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Haikyuu Fic Masterlist Pt. 7

Part 6 here

Part 5 here

Part 4 here

Part 3 here

Part 2 here

Part 1 here

The ever long awaited (by no one) masterlist part 7. I seriously did not think that this would have so many parts. (ps: am high writing this high so forgive for type-os)

One of my fav ships for a little while was YakuLev and yet, I barely have any fic recs for them. They’re just not usually the main pairing in a fic so it’s hard to find decently written fics for them. BUT I still have a few recommendations for them so enjoy!

Haiba Lev x Yaku Morisuke

One Step Closer

Word count: 8,192

Rating: Explicit

Status: Completed; chapters 1/1

Summary: Yaku is an omega who likes to nest, and Lev is an alpha with a really nice scent. Unfortunately.

STOP omg I’m so sorry but you have to admit A/B/O is literally such an interesting and fun trope to read it’s just so strange and yet, so popular

The Lion and the House Cat

Word count: 3,337

Rating: Teen +

Status: Completed; chapters 1/1

Summary: The lion on Yaku Morisuke's wrist definitely doesn't apply to a certain tall, obnoxious first year. Nope. Not at all. No, Kuroo, he does NOT have a crush!

This one is very sweet and a soulmate AU!

thank god for the day I hear your name

Word count: 2,175

Rating: N/A

Status: Completed; chapters 1/1

Summary: You’re sure the worst part is that you can feel it as it happens; it starts with fond amusement and escalates to dreams you’d rather not talk about and you’ve stared at the summer night-sky and thought about Lev like you’ve thought about home. You wish the stars would fall right down and shoot you where he’s burrowed his heart against yours and Haiba Lev is a problem.

This one is written in a very very interesting way. Def not for everyone and usually not for me but something about this fic just made me feel things and objectively speaking, it is a well written fanfiction

What Not to Wear

Word count: 4,857

Rating: General Audiences

Status: Completed: chapters 1/1

Summary: In which Yaku helps Lev dress for success, with no idea of the consequences.

I love this one! They truly are just a cute couple

Flowers and Ink

Word count: 3,903

Rating: N/A

Status: Completed; chapters 1/1

Summary: Yaku went to the flower shop next door to get inspiration for a commission, not to get a huge crush on the awful florist that worked there.

Very nice Tattoo/flower shop AU

Light On the Water <3<3<3<3

Word count: 1,532

Rating: General Audiences

Status: Completed; chapters 1/-

Summary: Nekoma at the lake, in the swing of summer. All things surface from here.

Probably the most romantic and beautifully written fanfictions I have ever written. I have never been more in love with a fic please just read it even if you don’t like this pairing. Nostalgic feeling Drabble piece

i put sugar on everything

Word count: 7,300

Rating: Mature

Status: Completed; chapters 1/1

Summary: Yaku won’t admit it, but he lives for the smell of coffee.

I meannnnn

Yaku and The Beanstalk

Word count: 4,155

Rating: Teen +

Status: Completed; chapters 1/1

Summary: Yaku Morisuke is many things: a libero, a caretaker, a good student. He's also about to find Lev Haiba stuck in a vending machine. (In which Yaku accidentally recruits Lev to the volleyball team and can't get rid of him after.)

Probably the most iconic YakuLev fic? It’s the one of the only ones with lots of hits/kudos/bookmarks

Innocent Enthusiasm <3<3

Word count: 17,192

Rating: Explicit

Status: Completed; chapters 3/3

Summary: Yaku was perfectly happy with no-one knowing he was an omega. He was also perfectly happy not ever going through a heat thanks to suppressants. And then the wet dream happened. The wet dream that Lev also had. And so Yaku now has to deal with his confused feelings for his kouhai whilst Lev seems oblivious to how his innocent enthusiasm for everything sends Yaku insane...in a good way. It's amazing what can happen in the span of a few days.

Second fav fic for this pairing :D A/B/O but it’s rlly good

Touch <3

Word count: 10,513

Rating: Teen +

Status: Completed; chapters 1/1

Summary: After a twisted ankle and an uncomfortable realization, Yaku starts to see a different side of Lev—one he doesn't want to kick at all. (Or, well... not often.)

AWWWH CUTIES

five minutes <3

Word count: 16,341

Rating: Explicit

Status: Completed; chapters 1/1

Summary: Lev thinks he's great at sex. Yaku begs to differ, but isn't unwilling to help him learn.

I love this one! (Non-fetishized) Trans Yaku and just a tone of eating out it’s fun

Those are my YakuLev fics! Next up, UshiTen! They are another one of my favourite rare pairs!

Ushijima Wakatoshi x Tendou Satori

Ushijima’s World Is Around 71.1 kgs

Word count: 1,071

Rating: Teen +

Status: Completed; chapters 1/-

Summary: The old crew from Shiratorizawa get together for a drinking party and everyone gets to see first hand just how strong Ushijima still is and how much he loves his boyfriend.

Short and sweet!

Queen of His People <3<3<3

Word count: 40,573

Rating: Teen +

Status: Completed; chapters 22/22

Summary: Six years before Kageyama and Hinata found each other, Tendou Satori found his place among his chosen people.

Second favourite UshiTen fic! This has no smit but it’s so worth it because it is completely plot based and the world building is fucking incredible. I mean it when I say this is my favourite author ever

And they are roommates

Word count: 1,793

Rating: General Audiences

Status: Completed; chapters 1/1

Summary: “Wakatoshi, are you ready...to move into the future?!” Tendou yelled, dramatically pointing at him. Ushijima smiled and walked over to Tendou. They had been dating for a few years, and after graduating high school, had decided to move in together. “Of course, Satori.” “Well, then I was thinking-“ “But we aren’t getting this bed.”

This one is a bit of crack bit of seriousness idk guys lol

In the Comfort of Your Bedsheets

Word count: 2,378

Rating: Teen +

Status: Completed; chapters 1/1

Summary; There's a bird tattooed across his shoulders, and he knew from the moment he saw Wakatoshi, that they were meant to be.

AWH I love them

i ain’t got anything to be afraid of

Word count: 4,984

Rating: Teen +

Status: Completed, chapters 1/1

Summary: 5 times Tendou attempts to scare Ushijima (and fails), and 1 time he doesn’t try (but succeeds).

This one is written well and really sweet!

while i nodded, nearly napping (suddenly there came a tapping) <3

Word count: 10,730

Rating: Teen +

Status: Completed; chapters 1/1

Summary: Of course if there was one thing that could be counted on, it was Ushijima’s blunt, total honesty. “Do you think Tendou is attracted to me?” Reon froze. “T-Tendou?” “Yes.” Tendou was notoriously hard to read, but Reon kind of figured that he wasn’t the type to be anything less than painfully overt with romantic affections. “I... I don’t think you have anything to worry about. I think if Tendou was attracted to you, he would let you know,” Reon said. “I'd guess he just considers you his best friend.” He hoped his answer would satisfy whatever frenzy the guy had worked himself into so Reon could finally take advantage of his last precious hours of sleep. But instead, Ushijima visibly deflated in front of him. “Yes. That’s what I thought too,” he said miserably. Oh, Reon realized. Oh no...

I love this fic! It’s so funny and I love the team dynamics in this it makes me giggle

shuffle

Word count: 13,437

Rating: Teen +

Status: Completed; chapters 1/1

Summary: “I, uh…” Tendou starts, smile going wobbly with uncertainty, “could you… pretend to date me?” Ushijima shockingly doesn’t fall backwards, nor does he immediately say ‘no’. Instead he continues staring at Tendou, fear now overcome by even more confusion.

This feels like a rom-com

miracle boy wakatoshi <3<3

Word count: 4,933

Rating: Teen +

Status: Completed; chapters 1/1

Summary: he thinks that he has never before wanted this much to be struck by lightning.

Ushijima character study that’s just so beautifully written and poetic, in a way

The Lifespan of Koala’s

Word count: 2,660

Rating: Teen +

Status: Completed; chapters 1/1

Summary: Recently Satori has been feeling pestered by certain inconvenient emotions regarding their captain, and he’s been brainstorming ways to get rid of them. The easiest thing, he thinks, would be to just date him.

This one’s fun!

in the garden i get lost (that is unless I’m getting found) <3

Word count: 2,889

Rating: General Audiences

Status: Completed; chapters 1/1

Summary: Tendou Satori’s cause of death: Ushijima Wakatoshi in the garden with his shirt off.

It really feels like Satori is actually a teenager in this one it’s refreshing

Midnight Snacks <3

Word count: 2,090

Rating: Explicit

Status: Completed; chapters 1/1

Summary: There's nothing like a late night study session to make you a little peckish.

Lady Tendou is so hot I literally cannot fathom it holy fuck

Five Times Ushijima Wakatoshi Absolutely Lost His Shit <3

Word count: 8,241

Rating: General Audiences

Status: Completed; chapters 1/1

Summary: And then that one time he didn't, when he really should have, because Tendou Satori absolutely was.

This fic is so funny! I just love these two together

Let Him Go <3<3<3

Word count: 27,013

Rating: Teen +

Status: Completed; chapters 1/1

Summary: The story in which Ushijima joins the Japanese International U-21 team and they have to deal with distance.

My fav fic for this pairing! They are just too cute lol objectively Queen of his People has writing that’s more appealing to me but I’ve read this fic so many times it’s just so amazing

That’s if for UshiTen they’re so sweet and such an underrated couple Ushijima needs more love guys

Takeda Ittetsu x Ukai Keishin

Smoothie-Senpai

Word count: 3,692

Rating: Teen +

Status: Completed; chapters 1/1

Summary: “Please let me be the only one who gets to smell you.” The omega froze. He was pretty sure Ukai wasn’t using any sort of pheromones on him, but even so his knees were about to give. That was a confession, wasn’t it?

This is an A/B/O fic but I actually really enjoyed this one!

along dream paths

Word count: 3,228

Rating: Teen +

Status: Completed; chapters 1/1

Summary: Ukai makes the mistake of looking in Takeda's notebook after practice one day, expecting volleyball notes; what he finds is a love poem.

Really really sweet!

5th Time’s the Charm <3

Word count: 3,002

Rating: Explicit

Status: Completed; chapters 1/1

Summary: Takeda had never been one to give up on things easily, never one to just give in when he’d had his heart set on something. And his heart was set on Ukai.

A/B/O porn with very little plot

Kuroo Tetsurou x Tsukishima Kei

of broken and beautiful souls

Word count: 2,982

Rating: Teen +

Status: Completed; chapters 1/1

Summary: Like others too, Kenma wished that his soul is beautiful.

This one is quite sad lol and it’s Kenma-centric idk why I added this here tbh

Say You Like Me <3

Word count: 9,057

Rating: Explicit

Status: Completed: chapters 3/3

Summary: It's been three months. And Tsukishima Kei is going to see Kuroo Tetsurou.

I think this one is my fav for these two lol

The Bite Mark

Word count: 520

Rating: Teen +

Status: Completed; chapters 1/1

Summary: “Kuroo,” Kenma blinked at him, faint concern crinkling the corners of his eyes, “What is that?”

This one makes me chuckle lmfao

Only You

Word count: 2,203

Rating: Explicit

Status: Completed; chapters 1/1

Summary: But Kuroo should’ve known better. Because bonded or not, Tsukki had always been an immensely jealous person. Not that he was the kind to display it openly. But the moment they got behind closed doors, the alpha always let Kuroo know just how upset he was. And Kuroo would be lying if he said he hadn’t been hoping for this exact reaction.

Very rare omega Kuroo A/B/O

Not super huge into these two but I think my recs are pretty good

Kuroo Tetsurou x Sawamura Daichi

Rules are Made to be Broken

Word count: 1,631

Rating: General Audiences

Status: Completed; chapters 1/1

Summary: Kuroo has a strict no dating rule when it comes to his co-workers but maybe there's one exception when it comes to that rule.

This one’s fun lol

A Couple of Pervs

Word count: 9,276

Rating: Explicit

Status: Completed; chapters 1/1

Summary: Kuroo and Daichi had only lived together a little while, but already the sexual tension was driving them crazy. All it takes is a combination of thin walls and a gift from Kuroo's grandpa to finally make that tension burst.

The writing is alright but it’s worth the read if ur looking for porn no plot

Print and Press (me between your thighs) <3

Word count: 5,834

Rating: Explicit

Status: Completed; chapters 1/1

Summary: the time Bokuto is the best/worst wingman ever and Kuroo understands how Blanche Devereaux felt when she wished for death.

One of my favs! Makes me feel things

The faster we’re falling <3

Word count: 3,422

Rating: Teen +

Status: Completed; chapters 1/1

Summary: Sawamura Daichi is really hot. But also so much more. And it’s a huge fucking problem.

Another favourite! Just rlly good

Seen a Million Faces (but i’ve been waiting for you)

Word count: 33,322

Rating: Mature

Status: Completed; chapters 1/1

Summary: In all his time as a dance instructor, Kuroo has had his fair share of newcomers walk into his classes at Nekoma. But there were dance newbies, and then there was Sawamura Daichi.

Ugh I love this fic

Meet Your Match

Word count: 6,071

Rating: Explicit

Status: Completed; chapters 1/1

Summary: Up until now, he’s managed to keep sex and volleyball separate. He’d learned early on, whether they be teammates or rivals, getting involved in any play outside the court with fellow volleyballers was ill-advised. Ok, there’d been Ushijima in university but who could blame him? And they’d remained friends after. Besides, he didn’t know Sawamura would be one of his players at the time and now that he is that’s that. At least, that's what he's telling himself.

Older DILF Kuroo and younger Daichi I love age gap ones as long as they’re legal

Salt and Lime

Word count: 3,151

Rating: Mature

Status: Completed; chapters 1/1

Summary: Along with Hanamaki's grin, Kuroo knew he made the unwise decision. "Hey, I know the perfect dare for Kuroo and Sawamura." Kuroo gulped and felt his body froze. "Let Kuroo drink body shot off of Sawamura’s." Kuroo felt like he was dying inside. "I'll prepare the shot," Kiyoko chimed in cooly, as she got up to take whatever she needed from the bar. And Kuroo knew that he was, so screwed.

This one’s a good read lol

Lifeguard Dude <3

Word count: 6,945

Rating: Explicit

Status: Completed; chapters 1/1

Summary: It's spring break. Everything is going great, until Daichi looks up and sees the hottest lifeguard he's ever seen in his life.

Oh my GOD

Sweetheart

Word count: 1,439

Rating: Teen +

Status: Completed; chapters 1/1

Summary: "Well, well, well, if it isn't the consequences of my own actions"

The sweetest lil A/B/O Drabble

I Wanna be Official

Word count: 4,269

Rating: Teen +

Status: Completed; chapters 1/1

Summary: Tetsurou thought claiming to have a boyfriend would be the easiest way to reject someone's confession. He didn't expect it to backfire though, and ultimately have him falling for his roommate and dear friend Daichi.

Another Drabble that I find fun

go the distance <3

Word count: 5,411

Rating: Teen +

Status: Completed; chapters 1/1

Summary: daichi has a hard time dealing with the distance between them, and he ends up making the biggest mistake of his life because of it. but he's determined to make up for it, no matter what it takes.

Angst with a happy ending im literally obsessed

we move like the ocean

Word count: 17,722

Rating: Explicit

Status: Completed; chapters 1/1

Summary: Transferring to the University of Tokyo had been in Daichi Sawamura's plans, meeting Kuroo Tetsurou had not.

This fic is literally like 50 shades of grey lol idk how else to describe ht

catch and release <3

Word count: 18,531

Rating: Explicit

Status: Completed; chapters 1/1

Summary: "Sawamura-kun, don't tell me you're actually a virgin?" Daichi flushes a deep red and Kuroo's grin turns positively wicked.

I really love how this fic captures Daichi’s character!

ride

Word count: 28,065

Rating: Teen +

Status: Completed; chapters 1/1

Summary: In which there are cars, kissing, and cute dogs.

So cute!

I love these two! Probably even more than DaiSuga lol I’m sorry they’re just not my bread and butter like KuroDai is

Miya Atsumu x Sakusa Kiyoomi

Peace of Routine

Word count: 8,474

Rating: Explicit

Status: Completed; chapters 1/1

Summary: After Atsumu moved to Tokyo, Sakusa's daily routine never recovered. He no longer worked solo jobs, he doubled his spending on cleaning products, and he rarely slept alone. Sakusa would have hated those things, before he met Atsumu. Now he wouldn't want his routine any other way.

I think this is probably my fav for SakuAtsu

Read the Receipt

Word count: 6,689

Rating: General Audiences

Status: Completed; chapters 1/1

Summary: “I think we’re done here, thank you, Osamu. If we could just have the bill?” As though waiting for those words, Osamu removed a small square of paper from his pocket. And leaned over to slam the paper down on the table in front of Sakusa. “You’re paying tonight.” “What?”, Atsumu squawked, his eyebrows traveling further up his forehead. “Why?” “He knows why.”

Probably the ultimate proposal AU ngl

Call Me Maybe

Word count: 1,799

Rating: Teen +

Status: Completed; chapters 1/1

Summary: “What caused your nosebleed?” Dr. Sakusa asks, typing something into a computer next to him. “M’ brother smacked me in the face with a Wii controller,” Atsumu tells him. “We were playing Just Dance 4,” he adds. Dr. Sakusa raises an eyebrow. “What song?” He asks, and suddenly Atsumu feels very awkward. “Call Me Maybe,” he mumbles.

This one’s funny!

In Full Bloom <3

Word count: 9,598

Rating: Teen +

Status: Completed; chapters 1/1

Summary: Sakusa has fallen in and out of love more times than he can count on one hand, his heart's restless endeavours forever marked by the flowers that bloomed across his skin. Just as he wrestles his heart under control, Atsumu comes crashing in once more, awakening long-forgotten feelings and painting Sakusa's life in the warmest rays of sunlight. But as fate would have it, Sakusa cannot stop loving Atsumu when he needs to more than ever.

They just can’t stop loving each other

It’s not Complaining, it’s Questioning <3

Word count: 1,669

Rating: General Audiences

Status: Completed; chapters 1/1

Summary: In which Sakusa is annoyed that Atsumu picked Aran as a roommate and Ushijima and Komori have to deal with it.

Jealous Sakusa is so funny he’s such a whiny baby lmfao

Ode to the Night Sky

Word count: 2,403

Rating: Explicit

Status: Completed; chapters 1/1

Summary: The concept of a muse was so foreign and out of reach for Kiyoomi before he met Atsumu. He drew inspiration from the world around him, but having one thing, one person be the driving force behind his creativity had sounded laughable. It's in nights like these that he wonders how he could have ever been so naive to the strength a muse could have.

Body worship is just so good guys

Shades of Ink

Word count: 12,667

Rating: Explicit

Status: Completed; chapters 3/3

Summary: It’s fortunate that Miya Atsumu is such a good tattoo artist, because that appears to be his only redeeming quality. He’s too loud, too cocky, and so overtly flirtatious that Sakusa almost leaves the shop before he even steps inside. But he’s seen firsthand that Atsumu does good work, so he stays and suffers through it. The longer he's there, the more he thinks maybe Atsumu isn't all bad. When Atsumu asks for a tattoo from Sakusa’s shop in return, Sakusa knows he should turn Atsumu down. He doesn’t. What should have been a routine business transaction turns into something more hands-on than either of them expected.

Love tattoo AUs lol

Goodnight Kiss

Word count: 4,731

Rating: Teen +

Status: Completed; chapters 1/1

Summary: Sakusa’s fingers curled at Atsumu’s jaw, hovering, before falling away. “We can’t be friends with benefits, considering we’re not friends.” Atsumu smiled, because Sakusa’s voice wasn’t completely flat. There was a familiar twist to it, sharp but not wounding. “Wanna be friends, then?” “No.” Atsumu glanced down at Sakusa’s hand. “Wanna be somethin’ else instead?” Sakusa didn’t say yes, but he didn’t say no, either. He glanced away and then back. “I don’t know.”

This is a really good one! Well written and a little angsty

ink blossoms

Word count: 8,168

Rating: Teen +

Status: Completed; chapters 1/1

Summary: Opening a flower shop wasn’t the first idea Atsumu had for his future but in retrospect he wouldn’t trade it for anything. There was a certain joy in arrangements and learning the language of flowers so each bouquet meant something perfect. His little flower shop was a humble but bright place among the cobblestone plaza and people came and went with flowers for their loved ones. The business was good, the customers were kind, and the company he kept was amazing. It was perfect. At least until the tattoo parlor across the plaza finally opened.

Flower shop/tattoo artist AU lol

Notice <3

Word count: 7,034

Rating: Teen +

Status: Completed; chapters 1/1

Summary: Embarrassingly, Miya Atsumu is the third person to notice his crush on Sakusa. And it's his crush in the first place.

This one is really funny and def one of my favs for this rare pair! Just such a good lil Drabble

School Bus Yellow

Word count: 4,904

Rating: General Audiences

Status: Completed; chapters 1/1

Summary: Atsumu has a crush on Sakusa, and it’s kind of ridiculous how much he likes a guy who wears ugly colored jackets and is afraid of germs. Though, Atsumu’s probably not all that great himself. He’s still figuring that part out.

This is the first SakAtsu I’ve ever read and it’s a little angsty with a lot of happy ending lol

Goshiki Tsutomu x Kawanishi Taichi

Knight and Bishop <3<3

Word count: 52,722

Rating: Explicit

Status: Completed; chapters 35/35

Summary: Three years before Tendou Satori comes to Shiratorizawa, Shirabu and Semi learn to live with each other, and to love.

I’m literally obsessed with this author’s royalty AUs omfg this series is literally incredible

Say Yes

Word count: 3,087

Rating: Teen +

Status: Completed; chapters 1/1

Summary: Goshiki and Kawanishi both want to propose to one another and seek advice from Tendou.

If you’re just looking into some new pairings to read and you come across these two, this fic is part one of a series for them :)

Bokuto Koutarou x Kuroo Tetsurou

Victors <3

Word count: 5,255

Rating: Mature

Status: Completed; chapters 1/1

Summary: Kuroo and Bokuto were longtime rivals in the ring, but grew into something else behind the scenes. They've climbed to the top of the MMA hierarchy, and find themselves competing against one another for the championship title. It's a hard fight that leaves them bruised and bloody, but that's nothing new. Neither is the way they take care of each other afterward, in more ways than one.

Love MMA fighter AUs and this one is just wow

amarillion <3

Word count: 12,096

Rating: Explicit

Status: Completed; chapters 1/1

Summary: the story of how Koutarou falls for his best friend.

I fucking adore this fic. Bokuto and Akaashi’s friendship in this is everything they’re so supportive of each other and I just love the lil character study in this

Behind the Scene

Word count: 21,768

Rating: Explicit

Status: Completed; chapters 5/5

Summary: Kuroo is a typical college student. He goes to class, struggles through homework, and goes to the occasional party with his friends. The only atypical thing about him is his choice of part-time job. Kuroo isn't ashamed of doing cam work. He's certainly making more money than his friends who spend hours at a time working in restaurants or coffee shops. He enjoys the work, he makes his own schedule, and the other cam boys in his network aren't bad to look at, either. He's fond of one in particular, the ever-popular NightOwl. As it turns out, NightOwl is a fan of Kuroo's, too.

YAS camboy AU that has my heart I love

I know they’re best friends but that’s what makes their chemistry so awesome even tho I think irl they wouldn’t make a good couple lol

Daishou Suguru x Kozume Kenma

Reliable

Word count: 1,003

Rating: Mature

Status: Completed; chapters 1/1

Summary: Kuroo makes the mistake of leaving Kenma alone in a club. Frustrated at his best friend, Kenma leaves with a handsome rival who shows him a good night and then takes him home like a gentleman. Kuroo is not pleased.

This pairing is interesting to say the least. I enjoyed this fic tho ngl

Kageyama Tobio x Oikawa Tooru

Not Enough

Word count: 7,640

Rating: Teen +

Status: Completed; chapters 2/2

Summary: Kageyama and Oikawa realized they were soulmates in Junior High. Too bad Oikawa wants nothing to do with Kageyama.

This is the only fic for these two that I have because they are really not my favourite at all

Bokuto Koutarou x Kozume Kenma

I’m Which Bokuto Is Sorely Mistaken

Word count: 566

Rating: Teen +

Status: Completed; chapters 2/2

Summary: Sure, Bokuto knew how good Kenma was at video games. Of course he did, he was best friends with his best friend, he’d heard all the stories of Kenma destroying Kuroo five times a day when they were growing up. But, let’s be honest, that didn’t mean much, considering Bokuto also destroyed Kuroo every time they tried to have a “friendly contest”.

This one is just so weirdly good I never would have considered Bokuto and Kenma being together omfg

Oikawa Tooru x Ushijima Wakatoshi

Old Grudges <3

Word count: 6,475

Rating: Explicit

Status: Completed; chapters 1/1

Summary: Oikawa never liked Ushijima. At least, until he accidentally started sleeping with him. Oikawa convinces himself that the sex isn't a problem. It's just a night here and there with no strings attached. They don't even have to like each other. But the more time they spend together, the more Oikawa realizes it's impossible to hate someone like Ushijima.

Another pairing I’m not huge on because I don’t think Oikawa is the kind of person to get over grudges but I fucking LOVE how they’re portrayed together in this fic it’s fucking beautiful

Iwaizumi Hajime x Semi Eita

Blacktop Rivalries <3<3

Word count: 31,006

Rating: Explicit

Status: Completed; chapters 6/6

Summary: When Oikawa first put together the motorcycle gang, Iwaizumi thought it was stupid. Now, several years later, the best days of his life are when he's on the road, lost in the rush of the wind and the thrill of the ride. It's by chance that he meets a fellow biker on a solo ride, and the two of them get along a little too well. Everything is great until Iwaizumi discovers Semi Eita is a member of Shiratorizawa, a rival biker gang that he has been conditioned to despise. They agree it's in their best interest to stop seeing each other before anyone discovers the affair. As it turns out, that's easier said than done

Another pairing where I say, how the FUCK did someone come up with this? And yet. AND YET it works. Like so well

Afterparty <3<3

Word count: 4,961

Rating: Explicit

Status: Completed; chapters 1/1

Summary: Semi hadn't planned to be here, on his knees in the low light of his apartment, with his mouth full of a stranger's cock. He hadn't planned it, but things had escalated, and it was all Semi's fault. He blamed the show. The atmosphere had been electric, addictive. The crowd was loud, his band's performance had been flawless, and Semi had sang better than he'd ever sang before. It had left him with a particular sort of high. He was flying, and when he left the stage, he'd flown right into Iwaizumi Hajime. "Remember what I said to you at the venue?" asked Semi, his voice low, raspy. "I said I want you to hold me down and fuck me until I beg you to stop."

Seriously just incredible chemistry all around like hello???

Okay okay okay this is the LAST fic on my master list! We are really finished. For now, at least. I’m not a huge fanfiction reader anymore but on the occasions I find a new one I like I will add it here! I really hope that I’ve been able to help at least one person broaden their haikyuu horizons then this will all be worth it :)

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applepi-1 · 2 years

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Old friend- Ukai

"Hey, Bitch!" I looked at the door as my best friend let herself in.

"Whore." She stuck out her tongue laughing.

"We're going out."

"B/n."

"Y/n." She gave me a warning tone. "We're going, now let's get you dressed." I groaned and took the box from her heading to my bathroom knowing she'll use my room. I opened the box and was met with a beautiful black dress, I picked it up and looked at it, before seeing black heels and a silver mask. I put the dress down and picked up the mask seeing a blue/black bracelet and smiled. I put the mask down lifting the bracelet. Hm, I slipped it on before I got undressed and put the beautiful black dress on. I looked at myself in the mirror smiling. I took the heels and placed them on the ground before moving the box and placing it on the toilet. I brushed my hair and did it before brushing my teeth. I put the mask on and grabbed my phone slipping on the heels. I sighed and looked at myself again, thank god you can't see the bruise on my waist. I almost jumped out of my skin when someone knocked on the door.

"Jeez, B/n." I heard a laugh as I unlocked the door and opened it. Her laugh turned into her coughing. "Jeez. Already dying?"

"Damn.." She looked at me up and down. "If I was a guy I'd hit that." I laughed at her.

"You and you only. If I were a guy I'd think there was something wrong with you." She gave me a look making me laugh more.

"Any-tee-ways, you look sexy mama." I shook my head and looked at her. She wore a black dress too and heels. I noticed her mask was also black and her hair is wavy.

"So do you Mamacita." She laughed and shook her head.

"So." I looked at her wrist as I saw a gold bracelet.. like the one I never take off. I looked down at mine next to my blue one. "I remember when we made these, always." She held out her arm making me laugh, I held my arm next to hers making our bracelets touch.

"And forever." She smiled before clapping her hands, making me flinch slightly, thankfully she didn't see it.

"Okay, now, the plan is at go. Let's go have fun." I sighed and fixed my mask before putting a bow in my hair and walking out of the house arms lynched with her.

"So where are we going?"

"A club, I want you to meet my date." I shook my head chuckling a bit.

"Only you, must be going well for there to be a second date, yeah?" She looked at me and stopped. "I know you, B/n." She gasped dramatically.

"Y/n M/n L/n, how dare you." I mimicked her gasp.

"B/n M/n L/n, I dare so." She gave me a playful glare before walking away. "Aww, babes." I lightly jogged up to her lynching our arms. "I sowwy, babe, and I love you." I saw her puff before groaning. “But seriously, going good?”

"Yes, it is. You're lucky I love you, mamas." I smiled and hit her hip with mine lightly making us laugh. Once we reached the club we use to go to. "People missed you here babes."

"Aye, my nickname for you, babes." She laughed as we got in line, “I wish you would’ve told me we were coming here…” after a few minutes the man looked into our eyes.

“Girls? Hey, it’s been a minute.”

“Hey!” B/n kissed his cheek as I hugged him.

“Hey.”

“Well, you guys can go right in.”

“Thanks, g/n.” You both walked in greeted with loud music and dancing.

"Let's get you laid, babes." She smiled lightly as she dragged me to the bar.

"Hey!" He looked at us and smiled.

"Y/n, Y/n, Y/n, bout time you showed up again." I laughed and shook my head.

"How bout those drinks that always cheered us up." He looked at me then B/n.

"Who's the asshole now?"

"Same guy." He looked between us.

"I knew it!" He looked honestly angry.

"Whoa, hey, calm down." He looked at me then b/n jaw still clenched.

"He may be my old college roommate, but he's a prick." I looked at him. "Even after… everything." I looked at my best friend.

"I ... I need a drink.."

"We'll take the special." He nodded and began to make the drink. B/n looked around more as I took the shots. “Oh, hey, my dates here.” I looked around not seeing the guy yet.

“Y/n…?” I felt my heart stop, I slowly looked up seeing my best friend's confused face and… Ukai?

“U-Ukai?” I stuttered a bit, he looked just as shocked as I did.

“You two know each other?” We looked at B/n.

“Uh, yeah…” Ukai looked at you once more before hugging you. You wanted to cry as you did so memories of you two flooded your brain. “God, it’s been so long… I could have really used you…” He pulled away smiling.

“I’m here now. God, look at you. Beautiful as ever.” Your friend's jaw dropped.

“Stop! It’s been what, years, I doubt I look the same.”

“You do. Still got that cute little mouse nose.”

“Oh thank you for the memories.” You both laughed remembering your high school years. “How is my idiotic brother?”

“Oh… he’s something.”

“Ah. Of course. What did Kageyama do?”

“Mostly argue with Hinata… but he’s actually learning to communicate with the team. You know when I found out you were his sister… I had to coach them. But now, I want to see them succeed.”

“And that is why I and Takeda begged you to do it.” He rolled his eyes at me, laughing.

“You guys were right. Also, it’s weird you know my date.” My friend relaxed as he put an arm around her hip.

“Yeah, college roommates.”

“Ah, this is a good friend-”

“Takeda!” He smiled at me widely as I hugged him. “Oh my god, look at you!”

“Hey, Y/n.”

“Should we find a table?” I nodded my head and began to find a booth for us to sit at when I spotted someone.

“B/n…” She followed your gaze and quickly sat you down.

“Everything okay?”

“Yeah, just sit.” Ukai and Takeda didn’t question it.

“So how do you know my good friend here?” B/n asked the boys, Ukai shared a look with me.

“We went to high school together.”

“I met her when she dropped her brother off at practice.” I looked away from Ukai’s gaze.

“Oh wow. So you and Ukai go way back huh?” I turned my gaze to my best friend.

“I guess so… time flies huh, Keishin?” I could tell my friend didn’t like me saying his name based off her face.

“Right, Y/n. It’s good to see you again.” As you all talked and drank, you all began to get comfortable.

“Hey, Y/n. Do you remember that time, you,” Takeda hiccuped before continuing, “you and Ukai got chased by the cops!” My eyes widen and I quickly covered your face.

“What?” My friend’s eyes widen as she slurred on her words.

“Okay, but it wasn’t our fault. Ukai didn’t have helmets for his motorbike.”

“Wait, you have a motorcycle?”

“I use to, in high school. Uh, the cops took it and never got it back.”

“Good thing all we got was a slap on the wrist.” Me and Ukai laughed as my friend felt herself sobering up.

“No! Ukai, you remember when I stayed over after the graduation party, oh my god, you remember when you use to talk in your sleep? I’m staying over at his place. In the middle of the night, I hear a deep growling that gets louder and louder. At first, I think I’m having a nightmare, but then I open my eyes and look over to him.”

“OH god this story!” He covered his face as I continued.

“He’s sitting upright in his bed, eyes closed, and hands balled into fists and stretched up toward the ceiling.And just goes ‘RAAAAAAAAAAAARGH!’ and I was like, ‘Ukai?’ This dude falls back onto his back and continues snoring. I, however, am wide awake. About five minutes later, he wakes up to go to the bathroom. When he comes back…I asked him if he went into a Super Saiyan just now? And his answer was…”

“Huh? Oh, yeah, that was a Genki Dama.”

“And he went back to sleep. I couldn’t; I was laughing too hard. He didn’t remember anything at all the next day!” The table burst into laughter.

“Ou, Y/n you should tell them about the powerpuff thing.”

“Powerpuff, this I have to hear.” Ukai sat up more leaning over the table.

“Okay, so it was someone’s dorm party, you know one of those big college parties, and we were suppose to find a costume. And we both wrote down two options and pick from a hat. So, I wrote, find something black and sexy.” i made a face at my friend before continuing. “And she wrote, find something pink and go as a powerpuff girl.” Ukai laughed at this, and Takeda’s eyes widen. “So we go to this little mall and she goes off and finds this cute rocker sexy outfit, and I found this pink bikini and some cute bottoms. And I went as a powerpuff girl.” Ukai laughed leaning back. “When we got there… it was the uh, wrong party invitation we got…” Their eyes widen, “so we basically crashed that party dressed up all cute and sexy and… still had a blast.”

“I think we made out?” We both laughed nodding our heads.

“I pay to see that.” I looked at him and laughed. “I bet you pulled off powerpuff. Nice to see you were still the same in college as in high school.”

“Well that was before she met G/n.” My smile fell as she said his name, Ukai even looked over at me confused. “Once he showed up, we never did anything crazy. And for a long time I was pissed, but then when I’d see her, she’d have these marks and bruises on her, and I… I saw it coming.” I looked at her confused. “I mean… she never noticed how he acted when they met. She had it coming and-” F/n gasped as I threw my drink on her, she looked at me in shock as I got up and ran into the crowd. I gasped as I was grabbed by the elbow.

“Y/n, baby.” Shit.

"How can I help you?" He looked at me closely, up and down before settling on my eyes.

"It's always the perfect ones that are the most screwed up." I scoffed and tried to walk away but he wouldn't let me.

"If you think you're hurting me, your not. Now, let me go."

"Or what beautiful." He flashed a million dollar smile.”Since you ended it, you think you grew balls.” He pulled me closer smirking at me as I gasped. “You’re scared of me still and you know it. Come back to me.”

“N-No.”

“Huh, don’t sound to sure there.”

“E…E/n let me go.”

“Awe. Why would I want to do that?”

Ukai’s pov:

I looked at F/n, confused, “Why the hell would you say that?”

“She was getting to comfy to you. You’re my date, remember?”

“Yeah, but she’s… she’s more.” I got up and followed her to see a guy holding her close. I grabbed a drink from a random guy and walked over. I pretended to trip spilling my drink all over the guy. Making him let go of Y/n, “damn, I’m sorry man.”

“What the hell?” Y/n ran over to me and pushed me back.

“Let’s go… please?” I looked down at her.

“Fine.” I let her lead me away.

“Already got a man, you whore?” Y/n stopped making me stop. “Don’t worry dude, she’s easy.” My jaw clenched as I turned around. “Oh, that hit a nerve? Ah don’t worry, you can easily get your way like I did, ain’t that write… baby?” Y/n stopped breathing, probably memories floating her brain. “Ah, is she scared, don’t worry you can always share her, I did.” That was the last straw. I heard enough. Growling with fury, I walked over, he lifted his fist but I was faster. I sidestepped the move, grabbed his wrist, and stepped behind him. I put my foot sink into the back of his knee. He fell to the floor and rolled away before I could act again. Before he stood on his feet, Islammed into his back with full force. In agonizing pain, he rammed his elbow backwards, hitting the wall behind me instead of my face. I flipped him over quickly and kicked him in the stomach making him fall to the ground.

“What? You don’t like it when it’s you in this poision huh? I’m a couch for a bunch of volleyball players. And I run my own store, I know how to dodge, and defend myself. Y/n doesn’t when you have the upper power. I don’t know how you’d want to change her, since she’s already amazing, but… I don’t get why you did it, and I don’t care.” By now people gather around curious to what’s happening. I walked over to him and put my foot to his stomach pressing down all my body weight into it. He cried in pain, grabbing my foot trying to get it off. “You come near, Y/n again, or say her name, or even think about her. I will come back and kick your ass till your black and blue, you hear me?” I removed my foot letting him clench his stomach before I grabbed Y/n and dragged her out the club. Once we were a block away I turned her around and grabbed her face. “Are you okay?”

“Not really… but thank you… for that. Back there… but you should probably continue your date…”

“I actually was gonna end it…” Her eyes widen as I spoke.

“What?”

“The reason I brought Takeda, was because… he just got out of bad relationship and… needs releasing, if you get my drift. So I was gonna go to the bathroom and not return. But then… I saw you. My high school sweetheart. Looking all… fine.” Her eyes soften as I spoke.

“Ukai… Keishin… do you… think I should’ve seen it coming? Me and e/n… think I deserved this?”

“No. What your friend said was a bitch move. I get it she was jealous because I was looking at you the whole night. But how could I not?” She sighed before hugging herself, I took my jacket off sighing. Throwing it around her shoulders, “I can’t let you freeze to death, come on let’s get you home.” I wrapped my arm around her shoulders walking her home.

#haikyuu #fluff #cute haikyuu #angst #confessions #haikyuu!!#ukai x reader #ukai imagine #coach ukai #high school sweethearts

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j0iuc3 · 2 years

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DAICHI SAWAMURA

Paring : Daichi Sawamura x Reader

Fandom : Haikyuu

Warning : Angst | Death

A/N :

Hello my fellow readers! This is my first time writing my first fan fiction, well not really. I have wrote some in my wattpad but never really published them. Anyways, I hope you enjoy this fan fiction!

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❝ I love you ❞

❝ But I love her ❞

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"Y/N! Get up! We're going to be late for school!" Michimiya yelled from downstairs.

"But I don't wanna!" You yelled, slowly getting off your bed.

Michimiya sighed, "Daichi's going to be there!" Once you heard Daichi's name, you quickly got up and got ready fast.

"I'm here! I'm here!" You said running down the stairs, both of you guys leave the house.

As you walk with Michimiya to school, you start talking about how much you love Daichi.

"When are you going to confess to him?" Michimiya asked you.

"Soon! I will confess to Daichi soon!" You said.

“You guys belong together!" Michimiya screeched in happiness.

"You really think so?" You looked at her.

"What if he likes someone else?" You looked down to the ground.

"Of course he likes you! Why wouldn't he? You're awesome, adorable, and much more!"

You guys continued talking until you arrived at school.

You and Michimiya arrived to school and changed your shoes.

As you finished putting on your shoes, you ditched Michimiya and ran to the gym.

You see everyone there but no Daichi.

“Hey, Kiyoko? Have you seen Daichi?” You asked Kiyoko.

“No, I ha-“ Kiyoko was cut off by someone.

“Sorry I’m late!”

You turned around to see Daichi at the door.

“Daichi! Where were you!” You punch his arm.

“Ow, do you really have to punch me” Daichi looked at you.

“Yeah” You laughed.

“How’ve you’ve been? You got a crush yet?” Daichi teased you.

“Yeah, but it’s not you” you stuck your tongue out at him.

“Oh really now?” He said crossing his arms.

“Oh shut up! Hurry up and do your captain job” you rolled your eyes at him.

“Fine, Alright guys!” He continued talking to the other members.

You seemed to look utterly sad and went outside the gym.

As you looked into the sky, you smiled softly and imagined the day you’d tell your feelings to Daichi.

——— Time-skip to the next day ———

It was the day you’d ask Daichi out.

As you got ready, you didn’t hear Michimiya. You just thought she was asleep or something.

You continued getting ready until you heard noises coming from downstairs.

‘It was so early, why would anyone be having sex right now?’ You thought.

You followed the noises and they were from Michimiya’s room.

‘She has a boyfriend? Wow, and she didn’t even tell me.’ You thought.

“Oh Daichi!~”

Your eyes widened.

You barged into her room only to see Daichi and her having sex.

Michimiya and Daichi looking shocked and quickly putting on their clothes.

You said nothing and went to your room to pack a few things before leaving.

As you left, Michimiya and Daichi were following you, calling your name out.

You’ve arrived at Kiyoko’s house.

“Y/N? What happened?” Kiyoko looked at you as she saw water falls coming from your eyes.

“Oh poor thing.. come on let’s get you inside.” She pulled you into her house.

A few minutes have passed.

A knock on the door.

Kiyoko went to the door to see Michimiya and Daichi.

“What’s wrong guys?” Kiyoko asked them

“We need to speak to Y/N!” They said

“Y/N isn’t here right now, maybe look at Suga’s?” Kiyoko lied for you.

They sighed and went to Sugawara’s house.

——— Time-skip ———

A few days go by, you were no where to be seen by the other members but Kiyoko and Yaichi.

One day, you went out to get your other things from your house you shared with Michimiya.

A loud honk coming from the distance.

You soon fell into darkness and fell.

—

You heard muffled noises in the distance.

Your eyes opened to see you were in the hospital surrounded by the team.

“Y/N! Are you okay!” Hinata, Nishinoya and Tanaka asked.

“She’s not okay! She just got hit by a car!” Ennoshita yelled at them.

You looked around to see Daichi sulking in the back.

“Dai..chi?” You said in a soft spoken voice.

Daichi looked up and went to you.

“Y-yes?”

A moment of silence.

“Let’s give them alone time guys.” Coach Ukai said.

“I love you”

“But, I love her..”

“I know.”

A blank noise coming from the machine that monitored you pulse.

Doctors came in and pulled Daichi away.

Why was Daichi crying?

Was it because he wished he loved you more than Michimiya?

No, it was because of how beautiful you were the day you first met him.

#haikyuu angst #daichi scenario #michimiya yui #haikyuu!!#anime / manga #multifandom rp #anime and manga #angst with a sad ending #death mention #daichi x reader #kiyoko shimizu #hq sugawara #hinata shoyuo #kageyama tobio #tanaka ryuunosuke #nishinoya yū #ennoshita chikara #coach ukai

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kaiisers · 1 year

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⿻ last updated: may. 01, ‘23

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blucassiopeia · 6 months

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Falling Stars

the universe grants wishes to selfless hopefuls.

contents of this chap : fluff fluff esp at the end, a bit of angst, fem!reader, reader!twin of tsukishima kei, reader has to-be-revealed illness, anxious!reader, usage of first names, full names on mention are in lastname-firstname (japanese custom), japanese honorifics and vocabs present, HAIKYUU setting and vball jargons, pre-timeskip, character build-up, mentions of blood

warnings ⚠️ : English is not the author's first language. This fic has a draft Wattpad version. I do not own Haikyuu, its characters, plots and settings. Everything you see different here from the anime-manga is a becoming of my fictional world.

"Blue" for texts and chats. "Green" for calls. "Orange" for memory prompts. "White" for background convos that are audible to the reader.

wc : 12,153 words

Cassie : it may be a bit boring but it's the plot im taking soー ENJOY!

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Saitama Skies

"And it's even correct!! It's correct!!"

Oh my God. Anyone won't know how frustrated you were when you saw the damn exam papers. Oh my God. You wanna go and grab someone's hair right now. Oh my God.

Kei was already chuckling when he heard the results. Even more when he saw it. Tadashi was in your left, sighing and didn't know what to do to help. Tobio and Shoyo was leaning on the window totally void of anything. Are they still breathing?

"And that's how the two of you have to attend the supplementary lessons."

"Shut up, Kei!" You wallowed more to Tadashi, hitting your forehead on his shoulder as he took Tobio's paper from you to see. "They've worked so hard! We've worked so hard!"

"Now, all you can do is beg to the Principal. Although, it'll probably be useless."

You wanna grab Kei's hair then and there with his teasing and blunt tone. You turned to him, about to smack him out of frustration when the three of you noticed that the human subjects of discussion were already nowhere to be found in their initial positions.

"Where'd they go?"

"Probably out to do something stupid for Sawamura-san to explode later."

You closed your eyes in frustration and the mannerism went on. You felt a hard flick on your forehead and you glared at Kei.

"Everything will be alright. Don't stress too much." Tadashi said as he rubbed and massaged your shoulders.

But that's not it. What if they can'tーNo, no. You can't lose hope in them. Butー!! Kei's flinching and Owws were heard throughout the hallway that lunch. "Yes, that's a way to de-stress, Y/n."

But it just came back after that long day at Sakanoshita storeーthe new after-school tutor location. Chikara let them repeat the same questions for their failed tests and they just got lower scores than their original ones.

The second years and Tadashi were ready to help Tobio and Shoyo reach their maximum effort to pass the supplementary test. You had no choice but to help too because as what Coach Ukai said, We can't function well without the Stupid Quartet, and that includes these two. Though Kei don't like the thought of you stressing out while tutoring the duo, he stays as long as he wants just to be with you, making sure Tadashi will be the one to drop you home once he decides to go home first. Not even making an effort to help. Ugh!

Tobio and Shoyo were too thankful for the help of the team, excluding Kei's blunt remarks of course. The third years were busy enough for their own tests but they did spare time to check up on the situation, leaving the tutorial leadership to Chikara.

It dragged on for days and the weekend is nearing. They're improving little by little, putting more effort than they can, pressuring themselves. Well, you can't achieve something without pressure when it comes to cram-school. In between breaks, they would come to your classroom and try-out the exam again with you and Tadashi reevaluating their papers.

"Okay, stop your pens." You declared one time when you're all back at the store.

You got their papers, handed one to Chikara and evaluated their answers, your eyes twitching at Shoyo's wrong answers. You can feel the tension in them while waiting for the both of you to finish. When done, you deadpanned at Shoyo and handed him his paper, together with Chikara to Tobio. You watched their reaction drop at the sight of their scores, and you whined incoherently with them.

"Sorry, Y/n-san, everyone. Eventhough you worked so hard for us." Shoyo's dejected and void of all emotions as he muttered, Tobio immobilized at his own seat. "I guess I'll try my best at cycling to Tokyo."

You glanced at Kei that had his lips scrunched to the side watching the duo's scene.

"You can't give up! You can do it!"

"That's right! Let's continue!"

"It's useless, they're totally broken."

Kei sighed at your sight, brows creasing more. He slowly approached the duo and picked their papers.

"And here I thought of how well both of you can do, but it's just this much."

You saw Tobio and Shoyo flinched at his words while still in their dejected state. You flickered your eyes nervously at Kei, noting that this is not the time for his talent. He took a disappointing look at the papers.

"To be stumped by such textbook level questions, you are beyond saving."

"Kei!" You scream-whisper his name, eyes widened with worry as all of you in the store were looking at your twin, except for the two subjects that's still flinching in annoyance and embarassment.

He smirked and chuckled as he looked straight into your eyes. "The answers are all in the passage for Modern Lit, it should be nice to be a simpleton for a king like you, huh, Ou-sama?ー" Tobio was flinching hard in his seat at the words, burning red ears illiciting. "ーand isn't English just a language? Oh, but I guess it's impossible for a monkey to learn such language huh?" He continued, not breaking eye contact. And you're getting his motives, his point. You bit your lip, you can't smile. Shall not. This was his way of helping all along.

He placed the papers on the table. "Ah, it seems like it'll be a fulfilling and peaceful Tokyo training camp without you both. Ah, so grateful." He walked to the doors and you pouted. He's leaving already? "Then, I'll be going first~" And he closed the doors nonchalantly and walked home.

That fauxing blunt twin!

But thanks to those words of his that Tobio and Shoyo got more motivated to pass the supplemental exams.

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You were lost in those scenes that happened just days ago when you heard gasps and your name getting screamed at. And then you felt it, square to your face.

They scrambled towards you, the referee whistling for a time-out, but all you see are black spots over the ball on your feet. You feel hot liquid dragging to your nostrils, metallic as it tastes on your lips and mouth. You see red spots on your white shirt before you realized what had happened. You blinked rapidly as you felt the pain coursing through your torso you have to scrunch your face and hunch forward to control it, it made you breathless.

"Y/n, towー"

"Hey, I didn't mean to."

A new voice sounded in your ear. You tried to look up but the pain is prohibiting you to do past a shallow breath. You saw a pair of white shoes with dark gray streaks in front of you and it was covered immediately when the owner squatted in, peeking at your face.

"I'm sorry."

Golden dilated orbs met yours as they blinked with concern, then it changed to wonder. You're achingly aware that there were voices around you but now, it seemed muffled. The pain in your torso subsided until it reduced to a beating tolerable pain at a concentrated point in your back. And you're achingly more aware that you're staring, given that his lips were moving as if he was talkーwhat

"I'm fine. It's okay." Your voice triggered the muffled voices to normalize and you're back on the court. You looked everywhere but his eyes.

"You sure? Can I check your nose?" Your rapid blinking reoccured and you slowly straightened your back, careful not to feel the pain again that's subsiding in your back. Your eyes shot to his hand closing the gap to your face when Tadashi stepped in between, hand shielding your face.

"Please, don't touch her senpai. Sh-She'sー" You can't look up to him for you're vigilant of your movements but you felt him glance at you. The hand of the golden-eyed player stuttered in the air and was drawn back to himself, glazing golden eyes still training on your face.

"Shimizu-san, Kinnoshita-san. Can you please take her to wash her face and to where her things are? And please don't touch her yet." Your throat whined at Kei's low voice in your back. It's so low that you felt everyone around tensed, you closed your eyes.

You felt Kei's breathe in your ear as he whispered, "Don't daze out during practices. It's in your bag. Go, be careful. Yamaguchi and I won't be with you."

You opened your eyes just to find the golden eyes still staring at you in concern, flickering to you and Kei. Then you noticed his gray brows, his sweating forehead and his hair. You blinked twice.

"Let's go, Y/n-chan? Your nose is really bleeding."

You tore up your gaze and focused on standing up, reluctant, but you successfully acted on with no responsive pain. The golden-eyed player stood from his knees too, towering over you and keeping distance from you as you were followed by Hisashi to the washroom, Kiyoko at your side, her hands assisting you without touching.

"Bokuto! Where are you going?"

"Iー"

Every step was painful because of the sensivity your body is in right now, even more so at this unknown feeling that's keeping you calm through all of this.

"I'm sorry, Coach Ukai. I really didn't mean to."

"Why are you crying!?"

"Akaashi!! Bokuto's crying!!"

"It's okay, Bokuto. Accidents happen. She'll be okay."

"Let's get back to the game?"

"Butーbut with all that blood, she'll die!!"

"She'll be fine, Bokuto-san."

You turned right to the gym's washroom and went straight to the sink where it's faucet has already been turned on by Kiyoko. The pain has already left you, suspiciously fast.

"Do you have Yamaguchi's towel, Kinnoshita?"

"Yes. Here." Hisashi handed Kiyoko Tadashi's towel. You smiled at it as you see it's the Doraemon one you got him during middle school.

"I'm sorry for him, Keishin-kun."

"No one dies from a nosebleed, Bokuto you idiot!"

"Konoha-sanーNo one dies from it, Bokuto-san."

The blood's still flowing but you can't stop smiling, creepy because the blood drips to your peeking teeth in your reflection. Hisashi groaned and kept his eyes shut at your reflection.

"So.. that was an intense eye contact, Y/n-chan."

"Really? I don't want her to die Akaashi.."

Your breath hitched and Hisashi groaned more when you choked on your blood and mucus. You shut your eyes tight at the searing sensation in your throat. Kiyoko chuckled on your side.

"Aaah! Stop it, Shimizu-saan! I didn't want to notice itt." Hisashi whined, head shaking intensely. Chuckling too, you started cleaning your nose and chin devoiding it from blood.

When finished, "What eye contact, Shimizu-san?"

"You saw it too, right, Kinnoshita? You were beside me." Kiyoko was beaming as she readied the towel. "Can I touch you now, Y/n?" You nodded and she held your shoulder and massaged the bridge of your nose down to let the blood flow more.

"Hm. Tsukishima and Yamaguchi were emitting a scary aura we have to step away from them, well just me and Shimizu-san. I don't know about the rest of the team." Your cheeks felt hot and you closed your eyes in embarassment. Tadashi and Kei were most likely thinking about the unthinkable assumptions.

"It was nothing. He was just in my line of sight and I can't move."

They're suspiciously nodding and you narrowed your eyes in their reflection. "Really."

"Okay. Okay. But are you really okay?" You kept quiet as you continued to clean your nose. The blood has stopped flowing already but you can still taste it so you went and gurgle it out of your mouth.

"Yes, I'm okay and still breathing." You grinned and got Tadashi's towel from her and dabbed it to your face, Doraemon already wet.

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Kiyoko snickered when she saw you hugging your plushie as you were lying on your futon at the assigned room for the managers. You know why she snickered but you just gave her a faux questioning look.

"Hey, Y/n, we're sorry about Bokuto earlier. It really did hurt, didn't it?" You tilt your head up to see Yukie on her stomach, palms there for her head to rest.

Beside her, Kaori was sitting rubbing her tummy, closing her eyes. "I also got those a year ago in my tummy. It's impossible not to get hurt considering how strong his spikes are." You sat up and faced them while still clutching on your plushie.

"We saw her doubled over earlier, Kaori, and the blood was drippingーKuroo had Haiba-kun to mop after you went out to change."

"That simpleton ruining a lady's face! Really!" You smiled at them and they stuttered for a second.

"C'mon, it's an accident and it's fine, senpais. It didn't hurt that much. I get those accidents during middle school." You grinned as you tightened your hug, Kaori's eyes went down to notice it. Yukie and Kaori both snickered just like how Kiyoko snickered earlier, it made your head tilt in pure confusion now.

"Bokuto! You're not allowed in here!"

"Whyyy? I just wanna ask a favor from Yukippe and Kaokao!"

"Akaashi! Kuroo!"

"Let's go, Bokuto-san. Let the girls have their space."

"ButーAkaashi!"

You heard Ubugawa's manager Eri arguing with that Bokuto at the halls outside. You figured out the name of golden-eyed player is Bokuto with the way the others refer to him whenever you heard the name. Your brows raised in interest as to why he's here. Not like you care.

You heard Eri's laugh through the halls that made the four of you girls to draw confusion on your faces. It was followed by Kuroo's hyena laugh and a loud smack and a whine. Yukie stood and made way to the door out of confusion and peeked but was just followed by her laugh. You blinked and decided to sprawl again on your futon. On the corner of your eye, Kaori joined Yukie on the door but she was just irritated at the muffled noise and whispers.

"Hey! Do that tomorrow, Bokuto!" She was furious with her hands on her hips.

"Eeehh?? Okay~"

"I told you, Bokuto. Tomorrow."

"Fine! Fine!"

And you heard muffled shuffles getting far off from the door. Yukie and Kaori went back inside with Yukie glancing at your plushie and snickering again.

"Really! That simpleton is stressing me out!" Kaori huffed as she plopped back to her futon.

"What did he want?" You glanced at Kiyoko upon her question and yawned at her face focusing on Yukie and Kaori in confusion.

"He want nonsense again. He's like that everytime, we're really sorry! He's too loud, worse when he's with Kuroo." Her eyes went from Kiyoko to Eri that's entering the room. Eri's eyes went straight to your confused face and she bit her lip when she saw the plushie.

"You're really cute, Y/n-chan. The plushie is cute too!" She complimented as she made her way to her futon. "Mako can't be with us, she's sick and have to go home to rest." She was shuffling through her bag when she continued further. "That #12 in your team, what was his name again?"

You turned to her, amidst the talk with Kaori and Kiyoko. "Yamaguchi?"

"Yeah? He'll be here in any minute. He shyly asked me about your whereabouts when we were held up in the canteen. Something about your brother? Who's your brother?"

You blinked. What about Kei? "Tsukishima, the tall one with the glasses. Her twin brother." Kiyoko was the one who answered and she got back to her conversation with Kaori.

What happened to Kei? You furrowed your brows as you searched in your head for answers. Did something happen to him? Did he finally pin Shoyo to the ceiling like how he used to grumble about? Did he forget something? Did he need something that's in yourーOh. You smiled and got up again grunting.

"Where are you going?" Kiyoko asked as you rummaged through your bag to get something so cute too. She laughed with the other girls when they saw what you were holding, you laughed with them, a finger over your lips shushing them.

"I'm just gonna.." You pointed the door and they shooed you away.

You yawned as you made your way upstairs to the boys' rooms. And it dawned on you that you didn't know where their room is. You closed your eyes in irritation and you're about to go back to your room and just wait for Tadashi when Koshi yelled your name out of nowhere. The hallway that was bustling with murmurs and laughs fell dead silent, you bit your lip as you turned around to see him running towards you, heavy thuds off from a 5'8 running.

"We thought you're asleep with Shimizu already. What made yーwhat's that?" His eyes trailed to the plushie you have in your hand.

"Y/nnnn!!" You jumped at Tadashi's voice and he rushed to you the same manner as Koshi and snatched the plushie from you immediately, making you laugh.

"It's yours, Yamaguchi?" Koshi was chuckling at Tadashi. "It's cute! Dino plushie." Tadashi's face went beet red and you found yourself laughing louder, now with Koshi.

You heard a loud door opening and "Y/N! Stop laughing and go to sleep already!!". Yep, that's Kei.

You pouted. "Haii~ Good night! Love you!" You called out to him, not minding the sweet talks you have given to your brother through the hallway. You can see him blushing from embarassment in your mind that made you chuckle.

"He's not in the mood." Tadashi commented and huffed as he hugged you on one arm and gave you head kisses, still blushing from embarassment. "Go now. Good night. Love you." You returned the hug and prompts, a routine you have with him every night you separate ways in going home.

"Uhhh, how sweet. Can you give me a hug too, Y/n?" You snickered at Koshi's impulsive remark and hugged him too mindlessly, Tadashi battling not to raise a brow at your action. You felt Koshi stiffened for a second and chuckled as he returned your hug, palming your hair. His warmth against you, wrapping around, is new to you and it's comforting.

"Now I know why they're protective over you." He chuckled as he broke the hug himself. The limits of your head tilts dinging as you took your last one for the day.

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"Kageyama. In that fast attack that go whoosh, I'll stop closing my eyes. We can't stay like this. This isn't enough. I wanna decide where to hit the ball to."

"We tried that already, remember? It didn't work. I'll not invalidate you but if you keep insisting on this during this set, then I have no intention on putting a set up for someone I know would miss."

Shoyo's evolving at a scary pace. The team, even Coach, is seeing and feeling that. You just witnessed his collision with Asahi and it felt like he wanna steal the ball from the Ace. The team is also in a tension since then, maybe they had realized the same things that Shoyo said. We can't stay like this. This isn't enough. For someone that had seen their defeat against Aoba Johsai, I'd say he's not in the wrong.

Ittetsu was correct when he said that they are not the best, but they have always have room to grow. They just have to view their competitors as potential teachers that they can absorb techniques and strategies. You would have numerous to teach them but you can't impose it to them without them realizing what they really want to work with. You let out a sigh, being a coach is hard. You have to stick to just enhance and enhance and let them think.

"What will we do with Hinata, Y/n?"

"We still have to figure out what he really wants to do, Ukai-san."

You were standing side by side when you both noticed Koshi, Tobio and Shoyo getting off the gym. You exchanged looks and nonverbally agreed to eavesdrop.

Both of you heard about Shoyo's thoughts about the Seijoh match, and how he wanted Tobio to not apologize to him for something that's clearly his shortcoming. Tobio didn't deny him with an emotional outburst but he was just telling the truth, about how Shoyo's input is completely unnecessary, that it's not his call or anything that something he'll regret. It's a setter's job to bring out the maximum potential, a 100%. But he's wrong at somethingー

Tobio passed by you and Coach Ukai, having to half-ass bow and move on to the court.

"Sorry, Hinata, but I have to agree on Kageyama after hearing his reasons. That quick attack is already impressive and having that on the core of our attacks is essential right now."

You frowned more when Coach Ukai came out to them and agreed with Koshi.

"There's nothing wrong with you wanting to contribute even a little, Hinata, but that quick attack only hinges for a fraction of a second. Honestly, trying to decide where the ball will go to on that amount of time is impossible."

"On days when I'm in the groove, I can see things clearly from up there. Like everything is in slow motion. Just like Tanaka-san."

"Yeah, there are times when spikers can see the blockers clearly."

"And during that practice match with Seijoh, during that last point, I saw Great King's face.. his eyes."

"Oh, you think you sawー"

You stood straight and blinked rapidly in realization. You gulped hard, you wanted to tell them something.

"Even during that first 3-on-3 we had, I can see the entire court from up there, like I'm in a summit."

"Right, the impression Hinー"

It came quiet all of the sudden. Suddenly, Ryuunosuke bounded towards where you are and peeked to the trio talking outside.

"Game's about to start!" You heard a yelp from Coach, surprised by the sudden rollcall.

You wanna talk to Shoyo about something that'll make him at ease so you went to Coach Ukai to sub him for a while. He gladly obliged, full trust on you. Kazuhito went in replace for him.

"Hey." You approached him at the center of the two courts. He felt rejected and he stayed as far as possible from the team for the meantime. You pursed your lips at the thought and of how he just hummed in acknowledging you standing beside him.

"I can see it too, you know."

He whirled to you wide-eyed, shocked with the bomb you dropped, the bomb that told him he's not alone and that you understand him.

"I came in love with that sight. Too in love that I have to make my spikers see the view too. To share it to them. But never did they saw it. I initially thought I was imagining things, too. But it isn't."

His eyes glazed over. "IーY/n-sanー"

"Don't worry, Hinata. Everything will be alright, okay? Everything will turn out okay. Just be patient. I know what you want, but I'm just an assistant coach and still learning the trade, and I certainly don't want to impose my thing to the team. You guys have to think of what you really wanna do, that includes you and Kageyama. Tell me what exactly you both want, and I'm gonna teach you once, leave you to figure it out yourself, and enhance it afterwards." You wrapped an arm around his shoulder and patted him, consoling him, getting him back up to his stance even just a little bit.

You both jumped when you both heard a hum in your backs. Coach Ukai was there, listening. You blushed hard in embarassment.

"Hinata, if you think there's a way for that quick attack to evolve then I'll be glad to help coz I also want to see that. I don't have any clue on what toss you need to do that though. And I know she has a clue but will be too stubborn to just stick with her principles as a coach. But you can't impose to Kageyama that way, you'll just irritate him so no more games for you today. Sit it out with the rest on the bench."

Shoyo flinched and pouted. "Haii~" He went back to where Koshi and the others were, leaving you with Coach Ukai.

"You won't tell me too, are you?" You grinned at him and sticking out a peace sign before chuckling with him. "You're mean." He ruffled your hair before getting back to the bench. You followed him, poking at Tadashi's back on your way.

"Ah! Kuroo! Where are you looking at!? Damn it!"

"Just misjudged, Oni-senpai! Shut up!"

"Cover!"

"Lev!!"

"Bokuto-san!"

"Mine!"

"Noya-san!"

"Argh! Sorry!"

Kiyoko glanced at you and snickered, giving you a cheshire smile. "What is it, Kiyoko-san?" You whispered to her out of earshot from anybody around.

"One more time, Bokuto-san!"

"Three blockers!"

Her eyes raked its gaze on a certain player of Fukurodani, gained you a question on whoーyou hissed audibly for her to chuckle and turn to you again. You pouted and shook your head defensively.

Ugh, stop it Kiyoko-san before he notices and gets the wrong idea.

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"Y/n-chaaan! Kiyoko! See you in 2 weeks!" You looked back at Eri from the crowd that's seeing your team off. You and Kiyoko waved back at her and to the other managers.

"Byeee~!"

"Ah! What was that for!?"

"Hinataaaa! See you later!! I'll stop you next time too!"

"Hah! You're not gonna beat me that easy. I'm gonna show you a 5'4 can mop the floor with the 6'4!"

"Bokuto!! They're leaving!"

"Don't you wanna seeー"

"Let's go." Kei got your bag from you and slung it on his shoulders. "I told you to bring me or Yamaguchi your bag. Tsk."

You pouted and followed him to the bus with the others. "You had so much on your shoulders already." He quirked a brow on you and you rolled your eyes.

"Y/n!" Your eyes turned to Koshi that's already inside the bus, head poking out the window. "You want the window seat? C'mon, hurry!" You grinned and hurried your way onto the bus.

"Tsk! Don't run!"

You hopped on the seat Koshi reserved for you, all smiles. Kei followed through and went on a seat at your back and pulled some of your hair with a glare. You returned his glare and Koshi chuckled next to you. You pouted at him and was about to whine at him when you saw his eyes going through youーto the back of your head, through the windows. You dared not to look. He chuckled mindlessly and patted your head. Your first head tilt of the day.

When the bus' engine revved, you turned to the crowd beside your bus and waved goodbye, catching a glimpse of that certain someone talking with anotherーor rather arguing. You quickly turned your gaze up front before he notices.

The rest of the ride was quiet due to the tension and exhaustion, except for the occassional sneezes you had, Koshi had to hand you a packet of tissues.

The tension broke off when Shoyo called you over to toss for him and Tobio. Kei agreed mindlessly but just until they finish changing.

You kept tossing to Tobio and he tossed to Shoyo, of which Shoyo was never successful. His attention's on the ball and not on his maximum jump. You tried to call him out for it but Tobio races you to it. The argument heated and heated up more when Tobio grabbed Shoyo by the collar and threw him across the court. Shoyoーperplexed and agitated by Tobio relentless wordsーlaunched to him and held on to him. You tried to stop them but you were out of options.

You held on to the gym's door and shouted for Kei or anyone so loud it might've disturbed some nearby houses and teachers that are still in the school's vicinity. "Hinata and KageyamaーKei!! Anyone!!"

The club room from upstairs flung open so harshly and Ryuunosuke hurried down for the gym, Kei and Tadashi following him. Yuu who was still in his boxers hurriedly wore his sweatpants, not minding that he's still shirtless, and went down as well.

Ryuunosuke yelled for Tobio and Shoyo who was so busy on each other and punched them together. You felt tears coming down your cheeks from the helplessness and someone hugged you from behind giving you headkisses and shushing your shaking self from the commotion, your eyes still glued at the two boys getting reprimanded by Ryuunosuke.

"Hey." The someone who was hugging you spoke. You heaved a shaky sigh and turned to Tadashi and hugged him. "It's alright. It's always like this with boys."

"You and Kei aren't like that." He chuckled and pats your hair down, giving you back rubs along the way.

"I told you both on our way back to not argue or brawl like this in front of my sister, didn't I? Didn't I? You're both really stupid. Can't you just talk it out without fighting? Huh? Too stupid to just talk?" Kei was towering on the duo, anger was seeping on his veins. The duo just went silent and muttered a hushed apology.

"Are you okay, Y/n-chan?" You peeked at Yuu against Tadashi's shoulders and smiled at him. "You're pale."

"I'm okay, Noya-san." He studied you for a couple seconds as you broke free from the hug and he nodded on, still wary.

"We'll go ahead. Both of you, stop it."

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"Y/n." Tobio approached you warily, keeping an eye on Tadashi and Kei nearby. He stared at you and bowed, "I'm sorry." Your eyes bulged and quickly, you straighten up Tobio's back but to no avail, it caught the hallway's attention already, Kei and Tadashi eyeing on that little commotion. Tadashi had to stop Kei from prancing to where Tobio is.

"It's okay, Kageyama." Tobio looked at you, still wary. "What is it? You have more to say?" His expression piqued your interest, an expression that's too shy but resolved.

"Can we go to Sendai together after class?"

"No!"

You glared at Kei that's glaring at Tobio. Tobio scowled at Kei and fiddled his fingers when he faced at you again. "I wanna talk to your dad for advices? He's a setter, right?"

"I'm a setter, too, you know?" You chuckled at your reveal that surprised him. "You don't have to go to Sendai. But we'll go to another nearby place that'll maybe help you think of what to do. Come by the room at dismissal."

"I said no!"

But those Nos from Kei fell on deaf ears when Tobio really came by and fetched you. Tadashi approached him at the door, Kei close by. You didn't hear their conversation as you arranged your things, took your change of clothes, and left your bag on Kei's desk.

"ーgot it?" was all you heard as you approached them. Tobio nodded and took a glance at you over Tadashi's shoulder. Kei turned to you, scowling. "Change first. Kageyama-kun will be waiting."

It didn't take long and Tobio found himself chattering away with you on the ride to this certain volleyball clinic nearby. He even complimented your shirt that says: Setters are the rulers of the court. You told him you bought it three years ago in your brother's Tokyo Spring High.

"When I saw Hinata in Karasuno, I never thought I'll have a friend and a partner in one, Y/n. The one that can give me exhileration in just putting up those sets previous spikers can't hit. IーHe's my bestfriend." You smiled at him after he opened up about what happened the other night between him and Shoyo. You never thought of him as a confesser, but you like this side of him, more than his stoic face.

"Then, we shall do something about what he wants." You said as you stopped in front of a building. "Wait here. Sensei will be finished in a minute. I'll get him for you."

He nodded then you trotted inside the building. Maybe due to your height you hadn't noticed a kid bumped to you after running around. You kneeled in front of the kid and checked up on him.

"I'm sorry. Can you stand?" The kid stared at you and nodded. You helped him up while you're still squatting and checked his back for possible wounds and bruises.

"I'm sorry, pretty onee-chan." You felt your cheeks burned at that innocent compliment and you ruffled his buzz-cutted head. "It's okay. Be careful next time, hm?"

You stood up, worried that you might have took too much time and your sensei would be off home. A familiar looking face were walking to the kid behind you and you tried to remember wherever you saw him.

"Takeru, what happened?"

"I bumped to that pretty onee-chan, Tooru."

"You're clumsy, stop running around or I'll put you on a leash. Let's go."

You had reached an empty gym and groaned. Now, what to do with Tobio? Should you just tell him what kind of toss he needed to practice to match up with Shoyo is a falling toss? Your brows were furrowed as you made your way out of the building to deliver the news to Tobio. But he was already talking to that same guy you saw a while ago. And that was when it clicked to you.

The captain of Aoba Johsai. The one they call Great King.

"Do you know you have a counterpart, Y/n? Well, senseis claimed he was your counterpart. Well, there were two, they said. Heard the coaches passing by the court this morning."

"Hm? What do you mean?"

"In the Boys', just here in our prefecture, there's this someone that has potentials and talents at the same level as you. Well, maybe he's stronger because he has more muscles being a man. And the other one is in another prefecture, in the south."

You raised your brows at the sudden interest. "I'm not some high level setter and certainly not interested in those 'man-muscles' but who in the prefecture are you referring to?"

"Oikawa-san! Please!" You saw how Tobio begged for this Oikawa Tooru to give him an advice.

"Takeru." The kid who bumped into you looked at Tooru. "Take a picture. Hereー" Tooru taught Takeru the ways on his phone. "Hold it right there. Press here." Tobio peeked at Tooru and Takeru going through the older's phone. "Tobio, don't move." You were curious of what he'll do. What was the picture for? You crossed your arms on your chest and stared at them down the stairs. They even hadn't noticed you yet.

"A proof that Tobio bowed down to the great me!" And he posed. Your eye twitched. No. He's not my counterpart in this one, you thought.

"Wow. You like these kind of pictures, Tooru? How lame." You nearly laughed out loud at Takeru's dissing, to where Tooru flinches.

"Anyway, what is it Tobio? I'm busy."

"Huh? But you told me your girlfriend dumped you so you had nothing to do all day." You have to bite your lip to stop quivering to laugh.

"Shut up, Takeru!"

"Uhmー" Both the younger and the older kid paused to look at Tobio now standing upright. "Ifーif ever all of the sudden Iwaizumi-san said he wants to improve an already crazy setー"

"Hold up there. If you wanna get an advice from me, just go straight to the point."

Tobio scowled and huffed. Go on, you need someone's advice from him right now. "Hinata's been doing the quick sets with his eyes closed and now, he wants to do it with eyes open, to hit it by himself."

Tooru hummed, and even with his back on you, you can feel he's emerged to the topic. "It will be great if he can do that. Let him."

Your lips curved at what he said. As expected. "But Oikawa-san, Hinata's poor on his basic skills. It's not that simple!" Tobio retorted at him.

"So you wanted him to just shut up and hit the tosses you give him? That sounds like a tyrant king would do."

One time in your life, you were that tyrant he was speaking of. You closed your eyes as you continued to listen to them discreetly.

"Have you ever thought of what tosses he would like to hit? Or did you even think he likes the tosses you put up? Did you even think about it?" Tooru smugly said, but he's right though. Tobio has to realize it himself.

"Are you scared of the change that you've been acting defensive thinking that quick attack of yours is already good enough?" You saw how the air around Tooru changed that Tobio slightly flinched. "Don't get the wrong idea. The attack's Chibi-chan's call, not yours. If you can't wrap it on your genius head, then you're just reverting back being the Tyrant King of the Court. Andー"

You freezed when he side-eyed you from where you were standing. "ーshe's in your team, right? She knows what I'm talking about. Why don't you ask her?" He moved down the stairs. "Let's go Takeru."

Both yours and Tobio's eyes are on Tooru's back for a minute before Tobio looked at you, his eyes eager. You sighed and went down to him, "Let's go back first."

As to how Tooru knew of you, you were curious. Well, sure, he might've heard from others and things you wanted to just not think of like.. you're quite popular from the Girls' Volleyball matches of Miyagi. You scowled involuntarily at the thought. You don't want people knowing you like that but circumstances can't help it from happening. And you hate it.

You were dreading about that, not noticing you were already walking with Tobio, passing by the Sakanoshita store. His ringing phone woke you up from your thoughts.

He answered it, eyeing you. "Oh?ーYeah, we're going back to the school now. ーShut up. ーOkay." And the second he ended the call, it rang again. You chuckled at his side, pulling him aside by the vending machine.

"Kageyama! Where are you!?"

Coach Ukai's voice is so loud you can hear it eventhough the call's not on speaker.

"Ukai-san? Y/n and I are already walking back to the school."

"Huh?"

And Ukai-san came out of nowhere and ran up to the both of you.

"A falling toss, Kageyama! You have to drop the ball!"

You instantly smile. Your instincts were right.

"I was about to give in." You laughed and Coach Ukai brought you both inside the store to discuss about that set.

But all he did was gave you the floor to explain it to Tobio and he just sat back there and fill in necessary comments for Tobio to find it easy to understand. When you're in a roll in explaining, all human languages scurry away and technical languages invade you. You wished Tobio had understood all you've said. He's focused, though, so was it successful?

"Tobio?"

"I didn't quite understand what Oikawa-san said." His eyes found yours, your brows perked up. "That it's Hinata's call, not mine, or any setter in that matter."

You hummed and glanced at Coach Ukai, still listening.

"I told you on our way there that setters are the rulers of the court, right? Like my shirt now?" He nodded, picking up every word you said.

"Rulers are somewhat a serving king. Serving its citizens while leading them. That's what we are. The spikers have different quirks and abilities and it's our responsibility to utilize it. If they want to evolve, we let them if it's good for the team. We can't stop them from it, you know. The spikers are the breadwinners of the team, and we are the ones who are pulling them to work."

"It's a setter's responsibility to evolve with the spiker, too. We have to meet their abilities, because in that way we can utilize their skills better. We have to properly accomodate them, devout ourselves to them to the best of our abilities." Coach Ukai added.

Tobio was silent, probably absorbing what you both said. And after a while, he nodded with a determined look on his face. "Can you both teach me how to do that falling toss?"

Coach Ukai rubbed the back of his neck and looked at you. "We might have to get permission from your brother, Y/n."

"Oh, not a problem."

﹆ ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧.・゜゜・

Kei groaned as you glare at him. Why wouldn't you? He just left your plushie, probably still loitered in your genkan. Your poor plushie.

"You can sleep without your plushie."

Your plushie is your stress-reliever and he can't say you can sleep without it. You grabbed his dino plushie, "You can also sleep without this, Kei."

You discarded his plushie to Tadashi with a glare, he immediately took it while consciously eyeing Kei. The dino lover grumbled and crossed his arms, closing his eyes. "It's not even mine."

Tadashi chuckled, fist flew in his lips and turned away to his side of the window, and a few rows up front, Koshi snorted beside Daichi. Kei's face went scarlet and contorted and shifted his body towards the window, away from you. Huh. That's what you get.

Your face screams unpleasant too, leaning back at the seat, arms crossed. You really can't sleep. The upcoming five days of the training camp will be one hell of an eyebag-inducer camp. You closed your eyes in irritation thinking of ways of how to soothe your nerves to at least relax and maybe, with the blessings of the gods, sleep.

You woke up from a hard poke on your forehead. You groaned as you snuggled more to the crook of Kei's neck. He groaned too, clearly disgusted. He violently shook your thigh with his and you furrowed your brows before opening your eyes, glaring at his skin.

"We're near."

You slowly sat up while wiping whatever evidence of drool, wet and dried alike, is in the sides of your lips. You heard Kei clicked his tongue and rummaged on his bag to get a new shirt. You ignored him changing and looked out the window.

Your eyes and mouth rounded as it caught glimpse of a hilly district, the sunrise just far off the mountains at the distance. It's peaceful, it instantly captivated your heart.

"Are we still in Tokyo?" You queried as Ittetsu turned right to a less hilly driveway, more yawns all over the bus.

"Saitama, Y/n." His voice was hoarse as he maybe up the long drive from Miyagi. He pulled over and you peeked up front just to see familiar buses and stairs leading up to a building that says: Shinzen High School.

"Kei?" You excitedly waited for his approval to get out of the bus before anyone else, seeing two of the Nekoma players out and waiting for your team to pile out.

Kei nodded with a sigh and turned to Tadashi with a knowing look as you bounded out of the bus.

"Hiii~ Good morning~!"

"Keiii~"

Kei rolled his eyes as soon as he hears you chime towards him after a mock game. He was lounging with Daichi and Koushi at the stage side of the gym.

"What is it?"

"Can I be friendly with the other teams in the training camp?"

You heard Koushi chuckled at your question, Daichi's eyes on both you and Kei, amused.

"Why are you asking him that, Y/n?"

You shrugged and pouted. "They might not like it, Suga-san. It's betー"

Kei groaned, cutting you off. "It's okay. Just don't get out of our peripherals."

"Good morning." Nekoma's setterーyou remembered his name was Kenma or somethingーlazily replied. "Shoyo?"

"Seriously Kenma, you only care about chibi-chan." You gazed at Kenma's back who was eyeing at the bus where you came from. And his troubled eyes fell on you and lingered as you heard the others coming out from the bus. "Good morning, Y/n, how's the ride?"

You felt your system getting excited, not with his question but with the interaction. You haven't been making friends out of Kei's circle of friends he insists they're all acquiantances but you're seeing otherwise, well except for Tadashi for all your life but this is worth a shot.

"It's amazing. Though I slept the whole ride." You giggled and you see how the brows of the raven-black haired boy shot up to the sound of it. "Saitama's view is relaxing, Kuroo-san!"

He hummed and smiled at you, the team's noise already close behind you. "I should offer to carry the bags for our kouhai managers."

It didn't slip your eyes how Kenma's brows quirked at Tetsurou, and giving him a deadpan look. "Ah, no thanks Kuroo-san! My brother's got it already."

He nodded and was already distracted by how the rest of the team filed in next to you. You shot a glance at Tadashi who was already looking at you, and you winked at him before going up the stairs, with him trailing and grumbling behind.

"Hey! Slow down, miss!"

You were about to laugh when a tall Russian came bounding down the stairs to meet you. He was all smiles and sunshine, it was infectious.

"You're Y/n-chan right? Hi! The others are murmuring about you upstairs!"

"LEV!"

You heard Tadashi hummed a suspicious streak, but you ignored it keeping your own enthusiastic streak. "Oh? Yes, I'm Y/n! You must be Lev? Hi!"

"You're really pretty!"

You were taken aback slightly and grinned at his straightforwardness. "Thank you Lev! You're really tall."

"LEV!!"

"It's in my genes." He suddenly patted your head while grinning. "I'll come back for you later, Y/n-chan. Kuroo-nii-san's calling." And he bounded down the stairs for Tetsurou.

Tadashi stared at you and shook his head, it made you jokingly gasp. "What? He was being friendly, Guchi-guchi."

"Yeah, yeah. Let's go."

The climb to the top of the stairs is exhausting but you paid it no mind because the view was worth it, it made your sad golden eyes sparkle somehow. Tadashi saw it and smiled anyway.

﹆ ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧.・゜゜・

The first day of the series of practice games are a mess you should say, considering Karasuno has yet to perfect their new gameplays. There's more room for improvement, and you're glad they aren't disheartened, thus you know they'll strive harder. To evolve, that is. That's how an omnivorous crow should be, to adapt to it's environment.

And you, to adapt to your environment, too. As a manager, you have to be up and going, because this what you chose to do. And as an assistant coach, that your team needs, what Coach Ukai needs, what Kei needs.

So why is he here, denying Tadashi of a time for personal practice? You stood by the door, hearing Tadashi convincing Kei to practice more but your awesome twin said,

"We have already practiced enough. It's no good to tire myself with practicing vigorously."

You rolled your eyes as Tadashi quipped a small "Oh. Okay."

You were not ready when Kei came out of the gym a second later, clicking his tongue as he saw you and trudged past you to the cafeteria. Unconsciously, you followed him.

"You should stay there and watch them. Why're you following me?"

"I don't know." He scoffed as he slowed down his pace to walk with you side by side.

"I didn't like it, Y/n. I don't need anotherー."

"Another what?" He, again, clicked his tongue at your clueless self and grabbed your ear enough to make you squirm.

"Oy! Karasuno! Tsukishimas! You, with the glasses!"

Both you and your brother whipped your heads towards the gym you were passing by. There you saw Tetsurou, and that Bokuto. You stopped your arm in time when it was going on instinct to your sternum for that unsightful mannerism. You didn't want Kei to worry about you. He has enough to think about.

"Can you jump blocks for us for a while?"

Huh?

"I'm busy training Lev with receivesー"

"I SAID I CAN JUMP BLOCKS WITH YOU NII-SAN!"

"ーShut up or I'll call Yaku!" Tetsurou roared to someone inside the gym that sounded like Haiba Lev who just whined loudly. You felt yourself fought a smile.

"Ah, I'm done for today, thank you senpais. Let's goー"

"HAAA!?" You both froze when they exclaimed, following your brother's cold rejection.

"It's lonely to practice spikes without blockers. Please." The golden-eyed player begged beside Tetsurou.

"You won't regret practicing blocks with this man. He's one of the top 5 aces of the country." Tetsurou added, just to convince your brother. But you know Kei won't. He's as cold now as ice.

"He just probably misses being in the Top 5 aces, Kuroo-san."

Someone with a monotone voice spoke from inside the gym that made Tetsurou cackle and mutter a "Don't mind" to the man beside him, tapping his shoulder in the process of comforting him.

"HEY!"

"And you're a middle blocker right? Should you be practicing more?"

A brow raised as you registered the sly tone from Tetsurou, and Kei registered it as well as he stiffen suddenly. Yare-yare.

Kei walked to them, clearly provoked and both the captains by the door were suprised by the reaction from your twin. They both held their thumbs up as Kei walked past them and inside the gym.

"Will you be watching your brother, Y/n-chan?"

Tetsurou asked you as you just stood there, debating within if you would accompany Kei or no. But why are you debating with yourself anyway? Your brother needs you there.

"Hai." You quipped as you walked through the pathway to the gym, the wind messing with your hair you have to tie it up again. Ugh.

You walked past the two captains and saw Fukurodani's setter by the net, and Lev of course, sprawled on the court's floor across the net with balls in his side. You grinned at his image while approaching Kei.

"You're hungry. You should go." You scrunched up your face at Kei while hearing coughs from behind.

"I'm gonna watch you. You're part of the team I want to improve." Kei groaned at that as you felt a calming presence from behind you, you wanted to ministrate your mannerism so bad.

"Let's start? Let's start? Agaaashee! Got a blocker!"

Even if you don't turn around and face that presence, you know he's grinning from ear to ear. How can he be so carefree like that? You took a deep, obscure breath and made way to the side of the court where Akaashi Keiji is standing. But Kei had plans. He dragged you to the side of the court with a chair for you to sit.

"Stay clear from the ball. You know how his spikes hurt."

That didn't escaped the boys' ears as Tetsurou snickered at the culprit of sorts.

"I was sorry."

You heard him mumble as you nodded to Kei giving your arm rubs before positioning opposite of the ace. You saw how they rested their eyes on you for a second before starting. But you noticed Lev staring at you, still sprawled on the floor and head propped up at your direction. He noticed you noticing him and he waved at you. You snickered, tilted your head and waved back. Cutie titan.

"LEV! RECEIVE!"

Lev groaned at the booming voice of Tetsurou as the ace is already in motion for a spike. You noticed Kei not closing in the line shot, causing the ace to take a shot there, just missing Kei's arm.

"Close the line shot, Kei!" Kei scowled at your remark but nodded anyway.

It went on for a few more with Tetsurou joining Kei on blocking until Bokuto stops and exasperatedly placed his hands on his waists as he stares at your brother.

"You know, Glasses-kunー"

"Tsukishima-desu."

"Tsukishima-kun." He huffs and scrunches his face. "You have an outstanding sense, but your blocks are pretty weak." You have to bite your bottom lip to suppress your escaping giggles at his straightforwardness, seeing Kei flinching in the process.

"I get so worried I'll break your arm in two or something. You have to rush in and stop it. Rush in!" Bokuto egged on and you have to clasp a hand above your lips to muffle your giggles at the comical scene in front of you.

"I'm still a growing kid, and I have so much ways to go in both muscular strength and height." Kei clapped back at him proudly which made you bury your face on your hands. You missed how Bokuto flinched at Kei's words.

"If you take things too easy, Chibi-chan will take all the glory. He's a middle blocker too, right?" Tetsurou nonchalantly added that shifted the comical atmosphere. You saw how Kei stiffen for a second and let out his hopeless smile, rubbing the back of his neck.

Of all the things your twin brother didn't like, it's comparing him to other people.

"I don't think I can do anything about it. There's an obvious difference in our potentials." And he always let himself down.

Without notice, some of Nekoma's players flooded the court, giving both you and your brother a confused look. You smiled at them while your brother shifted towards the door. "Well, looks like I'll be in the way. If you'll excuse me." He bowed at both the captains, still full of respect and went straight out.

"Kei!" You called at him as you rushed out, too. "Wait!"

"Don't run!" He hissed as you caught up on him.

"You're offended." You stated, wanting him to talk about it. He has to. He hasn't been talking to you about this.

You noticed him taking larger steps and you still stuck in his pace, not wanting him to make a distance from you. "I told you to stop talking."

"But why? You used to be so passionate with volleyball. I have noticed the changes, you know, so why?"

And he stopped abruptly. He faced you and took a step forward, meeting your questioning gaze.

"So much love for something will break you. You'll end up feeling so much pain later in the way."

And you saw how those unsaid words that may have followed his spoken ones trailed up to the atmosphere between you two.

"You just thought you don't want to be like me or Aki-nii." He groaned and that confirmed your statement. Your lips formed a thin line as another emotion came rushing up your gut, you took a step back from him.

"Why do both of you put so much into this? This is just a club and a sport! Will there be something waiting for me at the end of all of this? Huh?!"

Your brows involuntarily raised up at his change of tone and you were left speechless after he breathed a few rugged breaths and left you there standing in the pathway, the Saitama summer air blowing cold in your figure.

You exhaled a shaky breath as you watched him strut past the corridors and out of your sight, gulped as you inhaled back your emotions.

Keep it all in, Y/n. Keep it all in.

﹆ ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧.・゜゜・

The girls in the room are long-gone asleep, hearing their shallow breaths as they slumber so deep. You can't sleep, have been staring at the ceiling for quite some time now. After the encounter with Kei, you kept quiet so as to not spill anything, even emotions. You're not supposed to show them anything other than your image of being a happy-go-lucky gal.

But you can't sleep. And your plushie isn't here to accompany you through your inner battles. You badly want to go home.

You huffed and sat up, rummaged from your bag for some layers of clothes and hoodies, rolled up your futon and pillow and silently went out to the corridor with those tucked in your arms.

The corridor is still lit, thankfully, and you were treading ever so silently so as to not wake the coaches sleeping on this floor. You have made it outside without any incident. You heard laughs from the second floor and found that all the boys' rooms are still all lit up. Your worry about being seen creeped in so you purposely sped up to the pathway to the side of the first gym where the penalties were held.

You felt excited for this night is so starry. And you suddenly missed your window sill back in Miyagi. Stargazing is your go-to when you have nothing to hold in your arms. It will surely lull you to sleep. It will be cold, but at least.

After smoothing your futon against the trimmed grass, you lay down and breathed in the Saitama night summer air, giddy that you could see the stars here clearly with all the lights turned off. It's dark but it's okay. You have been so accustomed in darkness to be bothered by it.

Your eyes were dancing from star to star and it felt like hours already until your mind drifted to Kei and his attitude earlier that night. Your gaze blanked as you remembered everything he said and why he said it; Why he felt like that.

Kei wasn't like that before. He used to be so passionate with the sport. But then, after what happened with Akiteru and his lies, added by you and your downfall, he changed. He saw Akiteru cry when your family went all back home after you all discovered his lies about being in the roster. Akiteru was broken hearted, yes, but it broke both of you more, broke Kei more. Akiteru was his hero, his idol, and seeing him like that and lying, the sour change was inevitable.

But the pain didn't stop for Kei there.

He saw you worked hard for your dream of being included with the aspiring players for the national league, to be known throughout Japan. He saw how you chased for it and win every match there is to reach Yoyogi Gym. But he saw you fall unconscious in the middle of that big game, just a step away bringing that national trophy.

You ended up in the hospital that day, with a devastating diagnosis. It broke him more, broke your family too. And you are to blame.

If you just heeded and took it easy in sports. If you have not just ignored the first signs.

It sucks to draw the shortest of all the sticks. It is your fate, but it doesn't mean you're notー

A squeaking step broke your train of thoughts. It came from the pathway. It was followed by a silhouette of a tall man. Initial fear creeped in as you can't seem to see the face of the approaching man. When he passed the threshold of the moonlight not too far away from where you are perched in your futon, the glistening white ends of his hair and his gleaming golden eyes came into view, not too obscure to not notice in this darkness.

He was heaving, and had a futon and a hoodie with him, and he was staring at you with anーis he irritated or something? You heard yourself scoff.

"You know, you're not supposed to be around here at night, alone with your thoughts." You turned your gaze away from his figure and stared at the swaying branches of a lone tree nearby.

"I'm sorry for Kuroo. It's mainly to mobilize people, motivate, but he's bad at delivering it and I'm aware of it." You stayed silent, hiding half of your face on your hoodie as you hugged your knees.

Rustles were heard beside you and you fought the urge to glance at it, knowing he's laying his own futon next to yours.

"We heard yourーuhm.. exchangeーfrom the gym. It's.. a little loud to not hear." You buried your face more to your knees, groaning low as you heard a low chuckle.

"So... you don't mind me being here, right?" You stiffen at his question for it has to be answered. And you're not sure how to not sound like you haven't been crying.

When you decided to just shake your head, you heard him hum in response and in the corner of your eye, he had laid back on his futon, arms under his head, golden eyes stared at the vastness of the starry Saitama skies.

The silence he offered for an hour was calming your nerves. Your still glossy eyes locked at his swaying feet and you blinked as it tranced your mind.

"Can't sleep." You murmured through your hoodie after an hour of silence with him, through the silence and rustling soft winds and the crickets harmonizing the night.

A questioning hum was quickly quipped, like he was waiting for you to speak up and break the silence between the two of you. You're glad he's not prodding. He's just.. waiting.

"There's just so much going on right now." You offered with a whisper, hoping he could hear.

"Thenー" You sighed in relief. "ーyou should unload some of it for you to be able to wear your mask again. Andー" He grunted and you heard shuffles and shoes were placed at the end of his futon. "ーit's okay if it's not with me. As long as you let some of it go."

You can't see him from your peripherals, but it felt like he sat up, legs still stretched and swaying. "Ahh~ it's really full of stars tonight!"

You stayed silent, rather enjoying the silence and his company. You felt comfortable and at peace andー

"If your dreams shatter in front of you after working so hard and so long for it, what will you do?"

He exhaled a long breath before resuming his leg movements. "Well, I would move on and do my second dream."

"Second dream?" You queried back, curious about his answer.

"Yeah? I have six dreams as of the moment, the first is for Fukurodani to become the national champion in the Interhigh and Spring Interhigh. If by any chance that that won't happen then, I'm going pro after I graduate instead and make a name for myself."

You gulped as you found yourself dumbfounded. All your life you have stucked your life direction to just one goal. You never had thought of doing anything else other than that. That was your compass, and when it crumbled last year, you were lost. Your life's meaning went to shambles too.

And then, this man in your right came along and blurted things about having many dreams, reserved dreams. It was pulling you to somewhere alien to you.

"You don't have any other dreams!?" He sounded scandalized at that, he even peeked at your side, wide golden eyes on you. You suddenly felt yourself tearing up and your mannerism exhibited unconsciously as your breath hitched. "I'm sorry Y/n. Was that a little loud? Sorry, I was just.. surprised."

But you were already shaking and crying from the realization, you can't control it. You're embarassing.

A hand came rubbing your back tentatively, touch hesitating. "I've been in an illusion all this time." You scoffed at yourself. "IーBokuto-san," You gulped before you continue, "I may have ruined things for Kei because of that illusion. He saw how I suffered when my dreams shattered last year. You see, I dreamt of doing nationals come highschool and make a name for myself enough to be a representative for the World Camp but something happened and I can't fulfill that dream anymore. And Kei saw everything and it made him hesitant to try his hardest for he saw pain when I did the same."

"There are also things that I can't tell my family ever since that day. And it's killing me already because I know it will hurt them one day. It will shatter them and it's scary. I just want to run away and be alone. I will hurt people as long as I'm breathing." You sniffed hard and wiped your snot with your hands.

"And you know what, Bokuto-san? I don't even want to be famous! I just want to excel in volleyball, to make my mom and dad the proudest! And now, they're allーOh, it's Tsukishima Y/n, how intimidating~ーAh! It's Y/n! We're doomed!ーCan't they just act normal!?"

"Andー" Your lips quivered as you stopped yourself, realizing you ranted almost half of your worries to a total stranger. And you almost told him about something you weren't even sure you wanna talk about. You buried your face in your palms and sobbed there.

You scolded yourself over and over at your outburst, worried what might the man beside you think. It was all shallow. Still too shallow than what you have kept hidden. Still too shallow to rant about. Oh my God, Y/n, you're really a shame.

The negative thoughts devoured you and you just want the earth to swallow you whole with your sobs right at that moment. You were anxious for the longest time and today may have peaked because of the exchange with Kei. If screaming just won't endanger your body, you would scream at the top of your lungs.

"You're beautiful."

"Huh?" You whipped your tear-and-snot-filled face to meet his eyes. His voice was breathy and his face is full of amazement and you can't even understand why. "What?" You might've heard it wrong. Fuck, your snot's doing their job against your ears. You're hearing things.

"You're beautiful."

Bokuto repeated with a boyish grin and a new batch of tears streamed down your face. You groaned and sobbed harder in your palms as you can't believe what he just said.

You're beautiful.

How could he say that? How could he say that now? Is he blind? Can't he not see? You're full of space debris, inescapable blackholes and exploding supernovas. You are not beautiful.

You felt his hand smoothing out your back again, his tentative touch seared through your hoodie and shirt, straight to your skin. "It's not okay now, but soon it's going to be. You'll figure it all out soon."

You squeezed your eyes shut, face pressed against your knees to stop the tears from falling. You fell silent with him again, his hands moved so slow on your back and it is relaxing.

It's not going to be okay. It'll never gonna be okay, butー

"Thank you." You whispered and turned your head to face him, offering him a small smile, cheek still against your knees. "Thank you, Bokuto-san. I find those things so hard to say out loud. But you made it easier. You somehow made it a lot easier."

He mimicked your body language, cheek resting on his knees too and smiling. "Glad to be of service." You sighed and buried your face again to your knees. "You're.. still shaking. Do you need a hug? Or can I even touch you? I'm sorry I touched you, I rubbed your back."

He saw you peeked to see his face and he got all nervous, he started scratching the back of his neck and pouted. "The last time I attempted to touch you, I was blocked by your friend."

Ah. Like everybody else.

"Any suggestions for a second dream?"

You veered from his topic. He might've noticed it for he came silent for a while, but he smiled nonetheless. How can this guy be so kind? It's scary.

"Well, what do you want to do?"

You exhaled a full amount of stress out of your nose as you felt the wind fanning against your face softly. It's warm now. Maybe because you have been curled up with your hoodie on for quite some time. But it's warm now.

What do you want to do huh. You never thought of that before, except for that closed goal. And every decision you'll have right now doesn't count as a goal for you. But if you'll think about it..

You hummed, biting your lip in deep thought. "Maybe.. make things easier for Kei, as an apology?"

Easier. But you already made it harder for him ever since you joined the team and be a hard-headed sister. He didn't vocalize it on your face, but he hates it and he worries so much about you. You're a burden now.

But you want him to take his moxie back, and succeed.

"Maybe improve his social and sportmanship, volleyball skills, overall? I know he loves volleyball. And I want to create an environment where it'll be fun for him."

You were on a roll as you laid out all what you want to do from now on. It was hesitant at first, but the man beside you showed no resistance and just listened to you, attentively. He keeps on egging you, encouraging you to do more, plan more. He's even more hyped when you talk about your visions of the future, future for Kei and for the team. But he offered a bit of resistance when you told him you wanted Karasuno to be the champ for Spring High. You laughed at his challenge.

He's warm. He's a light-source. He's an unknown force. And above all else..

He's.. pulling you out of the black tar.

You pursed your lips as you laid down on your futon next to him. He just asked why aren't you sleeping yet. It has been an hour after you have resolved your feelings and outbursts. And you were both just talking nonsense, mostly about his Kuroo, Kenma and Akaashi.

"I don't have my plushie. I can't sleep immediately without it."

He stared at you, full of confusion. "Can.. I do something about it?" You looked at him, bewildered at the offer.

It was almost two weeks since that day you saw someone who looks a lot like your horned owl plushies. You remembered staring at that crouching man, on his knees and apologizing about spiking the ball straight to your face. His hair, his brows and his eyes, his total expressionー

You grinned at Koutarou. "Can I touch your hair?"

He might've been so repulsed at your request that he sat up almost immediately. You bit your lip in embarassment. You were about to take back the request when he stared back at you.

"Will that help?" You blinked your eyes in confusion but you nodded eventually.

He silently stood, and you initially thought that you blew the budding friendship you have with him for the last couple of hours. You annoyingly shut your eyes and pouted in regret.

But you opened your eyes when you heard the scrunch sounds of his futon and you saw him repositioning it, perpendicular to yours, the head on your tummy's side. Your lip would have wounds in the morning because of your incessant biting. He's adorable, you can't help it.

Koutarou glanced at you after he laid down comfortably again in his futon. "You can touch it now. It'll help me sleep too, so win-win."

He grinned at you and it made your heart calm, it made you smile back and reach out to his hair. He reached out for your tentative hand and helped you card his soft locks. When you got the rhythm, he smiled eyes closed, his feet seem to dance at the sensation.

What surprised you was when he moved up to rest his head on your tummy and murmured, "This okay?", eyes still closed you thought your hands in his hair really is lulling him to sleep. You hummed in approval, still carding his hair and occassionally rub your thumb to his ear.

You woke up to the sound of your phone alarm. You and Koutarou had made plans about the morning after, now, and you have to move fast or you're both going to get it from your teams.

You sat up and found him face down on his pillow, back on his futon, hand ghosting yours. You smiled at his soft snores, and the funny way his leg hiked up to his body in the comfort of his sleep. You fought the urge to snap a pic of him.

You poked his broad shoulder and he lowly hummed, it made your back shiver at the sound. You bit your lip before poking him again. He murmured something before opening his eyes, staring sleepily back to yours. It was awkwardly silent for a minute, crickets still rang in the wee hours of morning.

"We have to get up, Y/n." You snickered at his drawling husky voice, for you are already up while he's still sprawled at his futon.

"Yup. We still have to shower and do laundry."

"We're not showering at the same time okay? Have to guard you while you shower." He murmured as he sat up, yawning after. You stared at the expanse of his back as he stretches and you smile.

"Okay."

You got off your futon and rolled it with your pillow, Koutarou doing the same with his. He's being pouty because of his incessant yawns, too cute.

"Bokuto-san." He looked down at you when he reached out for your rolled futon to carry it for you. "Why are you doing this?"

His lips scrunched to one side while he thinks, staring up to the skies, throat bobbing as he swallows a lump. He suddenly hummed and looked down at you, same curious but sure golden eyes.

"You feel like Kaori and Yukie, but more. Much more. You feel like Kuroo and Kenma at times, Akaashi even. But much more. Even if I just knew you."

Your confusion got the better of you as you stared at him too confused at his words. He paid no mind explaining it as he leaned to your face, but comfortably out of your personal space.

He smiled so warmly before saying, "I'm glad I met you again."

And it had your heart pounding uncontrollably, but suspiciously painless. You're aware your eyes widen as his eyes seemed to grin as he still stared at you and your reactions. You can't explain what's happening. All you know is there's a question waiting to be asked. Your hands went clammy at your sides, fisting your sweatpants as your knuckles shake.

"ーafter 2 weeks. I want to meet you again and again after this, hm?"

He grinned at your face but that follow-up phrase relaxed the hell out of you. You snorted and smiled back at him in relief.

"Glad I met you again, too, Bokuto-san. Thanks for accompanying me."

He reached out for your head and ruffled your hair as he smiled so brightly at you, along with his eyes so golden. You'd think there's a star directly infront of you while there are more above the Saitama skies that hour.

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FUN FACTS ::

1. Tobio and Shoyo just barely passed the 80 percentage of the supplemental exams, instead of the 90 percentage the vice-principal mandated them days ago during the wig scuffle.

2. Upon arriving, Shoyo puked at the court, the other boys had to mop it but the stench was still there Asahi had to puke too because of the stench.

3. That night with Eri and Bokuto, with Akaashi and Kuroo, Bokuto was bringing a cold compress and tissues for Y/n, thinking that her nose is still bleeding.

4. Kiyoko continuously teased Y/n throughout the day with Bokuto but it's oblivious to everyone around. Y/n kept pouting while shouting corrections to the team because of that, and Bokuto and some of the boys in the court notices that cute pout.

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nicka-nell · 2 years

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Okay, okay hello writer! I love your Atsumu angst fic so much! It was so sad when he said "be happy my dear" 😔 So i thought maybe i can request something too? It's maybe too dark so if you don't want to write for it i totally get this. And that's fine. 💕 So i thought the reader had a miscarriage and they or someone else informs the husband and how they react and they try it again at some day and they have a rainbow baby? 👶🌈 Can you do it for Atsumu because i need some love for him, and Wakatoshi? He's my himbo If you don't write for him, maybe you can write it for Semi? Thank you sooo much and if you don't like to write it, have a good time and please ignore the requests. 😊

Hi Anon! Thank you so much, it makes me happy to hear that you liked the Atsumu fic. And omg yeah I swear in my head I wrote the following sentence: Atsumu wakes up, sweating and realizes that he had a nightmare. You’re still lying next to him with that little baby bump. :’D For your request, that’s really a heavy topic, but I tried to write for it. A friend of mine had a miscarriage and has now given birth to a healthy daughter, and oh, she’s so damn happy. You can’t imagine that. May the little family always be blessed with happiness and health. ♥ I wrote for Atsumu and Ushijima. I think after Daichi and Ukai, Ushijima was the third Haikyuu character on my simp list heh. Hope you like it ♥w♥

Rainbow baby after miscarriage

Pairing: Ushijima x reader, Atsumu x reader

Warning: miscarriage, mention of blood (only Atsumu), angst, fluff

Ushijima was just at an important volleyball game when his mobile phone rang on the coach’s bench. Once, then twice, three times... His coach felt that it had to be something important. That’s why he had asked the manager to answer the call if the phone should ring again. And it wasn’t long before the fourth call came. The manager went out and came back in with a somewhat shocked and horrified expression on his face. The trainer’s eyes also widened as he searched for the replacement sign with the number 11 on it.

The shrill whistling sounds, and everyone looks puzzled at the number that is held up. Ushijima is sure that it is a wrong decision, because he is in top form. Nevertheless, he follows the instructions, leaves the field, and sits down next to his coach and trainer with the same indifferent expression, even if he is stumped internally.

The game continues when his coach hands him his cell phone and the car key and looks at him with worried eyes. “Ushijima… For you, the game here is over today. Your wife had tried to call you, or rather, a nurse tried it. Please, you should be with her now. Something bad has happened…”

The words sink only slowly into his thoughts. His body feels cold despite the sweat and the sport. He should be with you now… these words are heavy in his stomach, the only two words that come softly over his lips are “the baby...”

With his cell phone and keys in his hand, he rushes out the door. No matter that he still has his jersey and sports shoes on. He doesn’t care that his bag is in the locker room, he just wants to see you.

With every step in the direction of the treatment's room in which you sit, Ushijima has the feeling that every step becomes heavier, more exhausting. In front of the door, he feels fear for the first time, afraid of what awaits him.

The door opens and the sight that gives itself to him makes him stand rooted on the spot. Crying, you sit there. A doctor sits in front of you and tries to calm you down, looking sadly at Ushijima as he realizes what is happening here. Automatically, his steps carry him to you as he stands in front of you, taking your curled up body firmly in his arms. Now even harder you cry, cling your fists in his slightly damp jersey, can not bring the words over your lips.

“It’s okay, I’m here… cry if you have to…” These are his only words for the next few minutes, because he just wants to be a good support for you, wants to be strong for you, even if the news just makes him despair from the inside. Even if he himself is overwhelmed with the whole situation.

It takes many months for him to see you smile again until you can slowly talk about this topic. You had many appointments with your gynecologist, who had told you that a miscarriage does not mean that you can never try to bring a child into the world again. But your body needs time, as does your mental state.

By now you feel that you are getting better from day to day, you can handle it better, but still you sometimes have these dreams that show Ushijima and you with a baby in your arms. Again and again you wake up, cry quietly to not wake Ushijima until you fall asleep at some point. Today, you also had such a dream. But when you wake up, the bed is cold. Ushijima is not lying next to you and you wonder if it is already morning and he just went out jogging.

But the clock tells you that it is in the middle of the night, no time for him to leave the house. Questioningly, you look at the closed door, see the light in the hallway shine, and decide to look for where your husband is.

As quietly as possible, you go out the door. All the doors in the hallway are closed. Only one is open, the door of the children’s room. You had already bought a bed, a changing table and a few small things. You had even bought a small baby bodysuit and had surprised Ushijima with it when you announced that you are pregnant. Oh, how happy he was, even if others might tell you he just had this stoic expression, like always. But you saw the tiny smile, these loving eyes, and the way he kissed you.

On tiptoe you walk towards the room, looking through the open gap as you see the outlines of Ushijima in the dark. With empty eyes, he sits on a stool, has his arms on his thighs and looks at the fabric in his hands. The small white-blue striped onesie. You don’t see it exactly, but his hands are shaking. Ushijima was there for you, he was strong for you and had always calmed you when you were feeling bad, told you in his usual deep but calm voice that everything will be fine. Now he’s sitting here in the dark, alone… Heartbroken… Whether it is better to leave him alone?

No… he was there for you, you were there for him. Your steps are still quiet as you walk towards your husband.

“Toshi? Toshi, I’m here…” Your little arms gently wrap around his muscular, trembling body and for a moment he holds his breath. Almost as if he’s wondering if it’s right to show weakness, since it’s probably you who should suffer the most. But he can’t help sighing, leaning his head against your stomach while he looks up at you.

“Today would be the day. The date of birth…”

“I know, I know, Toshi.”

“I’m sorry you have to see me like this now.”

“No, please don’t say that. It’s okay. You’re always so strong, you support me so well. As your wife, it’s also my duty to support you on good and bad days. Please… when I’m weak, please be strong for me. I promise that I’ll be strong for you, if you need some rest, if you feel like everything is too much. I’ll be there. Now and always.”

With all these words, you stroke his hair, smile at him even though you know he probably can’t see it. Yet your words surprise him. Ushijima already knew that you are a woman with a strong personality, who is also loving. Even now when he feels like everything is too much, that he can’t always be the strong husband he wished to be, you stay strong for him. Around you, it’s okay to show weakness. He utters a deep sigh before kissing your arm that still embraces his body after brushing his lips against it.

“I love you.” he whispers and enjoys just listening to your heartbeat. A heartbeat full of love and life.

“Toshi… I want to try it again. Someday… I want a little family with you.”

“I want that too..”

And it was like you promised. A year and a half later, your pregnancy test was positive again. Before every appointment with the doctor, you were worried. But no matter how afraid you were, as promised, Ushijima was strong for you if you were not. And the months passed. Month after month, the probability of losing your baby decreased and your joy increased.

The night before the calculated date of birth, your amniotic sac broke. Ushijima immediately took you to the hospital and accompanied you all the way through the birth. He said little, actually nothing, just held his hand out so you could hold on to him, blot the sweat off of your forehead with a towel and gave you a glass of water with a straw to drink between each contraction. He was just there, and you were so glad that he didn’t want to appease you with words like “It’s going to be all right”.

And then there it was, your miracle, your little angel.

The loud cry of your baby made your heart jump thousands of times. Tears flowed into your eyes when the baby was placed on your stomach for the first time. You could finally see the little miracle that was nine months in you. After the happiness that rages inside you, you signal to the midwife that she should give Ushijima your little daughter and the sight of the two you will never forget.

Ushijima stands there, looking like a deer in the spotlight at the tiny figure in front of him as the midwife presses his baby into his hands. It feels so surreal. This is your child that winds in his arms, and it’s so, so small. For the first time in his life, his eyes get warm, burn as tears of joy run down his face. He looks at you wordlessly. Yet you can read his words in his gaze.

This is our baby.

Without answering, you nod happily as Ushijima mimics your expressions and lifts your little daughter up, smiling, to give her a gentle kiss on the head. “Daddy will always protect you and mommy.”

He never thought he would ever be so happy. He always wanted to have children with you, but he can’t describe the feeling he’s feeling right now. This exhausted but incredibly happy smile on your lips is the most beautiful he had ever seen. But he probably looks as happy as you right now. Because now you have your little family.

Atsumu was with you when it happened. He had just put the food in the fridge when he heard your loud and panicked scream from the bathroom. You went to the toilet because somehow your abdomen had felt strange. For fun Atsumu had said that you can not have your period and just in the same funny mood you had stretched out your tongue and answered him “I know, you idiot.” But when he sees you in the bathroom, he has the feeling that his stomach is turning. That he feels sick.

Your eyes, smeared with mascara, look up at him, your body trembles and in your hand you hold dark red toilet paper. It’s so red because it’s full of blood.

“Doc… We need to take you to a doctor…” These are the only words he can say with his frozen gaze when he leaves everything else and drives you to the hospital. The five minutes in the car seem like an eternity to him. Every traffic light is red. In front of him drives an eighty-year-old grandpa who does not find the accelerator and he can not overtake. And then it goes on with the doctor. You wait for what feels like an eternity until the doctor picks you up and examines you.

At no point have you stopped crying, are still beside yourself because you are afraid that you may have a miscarriage. And when the doctor looks at you with a sigh, his mouth becomes narrower and he clicks with his tongue, you would like to hold your ears shut, listen away from what he says now. Atsumu realizes that you are suddenly even more tense than before, grabs your hand firmly to show you that he is with you when the doctor talks.

“Miss Miya, I’m sorry but your baby... Now how can I say this… This is your first pregnancy. Such a miscarriage happens more often than you think. Yes, actually, many women have one. It may sound hard, but at some point it will work. I’m sure about that.”

You don’t know which part of his words hurt you more and made you angry, his ‘that’s normal’ or his ‘at some point it will work’ and you’re not the only one who can’t believe how tactless the doctor is. The grip on your hand becomes looser and although your vision is blurred, you see this disgust and hatred in Atsumu’s face clearly.

“It’s normal…. Try it again… how big of a sonofabitch you have to be… so tactless and disgusting… to say it like that?”

Atsumu is angry, angry about this doctor, angry about his stupid period joke, angry about your family just being destroyed. You didn’t deserve that! So why? What have you done to make such a cruel fate happen to you? Why are you so hated?

“Excuse me?”

“Tsumu please…” Your trembling voice makes him forget for a moment that he would have liked to have punched this doctor. This is not the time to get upset, not when you’re having a mental breakdown. As loving as it is currently possible, he takes you in his arms, pulls your face up to him and gives you a kiss to look deep into your eyes. Knows exactly that no matter what he’ll say, it’s wrong. But saying nothing is worse.

“Hey baby, I love ya okay? And, and I’m always by yer side, okay? Please don’t give up.”

Don’t give up… words that come so easily over his lips, although he himself just does not know where to put his emotions. In addition, on the same day, back home, Osamu comes by, holds a pack of Onigiri in his hand and shouts through the hallway, “Have an extra portion for my favorite pregnant woman.”

He had wondered why no one opens the door even though the light was on. He thought you were in the bathroom and Atsumu, as always, does not want to go to the door, so he had unlocked it with the second key to put the food on the table and to leave after telling his brother he’s a jerk. But the food slips out of his hand when he sees you both at the end with your nerves in the living room.

He had never seen you or his brother in such a condition. He doesn’t have to ask to know what happened. A quiet “M’ sorry...” is the only thing he says before he goes to you and takes you both in his arms. A hug you both needed somehow.

For days you could not sleep. The miscarriage robbed you of the quiet nights. And as if it wasn’t bad enough that you lost your baby, Atsumu gets bombed with questions by reporters again and again.

“How does your wife manage to be so slim despite pregnancy?”

“Will it be a boy or a girl?”

“Do you already have a name for the baby?”

“Will you take a break from volleyball when your child is born?”

He had never given an answer to the questions. Wasn’t even ready for it. Today he was asked again in an interview how you and the baby are doing, whether he is already looking forward to becoming a father. He can no longer… He had tried to suppress every question, but he can no longer.

“How my wife is? Well, she feels like shit! Why? Because we lost our baby and YOU can’t shut yer fuckin mouth with these stupid questions! She should be pregnant for 6 months now and ya really think she’s still thin like that while havin a child in her belly? No! We lost our baby months ago and now stop these shitty questions!”

Still in his outburst, the reporter told the cameraman that he should turn off the live broadcast, but the entire world knew now. But for Atsumu it was like a blessing, because all the burden, all the anger, was suddenly blown away. Since that day, they have not asked him about the baby. You too have not been bothered with questions and you could focus on being there for each other more.

More months have passed in which you were healing together. Months of focusing on each other. Back to your original happy form. Even if the miscarriage is still deep and heavy in your bones, you feel it has strengthened your relationship. Because no matter how bad it was, Atsumu was always at your side, you at his.

Over a year has passed, and now you are standing together in the kitchen, cleaning up the groceries when you take a pack of tampons in your hand and want to bring them to the bathroom. Heavy memories come up in Atsumu as he watches you go into the bathroom, but his voice stops you from stepping out of the doorway.

“Hey babe?”

“Mh? What’s the matter, Tsumu?”

“I - I really would like to try it again… I mean… only if you -”

“Yes, Tsumu. I would love to.” Atsumu didn’t have to finish his sentence because you knew what he wanted to say and you’re happy because you don’t want to give up on the dream of a small family with Atsumu.

As if fate wanted it that way, it worked right the first time with pregnancy. Both of you were extremely happy. This time you wanted to keep it to yourself as long as possible until you would tell the others. Only Osamu knew.

Atsumu would have to lie if he said he was not afraid. The fear must have been bigger with him than it was with you. To see your sad face again, to hear this crying day and night, to know that they again forbidden you to have a happy family, all that he does not want to imagine. He couldn’t bear to relive this nightmare. Couldn’t bear to see you so heartbroken again.

Yet he doesn’t have to, because you are pregnant with a healthy baby until the end when you go to the hospital with Atsumu a few days before the due date because your amniotic sac has broken. Your husband is a bit overwhelmed with the entire birth, but tries to support you as much as possible, telling you again and again how proud he is of you, that you can make it, that you are strong, his number one. And when the baby is there, briefly screams and is placed on your stomach, Atsumu has the feeling he tips over immediately with joy.

Relieved, you take your sunshine in your shaky hands, enjoy feeling the skin of the child that was in you for so long to feel his breath, his heartbeat. Smiling, you close your eyes, are just overjoyed when Atsumu bends over to you both, gives you a kiss on the temple with the words “I’m so, so, so proud of ya, pretty.” before he looks at his son, takes his tiny hands into his and gets glassy eyes.

“Mommy and daddy love you so much, my little one.” This moment he’d remember forever. Forever he would carry this feeling in him how it was when he first held your little mini-you in his arms.

Atsumu thought your wedding day was the day that made him the happiest man on earth. But today, to finally hold your baby in your both arms, to feel how lively your little boy is, makes him the happiest man in the entire universe.

#haikyuu x reader #atsumu x reader #ushijima x reader #wakatoshi x reader

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ghostlygeto · 2 years

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ahh I'm really relieved to hear that^^ in that case, I would like to request #28 'no one ever cared about me like you' with ukai, please <3

i’m going to pretend it didn’t take me two weeks to write this. feel free to request more and i promise i will write them<3 in a timely manor…hopefully

pairing: ukai keishin x reader

warnings: drunk ukai, mostly just hurt not really any comfort but happy ending ish????

wc: 550

28. "No one ever cared about me like you"

Before, Ukai never found himself jealous of inanimate objects. But then he met you, like really met you not just seeing you and knowing your name. Falling in love with you proved only one thing to him; that he was incredibly jealous of inanimate objects.

He found himself jealous of your comforter, keeping you warm and safe while you slept. He was jealous of you phone, getting to be the first time you looked at in the morning. Hell, even the disposable coffee cups you drank from every day, getting to touch your lips so frequently, filled his stomach with jealousy.

Ukai had no idea that this is what it really meant. To be in love. But god, he was so glad it was with you.

And he told you that, the night he confessed to you. It was cliche, made you feel like a high schooler again. But Ukai opened his heart up to you right there in the pouring rain in front of the store he helps run. He couldn't stop the words from stumbling out of his mouth. And he could barely look you in the eyes until after you had kissed him and told him you accepted the confession.

That day never left Ukai’s mind. Not even on nights like tonight when he’s drunk and alone, thinking about the memories you share.

You had cut things off after just over a year, telling him you loved him but he was putting too much focus into volleyball. You were right, there was no doubt. He spent countless days staying up far too late and getting up far too early. Sometimes ditching pre-made plans because he needed to help them practice or needed to rewatch the most recent game one more time. It became too much for you, having an absentee partner. And Ukai understood that, so he let you go.

But now he’s drunk and thinking about the night he had confessed to you, he found his hands moving without thought. Hovering over to your contact before pressing the call button. Had he been sober and thinking straight this never would have happened.

“Ukai?” He grimaced at your use of his last name, “I know it’s you. Are you okay?”

“‘M fine,” He muttered, not really sure what he was doing. “Jus’ drunk and thinking of you.” Sober Ukai would be cringing and angry at Drunk Ukai, but that didn’t matter now.

“Are you at least at home? Or do I need to come get you from somewhere?” Even now, months after things ended, you still cared about his well-being. Of course you did, Ukai was pretty sure he had never met a more kind-hearted person than you.

“Y’know, no one ever cared about me like you,” Ukai’s words were slurred, but not enough that you couldn’t make them out. His words made your breathing stop. “If I could go back in time, I’d change it all. Never’d neglect ya,” You were annoyed that he was ignoring your question, but something about his confession squeezed your heart.

“Call me again in the morning, okay? When you’re sober. Maybe then we can talk about this more.” You sighed, wishing him farewell. If you hadn’t regretted ending things before, you certainly did now.

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You, me and the moon (Sitting next to the window sill)

pairing: tsukishima kei x fem!reader

notes: i just read "In another life" so i must make it everyone's problem now.

warnings: ANGST!!!! mentions of death/character deaths, swearing, undiagnozed medical condition, fluff, canon wise but kind of an alternate universe, suffering, unhealthy weight loss.

plot: Y/N Y/L/N loves the moon

Tsukishima had always spent his walk home, alone.

Sure Yamaguchi would walk with him but that was only up until a certain point of the neighborhood and then he was left to go on alone with his favorite music blasting through his headphones. He didn’t mind. In fact he loved being able to listen to his playlist in peace.

However, life works in unexplicable ways and nothing ever stays the same.

"Gather around we have some news for you" Coach Ukai announced as the team swarmed around him and... the cute girl that hid behind the blonde dyed male on the entrance of Karasuno's gym "This is Y/N-san, she's a first year and she will be practicing coaching with me"

Tsukishima knew her from their shared class but they had never once interacted, she had only spoken to Yamaguchi, a mere question about whether their home teacher would be absent that day or not. When Yamaguchi and Tsukishima had been walking home after school, Tadashi made a comment about how the pretty girl in their class had also been incredibly kind and sweet.

Tsukishima paid no attention. It's a random girl.

"Tsukishima-san and Yamaguchi-san are in my class, it's also really nice to meet the rest of you here too" she spoke in a low voice and bowed humbly. Yamaguchi blushed and bowed back but Tsukishima simply just scoffed and looked away.

"Be nice to her" Daichi scolded the taller male immediately as Tsukishima rolled his eyes and eventually bowed back, hoping that would make his upperclassmen get off his ass. As if.

In the following days Tsukishima had found himself in a very awkward situation as Yamaguchi had found out that Y/N lived really close to the area they both lived at and it would only make sense if all three of them walked home together. Kei wouldn't really talk to her. And he wouldn't really talk to Tadashi either. The young girl and his freckled faced friend seemed to hit it off especially well, indulging in timeless conversations that he couldn't find himself joining.

Y/N lived only three block away from Tsukishima's house which was about 4 blocks away from Tadashi's house, meaning that him and Y/N would spent the time together until they reached Tsukishima's house and yet she wouldn't talk to him and he wouldn't talk to her. It was a slightly awkward yet not uncomfortable silence until they would eventually have to say "Goodnight" and then the cycle would repeat itself every day for weeks.

"Goodnight, Kei" she yawned before moving to wear the pair of ear buds that had previously been dangling off her neck

"I'm going to walk with you a bit more" Tsukishima spoke startling the young girl "They said in the announcements this morning that some creep goes around and picks on girls so,I'm walking you all the way home" He shouldn't care. She was just a girl.

However, the fact that he “didn't really care” isn’t enough to make him the asshole that would just leave a 16 year old girl walk back home alone with a weird old guy on the loose.

"You dont have to Kei, I can manage" She spoke, shying away from the tall blonde "Thanks for the offer though I really appreciate-"

"Don't make this weird, I'll walk you back home and then I'll head back myself" He said as she sighed in defeat and led the way to her house. Tsukishima couldn't help but think as to how he'd never noticed her especially with how close they lived to each other.

"Kei?"

She begun addressing him by his first name a few weeks ago and he never actually seemed to mind when she did it. Not that he would ever admit it though.

"Hm?"

"What music do you listen to?"

"Why do you wanna know?"

"Well I see you walking around with your headphones just like me all the time and I've been wondering what's your music taste like" She expressed, eyes fixated on the moon that shined brightly in the dark sky

"I dont know I just listen to anything I like"

"Well I wanna know what you like"

Why is she suddenly so talkative with him? She didn't have to just cause he was walking her back home. He didn't care about her so why did she care so much about his music taste.

"I like-"

And then Tsukishima found out just how easy talking to her really is.

(__________________________________________)

A month later and it became daily routine for them to listen to songs together as they walked back home, sharing Y/N's earbuds, while in silence. There was no need for words to be spoken. From up until then, the silence between them had been comforting and a part of their evenings.

Tsukishima often caught himself wondering whether she lived alone or not since her house always seemed dark and... oddly quiet? He really couldn't explain it but sometimes it looked as if she was the only habitat. He never asked.

The song ended right on time that they reached her house. The two friends bid their goodnights and soon Tsukishima was back at the comfort of his own house, ready to have dinner with his mother and older brother,Akiteru.

"Saw you walking with a girl earlier" His brother teased,causing the younger blonde to roll his eyes and pick on his mashed potatoes.

"We share classes and shes learning to coach in my volley club"

"Just that?"

"We are friends too, one could say"

"Hey what's her name? She seems oddly familiar"

"Y/N Y/L/N" at the mention of her name, an uneasy silence filled the room as Akiteru and his mother shared sad looks "Why are you guys looking at each other like that?"

"You dont know?" Kei raised an eyebrow and shrugged, taking a bite off his cutlet "Her parents both died a while ago in a car accident and her older brother was left to take care of her. He goes to my college so I doubt she has company at home most of the time" His mother sighed sadly "Poor girl, I can't imagine what she's going through, my heart breaks over thinking about her alone in that big house"

And Tsukishima Kei was at loss of words.

Sure he had suspected something had been off about her home life but he would never have been able to suspect something like that. Even he felt bad about it.

"Kei, how about you invite her over for dinner tomorrow?"

"What?"

"Invite Y/N-san for tomorrow's dinner, my heart would feel more at ease if she at least came over for dinner,we have enough food to spare"

And Tsukishima scoffed, what an inconvenience.

He didn't want her to feel like he pitied her no matter how much he claimed that he didn't care about what she thought. The thought kept him up that night, thinking whether or not he should invite her over like his mother recommended. Fuck it, he muttered and grabbed his phone, looking up their chat.

From Tsukishima Kei (Sent at 00:30AM)

《Hey, you up?》

Y/N:

《I'm up, is everything okay?》

Her reply wasnt even a minute late. Tsukishima tried to shake the image of her alone in a dark room waiting for someone to talk to.

Kei:

《Why are you up dumbass, it's a school day》

Y/N:

《Why are YOU up?》

And only then did he realize just how stupid his question really was

Kei:

《Mom saw me walking you home and she wants me to invite you for dinner》

Y/N:

《Damn, Kei, what are we?》

Was that an attempt of flirting? It was probably just her joking.

Kei:

《Shut up. You coming or not》

Y/N:

《Sure :) See you tomorrow at school》

Kei:

《Go to sleep dumbass》

And then Tsukishima had another reason not to sleep for.

(__________________________________________)

After that day it had become an everyday occurrence that Y/N would have her dinner at the Tsukishima household and then Kei would be walking her back home, keeping up with their routine of sharing earbuds and listening to music.

For once, Kei seemed to enjoy a habit that involved another person’s company. Over time he grew really fond of Y/N and genuinely looked forward to spend dinner with her every single day. And at times Y/N felt that she was at Tsukishima's house more than her own.

She didn’t mind. Her house was lonely and cold and cooking dinner for one was a chore since she never got the portions right. She'd either end up with too much or too little food,no matter how much she loved cooking. Now she didn't have to ask her brother for as much money either, feeling less guilty over how her brother insisted her to live her teenage years as normally as possible and have him pay for her expenses. Besides that, she loved Kei's mom company and she...

She also loved Kei's company. She really did.

Tsukishima had been so used to having every dinner spent with her that when Yamaguchi suggested that he wanted to invite Y/N over for dinner at his house Kei couldn't wash down the bitter taste in his tongue.

"She's already coming to mine"

"But Tsukki-"

"No"

"Maybe we should ask her and she what she wants" Tadashi suggested while they were in the gym as he called out for her. Not much after, she joined the conversation between her two closest friends "I was thinking that maybe you could come to my house tonight for dinner for a change, I can walk you back home right after too" And Tsukishima gritted his teeth awaiting for Y/N's response.

He really didn't want her to accept. Who was he going to listen to music with? He had been dying to show her that one song he had discovered. And who would his mom talk to about netflix’s true crime documentaries and what would he do after dinner? She simply shouldn't go.

Waiting for her response felt like hours and he kept reminding himself, why do you even care? Because if his mind slipped, he would have realized he didn't just care because of their shared routine.

"Im sorry Yams, Tsukishima's mom already told me she'd make me my favorite dish today, thank you so much for the invitation, maybe another day we can all have dinner together?" And at her words, Tsukishima felt a smirk creep up his face, his veins coursing with satisfaction when Tadashi kindly nodded and changed the subject to something else.

"Why did you look at me like that when Tadashi invited me over at his, this morning?" His eyes momentarily left the plate he was washing to her drying another one

"Like what?"

"Kei"

"Well like you said mom made you your favorite so it'd be annoying to miss it" He stopped for a bit to pass her the wet plate "Plus Tadashi's mom doesn't cook that nice"

"Would you miss me?"

"What?"

"Would you miss me, Kei?"

And at that he let a laugh shake his body before flicking the girl's forehead,making warm water splash on her features as she whined, annoyed by Tsukishima's action.

"Idiot"

(__________________________________________)

Spring break was right around the corner and one thing occupied Tsukishima's mind. Would Y/N stop coming around? She usually came after school and on weekends she'd either be out with him and Yams, with the team or her older brother when he came to visit. He had wanted to ask her if she'd be able to go over at his house and claim that it was just his mom's wishes but a voice inside him stopped him from doing so by reminding him of how awkward it would make him seem if he asked her that out loud. Y/N wasn’t stupid. He needed to think of a different way to imply that he wanted her part of his day even during spring break without being too forward and yet he couldn’t think of anything good enough.

So one day after dinner, when he was walking her back to her house listening to a random playlist it came as a surprise to her that he stopped the song and took his earbud out all of a sudden.

"Kei are you okay?" She questioned, standing a little to close to his personal space, not that he minded anyways.

"What are you doing during spring break?"

"Eh not much i guess. My brother will be working at the city he's studying to so he won't be able to visit either"

"Good" he mumbled, making the girl slightly jump because, what did Tsukishima even mean with that "Then you'll be coming at my house every single day, or I can just come to yours" He said nonchalantly as he kept moving forward towards her home but it wasn't until a couple of steps later that he realized, Y/N hadn’t been walking along with him.

Instead she was frozen a place, her eyes glossy and a soft smile curling at the ends of her lips as she stared at Kei and just the sight was enough to bring color to his cheeks.

"Idiot"

From Y/N Y/L/N (Sent at 2:50AM)

《Kei? Are you awake?》

It had been one of the few nights Tsukishima had been up late without any reason, so as he heard the buzz of his phone at this hour he couldnt help the shiver that coursed through his entire body.

Kei:

《It's almost 3AM, are you okay?》

Y/N:

《Kei I'm so scared》

Kei:

《Y/N what's wrong?》

Y/N:

《I think I heard someone outside the house and i don't know what to do, I'm scared》

And no matter how strong he saw her as for being able to manage living on her own after everything that happened to her family, he was reminded that she was just a 16 year old girl. She still got scared over random noises and she was still afraid to sleep in the dark.

Kei:

《I'm coming over, don't open the door to anyone unless it's me,okay?》

Y/N:

《Hey you don't have to, I just needed to talk to you to ease my nerves》

(Read by Tsukishima Kei at 2:56AM)

Tsukishima left a quick note on the kitchen table and exited the house as fast as he could. He had wished it was just her imagination and not an actual threat tormenting his friend. Stupid, he kept mumbling on his way to her neighborhood. You are so stupid for making me do this.

Upon reaching her doorstep, he let her know that it was him knocking on the door and no longer than a few seconds later he heard the sound of her feet on the wooden floor, the sound making him smile a bit and then the door was flung open, revealing a disheveled looking Y/N.

Her eyes lit up when they met his and she pulled him inside the house, panting lightly by her small run to the door. She looked exhausted and yet she smiled and deep down she knew that Tsukishima Kei would've never done this for anyone else.

They spent that night on her bedroom, perched up against the window and gazing at the stars while soft tunes played in the background. They'd often talk about nothing. Tsukishima would spill random facts about the most random topics and she'd listen carefully, being the only person besides Yamaguchi that would listen to his random rants genuinely.

Tsukishima had noticed for a while that she loved to look at the moon. It's not like it was a big thing or anything, sure the moon was pretty but he was curious as to why she'd look at it with so much....devotion?

"You always stare at the moon, Y/N-san"

"It's so pretty, isn't it?" She admired,perching her chin on her hand as her eyes never left the sky. I guess so, he mumbled and she hummed "I have always loved looking up to it and now" She took a deep breath and turned her gaze at him who, instead of the moon, watched her intensly "and now the moon reminds me of you"

And with that she turned back to admiring the moon again, leaving Kei with a soft tint on his cheeks.

"Kei do you think we'll get to go to the moon together one day?"

(__________________________________________)

"I don't like this song"

"But I do"

"Well its bad"

"Well I don't care"

"You have shitty taste"

It was some time during their spring time that Y/N suggested they create a shared playlist filled with their favorite songs so that they could listen to when they spent time together and not only. However they constantly bickered over which songs would make the cut and even Akiteru from the next room wanted to smash his head against the wall due to the constant noise.

"Kei we'll make a compromise" She spoke seriously "If we put this song in, I'll let you pick the next one even if I hate it"

He scoffed and shook his head "No"

"But WHY?"

"Because my taste in music is amazing and you could never hate something I like" He answered with a smug smile on his face as she rolled her eyes and threw a pillow against him.

"Asshole" she whispered and added the song anyways "Hey what are we naming the playlist?"

"I dont know? Like something our names and stuff?"

"Okay 'our names and stuff' "

"Ha-ha very funny" He teased and leaned over shoulder to look at what she was actually naming the playlist.

Tsukki's and Y/N's playlist :)

"That's not my name, y'know"

"Kei-"

"That's right Y/N-san"

(__________________________________________)

Tsukishima wasn't really fond of the rain when he had volleyball practice. His shoes would get all muddy and the floor in the gym would get extra slippery. Not only that but he also seemed to always forget to bring an umbrella and he always had to squeeze under Y/N's smaller one, not that he minded,he could easily walk under Yamaguchi's and yet he chose to be under the strawberry pink almost kid sized umbrella of his much shorter friend. Both would start getting wet eventually and she'd complain about how annoying wet clothes on skin felt like, especially if they were made from wool. His glasses would get all fogged up too. It was an inconvenience to say that least.

"Tsukishima-san, have you seen Y/N-san?" Kiyoko questioned from the benches. She wasn't there? She never was no more than a few minutes late so it was unususal behavior for her to be this late. Tsukishima shrugged at the dark haired third-year and started pacing towards her.

"She's not here yet?"

"No, the rest of the first years don't know either and i sent yacchi to look for her a little earlier"

The whole scene felt scripted as the moment that Kiyoko mentioned Yacchi, she bursted through the doors, out of breath with a panicked look in her face, Takeda-sensei and coach Ukai being the first to approach the blonde first year alarmed. Tsukishima knew that something was terribly wrong.

"Y/N-chan is in the hospital"

Tsukishima was right.

(__________________________________________)

It had been a few months since Y/N Y/L/N had been admitted to the hospital and the doctors still hadn't been able to diagnose her with something in particular. Only thing they knew was that her condition would only go downhill if they didn't find anything to help her get better soon.

Her brother wasn't around much either. He had to work double the shifts just so he would've been able to cover the insurance for Y/N's medical bills. He would face time her any moment he could but soon, his facetimes were reduced to only phone calls. It was better off that way because he knew that looking at her now sickly and bony face would tear him apart. He had to stay strong for his younger sister. But seeing her at this state was enough to bring tears to his eyes.

People would visit Y/N every other day, whether it'd be her friends, the team with coach Ukai and Takeda-sensei, Tsukishima's mom and brother and yet, the one person that almost never left the hospital was Kei himself. Kei never left Y/N's side. He kept her company, fed and took her for walks around the hospital without ever getting tired of spending his time with her.

He hated hospitals and he hated that she out of all people had to go through that. Why did it have to be her? She already had so much on her plate and an undiagnosed condition that the doctors had zero clue on how to treat was the last thing that she needed.

A little after her condition seemed to deteriorate, Tsukishima started wondering whether there would be a day together that would've been their last. He wondered if he had to say goodbye and how his life would be without her in the picture.

It both pained him physically and mentally. For the past year she had been such a strong presence in his life that he knew without her, everything would be empty. He knew he couldn't do it without her.

Everyone often commented on how weak she looked now in comparison to her healthier days. Her eyes and skin didn’t have the same shine they used to and she had lost a mortifying amount of weight from not being able to process anything more than soft foods. Y/N was a living ghost, balancing between the world of the living and the dead every minute passing by.

Yet Tsukishima Kei never questioned her beauty, not even once.

As time would pass, less and less people would visit Y/N, opting to just text her from her mobile phone instead of visiting her to the hospital. They claimed that they weren't able to keep seeing her at her current state and that they wanted to remember Y/N like she always had been. Strong and healthy. Tsukishima would never let her know that though, he had a feeling that it would upset her.

Why the fuck do they keep talking about her like she's going to die? It pissed Tsukishima off. It really did. Yet it was a funny situation because the usually pessimistic Tsukishima Kei, was the only one left with hope in his heart.

Even Yamaguchi had started to give up hope on Y/N getting better and Tsukishima silently resented him for it. He understood that it was not the case but sometimes he felt like what people really meant to say was that she just needed to hurry up and die so that they could be able to go on with their lives properly.

He hated it. He hated it so much.

"Kei?"

"Yes?"

"Do you think I'm going to die?" She mumbled weakly, her voice hoarse from the minimum amount of speaking she had been able to do. Tsukishima looked at her sadly and moved to touch her frail hand, tracing random shapes on her skin. He honestly didn't know what to reply. He didn't want to upset her and yet he didn't want to lie straight to her face. He simply chose to change the subject and voice his opinions on something random, like the taste of the ice cream flavor she particularly asked for a few hours prior. "I don't want to die. Not yet"

He wanted to say something. Anything to comfort her and yet no words came out of his mouth as she struggled to speak.

"If I had one wish, I'd ask for us two to live forever" She smiled, staring off to nothing in particular. The hospital room didn't have the greatest view and from the layout of it, she couldn't stare at the moon anymore.

"You wouldn't ask to get better?"

"You silly, if I could live forever I wouldn't be sick anymore"

How he wished she could live forever. Maybe then he would've found the right words to use. She would feel loved and once they grew up and had stable jobs they would be able to live together and start a family of their own. If only they could live forever.

Tsukishima was never good with expressing his feelings and yet Y/N had never felt more loved by a person in her entire life.

(__________________________________________)

At times Y/N would express how much she wanted to be able to see the moon from her room. She knew that wouldn't happen though so she simply stopped asking about it. There was no need for pointless wants. However Kei, picked up on how she would gradually ask less and less about it, something that he found alarming.

He thought about asking her, or maybe he could ask the hospital staff to move her to a room with a better view but ended up opting not to since they'd brush him off for causing that much inconvenience over a dying girl.

It was 11PM on a friday that he noticed something different about Y/N.

She had been much more talkative that day. She spoke about anything and everything as she flailed her thin hands around, complaining about how the IV stuck on her arm couldn't let her express herself to the fullest. He chuckled at her dramatic demeanor and slightly scolded her as she joked that she should just rip them off for being useless and sabotaging her.

In his eyes it was her way of saying that she was getting better. Maybe the treatments had finally start to work. Maybe his Y/N was coming back and he wished that soon he'd be able to take her out to the cute cafe that opened near Karasuno and just maybe... He would've been able to sneak a kiss

At 11PM she grew tired, drained from the day of non stop talking and joking around with Tsukishima. When the doctors let him take her for a walk in a wheelchair after a while she even felt like it was the best day of her life. Her eyes felt droopy as she watched Tsukishima shut the blinds from her spot on the bed.

"The moon looks beautiful tonight, Kei, don't you think?"

"Hm? But you didn't get to see the moon tonight, idiot" He nervously chuckled,slightly confused over what she actually meant.

"Well I always think the moon is beautiful, Kei"

And as her eyes closed that night, she dreamt of the moon. But the moon had blonde hair and square glasses. The moon now loved playing volleyball and the moon loved Y/N Y/L/N.

And Tsukishima Kei knew that if he had a chance to go to the moon, he'd go with Y/N.

The end.

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