Could you imagine being so entirely loved by a freakin angel that he rebels against literally *everything* to keep you alive?
He goes against everything he was created to be and to believe just because of one fuck up of a human?
And it's a fight he wins against himself, through all his doubts and brainwashing, because he cares so much?
From that first touch in hell when his hand seared a brand into my skin and my atoms and my soul -
From that first touch -
He knew me.
But there was always a part of him that was imparted into me.
So I knew him as well, even if I didn't know that I knew, you know?
He says that I changed him but he was his own angel before I ever came along. He would have never broke free if he hadn't had the bolt cutters in hand before even coming near me.
He had questions and doubts and concerns since the beginning.
He had cared, so deeply, since a millennia before my existence was even close to being a thing.
Angel, Castiel, Cas.
You were always strong and you were always going to break yourself free, with or without me.
Chuck, the ass, said you were the one Castiel with a broken chassis, but I call bullshit because you were the only Castiel who had the heart and courage to stand up for what he truly believed.
You were always special and you were always destined to do amazing things. I am in awe of you, angel. Never forget that.
I miss you.
One day we'll meet again.
I can feel you out there among the stars and cosmos.
I can feel us being drawn to another, still.
It feels like home.
Let us come home to each other, Cas.
I never got to reply to your last words and, goddammit, it hurts.
So let me say it now and I really freakin hope it reaches you out there.
I love you too, Castiel.
I love you.
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was talking to my roommate about how Utterly Deranged jackles is with his terminal dean girl-ism (re: him making the cast of the winchesters sing him happy birthday As Dean). and. they said. 'i want to go with his wife to a bar, get her a few drinks in, & ask her: honey, be honest. DOES he pretend to be dean in bed. DOES he make you wear a trench coat. you can tell me.'
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had an art style change :D here’s everything I’ve done since then :))
now for credits and characters lol
For some reason I drew Ron Weasley lol
characters: Alastor, FallenTale Frisk, Patchwork, Z.L. Gaster, Secret Keeper, G.B. Gaster, Inari, Z-Gaster, Gaster, Chibi Gaster, Ruby, Broomy, Nightmare 3840, Heather Chandler, Jason Dean, and Veronica Sawyer.
all characters are mine except for Alastor, Z-Gaster, Heather, JD, and Veronica :)
Remember I’m experimenting with this so not everything will look very good yet lol :)
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ɪ ɴᴇᴇᴅᴇᴅ ᴅᴇᴀɴ ᴡɪɴᴄʜᴇsᴛᴇʀ ᴛᴏ ɢʀᴏᴡ ᴏʟᴅ.
𖦹 𝚊𝚕𝚎𝚡
𖦹 @nofeelingisfinall (poetry blog)
𖦹 @travellingriversidedean (feelings and the art of mirroring iykyk)
𖦹 @thighholsterdean (endverse!destiel theme, hope at the end of it all)
𖦹 @whatresemblesthegrave (hope!dean, a life not built by god. he is alive, he has hope, he has cas)
𖦹 @eastofedean (stanford era dean, you're in your early 20s. you're alone. you don't know it yet, but you're going to be loved)
𖦹 terfs, homphobes, racists etc. fuck off
𖦹 used to be @/cowboyplanetar
my fic: at the end of all things
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every kin list has:
riordanverse character
i'm not proud of this one, let's pretend they arent here
half the fandom kins them
was bulied at school
gay as fuck in canon (despite what the author actually intended)
depressed
mentally ill bad bitch
hated by the fandom
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