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oftlunarialmoon · 2 months

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5 Super Fun Age Regression Self-Care Ideas! - Age Regression Series

Originally posted to www.onlyfunthings.org on January 14, 2019

Ciao lovelies! Today’s post is for all the age regressors out there that read OFT! (Hi yes, I see you, you are valid and amazing!). You all seemed to like my last two posts on Age Regression (my post on What Is Age Regression, and Age Regression Journaling) and I got a lot of positive feedback, so I wanted to make you all more content!

If you are confused about what Age Regression is please see this post (click me!) regarding what it is, myths about it, and some regressor’s personal opinions as to why they regress and use regression as a coping mechanism.

A short definition is: Age Regression is a coping mechanism used by some to help with trauma, anxiety, depression, PTSD, and other mental illness, and some just use it to cope with stress. During age regression a person’s headspace becomes regressed to a younger age. A person who is regressing may act younger and more carefree and may have more “Childish” interests. Simply, age regression is a coping mechanism.

I am not a therapist nor a licensed professional, any and all advice and information given on this coping mechanism comes from a variety of sources such as: testimonies from age regressors, personal experience, and personally knowing some people who age regress.

So now that all that is out of the way, let’s get into the self-care ideas!

#1- Coloring! Many people use coloring as a stress reliever, and I know of many, many age regressors who love to color! Coloring can be fun because you don’t have to draw from scratch, you can just focus on filling in blank space with beautiful color. You can find all sorts of kids coloring books on sale at dollar stores for $1! Dollar Tree has a bunch! You can also print your own coloring pages if you don’t like any coloring books at the store. You could even make a whole coloring book binder completely customized to your interests!

#2- Treat yourself to a little something! Whether you get yourself a blindbox toy, some candy, or even an ice cream cone, maybe take the time to get yourself a little something, because you totally deserve it!

#3- Have a small day! Has life been stressing you out? Have you been busy with work, school, and other stressful things? Well, if you have the time, maybe take a day to just be a kid! (AKA- let yourself regress!) Take the time to make a nice little day out of it. Maybe plan a small outing to the park or to the mall, or if you’re more comfortable, spend the day at home. If you stay at home, maybe lay out a blanket on your bed or on the floor, wherever you feel more comfy, and make a small space with your favorite toys, stuffed animals, and coloring book!

#4- Blanket Fort! A great fun thing to do when you’re regressed that can be awesome for self-care is to build a blanket fort! You can use pillows and chairs and blankets and sheets to build the fort, and you could have stuffed animals guarding your fort!

#5- Make yourself a sticker chart! We have a whole post explaining why Sticker Charts are Good for Your Mental Health! Make yourself a sticker chart with all your daily to-dos, and reward yourself when you fill up a row!

What do you think of these ideas? Let us know in the comments! And let me know if you want to see more content like this! I figured since our last age regression posts were so well-liked, I should make some more content like it!

Remember to Stay Awesome and Love Yourself!

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dinozarr · 8 months

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continuing my streetracer!gojo love …

𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐄𝐄𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐄𝐑!𝐆𝐎𝐉𝐎 . . . who, when first taking you to his place, adored how you embraced the window wall which encompassed the entirety of his living room. the way your eyes twinkled beneath the moonlit light as you stood only inches away from the tall glass windows. the view was utterly breathtaking. you swore you couldn’t pull your eyes away from it. neither could gojo with you.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀you could care less about all of the fancy decoration he littered his penthouse with, or the mounds of thousand dollar furniture that filled the space in his common area. he could impress any other woman with the materialistic items, yet somehow you were only enthralled by the oh so sight-for-sore-eyes panorama. and he was captivated by your alluring aroma.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀though, when you two weren’t dry humping each other on every solid surface in the house, you were cuddling in an embracing position along either the couch or his king sized mattress. he loved the way your toned arm wrapped around his neck, your hand being pulled back to entangle within his silky curls. or, how you pulled his face to your chest area so that he could curl his arms around your waist with his legs being aligned between your own.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀it was your favorite position. aside from missionary, of course.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀gojo loved it equally as much as he loved when he would sit on the couch, head in hands with you standing before him. he’d lift his head just to delve his face into the fabric of your shirt that hugged your abdomen dearly. in response to his longing actions, you’d place a hand on the back of his head while the knuckle of your index would glide down his cheek, a humming inquiry lingering from your curious lips.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀there usually wasn’t much for him to say when you two would end up in that spot, he just felt the need to be suffocated by both your presence, and scent. there was nothing he loved more than those two, that was a known fact.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀it was something shoko teased him for religiously, whenever you two made an appearance at the track. or even when she was hanging with gojo by herself. because, when you two first got together, he couldn’t get your fragrance out of his senses. it was locked onto him like as if u were some sort of addictive drug. the man found himself scrutinizing every female-oriented store that sold perfumes just so he could find whichever one you used.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀normally, most guys would be embarrassed when called out for such actions, yet when shoko taunted him for it he begged and pleaded the woman to help him find which one it exactly was. at first she laughed in his face, thinking nothing much of it more than a game. yet, gradually grew a tad bit concerned when she realized he was dead set serious. she helped her best friend nonetheless, but definitely slid him a card for her therapist along the way.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀if there was one song to describe satoru gojo and how he treated you, it’d definitely be “a tu merced” by bad bunny, because the man truly was at your mercy.

NOTEZ : erm !!! don’t ask why i wrote this cus idek myself, i randomly started it last night so there’s no actual purpose for it other than sfw content to add to my streetracer universe.

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jaidens · 7 months

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Can you do an fic where maverick mitchell comforts the reader after something really bad happens and she struggles to take care of her mental health at that time

evermore (ft. bon iver) — taylor swift.

pairing [s] : pete ‘maverick’ mitchell x reader

warning [s] : mentions of : mental health

a/n [s] : ty for the request!

“Lieutenant L/N, you're grounded from today until the assigned therapist alerts that it's okay.”

Where you're sitting on the leather chair, staring at your higher-up as he tells you the news that will kill you. You always reach for the skies, and your fighter jet takes you there. Your sanity was based on how high up you could fly before the pressure began to hurt.

“I understand this news isn't what you wanted to hear today.”

Of course it wasn't. You were expecting another admiral to yell at you for your tricky behavior in the skies. How it was a million dollar project by the government and it doesn't give you the right to fly it childishly.

“Thank you. You're excused now.”

You stand up and it feels like the room is closing in and out on itself. You push the door open and walk outside. Goose and Maverick are standing against the wall, noses high in the air. Maverick was your (what you had believed) boyfriend. He had courted you a few times on base, somehow grasping you on the first day of the academy.

“Y/N, hey, what's happening? What did he tell you?”

Maverick falters from his position, and runs up next to where you're walking. You look over at him, and you can feel how your lip quivers. You could be yelled at a million times, you could take anything. But, when it came to your jet and the skies, it absolutely killed you.

“They grounded me.”

Maverick puts his hand on your arm, and bites his bottom lip and shakes his head. The tears blur your vision and you attempt to cover your face and wipe away the tears that gather.

“Here, come over to my place tonight. I have a surprise that'll make you feel better.”

Maverick tells you, kissing your cheek and he gives you a second-long hug before running back to where Goose is whispering across the hallway at him. You go to the locker room and pack up your things into your backpack. The flight suit that's in your locker makes you waver and you slam the door closed.

You drive home to your house, and fall to the couch. The picture of your jet and you makes you sick to see, you slam the picture down face down. You pull the blanket over you and curl up into yourself. All of your feelings start to pour out of you into the couch below you. Tears, anger, and sadness that was crushed up inside of you.

You stayed there. The television played some random TV show and all you did was stay there. You didn't get you for, had you guessed, three hours until you heard the knocks on the door. The sound of grocery bags and humming enters your house.

“Hey, I went to the store and got us a new tape, some greasy drive thru dinner, and a dessert.”

Pete walks in to the living carrying take out bags and CVS ones. You give him a small smile and sit up on the couch. He always made you feel a little better; how seeing his face made you smile. He walks over and sets the bags down on the coffee table. Pete sits and gives your temple a small kiss before pulling out the food.

“How are you feeling? I’ve been grounded before, it feels horrible.”

You frown and lay against Pete. He wraps his arms around you and you push into his chest. If you had to be honest, he smells like jet fuel and his rosemary-mint shampoo and conditioner. For some reason it was your favorite smell of yours, how it stayed on your bedsheets in the morning.

“It won't feel like this forever. Soon, you'll be back in the sky, somehow beating me in every damn race.”

Your lips tug into a smile and you laugh a bit. Pete gives you a smile, and rubs your back gently. The food is left forgotten as you lay against Pete.

“I’m thankful you're here. I probably would've just laid here, sad and lonely.”

Pete smiles at your confession.

“Don’t thank me. I’m here because I love you. I’ll take care of you until we're both old and wrinkly., still flying our jets high.”

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jonathan-cranes-mistress-of-fear · 1 year

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Jonathan Crane's Most Treasured Items

(yes this is way to soft and ooc, but let me live)

A tiny felt crow made by Harley

His first dollar earned as a therapist

The sticky note with the first ever fear toxin formula written on it

A quill pen using a feather from Craw

All of his masks over the years, which are stored on a shelving in his den

#Jonathan Crane #Scarecrow #The Scarecrow #DC Scarecrow #DC Comics #Mistress' Headcanons #Text Posts #Treasured Items

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potatoetree · 6 months

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I'm back with some more...

INCORRECT

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GENERATOR

*Boaterm addition*

Scar: In case you haven’t noticed, I’m weird. I’m a weirdo. I don’t “fit in” and I don’t WANT to fit in. Have you ever seen me without this stupid hat on? That’s weird.

Mumbo: Are we really going to let Grian keep Scar?

Pearl: We kept Impulse.

Scar: Don't worry, I've got a few knives up my sleeve.

Mumbo: I think you mean cards.

Grian: They did not.

Scar, pulling out knives: I did not.

Grian: I don’t think the therapist is supposed to say ‘wow’ that many times during their first session with a client, but here we are.

Scar: I won a new phone in a race.

Impulse: Huh? What kind of race lets you win a phone, Scar?

Scar: A race between the store owner, the cop, and me.

Mumbo: *Stands in trash can.*

Impulse: Mumbo, not again! You're not trash, you're at least recycling!

*The Squad is on a hike*

Impulse: It’s beautiful out here.

Mumbo: And quiet.

Impulse: Too quiet.

Mumbo: Did we lose someone?

*cut to Grian with a bear in a headlock*

Mumbo: I’ve become a bread crumb dealer to four crows at the lake. They pay me with a bit of everything. Like shiny things, fabric, or pens. But recently they paid me with a 20 dollar bill they found somewhere. So I decided to buy them some more expensive bread. They loved it. So they understand what to do. Give me money. I’ve probably racked up about 200 dollars at this point. Is it morally wrong though, I mean. They’re the ones who steal the money from others. Or perhaps they just have a big pile laying somewhere. Should I keep on doing this?

Impulse: You sound like the start of a Batman villain.

Scar: I think we should have glow stick juice injected in our bones when we're born, so if we break our bones, we get a fun little surprise.

Impulse: What's the surprise?

Pearl: Blood poisoning.

Scar: *sneaking in through their window*

Grian: *turning in their chair and flicking the light one* You want to tell me where you've been all night?

Scar: I was with Mumbo?

Mumbo: *turning in their chair* Wanna try again?

Scar: Met a dumbass today. Awful.

Grian: You looked in a mirror?

Scar: Someday you will have to answer for your actions and god may not be so merciful.

Mumbo: I know you love them.

Grian: I am not in love with Scar!

Mumbo, staring at Grian: I never said who...

Grian: *realizes*

Grian: Shit. Well, anyways-

Scar: Pick a card, any card.

Grian: Fine.

Scar: Wait, that's my credit card!

Grian: You said any card.

Scar: I may be stupid.

The Squad: ...

Scar: Oh, did you think I was going to finish that sentence?

Grian: I am the most responsible person in the group.

Pearl: …You just set the kitchen on fire.

Grian: Yes, and I take full responsibility for that.

Grian: Go ahead, Scar. Let it out, cry. If you don't, your tear ducts will get blocked up, and then when you get old, you won't be able to cry.

Pearl: Just when we thought it was safe to let you back into the conversation.

Scar: Grian, I sense hostility.

Grian: Good, because I hate you.

Pearl (brainstorming ideas for pranking Grian): How much could a serial killer mask possibly cost?

Impulse: Well it’s hard to find a high-quality one made out of leather or silicone, but if you did find a good one like that it’d be a couple thousands of dollars. I can try to hook you up with one but I don’t know if I’d be very successful.

Pearl: Huh, that’s pretty interesting actually- Wait, how the hell do you know that?

Impulse: …I am very passionate about Halloween, Pearl.

Scar: *working in a flower shop and minding their own business*

Grian, storming into the store and slapping $20 on the counter: HOW DO I PASSIVE-AGGRESSIVELY SAY “FUCK YOU” IN FLOWER???

Mumbo: Why would you give a knife to Impulse?!

Scar, shrugging: Impulse felt unsafe.

Mumbo: Now I feel unsafe!

Scar: I’m sorry…

Scar: Would you like a knife?

Grian: Thought I was meowing back at my cat for the past hour, but it was just me and Scar meowing at each other from different rooms in the house.

Scar: Hello, I'm Scar. I work at a shop now. Here to help. Look, they gave me a badge with my name on it in case I forget it. Very helpful, as that does happen.

Scar: *running towards Pearl with open arms*

Pearl: *moves out of the way*

Scar: Hey, why'd you move?!

Pearl: I thought you were going to attack me.

Scar: I was going to hug you!

Pearl: Why would you hug me?

Scar: WHY WOULD I ATTACK YOU!?

Mumbo, trying to flirt: So, you come around here often?

Grian, confused: I mean, this is my house, so yeah.

Grian: Everything will be ok. You can not stop it.

Grian: Everything will be fine. You have no choice.

Scar: What the fuck kind of pep talk is that?

Grian: Ominous positivity.

Scar: *in a jail cell* What about my Miranda rights!? You’re supposed to say I have ‘the right to remain silent’”! NOBODY SAID I HAD THE RIGHT TO REMAIN SILENT!

Pearl: *in the cell next to them* You have the right to remain silent, what you lack is the capacity.

Pearl: I’m going to dunk on you.

Mumbo: Bring a ladder.

Pearl: I have the sharpest memory here - name one time I forgot something!

Mumbo: You left me, Grian, and Scar in a Walmart parking lot at 2am a day ago.

Pearl: I did that on purpose, try again.

Scar: Do you ever feel bugs on you when really there’s nothing there?

Pearl: Those are the ghosts of the bugs you killed before.

Scar:

Scar: *sobs*

Mumbo: You fucking scared them, you idiot.

Scar: Is letting someone win at chess sapiosexual bottoming?

Pearl: Can everyone in this godforsaken group please learn the skill called "Think Before You Speak"?

Grian: Ya know... it might be.

Scar: Impulse has no idea I’m high.

Impulse: You’re high?

Scar: Oh, I’m sorry.

Scar, leaning over to Mumbo: Impulse has no idea I’m high.

Grian: Let's just agree to both say we're sorry on the count of three.

Grian: One... two... three.

Pearl: ...

Grian: ...

Grian: See, now I'm just disappointed in both of us.

#grian #incorrect hermitcraft quotes #hermitcraft #mumbo jumbo #boatem #impulsesv #pearlescentmoon #goodtimeswithscar

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wwwhanako · 10 months

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-> Relationships with the members (HYUNG LINE) ༉‧₊˚.

-> NAMJOON + HANAKO <-

ⁿᵃᵐᵃᵏᵒ | ᵖᵒᵖᵘˡᵃʳⁱᵗʸ: ⁹⁸%

Hanako was very shy approaching Namjoon during their debut era as she thought he was "philosophical".

Never leave these two alone or you'll end trying to find them for hours.

He always keeps an eye on her everywhere they go as she gets overstimulated when there is a crowd surrounding them.

You can see the love in his eyes when you catch him looking at Hanako.

Began dating in 2019 after Namjoon accidentally confessed to her and asked her out on a date the same night.

The boys knew his fat crush on Hanako and celebrated when they announced to them they were dating.

The type of boyfriend to put his hand around Hanako's hip when walking.

Kisses Hanako's hand when he knows she's getting anxious.

The first one to message a good morning text when they are away from each other.

Moni's mom ♡ It's a running joke how Namjoon and Moni are just roommates, not pet and owner but when Namjoon brought Hanako to meet Moni, he was so excited. (Namjoon cried himself to sleep)

-> SEOKJIN + HANAKO <-

ʲⁱᵏᵒ | ᵖᵒᵖᵘˡᵃʳⁱᵗʸ: ⁹⁰%

Never invite these two in a restaurant or else you'll get into a cardiac arrest after seeing the bill.

Eating Duo, Hanako is Jin's eating buddy when he does his EatJin live

He messages Hanako at 3am asking her if she wants food and gets mad when she doesn't respond.

He always pay for their food when they hang out.

Hanako cried for a week after Jin went to do his Military Service, He immediately went to her house and gave her a hug when he was given a break.

These two can talk for hours.

They play video games together and end up staying up late at night.

-> YOONGI + HANAKO <-

ʸᵒᵒⁿᵏᵒ | ᵖᵒᵖᵘˡᵃʳⁱᵗʸ: ⁹²%

Yoongi can never get mad at Hanako even if she accidentally burn his studio on fire.

Everytime their schedule is clear, he takes her to the grocery store and tells her to buy any snacks she wants.

He has a soft spot for her in his heart.

Smiles at everything she does.

Hanako goes to him when she needs to talk to someone about her mental health (he is her therapist)

Always there for her when she needs a shoulder too cry on.

Hanako was the one who told Yoongi to grow his hair out.

She is the only one allowed in his studio.

Cooks for her even of It's 1am.

He will do anything Hanako asks him to do, Smile? He'll smile, Laugh? He'll laugh, Do a cartwheel? Yeah let's not get that far ahead

-> HOSEOK + HANAKO <-

ʰᵃⁿˢᵉᵒᵏ | ᵖᵒᵖᵘˡᵃʳⁱᵗʸ: ⁸⁷%

Gossip Girls

Hanako always goes to Hobi first when she wants to spill news to him.

He was the first one to know about Hanako and Namjoon dating.

Jimin now owns him $50 dollars.

Unhinged

He is Hanako's safe space.

She always goes to him when she wants comfort.

He buys her anything she wants, oh she's looking to buy a new bag? He's going to look for it and buy it for her.

She was asked who is her comfort person and she answered Hobi (He was so happy)

#bts female member #bts x reader #bts oc #bts female addition #bts fanfic #bts 8th member #bts female oc #ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ HANAKO

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ccosmix · 8 months

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new lookism chapter is CRUSHING me

spoilers for 464 under the cut

i know we clown on seongeun alot for his goofy ass faces evidently, they're very expressive. but man, these two panels are hitting hard for me

he looks like a shocked little bnuuy!!!! what the fuck!!!! the mania in his eyes combined with the genuine confusion (thanks a lot for the dollar store kush jinyoung) my man's has been through alotTM can someone give him a break!! i propose gimyung and hyungseok knock him out and bring him back home and coddle him. That will fix him i just know it.

okay bitch looks insane here!! thanks again for that hit jinyoung!!! the tears spilling out as he calls gimyung hyung fucking BROKE me. PLEASE SOMEONE GET HIM A THERAPIST. seongeun as a character is so interesting to me, he's like an amalgamation of the most pathetic person you've ever seen mixed with the soggiest baby kitten. I want to break down this panel even more but I Am Afraid my personal daddy issues will cloud my judgment smiley face emoji. i PRAY that seongeun gets some reconcilation or a big hug by the end of this arc. Yes, some of his own actions led him up to this point but it all started because of his F tier parents and the abuse and neglect he faced. AND then we sprinkle on the daddy issues, the gun issues, the many other seongeun Issues. Someone please save my little meow meow. (he is a feral creature capable of killing)

#lookism #lookism 464 #rambles #seo seongeun #samuel seo

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x-honeycomb-x · 1 year

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Your ftmtf mother is here - Intro

Wants to detransition for the kink, and need some guidance and encouragement? Here I am. I would break the journey into different chapters, and you can always share your progress with me for show-and-tell!

I would keep it old-xhoneycombx style, wholesome, neurodivergent-friendly, genderfluidity-friendly, asexuality-friendly, and hopefully anti-capitalism/consumerism-conscious.

So firstly, welcome daughters! Fucking around with gender is absolutely okay. But unlike most detrans and misgender kink content, I don't like force-play. Instead I'd like to offer some encouragement and acceptance.

I have heard stories about ftms experimenting with/reclaiming femininity for months or years, before returning to being masculine, and I think I am going through a similar process. I've since tried so many different interesting things (that includes voguing in a ballroom!), and I even found out I'm non-binary.

It can feel scary - what if I find out I'm actually not trans? What if I'm too traumatized to feel comfortable in my girl mode? What if my friends and family know? What if it makes me non-binary?

I had all of those thoughts! And may I just say that your safety is the most important thing. If you might trigger your transphobic parents, be safe. If you might trigger an episode and spiral, don't do it without a therapist. I trust that you are smart and capable of making good judgements. <3

But to address those fears, one thing I found in this journey is, that I am me no matter what vessels I put myself in. I've challenged myself, my identities and how I experience myself, and in the end I find myself feeling like me, I transcend all different labels and conditions, and I found a lot of genderless moments where I just am.

Your inner girl is calling you, I'd say why not give her a listen if you are curious?

First task incoming. Let's make space for your girl to think and be:

Prepare a notebook for her

Is there another (feminine optional) name you would like?

What pronouns you wanna explore with (in or out of kink)? It can be a mix with she/they/he/neo-pronouns

Write your name and pronouns on the first page. You can always come back and change it.

Bring her a comforting hoodie

Bring her a stuffed toy you can be a girl around with

Find her a bag and/or a basket that she can put her things in

If you've already been experimenting with detrans kink, you might have more supplies, bring them with you too.

Bring your feminine bras and underwear

Bring your feminine clothes

Bring your sex toys and kink toys

Bring your makeup, if you don't already have a makeup bag/basket, bring one and put them in

Bring your feminine accessories

Write down a list of people she's in contact with (like sext friends) and put it in your notebook

(I would really enjoy a dollar store trip for this task. A notebook, a few baskets, a plush, and maybe some snacks) (But you find most things at home.) (But buying new ones helps if you have too much associations with the old items, or you just like shopping for your girl)

Task 2, some organization would help clear your mind. If you have makeup, put them in a makeup bag/box. If you have feminine clothes and underwear, save a cabinet for them, or at least a basket. If you have sex toys, put them in a big pouch. If you have accessories, get an accessories box. Now that you're being in touch with your femininity, put your supplies in a bag (your notebook, hoodie, stuff toy, and anything you might actively use). My best advice is, put everything above in your girl cabinet, makeup and accessories on your desk, and your bag next to your bed/desk.

What I really want you to accomplish here is that, your inner girl deserves to take up space. She deserves to find the things she's looking for, she deserves a space in your life. She deserves the order so she can have space to think.

Task 3. I want you to put on your hoodie, and/or your bra and underwear, and/or your feminine clothes, and just cuddle your stuffed friend, and lay in bed. Hug it out.

You might get really horny at this point. Go for it, enjoy yourself, make it count. maybe you’re already soaking. Keep it natural by just sticking your fingers in, and really feel them going in and out. Spread your juices on your clit and rub it nicely. Cum on your own hand.

Fap or not, when you've finished and am ready, I want you(-r inner girl) to hug your plush, just hug, and think about how it's okay to be a girl.

It's okay to be a girl. You don't have to be one. You also don't have to be a binary girl, or a full-time girl. You can be sometimes a girl. Main point is, you don't have to be a girl, but it's okay to be a girl. I want you to hug and think about that idea.

(And if you want to, think about "I am a girl", and just be content with it and hug your stuffed friend. Introduce this side of yourself to it if you are ready.)

It goes without saying, if you have any thoughts, put them in your notebook. I hope your girl feels safe, and I look forward to doing more stuff with her/you next time. I hope it has been an okay/interesting/pleasant experience.

You can also inbox me your thoughts! I might not have the capacity to reply to DMs or long messages, but I definitely reads my Asks and reposts. Let me know your thoughts!

#detrans kink #ftm lesbian #ftm girl #ftmtf #misgendering blog #detransition kink #nb detrans kink #ftm girl wholesome

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6rookie-writer0110 · 1 year

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Oh, it feels like ages

Hailee Steinfeld x Male Reader

Request - Hailee Steinfeld x male!reader where y/n is an important soldier who was honorably discharged and sorta becomes a cold perosn because he lost his parents and a few of his friends and he is now in the lowest point in his life where he hate everything and doesn't give a damn about anyone except his friends that he still have. His friend stand by him and helped him get into drama school and he was really good at it. He then makes it into the MCU as the oldest son of Clint Barton. Then he meet Hailee during his time in set in Hawkeye. He develops a soft spot for her and make him feel like happy in a long time.

You went out to drink and you blacked out. You hear a sound and you start to wake up, you take the hat off your face. You sat up and you have a terrible headache.

“Morning princess,” Steve said

“Why am I in jail?” You asked.

“Yeah, you blacked out. You drank so much and you became a total asshole. So, they left you here for the night now I'm here to bail you out” Steve said.

“My head feels like I'm being hit with a hammer. I don't remember anything” You said.

“Let's get something to eat. And you owe me thousand dollars for bail” Steve said.

“Whatever” You mumbled.

Your best friend Steve takes you to a small diner to eat. He has been your best friend since the eighth grade and he never left your side. He supported you when you joined the army.

“Bro, you need to change. They won't hang out with you if you keep being a dickhead” Steve said.

You just keep eating and don't say anything.

“Y/n, you are like my brother but what happened to your parents is terrible, you need to speak to a therapist. You being honorably discharged sucks but you need to speak to someone about it” Steve said.

“I don't need help. I'm fine” You said.

Steve sighed.

“Feels like I'm talking to a child. I'm leaving, I need to go to work” Steve said.

He paid for the food and you watched him walk away. Before going home, you buy beer and went home. Your boss called because you are late for work, but you don't answer the call. You start to drink the beers then you fell asleep on the couch.

----

There is a house party, Steve convinced you to go. You start to drink a few beers but you are not completely drunk just yet. Some friends attempted to talk with you, but you didn't bother to talk to them. But someone is getting on your nerves but he keeps going.

“Come on, Y/n have fun. You are not in the army” Martin said.

He pushed your shoulder and you didn't like that.

“Stop it,” You said.

“Stop being serious have fun,” Martin said.

He pushed your shoulder again and you snapped. You punched him in the face and he fell, you blacked out. People are telling you to stop and you keep punching him. Someone called the cops and Steve dragged you away from Martin. But the cops arrived fast and they arrested you and take you to jail.

The next day, Steve bailed you out. He drives you home, you don't say anything to him.

“They don't want to be friends with you anymore,” Steve said.

“I don't care,” You said.

Steve followed you into the house and you grabbed a beer from the fridge. He noticed empty beer cans and bottles in the living room. He opened the fridge and you only have beers and no food.

“You need to change. When is the last time you ate?” Steve said.

“Stop with the questions!” You yelled.

“Don’t tell yell at me! All you do is drink. Now you are this cold person, you changed” Steve said.

“People change. I don't want to hear your stupid speech about how I changed!” You yelled again.

“Whatever, asshole” Steve said.

He left and you start to drink your beer. Throughout the night, you start to drink more beer.

-Later, you go to the liquor store and buy strong liquor. You didn't buy food. People start to talk behind your back and you don't care. Someone said hi to you, but you just ignored that person. You and Steve stopped talking to each other. You hear a voicemail from your boss...

“Y/n, this is your boss Jose. I have to let you go because you haven't been to work in almost two weeks. I will send you your last paycheck” Jose said.

You deleted the voicemail. You start to drink your truck in the parking lot.

-----

You are throwing up in the bathroom. After you brush your teeth, you go back to your bed. You haven't paid your bills and late notices are on your table. On your nightstand, there is a picture of you and your parents. You stared at the picture for a little bit then you turned around and went to sleep.

You haven't spoken to Steve in a while. But he noticed it's the anniversary of your parent’s death. He went to your house and he noticed the door is unlocked. He walks inside and it's still a mess.

“Y/n?” Steve said.

He walked towards the bedroom and noticed the gun on your nightstand.

“Y/n...” Steve said.

“I have been staring at it for a while now,” You said.

Steve moved slowly towards you.

“I know you miss them. But they wouldn't want you to hurt yourself” Steve said.

“Nothing else matters. It really doesn't. Everything is so... Dark” You said.

“Yes, the world can be dark but there are good things to live for and see. How about you give me the gun” Steve said.

Steve sticks out his hand and waits for you to give him the gun. You don't move and Steve grabbed the gun, and he takes out the bullets. Steve sits next to you and you start to cry and he gently rubs your back. He doesn't say anything, for now, he lets you cry.

----

Since that day, you haven't stopped drinking. Steve would bring you food and you barely look at him. You don't talk to him like before, he does let you know that he is worried about you. You would go out to drink and you would black out. Steve would bail you out again and you haven't paid him back.

“Get dressed but take a shower first,” Steve said.

“Why?” You asked.

“Just do it!” Steve yelled.

You glared at him and he glares back at you. An hour later, you took a shower and got dressed. You get in the car with Steve and he starts to drive.

“Where are we going?” You asked.

“Y/n, you need something else to do besides drinking yourself to death,” Steve said.

“Acting school?” You asked.

“Yeah, acting school. You should join the class with me. It won't be painful, let's go inside” Steve smiled.

“No,” You said.

“Y/n, get your ass inside before I drag you out of this car by your shirt,” Steve said.

You and Steve glared at each other, you or Steve didn't blink. But you blinked first and he starts to smile. You go inside with him, but you don't talk to anyone. You watched Steve act in different roles, you're impressed with his acting. But you didn't act, you just sat down and watched everyone.

For weeks, Steve would force you to go to drama school. You didn't slow down the drinking and you haven't paid your bills.

“Y/n and Sara act out Romeo and Juliet scene. It would be an easy exercise for him. Act out the scene where Romeo confesses his love for her” The drama teacher said.

You sighed and you stand up.

“You got this, bro” Steve smiled.

You start to act out the scene. Steve and the drama teacher are impressed with your acting skill. She tells you to take acting seriously and you're speechless. Steve gave pat on your back and told you how good you were.

You stopped drinking and it's hard for you. But you keep going to acting school with Steve. But you are still cold with everyone, some people from the class invited you to go out and you said no. You and Steve went to New York to audition for a Marvel Hawkeye.

✫ ✯ ✬ ✫

You got the role and you are on the set of Hawkeye. You are reading your lines while heading to your chair, but without looking you bumped into Hailee.

“I’m sorry, I wasn't looking,” You said.

She smiled at you.

“It’s okay. Wait are you going to play clint’s son?” Hailee said.

“Yeah, I will play Cooper. And you will play Kate?” You said.

“Yeah, I will play Kate. Looks like our first scene will be next” Hailee smiled.

“Cool,” You said.

You and Hailee start to film the scene with Jeremy. Jeremy and Hailee did mess up their lines and they are being goofy, but you don't laugh or smile. You are just being serious and you wait to start the scene again. Hailee noticed that you don't smile or laugh a lot, when you aren't looking she is staring at you.

“You don't smile a lot, Y/n” Hailee said.

“Just when I have to do my scenes,” You said.

“You know what I mean, Y/n don't be a smartass,” Hailee said.

“I’m not,” You said.

You and Hailee have to do more scenes together, but you are starting to work with her. She does ask you a lot of questions and you do answer them. On your breaks, you tend to be alone while Hailee spends her breaks on her phone or talking to other people.

----

You and Hailee have to do an interview for the show.

“Nervous?” Hailee asked.

“Little bit. My manager told me to show emotions and smile” You said.

“I saw you smile on screen but off-screen you don't smile a lot. So try to smile” Hailee said.

“Why do I need to smile?” You asked.

“To show at least you are having fun, I'm not that boring,” Hailee said.

You and Hailee didn't know that camera is on and recording.

“Y/n you need to smile,” Hailee said.

“No” You teased.

“Do it” Hailee said.

“Or what?” You said.

You are sitting down then She starts to touch your face. She is pushing your cheeks up so it would look like you are smiling. You start to move your face away but she doesn't stop.

“Stop being a baby,” Hailee said.

“Stop being a baby” You mocked her.

You keep moving your face away from her but she doesn't stop.

The next day after the interview, the video of Hailee trying to make you smile went viral. Everyone is liking the video and they think it's funny. She saw the video and sent it to you and you thought it was funny.

---

You and Hailee do work together for long hours on the set of Hawkeye. Hailee does try to get to know you better but you don't talk about yourself. But you did tell Hailee you were in the army and you have said it in interviews before, but you didn't go into details.

Hailee walked on set and sees you sitting down drinking water. She smiled and she likes spending time with you. She walked towards you and gave you lunch.

“A salad?” You said.

“I don't know what you like to eat because you don't tell me anything about you. You sure like to play the mysterious guy” Hailee said.

“It's like you have a mission to make me open up,” You said.

“Yes, I do Y/n” Hailee smiled.

You have a soft spot for her and you like how she tries to make you open up about yourself. You find her attractive and you do want to get to know her better, but you think she won't feel the same way about you.

“Oh, I was told we have to go to a party and do another promo for the show. And there will be an open bar” Hailee said.

She is hoping that you will go. She wants to spend more time with you but not talk about the show.

“I will go,” You said.

“Great!” Hailee smiled.

You start to eat the salad and she starts to talk about what she will wear.

---

You and Hailee arrived for the party and took a few pictures together for the promo. But she did tease you about why you need to smile, you didn't smile. She brings you a drink that has alcohol

“What is it?” You asked.

You grabbed the drink but didn't drink yet.

“Passion fruit martini,” Hailee said.

“Oh... Umm... I don't drink, I'm an alcoholic” You said.

“Oh? I'm sorry I-I didn't know” Hailee said.

“It’s fine. You can drink around me but I will stick with water or club soda” You said.

“Oh okay,” Hailee said.

She does drink it but you put your drink on the table. Then somehow she convinced you to dance with her. She is telling you to let loose and how to move your hips.

✫ ✯ ✬ ✫

You are doing a scene with Hailee. Your character and Kate have to come up with a plan fast and Kate starts to ramble on about something.

“Kate focus!” You yelled.

Suddenly Hailee grabbed your shirt and pulled you into a kiss. You start to kiss her back and she starts to think...

Holy shit! I'm kissing him and he is kissing me back!

You two moved away from each other.

“Cut!” the director yelled.

Now the director is talking to the producers.

“Why did you kiss me?” You whispered.

She tried to come up with a lie but couldn't, she just walked away. You are confused about what happened but you liked the kiss.

Later, you sat in the makeup chair so they can put fake scars on your face. And Hailee walked in but you two are alone and she tries to play it cool.

“Y/n... Sorry about the kiss. I know it wasn't in the scene... But I like you and I want to know if you want to go on a date?” Hailee said.

“Wow... I never had a girl ask me out. This feels strange but in a good way. I'm surprised you like me” You said.

“Yeah, me too... I don't mean that in a bad way! But yeah, I like you” Hailee said.

“I like you too. So, yeah I will go on a date with you” You said.

She starts to smile and you feel happy around her.

---

On the first date, went bad. You went to pick her up at her house but it started to rain badly. You and Hailee decided to stay in and cook something together like pizza. You open up about your drinking problem and how you are getting help and some experience in the army. After dinner, you and Hailee start to play uno but you two for competitive.

----

You and Hailee are dating in secret. She doesn't pressure you to open up about everything in one night. You and Hailee got some days off, so she decided to take you to California to spend time with her alone. But you take her to your hometown, you wanted to show her your parent's gravestones...

“These are my parents, they passed away a long time ago,” You said.

She put her arm around your waist then you put your arm around her shoulders.

“It means a lot that you would bring me here,” Hailee said.

“I haven't visited them in a while. They would have liked you” You said.

“I would have liked them too,” Hailee said.

“I miss them,” You said.

She gives you a hug and you hug her back.

Later, you and Hailee get something to eat. You start to talk about your childhood and she does the same thing.

✫ ✯ ✬ ✫

When you and Hailee go to parties, she would make sure no one gives you alcohol. But when Hailee is drunk, she would be affectionate with you and she would giggle.

Today, you went to her house and she has a pool. Hailee pushed you into the pool but you grabbed her hand and pulled her in.

“You are a jerk, Y/n” Hailee giggled

“You pushed me,” You said.

You splashed water on her and she did the same to you. Her dogs jumped in the water and she gets out of the water. She sits on the edge and watches you play with her dogs. Then you swim towards her and she kissed you on the lips. You invited Steve to come over so he can meet Hailee.

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krikeymate · 1 year

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Foster AU

Tara writes Sam a birthday card when she gets better at reading and writing.

How would it go?

You had me making out a goddamn timeline for this AU so I could get this right.

Ok, so, Tara goes to live with Sam in May 2018, Sam actually gets permission to take her home on her birthday. Tara turns 11 in the December, and Sam tries her best to make a big deal out of it for her because she knows that she's never celebrated her birthday... or knew what one was when she bought it up. She got to explain birthdays and Christmas in one fell swoop. She really wanted a drink after that conversation. Their relationship began to change back in October when the 'sitter situation' happened. Tara doesn't really get it, but she tries for Sam's sake. She's worried Sam will be upset if she isn't happy about it.

By the time Sam's 22nd birthday comes around in May 2019, Tara's been having tutoring for 7 months, not to mention all the extra time Sam has spent with her helping her learn to read and write. Despite her art skills, her handwriting remains shaky, the letters difficult and confusing in a way drawing never is for her. Reading is progressing even slower. Between Sam, the tutor, and Tara's therapist, they decided that it was more important to focus on basic life skills, her vocabulary and communication, and general knowledge than solely getting her up to speed academically.

Anyway, Sam's birthday. Tara knows what that is now. And she knows that Sam is going to be 22, which is so old. Tara doesn't think she's ever going to make it to 22, it seems so far away. Tara doesn't really know what to do to make Sam's birthday special like she did for hers, and her tutor suggests she makes her a card. And Tara likes to draw, maybe she could draw her a picture for a present?

Tara hasn't shown Sam any of her drawings, or her tutor. They're just for her... and her therapist sometimes, because sometimes she asks her to draw what she's feeling. So maybe that will make it special, if she gets to see her drawings first on her birthday?

Tara makes a card in her own time - she doesn't show the tutor despite how much she asks. It's basic, a standard piece of paper folded in half. hape burfday sam on the front, letters chunky and coloured in in blue - Sam's favourite colour - and on the inside she draws a picture of Sam on the couch, with Tara curled into her side, and little sam sprawled across her lap.

Sam wakes up on the day of her birthday to Tara already awake and on her knees, staring at her. It makes her jump, not expecting it. Tara looks away, biting her lip and fiddling with something in her hands. Tara's being shy, which she often is, but not usually when they're together alone anymore. She's nervous to give it to her, shoving the folded paper out and mumbling something that sounds like happy birthday.

Sam smiles, looking at the card. Her smile drops as she opens it, and there's a moment where Tara panics inside. But then Sam's smile returns, bigger than ever, and her eyes are so soft as she looks to her. "You drew this?" she asks. Tara gives a small nod, unable to look at her. "Tara, this is incredible. Thank you." She holds out her arm, inviting Tara to cuddle into her side, which she takes. Sam drops a kiss to her head and tells her "this is the best birthday card I've ever had, thank you sweet girl."

Sam doesn't think it's necessary to point out that the only birthday cards she's ever had have been from the dollar store with a name tacked on the inside. She knows this would be her favourite even if that weren't the case.

#/mp #ask box #Scream #Sam Carpenter #Tara Carpenter #i have a thing for making timelines i guess #this was so many words that have nothing to do with what you asked i'm sorry lol #AU: foster this love make me whole again #i tried to find a stock photo so i could do a drawing but it was impossible everything looks so dumb and fake

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skaldish · 1 year

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VENT INCOMING, DIRECTED AT NO ONE IN PARTICULAR

I'm losing my goddamn mind y'all. I've worked my ass off all month and purchased only the bare essentials and at the end of the day I have all of $6.07 to my name.

Six fucking dollars.

I am beyond anguished. How the fuck is anyone supposed to make it right now without ending up in inpatient from working themselves to death? Because that's nearly what happened to me back in 2020, and my brain and body are incapable of sitting 40 fuckoff hours a week in an office because of it.

What do I do these days? I spend all my waking hours either drawing new designs (which FUCKING HURTS because I have permanent soft-tissue damage in my hand from my previous job) or making prayer beads, which takes a ton of time to craft, photograph, edit, and upload to the website.

And normally this wouldn't be much of an issue, but work is a thousand times harder for me when I'm in a dead panic, because my fear response is to freeze, so I have to take time out of my day to soothe my C-PTSD-addled brain so I can work without incurring additional self-harm.

No, it's not worth going on disability for me. I've checked and it's not worth the lack of financial mobility. My state has general assistance options, but the amount of cash you get from that is pebbles compared the mountain that is the cost of rent. My therapist used to be a social worker and even she is out of ideas.

I haven't been able to work on Skald's Keep because I can't afford to.

I haven't been able to continue translating Ebbe Schon's work because I can't afford to.

All I do is stay on this miserable device from sunup to sundown working on contracted websites and running my store, only to end up with six cock-sucking dollars at the end of the month because I so much as dared to look at a box of grapes at the grocery store.

Gods, this is beyond humiliating. I feel like a fucking failure.

Here's my ko-fi if you want to give me a buck for my thoughts.

And, as always, my store, if you want something for said buck.

But fuckhell do I need to break through this because I can't stand feeling like a begging dog.

#zan rants #gods I'm so mad #the kind of Brain Tigers this gives me is insufferable #I feel like I'm being persistence hunted and it's terrible

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timmymyluv · 2 years

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hypeboy.

timothée chalamet x kpop idol!reader

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