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#dedicating tons and tons of time to just. interacting with people who love the show as much as I do as well as making my friends watch it
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Update on my mental health testing I’ve been doing since I finally got my diagnosis. I was not diagnosed with adhd or ocd like I thought I’d be. Apparently there is a disorder for inattentiveness due to screen time that I’m diagnosed with but was told that doesn’t cover all of my issues. And then I was told that I’d need some more testing to prove this but the psychologist testing me thinks that I just have too high of an iq and am simply bored. Catch me making a list of symptoms now both good and bad
#my iq is just too high. if that’s it I swear I’m gonna lose it. I’m bored?? that’s my problem??? everything’s too easy???#yeah so I get an iq test next fall#she’s like I think that would cover a lot of things! and also why you’re able to be doing relatively ok in life#like girl I’m suffering out here#anyways. my tests all mostly asked about what I struggled with which is mostly just. no motivation procrastination#but my day to day life?? includes obsessing over the things I love checking in online like clockwork and definitely obsessing over my things#little witch single handedly is shaping huge parts of my life bc I love it so much and definitely not a normal amount#like. I’m taking odd classes I would have never taken moving even more cross country in a year to do voice acting and just like#dedicating tons and tons of time to just. interacting with people who love the show as much as I do as well as making my friends watch it#i am by no means upset with my diagnosis my psychologist was like this is the thought you need lots more testing tho#with an additional hey I put in ur results that I’ll give to the school that u clearly need help and to get you in for more testing#also she did mention that if I wanted to totally rule out the screen time thing I’d probably have to do like a complete detox for 60 days#which is certainly not feasible for school I have to take digital notes or else I will fail classes but also#quite frankly I’d die. like my mental health would speed run itself so far down I would simply die#so! i certainly will not allow that to happen bc I’m not interesting in seeing how hot glued my brain is together via the internet#probably very. but yeah essentially I have gained nothing except my time on the waitlist is up#¯\_(ツ)_/¯#soup talks
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I miss writing. I miss malec
I plot in my head every night but it’s not the same.
I miss writing about how Magnus and Alec tease and find and appreciate and murder for each other and how much they love each other.
I miss Team Immortal and how Magnus and Cat and Ragnor and magical rituals and the spiral labyrinth politics and the finer elements of magical and warlock culture and
I miss diving into world building with magical botony and zoology and thread magic to pocket dimensions. How magic isn’t equal and there’s different levels and wild nature magic. The way that while the spiral labyrinth has changed and evolved, that it still holds to the very oldest of rituals. Everything carefully and continually read by each new Elder and the acolytes of the library learn by trade. Because knowledge isn’t kept in books alone. There are singing histories and spells kept alive by enchanted pieces and the memories of those devoted to learning. Carving and thread work and rituals in tapestry or furniture.
(Because elder isn’t a title based on just age but also elder knowledge. Warlocks who especially dedicate themselves to either singular or a plethora of fields and excel at creation and learning become elders. The very best researchers and scholars of the wealth of knowledge and magical prowess. Being an elder isn’t just a perk it’s a dedication and an oath to the protection and betterment of their people. Active oaths to keep them from stagnating in the decades of immortality and aging.
If you truly start slacking or losing your way, the magic prods you. Eventually you are forced to make a choice, forsake your roll as an Elder and retract and be released from your vows. Or uphold them. )
Metalworking and leather working and the labyrinth contains it all.
I love expanding on the shadowworld and the different ways magic is used by each race and how they all separately interact with the outskirts of the mundane world.
Of figuring out how a warrior society would work and the different styles of life that could have evolved.
And how much sheer adoration and platonic love is between the three of them. And the trust.
Because even when Ragnor is ignoring Magnus (a petty fight that turned into a research binge that turned into a few more years of silence than intended while Ragnor experimented in a pocket library) Magnus is still going to show up and make sure he’s fed and hydrated because the pettiness never outweighs the care.
(Cat has spells on all their vitals and vise versa. But she sent Magnus over with an excuse around year theee when she figured Ragnor had just lost track of time. Magnus doesn’t even remember that Ragnor was being petty and Ragnor doesn’t remember the argument at all).
I miss Alec figuring out what he enjoys and that he’s allowed to enjoy.
Honestly I got a little off track but I’ve been wanting to write malec and post for so long.
I miss the interactions and comments and looking forward to new Wednesday prompts. I miss writing Wednesdays so much and I’m looking forward to starting them up again when I’m healed :/
This took about an hour to write the first time but half got deleted and had to be rewritten when Nightshade started barking outside (it’s past the neighborhood noise curfew and I had to run to grab him so we stayed polite).
Nightshade likes to go outside and ‘guard’ the house for a bit every night before his door gets locked shut for bed, but since bed is subjective to my insomnia and not his sleep schedule he sometimes goes to ‘guard’ rather late. He huffily settled in his crate, perturbed I wouldn’t let him ‘protect’ the House.
Honestly I’m just happy I can write on my phone without a ton of pain anymore.
💜 lumine
The House made a rule (without me lol I was outvoted) that every time anyone buys anything they have to consider if it’s for public House use and if it is, how likely I am to injure myself with it. Or how likely is it to randomly break and hurt me.
It’s very sweet but I hate that it says something that they all agreed. It’s also hilarious because I’m the one who does all the yard work (I’ve had to delay fertilizing for a month and had to stop PT for 3.5 weeks while it healed enough for me to go) so I have axes, clippers, trimmers I use frequently.
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sillypiratelife · 2 months
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Zoro and Luffy childhood friends au where Perona taught Luffy all about clothing confection and Uta taught Zoro how to dance and sing.
The funny part is that neither Zoro nor Luffy realize what the girls were doing until they were deep into the trap lol.
Perona started by giving Luffy random facts about bugs that produce material for webbing and then teaching him about bugs patterns and colors. She slowly roped him (ha!) into paying attention to all those details and explained that people are like bugs in the sense that they use clothing for many reasons: to protect themselves, to show they are dangerous or make people pay attention to them, to show their joy or freedom, etc etc etc.
She failed A LOT trying to make him take interest in any form of clothing confection tho. So much she was also in tears. If you wonder why she was dedicated, maybe she made a bet and her pride was on the line lol. Anyway, she followed by telling Luffy the relation between certain fabrics. Silk, leather, wool, mostly stuff related to animals and bugs, then found a way to connect those to other types of fabrics.
Perona was like "you need to recognize how some people dress to identify who has money, so you know who can pay you for more food" 😭😭😭
After a masterclass in manipulation techniques, Perona somehow made it. Gave herself an award and everything. Most important moment of their journey was when Perona taught Luffy how to fix his strawhat and told him that fixing your friends' clothing is a way to show love.
Uta's job was so much easier. She arrived one day and told Zoro she was teaching him breathing techniques to make him stronger. Then she went to teach him how to identify tones because (all according to her) sounds said a lot about the world around them and paying attention could make him a better fighter.
Next step was to convince the kid that dancing was almost like doing katas and that it was a good way to learn how to move along with things and still not hurt anyone. Uta gave him a million more reasons why to keep up with her plans: because adapting to any rhythm means he could adapt to any fighter, because he could learn to move each muscle individually, so Zoro could intimidate in a freaking party, to work on his space awareness, as workout routine, to become faster, to allow his body to flow for a better performance....
Uta convinced Zoro that he needed to take care of his throat and voice like he took care of his body. Warm up, practice, control it completely to your will. What is dancing if not the ability to tune your body to the sounds around you and become one with them?
I need to laugh. By the time they were teenagers, they were completely screwed. Being Luffy and Zoro, they just accepted it for what it was lol.
Perona can ask Luffy on the phone to describe Zoro's outfit if they have to go somewhere decent so he can change clothing accordingly.
Uta borrows Zoro sometimes because "the public loves the muscles!" and "you need to see their faces when Zoro's sing!" and also they win a ton of money on dubious bets.
Imagine the interactions with the rest of the Straw Hats... Imagine the chaos...
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bottlesforbeasts · 6 months
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The Old Web pt. 2: what's in a personal website?
The internet is full of possibilities.
This sticks out to you much more than usual when you start exploring the community of personal websites, many of which are hosted by neocities. With most social media, you have very limited customization of what your page looks like, what format of content you can post, and how users may interact with your posts. Personal websites change all of that and allow you to create something completely outside the box. You get to control every minute detail of how your website is viewed, from the fonts to the way the user's cursor looks.
For the sake of this post, a "personal website" is a website that someone created for their own personal use, not to promote a brand or sell a product. These websites are often made almost entirely from scratch using HTML and other coding languages. You can find many examples of these websites at this link. Warning: most of these websites are not meant to be viewed on mobile and might malfunction.
https://href.li/?https://neocities.org/browse
Personal websites are often a mishmash of different things the webmaster (the person who made the site) likes or finds important. Sometimes they focus on a single topic, a topic or fandom the webmaster is really into, or something they want to teach others about. While I browsed these websites I noticed a few tabs that often appear in the sidebars of these websites.
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Blinkies are little flashing images, usually with text, that are displayed on a website. There's a popular blinkie generator website called blinkies.cafe where you can make your own. Many personal websites have an entire page dedicated to listing all of the blinkies they've collected. It's hard to trace the origins of many because they can easily be downloaded and used without permission. Here are a few links to see some examples.
●○●○●○●○●○●○●○Webrings●○●○●○●○●○●○●○●
Webrings are described by webmaster neonaut as "curated link chains, or tiny community-shared directories where links are shared one at a time by clicking through to the next website." So rather than using google to find old web websites (impossible) many will link to other similar websites, so you can discover new websites by clicking on links, kind of like if you've ever fallen into a wikipedia rabbit hole.
Webrings are like little virtual clubs, and can have any theme from queer people who code to the art of being funky. Websites will link back to a centralized page, like the one shared above, or the websites will link directly to each other, having a buttons page with every other webring member's button.
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88x31 buttons are how a person gets from website to website on the old web. They look a lot like blinkies, something I eventually realized after frustratedly spam-clicking blinkies expecting them to link me somewhere. These are just as decorative, except they serve as a sort of advertisement to get someone interested in their website. They may have tiny images, colors, or fonts that match the aesthetic of their website. Buttons can have their own devoted section, or be a fixture on the side or bottom of a site.
✧・��: ✧・゚: Shrines / Collections :・゚✧:・゚✧
A shrine is something you dedicate to something you love, perhaps a deity or ancestor you want to honor. A web shrine is a page or collection of pages dedicated to someone's interest, obsession, hyperfixation, or hobby. It tends to have lots of information about the topic, relevant pictures or videos, and the webmaster's own personal ties to the topic. A fandom blog could in a way be considered a shrine. There are tons of interesting, niche, and obscure shrines out there, such as this one about an old product called WebTV. There are also fairly common shrine topics like pokemon and hello kitty. Many shrines are combined with a collections page, where a webmaster shows off their collection of items. This can be a group of pictures of the actual items, or just pictures of ones that a person wishes they had.
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⟡⋆⭒˚。⋆✧˖°⁺˚Pets, dollz, and toyboxes˖°.✧˖°.⟡⋆⭒˚。
Pets are little png images you put on your site because you like the way they look. They can be commissioned, pre-drawn and put up for paid "adoption" by artists, or just right-click-saved from directories like this one. A toybox is a page dedicated to storing all these pngs, many of which link back to where the webmaster found them. Dollz are sort of different. Dollz are kind of like a DIY dressup game, where artists create a base, clothing, hair, and other accessories, and you can mix and match in order to create your own unique look. This website goes into a bit more detail about the history of dollz.
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This is just a quick summary of all the things I've most commonly seen on personal websites, you can learn more by browsing the websites I've linked or browsing through all the different websites neocities has to offer. One of my favorite websites on neocities is called Lizzie Smithson, a webcomic detailing the adventures of a stylish cat thief who lives in the city.
Neocities is great because it offers a more intimate glimpse into someone's mind than you could ever find on mainstream social media. People who create personal websites do so just because they want to. They're not looking for likes and followers and validation. Maybe part of the reason personal websites have been on decline so much is that making content for the hell of it isn't all that common anymore. Capitalism tells us that we should try to monetize everything we do for enjoyment, it's not enough to just create something because we feel like it. And if you can't monetize it, you should seek some sort of validation through interactions, numbers created to hack our brains into churning out content that people want to see, regardless of if it's something WE want to make. This system, this Web 2.0, is what spawned the Old Web Movement, which is dedicated to creating an online space free from monetization, free from algorithms, where people can be truly creative and make great things. The Old Web movement and manifesto is what part 3 will be all about.
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tayovampr · 8 months
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Ikemen Vampire Mc + Oc Reimagining :)
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·˚ ༘₊· Mitsuki
Mitsuki will be the name used in fics that are not x reader. If you are requesting and wish to use [Y/n] or S/O, please specify. If you want your [Y/n] to have a different personality, please specify, otherwise [Y/n] will be written with Mitsuki’s characterization.
Name: Takeda Mitsuki
Ethnicity: Japanese 🇯🇵
Age: 23
Personality: Mitsuki is a very compassionate woman who is respectful and considerate to everyone, no matter the circumstances. She can often be described as selfless, running in to harms way if it can save the life of another. Mitsuki is a diligent worker and enjoys learning new things. Her morals are strong and it takes a lot to break. Even though she isn’t perfect, she tries her hardest to be brave in stressful situations.
Hobbies: Blogging, Traveling, Reading, Cooking
Preferred Love Interest: Mitsuki of course loves all the residents and more! (When used as [Y/n] …) Although in non x reader fics, Mitsuki seems to gravitate towards the lesser vampires…
Trivia!
Mitsuki is fluent in multiple languages including English, Japanese, Dutch, French & Italian.
Mitsuki has a blog page which is dedicated to vacation and travel locations.
Mitsuki is a skilled seamstress and has knowledge of clothe making.
History wasn’t Mitsuki’s strong suit in school… 😅
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·˚ ༘₊· Temi
Temi is a self inspired original character who will sometimes appear in fics! Please don’t hate her and show her just as much love <3
Name: Temitayo Adebiji
Ethnicity: Nigerian 🇳🇬
Age: 24
Personality: Temi has an certain aura to her that manages to attract people to her. It doesn’t help that she can be considered a wild child. Temi isn’t afraid to voice her opinions, it doesn’t matter who is in the room, and she is always firm on her beliefs 19th century or not. Very diligent and a hardworking who loves doing new activities. Horrible procrastinate-er who has bad habits. A laughing machine of the machine, as she is easy to laugh and easy to please.
Hobbies: Reading, Writing, Painting, Dancing, Getting Dolled Up :)
Preferred Love Interests: A pure blood lover just like moi, she is mostly paired with Vlad, Comte or Leonardo.
Trivia!
Temi tries to learn Japanese so she can communicate with Mitsuki better. So far she can speak English, Igbo and French.
Temi is catastrophically chaotic—
Owns a sketchbook with tons of artworks and recreations of famous pieces.
Calls herself a writer, but just has a notebook filled with thousands of wips and fanfiction she wrote when she was 12.
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·˚ ༘₊· Mitsuki & Temi
how they met, their relationship with one another, and friendship + mansion dynamic.
First Meeting: Mitsuki and Temi met when Mitsuki came over to the US for an interaction exchange student program. During which Temi’s family were her host. The two were only high schoolers and were friendly which each other. Although after graduation they fell out of touch. Later, during one of Mitsuki’s travels to Europe they met again and decided to reconnect.
How They Got To Paris: Mitsuki had just finished her blog on Spain and was deciding on where to go next. She decided on Paris, since it was said to be the “City of Love”. At the same time, Temi had just broken up with her boyfriend, and was looking to find some place to forget about him. Naturally Mitsuki took her dear friend with her :)
Friendship: Honestly, these two fit together like puzzle pieces. If Mitsuki is the calm, then Temi is the storm. These two could be considered joined at the hip since they make everything a two-person job. Temi always makes Mitsuki laugh, and Mitsuki is a good listener and comforter to Temi’s problems. Whatever shenanigans they get themselves into, you can be assured that they will get themselves out (with trail and error of course). These two enjoy going on walks, braiding each others hair, talking to each other and cleaning together.
Mansion Dynamic: Temi, Mitsuki and Sebastian make a dream team. They work faster, diligently and efficiently. But there are days when the chaos gets to them and you find them making mansion life 100x more interesting. Temi and Mitsuki are often found together, doing tasks, going shopping and working in the same areas. For them, Sebastian is like the “boss” or “head butler” since he has been here longer than them. These three love to gossip, and everyone knows word travels fast in the mansion. You could find them putting up laundry to dry talking about the newest hearings that’s someone said in the mansion, and you better believe Sebastian is ready to write it down…
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thedragonshanty · 1 year
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Audio Drama Sunday!
It’s been a hot second since I’ve done #audiodramasunday but this week I wanna shout out a few shows that are worth listening to, AND whose cast/creators I have personally seen make the community a better, more supportive place lately. 🎶🏴‍☠️🖤
🤖 First up, say hello to your new AI overlords with @human-b-gon. You’re seeing buzz about this show for a reason- but it’s also worth noting the creators have been on the scene connecting and hyping up other creators for a while now. That’s dedication worth mentioning!
💖 Warmly welcome @starshipqstar to the community y’all! Queer comedic sci-fi with a ton of heart. And let’s GO with this aesthetic. The show may be new, but I already see them going out of their way to interact with and boost other creators.
🐺 OBVIOUSLY @packhowlmedia is on this list. Aside from helping us produce, the creators also run #ADRAID. Our feature this week boosted our numbers and made us new friends! Trust me, connect with these creative mentors and listen to their AD leviathan, The Madness of Chartrulean.
💚 Did you know The Liminal Lands features other shows embedded in their episodes to support them? Or that the creator runs one of the most active Discord communities for AD I’ve ever seen? There’s so much love in there. Go marvel at this family-grown, surreal journey!
💅 Love drag? Camp? Soap operas? Ever wish there was an audio drama that brought these elements together in a series of feature-length stories? @sisterindica-blog may write some of the backstabbiest plots you’ve ever heard, but is a warm presence for creators and is always boosting.
⭐ When I think about support in this community, I think W. Keith Tims (who is not on Tumblr but go follow him elsewhere!) His show Book of Constellations is itself a love note to humankind, and he started The First Episode Of to uplift AD creators (we’ve been guests on it ourselves!)
🎧 Chances are good you know @horrificnathan (@thestoragepapers) and Cole Weavers' (Tiny Terrors) shows, but they deserve a shoutout for all they do. Did you know they also run Phonic Fiction Fest, a community-bolstering AD contest? We are still reeling from the connections and impact even months later.
📚 Speaking of PFF connections, have you seen @amongthestackspodcast's progress? Releasing soon and picking up speed, it’s going to be one to look out for. Nigel is a great ringleader, bringing people together, and I’m excited to see her vision for the infinite library.
✨ @innbetween has brought some wonderful connections into our life and show, and how could they not with the sweet, uplifting community they foster? Also, have you seen how committed they are to interacting with fans while staying down-to-earth? Aspirational honestly.
💜Ok yes I’m also in @careandfeedingofwerewolves, but I stick around for a reason. Listen to a few episodes and you’ll hear more than just a fun modern fantasy. They’ve baked in a ton of advocacy, found family, and blatant callouts on issues that often effect people in AD.
🥛 Lastly, go listen to @ophiuchusradio. They’re not *just* doing it for the bit. OR is funny, smart, and they have a full first season ready to binge. @ghirahims-left-shoe is a powerhouse of AD hype with an impeccable ear for the craft. If she spots your show, you’re seriously blessed.
🖤 I’ve undoubtedly missed some this week (already kicking myself over a few, I'll getcha next time!) but please know I’ve got a lot of love for y’all and this community. Keep creating. Keep uplifting creators who are using their stories to make the world magical. Keep being kind and human. To others, and to yourself.
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cartoonrival · 9 months
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OK boruto verdict. thus far obviously. i assumed part 1 of the anime would be ending right before the timeskip shippuden-style but that isn't what happened lol. so i guess the split is kind of arbitrary. anywho its not as good as naruto which is to be expected. but its cute!
i was tbh pretty shocked that boruto stands out as his own character pretty well. he still has some of the Shounen Protag Syndrome that naruto had, meaning its not particularly difficult to guess what he would do in a given situation and there is an element of same-ness to him and every other cheery roughboy protagonist, and there's still a lot of overlap between him and naruto, but i think he's very cute. i love his stubbornness and black and white thinking. he reads as someone who grew up in a loving household but has a mounting frustration with feeling trapped without really knowing whats trapping him.
tbh my biggest issue with boruto thus far i think is that it feels very undercooked, like theres a ton of interesting dynamics that are introduced then barely explored, and if they are its in a kind of cursory way that doesn't really show a lot of respect for the characters involved. the biggest offender with this imo is naruto and boruto's relationship, but sarada and boruto, mitsuki and boruto (mitsuki and sarada on their own as well tbr), and sasuke and sarada are also big examples.
naruto's characterization sort of seems like its gotten lost in an attempt to make him more mature, which like Yeah he should be more mature and i don't think that "naruto is the hokage now and because of how dedicated he is to konoha and to maintaining peace and making everyone in the village feel like they belong, he ends up being stretched too thin and boruto starts to feel ignored and left behind by someone who should be his biggest supporter" is illogical, but his ability to verbally tell people he cares about that he cares seems to have taken a hit, not just his ability to SHOW it (which could logically be stunted by his role as hokage). there shouldve been more exploration into naruto's feelings about boruto as his wayward son who causes problems and doesn't know what he wants. boruto's pov was well and good, but the whole dynamic feels half baked because it's written in a way that naruto isn't supposed to be the focus of it, even though there are obviously two equally important sides to a parent-child dynamic. for naruto's feelings to be so unexplored beyond "i'm so busy" and "i don't want him to grow up" is just a bit of a let down. dgmw there were definitely still really powerful moments between the two of them, but considering parent-child relationships is sort of a focal point of the series i feel like the amount of direct attention that naruto's feelings towards boruto are getting is a disservice.
tbh though i think a lot of the naruto cast has been watered down at least somewhat in order to fill a role that needed to be filled, ive complained about temari a couple times, sakura is rarely seen without an apron on, etc. sasuke is honestly fine, but im genuinely sick with want for a look into how he feels about his and naruto's families in a way that doesn't feel like im being lied to, even though that will never happen. but to be honest his relationship with boruto serves as a pretty good indicator. lol.
i think its interesting that we're exploring a love/obsession/devotion sort of situation this round, again i think it could be made to hurt more but its fine. everything could be made to hurt more. but whatever. its an interesting way to expand on the power and value of love themes in naruto. its unique if anything, which is nice because there are a LOT of story beats that feel lifted right out of naruto. i quite like kawaki in a vacuum, he feels sort of like an odd one out in the cast though im not really sure how that could be remedied. i think he and boruto needed to interact more on regular terms before they started calling each other brother and saying i feel like i could do anything when im with you etc. slow down cowboy! but kawaki's situation as someone who was so horribly abused, finds a family that loves him and is truly and heartfully accepted by naruto as a son, then to become dangerously devoted to protecting naruto because he's the first person to make kawaki feel like his life was worth anything, is Quite interesting to me. if a bit sudden. but i guess thats intentional too.
the plot itself is very very much an ohhh you thought you defeated that guy? well he has SEVERAL friends! type situation. like this didn't need to happen and was clearly tacked on. but its p much exactly what i expected and its managed to create some pretty effective moments for what it is. the fights are really cool and don't drag their feet as much as the ones in naruto did, which is nice.
overall its good, its cute, the new characters are fun even if its at the expense of some of the OGs. there are a million things that i think need to be explored that aren't aliens, but i know they never will be etc. its fine. (it isnt.) it feels more cobbled together than naruto did. but its cute.
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bisexual-horror-fan · 2 years
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i am not onky waiting to hear you out for amber cortell, but am actively kicking my legs n twirling my hair as i (respectfully✨️) impatiently wait for you to elaborate 😍😍😆
Welllll lemme tell you some of my ideas about Amber Cottrell Cam! AU! Basic warnings for camming, sex work and toy use under the cut.
Amber’s cam girl screen name is An_Actual_Accountant. She is known as a Triple AAA girl for fun, you know An All Access kinda girl, wink wink. 
She is well known for her expansive lingerie and costume collection along with her long fiery red hair. She is sweet, friendly, personable but can turn on a dime when someone wants that sweet verbal degradation. 
She owns a two bedroom apartment and one bedroom is her dedicated streaming space. It is red and pink and white. Lots of LED lighting around, you know that look. She has a big plush bed, a desk and computer setup, a vanity, toy chest, stripper pole, soft carpet and the room just screams a mix of comfort and sex, very inviting. 
She remembers her regulars and actually gives a shit and remembers things about them and checks in. Her warmth is a big draw.
Literally though Amber has a closet full of outfits for streaming. She wears a lot of red, black and white lingerie and a few pink pieces. Lace, leather, vinyl are favoured fabrics, she loves thigh high stockings and garter belts and her collection of heels is unmatched, talking tall stripper shoes and high fetish looking stilettos and more. 
Amber caters to kink hardcore, naturally. She typically takes a more dom role in her streaming. Due to her day job of being a higher up at her intensive money based business job she can do a great stern voice and has the posture and can really embody the vibes. Guided masturbation streams in this persona where she leans into humiliation do big numbers.
She is very flirty and fun. She does tons of themed streams that do really well. Stripping shows, toy nights, has interactive game nights too! One in rotation is letting the chat be in control of a vibe via tips while she does karaoke or a dramatic reading from an erotic book. Her favorite and well known and best game is where cam fans pay to enter and play “Edge To Edge” where you can go head to head in an edging contest with Amber. If someone outlasts her they get a personal stream for free of their choice! 
Amber streams a few times a week. Wednesday streams are called “Happy Hump Day!” where she comes on in a more casual fit and all the show is grinding or humping based, will usually use a plug too or ben wa balls or both at once. Sometimes she grinds on a pillow, her pole or her sybian because yes she invested in one, and talks to her fans and answers questions. She usually streams Fridays, and Saturdays too. 
She also has a collection of BIG toys, people love seeing five foot two little Amber taking massive toys. 
Amber is a top ten streamer on her site of choice easily and has worked hard to get and maintain that position.
She does eventually do collab streams like with Alan Sharpe and also with a Mr.Fred Krueger who is also another well known streamer. They get involved at the behest of her fans and it is the best thing either of them have ever done, but that is something to talk about another time.
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I posted 1,869 times in 2022
That's 132 more posts than 2021!
817 posts created (44%)
1,052 posts reblogged (56%)
Blogs I reblogged the most:
@moringmark
@ordinaryschmuck
@l-egionaire
@tigerlily1615
@whitebeltwriter
I tagged 1,070 of my posts in 2022
Only 43% of my posts had no tags
#the owl house - 373 posts
#reblogged - 273 posts
#not mine - 266 posts
#luz noceda - 177 posts
#asks - 137 posts
#send asks if you want - 137 posts
#ask me anything - 137 posts
#eda clawthorne - 113 posts
#toh hunter - 100 posts
#the golden guard - 98 posts
Longest Tag: 112 characters
#i will always remember him as the guy who yelled at the aliens to piss off when invading his planet on christmas
My Top Posts in 2022:
#5
Quick Thoughts on “The Tomb” from Moon Knight
“The Tomb” might just be my favorite episode. Why? Let me count the ways.
The many great interactions between Marc and Steven. They’re fun and even heartwarming at one point. Plus, Marc punching Steven in the face is pretty funny, I won’t lie.
Steven trying to prove himself as someone useful. Maybe not in a fight, but definitely in a chance to solve a mystery or figure out what everyone needs to do.
Layla. Layla is the stand-out star in this, having moments that proves how badass she can be, as well as this realistic reaction to something heartbreaking.
Arthur Harrow is selling himself as one of my favorite MCU villains. The way he twists characters minds is top notch. He doesn’t lie and doesn’t entirely manipulate. In actuality, all he does is tell them truths. Truths that hurt the characters and make them do...occasionally stupid things. And that’s great. I love a villain who wins his fights through his words rather than actions.
This episode is one third archeological adventure, one third horror story, and one third psychological thriller. And I was invested through all of it, especially that final scene. I won’t give away how, but it really makes you question EVERYTHING you’ve seen in the show so far. And, yeah, that last zing got a chuckle out of me. Well done.
So, yeah. “The Tomb” is a great episode. It was a ton of fun and, with how things left off, it makes me excited for more. Much like every episode before it, but...this one did it better.
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#4
Reminder:
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This happened.
And all of our souls felt a little lighter because of it--DOES AMITY KICK UP HER LEFT LEG?!
Aw, that’s cute...
915 notes - Posted July 4, 2022
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Why do I love this expression?
Because I can easily see this in a 2D cartoon. Somewhere in the vein of Steven Universe or maybe even The Owl House. Like, if Turning Red was hand drawn, this expression would have been made in no time flat. But the animators worked extra hard in making this movie look like a 2D film with a 3D makeover. And that type of dedication earns so much of my respect.
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Please watch Wendell & Wild.
Not just because it's a Halloween classic in the making.
Not just because it has a unique art style.
Not just because it has decent trans rep (which is cool to see it get more attention in recent years).
And not just because it has Key and Peele playing the best characters in the movie.
Watch Wendell & Wild to prove that animation can cater to more than just kids. This movie is PG-13 (but a 90s PG), meaning it's more for older audiences without relying on constant cursing, grotesque violence, and ludicrous amounts of sex and drugs. Instead, it uses creativity and genuinely good writing to tell a story that, while not really too intense for kids, it's at least a lot more advanced for them. And that's great. I want more animation that appeals to a vast majority of audiences of many ages and proves that type of animated content can be successful so people can stop saying animation is just for kids. But it's not. Anybody of any age should be able to enjoy animation and all its strengths, and the best way to do that is to give movies like Wendell & Wild a shot.
So, please, watch it.
2,602 notes - Posted October 29, 2022
My #1 post of 2022
“Animation is just for kids!”
...Ok...Ok...Let’s take a look at some of that animation that’s “Just for kids,” shall we?
Adventure Time is a series that touches a lot on philosophical questions and theories, with one episode having one character ask “If just being born is the greatest act of creation then what are you supposed to do after that?”
Avatar: The Last Airbender dives deep into having characters question what is right and wrong when dealing with a horrible evil. Like, is it better to harm anybody, even the most innocent old man, just because their society is run by fascists? Should we torture those who tortured us? And should we really kill someone just because they are irredeemable? All hard questions, each with uneasy answers.
The Owl House has a powerful antagonist whose goal is to commit genocide on an entire race of innocent people due to being raced to believe that said people are evil, thus stating that the most dangerous people are the ones who are prejudiced and ignorant.
Centaurworld  has a scene where a man tries to drown an elk. No, I’m not kidding. That happened. It was on screen and everything.
Encanto teaches a lesson on generational trauma, the pressures of living up to expectations, and stating that the best gift is being alive and having those around you.
And do I even have to say ANYTHING about Pixar?! The Incredibles, Ratatouille, Up, Inside Out, Soul, and even Toy Story all have themes and morals that can speak to adults while also being simple enough for kids to understand.
But that’s just animation for kids. Let’s talk about animation for ADULTS, shall we?
South Park takes a comedic view of our society, poking fun in the many ways it’s broken.
The Breadwinner is a tense movie of a young, Afghan girl disguising herself as a boy so she can go out and make money so her family can survive.
Invincible has some of the most brutal scenes I’ve seen from a superhero series, including this moment with a train (you’ll know it when you see it) that was so horrific that, when it cut to black for a second, I saw the look of pure shock and terror of my face reflected onto my laptop.
And Bojack Horseman is the best adult-animated series I’ve ever seen because it tackles issues made for adults. Things like opium addiction, depression, the struggles of being asexual in a sex-driven world, and telling one truth that most adults need to hear. The truth that, in this life, you can’t live happily ever after. You’re alive, always have another problem to deal with, and then you’re dead. There’s no point, in this plane of existence, when you’re happy forever and ever. Because life’s a show, and when everybody’s happy, then there can’t be a show anymore.
Animation. Is not. For kids.
Animation is a medium that is often geared towards kids. And the reason why people keep saying it’s for kids is because they focus on the kids stuff and refuse to look at how mature some animated movies and shows can be.
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hey do u guys remember greyson? i forgot to post him for some reason im sorry man
facts below the cut but also. i have comms open
basic info
his birthday is march 28th!
he is korean-american
omnisexual with a stronger attraction toward men
full time livestreamer, primarily plays video games & interacts with his fanbase. mostly plays cozy games, horror games, rpgs, and tons of dating sims
adores bright, vibrant colors with preferences for red, yellow, and green, but dresses plainly when going outside to avoid standing out too much. always wears gloves
always has at least the top half of his face covered so no one knows what his eyes look like. collects masks and favors his calico mask
wanted to be a street magician as a kid and practiced sleight of hand for years, becoming extremely skilled at slipping items away from people without them noticing
upon performing in public for the first time, he discovered he likes sneaking away items much more than giving them back. he now uses his skills to nab small items and trinkets he finds interesting, usually things like family photos and random receipts
personality
excitable & energetic, but slacks off if its not something he has much interest in. reluctantly gets things done only by the power of complaining the whole time. mischievous, likes bending rules and finding loopholes
commits to the bit hard, to the point jokes & real facts about him blur together. once did a livestream claiming to be drinking chocolate milk for the first time. there are wikis and discussions dedicated to separating bits from facts
has a running bit where he presents stolen goods under the guise of playing a thief whos really bad at lying. this is his most obvious bit, so no one knows he actually did steal most of the things he shows off
thinks dantes is justified in fighting ppl if they dont have the self control to just Not get into petty fistfights (is it Really that hard Not to fight strangers?)
biggest love language is touch! if hes fond of someone he Will find a way to be in physical contact with them, whether its a hug, hand on the shoulder, or standing awkwardly close
he also likes giving gifts & spending time with his loved ones whenever possible :)
hobbies & interests
loves coffee but needs it heavily flavored with various sweet syrups. prefers to make it at home. has tried and doesnt like dantes teas
often shoplifts despite having enough money for most things he wants & makes a game out of seeing what the most absurd thing he can walk out with is. has managed to steal a watermelon with a baby stroller
builds his own pcs! likes watching tech restoration videos & learning how to take apart consoles for repair
not a speedrunner himself but loves watching them, fascinated by game bugs & glitches & how speedrunners work with or around them
notably does not like particularly challenging games. hates getting stuck on parts in case the audience gets bored & prefers games that dont require much focus so he can engage with chat. difficult games simply arent fun for him
this is the kinda guy you can buy any cat related thing for & he will absolutely love it. doesnt even matter if its a cat themed item for him or smth For his cat, hes ecstatic
any games made by huge corporations are pirated but he loves supporting small devs 👍
misc trivia
besties & housemates with dante! roots for him in his fights & thinks hes very interesting
trying to get dante into gaming, has only gotten him to play monster prom Once (dantes fav was damien)
loves to annoy dante, especially by sending him memes at work (dante secretly appreciates it)
has a rescue calico named "oh my goshua" but calls him gosh for short
fav monprom date is scott howl
fav ac villagers are ribbot & stitches
cant decide if he likes redd the fox or hates him
fav slime rancher slimes are tabby & lucky
fav pokemon are nickit & purrloin
wants to adopt alistair & arven
simps for raihan, wulfric, grusha, & several others
fav stardew bachelors are sebastian & harvey
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In typical dramatic fashion I am back on tumblr trying to heal my inner teenager with the things I once loved in order to find my way back to myself and out of a spiral of existential crisis.
Its been ten years since I’ve typed out anything on this website and posted it.
That is until now.
I’m really looking forward to a new chapter in my life dedicated to selfishness and going after what I want in this life. I’m finally making a soft lifestyle for myself that’s free of unnecessary stress and trauma. I’m healing myself from the years of survival mode I have been put into.
I want to just focus on myself and what I need to become more fulfilled.
I made it through a lot of really cloudy days on my own volition and I want to turn the corner and make more beautiful memories for myself. I need more self exploration.
You kind of came out of nowhere. And I feel like I just got hit by a ton of bricks. When I met you in that bar tonight I knew exactly what we were gonna talk about. I knew this was going to happen. I’ve been thinking about it for days after we worked together.
When you walked behind the bar Friday night I knew it was over for me. That was the first time my heart fluttered a little bit over you. I know this feeling. This is the beginning of an unanticipated crush. But this time it has to be different. I’m wondering what kind of lesson I’ll have to serve for this encounter.
But when you showed up today, it deepened just a little bit more. I got quieter around you. I avoided talking to you for most of the game. Partly because I didn’t want anyone making the assumption that I even have conversations with you. These people won’t stay out of my business. And partly because I didn’t think you were going to come and it caught me off guard. But what I really wasn’t anticipating was me feeling kinda sad that you left.
So I did it. I texted you. We met up at a bar. And that’s when I knew this was going to be interesting. For the first time in a long time, someone was asking questions about me. And I was practically foaming at the mouth to tell you these things.
I felt a lot of genuineness from your reactions to the things I was telling you and how I felt. It felt like a weight had been lifted from my chest. I got to tell you things that’s been weighing on me for about a year that I have processed but never got to unload. I quietly carried my burdens, compartmentalized it all and buried it in my heart. But today you asked me to dig it all up.
And not in a way that was inquiring for the sake of knowing, but you truly wanted to hear my side in order to make an informed decision on your end. To see what the fuck was going on in my head. To understand the pathology of it all. I really enjoyed the way you navigated that. For the first time in a long time I felt very seen. It was very emotional and empowering.
Today I learned that I can be understood through the lens of someone who hasn’t gone through what I have without judgement. Empathy can beget empathy as is. It doesn’t have to come from a place of pain.
And then I realized I wanted to kiss you. And I knew that you probably did too. But I knew you weren’t going to. And I wasn’t either. And I’m okay with that. I’m very happy that we didn’t. I’m happy that there isn’t expectation tied to this interaction. It made me like you a lot more.
So we hugged goodbye after three hours of talking and I walked away, got into my car and yelled “fuck” to myself as I started my car. I didn’t think this was going to happen. But my crush deepened just a little bit more.
It feels good. But I’m also not ready to dive in. So I hope that I can keep this up and begin to really learn about you and have a friendship. I hope you keep impressing me.
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onlygirlasia · 7 months
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Why You Should Celebrate With Fans On A Holiday
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There are a ton of holidays around the world. Different people from different cultures and backgrounds spend holidays in their area as they commemorate something important. As a content creator, it is vital to acknowledge these celebrations even if you’re not part of the majority spending that specific holiday.
The reason is this: firstly, it may attract new potential subscribers from different locations. Of course, if you’re from Brazil and there’s a random video on the web of a person greeting all Brazilians a happy Carnival day, then you’d be happy and somehow intrigued, right? Especially if that person isn’t even a Brazilian. Secondly, it will make your fans/subscribers feel seen. People appreciate it if someone from outside their culture is celebrating their holiday. It’s a feeling of being recognized, even if a brief greeting would make your people go nuts.
So here’s a quick go-through as to why, as a content creator, you should spend holidays with fans.
1. Building a stronger connection: Spending time with your fans in a more personal and relaxed setting can help you build a stronger connection with them. Celebrating a general holiday like Christmas or New Year with fans is a big deal to them. As a result, it will solidify the connection you have with them and interact with your new followers.
2. Humanizing yourself: Interacting with fans outside of the typical content creation environment can humanize you and make you more relatable. Getting festive on a holiday and making a video or live stream as you prepare and get busy is important. Your subscribers will think that you’re just a normal person because you’re doing mundane things that they also do.
3. Generating content: Spending a holiday with your fans can provide opportunities for unique and engaging content that your audience will love watching. You can list some things to do in your next holiday content to make it more organized. Make sure that it’s going to be fun and that you can make something good out of it.
4. Increased engagement: When you spend time with your fans, you create a memorable experience that will increase engagement and loyalty from your audience. By doing this, you can ensure that your fans will stay with you for a long time. If you make this a habit, you’ll get to know your fans and know them by their name. As a result, they will stick with you through thick and thin and may help you increase followers by word of mouth and shares throughout the internet.
5. Giving back: Spending time with your fans is a way to give back and show appreciation for their support and dedication to your content. We all know that fans are the backbone of the online community. They support streamers, content creators, artists, and anyone who provides entertainment.
Celebrate Holidays With Us And Earn More!
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ST. PAUL
Please like, comment, recommend, reblog, and come talk to me if you enjoyed the piece.
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warnings: smut, daddy kink, 18+
Harry loves being the center of attention.
It’s really no surprise at this point that he enjoys when tens of thousands of people are watching him perform.
He also secretly loves that people love his wife as well. He swore sometimes he thinks his wife is more popular than him during tour.
YN was didn’t come out from backstage to stand and watch the show right away like she usually did - she was working through some merch issues with Jeff.
Harry noticed that the fans were continuously looking back to where his wife would usually stand for the show.
Between one of the sets, Harry goes about ready some of the posters that fans have brought and he huffs out a faux affronted remark as he reads one out loud.
“I’m only here for your hot wife.”
He jokingly glares at the fan as the crowds laughs, “M’gonna have t’have a talk with security about these posters! Y’hitting on m’wife in front me! She’s not even out here, tough luck mate.”
Then he shimmies away as another song comes on.
A few minutes later, a sign pops up that says, “I want to taste YN’s watermelon sugar.”
Harry gives the person holding the sign a look of disbelief and shakes his head in disapproval at the poster before turning away.
“Should I text him?”
Harry reads from a fan’s board, he holds up his left hand and wriggles his ring finger that is donned in his wedding band, “Y’asking the wrong person, love. I’ve been locked down f’eleven years, don’t know much about the new age of dating!”
He goes on to say, “My only advice is if he’s playing games - don’t do it. Trash, trash, trash. Not for you.”
When YN finally arrives to her usual spot, everyone tries to get a glimpse from where they’re at. It was a thing, everyone wants to not only get a glimpse of Harry Styles’ wife but also her outfit.
There were hundreds of instagram accounts now dedicated to their matching tour outfits.
The short dress she was wearing was made of the same material and color as his shirt *** and she looked stunning as always.
The singer notices all of the attention dart to the side of the arena, where he also spots his beautiful wife smiling with Glenne as they go to their usual spot.
When She ends, Harry walks down the catwalk with a exaggerated pout on his face, giving his wife a pointed look, “I just want to remind everyone, this show’s about me! I’m quite the narcissist so I know m’wife is gorgeous but we’re here f’me!”
The crowd erupts in laughter and playful ‘boos’ as a dimply smile spreads on his face as he adjust his in-ears.
YN bites the inside of her lip, holding back her own giggles at her husband’s boyish antics before she joins along in the boos.
“Alright, alright, no booing me now,” Harry titters like the comedian he is, “Just remindin’ y’who this is all about. Me! But let’s give a round of applause to m’wife who deals with the narcissism on a daily basis!”
The arena does so, thousands of fans capturing their interaction on their phones for people to coo over later.
YN rolls her eyes, laughing at some Glenne says before and then Harry is starting his next song with a few glances over to her until they meet eyes and he blows her a kiss which she returns.
And then a poster pops up in the pit that Harry knows he has to snag - gets a brilliant idea so he asks the fan to pass it forward.
He props his mic back into its stand before turning the poster around and showing it to his wife on the side.
“Show us your tits, respectfully.”
YN flips him off with a giggle before teasing at the collar of her dress which makes Harry’s jaw drop dramatically and he gives her a surprised look before shaking his head. ***
“Don’t y’dare flash the goods! I’m just jokin’ around, this is a family show….” He pauses before prompting the crowd, “Or is it?”
As he performs Lights Up, YN steps forward to the barricade to call over one of the fan who is awestruck as she stumbles over to YN.
“Could I borrow your sign?” YN asks the fan - who was dressed in a sequined suit that looked amazing and she had to compliment her on that too.
“Uh…yeah. He-here,” The girl stutters nervously, passing over the posterboard with shaky hands at meeting YN.
She was sooooo pretty up close, smelled like chanel number five, and smiled warmly enough to make the fan feel comfort.
“Thanks, I’ll give it right back,” YN assures her, stepping back over to Glenne, they giggle together before YN holds it over her head.
“Choke Me Daddy.”
Harry spots it in a mere minute, reading it over and unable to hide the moody, dark expression that flashes across his face before he covers it up by looking elsewhere.
Just the reaction she wanted.
Harry stay away from that side of the stage for a little, YN knows it’s to prevent a very public boner from her behavior.
YN hands it back, agrees to take a few pictures with the girl and her friends before they go back to enjoy the concert.
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The girl who lent her the sign goes on to make tiktoks about the meeting.
“She was super nice and giggly.”
“She let us take a ton of selfies.”
“When she held it up, Harry like instantly got pissed or turned on or something because he gave her this look and it was intense.”
“Harry was staring at her like the whole concert after she held up that sign.”
“It seemed like YN was purposefully ignoring his signals to make him even more annoyed.”
“Her ring was so pretty.”
“I couldn’t tell who was more attractive, Harry or YN, I think they’re literally the hottest couple alive.”
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When the concert ends, Harry bolts off stage - waving and blowing kisses to his adoring fans before disappearing into the back.
YN is waiting patiently by the entry, where she usually was, her stomach was tight and bracing for her husband’s reaction.
She wanted to play.
They both knew it.
Hell, the whole arena had known she wanted it.
And to her absolute disappointment, Harry arrives back stage and pulls her into a tight hug. He pulls back gently to kiss her with his large palm cupping her face.
“Hi baby, m’exhuasted. I’ll shower at the hotel,” Harry rasps, peppering a few more soft kisses before intertwining their fingers.
YN has to hide her disappointment that it wasn’t Harry coming back stage, shoving her into his dressing room, and giving it to her hard for the sign she held up.
Nope, during the ride to the hotel, he was cuddly and like a puppy - whining until YN massaged his neck and allowed him to lay his head in her lap.
He doesn’t bring up the sign, just relaxes quietly until they get to the hotel and then just grabs her hand to lead her to their room.
YN tries to settle down the itchy arousal in her belly when Harry goes to shower.
She changes out of her dress into one of Harry’s shirts and goes about folding and organizing both of their suitcases.
After the shower stops, YN hears Harry moves around for a moment until he’s opening the bathroom door.
“Do you want to order room service? I’m star-“
She’s cut off when her husband’s hand reaches down and intertwines into her hair - gentle by firmly pulling her to stand by it and tugging her back into his hard chest.
“Harr-“
“I don’t think so, baby. I think s’daddy, yeah?” Harry hisses against the shell of her ear, “Do y’think I’d forget about y’holding up a sign that said choke me daddy?”
It’s easy for her to slip in a fuzzier, submissive state because she knows her husband will keep her safe and always take care of her.
“You showed that sign fir-“ YN begins to argue back but Harry pulls at her hair to silence her.
“Y’want t’argue or do you want t’be a good girl f’daddy?” Harry asks lowly, his voice threaten and void of any of his normal warmth, “I think ten is a good number, hm? Ten t’your arse?”
“But-“ YN loved to push him, she wanted those ten but she also liked to rile Harry up which was even better when he was adrenaline high from a show.
“Say ‘yes daddy’ or I’ll add five,” He warns, his voice had a delicious rasp from singing and he wraps his hand into her thong and rips it - making her yelp as the elastic snaps against her skin.
YN’s heart is pounding out of her chest, usually she was the one who took Harry by surprise - not the other way around.
Her skin was aching already from the brush burn of the fabric being torn from her sensitive skin, scalp pulsing from the tension on her hair.
“You were so obvious on stage, H. Once I held up that sign, your face gave everything away - that you’re so easy f’me - it’s embarrassing. I’ve been locked down for eleven years,” She imitates his accent in a bratty bite.
Harry snaps, nearly picking her up as he manhandles her over to the large hotel bed and she finds herself on her belly with Harry landing a hard slap to her right cheek.
“Y’think you’re s’fuckin’ cute? Don’t act like it doesn’t get y’soaked seeing all those fans cry f’me and I come home t’you,” He chuckles meanly, “And y’want to call me desperate? Look in the mirror, love.”
YN wriggles a bit but doesn’t have much time before the second and third hit with his rings still on - making it hurt even more.
“Count f’me, sweetheart,” Harry hums, thumbing open her cheeks to lean down and teasing lick her tighter entrance before letting go to land the fourth one.
“F-four,” She chokes out, feeling herself drip onto the sheets and her nipples tighten against the cotton fabric of the shirt she still has on.
“Four what.”
The air in the room is thick, humid as she mumbles against the pillows, “Four daddy.”
“Louder.”
“Four, s’four daddy,” YN moans, tacking on the fifth to her words when he lands on her left cheek and she can tell how sore she’ll be in the morning already.
“Gonna give me fifteen, baby? Or are y’done?” His voice is cautious, checking in to see where she’s at - if they add five more that means she really wants to play. If he stops at five, they both know that means she only wanted to be roughed up a little bit for the night.
“More, please.” YN gasps, shaking her bum in his face before it’s caught with the hardest hit yet and she yelps in a mixture of pleasure and pain.
After they reach fifteen, Harry is flipping her on her back and tugging her shirt off until her breasts spill out and he tugs roughly at a nipple.
“Daddy, please, please,” She whines, her thighs were damp and she was absolutely pulsating for his touch on her.
“I think I deserve an apology f’your behavior tonight,” He whispers against her puffy lips, his cock slipping against her mound lazily, “Desperate f’me even in front of tens of thousands of people. It’s quite cute, darling.”
“Fuck me, fuck me,” YN presses her lips to his eagerly, moaning when he slips between her folds and his tip bumps against her clit.
“Y’have no fuckin’ manners, pet. I think I’ve spoiled y’too much,” Harry admonishes with faux disappoint, pulling back until their centers aren’t touching and landing a smack to her mound.
Then he’s reaching down to thumb at her bud with a relentless pleasure but as soon as she starts to lift her hips into the feeling - he pulls away and tucks two fingers up inside her - repeats that quite a few times.
She felt like she was on fire, she needed him so badly that she wasn’t able to take much more of the teasing.
They usually played for longer, hours sometimes but on tour - it was hard to, both of them bone-tired and knowing they have to get up early and do it again tomorrow.
Harry knows his wife like the back of his hand, knows when she needs more and when she’s hit her limit for the night.
When he sees hot, fat tears spilling from the corner of her eyes, lips full and swollen, and she’s mewling, “Daddy.”
He knows she’s nearly at her limit, he slips inside her with no resistance and has to push for a moment because it feels that euphoric.
“Baby, fuck. Always feel s’fuckin’ good. This body was made f’me, yeah? S’addicitng, s’warm and tight,” Harry praises his wife, kissing her before tugging on her bottom lip with his teeth.
“S’for you, all of it. Ha-Daddy, I’m so close already, do it - c’mon,” She begs, legs wrapping around his narrow waist and pressing her heels into his bum.
They both know what she wants but he wants to hear her say it.
“C’mon, tell me. Say it and I’ll give it t’you,” He rumbles as he thrusts in with loud, smacking noises echoing through the room.
She blinks up at him with twinkling doe eyes, a small smirk on the side of her lips, as she says in a kittenish voice, “Choke me, daddy.”
And like that, his hand is collaring her throat and lightly pressing down until her breathe catches in her throat.
“Come f’me, m’desperate lil’ thing. All those people with those nasty signs and all I can think about it y’perfect cunt,” He murmurs in her ears, pressing just a bit more and then just like clockwork - she tenses and begins to come and he lightens his grip and releases when he follows soon after her.
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The Unnecessary Sex Scene
(I won't dare to call this a writing advice. This is merely an opinion of a reader/writer with a few suggestions for fellow writers)
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I love smut. I always loved reading it, I love planning it, I love researching about it and, sometimes, I even like writing it 😅. But as I began to research and improve myself as writer, I became more judgemental and selective when it comes to reading, especially if it includes smut.
There was a phase when I only read smut and, fortunately, I was surrounded by great fanfic authors, which means I rarely was disappointed. Then it came the  year I dedicated most of my fanworks to smut. As time passed and my writing attracted diverse audiences, blogs and people with different perspectives on sex scenes, I began developed what in the fandom realm is known as squick. In case you don't what it means, squick is like a turn-off, something you read that makes you embarrassed or you find cringy. Everybody has their own and that's fine. What is appealing to me may not be appealing to some of my friends and vice versa.
If I have to point out my biggest squick is the unnecessary sex scene. When I say unnecessary sex scene, I'm not saying erotica is less important in the story. If you created an allosexual character, eventually they will think of sex or have sex in your story (even if you only choose to mention it). But to write a great sex scene, you need more than an idea, the characters and a list of sexy verbs, nouns and synonyms for private bits. Unluckily, not all writers understand that concept. So, allow me to show you some sex scenes I find unnecessary:
1. The no chemistry ships
Have you ever read a story that you know the characters are supposed to be in love, but you just don't feel it? If it's fanfiction, the author relies on the fact that the ship exists in canon and just assumes the audience is going to vibe with them. They often doesn't even write another potential LI for MC to ensure the readers know “they belong together". Even if you try to keep on reading in hopes it'll get better, you still don't see them together. Now, imagine when the author decides to write their "perfect ship" a sex scene. If you grimaced at the thought of it, you know what I mean.
The squick in this situation might be the ship per se, which is fine. Fanfic writers write for fun and it's not their job to convince anyone those characters they don't own belong together. But what if it's their own creation? What if the reader actually likes that ship but still doesn't the smut scenes they find online?
If the characters lack chemistry, the author probably isn't working so much on the how the characters express their emotions. Regardless if they're writing characters who talks openly about what's on their minds or not, a bunch of "I love you", "I want you" or "I need you" mean squat if the readers can’t see passion in actions. As a reader, I need to see stealing glances, hearts racing, dry mouth, pupils dilating, eagerness to be close of the object of their affection... Without the proper body language during interactions, the romance story is weak.
But as you can see, this isn't hard to fix. Work on the characters' body language. You can literally Google "signs of attraction" and click on those relationship advice articles. You'll find tons of ideas to apply to any romantic scene. Another cool idea is to switch to LI's perspective. When the story switches to other character's point of view, the reader can understand their feelings, personal opinions, things they think but don't share with anyone (by the way, it works with any kind of narrator's voice). This is an amazing trick to use, specially if you're writing a LI who doesn't wear their heart on their sleeve.
2. Casual sex
Just like in real life, not all characters have sex because they're madly in love with each other. Some just want to have fun or release the tension, others are lonely and need some sort of intimacy, affection or validation. Even in the author uses the love at first sight trick, most likely the scene will be unrealistic because: a) love at first sight isn't real, and b) characters who fall in love at first sight are too romantic to move things to the bedroom right after they just met. When you eliminate love of the equation, it gets harder to write a good sex scene, but it's not impossible.
But this is when I often find sex scenes that make me cringe. Sure, instant attraction is real, but it doesn't happen just because the author said so. Stories lacking of good initial dialogues, physical signs of attraction and with rushed sex scenes won't convince the readers those characters are attracted to each other, no matter how many times they mention "hard-ons" or "heat pooling between someone’s legs".
It's important to establish a connection between the characters involved in the scene, even if they're strangers. Yes, it's casual and some people/characters don't even ask each other's names before banging. But giving the characters a good conversation (specially if it's their first one) and some flirting will make the physical attraction more real and captivating. But, most of all, work on signs of physical attraction. Body language and good dialogues are exactly what an author needs to write a compelling casual sex scene.
If it's enemies to booty call lovers, these details are essential to make the sex scenes believable. I personally dislike that writing trope. I lost count on how many times I closed the tab/book when the characters are yelling or in the middle of a physical fight, and then they just glare at each other and kiss. Sex scenes between characters who dislike each other need signs of sexual tension and even some flirting, depending on how they interact. Adding details to make physical attraction evident is the key ingredient to write a "this is wrong, but it feels so good" sex scene between enemies.
3. You missed your shot, writer.
Picture this: you found a great story, the ship is great, the writing is awesome, but the characters never move past a kiss. And no, it's not a period piece. For a moment, you wonder that maybe one of them is demisexual or asexual, but it's never mentioned. Then it hits you that the writer might not even know what it means, so you know they'll never explore it. What a shame... But okay. The story is still good. Then the story is a succession of almost kisses and too tame scenes for a ship that everyone knows is dating. The author keeps dragging this incredibly slow burn for who knows how many chapters until the story is only ashes, but you never saw anyone burning. The ship eventually made it to the bedroom, but since you nearly died of boredom, you didn't even care when it happened.
Now picture a story where everything goes too fast. The kiss is fast, making out is too fast. Sex happens, but you never saw any hints except the cliché arousal sentences and hands grabbing a few places that you don't even know if those are actually the characters' sensitive spots because the writing barely mentions sexual responses, eve though they, somehow, climax every time. There are no talks about sex, not a single moment of non-sexual intimacy. Foreplay? They don't know her.
Here's one last mental image: They get somewhere less crowded and, before you know, they're banging. Wait, are they still wearing clothes? What position is this? Why aren't they kissing? Where do hands, legs, arms go? Are they really getting aroused just with this? You don't know. You blinked again and the scene is over. You even re-read it. And yeah, it happened. Except it only happened inside the author's head.
These three completely different stories have one thing in common: wrong timing and pace. Some ships will have sex pretty fast, some will take their time. It depends a lot on each character's views on sex and relationship first times. But no matter what tropes and plots the writer uses, where the story is going and if it's centered around romance or not, knowing how to build up the interaction between characters until they take it to the "next level" is precisely what will make your readers eager to read the sex scene.
In the first case, I often see writers who write slow burn saying they don't like to write smut. And it's fine, they don't have to. Not everyone is comfortable writing those scenes because, let's be honest, they're not easy to write. But the author can use slow burn in their favor without boring readers. Here are a few suggestions:
Talk about sex: It can be something simple. No need mention anything in  details. They can talk about their first times. If it's going to be the first time for one of them, they can talk about their expectations for it, joke a little. Make it fun, light-hearted, romantic;
Intimacy isn't just sex: intimate moments happen all the time in relationships. A hand caressing the other character's hair/head, a slow dance, cuddling on the couch, falling asleep over one another, a first night sleeping together where nothing more than a kiss happens... None of these scenes include sex, but they add something really important in a relationship that builds up slowly: trust. When the characters trust each other and feel completely comfortable with each other, soon they'll be ready for more than kissing and holding hands;
Heat things up a little: anyone who read writing advice posts about "how to write a kiss" knows people don't kiss just with their lips. People hug, hands tug on shirts, on hair, wander up and down their partner(s) body/ies, slip inside clothes. Characters are exactly the same. Heated kisses are perfect to create more sexual tension. And in their pace, they can move on to making out with less clothes, trying new things until they're ready for sex;
Explicit sex isn't mandatory: I do like a good explicit sex scene. But more than that, I like well written stories. I don't think anyone will mind if the writer doesn't use curse words and make the scene a little less detailed. Writing the scene in a way the readers know what's happening without exaggerating on euphemisms and metaphors will keep readers happy;
Still can't write a sex scene? Write a "fade to black" scene. The scene can be finished insinuating the characters removing clothes, closing the blinds, dimming the lights, lying down and restart right after it, when they're catching their breath. It'll work just as well as if the scene completely written and no one will struggle to write something they’re not comfortable with.
This is a bit ironic, but if you think about it, you'll see that these flawed scenes of dragged out slow burn and instant gratification actually have the same issue, except the author's motivation's behind it is slight different. While he slow burn writer (who doesn't like or know how to write smut) never hints there's any sexual tension and they write it super fast to "get this over with", the instant gratification writer wants to write sex, but they might end up hitting the fast forward button on everything. Sexual tension, foreplay and even the sex scene are rushed. To the reader, a scene with the wrong pace is hard to read and they might find it underwhelming. 
The way to fix it is almost the same, but not quite. The author who usually writes instant gratification sex scenes is eager to get to the good stuff, but they need to slow down a bit and respect the pacing. Don't be scared to prolong the foreplay. Remember that sex isn't just penetration and for penetration to happen in a pleasant way for all parties involved, there must be signs of arousal, fluids, hands, arms and legs in motion. I'm not getting into many details about it. For more information on writing smut, read this post or look for the hashtag #how to write smut in the search of this blog.
One last recommendation to both kinds of authors: read erotica. Julia Quinn and Vee Keeland can be good references for those who don't like writing smut and Sparrow Beckett for those who like it.
4. The story doesn't really need a sex scene
I left this one for last because I'm going to talk from personal experience. I've made this mistake more than once. I leave those stories there because they aren’t that bad. But, truth be told, I’m not proud of them.
About two years ago, I used to receive lots of specific requests from one single person. They sent me a random sentence starter and I wrote smut from there. I could start by pointing out my issue with one sentence and dialogue prompts, but I’ll leave it for another opportunity. Anyway, one thing I rarely do is to write porn without plot because I like writing everything with a purpose. And it includes smut. To answer those requests, I ended up creating a plot and developing a story to justify the sex scene. But, sometimes, I came up with a plot I found so cool that I only added a sex scene because the story was written for someone else.
I often go back to re-reading my stories and when I find room for improvement, I edit it (I write fanfiction and I write by myself, so who's going to stop me changing a thing or two in my stories?). But every time I read those stories, I think I should simply delete the sex scene. Those aren't bad scenes and I know I always do my best to connect everything to the main plot. But I also know that if I ever decide to cut out those scenes, it won't matter that much because the essence of the stories will remain the same.
Maybe this is all an exaggeration of mine. I'm the kind of author who likes to keep things simple so the scenes have the right pace and I can give my stories a nice flow. So I tend to cut out sentences, paragraphs and, sometimes, entire scenes when I feel like there’s no relevance in the story. But as I said before, sex is always relevant if you're writing allosexual characters. This is more of a personal squick and I don't really have an advice to fix it. The goal of the post to show fellow writers that sex scenes are awesome, but they can easily ruin a story that didn’t need sex. Sometimes, your story is good enough on its own and you don’t have to make it hotter to please other people.
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damnedparker · 2 years
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I have not been able to stop thinking about your Adrian x grumpy reader post and the April and Andy vibes of it all.
Like the idea of this person who is kind of cold and standoffish but when it comes to Adrian, the guy who seems to annoy everyone, they're just so soft. They never find him annoying, they think he's adorable and endearing. They get this little smile whenever he says or does something dorky. They're kind of quiet but they love listening to him ramble - and they actually care and pay attention to what he's saying, no matter how strange and nonsensical it seems. They get him and make him feel loved and validated in a way no one else ever has. If anyone is mean to him Kill Bill sirens start going off in their head.
And for his part, Adrian sees their vulnerable side underneath the cold exterior they show to most people. They can let their guard down around him and let their own weirdness out and he just accepts and adores them so much. He's like a super protective puppy with them and would probably kill anyone they wanted, no questions asked.
They're each other's Person and it doesn't matter if no one else understands them because they have each other.
Sorry for the ramble, your post made me go insane for this idea.
never apologize for sending such gold to my inbox!!!!! i agree 10000000% with every bit of this!!! like the idea of them only knowing each other for a few days and something he says makes them crack a smile and laugh quietly and everyone else in the room does a double take bc???? did they just smile???
and maybe it doesnt really occur to adrian at first at least when theyre first getting to know each other (it's not like he's interacted with them much outside of the 11th street kids stuff) and then maybe chris or leota says something and it hits him like a ton of bricks. like he dedicates one meeting to carefully watching them and yep sure enough that little resting frown is there even through chris or john's jokes but he lets one out and there it is!!! the cutest little grin hes ever seen. hes just absolutely smitten
meanwhile they just find their eyes naturally straying to adrian a whole lot. they listen to every word he says even if someone talks over him. cant hold in their laughter at whatever joke he says. at one point they just get tired of hearing the rest of the group shit on him and just go full on protective mode and tell them off during a meeting. everyones dead quiet bc they usually don't say much so theyre surprised. and adrian is just sitting there with splotches of pink on his face and staring at them like they hung the stars in the sky. and maybe hes a little turned on cause watching them go all protective (especially over him) is very hot.
as adrian and them get closer and closer as friends suddenly theyre hanging out alone together and they're just obsessed with him. all his little mannerisms and stupid jokes that hit their sense of humor just right for some reason. the acts of service he falls into whether hes hosting at his house (do you want something to drink? do you want me to make you lunch? a snack? dinner? are you cold?) or hes at theirs (do you want help tidying up? want help with the dishes?). the way he pushes up his glasses or scrunches his nose to do so when his hands are full. his crooked grin that widens into a full beaming smile. theyre just screaming on the inside all the time and i feel like eventually something just snaps and they grab his face and kiss him and boy it's all over from there!!!
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I JUST HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS
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kazuwhora · 3 years
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hello hello, i see your requests are open now and can i request izana, wakasa, chifuyu and kazutora with an akutagawa!s/o? hope you have a great day/noon/night! ✨🤗
hi anon! sure! I will try my best with izana and wakasa since there's not tons to work with personality wise so forgive me if theirs are a little shorter heh. im gonna include a little blurb from the bsd fandom wiki for anyone not familiar with his character! I like these kinds of headcanon requests so if anyone wants to see more please feel free to request!
"Akutagawa has a black and white "survival of the fittest" view of the world, claiming that weak people should die and give way to the stronger ones. He is not afraid of pain and defeat His ruthless, vicious nature makes him one of the Port Mafia's most dangerous members, feared by both ally and foe. As violent as he is, Akutagawa maintains a generally composed and detached approach. Towards subordinates and superiors alike, he acts aloof, distancing himself from social interactions however possible. Nonetheless, his composure is fragile. Akutagawa is quick to lash out, ridiculing him for risking the bounty by acting recklessly. This quick temper often gets in his way, fuelling his actions to the core of his very being."
SUMMARY: izana, wakasa, chifuyu, && kazutora with an akutagawa!so
CW: hints of toxicity and violence, mentions of sex but not really all that nsfw-ish so otherwise not much else!
IZANA
- this is an interesting one because from what we know about izana, he is very similar in personality to akutagawa in terms of ruthlessness that stems from childhood trauma and isolation.
- in the case of a s/o with this personality, I think it would be a troubling relationship. lots of bitter fights fuelled by nothing but an inability to express vulnerability, while leaving both of you torn up inside and begging for someone to nurture the trauma and allow space for emotions.
- that being said, with toxicity and trauma also comes intense passion and desire. this relationship brings a lot of fire both in the bedroom and outside of the bedroom, with simple arguments often spawning into intense desperate (and lengthy might I add) sex. like, intense. it's almost like sex is the only safe outlet of these pent up emotions, providing a sort of comfort and also distraction for both parties.
- however as I said in general, this is definitely a toxic relationship. one where neither can help the other when it comes to growth and improvement on a personal level. it's unhealthy and enabling, but for a short lived fling it is hot as fuck im not even gonna lie. lots of hate sex too.
WAKASA
- so wakasa is another interesting one alongside izana given the lack of information and content we have about his character so please excuse the slight kc fanon version I have in my head of wakasa lol
- wakasa has a "don't fuck with me because I do not fucking care" type of vibe to him. I definitely think he's the type to completely disengage from the type of behaviours an akutagawa-type s/o might display. this leads to sort of a sense of competitiveness in trying to get some kind of reaction from him, and it has the potential (much like izana) to become toxic in nature
- any attempts to get under his skin are failed attempts, and the way he looks at you with that half bored expression is something that only triggers more of a somewhat emotional response from you.
- with that being said, my fanon version of wakasa is someone who while cold and aloof, is also quite a rational person. he's been typed by the fandom as INTJ which is quite a quick thinker, and I think he probably (despite not showing it very well) has a soft spot for you. but your passion and intensity (as well as your easily triggered dynamic) keeps him from completely being able to express this care in any way other than not engaging with your antics
- as much as there are some similarities with the type of toxicity in this relationship with both wakasa and izana, the intense passion isn't quite the same as it is with izana. instead, feelings of passion are more to the point and driven by pure instinct and desire rather than toxic passion. wakasa seeming like a very literal person, is actually quite mysterious deep down and has a lot (I mean a lot) of hidden desires and kinks that begin to emerge with time. it's rarely a conversation, and more often just something that happens that surprises you. you just have to go with the flow here, and let him take the reigns for once. it might actually be a good opportunity to allow for vulnerability to take the spotlight for once, which is something wakasa is surprisingly in tune with and quite to the point about.
CHIFUYU
- this is something much healthier than the last two. chifuyu, being an enfp is someone that's able to handle this level of intensity in a person while still being able to understand what's really going on.
- call him the trauma counsellor king. he values each and every response to a trigger that you might have. he notices patterns, he makes mental notes of things, and he does this all without making it seem like he's analyzing.
- to be honest he actually loves the spunk you bring on a day to day level. even though most of the time it's driven by bitterness or hate (not always towards him just in general) he is still able to see beyond that and appreciate you for what you are.
- with that being said, chifuyu will not stand for any toxic behaviour towards him. no sir he will not. threats and pushes for fights wont be tolerated, and he will either disengage or try to expose your vulnerabilities in an attempt at forced submission. this can be hard to get used to, especially with having a personality characterized by the inability to accept being vulnerable. but with time chifuyu is one to create a safe space for you to allow yourself to feel emotions beyond anger and resentment, and he encourages this.
- because of this very feelings based approach, intimacy with chifuyu is just that: intimate. he's extremely loving and doting, hoping that his sweetness can rub off on you a little bit. however he's also very accepting of your need for power over him (especially during sex) and will absolutely submit to your needs in order to please you.
- he really likes to put you in a place of pleasure though, so however that may come to you chifuyu is the one to deliver it.
KAZUTORA
- oh boy. this one is a doozy. listen. if we're talking about timeskip kazutora (as is the case with all characters i write about but I feel it especially important to remind ppl of here given his history), we're talking about someone who is quite literally walking on eggshells in terms of his trauma and emotional vulnerability.
- he's pretty good at being emotionally aware of his needs and struggles as well as the needs and struggles of those around him, but that doesn't mean that he's entirely healed or capable of managing toxicity or his triggers. he still slips up from time to time especially when things get hard, and sometimes finds himself falling into his old patterns. after all, he's only human. but this is where things could get messy in a relationship.
- for the most part, like I said, he's pretty good. so let's focus on that part first since I want to give him credit where it's due. he is very desperate for love and dedicated to providing something to his partner. in this case, he will seek to tap into his emotional vulnerability to provide some sort of comfort for you. he wants to see you happy, and calm, because he sees so much of his old self in you that it gets to him sometimes. but at the same time, he struggles with your relentlessness and can become emotionally drained when things get tough. he'll beat himself up for not being good enough to help you, and this is when he'll isolate and fall into old patterns.
- however, akutagawa's personality type isn't all bad. with a s/o like akutagawa, comes an immense amount of protection and loyalty for their loved ones no matter how tough things might be. in this case it might be hard to communicate this, but there will be times when it's needed in order for kazutora to restrain from old habits and ways of dealing with hardships. but he wants to share his healing with you, he wants you to be happy, and more than anything he understands the struggle of wanting to be happy and healthy but being afraid of losing the one thing that makes you you: your attitude and relentlessness. nobody understands this better than kazutora, which is why things between you can get frustrating and very personal for him.
- much like chifuyu, sex is driven towards pleasing you and only you. chifuyu leans more into switch territory however, while kazutora is 100% submissive. in this case it works out well, however he has a lot of boundaries and limitations when it comes to the way in which you function. he doesn't like degradation. instead, he thrives from praise and any sign of love and care. this might be tough for you to execute 100% of the time, but when it comes down to it the way his eyes twinkle for you is enough to make the ice around your heart melt just a little more each time.
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