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too-cool-for-facebook · 1 year

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My Depression has 3 main roots:

I’m not good enough, no matter how hard I try

Everything I do is a waste of time

I’m just a waste of money

Tonight, Dad hit me in Number 3. I spent all of $12 at the clearance section at Walmart, and he made fun of me for “buying up everything in the store”

This man doesn't know it, but once I was in the emergency room bawling my eyes out, not because I was in pain, but because all I could think was, "I'm doing it again! I'm spending my family's money! 😭"

#depression is a mother fucking bitch #depression day #depression #depression life #major depressive disorder #major depression

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an-angrygod · 2 years

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Ok what’s with people having no medical degree or psychological experience diagnosing others with mental disorders. Like not even researching just declaring it. Because of their own bias.

Self diagnosed is one thing but diagnosing others is just not ok. And stereotyping disorders? Just please don’t, it’s tough enough for us anyway.

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reenybopper · 1 year

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Just wanna cry and go home but I’m already home and crying.

#meep #sad day #depression life

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avavolturi · 1 year

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Currently staring at the ceiling in silence..

#tw depressing thoughts #depression life #alone with my thoughts

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lostintime-liketearsinrain · 10 months

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Who needs friends to do fun stuff with on a weekend when I have my hard rock playlist on full blast, Jack Daniels with coke and restoring/spray painting stuff from a discount store for my place! Decided to stop fighting my depression and lean into till it eases so time to add some dark gothic style decor to my place ☠️👻🖤

#new home project 2023 #diy life #home decor #gothic decor #depression life #embrace it #personal #restoring furniture #life

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sushisempai · 1 year

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When I don't feel well, I don't like to leave my bed. I do everything there I can get away with, which is more than you think.

I learned some time ago that the number and range of types of various items on and immediately around my bed are a strong indicators of how poorly my mental health is doing at any given time.

I’m struggling at the moment. Can you tell?

#mental illness #mental health #anxiety #depression #depression life

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stil-lindigo · 12 days

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lead balloon (the tumblr post that saved me)

if this comic resonated with you, it would mean the world to me if you donated to this palestinian family's escape fund.

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no creative notes because this isn't that kind of comic.

I know I don’t owe any of you anything but I still felt compelled to write about my long term absence. And I feel far enough away from the dangerous spot I was in to be able to make this comic. I have a therapist now, and she agreed that making this could be a very cathartic gesture, and the start of properly leaving these thoughts behind me. I am still, at seemingly random times, blindsided by fleeting desires to kill myself. They’re always passing urges, but it’s disarming, and uncomfortable. I worry sometimes that my brain’s spent so long thinking only about suicide that it’s forgotten how to think about anything else. Like, now that I've opened that door for myself, I'll never be able to fully shut it again. But I’m trying my best to encourage my mind in other directions. We'll see how that goes.

I am still donating all proceeds from my store to Palestinian causes. So far, I've donated over $15K, not including donations coming from my own pocket or the fundraising streams which jointly raised around $10K. In the time since I made my initial post about where this money would be going, the focus has shifted from aid organisations to directly donating to escape funds.

If you'd like to do the same, you can look at Operation Olive Branch, which hosts hundreds of Palestinian escape funds or donate to Safebow, which has helped facilitate the safe crossing and securing of important medical procedures for over 150 at-risk palestinians since the beginning of the genocide.

#cw: suicidal ideation #cw: suicide #cw: self harm #cw: mental health #cw: depression #i made the balloon the main representation of my self destructive urges for a reason but im not going to explain it #i tried to keep a lot of the details in this vague #it would be my worst nightmare if this comic encouraged someone to hurt themselves #so. please dont #for a long time even the thought of making this comic felt so insipid and narcissistic #with the state of the world as it is #having the only threat to your life be yourself felt so privileged and trite and shameful #but doing this comic made me sit down and process things in full #and im just. very grateful i didn't give in to my thoughts back when i sincerely felt i'd be more useful to the world dead #i also feel the need to say that this wont represent everyone's battle with mental illness. its unfortunately different for all of us #there is no fix-all #and im afraid this might be one of those comics that either resonates a lot or misses the target by a mile #i made it for myself foremost. and now that its done im glad i did it #thank you for reading #and please stay alive #stillindigo art #stillindigo comics

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disc80s · 3 months

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#is being predisposed to having depression/general feeling of sadness through your whole life an actual thing?#or do I just have undiagnosed high functioning depression #txt

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lamelderomer · 5 months

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All of them

#depression life #es como fuuuuuuuck yo no puedo durar mucho tiempo aquí sabes #chemistry keeps me alive

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missinyouiskillingme · 10 months

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too-cool-for-facebook · 8 months

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Govt: "Your Anxiety doesn't stop you from working 😌 "

My dude, my Anxiety keeps me from going to events that I WANT to go to. It's hard to interact with folks who I know are friendly, and after I do, I'm out of commission for 2 days. Tell me, how am I supposed to make a living out of that?

#us disability is shit #anxiety life #depression life #adhd life

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lostmf · 6 months

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prokopetz · 5 months

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The existence of the winter solstice is a great thing in principle because misery really is easier to bear when you know for a fact that it won't last forever, but the fact that it's on a precise timetable makes it weird. Knowing that it's going to keep on getting steadily worse for exactly nine days and fourteen hours and not a moment longer creates some strange behavioural incentives, is what I mean to say.

#life #winter #mental health #seasonal depression #seasonal affective disorder #chronology

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hamoodmood · 5 months

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In another universe I was happy

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sushisempai · 1 year

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It's that time of year where everyone has started their wood stoves for the season. If I leave the house I can smell the faint wood smoke in the air and it makes me happy.

#celebrate the small things #find what little happiness you can where you can #wood stoves #winter #autumn #wood smoke #seasons changing #depression life #depression

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foxlungz · 7 months

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They should invent a way to kill yourself that doesn’t disappoint anyone

#vent #tw depressing stuff #tw depression #depressing shit #kinda depressing #mentally exhausted #depressing life #tw self destructive thoughts #tw self destructive behavior #tw self destruction

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