You made sure your vows were silent Because loving me freely is like falling for a tyrant and i know your mother sees right past the violets, she witnesses her son loving hands like his own in silent. I shouldn't tolerate this kind of love if you can only praise me in private, but here I go shutting the blinds happy and blindsided Because I know what's to come. I'm comfortable being your vice laying on your linoleum.
All I want is for people to look at me, not give my gender a second thought, but then all of a sudden they realize, “wait, was that a man or a woman?” Then they do a double take and look at me again, and still can’t be able to tell. Is this too much to ask for?
Why is gender so complicated?!?? I want to be seen as a boy but sometimes I want to be a pretty boy, but other times (rarely but still happens) I feel comfortable as a girl, but a lot of the time I don’t feel like or want to be perceived as either??? Geez, can my gender make up its mind? I’m not “out” to anyone and even if i came out, WHAT WOULD I SAY??? Like, I can’t describe how i feel in words! I would probably be fine if the people around me were excepting and I could just vibe, but most people I know suck.