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abybweisse · 2 months
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Ch210, Spoiler: windmill and overlaid text
There's a comment on this post about Theo's reasoning for thinking this sewer leads to the river. He says something about a windmill, and some blades are shown here.
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Blown up, it's much easier to see, because I didn't realize what I was looking at earlier. I figure it must be the same windmill shown on the cover of ch193, unless there's more than one on the property.
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Honestly, it's probably the same one, even if there are others there.
I was discussing the spoilers on Discord, and a helpful member there -- I'll call them anon here -- did some research on drainage windmills in the UK while also trying to get a decent translation of what Theo says. Screenshot:
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It's not powered by the water (of course), but it's using wind power to pump water (drainage).
Previously, I'd argued perhaps it's pumping water out of the river and through plumbing (very innovative and high-end for something like an orphanage) or to irrigate crops raised onsite -- to help feed staff and students, as well as provide some students with crop-raising skills. I could imagine Corgis learning this, perhaps even Mastiffs and Collies, but Pomeranians wouldn't receive such training.
But anon found good info about the use of windmills in eastern England:
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The Broads and The Fens of East Anglia include Norfolk. I'm still having trouble understanding why this particular windmill would be at the river, unless it's pumping water from the surrounding land (and from buildings) and dumping it into the river. Ok, that makes sense, though I'm still not entirely sure how it's draining water from the land itself.
I don't know much about the physical geography of the area, so I did some very quick research of my own.
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The river running through this orphanage is likely either one of these or -- even more likely -- one of their tributaries. Since they need a pump to drain the land more than what the river does on its own, they must be on very low-lying land in the county. Maybe parts of the land create pockets that retain water that must be continuously pumped out.
Which makes me wonder how long it might take to flood all the underground tunnels and chambers... if they destroyed the windmill. 🤔 Because the drain they find still appears to be underground, below the barn....
Anyway, they still need to survive the approaching (and armed and shooting) staff. I just saw the rest of the chapter, so I'm cutting this post a bit shorter than it would have been.
I will just quickly say that the text in black on the last page of the spoilers I posted earlier is, in fact, not part of the chapter but a text overlay from a reader on the hosting site it came from. There, a reader comments about the chapter being so short. As someone on Discord said, it could be that this ends up as the last chapter in its volume. It does seem fitting for an "at midnight" sort of chapter.
Ok, I'll post the full, untranslated, chapter soon.
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omgkalyppso · 4 months
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Szarr Spawn Sibling Headcanons
They were all changed physically by the vampiric transformation, with regards to their hair and changed complexions, though they did not all change the same way. However, they do all have red eyes, with only Aurelia having black sclera as tieflings often do.
After defeating Vellioth, Cazador inherited his rules, his ritual, and Donnela Szarr's Tourmaline Depths — his ritual site. He lacked only vampires, spawn and his ritual dagger.
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Violet Willowpath
Born 1196 DR. Deceased 1278 DR. Age at time of death: 82. Current age: 296. Years as a vampire: 214. Race: Wood Elf. Profession before turning: Locksmith. Facial scar: Scar 7. Little backstory: Lies / changes her story for how Cazador turned her any time she is asked. She and three others were hired to break into a vault in Waterdeep belonging to this couple of vampires from MTG art that I'm calling Salvador and Nerezza — Cazador's first over-reaching attempt to come into possession of the ritual dagger. She was returned in a box with the remains of her colleagues, and to receive the information he needed and Salvador and Nerezza's very generous offer of some day conducting business if he could treat them with respect, Cazador was forced to turn Violet. If she had been ugly, or without her uses, he might have killed her after receiving Salvador and Nerezza's news. Surname origin: d&d elf name generator
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Aurelia Roakh
Born 1259 DR. Deceased 1283 DR. Age at time of death: 24. Current age: 233. Years as a vampire: 209. Race: Asmodeus Tiefling. Profession before turning: Concert Pianist. Facial scar: Scar 9. Little backstory: Aurelia stole hours away to practice on an upright piano in an inn in the middle of no where throughout her youth. When she finally came into the city as a young woman she performed in hall after hall, hired by noblemen and merchants alike for all of five years, missing her opportunity to start composing for any of her patrons when she was stolen away for Cazador's sole amusement and ambitions. Surname origin: my imagination
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Astarion Ancunín
Born 1260 DR. Deceased 1299 DR. Age at time of death: 39. Current age: 232. Years as a vampire: 193. Race: High Elf. Profession before turning: Magistrate. Facial scar: None. Little backstory: Cazador's full focus was on Astarion for a time. He offered coin for manipulation of the courts for the sake of a few careless "missing persons," and he offered (vampiric) power to occupy the Gur within the City walls to ensure Salvador and Nerezza's safe passage into Baldur's Gate, the first of three visits. That the Gur were overzealous in their attention of the poster child of nepotism, only meant that Cazador could further claim authority over the fallen star and break a promise a little sooner than planned.
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Yousen Fizzlediggs
Born 1291 DR. Deceased 1358 DR. Age at time of death: 67. Current age: 198. Years as a vampire: 134. Race: Rock Gnome. Profession before turning: Cleric of Torm. Facial scar: Scar 4. Little backstory: Part of an adventuring party who sought to address claims of vampires in the Upper City. Humiliated into forsaking his patron deity, Yousen's spawn siblings have never forgotten how he would have slain them, and how he probably still would if given a chance. Surname origin: d&d gnome name generator + alteration with imagination
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Petras "Pale Petras" Lamprou
Born 1373 DR. Deceased 1392 DR. Age at time of death: 19. Current age: 119. Years as a vampire: 100. Race: Human. Profession before turning: Apprentice Jeweller. Facial scar: None. Little backstory: A patriar's second son of lacking accomplishment or ambition, but who shared the face of Cazador's long-late friend drained by Vellioth. Often ordered to silence in Cazador's presence so the memory can live on until Petras opens his mouth. Surname origin: searched common Greek surnames since Petras is of Greek origin
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Dalyria "Dal" Dlaen Del'Amatar
Born 1292 DR. Deceased 1413 DR. Age at time of death: 121. Current age: 200. Years as a vampire: 79. Race: Seladrine Drow. Profession before turning: Physician General to the Parliament of Baldur’s Gate. Facial scar: None. Little backstory: Her mother, a third daughter of a common drow family, escaped to the surface to hide her pregnancy, where she found community and salvation in Corellon Larethian. She raised Dal to be an elf beyond corruption, with a sense of justice and a love for life. This doomed Dalyria in many ways, as she would have been in the way of Cazador and his allies, and may have had too long a career besides, with an elven lifespan. Her beauty and intellect, and her ruined prospects, were trophies to Cazador. It was delicious to him how she feared him, and found revulsion in her fate. She had saved dozens of lives, and reflects on how many lives she may have indirectly touched through these people she helped on nights when she's faced with how many lives she's helped take since her transformation. But more than guilt, Dalyria is a creature of pride, and would trade anything for that in herself again. Surname origin: forgotten realms drow non-noble families list
I ship her with Araj Oblodra. Helping the restoration of her house, trading bites and resources, and magical and medical knowledge. Their union also provides purpose to some of the 7000 spawn, as well as a foothold in Menzoberranzan for the vampires' Underdark settlement's trade ambitions and general security.
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Leon Tharm
Born 1438 DR. Deceased 1479 DR. Age at time of death: 41. Current age: 54. Years as a vampire: 13. Race: Human. Profession before turning: Sorcerer. Facial scar: Scar 1. Little backstory: Grandson of Rhauntides and Shaunil Tharm. Leon was one of eight grandchildren (not even his full generation) sent in "cardinal directions" (north, north-east, east, etc.) to pursue their glory. In 1479, after the defeat of Elminster Aumar by an evil aligned Chosen of Mystra, while not yet a significant force in his own right, his historic name and associations meant that when Leon started seeking credible information about the result of that conflict and what it might mean for the plane (and magical communities, if anything), he brought attention to himself and his young family. Cazador lied, and poisoned Leon's wife, Theophania, to distract from any vampiric suspicions Leon may have had, and then leveraged baby Victoria's safety so that Leon accepted his fate without complaint. Surname origin: Shaunil Tharm; while Leon is a sorcerer and not a wizard, I can come up with many reasons for this while maintaining a reason for their relation. I looked up forgotten realms wizards
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amplifyme · 2 years
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Shift (aka The Lost Fanfic)
The X-Files. MSR. Teen and up. WC: 4261. Post-Fight the Future. Read on AO3.
Notes:
This was written sometime in the summer of 1998 after Fight the Future was released and before Season 6 began. It was archived exclusively on my website and was the only piece I didn't have backed up on my computer. When the site went down a few years later, it disappeared into the ether. I've been looking for it off and on ever since. Truth be told, I couldn't even remember what I'd written. But thanks to the resourceful and forward-thinking Lilydalexf over on Tumblr, I received an email with a text file of the fic, which she'd saved way back in the day. I've cleaned it up a bit and have included the original author's notes and disclaimer.
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Classification: VAH... all right, all right, it's MSR, too.
Rating: PG-13 for content
Spoilers: Fight the Future
Author's notes: Yeah, okay, so it's not smut. I'm sorry (say it like Eddie Van Blundht). The muse looked down her nose at me and implied that I'd forgotten how to write anything clean. This'll show her.
I'm so sorry, Mel. Can you ever forgive me? ;->
Disclaimer: Aw, jeez, do I have to? You all know the drill; just repeat it to yourselves and that'll be good enough for me.
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"Let me see if I'm understanding you, Mulder." Scully silently offered to swap her container of shrimp fried rice for his Mongolian beef. "You're saying that our work on the X-Files should be considered the norm, as opposed to the typical white-collar worker with the house in the suburbs and the two point five kids?'
"And the Range Rover," Mulder added as they traded off. He took a bite of the rice and talked around it, his typical enthusiasm overriding any need for manners. "What I'm saying is that we're hardwired to seek out new experiences, blaze new trails. The human intellect demands new and different challenges, and if we ignore that basic need we run the risk of becoming complacent; the perfect target for any organization with enough power to literally take over our lives."
He set the container on the coffee table and tore open a packet of hot mustard with his teeth, liberally dousing an egg roll with the runny yellow substance before inhaling half of it in one bite. Scully watched with bemusement. A grazing Mulder was a sight to behold.
"So, if everyone was hunting down fat sucking vampires instead of sitting behind a desk or flipping burgers, the world would be a better place?" She waited as he furiously waved a hand in front of his open mouth and grabbed his beer, draining the last couple inches from the bottle. Pushing forty and he still hadn't figured out how much hot mustard was enough.
"That's kind of simplistic," he declared when he could talk again, "but yeah. Just think about it, Scully. What if the majority of the population could see just a fraction of the things we have? Think of how much more open-minded people would be to extreme possibilities. The idea of a race of aliens bent on colonizing the planet with not so benign intentions would be much more easily accepted."
Mulder held his hand out for the beef, giving her some time to consider what he'd said. Night had fallen and his living room was bathed in shadows. Light spilled from the kitchen doorway. Aside from the cool blue cast by the muted and ignored TV and the soft glow from the newly stocked fish tank, it was the only illumination in the apartment.
"But, Mulder, you're assuming that the majority of the world's population would even want to know the things we know. Contrary to what you might think, most people are perfectly happy living a life of order and routine. I dare say most of them would go out of their way to avoid the changes that kind of knowledge would inevitably bring."
"Ignorance is bliss?"
"That's kind of simplistic," she remarked, catching his faint smile as she echoed his earlier jab, "but yes. Most people just want to be left alone to live their lives as they see fit. Change isn't always a good thing, Mulder."
"But it's inevitable," he argued. "Chaos is the norm. I can't believe I'm the only one who realizes that." He chewed and swallowed another bite, staring off into space. And then he looked in her direction, aiming the full force of his gaze squarely at her. His eyes were suddenly darker and more soulful. More aware. In a split second his entire focus had changed, and now everything in him was intent on nothing but her. It was a look she'd seen in his hallway just a few weeks ago, and one not easily forgotten.
"What about you, Scully? Is ignorance bliss?"
It was a question fraught with many different meanings - and they both knew it. That he felt comfortable enough to ask anyway was a sign of how much things had changed. It wasn't just one event out of all the events of the last month: it was the sum total of them that had led to this new and still tentative honesty; the constant awareness that they were standing on the brink of something brand new and yet older than time.
It was an electrifying feeling that had her thoughts careening wildly. She was smart enough to realize that what was blossoming between them was a strange and beautiful thing, but it was also a double-edged sword, and she wasn't entirely certain she was emotionally prepared to deal with the risks it entailed.
She held his eye, determined not to flinch, and chose to answer the easier version of his question. "No, of course not. It would be foolish of me to try to pretend that none of these things have happened." She glanced away and then back at him. The fact that his attention had shifted to the food and off of her allowed her to elaborate more than she might've otherwise.
"I guess I'm uneasy with the inherent changes that certain kinds of knowledge bring. I've always been a creature of habit, Mulder. I like routine. I like knowing what to expect. And despite the rather bizarre lifestyle I seem to have established, I've been able to adapt fairly well. It's just that sometimes it gets a little overwhelming."
"There's nothing wrong with routine, Scully. You're taking me too literally." Apparently, her deflection had worked. At least for the time being. He went on in his slightly professorial monotone. "The daily grind is a natural outgrowth of living in a civilized society. All I'm saying is that it tends to make us lazy and stupid. And that leaves us vulnerable to anyone or anything who cares to take advantage of the situation."
Mulder scrubbed his newly cropped hair and slouched back against the couch, one hand unconsciously and contentedly rubbing his stomach. "I probably don't have to tell you this," he continued, "but I thrive on change. I like chaos. It keeps me sharp. The best thing about not knowing what might happen next is that you're prepared for anything."
She pushed away from the food and settled back next to him, their shoulders barely brushing. "But, Mulder, we all need some kind of stability, a constant we can depend on. Otherwise, we'd spend our lives wandering aimlessly from one experience to another, without any kind of cohesiveness. I hear what you're saying, but there's nothing that prevents us from living an ordered life except our own inability to make sense of the very chaos you seem to cherish."
He rewarded her with a low chuckle. "Is this a kinder, gentler way of telling me I'm crazy?"
She shot him a dismissive look. "No. I'm just baffled by your attitude. Don't you ever find yourself wishing for a simpler life; one where you knew what to expect from day to day?"
"You make it sound like I don't have that already."
She gaped at him and then recovered. "Okay, now you've completely lost me. You wanna explain to me how you can possibly describe your life as simple?"
"Well, using the criteria you've established, it is simple. I have the stability you spoke of. I have that constant."
She snorted softly. "And that would be… what? That your stability is the fact that you have none? That your only constant is change?"
He turned his head and pinned her with a look, his words echoing the gentle rebuke she saw in the mossy green of his eyes. "You haven't been paying attention, Scully."
Still sprawled on the couch, his face bland, the only clue to Mulder's anxiety was the almost imperceptible bouncing of one leg. "I realize that the aftermath might be a little foggy to you, but I find it hard to believe you don't remember what was said just outside that door." He tilted his head toward the front of his apartment. He made no attempt to elaborate. His words lay solid and heavy between them, offered up like a gift she couldn't refuse, even if she wasn't entirely sure she wanted to accept it just then.
She'd been anticipating this. She'd thought about it enough that she'd even come to think of it as The Moment of Truth because of its potential to shift a large portion of her life in an unknown direction. Formulating possible responses to Mulder's probable remarks about what had happened and what'd been said had been uppermost in her mind lately. When he’d jokingly accused her of daydreaming just the day before, she hadn't been able to argue the point. He'd been right: she'd been far too distracted the last few weeks. Maybe it was best just to get things out in the open - for her continued sanity, if nothing else.
But before she could say anything he beat her to it, apparently misconstruing her long silence as refusal to take his bait. "Well," he rasped, sitting up and pulling a hand down his face, "this is an awkward moment. Look, Scully, forget I said anything."
"No," she quickly assured him, laying her hand on his back. "No, it's okay. I was just… I'm just not sure what to say, Mulder."  
He glanced back over his shoulder at her. "Well, I think I made my feelings pretty clear."
She certainly wouldn't argue with that. While she couldn't claim to remember much after she'd been stung in the hallway outside his apartment, the memory of Mulder's strangled words and the thrill of realization as he'd moved in to kiss her were etched into her brain. And now it was obvious that he was expecting her to come clean about her feelings. Yet another version of their well-established “I showed you mine, now you show me yours” game. Only this time it wasn't theories they were trading.
If Scully'd had a list, she could've checked off the symptoms of reticence she was experiencing, one by one. First came the dry mouth, followed closely by the leaden feeling in her stomach. Then the reeling in her head as she began to contemplate all she could say wrong despite her best efforts to put the correct spin on things. If discussing emotions were as simple as analyzing facts and figures, debating hypothetical situations, she'd be in the clear. Unfortunately, that wasn't the case.
She'd never been very big on flowery declarations; the words had always stuck in her throat every time she'd attempted it. She was a woman of action, and if forced to 'fess up, would much rather show than tell. And so that's what she did: sitting up and perching on the edge of the couch next to him, she gently turned his face toward hers and leaned in to kiss him. She was aware as her lips brushed his that he had gone completely still. She didn't linger, choosing instead to make it a chaste but tender kiss, pulling away after just a few seconds. Her hand stayed at his jaw a little longer though, as her fingers memorized the slight abrasiveness of his evening stubble. His eyes, when she raised hers to meet them, were both amused and a little shocked.
"There," she whispered. "I hate leaving things unfinished."
Mulder's eyebrows crept up and he gave an infinitesimal shake of his head. "That's it?" he asked. "You mean we're done?"
Now it was her turn to be taken aback. "What were you expecting?"
As his hands lifted to cup her cheeks he murmured, "C'mere and I'll show you."
Chaste was clearly not what Mulder had in mind. Not that she was complaining. She was too busy admiring the way his bottom lip was expertly nudging hers apart, opening her mouth to admit just the tip of his tongue. He briefly touched it to hers before sweeping it across her upper lip and withdrawing, pulling back just enough to be able to look her in the eye. Permission was asked and granted in the few moments it took her to curl a hand around the nape of his neck and bring his mouth back to hers.
Scully decided that his idea of what constituted finishing business was much more comprehensive than hers. She also decided that kissing him was something she really enjoyed doing and vaguely wondered what had taken them so long.
Good little investigator that he was, Mulder was busy making a thorough exploration of her mouth. It occurred to her, in some distant, foggy place in the back of her mind, that the shift she'd predicted was indeed inevitable. Funny thing was that the reality of it didn't scare her nearly as much as she'd thought it would. She allowed herself to completely relax into their kiss, with Mulder sensing her acquiescence and slowly easing her down onto the couch, his arms cradling her. They ended up with Scully lying against one of the throw pillows, his upper body draped across hers, their legs tangled.
It took her a few seconds to force her eyes open after Mulder finally broke for air. She found him looking down at her, his expression a wickedly potent mixture of affection and good old-fashioned lust. One corner of his mouth drew up just the tiniest bit.
"That was more what I had in mind," he informed her. And then he dipped his head and began to plant small, wet kisses down the line of her jaw. His hand slid up her back and gathered a fistful of hair, gently but determinedly drawing her head back and exposing the tender skin of her neck to his mouth. The soft cotton of his dress shirt rubbed against her stiffening nipples through the silk of her blouse and bra, setting off sparks of heat traveling swiftly through her body.
Hoo-boy.
It'd been a very long time since she'd felt the weight of a man's body on hers, the delicious friction it created. Forever since her hands had roamed over corded muscle and curve of spine. Too long since she'd felt the heat pooling deep within her and someone there to share it, add to it, eventually douse it. What made the cottony thickness of her arousal even more enjoyable was that it was the real thing this time - not some fantasy Mulder who came to her only in the relative safety of her dreams. And there was only a little part of her that wondered if perhaps they should slow down and think about this some more.
She didn't know whether to laugh or cry when Mulder muttered against her neck, "You're gonna have to tell me when to stop, Scully, 'cause if you leave it up to me, I won't."
God bless his considerate, gentlemanly little heart.
Damn it.
"Then maybe," she managed to utter even while threading her fingers through his hair and urging his mouth to points south, "we should stop and think about this."
Deft fingers began working the buttons on her blouse. "Okay. Just say the word and I'll stop."
Oh, she didn't want to do this. She didn't want to stop him. She had a sudden urge to strangle the life out of the sensible little voice in her head. If such a thing were possible, that is.
"Mulder."
"Hmm?"
"Stop."
He groaned in noisy protest but did as she asked. Resting his chin between her breasts, he peered up at her. Hair askew, eyes warm but a little wary, he was the most gorgeous man she'd ever had the pleasure of lying beneath. He was content to wait quietly while she pronounced sentence on him, trusting her to do what was best for both of them. That particular trust was a heavy burden he'd placed on her long ago, and one she'd struggled to throw off more than once. But here and now, she was beginning to realize that it was also a precious gift. And it gave her far more power over him than she even dared contemplate.
"Is this what you had in mind in the hallway?" Her voice was intentionally rich with humor. It was important that he know she wasn't upset by his attempted seduction. Getting their wires crossed about this was the last thing they needed.
She watched as his eyes lost their wariness. The hint of a boyish grin crossed his face before disappearing behind his trademark deadpan expression. "Actually," he quipped, "I was kind of hoping to make it to second base." And with that, he deliberately began to refasten the buttons he'd managed to undo. His knuckles unintentionally brushed fire along her breasts.
"Don't give up, Slugger," she told him as he finished, her voice gone slow and husky. "You haven't struck out yet."
The look on his face was priceless. She couldn't help but grin at him. His answering smile was enough to light up the room. He sat up and pulled her along with him, waiting until she was settled before he twisted around and sat down on the coffee table across from her, his long legs caging hers. Mulder reached out and caught one of her hands in his. He took in a breath and let it out slowly. "The truth is, Scully, I accomplished everything I set out to do that night. The rest of it… just icing on the cake." There was a beat of silence. "Well, except for the bee sting. That kind of put a damper on things."
"Mulder…"
"No, let me finish. I'm sorry it took me so long, but I want you to know I meant every word I said."
"I know." She squeezed his hand and ducked her head, not wanting him to see the sudden tears that threatened to spill over.
"Do you? Because that's all that really matters to me. I don't ever want you to think that I don't value you, or that you're not the most important thing in my -"
She cut him off with her fingers pressed against his mouth. If he kept it up, she'd lose her struggle to hold off her tears. She didn't want to turn into a blubbering idiot, not now. Not when smiling had felt so good.
"I know," she repeated.
His eyes flicked over her face, reading it like a map only he could decipher. Long seconds passed before he nodded slowly, satisfied by what he'd seen.
"Good," he said. "That's good."
She took a few moments to study his familiar features, softened by emotions he rarely let show. She took in the relaxed line of his jaw, the warmth of his eyes, the hair that stood up in tiny spikes on the top of his head. And the seductive fullness of his mouth, still moist from their kisses. She could drown there, she realized, and not give two hoots about anything else. It was a dangerous and compelling prospect.
She reached up and smoothed her hand over his unruly hair. "I guess this begs the question of what we do now."
He looked aside for a minute and then back at her, shrugging. "We keep on keepin' on. We see where this thing takes us. We fight the good fight. We start scheduling regular make-out sessions."
"Just thought you'd sneak that last one in there, huh?"
"Nothing gets past you, Scully."
She was trying to focus on the issue at hand. He wasn't going to make it easy. She knew this Mulder well. And she could tell he wanted to play, revert to his habit of joking about the most serious of subjects. All the nervous energy he'd suppressed just minutes ago had broken free. Both legs had taken up a gentle bouncing, his hands moving like moths around a flame: glancing off her knees, her hands, her arms, before flying away, only to return again.
Sometimes it was a pain in the ass always being the grown-up.
She grabbed one of his hands and held it tightly in both of hers. He went still almost at once, his keen sense of her innate composure helping to ground him. She vaguely wondered what would become of him if something happened to her. She could picture him floating off into space like an errant helium balloon, with no one to pull him back. She was his safety line; a fragile string that was nonetheless durable enough to keep them both anchored to the ground - even if Mulder was always looking up into the sky, wondering what he might be missing.
"This is going to have an impact on everything," she told him as she caught his eye. "It's going to change everything."
He pursed his lips and jerked an eyebrow. "Maybe. But it's impossible that you'll ever be more important to me than you are right now, so that won't change."
"What if it does, Mulder?"
"That's not gonna happen." She opened her mouth to protest but he cut her off, grasping her shoulders and gazing at her with single-minded intensity. "I won't let it. I'm one relentless sonofabitch, Scully. It's gonna take a nuclear explosion to pry me away from you now. And I won't risk the only thing that matters to me unless I'm absolutely certain it's the right thing. How could it, how could we, be anything short of incredible?"
Five years with Mulder had programmed her to automatically begin formulating an argument to counteract his latest bizarre theory, and this time was no different. While her brain shifted into overdrive, spitting out a dozen reasons why they couldn't afford to be so blasé about the whole situation, her heart was busy tugging her in a different direction. One that whispered to her that he might have a point. Not every decision had to be based in logic - she'd slowly begun to realize that. Sometimes you just had to go with your gut.
"And besides," Mulder suddenly blurted into the silence, "who else would put up with my sorry ass?"
Strange how the simplest phrase could be the deciding factor in such a life-altering decision. He wasn't being facetious, despite the joking tone of his voice. He honestly believed that she was the only one who'd ever understand him, who'd willingly accept him for all that he was. Who'd see that what he did made a difference. And though there were times when she'd wondered if someone more open to extreme possibilities might be better for him, she knew in her heart that no one could ever feel about him the way she did. And no one could ever challenge, respect, trust, and complete her the way Mulder did.
“You made me a whole person.”
Isn't that what it came down to in the end? Wasn't that all that really mattered? Suddenly, nothing was more important to her than that he know what was in her heart.
"I want you to know something," she told him. "And I want you to listen to me very carefully." Mulder gazed at her with cautious chameleon eyes. "I want you to know that no matter what happens now, one thing will never change. What you do makes a difference. I know it doesn't seem like it most of the time, but it does. You have to believe that. And I want you to know how proud I am to be a part of that. You're an honorable man, Mulder, and you lead an honorable life. And I want you to know I'd be proud to be a part of that, too. In whatever form it takes."
She watched his face carefully as she spoke, cataloguing every emotion that passed over it. There were many things to see there, as he nervously chewed his lip and took in her words. But what she was left with was a mixture of tenderness and pride that nearly made her dizzy.
Mulder opened his mouth a few times before he finally got anything to come out. "Can I…" His brow furrowed and he cleared his throat and tried again. "Can I just hold you, Scully? For a minute?"
She reached for him, and they both stood, knowing that the limited contact they'd have otherwise wouldn't satisfy either of them. She went easily into his embrace, her head tucked under his chin, her arms wrapped around his waist. He held her loosely for a moment before tightening his arms and drawing her even closer. They stood toe to toe, touching everywhere it was possible to touch, the contact sweet and heavy with the promise of things to come.
Mulder dipped his head until it rested against hers. His chest expanded as he took in a deep breath and then released it with a ragged sigh. "God, you feel so good. So good."
She tightened her arms around him, wanting nothing more than to be enveloped by him, held in his warm and welcoming embrace for as long as he'd let her. Judging by his remark, that could end up being a good long while.
And that was okay. It was better than okay.
"You know what, Scully?" he murmured against her hair.
"What’s that, Mulder?"
"Someday soon we're gonna have really phenomenal sex."
Maybe even sooner than he thought.
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The End
Nope, no sequel planned. Live with it.
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Dream WIP: The Forest's Wisdom
So now that the characters from the Unnamed Dream WIP have names, I want to share this with you all! Hooray! warnings: none you can also read this on my neocities site!
Asim traversed the wetlands with a walking stick in hand, mud splattered up to his ankles, and grass up to his knees. Clouds of gnats swarmed where the water pooled, and not even a wide-brimmed hat could deter the humid heat of midday. Sweat dripped down his temple from the weight of his long, dark hair, even tied up from his neck as it was, but Asim kept a light heart. In the near distance, he saw the tangled trunks and branches of mangrove trees, encroaching upon the sky. Farther above them, the craggy, violet peaks of the mountains. The forest was near.
His foot sank deep into the mud, again. He tugged, trying to take another step, without success. Bracing against his walking stick, Asim heaved with all his might. With a grunt he successfully tugged his foot free—but his boot stayed behind.
“Praise to Sister Nature,” he muttered, “and all Her persistent annoyances.”
Balancing on one foot, Asim bent awkwardly to retrieve his boot from the mud. The heavy pack strapped to his back jostled. His stomach flipped and he froze, putting a hand to it to make sure nothing had fallen out. The strange artifact thrummed against his hand, like an answer. It did nothing to soothe his anxiety. Asim worked quickly to get on his way.
Whatever this thing was, it was clearly magic, and clearly ancient. Whatever he could find at the Mirror Pools would be better aid than none, but if any one of the world’s cousins could tell him what it was, he’d bet everything on the dryads. The trees were older than anyone in the village could remember, and spoke of things Asim barely understood. The one challenge would be asking for help without risking their ire. Souring his standing with the forest would… end poorly.
Asim wiped the sweat from his brow and tried to put it out of his mind. He could worry about angering the trees when he was within a conversation’s distance.
On the slim chance the dryads didn’t know what this artifact was, or refused to help him so explicitly, what would he ask the Mirror Pools? There were so many questions to answer. What was it? Was it dangerous? What sort of magic powered it? Were there more artifacts like it? Why did it come from the sky? Did the Family send it? Why? At least a dozen more options buzzed in his brain like blood-sucking flies, and equally draining. He didn’t have the resources for more than one ritual. He’d have to make his single question count.
Asim spent the majority of what remained of his journey puzzling over them, long enough to hear the calls of the swamp birds that made the forest their home. With the mangroves near-overhead, he put the Mirror Pools dilemma to the side temporarily. The forest would need his full attention.
Tangled roots broke through the soft earth under his feet, a wooden alligator’s back cresting the grass and mud. No wind disturbed the hot air, but Asim swore he heard the whisper of leaves. Damp wood joined the pungent smell of swamp water. The mangroves stretched as far as the eye could see, and even deeper where the forest swelled. Beyond him was dense with twisted branches and roots that sprouted from their trunks long before they touched soil or water.
Instead of entering the forest, Asim picked his way over to one tree, taking care not to trip on any roots. With practiced reverence, he pressed a fist to his chest and bent at the waist.
“If the forest should honor me and speak for itself,” he said, “I seek both entry and guidance from it.”
The wood creaked and groaned as if this single tree alone was caught in a gale. Branches snapped, leaves rustled, roots writhed like the tentacles of some great ocean menace, but Asim dared not move. He kept his eyes trained on the dirt as the roots slithered away, and the shadow of the tree loomed over him of its own accord.
“They are the Speaker,” said a voice, and it thrummed deep in his chest. “Are they not?”
“I am,” Asim replied.
The voice rumbled, akin to an earthquake, or a mountain-sized cat purring. “They should look upon us, as the sure friend they have been.”
“And an honor it is to be one.”
Asim slowly unbent to face the dryad he called forth. Standing at ten feet tall, part of the mangrove tree he addressed had come to life and detached from itself. The low branches served as arms, the ancient, textured wood for skin, and the trunk for a torso. The roots twisted around each other in an approximation of legs, still partly buried under the dirt. A great head, featureless except for a pair of eyes made of glistening amber sap, tilted affectionately at him.
“What brings the Speaker back so soon?” it asked, words booming from seemingly nowhere, but heard all the same. “Surely they are not here to gather from us.”
“Ordinarily, I would ask no more of you, Mangrove,” Asim said, using the only name the forest had allowed him to give it, “but I come seeking the Mirror Pools, and—”
Mangrove cut him off with a laugh, like wood creaking in the wind. “Ask of us!” it chortled. “Our friend may come and go as they please. They must know this, do they not?”
“As gracious as the forest may be, I would never exploit it by taking what was never mine.”
The pleased creaking stopped. Mangrove lowered, placing its branches in the dirt. The weight of it sunk them into the mud, but it didn’t seem to notice. Down it went until it could look Asim eye-to-eye.
“The roots gossip about the Speaker,” it told him, the hushed rustle of leaves. “We say that they are too wise for their own good.”
Asim bowed his head briefly. “I’m flattered that the forest thinks me wise enough to again become foolish.”
“We were not complimenting them.”
“And yet I am not wise enough to take offense.”
Silence. Asim held his breath. Mangrove picked itself up, returning to its full height.
It burst out laughing. Bark creaking and groaning, branches shaking, it was Mangrove’s equivalent of a laughing fit. Asim joined in to vent his relief, letting the strange joke from his unconventional friend roll off his back.
Mangrove calmed itself, a sigh like the wind. A dripple of sap leaked out of its eye. “Take ease, Speaker,” it said. “They are free to pass through us, as we have said.”
“Thank you,” Asim said, “but I’m afraid that’s not all I need from you.”
“Oh?”
“I’m bringing a—” He paused, unsure how to describe it. “I have a strange, enchanted artifact with me. I’m not sure how dangerous it may be, and I would never take it between your branches without your say.”
“Is this what they seek the Mirror Pools for?”
“It is. I can show you if you wish.”
Mangrove slouched down again, expectantly, and Asim slung the pack off his back. Carefully, he retrieved the artifact, wrapped in the fabric just as he’d left it. The moment his fingers touched the first corner to unwrap it, it thrummed in his hand. Asim threw off the wrap until he held it in the palm of his hand, a single layer the only thing separating it from his skin. The rune shimmered a soft green.
“I’ve never seen anything like it,” he said. It pulsed, magic tingling his palm.
“Old,” Mangrove rumbled, amber eyes glistening. “They have brought us old magic.”
“You’ve seen it before?”
“We have felt it. The roots remember such power.”
“What kind of magic is it? Do you know?”
“The Speaker might ask us—what kind of magic are we? What kind are they? The old magic is.”
His heart sank. “So you can’t help?”
A deep hum shook the air and the earth as Mangrove shook its head. “Not how the Speaker might wish us to.”
“Do you think the Mirror Pools will?”
“We do not know. But we know the visions do help the Speaker. They may take this old magic within us.” Asim wrapped the artifact again and put it away, pausing when Mangrove put a branch on his arm. “We ask them to tread with caution.”
Afraid to ask why, and not planning to take the artifact out of his bag again anyhow, Asim nodded. Mangrove released him and lumbered back against the tree from which it appeared.
“Go, Speaker,” it said. “May their roots stay watered, and earth be fresh.”
“And yours, Mangrove,” Asim replied, bowing shortly.
Mangrove closed its eyes, sap disappearing into the bark. Its body melded with the rest of the trunk, the branches snapped out, the roots tunneled under the dirt like so many worms. The dryad had returned to slumber, and Asim was alone.
He leaned against his walking stick and sighed heavily. After Mangrove’s warning, there was no question about what he would ask the Mirror Pools. Knowing how dangerous this artifact was for him, Mira, or any of the villagers he spoke for was the most pressing matter he could think of. The rest would have to wait.
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booksandchainmail · 1 year
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Pale 5.2
Looking at the header art, and wondering about the choice of location for the three girls. Avery's is on the Forest Ribbon Trail, and Lucy's where they Awakened. Both sites of a personal trial. Seems deeply sad that Verona's is her own room.
She reached for the feathers in her pocket and found the fur instead.  Glamour.  She touched it to cape and pulled the cape around herself. [...] Tail was a guide, legs pulled in close while they faced the sky, splaying out while she faced the ground.
interesting that there's not an actual description of transforming, Verona just reaches for glamour and then is in cat form, with no text acknowledgement of the shift.
“What happens if she kept some of my magic notes and she’s copying them?” [...] "Besides, most would become Other, instead of Awakening in a raw way. With no clear power sources on hand, she would be draining from herself. Depending on the practice she’s trying, and how well, she could spend too much of herself and invite the wrong thing in."
In most stories, I would assume this was foreshadowing. Here, I think it's equally likely that this is meant to assure readers that something they've been speculating about won't happen. I think that might be a quirk of web serials? Since they are serialized readers can latch on to a theory and start interpreting things to fit it, but since they tend to be written as it goes the author can address those theories in text. It's also a nice way of making the characters seem competent: they've thought of the same potential consequences that the readers have been worried about, and you don't end up screaming at the page for them to figure out the obvious thing.
“For yer Lucy, aye.  After tha gun was put to ‘er bonny head.  It don’t do nothin’, haudin’ back.”
awww
“Can do, aye.  Can do a wee number on them too.  Tha pure tough ones, they dae better, ordinar’.” “Lucy’s tough.” “Aye, but Lucy-” Alpeana went silent.
oh? curious to know what she was going to say here
Key features of Verona's nightmare:
she's still with her father, relations have gone even further downhill, he's still encroaching on her space
she hasn't done anything with her life, dead-ended in Kennet
friends with Melissa, who I think is representing getting stuck in self-pity here (that's what Verona thought of her at the party)
Lucy has moved on from her, but isn't hostile: it's Verona's fault they're not friends, she rejects Lucy, who pities her
Lucy is doing well without her (ie Verona is holding her back)
Avery's also moved on, but doesn't really feature in the nightmare
drug use (drowning out her life, no other fulfillment)
general emotions: hopelessness, loss, waste
“I take power from Kennet’s Others, for Kennet.  I give it to you.  Draw and drink until you have what you need,” Verona said.
not sure I knew they could do this? This is a potential motivation for someone to set up their Awakening, if they can convince the girls to draw on power and hand it over.
“Can we steer them, or give them sanctuary, or something, instead?” Verona asked.  She wasn’t sure why she was fixating on this like this.
good of Verona to be thinking of ways to help the spirits, instead if just seeing them as obstacles. Maybe also winning her some goodwill from Edith and Matthew, since she's clearly too frazzled to be trying to make herself look compassionate
“I need to hold onto me right now, I think,” Verona said, hugging her arms to her body, as if it was cold.
also good of Verona to not retreat into the practice. This makes me feel better about her plans for becoming Other? If she can recognize that right now doing something far from human would be partially trying to run from that mundane future
“Tha toon’s wet wit’ Carmine blood, Mattie.  It asks fer more bloodshed.”
another factor in how much of the story will this mystery span: how long can Kennet last?
“I wish I knew how Miss found you three.”
big mood Matthew!
Also confirmation that Miss was the one who picked them, seemingly by herself. Also, going back to the timing thing I talked about before: how did she find such excellent practitioners for Kennet within the same night the CB died? It seemed like she was watching Avery before... how long did it take her to pick the three of them, and how did she know to look?
There was an animal carcass on the ground, bloated. A goblin thing.
well there's that answer. I guess it tracks.
To face this woman, who, at least on paper, represented that ugly, dismal, lonely, and wonder-less reality.  To beat her.
oh. there's the thematic link between Verona and the skeptic. For Lucy and Daniel: she's studying with the Fae, careful and practical, learning to be a warrior, learning to embrace her anger. He's the singer, unmoored from the world, hurt by the Fae, not a pacifist but not really a fighter? And just as Avery's reaching out for connections, Clem cuts herself off from connections to people, is plagued by connections to things.
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(@pokege-ne-project ; Wesn) "Still, if you need help, I can do my best if you want!" Said with shaky confidence, but won't stop him from trying. "Still, that Hollow thing... I heard about some place getting ravaged by that. Sky Peak I think? What happened there?" He was hoping he didn't poke at a sour spot.
Cherry's tone became cold as she remembered the last entry of her journal... The only one that she didn't have time to encrypt, as her life had been draining out of her at the time. The gruesome details of the onslaught she hurriedly put down before going to sleep for all that time... Even now, hundreds of years later, she felt the weight of failure pulling her down, threatening to crush her bones.
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" Sky Peak was the site of my greatest mistake... It wasn't just 'ravaged.' ... It was a full blown massacre. "
" I'd known that the Hollow Pokémon would appear there, and would be followed up later by the arrival of the Void Twins, manipulated into the schemes of the one behind the Hollow... In preparation, I created weapons, tools specifically built to wound them. Hollow Pokemon have little weaknesses, one of which being divine power. ... However, I don't have several gods on speed dial, and I found out about the assault mere days before it happened, so I was kinda pressed for time... "
" I'd rallied whatever Pokémon would join me, one of whom was Plasma, as well as made whatever efforts I could to have Sky Peak evacuated, most of them leaving to join a village led by a golden Shaymin. But I severely underestimated the Hollow... "
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" It was a long battle. By the end, only I remained to buy the survivors the time they needed to escape... And at the time, even my strength was beginning to fail. And that wasn't even the worst of it. "
" You know about the ancient Regis? Somehow, the Hollow created their own. In my journal, I'd described it as a horrifying, four-armed amalgamation of the Regis, one that rivals the divine might of actual gods. With one Hyper Beam... It split the mountain, and my body, in two. "
" I only had a few moments to use a ball I'd designed to escape. It encoded my body into data, and sent my remains back to my lab's computer before any further damage could be done. And from there, I entered a long slumber. "
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" I hear that, to this day, that thing continues to skulk around Sky Peak, now called Sundered Peak, and the ruins of the Shaymin Village. Nothing I did could have ever left so much as a scratch on that monstrosity. "
Cherry took a moment to let out a breath, standing in silence for a moment, before looking over her shoulder at Wesn.
" I'm sorry for rambling so much back there. I guess I've had a lot I needed to get off my chest. And... thank you... for letting me get all that stuff out. "
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She then turned back towards the path, muttering to herself as she continued down. " One day... I will kill that thing... and avenge every single Pokémon I failed that night. "
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"... you had to mention the flying?" Rabbit questions as her hands rub at tired eyes, form sitting on her cloud with a drained hunch. Rather unladylike for the Rabbit-Faced Princess, but she does not care for her manners at the moment.
A simple inquiry to the Bodhisattva of Compassion, Guanyin, for aid in how to lift the curse between the rabbit goddess and the mountain-freed simian. One was investigating out of concern for her common-folk followers, and the other would rather be anywhere but in her company. Chang'e had been made aware of the power of his manacles, in the scenario that she found Wukong's behavior worthy of an incredibly agonizing punishment -- she will be using no punishment of the sort, but the other didn't need to know of the princess's intentions. Still, the deal could've been much worse. A journey to a ritual site, where they do good deeds along the way, and help those that may also be in similar situations. But first...
"Well.. before we set off, you need to take a bath."
"Not my fault she decided that a simple question needed to have a new rule." A low scoff left the king, claws scraping against the metal wrapped around his ankle. They made not a single dent, which only annoyed the simian further. At this point, he might try a rock. Not that he wanted to, if he couldn't rip it off how could a fucking rock do that? It was incredibly frustrating, and the king wasn't exactly well-known for his patience. This journey? Was certainly on that patient thing. He wanted to snarl and wanted to pitch another fit.
He sat atop a tree, resting lazily in its branches. His tail lashed underneath him, brushing against the bark with each violent twitch. Oh, how Sun Wukong was still upset with the information given for these damn manacles. The mere idea of being forced to serve anyone, least of all a celestial, set his fury ablaze. Knowing that if he disobeyed, the king could be granted a punishment. He had no idea of the full scope of what it could be. But...he did have an idea. He recalled the time he had considered killing her.
Yeah, that wasn't a good experience. It was like the damn things knew. She didn't even have to do anything, the manacles easily took him to the dirt all on on their own.
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A bath? His tail twitched again, this time more violently. His long mane hung over his shoulder, matted and dark. A far cry from the brilliant golden brown it used to be.
"Hmmph. What, my smell assaulting your delicate nostrils?"
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promptsssssss!!!
13: “Just listen to the sound of my voice.” 🥺🙏❤️
Thank you for the prompt, @sanerontheinside ! I went full Obi-whump, so I hope you like it.
The healer crouched at the edge of the bunk and took Obi-Wan’s bare feet in his hands.
Obi-Wan cried out, trying to pull away from the touch, twisting in the blankets.
“Caht, nah.” The elderly man, Hagit, said softly. He glanced up at Qui-Gon. “Numo.”
Qui-Gon had garnered only a handful of words in the native tongue, but he didn’t need to know what the healer said; he could see it in his eyes. Pity. For Obi-Wan, yes. But also for him? Fear lodged in his throat.
“Evvi, eh. Uh…here. Boy…numo.” Hagit motioned to Obi-Wan’s foot.
“Keep him still, Master Jedi, please.” Evvi, their young interpreter and Hagit’s grand-niece, translated. “He sees the spine in the left heel.”
Qui-Gon suppressed a shudder and turned away, leaning over his insensate student. Obi-Wan’s face was covered in sweat, eyes half-lidded, lips cracked and quivering. His Learner’s braid had plastered itself to Obi-Wan’s pale neck and chest. Qui-Gon smoothed it carefully between his fingers. “You are doing very well, Padawan. Just stay still. I know it’s difficult but you must not move,” he used a gentle voice better suited for younglings, despite the fact Obi-Wan was twenty three years old and a newly senior apprentice.
He watched Obi-Wan try to look at him, but another wave of pain erupted through their connection in the Force, and his eyes rolled back. Qui-Gon absorbed what he could, wanting to take it all, though even the echoes of Obi-Wan’s agony were enough to make him briefly light-headed.
He noticed Hagit was speaking again, a distant noise. Evvi said something back to him, then Qui-Gon heard several small, hesitant steps. A hand touched his arm.
“I’m sorry, Master Jedi. Removal is very painful and delicate. He does not want the spine to break apart while still in the foot. It will release more poison.” Evvi explained. “Can you hold him down?”
Obi-Wan was more powerful than his small frame would suggest. The pain and delirium made him combative, and when Qui-Gon gripped his arms he thrashed and snarled. He had never seen Obi-Wan, obedient and self-possessed Obi-Wan, untethered this way. Fingernails raked down his forearm, tore at his robe sleeves.
Sedation was not possible. The medical supplies were limited anyway. They were lucky to have Hagit, who was old enough to remember when the stone-fish were plentiful, before a plague wiped them out. Now it was exceedingly rare to catch a stone-fish on the shore, due to both its near-extinction and impressive camouflage. Obi-Wan had accompanied some of the village’s children to the water, or really they had accompanied him, starry-eyed at the presence of an offworlder, a Jedi. He had been stepping along a path of craggy rocks leading to the ocean when his foot landed on a stone-fish, its spiny, algae-crusted body hidden amongst the rocks and sand.
The pain had been immediate. The children had run, screaming, for help. By the time Qui-Gon found him, Obi-Wan was screaming too.
Other villagers had come. Among them was Hagit, helped along by Evvi at his elbow, his grey eyes milky and grave. Obi-Wan was administered a general anti-venom there on the beach, already overwhelmed by the agony that radiated from his foot through his entire body.
Evvi had told Qui-Gon the poison was brutal and quick. It was not always fatal, but it triggered something nearly as cruel: most victims were gripped by an unbearable sense of dread, demanding to be killed before the poison could fully take them.
From his admittedly foggy calculations, it had been close to an hour since Obi-Wan was attacked. Qui-Gon’s stomach lurched. He did not look behind him, where he knew Hagit was hovering at the wound site, arthritic hands shaking, preparing to perform a task of great precision.
“Still, Master Jedi. He must be still.”
He brought the Force to bear down on his Padawan while using his own brute strength to pin Obi-Wan’s wrists back onto the bunk. Obi-Wan whimpered and moaned, whipping his head to the side. Tears streamed freely down his face, snot and sweat dripping from his nose.
“Help!” He kicked his legs, trying to free himself from the healer’s grasp.
Hagit made a sharp noise under his breath, likely a swear.
“Obi-Wan, listen to me! We’re trying to help you!” He barked hoarsely, wiping sweat from his own brow before straddling his Padawan and laying over top of him, using his weight to hold him down. Their heads were pressed together and Obi-Wan wept and keened in his ear.
Qui-Gon’s heart found new ways to break. The Force was overrun with panic and hopelessness. Obi-Wan twitched and fought under him, desperate to get freed. Qui-Gon tried to use a sleep suggestion but his Padawan’s aura was clouded, elusive.
And time was draining away. He imagined the spine lodged in Obi-Wan’s tender heel, the poison seeping into his blood and causing more damage. “Just…breathe with me, Padawan, alright? There is no pain, there is the Force.”
“I can’t.” Obi-Wan whimpered.
He turned his head and pressed a kiss to Obi-Wan’s temple. “Leave it to me, then. Trust in me, young one. Whatever else is happening…it doesn’t matter. Just listen to the sound of my voice.”
He knew it was a risk, to appeal to the dutiful instinct in Obi-Wan that very well might be overridden by poison-fueled anxiety. But what else could he do? Hold his delirious student down with every last bit of strength he possessed, and possibly break his bones in the process?
Obi-Wan bucked against him, sniffling and gasping. “It won’t stop it won’t stop oh gods…”
“Shhh,” Qui-Gon smoothed his damp hair. “You are so far away from that, aren’t you? Safe with me. Safe and very tired. Only you and only me, far away.”
Nerveless fingers clutched at him. “M-Make it stop make it stop I can’t—“
“Of course I will. Hold onto me and keep your legs very still. You can do that, I know you can. Put your arms around me and hold on, as tight as you can.” Qui-Gon blinked back the sweat pouring into his eyes, body vibrating with hope and dread as Obi-Wan slowly obeyed. “That’s it. Now I want you to keep the rest of your body very, very still, Padawan. Do you understand?”
Obi-Wan heaved an exhausted sob, but nodded. His arms gripped around Qui-Gon’s back while his legs gradually relaxed on the bunk.
Hagit murmured to himself. Evvi touched Qui-Gon’s leg.
In the stuffy little room, everyone tacitly understood what would happen next.
Qui-Gon felt Obi-Wan begin to tense. “Far away,” he continued, as if there had been no interruption. “We can go anywhere, can’t we? We’ve been to so many places together.”
“Nuh, Evvi.”
“Uncle says now, Master Jedi.”
Qui-Gon closed his eyes and released his fear to the Force. “Where do you want to go, Obi-Wan? I remember you enjoying Alderaan, with all the beautiful trees. The people there were so kind, weren’t they?” He did his best not to think of the fragile procedure happening inches away. His muscles shook, ready to react if necessary. He knew once Hagit began removing the spine it could not be halted. “I can’t remember…did we visit in the summer or winter?”
Obi-Wan was holding onto him for dear life, strangled moans catching in his throat.
My brave boy, Qui-Gon thought to himself. The pain was unreal. He couldn’t begin to comprehend what it felt like for Obi-Wan.
“Kill me Master Master oh Force I can’t…”
Qui-Gon squeezed him close. He thought of what Evvi had said--the poor victims who begged for death. He had not thought Obi-Wan would reach that point. But even the Force could not insulate the young man from such all-encompassing agony.
Obi-Wan wept openly against Qui-Gon’s neck. “Master, Qui-Gon...it’s moving..what….what is it doing..?”
“Don’t move,” Qui-Gon warned. “Do you want to go to Alderaan? Or someplace else? Someplace warm?”
They had just finished an extended mission on a frigid planet, yet Obi-Wan shook his head. “N-No deserts.”
Qui-Gon chuckled. Obi-Wan sunburned easily, returning from desert assignments with pink cheeks and ears. “Of course not. No, someplace cool enough to sleep out under the stars. Kodasta, perhaps? Remember how the stars seemed so close, as if we could nearly touch them?”
Obi-Wan clutched at the robe on Qui-Gon’s back. “Y-Yes…ahhh…”
“What was the constellation you saw? I can’t remember. It was quite rare, wasn’t it? I’m never any good at that but you spotted it right away. What was it called?”
“…Th-The El…usive Mage.”
“Oh yes. That was it.”
Obi-Wan moaned into Qui-Gon’s shoulder.
Qui-Gon held him steady. The pain was beyond excruciating and Qui-Gon could only feel the edge of it; Obi-Wan had long since given up any attempts at shielding from him. It was a testament to Obi-Wan’s endurance that he had not passed out.
“Nearly done,” Evvi said.
Thank the Force. “You’re doing so well, Padawan,” Qui-Gon praised him quietly. “Keep right here with me, can you see the Mage? Close your eyes and see if it’s there.”
“M-Master…”
“I know. But we are so far away from that, aren’t we? Among the stars on Kodasta. I see them when I close my eyes. Close your eyes and you’ll see them too. No, no, you can’t twitch like that. Squeeze me instead. That’s better. Now look for the Mage with me. Help me see it.”
“Ugh…” Obi-Wan groaned and panted. “Mmmmph…”
Qui-Gon could not let their progress unravel, not now. “Is it there, towards the left?”
For several strained seconds, Obi-Wan made harsh, pained sounds and struggled for breath. Then, finally: “Y-Yes. You have to…un…ah…unfocus your eyes to see. Look for the hat f-first.”
Qui-Gon smiled, blinking back the tears gathering in his eyes. “Ah, of course.”
“It’s out, Master Jedi.”
“I see it now, Obi-Wan. It’s beautiful.”
His Padawan sagged under him, unconscious.
Qui-Gon went to the shore and walked along the rock paths, fingers hooked in his belt. The stone-fish had been immediately killed, its remaining spines safely collected and the rest of it burned by a few of the villagers. Evvi told him some of the men searched the beach until dawn, out of caution.
They had not come across a single other stone-fish. Obi-Wan’s foot had apparently found the only specimen on the entire beach.
But then, Obi-Wan had always been blessed with a particular sort of luck.
He came to the place where Obi-Wan was stung. Specks of blood stained the rocks there. His instinct was to throw them into the ocean.
Instead, Qui-Gon left everything as it was, sea spray misting his cheeks as he turned back towards the village.
When he returned to the little cottage, Hagit was sitting at a sun-bleached wooden table in the kitchen. The red-tinged spine, still full of venom, was sealed in a plastibag and held loosely in his liver-spotted hands.
Hagit looked up at Qui-Gon. He was quite old, skin sagging and eyes permanently wet.
“Boy…yes.” Hagit nodded firmly at him.
Qui-Gon found it difficult to swallow. He bowed before the healer. “Graz-ta,” he said. Thank you.
Obi-Wan was curled up on the bunk. A heavy blanket was wrapped around him, his bandaged foot sticking out from the bottom. Though he had improved since the day before, his face still looked drained of its color.
Qui-Gon glanced around the quiet, dark room. He noticed Obi-Wan’s clothes and boots tucked under a chair. Evvi had done it, probably, but it was still a familiar sight, reminding him of how Obi-Wan tended to neatly fold his tunics, no matter where they found themselves. His heart tightened; he let it pass. He knew he would feel this way after such a close call. Small, tender things about Obi-Wan were going to strike him at odd times—he knew that, unfortunately, from experience.
Like the way he would hold his braid between his fingers when he slept. Qui-Gon could not recall Feemor or Xanatos ever doing that.
He sat on the bunk beside Obi-Wan and listened to the quaint sounds of life beyond the door. He appreciated the borrowed sense of domesticity that came with staying in family houses: home cooking, careworn sheets, a calmness and mildness in the Force. He wished they could stay here until Obi-Wan fully recovered from his ordeal, but the Council had already sent them their next assignment.
Qui-Gon brushed his fingers against Obi-Wan’s forehead. Glassy grey eyes fluttered open.
“Only a slight fever now,” Qui-Gon told him.
Obi-Wan kept his braid laced between his fingers. He looked swallowed up by the thick weave of the blanket and the night shirt that was several sizes too big. Or was it simply the absence of Jedi trappings that made it more obvious that he was young, human and fragile? “Well,” he croaked, voice ruined from prolonged screaming followed by prolonged silence, “I didn’t die.”
Qui-Gon tried to laugh, but it came out as an awkward huff. He touched Obi-Wan’s cheek. “No. You seem very much alive to me.”
Obi-Wan smiled, his eyes already drifting closed. “I didn’t sense it. The…ah…thing.”
“Neither did I,” Qui-Gon admitted, gazing out the window above Obi-Wan’s head. The villagers had searched the beach, but who could search all of the sea? He began to think of other dangers on other worlds, the unnamed masses of threats that awaited Obi-Wan in his life, on their next mission, even tomorrow. “If we could sense everything, our lives would be much easier.”
“Mmmhmmm. Less interesting?”
“I’m slipping. You’re guessing my lessons before I can give them.”
“Mm, but I can…always sense you, Master.” Obi-Wan mumbled. He would be asleep soon.
Qui-Gon leaned forward until their foreheads touched. “May the Force be with you, my Padawan.”
They rarely dreamed together, but that night they did, climbing through constellations in the dark sky, safely above the sea.
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The Soldier and His Witch (Pt.7/8)
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Waller schedules a meeting to showcase you to some higher-ups. This leads to emotions running high
Warnings: Cursing, talks of death (good amount of fluff)
Word Count: 4,532
You were bruised, beaten and exhausted. The mission had taken an unforeseen turn for the worse resulting in one helluva firefight and you having to shield your team from a hailstorm while you amplified it against the enemy. Once you had them cornered you were able to force them out in the open away from their cover but using your powers to that extent always drained you a bit. Add in the hand to hand fighting you'd done and the hike to the extraction site you were in desperate need of crashing.
You were sitting between Rick and Boomerang desperately trying to ignore the urge to curl into Rick's side. Instead you leaned over on Boomerang's shoulder. "Ya wore yourself out didn't ya?" He asked and you nodded "A bit. Be glad when we land you don't gotta report to Waller like we do to give an overview of the mission" "That's gotta be a pain in the ass" he scoffed. You nodded, closing your eyes "So do me a favor and don't move" 
You reached your hand closest to Rick's out and felt his fingertips brush against yours right before he gave your hand a gentle squeeze which pulled a small smile to your face. The two of you were trying to remain as subtle as possible but it was harder sometimes so you settled for small touches to reassure each other that another mission had gone successful enough you were both still alive. 
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You followed behind Rick into Waller's office rotating your neck in a tight circle. You were in need of a couple ibuprofen, a hot shower then curling up next to Rick for a few hours of sleep. Instead for the next hour you and him both would be answering questions as to why the mission had gone sideways and listen to Waller spin it as to how it had to be the task force's fault because God knows she did no wrong at all in her warped mind.
She glanced up from her computer long enough to say "Shut the door" You cut your eyes at Rick but did as she said coming to stand next to him. "Sit down both of you. I need to hear how this mission was completely and totally botched and I also need to speak with Y/N about something" 
"About what?" Rick asked before you could even open your mouth. Waller looked up again but this time a smirk spread across her face that made a heavy weight form in the pit of your stomach. She looked like the damn cat that ate the canary. "Sit down Colonel Flag and you'll find out after we do a mission debrief"
After both of you having to adjust your holsters to sit considering you were still in tact gear you reached your hand across and lightly squeezed Rick's knee that was closest to you grateful the desk blocked the action from Waller's view. You didn't know what she had planned for you but it seemed as if she'd been fishing for Rick's reaction and liked the one she got. 
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Once both of you were seated and Rick had managed to at least appear less agitated she motioned with her hand "Which one you want to start?" You were silent for a moment considering she hardly ever wanted you to speak in debrief unless she asked you a question directly.
Rick sensed your hesitation and cleared his throat "What happened was the Intel was shit. We damn near got our asses handed to us. We lost Vipin in the fight, Boomer had to get stitches and those of us that made it out just barely did. Hell if Y/N hadn't brought down a hailstorm around us we might not have"
"Well good thing she was then" Waller replied then turned her eyes on you "Was the data recovered?" "Yes ma'am. Delivered to that ambassador by Colonel Flag and myself as soon as we landed and took the remaining task force members back to Belle Reve" you still weren't sure what she needed to talk to you about but you weren't about to give her any grounds to say you weren't following protocol.
She nodded "Good to hear. Now on to what I needed to speak with you about" you felt Rick tense at your side but didn't dare move closer to him with Waller's eyes glued to the two of you.
"Ok" you replied, staring her down. She held your gaze for a moment then motioned back to her computer screen "The Department of Defense wants proof that Task Force X is successful" "and that has what to do with me exactly?" You asked and again that Cheshire cat grin found its way onto her face. You preferred her murderous resting face to that smile any day.
"Y/N you're a success story of the task force. You went from a criminal locked up for the rest of your natural life to a free individual working for this government by choice" you wouldn't exactly call straight up coercion a choice but you let that slide. Not like metahumans with a record had multiple jobs opportunities laid out in front of them. "Well thanks for the glowing endorsement but what exactly are you telling me I have to do?" 
"A meeting with some higher ups in D.C." She replied with a shrug as casual as if she was asking how you liked your coffee. You barely tolerated meeting with her. You didn't want to deal with a bunch of blowhards that given the chance would more than likely try to weaponize you. 
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The only thing making you not tell her there was no way you'd go to that meeting was the knowledge that she could make your life a living hell along with the lives of pretty much everyone you gave a damn about. You took a deep breath purposely not looking in Rick's direction before saying "When's the meeting? And what's expected of me so I have some sort of idea as to what I'm walking into"
She nodded approvingly "Two days. I'll accompany you and I'm sure Colonel Flag will want to as well. As to what you're expected to do, showcase a bit of what you can do. I'll handle anything further" "Yes ma'am" you replied with a nod. She tilted her head towards Rick "You'll accompany us, right Flag?" He cut his eyes at you before saying "Yes ma'am" 
"You're both free to go" was the last thing she said before turning her attention back to whatever was on the screen in front of her. You stood and quickly made your way into the hallway hearing Rick's footsteps behind you. 
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"She already scheduled the meeting. She knew you had no choice but to agree" you rested your head against the passenger seat turning just enough you could watch the muscle in Rick's jaw clench as he ranted about Waller. "Yeah well the ability to make my life and the lives of everyone I give a damn about even harder gives someone that power. The only one partially free from her is Floyd and I'm sure she would make up charges if need be to try to lock him back up just to fuck with me"
"I just don't like the idea of her carting you around D.C. like a goddamn show dog. Those men she'll be having you meet will see you as nothing but a weapon. That's what they do, they bastardize everything" he trailed off and you had a feeling he wanted to say more but had stopped himself. A part of you wanted to pry but the majority of you just wanted a hot shower and a warm bed. 
"Rick, I'll be fine. They're not the first people to ever see me as just a weapon. Especially nowadays that I'm as in control as I am. I don't trust Waller but I trust the fact that she's a greedy bitch. She doesn't wanna share her toys, that's how everyone with extra abilities, whether metahumans or not ends up in Belle Reve so she gets all the toys to herself. She likes having successes associated with the name Amanda Waller. Yeah she wants to cart me around as a show dog but as her show dog. She isn't looking to sell me off"
He nodded, reaching for your hand so you met him halfway. He laced his fingers with yours before finally saying "I just don't like the idea of her trying to separate us" you laughed lightly "I believe she picked up on that. You were being a bit over protective" he cut his eyes at you with a smirk before pulling into the parking place at your building "I have a right to be protective over my girlfriend I believe" 
"Your girlfriend huh?" You teased leaning over closer to him once the jeep was off. He moved his hand up to your cheek then just when you thought he was going to pull you in for a kiss he backed off "Unless you don't consider yourself my girlfriend. I mean we haven't really put a label on things" 
You rolled your eyes closing the space to straddle his lap carefully being mindful of the weapons you both still had on you "Rick Flag. I wear your damn dogtags daily. We spend pretty much every night together whether in your bed or mine. I didn't think we had to discuss things because I thought it was clear" he let his eyes roam over your body and all of a sudden you were extremely aware of just how dirty you still were from the mission and how unappealing you probably looked at the moment. Or that's what you thought until you met his eyes and saw the look there which sent a flush of heat throughout your body.
"Well maybe we should go shower and talk things out?" He asked leaning forward to place a feather light kiss on your pulse point. Your eyes fluttered shut "Yeah. I think we should" 
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You groaned when the alarm clock went off trying to burrow further into your pillow and heard an echoing groan from behind you "Do we have to do this?" Rick asked lips finding your bare shoulder as he spoke. "Do you really want Waller pissed at us?" You replied, turning in his arms to face him.
He glanced at where the sheet had slid further down your chest from the movement and licked his lips slowly "I could think of a lot better things to do sweetheart" you shook your head "I'm sure you could but we gotta get dressed and appear presentable" he groaned again leaning his forehead over on yours "Yes ma'am" he crashed his lips against yours in a lingering kiss before finally pulling away. 
He laughed when you whined at the loss of contact "C'mon now Y/N we gotta get dressed remember" you rolled your eyes "You're no fair" 
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After consideration you'd ended up deciding on a black dress,boots and a black leather jacket. Waller grumbled about lack of professionalism when you climbed out of Rick's jeep considering she was in a pants suit and he had even ditched his usual attire of either tact gear or jeans for a tailored suit.  
You shrugged, walking ahead of her and Rick to the plane "I'm a criminal Waller. I've killed people for the hell of it. They're not expecting pastels" You looked over your shoulder to see that while she looked on the verge of an aneurysm from having to deal with you directly, Rick was biting back a grin so it was worth it.
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Waller sat at the front of the plane nearest the pilot so you and Rick sat near the back across from each other. He glanced up at her then back to you "I still don't like this" "I know baby. I promise it's gonna be fine" You didn't realize your slip until a smirk split his face "Baby huh?" 
Your eyes widened looking towards Waller in panic but she was obvious to your conversation. You then turned back to Rick who was watching you in amusement "Yes I called you baby. It kinda just slipped out naturally" that made his smirk turn into a genuine smile "I like you calling me that" 
The moment didn't have a chance to last because the pilot announced you were about to land. There would be a car waiting so from here on out you had to be on your toes. No telling what may get thrown your way.
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For once you gladly followed behind Waller. She'd strategically placed you between her and Rick, meaning she went into the conference room the meeting was being held in first followed by you and him bringing up the rear, looking very much the part of personal security.
You hadn't been nervous a bit in the plane or car. Walking into the building and going through their security hadn't even spiked any anxiety. When everyone that sat around the long table turned their eyes to the three of you it caused a hiccup of nerves to wash over you. 
You felt Rick touch your lower back gently right before he whispered "Are you ok?" You nodded following Waller further into the room. "Y/N feel free to take a seat until you're needed" She spoke a lot more civil than usual 
You walked over to the chairs that lined the wall perching on the edge of one. Rick sat down next to you while Waller went into a pitch about how successful "her" task force was.
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You'd nearly blocked them all out staring down at the toe of your boot when you heard one of them say "If she's as powerful as you make her out to be, why did Louisiana suffer so from Katrina?"
You were on your feet in an instance, anger forcing any nerves to reside "Because some jackass with the national guard threatened to shoot me because he didn't like metahumans. He said we went against nature" Rick was standing protectively behind you when Waller turned to glare at the both of you "Well it appears Y/N wishes to address the room"
One older man at the opposite end of the table looked at Rick curiously "Colonel Flag you accompanied Amanda when she came to us for original clearance on the task force with the other metahuman. Dr Moone, did you not?" you looked back at Rick and knew in that moment your eyes betrayed all the emotions you were feeling. 
That's why he'd seemed so upset, why he said they bastardized everything. You'd thought it was in defense of you. It was because he'd seen Waller's dog and pony show before and it just so happens he was fucking the subject of interest both times. He apparently still held animosity towards this committee.
You laughed humorlessly before turning your back on him addressing the man who'd spoken "Actually Dr Moone was not in fact a metahuman. She was possessed by an ancient meta. She didn't know how to control the powers because they weren't a part of who she was supposed to be. Please don't compare the situations any further because I could list a world of differences between her and I" you threw a glance over your shoulder at Rick with the last words.
"It appears an attachment to Colonel Flag would not be on that list" the man replied and you had to bite the inside of your cheek to stifle the response you wanted to say but the air pressure in the room immediately dropped as your emotions spiked. Waller actually spoke up and said "Y/N acts as a lieutenant for the task force. She handles the worst cases coming out of Belle Reve. If not for her Flag's job would be a lot more difficult so you can see why he'd check after her well-being. Believe me when I say there couldn't be more differences between her and Dr Moone." 
"Understandable. Ms Y/N I apologize for any assumptions" the man replied so you nodded curtly "Now that we covered why I couldn't do shit to help with Katrina what more do the lot of you need from me?" Your voice was dripping with venom as you spoke but you also raised the pressure in the room back to normal. Your hair was moving slightly from the air currents being emitted from your skin despite your best efforts to calm down humiliation as it seemed was somehow even worse of a trigger for your powers than anger.
"Perhaps a demonstration?" Waller suggested and was met with a chorus of nods and murmurs of agreement. You took a few steps back purposely putting space between you and Rick then rotated your neck in a tight circle. Most of the time if you weren't in a dangerous situation you could keep your eyes from changing but with emotions running high that proved more difficult than you thought since you saw Rick's eyes flick towards yours then he glanced around the room trying to clock everyone's reactions no doubt.
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You ignored everyone in the room concentrating on nothing but that spark that always flowed just below the surface waiting. You let it flow out freely pushing it out further and further until thunder rolled through the sky loud enough it shook the walls. "How can we be sure that's her?" The older man asked again so you brought your hands up holding them in front of you but wide enough apart that you could conjure lightning between them. 
The lighting sparked brightly dancing back and forth between your palms. To add to it you focused on conjuring a storm cloud in the center of the room and threw in a couple tiny twisters dancing across the table blowing papers and pens around the room in a wild frenzy.
"That's enough Switch" Waller spoke and you let everything continue to get wilder just a few more seconds enjoying the slight panic on their faces until you turned your hands slightly forcing them together snuffing out the lighting, storm cloud and twisters alike. 
The older man who'd been the most vocal seemed at a loss until he said "Amanda you always do find the most interesting people to associate yourself with" you turned your eyes to him not caring if they were back to the normal color yet or not "Does that mean we can get our collective asses back home now?" 
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Waller dismissed you and Rick stating that by the time her lunch with the committee was over she'd meet the two of you back at the plane.
You walked out the building next to Rick unsure of your destination. Waller had suggested the two of you find lunch to pass the time. You were a little hungry but also still very angry and hurt from what had happened in the meeting. Doubts were running through your head that had never occurred to plague you before.
You finally turned to look at him once the two of you were outside. You crossed your arms defensively over your chest before saying "I've never been to D.C. I don't know what's good"  "So we're not gonna talk about it?" He asked and you quickly shook your head "Not here. Not now. I just got extremely embarrassed then had to put on a side show. I don't feel like discussing all the thoughts roaming through my head" 
You hated seeing the way his shoulder sagged just slightly when you refused to talk to him but you knew that you couldn't get emotional then deal with sitting on a plane with Waller. "There's a few good sushi places" he offered so you waved a hand "Lead the way Colonel"
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Throughout lunch anytime Rick tried to steer the conversation towards your relationship you steered it away by talking about anything from missions to your favorite Halloween movie.
When Waller called him to say her lunch had been dismissed it was almost a relief to catch a cab back to the plane.
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Rick kicked himself the moment you realized he'd let you walk into that room without telling you everything.
He knew you well enough that you didn't have to say what was going on inside your head. You were comparing yourself to June. You were comparing yours and his relationship to his and hers. You were hurt,embarrassed and refused to even attempt to speak to him until the two of you were back in either his or your apartment.
You sat in the plane across from him with your head leaned back. Your eyes were closed but you weren't asleep. He wanted nothing more than to pull you into his arms, reassure you that you were the most amazing woman he'd ever met. He knew that now wasn't the time not considering Waller sat on your other side typing away on her laptop without a care in the world.
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When the plane landed, Waller of course had a car waiting and was whisked off before you and Rick got cleared of the plane.
You walked off slowly behind Rick and whistled sharply "I wonder how long she had that poor sap waiting just to drive her to whatever creepy cave she resides in" your pride and heart were still wounded but you knew the two of you needed to talk. The last few days had been a lot from losing Vipin on the mission to this mayhem with Waller parading you around D.C.'s finest 
You were silent in the jeep the entire ride home wondering how to start the conversation without sounding jealous over June. You in all honesty weren't, just that committee comparing you both irked you. The literal only thing the two of you had in common was the fact that you'd both slept with Rick.
You were deep enough in thought you hadn't noticed the jeep had come to a stop. Rick cleared his throat and when you cut your eyes at him he motioned outside your window "We're home" "Appears so" you replied climbing out the jeep and following him into the building.
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Rick walked up the stairs behind you praying you'd ask him to come to your place. He hated sleeping without you by his side any more and he definitely could not see going to bed thinking you were angry or hurt from his actions or lack thereof.
You stopped right before stepping into the hallway and looked back at him "So you coming to my apartment? I really need to get these boots off and a drink wouldn't hurt"  "Yeah" he replied quickly holding the door open for you.
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You stopped just inside your apartment and turned to face Rick. The door was still open so you motioned to it "Shut that please. We need to talk" 
He shut it and locked all three locks which was pure habit from the both of you before turning back to you. He opened his mouth to speak but you stopped him with a hand up "I shouldn't have acted like that. I shouldn't have let that old bastard get under my skin. I swear I'm not actually jealous of June" 
"You have no reason to be" he interrupted and you groaned "Please let me get this out Rick" he held up both hands with an apologetic look so you took a breath before continuing "I saw the extent you went to when it came to saving her. I saw what it did to you when you thought she was dead. She's an absolutely gorgeous, educated woman who could do anything she wanted with her life. I'm me. I'm a high-school dropout who barely managed to get her equivalency diploma. I have killed people and enjoyed it. A freak of nature all around…" 
Rick cut you off again but this time by catching your lips in a searing kiss. You returned it snaking your arms up around his neck tugging at the hair there. When he broke apart from you he stared down at you with nothing but adoration in his eyes "Y/N.. You're not a freak of nature. You're the most amazing woman I've ever met. You can go from baking cookies with Layla or Zoe to forming combat plans on the run that would have some generals amazed. You're beautiful all made up like you are now and dead out gorgeous when you first wake up and your hair is everywhere and the only thing you're wearing is one of my shirts.." you tried to protest but he shushed you "Now sweetheart it's my turn to talk so you be a good girl and listen"
You clamped your mouth shut at his words so he placed another kiss onto your lips gentler this time but it still made your head swim "I have never known anyone like you. I've never been as close to anyone like I am with you. I have never known for a fact that my life is better because of one particular person before you…" your heart jumped at his words but before you could say anything in return he leaned down a bit to be eye to eye with you "Yes I was with June. Yes I cared about her but I am in love with you"
You'd known how you felt about Rick for a while but hearing he felt the same was better than anything you'd ever felt before. You stared at him for a moment letting his words sink in. Rick was in love with you. 
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The longer you remained silent after his admission the more Rick worried that maybe you didn't feel the same or maybe he should've waited to say it until a better time but when you leaned up to kiss him on the lips you whispered against his mouth "Glad to know because I'm in love with you too"
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Sonic x Rouge Cover Story (Part 2)
Translator note: Thank you for checking out Part 2 of Rouge’s cover story. I have no idea why it was separated like this, but it’s fine in the end. I am not fluent in Japanese and I am still learning how to be a better translator. Please note that there will likely be mistakes in my work here, but I hope you enjoy the story. Also, I am busy with work and didn’t have the luxury of working on my laptop for this one. While riding a Shinkansen, I typed this out on my phone. If there are any mistakes, please forgive me.
Within the center of Eggman Land, there is a deep vertical hole deep in the ground that goes over 100 meters down.
This was the site of the “Gaia Temple.”
The temple, which once stood for the "healing" of this planet, was tucked into the underground of Eggman Land, but emerged during a big battle and is now sleeping deep in the depths of the planet.
At the bottom of this hole was a figure that landed silently. After looking around carefully, this person said in an overly satisfied tone:
"Huh. It seems that all those robots that gathered together to get Sonic. All for little ol’ me! ♪"
This person was Rouge the Bat. When she looked at the radar she was carrying she could see Sonic was a ways off; just as planned.
"Everybody should get a friendly little hedgehog friend!~"
It seemed certain that she pushed the enemy towards Sonic and to drive them as far away as possible. Then, on the contrary, Sonic was heading for this very spot.
Soon after reaching the deepest part of the tall rock spires of the temple, Rouge found a stone that was dimly shining through the darkness, picked it up, and gracefully pressed it against her cheek.
“I finally found you! And you’re just such a cutie!”
"... Who are you talking to and what are you saying?"
When asked from behind, Rouge looked blankly forward with the stone still on her cheek.
"Oh ...? Did you abandon your work? That’s pretty naughty, Sonic."
Rouge's expression, as she slowly looked back and asked, returned to her usual graceful smile.
“Well, I know you’re the worst kind of lady and I couldn't help it," Sonic answered with an obnoxious grin.
Knowing the location of the Chaos Emerald with the energy detector, Sonic noticed Rouge's plan to use him to allow her a chance to take the gem and so… he quickly showed up here.
The communicator that was informing her of his position would still be spinning on rotation.
"So, what are ya going to do with that Chaos Emerald?"
Rouge smiled and returned without any fear.
"Well, I was thinking that I’d bring it home … What do you say to that?"
Rouge continued, shifting her gaze from the ring on Sonic’s left hand to the Chaos Emerald.
“You’ll soon realize the value of a better gem when one comes around.”
With that said, she slammed a smoke bomb, that she took out from in-between her breasts, on the ground.
<< BANG! >> >>
The area was covered with white smoke.
"Hey! What about our deal earlier!?"
When Sonic shook off the smoke, Rouge had already grabbed on to a large escape balloon and was rising into the sky.
"... Well that takes care of that! My investigation has already ended ♪ You were very useful for the time being, so I will share my intel as promised. Eggman Land’s power restarted because of that seven-colored shooting star ... and the Chaos Emerald accidentally fell here. "
The setup was a little crazy, but Rouge got the Chaos Emerald anyway. She began talking to earn time to escape.
“Well look at that, the Gaia Temple that was previously here was also a power spot for the Chaos Emeralds, right? Perhaps because of that, it seems the underground temple responded to all that Chaos Energy and began to spread energy around the area.”
Sonic didn’t seem to move at all.
"Well, I gave it some thought... If I were to come down here then I might happen upon a Chaos Emerald myself.”
So that was it. Sonic began to speak back.
"OK, but the Chaos Emeralds don’t really belong to anyone. They’ve just been used by some of us when the world was really in a pinch.”
It didn’t matter to Rouge as she let out a soft, “But…"
"But what?"
“But… isn’t it just great to be able to dig in and steal it?”
The next moment Sonic grinned as he dashed towards Rouge.
"!?"
Sonic used the slopes of the rock pillars to spin dash into the sky. As he crossed by Rouge, he grabbed the Chaos Emerald right from her hand.”
"Oh! You thief!"
With a wink, Sonic fell to the bottom of the vertical hole with a huge smile across his face. Rouge was at a loss for words and swooped down to catch up to him!
<< RUMBLE ...! >> >>
Suddenly, all the lights in Eggman Land shut off and the planet shook violently.
A plethora of dazzling streaks of light rose from the very bottom of the vertical hole. The lights shot out in countless directions, and the entire place was engulfed with light once Sonic landed.
The five Chaos Emeralds that Sonic had in his possession started to shine brightly as if they were responding to the lights below.
"What is this......!?"
A glow returned to the darkened and drained Chaos Emeralds.
Maybe it's because five Chaos Emeralds were gathered in the same place where the Gaia Temple used to be. Perhaps it was because Sonic has a deep connection with the temple. Either way, some slumbering power had “found” the Chaos Emerald.
Rouge, who was watching this from the sky, was completely awestruck at such a beautiful scene.
Moreover, the darkness that has spread across the entire temple was washed out as huge particles of light seemed to cut out through the engravings along the side of the large hole. They became even more gorgeous as they shined in seven bright colors.
It looked like a fancy jewel placed on top of high quality black velvet fabric.
"...!"
Rouge glanced at its beauty with longing eyes as she let out a sigh.
For the realist that Rouge was: gems that are unobtainable are truly worthless. However, the hint of "better jewels" still being out there made Rouge happy.
... She could hear Sonic calling from far below her feet.
"Hey! Are you going to come back for it?”
Sonic was shouting with the Chaos Emerald in his hand. It was if he wasn’t going to put up a fight at all.
Of course, she wasn’t going to give up on this real jewel. Right now, no matter what went down in Eggman Land, people’s hearts don’t change. Rouge squinted her eyes and made a confident smile. She pretended to give up and assessed her chances for a surprise attack.
“Well… I lost. I don’t need a sneaky hedgehog’s emerald anyway! Besides—”
<< Crack ...! >> >>
As Rouge flew, the circumference of the hole began cracking apart as the planet shook again.
<< RUMBLE ...! >> >>
"What!? What’s happening this time!?”
A vertical hole that was originally struck in an unnatural shape ... I couldn't stand the torrent of light. The vertical hole couldn’t withstand the barrage of light. The buildings and attractions of Eggman Land fell as if they were caught in an avalanche. The whole thin collapsed.
...... Now’s the time to strike!
If Rouge could get off a surprise move now, she could possibly get all five of Sonic’s emeralds! However, Sonic was able to avoid a giant Eggman statue that had collapsed and fallen in. Sonic slipped back and fell into the smoke.
Sonic would be fine in a situation like this. Rouge, however, concentrated all of her cunning towards an overhead surprise attack once the smoke settled.
But then ...
"I'm sorry to have kept a lady waiting, but I can’t give much more of an apology, right? By the way, what were you trying to tell me earlier?"
Rouge was hearing Sonic's cocky voice from the communicator.
Rouge dropped her head in sadness. Sonic had already escaped. Also, his communicator must was very far away from where he was ... Rouge realized that it was impossible to catch up with him.
Really, this guy does every single thing he wants to, doesn’t he?
"It's so annoying. I now have nothing!"
Saying that, Rouge got rid of her communicator and let her escape balloon go too. She then angrily flew into the sky.
Sonic, on the other hand, almost instantly returned to his usual demeanor with a cheeky expression. Before running off, he left a last message on his communicator despite the fact that nobody would hear it.
"Well, Rouge. Did you enjoy yourself today?"
The night was soon erased by a wave of light. Morning had come to Eggman Land, the place for hopes and desire.
The amusement park, which welcomed two guests during its bustling night of resurrection had collapsed and fallen completely silent. Now, it seemed nothing more than a set of ruins. Casting a dark shadow onto the new morning.
With that in mind, Rouge, who ended up going home empty-handed, was flying in the sky with horrid thoughts in her mind. However, she suddenly went silent when she thought about the jewel of light she saw.
Even so, it was overwhelming. That unrealistic beauty it had... What if Rouge could just know how valuable it was?
"... Well, you’ll just have to find it for yourself then!"
"Motivation" is the "ideal jewel". Maybe there was some value in this, depending on how you think about it.
Let's leave things as they are. Rouge was in a good mood as these thoughts raced through her mind. She then flew off into the sunrise.
“I'll definitely get all the jewels I want anyway! All jewels in the world are my mine to keep! ♪”
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Something I've noticed recently over the past few months is this trend where people have been diagnosing Anakin with narcissistic personality disorder instead of C-PTSD or BPD, the more commonly seen diagnoses. I personally disagree, but I wanted to hear your "two sense" on the matter if you will, you're one of the best meta-writers on this site.
It’s because people don’t like Anakin as presented on screen. They want Anakin to be as selfish and arrogant as possible so they can blame him from everything that happened. If it’s ALL about Anakin than everyone else can be left off the hook. 
Anakin ‘I don’t want to be a problem’ Skywalker is clearly narcissistic. I mean, he fits all the signs:
Have a sense of entitlement and require constant, excessive admiration
“Ten years in this place, and still he was an object of interest. Of speculation. All their hopes and dreams hanging on him like decorations on a bantha skeleton at Boonta Eve. He hated it.” [Clone Wars: Wild space, Karen Miller]
Have an exaggerated sense of self-importance
“You would forgo your destiny for Padmé?” Anakin’s brows beetled in anger. “I never claimed to be the Chosen One. That was Qui-Gon. Even the Council doesn’t believe it anymore, so why should you?” [ James Luceno. Labyrinth of Evil]
Expect to be recognized as superior even without achievements that warrant it
Anakin bumped his hand against [Obi-wan]. “Wait. Just—wait.” Embarrassed, he took a deep breath. “Look. Don’t take this the wrong way. It’s just—it’s the mission, right? That’s what matters. So—”  “Anakin.” Obi-Wan’s whisper sounded amused. “It’s fine. I was about to suggest it myself when the droids turned up.”  “You were?”  “Play to your strengths and minimize your weaknesses. That’s how a battle is won. That’s how we’ll win the war.”  Anakin had to smile. I should’ve known he wouldn’t take it personally. “Yeah. So—once I’m up and over and nobody raises the alarm, give me a five-count then follow. I’ll give you the best Force boost I can. Not that you’ll need much. Your leap was only a meter and a half behind Master Windu’s. Remember?”  Obi-Wan gave a breathy chuckle. “I remember I had nosebleeds for a week afterward. Don’t ever feel bad for being extraordinary, Anakin. Now off you go. We don’t have all night.” [Karen Miller. Star Wars: Clone Wars Gambit: Stealth]
Take advantage of others to get what they want
“He thought of how unflinchingly loyal Anakin was to anyone he considered a friend.” [Matthew Stover’s Revenge of the Sith]
Exaggerate achievements and talents
He was the Chosen One, they told him. He was supposed to bring balance to the Force. Anakin thought that some little extra support might go with being the Chosen One, a helping hand or at least some understanding from the Jedi Council, but instead he was passed around like an unwelcome burden, ending up with Qui-Gon Jinn and then Kenobi because nobody else would have him. His chosen status meant less than nothing; it felt more like a stigma. And they wondered why he was difficult at times. Maybe they didn’t want balance, whatever that was. Maybe nobody liked a Jedi who was that different. He felt like an embarrassment to them. I do everything you ask of me. I try so hard. When is it going to be enough? When are you going to say, “Okay, Anakin Skywalker, you’re good enough”? Karen Traviss’s The Clone Wars
Be preoccupied with fantasies about success, power, brilliance, beauty or the perfect mate
Impatience. Concern. Relief. Loneliness. Weariness. And grief, not yet healed. Such a muddle of emotions. Such a weight on [Anakin]’s shoulders. Months of brutal battle had left [Ahsoka] drained and nearly numb, but it was worse for Anakin. He was a Jedi general with countless lives entrusted to his care, and every life damaged or lost he counted as a personal failure. For other people he found forgiveness; for himself there was none. For himself there was only anger at not meeting his own exacting standards. [Karen Miller’s Star Wars: Clone Wars Gambit: Stealth]
Believe they are superior and can only associate with equally special people
It’s not just Skywalker’s rank that makes us give him one hundred percent. It’s because he treats us with respect, and he puts himself on the line with us.” [The Clone Wars by Karen Traviss]
Monopolize conversations and belittle or look down on people they perceive as inferior
Having worked their way around the village, finding nothing to wake their uneasily sleeping sense of alarm, Obi-Wan and Anakin returned to the beaten-dirt square and the charter house. Its doors were open now and a woman who had to be Teeba Brandeh stood on the broad step, hands on her narrow hips, watching the children scatter across the square to play a proper game of kickball. Grinning, without bothering to ask if he might, or if it were wise, or if they had the time to spare, so independent these days, Anakin jogged to join them. After a moment’s amazed hesitation the children welcomed him with squeals of delight, rough-and-tumbled him into their midst and made him one of their own. Obi-Wan shook his head. “He’s nice,” said the girl with the bracelet and the ragged hair, wandering over to stand beside him. “Don’t be cross with him, Teeb Yavid.” Karen Miller. Star Wars: Clone Wars Gambit: Siege
“Oh, no,” said Anakin, grinning. “It was fun too.”  May the Force give me strength. “And that business with the boy? Because when I said no heavy lifting I—” Anakin’s amusement vanished.  “He wasn’t heavy. These younglings are skin and bone. I look at them and—” He clenched his jaw.  ”Karen Miller. Star Wars: Clone Wars Gambit: Siege
Expect special favors and unquestioning compliance with their expectations
[Anakin] did not like the fact that he had won. It seemed wrong that he had stepped so far out of line, and yet had been retained as a Padawan. He did not like the unease this victory, if victory it was, produced in him. Above all weaknesses, arrogance was the most costly. They keep me here because I have potential they’ve never seen before. They keep me in training because they’re curious to see what I can do. I feel like a rich man who never knows whether his friends are true-or whether they just want his money. This was a particularly galling thought, and certainly neither true nor fair. Why do they put up with me, then? Why do I keep testing them? [Greg Bear’s Rogue Planet]
Have an inability or unwillingness to recognize the needs and feelings of others
“I’m sorry. I’m not normally this stupid. I just—” And then she felt her face crumple and heard herself sob. Her knees buckled and she began to sink toward the floor. “I’m sorry, I’m sorry,” she choked. “Don’t mind me. I’m fine.” [Anakin] caught her before she tumbled completely. Lifted her without effort and carried her to the sofa. Boneless and unprotesting, she let him. Let her face turn to his roughly shirted, dirty chest and howled her rage and shame against him. Dimly, she felt his hand warm and comforting on her back and heard his soft voice saying, over and over, “It’s all right. It’s all right. You’re safe now. It’s all right.” The crazy thing was that she did feel safe. For the first time since those Separatist blaster bolts seared the air and sand of Niriktavi Bay, since she saw her friends and colleagues slaughtered, she felt safe. Then, abruptly, she felt mortified. What was she doing? Weeping like a child all over a man young enough to be her son? Where was her pride? She shifted away from him, unable to meet his eyes. “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to—I’m sorry.” “Don’t apologize,” he said gently. “You’ve got a right to be upset. Now, where’s that medkit?”Karen Miller. Star Wars: Clone Wars Gambit: Stealth 
Be envious of others and believe others envy them
The Jedi Council didn’t want me, either. Being the Chosen One didn’t count for anything. Master Yoda wouldn’t train me, or Windu. Every member of the Jedi Council had had something more pressing to do than help him work out what this terrible, galaxy-changing power of his meant, and how he should live in its shadow. He still wasn’t sure. Anakin recalled standing there in that grand, polished Jedi Council Chamber, surrounded by what felt like fear, and disdain, and bewilderment—who were those Masters to feel bewildered, that the only person there who cared if he lived or died was Master Qui-Gon Jinn.  [Karen Traviss. The Clone Wars]
[Anakin] had worried that Obi-Wan did not have room for him in his heart. But Shmi’s smile rose in Anakin’s mind. Hearts have infinite room, my son. JUDE WATSON’S THE TRAIL OF THE JEDI
Behave in an arrogant or haughty manner, coming across as conceited, boastful and pretentious
The fear and dread in her face eased, just a little. “You’re a very sweet young man, Anakin Skywalker.” [Karen Miller’s Clone Wars Gambit: Stealth]
[Anakin] humbles me, sometimes. He makes me feel small. He can’t see a broken thing without wanting to fix it. [Karen Miller’s Clone Wars Gambit: Stealth]
“I don’t know,” she said, floundering. “I can’t say I’ve ever given the Jedi much thought. I mean, not as individuals. I never expected to meet one—let alone two. I don’t tend to go places where your skills are needed. But—well—you’re gentle.” [Karen Miller’s Clone Wars Gambit: Stealth]
Insist on having the best of everything — for instance, the best car or office
“I’m not giving him to you,” [Anakin]’d told her. “He’s not even really mine to give; when I built him, I was a slave, and everything I did belonged to Watto. Cliegg Lars bought him along with my mother; Owen gave him back to me, but I’m a Jedi. I have renounced possessions. I guess that means he’s free now. What I’m really doing is asking you to look after him for me.”  “Look after him?”  “Yes. Maybe even give him a job. He’s a little fussy,” he’d admitted, “and maybe I shouldn’t have given him quite so much self-consciousness—he’s a worrier—but he’s very smart, and he might be a real help to a big-time diplomat … like, say, a Senator from Naboo?”Matthew Stover. Revenge of the Sith 
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Dream SMP Recap (January 26/2021) - Kids With Nukes and Talking Eggs
The Crimson’s influence continues to spread and corrupt the SMP, with the seeds planted earlier sprouting into new tendrils. 
In fact, the Crimson has spread so far that now chat can finally hear the Egg’s whispers for themselves, as Badboyhalo and Quackity have an important discussion, and Karl attempts to prevent the worst...
Also, Snowchester’s nuclear weapons test was a success! Everything went exactly according to plan and definitely nothing else. Yep.
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- Ponk starts sneaking out of the Egg Room, but Bad comes on and he runs back to avoid suspicion.
- Bad calls him and asks how he’s doing. Ponk says he’s doing fine. Bad asks if he can get Ponk anything. He says Ponk will stay down there until he learns to love the Egg.
Ponk: “I’m a bad bitch, you can’t kill me.”
- Bad says he’ll stay down for an extra day because of that.
- Ponk asks Bad for an iced mocha with cream and a pain au chocolat. Bad refuses at first, but after Ponk threatens to pee all over the Egg, Bad rushes off to get Ponk his iced mocha with cream and pain au chocolat. Ponk asks if it’s vegan.
- Bad drops Ponk his iced mocha with cream and pain au chocolat.
- Bad locks Ponk back up and says he’ll be staying down there for a day now. Ponk says he’ll continue to vibe. 
- Ponk sneaks out once Bad is gone. He meets up with Awesam on the surface. Sam is still talking like he’s exhausted and drained, and says he wants to head home.
- Sam goes to be with Fran again, holding his rose with a wall blocking them off.
- Ponk shows Sam that he’s got Dream’s shield. Sam says that he probably shouldn’t carry it around, as people might get the wrong idea...Ponk says it’s cool because it makes his “head fuzzy.” 
- Ponk says goodbye and leaves Sam.
- Both keycards for the nukes have gotten lost. There is no way this can end badly. Jack comes online and they begin to prepare. The plan is to launch one and decommission the others.
- Jack wonders how to get Tommy to the test site. Perhaps if some of the materials for the hotel can be obtained easiest near the site? He speaks with Awesam about adding spruce wood to the materials list. Awesam says he’ll let Sam Nook know.
- Tommy comes online and speaks with Sam Nook, who tells him to get some spruce wood. Niki comes over to fetch him. Niki leads Tommy closer to the test site.
- Jack desperately attempts to stall the launch. 
- The nuke is launched! Jack and Tubbo rush over.
- Tommy manages to delay walking over to the test site purely by talking nonstop, and the nuke misses him. He instead goes to examine the crater with the others. Tubbo is concerned about Tommy’s lack of hazmat suit. 
- Jack and Niki are furious that it didn’t work. 
- They go back to Snowchester to celebrate. Tommy coughs up a bit of blood. Foolish comes over to deal some stress relievers.
- Sam Nook then tells Tommy to gather red dye.
- Tommy and Jack start fighting and Sam Nook comes to kill him.
- Ranboo speaks with Tubbo. Apparently the Crimson showed Tubbo images of dead families that made him cry. They wonder if they should do something about the Blood Vines.
- Ranboo writes in his book. His pickaxes have been mysteriously losing durability.
- Ranboo later speaks with Niki. He asks why she burned down L’mantree. Niki explains that she’d lost hope in L’manburg and didn’t believe it should exist anymore.
- Tommy mugs Foolish. Foolish says he’ll remember this.
- Tommy still doesn’t have enough red dye. Sam Nook is worried that Awesam won’t be pleased with him leaving the build site today. If Awesam found out, that wouldn’t be good...
- Foolish visits Ponk, who is still trapped in the obsidian Egg cage.
- Antfrost logs on and Foolish starts running up the stairs. He sneaks behind a corner and Antfrost walks by. He doesn’t seem to see Foolish.
- The Blood Vines have made their way to Foolish’s desert...
- Bad comes online with plans to introduce Callahan to the Egg. He meets up with Quackity and asks him if he’s noticed the Vines growing everywhere.
- Bad checks the Crater. Quackity sees the Crater Vines for the first time and is horrified. 
- Bad asks Quackity -- he’s a chaotic individual -- what if he could join something greater than himself? Callahan as well? He asks if Quackity would either wish to be brainwashed, or voluntarily join the Eggpire. Quackity could be in charge of everything.
- Quackity says to keep talking...Bad says he would make a great leader. The Egg could be the means to the end of becoming the leader over everything.
- Ever since the whole L’manburg, fight with Dream happened, Quackity’s been wandering, taking some time off. Thinking about things. But he doesn’t like the idea of the Vines covering the entire SMP.
- Bad explains that once the Vines have covered everything, Quackity can come in as the ultimate hero, conquering the Egg and becoming the ruler of the entire Dream SMP.
Quackity asks...what’s the catch? Why wouldn’t Bad do this himself?
Bad says all he wants is to see Quackity succeed. 
Bad: “You...could become the ruler of all of this.”
Quackity asks for Bad to show him a little more.
Bad: “The Egg can grant you your heart’s desires.”
Quackity: “So why do you still not have Skeppy?”
- Bad shows him around. Quackity wants to see exactly what Bad has up his sleeve, what’s really going on here. Karl follows them around in hiding.
- Bad, Quackity and Callahan jump down into the spider spawner to head to the Egg Room without Prime Suits on.
- Callahan dies on the Egg’s magma and disappears in the presence of the Egg.
- Quackity stands on the Egg and says it’s...wonderful. He feels great. A strange sensation.
The Crimson speaks.
- Karl types in chat, trying to get Quackity to leave the Egg.
- Quackity freaks out and says he needs to get out. He starts running, shouting in fear. He faces Bad in the hallway, telling him to stay back.
Bad: “Power! Power. Power...you want power, Quackity.”
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Quackity: “Badboyhalo, there is something so very wrong with you...” 
- Karl jumps into the hallway and hits Bad away.
- Quackity tells Bad to never do this to him again. Bad says everyone has to make a choice. He tried the easy way already, but Quackity’s chosen the difficult path...
- Bad comes to the Egg, frustrated. He’s trying to be nice, trying to give everybody a chance...and they’re not taking it.
The Crimson whispers to him.
- Bad thinks that maybe, letting so many Vines grow has turned people against the Crimson instead of getting them to love it.
- Bad lets Ponk out. He’s vibing. Bad gives him a pain au chocolat.
- Bad asks the Egg. What are they to do?
The Crimson whispers.
Bad says he had hoped it wouldn’t come to that.
Nothing matters but the Egg...and Skeppy.
- Bad leaves the Egg. They have to check the status of Sam, deal with Tommy, and see if they can still get Quackity on their side. He can come around to them! Antfrost and Bad need to meet with Technoblade as well.
- Quackity whispers to Bad that he would like to talk.  As he comes up, he spots Ranboo wandering around.
The Crimson whispers, but Bad says he “can’t deal with this one at the moment.”
Bad picks up the grass block that Ranboo left and places it in his Ender Chest...
- Bad addresses chat: have they spent enough time with the Egg that they can hear the Egg too?
- Bad meets with Quackity at Eret’s castle. As Quackity jumps a fence, he places down some purple concrete. Bad picks it up and places it in his Ender Chest as well.
- They make it into the wilderness and Quackity tries to snap Bad out of it.
Quackity: “You’re one of the only people on the server who I have a little bit of hope in! ...What the hell is going on?”
“That’s not you! That’s not you, Bad!”
Bad: “The Egg offered me exactly what I wanted!”
Quackity: “What’d the Egg give you?”
Bad: “The Egg gave it to me -- or told me that it could get it for me.”
Bad says that Skeppy got infected by the Egg, and he realized that there was no way that he could get him back to normal, so he knew he had one job: if he got infected by the Egg too, then everything would be fine.
What else could Bad have done except done what the Egg told him? All of Bad’s attempted cures just ended up messing Skeppy up more and more. He couldn’t get Skeppy back to normal on his own. The Egg said if Skeppy was red, everything would be okay.
Bad: “Everybody has something that they want. Something -- when you lose something that you’re really close to, and you’re worried that you’ve lost it for good, sometimes you’re willing to make the tough sacrifices in order to get that thing back.”
Quackity: “And what are these ‘sacrifices?’ Your other friends?”
Quackity is offended that Bad would think the only thing he wants is power. Is that all Bad sees him as? Power-hungry?
Quackity: “Bad, I wanna help you.”
The Egg has an objective, one objective. It wants something, but can’t get it on its own. It needs people to get it. That’s why the Egg needs people, at least right now.
- Bad and Quackity argue. 
- Quackity says Bad is a liability. He shouts at Bad to just listen. Quackity suggests that if they find the source of power for this Egg...maybe they can use this to the ultimate well-being of everyone. Because if the Egg can control others, then...maybe they can control other people for good?
- The only person the Egg can’t control is Tommy, so he has to die.
- It’s not a specific person that the Egg can’t control, but a specific type of person.
- Bad wonders...what if he could control the Egg?
Maybe he could free Skeppy himself.
- But how could they control the Egg? Quackity says he’s thought of a different type of control. Their conversation has given him some thoughts. He says Bad can deal with his Egg stuff alone, but he’s too far gone.
- Quackity says it’s not just about gathering people. There’s power in other measures too.
Quackity: “Do you remember that room Dream had where he had everyone’s personal belongings and he essentially had full control of just about everyone, because he had control of their personal belongings?”
- Bad says Quackity’s getting in the way of what he’s trying to accomplish. Quackity says they may be trying to accomplish the same things...
Quackity: “We have the same objectives with different measures.”
- It’s time they part ways. Before they split, though, Quackity leads Bad up a hill and has him look out across the wilderness.
Quackity: “Look at all this. Remember this for a long time...all of this empty land, all of these things...that people think don’t matter, Bad? They do matter, they do matter. Picture this in your head...just never forget it, okay?”
- They leave.
Quackity: “Goodbye, Bad...good luck in whatever you’re gonna do...
And I’ll make sure to get in your way.”
- Bad returns to the SMP, thinking to himself. If the Egg can give him his friend back, then that’s good...right?
- Punz’s eyes have turned red. He’s become favorable to the Vines growing on his tower, saying he likes the feeling of chaos it brings to him.
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The Crimson spoke with five distinct messages throughout the stream, reversed:
“I will give you your heart’s desire...I will give you what you want.”
“Kill the boy ...Tommy must die.”
“This world is mine...it belongs to me.”
“Feed me...I require nourishment.”
“I know all...I see all...I...AM...ALL...”
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All That Matters
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Characters/pairings :  Ethan Ramsey & Olivia Valentine
Words/Genre :   2.8 K / Angst , Romance
Warnings : mentions of death,injuries
Summary : Olivia gets seriously injured. How does Ethan react?
A/N : Hello again! This fic was written per @groovypalacehorselover​ ‘s request. This is the first time I’m attempting to write angst , so I hope this comes out good enough. A big THANK YOU to @romewritingshop​ for her help in editing this. Moodboard inspired by @potionsprefect 's ones.
Disclaimer : all characters and pictures belong to the rightful owners
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Enjoy!
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Ethan was frantically rushing through the hospital corridors. Dread and anxiety flooded his mind that he could barely breathe. There was no way he would allow it to stall him. Pushing himself to go as fast as he could to get to the farthest wing of the hospital, he slammed the double doors ahead open.A group of interns were nattering amongst themselves,oblivious to the frantic attending approaching them. A thundering voice broke them out of their trance. 
"OUT OF MY WAY!", he boomed at them, as he was approaching closer. 
The interns, startled by him, broke apart allowing him to pass through them. What made them wonder though, was the clear, unadulterated emotion in his eyes. He looked as though his world was slowly crumbling around him. And they weren't wrong. 
2 Hours Earlier
Olivia was finishing up her rounds for the day. In a few hours she’d be home, snuggled with her favorite throw blanket, watching a movie on Netflix while Ethan would complain incessantly  about her taste in movies. She had to visit her last patient, a sweet seven year old boy named Nathan. 
His diagnosis was a difficult case to solve and this made young Nathan restless. His mom came to stay with him in the evening  but she had to go to work early in the morning. The poor boy was often bored out of his mind, taking adventurous strolls through the hospital, without telling anyone. There were several instances  that she and a few nurses had to track him down, but still Nathan continued doing that. She couldn’t really blame the poor kid. Today was just one of those days. 
Olivia walked to the nurses' desk, to ask about Nathan. 
"Hello Sarah, did you happen to see Nathan? I think he snuck  out of his room again." 
"Dr Valentine! No, I haven't. Maybe you should ask Mary. She might have an idea where Nathan is.", The nurse replied with a soft smile. 
"Okay, thank you!"
She left the reception in search of Mary. Before long, she found her in one of the halls. 
"Hi Mary, I was wondering if you've seen Nathan?", She inquired politely. 
"Dr Valentine! I was just looking for you. I think I saw the kid heading towards the halls leading to the new wing." 
"The new wing? Isn't that under construction?", Olivia asked, an audible tremor in her voice. 
"Yes?" 
"Oh God! Come on! We need to find him now!", she said, a feeling of worry and dread filling her. The new wing Bloom designed was essentially a plan to enlarge the facilities available for research. From what she heard, it wasn't safe to roam around the place without any safety gear. It was too dangerous to go there, especially for a young boy like Nathan, but she won’t let him fall to harm. 
After a few minutes of darting around and asking everyone they encountered, Mary and Olivia got the same response. They saw a kid among these halls at some point. By the time they reached the site, Olivia and Mary began calling for him. 
"Nathan? Are you here?" 
"Nathan? Nathan come here, it's me, Dr Olivia" 
No answer. Either he wasn't here or he just couldn't hear them clearly. The two women began to slow down their pacing steps as they carefully tread through the congested building site, all while calling for the young boy. 
"Dr Oliv?", They heard a small shaky voice calling. 
Olivia knew it was him and rushed towards the direction of the voice. Mary, hot on her heels, noticed him first. 
"He's there!", She exclaimed, running to his side and checking over him for any injuries. 
Olivia began walking towards them, relieved that Nathan was okay,when she heard a cracking noise. She quickly realized that the wall, they were close to, was about to collapse! With a sudden burst of adrenaline, she rushed towards them and pushed them away from the wall. She smiled softly at them before she heard a bigger *crack* and everything went black. 
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MEANWHILE
Ethan was sitting at his computer, in his office, looking through files and updating the information onto his computer. Truth be told though, he was too distracted by a certain resident to concentrate on his current task. 
Him and Olivia have been together for a little more than three months and he was happier than he had been in a long time. She really had the power to turn the worst of days better with just a smile. 
She started coming to his house after work, in fact it’s almost like she had permanent residence in his heart and place. She spent most of the time there with him, just being together. Cooking, watching tv, playing ridiculous board games she always won. It was all very domestic and Ethan always felt his heart swell with love for her, at how at ease she felt being with him, in the place he now considered a home. 
Glancing at the clock, he realised their shifts would end soon but he was too impatient. With a soft sigh, he turned off his computer and walked out of his office ,towards the front desk. 
"Good afternoon, have you seen Dr. Valentine?", he asked a nurse he knew she frequently talked to. 
"Dr. Ramsey! Yes, she was here a little while ago, she was looking for her young patient, Nathan. He has a habit of sneaking out of his room, you see - Wait a minute please!", she paused to answer the phone. 
"Bloom Edenbrook Hospital how can I help you? Mary? What?! I’m sending the team right away!" 
The woman, Sarah, turned to Ethan with a flurry of panic coursing in her eyes. 
"Dr Ramsey, it was the nurse who was with Dr Valentine. They found the boy at the construction site! When they reached for him… a nearby wall collapsed on them!" 
"What!? Oh my… No no no… Wh-What else did she tell you? Tell me!", he demanded, his eyes glossed with panic, the usual pink hue of his face drained as he turned as white as a sheet, his breathing in short stuttered gasps. 
"Olivia ... was hit worst." Sarah whispered on the verge of tears. 
"Page Mirani, Delarosa and the best nurses this damn hospital has! Understood! I'm going there now!"
Before she had a chance to reply, he was already off in search of his Olivia. 
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PRESENT TIME
Ethan continued running through the maze of corridors, his eyes full of unshed tears. 
"Not her, please not her! Don't take her from me! Please!", Ethan wasn't by any means a religious man, but the fear of losing the woman he loved made him pray to whoever could hear his agonized thoughts. The one person on this earth for whom he would give anything for, was again in grave danger. Memories from the last time she was at the brink of death flooded his mind, knocking the breath out of his lungs. How fragile she looked and to know he couldn't do anything to save her, other than watch her become progressively weaker and her radiant smile, the one that could lighten up a whole room, fade away. "No, don't do this right now Ethan. Focus on her. Only her.", he thought, nodding to himself while pushing the last hurdle of doors open. His eyes quickly scanned the room, trying to locate her. 
He finally saw her. 
She was lying on the floor pieces of rubble around her. She was unconscious, her eyes closed, her golden hair around her face.  As he rushed to her side, whilst avoiding the scattered materials, he saw a small patch of blood on the side of her head. 
He knelt beside her, being careful not to move her, in fear of causing more damage to her body. He took her small, still warm, hand in his and softly began to stroke her cheek and hair. 
"Darling? Olivia? It's me, Ethan. Please Olivia, can you hear me?", his voice wavered at the sight of her blood on his fingers from stroking her hair and a few tears were finally breaking through. 
Her eyes fluttered as a soft little gasp left her lips. 
"E-Ethan?", she whispered, her voice hoarse and barely audible. 
"Yes, Love it's me."
"I… it hurts.. I can't…", she croaked but it was too difficult for her to breathe properly, the dust hovering in the air wasn'tmaking this any easier. Ethan noticed this and pushed her head slightly back, to allow her to breathe better. 
"Shh darling I know… I'm here love, I'm not going anywhere...Please sweetheart don't give up on me… please…I can't lose you", Ethan whispered, stroking her cheek softly, trying to be strong for her. 
Olivia fell unconscious once again, her chest taking short ragged breaths. He pried his eyes away from her to look around the room. A woman was in the corner with a crying child in her arms, trying to comfort him. 
" Hi… Are you okay? Did you get hurt?" he asked them as he approached them. 
"Nothing too bad. Might just be a sprained wrist and a couple of scratches. Nathan’s fine too, just shocked. Dr. Valentine…. she … she got the worst of it.", she replied with tears in her eyes. 
Ethan didn't have a chance to reply as the team arrived. They immediately got down to work, not even hesitating to lose a minute, paying Ethan no attention. 
"Get her on the gurney carefully! One mistake and you're fired!" Zaid commanded, with a fiery stern voice at the team of nurses. 
"Zaid, she's got a cut on the side of her head and she's bleeding. I don't see anything too serious but we should order a scan. Shortness of breath indicates one or two fractured ribs and her left ulna and radius might be broken, given the swelling.", Ines said with evident concern and fear thick in her voice. 
"Let's get some scans and see exactly what's going on", Zaid replied, trying to be as calm as possible, in this case. Olivia was his colleague,but more importantly she was his friend and he wouldn't allow anything to happen to her. Not on his watch. 
"I'm coming with you!", Ethan interrupted their conversation. 
"You're not in the right state of mind to help her now!" 
"Zaid’s right about this. She needs you to be calm and focused when she wakes up.", Ines told him resting a comforting hand on his shoulder. 
Ethan had no choice but to reluctantly agree. 
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Several hours later, Ethan was pacing anxiously in front of the room Olivia was checked into. The night doctors were there checking on her. As soon as they heard what happened, her friends joined Ethan in the waiting room, to hear news about her condition. Sienna when she saw her best friend in that state, immediately broke down, Aurora and Elijah trying to comfort her. Bryce, Rafael and Jackie, were mostly silent, their minds running through endless scenarios of what could happen to the most courageous woman they knew. 
She had a broken hand, three broken ribs; one of which was pressing too close to her lung; causing her difficulty in breathing smoothly. This required a minor surgery, which was conducted by Harper herself. She wouldn't let anyone else touch the woman she had come to consider a friend. Her head injury, thankfully, wasn't too bad, but there was a possibility of a mild concussion. The whole hospital was there to help Olivia in whatever way she needed. From nurses to interns to anyone she had always been kind to. 
Now, Ethan was waiting outside of her room alone, because her friends left a few minutes ago. She wouldn't wake up for a few hours and they made sure she would be completely okay before they left. Besides, they knew that Ethan wouldn't leave her side. That is, once he got to finally see her. 
Thirty agonizing minutes later, he was finally allowed to go into her room. His eyes glided across  her small form on the hospital bed. The side of her head was wrapped in white gauze, because of the injury there. Her left arm was in a cast and placed on a pillow to make her more comfortable. She was hooked to an IV, her body seeming too delicate on the hospital bed. Her face was in a serene slumber, her body was still under the influence of the drugs she was given during and after her surgery. 
Ethan took her soft hand in his, kissing her knuckles and looking tearfully at her. 
"My love… You scared me so so much… When that nurse told me you were hurt… I thought I was going to lose you. Again.", He started talking to her, even though she couldn't hear him, he was baring his heart to her. Letting the tears he was holding on to fall. 
"Finding you there, lying unconscious… was unbearable. Knowing that you may be gone forever, never being able to touch you, or see your beautiful smile, hear your awful jokes again… I’ve never believed in a higher power, but if there is a being that saved you, then I am grateful. Because, without you, none of this matters. You're my whole world Oliv. And this world means nothing to me if you’re not here darling", he finished , laying a soft kiss on her lips. 
He stayed with her for a few hours, having no intention of leaving her, but Naveen forced him to go get a coffee and something to eat. Of course, Naveen promised he would stay there with her while Ethan was away. 
On his way back to her room, he encountered Leland Bloom. "Great, just who I wanted to see", Ethan thought, resisting the urge to roll his eyes. 
"Ah Dr. Ramsey. I was just coming to find you. How is Dr. Valentine?", he asked with a facade of interest. 
"She’s in her room resting. Still unconscious though, because of the anesthesia from her surgery. Now if you'll excuse me", Ethan curtly replied, walking past Leland, anxious to return to her room. 
"I was hoping to come with you, actually. I wanted to ask you, will she make a full recovery?"
"Not that it's any of your business, but yes, in a couple months she will probably be alright.", Ethan gritted his teeth, retraining his seething anger at how intrusive this man could be. 
"Probably? You're not certain? If her recovery takes so long, then she will be left behind in the hospital's advances. Pity… she was actually going to be one of the key assets to the progression of the hospital's success.", Leland said, not having noticed or probably caring about Ethan's expression. 
Ethan couldn't believe what he was hearing. The way he spoke of Olivia. His Olivia. A human being, as though she was nothing but a tool to be used. He clenched his fists, blood coursing through his veins, ears ringing, face and neck flushed red with anger, trying to resist the immense urge to punch him square in his arrogant face. 
"How DARE you talk that way about a human being who was seriously hurt? She could have been fucking killed and all you have to say is that she would be an asset to the success of the hospital? What kind of person are you, really? Do you see anything beyond your own selfish, moronic advancements?", Ethan turned to him abruptly, almost roaring, all the pent up emotions escaping him in this outburst towards this man. 
Leland was stunned at his outburst, mouth gaping open for a second before he recollected himself. The two of them had become the center of attention as the nurses and doctors were forming a small circle, staring at the two men. 
"I would best advise you against speaking to me like that Dr. Ramsey. I'm the one who is in charge here and I expect you to treat me with respect. Now, I understand you are under pressure right now since your partner was hurt, so I'm willing to look past this little tantrum. See you soon, Dr Ramsey." he replied, walking away from Ethan, who was stalking his way down the corridor to Olivia’s room, unbothered by Bloom’s words. 
The only person in this world whose words mattered, laid in a hospital bed right now, and he vowed he would not spend any more precious time away from her. Because despite what life throws at them, all that matters is that his Rookie ... his Olivia ... his true love will be alright. They will be alright. Together.
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I would be very surprised if anyone reading this has not heard of the term "Lay-Lines". The lines of power that crisscross the globe, connecting famous landmarks.
But have you heard of Black Lay-lines?
The concept is that like standard lines they cross the globe however their influence is negative rather than positive.
Do you live in a community where bad things always seem to occur?
Where the residents are plagued by bad luck?
Do you always feel tired and drained no matter what you do?
Are you suffering from an illness that has never occurred in your family history?
When you are away from home do you always instantly feel better?
Then you might be living or working near to a Black Lay-line, natures little energy vampire.
What are they?
The earth needs balance, while normal lay-lines give off positive energy there has to be a counter to this, a return of the flow that draws this energy back into the earth and away from the surface and unfortunately anything in the area.
The good news is that like all lay-lines currently the energy levels are dropping off. The planet is currently moving toward the point where it will switch poles (North pole becomes the south pole). This has happen numerous times in the past and once complete all the lines will sing loudly again. It's also possible that the reversion is causing more Black lines to form as more energy is pulled to the earth's core.
It's this decline that has made all lay-lines more difficult to locate in recent years. Our ancestors could easily feel the lines and position their structures to make the best use of them. Records show people recording sensations of feeling faint if they stood in a line too long, these days people struggle to even locate them and others have even stopped believing in them entirely. If you are interested in this topic search for details of the European space agencies "Swarm project" which is mapping the change as it occurs. They have also created a map showing major sights around the world were magnetic anomalies exist.
History :
Did you know that the term is fairly modern, Lay-lines only dates from 1929. Alfred Watkins he came up with the phrase actually decided that he didn't like it and swapped to calling them "Old straight track" which was far less catchy. He was one of the first to notice that lots of famous sites around the world had been built on an alignment to each other and identified the lines of power.
Prior to this the lines were known by lots of different terms. The Native American Indians called them "Spirit Lines" and thought they were a connection to the spirit realm. The Druids used the term "Mystical lines". My favourite is the east who called them "Dragon Lines". Down under the Australian aborigines used the term "Dream lines"
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Out Of Time ~ 124
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Word Count: 7,320ish (I know... yikes)
Summary: Y/N tries to help Simmons and Daisy save Fitz, Mack, May, Director Mace, and Coulson. (Sorry, I hope it’s not too confusing as you read it. It’s a lot...)
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“Okay… So… Let me get this straight…” Y/N’s mind was trying to comprehend everything that Simmons and Daisy had just told her. “Dr. Radcliffe created a Life Model Decoy—“
“LMD for short,” Simmons added.
“Right. He created an LMD of his computerized assistant… just saying that takes me back to Ultron.” A shiver went down her spine. “Anyway, and she went crazy, building more LMD’s to replace the team. She put those she replaced in what is called the Framework, some sort of computerized alternate universe where consciousnesses can live… Am I getting this right so far?”
“Yes,” Daisy nodded.
“And Aida, the crazy LMD, has replaced May, Coulson, Mack, the new Director, and Fitz. And to stop them, you blew up the base and now need to go into the Framework yourselves and pull the team out. Correct?”
“Basically.”
Y/N sighed, running a hand down her face. She was still dressed up for her date, standing in front of Simmons and Daisy who were both injured, with Yo-Yo standing beside them.
“Okay, where do you need me then?” Y/N asked.
“If we’re in there too long, our bodies will… give out,” Daisy said.
“Well, that’s the hypothesis,” Simmons clarified.
“You’ve got to be kidding me, right?” Y/N exclaimed. “You guys want to go in there knowing your bodies might give out?!”
“We have to get our team back,” Daisy stated.
“I know but just… I’m going in.”
“No. You need to stay about here and—“
“And what? Watch over your bodies with Yo-Yo? No thanks. You’ll have a better shot with me in there.”
“Yes, but we need you out here,” Simmons said. “The Government won’t be far behind looking for us and you can help stall them.”
“You realize I’m a fugitive of the law, right?”
“Do you realize we found you with Tony?” Daisy retorted. “Isn’t he suppose to arrest you on site?”
Y/N clenched her jaw with a huff. “Fine. I’ll stay in the Zephyr. When do you need to go?”
“Now,” Simmons answered.
Y/N watched as Daisy and Simmons set up everything and connected themselves to the needed equipment.
“Meet at the rendezvous right away,” Daisy told Simmons and they both laid down. “That’s where I programmed the backdoor to get out.”
Y/N stood in between the two beds. “Listen, you two,” she said, trying to hide her worry. “Living in there too long may kill you, but dying in there will definitely kill you, so… just be careful.”
“Remember, Y/N and Yo-Yo,” Simmons started, “even if our vitals are going haywire, do not—“
“Do not pull you out or wake you up,” Yo-Yo finished. “We know. It will cook your brains like huevos rotos.”
“Cause permanent damage to the cerebral cortex, test.”
“Just promise me you’ll get our guys back, okay?”
“I promise.”
Y/N watched with bated breath as they hooked themselves up and seemingly feel asleep. Feeling around in both their minds, Y/N could tell they were in the Framework though. Now it was only a matter of time.
~~~
“They missed you,” Yo-You said. 
Y/N had changed and the two of them had been sitting in silence, watching their two friends, for who knows how long.
“I’ve missed them, too,” she replied. “I… I really didn’t want to leave.”
“They knew that. And they felt terrible for what had happened when you woke. They had many arguments with Director Mace about it.”
“I didn’t like that guy.”
“He grew on me,” Yo-Yo shrugged. She leaned back in her chair. “Where have you been?”
“I can’t say,” Y/N shook her head. 
“Understandable. They never stopped searching, you know?”
“I figured.”
“They actually caught sight of you once. In South Africa, I think.”
“They wouldn’t be the only ones. I was stupid for staying too long in one spot.” Y/N silently watched her unconscious friends for a moment. “I was going to say that I can’t imagine what’s going on in there, but I kinda can. Falling asleep, walking up in a new world. It’s how I got here.”
“Except they’re walking up to a demon world.”
“Truth,” Y/N chuckled. “Very true… Do we have any idea where the others might be kept at?”
“No.”
Y/N let herself comb over Yo-Yo’s thoughts briefly. “You and Mack, huh? That’s…”
“Interesting?”
“I was going to say exciting. The height difference must be a real challenge though.”
Yo-Yo laughed. “I don’t let it stop me.”
“Never thought you did.”
“And you and Stark?”
“It’s complicated. Especially now.”
“I can imagine.”
“Honestly, Yo-Yo, I don’t know if you can."
~~~
“Agent Rodriguez!” A woman came jogging up to Yo-Yo and Y/N, who were still watching over their friends. “Agent—“ She came to a halt. “Agent Rogers? I thought—well, you should be—“
“On the run. I know,” Y/N responded. “You are?”
“Agent Piper, ma’am.”
“And what seems to be the problem, Agent Piper?”
“We’re running out of power. Keeping them plugged in is draining the Zephyr faster than we thought.”
“Are we cloaked?”
“Yes, ma’am.”
Y/N took a deep breath, thinking over the options. “It’s going to be risky but I need you to uncloak the Zephyr.”
“What?” Yo-Yo questioned. “You can’t be serious? They’ll see us.”
“Just trust me and do it, Agent Piper.”
“Yes, ma’am,” Agent Piper responded, heading back to the controls.
“And please stop with the ma’am, it’s annoying.”
“Are you sure about this?” Yo-Yo asked her.
“No. But if anyone tries to take this bird down, I’ll take them down first.”
~~~
“Zephyr’s got 24 hours till it runs out of power,” Agent Davis, a man, informed. 
“We can’t wait anymore,” Agent Piper chimed in. “We need to touch down and refuel.”
“Let’s not have this conversation again,” Yo-Yo said.
“Okay, we don’t know who we can trust at SHIELD and, the government, Talbot’s been trying to reach us. Maybe it’s time we talk to him.”
“Not an option,” Y/N said. “You’ve seen what they’re saying in the news. We’re lucky they haven’t shot us out of the sky. Not to mention that I’m on board and that if they turn off the Framework—“
“That thing’s draining all our power,” Agent Davis stated.
“Might be time we figure out a way to wake up Daisy and Simmons,” Piper suggested.
“Again, not an option,” Y/N argued. 
“We must find something else to turn off,” Yo-Yo said.
“We already shut off all non-essential functions,” Davis stated. “Including the heat and the cloaking.”
“Why haven’t they shot us from the sky yet?” Piper wondered. “We haven’t been cloaked for almost a day.”
“Because I’m cloaking us,” Y/N stated.
“What?” / “How?” / “You can do that?”
“I’ve never released the amount of power I’m releasing for this long of a time, so I really don’t know how much longer I can hold it for.” Y/N turned to Daisy and Simmons, nibbling at her thumb nail. “They’re taking too long though… I think I need to go in after them.”
“No!” Yo-Yo exclaimed. “If you’re what’s keeping us safe, then we need you conscious.”
“It’s still only a matter of time before we have to land and I can’t hold it anymore. I can get in there and pull them out.”
“You don’t even know where the duplicate of you is.”
“What makes this world different, Yo-Yo? Why is it different than ours?”
“Simmons said something about taking a regret away.”
“So everyone has one regret taken away?” Yo-Yo nodded. “Then I have a pretty good guess where I’ll be.”
“You have no way of knowing if your powers will work.”
“If it’s basically a replica of our world, then I’m pretty sure they will. Besides, I’m not an inhuman, my powers are from sources much more powerful than some stupid computerized world. Now hook me up, we’re running out of time.”
~~~
Y/N gasped as she woke, immediately taking in her surroundings. She was in a casket, in the ground, inside of the Framework. She wasn’t surprised at all to find herself there, there was only two things she ever regretted. This regret Y/N had was one she always kept to herself, for reasons as to not hurt the ones she loved. She took a deep breath.
“Here goes nothing,” she whispered to herself. 
She put her hands on the top of the casket and focused. The purple energy quickly glowed from her hands, blasting forward to free her from the ground. She crawled out of the hole, analyzing her surroundings. Arlington Cemetery in Virginia, just outside of Washington DC. Looking down, she realized she was in an old, warn out, military uniform. Out of the corner of her eye she saw the headstone. Turning to look at it she wasn’t shocked to see what it said:
Y/N Rogers
July 4th, 1918 to November 1945
A Hero Of World War 2
A Champion For Women
“Okay,” she whispered to herself as she stood up, brushing herself off, “If I were SHIELD, where would I be?” 
Raking through her mind, it didn’t take long for her to come to a conclusion.
“The base.”
~~~
When Daisy woke up in the Framework, she was shocked to find out that here she was working for HYDRA, her powers weren’t active, she’s was still Skye, and that she was dating Grant Ward. HYDRA had taken over the world, SHIELD had fallen. Trying to find Simmons without the rest of HYDRA, she’s followed by Ward.
Simmons woke up in a mass grave of SHIELD agents, her Framework double having died in the fall of SHIELD. She eventually came across Coulson on her way to find Daisy. Here, Coulson’s a teacher teaching a HYDRA-approved curriculum that warns against the dangers of inhumans. Simmons tried to convince Coulson that he’s inside a virtual simulation, only to fail and have him call HYDRA on her.
When Daisy and Simmons finally met up, they tried to exit the Framework using a safeguard they created. They realized they were in over their heads in here and they needed back up. Unfortunately, Aida, the Director of HYDRA, blocked their way out. Ward then revealed himself to be a mole in HYDRA for the Resistance, out to protect Daisy since she’s inhuman.
On the run from a HYDRA attack, Simmons explains what happened with Coulson. This caused Daisy to go visit him, where he remembered her name. Ward took Simmons and Coulson to the Resistance, though he wasn’t so sure to believe the story Daisy and Simmons were telling. The Resistance is the remnants of SHIELD, led by inhuman Director Mace. 
Daisy went back to HYDRA to find Radcliffe, hoping he could help them escape. But May, now a top HYDRA agent, gave her a new mission on the orders of Fitz, lead HYDRA scientist, and Aida, though she goes by Ophelia or Madame Hydra in the Framework. Daisy sent the information to Simmons on Radcliffe’s whereabouts before going with May to arrest Mack and his daughter Hope. May forced Mack to trick Daisy into confessing her true allegiance. Daisy gets placed in a cell and tortured. Mack, after him and his daughter are freed, joins the Resistance, having felt bad about what he did to Daisy.
Ward, Simmons, and Coulson find Radcliffe living in seclusion with Agnes Kitsworth, the woman he based Aida off of. Radcliffe explains that him and Agnes cannot leave the Framework since both of their real bodies have died. Fitz and Madame Hydra arrive. Radcliffe attempted to appeal to Fitz, though Fitz seemed to already know of the “other world” and believed that Radcliffe had enslaved Aida there. Fitz killed Agnes and takes Radcliffe as a prisoner, all while Ward, Simmons, and Coulson watch. 
Ward, Mace, and Coulson then infiltrate a HYDRA “Enlightenment Camp” to free an undercover agent, Antione Triplett. They are tracked there by May, who uses a super serum to fight Mace. Coulson attempts to save one of his former students who he sees being held in the camp. Mace followed him into the building to help free all the other kids. HYDRA brings the building down with a missile. Entering the rubble to ensure Mace is dead, she finds him stopping debris from crushing a student, with Coulson and Tripp helping other children escape. May is horrified to find children being victimized by HYDRA. With the others having escaped to safety, Mace is crushed beneath the debris, dying in both worlds.
Through the vents of their holding cells, Daisy learns from Radcliffe about a backdoor he installed to escape that Aida is unable to disable. Turning on HYDRA, May sneaks a terrigen crystal into Daisy’s cell so she can gain her abilities within the Framework. The two women work together to escape HYDRA, with Daisy using her abilities to break Ophelia’s back.
Ophelia insists that Fitz, her lover, complete the work on their secret project, Looking Glass, after which her Framework body will no longer matter. Fitz then, with his very much alive father, becomes the head of HYDRA.
~~~
Y/N knew that it wouldn’t be smart to just appear in the base, so she showed up at a known SHIELD meeting spot. Appearing, she saw May and Daisy get out of an old car.
“I saw the building collapse on him,” May stated, getting out of the car. “I have the body-cam footage to prove it.”
“A building collapsed on who?” Y/N asked, worried.
Daisy spun around. “Y/N?” She questioned.
“You were taking too long.” The two women rushed into a hug.
“We tried to get back out to get your help, but Aida—“
“Stopped you. I got it.”
The three women pressed themselves up against a storage container.
“That’s not possible,” May whispered, staring at Y/N. “You’re Y/N Rogers. You died in World War 2, in the plane crash.”
“That, let me guess, my brother survived,” she responded.
They heard a security drone whirring near them and they pressed themselves up further against the storage container. May glanced around the corner to see the drone fly away.
“This is our window,” May stated.
The three then walked around the corner, Daisy leading the way. They were all on high alert, two of them now being considered terrorists. Daisy knocked on the red door of the building. A man quickly appeared, gun out.
“Get out of here,” he ordered.
“Hey! Hey,” Daisy exclaimed, hands up in surrender. “We are friends of the Resistance.”
“I know who you are. There’s chatter all over the police hand.” The man kept switching who his gun was pointed out.
“We weren’t followed. We were careful.” Then tires screeching were heard.
“Not careful enough,” May said. 
Daisy and her quickly pulled out their guns. They took cover behind a trash can as those in the speeding car began shooting at them.
“Milkman, I have contact!” The man shouted into a walkie-talkie before getting shot down.
May and Daisy were firing back as Y/N pulled the man into the building.
“Come on!” She shouted. May followed.
“Incoming!” Daisy yelled, seeing a bomb thrown their way. She stood up and quaked it back into the car. She was shutting the door to the building as the car exploded.
“I’m going to be honest,” Y/N began, “I have not missed getting shot at.” Y/N began pushing large things in front of the door.
“He’s still breathing,” May said checking on the man. “But we’re gonna need to find another way to get out of here.”
“How long before HYDRA busts down the door?” Daisy asked.
“Not long. They’ll be following SOP for a hostile inhuman. Six teams to sweep the area. And if the hostile’s taken cover they’ll call in an air strike and sort through the rubble later.”
“Like what they did with the Patriot?”
“What I did. That air strike was on my order.”
“You didn’t know.”
“Doesn’t change what I did.”
“I’m sorry, who’s the Patriot?” Y/N asked.
“Director Mace,” Daisy answered.
“So, he’s…” Daisy nodded. “Oh, gosh.”
“May, you can’t blame yourself for their lies. Once you learned the truth, you fought back. That is what we need.”
“Daisy’s right. If more people see what you saw, they’ll probably start fighting back too.”
The three of you froze, hearing the HYDRA agents break down a door down the building. The three women hid, waiting for the agents to come to them. When they did, May jumped down on one from the ceiling, Daisy took one from the side, and Y/N appeared behind another, quickly knocking him out. The three HYDRA agents were quickly finished off.
“Three down,” Daisy whispered.
“Stop right there,” a HYDRA agent ordered, aiming at Daisy.
May and Daisy held their hands up, while Y/N’s hands slowly started glowing purple. Before any of them could do something, Mack showed up from the side, knocking the guy out with his guy.
“Mack?” Y/N and Daisy questioned. The three headed towards him only to freeze when he aimed his gun at May.
“Mack,” Daisy called.
“I’m here to help you,” Mack stated, “not the woman who held my daughter hostage.”
“May is the only reason I’m alive. She helped me escape. HYDRA messed with her head, but she’s fight back now.”
“How do you know she’s not lying?”
Coulson and a SHIELD agent ran in. Assessing the situation, Coulson stopped between May and Mack. Y/N was relieved to see her long time friend.
“Not a good time to be holding guns on our allies,” Coulson said.
“Alpha One, report in,” a HYDRA agent requested from outside. “What’s the situation down there?”
“We have to go, now.” Coulson slowly walked towards Mack. “Mack, I get it. These wounds don’t heal overnight. But for reasons I can’t fully explain, I trust this woman. And so should you.” Mack put the gun down.
“This place was originally build during the prohibition,” the SHIELD agent explained. “We have a secret tunnel out of here.”
“Lead the way,” Y/N said.
Mack grabbed the SHIELD agent from before and they all jogged towards the secret tunnel. Coulson moved so he was beside Y/N.
“Y/N? Right?” He questioned.
“You remember?” She asked.
“Little things. But you’re also known here. Not necessarily in a good light, but you are.”
“I’ve missed you, Phil.”
“Weirdly, I’ve missed you, too.”
“Y/N?” Daisy called. “Do you think you could just portal us there? It would be faster and safer.”
“And miss all this fun?” Y/N smirked. “You kidding?”
~~~
“Welcome to SHIELD,” Coulson said as the group walked into the base.
“So the secret base is the base,” Daisy said. “Probably should’ve guessed that.”
“I did,” Y/N said. “I just didn’t want to scare everyone.”
“Been looking for this place for years,” May said, looking around.
“I got to go find my little girl,” Mack stated, leaving.
“Thanks for your help,” Coulson said.
“Thank goodness you’re alright,” Ward said, coming towards them. “We’ve been combing the streets looking for you.” Y/N clenched her fists and they slowly began to glow purple.
“I can take care of myself,” Daisy responded.
“And you are?” Ward looked at you before noticing your hands. “And what are you doing?” He went to grab his gun but Daisy quickly stepped between the two of you.
“Woah, woah, woah.” She had her hands out. “Stop. Y/N,” she turned to her friend. “This is not the same Ward that shot you.”
“I shot you?” Ward repeated.
“Yeah,” Y/N responded. “I almost died.”
“That wasn’t me.”
“Y/N…” Daisy called. “Calm down.” Y/N looked at her friend and nodding, powering down. “Now, you want to explain the purple hands?”
“It’s complicated,” Y/N answered.
“How about we go take a look at that body-cam footage,” Coulson suggested. “Could really hep the cause.” May and Coulson left, leaving Ward, Daisy, and Y/N.
“Y/N and I are gonna go talk to Simmons,” Daisy said.
“She and, uh, Agent Triplett are on a recon mission,” Ward said, stopping them.
“Tripp?” Y/N repeated.
“Mm-hmm.”
“That’s the best news I’ve heard in weeks,” Daisy smiled.
“What’d you need to talk to her about?”
“It’s not exactly—“
“She told me about the other world.”
“Ah.” Daisy nodded. “Right.”
“Is that what you believe?”
“Yeah. And I need you to trust me. I know a way for us to get back home.”
“By ‘us’, you don’t mean me.” Y/N stepped back, feeling the tension. “I guess I was holding out hope that Simmons was wrong and that you’d still be… the girl I knew… I’m glad you’re safe, Daisy.” Ward walked away.
“Well that was…. Weird,” Y/N said. “Do you want to tell me—“
“Not really.”
“Okay.”
~~~
Y/N and Daisy walked in as Coulson, Ward, and May had just finished the body cam footage of Mace’s death.
“Getting this footage out isn’t enough to make up for what I did in HYDRA,” May spoke up. “But it’s a start.”
“Changing people’s hearts and minds is great,” Daisy said. “But I know a way to destroy HYDRA for good. Remember the place Simmons and I were trying to find? Radcliffe told me where to go, how to find it.”
“The way out of this?” Coulson asked.
“Yes. If we can get there, all of our problems go away. We just— we need all the help we can get.”
“I don’t know what you mean,” May stated. “THere’s no magic bullet against HYDRA.”
“Yeah,” Ward agreed. “This footage is a close as it comes. I mean, people will finally wake up.”
“No, you don’t understand,” Daisy said. “None of this will matter in the long run. It’s— it’s… Coulson, this is the only chance to actually wake people up.”
“Maybe the only way to solve our problem,” Coulson replied, “is to solve their problem.”
“What does that mean?”
“Getting to Radcliffe’s coordinates right now is next to impossible. We need a way to divide HYDRA’s forces.”
“To save ourselves, we need to save the world,” Y/N said. “Well, I’m in. But I guess none of us really have a choice, do we?”
~~~
Using both Y/N’s and Daisy’s powers, a small SHIELD team broke into HYDRA’s broadcasting center. All their people hand their hands held up. Bakshi was sitting at his news anchor desk. Coulson, May, Y/N, and Daisy walked up to it.
“Heard you were looking for some enemies of the state,” Coulson commented.
Y/N and Daisy looked at each other with small grins. Coulson would always be Coulson, even if he didn’t remember everything. With a nod from Coulson, Y/N controlled all the people to stay in their seats. Ward tied Bakshi to his chair.
“Stay quiet and we won’t have a problem,” Ward warned Bakshi.
“May and Coulson are getting everything set,” Daisy told Ward and Y/N.
“We’re good to go out here. No one’s putting up a fight.”
“That’s because I told them not to,” Y/N explained. Ward looked at her, confused. “I have a variety of abilities. Just don’t plan on crossing me.”
“Yes, but we will,” Bakshi said. “If you think you can force me, Sunil Bakshi, to go on air and slander HYDRA, then you’re delusional. I am the most trusted voice in journalism—“ Daisy quaked him back so that he hit the wall behind him. “Just, uh, put it in the teleprompter, then.” Bakshi was scared.
“We don’t need you to say a damn thing,” Daisy said. “The facts will speak for themselves.”
~~~
Y/N waited by herself for Coulson to finishing filming his speech. She longed to know the truth about what happened to Steve, Bucky, and Tony in this Framework. She was just too afraid. With a sigh, she looked to the side and saw a HYDR computer. Y/N contemplated for a moment before finally giving in and searching.
Steven Grant Rogers
Born: July 4th, 1918
Died: December 6th, 2007
First super soldier created. Helped defeat HYDRA. After his sister, Y/N, crashed a plane in 1945, Rogers married Peggy Carter and helped found SHIELD.
James Buchanan Barnes
Born: March 10th, 1917
First HYDRA super soldier ever created. Alias is The Winter Soldier. Still in regular use. Currently under cryo. 
Anthony Edward Stark
Born: May 29th, 1970
Died: dated unknown, during the fall of SHIELD
Former CEO of Stark Industries. Son of Howard and Maria Stark. Died trying to stop the fall of SHIELD.
After reading everything, Y/N quickly turned off the screen. She wanted it get out of this hell whole faster now. This was not the place she longed to be. She met up with Ward, May, and Daisy, right before Coulson entered the room.
“Well,” he began with a breath, “that’s that.”
“Let’s get out of here,” May stated.
Coulson noticed that Ward’s gun was on the table and he knew that Ward was planning on staying. “The Patriot would’ve been proud of what we did today.” 
Ward and Coulson nodded to each other before Coulson walked out of the room, with Y/N following. May and Daisy were close behind. Ward began the broadcast, playing it on every screen.
~~~
Daisy stood by Y/N’s side as they watched the news from the base. Everyone in the room had their eyes on the screen. Madame Hydra had sent crews to take back control of the broadcast center. Y/N huffed as she watched people getting beat up by HYDRA agents.
“She’s not subtle, that Madama Hydra,” Daisy commented.
“Yeah, just look at her uniform,” an agent said from beside them. “It’s so crazy hot.” They both gave the guy a look. “I-I mean, if you’re into the whole ‘bad girl’ vibe. Not—not me. I’m just… making an observation.”
Just then, Tripp and Simmons walked into the room.
“Tripp,” both Daisy and Y/N gasped.
“It’s so good to see you!” Daisy laughed, pulling the man in for a hug.
“Hey… person I don’t know,” he said, hugging her back.
“Right.” Daisy immediately let go. “Yeah, sorry. I-I heard about your mission. Awesome job.”
“Thanks.” Tripp looked at Y/N, studying her. “I… do I know you.”
“You might have seen pictures,” Y/N responded, thinking back to the conversation she had with the real Tripp. That seemed like so long ago. “Y/N Rogers.” She held her hand out to shake his. “I worked with your Grandfather, Gabe. He was a—“
“Howling Commando.” He shook her hand. “I’m sorry, but shouldn’t you be dead?”
“Long story.” Y/N pulled her hand away.
“Tripp,” Simmons got his attention. “Do you mind if Daisy, Y/N, and I have a quick word?”
“Sure,” he agreed. He looked at Daisy. “You can finishing hugging me later.” He chuckled before walking away.
Simmons grabbed grabbed an arm from each of the other women, pulling them to the side.
“Aida’s building a body for herself in the real world,” Simmons stated quietly. “A human body.”
“She wants free will,” Daisy said.
“Which would allow her to unplug the Framework… killing us all.”
“Okay,” Daisy sighed. “We can still stop her. Radcliffe gave me the coordinates to the Framework’s back door.”
“Will it work?”
“According to him, all we have to do is pass through the exit point, and then our minds will disconnect from the Framework.”
“So we just need to get everyone there.”
“Which own’t be easy,” Y/N said, “with May and Mack having no idea what’s really happening.”
“Well, and Fitz had HYDRA guards around him at all times.” Y/N and Daisy shared a look. “What?”
“Simmons, we can’t reduce Fitz right now,” Daisy said. “There’s no time.”
“We can’t just leave him behind. He’s part of our team.”
“And the current head of HYDRA,” Y/N reminded them.
“The Fitz in this world wants all of us dead,” Daisy added.
“Guys—“
“I know that it’s not his fault, but that is the reality that we are living in. If we don’t get Coulson, May, and Mack out of here, Aida will kill all of them.”
“I can try to get Fitz, if the time is right,” Y/N offered. “But I can’t promise anything.” She shook her head slightly. “What I can promise is that we will find a way to get Fitz out once everyone’s safe. Okay?”
“Okay,” Simmons agreed quietly.
Daisy left quickly, realizing Mack was leaving. Y/N stayed by Simmons. 
“When did you even get here?” Simmons asked.
“When May and Daisy were escaping HYDRA,” Y/N answered. “The Zephyr is almost dead. You guys were taking too long, draining the power. I had to jump in to see if I could help.” 
“Thank you.”
~~~
Y/N found herself mindlessly watching Mack interact with Hope. She didn't even notice that she had been staring too long until Mack met her gaze. She looked away, trying to compose herself.
“Hey,” he greeted, walking up to her.
“Hey,” she replied. “Sorry about staring. I just… you two are a good pair.”
“Yeah.” He smiled softly, looking at Hope. “Have any kids of your own?”
“I… I should have… He… there was a big fight and I lost him before he was even born.”
“I’m sorry. I didn’t mean—“
“It’s no problem. Really.” She waved him off. “I’m… it’s still a little fresh.”
“Did you, uh, pick out a name?”
“Anthony James, or AJ for short.”
“That’s nice.”
“It is.” She nodded. She looked at Hope, thinking about how Mack will after to leave her soon. Even though she’s not real. “Just.. Mack, don’t wast any second. Every moment is precious.”
~~~
Y/N met up with Daisy and Tripp in the Director’s office. They were leaning over a map.
“Okay, so, Radcliffe’s coordinates should put it right about here,” Daisy stated, drawing a circle on the map. “DO you think you can fly us there?”
“No problem,” Tripp agreed.
“Great.”
“But what’s with this team of yours? A HYDRA agent, a school teacher, and a dad? Looks pretty bad news hears to me.”
“Trust us, I think they’re up to the task,” Y/N replied.
“Does this have anything to do with that other world Simmons was talking about?”
“She told you?” Daisy questioned.
“What can I say? I’m easy to confide in.”
“Okay. Yeah, you, May, Mack, and Coulson were all apart of our team in the other world.”
“So that’s why you were so happy to see me.” He smirked. “You and I,” he pointed between Daisy and himself, “we must’ve, uh, you know—
“Dated?”
“Sure. We’ll go with that.”
“Uh, no. Sorry.”
“Right. Me and Simmons, we probably—“
“Nope.”
“Agent May?” Daisy shook her head. “Y/N?”
“Sorry, Tripp,” Y/N smiled.
“Damn. And this is really a place you two want to go back to?”
“Easy, playboy. Right now, we have to round up Simmons and the rest of the team.”
“Doubt she’s back yet.”
“What are you talking about?”
“I thought you two knew. Simmons left base an hour ago.”
“Where was she going?” Daisy asked.
“I don’t know.”
“Let’s go ask Coulson and May,” Y/N suggested. “Maybe she told them.”
The two women rushed down to find May and Coulson walking the hallway.
“Do you know where Simmons went?” Daisy asked them.
“No, sorry,” Coulson responded.
“She went to find Alistair Fitz,” May replied, like it was no problem.
“What?” Daisy questioned. “Why didn’t you come and tell us?”
“Because I don’t answer to you. Not here or any other fantasy word you three might have cooked up.”
“You told her?” Y/N asked Coulson.
“It came up in conversation,” he shrugged.
“How does the existence of an alternate reality come up in a casual conversation?”
“I’d like to think it’s because we were bonding, though I don’t really want to speak for her.”
“You’re really not helping,” Daisy said.
“Don’t worry. Melinda here said she’d keep an open mind.” May sighed.
“We can’t leave without Simmons.”
“She knows how to stay off-radar,” May stated. “I’m sure everything’s fine.”
~~~
The small team packed up the quinjet. And now the only person they were waiting for was Simmons.
“Hey,” Daisy went up to Tripp in the pilot’s seat. “We all good?”
“Ready when you are,” he replied.
“Yeah. We just can’t leave without her.”
Y/N was waiting at the end of the ramp. She was the first to notice Simmons.
“Jemma!” She exclaimed rushing towards her friend. “You okay?”
“I was trying to save Fitz,” she answered, clearly shaken up.
Daisy noticed blood on Simmons jacket. “Please tell me that’s not his blood,” Daisy pled.
“No. It’s… It’s from his father. I—I killed him.”
“That’s—that’s okay. Fitz’s dad is just an avatar. You didn’t kill anyone. You just made some ones and zeroes disappear.”
“But Fitz won’t come with us now. We’ve lost him.”
“No, we haven’t,” Y/N said, shaking her head. She rested her hands on her friends shoulders. “We will figure something out. But first, we have to get back to the real world before Aida makes us disappear. Okay?”
“Okay.”
Y/N and Daisy guided Simmons into the quinjet and Tripp took off.
~~~
The quinjet landed on the roof of a steel mill. Everyone armed up and headed out, leaving Tripp with the quinjet. May led the way into the mill.
“Just up ahead,” she stated.
“Something doesn’t feel right,” Y/N said, cautiously surveying the area.
“Nothing about this disgusting world feels right,” Simmons stated. “It’s hell. A digital hell.”
“Radcliffe said the back door was in a public fountain, not some creepy steel mill.”
“If only the exit beacon I brought to this world worked, we wouldn’t be in this mess.”
“Yeah, well, if we’re gonna get out of here,” Y/N said, “this is our last chance.”
“Found the location,” Coulson called to them.
They quickly followed him. He led them to a pool of molten steel.
“This can’t be it,” Daisy said.
“Uh, the coordinates lead right there,” May replied.
“Into a pool of molten steel?” Coulson wondered. “You think Radcliffe gave us bad info?”
“Radcliffe’s a prisoner at HYDRA,” Daisy said. “He’s got no reason to lie.”
“Maybe someone else found it and took it,” May suggested, getting annoyed.
“The back door is part of the Framework’s digital infrastructure. It can’t be moved.”
“But it could be concealed,” Y/N spoke up. “What if Madame HYDRA discovered the back door and built this place as a way to prevent people from passing through?”
“Wait a minute,” Mack interrupted, confused. “What is this back door everyone keeps talking about? I thought we were here to take out Madame Hydra.”
“Let me guess,” May started, “no one told you about the other world.”
“The other world? What?”
“So what does this mean for us?” Coulson asked, ignoring Mack and May.
“It means Aida’s won,” Simmons stated.
“You seriously believe that there’s some magical back door that will transport us to another world?” May wondered.
“It’s not magic, May. It’s science.”
“Then where’s your proof?”
“We just have to trust Radcliffe,” Daisy said. “He said when a person passes through the back door—“
“That they wake up on the other side. This is what you really believe?” May asked Coulson.
“Admittedly, it doesn’t sound great when you say it like that,” Coulson admitted.
“You lied to me,” Mack said to Daisy.
“Mack—“
“No, don’t try to talk your way out of this. You’re a damn liar. My daughter looks up to you, and for what? SO you can bring me out here on some wild goose chase?”
“Daisy was only trying to help,” Simmons excused.
“How?” By taking me away from my kid? What the hell is wrong with you guys?” Mack pointed at Y/N. “And you? You’re willing to let me feel the pain you felt. That’s… that’s cruel.”
“Mack, you don’t understand,” Y/N began. “It’s different. So, diff—“
“No it isn’t.”
“Hey, guys, maybe we should start thinking about a plan b,” Coulson tried to cool everyone down.
“Glad you’ve finally come to your senses,” May said. “We need to get out of here.”
“Actually, I was thinking we might try to find another way through the back door. I still believe Daisy’s right.”
“Wake up!” Mack exclaimed. “There is no back door, just like she’s not Moses about to take you to the promised land."
“That’s it,” Y/N whispered. “Daisy, quake it.”
“What?” Daisy questioned. “What do you—“
“Quake the damn thing, Daisy!”
Daisy held out her hand and quaked the pool of molten steel. It revealing the backdoor beneath it.
“HYDRA!” May shouted, as bullets came at the group. “Take cover!”
The small team took cover. HYDRA started shooting more and Y/N caused them all to drop to the ground, unconscious. Daisy went back up to the platform and quaked the steel again, uncovering the backdoor.
“It’s real,” Coulson said.
“It could be a trap,” May suggested.
“The time for doubting’s over. We’re going back to our world.”
Coulson got up from where he was hiding, heading to the platform across from Y/N, Daisy, and Mack. Unknown to the team, HYDRA agents were below them. Shots were fired, hitting Coulson.
“Coulson!” Y/N screamed, quickly appearing at his side. She had watched him die once, she couldn’t bear to do it again. “We have to get you up.”
May and Mack began firing at the lower agents as Y/N helped hoist Coulson up.
“This feels oddly familiar,” Coulson grunted, blood covering up his chest.
“Sadly, it is,” Y/N replied.
“You were there… I think I remember that…”
“We need to get you patched up,” May said, coming from behind.
“No, it’s too late for that. Help me to the edge. It’s the only way.”
“Daisy!” Y/N shouted. “The door!”
“On it!” She replied, quaking the door open again. May and Y/N helped Coulson to the edge.
“Hey, come with me,” Coulson told May.
“How can you be sure it will work?” She asked.
“I can’t. Guess it’s gonna be a leap-of-faith type of thing.”
“It’s not that simple for me.”
“Yes, it is… Just follow my lead.”
Coulson pushed himself away from Y/N and May, falling back into the door. He disappeared, causing a wave to ripple out through the Framework, showing that it wasn’t real.
“They were right,” Mack whispered. “It’s not real.”
“Go May,” Y/N urged. “He’ll be right there when you wake. And we won’t be far behind… Go.”
Giving Y/N one last look, May took that piece of faith and jumped. Y/N sighed in relief. Two down, just 5 more of them to get through.
“Simmons, you’re up!” Daisy shouted.
As Simmons headed towards the platform, a gun cocked behind her. She looked back to see Fitz pointing a gun at her. Radcliffe was handcuffed behind him.
“Hello, Jemma Simmons,” he greeted. “Seems you finally found me.”
“Fitz—“ She tried to rush towards him.
“You don’t get to say my name! Not after everything you’ve done.”
“It wasn’t supposed to be like this.” Simmons shook her head. “Aida, she took you from me, and I cam to rescue you.”
“So you kill my father? Right after he tells me that he loves me, you murder him in cold blood as I listen.”
“I am so sorry,” Simmons cried. “I was an accident.”
“Nothing that you’ve done has been an accident! You want to destroy this world! To destroy me! You want to destroy the woman that I love!”
“That woman is lying to you! None of this is real! She’s not real! Aida’s just a robot yo and Radcliffe created.”
Outside the small room Fitz-Simmons was in, Y/N was wondering what was happening. So she slowly walked over, ready to attack.
“Her name is Ophelia,” Fitz defended.
“It’s name is Aida,” Simmons responded. “Artificially Intelligent Digital Assistant. And stop making excuses for it!”
“She’s right, Fitz,” Y/N cut in, bringing the attention to her. “Radcliffe, Simmons, and Daisy have all told you the truth.”
“Y/N?” Radcliffe quietly wondered. “Wow, they really called in the big guns.”
“Please… Fitz,” Simmons pled. “You have to wake up.”
“Get on your knees,” Fitz ordered Simmons. 
“No.” Fitz shot Simmons in the foot causing her to fall to the ground.
“You don’t get to touch her!” Y/N screamed freezing Fitz in place. “You don’t.”
“Let me go,” he growled.
“Fitz, listen to me,” Simmons begged. “I love you.”
“And you mean nothing to me.”
Suddenly there was a gun shot. Y/N turned to see that Radcliffe was out of handcuffs now and had shot the agent with them. He pointed his gun at Fitz and took Fitz’ gun away. Radcliffe looked at Y/N and she let her hold on him go. Radcliffe hit Fitz on the side of the face, pushing him towards the door and the platform.
“This was never my intention,” Radcliffe stated. Y/N quickly went to Simmons, helping her up. “The Darkhold corrupted my mind. Please, don’t blame yourself.”
“Go,” Simmons nodded at Daisy. Daisy quaked open the back door.
“It was all my fault.” Radcliffe pushed Fitz through the back door. Simmons caught Radcliffe before he fell in too. “Bringing Fitz here was the only way I could truly save him. I know I can’t make everything that happened in the Framework right, but at least— at least this way, Fitz gets to be his old self again.”
“Simmons,” Y/N called. “Go.”
Simmons nodded, limping forward and throwing herself through the doorway. That left Mack, Daisy, and Y/N.
“Now it’s your turn,” Daisy told Mack. “You said it yourself, this world is not real. And in the real world, you’re in danger right now.”
“What about Hope? Is she in danger?” He asked.
“No,” Y/N answered, appearing beside Daisy. “Things are different there.”
“Different? How?”
“Hope… she isn’t alive in our world. I’m so, so sorry. I… I don’t exactly know what happened. It’s not something you talk about.”
“No, no. That— on, the doesn’t make any sense. She’s alive here. Why would it be different there?”
“Aida,” Daisy answered. “She made changers in this world to keep us from fighting back. So fixed your biggest regret.”
“Then I’m staying.”
“Mack—“
“I don’t want to live in a world without Hope.”
“But it’s not real,” Y/N argued. “You saw it with your own eyes it’s a computer program. All of it. Even hope.”
“She laughs at my jokes. We watch movies together. And when she’s sad… when she’s sad, I hold her. So, she’s real to me.” Mack looked back in the eyes. “If you had the chance to be with AJ, would you stay?”
“I know the truth, Mack… And I know that AJ is safe where he is. Loved and protected. Here…. Here’s not that. Here’s not real.”
“I have to stay.”
“I understand,” Daisy replied. “And I know how hard this is, but you have people who really care about you,” she began crying, “who love you very much.”
“Tell them I’m sorry.”
“Mack, please… I don’t want to lose you.”
“Good luck. Both of you.”
With a deep inhale, the two women looked at each other, both shedding tears. They turned away from Mack. Not wanting to force him into anything. Daisy grabbed Y/N’s hand, quaking the door open as they jumped together.
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Fandom: Steven Universe
Rating: Teen Audiences
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Summary: In another world, he doesn’t have his mother’s sword or shield to hide behind when Bismuth lands her strike. The bubble pops.
Steven falls apart.
Chapter summary: In which freedom is a future worth fighting for.
Finally finished this chapter, yay! I promise I throw canon off a ravine entirely next chapter, I just needed to set up some stuff. Hopefully the Ruby POV makes things somewhat fresh.
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Chapter 13: system/REBOOT, Part 1
The whole mission is Garnet’s idea. 
By this point, they’ve known about Homeworld’s rushed Beta Kindergarten project for about fifty years. Frankly, its composition leaves much to be desired. The area is rich in the iron and silicon deposits necessary to produce a strong batch of quartzes, but the foundation they incubated all their new soldiers within is red clay cemented sandstone; it’s soft, and in constant danger of erosion. According to all the rebellion’s peridots, many of them top Homeworld kindergarteners before their eventual defection, this type of stone is critically unfit for Gem production. It can’t compress the inclusions of injector fluid at the correct pressure, can’t reliably bar the excess from draining through the porous material. As a result many of the individually incubated sites are predicted to ‘weep’ and lose critical volume, which will inevitably cause the emergent quartzes to be ‘off-color’ in some fashion. Some may be under regulation height, some may exhibit crystal twinning, some may be incapable of standard abilities like shapeshifting or weapon summoning, so on and so forth.
As a fellow off-color herself, Garnet carries a deep empathy for all those who are forsaken and unwanted. She can foresee the dire fate of these Beta Gems creeping over the dawning horizon even without the benefit of future vision, can foresee that despite all of these soldiers’ loyal programming, they’re ultimately cursed to be eliminated within the cruel machine of Homeworld. One day beyond the battlefield, the so-called Great Diamond Authority will see no further use in their existence, and then they’ll be purged. Harvested for scrap. Trapped within a myriad of Gem-powered objects. Crushed and used within their drop ships for fuel. 
It’s pure tyranny. 
Thus, she refuses to let their cruelty stand without a just fight. They have to give these Gems a chance beyond Homeworld’s rule, because abandoning them would be abandoning everything that their brave rebellion stands for, that she stands for. She refuses to stand powerless and idle in the face of a Diamond’s commands like the Sapphire and Ruby she once was, refuses to let another tragedy slip by without at least attempting to mend its damage. She is Garnet, she is freedom, and she is love.
And deep within her core, she believes these soon-to-emerge soldiers deserve the same opportunity for renewal and hope as any other Crystal Gem.
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For all Ruby’s aware, a whole geological era could have passed between that fateful moment she first set eyes on Jasper and the shards-late arrival of Amethyst and the others. All three of them duck behind the low rock formations she’s hiding in the shade of, Steven still breathing heavily from the no-doubt harried and concerned exertion of their sprint towards her. Hard light coursing from the gem in her palm to all other extremities at random intervals amidst crackling cinders of immobilizing terror, (she’s almost surprised her form isn’t flickering at this point), she desperately attempts to babble an explanation. She’ll admit— it’s not a particularly coherent one. Ask her mere minutes later, and there’s little chance she’ll be able to repeat what she said. Heck, she’s not confident about her words now, in the heat of the moment. It’s probably something about holes, something about injector scrap, about all those Gem monsters, a-and—
"Whoa, what the heck!” Amethyst blessedly interrupts, raising her head above the rocks and pointing across the clearing at the orange and red striped quartz diligently prowling the area like a true squadron leader. “Jasper’s here, too? Did everyone decide to skip on over to Beta today, or somethin’?!”
Peridot’s face scrunches in confusion as she regards her former mission partner.  “What is she doing?”
“She’s got all those corrupted Gems in cages,” Steven murmurs with realization, a tiny spark of outrage lighting up behind his eyes on those creatures’ behalf. “They’re not even bubbled, they’re just… trapped, and scared!”
Ruby brings her fist to her mouth, nervously nibbling at her fingers for a moment to anchor herself back to this present. Above all else, ignoring every thread of trepidation and insecurity she bears, there’s one burning question that pulses at her core with an unmatched luminosity about this whole scenario:
“B-but why would she want so many corrupted Gems in the first place? Doesn’t she know she can’t tame them?”
The purple quartz growls, the fringe of her hair casting a dark and menacing shadow over her features as she tilts her head down and glares at her self-proclaimed rival. “I don’t think she knows nothin’.”
And as— instinctively, mistakenly, running off of over five thousand years of deep engrained habit— she attempts to open her third eye towards the winding tributaries of potential futures they may soon find themselves wading through and fails, it slowly dawns on her just how isolated and lost they all are, without Sapphire’s sight. Without her love.
“Neither do I…” she says softly, her stature shrinking in the throes of that suffocating inadequacy. Riding an abrupt wave of frustration, she slams her foot into the coarse dirt, gripping thick chunks of her coily hair between her fingers. “Aughhh, this is a terrible time to not have future vision!” she huffs, spitting out each word staccato.
“Pipe down!” Jasper hollers at the poor corrupted Gem cornered in the distance as she kicks one of the bars of its cage, her booming voice easily reverberating off the cliffs’ curvature.
All four of them can’t help but bite back their gasps upon this clamoring startle. Peeking her head just above the rim of the rocky outcropping, Ruby watches the fur covered quartz visibly shrink back at the soldier’s command. Jasper continues, her unwavering act of confidence currently undeterred by this reaction. 
“You take orders from me now. You used to be a quartz too, didn’t you? What happened to you?”
Utterly failing to comprehend any of her words in this vulnerable, animalistic state, the corrupted Gem merely snaps its fangs at the bars, and then tilts its head sideways to begin chewing on one of them. Jasper scoffs, her lips rising in a mild sneer. Taking the risk to edge closer, she continues to verbally berate the poor thing, talking the same sort of smack Ruby’s former Homeworld commanding officer, Condor Agate, used to dish out. Ruby grinds her teeth together so hard as she watches this display that the pressure and heat alone might be enough to form a brand new batch of Gems. Jasper even finds a moment to rope Amethyst into her insults, which almost has the stone in question summoning her whip in pure unfiltered fury. It’s only Steven and Peridot’s quick clutch on her shoulders that holds her back from steamrolling into the clearing with zero preparation and potentially making a terrible mistake. Still, she’s gotta admit, the temptation to whoop this Homeworld brute’s butt right this minute is devilishly hard to resist.
Ruby growls, one of her gauntlets emerging into existence on her clenched fist with a burst of light. “Oh-hoh, do I wanna launch this baby right into her dumb, chalky face…!”
“But maybe first we should go back to the temple and grab reinforcements?” Peridot whispers hastily, whirling around to face her. Panic visibly tightens its grip on her form with each passing second. 
She pauses a moment to let the logic of this suggestion sink in, gaze hardened, and self-consciously aware of how her fellow Gems are (wrongfully) looking towards her as their leader in this chaos. What options do they even have? They can choose to fight, that’s one. They could disengage. They could retreat to Beach City and seek backup. If they were truly desperate, they could surrender. (Although she’s not confident Jasper would gracefully accept anyone’s defeat, not until it ended with their poofed— maybe even shattered— gemstones littering the coarse sand.)
As the gears are still pirouetting in her mind, she turns towards Steven, who nods in vehement agreement of Peridot’s strategy, his mouth stretched thin.
Sighing with frustration, she loosens her grip, recalling how even Garnet was barely able to match up with Jasper’s might. “Yeah, you’re right. She’d beat us into the dirt without Pearl or Sapphire.”
“Okay, so far we got three votes for retreat,” he says, holding up the appropriate number of digits as a visual. “Amethyst?”
In sync, the trio turn towards where the quartz just stood and find nothing but faint granules of recently upended dust filtering through a beam of sunlight. Both Peridot and Steven let out a fearful squeak at her absence.
“W-where is she?” the former Homeworld technician cries, craning her neck over the top of the rock formation to try and secure a visual.
“Up there!” Steven exclaims under his breath, pointing at a ridge a good ten feet above them that crosses from the arched entrance of this natural amphitheater all the way to the other side where Jasper stands, her back still turned to them.
Following the path of his index finger, Ruby catches a flash of purple, black and lavender stealthily advancing along the narrow rim towards the very soldier who reportedly poofed her with a single strike about a week back. The light sustaining her form nearly drains from all her limbs and rushes back to her gem. 
“Oh, shards no…”
Stars above, what the hell is her problem? she thinks, her mind riding in a narrow track between exacerbated vexation and dread. Does she have a death wish, or something?? Surely the last place a rational person would choose to run is directly into the arms of the Gem who clobbered them into a senseless cloud at their last meeting. Surely a rational person would instead choose to retreat and regroup. However, as she glumly reflects upon the dour happenings of the past few days, Amethyst’s actions prove she’s currently unable to think rationally about Jasper or any other kind of conflict. She’s been markedly sullen at everyone around her ever since she first got her butt whooped. Obsessed with her private training sprees. Emotionally stand-offish. Prone to making rash decisions, like letting her mouth run off at poor hapless Steven about matters that aren’t his fault, or slashing her whip right at people’s feet to push them away, or… or rushing directly towards Jasper in an enclosed space with little to no backup just because she’s desperate to show her up for the sake of her own self-worth, or whatever.
And Ruby gets it, to an extent. She understands how cripplingly powerless it can feel to be written off as ‘the weak one,’ as nothing but an expendable. She understands the vivid temptation to let one’s anger drive such antagonistic confrontations. However, she’d also like to believe that she carries enough self respect in this gem to not throw herself right on an enemy’s anvil. Whether or not Amethyst possesses the same level of restraint is another question entirely. She flexes nervous, twitchy fingers at her side as she watches her dear friend creep further along the rim, ever closer to what she fears will be her unquestionable demise. 
With the corrupted Gem’s racket still occupying Jasper’s undivided attention, Amethyst leaps from the cliff’s edge and into the clearing, pulling her whip from her gem in midair. The moment her toes touch the ground again, she slashes its barbed ends at the bars of the cage, right next to the quartz soldier’s hand. Jasper yanks her digits back. Her entire body snaps tense upon this disruption. Watching from behind their rocky cover, Ruby, Steven, and Peridot bite back the urge to gasp in shock. 
“HEY!” Amethyst yells, lowering on her haunches right behind her opponent. 
Now, there’s obviously no way to prove it without somehow obtaining intimate knowledge of her headspace, but upon external observation, Ruby swears that this big, buff Beta Kindergarten quartz is masking surprise. The sentiment is visible in the alignment of her shoulders, lifted high and tight against her neck. It’s visible in her narrow stance, light years away from the proper form of a soldier expecting battle. Flexing her thick, dexterous fingers at her side, she makes a blatant show of puffing out her chest before she turns to face her challenger, an almost predatory smile curving upwards on her lips as she regards her.
“You back away from her,” Amethyst hisses, nodding towards the Gem in the cage.
Jasper lets out a hearty chuckle. “Oh-hoh, what do we have here? You finally decide to crawl back for a rematch, runt?”
She grits her teeth, tightening her fist around the pommel of her weapon. “That’s right. I’m back, and I’mma wipe you all over these cliffs!”
“Perfect,” her opponent practically purrs, cracking her knuckles in anticipation. “I’ve been needing a light warmup.”
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Rose approves her mission without question, when she first brings her the idea. Of course she would, in retrospect— the hidden diamond she was. 
Garnet takes forty of her fellow soldiers and friends with her to the Beta Kindergarten. They don’t wield any weapons. These Gems are brand new, stepping into the light for the very first time. There’s no need to threaten them; all she wants is to peacefully talk, to introduce them to the concept of freedom, of choosing their own path beyond the Diamonds’ rule. 
At the time, all she wanted was to follow her beloved leader’s example and choose peace and harmony over subjugation and brutality.
But with the bitter truths they know now, and reflecting upon the horrid atrocities they themselves participated in amidst the war… despite Rose’s self-proclaimed ‘pacifism,’ despite the shaky justifications of their cause being different than Homeworld’s brand of violence... she’s increasingly unsure if any of them ever had a choice.
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Tragically, it only takes mere seconds for the initial triumphant beats of Amethyst’s war against Jasper to devolve into a one-sided thrashing. 
With a mighty, almost frenzied yell, Amethyst moves one foot forward for counterbalance and slings the weighted, barbed tip of her weapon directly at her opponent’s face. Jasper catches it midair, mere inches from her gem. An arrogant smile paints her visage. After winding the whip’s end around her hand, she yanks its user towards her with a snap of her wrist, swings her in a wide arc, and effortlessly slams her into the nearest cliff wall, blowing up a huge plume of pulverized rock and dust. It all happens so fast that the rest of the party barely has any time to react. As the rubble settles, Ruby finally spots her friend amidst the chaos, collapsed on hands and knees in the dirt. The poor Gem’s hands are nearly trembling as she vies to rise to her feet again, vies to stand her ground and keep fighting. 
There’s only one thing she knows for sure, watching all this: if hard light were consumable rather than indelible, she would quite literally be chipping away at her knuckles with her teeth by now.
His expression blown wide with fear, Steven breaks their communal silence to holler Amethyst’s name. Hands flexing in and out of fists, he darts away from their hiding spot. And they tried to stop him, they really did— it’s simply that he’s far too nimble for either of them to catch in time.
“Steven!” Peridot cries, trying and failing to grab his hand to hold him back.
“Steven, no!” Ruby yells, arms outstretched, as he sprints into the clearing— entirely blowing any remaining amount of cover the three of them had, placing his gem at Jasper’s mercy, and causing a thousand living nightmares to flood into her consciousness in but a millisecond. “Come back!!”
“Wait! Wait,” he gasps, waving his arms wildly to catch the larger quartz’s attention as he passes into the center of this natural coliseum, firmly planting himself at Amethyst’s side. “Stop! We don’t need to do this!”
Giving a growl that would rival that of a corrupted Gem’s, Ruby clenches her fingers around thick coils of her hair at either side of her head and yanks. “Aughh, why does nobody listen to me when I’m short??” 
A faint trail of glowing embers marks a record of her path as she leaves Peridot by their rocky outcropping and storms right into the open after him. Oh, hoh, hoh— that boy can disobey her clear, simple orders all he wants, but in his folly he’s forgetting one very important fact: rubies are stubborn Gems. And she’ll fight to protect him from the crossfire of Jasper’s hubris and Amethyst’s self-destruction even if that means braving her deepest terrors to run out there and drag him back to safety herself.
(Ideally, she’d be able to drag Amethyst with her out of the thunderdome as well, but she’s also quite the stubborn one. So try as she may, that’s not likely to happen.)
Ruby strides towards the middle of the clearing and defiantly plants her feet in the sterile soil right in front of Steven, and adjacent to Amethyst. She summons her gauntlets, her features twisting in a scowl. “Stand down and let them go!” she shouts up at that bulky orange quartz with all the Garnet-like confidence she can muster. “This is not a Homeworld controlled planet!”
“Steven, Ruby, get out of here!” Amethyst hisses under her breath, her battle-ready stance solidifying with a strange mixture of apprehension and anger as she regards the two of them.
“No!” she shoots back, tugging at her arm. “Come on, you know I can’t just leave you here.”
Jasper’s molten amber eyes narrow, her steely gaze colliding right into her.
“ You,” she says, enunciated as sharp as a dagger. “One half of that vile war machine.”
“War machine?!” Steven cries, distraught by the very implication. “She’s not a war machine! Garnet fuses for love!”
“Yeah!” Ruby jabs her fist in the air loud and proud.
The Homeworld warrior scoffs, seemingly not impressed by their display of solidarity. She folds her arms solid across the Yellow Diamond insignia emblazoned upon her chest and steps closer to address her directly. “And where’s this love now?” she spits, mockingly stooping to her level.
And despite the faint, triumphant memories of her last incursion with this quartz, (well… Garnet’s last incursion), she can’t help but cower in her presence, can’t help but crumble like the deficient sandstone of this very kindergarten under the cruel, personalized precision of her blunt words. Because... she’s right. Because that’s the whole problem, the pulsing heart of life’s cruel game. Fusion offered her a tantalizing taste of freedom, a glimpse of a reality where, together, a lowly guard and her sapphire could achieve literally anything through the strength of their love!— but that world feels like nothing more but an unobtainable mirage now. She’s absolutely useless on her own, just some pathetic waste of resources! No authority, no power, no wisdom of foresight— she brings nothing to the Crystal Gems’ cause. She never did. It was always her. Tears bead at her widening eyes, her gauntleted fists already beginning to tremble at her sides. 
“I-I…”
“Where’s any of your power now?” Jasper continues as she raises back to her full height, lifting both open hands towards the empty, cloud-streaked skies. She throws her head back as she offers them all a bright, boastful chuckle. “To think I used to view you traitors as a threat, but now even your disgraceful cause is falling apart, isn’t it… Rose?”
Still standing a step behind her, Steven’s immediate reply brims with tones of frustration. “I’m not—“
“But you’re wrong!” a high, familiar voice urgently calls out from behind them all. 
This whole messy confrontation breaks to a halt as everyone turns to gape at the lone Gem poking her head out above the rocky outcropping. Peridot gasps at the sudden influx of attention, and hastily ducks for cover again. 
“What are YOU doing here?” Jasper growls with annoyance, grinding one of her feet in the dirt as if inwardly hoping she could shift the very earth they stand on and finally gain the advantage of surprise once more.
“I-I…” the green Gem stammers, slowly creeping out from her hiding spot, summoning newfound confidence as she lays her eyes on each and every one of her friends. “I’m here because our cause hasn’t fallen apart! We live on Earth to be free, to learn new things about ourselves. Like how I can bend metal to my bidding!” she exclaims, tossing enthusiastic fists into the air.
On the cliff face over twenty feet away, a skinny length of metal from one of the injector’s legs slips from the device, falls straight down, and noisily clatters as it collides against the rocky soil. Amethyst facepalms. Meanwhile, Jasper appears so underwhelmed by this display that in any other circumstance, her glazed-over expression could be comedic.
Peridot briefly scowls at her botched handiwork. “And sure,” she shrugs, nodding towards that shard of metal, “nothing’s ever perfect here, but together, we work to help and support each other, just like we’re supporting Amethyst now. Isn’t that freedom worth fighting for?”
A few beats pass as the heart of this proclamation sinks in, the ticking seconds seeing Steven beam in pride at his friend’s progression since the beginning of her stay on Earth, and Jasper’s features scrunch inwards in an almost sour manner. Between the stifling roots of her own despair, even Ruby herself can’t help but feel a little uplifted by this hopeful sentiment. It’s a well-timed salve to an old burn, a naive yet ultimately truthful promise of lighthearted days to come. After all, hasn’t her time as a Crystal Gem taught her by now that no circumstance is permanent? That a single unifying cause can collapse empires like a wildfire, can continually reshape one’s entire understanding of existence? Her gauntleted hands shift at her side as a new spark of timid confidence ignites at her core. What was she thinking, letting this brute of a quartz tower over her and define the very pillars of her own story? She’s better than this. For the very sake of her friends she has to be!
But alas, before this newfound bravery can see its hour of triumph on this secluded battlefield, she finds herself once again cast aside by one of the very friends she’s vying to protect.
Amethyst growls in frustration at their continued presence, and summons her weapon. “UGH, you GUYS!” She slashes its barbed tips against the cliff face right above Peridot, not close enough to hit her, but certainly with enough force that it spooks her into diving behind the low rock formation again. Scowling, she then turns and plucks an actively protesting Steven right off the ground. “Get out of here!” she yells, tossing him back towards the clearing’s entrance. “This isn’t your fight!”
Ruby gives a sharp yelp as she just barely leaps backwards to dodge the business end of her whip, swinging low in a vain attempt to tangle up her feet. “Hey—!”
“It’s just you and me, Jasper,” the purple quartz breathes heavily, and abruptly whirls around to jab her finger towards her opponent. “ONE-ON-ONE!”
Silently, a consenting smirk riding over her lips, the taller Gem summons her ramming helmet in a glittering flash of light.
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The mission is— in the terms of the brave humans they sometimes fight alongside— a bloodbath. 
When they first warped in, Garnet only expected to find a small handful of disoriented jaspers, citrines, and carnelians roaming about. Gems they could talk to. Gems they could reason with, just as Rose reasoned with her fellow quartzes at the very start of this bold rebellion. Instead, what emerges soon after their arrival is more shocking and unpredictable than any future Garnet could’ve ever visualized.
Bursting from the very heart of this slapdash, rushed Kindergarten, despite every single locational and structural disadvantage this place stacks against one’s favor, is Her.
The strongest, most perfectly formed jasper she’s ever laid eyes on. She’s seven feet tall, built as solid as diamond, her flawlessly faceted gemstone gleaming bright and proud in the rising sun. She wastes no time in following the miserable orders the Great Diamond Authority cruelly embedded deep within her soul, immediately calling the hundreds of scattered and confused off-color Gems surrounding her to action.
Garnet and her squadron simply don’t have enough time to intervene, to try and settle this skirmish halfway peacefully. They don’t have the numbers. 
Twenty three Crystal Gems are shattered that day. Numerous more on both sides are cracked or poofed.
And yet one of the greatest tragedies, in her mind… is that these emergent Gems never got the proper chance to consider any purpose beyond their assigned station. Never got a chance to glimpse the promise of their own freedom. 
Everything happened so fast. 
She took this place for granted— thanks to her own preconceived notions about the kinds of Gems that could emerge here, utterly failed to foresee this potential turn of events— and in the end it cost lives. Both those of her fellow Crystal Gems, her friends … and those of the Beta quartzes she failed to save from Homeworld’s damaging influence.
That night, as she bitterly weeps for the recovered shards of the beloved they lost, clenches her gauntleted fists tight around her gemstones, she vows to never let such a harrowing tragedy escape her vision again. No more.
A leader like her is not allowed to fail.
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With the mighty roar of a lion, Amethyst stamps her leading foot to the ground to center her balance and rears her weapon-wielding arm back, wholly intending to defend her pride from this boorish bully. The first and second slashes are fruitful, one striking Jasper in the face, and the next hitting her chest with such intense force that it slams her into the cliff wall a few feet back, but Ruby can’t help but dread the litany of unknown possibilities haunting their future as she watches, powerless in her lack of second sight to influence their present. Could Amethyst win this fight? Sure. There’s gotta be at least one river of time where that occurs, where Jasper is so wrapped up within that facade of insufferable hubris that she fails to take her seriously as an opponent and pays the price. But on the other hand, she senses so many chinks in Amethyst’s armor that she can’t help but fear the opposite. She’s blinded by her anger, unable to consider consequence rationally. Her form in battle— compared to her usual performance— is notably sloppy, as if she’s throwing herself at this fight with such an explosion of tangled, raw emotion that her years of training and refinement have all but melted away in the inferno. Her fingers are trembling as she tightens her grasp on the whip’s pommel.
All of this stated, Ruby may not possess the gift of Sapphire’s future vision, but she has more than enough experience on patrol and on the battlefield to recognize a soldier who is woefully unprepared for a fight. Something terrible is about to happen, she can just feel it.
“Be careful!!” she cries, cupping her hands around her mouth.
“It’s fine, she’s totally rocking this!” Steven says with a huge grin, seeming uncharacteristically calm, given the circumstances. He whoops, and punches his fist in the air. “Go Amethyst!”
Ruby and Peridot briefly match eyes, the noted concern in their gazes pointing towards the fact that they both think that Amethyst’s insistence to fight is reckless and naive. In retrospect, of course her friend would agree with her. She spent a lot of time cohabiting with Jasper on their journey to Earth, so she’s bound to be well aware of her fundamental nature.
At the moment however, given the shorter quartz’s tunnel vision, she’s certain that any of their valid concerns would fall upon deaf ears. 
“Who’s weak now, huh?” Amethyst spits from across the clearing, flicking her wrist to activate the triplet spiked balls at the ends of her whip, an upgrade gifted by Bismuth she surprisingly hasn’t seemed to have abandoned. With a holler, she swings her leading arm back and around to build up momentum and then slashes at Jasper’s chest three times in succession. The last hit comes with enough force to push her backwards in the dirt a few feet. “Who’s powerless NOW?!”
Then, just as Ruby fearfully predicted, the winds shift. 
The firestorm doubles back upon them, Jasper merely swatting the flail ends away like they were nothing more but a momentary nuisance. Her expression narrows into a scowl. Emergent shock mingles alongside the dark cloud of Amethyst’s anger like wayward lightning bolts as she growls in frustration, the side-swept fringe of her hair shadowing her features. In retaliation she summons a second whip and immediately slashes them both against the soil, endowing them with a crackling, purple-tinged energy, almost a fire of her own making. She tucks into a ball and literally hurls herself at the quartz warrior, her form only recognizable in the heat of that moment via a dazzling blaze of light.
The resulting collision throws up so much dirt and smoke that Ruby has to throw her small body in front of Steven’s to shield him from the worst of the debris. 
When the thick curtains of dust finally part, the consequences of this overly-impulsive move are revealed. Jasper still stands proud and tall, her mettle unaffected by this attempted show of strength. Barely a scuff even marrs her uniform. Meanwhile, Amethyst lays hunched over on hands and knees, hacking up fragmented remnants of sandstone she likely swallowed amidst the impact. (Alas, that’s the price she pays for choosing to always reform with an semi-operational digestive system.)
“Is it sinking in yet?” Jasper queries pointedly, advancing towards the trembling Gem on the ground.
Amethyst is so exhausted she can’t even muster the strength to respond, her arms quivering beneath her as she vies to hold up the simulated weight of her hard light form.
Her foe roughly kicks her in the chest, her foot striking mere inches under her gem. Ruby visibly cringes at both the shallow huff of distress that this hit elicits from her, and Steven’s cries of fear in response. 
“It doesn’t matter how long or hard you fight,” Jasper boasts, her imposing figure hovering like a bad omen over her quartz sibling’s, “because I’ll always be stronger! Runts like you never had a chance. Runts like you are worthless.”
Angrily, she grinds her teeth together, cradling the vulnerable gemstone on her hand. 
Worthless.
Worthless.
Who the hell does this square hunk of stone think she is, slinging such heavy-handed words around like the blunt end of a mallet?
“Get your worthless, sorry forms back in formation!” wretched old Condor Agate used to scream at her and the others in her squad, back when she spent eternity guarding empty corridors, back before she was eventually reassigned to Sapphire’s personal guard. “You’re an embarrassment to your commanding agates, all of you!”
Ruby growls, finding her resolve. That’s it. No more. She can’t bear to stand at the sidelines gripped in fear while some bully is literally beating her friend into the ground, both physically and emotionally. She can’t bear for Amethyst to fall prey to the same type of unwavering torment she herself experienced all those years ago on Homeworld, torment that utterly deformed her sense of self-worth until recognizing any ounce of good in herself became a gargantuan, near-impossible task. Admittedly, she still hasn’t healed from those days. Not entirely. Sometimes she’s unsure she ever will. But it’s her duty to put an end to this, to what’s happening in the here and now. After all, what’s the point of being a Crystal Gem if you don’t look after the people you love?
“We have to separate them,” she says firmly, turning towards Steven and Peridot. “She’s gonna get clobbered!”
The former kindergartener’s expression warps to despair under her visor. “But how? She doesn’t even want us to be here! And none of us are strong enough to face Jasper…”
“Could we make a distraction?” Steven suggests, his voice tinged with the same sort of urgency she feels thrumming like a frantic drum line at the depths of her core.
Humming in thought, Ruby considers the status quo. To no success, she attempts to ignore her friends’ expectant gazes, trustingly falling upon her exactly like all those fellow rebellion soldiers used to look at Garnet… as their de facto leader. But she’s no leader, far from it. Garnet would barely have to think before coming up with a genius, foolproof plan, but she’s going into everything blind. She can’t weigh out potential consequences before rushing into action. She has no ability to pinpoint the most ideal outcome and work backwards from there. With all this in mind, it’s really no wonder that Garnet passed command of the group to Pearl instead of her. At least Pearl has experience leading missions solo.
And yet desperate times call for desperate measures.
She scans their surroundings for inspiration, considering what options may be open to them. At this point there’s no time to double back to the barn or the temple for reinforcements. (And she strongly doubts Lapis would care to so much as match eyes with Jasper, anyways.) One or more of them could always charge into the fray to attempt and break up this small skirmish by force, but that would risk their safety, too. The last thing she wants is to knowingly throw her friends into harm’s way. No, the best option would be breaking the two quartzes up using something in their immediate environment, something large and heavy but capable of being quickly moved, something like...
Her eyes snap wide. “That injector!” she whispers excitedly, pointing to the hulking piece of junked equipment precariously hanging from the cliff wall, only stabilized by a few legs that still penetrate the cracked sandstone. “It’s right above them. If we knocked it down, then maybe…”
Peridot flashes a hopeful smile, and nods.
“We’re on it,” Steven says, summoning his shield. The two of them glance at each other, perhaps silently coordinating their plan, and then leap into action.  
“Metal powers activate!” she exclaims, and throws her hands up in the direction of that rusted injector. 
Subtly but noticeable, its legs begin to shift and creak under the force of her ferrokinesis, loosening from the eroding stone. Licking his lips, Steven aims his weapon and hurls. It strikes the device directly at its center, clanging against solid metal. The injector wobbles for a moment, its delicate balance obviously destabilized by this force, and then begins to slide free from the porous kindergarten wall. One still-impacted leg snaps under the torque as the cylinder’s immense weight plummets towards the ground.
“Heads up!” Steven calls out, causing a bemused Jasper to flick her gaze skyward, towards the falling object staining the soil with an ever-growing shadow.
The collision of the junky old injector almost appears like a small explosion, flinging dirt a good ten feet into the air and resolutely separating the two quartzes. But Ruby barely has time to high five Peridot and celebrate their success before the kid she’s supposed to be keeping safe darts off into the clearing once more. She hisses a small curse under her breath. Drat, of course he’d run straight to Amethyst’s side again at his first opportunity! She should’ve seen that coming a whole star system away. At least Jasper’s been temporarily marooned on the other side of that busted Gem tech, though.
The real question is, for how long? 
Nibbling at her lip, she hastily sprints towards the edge of the injector to keep a watchful eye on their opponent as Steven attempts to have a mid-battlefield heart-to-heart. (At least, that’s what she assumes he’s doing. Admittedly, they kinda failed to hammer out the fine details of their plan before sprinting into action. Her fault.) Thankfully though, at first glimpse it seems the impact’s force has effortlessly knocked Jasper clear off her feet. She seems slightly dazed, but beyond that remains unscathed. Time will only tell if this strategy was a beneficial one. Briefly turning back towards the group, Ruby watches Steven crouch next to Amethyst. She’s muttering something to him, she thinks— her expression raw with fresh tears— but her words are far too hushed to make out. Whatever she shares, however, it’s clearly enough to elicit a strong emotional reaction from her companion.
“No, no!”  he pleads, hurt painting his features. “My mom- Rose, she doesn’t matter. Whatever Jasper thinks doesn’t matter. She's the only one who thinks you should be like her!”
“But-”
“Stop trying to be like Jasper. You're nothing like Jasper! You're like me!”
“But even you’re different!” she explodes at first, but any anger present in her form immediately evaporates into something more innately hesitant, more self-conscious. Her fingers claw thick troughs into the reddened soil as she curls them inwards. “I’m not like you at all, I’m not some di—”
“No, that’s not the point!” he says, tears of his own budding at the corners of his eyes. “You’re like me because we’re both not like anybody. And yeah, it sucks. Everyone always expects us to be someone we’re not, but you know what? At least I've always got you. And you've got me! So stop leaving me out of this!”
Slowly pushing herself to her feet behind the junked injector, Jasper groans, her voice strained with newfound exhaustion Ruby never imagined she possessed. 
“Y’guys, she’s getting up!” she calls out to her friends behind her, equally a warning as it is a call to action. After all, if this bold stunt finally managed to crack through the first layer of their opponent’s armor, then they might genuinely stand a chance now.
She’ll never know if they heard her, though— because in the same split second she turns back to check on them, the now embracing pair is engulfed in a blinding white light.
Even in the absence of a soldier's fire, everything turns to smoke.
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