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r0semultiverse · 29 days
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aleksa-sims · 9 months
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Recap/review....🕰️⌛Chapter: my Family & me/ Part 2
⚠️CW: pills, addiction, pain, adult topics
In part 2 about my family & me, I briefly tell how it came to my addiction. Well, not only! And as for my headache. It wasn’t a neurological problem, it was an orthopedic issuse.
Chapter: my Family & me/ Part 1
Chapter Nico/Part 1
Chapter Nico/Part 2 (Philip)
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nando161mando · 5 months
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When I am treated “like a child” because of my disabilities the thing fucking isn’t that they “should treat me as adult” the thing is they shouldn’t fucking treat actual children and youth like that
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Thinking about how parents usually say "don't get into a stranger's car" and how the implocation is that they are going to kidnap you, kill you or assault you (or everything). And Akio uses his car for abuse, either doing it there or driving the victim to the place where the abuse is going to happen. In some cases, even though he is a stranger, the victims know he exists and is an authority in the school. In others, he grooms them and gets them to trust him, so he makes sure that the warning no longer applies to him.
His power as an adult and how, with his car, he has more freedom than the kids. He can go wherever he wants. He uses the car as a private space where he doesn't need to respond for his actions. And if the kids want to go somewhere that is not inside Ohtori, they need him to take them. They have to get into his car to be able to grasp a little freedom.
This just makes me want to read more about youth liberation and how young people are a class in contradiction with adults.
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bonebabbles · 3 months
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I keep starting and abandoning posts that go into my drafts, as I try to stay tasteful about how fucking revolted this part makes me. Like, I'm legitimately unsure if the very relevant trauma I have is making me see things that aren't here
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But first we see that Star Flower is trying to ingratiate herself to the group, just after she reappears from chapter 5. Chapter 5 is about how Clear Sky is still abusive towards his son, and she comes in after stroking his ego, stressing how alone she is, and appealing to how she'll be loyal unlike his child. (She glances over at Thunder, directly implying this.)
Now in Chapter 9, she's babysitting and trying to care for Milkweed's kits (in spite of discomfort from Milkweed), taking a wet sleeping space away from the others, and pulling more than her own weight "without complaint." Putting herself through harsh sitations to prove her worth.
All while trying to appear extra attractive to Thunder, and later Clear Sky. Basically every man in power who can "protect her"
Like, am I going fucking crazy? With how we later find out that Star Flower was "promised as a mate" to One Eye's subordinate Slash, is... is that hypersexualization? One of the extremely stigmatized symptoms of sexual abuse?
She goes to find Clear Sky alone to throw herself at his paws, and he's very quickly attracted to how she promises to perfectly obey him, have no needs of her own, and finally be the perfect servant that he desires
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"I don't deserve your trust because I am dirt. I understand you because I also regret something. I'd die for you. I'll never betray you unlike those who have."
This isn't manipulation. She means this. The story is playing their romance sincerely. She's comparing "betraying" Thunder by telling her own father about an assassination ambush to Clear Sky's history of child abuse, physical assault, and murder
She believes she's on the same level as this; a monster who murdered a childhood friend in a fit of entitled rage. She was a victim of One Eye who really believes that the way her father used her means she "understands" this monster, deserves this treatment.
And Clear Sky LIKES that.
He likes that she will have COMPLETE FAITH in him. That she will follow him WITHOUT QUESTION. That she will OBEY his orders. That's fucking verbatim, that's THE TEXT!!!
WHILE HE'S STILL CRYING ABOUT "ive tried to atone every day" FOLLOWING THE LAST TWO BOOKS WHERE THE ONLY SHITTY THING HE DOESN'T DO IS MURDER INNOCENT WOMEN
Am I insane?? Am I wrong??? Am I missing something here???? Why the fuck is the fandom takeaway "haha sexy girl steals his dad." Did I read the same book
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mumblesplash · 8 months
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the fact that doctors can just Recommend Weight Loss with no instructions beyond ‘eat healthier/less’ is actually insane to me, i lost weight on purpose ONCE and it took me like 6 years to recover a semi-normal relationship with food and hunger
#uhh#disordered eating cw#just in case#mumbling#like jfc i know i’m not the first to say it and my experience is relatively SO tame#but it STILL fucked with my head for YEARS#and most people don’t go nearly that long between weight loss attempts at all for basically their whole lives!!!!!#and we’re so blasé about it like yeah just eat less to lose weight#and so few people talk about the really weird shit that phase of my life taught me even though they seem like pretty universal things#like when you lose weight deliberately by denying yourself food you get COLD#you get cold and you get in your head and you get sad it’s like being less alive#the times i’ve lost weight/recomped on accident (by doing smth that makes me move more‚ getting better sleep etc)#it’s been WARM#burn hotter move freer feel happier#and also the way hunger feels when you’ve been denying yourself food for an extended time is NOT the same as baseline hunger#it’s actually kind of wild that we use the same word to describe both feelings like that shit is NOT the same#that shit is not ‘being really hungry’ it’s a fuckin. blood curse or some shit you feel straight up unhinged#and i should disclaim here i am not talking large amounts of weight#i’ve fluctuated over i think a 20lb range max since reaching close to my adult height and that’s a guesstimate#but even in my relatively unremarkable little experiences here the way deliberate weight loss fucked with my brain is absurd to me#i’m fine now have been for years but seriously thinking back on it the fact that this is routine medical advice. unreal
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Eating nothing but a McDonald’s nugget happy meal for the 3rd day in a row because it’s the only thing you can eat without literally wanting to rip out your own stomach and set it on fire 🙃
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r0semultiverse · 26 days
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My tumblr update looks a little strange.
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aleksa-sims · 9 months
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RL Simself-Story (18+)
CW: adult content
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Daniel: Since my brother’s been here with us, you’re constantly horny. What’s he done to you?
Me: You, drove me crazy D.! And I love you sm. ….. Let’s go upstairs, he’ll be right back.
Daniel: I don’t give a shit! This is my apartment! And I can’t stop now, and you don’t want me to stop either.
Me: Please, D.!
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We finally made up for what we missed the last weeks. Daniel’s half brother was also with us for a few days and I met Tina. She called me! What she told me about Daniel confused me, but he didn’t know anything about it and I wasn’t mad at him for it. But what this exactly was, I’ll tell you later. Because Daniel’s half-brother suggested to help me with Tina. I wasn’t sure at first if Tina was lying about Daniel? I knew Tina since she was a little girl. She wasn’t a bad person and didn’t seem mad, envious or pissed at me that day, rather…… lost & broken. Not like Isabella, for example. When she wanted to talk to me about Philip and the baby.
Still, my first mistake was that I even met Tina and my second mistake was that I told Daniel’s brother about it. He caught me crying and….. well, I told him. I mean it was nice that helped me but in the end… his help did me more harm than good.
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Daniel: That was…… awesome. You were awesome! And you know what? … I’m still feeling it.
Me: Yea. I know what you mean. But maybe we should take a break? We’ve only been doing sex for a week. And now I’m hooked on you. Like….. in summer.
Daniel: I like that!…. But no! We should try to take a little break. I don’t want to overwhelm you. And maybe trigger a panic attack on you again.
Me: You trigger everything else in me rn but definitely not a panic attack! And please don’t touch me! I can’t resist you.
Daniel: Close your eyes babe and try to fall asleep…. When you wake up, I’ll be there and won’t let you go.
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Daniel: Hey, baby.
Me: Hey..... You're so sweet. But what about our break?
Daniel: I can’t fall asleep next to you without kissing you first.
Me: ILY D.! I do whatever you want.
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Me: One night with you and she fell for you. I felt the same. Just one night with you was necessary to change my mind.
Daniel: She? Who are you talking about, babe?
Me: Shit! I-…I’m so lost in you. Sorry, Idk what I’m talking about. I was talking about myself.
Daniel: …. Ok, it’s all fine babe. But don’t look so sad. I love you… Hm, you want to do something else? We…. could go out a bit to get some fresh air or we visit Sandra & Liam.
Me: No. I want what you want.
Daniel: Ok. If that’s the case, I don’t want to talk you out of it.
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Daniel: Where you goin'?… Are you into my brother?
Me: Ahh... What??
Daniel: I’m not saying you’re cheating, I just asked if you like him. Do you imagine how we both do you? Like you did with Nico and Philip?
Me: Are you high or something? Honestly now! You start just like Nico did!! He asked me exactly the same question about Philip back then, so stop it! He put that shit into my head by asking me all those crazy questions.
Daniel: But you did it anyway, so he was right to assume you were into Philip. That’s exactly what I notice now. You and my brother, there’s something going on with you two. I saw him looking at you….. I want him gone! Tell him to get the fuck out of my apartment. Why is he even with us, that fucker? Why did you let him stay here?
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Me: You’re insane D.! I did this just for you! You told him if you lived here alone, he could stay, while I was present and standing right next to you! So what was I supposed to do, shut up? I just wanted to do you a favor like you helped Sandra and also my sister. I thought it would be good for you to meet your brother.
Daniel: And I meant what I said! If I was here alone, he wouldn’t bother me, but I fucking live here with my wife! I couldn’t have guessed that you feel obliged to let my strange half-brother live here with us. I’ll kick him out! And I don’t need him. I have my sister. She’s my only family.... And you.
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impostorsshow · 2 months
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Going insane over yhs grian and time travel I've had a daydream for like a year now about the mcc hosting a special event where each team has a younger version of a previous event winner and the MCC deages and hosts a bunch of teens and young adults for a week to y'know make sure a deaged winner isnt too stressed out. And grian is the only winner on his team and although it would be okay to request to be put on a different team, grian assumes he can bullshit his way through whatever time period and that it'd probably pull from when he was on EVO and it wouldn't be an issue but instead it's yhs like a week after taurtis got hit by a car so he's an absolute mess that has been tortured by Sam and you do not have to be around that man much to be traumatized.
Grian is disqualified as soon as they find out he came from a permadeath world, much less had a panic attack over seeing smajor fall from a high place and they call in someone to replace him but it's too late now they have to babysit grian and like 4 other competitors that were just At the Wrong Time. essentially this would just pull from whatever knowledge I have but i am doing a binge of the series with a friend to reset my memory. Mostly, some key moments of this would go as follows [etophobia warning for the next part, or whatever it is the vomit fear thing EDIT CANNABALISM MENTIONED FUCK HOW DID I FORGET THAT]:
Grian covered his mouth, gagging and exiting the room as quickly as he could, turning down the hallway into a darker room and ducking over the trash bin, retching. He heard a sound to his left, and realized whatever room he had sprinted into had Lizzie and Joel in it [idfk], and god throwing up next to two adults was embarrassing. "Sorry."
"Grian! Are you alright? What happened?" Lizzie grabbed a convenient towel and offered it to the younger man, who took it and gratefully wiped his mouth. "Well, uh. Someone brought beef jerky as a gift for everyone and I couldn't stand the smell."
Lizzie and Joel glanced between each other, before Joel asked. "And what's with beef jerky? Are you really that picky of an eater?"
"uh." Apparently the light teasing was either not picked up or directly ignored by Grian, who just stayed quiet for a moment before covering his mouth with the cloth, only barely removing it to speak. "You wouldn't like beef jerky if... someone used it to ..trick you into eating your girlfriend-" and Grian turned and threw up again, hovering over the bin in the silence he created in the room because god that was a gross thought and stop thinking about it your gonna throw up again- Grian threw up again. He was going to need some water after this.
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"Grian, how experienced are you with death? You seem to come from a pretty sheltered homeworld." Gem was walking with Grian, along with Etho to one of the training maps they wanted to show the younger. Something about jumping and swimming?
Grian smiled grimly, trying his best to ignore the thoughts that came up. "Uh, yeah. Very experienced, I wouldn't call my home sheltered in the slightest, it was incredibly dangerous. At least, high school was."
Gem grinned, patting Grains shoulder and Grain tried his best to suppress the shiver that came at the unexpected contact, much less from someone he barely knew. Grian wished he had his best friend here, but he was
"-die alot here." Grian caught the end of Gems sentence, blinking. "Huh? What about death?"
"oh, sorry, I was just saying you'll probably die alot here. It's really easy to fall off of Ace Races map."
"...uh, how far of a fall is it?"
"oh, it's not to the void, don't worry, theres a kill box down there far before you reach the void, don't worry."
"....okay." Grian didn't like the sound of falling, and with how casual Gem was being it couldn't mean actual death. But as far as he had learned from Japan, people would stab each other for fun, and getting a broken leg from a fall did Not sound fun. He would just have to take his time, even if it meant upsetting Sam the people who were teaching him how to compete. Why would the future version of himself risk dying after everything, anyway?
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And other iconic moments such as "Grain is Incredibly Aggressive at Rabbits and Also Deathly Afraid of Them And No One Knows What to Do About It" and "That One Trauma dump about Taurtis Getting Stabbed, Getting Into A Car Accident, And Essentially Dying That Every YHS Fanfic Has" I don't know why I'm advertising it it's just a daydream I can't write because I wouldn't be able to write a good enough variety of characters for MCC of all things
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coffeeghoulie · 2 months
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Eternal Heatstroke
chapter 3: struggling to exist with you (and without you)
Tensions come to a boiling point.
Contains long discussions of child abuse and neglect, nightmares, and mild blood and injury.
(this chapter has one of the two scenes i wrote this entire fic around. please enjoy.)
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Running, always running, until their legs give out from under them and they tumble into the brimstone, the howls of angry, starving ghouls descending on them. The portal is always just out of reach, always flickering out. They never make it through.
Aeon wakes from every nightmare exhausted, bruises under their eyes, lips and tongue and tail bitten bloody as they hold in their cries. They pull together the broken pieces of themself before they have to face the pack, Papa, the roaring of the crowds just about every night.
They collapse into their bunk, or onto a too soft hotel mattress, and pass out just to do it again.
Read the rest on ao3, or start from the beginning.
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wildflowercryptid · 2 months
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trying to job hunt makes me want to rip out my hair. they expect you to jump through 15 different hoops just to apply to something w/ dogshit pay & hours only to never even send you a rejection email.
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anartisticdreamer0 · 2 months
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for irl reasons i probably won’t be able to watch the philza stream live, ESPECIALLY cause it’s late o7
but this is my announcement that if this is your first time watching phil’s lore just know there are a LOT of cws/tws to be aware of, the current list off the top of my head is: possession (obvi), yelling/screaming, adults/parent figures getting aggressive, de realization (in the past not sure if it still applies), and aggression overall
please crows feel free to add more!
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autistic-katara · 1 month
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there r fics that make u insane (so amazingly good it’s removed ur sanity) and then there’s fics that make u insane (you need to fistfight the author for how they did a specific thing that caused u to rant for hours)
#i know i just posted that other thing but ffs that is NOT how u handle someone in that situation everyone involved made everything 10x worse#yet it’s being treated like the right thing to do (which again ofc they’re cops they don’t understand harm reduction but still) like#seriously everything’s so forceful like u seriously think forcing ur friend to talk to u or forcing a patient to talk to a therapist under#the threat of being admitted to a psychiatric hospital is gonna make her feel comfortable talking to u? or anyone? she’s just gonna trust u#less and get better at hiding it and speaking of which the taking away all sharp objects thing makes sense in theory but like think abt it#for a minute she confirmed she isn’t suicidal and this is her only way of coping so do not just forcibly take away all her coping mechanism#like yes she is hurting herself but it’s a COPING MECHANISM. she’s coping with something. help her with that don’t just take away her penci#sharpers or whatever (which btw since she’s an adult she could easily buy more stuff and yk learn to hide it better) which again has to be#voluntary it isn’t gonna work if u force someone to do smthn they don’t want to like as ur friend u could’ve made it clear u care abt her#and wouldn’t judge her for anything and r here if she wants to talk don’t just say “you have to talk to me” and casually threaten#hospitalisation when she isn’t ready in the moment like seriously if this wasn’t a badly written fanfic she would completely stop trusting#bcz given that this wasn’t even done out of panic i would like ffs u are NOT doing any of this right#oops sorry ranted abt the bad fic in my tags-#it’s not where the author’ll see it and know it’s about them i don’t feel bad abt it#this was my first time even looking at stuff for this fandom so#cw self harm in tags#idk if i need to tag anything else for that 😭#fanfic#ao3#ryan shut the fuck up
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mar64ds · 7 months
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i think the way sans wholeheartedly supports papyrus through everything is really sweet but also very interesting for both of the characters, because i don't think sans is trying to humor him or is 'afraid to hurt his feelings' like many might think, i think sans fully trusts papyrus's own decisions and if he's ever wrong he can figure it out himself and grow from it, if anything sans really respects papyrus's choices, he doesn't think papyrus is making a bad decision by trying to be a royal guard, his brother knows himself best. papyrus also... doesn't have that much support from anyone else, sans is his only family and he barely has friends at all, i think for sans it's more important that papyrus feels supported than anything else, like i said, if papyrus is wrong about something? that's alright, he'll be okay, he'll learn from the experience, and his brother will be there for him. but for this situation, it's more important for papyrus that his brother believes in him when nobody else does than being told he's being 'naive'
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