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squishious · 1 month

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list of my grievances in the tags bc this has been the most miserable week ever and the only person i could conceivably complain to is also going through it

#starting strong with at least 2 midterms/papers due every fucking day except monday #moving on to daylight savings happening when i am already sleep deprived as fuck #and then university wide power and internet outage <3 #also general malaise and sad vy the time we reach halfway through the week #fucking evil [redacted] midterm #where i study my ass of and flop so bad #in a truly unifixable way i fear #was supposed to be my fun class to goddammit #and its so fucking windy today which i actually hate #gale wind warnibg = cannot sit outside in the sun and forget abt wverything #THEN #i go to cafe for a pick me up and fi ish bibliography #and the internet will not connect no matter what i do #AND #friend is coming to visit me tmrw but its actually just to pic up an ikon pass and she isnt even gonna hang out for a bit #no fault of her own but #its annyoninh on top of all this :(#genuinly the grade thibg is fucking with me so much i had to have done TERRIBLY to go from a 100 to what i have noe #and i thought i did bad but like. not thag bad #anyways i simply want to curl up into a ball and ignore everything for a couple days but ! i cannot #bc paper due tonight and exam tmrw and then saturday i have to go see my brothers performance which #notmally would be rlly fun #but after this week i want to dissapear for a day #and then sunday rehearsal #and then wednesday midtemr again ! fuck me !!#and then friday quiz but at least its onlinr #and then stayrday holi then break which like fun but also means going home #and im already miserable #so not twlling anyone abt grade flop And generally being home = ultra misesable????#squish speaks

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nyipi · 3 months

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I dunno if this is copium BUT i wish alastor would apologize to husker. I like to imagine that al, husk, and niff were like a dynamic trio during alastor's lesser infamous days. And i like to believe Husk was special to Al because, while he would have just killed any other overlord, he chose to make husk his thrall instead. I think they were friends or at least acquiantances that al respected just enough.

My own headcanon to their deal is:

Husk asked Al for a favor, offering every material possession he has left to get out of some sort of debt or hit on his life. Al suggested the gamble. "We've known each other for a time now, and I do find your companionship quite amusing. So i offer you this. If you win, i do this for you as a favor. No payment necessary. But if I win, you give me your soul." Cause what does he need possessions for? It's an all or nothing deal but Husk was confident enough he could win so he took it, was even appreciative of Al's offer because he really would like to keep his possessions. (In his mind, he thought Al was giving him an out, because he thought Al knew better than to challenge him where he was best at).

When he lost and sold his soul to Al, he thought it wasnt too bad at first. He ended up losing his Overlord status but he was just glad Al got him out of the trouble he was in cause nobody would cross Al. He was only ever summoned as extra muscle during Al's hunts, Niffty soon joined. And then it became tradition. Alastor, Husk, and Niffty doing their weekly hunt on the next sorry Overlord thag will soon debut in the broadcasts. Sure, Al was his boss now, the owner of his soul but Al treated him like his friend still, but a friend who was inclined to listen to his every request.

When Al started getting more powerful, more infamous. He starts to prefer doing his hunts alone. Becomes colder towards Husk, only treating him like the thrall he realy was. Husk hates it, especially since Al would almost mockingly still call him "old pal/friend" when he doesnt treat him like so. Their friendship to enthrallment status is why i think he is sooo open to mouth off at Al, not really ever fearing for what he says. Until ep 5, husk has known Al enough to know what pushes his buttons and what to say to get Al to realize how unreasonable he was being, but Al has never truly snapped at him like he just did. So it scares Husk very deeply. It takes him by surprise and it makes him realize just how truly different Alastor is now. They are no longer friends, haven't been for a while.

I was just talking out my ass and rambling sorry about that but im just so sad about the alastor and husk thingy in ep 5 agjsjsoala

I wonder if i should make this into an AU

#hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel spoilers #hazbin husker #husker hazbin hotel #alastor #alastor hazbin hotel #niffty hazbin hotel #radiohusk #somewhat radiohusk but i like them more as platonic

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incorrectquotesconaisseur · 3 months

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I think it's time we talked about the doctor's "do you think I care for you so little that betraying me would make a difference?" in relation to the master.

Bc throughout their lives, everytime the master did something bad, when he’d cone back they'd still have a sort of teasing relationship. Like they both knew it was a game. They both knew their limits and the true extent of their games. So there wasn't really place for betrayal in the game bc they both knew betrayal (on the master's side) WAS involved in it.

Then comes the time war and the doctor thinks he did the unforgivable and committed genocide on his own planet. And then the master shows up, arguably his most important friend, the only one who truly understands him - and then the master does something that's pretty unforgivable by enslaving the human race and turning the people at the end of the universe in killing machines. And yet the doctor, in a very important scene, forgives him like it's the easiest thing. Because they're still the same, the game hasn't changed, they're still on tjr same page, still doing the same things to each other.

And 12 was careful and a bit wary but he wholeheartedly wanted to help missy change - he saved her life in the process too. And I think he was happy at the prospect of missy becoming good bc that meant that the person he felt closest too, who was fundamentally different from him before (and it was okay bc it was in the rules of the game), was ready to be even more like him. Soulmatism x1000.

He thought missy wanted to change the rules of the game and that meant betrayal would no longer be part of it. He wouldn't run and she wouldn't stab him in the back for it.

Thing is - he thinks missy betrayed him. And he STAYED. He asked her to stay too, which is different from what he used to do to her - abandon her, run from her etc. And he thought that he was changing the rules of the game too. But missy betrayed him (in his eyes, he doesn’t know she wanted to come back) and he felt like they no longer even had the game.

The thing with 13 and the master is that the whole "do you think I care for you so little thag betraying me would make a difference?" doesn't seem applicable anymore and you wonder why. Bc it's not like they don't CARE about each other, in a twisted way. It's that the master still wants to play the game, although with significantly more violence because he's significantly hurting more than ever before, and the doctor doesn't want to play the game anymore at all.

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thestarfishinjootsoffice · 1 year

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Hm… hannibal (nbc ver.) and reader (or s/o) whos interested in cannibalism. it might start by one random fact at dinner like “did you know that cannibals say human meat has similar taste to pork?” they do not condone it, just are interested in it (okay maybe trey try it-)

i do not condone cannibalism! its just for the request.

Me at six am with blood shot red eyes seeing this: YES.

I forgot to add the gif

NBC Hannibal with reader who is interested in cannibalism

Now I don't know where to begin.

He may have noticed bits and pieces of your intrest in cannibalism but decided not to talk about it incase he might get carried away talking about it to you and weird you out.

Of course. It started when you brought up a random fact at dinner.

"Did you know that cannibals say human meat has similar taste to pork?"

"Oh, really?" He pretends to not know about it while holding himself back at telling you about other cannibal facts other than that plain knowledge.

Then he'll start to notice more and more about your intrest in it and eventually ask you a question you've definitely thought of

"Have you ever thought of trying human meat?"

"What?.. Well I mean, yeah..But I don't condone it though! I'm just curious..!"

He internally chuckles at your attempt to not look weird to him but really you should be the one judging him. 💀

But he also got disappointed, he was sure your relationship with him was gonna go deeper but he has patience.

He has fed you human meat many times and recollects many of your compliments on it. And on them trying human meat part I'm not sure how that'll happen but let's just say you let your really bad intrusive thoughts win and try it. (I'm not gonna say how.) And he catches you in the act and now there's a mess.

"You shouldn't eat that raw."

You snap your neck and look at him, too panicked to realise what he had just said and all you realise now is thag your partner has catched you in the act of cannibalism and you're afraid of what the outcome will be.

You're really scared, you're trying to excuse your actions and say it's a misunderstanding but then you feel two gentle hands on your shoulder.

"Y/n. It's okay calm down."

You just stood there, you were going to jail aren't you? He sat you down and saving cleaning up the body he reveals to you that he's also a cannibal. And maybe he'll also reveal he's the chesapeake ripper. And that he's been feeling you human meat this entire time and you just sat there, not knowing what to feel or how to act. Run away? Cry? Attack him? But your mind takes control and tells you to stay calm.

Your relationship has now evolved into something very... Magical? Like you were meant to be, you're one of him now and he doesn't wanna let you go. (Congratulations, you've taken ahold of his heart.)

*twirls hair cutely* lucky you.

#hannibal x you #hannibal x reader #nbc hannibal #nbc hannibal x reader #slasher x reader #x you #x you fluff #hannibal #slasher x you #slashers

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yurmomsawh0r · 1 year

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Mᴜᴛᴇ// 18+ MDNI!!!

Warnings: Physical Abuse, violence, murder, P in V intercourse, Oral (m. Receiving), unprotected sex, squirting, exhibition if you squint, cervix kissing, afab! Mute reader! [Reader suffers from ptsd] Mental abuse. Infidelity

Geto, Gojo, Nanami, Megumi, Daisuke, Iwaizumi, Uzui, Tanjiro, Levi, Muzan, Itachi, Kaneki, Seshomaru, Ban, Hak,

This is my first drabble on here so please bear with me! I also take request!

Part 1, part 2, part 3

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It wasn't always like this. You weren't always like this. You were a happy young woman - always able to see the light in everyone. Even in those who tried so hard to snuff the light out of you.

When you met your husband, everything was perfect. The late nights cuddling and watching your favorite movies. The everyday video calls when he went out on lunch. Even the surprise gifts he would send to you when you were working or out visiting a long time friend. He was just everything you had hoped for in a man.

But that all stopped once he felt that you weren't worth the trouble. His precious cheating wife. How could he had been so foolish to fall for your innocent looks and timid nature. Well that's what he said to you when he confronted you about your infidelity. Confusion barely had time to to strike you before he did.

The blows be landed on you were something so cruel and vicious - like be bad intentions to actually hurt you; punish you.

And all for what? Because he found messages between you and a party planner. You see, you wanted to throw him a grand party, secretly of course, but your husband had took it the wrong way. He thought you had betrayed him, lied to him, cheated on him.

So he took measures into his own hands. And with those hands came pain.

He pulled strands from your scalp. Bruised your eyes, bloodied your nose and cracked a few bones in the process. One of the most traumatic experience you've ever had all caused by the man you had once loved and adored.

You tried to leave - a divorce as soon as possible, but that only made it worse. "You think you get to fuck around on me, and then LEAVE!!?" You remember the second time he beat you so badly. This one was worse than the first.

It caused you to lose the one thing that could possibly help you.

Your voice..

No amount of therapy, medication or doctor visits would bring it back. With the Ptsd you suffered, it was triggering to even open your mouth to do simple task. Talking, laughing, moaning.

It was all dead. Just as you were on the inside.

- 2 years later -

You sat there silently. It had been a few hours since your husband and his guest had been chatting. You weren't really paying attention to what was being said. All that you knew, was that things were getting heated between the two. You hadn't gotten a good glance at him. To afraid it would cause another altercation between you and your husband.

The man on the other end of the table sat calmly, puffing on his cigar as your husband went on a rant about how his product was too pricy for its apparent "quality." In all reality, you knew your husband was full of shit. He just didn't want to pay what he owed. He also didn't want to tell him thag he had been the one using all the product for himself.

You felt eyes linger on you, but you kept your head down, trying to make yourself smaller than you already were. "What's a pretty little thing like you doing here with a man like him?"

The mans powerful voice boomed throughout the conference room causing you to flinch from its vibrations through your body.

Your husband scoffed but stayed silent. As if daring you to even raise your head towards his supplier. When you didn't, he felt a little triumphant. At least she was good for some things.

He knew he was the little man in the room compared to the calm, cool and collected man across from him, but this was his house and that was his wife. To your husband, he was the big man.

"Where's my money Dan." You and your husband flinched from the deep octaves in his voice. The room soon filled with his deep penatrating voice and domineering demeanor.

"L-look, I d-dont think your product is worth the price your dishing out-" He tried again with this argument. "I will give you 150k for what it's worth."

It's not that he thought it was worth less than he made it seem. You knew what the real reason was. He was growing broke. His business going to shit all because he couldn't keep his nose out of the powder. On top of that he owed many other powerful men and companies money. The drugs were turning him into a real monster.

And who was there to take his mind off of things.

You.

Deep chuckles broke out from the man's chest. He pulled another drag from his cigar before putting it out on the ten thousand dollar oak table.

Dan loved this table.

"I can see the drugs are getting to you Dan. My drugs Dan. You know damn well my supply is well over 150k. More like half a million. Your interest keeps adding up. How long before you have nothing but your life."

Dan gulped. The weight of his actions now setting in.

"Soon you won't even have that."

The threat he had laid down on the table was clear as day. This path Dan was going down was going to lead him to knock on deaths door.

And what had this meant for you? Would you die as well, or would you just rot on the streets of New York?

"I'll make you a deal Dan." Silence befell the room. As if they were having a silent battle between each other.

Your head was still down, looking at your reflection through the polished oak. It was blurry but, you could still make out certain features.

A scoff rang through the air before more words fell from Dan's lips.

"What? Her? She's fucking worthless." He spit towards you. His words making you flinch. "If she's so worthless, let her go. Give her to me."

Fear clenched your heart thinking about all the possible reasons - especially about the reason why the calm and mysterious man wanted you. You shook at the thought of him hurting you just as bad as Dan. Possibly even worse than what you imagined. "You give her to me, and we can call this even.'

Silence ensured the room again.

He wouldn't really give you up like that? . . . Would he? You know your husband hasn't been the best one but, he still saw you as a human being. . . Right?

You hoped with all your heart that your husband still had a shred of love for you deep down in his black heart, but in the back of your head you know there wasn't any type of love. Only pain and sorrow lingered there.

The world stopped beating once the words left his lips. Leaving you in an even colder world than before.

"Take her."

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crispywizardtale · 8 months

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Top apologist here

I might get canceled but idc I will defend Top

Last week Top shared Mew bits and pieces of his past and I feel like he did it because he started feeling comfortable around Mew. He does not see that Mew is playing him, he cannot see pass what Mew is actually thinking and feel bad for him because at this point I can't even understand what Mew is thinking. I can't say if Mew is actually playing with Top and his feelings or if Mew is just trying to change Top.

On today's episode Top took Mew on a cute date in a silent disco which was Mew's first experience with something like that. He explained everything about the disco to Mew before taking him to the dance floor. This whole section was a normal date including the off key singing and cringy lines.

Everything was going great Top was enjoying his time with Mew until Beam didn't see Top and started a conversation with Top. You could really see how Top's mood changed as soon as he arrived.

Beam made Top very uncomfortable with everything he was saying and I think that Top would disagree with what Beam just said but he just kept it inside.

This is the second person who said this. First it was Boston and now Beam but both of them are wrong. I don't think anyone knows Top, I don't think even Mew knows true Top, I think that even Top is struggling with that himself. I think ever since the fire Top hasn't known peace he could never truly relax. He might have told himself that sleeping with others would bring a bit of comfort but I don't think he truly wants it...

This whole interaction made Top feel uneasy even when Beam left. He forced a smile the whole time Beam was there and when he left he was just looking around uncomfortable he couldn't even enjoy himself after the conversation

I do feel that Top does care about Mew.. Maybe he involuntary started liking Mew. He is not trying to get into Mew's pants at least I see it that way

But he still likes pissing Ray off which is okay you can't get along with everyone and he can have a bit of fun especially if he knows that Ray likes Mew

Once again Top clearly states he does not want to do anything with Boston but Boston is not letting him go he clearly does not respect Top in any way. Boston is so selfish and sees only his own needs and does not care about anything or anyone else.

Top is clearly trying to ignore Boston and take care of Mew but Boston keeps bothering Top and when Mew pushed Top to leave he had no choice but to go to him.

We need to talk about Boston gaslighting everyone. He did it to Ray at the party and now he is doing the same to Top just to get his way with Top

He is so disgusting he is gaslighting Top so hard because he does know that Top started caring for Mew. Everything thag Boston said in the car was so disgusting I have no idea how he can live with himself

He looks like a lost puppy here he has no idea what he should do now he can't even think straight anymore everything he thought he knew was a lie and he does not know what he should believe now

I would also like to point out that Mew does not think of Top as his boyfriend. Is it still cheating? Well yes but but Top has so many things on his mind he went back to the only thing he knows and that is sex

Is this mess a complete mess yes it is but this is not a face of man he wants to do this

#top apologist #might get canceled but i don't really care Top deserves better #complete mess of a post #i tried #but my mind is running from one place to another i can't keep up #i just feel so bad for Top everyone is playing with him and nobody genuinely cares for him #he doesn’t even have friends #i want to comfort him so badly #TOP DESERVES BETTER!!#only friends #only friends the series #force jiratchapong #forcebook #book kasidet #kasibook #fforce #fforcejs

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oceana-official · 7 months

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DISPATCH REVEALS OCEANA'S SKYE AND TOMORROW BY TOGETHER'S TAEHYUN TO BE DATING !!

❪ 231002 ❫ / published on october 02 , 2023

this was not how we thought october was going to start but we're not complaining!

on october 2nd at about 6pm kst, dispatch revealed through a statement that oceana's skye and tomorrow by together's taehyun are dating.

in response to this bighit music released their response confirming this news:

hello this is bighit music.

we are confirming dispatch's allegations about our artist taehyun from tomorrow by together is in fact dating oceana's skye. we cannot speak on any more details as it is the artist's private life. please continue to support the couple and tomorrow by together on their activities.

thank you.

while bighit music released this article, oceana's company, enca labels released their own response also confirming the news but also giving some new pieces of information.

hello this is enca labels.

we are confirming that the news of oceana's skye and tomorrow by together's taehyun are dating and have been dating for quite a while. we ask pearls to continue showing support to our artist and her relationship.

any malicious comments towards either artists involved will have serious action taken.

thank you.

while it may seem like any other reply, pearls who met oceana's leader sage- who's also one of the ceos of their label, earlier today revealed that the label did not know that bighit music were going to confirm the news and thaf the confirmation came as a surprise to both the artists and the label.

it was also noticed by fans how in only enca labels' response mentioned about all the malicious comments and thag bighit doesnt even try to protect their idols.

while most of the fans of both groups are celebrating their fav idols together, some are demanding for better treatment from bighit.

regardless of the rumors, we wish the best for this couple!

LET US KNOW WHAT YOU THINK!

[ +23 , -11 ] well... this def is a way to start the month

[ +47 , -22 ] bighit when i come and get you 🤺🤺

[ +136 , -39 ] im so happy for them but bro if bighit messed up that bad omg i can not imagine how skye and taehyun must've felt when they heard the news

[ +102 , -77 ] ew why would he date her... hes so much better without her

[ +289 , -28 ] he should have some better taste bruh... her? really taehyun? her? im so disappointed in him

[ +346 , -225 ] if im being very honest... i think they suit eachother lot and compliment eachother really well... im so happy for them :( <3

oceana taglist: @stealanity @riikiblr @skz-libby @happysmileybee

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lady-rafael · 1 month

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Mental health rant under neath the cut

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Idk generally bad thoughts no privacy dublde standards

I can't deal with this shit no more fucki can't deal with this shit to many double standers just cuz I was born with a vagina man to many double standers and no one irl to this shit about ngl online freinds are banger but can't shake there shoulders for emphasis lol my brothers get away with anything for having dicks idk if jts the teen age hormones menstruation or me just over reacting but I'm angry and cmat deal with this shit sobbing rn but here's no privacy in this damm house I have no rooms even tho my brothers tho can't lock no doors no ii dropped a quikt over my self put the ac on and hope I don't get a heat stroke I'm already fasting tho to the cult known as islam some Muslims are nice and shit but I don't want to be in this cult where I can't even be bisexual in peace but I prefer not be stoned to death even tho that would mean I die and I don't have to deal with this shit but fuck I can't day before I tell my family to fuck off eat ass telll them u shouldn't children amd send them a pic of my kissing a women that would be funny but goddam I can't deal with the fact my brothers and steal my shit be bifchy hurt me whatever and if I complain I get the same damm response

Brothers are just like that

Fuck the best I get is my nice aunt saying they should be nicer I can't deal with my mother's telling me weather she disciples them or not there gonna be like that mo birth giver this sis your fualt I'm a bit bitchy at times but I'm fine amd our westerners magic or some shit or are there boys women in discise no matter what I do they arnt gonna take me seriously fuck once I told my mother I tried to kill me self (it was bout something stupid lol) she went on and on about that would ruin there reputation and shit fuck amd the thing is I'm self aware his shit is wrong but fuck I'm a supposed to do about it I'm here sobbing under a quilt having a heat stroke but the thing I ain't making a single noise beacuse I masterd the art of crying silent I hold my breath then I take a breath quickly so nothing goes out fuck I wanna draw but I can't beacuse my brothers lost my coulers reasonable I still have more then enough to draw beacuse it was a big set with 2 hundred coukers but jt a gift and my maybe autistic ass can deal with so many of them missing I want my set back I want my fans sharpener and fancy eraser back I lost one couler man ONE YET THERES still so many missing my brothers call me so many names yet they go off scott free I have afew online freid s one I vent to but he made the mistake kf being born a boy and I'm a girl so no I can't talk to him fuck and I have no privacy my mom says no privacy till marriage but maybe thags my fault for being bad with technology I changed changed my accounts to my on only a matter of time till my brothers complain to mum about it but my acount was made by brother but I forgot that so I have have find out how to change that if possible amd my conversations are spied by my brothers its so unfair maybe its just a hormonsbut I can't dealcwih this shit why is everything my fault I have half mind mind cut of my breasts and vagina and did I mention I can't run bescuse my chest is developing and I lady shouldn't run and shit while my brother can go fuck of and play football I understand that thers ba dpeople who want ogle at breats and I understand I'm developing my chest a bit earlier then other but dose that mean the little child hood I have should be takes from me should I filch from my mother while my brothers don't why do I have so many more rules that others don't I can't deal with this man I can't I'm so depressed I'm not even writing poetry like usual why are my hobby cringe and weird but when my brothers do it it's different and cool my one escapism famfictions where no matter how much shit tommy goes throw he eventually gets his found family and a happy ending but why don't I!!! Its unfair I go throw dukble the hurt none the fluff my brothers constantly shit on it why are you reading GAY fanfictions when jts gen GEN only reason they think it's gay is because they can't read the tags and think the fact

Tommy innt talks to tubbo

Means tommy is violently fucking him il admit I read original smut time to time but get it right I would never read shut about real people even if it's about the characters my brothers also fuckin gread fanics one of my brother lotions to narouto fnafics the other used to write jojo fan fics prob still dose maybe but I was the only one he felt safe and comfortable enough to show what changed! Now he shots on the fact I write and read i would never think about showing him what I write he tales my things and gets no consequences I'm younger and a bit weaker so I can't even hit him if i do he hits my harder then I scolded this is so fucking unfair i just what someone who o cam show my things who I can love maybe I read to much fanfics of happy endings but lord i wish I could get a time skip to my happy ending skip my hurt I could spend this time writing my storys next chapter but gods I don't want to do anything nowadays I know the reason I want to into the sport club is so I can spend less time at my home call it escapism if you want but gods I don't know man i just don't wanna do this I wanna leave every one is my family sucks but I still love them and that's why it hurts I don't wanna do any of this I don't want to be Muslim I don't wanna be in the closet I don't want to hide hiw fuckimg feminist I am my brothers will proudly say

They hate Indians and there racist they will be say there transphobic homophobic racist sexsist abalist etc my fucking freind is a gay trans man who's autist I'm freinds with a Indian online I think women are fucking sexy I belive everyone deserves rights I don't agree with anything of them I almost wish I was worse all those bad things just so i cam fit in I get so jealous when I read fanfics of loving sibling dynamics now a days why can't I have that Why it's just so unfair I don't wanna do this I don't wanna do this gods I'm blaming this on my peiord but before I leave why the fuck is that so tabbo man why half the population dose it so why do I have to hide it man why are man's so macho when they can't handle the thought that i bleed of my vagina I can't deal with this bullshit man I can't being a women sucks i wanna kiss a girl fuck boy kisser I wanna be a girl kisser women are sexy and oh did i mention what a fucked up relationship I have with my body i once got sick as fuck and my mother said that atleast I'm losing so much weight beacuse of this like mom that's not a good thing I like the compliments I get but it's not worth being hungry and I'm still fat it's so unfair i can't deal with this shit no one fuckinb knows I'm crying bescuse I'm crying so silently when I want to scream so bad rn I'm natursly a scream Cryer but I had to master being silent gods I don't wanna live like this

Peace out yall love your self drink water

I'm gonna go kill my self/jkjk

#bad #bad mental health #i wanna kill my self jkjk #i wanna kill my family #help yall #based on my life #sad thoughts

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meowsticmarvels · 9 months

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hello. seeing as some of you liked the previous analysis here's the other one i did. not solely on radar but very radar-centric bc of the nature of this scene. anyways under the cut is an analysis of this scene: (copy and pasted from a twt thread)

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OKAY you know what. ive already been crazy about this scene to multiple people already but i need to post this publicly. anyways thread abojt this scene GO i can say something about literally every line so that's what im going to do atp. "you'll never change"... this is a particularly interesting line to me for some reason because it doesnt Sound like something youd expect radar to say. not only does this immediately reveal that he Knows Stella but also implies she was pretty much the same in the past. also.

- once again this is not ooc for radar to say but unexpected based on what the player knows about him as a character up to this point

- this is what somehow gets stella to recognize him. even though she says he looked Familiar this is what makes her go Oh Yeah I Know You

"oh I thought I recognized you! you're the quitter who used to work on my inventory management team!" this is another particularly interesting to Me. for one it does give the backstory that he did quit himself - she didn't fire him or anything. quitting was radar's decision. whatever the circumstances were, though, stella seems to be clearly a bit resentful of it (or at the very least it stands out to her), enough to where she defines radar as a "quitter" and that's how she remembers him. notably, when she says this his expression quickly changes from kind of neutral to slightly frustrated which is. hm. whatever happened between them seems to have left them on bad terms as both radar and stella seem really. hostile

"do you two know eachother?" despite one of the main writers saying that radar's worked foe jesse for abojt a year, this has never come up. it's possible thag it was just Never Important, but it could also be that radar's trying to hide his past with champion city. which makes sense given how ashamed he seems when admitting he used to work for champion city. whatever happened between radar and stella is clearly kind of a sore subject it seems

"i don't know what he told you to get on this little 'team', but I don't think he even knows how to use a sword" see this also has a lot of relevance. the first clause kind of implies that stella thinks there's no way radar could have earned a place on the team of his own merits. like she thinks that he basically either had to manipulate, lie, beg, whatever - she doesn't think he's worthy of being there. and this is particularly interesting because earlier on in the episode radar specifically has to ask to go with them. like originally nobody considered bringing him.

and then she says "i don't think he even knows how to use a sword" which. i have said this before but mcsm seems to operate in a very survival oriented society so not knowing something like that is seen as like. Odd. essentially seeing radar as weak. and this was New information too so shes basically. exposing yhat fact to everyone else. and you can tell radar's ashamed of that fact too from how he reacts when she says that! he KNOWS he's not strong and that he doesn't know how to fight properly and is 100% aware of that fact, stella's just using that to what seems like get people to turn against him (???) or whatever. she's not talking to radar because he Knows this, she's telling jesse. idk what else to say about that really but its. hm

also "you don't know anything, stella, so zip it" again! unusually hostile from radar but like this and in later lines its clear he's trying to prove himself and overcompensate a bit

"ooh how do you put up with that little voice of his, jesse? i never could" not entirely sure what this means open to suggestions but twice she makes comments on how squeaky his voice is (later in the episode she calls it "shrill"). unsure what this means really

"not everyone needs to know how to swing a sword, stella - radar has a lot of his own skills" something abojt this option. even though radar's not physically strong he is fairly smart snd thats something Very intrgral to his character I Think.

"yeah! thanks jesse" almost came across as if radar was struggling to stand up for jimself. he's just like me fr

"can't wait to see 'em. ill call you if the admin needs to file anything" once again she views radar being unable to fight as a flaw that overrides his other abilities (...interesting considering she herself never directly fights shit really). like she's saying basically Oh yeah filing and organizing is the only thing youre good for!! like OKAY... not even going to go into on hownautistic coded radar is but like. lord

also the way he says "...i appreciate that" is a lot more like. idk how to describe it but his va delivers it in a much softer tone than when he thanks jesse a few seconds earlierniys like. hm idk "im not the person she thinks i am anymore. ive changed, and i can prove it" who is the person she thinks you are radar. not only is this alluding to his whole Yeah I Have To Overcompensate And Be Strong!!! thing but also he seems to want to impress jesse in particular

"i can be different. braver" girlie you do not have to change yourself for otber people.. do not like what this person picked for the final choice so analysis thread over. but as a general thing this is Really.interestinf and important to me and i wish this was expanded on more anyways. im normal now. original tweet thread here: https://twitter.com/rival_trevor/status/1683476048715849734?s=20

#mcsm #minecraft story mode #mcsm season 2 #mcsm radar #mcsm jesse #mcsm stella #character analysis #crazy once agaibn. im so. AGH #full thoughts will be out one day like im planning on releasing massive long docs of mcsm character analyses #one day but for now. i have tobe insane #Youtube

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mineta-minoru-is-baby · 1 year

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I feel like you’re on to something when you mentioned people not letting Mineta cry/feel emotional and ableism. I would like to hear more of your thoughts.

I didn't respond at first because i needed to organize my thoughts and figure out why I felt the way i did but i think i have it now.

Mineta is very much the Weird Kid™️ and despite being an obvious attempt at comedy relief these two factors and Huge parts of his personality combine together to form the perfect punching bag. If the hate he recieves isnt due to his "bad behavior" (behavior thag hasn't existed in over 100+ chapters at this point) then it's due to factors he can't control.

His lisp, His height, and the "fact" hes "annoying"

This is where it gets into the actual ableism. His height is obviously part of a condition he cant control and isnt too uncommon in the story! Both Gran Torino and La Brava are shown to be short and theres no reason given for them. Yet who is actively shunned in the fandom for their height? Mineta. However i will say ive recently seen people in the fandom say la brava being short is akin to her being a child. (Which is a harmful sentiment ill get into at some other point)

Next his lisp and behavior. Im grouping them into one because, whether intentional or just a coincidence, Mineta comes across as neurodivergent. It might be a slight projection on my end and due to the fact ive obsessively researched mental conditions for the last 10ish years but he has many characteristics that allign with adhd/autism. Between his hyper empathy, "over the top" reactions to "stupid" things, and one of the first things i noticed, his lisp. A huge portion of the neurodivergent community has some form of a speech inpediment. Granted his lisp is just in the dub, however it was allowed so its considered canon.

His emotional reactions to everything, even serious situations are treated as annoying, even out of place. He cried when Bakugou, a fellow classmate, ALMOST DIED. Yet somehow crying over that is "annoying" to the fandom. Crying over being attacked a week into school with 0 training or signs they would recieve help was too much. Crying over his test against Midnight, something he had to do alone when other people got to work in pairs, was too much.

When you feel with your entire heart as a neurodiverget person your reactions will always be inappropriate.

Even if he isnt and hes just an oddball it still feels out of place to punish him for his emotions. Deku cried so hard it was a theory he had a tear related quirk in the first few seasons of the show! Yet fans will always say his tears are warrented, many people who dislike the show will cite it as a reason they rejected the show and then it circles back around onto the reasons i gave for Mineta on WHY that seems ableist.

This is really rambly and disorganized but i hope this was fairly okay insight on approximately what i mean! I love my boys, tears or no tears!

#bnha minoru #headcanon #ask

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coconutnutmilk · 10 days

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Realish:one shot

Good lord help me.

I mean, the good lord in the other world, the one that doesnt play with other's lives and doesnt laugh whenever i beg.

The good good lord.

Anyway, i was right in the temple, few days after discovering Realish had many temples, they didnt really seem to care about peaple worshopping them but they did like having many homes.

Every temple was designed with only three rooms, an entrance with a giant soft throne, decorated with gold and quartzes, and labradorites, and a third room made with a soft pavement and a large round four poster bed, with tents and lots of pillows.

At first i thought i knew why they'd want just a room with a giant bed and floating candelabras, but i didnt.

When they brang me here for the first time all theyve done was sleep, talk to some humans as they would more often than expected come for help, not like they actually seemed to care, they just gave them food or some stones.

And for all the time being i just sat next to the throne, looking down at the twisted golden lines on the floor, that made a mess of circles.

At the moment, the God was eating their nails, looking at the void while sitting on the throne, this time, they had human legs and a pair of large pants that perfectly matched the shirt that also made the cape.

Probably waiting for some specific human or other to come in.

But few minutes passed by, i looked up at the God and they didnt even notice, that was weird, they always knew when something was happening.

Their face was completely neutral, completely lost in a trance, biting the nails distracted.

I kept looking at them a bit concerned, what was in their mind?

After few other minutes of nothing, i started hearing something.

At first it was some calm melody, but then it became a bit rougher, not in a too bad way.

The music just played as a background, it was normal, the God would often summon some music, usually calm songs.

It was a bit fast.

I didnt move keeping my sat position on the pillow the god had evoked before, dozing a little, amd looking at the windows thag took place basically anywhere, large and colored ones, that made the blizard outside a rainbow shower.

I looked up at the window, relaxing at the sound that made a huge contrast with the music.

Or at least for a bit, as the music quickly twisted as if the compact disk suddenly started going backwards, it was creepy and it went by for two whole seconds before starting again.

I felt chills down my spine, i looked up at the God a bit worried, were they ok? What the heck happened? I was just to call them with a small whisper but then...

A drop of blood ent down their hand and felt on their shirt from the biting, my heart twisted and i shout

"MASTER!"

They jumped and fell from their still position before looking at me, unfazed, to then notice their hand.

Blood, Realish was full of blood? That felt so unnatural.

Blood was human, organic, blood was for living beings.

They stared at their hand and instead of making the wound disappear they just rubbed the blood away with rhe shirt and took a deep breath.

"got a bit distracted..." No joy, no playfullness.

Who the heck was i talking to?

"i-is everything"without letting me finish as the quickly cut me "yea yea, i was just thinking about something" turning around, looking at me with a smile, a smile which sides trembled.

And turned around again, looking up to the roof as it was made of glass to see the night.

The blizzard was rough, and so were my feelings, the god was upset in a way i had never seen, it was something deep.

I returned my head towards the floor, visibly worried.

It was so off, they acted like a complete different person, and so suddenly.

I kept looking down, wanting to glance at the throne but still not doing it out of fear of being seen.

"i was just thinking about something" they suddenly spoke, speaking the last phrase in a more...irritated tone.

'thud'

they stepped down the throne.

I turned around as cold sweat formed on me, looking at them as they walked down the few steps and stopped before sitting and laying their head on their hands.

"m-master?" I tried to call them with a whisper, not getting a response, instead, i got ignored.

I crawled closer to them, still careful to stay oit of reach but enough so i could se at least a glipse of emotion from them, only to realize the mask made it impossible for me to see.

But then they got up again, making me retreat and look up as the walked to the nearby pillar, look at it, lifted a hand and

CRUSH

I covered my ears and let out a yelp as boulders fell on the ground, shaking it and lifting a nube of dust, making me cough and look at the god in fright.

But they didnt seem calmer.

They looked at the fallen pillar and groaned

"its not normal" a whisper came from them as they kicked a massive debris and sent it loudly to the other side of the temple.

All i could do was crawl behind the throne as i understood it was for a while before the God would calm down.

And i was correct.

An earthquake as another fist, then a kick then a shout, they were so angry with somethings.

Rocks went flying down the massive hall that was slowly getting destroyed, i covered my ears and shut my eyes, terrified of what would happen if they decided to take the anger out on me.

I cried, THUD, then i tried to cover myself from the falling debris, CRUSH, then i tried to steady my breathing, SMASH

But nothing else happened for moments that felt like ages, the ground shaking kept reminding me of how close this was happening, how high the possibilities of being a target were.

And just after few minutes, silence finally came, just the sound of heavy breathing.

I trembled and glanced outside the throne, only one pillar standing, the others all pulverised on the ground.

I let out a shaky breath, it finally ended, or at least i thought, as the God appeared, walked to the last pillar and instead of hitting it with a fist, a kick did, cracking the base as it started falling whole towards the throne.

I stared as the pillars slowly started falling towards me, it took few seconds for me before i realized which direction it was going, and all i could do was watch as it got closer and closer, faster, heavier...

Just like the deer stops at the flashing lights of a car on the road, i stopped at the closening giant pillar that was to crush me, until it stopped getting closer, it stopped moving at all, remaining half way down.

I heavy breathed, panicked, not really understanding before daring to take my eyes off it to look at the God...that just, with a relaxed hand barely touching the pillar, held it with an unfazed expression before, with a slight move of hand, the pillar shout it self to.the wall, sending debris that hit my head and caused me to shout again, covering myself in cower.

Was it over now? Was the God finally done?

The pillar layed still few meters from me, dust falling everywhere and rocks taking place where the loudly felt.

I sobbed and looked up, finally the silence.

Shaking i crawled outside of the throne and looked at the messed temple, the God was sitting on the steps of the throne right in front of me, and just as i walked a step back, they stared at me emotionless, sending a wave of terror in me.

"s-sorry..." I muttered, shaken.

The God sighed, something they never did, and looked at the room.

"i almost killed you" they spoke, and turned towards me again, their hand reaching for my wrist and pulling me slowly, closer.

"its fine, im done" they reassured me as they, as usual, read my mind.

A hand on my back pulled me until i hand to crawl on their lap, gripping my wrists and head, to then press me against the chest of the God, whose heart did not beat.

I stayed there without complaining, knowing what it would bring, instead, i kept sobbing, trying to find comfort on them and their weirdly kind act, tho they just forced me to sit on their lap and squish me like some comfort peluche.

I still tried to comfort myself, frightned by the God's outburst.

"sometimes i think too much, and i start...getting out of reality" they started, getting my attention.

"i start drawing, characters from a story i made, i dont even need to make plans, the story just starts flowing in my head, i start making new charachters whose background is complicated and...and so easily made from me..." Getting upset, sounding more...desperate.

"and the things, others keep asking me about how i did these things, but like...i just thought for a minute and a face suddenly appeared in my head, and so a new character was made... Because even when i dont want to, i keep thinking, when i need to do other things, things that actually matter" the grip started tightening, making me flinch as i listened.

"and i get upset...i cant listen, i cant read or watch movies with others, my mind just wont let go..."and sighed, upset.

"its not normal" yea, youre not normal.

They let out a groan and looked away.

"i need a break" and just like that, as i blinked, i found myself alone.

I looked around, the temple was perfect, clean, shining, and there was a beautyful night sky outside.

I shivered.

Oh well, guess il spend some me time.

#fear play #giant #giant tiny #gt fearplay #tiny #gianttiny #gt angst #macro #micro #god #power difference #slave #dehumanisation tw

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what is your fave ship >:D

...im going to live up to my url here

short answer: baizhu and diluc from hit game genshin impact bc im diluc and i adore baizhu to an Ungealthy level

long answer:

diluc was a character i wasnt privy too at first he felt like a boring 'grumpy' character to me but after doing the story quest, revealing he is basically batman and after reading his character stories i learned more and more about him and oh fucking shit i R e l a t e too much stop that, stop being me so im a diluc main and kin now as well as memories for some reason ( i know the reason orz) aaannnd when i did the liyue archon quest for the first time, fawning over zhongli a little bc voice h o t, dr baizhu made his entrance

baizhu weraring a snake around his neck and the best eyeliner known to man as well as the Fruitest Voice in the game to date STILL !! i legit fell in love with a fictional character, the pixels on my screen i know i have the illness ( autism) Bad.,,, but anyways at this point i was like oh wow that guy could Do things to me and id thank him, that guy could breathe in my presence and id thank him im Oh So Gay for this Guy i love him he is my favorite now forever and mwah mwah the more i knew about him the deeper i fell

sooooo bc of this i thought huh,,, both baizhu and diluc are busy in their respective nations what if they wrote letters to each other and then what if feelings developed like that and baizhu started getting flirtier and flirtier and diluc Likes it (fuckint rare for him hes never fallen this badly for someone) but anyways baizhu sends flowers (violetgrass specifically) to diluc and diluc Collects each one he recives from the letters, diluc has a stash of lil dried up violetgrass in his bedside table drawer. he keeps his letters short and to the point whilst baizhu always has his frivolous and flowerly language but his message is still crystal clear even if diluc is focused on the gay or not ( not much can be said for baizhus handwriting it is,, a Mess but still readable to diluc! considering dilucs handwriting used to be dogshit too its fine ejdjend)

baizhu Hates being vulnerable as he is a literal doctor so the more he smiles for Others the more thag makes him happy hes done something good for them, now this slightlt fades with those he Really Really trusts, like diluc!! baizhus fine being vulnerable in front of diluc bc diluc (as much as he also hates it) is a lot more vulnerable in front of baizhu they Really trust each other and that is saying a lot considering dilucs views on trust and how many trust issues he Has its hard for him to let go of those issues for baizhu but he does! he learnt how for him aaaand im rambling abt headcanons again whoopsies

#tdlr: they are perfect for one anothee and i do not CARE that they are a rarepair i know what they are #i could think of a more professional answer but really when it comes down to it i go “hehe sillieessssss”#do u want my picmixes of them :>?#my arts of them :>?#my fics of them tho only a few finished on ao3 under the name satansgay :>?#asks.txt #thew1tness #cool url btw #derangeddiluc.txt #<-- new tag for when i ramble tismly #update i added media of the them i have on my phone as im on phone rn #a bad idea #most of my better and more recent baizhluc arts are on my pc im jus sleepy rn oh so sleepppyyyyyy #gn catboydiluc nation

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divorcetual · 2 months

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Ooooh its aninated by a1 thats cool. Looking through their anime list theyve done WAYYYYY more than I thought. I knew they did Love Is Wae and YLIA but omggg theyve done persona, SAO, Black Butler, Mashle, NieR, a ton of stuff.

I am a little worried- From the shows ive seen im not Obsessed w/ their animation- I havent seen any of their more action-based shows besides SAO so I know it usually works fine for calmer ones like LIW and Anohana. Seeing that they did Persona gives me a bit of hope- I havent seen the anime but I havent seen any1 talk abt the animation being bad b4 so thags good.

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lmanburg-letter-service · 3 months

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[[cw for talk of abuse n ctommys exile, mention of cwilburs death on nov 16 , also cdream neg ..!!!]]

dear dream ,

hai its me . tommy. i dont know why im writing this i guess to get it out my system? haha get it ?system .. (im part of one of those get it) . but uh. i really really hate you. like, so much. i wish i never joined thag stupid server so i never wouldve seen your stupid face (mask..) and hear ur stupid voice. i hate you so much it hurts i think. but i also miss you so much it hurts. it feels like my hearts being clawed at. ive even gotten to the point where ive considered doing a canoncall for you , but i know for me thag wouldnt be healthy. (also my social anxiety would make be turn in2 a RAISIN)

i miss the times when you seemed to actually care about me. i dunno if you did, honestly i dont like thinking abt it. i miss your hugs (it was warm even if your armor was stabby and cold) and your head pats and hair ruffles. i miss leaning on your shoulder and falling asleep there. i miss laughing and joking with you(even if you were just laughing at me.) i hate missing these things so much, you abused me and found it FUN AND LAUGHED, i dont wanna miss you. i know theres like psychological reasons for thag like TraumaBonds and conditioning (NOT THE KIND FOR HAIR APARENTLY!!!!) but it still sucks to experience i guess. it also sucks because it feels like , me feeling like that means all the bad stuff you did to me Worked in ur favour and thats stupid.

i saw you like .. a big brother i guess? sometimes like a vauge father figure. MD called u my dad once haha. i guess tbat mightve been cuz i just lost my real big brother that sometimes was fathercoded a couple weeks before the exile stuff happened n i needed a sorta replacement?. or maybe not, i rlly cant tell. sometimes i still think about you as my big brother, even though i have a big brother now (and then, hes a wilbur :3) whos way more epic than you EVERR will be!!!!!

you always took my pain as a joke. as sometjing to laugh at. thought i was "too fun" to just, leave alone. i dont even know what that means. the more im writing this the more im thinking abt how u view me and thats NOT a rabbit hole i wanna go down rn.. esp cuz im abt to sleep... hope u sleep on a uncomfortable bed snd wake up all stiff like cardboard btw dream . id churkle at that tbh!

i think thags all i wanna say right now. so, bye. if you ever wanna write back go ahead but i probably will ignore it, i dont want to talk 2 u ever again preferabley.

sincereally the coolest fella in town,

tommy toms tomathy (im a fictive by the by..!!!!!)

[Letter Sent!]

#to: dream #from: tommy

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curiousaromantic · 2 years

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I just found a wild crossover idea of TGCF x PJO in my drafts and I wanted to share it with you guys aklsskmdjsd

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I just had the most random thought ever.

I was looking for PJO fanfics and it just came to my mind that Nico has the tittle of Ghost King in the PJO universe if I'm not wrong (i think it was bc he defeated Minos and bc he can summon the dead and well, son of Hades ok?) (also– after he defeated Minos, didn't that give him a position in the Undersorld where he could judge which soul goes to which place in thd Underwold? . Correct me if I'm wrong, its been ages since I read PJO & HoO)

Anyway, thinking about the words Ghost King, of course I inmediatly thought of TGCF and the calamities of its universe, which are called Ghost Kings, who are Hua Cheng, Crimson Rain Sought Flower; He Xuan, Black Water Sinking Ships; Bai Wuxiang, White No Face; and Qi Rong, Green Lantern something-else-that-i-don't-remember.

Imagine if somehow the characters of PJO were transported someway into the world of TGCF. Although, I think it could be possible for both stories to exist in the same universe and world, because If I am not wrong, in the PJO universe gods of different cultures exist at the same time but most demigods remain ignorant at that until HoO happened and yeah.

If a TGCF and PJO crossover were to happen, i think it would be like same way the crossover between the Kanes & Percabeth went or Magnus & Percabeth again (i haven't read those books so i could be writing pure nonsense just now. Fck, i really need to get back to my intense phase of Percy Jackson fan).

Anyway, let's think that the PJO cast somehow has to go on a mission to China and bc they are in territory out of the reach of the greek gods, they are in big danger.

The crew (which I think would be made of the Seven, Grover, Thalia, Solangelo & idk who else, like i said my mind isn't fresh regarding PJO hehe) ends up being chased by ghosts who they think are monsters trying to kill demigods (not much of a difference considering that the ghosts are planning on selling them as snacks in Ghost City bc for some reason these weird foreign humans smell very funny).

Percy and company also don't know that it is the Ghost Festival (i forgot the name it was given in the novel aaaaa, it was long ok? Im sorry for my bad memory, plus im wriring this at 3am) and that's why there are a lot of ghosts out there. They only realize they aren't monsters and it is the Ghost Festival until Annabeth connects the dots and points it out to the rest (she did her research before coming to complete a quest in China, and also because my girl is exicted for the chinese architecture).

Unfortunately, knowing the ghosts aren't monsters doesn't change the fact that they are being chased by them, and because many of the ghosts are Savage it is quite difficult to deal with them due to the fact thag physical attacks do little harm to their souls and their weapons also cannot harm them bc they aren't gods. They don't know how to deal with ghosts; well Nico can and it is what saves their asses, although because these ghosts are not residents of the greek—

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And like, that’s all I had in my draft, I don’t remember when I wrote this 😂, I just remember that I wanted PJO characters to meet and wouldn’t it be interesting for them to realize how different are chinese gods (Xie Lian vs Greek Gods FIGHT) and then becoming good friends with Hualian?

Imagine Sally Jackson with Paul and Hualian becoming foster parents to all this teenage demigods that have been through a lot?

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brookheimer · 1 year

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Dfunk anon (off anon now bc who givea a fuck) from earlier love uuu thank you for validating my takes <3

Yeah obviously i dont mean the if you love roman dni shit seriosuly lol. Thags gow it is with this show today we hate em tomorrow we love em again, they contain multitudes. Its the awful people show, we were doomed from the start what else did we expect et cetera

One thing that did shock me was shiv's pregnancy reveal to tom, do you have any thoughts on what the fate of tomshiv might be? Ifl at this point shes too far gone sges gonna do everyhing in ger power to "win" and if she doesnt at least shell bring everyone down with her.. ita gonna get ugly methinks. Anyway i understand if you gotta go to sleep i should too its been real gn

YOOO DRUNK ANON REVEAL !! hello and thank u for the asks they were a joy truly. no bad takes in sight!

and yeaaaah the tomshiv moment this ep really really Got me — personally found it like 10000x more affecting than the screaming match last episode. one of my fav tomshiv convos ever maybe? like just so devastating bc they just fundamentally do not understand each other the way they want to be understood. but as for ur question yeah i can’t really see them ending up in a happy marriage to say the least! i do think there will be attempts at reconciliation probably from tom’s end — once it really sinks in that she wasn’t lying about the baby, i think he’ll try to talk to her. i mean, from his perspective, shiv came up to him to try to sweettalk her way back into his life after their blowup last night not bc she actually meant her apology but bc she wanted an in at ATN on election night, and she used the one thing tom has explicitly wanted more than anything else in their relationship — a baby — against him as a manipulation tactic to try and reel him in. like, his response to her was genuine and hurt; it wasn’t an attack so much as a deeply sad “you’re…. seriously going to do this to me? this is what we’re doing?” and of course shiv is horrified and furious he doesn’t believe her (understandably so, i know i would be too), and everything goes downhill from there. i think yeah, it’ll probably get ugly, but just in general i’d be a little surprised if the ending were like insanely bleak. the show cares too much about its characters for that, which is a good thing — they won’t receive unrealistically horrible endings to hammer in The Satire, because yes succession is a satire, but it’s also a character and relationship study. they’ve never sacrificed that for satire before (except for greg but who gives a fuck its greg) so i don’t think they will now. i don’t think there will be a happy ending but i do think it’ll be open ended enough that some form of reconciliation or at least like peace (as in even if they’re not together i think there will be a sense of self-assurance, in a way, that there isn’t right now) will be visible somewhere off in the distance. whether or not the characters will actually ever reach it is anyone’s guess, but i don’t think succession will revel in their misery in a Boom Haha Satire Fuck Em way. i don’t think it’ll be a hopeful ending by any means, but i do think it’ll be an ending that holds room for some distant hope, rather than snuffing it out entirely (cough veep cough cough)

sorry that was much more of a general / thematic answer than specifically tomshiv related but tbh as of rn i have no fucking clue how the show is going to end — it just feels like there’s too much left, like there’s so much more i want to see. i’ve gotten a lot of asks along the lines of like “you’re so good at predicting things! any predictions for the ending?” (which, first of all, thank u <3) but my ‘predictions’ are really more about following the latest narrative threads than anything else. like, ask me again next week LMAO bc it’ll all depend on what happens in the coming ep. i have a broader sense thematically on the tone i think the show will try to strike but as for details im totally lost — it feels too far away! how can it end so soon there’s so much left! but ya know. we shall see >:)

#sorry for lowkey hijacking this ask to answer OTHER asks in my inbox. o would copy paste to those asks but i am lazy and on mobile so it #would b hard #is this comprehensible? dunno. brain mush. post #succession #succession spoilers #succession speculation #asks #loversneverlose #long post #casey shut the fuck up about shiv roy #. kinda

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