed tremors. Brenda got something of it? But much easier because she was cured much earlier. Thomas can't let Newt out of his sight, he's afraid of losing him again. Newt was cured, but he sees black veins as hallucinations, Thomas assures him that everything is fine.

Joint sparring?? Even in Safe Haven, many of them can't get rid of the feeling of constant danger, they continue to train. Newt is better at beating people up, Thomas is better at carrying heavy objects. Thomas, along with Minho, are one of those who became hunters, they know how to run, make traps, I think Thomas would not mind archery. Lizzy and Brenda are such bestie to everyone. Lizzy asked Thomas to tell him about his brother, died him or not.

#fanart #art #newtmas #newtmas fanart #tmr #the maze runner #tmr newt #tmr thomas #thomas #newt #newt tmr #thomas tmr #headcanon #tmr headcanons #newtmas headcanon #tmr fanart

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my-beloved-fandoms · 9 months

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There are so many underrepresented conditions with characters in this fandom.

Like, give me Dorcas with vitiligo, who was taught that it wasn’t pretty from a young age and tries to cover with makeup, leading her to wear long sleeves and pants till she feels confident, once she’s found people who love her no matter what.

Barty with autism. He’s not good at social cues, and he always carries around a pair of noise-canceling headphones in case things get loud, so he doesn’t get overwhelmed.

James with eczema. I actually have this condition, and I feel like he would own it, but feel a bit insecure on the inside. He would do horrible in hot weather, and Sirius, Remus and Peter have learned to just gently lay a hand on his arm when he goes to itch, and they just kinda parent him whenever his eczema gets irritated.

Marlene with bulimia [ED]. She binge eats, then exercises excessively, while not eating any more. However, as she normally sits next to Lily and Mary during meals, they’ve begun to take notice and slowly coaxed her into trying to regulate her eating.

Sirius who gets panic attacks due to his upbringing, flashing back, especially the year he runs away from home. It’s how James, Remus, and Peter know how to deal with them.

Peter who has self harm episodes. His parents are emotionally abusive, and he channels it into harming himself, even though he knows it’s wrong.

Evan with acne scars. People try and make they’re characters look perfect and wonderful and handsome, but you don’t consider that imperfections are what make things perfect. Without flaws, there are no good things.

Remus who has increased risk to depression and anxiety due to being born prematurely. It’s hard for him combined with his lycanthropy.

Pandora with diabetes who has to walk with a cane. People mainly write Remus to have stability issues; due to his condition, but ignore other characters. Her friends remember when to remind her to change her patch, and always have a one on them. If anyone even tries to make fun of her, Evan will most likely knock them out. [Pandora secretly finds him hilarious when he gets big-brotherly.]

Mary with OCD. She cleans the dorm room every day, even folding others’ clothes and making their beds. Her dorm mates have gotten used to it, and never disrupt her.

Lily who has phobias of so many things, it’s hard for her to do anything. As a child, even going outside was hard. Her parents only tolerated it till she was about five years old. Her father blew up and locked her in the back garden, meaning to leave her overnight. Petunia came down late, though, and opened the door for her. Her mother never contributed, but she let it happen. It’s why Lily tries to pretend she isn’t afraid.

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134340am · 2 years

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thank your lucky stars

levi ackerman x gn!reader, 0.6k words, cw food + sfw based on this headcanon that levi would ration out your chocolate stash

“leviii.” his name falls from your lips in the form of a long, petulant whine, punctuated with a sigh and an insistent tug on his arm. “levi, darling. one more please. just one more and i won’t bother you again. pleeease.”

“no, it’s bad for your teeth.”

“but it’s not like i’m going to eat the whole thing!”

“no.”

you sulk at his persistence, turning your back to him with a huff. behind you, levi makes no move to soothe your temper tantrum, keeping his eyes on the television.

you weren’t really mad at him—after all, getting levi to ration your chocolate stash was your own idea. unfortunately, having free access to all the candy in your apartment only meant instant demolition, and for the sake of your blood sugar level (and your own sanity), you’ve entrusted your lover with your sweets stash.

so technically, levi was just doing his job (albeit a bit too well, with the death grip he currently has on your box of strawberry chocolates), but that doesn’t stop you from sulking like there was no tomorrow.

on a typical day, you were more than happy to comply when levi steps in to take your treats away from you. today’s chocolates, however, were your absolute favourites – you were only allowed to have one single box of apollo strawberry chocolates at a time in your apartment because those little bicoloured morsels of goodness were your kryptonite; the smooth and creamy strawberry layer atop a ring of dark chocolate creating the perfect blend of sweet and bitter.

you hear a faint rustle behind you, then the distinct sound of the cardboard box popping open.

“stop sulking. you can have one last piece, but that’s it.” came levi’s stern voice.

a flash of pink and brown appears in the corner of your vision, held delicately between long and dainty fingers. you couldn’t help the satisfied smile that pops up on your face almost immediately, and you turn to claim the little chocolate between your lips, but stop short of it.

a quick inspection of the snack had your jaw dropping in surprise.

“levi, look! it’s a star!” you exclaimed, grabbing his hand to take a closer look at the chocolate. levi tilts his head in confusion, looking very much like a kitten that just woke up from a nap.

he brings the sweet nearer to his face for closer inspection. hmmm. it is indeed star-shaped, its five smooth edges quite unlike the typical frilled edges of the chocolates left in the box.

“the odds of getting one is about one in a thousand,” you continued excitedly, cheeks bursting with a grin so bright it could rival the sun. “we’re so lucky! i can’t believe i almost ate it.”

“is there a prize for getting a star, then?” levi asks.

“not really. just a placebo sense of good luck, i guess.”

your husband quirks a brow at that. “well, do you feel luckier?”

“kinda!” you beam, and levi feels his heart stir in his chest at the sight.

“maybe we’ll see a rainbow later,” you continued, looking out your window at the cloudless blue sky. “or we’ll find a four leaf clover. hey levi, maybe the eczema on your arm will start clearing up.”

“you brat,” he scoffs dismissively, though he can’t quite fight the smile that pulls at his lips. your excitement was definitely contagious. “if it does, i’ll buy you another hundred boxes of this shit.”

though looking at the way you dip your head down to pluck the chocolate from his grasp, soft lips brushing delicately against his fingers and a satisfied smile gracing your face, levi can’t help but already feel a hundred, no, a million times luckier.

a/n: apollo strawberry chocolates are made by meiji, one of, if not the biggest manufacturer of dairy products, confectioneries, and other foods in japan. they're one of my fave snacks—not only are they irresistibly delicious, they're also adorable. <3 thank you for reading!

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#levi ackerman x reader #levi x reader #levi x you #levi x y/n #levi ackerman x you #levi ackerman x y/n #levi fluff #levi ackerman #levi #attack on titan #attack on titan fluff #aot fluff #aot x reader #aot x you #yuna writes #snk

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padawansuggest · 1 year

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I am here to tell you a little story (don’t worry I’m no longer shaking I ate a bowl of ramen and got some drinks to replenish all the bathroom breaks) about eczema. I have pre-psoriasis on my elbows (got that one from dad’s side god they got the bad skin too) and red dots discoloring my biceps and a dry patch on my right wrist that I can’t get to go away. But the worst part?? I lean my right elbow against my thigh while I crochet most of the time. And because of that, I also have scales on that spot on my thigh.

I have other places like that on me, but my arms and now thighs are just. So bad. Well, last night I got this oil and it doesn’t have any chemicals or a single thing I’m allergic to in it. I put it on my biceps and elbows and today, my biceps are pale like the rest of my skin, barely any red dots (it used to embarrass me so much I thought I had bicep pimples okay my doc said ‘no that’s just VERY had eczema’) and I was told to put urea cream/lotion on it. Right now, my skin looks like I have put urea cream on it 3 times a day for a week. That’s how long urea takes to clear up my skin even this much. But now I have skin that looks half healed from all it’s issues.

I’m literally so excited about this oil, I told my gf and one of my BFFs about it cause eczema too, and I am screeching it’s so good. I even got it on dad’s back cause he has a dry patch he itches till it’s red and bad, and I’m covering any dry patch I find on my body now. Get the oil. It’s. So. Worth it.

#eczema

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misdreavussy · 4 months

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tw SH, suicide

idrk what to do for myself.. well.. i think i need to document shit for my therapist. bc i don’t feel i’m being taken as serious as shit is. like i constantly want to hurt myself and i have hurt myself. well i tried recently didn’t go as planned but still that part doesn’t really matter it’s not the point. i just need some real diagnosing i feel. well more of it i guess. something with more substance i think? i’m a little lost and i need to find my way back but where am i even going? idek if that makes sense i haven’t been making much sense lately. sigh.

and the derealization and depersonalization we’re hitting today. haven’t been able to look at myself very much lately. if i do it’s anxiety city and time to freak tf out or look away before that happens. i hate my body fr like everything about it. externally and some internally. and my eczema is flaring up like a mf im so itchy and in pain.

im a bit worried for christmas it’s a very common day for me to attempt. very common is like.. maybe 2 or 3 times. idek why that day particularly. i dont have any plans atm tho so i think that’s good.

anyways! i love my cats they are sweet and soft.

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sureuncertainty · 9 months

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so i saw a great post about how everyone needs to stop just telling queer people to leave red states, and it made me want to publish this post I’ve had in the drafts for awhile now, a list of things I love about Florida, after living here for two years (as a queer trans person who moved HERE from a liberal state):

- summer storms are just. so sexy. (when I’m home and not going to be outside in them)

- the sky is so so big here, the sunsets and sunrises are absolutely gorgeous and I get to see both, because I get up early for work now, and every single time they take my fucking breath away

- the humidity is so good for my skin, the horrible eczema that has plagued me for almost all of my life is literally just. gone now. oh my god. it’s amazing.

- i love that it stays light later than it ever did back home. in the summer the sun doesn’t go down until almost 9pm every night, and it’s not like FULLY dark until practically 10

- the way the sunset after it storms in the evening makes it look like the entire world has a filter put on it (and the thing that inspired me to make this post in the first place)

- this is more area specific I suppose but this area is so much more diverse than where i’m from, and it’s been so cool to get to live in a city with a lot of tourism because I get to meet people from all over the world every day (one of the reasons I moved here in the first place)

- the way i never have to drive in the snow ever

- LITTLE LIZARD GUYS. EVERYWHERE. THEY ARE MY FRIENDS. AND I LOVE THEM

I’ve honestly loved it here since moving here and don’t regret it even with all the bullshit happening right now. It’s scary everywhere and I see so much negativity for this state with no regard for the people who are here and even most of the people i see online that live in florida are constantly talking about how they want to leave so bad, which like, obviously valid, but like what about those of us who actually like it here? I moved here specifically and I love it. I have a really cool unique job and I get to be out as trans and partially out as a system irl which would basically NEVER be possible back home bc of how many people are too connected to who I used to be. moving here gave me a chance to start over and i appreciate that a lot

also yeah there are miserable aspects to it but there are good things too, like literally anywhere!

#i'd rather have hurricanes than wildfires anyway #win rambles

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polyklok · 1 year

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Sorry this one took so long. Last, but he better not be least! It’s-

William Murderface, physique/ appearance

Nathan

Pickles

Skwisgaar

Toki

Ohhhh god HIM I just-rghagtrjagbnaggjregagah

Anyway-

29 years old and extremely scared of reaching his thirties

He’s just about 5’10ish. He certainly doesn’t know, he refuses to measure. If you ask, he says he’s ‘fuckin tall ENOUGH’ and that’ll be the end of that. Measures his dick like every week tho

285 lbs, very fat. It mostly centers around his stomach, but he’s got some very chubby thighs, arms, and man-boobs. The full 9 yards of squish. Very stocky.

He’s stronger then you’d expect, though. Not as strong as Nathan or Toki, but he did his fair share of physical labor in his younger days, he can pull his own.

I’m not sure why, but I always imagine him sorting having pink-toned skin, being very rosy.

Also, we know he has some sort of irritated skin, which I’m thinking is eczema. He’ll whine that it’s all dry and itchy and gross but will completely refuse to fix the problem in any sort of way. Hates the idea that he has to work to get nice skin when it comes so easily to others.

Also, lots of random pimples in the weirdest places. He hates the ones on his back the most because he just can’t get to them and make them go away, at least temporarily!

His hair is naturally very curly, between 3B and 3C. Except, he never learned how to properly take care of it. Despite inheriting it from his grandmother, she never taught him, not even buying him a hairbrush until he was well into his teen years.

So he rarely washes it, and when he does, he uses the completely incorrect products. It’s awfully damaged, frizzy, matted. It’s a whole mess and he just thinks that something is wrong with him. I might make a fic where someone helps him fix it

He grew out a mustache for a similar reason to Toki; wanted to stop looking so damn much like his grandmother. Seriously, it’s uncanny how similar they look.

Speaking of hair; tons of it! A whole lotta body hair, everywhere. I’m talking bear status.

He’s been described dog-faced and pug-nosed, so he has a very round face with strong features. Large, flat nose, pursed lips, and a strong brow. He’s almost always scowling.

I like the idea of him having huge, adorable, out-turned ears! They even turn super red when he’s flustered!

Ignoring the fact that he clearly has green eyes in the show, He’s got heterochromia, blue and brown. He thought it was neat when he was real young, but someone mocked him for it in elementary school, so now he’s very ashamed of it. Completely unaware that the fans are obsessed with the unique trait.

Some other traits he has, according to that one episode; fallen arches, distended jaw, clammy hands, puckled stomach, Cro-Magnan brow, chicken-plucked legs and more!

He did his own ear piercings, by himself, with a safety pin and an ice cube, when he was a teen. He was inspired by some rock album covers and got in huge trouble with his grandparents.

His nose piercing was done by Pickles, they were both insanely drunk.

I just wanted to mention the gap in his teeth; he thinks it’s weird, but we all know its cute as hell.

He has an…interesting sense of fashion. It’s a mixture of his ‘clothes are clothes’ redneck days and his love for punk-rock clothing.

He loves the punk style but hates how impractical, and often uncomfortable, it is. So he has a few good, gothic items while most of his clothing is straight out of a goodwill bin. Not because it’s cheap, but because it’s what he’s used to.

Despite absolutely denying belief in any sorts of religion, he’s still…hopeful. So he wears little religious symbols, charms for luck (crystals, rabbit’s foot, etc) and other spiritual crap just to make himself feel better.

We all know his iconic stomach tattoo, but it’s not his only one. Most of his tattoos are small, funny sayings in dumb places. He’s got a ‘2 cool 5 scool’ tramp stamp and ‘lucky you ;)’ on the inside of his thigh. They all happened while he was blackout drunk and he doesn’t regret a single one.

Showers a couple times a week and only wears deodorant on special occasions. He reeks. Smells like serious body odor and piss. Maybe that horrible axe spray, if you’re lucky.

He’d honestly be not that bad-looking if he’d bother to take care of himself. But, he doesn’t. So, yeah.

#dethklok #metalocalypse #polyklok is real #dethklok headcanon #metalocaypse headcanon #william murderface #metalocalypse murderface

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standing-restart · 1 year

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I just took antihistamine pills for my eczema outbreak and i'm delirious with sleep so here's a Kevin thought:

He will give you beard burn because he loves being between your legs and could spend hours eating you out and finding ways to draw "just one more orgasm, you can do that for me can't you?" Because of course you're so good for him

-☕️

Gives you a soft kiss on the forehead, thank you for thinking of submitting a prompt even when you’re delirious, bestie. that’s what they call dedication to the cause!

Kevin is absolutely in love with eating you out. To him, there’s nothing better than giving his partner sexual pleasure. He is such a service dom that it’s nearly incomprehensible. Over-stimulation is his thing, and it’s pretty much a regular occurrence that play time with him lasts the entire night. Even when it’s not a dom/sub setting, he makes sure to stretch out every last minute of physical intimacy. Basically, Kevin doesn’t do quickies.

He loves to have you on your hands and knees, your face buried in his pillows as he eats you out from behind. Sometimes, if you’ve been good, he fucks you with his fingers or a toy (fuck machine, anyone?) but whenever he notices that you’re getting close, he dives back in to fuck you with his tongue.

You swear you can hear him smirk when he makes you cum with his mouth. He’s going to be (rightfully) cocky about it for the remainder of the day.

I feel like he’d stretch sessions throughout an entire weekend, too? Just entire weekends of being naked locked away in a house somewhere, him insisting that you can just do your normal activities but he keeps riling you up during them until he eventually just eats you out on the nearest available surface?

Also, I strongly feel that he’d be into sex outdoors. But that’s an idea for another post.

#yelling : I NEED TO TALK MORE ABOUT HIM !#KM #nsfw.txt #☕️#Dom!KM

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kyojurismo · 1 year

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i just realized it was pretentious of me to assume you know what eczema is…sorry 😭

it’s a skin condition that causes rashes and dry spots on the skin.

i have it really bad on the back of my neck, arms, and thighs, but it’s different for everyone!

it varies based on what you’re allergic to and most have to use a medicated topical cream and oils for it to heal. unfortunately, mine doesn’t go away, it just lightens up based on the whether and my diet.

it also causes spots in the skin to be different colors when a patch does go away (which takes forever lol)

because i’m so mixed i have vitiligo and eczema.

vitiligo is just the different blotches of skin color.

thank you again!

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hello! don’t worry, i was about to do a bunch of researches anyway <3 i’m glad you decided to tell me more about it, that way i can write something a bit more specific.

i think i’ll write both for kyo and tengen, and i also wanted to tell you that it’s gonna take me some more to post it bc i’m having a bunch of different problems myself, so yeah.. i hope you’ll understand. it’s good u decided to send another message so that way i can reach you “directly” since it’s an anon req <3 i hope you’re having a good day sweetie

#📮 — questions !!

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vale-x · 1 year

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HINDSIGHT IS ALWAYS 20/20 — A CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT TASK, PERTINENT TO MEMORIES.

TRIGGER WARNING! This character development task contains potentially triggering content such as: child abuse and abandonment, narcissism, cheating, heartbreak. // @exclusivemusings

What is a key memory your muse has that drastically changed the course of their life?

This would probably the time when he stole his dad’s car and took it for a roadtrip with his friends, effectively running away. All of the boys had used their parents’ credit cards to take them as far as they could go, and wound up breaking down on the side of the road. The entire trip was Lukas’ first taste of real freedom from his parents, and solidified his means to kick off running and never look back the second he legally could. Had he never formally made the decision to cut his parents out of his life (for the most part), he’d likely be even more of a reflection of them now—more cruel, more selfish, more manipulative.

What decisions have they made that ultimately wound them up where they are now - physically, emotionally, spiritually?

What decisions hasn’t he made that wound him up where he is now? That’s a better question, because Lukas continually fucks up his life over and over and never has, and likely never will, learn from his mistakes to be a better man. Some of the more notable decisions have been cheating on almost every person he’s been in a relationship with, hiring someone to steal his industry rival’s databases, sleeping with his ex-girlfriend’s best friend, getting married to someone he just met over Pride, and generally every decision he’s made in primarily his own self-interest, have brought him to his current turmoil. That isn’t to say some of his decisions haven’t been good. After all, no one person is wholly good or wholly bad. He is definitely objectively a horrible person who hurts others and doesn’t take accountability for doing so, but at least in regards to his line of work, which he’s very passionate about, nearly all of his decisions have been good and commendable even. He holds a lot of pride in his work and, emotionally, that provides him with enough of a buffer to give himself praise when others would rather hold him accountable. To tell himself he’s not so bad, when others try to show him that he is, in fact, and doesn’t have to be, but chooses to be.

Physically he’s aging, yes, but still very much in the prime of his life. He doesn’t have the same crazy stamina he had in his twenties, but he’s chosen to live a very active lifestyle despite his obligations and his body reflects that, in both outward appearance and internal functioning. Generally, he does not experience any physical ailments except eczema flares, which he’s had since he was a child.

If they were to have made a different decision at the time, what would it have been?

Hindsight really is always 20/20 with Lukas and he only ever wishes he could go back and have a do-over after the consequences are already there in his face. In most situations, yes, he’d likely choose to go back and make a different decision. Not cheat on his partners. Not betray peoples’ trust. Not marry someone he just met. Act more selflessly, do more for others. But, with Lukas, practice is damn near impossible compared to theory. In the moment, he would likely make the same exact decisions he made the first time around.

How might their life differ now had they made that alternative decision?

He’d likely be a lot happier. Have stable relationships, possibly even a family and kids of his own.

Does your muse ever wish they could go back in time and change anything about their life? If so, what?

If you were to ask him, he would tell you no. He’s too prideful to admit that anything in his life could have negatively affected him and permanently so. Deep down, yes he does. If he had some way to give himself a loving childhood—even a childhood where his parents were at least there—he would start there.

How does your muse experience their bad memories? Are they nostalgic? Resentful? Remorseful? Do they avoid them altogether?

Lukas tends to avoid bad memories like the plague. When he does allow himself to reminisce, because it’s typically things he himself has caused, he tends to feel remorseful and resentful of himself. He does not understand why he ruins every relationship he gets into, or why he’s so inherently bad (as he believes he is), and to confront those emotions, his mind does some strange things. He either lets it drag him down into some self-hate spiral that ultimately ends in denial, or he’ll go into immediate denial.

What is your muse’s worst memory?

TW CHILD PHYSICAL ABUSE. Lukas’ worst memory is difficult to pinpoint, but if he had to narrow them down to an era, it would all be concentrated in his childhood. Though he’s had devastating memories as an adult, nothing compared to the original wound of the only people that were obligated to care for him, not caring for him. Considering which one left the longest mark, and the one that might immediately come to surface if someone ever asked him what his worst memory is, it would be the night his father came home after he’d been arrested for arson at age fourteen. James had beaten him nearly to death, and then left him to take himself to the hospital. In the three days that ensued of hospitalization, his parents never looked for him, and rather flew back out to their respective jobs. A full detailed account can be found here and here.

What is your muse’s favorite memory?

Happy memories are typically superficial for Lukas, but the memories he’s had with his ex-girlfriend, Camila, have been consistently the best of his life. He was deeply in love with her, and when they met, they’d both been on a world-tour cruise. When the cruise docked in Thailand, they hiked down to a waterfall, and finally kissed one another for the first time. That night, they rented out a glass igloo from a local hotel, where they’d be able to sleep under the open sky surrounded by the forest and an elephant preserve. Stargazing has always been highly comforting and intimate to Lukas, as it was one of—if not the only—coping mechanism taught to him as a child. That night has been forever ingrained in Lukas’ memory as fondly as he’s ever experienced, and despite the ultimate demise their relationship met, it’s his favorite memory.

What is a song or aesthetic that brings up a memory for your muse, and what memory is it?

The song Wavelengths by Gem Club. It was playing on the cruise deck that he and Camila had been on, and they’d danced together, alone late at night to it, again underneath the stars and moonlight. He is not often so romantic, but in that moment, and every moment after, he felt safe enough with Camila to be so. That was the night he realized he loved her.

#enyc.task01 #tws at the top pls heed them my darls

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ao3feed-romione · 1 year

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A scratch was all it took, literally.

A scratch was all it took, literally. by hun nybugs

Harry Potter has had issues since he was a kid, being locked in a cupboard, having no parents, fighting a basilisk, having to put up with fame. Well.. those last few are relatively new but they still all count.

No, not many people know about the minor issue, the one fucked up thing that Harry hates about himself because it just doesn't go away. It's the one thing kids loved to pick at him for during Primary School. It's like going through hell and back with just one scratch. That's a rule he had to follow often as a kid, and now it's coming back.

To never scratch.

(In this fic Harry has eczema and will be based off of my experiences! I've never seen a fic like this and decided to make one. I may add plot.. may. This is uncompleted and updates will happen sporadically so.. Sorry!)

Words: 1612, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English

Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling

Rating: General Audiences

Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence

Categories: Gen, Other

Characters: Harry Potter, Harry Potter Characters, Severus Snape, Albus Dumbledore, Ron Weasley, Hermione Granger

Relationships: Harry Potter & Severus Snape, Hermione Granger/Ron Weasley, Hermione Granger & Harry Potter & Ron Weasley

Additional Tags: Good Severus Snape, Severus Snape Has a Heart, Severus Snape Adopts Harry Potter, Protective Severus Snape, Happy Harry Potter, Harry Potter Needs a Hug, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, My First Work in This Fandom, Minor Hermione Granger/Ron Weasley, Severitus | Severus Snape is Harry Potter's Parent, Ron Weasley Bashing, Hermione Granger Bashing, Minor Injuries, Minor Violence, No Ron Weasley Bashing, No Hermione Granger Bashing, No Smut, No Spoilers, No Sex, Angst, Fluff, Fluff and Angst, Fluff and Humor, Family Fluff, Family Feels, Family Bonding, Some Plot, Why Did I Write This?, Tags May Change

Read Here: https://archiveofourown.org/works/44946418

#AO3 Feed #Romione FanFic #♡#Side Romione #R:General #A:Hun Nybugs #Fluff #Angst

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luveline · 17 days

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GOD eczema flares are the worst :((( idk about you but mine take forever to go away fully doesn’t matter how diligent I am about lotions and treating it and it just makes me feel so gross and itchy all the time

yes like you think it’s getting better but instead it’s secretly getting worse !! :( I have just had to powder over it and cope hahahaha

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emogirlalexis · 2 months

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I’m so happy to be leaving the beauty industry.

The way we have completely warped what people are SUPPOSED to look like. Why am I seeing face lifts and Botox on 30 year olds? It feels SO invasive and dystopian and honestly most people who get it done - it feels so uncanny valley because they didn’t need it to begin with and now they look alien.

Everyone says “oh I don’t look good because I’m OLD” - why do we shame ourselves for age? Why are we so hellbent on encapsulating our youth? For WHO do we strive for these goals? Why do we put these standards that are impossible to attain at the forefront of our happiness when we catch a reflection of ourselves? And why is it when a young person says these things the response its always “well you’re young, you just wait until you’re older”.

I hope on everything I have that I live long enough to have a bunch of wrinkles and saggy jowls and chin hairs and menopause and whatever else comes with aging. How we look should NOT quantify how we age - it’s about how we TALK and ACT and how we present ourselves to the world. Wisdom, grace, maturity and compassion are NOT mutually exclusive with a specific age demographic.

The truest thing about aging for me is MOBILITY - who cares about wrinkles when you can WALK - sure it’s achey and more work than it used to be but it’s still there. Once your mobility is cut, so is your independence and invariably your life will deteriorate after the fact. When you are dependent on another for basic things, when you have to rely on people to grab your medicine and meals and help you shower and use the bathroom - I don’t think in those moments you’re going to be wishing you had less wrinkles.

I am not blind to my youth but I also spent 10 years of it praying for my own demise and in turn I missed out. I’ve missed out on so much fun, and love and confidence! I’ve missed out on comfort in my own skin when I really needed it. I want to age gracefully. I want to live fully. I don’t want to forever lose myself in the pursuit of some unobtainable goal. I understand the frustration when you don’t recognize your face in the mirror, when what you see doesn’t reflect how you feel. But that doesn’t diminish your inherent value. That value cannot be taken away over a mole or dark spot or dark circles or wrinkles.

The beauty industry wants to keep you insecure; and they do that by projecting every possible insecurity with a “potential cure”. If you have a skin condition like eczema or psoriasis that’s obviously not in the same wheel house as fine line, wrinkle and dark spots.

When I started working in the beauty industry I was no stranger to beauty and fashion, I had a 10 year pageant career, from the full southern glitz to the scholarship pageant circuit as well as experience in dance competitions, recitals, plays and musicals as well as extra work on TV shows. I KNOW first hand as an alternative girl who was ostracized and alienated from her hobby over her aesthetic choices as well as things I could never change; like my height and how weight sits on it. I’ve been critiqued and critiqued my whole life about how to be more palatable, more marketable. To be vanilla means you’re a moldable BASE that you can put whatever in and make something so different the original is not even a passing thought. With all my experience, there’s is still NOTHING like women going into a cosmetic store, or women online in the beauty community and space.

All these brands care about money and sales and product moving, not application and education - which is why they keep making new insecurities you need a product for. Strawberry ARMS? KP? Is it that unsightly? I had KP my whole life and literally never gave a fuck because I never looked at it and thought “that’s not normal” or “I don’t like this about myself”. Yet somehow every brand now makes a product for it? And it’s all over $30 - way to make a new insecurity and then price all the actual consumers out of it.

These businesses are so damn CHEAP and stingy - they only care about cutting corners and making a bigger profit. They rely on the influencers and brand reps to push the information out to the masses about product; but instead of true hands on educators and cosmetic chemists and scientists talking about these make up formulas even though they supposedly helped create them - all we get are “wow I like it” from some pretty girls getting product for free online; or for commissions There are some amazing creators out there (Miss Megan Robinson and rose and Ben) who do truly TUTORIAL and explain why and how to use the products and the benefits you get from them and The ARTISTRY- the different ways the products can be used especially layering and unconventional color stories and formulas. But for the most part the market is over saturated with paid promos and people who can’t have an opinion without being black listed or canceled OR people who market their opinion as the one that can’t be swayed but their opinions are purely emotion based instead of fact based.

I have so much issue with corporations and capitalism in the cosmetics industry - it seems there’s no universal standard, no true formal education for cosmetics besides the full blown hair nails skin shebang. Most department stores and cosmetic stores are not trained in proper sanitation and the store is not up to date with testers and the tools one would need for successful make up testing. There needs to be some reform in cosmetics- not hair or skin because those courses are necessary and there’s so much more science behind caring for hair and skin that there is make up application. Yes color matching and understanding undertones and color theory and all that jazz is important but you’re a make up ARTIST and you can be self trained and amazing and just lack the basics of sanitization + building your kit.

Corporations attack your insecurity, market a ‘cure’ and then price it unobtainably to set up this THING around aging and accessibility (finances). The same could be said about any cosmetic procedures - the marketing and people who are currently making themselves the ‘forefront’ of these services are actively dragging women down; I’ve seen HORROR stories of women being told that they’re ugly, they look better NOW (after filler and Botox ); it’s going to take a lot of visits to achieve a specific look. I saw a woman who got bullied by her dentist over her teeth being bad. When you get your nails done and they say “upper lip too” like… girl no I like my mustache hairs - they’re MEANT to be there.

The beauty industry is PREDATORY and the more we feed it the hungrier it gets. We de influence and then we repurchase. We can’t afford it but the “cheap stuff” just isn’t the same. They keep coming out with more and more and more and if you don’t have the newest thing you’re not cool, you’re not the “it” girl; you’re not popular or WORTHY.

All of this could be further from the truth.

The Industry is ugly - NOT you.

No one wants to speak the negatives because of retaliation or backlash or they’ll receive support but it never actually takes off enough to mean anything and I share this for my mom, my grandma and 12 year old me. Beauty is ALWAYS about what’s on the inside; it always has been. You can buy a Tiffany jewlery box, the finest most beautiful hutch money can buy and would you believe if if I told you- it comes EMPTY.

It’s up to you to fill yourself with diamonds and rubies and gems. It’s up to you to be beautiful on the inside; because that beauty will radiate and pulsate under the surface begging for attention that a lipgloss could never provide.

I am a beauty addict, I love art and creativity and color and vibrancy! self care for a person who spent the major of their life NOT caring - it’s never too late! If you want to use skin care to feel good, there is no harm there. Find your ritual, EDUCATE yourself on what you consume before you consume it. Remember that preventing a spill will always be easier than trying to remove a stain - wear sunscreen about all else! Sunscreen in the number one anti-aging preventer.

Be kind to yourself, practice mindfulness and grounding. Be real with yourself, about aging, skincare and make up.

Go grey. Have wrinkles. Wear red lipstick. Stop conforming to society and watch how the world BENDS to fit YOU - it shouldn’t have to be the other way around.

#emogirlalexis #beauty #make up #skin care #beauty industry #beauty community #fuck corporations #fuck the beauty industry #be your own kind of beautiful #poetry #word vomit #thoughts and opinions

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