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constantvariations · 1 year
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Rwby V9C2. This time i decided to put all my thoughts down as i watched the episode (i know most folks do this as a massive series of reblogs. No thanks lol)
You know its gonna be a gr8 episode when the very first line is a disingenuous trope aware quip. No wonder at the new world, no anxiety about how to get home. Nope! Just... bland disinterest. Did Joss Whedon join crwby?
I hate Little so goddamn much. Idk if yall read that one teaboot post where they talk about their hatred of Olaf from Frozen but I am reaching that level of irrational fury
As much as I like the uses of sweat drops and pop animation and frustration speech bubbles because they're delightful anime visual tropes... it's wayyy to late to be introducing those now. This would be like adding farting unicorns to The Walking Dead after half the cast was eaten. Again. Once more, I am asking what the fuck the tone is supposed to be here
Why is it called the Ever After? Wonderland rolls off the tongue way better and makes more sense for the name of a new world/dimension/whatever
So glad to be getting the exposition on the girl who fell through the world now instead of any organic weaving into dialogue prior. I love getting my information shoved down my throat all at once
I do actually like them discussing the tale. Different takeaways from the same story are always fun. Wish it could've lasted longer, I really want more conversations between these guys that aren't always directly about the plot
Okay, Weiss's doubts are good to hear. Sound like a lot of the stuff we've been saying, which may or may not be on purpose. Strange she doesn't mention her family at all, though, just the downfall of Atlas. Would've been really interesting to hear her thoughts on her parents and brother
Little needs to die. Now.
Weiss going back and forth between freaking out about the impracticality of their situation and taking charge when impracticality occurs is jarring. Maybe it's the smaller nonsense she can handle and not the big, abstract stuff? Guess we'll see
"I've always wanted to be long, but I'm still small." That's the funniest thing crwby has written in the last 5 seasons and it goes to the worst character. Typical rwby lol
Yang is absolutely intolerable in this auction bit. Knowing she's in a strange and illogical world, her first instinct is to be a cop? I've seen children act less petulant than her. Also, any item bought is probably more easily stolen from the buyer than the racoon, so why isn't that even on the table right now?
Did these idiot townsfolk really not know the gimmick? He's been at this long enough to be immortalized in a fairy tale, and I highly doubt there's enough space in Wonderland for him to never visit the same place twice. Unless everyone's memories get reset after a certain point, they should damn well know the coon is a con
Also that sword looks like it should be in Halo. Guess old habits die hard
Not this fucking Scooby Doo shit again. Can these characters stop interacting with the loop de loop sections before I throw my computer into the sun?
Wait that's Penny's sword? It's ugly as shit why you gotta do Penny dirty like that again
I find Ruby's expression of depression to be highly unbelievable. The excuse for so long has been that she's been hiding her emotions for the sake of everyone else, which is a fair enough point, but now there's not even a token effort. No obviously painful smiles, no jokes she breaks partway through, no overcompensating by hyping up too much. Ruby might as well be the goth girl at the top of the skyscraper from the All Star Superman comic for all the characteristically realistic depiction of depression she has
It worked well enough when she was alone and didn't have to fake for anyone - which is why everyone was so excited for Ruby to finally be free to break - but that was nipped right in the bud, and nothing has grown in its place. It's just... disappointing
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bonesandthebees · 5 months
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NOT EVEN GIVING MYSELF TIME TO WRITE A N ENDING NOTE TO LAST ASK IM SPEEDRUNNING THIS SHIT IHKGYDD
NOOOOOO THIS HAS ALREADY GONE TO SHIT SO FUCKING QUICK WHATRHFUCK
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
THIS IS SO FUCKED THIS SIS FOSFUCKDJDKF
"This has happened before" oh my fucking god CHILLS what the FUCK
A FUCKIGN SYFRINGE??#?_?_!_ THAT ESCALETSD QUICKLY UH BEE WHAT THR RUFKCK???
What the fuck
NOOOO THIS IS SOO THIS SIS SPFCUCKSDUDPAHDODHSKFKDKDLF
NOOOOOO NO FUCKIGN WAYYY NOOOO THIS IS SO MANIPUTLKAITVEEE NOOO CANT U SEEEE NOOOO THIS IS WAY MORE FUCKED UP THAN I COULDVE IMAGINED HOKYFUCJINGHSITHSOSGSKFJSJDF NMOOOO NO WAYSHSKSKFLSLFJDK NOOODHFKDLD
YES TOMMY YWSHSOAHSLSJKD YESSJDJFKFL
What.
The. Fuck.
What.
What.
They can WHAT.
Omg jaw dropped ROCKETDUO?$??$?$?$ HELLOOOO
Oh god this chapter is fucking long I am terrified whaththefuck goes down ohkygoddd aaaaaaa
Pausing for now until I get home so I dont like have to wait an hour right after reading an almost death shfkfkfkfkkdkk
Okay back woot woot :D
Snuggled up in bed with my fairy lights on under two blankets and in my PJs I AM READY!!!!
OH MY FUCKING GOD WAIT.
JUST REALISED
SMOKE.
FIRE.
STATUE.
OH FUCK
NOOOOOO THIS IS SO EVIL OHKYFUCGODJDODJFLGKGLG
NOOOOOOOOOOO
WAIT. I DID NOT READ THAT RIGHT. HOLDUP. I JUST. NO. NO WAY. JACK DID NOT. THERES NO FUCKING WAY. WHATHTHEFUCK. OHMYGOD?
NO
WHAT
NO
OHMYGOD
NY MOUTH IS HUNG OPEN IN SHOCK WHAT
I'm putting onmysuperangstynplaylistforthissholyshit
Oh
My
God
I know he has the syringe but..but. but. But. But. But. But. That is traumatizing that is fucking traumatizing
Bee is this u practicing writing MCD for roses LMFAODJFKGK ohmygodddd I'm ow ow ow ohmyfuckingofdo ohmygod ohmygod the TRAUMA the fucking TRAUMAS the curse??? I mean. He's gonna come back to life but he died holyshit. Is Wilbur eve r gonna not wear a blindfold I'm insane. I'm so insane. I cannot. I don't even know what tod o ohkygod ohkudoboghdnsmfjfdls
This is so fucking cool I'm fucking obsessed
Oh god....
Oh god.
Ow.
Ow.
Ow.
Everything hurts.
Everything hurts.
Ow.
HOW DID IT GET EVEN SADDER??$?$?#?#?$??_?_?_$ TOMMY FUCKING DIED IS THAY NOT ENOUGH OHMYGODDDD
It wasn't your time... That's totally why she didn't show up yes yes [cries]
HOW IS IR GETTING WORSE
JUST LET RHE BOYS REST OHMYGODDDJAKSHDKFKFLGF
WHERES PHIL AND TECHNO KHMYFUCGODDDDD
YESSS FUCK U SCHLATT MOTHERFUCKER!!!!
YESSDJFJGKDKFK I WAS WAITING FOR HIM TO USE HIS EYES AS A WEAPON YESSDDJFKGKD
Ily ranboo
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
That was so intense aaaaaaaaaaa
I don't even have WORDS, I'll probs have words once I read all the other asks but man. Man. I'm in shock. Wow. That was. So intense. Ohhhh my godddd so cool tho so so cool I'm gonna fozpsjdkf explodes beeeeee beeeeeee you're so good at writing holyshitttt this was such a satisfying climax ohmygoddddd aaaaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaaaa
I'm not going to get over Tommy waking up and just. Demanding why Kristin wasn't there. That's so. Ow?? Ow..ouch. ouch. Ohmhgodddddskskfkdkskfjfkskf
Beeeeeee beeee I am not okay bee ohmygod diaowjdoxishdkskdjf
At least I can unmute the tags now woOOOO FJFKFLDLFLGLDKFLFLGG EXPLODES IM SO GONNA REREAD RHE SHIT OUTTA THE REVIVAL SCENE OHKYGODDD OUCHH OUCHIE OUCHIE OUCHIE I NEED DADZAAAA
ch 27 time lets go icy
yeah things go to shit really fast lmaoooo
loved finally getting to talk about the pythia curse story I've had that one written up for a while
the syringe is a surprise tool that will help us later :)
that whole convo was soooo manipulative and fucked up but also!! wilbur pushed through!! he held onto himself he's made so much progress!!
smoke :) tommy's lungs :)) jack manifold is there :)))
maybe it's me practicing my MCD writing for rose who knows you'll have to wait and see on that one lmao
tommy died and came back but death wasn't the great thing he'd always been promised it was. it wasn't warm and he wasn't comforted. he was cold and alone and terrified.
AND FUCK SCHLATT
thank you so much icy I'm so happy with how that chapter turned out. it really felt like the perfect climax to everything i'd been building towards the entire fic. so glad you enjoyed <3
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lexysstorm · 6 months
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Live thoughts while reading Thunder:
- why did frostpaw just use the word hours?
- please gay frostwhistle please
- goosegrass? I think thats a new one.
- AAAAAA i just want to read frostpaw pov shes the only one im interested in but ill give the others a shot
- LILYHEARTTTT queen
- if squif doesnt become leader i will be very unhappy
- OMG IVYPOOL DEPUTY????
- ok but why is night going with them i dont see a point
- i really really really hate the decision to pair sun with night it doesnt feel earned. Just let sun be in shadow its so much more interesting there
- ok sunbeam show me whatcha got
- stop being stinky lionblaze
- BAHAHHA BERRYHEART????
- ok she kinda right tho- does look kinda desperate sun im sorry girl you dont need no man
- ok i like spark and finch WOOO
- really love how berryheart trespassed just to whine at sun for leaving
- FROSTPAWWWW
- i dont remember smoky being this nice but ok
- FROSTPAW KIDNAPPED BY PEOPLE???
- FINALLY someone brings tree up in all this
- thats a HILARIOUS trial idea actually
- THE KIT SWEARING LMAOO
- finchsun please
- i think its kinda dumb that riverstar is here ngl- then again i didn't read his super edition
- OH MY GOD SHE GOT SPAYED?? IM
- theres goes my frostwhistle😭😭😭
- another traveling book im
- LMAOOOO NIGHTHEART IS SUCH A BAD CAT???? Hes going for fame😭😭😭😭BROOO
- oh my GODDDDD sunbeam girlie PLEASEEEEEE LEAVE HIS ASS AFTER THIS IM BEGGING
- OH MY GOD SQUIRRELSTAR????? HOLY FUCK
- STOP BEING A BITCH LIGHTLEAP
- i am actually very interested to see what tree comes up with for a solution
- what if frostpaw brings a cat back from the forest territories to be riverclans leader wouldnt that be STUPID
- OTTER MOMENT
- usual nightheart L
- ok i have a pool and a cat that goes outside and the pool cover does NOT bend under her weight💀💀💀theyre made to support a humans weight just in case (i think, dont try that)
- yeah frost is kind of carrying you night step up ur game
- dovewing ur right to be defensive queen- kind of shitty of ivy to be kind of trying to use her like that even if i do like ivy,,,
- omg "im not letting you manipulate me into manipulating him!" PERIOD QUEEN
- berryhearttttttt whatre you planninggggg
- cherry fall is right just give it a lil shove- im sure they could aim the rock to not hit a den
- i bet the black cat that refused to eat with the park cats will be rcs next leader but that's a crack theory
- meditating cats
- ok well. Why cant she just. Learn everything she needs to abt meditation real quick then go back to rc
- WERENT YOU SHADOWCLAN LAST WEEK HAHAHAHAH FROSTPAW
- YOURE NOT GOING TO SHOW US HOW SHE REALIZED??????????? HELLO?????
- oh nevermind okay
- "ive always known" SUREEEE unless im forgetting something from previous books, you didnt suspect a THING frost
- ok so her name is rook, ill remember that
- wait. Waffle. Waffle that won the contest? WAFFLEPAW????
- Worse than you imagined??? what does THAT mean
- READY AS ILL EVER BE
- cherrfall sus
- Cherryfall?????
- OH MY GOD QUEEN SHIT SUNBEAM HOLY SHIT
- sunbeam u really need to tell someone what youve seen and heard istg
- wow the big reveal nobody saw coming. HEY i DO like the idea though! Frost getting manipulated by her mother and a cat she loved is pretty fun to read, more interesting than nightheart. Even sunbeams pov has been pretty fun. Honestly if night didnt have a pov/wasnt a main character i would love this arc a lot more! And if sun didnt switch clans smh MAKE HER GAY HUNTERS
- ok well. Frostpaw. Dont. Do it. In rc camp??? Do it at a gathering- so EVERYONE knows
- oh my god is she actually gonna do that?? Lets go????
- oh my GOD NO WAY ARE THEY GOING TO VOTE HIM OUT??? TIGERSTAR II IMPEACHMENT????????
- wait dont the medcats have to be w the impeachment squad or am i misremembering
- ok good someone brought it up, but there should be a rule that if the medcat is closely related to leader they should be excused bc of conflict of interest right?
- YESSSS PUDDLESHINE
- uhuh SUREEEEE podlight
- NONONONONONONONONONONONONO
- THATS IT?????? BRUHHHH
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yuukei-yikes · 1 year
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Which is better? Hs harutaka or POST STR harutaka?
why is this written in a funny font. am i the only one seeing the font. i feel so intimidated. like damn bro ill answer put the gun down
anyways neither of them is better or worse i ❤️ both. One cannot exist without the other. both are good they're just a little different dynamics 🙏🙏🙏 like one is awkward cringe teenager crush and the other is married era. you know. how do u compare. like both are good?? its just in one theyre younger and in the other theyre older (= yet to be traumatized vs traumatized)
personally i do like seeing post str content a little more just because ITS THE HAPPY ENDING YKNOW..and its haruka&takane finding their way back to each other after everything and i i i i i *descent into madness* also i think there's generally a lot more fan content set in the hs days so i sigh longingly abt post str content everyday. but cringy hs harutaka has to exist to give place to cringy older harutaka you know!! they can be like oh my gooood our ocs. we were so cringe. anyways our wedding rings should say player 1 and player 2. that is so not cringe like we used to be :333 like theyre still very much cringe you know. but they think they arent. they're like we're GROWN now we aren't LIKE THAT anyway asterisks nuzzles&kisses asterisks... :3 xddddd!!! because they compare to how they used to be and the bar is low and also theyre so happy that theyre together that they kinda. cant see how fucking embarrassing they are. thats what live shintaro reaction is good for 🙏
like im sorry im all for blushing mess takane and stuff like yeahyeahyeah i get it but girl.... i hate when ppl make it like she totally reverts back to how she used to be. like u cannotttt miss the point so badly. takane never thought she'd see haruka again her ass IS NOT wasting her chance being that embarrassed now. that's a huge pet peeve i have with fan content like both in hs/str settings where takane can't behave like a normal person around haruka like that's SOOOO untrue. they're best friends she's totally normal to him even if she gets silly sometimes. like there are so many examples but my favorite is in the sixth novel when takane calls haruka on the phone and she's kinda like OMGGG IF U WERENT BUSY ID TOOOTALLY WOULD'VE TAKEN U SOMEWHERE YOU WOULD'VE LOOOOVED... and haruka's like UM HEHE next time ok!! and takanes like NOT GONNA HAPPENNNN❤️❤️❤️ stupid fucking cringe ass flirting sorry like. sorry. not only is she able to speak normally but she cringely flirts with him. and when ppl make it like she can't speak while around him or is just grumpy 1000% of the time it makes me sick. LIKE haruka describes her as easily excitable and like a gentle girl and i ugh *BITE BITE BITE BITE BITE BITE* SHE'S SO INSANELY MISUNDERSTOOD BC PEOPLE WANNA PUT HER IN THE TSUNDERE BOX SO BAD
also COME ON what i love abt her is that as soon as she figures out she likes him she makes a run for it and despite she's terrified she wants to tell him?? and none of her thoughts are abt OHH BUT WHAT IF HE DOESNT LIKE ME BACK like TAKANE NEVER EVER wonders if haruka likes her back once she figures it out. only ayano's lesbian ass says anything abt haruka reciprocating or not. she's not worried abt being rejected... or she dies before she could worry LMAOOOO but she's just terrified she cannot tell him how much he means to her. and then she really CANT tell him, and she has to live with that regret for what she thinks is gonna be forever, but then she DOES see him again. she IS able to tell him. sorry. she would be so insanely cringely embarrassingly happy that she doesnt give a fuck abt being all blushing COME ON. ofc she would get embarrassed but no more or less than haruka lol. and haruka is like WHAA??? MEEEE??? NO WAY....MEEEE??? OMG...HEHE... WAIT MEEEE??? FOR REALLLL??? HEHEH....WAIT LIKE MEEEE!?!?!?!?! the sillies *goes crazy* theyre so cringe and gross kissing together but good for them
and i KNOW how in their chapter together in the eighth novel takane's kinda grumpy but listen. i will defend her here. they LOST. novel route is not a good ending. and takane HATES LOSING‼️‼️‼️ haruka literally comments it, like he says takane hates losing. like am i forever mad jin robbed us of seeing them actually reunite and we only get a short as hell little moment between them that compared to everyone else's moments feels slapped on last minute? yeah a little. is it still well written and a rly solid harutaka moment? yes🙏 like not only the bit abt haruka saying he loved takane's snippy attitude but also ene's high energy and etcetc but like. ausnfknxoenxkeix GOD i love at the end when takane smirks and then haruka thinks abt how easily influenced he's always been by her and also smirks and theyre just kinda smirking to each other like HEH HEH HEH.. YEAH NEXT TIME WE WILL WIN. fuckingidiots smiling like that ABOUT THE FACT THEIR REALITY IS ABOUT TO BE RESET AND ESSENTIALLY ARE ABOUT TO DIE ONLY TO MEET AGAIN NEXT TIME AND GO THROUGH EVERYTHING AGAIN. BUT THEIR ASSES ARE LIKE >:3!! LITERALLY SO SILLY. sorry. i love them. i excuse takane grumpiness for this reason like it was NOT an ideal happy ending so ofc she wasn't super into it 💔
AND ANYWAYS IM PROVEN RIGHT BY LOST DAY HOUR MANGA *KISSES AND TUCKS IT IN BED* LOST DAY HOUR MANGA💞💘💖💕💝💝💗 TAKANE'S SO CHEERFUL IN IT🥺🥺🥺 AND IVE ALWAYS KNOWN. IVE ALWAYS SAID IT. AND THEN THAT CAME OUT AND I WAS PROVEN RIGHT. NEVER FUCKING DOUBT ME
i need to explode. or whatever. My dumbass thinking this was gonna be a short reply
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tumbleweeddesktop · 2 months
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WEH IM SO HAPPY YOU LIKE THE REDESIGN IGNDJFBSJBFJDJF fun fact it started when i made him in a picrew way back and i got the idea to just go ham with his design XDD i dont know why it just happened
AND SINCE YOU DONT MIND MY PROJECTING I CAN SHARE SOME OTHER HEADCANONS I HAVE ABOIT HIM !! >:D
He's autistic as hell and possibly has adhd too, like you cant tell me this bastard is neurotypical
Hypermobility <3<3<3 he constantly puts himself in the weirdest positions and claims its comfortable. The downside is joint pain 💔
He actually doesn't take care of himself very well. Its better now that he's with Nanami but he used to be an absolute mess mentally and physically
Talks A LOT to whoever will listen, but he tends to stutter when hes excited or stressed. ALSO VOCAL STIMS. Hes pretty much never quiet even when not talking, constantly making random noises and humming to himself esp when hes bored
LOVES doing little crafts, those beaded bracelets he wears? He makes those himself, and actually had tons of them, but they often fall off or break in battle (these things never hold on that long i know from experience) so he constantly makes new ones. Also he def makes them for his friends too. Nanami has one he always wears but its usually hidden in his sleeve so Gojo doesnt mock him about it
ALSO LIKE YOU SAID WITH SEWING!! Ive actually been meaning to get into it myself and thats literally perfect for him... he def has an evergrowing army of little plushies he made himself <3
And adding to what you said about him making bread for Nanami, he overall likes baking and cooking. I saw other ppl saying Nanami is good at cooking too, so i feel like while he stays with more savory things, Haruta def specializes in sweets.
Sensory issues galore! Hes very sensitive to certain sounds and despises loud noises, so he often carries around headphones to shut himself off if needed
Okay this one is super self-indulgent but. Despite his luck and overconfidence he is Very prone to stress, which leads into stress eating, which leads into him being a bit on the chubby side..
LASTLY BC DAMNIT THIS IS GETTING TOO LONG. He is huge on PDA. Constantly holding Nanami's hand and hugging him and stealing kisses here and there. Nanami found this annoying at first, but now he just accepts it -w- oh and overall Haru is super clingy in private too like its impossible for Nanami to pull him off sometimes hes like a tick <//3
Okay thats it im going now bye sorry theres so much TwT
YES YES YES TO ALL OF THIS LMAOOOO
Wait can I respond with how Nanami interacts with your hc with Haruta??? Cs I have some ideas, well some doesn't relate to Nanami but SHSUSUSHSHHS
During a bad sensor day Nanami leaves him alone cs sometimes the presence of other people nerved him and can make it worse (im projecting but shuhshhhhhhhh)
Haruta definitely does some yoga after noticing his joint pains getting worse, and he's really into it because it slows his mind down and once he got good at the more complex positions he starts doing it randomly to relax himself
Their condo has like boxes of craft supply, like beads, fabrics and patches, embroidery supplies, and the end products as well just displayed on every surface possible. Some students that visit ended up wanting some of them and Haruta just gives them away.
His sewing venture is disastrous at first, but after a few lessons he got the basics down and starts making progress. The first good (in his standards) thing he made is a tie [Im actually projecting abt sewing cs im do sew but SHUSHSHSHSH]
Nanami "I'm-only-tolerating-your-touches" Kento when Haruta goes away on a prolonged mission :
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MINE'S ALSO LONG LMAO BUT YEAH SOME OF MY THOUGHTS ABT ALL THIS LSJSHDJSJFHHSJAJ
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ppl were so shocked by the gotg christmas special reveal, like bestie are we forgetting that peter's dad was mad trash? worse than thanos imo! and ppl really thought he would randomly adopt an orphan??? nah. it's not in his character, but it is to leave one of his children alive if their powers are useful which is why he didn't kill mantis. when you think abt it it's not that surprising. but omg it was so sweet how peter just hugged her it was so cute. nebula getting rocket bucky's arm too LMAO.
Dude facts though! Way worse than thanos for sure! 💯 I didn’t know people got shocked about that tho lol! The christimas special was just everything overall! I WAS SO HAPPY FOR ROCKET FOR FINALLY GETTING BUCKY’S ARM LOL! We all know how much he’s been wanting that! I was cracking up! And Mantis giving Drax his little weird man a.k.a his elf lmaoooo! It was so cute and Peter and Mantis are definitely the siblings we didnt know we needed! 🙌🏼 I’m still shocked over the third movie trailer and just GAAAH CANT WAIT! ✨ Also how is no one talking about what a bop the christmas song they invented in the beginning was? I can’t get it out of my head lol!
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catfish-and-the · 2 years
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rnating. u can scroll past
i dont even kno where to begin everything is just bad and everything aches and everything is empty and each waking moment just feels Bad and its hard to sleep and the Bad feeling wakes me up in the middle of the night and its the first thing i feel when i wake up is just Bad and e mpty and its been over a month and when i say ive tried everything to feel better like i have lmao ive tried all thrhee types of antidepressants and ive tried nicotine and weed and positive reflection and gratefulness exercises and not self h*rming and doing physical exercise ive tried going out to socialize more often and scheduling time out for hobbies and ive tried surrounding myself with the color yellow and eatinng a better diet and keeping up with self care and getting therapy and staying hydrated all at once all at the same tiem and still still it feels like this and im really just. i really feel like it wont get better lmao this really feels like a brand new low and ive just been feeling like this for at least a decade if not longer and i hate living like this but nothing fucking helps in fact like i said ive felt worse than ever before it just doesnt feel like it will get better no matter what i do because i feel like ive done almost everything i could possibly do and it just hasnt worked. and i feel like its only going to get worse because the future is Ass like the news and the gov and the politics and the climate and working your whole life away for nothing and im so scared ill get a job that i dont like and make everything so much worse and im just so mad and sad because i switched out of my old phsics major bc it was too much for me and it destroyed my psyche bc me and my friends would like spend 6 hrs after class in the student tutor room trying to get help for one proble and the tutrs didnt even know how to solve it and i was like i cant throuw my youth away doing this because i already did that in high school and it got me fucking nowhere so i switched out to have time to live life but then covid happened and i was too late anyway bc by then everyone had their friend groups already and still now i dont have. like. friends lol. so i switched out of my dream major but there was no life for me to live so it really feels like it was all for nothing and also idk if this is for everyone but weed out classes made me feel brain damaged and like destined to be stupid even now im like im not smarte nougha dn im not tough anough and im not reilient enough and it has instilled in me this forever guilt and forever self doubt idk how to explain it i just feel so bad bc i really did like physics i just wasnt smart or strong enough i guess lmaoooo but the thing is if i knew thhat there would be no life to catch up on. i wouldve just stayed in that major bc i didnt need to do anything else. now im in english w all the time in the world and straight As and my friends dont invite me to their hangouts.
and then theres also the fact that idk i feel bad saying this but for some reason ppl of my own gender and race dont like me lmfao like i still cant believe ppl of my own race and gender would like. try to get me to not be on the elevator at the same time as me we r both waiting for the elevator and then she gets in and closes the door on me when we are BOTH WAITING THERE. and this has happened w several complete strangers several times and im like what do u have against me fr im trying so hard to be a better person im trying so hard but it feels so u nfair. and the beauty standards are so extreme and i never fit in and it makes me feel like shit and guys of my race will always call me ugly completely unprompted or something and im just like. im just trying so hard. and i have 0 social skills bc i spent all of my time as a kid studying bc i love avademia and it was the only thing anyone ever respected me for cos i was always the kid that was the butt of jokes and pranked on and left out so i was like i have to be smart if i want to be respected but then i have no social skills but i still dont have any lmao and i feel so lonely bc i dont know how to make deep and close connections and ive never been in a relationshipand “everyone will get their time” or whatever but the lack of experience is scary bc i feel like im goonna fuck something up inevitably bc ive never done this before and/or i will have trust issues and self confidence issues bc of how im always treated and its like yeah enjoy being alone but i have been alone my whole life and i feel like ive exhausted everything out of it i want connections now i want to share things now. going to restaurants and parks and shops by urself and having a good time is fine but i have been doing that for over ten years im old now i want. i want to share my life w someone but theres no one to share it with lol. and the longer i go without sharing it it just feels like the less hope there is for things changing. i tried googling how to socialize and make conversations and form closer bonds but it just doesnt work and i feel like i was never destined to be happy or have good things bc everything ve tried at never has worked out. i wanted to go to a nice college and failed. i wanted to be a physicist and failed. i wanted to make friends and failed. i wanted to be ina band and failed/ i wanted to make my own career and failed. its been over ten years. i want it all to stop i dontn want to try anymore i know how it always turns out.
#and i feel like i have to get a nice job bc like#in my culture the children care for their parents right and i have always felt like a parasite child#to my parents so ive always wanted to like take care of them annd just like be nice to them back so#i thot i could get a good job and send them money but this job might kill me bc i dont like it#but i also feel like i cant ruin their legacy bc they were immigrants and worked rlly hard to get#to where they are now and i dont wanna fuck that up but like oh my god#oh my god idk everything hurts so bad#and ive grown to be so bitter and so angry bc the way im always treated and ill be rlly curt#towards ppl that dont deserve it so the guilt just keeps piling up but ic abt control it either#bc my parents also just put this stress on me and also dont help w me socializing like every summer#i come back bc i have to but then my friends on the rare occassion they invite me i cant go#bc my parents dont let me#idk im just so sad and bitter and angry and full of guilt#when i was a kid i made a promise to myself that i would try to make the best life decisions so that this wouldnt happen#but i ended up becoming the very thing i swore i would never become and it is just so sad#its just the fact that ive done everythingin my power to help for as long as i could its been several years#and its only gotten worse but i know i even tried to d ie several times ad failed at that too#i dont know what my next option is everything hurts and i want it all to stop i just want everything to stop#and w grad school approaching im burdened w another decision of. leaving my band and starting over#or staying in a place i never wanted to be anyway and i donnt know what the move is#im so out of hope im contemplating op iates or xan or something bc i dont know what else to do ive tried#ive tried
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clanwarrior-tumbly · 2 years
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HIII ITS ME💪💪
OKOK SO- THIS IS IN A WAY SPECIFIC ??
(also i cant tell if this is against ur boundaries so if it is just feel free to ignore it !!)
SO IVE BEEN LIKE- BEING HARASSED BY A FEW OLD, TOXIC FRIENDS (thats the part that may or may not be against ur boundaries cause like- toxic relationships except like- its not like- uh- in at toxic relationship if that makes sense lol-pls tell me if it is ^^) BUT LIKE- ITS BEEN A TOUGH COUPLE OF DAYS LOL, VERY MUCH NEED SOME PHIL COMFORT FOR IT LMAOOOO
AGAIN IF THIS IS UNCOMFY PLSPLSPSL TELL ME- OKOK THANKS BYE ILY/P
Oh this is fine! Not against my boundaries at all. I'm sorry to hear you've been harassed and I hope this scenario I thought of helps <3
.........
Managing a Freddy’s establishment wasn’t exactly what you or Phil dreamed of. But as his assistant manager (and bf) you both made it work somehow.
While he handled the paperwork you usually scoped out the place to make sure things were running smoothly.
One day you find some people harassing Toy Freddy when he’s just trying to sing a song, mocking him and calling him mean names.
And they were grown adults, for that matter. Which was even worse.
You go to confront them is but suddenly recognize the group as your old friends. A mean bunch that you previously cut out of your life.
One of them spots you and says “oh hey [y/n] long time no see, you're working at another one of these dumps?”
“..uh yeah.”
“Why?”
“Come again?”
“Everyone knows what happened at the last place. Did you forget five kids vanished under your watch?” Another sneered, backing you into a corner. “I bet you had something to do with it..or maybe your stupid boyfriend did. What’s his last name again? Guy?”
“It’s pronounced “Gee”, for your information.” That irked you. Even after all these years their toxic attitudes didn’t change. “Listen. I won’t hesitate to kick you guys out. Now leave Toy Freddy alone-”
“But what if he bites another kid???” One feigns a terrified look, before laughing. “Can’t wait to see your stupid asses get sued. Maybe you'll be out on the streets. It’s what you deserve for working in this trashy place.”
Their immaturity was too much for you to handle, but before they could mock you further, they see Phil coming up behind you, literally seething red.
“At least [y/n] is at a job he loves. What the hell are you all doing with your lives besides being disrespectful fucks?” He’s speaking irrationally calm, though you knew he’s pissed off. “I won’t say this again: Get. Out. NOW!!!”
All at once your ex-friends flee the restaurant and you turn back to Phil, grateful he saved you.
“Thanks, hun.” You smiled, sighing as you looked down at your shaky hands.
‘When did they start doing that?’
“Of course. I guess those were the friends you mentioned..” He notices your hands and takes them into his own. There’s guilt flashing in his eyes, and a bit of lingering anger. “Why would they say those awful things?”
“Once an asshole, always an asshole I guess.” You shrugged, feeling a lot better now he was here. “They won’t change. But that’s fine. In the end I’ve grown and they didn’t.”
Phil was silent as you both went back to the office, and once there he suddenly turned around and hugged you. “If anyone ever harasses you like that again..please let me know. I’m always here for you, even if I may seem busy. You can always talk to me about anything.”
You were surprised, but smiled and hugged him back, feeling warmth and happiness in your chest.
“Thanks, Philly. Since when did you become so affectionate at work, hm?”
“...j-just now.” He blushes, hiding his face.
‘What a protective man’ You felt like the luckiest guy in the world.
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violetnotez · 3 years
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Haaaaiiii! I don't know if you've done this before, but can you do a headcanon with Midoriya, Bakugou, Todoroki, and Kaminari (separately) dating a slim thicc reader who's waaaaay to kind to everyone for her own good? Sorry if that was specific lol. It just suits my life.
HC: Slim Thicc + Overly Nice Reader | BNHA
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Music Genre: Pop | BNHA
Characters: Midoriya, Bakugo, Todoroki
Warnings: cursing, suggestive content
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Shop Owner Note: The fuq how did you describe me in four words lmaoooo-I really liked this idea alot!!!!! Also I only did Bakugo, Izuku and Shoto caus emy brain got fried, so hope thats okay!
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Midoriya
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THIS GIF ISNT APART OF THE HC AT ALL I JUST FOUND IT AND NOW IM FEELING SOME TYPE OF WAYYYY😳😳
Midoriya most definitely drink his respect women juice
He was raised by his mother after all
BUT
doesnt mean the boy cant be a little perverted-
He just loves your body!!!!!
How can he NOT love everything about it, from the way your school tights slightly squeeze your thighs to the point where he feel like he cant breath
Or when you wear his shirts and its tighter around the chest and flowy around you waist
Mmmmmm lets not forget your hero suit- this man would probably kiss the shoes of the person who made your suit
Cause DAMN they really made it as tight as possible and he just loves it sm
Lets be real this dude has probably popped a boner by accident just thinking about your hero suit 😶
ANYWAYS 💀💀💀💀
He is very much respectful about you and keeps his raging hormones horniness to himself
He is ALWAYS making sure you feel comfortable in your relationship, whether its from holding hands to cuddling, he will always make sure you give your consent
Now, when it comes to your kindness, this is something Midoriya probably loves the most about you
But he does find it really concerning when he notices you say “yes” to everything somebody asks you to do for them
And running yourself down, not looking as energetic as yourself
He is very observant, so he notices little things that signal you are little overwhelmed 
Like your clothes arent as perfectly ironed as they used to be, you seem to be forgetting your own things while remembering to bring everybody else’s, your smile seems strained, and you just look stressed
He is so incredibly empathetic- it pains him to his s/o look so distraught 
It does anger him a bit that these people can so easily take advantage of you, and not even care that you arent feeling your best because of what they asked of you
But he swallows down the anger, offering to help you with whatever you need at your dorm room
He tries to make it as stress free as he possibly can, bringing your favorite snacks and playlist of music to calm your mind
But at some point hed give you a very gentle talk,,,,
He knows you havent been feeling too great, whether you deny it or not, and he wants you to know that its perfectly okay to not say “yes” to every person
He knows you mean well and you want to help everyone out of the generosity of your heart, and he loves that about you
But you as a person are important, and you come first over anyone
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Bakugo
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Like Midoriya, just LOVES your body
Like cmon, how can he NOT
Dude is a ass+boob man change ma mind 
At first he deifnitely denies it-
Him??? Stare at your ass??? Pshh he was looking at the oven baka, if anything your ass was blocking his view-
You would know you caught him red handed cause he face would get redder than Momo’s hero suit and he would actually stutter—-
Which would make him extrmeely annoyed and he’d be cussing a storm+be in a grumpy mood for an hour or two
But once you two get more comfortable in your relationship-
NO HOLDING BACK
He will have use every opportunity to just be meannnn
And by mean
I mean turn slapping your ass into some sick game
Like if you dont yelp and cuss him out whats the point?
Once he slapped you so hard he legit left his big ass hand print on your butt cheek and you were about to slap his smug ass back....
But off a 50ft building  🙃
Also a big softie too
Like when you to cuddle he loves cuddling into your chest 🥺🥺
To him it’s just so comfyyyyyyyyyy
Honestly, Bakugo can’t understand at all how you can be so nice to people
It confuses him???? But he finds it really....nice???
Like half the stuff you do for people Bakugo wouldn’t ever dream of doing
He knows he’d either give that person an intimidating, dirty look or just laugh at them, cause yeah right he’d waste his time with their stupid problems
Ouchhhhhhhh
But you are totally different than him-you had a lot more patience and sympathy than he had, always coming to everyone’s rescue it seemed like
He finds it attractive and to him, it confuses the hell out of him how he does
But what bothers him is how much time you spend away from him
He won’t ever admit it, but he feels lonely when you’re not around
And what’s even worse-is by the time you do hang out with him, your too tired to even properly pay attention to him after running around and doing everything for everyone else
Bakugo the Attention Whore
One day this dude would have enough, as he’s been getting the bad end of the stick for a good couple of weeks——
He just barges into were ever your at, and doesn’t give to shits what so everrrrr
Bakugo has one mission in mind: getting his s/o back
Wouldn’t acknowledge anyone but you, grabbing your wrist and yanking you out of the room even if your protesting with him
“The hell are you doing Bakugo, let go-“
“No 😠”
“Pleaseeeeeee I was in the middle of working on something-“
“I said NO 😠😠😠”
Angry Pomeranian Activated
Once stop dragging you until he locks you in his room, forcing you to hear him out
He HATES being emotional or open, but at that, he starts spilling his guts through gritted teeth and choppy sentences,,
Saying that you waste too much time in thise “extras”, that they don’t deserve as much time as you give them, and that you have more “important” things than do all their work for them
*cough cough him being the more important thing
But hoenstly, you feel a little bad for him,,,,,
So you compromise with him and promise you’ll spend more time on him
He’s pretty happy with that,
but now he takes it one step further to make sure you deifnitely have enough time to hang out with him
If he’s around when someone asks you for help, he’ll cut them off and lie straight theough his teeth, saying you two have a “date” and squeezing you close to him with an iron grip
“Wait-Bakugo-we didnt have a date planned-“
“Tsch, now we do-“
Shoto Todoroki
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I have said this timeeee and timeeee againnnn
But Shoto really is the definition of innocence
So really, it wouldn’t ever dawn on him on how killer his s/o’s body is
He’s just kinda like....yeah I know they have a butt and chest? Doesn’t everyone?😶
This poor Boi someone help him
It only really sets it after a few months of being together that he’s actually really, really in love with your body
Like how did he never notice how good you look in leggings?
Or how soft and comfortable your chest is?
And why does he want you to squeeze him with your thighs? 😳
Hormones are ragingggggg
And also veryyyyyyyy protective over you
Shoto is very observant and quiet in social situations, usually opting to check out his surroundings instead of trying to be sociable
So he’ll catch from time to time classmates commenting on you and your figure, and it never sits very well with him
At first when these incidences happened he was very conflicted, not understanding this intense jealousy and need to protect you
But after a while of contemplating his feelings, he understood it was because he was protective of you
And ohohoohohoh
This man is PROTECTIVE
He does little things you would never reallly notice until you actually do
Like when he takes you home after hanging out or a date, he lingers a little longer outside your door to make sure you’re inside safely
Or when you’re walking together he will make sure your walking inside the street and away from the cars
Also has a tendency to grab your waist or your hand when a group of men come your way
He just gets paranoid okay 🥺🥺🥺
And because he’s so protective, he doesn’t practically like that you’re being taken advantage of sometimes because of your kindness
Especially when it comes to other men
On a few occasions Shoto has spotted you in a sticky situation with a guy who was being a little too close for comfort
It would make you uncomfortable of course, you had a boyfriend you already loved a lot-
but you felt kind of bad just being a total bitch to this guy who desperately wanted a chance
So you’d just awkwardly laugh and smile with their stupid pick up lines, trying your best to be polite but also show you weren’t interested
But Shoto at this point has radar for when your in trouble, and just pops out of nowhere 💀
He’s not the type to flaunt his relationship by impulsively kissing you or anything like that, but he’ll show it in subtle ways
Like calling you “dear” or wrapping his arm around your waist
Honestly, the look of pure relief and comfort in your face shows more than Shoto could have ever done,,,
And that Shoto was deifnitely someone that was more than just a “guy fiend” and soemthing like that
Also Shoto would give them a look that could kill and that instantly scares the shit out anyone lmao
These dudes faces would deflate like balloons real quick, cause at this point everyone knows who Shoto Todoroki is
And how the hell can they compete with that
Instant “oh shit my bad” type energy
After those incidents, Shoto locks down way harder
He practically has you glued to his side, and he doesn’t let go
Like at all
Get used to it cause for the rest of the day Shoto is gonna be following you around like some body guard 💀
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timextoxhajima · 3 years
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He cant hold back any longer, he doesn't want to wait to only find out it's a dream and your heart isn't his. His kisses are feverish and his hands are hasty when he tugs at the button of his jeans and pulls the zipper down. He feels hot and heavy in his own hand, painfully hard and just needing to be buried inside of you.
So that's what he does.
Hard sand abrupt, reaching deep and stealing your breath. He thinks your eyes look beautiful, like a sky full of shooting stars when he buries himself as deep inside you as possible. His lips rest on yours unmoving as he grips your hips and slides out slowly just to as fluidly slide back in hard and fast. He keeps this up, jolting your entire body and continuing to steal your breath as he fucks you like you're his to break. He fingers press harder into your skin as he grows desperate, pressing against you and grinding in a way that has him bringing friction to your clit and making you cry out against him. "Look at me." He says. You don't even realise you've closed your eyes and when you open them they're wild, almost unhinged and he rests his forhead on yours, taking one of your hands to kiss your fingers and then lace them together, his other moving around your back to hold you close when he starts pounding into you relentlessly, hissing eyesonmeloveyesonme, reminding you over and over until he drowns you in that river of fire once more, burning you all over, making you swallow its flames and feel your insides singed. Tears spill from your eyes but still you don't look away. You seem to begging for something, but you can't really think what it is. He kisses you again, stilling against you as empties himself out. "I love you." Is muffled against your mouth but you cry out as you cum one last time, swallowing the words and letting them print themselves on the walls of your heart to live there forever.
(I'm so sorry I'm not guilt tripping imlowkeyprojectingbutthatdoesntmatter but anyway next time I'll have juyeon join and they can both give u the love you deserve :D and I'm hit or miss with smut, I'm usually better doing it like this that putting it together in a story 😭 anyway tis the end he finally came looool)
eye- sis- i- had you sent this to me if i wasn't on my period i think i would have felt even worse cause i'd be more clear-headed and had nothing to blame my hormones on (like now) so honestly thank god you sent this to me on my period and i can use it as an excuse LMAO
jeeeeeezzzzzzzz you're on a roll tonight sis TT and (thank god) you're projecting cause that tells me that you're not... delulu and actually imagining it with hyunjae lmao sheesh
thank you for writing this, thank you for tormenting me tonight and making me question my loyalty (which has been STRONGLY contested tonight i must say, with like at least 10 people attacking me in the last 6 hours wow)
and though it sounds like you're in an angsty time in your life where you're yearning (h*rny or not), i hope things get better for you, and that you get the love you want and deserve :< i know how it feels, being alone and empty and like- nobody with you LMAOOOO esp if you know how it feels first hand (which I'm guessing you do because you wrote all that in such specific detail, or you would've at least KNOWN some form of extreme intimate love).
when people write smut most of the readers just take it as it is, not knowing that the emotions are usually dug out from something the writer might've rather NOT remembered so thank you for baring some part of your emotions to us tonight (that sounds weird lmao but u get what i mean) and using it to torment me and #team suffer with dana
i hope you'll stick around for good (not JUST to torment me i hope LMAO) <3 and you have all my love
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crossovereddie · 3 years
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Thoughts on S11xE5
I’m so ready to just jump right into the episode. The Mickey drought has finally ended!
Ian intro but no Mickey? Keep it I don’t want it.
I was really waiting for him to pop out I’m disappointed
Terry really is the worst omg
Sleepy lip :(((
Lip’s neighborhood is so LA I’m sad they couldn’t film exteriors in Chicago
Sandy 🤤🤤🤤
CARGO PANTS SHES SO FUNNY
They way ian calls for Mickey THEYRE SO MARRIED
THERE HE IS MY BABY BOY OH SWEETHEART YOU LOOK SO CUTE IN YOUR WORK UNIFORM I LOVE YOU
JUST GIVE THE BABY HIS COFFEE
THEY REALLY ARE SO MARRIED OMG
“How am I nagging you?” “You’re talking” omg
SHUT THE FUCK UP TOO
Ugh I need sandy to be my baby mama
She’s being hella shady but I’m HELLA into it
SANDY AND CARL THE INTERACTION I DIDNT KNOW I NEEDED
Poor Liam 😭😭😭
Mickey protect Liam please
Wtf Milton
I cant stand Tami :)))))))
The Milkoviches are so gross I’m so glad Mickey got out
Why am I so impressed by that swing franny is in
Finally my baby
His eyes in the rear view mirror are everything
Their bickering is endearing
Okay I know they’re getting robbed but all I can focus on is their wedding rings
THE TATTOO LMAO
A FAKE GUN IM DEAD
HE LISTENED TO HIS HUSBAND AND DIDNT BRING A REAL GUN
ILL SEE YOU AT THANKSGIVING WHY IS THIS SCENE SO FUNNY
HEIGHT DIFFERENCE
THEYRE SO CUTE
Whats with that house
I say this every week but I hate Carl’s storyline so much
I’m actually extremely uncomfortable with the Milkovich/ Liam storyline
Debbie is the most selfish
Stop stalking your gf and pay attention to your daughter
Gay relatives lmao
Okay I wanna hug both of them THEYRE so cute
Ian’s all into now when he didn’t even want this job lol
I just love how they balance each other out
Kev read the room
HES SO DRAMATIC LMAO
SHUT UP KEV LMAOOOO
OH MY GOD MICKEY IS GORGEOUS
IAN PLS
THEY STOLE AN AMBULANCE THATS SO MUCH WORSE THAN CARRYING A GUN
WHERES THE LOGIC IAN LMAO
They’re both so hot
SHUT THE FUCK UP DEBBIE DAMN
oh Ian :(
He deserves better
@ writers you gave him Mickey back now give him a job he loves
They’re laughing together
“Holy shit I’m hard” OH MY GOD
“That might be the hottest thing I’ve ever heard you say”
THE WAY THEYRE STARING AT EACH OTHER
KISSING AGAINST THE AMBULANCE
THUMB!!!!!!!!!!
THE WAY IAN ALWAYS PUSHES MICKEY BY THE BACK OF HIS NECK GETS ME EVERYTIME
MORE KISSING
WTF
Now I need an ambulance sex fic since they got rudely interrupted by a dead body
THEM DRIVING PAST CARL LMAO
that house is creepy
I kinda want it lol
How is nobody looking for that ambulance
FASHIONISTA MICKEY
“Should we say a few words?” “Yeah. Bye” play this at my funeral pls
I love those idiots so much
FUCK HIM UP LIP
SANDY DESERVES BETTER
Me im better
SANDY BABY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
HUSBAND?!
I’m so weak for Mickey and Sandy Milkovich
NO LIP PLEASE DONT
WHAT THE FUCK
OH MY GOD
I need next week NOW
Terry getting shot was just the icing on the cake of a very fun episode. I need the next episode asap. This recap wasn’t as long as usual but i really did enjoy this episode Share your thoughts if you want!
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apostatehamster · 3 years
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So I went to the optician today to get new glasses and oof the money, but hey at least my eyesight didnt get THAT much worse the past 11 years but--
I know I am bad at deciding which frame, so I looked at glasses frames online and picked out a few, and I was already looking forward to trying either of them on. They were mostly the same style, which means, pretty slim square glasses
Aaaand then I arrived at the optician and they had none of those. Said those form the homepage where the old ones (why do you have them there...) and said that slim square glasses are kind of out of style.
And then the optician seemed helpless because she didn’t know what to offer me, and I felt helpless bc I didn’t know what to CHOOSE lmaoooo, and I apologized a thousand times because I honestly couldn’t decided
At the end I settled on some glasses that both the optician and my friend said looked good on me but I am still lowkey sad none of the glasses I looked at online were available ;_;
HOW ARE SLIM GLASSES RETRO..... I hate the bigass round glasses. I have a slim face, please i dont want my glasses to take up half my face.............
Anyway cant wait to be able to see again, bc my current glasses get more and more scratched. Let#s wait and see.
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captainillogical · 5 years
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Devil’s Ballroom ch.2
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A year after the events from the earth’s final attack, Little Homeworld is finally complete, and there’s a new jazz bar where gems and humans mingle and drink. - As you’re typing back a reply, someone pulls the stool out next to you and takes a seat. You see a sliver of pink out of the corner of your eye as you try not to actually Look. Oh god. It’s her. God can’t help us now.
Spinel/Reader
collab with wife @firstofficertightpants
The place actually happened to be like, right on the edge of Little Homeworld. Outside had full glass windows, tall, that reached the ceiling. Inside the lighting was dim, and a bit smokey. You figured it looked alright enough to head in, and gave the bouncer your ID. He nodded and you walked in. It smelt of cigars, and of cinnamon, and it wasn’t entirely unpleasant. A pretty woman in a low-cut red dress was playing the piano on the stage, and it was some contemporary jazz piece. The low murmur of people talking filled the air in between the swells of music, and the place actually seemed busy with people and even gems enjoying themselves. You liked the vibe. It was.. comfortable. At ease. You looked over at the bar, rather than any of the tables, and saw a spot near the end. Perfect. Right by the bathroom. You headed over and plopped down on the stool. There were three empty at the end, so you took the one in the middle, which had the best view of the stage from back here.
While waiting for the bartender to come back down this side, you took the chance to look  at the people around you. A couple familiar faces.. small town you know? And some new ones. New gems too. You can see Mr. Fryman sitting at a table with Kofi and Nanefua, and they look like they’re playing poker. You try not to snicker since Kofi looks absolutely blasted, and Mr. Fryman is cursing up a storm because Nanefua is clearly winning. You see her wink at Mr. Fryman. You suspect a rigged game.
Your phone chimes a couple times. You pull it out of your bag, and check to see who’s bothering you. Ah. The group chat.
    Alex: ughhh you guys my gmas killing me
    Alex: no seriously mexico fucking blows rn 
    Alex: i cant step outside without feeling like my balls are melting off my body
    Alex: and my brother won’t stop listening to the book of mormon soundtrack
    Alex: im going insane
Your friends are so melodramatic. You type out a couple of replies.
    Y/N: You should be used to mexican summers by now, you go every year.
    Y/N: And for the record, your brother is valid. Book of Mormon slaps.
    Alex: what the fuck youre supposed to be on my side u ass
    Alex: i thought our special thing was wicked. OUR SPECIAL THING, Y/N
    Y/N: I’m allowed to like multiple things. Including musicals. 
    Alex: never. fuck you. also what are you even doing rn come play minecraft with me
    Y/N: Yeah as much as I’d like to, I can’t.
“Y/N! So you finally came to see what this place is all about! What can I get ya?” you hear a familiar voice ask. Turning around to face the voice, you see Bismuth wearing her usual overalls and a rather nice looking bow tie. 
“Hey Bis, how’s it going? I like what you’ve done with the place. It’s nice. And uh, I’ll just take a hard cider for now.” You smile at her and set your phone down for a minute.
“Thank you! After we finished Little Homeworld, I had to find something else to focus on in my down time.” She explains while grabbing your drink from the fridge under her side of the bar, and opens it. “So tell me,” She sits the drink in front of you and leans on the counter. “What brings you out here today?”
You take a rather long sip from your drink before meeting the large gems eyes. On the stage, a tall, beardy man replaces the woman that just finished her piece. He immediately starts this jaunty, irish tune. He’s singing loudly, and it’s not bad. A couple of people are clapping to the tune.
“I just really needed to get out.” You replied, taking another sip from your drink. “I was kinda hoping I’d meet someone new, maybe get another friend to hang out with, since my friends wanted to ditch me this summer.” As you’re saying this, more people join the clapping. It’s getting a bit rowdy. “Or maybe at least get drunk enough to forget how lonely I feel.” You add, shrugging. 
“Well, I can supply the drinks, and at least a bit of company.” Bismuth winks, and turns to the patron 6 seats up waving her over. 
You check your phone again, and there’s more from Alex. AND Harper? She must still have phone service wherever she’s at.     Alex: what are u fuckin doin that so important that u cant play minecraft with ur best friend
    Harper: yeah, Y/N. the heck. Also alex, get lost, she’s MY best friend bitch
    Alex: u had ur chances but u left us so we’re a duo now. u can go
    Harper: excuse me!? I WILL end you.
    Y/N: Oh my god, chill. I’m just out right now, so I can’t okay? 
    Y/N: And nice of you to join us, Harper.
    Harper: fuck you I miss you okay. And I miss constant wifi :(
    Alex: OUT!? What do you mean OUT. its night. u play games with ME during this time
    Alex: for real what the fuck are you doing
    Harper: yeah, you don’t go out without us. Wtf are you doing?
    Y/N: I’m at a bar!!     Alex: WHAT
    Alex: dont tell me its the one place that just opened
    Alex: Y/N do NOT betray me you TOLD ME you were gonna go with me!!
    Y/N: I was. But I was also bored and you’re both gone, soooo. 
    Alex: wow
    Alex: i cant believe youve done this to me
    Harper: hmmm. ;)
    Harper: hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm ;)
    Y/N: What.
    Harper: you tryin to find girls again? 
    Harper: like that one time you went to empire city just to peruse the mall?
    Alex: LMAOOOOO
    Y/N: No.
    Alex: LMAOOOO Y/N GOOD LUCK TRYING TO FIND A GF LOLL
    Y/N: I’m not trying to find a girlfriend you fucks. Christ.
    Y/N: Also Alex, you’re one to talk. You can’t KEEP a girlfriend.
    Alex: ur just mad i have a passionate and intimate relationship w/ my hand
    Y/N: And it will probably stay that way. 
    Y/N: Besides, so far, no one cute here. So it’s a bust.
    Harper: a bust. Lmfao u just outed yourself :)
    Y/N: Fuuuuuuuuuuuuck.
You put your phone down before seeing whatever Alex attempts to reply back with. It sounds like the current boisterous song is coming to a close, and really, most of the people here are clapping along with this guy. It’s fun. And despite the playful ribbing from your shit-talking friends, you’re starting to have a nice time. You finish your drink, and nod over to Bismuth who catches your eye and nods back. You look over onto the stage, the man having cleared the piano, and see Lapis wiping down the piano and seat. Guess he spilled his drink while playing. Lapis, unlike Bismuth, actually dressed up a bit for the job. Her hair was pulled in a cute, small bun, and she was wearing what looks like a tailored tux with no jacket. The vest fit her quite well. She seemed.. happy. Good for her.
No one had taken up the stage again yet, but the place was still lively with chatter. You see someone out of the corner of your eye move towards the stage, but Bismuth comes over again so you tear your gaze away. 
“Another cider? Or do you want something else this time, Y/N? She asks, cleaning a glass with a rag, and moves on to the next one. 
“Ehh, yeah, give me another cider.” You say as you pull out your phone again. Bismuth sets down the drink in front of you.
    Harper: what a goddamn disaster. she got that from me i think
    Alex: no, youre both disasters separately
    Y/N: Fuck you guys. Give me a break.
You hear the piano start to play again, and someone pulling the mic forward. You look up to see pink hair.. And someone kind of familiar. She’s wearing black slacks, a white collared shirt, and suspenders. The shirt is partially open, and you see part of a pink gem showing through on her chest. It looks like she’s got mascara running down her face. 
And then.. she starts to sing. 
It’s lovely. It’s slow and a bit sad, but she seems to be enjoying herself. She’s definitely done this before. Quite a few of the people around quiet down some, so you can hear her pretty clearly. You drink some, and text your friends.
    Y/N: Guys, I lied. There’s a cute gem here who can sing.
    Alex: holy fuk
    Alex: what
    Y/N: She looks kind of familiar though? I can’t quite place it though.
    Harper: dude theres like near 100 gems now in little homeworld lol
    Harper: you’ve probs seen most in passing? :P
    Alex: are you serious Y/N? cant flirt with human women so u turn to aliens? lmfao
    Y/N: Ohhhhh my god. Die.
The gem on stage sings the chorus with gusto - man she’s really getting into this. You’re kind of taken a bit with her performance. It just pulls you. But also.. She really seems familiar now and it’s bothering you.
    Y/N: No I’m serious she seems really familiar and not in that In Passing kind of way.
    Harper: what does she look like?
    Alex: yeah a description would be nice 
    Harper: TAKE A PIC
    Alex: holy shit YES 
    Y/N: I can’t take a pic. She’s too far away, it’ll be blurry.
    Alex: literally just zoom in lord almighty
    Y/N: Okay. Hold on a sec.
You turn on your camera app, and face the stage. Looks like the gem is actually finishing up her song. Perfect, you’ll snap a pic once she stands up. She finishes, and most of the people are clapping for her. You zoom in, and it’s grainy, but decent enough to make out most of her. You snap the pic.
The flash was on.
A couple people turn to look at you, and you try turning away quickly, horrified, and see the gem looking in your direction before walking off into the crowd of people. You cannot imagine a worse scenario. 
    Y/N: FUCK FUCCCCKKKKKK.
    Y/N: (image sent)
    Y/N: I GOT YOUR FUCKING PIC BUT THE FLASH IS ON.
    Y/N: I’M PRETTY SURE SHE SAW THAT IT WAS ME THAT TOOK THE PIC.
With shaking hands, you take another sip of your drink and wait for a reply. Why is life like this.
    Harper: uh.
    Harper: ummm.
    Alex: wait
    Alex: one fucking second
    Y/N: WHY ARE NONE OF YOU CARING ABOUT MY PLIGHT. 
    Y/N: I’M TRYING NOT TO COMBUST ON THE SPOT HERE.
    Alex: shut up for one second
    Alex: harper isnt that
    Harper: uhh. yeah i think so.
    Y/N: WHAT!? WHO IS IT. WHY DOES THAT MATTER AT THIS POINT.
    Alex: lmao i cant believe i have to tell u this
    Alex: bitch do u remember that shit that happened last summer
    Alex: where half the town almost died from that gem shit
    Alex: that’s her     Alex: that’s the bitch who almost killed like, the entire planet
    Harper: you know that night your dad almost died??
As you’re typing back a reply, someone pulls the stool out next to you and takes a seat. You see a sliver of pink out of the corner of your eye as you try not to actually Look. Oh god. It’s her. God can’t help us now. 
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huangfilms · 6 years
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College!Jungwoo
summary: wow i can’t seem to get my umbrella op— OH GOSH I THINK I JUST HIT YOUR CROTCH || meet-ugly au (LMAO)
requested by: @doyuwung (thank you queen!!)
(A/N) my first request! love u queen thank u for requesting! okay i don’t know how this is all gonna go,, but lets hope for the best! ummmm pls leave me some feedback! a girl is STILL self concious but here we are!! but anyway,, lets get started QUEENS 😪 also omg this isnt even a college au so... clickbait?????? its barely mentioned but its there!! hope u enjoy anyway
it was a rainy day at your campus and u were NOT having a good day
u woke up LATE
u didnt eat anything BECAUSE u were late and u didnt even drink coffee
oh and ur stupid umbrella wouldnt open
you were speed walking to ur first class while trying to open it right? w ell
u stopped for like TWO seconds trying to open it and then BAM
u got it to open but then u heard a thud right in front of u and u F ROZE
SO you start moving your umbrella REALLY slowly to see what the FRI CK fell and mid way u heard a groan of pain omg u feel so ba d
“d-did i just hit ur crotch oh gosh” as if this day couldnt get any worse
THE PERSON U HIT WAS THE CUTEST?? GUY?? YOUVE EVER?? SEEN??? wtf
well now theres a guy in front of u, rolling in the wet floor, holding his crotch and is in p a i n
and u had no idea what the HELL U WERE SUPPOSED TO DO
but u had to get to class so u rushed out an apology and RAN
the whole time in class u felt so guilty omgjdjcjsj
BUT U HAVE NO TIME TO THINK ABOUT THINGS OTHER THAN SCHOOL SINCE UR BEHIND ON THE NOTES
so anyway you go to lunch to meet up with ur bestie xuxi since the rain has cleared up a bit
and he says that he wants you to meet his other friend that recently transferred here
and on your way u spot him and see someone with him, but the person has their back to you so you cant see them
but when u DO see them all you want to do is hide in a corner and hope that your red cheeks l e a v e
BECAUSE SURPRISE!! ITS THE GUY U HIT IN THE CROTCH WITH YOUR UMBRELLA!!
and u contemplate turning and texting yukhei that u dont feel well bUT HE SEES U
and he waves you over with so much enthusiasm that the guy turns around and he freezes
and so do you
oof he changed his clothes from this morning i mean who wouldnt the poor dude was in a PUDDLE holding his crotch smh abby
so you turn bright red again while slowly approaching them
and yukhei gives you the biggest smile and says “i want you to meet my friend jungwoo”
and ur all like hahahhdhshdhs hi jungwoo im y/n
and then u cringe and ur about to tell yukhei that haha u hit this guy in the crotch earlier today
but jungwoo beats you to it but hes ?? grinning?? ok man u probs ruined his chance to have kids but i mean i guess
and it looks like they been talking ing about it cause yukhei just LAUGHS so hard while saying “omg SHE was the one who hit you?? course she would” LMAOOOO
yukhei wtf whats that supposed to mean
ANYWAY you take a seat and avoid his eyes cause even tho u already said sorry u still feel guilty
so u are just,,, there,,,
and for a while u dont really talk and just eat some food
but like after an hour yukhei says that hes gonna go buy something and leaves u and jungwoo
together
alone
and cue the crickets my dudes
but anyway you two looked up at the same time and tried to speak and u guys do that Super Cliche thing
and then u eventually talk saying how sOrry u were BECAUSE U FELT SO BAD CNSNXN
And all he was doing Was Smiling w t f
and so he just laughs a little and he says that hey it was an accident!!! no problem!!
so you guys start to talk and start to get to know each other
he even offers to buy you a new umbrella HAHAHDNSN but hes joking cause u both are 🅱️roke college students
its been 3 hours: yukhei is gone
oop but you dont care u made a new friend 😪😪 and so u guys swap numbers cause its getting late and u gotta go
and he walks u back to ur dorm (A GENTLEMAN 🤧🤧)
and yall part ways !!
but after that!!! you guys talk and talk and talk and yukhei : living for it
although hes annoyed that ALL U DO IS TALK ABT JUNGWOO LMAOOO he still lives for it
and jungwoo just talks about you all the time 😪😪😪 but u dont need to know that
and so time skip 2 months
and u guys are mutually pining after each other but u guys are literal headasses so u dont know that u guys like each other
and all of ur friends know that u guys like each other
u guys r just oblivious smh
BUT that all McChanges when jungwoo asks u to hang out at the park with him
bro this aint even a college au anymore
when you meet him at the park u get c o n f u s e d because u cant see him anywhere
he texts you saying to walk to the fower field cause he got a SURPRISE for u
and when u do walk there, theres this BIG TREE RIGHT!! and hanging from the tree are umbrellas of all shapes and sizes and u want to LAUGH
cause!! u hit him with one wow but there are also!!! words!!!
‘You remind me of a thunderstorm,,,, positively striking get it cause u STRIKED him in the nuts,,, will u be mine?’
and u want to laugh so hard but all u can do is smile so so so big because!! he asked u out!! he likes u too!!
so u run to him and jump into his arms and then!! u fall on the ground oop
but he still catches you :,) and you guys!! kiss!!
the kiss is short and sweet cause theres so much adrenaline and u just feel so many emotions
so u guys are together now,,,
ANYWAY!! bf college jungwoo!!!
cute ! as ! heck ! because he gets you coffee and waits for you when your class is about to end
he always walks you to your dorm and sometimes comes in to just: sleep
and cuddle
and kiss
good life,,, im suffering,,,
and he walks you to ur classes
AND WHEN ITS RAINY HE HANDLES THE UMBRELLA 😪 he even bought u a new one
when ppl ask how u two met u always cringe but he LAUGHS omg
and he says that u attacked him with ur umbrella but hey!! its good!!
but anyway!!! u guys would be the god tier uwu power couple at ur college cause everyone loves u two
u two are so soft for each other and just SOFT IN GENERAL
and u guys are just living the good life with each other :’)))
life is so good
anywho!!! end!!! jungwoo is the REALL UWU KING😪😪 his as ur bf: real uwu hours since hes so freaking sweet
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mingi-bubu · 4 years
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Watch “Youth With You” with Me!
Episode 7 Part 1
alright alright alright we are back in action with another nonsense watch with me!!!
fun fact as of right now i have a headache (like im wearing sunglasses indoors at 7:15 on a monday night type of time i hate it uwu) and am too warm bc it’s 80-something degrees F in my kitchen i hate it
i wish it would finally rain but whtaever 
anyway bc of that my spelling might be worse than usual
if you find yourself unable to understand anything, shoot me a message and i’ll see if i understand what i typed as well aldsjfalsd
no but seriuosly, i’m happy to be watching unine’s run again and i cant wait to spam afterwards with yc, lhw, smz, & hlh!!!!
my team that shouldve been but never was
anyways
on with the episode!!
so we start off with an arial shot of the dorms and soundstages with a timer counting down from 16 hours
i will be real with you i do not recall what this stage was about
wasnt it like positions or something???
well, we’ll find out soon lol
why is mingze apologizing???
why THE FUCK IS YAO CHI CRYING
i hate these stupid peeks into the episode when everyone is sad i want to dieeee
wh
why are they playing that song
i wish i coculd remember what its called but alas i am braincellless
lhw had no reason to look that good biting his thumb fUCK
anyways
a tie????  *eyes emoji*
so baby take me theeeRRRREEeee
ok awww guan yue in his lil bucket hat i love himmmm
weiwei!!!  YAO CHI HAIR SHORT
HUAIWEI BEUATUIF
MINGMIGN
IM GOING THRU IT GUYS
THEY’RE ALL SO BEAUTIFUL
so jiang dawei is like giving a class on singing and how to express feelings within a song
he’s emphazising how everyone will have a different emotional way of presenting
jiayi babiieee
why does weiwei look like he’s scandalized by this story im
he really is that drama bitch tm and i love it
YAO CHI SMILE IM LOVE HIMMMMM
(might fuck around and turn off the lights and see if that helps me kjdalskjd)
lights are mostly off, at least in the area of the kitchen im sitting in
right, back to the boys
yao chiiiii smillleee im *smile with hearts emoji x3*
al;kdfjaskld jiang dawei just told everyone that they’re going to sing later to really like bring home his point about emotion in the music and everyone is sh00k over it lmaoooo
did they really think???
bo yuan is up first
akdfjasldk junjieeeee stop dragg
that’s what you get for dragging him lmaooooo
shy babyyy hiding behind his notebook
whereis longhan
show me my little dragon
i dont think any of these boys were in the theatre dept when they were in school bc what jdw is talking about is literally like acting in a musical i
thats some prince shit right there hanhan
WENXUANNIE AND MINGMING NEXT TO EACH OTHER????  IT REALLY IS CHRISTMAS
alkdjfl i jest but i love them and also shenshen in the background 
yangyang looks like such an intent scholar i am being viciously reminded that he was the kid who’d stay in during lunch to do homework
baby dork i love him (i say as he is like what,,,6?  7? months older than me???)
jdw is saying as you get older, your understanding of music and singing as an art deepens
ugh the cameraman for this part of the epissode desrves a raise for all the yao chi lcoseups im getting oh my god
he’s telling them to be nerds and read more
aldkjfalsdjf
HUAIWEI YOUR BSMASDKFJWPEOFPOI HE SMILE :D
xixi looks like hes about to get up and leave lmaoooo
mans said ‘tf i am’
tho that would explain his instagram post from a fwe weks bakc
ooooohhhh jdw out here promoing jay chou we LOVE to see it
akdfjals wang jiayi looks so intent i loveee himmm
turned into a lil pep speech about being proud of their chinese heritage at the end cute cute cute
they get to nerd out and talk about their favorite books with each other we stan smort boys
adfkjasd yao chiiiii smiileeee
so baby take me thereeee
back to the stage?
oooohhh lots of flashing lights
i hate it
anyway mc jin and after journey are introducing the group for Brave
shi mingze???
weiwei???
yesssss it’s the goth punk vibes i love weiwei in
ok training montage
awwww baby boy is in glassess aasdj;asd
and wow we’re really off to an early start in the stride merch mentiona dfkja
his hands are so long what thruvke??
the fuck?
WIWIEIOWAPE WEIWEI SO CUTEEEE
;lakdsjf;s WOOoooooWWWWW
(ok im taking ibu now my nhead hurts so much fuck i am not having a rocking time)
anways weiwei is really cute after its announced they have to choose a center
i’ve never heard this song
why are they so dramatic i hate them
why does weiwei look like he about to murder someoone akdfja;dj;jepoifejw
baobeiiiii chen shijian
weiwei is center!!!!
shijian’s rap wowoww rose and sunk like a shop akd;a
mc jin is clownery
they even played the cantina song i
M E M E FACE
awwww after journey said that zelin’s was perfect a!!!! we love to see it
weiwei looks so worried lmaooo
zhanyu is too pretty for this world
ugh im sick
ye ziming is having the time of his life watching this
bitch where the fuck is the emotiohn
askdfj;as hearing after journey say baobei several times in a row was so fun
weiwei looks like he’s about to cry im gonna lose it when i watch yanxi palace arent i
shadslkjfa;ewjfion who was that oh my god chen shijian im screaming what a fucking nerd
mingze looks so cute
kncmmSlkds hes such baby i love him
i hate this so much
csj reminds me of lyy of wayv so much
awww weiwei,,,,,T.T
i want to give him a hung
hes having a lot of difficulty with his part
ok i guess we gonna see the stage now
there are gates and mingze is in a coat with fur at the end of the sleeves thanks you for coming to my tedtalk
WEIWEI DAMN LOOKS GOOD I
zelin’s rap is good
mingze i would die for you
zhanyu out here to steal hanhan’s title of prince charming isnt he mother FUCK
i want a lullaby from him every night fuck
ooooh fuck he fell oh my god
mingze babyyy
its definitely bc of my headache but i feel like crying now 
and by the looks of it so does mingze
sijian has definitely had his heart ripped out and stepped on holy fuck
ZHANYU WITH THE HIGH NOTE I
im just worried about how that’s gonna affect mingze’s rating later :[
ok they’re talking about books now
awww sijian is inspired by a female lead character i love to see it
aww weiwei is so cute ajf;asd
mingze i will cry and it will be uncomfortable for all of us
mingze literally is the best younger brother what the fukc
how to retroactively tell a man who doesnt know me im in love with him
ooooohhhhhh spirit of the knight
this is xixi and huaiwei’s right??
i lvoe him
asl;kdfjasd huaiwei is the love of my life what the fuck
alksdjf;as minghao is really out here ignoring on eman im scraming
why is huaiwei the love of my life he looks sos good
linmo has a cramp adn minghao really was out here getting all up to help him and massage his leg what other mentor is doing it like him
off topic but linmo looks gooooood
is linmo the leader?
he’s acting v much like that
i wouldn’t be surprised
changxi is so cute
2 hours and 45 minutes is the entire lenght of the episode and we’re only 35 mintues in
i am goin to die
ok stage rehearsal time
fuck huaiwei looks good
kill me hes so beautifl
huaiwei if you somehow ever see this, congrats on being gorgeous bc you really deserve it
oh my god jolin is so small
huaiwei’s waht like 5′10?  5′11?
i looked it up hes 5′10 i need a moment
he literally looks so elegant in this outfit im proposing
JAWELINGE
JAW LINE
JAEWLAJFDOIWEPIOQFHQWF
why does he literally look like he is a work of art
im not an art ho but i would be for him
ajsdflkajs;d he’s singing to himselfabout how hes gonna do better with this critixcism
he is literally  sprawled on the floor singing i am marrying him right now
the way that no one says antything aljkdf
either he does this a lot or they really cant hear him
awww baby boy
this conversation sent me:
linmo: i can sense that youre a little down, like that youre sort of unhappy
huaiwei who has been singing on the floor for the past hour about how much he hates his life and sulking: no shit really?
i am taking liberties here with it but like sir,  he was on the floor,   singing about how he hates everything
maybe he is unhappy
god i think the thing i really hate the most about idol culture and everything is like how they feel they have to censor themselves someties bc there’s always a camera there
like they really dont get to say anything about themselves truly feeling bad or w/e in front of the camera
yes this is spurred on by huaiwei looking into the camera but yes this is also partly about how you could see some of the 127 members holding back from what they really wanted to say in the to you videos
so limo is not getting any camera time after we saw minghao massage his upper thigh earlier ok cool understood have a nice day
the biggest obstacle is that out of the entire group only like two members have had actual stage performances
ok stage time?  nope we weatch late night praccy now
xixi blond hair???
huaiwei is so pretty im actively dying
ok ok ok stage time!!!
ugh the chandeliers
their minds
thassa lot of fog bro
they really said phantom of the opera chic
hmm color would be nice
OHFUCK HUAIWEI IS STARIGN OUT
IM PERHAPS IN LOVE HIGHKEY WITH IM
xixixixixixixixiiix
bagpipes
interesting
this song really do pop off thoooo
please huaiwei you need to stop doing this to me
idk i still feel like the dance is lacking something..
but huaiwei smiles so its fine
his hair i ugh
che huixuan is v good too
was
was huaiwei center?
did i missed something?
was it xixi or linmo??
one of my complaints is that we didnt get any xixi -huaiwei moments
ugh jolin complimenting them i lvoe to see it
oh their turn to talk about books i guess
ixixoiajsdfoia xixixixixi glasses
no thoughts head empty
chx’s book is interesting i suppose
i only care aobut huaiwei keeping talking
not enough huaiwei and xixi interactions im upset
ok next vocal group!!!  what’s wrong
aka wenhan’s stage
wenhan blond is still such an incredible look i want it back
adjifas jiayi is so extra i love him
alkdsfjasdk why doesn’t anyone want to be the center im screaming
ok jiayi is center
hes so cute
li ronghao is not haivng hi i suppose
wang zhe literally choking when hanhan said their performance wasnt good my god that killed me
but they do be having a lot of issues apparently
practice practice practice
OH FUCK OK JIAYI JUST GO AHEAD I GUESS
im trying to be pg 13 at best but shit
hanhan comparing them to kindergarteners im screaming
awwww at least it be working
tao comparing him to a considerate brother T.T
im so sick of him and the brand endorsments
ok stage time
have i seent his before?  i dont recall
hanhan’s opening is nice
bitch sounds like he gonna cry
zhe looks like he’s gonna cry
chen tao looks like he wanted to cosply as harry potter but had to be rushed to the stage before they could finish
brown hair jiayi is bakc
yixing looks good
jiayi drop your eye makeup tutorial pleaseeee
zhe’s rap was goooood
literally who hurt these boys turn on your location i just want to talk
ok im falling asleep lowkey rn so after this stage im probs gonna call it
YAAAASSSSSSS JIAYI HIT HTEM NOTES BABY
im so proud of everyone here but i wish we cakdsjfa;skldjf;kwejo chen tao and jiayi getttning confetti in their hair im
i love them making chen tao’s picute have small glases wowowow the senior seniors are also dorks
awww hes baby thoooo
deng chaoyuan bringing a boxed set of history of the ming dynasty is literally a man after my own heart oh my god
the histoyr major in me is in love
wang zhe studied in the uk i am screaming these boys are so smart
i have a strong suspicion that the noly reason most of the group if not all of them are getting ot talk about their books is bc of jiayi and hanhan being in the group
ok iqiyi ok
you aint subtle bitch
jiayi is looking so excited to hear chen tao recite a letter from his book 
i think it’s like a collection of letters
wenhan literally fell in love for that part and was staring at ct so intensely
god i wish that were me
lmao hanhan didnt even get to share his
it’s euqlaiity
oh fuck yao chi’s stage is next
but im literally falling asleep fuck
we will watch it tomorrow
ok
good night you guys!!!
stay safe and stay healthy
i’ll see you tomoroow <3333
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