Was verdammt stimmt nur nicht mit mir

i actually hate summers..i have no friends to go out w or anything it really sucks. i hope it ends very soon bc i have to stay at home:(( and spend this whole two months indoors, better mention that my parents wont lemme go out.. i cant believe it im almost 21 and yet they do me like this it's fuvking pathetic im literally a prisoner..lol

Sleepy eyes, heavy heart

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[ * This is so not slay ]

Ich habe solange versucht für andere Menschen da zu sein und diese glücklich zu machen, bis ich nicht mehr konnte. Ein Teil dieser Menschen hat sich abgewendet als ich zusammenbrach. Ich hab dir alles gegeben, auch als du am Boden warst.

Ich hätte dich niemals verlassen. Doch als ich fiel, gingst du weg und hast mich getötet. Nicht körperlich aber seelisch. Du hast nun ein schönes Leben und lächelst als wär nie was gewesen, als hätte ich nie existiert. Ich frage dich, weißt du wie es ist innerlich zu sterben?

if you will marry me . / @dreams-of-fate

Hiii. I just came here to tell you that i absolutely love your works. I'm glad i found you on my tags. I'm gonna binge read everything haha! Take love and keep up the good work! ❤️

Omg thank you so so much for this message, I'm glad you found me in your tags too :) I'm still pretty new to this blog and writing for My Hero so I worry a lot about how good I'm actually doing and if people are really enjoying my stuff, so hearing this means a lot to me:') I hope you enjoy what you read and if you ever have a request I'm more than happy to fulfill it, thank you for supporting my writing and sending such a sweet ask <3

TW: because if you get it you get it but ⚠️SH⚠️

So me just being depressed.

Thank you

(Also I’m new to tumblr so this is my first post please no hate) :D

Ich habe mein ganzes Leben über gelernt, dass ich nichts wert bin und nichts Gutes verdient habe.

Klar kann ich niemandem glauben der mir das Gegenteil erzählt.

i feel so lonely and hurt. the closest ppl in my life don't even like me for who i am and don't care about my feelings or anything related to my mental state and it hurts.. i always suppress my feelings because i can't let them out and it's kind of a habit for me now to just hide my feelings or even worse, i don't even recognize my own emotions. But anyways it really does make some heavy damage to me when nobody is there to understand me. all my parents do is just judging the dog shit outta me and always criticizing my everything without even caring about me as individual human being which is depressing and so annoying at the same time

Everyone gets tired of me at some point then eventually they’ll leave , they all do

You descriped me as;

Happy

Outgoing

Friendly

Optemistic

And Fun.

You didn't do it because I asked. You did it after I told you I have been depressed for years, and consider suicide 2 weeks ago. You where shocked and sad, and that was never my point, I wanted you to know, I see you as a friend and I wanted you to know me.

But let this be a reminder that a suicidal person, a depressed person, can still show happiness and laugh and function. It's just different from day to day.

Everyday gets harder

it is hard form me to feel good

Girl can you make me feel special?

i just want you back

that's for sure

Every minute is torture

It is hard form me to feel good

Girl can you make me feel special?

i just want you back

One toxic trait about me is that whenever I'm laying down in bed and feel some intense chest ache I hope something wrong is going on with my insides and when I fall asleep I never wake up again.