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#this needs to be done#listen i don't care if you like lin manuel miranda just vote#(preferably for vivo)#i'm just curious#(but also jail for you if you don't like lmm)#(hahaha i'm obviously kidding)#(no i'm not)#bonus points if you reblog and explain why in the tags#let's go!#moana#vivo#encanto#lin manuel miranda#but sincerely can you hear me?*
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the alpha's right hand - TEASER
🌙 staring. Mingyu x afab!Reader
🔮 preview. Mingyu had thought he’d lost you - if even for a moment - and he’s not willing to lose you ever again. He doesn’t want you running into the woods anymore when you’re having emotions, he wants you running to him, and he kisses you as if to say ‘please, never leave.’ He had always thought Seungcheol would be his alpha, but you’d shown up and flipped his world upside down. Mingyu doesn’t care about appeasing his friend anymore- all he cares about is appeasing you- pleasuring you, giving you everything you could ever possibly want, everything you could ever need.
tw/cw. a/b/o au & power structures, mentions of a bad pack past, one mention of child death, blood/childbirth, exhibitionism/outside sex, clothed dry humping, fingering, mutual masturbation, hand job, big dick!Mingyu, pussy stretching, unprotected sex, pullout method, groping, overstimulation, praise, dirty talk, needy!Mingyu, hair pulling, orgasm control, small noncon/impreg thoughts, etc… I pet names: (hers) alpha. (his) Big guy, puppy.
👹 rating.18+ explicit I wc. 14.4k
🍭 aus. a/b/o au, werewolf au, alpha!reader, beta!Mingyu, etc…
☀️ mlist + an. this fic is in the Blood Moon universe, if I end up writing another fic for this au, it will get a masterlist, but until then read cheol here
His pace quickens as he reaches the tree line. It’s harder to track you with the forest smells, but Mingyu does his best, stopping at a few points to take deep breaths. You have a note of citrus in your scent, and Mingyu’s come to enjoy the taste of it on his tongue.
But then, the smell stops, and Mingyu finds himself at the foot of a tree. For the life of him, he can’t figure out which way you’ve gone, and he cusses loudly, kicking the pine.
“What the fuck?”
Your groggy voice causes Mingyu’s head to snap up, and he peers through the branches- locking eyes with you.
“Alpha?” he calls.
“Mingyu?”
He watches you rub your eyes, sitting up on the branch you must have been laying on. “What are you doing up there?” he asks, relief flooding his system.
“Trying to get a decent sleep until someone kicked my bed- why are you out here attacking trees?” you retort.
“I thought I’d lost your scent-” he tries to explain, which causes you to laugh.
“You were looking for me?” you ask, beginning to climb down.
“Well.. yeah. You weren’t in the RV.”
“Couldn’t spend a night with those girls,” you respond, jumping the last meter and landing on your feet in front of him. “They gossip too much.”
“Really?” Mingyu cocks his head as he looks at you. “Gossiping about what?”
“First kisses, boys, that sort of thing.” You won’t meet his gaze, and Mingyu realizes immediately what you’re talking about.
“Oh,” he says softly.
“Yeah, oh.” You tug your flannel tighter around your body and Mingyu wants to take you in his arms-
“Wait… alpha, are you jealous?”
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Listen here:
Gregorian chant - Deum verum
Medieval music feat. Hildegard of Bingen
Hymnody - All People That on Earth Do Dwell (Tune: Old Hundredth)
Transitional - We Are Many Parts (Marty Haugen)
Contemporary - Here I Am to Worship (performed by Chris Tomlin)
Had a bit of a spat with my parish priest about this recently, so I'm taking it to Tumblr to see what all you think.
Bonus points if you explain why that's your favorite type of music in the tags or reblogs.
#catholic#catholicism#roman catholic#liturgy#liturgical music#mass#catholic mass#catholic music#sacred music#roman catholicism
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do y'all have that song/those songs that are just so character/ship coded or is it just me?
examples(aka here's mine I wanna ramble): Teeth by 5SOS for Peter ybg, Laplace's Angel by Will Wood for Volo pla, Hooked by Why Don't We for SoviReich(yes I used to be in the countryhumans fandom shush), Pit of Vipers by Simon Curtis for Mapleshade, Bad Bad Things by AJJ for Hollybreeze, any Mother Mother song for Alenoah except Verbatim that's for Malejando, and I've already talked about Sometimes by Nick Lutsko but add Secrets of Wysteria by Steampianist because that works too
[reblog for bigger range pls! trying to prove a point to myself ^^" thanks!]
bonus if you want: add in the tags if you're neurodivergent and/or queer!
#fandom#/genq#music#5sos#will wood#why dont we#simon curtis#mother mother#nick lutsko#steampianist#your boyfriend game#pokemon#pokemon: legends arceus#volo legends arceus#countryhumans#warrior cats#mapleshade#total drama#alenoah#malejandro#island of the slaughtered#tumblr polls#any fandom#all welcome#ajj#ajjtheband
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12 years of Tumblr - stats are fun?
I used this website to get some nice stats for my blog which turned 12 years old this month.
I have 94,009 notes on the 1,155 original posts combined.
Average notes per original post: 81.39 notes
My top 5 most popular posts:
this post with 17,472 notes from Sep 22 2013
this post with 3,784 notes from Jan 9 2016
this post with 3,466 notes from May 4 2014
this post with 2,851 notes from Nov 30 2014
this post with 2,376 notes from Apr 19 2015
My peak was definitely about 10 years ago😂🤷🏻♀️
Also, to further commemorate this anniversary, I wanted to share some additional thoughts.
I am not good at social media, I just lack the skills and conscious determination of content creators, I mostly post randomly and I put little to no effort into growing my follower base. I've never really tried to become "famous" here (ngl, when I was younger I envied the popular blogs a little), but generally speaking, I just really like to draw and I want to share it with people, maybe getting to know some new people, making new friends even. For me, Tumblr's main purpose is being a platform for fandom interactions. I love how Tumblr operates with a different logic than other social media sites, how you have actual control over your own experience as it is not run by algorithms.
That's why it makes me a little sad how "Tumblr Etiquette" is not respected nowdays. I've been here for 12 years, and I am very extroverted, I have no problem with new people using this website, really, the more the merrier. As I said above, I don't really care about notes and follower counts, and I am not easily discouraged by having only a few notes on the stuff that I post. If I would be, then I will definitely put more effort into what I draw and create only what received more notes. (E.g. the Lily red carpet look pic has 14 notes as of today, while the domestic wolfstar pic is over 300, yet I am sure that I will not exclusively draw wolfstar from now on.)
Case in point, what I wanted to actually talk about is the poor reblog-like ratio. It makes me sad because I desperately crave the interaction and a like goes completely unseen here. (I know that you can make your likes visible, but most people, me included, check their dashboards only, and will check likes of certain people only if they are specifically looking for something.) My main driver is not the exposure or recognition or whatever in itself I get on my drawings (it is certainly a nice bonus tho). I want to interact with people, and I can only do that if the stuff I post is seen by them, aka reblogged. On my main blog I almost only post my artwork (I've reblogged 158 posts only in the past 12 years), but I have a sideblog especially for reblogging purposes (which comes with the nice bonus of making my "likes" searchable, because the tagging system is truly a wonder).
Let me further explain what I mean by presenting the reblog-like ratio of 3 of my latest most popular posts:
Reblogs > Likes! Please! I want interactions! Share your thoughts! That's what this site is for!
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19 posts created (0%)
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Blogs I reblogged the most:
@lizluvscupcakes
@galahadwilder
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@yharnamsnewslug
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I tagged 1,977 of my posts in 2022
#partial nudity - 225 posts
#mushed rooms my beloved <3 <3 <3 - 200 posts
#toh spoilers - 137 posts
#bugs - 120 posts
#insects - 118 posts
#unreality - 118 posts
#religion - 79 posts
#religion mention - 57 posts
#body horror - 56 posts
#sims 4 cc - 49 posts
Longest Tag: 137 characters
#he tried so hard to be the guy with the gadgets that swoops in and helps villains but he got beat up by batgirl and never lived that down
My Top Posts in 2022:
#5
🦀 time for crab 🦀
today i summoned 170 crabs! look at them!
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#4
Me in the morning: Uuuuuhgggggg I'm so borrrrred!!! Nothing is interesting smh
Me at 2:00 am: LOOK AT BLORBO FROM MY SHOWS!!! MY BRAIN IS LIKE SODA IN A PAINT SHAKER THINKING ABOUT MY BLORBOS!!!!!
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#3
Fandom Writing Prompt
You know what would be an interesting crossover au? Wifeswap but with your favorite blorbos. Doesn’t necessarily have to be a housewife-type character, but it would probably make the concept more translatable into a prompt. Maybe it would work best with some kind of mentor/authority figure?
Same general rules as the show. The first week the character that crosses over has to follow the ‘rules’ of the media they’ve been transplanted into. Then, once that week is over, the person that crosses over changes the ‘rules’ and does activities they’d normally do in their source material with the other characters
Bonus points if the physics/other laws of how the world function changes with the rule change. Like jumping off a bridge results in a broken arm, and not a character comically turning into a puddle
Feel free to tag various fandoms in the tags
10 notes - Posted April 28, 2022
#2
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My #1 post of 2022
Anti-Shipper’s way of arguing has a lot of similarities to the alt-right’s “Never Play Defense” style of argument
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I was re-watching this video again for the sake of refreshing my memory, and noticed quite a few patterns in the ways I’ve seen antis interact with proshippers.
For one thing, antis have a tendency to place proshippers in the same box as pedophiles and MAPs. You can see this in how they often put these groups in the same bullet points in their DNIs, and use the words interchangeably in their callout posts.
These create mental shortcuts for deciding whether or not to listen to someone. And antis feel justified in making these kinds of shortcuts, because nobody wants to listen to a pedophile, lest they be drawn in by their arguments become some kind of apologist.
Very few left leaning people (at least, in my experience) want to betray survivors by listening to the enemy, and those who have experienced abuse themselves don’t want to become their abusers either.
There is this underlying fear of becoming what they hate most that drives antis to do the things they do. They will do every thing they can to fight against this fear, no matter the cost.
Some of the most passionate and vitriolic antis I’ve seen are survivors of abuse themselves. That doesn’t excuse all the suicide baiting, harassment, and doxxing, of course. Though, it does explain why they are like this.
I know a lot of proshippers on here like to characterize antis as people who can’t tell fiction from reality, and when you get to the more extreme ends of radicalization, that can be true to a certain extent.
At the very end of radicalization, it’s not that they feel like they’re saving the character from whatever ‘problematic’ piece of fiction that was made of that character.
It’s that they believe that the venn diagram between people who enjoy problematic fiction and irl abusers is a circle. Anyone who claims that they’re not irl abusers are either apologists, future abusers, or abusers that haven’t been caught yet.
It doesn’t matter whether they have proof or not. The fact that they like problematic things in fiction is a big enough red flag to (in their minds) justify any kind of harassment, suicide baiting, reports to the police, and doxxing.
This whole mindset plays into the “Never Play Defense” style of argument because antis don’t care how well thought out your argument is. It doesn’t matter how you’ve never hurt anyone irl, becuase in their eyes, you’re already guilty.
They already decided that they’re not going to listen, because they already have this idea in their heads that you’re just trying to manipulate them into falling into a slippery slope that ends with them thinking abuse is okay.
Their harassment has two purposes.
One is catharsis. That feeling of actually doing something to fight against the ‘evil’ in this world, and making the world a safer place for survivors. Of course, that’s not actually what they’re doing, but that’s what it feels like to them.
The other is to indicate to anyone who see the argument that they should put the person being accused into a box as well. They should not take anything the accused says as fact, because they are a pedophile/abuser/other bad thing, and if you give them the benefit of the doubt, then you are an apologist.
When accusations come out, antis take questions about the evidence and any attempts to get the other side of the story as an attack, and in response launch one of their own.
While some may see their screaming and ranting as a sign that they are being suspicious, others may think that the person asking the question was actually asking in bad faith in order to upset the accuser.
I’m not saying bad faith questions don’t exist, of course. I’m saying that you cannot decide who is right and who is wrong based on emotions alone. To do that, you need a much deeper understanding of logical fallacies than buzzwords you’ve seen floating around on the internet, but that is an essay for another day.
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I posted 1,339 times in 2022
That's 517 more posts than 2021!
113 posts created (8%)
1,226 posts reblogged (92%)
Blogs I reblogged the most:
@happyk44
@feralphoenix
@celepom
@athingofvikings
@kingburu
I tagged 964 of my posts in 2022
Only 28% of my posts had no tags
#the owl house - 346 posts
#toh - 333 posts
#luz noceda - 206 posts
#amity blight - 167 posts
#pjo - 145 posts
#lumity - 143 posts
#hoo - 142 posts
#heroes of olympus - 141 posts
#percy jackson and the olympians - 98 posts
#nico di angelo - 87 posts
Longest Tag: 137 characters
#my first fandom was card captor sakura and it had a lot of new fics despite the fact that when i got there the show may had been over for
My Top Posts in 2022:
#5
You cannot tell me if Amity and Luz ever got married, Amity wouldn’t change her name to Amity Noceda.
Like any obsessed fan that respects themselves, I project on the characters, and considering the shit Amity has lived for the name “Blight” the idea that she would want to drop any connection to that doesn’t surprise me.
And hey, what better name that the one from the love of your life?
163 notes - Posted May 22, 2022
#4
I don’t know jackshit about fairies or the fae, BUT-
I like to think that the Fae can die, the reason they don’t is that no psychopomp, Death Deity or afterlife wants to mess with them, so they just keep living.
I found hilarious everyone being like "You know what? fuck this, the living can deal with it I will not have them here"
Bonus points to anyone who makes a story about the poor bastard who tried to take one to some afterlife and paid the consequences.
178 notes - Posted July 14, 2022
#3
Honestly considering Hunter has been so isolated all his life, and he basically didn’t have a chance to interact with people his age (or see a lot of anything that wasn’t related to books or whatever Belos was teaching him) I honestly wouldn’t be surprised if having feelings for Willow is something that takes him a moment ot process because 1) He never had friends before 2) He hasn’t had a crush before.
Cue to Luz (aka someone who has been a romantic all her life) and decides to explain EVERYTHING about romance to Hunter.
He ends ups very flustered and mildly traumatized.
204 notes - Posted May 9, 2022
#2
I may be the last person to realize this but-
Luz’s little fanfic as Luzura (including a doddle of her with Amity being like ‘wow‘) was written on Amity’s diary, this means now she can open her diary and see Luz’s little drawing, including the fact that she wanted to impress Amity.
Wonder how she feels about it.
209 notes - Posted August 11, 2022
My #1 post of 2022
I am not sure if someone mentioned this before but, is Luz’s reaction on Reaching Out because people made her feel she should be over her dad’s dead?
I remember when I watched that episode that I related to the way Luz was behaving while talking about the death of her dad, but it wasn’t until recently that I realized why I related to that behaviour.
I am not going to go into my private life, but; did anyone (classmates, friends, maybe even a teacher) told Luz that she shouldn’t feel sad anymore?
Because the way she is reacting and how she was phrasing stuff makes me think that people either told her to not be sad about that.
And holy shit doesn’t that made really shows how fucked up things were for her back in her school.
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I posted 49 times in 2022
That's 4 more posts than 2021!
17 posts created (35%)
32 posts reblogged (65%)
Blogs I reblogged the most:
@modmad
@toastyglow
@s33bie
@xxtc-96xx
@opossums-in-a-trenchcoat
I tagged 47 of my posts in 2022
Only 4% of my posts had no tags
#rambelings of el - 13 posts
#reblog - 10 posts
#moxydoodles - 9 posts
#khocweek2022 - 6 posts
#umineko - 6 posts
#kingdom hearts - 5 posts
#umineko spoilers - 5 posts
#kh oc week - 4 posts
#kingdom hearts oc - 4 posts
#kh oc - 4 posts
Longest Tag: 138 characters
#when i was tiny and wanted to go as her for purim (jewish halloween basically) and i didnt know how to explain who she was both my parents
My Top Posts in 2022:
#5
My hyper fixation on Mermaid Melody flamed up again this week and I discovered there's apparently a new manga
Which I plan to check out
But I'm afraid to???
I have a lot of critique for the old show and the bits of the manga I've seen
But like
Every detail i discovere about Rukia makes me so scared
(i discover the details by frantically going on the wiki, reading one sentence and closing the tab, for the record lol)
Like
Why are Rina and Hanon listed as Rukias friends? That seems surprisingly sad to me?
Why is Rukias idol outfit ....Like That™️?
Why did Mudae use a picture or Rukia for Lucia?
Why does it seem to be implied that Lucia got pregnant before she was 18?
Is Rukia Lucia and Kaitos biological kid or was she born through the pearl thing that Siera went through?
Did Lucia die?
If it was the pearl thing then how old is Rukia actually? Because at least according to the wiki Siera seemed to be born around 10 years old??
Am I the only one who's bothered by these ideas?
Anyway I WILL check it out at some point
For the people who are caught up, is it worth it? Is it fun?
15 notes - Posted November 26, 2022
#4
Day 1- Appearance
Once again, this is Moxan (she/her)
Her clothes are made of a spare Organization XIII coat that she cut because it felt too restricting to her.
Her skin has been actually heavily darkened by uh *checks notes* actual darkness as a way to heal her after she got terribly sunburned by being forgotten in the Keyblade Graveyard for a bout a month.
Her hair stripes also come from the darkness she gets exposed to while traveling through Corridors Of Darkness, and they have gotten a little bit thicker over time.
Her golden eyes are, somewhat predictably, a result of holding a small piece of Xehanorts heart in her own.
Amusingly enough, Moxan suffers from body dysmorphia and basically refuses to look at herself in mirrors and such, as a result she practically is not aware of the changes that happened to her body since leaving her home-world and also because no one else her told her either.
@khoc-week
I had fun making this, I feel like I'm a rare case that doesn't have a keykid as an oc and also Moxans story has a very intentionally limited scope, so I'm definitely going to struggle with some of these promps lol
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#3
I've been thinking of them for a while...
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#2
Battler Ushiromiya x Erika Furudo wedding - circa 1997.
Bonus:
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53 notes - Posted March 10, 2022
My #1 post of 2022
Diversity win!
The bitch who's gonna ruin your life and make you her dog has Prosopagnosia (face blindness)
68 notes - Posted August 26, 2022
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I posted 427 times in 2022
That's 82 more posts than 2021!
393 posts created (92%)
34 posts reblogged (8%)
Blogs I reblogged the most:
@dp-marvel94
@ecto-stone
@kennymayovo
@floralflowerpower
@krossan
I tagged 427 of my posts in 2022
#danny phantom - 413 posts
#thesoulspulse - 390 posts
#the soul's pulse - 389 posts
#the souls pulse - 389 posts
#thesoul'spulse - 388 posts
#danny phantom oc - 142 posts
#danny phantom fanfiction - 117 posts
#oc - 114 posts
#danny phantom fanart - 107 posts
#original character - 107 posts
Longest Tag: 80 characters
#but no seriously i love getting fanart from people of my precious cinnamon buns!
My Top Posts in 2022:
#5
Regarding The Ancients (Part 2)
I think this screenshot says it all. In the last post I talked about the Ancients in general and there are a lot of great candidates for who they were in the Danny Phantom cast. After all, villains could count among them too because all Skulker said was that “...a group of powerful ancient ghosts banded together in a last ditch effort to defeat the King” which when you think about it doesn’t necessarily mean they were all ‘good’ ghosts. They probably had no choice but to become allies to take down someone who threatened the balance of both worlds...
Part 1: https://thesoulspulse.tumblr.com/post/698786699553177600/regarding-the-ancients-part-1
Still, I like to think of most of them as the good guys so we’ll start with them.
Clockwork is obviously the most logical choice because not only is he already wearing a purple cloak that’s extremely similar to the Ancients in the flashback, but he also has statues of the Grim Reaper, aka Death, all over his tower along with lots of scythes. But it makes sense given how he’s probably old enough to have known Death personally. Bonus points if they were brothers since time and death go hand in hand.
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120 notes - Posted October 22, 2022
#4
Got another stained glass window redo! I really like how much better it looks!
P.S. Technically this is for the sequel story but I haven't decided whether to combine it with the current one or not.
Haunted Soul: https://www.fanfiction.net/s/14016455/1/Haunted-Soul
123 notes - Posted March 1, 2022
#3
Danny Phantom Randomness (The Way of the Ninja)
“Infinite Realms” is a really interesting episode despite being from Season 3 since it gave us a lot of cool concepts like Blood Blossoms, Frostbite & the Far Frozen, and the Infimap. And in the most recent chapter of my fanfic “Nevermore” I wanted to come up with a way to get Danny and the gang to Salem and figured why not use the Infimap since Vlad wasn’t there to steal it in this timeline? Still, this one scene where Danny was a Ninja always stood out to me for some reason and now I think I know why...
On the surface it looks like he staged this dramatic entrance but what if there was a bit more to it than that? What if the timing was a little off and Danny, Sam, and Tucker got there a bit earlier than Vlad and Danny actually trained with someone in the Ninja ways? Say, a guardian spirit he warned about Vlad trying to take over the kingdom?
To be fair, Danny’s a fast learner so picking up sword fighting probably wouldn’t take too long. And better yet, it would explain how Danny managed to blend in so well in this scene because I’d like to think that if Vlad didn’t already KNOW it was him, Danny learned how to mask his ghost signature Ninja style.
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123 notes - Posted September 22, 2022
#2
To cease the storm…
To end the fear…
The sword must sheathe…
In pumpkin near!
~ Danny Phantom, Season 1, Fright Night
Original:
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131 notes - Posted September 11, 2022
My #1 post of 2022
Once I got started on this, I couldn’t stop. Literally all I meant to do was make some line art for later out of a title card template I found to redraw from scratch for Halloween, but I got carried away while experimenting with some recolors as you can see...
I did redo Danny’s face since there were a lot of subtle differences between the concept art and the final version. Still, I’m sure you all know how much I love the Fright Knight so here’s another preemptive drawing since October is right around the corner!
Disclaimer, this is purely a work of fanart and Ray Leong gets credit for the original line art since they used to work for Butch. I don’t want to get in trouble or anything for using it so I won’t be sharing the line art template I made for this just in case, I will share a link to the original its based on though so they get proper credit!
Lineart: https://www.flickr.com/photos/ray_leong/2314966970/in/album-72157604059837585/
Official Title Card:
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133 notes - Posted September 24, 2022
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ooooooo oh no i'm a spooooky endo system totally here to oppress you instead of just trying to exist without being harassed and suibaited by anti-endos ooooooo. lmao get fucking real. unless you got some actual screencaps proving what you just said you're just talkin' out of your ass
Good evening, follower of batm0th. Here’s the post I was working on for a while.
I may reblog this post in the future to include more stuff. Long post up ahead! Additionally, if there’s any trigger warnings that should be on this but are not, please let me know
First check out @endo-death-threats. There is also @reblogging-ableist-posts where you can search the tags for ‘dissociative identity disorder’ and ‘other specified dissociative disorder’ to find plenty instances of endogenic ableism. @sysmedsaresexist tends to post screenshots of endos being hella shitty. There’s also @justanothersyscourse who’s got lots of good sources, and occasionally corrects misinformation.
Anyways!
Do you know about the Empowered Multiples movement? It was a movement started by people who claimed to be systems without trauma. They attempted to demedicalize DID/OSDD, dissociative trauma disorders. Why would you demedicalize a medical condition? So you can make it harder for them to get help? Did you know that this movement started with DIDOSDD systems who rejected recovery? Your movement is rooted in anti-recovery.
You’ve seen all the medical terms that pro-endos like to steal right? System, alter, switching, fronting, dormancy, intergration, splitting, protector, persecutor, little, caretaker, etc etc. It’s all supposed to be medical terms for systems but endos have stolen and appropriated anything they possibly can.
‘Traumascum’ is a term that some pro-endos like to use. Do I even need to explain why that’s messed up?
‘Sysmed’ is also a term that endos like to use, going off the use of transmed. This is transphobic for comparing gender identity to a mental illness, and comparing a mental illness to gender identity. The use of the term as a negative connotation means... What? It’s bad to medicalize systemhood? You want to demedicalize these life-changing disorders? You DO want to bar these people from the help they need? And what for? Just do you can feel better. Trans systems have voiced their concerns about the use of the term, yet they are ignored and silenced because they disagree with pro-endos. Here is a very well thought out post on it
Have you heard of tulpas? They are a sacred buddhist practice. Yet pro-endos have appropriated the hell out of this practice, and conflated it with systemhood. Here is an explanation full of sources on the subject
I’m sure you know about the recent doxxing that’s happened. At least 3 anti-endos were doxxed, all of them POC and minors. Doesn’t seem like much of a coincidence, honestly! Dramaticsyscourse is one of those who were doxxed. Rape and murder threats were sent as well
Account I believe to be deactivated, stealing from systems. More here
Here is an example of a pro-endo admitting to ignoring the concerns of a system who pointed out their ableism.
Here is a pro-endo calling a system the r slur and telling them to die
Plaindamndisgusting is a pro-endo who loves to harass people unprovoked!
https://ultrabright-flashlight.tumblr.com/post/678233288001945600/yeah-yeah-im-the-good-guy-abon
https://ultrabright-flashlight.tumblr.com/post/678233487070953472/you-harassed-me-and-my-friends
https://ultrabright-flashlight.tumblr.com/post/678233613993705472/screenshot-my-blog-expise-me
https://ultrabright-flashlight.tumblr.com/post/678233847335452672/i-suffer-from-horrific-psychosis-and-bpd-and
This is a really big one honestly.
QueerAutism tends to just make claims and avoid backing it up
A pro-endo singlet’s infantilization of a system voicing their concerns
More infantilization, bonus of being incredibly condescending
@/queeradhd is a pro-endo singlet who’s voice is lifted above systems because they lick the boots of endos
@/Sophieinwonderland is the one of the most supported voices in DID/OSDD talks, and yet, she doesn’t have any dissociative disorder! She said it herself! She’s mostly supported by endos. They will really do whatever they can for the sake of validation. Also, here’s her making excuses for egging on hallucinations and delusions
More on encouraging delusions. Don’t try to tell me this person suffers from psychosis or schizophrenia, having something doesn’t excuse you from ableism to it
Endo supporter encouraging denial
They really treat this disorder like a gender
I’ve deleted the reblogs after the original post was taken down due to the current situation, but while anti-endos were being doxxed, an endo decided to make a blocklist. Potential victims, whoopee!
Fetishizing japanese people for the sake of making up an origin(kawaiigenic)
This is straight up wrong. Dissociative disorders ARE trauma disorders. The reason it doesn’t list trauma as a requirement is because this disorder is meant to make you forget trauma. Separating dissociative disorders from trauma disorders is extremely dangerous and roots systems in denial. This user went on to tell people trying to correct their dangerous misinfo that they shouldn’t interact. Here is a well made post explaining it, using the DSM.
So many systems have been manipulated into heavy denial of trauma, symptoms, dissociation, and everything to tell themselves they’re endogenic. I do not have the words to describe how dangerous and harmful this is. You guys are all about believing lived experiences with no criticism or scrutiny whatsoever no matter what, right? Well, believe these ones, then. Here is more on the damage pro-endos have done to systems
There’s another blog I know that receives so much shitty harassment from endos, but I don’t want to show that right now cause they’re going through a hard time atm. They don’t need any more of this shit
The only thing that matters to endos is validation, and you MUST believe and support anything they say, no matter what. Don’t ask for sources or anything,or you’re a bigot because you don’t immediately believe anything you read on the internet. If they make a claim they are right, they’re always right, if you disagree you’re wrong and everything psychology has researched is wrong, they are the exception to reality because they said so. They can and will silence and talk over disabled people, POC, trans people, ANYONE necessary for validation. And here you are, proving my point, trying to silence my concerns over what you’re doing. Disregarding and disbelieving the things I tried to tell you.
Minorities ONLY deserve to be heard if they support you.
You may say you’re ‘just trying to exist’, but really, just be claiming to be endogenic you’re spreading dangerous misinformation.
And ultimately, there’s no real proof that being an endogenic system is actually possible. The ‘sources’ you have are demanding we believe whatever you say, misinterpreting actual resources, biased websites, and anything else that isn’t legitimate.
We are not insisting that you need to fit a super specific box of what a system is. Systems are diverse! We’re only asking you to fit the BASIC CRITERIA. If you do not fit the basic criteria, you are not a system, and you should stop talking over us.
The main concern endos have is simple validity. The concerns anti-endos have is the demedicalization, stigmatization, and dangerous misinformation about systems.
Some other instances of endogenic harassment:
(In that last one, QueerAutism is coming after someone unproked, then misusing the term gaslighting, which is insensitive to gaslighting victims)
Shit sent to memoriesofthecircularroom:
https://memoriesofthecircularroom.tumblr.com/post/678918032934010880/all-sysmeds-are-scum
https://memoriesofthecircularroom.tumblr.com/post/678882226559139841/stop-fucking-harassing-sophie
https://memoriesofthecircularroom.tumblr.com/post/678851430416842752/jfc-i-was-being-genuine-no-need-to-be-an-asshole
Can’t wait for some pro-endo to come and talk over me again because I only deserve to be heard if I validate them.
Thank you to everyone who pitched in for this post! If anybody has more to add on, feel free to do so
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reblog this and put in the tags who you think has the worst cooking in ace attorney/great ace attorney (bonus points for explaining why)
#khytal.ks#klavier’s my pick but other terrible chefs include maggey. edgeworth. ryuunosuke. and kazuma#you can also just reply/send in an ask I’m collecting ideas for another doodle page
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𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐢𝐤𝐲𝐮𝐮 𝐛𝐨𝐲𝐬’ 𝐟𝐚𝐯𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐛𝐨𝐝𝐲 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐨𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮
𝟰𝟬𝟬 & 𝟱𝟬𝟬 𝗳𝗼𝗹𝗹𝗼𝘄𝗲𝗿𝘀 𝘀𝗽𝗲𝗰𝗶𝗮𝗹
character(s) : haikyuu!! - multiple characters
legend : [Y/N = your name] f!reader with they/them pronouns. fluff to the mildest of spice, not nsfw. timeskip
note(s) : so like.. the bnha one did very well, so i wanted to do a haikyuu version of it. im obviously not doing all the boys sadly. (will probably do 3-5 boys per team idk), but i’ll just do as many as i can until my idea train dies. i would add more tags but 30 is the limit so.. sorry. very long overdue because this was in my drafts for the longest time
read more will be added later along with the link to part one.
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hinata shoyo
↮ a legs lover. there’s something about them he’s really enamored by. a bonus if you’re shorter than him, and an even bigger bonus if you’re taller than him (if you’re much taller than him since he’s 5′7 in the timeskip, I think) then he’ll pass tf out) he LOVES it when you wear stockings or fishnets, and he loves the way the material contours the shape of your legs. he’ll stare at them a lot, and he will be embarrassed if you catch him, and even more so when the team catches him. please reassure him that it’s fine.
kageyama tobio
↮ loves your chest, regardless of size (but if you must insist, he leans towards bigger sets) is it a thing connecting to milk? he doesn’t really know to be honest. kageyama really loves taking naps on your chest, because he falls asleep pretty fast when he takes naps on your chest. he won’t touch them because he’s a lil hesitant, but he’ll just.. rest his hand on there, and admire the softness. (will suckle on them if you’ll let him. is it a milk thing? again, we don’t know)
kōshi sugawara
↮ your lower back is his favorite. it’s not so common as “breasts” or “ass” but, he has good reasoning behind his favorite! in general, he loves his face, but he loves just laying his hand on your lower back. there’s just something about looking at you from behind that makes his heart pound 10x faster. oh and, he really loves putting kisses on there, because every time your back will be towards him in your shared room, he’ll catch a glimpse of those little bite marks. he’s smug, and he’s very proud of them, especially because you can only see them.
tsukishima kei
↮ he’s stuck between hands, tiddies and neck, but for the sake of this post- we’ll settle for hands. they’re so much smaller than his?? like.. he wonders how that’s possible, and he’ll probably tease you about it. (uh.. how can someone’s hands be that long? tf tsuki) it’s canon that he fiddles with his fingers when nervous, so when he’s with you- he’ll fiddle with your fingers instead. he also finds himself playing with your fingers, memorizing all of the details of your fingers. if you offer to put on bandages on his fingers whenever he gets hurt or something similar, he’ll get very bashful. but please do that!! he loves that a lot. with tiddies, his preference is definitely on the smaller side ngl
kozume kenma
↮ collarbones to him are ଘ(੭*ˊᵕˋ)੭* ੈ♡‧₊˚ “mwah.” so elegant, so beautiful. how did this happen? well- he was doing work one day (like the rich man he is) and you sit on his lap per usual- but !! your collarbones were all up in his face. he’ll get very red, and lose focus, so give him a heads up. wear shirts that show off your collarbones, and he’ll stare hard. so yeah. he loves resting his face on them, and he’ll occasionally give you kisses, ranging from cute lil ones, to the wet open mouth kisses.
yaku morisuke
↮ yaku likes short hair, i repeat- he likes short hair. therefore!! his favorite part would be your upperback/neck. it really depends if you’re taller than him or shorter than him. tbh idk how tall that man is in the timeskip (but he sexy af) but he always loves resting his hand on your upperback, regardless if you have long hair or short hair. if you’re shorter than him, he’ll pull you in for a hug with a hand on your upperback, and if you’re taller— he’ll rest his head on your shoulder, hand loosely hung around your back.
lev haiba
↮ this man screams legs man. like.. i also don’t really have much evidence to back this up, but this man has this weird attraction to your legs. he’ll probably make you walks in front of him so he can take a good stare at your legs. doesn’t matter if they’re long, skinny legs— or short ones! he just adores legs. lev is really tall so.. please put your legs on him, he’ll be in heaven. his preference definitely leans on long legs though.. he just really likes them :)
oikawa tōru
↮ uh ok.. i had a difficult time with deciding with this one tbh, but this man loves your waist. at first, i thought he was a tiddies man, which.. i feel like he is? but not that much of a tiddies man compared to being a waist man. his favorite way to greet you is to hug you from behind, hands resting on your waist as he inhales your scent. he’ll probably bite the soft skin on your waist as a way to tease you, that is.. if you allow him lol
iwaizumi hajime
↮ man is a collarbone man, change my mind. again, i partially feel like he also loves thighs and ass but look!! collarbones. he loves seeing them when you wear baggy clothes, unintentionally showing off your collarbones to him. his mind goes haywire at the sight. loves putting kisses on your collarbones, occasionally putting hickies there— but he also doesn’t wanna inflict pain on your collarbones so.. hickies are not a common thing. but don’t worry! he has a lot of ways to show you his love for collarbones.
akaashi keiji
↮ definitely a collarbone/hands type of guy. he has a strong affixiation towards them, it came to the point that even bokuto noticed that he had some sort of attachment to them. he just loves admiring collarbones, especially if they’re adorn with shiny necklaces, or just anything that’ll make them look amazing. as for hands, he loves playing with the tip of your fingers— tracing from your wrists, to the back of your hands, to your fingertips.
bokuto koutarou
↮ thighs :)) his preference is “the bigger, the better” and it’s literally canon too. he doesn’t mind smaller thighs, but he’s such a sucker of huge thighs. i guess it’s because he has thick thighs himself so that’s why bigger girls gravitate towards him. there’s always a hand on your thigh if you sit on his lap, and before games, he finds himself patting your thighs for good luck (he’ll never smack them because man’s highkey gonna leave marks on you)
ushijima wakatoshi
↮ thighs. thighs. thighs. man absolutely loves them, more so if they’re a little bit on the thicker side, but obviously— if this man loves you, he’ll love all of you. head really empty, and it’s just him gripping on your thighs while he drives the car, practically having a vice grip on your poor thighs— but it’s okay, because he’ll rub the irritated spot with a gentle touch, his baritone voice apologizing to you. not really big on words, but.. he’ll stare at your thighs a lot.
tendou satori
↮ has a thing for your hips. hm tbh, i was stuck between him having a thing for your neck and thighs— but he absolutely loves hips, just as any other intellectual. he loves squishing the plump flesh between his skinny fingers, and he also loves tapping on them while you stand infront of him doing.. with small hips, he still likes holding on then. okay but,, he also really loves hip dips. even he can’t explain it, he’ll just repeat him— telling you he loves hip dips. he really loves the silhoutte of them. so yeah, if you’re insecure, he’ll punt your insecurities until they rot :)
semi eita
↮ he admires your hands, it’s just that.. they feel so much softer than his, and the size difference between your hand and his hand makes his mind go haywire, his heart pounding against his chest. his hands are still in top shape, but over the years— they definitely roughened a bit due to practicing guitar and other instruments for his band, so his heart will definitely swoon if you put lotion on them. he’s also the type that would kiss the back of your hand before gigs for good luck, only to kiss them after his shows, saying he did well because of you :)
rintarou suna
↮ a thighs man for sure. the bigger thighs the better, it’s just his preference. not saying he hates small thighs though— thighs will be thighs. however!! his preference just loves squishy thighs. if you were to squeeze them around his head— he’d surely die a happy man. doesn’t care where y’all are and who you guys are with, he’s 100% going to put his hand on your thigh. if you decide to wear clothes revealing your thighs, or just.. tight fitted jeans or leggings, expect him to squeeze the soft flesh that’s there. he’ll definitely make a remark about how your thighs expand like crazy when you sit down, but he doesn’t mean it in a insulting way. he actually really loves it.
kita shinsuke
↮ he loves everything about you, so it really takes him a while to actually settle on something. one day— he’ll be touching your thighs, another day he’ll be holding your waist, then another day, he has his hand gliding over your collarbones. eventually, he settles on favoriting your hands, because he can hold them regardless of the setting. he can kiss them, hold them, and intertwin his fingers all he likes.
the miya twins
↮ OSAMU LOVES TIDDIES, AND ATSUMU LOVES ASS :) i don’t make the rules.
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likes and reblogs are appreciated, thanks for reading! (can y’all tell i got a little exhausted with writing the miya twins lol)
i do not own haikyuu!!/hq!! and it’s characters. haikyuu belongs to haruichi furudate, i only own the writing.
do not plagiarize my work :))
edit : just realized y’all like haikyuu so.. please submit haikyuu headcanon ideas
#haikyuu x reader#haikyuu imagines#hq x reader#hq x you#haikyuu x you#haikyuu x y/n#hq x y/n#hq!! headcanons#kageyama tobio x reader#hinata shoyo x reader#tsukishima kei x reader#kageyama x reader#tsukishima x reader#suna x reader#suna x you#suna x y/n#miya atsumu x reader#miya osamu x reader#ushijima wakatoshi x you#ushijima wakatoshi x reader#ushijima x y/n#tendou x reader#tendou satori x reader#tendou satori x you#kita shinsuke x reader#kita shinsuke x you#akaashi x you#bokuto x reader#oikawa toru x reader#iwaizumi x reader
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Angels theory time!
The Secrets of Devildom: Demons of Greed. (Part 1)
Anyone who has read the 7 Og theory and the cycle of life (thanks @sparkbeast20 for the cooperation) knows that there are many holes in annon and that many of the facts that occurred in annon are not explained and/or left implicit without any context.
But before starting this moment of theory, I ask that you, dear reader, keep your mind open for this moment, and in case you want to point out any flaws, or I'm forgetting something, remember that this is just a theory post and I won't be upset if you want to add something within this conversation, I just ask you to reblog and tag me so we can exchange theories on the subject.
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We know that in the first few lessons lucifer chooses mammon as our guardian even though he and the others explicitly say what a scoundrel he is, which initially is something out of context since according to him he gives the notion that he cares deeply about the program, so why would he choose from all the brothers the one who is most hated?
Further on, there is a situation in which he (lucifer) says that mammon is the one he trusts the most, in addition, we realize during the game that even though mammon is the one who most falls into his sin he is the only demon among his brothers that worries about mc since the beginning of the game.
Even though he threatens and claims mammon is the only one of the brothers who maintains control over the human even if he is not close to it.
Why this? because he is his human!
Okay before you start cursing me and objecting to this thing a little bit, remember my conversation with Spark about the 7 Ogs, remember I said that the previous greed avatar was protective of its people?
Well, it was no secret that the demons of greed are terr protectors and excellent guardians of their precious things they do this so much it became the primordial instinct of this demonic class, knowing that lucifer delivered the human to the avatar of greed because he was relying on his instinct to keep his precious one safe, yeah he was right the first moment he saw the human he started to bully (*cough court*cough) the same he (lucifer) just needed a touch final to remind mammon of the consequences of his failure (punch scene).
ok before you tell me that he was not a great guardian at first because he left mc with Levi, you must remember that mammon knew his brothers and their character and knew that the same (Levi) would not kill the human, in fact, he was relying on the idea of psychological terror to put the human on the line because he despises all his brothers and he knows about the nature of humans and understands how curious and stubborn we are.
So what's the best way to keep a little human in line so he doesn't end up killing himself for some stupid reason? put the said human in contact with a hostile demon (nerd) whose anger can easily be deterred.
Bonus if the said human is as nerdy as the demon, then he doesn't have to worry 24/7 that the human will die around the corner since the Demonerd will try to protect his little human friend.
With that in mind, everyone wins, and if something goes wrong he can just show up and save the day, since he's secretly spying on the human and I'll talk about that in part 2, making the human realize that he was the only one there. save it and keep it close to it.
He is not a saint ok, mammon is a demon of greed, this class is also very good at manipulating and knows how to find flaws in contracts/commands, lucifer ordered him to watch over the human's life, not his sanity.
#anjels001 theory#anjels 001 comment#anjels 001 theory#anjels001 comment#anjels ask#obey me shall we date#obey me devildom#obey me theory#omswd#obey me mammon#omswd mammon#obey me mc#omswd mc#omswd theory#avatar of greed#Demon of greed
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otchet o missii
© @wintersthighs
bucky barnes x reader. ⎢ masterlist.
part one ⸺ part two ⸺ bonus
request made by anon: Hi Maria you beautiful person you please be my friend 🥺 I kinda have a request but if it doesn't speak to you then you don't have to write it, could you write something where reader is an enhanced/ mutant (kinda like Wanda or Jean Grey so like crazy powerful and dangerous) and Bucky just will not let the government get near her because he knows they'll probably experiment on her to make her a weapon cause they're sus like that? It can be romantic or platonic no preference, if ya want, please and thanks sorry this was so long
word count: 1.165 words.
warnings/tags: none. dad!bucky being overprotective with his baby soldier.
author notes: re-posted because tumblr deleted it for no reason. none of my stories contain reader’s body descriptions to be inclusive.
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“Soldat, stoy”.
(Soldier, stop).
Your eyes widened. Your heart raced. The time froze. That command clicked something in your brain, producing the spheres of flames concentrated on your palms to dwindle till disappearing. You had just one second to look around you, before turning at the firm tone of voice behind your back. You found yourself in the middle of Times Square, surrounded by different security forces, aiming at you with large-caliber weapons. Above your head, two helicopters were setting up a perimeter. The chaos spread around the long avenue. You didn't have an idea of how you ended up there, but you were scared like never before.
Turning slowly, your eyes landed on a pair of pale blue orbs. You didn’t notice the other people as a backup. A feeling of safety invaded you when he tilted his head confused, narrowing his eyes, trying to understand how it was possible that you were there. But before you could take a step closer to him, a twinge followed by an electric cramp shook your body. The last thing you heard before blacking out was an I got you, and a cold arm wrapping your abdomen.
BUCKY'S POV
Avengers Compound
06:03 pm, New York
“How do you know it’s not a trap set by Hydra?” Steve asked, reclining himself on his seat at the meeting table next to the rest of the Avengers.
“Because I trust her”. Bucky didn’t doubt replying, although he couldn’t understand why, hearing Stark clicking his tongue as he rolled his eyes.
“James, you don’t know her”. Natasha sighed, referring to the fact that being assassins together years ago meant nothing.
“I trained her. She owes me loyalty”.
“What’s that? Some kind of Stockholm Syndrome patented by Hydra?” Clint scoffed incredulously.
“Tell us what you know about her, Bucky. What you remember”. The captain asked his long-life friend, leaning on the table with both forearms rested against the edge of it.
The soldier gulped, deeply breathing, nodding his chin with his eyes lost somewhere on the dark oak. He explained how Vasily Karpov knew about you. An orphan with no family, no history, and a power of telepathy that allowed you to control the four elements as you pleased. Water, fire, earth, and air. From nowhere, your body could produce flames and throw them anywhere. Exactly the same you could do with water and air. Earth was different. Only by using your hands you could wild it as you want; creating earthquakes or holes, move it. The heroes around Bucky were stupefied. You were a potential danger.
Then, he told them about your skills. Karpov made him stay awake after killing Tony’s parents to train her. You were just a kid. And soon, you were a soldier with an angelic face who could kill anyone just by blinking your eyes. To tell the truth, the Winter Soldier was everything you had in this life. You two worked together, hand-to-hand, for more than ten years until he disappeared. With him out of the game, Hydra continued experimenting with you to replace him. But they reached a point where you couldn't bear the pain, losing control completely.
“Let me talk with her, please”. Bucky begged, touring his eyes around the people there.
“It’s too dangerous”. Vision affirmed, taking a position close to Tony.
“She. Owes. Me. Loyalty”. He repeated almost hissing, pointing out every word with his silver forefinger poking the table.
“You have five minutes before the Government brings her to the Raft”. Rhodes sentenced, crossing his arms on his chest. “Five minutes”.
Escorted by Steve and Wanda, who was the only one there that could control you, Bucky went down to the third sublevel. When the soporific made its effect and knocked you out in the middle of Manhattan, the Avengers managed to take you to their compound.
You were still stoned, but conscious enough to know what was happening around you. Everything spun inside the bunker. Your head hurt like hell and you felt a knot within the pit of your stomach that made you want to puke your guts. As the heavy door proffered a loud noise being opened you retreated to the farthest corner, placing your knees to your chest and wrapping your legs with both arms. Again, you were shaking. Terrified. About to beg for your life.
“Soldat, otchet o missii”.
(Soldier, mission report).
Your breathing became erratic as if the air wasn't enough to fill your lungs. You were at the edge of your crying, raising your hidden face from the gap of your knees. The Winter Soldier was standing some feet away from you. No expression on his face, as always, but with the small difference of a slight inkling of concern. He also looked skinnier, shorter hair, a grown beard. He looked healthier, free.
“Net zadaniya”. You whispered with a broken tone.
(No assignment).
“Soldat, otchet o missii”. He repeated taking a step ahead, hardening his voice.
(Soldier, mission report).
The command made you gulp a sob. Wasn’t he believing you? How could you lie to him?
“Net zadaniya”. You replied with no hesitation, standing on your bare feet and sticking your back to the wall. “Missiya ne naznachena”.
(No assignment. No mission assigned).
You noticed he wanted to turn to his partners, but he didn't. The soldier kept eye contact, coming a little more closer, invading your personal space without caring. He tilted his head forward, trying to find the answers to his questions in your orbs. But they both were emptied with the sole exception of the horror invading your chest and reflected on them. You didn't want to come back. You wanted to be released from Hydra's chain. You weren't an assassin, nor a monster.
“I wa… I was looking for… you”. Babbling, you confessed, being the explanation for why your mind took you to that place in concrete.
“Why?”
“Because you are the only person I have”.
His eyelids narrowed for a second, scanning your intentions, feeling frustrated by not finding anything hidden beneath your words. “Otchet o missii, soldat”.
(Mission report, soldier).
“Net zadaniya, Sergeant Barnes”.
(No assignment).
It was the first time you pronounced part of his real name since you met him many years ago and you could listen to his heartbeat increasing. Before you blinked, his metallic hand grabbed your throat and pinned you against the wall, watching the fury and the rage taking control over his grimace. Glancing above his shoulder, a redhead woman stopped the blonde man known as Captain America. Your gaze focused again on the soldier, loosening slowly the grip on your skin.
“Why don't you remember me?”
The last thing you knew about him was that the man behind him brought back the memories of his past life. His real life. But he was still looking at you with hate and revulsion. Of course, the Winter Soldier was conscious of who you were. What he had forgotten was how he felt about you. He didn't reply to your question, walking backward to the exit, leaving you there. Alone. Again.
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