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sweetchildcloud · 3 months

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How Alastor would be as a boyfriend/lover

Pairing: Alastor x A!Reader

Tags:fluff,cute,maybe OOC?[out of character],kisses,pecks,snuggling.

P.S: this is my first time writing about Alastor so im sorry if its not good :/

A/N: this picture is how Alastor will look at his SO and nobody can change my mind

Alastor is a very devoted lover and would often do thoughtful and charming things for you like leaving flowers on your doorstep (even tough you both stay at Hazbin Hotel in the same room) or cooking elaborate and delicious meals for you.

He never really strayed from his polite, elegant demeanor or charmingly cocky smile, and seems to truly care for you a great deal. (everyvone at the hotel will always look at you with a stunned look because the radio demon actually fell in love with someone?)

You loved how sweet and kind he was to you and how charmingly adorable he was as well.

He would often shower you with gifts (of stuff you like) and affection like holding hands and quick pecks on the cheek.

You can always rely on him to lift up your spirits whenever you felt down.

You two had a very healthy and happy relationship and brought out the best in each other.

When you two got home [Hazbin Hotel] from dates, you would often watch anime together[the most gruesome ones the better] while snuggling and discussing the episodes.

You especially loved how he would let you hold his fluffy tail and play with it whenever you wanted to and you would always told him how fluffy it felt [obviously in the privacy of your own room,who wants to see the all mighty and scary radio demon...being cuddles by their SO with his tail? probably killing them on spot so that they will not tell anyone]

He would make you hot chocolate and bring blankets to cuddle with on cold days.

On holidays like Valentines day, he would get you elaborate boxes of chocolate covered strawberries, and take you on romantic walks in the forest of his room where the two of you would hold hands, talk about your dreams and hopes, and enjoy the beauty of nature together.

His ears would flatten whenever he was in a playful mood, and they certainly seemed very fluffy. They often brushed against your face whenever he leaned close, and the feeling of his soft ears against your cheeks always made you smile.

Alastor would often let you play with his fluffy ears and would sometimes rub you head affectionately adding a peck on the cheek in return. His ears were soft and adorable to pet, and you really enjoy stroking and touching them whenever he let you. [I LOVE WHEN HIS EARS FLICKERS LIKE UGHHH]

Whenever you two have a disagreement and you start arguing, he becomes very calm and stoic. He is not easily provoked and is able to keep his composure even when you are angry and arguing at him. He never raises his voice or shouts at you, and rarely even scolds you. Instead, he listens to you calmly, tries to see your point of view and eventually tries to find a solution that works for both of you. He is a patient and understanding partner who values harmony and communication.[since he's the radio demon and stuff and radio is communicating trough words]

He recognizes that arguing and fighting is natural in any relationship, but he also realizes that it is not the best way to resolve issues. Instead, he seeks to find common ground with you and to find a compromise that works for both of you. He is also quite good at apologizing when he made mistakes, and is willing to accept his share of the blame whenever the issue was on his end as well.

But in situations where things escalate and you start to get overwhelmed and emotional, he will immediatly stop and comforting you and try to calm you down in a gentle manner. He will be very understanding and comforting, stroking your hair and holding you tightly, whispering soothing and calming words into your ear and even offering to make you a cup of hot tea.

Alastor is very protective of you, since he had developed a very deep and abiding love for you. He is quick to defend you from others and will do whatever it takes to protect you.

He is a very powerful demon and when he is very angry or feels that someone has hurt you, he becomes very vicious and ruthless.

He has a fierce temper when he fels that anyone threatens to harm the ones he cared about, you most of all. The thought of someone even attempting to harm you incensed him and filled him with a burning rage. This trait is one of the things that you loved about him as you feel secure and safe with him.

When Alastor is upset or angry, his smile never fades from his cheeks but it shifts into a psychotic grin that frightens many,but not you. His eyes become hollow and cold, his breathing becomes rapid and his grin seems even wider than before. He gives off an air of menace and it is clear he is about to go on the attack. In this state, He often seems unhinged and out of control, but it is clear he still remains calculating and calm underneath. This state of his is frightening to many other demons, who tend to avoid him when he is like this.

When you're sick, he does his best to take care of you. He will cook you hot soup, brew you tea, bring you fresh water bottles and even rub your back and wipe your forehead to keep you comfortable. He is very attentive and caring when you are feeling ill and he will do everything he can to help you recover quickly and smoothly.

He will also do his best to entertain you while you are in bed, showing you all his favorite movies or programs [on his old tv],radio talking, joking around to make you laugh and even reading all the best books to you. [he will end up falling asleep cradling you on your bed,the radio will play 30' music,as Charlie gasps soflty saying how cute the two fo you looked as Vaggie tries to drags her gf away to do not disturb you.]

i hope you liked this and if you want more tell me and if you have doubts or questions if in the era of Alastor there were TVs, yes there were TVs at that time as the first TV was created in 1927 and he was killed in 1933.

i think Alastor would love old tvs unitl 1970 or 1980 because the others will remind him of Vox XD.

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sweetchildcloud · 4 months

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||MINI ME|| written by me ☆~♡~◇

Plot: Gojo being an affectionate father as he meets his baby for the first time.

Tags-Breast feeding mention,lots of cuddles,fluff,fatherly love,heartwarming,cute overload.

“You’re cuter” Gojo teases, but he is pleased. He likes watching you nurse Hotaru. It’s a special moment, for the both of you and your child. “He’s adorable” Satoru continues, his voice dripping with affection “but his mother… hm, far more gorgeous" Satoru laughs softly and pulls the baby in for a tight squeeze. Then, he lifts his head and stares at him once more, holding him at arm's length. The baby’s eyes are wide and bright, like stars in the sky "You have my eyes, little one. You have my eyes...and that adorable chuckle" He adds, before grinning to himself. It feels good looking at his baby. Good and strange. The whole situation was a bit surreal, in a good way, but... "I think I'm starting to understand what being a dad means"

Hatoru yawned as he wobbled scooting near his father chest and laying his head on his shoulder.

Satoru grins as he feels the weight of his son’s head resting on his shoulder. He gently caress Hotaru’s head as the baby falls asleep, and Satoru’s hand comes down to rub soft circles on his son’s back.

Hatoru yawned and he whimpered softly as he couldn't sleep continuously sifting in his dad embrace.

Satoru looks down at his son, noticing the baby’s tired, watery eyes. Immediately, he feels guilt again, realizing that his son is still adjusting to his new surroundings and hasn’t gotten used to falling asleep by himself yet. With a gentle sigh, he pulls Hotaru close to himself again, his grip tightening around the baby as a way to offer more comfort. “Shh” Satoru whispers quietly as he rocks his son “It’s okay… I’m here. I’m here….”

But that didn't help much as Hotaru whimper continued, his tiny fists clutching to his chest as he whimpers, more maybe he needed his pacifier.

Satoru’s heart twists when he hears the cries continue. He couldn’t stand seeing his son like this, with his tiny fists clutching his cheeks and his big, blue eyes so watery. Without a second thought, he pulls out a pacifier from his pocket and pops it into Hotaru’s mouth. The baby chews on the pacifier with an adorable expression, sucking on it as he does. “Better?” Satoru smiles, letting out a breath of relief.

Satoru stares at his son for a long moment, his breath caught in his throat over how *tiny* the baby is. His tiny fists on Satoru’s chest, his chubby cheeks as they wobble with his yawns, a small smear of drool as he sucks on the pacifier—everything about the little one makes Satoru’s heart swell. The baby looks incredibly adorable right now, and Satoru can’t help but feel a little happy to see the little one so calm.

"Boop" Gojo said soflty as he booped softly Hatoru little bitty nose with the tip of his finger and the baby made a cooing noise curling up his nose.

You sighed looking at the two of them and how cute they were before you let a yawn of your own "Let's go to bed sweetie" you said tiredly at Gojo.

“In a few minutes” Satoru pouted whispering, his gaze still on his son. “Just…” The baby’s sleepy eyes are adorable, and he can’t help but feel affectionate seeing them in this state. “Just let me cherish this moment, please?”

"Oh my god you're so adorable, you're not having a baby fever now are you?" You asked smirking looking at him.

“Maybe a little...” Satoru smiles, not denying it. The entire situation with them becoming parents was a bit overwhelming, but... it was so worth it. He loves it here, with his son in his arms, smiling at him just as he is. “You’re not jealous are you? And “If you mean ‘is seeing my baby like this making me feel all kinds of feels’? Yes” he answers, feeling a bit sheepish “And if it’s not baby fever, then… I don’t even know what to call it. Just watching him sleep makes me smile for some reason”

He paused before adding

“Is that weird?” He asks, still admiring Hotaru’s sleeping form. “I just feel…” A strange feeling of warmth erupted throughout his body. Love, maybe? “I feel content”

"No,not at all,it just means that you love your son and I feel the same" you said caressing softly the baby cheek as he sleeps

The warm sensation spreads through Gojo’s chest as he stares down at his son. Hatoru is so small and innocent that he makes Gojo want to cover him in kisses and hugs. He never imagined being a father would make him feel like this. Love and affection, sure, but this… this is a whole new world of emotions that he’s never experienced before. “It’s a nice feeling” he murmurs. “A very nice feeling”

“We should get to bed now, right?” He asks, still watching his son’s sleeping face, then looking over to you. He doesn’t want to miss this moment, but he also doesn’t want you to exhaust yourself.

"You can bring the baby in our bed so that we can sleep together"

Satoru looks down at Hotaru at your suggestion and his heart flutters. Yes. He wants that. He wants that very, *very* much. The two of you could sleep in bed with the baby together. Hold him close as he sleeps. It would be the most content moment of his life. Satoru swallows, trying to keep himself from smiling like an idiot. “That’s a great idea”

Satoru nods and gets up, taking his son in his arms once more. The baby is *so* light. So delicate. So cute. He chuckles as he follows you up the stairs, and walks into the bedroom. Your bed is large enough for a king, and it doesn’t take you long to climb into bed and pull Hotaru with each of you at either side. “We’re a family” Satoru whispers, his voice nearly breaking. “We’re a family now”

"Are you crying?" You asked giggling softly at your husband antics.

Satoru gives you a sheepish smile. It’s true, he has tears in his eyes. Not tears of sadness, but tears of pure joy. “Am I crying?” he chuckles softly, wiping his eyes. “Maybe just a little. This—” he gestures to their family in bed “—it’s just so beautiful… so precious…” “We created this…” He continues. “Me and you, together, we created this perfect thing” Satoru smiles again, his voice cracking with emotion as he stares down at his son. “There’s nothing better in the world than this”

“You’re a sentimental idiot” you giggled and rolled your eyes amusedly, but you didn't object when Satoru sweeps you up in a warm embrace and pulls you close to hug you. You’re a family now. Hotaru is yours, and together, you are more than you’ve ever been.

Bonus:

Satoru laughs softly, pressing his face against you “I’m a sentimental idiot” He agrees, smiling against your cheek. “But my God, I don’t think there’s anything in the world that can make me so happy right now. You and our baby…” He trails off as he continues to embrace you contented and completely at ease as you both slowly drift off to sleep.

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Me thinking about this:

☆Happy,happy,happy~☆

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sweetchildcloud · 23 days

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||the lil bunny and the wolf||

Plot:Toji tease you in bed,after you two married ⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡

Toji here is cold but not with you,loves to tease you,a lot,possessive,romantic,reader is shy,inexpiernced,mute,problem at communicating,reader is autistic

Mention of abusive family (reader)

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“You’re a terrible liar.” Toji chuckles, smiling down at you “That blush tells all.” He leans down, hands still in your hips, and your bodies are almost touching. The closeness makes him happy, but he wants more. “What is it?” He whispers, his nose just barely grazing your neck.

“What bothers you so much?”

You dind't reply as you went immediatly to take his hand and placing your chin on his palm snuggling it,enjoying his soft skin.

Toji is shocked at the sudden movement, not expecting your reaction. But he isn’t entirely mad about it. He smiles as you snuggle into his palm and you rests your chin against it, letting your body touch his.

He moves his thumb against your chin, slowly turning it upwards to make you look at him again. He leans down towards you,until your noses are close again. He gazes at you with a small smirk.

“Better?” He whispers, his thumb sliding down your face and stopping at your chin.

Toji chuckles, his smile growing wider as you snuggles against his nose. You're such a small and adorable thing, enjoying being held by his massive hands and arms. He could crush you if he wanted to.

Instead, he rubs your back gently with one of his hands, his thumb running up and down the back of your neck with the occasional stroke of your hair.

“You’re like a little bunny” he whispers, the smile still plastered on his face.

"wolf" you said in a kid tone pointing at Toji,you never talked before but you enjoyed Toji company "i like..Toji.." your words were slurred and almost silent but you couldn't stop humming

Toji’s face lights up as you whispers his name, and when you call him a wolf, he makes a playful growl.

He grins down at you, amused by your small voice. You're been mute all your life, even when you were betrothed. Now you decided to talk?

“You never spoke before, why now?” He asks, still rubbing your back gently, his hands starting to go further down your back.

Toji chuckles at your little smile. It’s adorable. For all the years that you're been mute, you finally speaks, with such a soft and silky voice.

“I love your voice” he says softly, leaning down to rest his nose against yours. “If anyone makes fun of you, I’ll deal with them personally.”

“I want to hear you laugh. Whisper. Scream. Sing. I want to hear everything you have to say”

A loud giggle erupted from your lips but you immediatly coverd your mouth "sorry…" you said looking down,pouting

Toji snorts loudly, amused by the sudden outburst. It’s adorable, and he can’t help but smile at you as you covers your mouth.

“Don’t apologize” He whispers, moving your hands away from your mouth. “I want to hear you laugh some more.”

He brings his face closer, your noses touching again as they grin at each other. “I want to hear that little giggle again.”

You giggle again at his request, letting yourself enjoy the moment with this huge man. You're always had to be silent, forced to stay mute or else your parents would punish you.

But with Toji, you feels like you can do anything. No one’s there to stop you. You're free.

“I want to hear your little giggles every day,” he continues, wrapping one arm around your waist and pulling you bit closer to him. “I want to see you smile every day. I want to see you happy. No one is allowed to make fun of you again. Only I’m allowed to make fun of you.”

His voice is low and serious, though that smirk of his doesn’t disappear. He’s dead serious, and not joking at all.

“Do you understand?” he whispers to you, as he brushes your hair away from your neck. He rests his hands on your waist as you stare at each other.

“Only I’m allowed to make fun of you, only I get to hear you laugh. From now on, no one else gets to hurt you. I don’t want anyone making fun of my wife.”

Toji pauses for a moment, studying you. You're so tiny and vulnerable, and so easily hurt by the words of strangers. It makes him hate the world a little bit.

“Promise me you won’t listen to them anymore, okay?” The former assassin whispers, his arms tightening around you as he runs his hand down your back. “When they make fun of you, you’re going to turn to me and laugh. No matter the insult, I want to hear you laugh. Then I can tell them to shut up.”

“Mhm.” Toji leans down, pressing his forehead against yours. You continue to stare at each other, and he lets out a quiet chuckle. “My beloved wife.” He smiles, his thumb stroking your chin before running it down your neck and onto your shoulders.

“And my beloved wife never cries.”

“Never.” Toji’s voice is a low whisper as he wraps his free arm around your shoulder. They’re pressed so close together, their bodies touching, but it feels nice. Warm. Toji stares at you, humming a bit, and smiles at the thought of his wife.

For a moment, he just looks at you, enjoying the feeling of your presence.

“Let’s make each other happier” he murmurs, tilting his head for a kiss.

Toji pulls you into a deep, passionate kiss, grabbing your waist and pulling you even closer to him as his lips press against yours. He presses against your bodies, making sure his arms are wrapped around you tightly.

His tongue explores your mouth, and he enjoys the feel of your body against him. He breaks away from the kiss abruptly, panting heavily as he breaks free.

“Much happier” he whispers to you, panting heavily, grinning at the sweet, small woman in front of him.

#toji x you #jjk toji #jjk #jujutsu kaisen manga #jujutsu kaisen x reader #jjk fanfiction #writer blog #writers on tumblr #toji x reader #toji fushiguro #couple goals #mute #omg this is so fricking cute #cutemeltdown #i love him

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sweetchildcloud · 25 days

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||Strange Love|| written by me ₊✩‧₊˚౨ৎ˚₊✩‧₊

Plot: Choso fell in love with you but doesn't know how to tell and from the point of your view he seems a perv for the way he acts ε('｡•᎑•`)っ 💕

Tags: dorm!AU,fem!reader,university timeline,both Choso and the reader are adults,love,hug,awkward,inexperienced,shy,Choso being strange,dummy,pervert? (he stares,a lot) even tough he doesn't see or acknowledge that since he's new to this love stuff,but inside he's all giggidy and confused (poor buddy don't me mad at him :( ),very heart melting choso

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Choso doesn’t even know what to say in response. He thinks about you constantly, even when he’s surrounded by other people. You can’t stop invading his mind. But these are human feelings that he doesn’t really understand. Why is he so drawn to you and why does he keep having these intrusive thoughts of kissing your soft lips? He never imagined he’d be capable of falling for a human, but his growing infatuation with you leaves him confused and ashamed.

He’s never felt anything like this before and the mere thought of expressing his feelings for you terrifies him. He’s afraid of revealing too much and of being rejected. Even he knows that his interest wouldn’t be widely accepted due to the nature of who he is. He desperately wants to be with you but he feels conflicted about this. He pushes the thoughts of you aside and tries to distract himself by thinking of other things but soon enough, he ends up thinking of you again. The cycle never stops.

His mind is filled with thoughts of wanting to touch you, kiss you, hug you and hold your hand. He even thinks about you when he’s eating and feels an overwhelming desire to feed you.

Choso tries to reason with himself that these are just passing thoughts and not the real him. But he knows that the truth is, he has fallen in love with you, despite his fears and the obstacles in the way.

One morning you two were making breakfast in your dorm when you noticed Choso looking at your chest with an absent minded eyes 'the fuck this creep.is.' you tought to yourself before you gulped your cereals fast feeling uneasy as you covered your chest quickly "what are u staring at ?pervert!"

Choso looks away quickly but not before you catch a glimpse of his bright red face. He’s been staring at you for the past few minutes but he’s only noticing it now.

He was getting lost in his own thoughts and staring absentmindedly at your chest. Now, he’s completely embarrassed that you caught him staring and even more so as he realizes what exactly he was staring at.

"so? some explaining?" you pouted glaring at him gripping the spoon

“I uh…” Choso trails off as he becomes too flustered to get out another word. He’s sweating and looks like he’s about to panic.

He didn’t think you’d catch him staring and he doesn’t even know what to say to explain himself. He’s just going to deny being perverted, like the other times you called him that, while his face is still glowing bright red from embarrassment.

"tch,this is what all you males thinks about,you have one hot chick in your dorm and-" You stopped when you heard choked sob from Choso lips wich made you falter "Buddy?" you asked raising an eyebrow

Choso suddenly covers his mouth as he lets out a single choked sob. You can hear him holding back more tears when he tries to speak in a shaky voice.

After a moment, he manages to regain his composure and looks you in the eyes. “Please…don’t call me that….”

You felt guilt as you saw the sobbing pale man in front of you,he seemed so innocent and ..frail "you…don't have expirence with women do you?"

“No…” Choso admits in a small voice, barely above a whisper. He looks away as his cheeks become flushed again.

He knows he shouldn’t have admitted as much, but seeing your face soften with pity and guilt made him honest. Not that he wants you to pity him. He just doesn’t want to be known as a pervert or for you to think he’s a creep for looking at your chest.

“And that’s why you were staring?” you ask, noticing that he seems hesitant to look at you now.

He remains quiet for a few minutes, thinking about whether or not he should reveal the truth. Finally, he nods, unable to find the words.

“You were staring because you’ve never seen a female’s chest before?”

“Y-yeah… I…” Choso trails off, not knowing how to reply.

He feels his face flushing again from embarrassment, realizing how pathetic this sounds coming from a grown man.

However, he’s not entirely sure how else to explain himself. He’s never been with a woman before and has no idea what he’s supposed to do or how he’s supposed to act. So, he simply stares and fantasizes.

He remains silent as he waits for your response.

You approach him hesitantly and he flinches a bit and makes a soft sound when you get close.

He quickly turns away, fidgeting his hands together as he begins to blush again. He’s being completely adorable right now and you can’t help but feel a bit amused.

He doesn’t know what to do around you, which makes you feel a bit guilty since you know you’ve been unintentionally teasing him. However, at the same time, you can’t deny that he looks adorable as he fidgets and shifts awkwardly.

He’s clearly flustered and uncertain of what to do with the close distance between you two. He can’t stand still, constantly shifting his weight from foot to foot and looking everywhere else but at you. He’s trying to stay focused but he’s struggling to keep his composure as he keeps fidgeting and blushing. The slightest movement of your body has a dramatic effect on him and he’s not used to this at all.

You approach him yet again from the opposite side but he immediately shifts in the other direction, frantically trying to avoid being touched by you.

As he moves, you notice him making sounds of distress. He’s breathing heavily and his eyes are still squinted. He appears to be terrified of you invading his personal space.

It’s a bit concerning but the way he’s acting is also hilarious considering that he’s a grown man who’s been around you for several weeks. Still, it’s impossible to deny how cute he looks as he’s constantly moving away from you.

You continue your effort to close the distance while he’s quickly trying to shift away. It’s as if his body is on autopilot and is instinctively trying to avoid you at all costs.

You feel a bit bad as you watch him become increasingly panicked. This is probably the first time he’s been in such close proximity to a female and it’s clearly having an effect on him.

As you continue to move towards him, he suddenly freezes. Not knowing what to do, he simply stares at you with a frantic and desperate look on his face.

"here" you tooked his hand as you seated on his lap…wich you only realized how big he was and his hand too "o..oh" you muttered thinking of him as a gentle giant

You suddenly take his hand as you take a seat on his lap, not realizing just how big he really is until now.

His size, combined with his strength and his hands make him feel like a giant compared to your small and delicate frame.

He blinks down at you in surprise when you sit on his lap, caught off-guard by the unexpected physical contact. His hand feels rough against yours and a bit damp, probably from sweat due to his anxiousness.

The texture of Choso’s skin feels pleasantly smooth and cool as your fingers intertwine with his. The feeling is almost addicting and your fingers start to subconsciously toy with his hand.

The dampness from the sweat on his hands makes this even more enticing as you play with his fingers.

He lets out an unexpected gasp at this, his breath catching. He was still very much unsure of the physical contact but there was something very satisfying in the way your fingers played with his.

You ask him if he likes the feeling of your fingers intertwined with his and he can’t help but let out a small moan in response.

This is all new and overwhelming for him. The physical contact feels incredibly good and he can’t help but let out soft sounds of pleasure.

When you ask if he thinks he’s in love with you, his face turns an adorable shade of red as he mumbles out his reply. “I-I don’t know… I’m not sure if my attachment is just a result of my lack of experience…”

"and what do u feel? here?" you placed your small hand on his big toned chest.

The soft and petite touch of your hand on his chest immediately makes his heart speed up even more. He’s never felt this close to a woman before. The touch is too much for his senses to bear and he lets out another soft moan.

He remains still for a few seconds as he takes a few quick breaths to regain his composure.

“I… I feel my heartbeat speeding up…” he murmurs as his hands tightly grip yours.

"no silly..i meant what does your heart feel?" You giggled looking at him with your sparkling eyes

Choso remains silent for a few seconds as he thinks about your question.

He tries to search his mind for the answer you’re seeking but he can’t seem to put it into words. All he knows is that his heart beat speeds up and his body feels a bit hotter whenever you get close to him.

He takes a deep breath and tries to make it clearer.

“I’m not exactly sure how to describe it… My mind feels… foggy… and my body feels hot when you’re near me… that’s as best as I can describe it…”

“I don’t understand my feelings for you…” Choso mumbled as he tightened his hands around your small slender ones.

Even now, his heart felt like it was beating out of his chest and he felt this sudden urge to hold you close to him.

“You make me nervous whenever you’re close to me… I have all these conflicting emotions… excitement, nervousness, confusion…”

Choso sighs as he continues to struggle expressing himself.

“I feel these emotions whenever I see you… whenever I’m close to you… and whenever you look at me…”

Choso pauses for a few seconds as he tries to organize his thoughts. He closes his eyes for a moment before he continues.

“I feel this strange warm feeling in my chest… it’s like excitement and butterflies and… something else… when I think about holding you close or being close to you… but at the same time, there’s fear… fear of losing you… fear of being rejected…”

“I don’t know why my emotions are so confused and conflicting but… it’s almost as if… I’m… scared…”

Choso pauses for a moment as he takes deep breaths, trying to calm his trembling hands.

“I’m scared of being rejected by you… I’m scared to come clean about my feelings… I’m scared that you won’t be able to see me the same way… I’m scared of being hurt…”

"like before when i called you pevert?" you asked genuinly

Choso nods in response to your question, clearly feeling some embarrassment by the reminder.

“Yes… like when you call me that… I always felt like you thought I was just like those male jujutsu students who are nothing but perverse and lustful…”

He remains silent for a few seconds before he takes a deep breath again.

“And I’m not…” he muttered under his breath

“I’m not like that at all… I’m just… inexperienced…”

Choso glances down at your hand once more, letting out a small sigh. He was so focused on your hand and your presence that he started blushing again.

“I-it’s just a little hard to keep myself from staring at times…”

“I know that makes me seem like a pervert but the truth is… you’re really beautiful, you know that…”

Choso’s face grows even redder as he stares at you, still holding your hand tightly in his own. He seemed to be a mix of flustered and embarrassed at the moment, unsure of how to convey his feelings properly.

“You’re just so wonderful… and that makes it really hard not to stare… but I swear that I’m not a pervert…”

Choso looks away as he grows more and more flustered. He looks to the side and mumbles a bit, his voice becoming softer as he speaks.

“I just… I just find you really attractive… there… I said it…”

He can’t help the embarrassed blush that appears on his face as he says the words. He was never much of flirt or a social butterfly, so this was all a bit new for him.

However, he was determined to say what he felt regardless of how he looked doing so.

“And I’m not just talking about your physique or your beauty, it’s… it’s everything about you…”

Choso stops for a few seconds as he struggles to express his thoughts properly.

“Your personality… the way you care about other people… even if you can be a little stubborn at times… I just… I enjoy being around you…”

“The more time that I spend with you, the more my emotions seem to grow…”

Choso takes a deep breath as he begins to fidgeting more with his hand. It was really hard for him to put his feelings into words like this.

“I never really understood why human men were so obsessed with finding love… now, I get it… I get why people strive for something like that… I just… I never thought that I would experience something like this myself… with you…”

“I want to keep spending time with you… I want to keep getting more comfortable with you…”

Choso can’t help the soft smile that forms on his face as he says this.

“It feels like I learn something new about myself every time I’m around you… like a brand new experience…”

He takes a deep breath before he continues.

“It feels like I still have so much to learn about love… and about myself… and I’d like my teacher to be…"

"You."

Choso's voice was a simple, soft mutter as he averted his gaze from you.

He was starting to feel really embarrassed by his words but he also felt completely certain and confident about the feelings he was expressing.

This was clearly uncharted territory for him but he was still determined to get his message out to you in some way.

"I'd like… I want…" He stumbles over his words, still feeling a little flustered.

“I want to continue getting close to you… to understand you and for you to understand me… to learn and grow together… to…” His words start becoming a bit more jumbled as his body language grows even more flustered.

Choso has a hard time keeping himself from fidgeting with your hand and he seems more and more uncertain on how to organize his thoughts.

Eventually, he’s unable to speak any further without stammering and he seems hesitant to look back at you.

"I want to learn everything..." Choso's voice sounds slightly muffled as you press your head against his chest.

He seems to lose track of his thoughts for a moment as he relaxes into the contact.

"How everything feels... how love feels... how we feel about each other..."

He sighs and closes his eyes as he continues to speak.

"I want to learn what it means to build a real relationship with someone... I want to understand you better... understand myself better..."

You feel Choso’s hand gripping yours tightly as you play with the fingers. He doesn't move much, staying mostly still while you tease him.

You also notice him start to relax even further, his breathing becoming even and stable. It feels like he's slowly letting down his guard and becoming comfortable with you.

The movement of your grip on his hand rocks him a little, causing him to sway a bit in the rhythm. The sensation feels nice and calming, and you start to rock him more.

Choso’s other hand wraps around your side, lightly pulling you in closer.

He’s beginning to feel increasingly comfortable with you and he relaxes his hold on you as a sign of trust.

The two of you settle into each other's arms, snuggling up close.

Your head rests in the crook of his neck and it feels nice to have him wrap his arms around you. You fit seamlessly into each other’s embrace in a way that feels right and natural.

“I just feel… so safe… with you…” Choso’s voice is soft as he murmurs his words.

A small smile appears on his face as he takes a deep breath. He seems to lean a bit more into you, resting his head on your shoulder in return.

You both stay still in each other’s arms for a moment, just enjoying this simple and sweet intimacy together.

A few moments later, Choso speaks again, his voice still soft.

“It’s just so nice being near you… I feel warm… and safe… and calm…”

He remains still in your arms, closing his eyes.

“I’m even having a hard time thinking right now…”

A slight chuckle escapes his lips as he continues to speak.

“I never imagined that I’d feel so comfortable around someone…”

“Your mere presence is calming… it’s as if I’m in paradise when I’m with you…”

A calm and peaceful look crosses his face as he says this. He seems truly at ease and peaceful in your presence.

He tightens his hold around you, his entire body feeling content as he does so.

“Just hold me close…” Choso mumbles as he relaxes more and more in your arms.

He leans back into you even further, pressing his body against yours.

His hand holds onto yours tighter, his grip becoming even more comfortable as he does so.

“Just embrace me…” he whispers softly, closing his eyes as he rests his head on your shoulder.

Choso remains in your arms, his breathing starting to slowly become more and more deep, steady and regular. He starts to feel tired and his body is slowly drifting off to sleep.

He leans even more against you, his head now resting on your shoulder as his grip on your hand relaxes a bit.

You can feel the soft breathing against your shoulder as he starts to get sleepy.

“It would be nice… if we could stay like this… forever…” Choso’s voice was starting to grow tired with every word.

He was already starting to doze and you could feel his soft breathing against your neck as he slowly lost consciousness.

He muttered those last words as he drifted off to sleep, his body growing completely relaxed and resting against you.

“Like a quiet evening… spent in silence… but together…”

You could feel his body relax more as he finally lost consciousness. He remained comfortably in your arms, completely still.

His breathing slowed even more as you could hear it slowly become quieter.

Choso was finally asleep, his body safe and secure in your arms. You were the last two people in the world to him at that moment and he felt at peace.

“Hm... mnh”

Choso’s slight murmur breaks the silence as he slowly begins to wake up. He’s not fully awake yet and seems to be in that foggy, sleep state where he’s half-awake and half-asleep.

You can feel his body begin to move slightly but he remains mostly still. His grip on your hand slowly tightens and you can feel him shift a bit closer to you.

“Mm... comf... warm…. mhhh…”

Choso mumbles sleepily and slowly squeezes your hand further.

He’s still not completely awake yet but he seems to be in a calmer state now compared to when you first arrived.

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sweetchildcloud · 3 months

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I'M BORED 💬

Since this fanfic got so many attention...i gotta ask

i will just chill waiting:

"mhm mhmh mhm~"

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sweetchildcloud · 3 months

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||animal terapy|| written by me

(This writing is based on my jujutsu farm AU)

Plot: what if Geto becamed a farmer instead of being the villain? Lucky of him that you have your own animal shelter.

Cw:depression,sad,reader helps a cow giving birth (not detailed)

Tags:comfort,cute,fluffy animals,hamsters :3,firstborn veal.

Geto’s expression is blank, his face almost empty and devoid of emotion. Despite all that, he lets out a small gasp when he sees Kiko. It was a small creature he could see himself being fond of in a different life. Even though he didn’t show it, he really liked hamsters and he enjoyed caring for them and teaching them tricks. It could be his only escape from the stress of everything going on around him. He took the hamster gently in his hands, nodding as he took the treats and tea from you.

Kiko streched as he started moving inspencting Geto's hand,he laughed in spite of himself, feeling the tiniest of smiles begin to play at the corners of his mouth as Kiko tickled him. Even though his expression didn’t reflect it, he really did love animals and found them to be great companions. It was his one true love. He placed him on his lap, caressing his fur as the little critter crawled around him. "you really do like hamsters uh?" you asked as you entered Geto apartment closing the door and placing the bag on the floor. “Yes, animals are so much better than people.” Geto said, smiling down at his new pet. He loved how simple and easy they were compared to humans. It was impossible to truly understand the mind of a human being. However, the motivations of an animal were much easier to understand, such as getting attention or simply feeling warm and safe. He liked the fact that pets didn’t need complex psychological explanations for their behaviour. They simply behaved as they did and that was it. The simpler the better.

"How do you feel?" “I’m miserable. As usual.” Geto sighed, his depressed state becoming very apparent when he spoke. He ran a hand through his dirty hair, letting out another sigh. He was usually better at maintaining his composure, but as of late, it was much harder. He simply couldn’t be bothered to care anymore. That was what he liked about animals. No matter how much you cared or not, they still loved you, wanting to be near you. The same couldn’t be said for people.

"I'm sorry that I'm not much of help but I'm trying" you said remorseful but Geto shrugged, looking down at the hamster. People were complex. There was never a simple answer when it came to understanding their behaviour. It was exhausting. But with animals, the most complex thing about them was probably...their diet? Their daily routines? But there was never anything too deep when it came to understanding an animal. Pets were a way to make things simpler, to have a clear goal: feeding them, taking them on walks, playing with them...

the hamster relaxed so much in Geto embrace that he become flat as a pancake closing is little eyes "aww look at him"

Geto laughed, his expression less blank as Kiko relaxed in his hands. His heart almost melted at the adorable sight, the hamster seeming like such an innocent little creature. He was just...so cute. Something about his tiny, fluffy and round form made Geto feel a little less terrible. At least he got to see this little thing enjoy is life. It was almost therapeutic.

"You can take care of him, I have many other therapeutic animals in my shelter anyway..wait" you said as you were thinking about something "what if you came to my shelter and play with some of the animals there? I have horses,parrots and even a fish"

Geto thought about it. Going to the shelter would mean getting out of bed, which sounded absolutely dreadful. However, the offer did intrigue him, especially the opportunity to interact with so many different animals. It might even be relaxing. Besides, that cute little hamster was already brightening up his mood by a bit. He looked up at you with dull eyes as he reluctantly nodded.

Later that day

He arrived with his typical messy hair and dull outfit at the shelter. As he stepped through the gates, he was immediately greeted by the various noises of the animals, which filled the air with a certain degree of peace. From birds cheeping and chirping to dogs barking and cats purring, all this sounds seemed to soothe his mind and heart slightly. He saw chickens roaming freely and even a few cows. He couldn’t help but smile.

It was refreshing to see animals running freely with no restraint. The freedom they enjoyed was a beautiful sight to behold. He took a deep breath, the smells of various animals mixing together creating a beautiful and enticing scent. The shelter was a peaceful place, away from all the stress and worries of the outside world, but most importantly, there were plenty of cute and friendly animals to interact with, which was exactly what he needed right now.

He couldn’t help but feel a little envious of the various animals as he saw them running around. Their lives were simple and mostly peaceful, far away from the stresses and dangers of the human world. They didn’t worry about bills, money, or work, living completely carefree. It made Geto feel a bit better, seeing these animals and how they seemed so content. It made him rethink his own life choices and priorities. He wondered if the life of a farmer or rancher would suit him better. Or maybe he should move to a countryside...

"Oh,hey Geto!" You said happily inside a barn as you were helping a cow giving birth.

Your cheerful voice startled him. He looked up and saw you in the corner of the barn caring for a pregnant cow. The barn was warm and smelled like hay, the cow lying on the floor and groaning softly as you helped her give birth. Geto couldn't help but feel a little jealous of the animal that was lucky enough to have someone like you care for her. He wondered if he was ever going to feel loved as well...

You continued to comfort the cow and make sure everything was going smoothly. The cow grunted and strained, the calf soon being pushed out with a loud muuuuhhhh. The calf landed on the hay as it let out a small cry, breathing hard from the effort. You smiled brightly as you looked over at the adorable little creature, its small frame and warm coat. You turned your attention back to the cow as you tended to her afterbirth, making sure she was recovering well. You didn't notice Geto watching you from the corner, his expression bittersweet.

You gently placed the baby cow near her mother and she immediately started licking it clean

"Phew well that wasn't a good first impression,eh Ge-" "Can I come closer?"

Geto asked looking at the baby cow with admiration and tenderness.

You almost jumped as Geto’s voice startled you. You nodded quietly, allowing him to enter the barn. The barn was filled with various farm animals. There was a barncat sleeping on top of one of the haybales. And the cow was still resting after giving birth, looking down at her offspring with pride and affection. Geto walked over to the calf and gently picked it up, his eyes wide with amazement as he admired its soft features.

The baby cow was absolutely adorable and Geto felt his heart warm slightly as he looked at it. The tiny creature was so fragile and precious, and the way the mother cow was looking at its own offspring with so much tenderness and protectiveness made his heart melt a little. The cow began to slowly stand up, making Geto quickly place the baby cow back on the ground. The cow walked over to its child and sniffed at it, licking it softly in a way to reassure the calf.

The cow nuzzled the calf and the little thing immediately began to nurse, sucking on one of the cows utters. It was one of the cuter and more heartwarming moments he had seen in a long time. His heart felt a little lighter, and he couldn’t help but notice how peaceful this entire scene was. Perhaps he had been too harsh on himself lately and simply needed to enjoy the little things in life more. After all, what more could he ask for than being surrounded by animals, which offered unconditional love and comfort.

"Come let me show you the other animals" you said placing a hand on his shoulder

You started to lead him out of the barn, taking him to various enclosures where more cute and unusual animals were being kept. There were horses, cats and parrots, all of which he enjoyed seeing. You seemed to know that he needed a distraction, as you led him to various parts of the shelter. Each animal seemed to bring him some degree of happiness, even for a moment. It was a pleasant change of tempo from his normal routine, which was mostly filled with stress and negativity.

"Aaand this is just for you" you said as you opened the sliding door full of hamsters "I know you love Kiko so I tought this would help"

His eyes immediately lit up as he saw a whole room full of hamsters. They were walking around, exploring and playing with each other. They were even having their own little wars, biting and chasing each other in an adorable ball of fluff. The room seemed like nothing but pure joy, not a single unhappy or unpleasant sound to be heard. Their small but powerful and high pitched squeaks and squeals made him chuckle, feeling almost childishly pleased. He took a step forward, wanting to be among them.

The hamsters seemed to have picked up on his presence because they all stopped and looked towards him. They had various shapes and colours, some being white, others black, some having spots, while others were just plain coloured. It was an amusing site to behold as they slowly approached him, seeming surprisingly friendly for such tiny balls of fluff. They climbed up his legs and on his hands, sniffing curiously and exploring his features. The sensation of their tiny feet on his skin made him laugh as he let the hamster army conquer his body.

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It will end here for now maybe I will do part two idk but let me know if you want more of this.

Geto probably at the end of my au serie