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are any of the Barca girls particularly religious? I am american (but am from a very catholic region of the country) and probably half of the uswnt are professed christians, and there was that whole thing with Korbin Albert being an idiot recently. is that the same in Spain? I know there is a bit of a difference because a majority of the uswnt players are protestant and that tends to lead to a more outward profession of faith compared to catholicism but I've seen some Barca girls cross themselves before entering the pitch.
this is a bit of a complicated answer because in my personal experience, religion in spain is just different than what it seems like to be in the united states. spain has this very long history (over a thousand years of catholicism), which has influenced the architecture, culture, history, food, and traditions. but most of my friends and relatives would be described as "cultural" catholic but not really true believers, if that makes sense? like crossing yourself or wearing a cross isn't that big a deal. it's almost like superstition or tradition.
similarly, semana santa (holy week) is a big deal in spain and you celebrate with your family and go to parades and events, but again, it seems more cultural and family tradition, rather than being super religious per se. in fact, this study from a few years ago says that 1/3 of spanish consider themselves atheists/agnostics now, with the youth being less religious than older generations.
when i see some american players, they have things like bible verses in their IG bios or will share religious quotes here and there. also, i was watching some of the american final four women's basketball clips on twitter and the coach started talking about god and god's plan! that is weird to me. i cannot imagine alexia, aitana, or the majority of spanish players reciting bible verses regularly or jona giving speeches about god.
alexia will cross herself before a match, but you are not going to find her at mass every sunday or counting rosary beads in her spare time or anything like that. oshoala also did a religious bow everytime she scored a goal, but i don't think she is super conservative muslim either.
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i really cannot imagine a similar situation like korbin albert with the spanish players. maybe the closest will be athenea who seems like one of the most nationalistic players and has a problematic right-wing boyfriend. spain definitely has a problem with right wing, hyper nationalism fanatics and the misogynistic macho types, but i don't really see them using religion like donald trump or other american politicians do.
i guess it's all relative though because some of my scandi friends think spanish are way more religious than they are, so go figure! anyway, i think religion is very personal, so these are just my personal experiences and thoughts.
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anavi-vrg · 27 days
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My thoughts on my Day 5's drawings
Day 5 & 6 original post: 🌸
Man, Day 5 and 6 hit me in the feels a little bit too hard, that quote killed me
And meanwhile the Day 5 speedpaint is exporting, i'm going to write some of my thoughts on the individual illustrations that i did for this day.
First of all i wanted to draw every UU character that appeared in this arc at least once.
Have you seen Chikara's school?! it's so fucking big! There's no way Feng was the only P.E. teacher there, i have been in very small schools and they had at least 2. So i wanted to draw some of my ocs, that even though they aren't really average in terms of physical power, just seeing the absolute insanity that is Feng. I tried to make the illusion of a movement so fast, that Chikara's camera couldn't catch it without some blurring, like in Dr. Stone when Kohaku's movement always comes out blurry bcs she's that fast. (from left to right, the short version of the ocs' names are: Mari, Petra, Addler Xia and Lud)
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2. i just wanted an excuse to draw Fuuko and Gina with my two most wholesome, nature-loving ocs (An and Marcel), Gina was meant to appear in this one and a ninth drawing, but Gina's presence just wasn't there, i looked at my sketch and thought "this is not Gina, she's not here"
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3. UU science couple with my ocs' science team (left to right: Are {i hate his name, i need to change it}, Paula, Saulo and Todd), i feel that i didn't do justice to Nico and Ichico looking very ghostly with that skin color, i had to wing it based on the colored pages, also i felt that i was disrespecting both of them with that robot, but i still finished it, i'm in too deep to back down.
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4. it's impossible that Sean didn't goof around some clubs, he's an actor, he had visited the music and drama club at least once, so i just put my most music related ocs in the place of the teachers in charge of them, Christi would have really loved to goof around.
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5. I didn't know what to do with Billy, but i imagined that at least some teachers and students would have a crush for him, so i just put Mari for that role, Tella definetly used Untell on her so she can't get near Billy.
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6. Grandpa Isshin! i originally wanted to draw both Isshins in the context of a school daycare, Grandpa Isshin and some teachers that have kids, picking their respective kids. But i wanted the spotlight on these two, so i scraped the idea. There was a point were i was overthinking Grandpa Isshin's eyebrows and how it reminded me of my late Grandpa's eyebrows, almost cried at that one.
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7. Same as Feng but with Mui, also made Xia come back after she fainted with Feng, i felt incredibly cursed by Shen's presence in my canvas, after seeing the things i saw in my TL on twitter, i couldn't see Shen without thinking about it, so in the speedpaint there's a section where i put my refences and the characters specific colors from the anime, except for Shen, i stopped the recording bcs i felt cursed to have the anime reference in my canvas)
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8. Drama club! also Chikara is here, maybe acting will help him with his Unmove, this one has the cursed unshaded eyes in the speedpaint, everytime i looked at their eyes i remembered @tadpolebobatea, once the speedpaint is ready i will curse all of you with the unshaded eyes.
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If your taking asks:
-Who’s your favourite Heavenhold Champion?
-Favourite 3-Star, 2-Star and 1-Star/NPC?
-What’s your favourite world (Story-wise?)
-What’s your favourite world (Mechanic-wise?)
-What’s your favourite element?
-What’s your favourite weapon class?
-If you were a character in Guardian Tales, what would your element, weapon class, and role be?
-What is your favourite boss fight? And which boss do you hate fighting the most?
-If you play Guardian Tales, who’s usually on your team?
-If you could fight/punch 1 character in Guardian Tales, who would it be?
Before starting i want to say what i won't be answering your questions with "Knight","Garam" or "Craig" as response because (i am literally obsessed with them 24/7,like,the brainrot is in fact real.) i want to take this opportunity to talk about my other favorite characters i am very fond of,so now,let's start!
▪︎Who is your favorite Heavenhold Champion?
-My favorite Champion is definitely Coco! (Sorry Lilith,she always wins my heart 🫶🏻)Ough I LOVE HER OKAY??? (Platonic) I'm being honest when i say what she is a very well written character (and World 16 truly showcases that!),i love her personnality so much ok??? I still don't understand why there is people what doesn't like her,she is so nice! her design is cute,it looks so warm and comfyyy,Coco is a very relatable character too-....at least for me (Me 🤝 Coco= Having trust issues ),honestly,i get very happy everytime i see more content of her ingame (like fr,when i saw what Coco appeared in the second Summer Side-story i legit screamed of happiness 😭).
▪︎Favorite 3-Star,2-Star and 1-Star/NPC?
-Favorite 3-Star: LAPICE MY BELOVED WIFE OF COURSE!!!💞🩷💞🩷💞🩷💞🩷💞🩷(Again,sorry Lilith)My silly wifeyyy i'm going to cherish your dreams forever,maybe you don't have that much content ingame (and the Devs are aware of it,and still decided to make fun of it) but i still love you so much 🫶🏻
-Favorite 2-Star: EVA‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ She is awesome! I love her like.....Ourg Eva my beloved you're so amazing I LOVE (Platonic) YOUUUUUUUUU 🩷💞🩷💞🩷💞,best AroAce icon to me frrr 🤞🏻,also! haven't you see the way what she cares about the Princess???? It warms my heart so much ahlskelwwkel🥹💞 She is a very determined person with a great heart,and her knowledge of magic is so interesting,i would like to see the game expanding more the lore of how the magic works in Tetis tbh,and let me tell you her use of magic is cool! Even if is kinda looking goofy ingame tho (like please i would pay a shit ton of money just to have a class about how magic works and how to use it if Eva was my teacher fr 🙏🏻)LET MY GIRL APPEAR IN THE MAIN STORY AGAIN RIGHT NOW‼️‼️‼️🫵🏻
-Favorite 1-Star: AILIEEEEEEE‼️‼️‼️‼️ *fucking explodes*💥💥💥She is my silly underrated girl,she is a bit traumatized but that's understandable,she is capable of committing murder,does shady stuff,her current job is collecting stuff from rotting corpses,a kind of manipulative girl (fitting knowing her job),an Asexual Lesbian with a Boomer Bi Paternal figure what she cares so much of and defend him to dead if possible (according to the worms in my head 💞🩷💞🩷).Someone was stalking her? She knows and completely gaves a fuck about it ma girl can smack their head with a hammer anytime✌🏻,she probably would be a Twitter user in real life and send death threats,she is such a fucking bastard and she knows it✨️
I'm so fond of her unfortunately.
Hoping for her 3-star version soon 🙏🏻 -
▪︎What's your favorite World (Story-wise?)
-Honestly? I don't know..... Maybe World 16? It has so much Lore to dissect here....
▪︎What's your favorite World (Mechanic-wise?)
-None! I have a love/hate relationship with any game mechanics i fear :)
▪︎What's your favorite element?
-Hhhmm this is a hard one.... Light? Because Lapice and my daughters FP and Priscilla are here i guess.
▪︎What’s your favourite weapon class?
-Staff! I love what we can use Scythes there :)
▪︎If you were a character in Guardian Tales, what would your element, weapon class, and role be?
-Easy!
Element: Dark
Weapon: Staff
Role: Support (I know what i would suck at having a fighting role in GT lmao 💀)
▪︎What is your favourite boss fight? And which boss do you hate fighting the most?
-Maybe it was hellish for other players but i love fighting Beth,it was a good challenge! BUT Raid Fairy. I FUCKING HATE FIGHTING HER.
▪︎If you play Guardian Tales, who’s usually on your team?
-Lapice,FP or Priscilla,Hana and Miya most of the time. I need a better team to advance story mode tbh
▪︎If you could fight/punch 1 character in Guardian Tales, who would it be?
-Let me change that "1" to "3" because I want to punch the shit out of Halbal,Kaden and Morrian,and more Kaden honestly 👊🏻.
So that would be! Thank you so much for the questions! They were fun to answer! 🫶🏻💞🩷💞
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man of steel watch 2023😁(long af reactions under the cut lmao copied from twitter)
fuck it you already know
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still wonder what zacks plan was with the codex🤔🤔🤔was it just there to thematically be him carrying the kryptonian refugees or was there more
still crazy that zack in his unsubtle way made the villain colonizing eugenicists and people got mad at him for saying the appropriate response was killing them lol
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minor thing but appreciate jor not saying anything when zod was pleading that lara abort the launch, just a look, he trusts her, feel like thats paralleled with clark and lois's relationship later, again minor but superman medias all about speeches so lmao
"his name is kal, son of el and he is beyond your reach"🥺
lara's theme is so good
the pan to his abs, zack knew the demographic he was reaching for
the worlds too big scene😭😭
if i saw a big breasted man run boobily across a lawn and steal some clothes i wouldnt snitch
he aint need to throw ross out the water like that but he uses words like dicksplash so he deserves it
😭😭😭(got nothing to say about the "maybe" scene, im tired lmao)
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forgot how many emotional hits they roll out so early in the movie lmao
lmao remember when people said ludlow wouldnt try to fight clark cuz he was huge, cuz as we all know toxic masculinity definitely doesnt make men act stupid and vile lol anyway proud of clark for fucking up his truck sexual harassers deserve nothing
its her lois lane shes here
genuinely didn't know joe was clark for my first 3 views of this movie lmao
the flashlight to clarks laser eyes transition was cool(so was the pod landing in the farm transitioning to the boat crashing against a wave scene)
super buff sexy drifting doctor clark kent
fuck this nerd who sold lois out after she gave him info. zack was already laying the seeds of the media being dicks from this one blogger lmao
"and kal, that's my name "🥺
jor-el's power point presentation let's go
do remember someone in good faith(hopefully lol)saying jor was "glorifying" colonization when he spoke "fondly" of the era of expansion of krypton, and maybe fair though that could also be why he and lara chose not to escape with kal, the whole they were a part of the problem
genuinely fav supes suit I get the desire to have the ma kent suit but i cant see it anymore as anything other than him reassuring his loyalty to earth(america) to the gatekeepers, martha had a whole lifetime with him let him have one of the few connections to his culture he has
first flight😃😃😃😃
seeing this for the first time as a teen and finally understanding "you'll believe a man can fly"
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no superhero media has done flying as good as this, not even bvs or zsjl theres just something about MoS's flying that makes my brain light up
don't forget lois lane figured out clarks identity(b4 he even went public) without luther or bruce's resources, smartest bestest investigator in dcu🗣🗣🗣
should they have had a younger actor play 18 yr old clark in the argument with jonathan in the car scene, maybe, though cavills teen angsty" i didnt say that!" and "you're not my dad !>:(" voice was p believable lmao
the way she drops the biggest story cuz her kindness is as big as her drive to get the truth, no wonder she's what inspires him
ngl recently heard laurence fishburne in moon girl and devil dino and the whiplash between his 2 performances lmao
seeing the butterfly trapped in the chain has new meaning now
soundtrack: *hits those mos piano notes* me everytime:
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well maybe for a little bit⚰⚰⚰
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you think swanwick was watching the your are not alone message and thought it was a cliche
the military people behind the glass watching these two flirt right in front of them
when he breaks the cuffs while standing up😛😏
"it did to me"
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maybe love is real idk
the ship atmosphere thing was such a good way to foreshadow kryptonite lmao(yes did still take notes while my twitter was down lmao)
Jor-els fun informative power point presentation vs zod's very bad no good drug trip
clarks mind vision of himself is literally still a farmboy idk why people still think he isnt "connected to his humanity" in the iteration lmao
black suit but with no silver to symbolize pure darkness, death and to make him look the same as zod
though not to jump to zsjl but we know zack had to smuggle the black suit in with the metal padding and post color editing in that movie do wonder if he was gonna go with a totally different design if he had complete control, maybe capeless, pure metal for the silver and a beard? do also remember him teasing the long hair in one interview lmao
watching superman sink into a mountain of skulls really rewired my teenage brain since i only knew of him from pop culture at that point ngl
will say kinda funny that clark is clearly torn up about killing while lois was just blasting kryptonians blam blam🔫🔫🔫girl boss
the escaping the ship ost is so good😩why wasnt it on the official soundtrack, i know theres a good youtube ver of it but lmao
ok starting to think the jor colonization criticism wasn't in good faith cuz clark does kinda bring up the whole "do you agree with zod about wiping out humans???" thing lmao
clark saving lo in the escape pod scene got me tense af in the theater
"YOU THINK YOU CAN THREATEN MY MOTHER?!" still goes hard
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do like when clark is a lil petty lmao "cranky cuz your momma didnt teach you to not be overstimulated hmm"
neat little quirk clark does in all of zacks movies, before he gets in a serious fight theres usually a shot of him clenching his fist lmao
nam-ek popped the pilot like a blueberry
faora's so cool
my man fighting for his life in this ihop in front of all his old friends too
flying really was his one advantage against these soldiers and he loses that when he fights zod too they really put him thru it on his first day😭
faora made him waste all his bullets, wait till he pulled out a knife and then pulls out a bigger one like
like to think zack having the military drone strike smallville is a parallel to when the US did it to the african village in BvS
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yeah big floaty alien thing in the middle of the city may be a lil overdone now but half dont look as good as how zack did it back then
world engine sound design so sexy too😋
zacks cape porn👌🏽👌🏽👌🏽
oh god🥺best scene, yes am getting emotional, scene means a lot to me
also kinda weird when zack does invoke the moses allegory people arent like "he's literally saying supes is moses!" like they do with jeezy creezy and his imagery lmao he's literally looks like he's parting the sea here lmao
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in the wider snyderverse am realizing theres more moses stuff you can connect to even if the timeline is wonky and its not 1:1, obviously darkseid is the pharaoh with his whole enslavement thing, him turning supes to his side could be interpreted as ramses and moses
in this way zod, who believes in kryptons removal of "free choice" like jor and lara said, is the guard moses kills when he sees him mistreating one of his people
and the destruction of the genesis chamber and the other kryptonians being sucked back into the phantom zone could be an allegory for when god killed the first borns of egypt, no moses expert tho so could be reaching lol but fun connections, tangent i know lmao
oh also rather than a race thing it becomes more that clarks "people" are the ones who believe in free will and choice while darkseid and zods dont lmao anyway
"krypton had its chance!" still to this day lives in my mind rent free
lmao love that lois and clark are just horny for each other no matter who is watching not the military not lois's coworkers or the other survivors
zod's monologue👨🏽‍🍳👌🏽
to this day idk if i can think of a cbm fight thats topped superman vs zod, just in like raw visceral action and the fact they actually have stakes in it
thinking about how i remember shannon telling zack "as long as my suit isnt cgi i dont wanna wear those pajamas" or something and zack said yeah and then it was lol
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my superman hates and constantly destroys military drones
and welcome to the planet! Glad i watched this again after so long, definitely needed that, hopefully work lets up enough for me to watch the rest of the trilogy✌🏽
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stormblessed95 · 2 years
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Jikook Dynamics Through The Years: 2014 pt. 2
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The posts for pre-debut, 2013 dynamics and part 1 of 2014 can be found in my masterlist as well as I'll link them here for you. This is when I think things start getting more interesting in my opinion. Something important to keep in mind that I'll be sharing moments, AND my personal opinions, along with facts. My opinions are my own. You can agree or disagree. I encourage you to go and check it all out, see this content for yourself as well and form your own opinions during this time frame too. I will be splitting this up into 3 different posts probably to manage the length and be able to add more links/photos in each post. This will be part 2, including some of the moments from May through August in 2014. Part 3 will finish up the year. This is so so long. I'm so sorry!
Starting off on May 1st, a magazine interview is released from Ize Magazine. You can find the translations for the article here. It was a fairly candid interview I think. Definitely worth reading. They had a group interview and then 10 questions to each member. The only part I'll draw attention to IN HERE is the fact that Jimin casually brings up Jungkook often in his interview questions as well as addressing his teasing between 3J where he says that "I always lose when it comes to words, so I've just accepted it. I would appreciate it if they didn't tease me more than they do now." As well as the question where they again ask Jimins thoughts about the maknae ranking him 7th in looks. Jimin talks about how yes its a little hurtful everytime he does this. The other thing I will say is that girls get mentioned in this interview alot since their theme for Boy in Luv and Just One Day is about love. It also gets brought up how they dressed up in women's clothes during Rookie King, and Jimin mentions that he would look pretty as a girl. Jimin has always had a very healthy outlook on what masculinity is, even during this whole tough muscle-y Busan man image he was trying to portray during the early years. This interview just gives another interesting look into their thoughts and dynamics all together as well as the way they tease each other.
On May 5th, they have the K-Poppin radio Interview it is about 36 minutes long if you haven't seen the whole thing yet. The only part I want to draw your attention to though is about 19:30 seconds in. The MC asks them to close their eyes and imagine they could go anywhere in the world with anyone they want. The rest of the members all answer and jikook answer last. Jimin gives his answer which was that he would be looking at the Beach holding hands with Jungkookie. Which set the host off into awkward giggles and the rest of the members cringed just a bit. Lol Jimin just smiled over at JK. He meant that. What is interesting is that the host didn't fully translate that either. She left out the holding hands bit during her translation. You can see the full translation on Twitter though. When asked if JK would also pick the same thing, he said no, that his dream spot would be to go on a trip with his older brother he misses. And right after he says that though, he does reach out and grasp onto Jimins hand. Like a comforting gesture, to reassure him that it wasn't a rejection that JK didn't want to spend time with Jimin, it's just that if he got to wish for anything, would want to see his family, who he does not get to see hardly at all anymore because they are so busy.
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Moving right on along to the 140515 at 2 am, we get our next Jikook log! A couple things to point out with this one. Jimin starts the log out being very touchy and doting on JK. Stroking the back of his head, saying it has been a long time since they filmed a log together. Teasing about how "these days, jungkookie..." and for anyone who likes to say that JK is uncomfortable with Jimin being very doting with him, notice how right after that, JM checks in and with and asks if he is okay with all this. JK sort of nods and moves the conversation forward. Jimin smiles and then continues to pet his hair as he talks for a bit. Consent, my friends. They go on to talk about how they have been practicing dance together very hard during their free time. They mention that V would join them occasionally too. And say that they hope to be able to show people how they dance and that they will one day 🥺 its just a very sweet dynamic shown here and also shows that they both similar still spend a lot of time working and practicing together even on their down time too.
Following it up with these adorable photos from the BTS Staff Diary on Facebook. They posted a series of photos of BTS backstage getting ready for their Just One Day performance, including these ones of Jikook giving each other next massages and hanging out. Just very sweet.
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On May 21st they are again on the After School Club Show with Eric Nam. This time it's RM, Jimin and Jungkook as guests, not all 7. This is a very cute show, they are worth watching. The boys always seem to have fun and seem very comfortable on this show. We know they formed a friendship with Eric Nam as well too. It's all just quite wholesome. The one thing I want to draw extra attention to in this episode is that 15:30 minutes in, Jimin gets asked if he received anything for his coming of age. The tradition is that you receive roses, perfume and a kiss to celebrate. Jimin said that he did recieve gifts from fans. JK asked if he got a kiss though, Jimin said no and then asked Jungkook for a kiss. This is, I think, the first time Jimin asked him for a kiss.
On the 22nd, HaruHana Magazine was released. Jimin when asked if there is something he wants the members to apologize for on his solo Interview, he brings up that he would like JK to apologize to him for always ranking him last in looks. Again, bringing up that this is something he doesn't totally enjoy as a joke. As an aside, must add that I'm so proud of Jungkookie as a side note here. He again mentions how he STILL wants a tattoo, even after he was told that it left the readers and his fans very unhappy after he mentioned wanting one the first time. And look at him now. He doesn't give AF about the haters
140528, back on the After School Club Show once again with RM, JM and JK. Simply including this link because I think everyone should see these. They are adorable and fun. Cute and touchy through the whole thing. If you haven't seen them yet, please do! As well as on the 28th, in the morning jikook post on Twitter with the caption "let's start the day excitingly"
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Throwing this adorable BTB in here of Yoonminkook from 140602. It's just like 100 seconds of sweetness between those 3. Jimin telling us he made them sandwiches the same way his dad used to make them and that JK helped him out a little too. Very cute.
June brings us Festa content! Festa for them kicked off on the 3rd in 2014 with them dropping their Festa profile papers and BH posting on Facebook 1st year (2013) memories photos. It continued until their actual anniversary. I won't discuss all the Festa celebrations, just the few moments I want to draw attention to. We also did get to see eventually a small clip of them all working on these profiles that were shared. Jikook shared a desk while everyone else spread out to their own while writing these Festa profiles:
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You can find english translations for all their Festa Profiles in full here. It starts with a group profile and then they each filled out an individual profile for themselves. You should read them all because original content, yay! Context, yay! Plus they are just all very cute. I'll draw attention to certain parts of jikooks here though too. Ill also draw your attention to what was clearly at this point a running joke in the whole group for ranking Jimin last in looks, even though it IS just a joke, one that is insensitive, but they don't MEAN to be harmful or hurtful with it. But this isn't just a JK thing at this point. For example, Yoongi ranking Jimin as 7th in looks and saying that he ties for first with Jin. Only for Yoongi to follow that up by saying truthfully he doesn't find himself attractive. (He is WRONG, but not the point.) Or Hobi ranking Jimin in the middle before crossing it out and putting him last followed by lots if kekekekes. It just shows that they didn't take that ranking seriously and was joking around with it as was common for them at that time.
Jimin's profile points to mention:
He mentions here his Hobby is getting beat up (also read as being teased). He mentions that his Habit is "being attached to Jungkookie." When listing 3 things he likes he says: "Jungkookie, performing, receiving attention." And his 3 things he dislikes is Tae, Jin and Suga (🤣 did they tease too much this day or what?!) The song Jimin wants to recommend is Paper Hearts. Something in photo/video that represents Jimin, he said was the Just One Day MV stopped at 1:23, when he was doing his flip. Jimin ranks the members with RM in first place, himself 2nd, JK third etc. Both jikook praise Jimin for being "shameless" in this profile too. As well as JK adding on to his portion of describing Jimin saying he is also a very hard worker, hates losing and is shameless and timid.
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Jungkook's profile points to mention:
The song JK wanted to recommend was Voice by Sweden Laundry because he likes sad songs. The video moment he thinks best represents him is his girl group dances at weekly idol. His rankings for the members was actually very different then how he had been answering in previous videos: RM, Jin, Suga, Hope, Jimin, V and then himself. Did he opt out of this one by doing fanchant order on purpose or was that a coincidence? We aren't JK, so we can't know. Just interesting to note. He also mentions twice in here wanting to be smarter. Jin calls him out on this profile as appearing stern on camera, but that it's almost like a concept because he is really actually bad at refusing requests. Jimins exact translated quote over JKs personality is this: "He’s kind, innocent, and is bad at expressing his feelings. That’s why he’s cute. Jeonggukkie’s mine."
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Things that I found interesting here was how often Jimin unprompted brought up Jungkook. Always on his mind it seems like. He also mentions that his hobby is getting teased by the members, which case in point, this 7th in looks running group gag joke. He recommended Paper Hearts, which is a song JK also loves, and one he covers in the future. And here is the basis of the 1:23 theory for jikook too. There are 2 theories for this with both KM and TK (seperate post if we want to get into that more) but Jimin himself links to this number as well FIRST. Just an interesting thing to take note of is all. For JK, in his song Rec, he mentions that he "likes sad songs" so yall stop theorizing over something angst related happening in JKs life everytime he jams to sad music, lol he JUST likes it. His girl group dances define him 😏 and he does NOT rank Jimin in last place, even though that's been the running group joke this Festa. Finally perhaps noticing that maybe Jimin doesn't find the joke as funny as it seemed like he did at first and that it does bother him a bit. Jimins little note for him too, he is soooo fond!
Plently of cute other photos posted for Festa as well, you can find them online if you want to. I'll skip past them and a few other cute interviews from this time period and get right to the 13th, debut day, and their circle talk video that they post every year. This was the first! And it's adorable. Please watch it if you haven't seen it yet, they were SO young! Lots of moments worth talking about between ALL of them really
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But I'll draw attention to a few jikook moments and then move on. Lol 15:40 minutes in, they start teasing JK about how he needs to sleep in his own bed, RM mentions finding him the other night in Jimins bed. 18:30, Jimin asks why all his papers are about his looks. Suga, Jin and JK all say its because he is too handsome. Then Suga mentions Jimin getting ranked 7th in looks twice by JK and gives him the opportunity to do his own ranking. I just wanna mention how cute the rappers were when he ranked them highly. Lol he ranks himself first and JK last in a bit of a retaliation. The members tease him a bit for ranking himself in first place too. It is put out there as a funny joke, but it just is a little awkward to watch. I'm so glad they eventually let this whole thing go in the future. 29 minutes in they are all teasing Jimin about showing off his abs on stage. Suga ask him to show off his flirty side right now, and JK adds on to that "Please show us your abs right now." 😂 overall just a lot of Jimin making JK laugh, giggling, eye contact and smiles at each other through different stories.
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On the 14th, the members are on the MBC True Colors Radio show. It is spilt into 4 parts of the video that has English subs. You can watch them here.... Part 1, Part 2, Part 3 and Part 4.
In this video the main thing I want to talk about is that this is one of the first times they are asked about what their ideal types of girls are in an interview. Which is a question that continually gets brought up over the next year or so too. JK here answers someone who is "tall with white skin." And this is the first of the ever changing answer about what JKs ideal type of girl is, almost like he doesn't really know and is making things up on the spot 😅 Jimin answers that he likes "cute girls" and that he gets attracted by weird and silly charms. (Ahem...) The other part I'll bring up is that when they are all asked individual questions, Jimin gets asked "when you are troubled, who are you with and where would you want to go?" Jimin answers first that when he feels troubled, he is with his other members. The hosts tease and say that he can't just say all his members or his parents. So Jimin then says that he would want to go on a trip alone with Jungkookie, because he thinks Jungkook is cute. He also then teased about how when he said this at the last radio show, JK didn't want to go on the trip. Lol JK looked a little shy during this whole exchange.
Then we have a cute BTB of an overactive Jimin trying to repeatedly film a very shy Jungkookie, calling him pretty, cute and attractive the whole time. Before joking around with his hyungs filming the rest of them too for an "ugly person special." Sigh.... boys... lmao JK was sooo shy about all the compliments though
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And we are ending June with JK tweeting out a photo of Jimin sleeping on the 30th, they are currently in LA at this time. They just got there the day before on the 29th to film AHL. (Which we had this BTB posted of them on the plane for that trip to LA. As well as this blog post of them and what they did on the plane ride.) The caption reads "Jiminie hyung is sleeping beside me, but he is snoring :( he's really loud, he seems really tired... hoho" it's cute lol
A cute little bomb of jihope dancing together and then jikook dancing together at the end too backstage. This was a BTB posted on the 4th but was clearly taken from before they were in LA. The first videos of July. Lol BTS singing Eyes, Nose, Lips and giggling lots. At the very end, 4 minutes in, both Jimin and then Tae get up in JKs face as he passionately sings along to the song for the camera. What's interesting is that our next bangtan bomb also is JK signing the same song. And what we started to get a glimpse of the first time, we get fully here. Jimin seems to very much so enjoy watching JK sing this so passionately. JK smiling so big watching as Jimin danced to his vocals too. I think the video speaks for itself honestly. Jimin, you look like you are feeling a lot of feelings here. Lol Posted 140713.
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Small vmin BTB interlude to showcase that while Jimin may not have loved the look rankings joke, he did embrace it, as they all did with some of the not so great jokes before they matured more and left that type of humor behind them. Plus it's a silly and cute little video of vmin having a blast and a rapline appearance.
The first 2ish weeks of July were spent filming American Hustle Life, which you can find the full episodes with eng subs on YouTube and other places if you haven't seen them yet. There is a lot going on. Lol jikook were often in the same team. And even when they weren't, they were super sweet together. Its VERY clear while watching that they were extremely close this year. Many mentions of how they get each other, understand how the other is feeling. I could make a whole post over jikook in AHL honestly. Jimin pulling JK back on the sidewalk away from cars. Behind the scenes photos showing them pretty consistently hanging out next to each other. After the horrible kidnapping break, there is a whole cut where Jimin ends up next to JK when they were all feeling very nervous and anxious, ending up so that Jimin was sitting with the maknae. The only 2 who changed were Jimin and Yoongi. So it was clearly not a shuffle up, but a decision. I have a post about that moment already here. Giving JK encouragement during the dance battle by saying to tease the other guy like he does to Jimin, JK "defending" Jimin by challenging the other dance after he pushed Jimin during their battle. When JK hurt himself trying to do a flip during the dance battle, Jimin sat on the floor next to him for a while, even as everyone else did their own thing too after making sure he was okay. Jimin encouraged him, saying he did a great job, making sure he wasn't hurting too bad and not letting him be too embarrassed over his mistake. Constantly comforting him by being near him too. The way JK looked half enthralled and half amused by Jimin trying on the women's hanbok, telling him he looked pretty in it too. When asked about his time on AHL later, Tony (one of their show hosts and friend) explained how close they (the members) all were to each other and said how he once walked into the room to see Jimin giving JK an intimate back massage and how it was normal behavior between all of them. This just gave us a glimpse that off camera, in more day to day type things and in general, they are much closer than we would probably think. Jimin here was already being associated with a safe haven for JK I think. The advertisements for AHL were released in Augsut, but obviously taken while filming the show which included this one of jikook, which brings me to what was clearly the same day of Jimin giving QUITE the similar look to JK during the Nose eyes lips BTB. It's giving me a crush that goes both ways vibes....
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On the 23rd of July, this behind the scenes for a photoshoot from Oricon Style is posted and during rhe group shoots, JK tries wrapping Jimin up in hugs for the photos, with Jimin giggling and trying to push him off before they all are acting silly for the camera together.
On the 25th they flew out to Germany to start the process of shooting/filming for the NOW 2 DVD, which you can find my thoughts over that DVD here. On the 30th, while they were in Sweden at that time I believe, JK posted this photo of him, Jimin and Jin to Twitter.
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August kicks off with this Bangtan Bomb. I'm including it even though it's mostly Vhope focused. It has a very minor moment, when Tae walks over to film their little funny song moment with Jimin, then JK where we see how close they are sitting together. Not doing anything. Jimin looks like he is talking with a stylist and JK is dozing off in the other chair with a juice box. Lol but his chair is behind Jimins as close as it can be. Just goes to show that again, off camera, we already see them tend to just be together often. Just sitting near each other even though there is plently of space otherwise, JK still wanted to be sitting literally right next to Jimin.
On the 8th, JK tweets the cutest jikook selca with the caption "we will go and come back from America well. Jiminie hyung will take care of me well." He has his chin tucked over Jimins shoulder in the cutest little pose. With a responding tweet from Jimin with a plane selca of him with JK in the background and his caption reads, "I'll decide whether or not I'll take care of you well depending on how you act. Keke I'll be going now! I'll really turn off my phone now!" They are so cute, I swear.... pretty sure they were heading to LA here for the NOW 2 filming. They returned to Korea on the 12th.
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Followed up by this beautiful BTB released rhe next day which cracks me up always. I think it speaks for itself too. Vmin singing and jamming. JK sings along with them, spots a ball, takes it around back and very deliberately lines it up to hit V. Who in turn hops up ready for playtime mischief only for JK to immediately run and snag his spot next to Jimin and stay there to sway back and forth signing with him. Lmao if he wanted to sit with them, he could have. If he wanted to sit next to Jimin, he could have done that too. But no, he took the extra step to distract and entice Taehyung away so that he could take over that free time hang out jam session with Jimin instead. Lol this reeks of teenager with a crush behavior. You can't change my mind.
Jimin on the 12th, the day they returned to Korea posted this selca of jikook to fancafe. So we got a selca from JK as they left and one from Jimin when they returned 🥺 this was taken after Jimin tried on the women's hanbok in LA during AHL. Same outfits and they are clearly in the same shop. Super cute
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On August 16th, BTS did an Interview in Naver Starcast over their concepts for Dark and Wild. JK hosted the interview himself with all his hyungs too. You can watch the full video below. And it's... something. Lol the full things is very cute and seeing his interactions with all his hyungs and the difference in behavior too. It's cute. JK asked Jimin for his question to pick one member who does not fit the concept of Dark and Wild very well and one who does. Jimin said the member who does NOT fit the concept well is actually Jungkook. The reason being because he is too cute. And then he continues to say it's because he is very cute... and too charming. And that "I can't live because of you." JK replies with asking the fans to text or comment their vote. Reply with a 1 for Jimin or a 2 for Jungkook over who fit the concept better. And they giggled over it. Jimin claiming that he fit the concept the best. I think Jimin wasn't lying here when he said that he can't live lately because of Jungkook. Lmao I think this refers to not only finding him insanely cute, I think it also refers to the constant teasing too. I don't think this is a confession of feelings. I don't think Jimin knows or understands his feelings at this point past finding himself wanting to be around and spend more and more time with Jungkook and finding the maknae very very cute and feeling drawn to him. I think part of the "not letting me live" part is part of perhaps a confusion over how much he is drawn to the maknae and a need to explore those feelings more deeply. Aka: The start of a crush.
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JK later posted to Twitter in reference to their poll over who fit the concept best. His post read "Jimin hyung. Hyung, you'll be able to beat me through getting lots of votes from ARMYs who like hyung's cuteness. If hyung wins, buy me something tasty please.... keke Jiminie hyung fighting!" This was after their brief back and forth exchange about how JK will probably win under the offical post from their company asking fans to vote on the poll. Lol you can find that exchange here with Jimins first reply, and then JKs reponse.
On the 19th, Starcast released exclusive backstage photos of BTS in the waiting room and rehearsal stage before their Dark & Wild Showcase and MV release. You can see all the photos in the link attached and my personal favorite though because what kinda stretching is this jikook?! Lmao
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On the 20th, Dark & Wild is finally officially released! As well as the company released behind the scenes photos from shooting the MV. I'll link a post with all those photos here. Please check them out! What I find interesting is how everyone has their solo scenes high lighted in these photos. And how it's truly SOLO scenes. They are filming by themselves. Except for Jimins scene. Where we see JK watching him shoot his scenes with the punching bag the whole time and even taking photos and recording him himself too. He doesn't do this for any of the other members. This is seen again when the making films are released where we saw that he came up to give Jimin a hug after he finished shooting a different scene too. JK while watching Jimin boxing seemed... very impressed. Lol
The 22nd, JK tweets out a cute selca of Himself with Jimin, his chin propped up on his hyungs shoulder, very cute. Basically just saying they will see ARMY tomorrow and they are going to bed now, etc. On the 24th we have the Inkigayo comeback stage introduction (side note to swoon over Minimoni with the rapping and the high note please) and there is .... a lot of arm muscle touching from JK. Lol video is only 55 seconds long and he squeezes Jimins arm randomly at least 3 times.
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August 26th, BTS again appear as OT7 on the After School Club Show with Eric Nam. Again, worth watching just for the joy of seeing BTS have fun together and be silly. I just wanna point out that around 42 minutes in, a fan tells Jimin that she loves him and she is wearing the Bulls jersey just for him and because he wore it (we see him wear it a couple different times, one of the most notable though being in the first NOW DVD during their sports shoot.) And JK comments afterwards that the jersey is actually his lol and Jimin turns around to look at him and laugh before giving hearts to the fan and returning her love.
On the 27th, Oricon Style Magazine posts their interview about their Japanese debut. It's very cute, all their silly interactions. Jimin gets teased a bit and he replies with saying that when all the hyungs tease him and Jungkookie immediately joins in that he feels wronged and attacked (he says this in a way that I take jokingly and with laughter). JK tells him not to be too upset by it immediately after. Lol brings me back to the "I tease hyung because I like him too much" moment from Rookie King.
Backstage video from Mnet countdown. Lmao once again, Jimin asking for kisses from Jungkook and teasing him saying it's as a "thank you" JK not having it and pushing him away, but smiling hard the whole time he does it. Lol and Jin cracking up too.
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JK posted to Twitter saying ARMY wanted a group photo so they quickly took one. Jikook sitting next to each other at dinner. As well as noticing that JK is wearing his Bulls jersey, the one he pointed out was his after the fan wore it because she thought it was Jimins during the After School Club Show linked above.
And we end the month (and this post) with the Hanryu Pia Magazine Vol. 8 (August Edition) Released. Which contained a joint interview with Jimin and JK. It was probably one of the simultaneously cutest and most awkward interviews ever. Lmao translation posted below and I hope some of the awkwardness comes from the multiple translations through language it went through to where its not quite as accurate as it probably could be, but the gist of the message is there and correct:
★JIMIN
Name: JIMIN /  Birth Name: Jimin Park / DOB: October 13, 1995 / Blood Type: A /   Position: Vocal, Dance and Performance. / Fun fact: JIMIN’s parents wished him to be a prosecutor or lawyer.
★JUNG KOOK
Name : JUNGKOOK / Birth Name: Jungkook Jeon  / DOB: September 1, 1997 / Blood Type: A / Position: Rap and Dance. / Fun fact: JUNGKOOK dances well to female idols’ songs.
JUNG KOOK
「I used to cry a lot but I don’t anymore.」
JIMIN
「JUNG KOOK LOVE! We wake each other up in the morning.」
Bromance between JIMIN and JUNGKOOK – JIMIN’s love for JUNGKOOK and his reluctance yet acceptance of it were constantly shown throughout the interview. It seems like JIMIN just cannot get enough of JUNGKOOK!?
JIMIN We should definitely come up with a name for ourselves. Say..『In between love and friendship』?
JUNG KOOK (Reluctantly) Yeah.. why not.
JIMIN No it’s not like that. It’s a bromance! BROMANCE! Don’t misinterpret!
JUNG KOOK No one did. (Laughs)
JIMIN Good to know. So am I being a good bro to you?
JUNG KOOK Every time you ask me “What’s up” whenever I feel down, I think you are definitely being a good bro.
JIMIN Because I take good care of my loved ones.
JUNG KOOK (Laughs) You definitely cheered me up when I was down for not being able to see my parents.
JIMIN There was this time when I heard a sniffle while working out in the kitchen. So I went in to tease you about being a crybaby but you were really crying.
JUNG KOOK You cried too.
JIMIN ME?
JUNG KOOK Don’t act like you don’t remember. I saw you sobbing on your bed~
JIMIN Whatever~! Still, you are the BTS’ crybaby.
JUNG KOOK It’s because I’m very emotional! But I don’t anymore. And it’s not me, it’s J-HOPE
JIMIN For sure. He’s like a dam that needs to be fixed.  (Laughs)
JUNG KOOK Going back to the interview.. what’s the topic of the day?
JIMIN Right..! Today’s topic is friendship. This is such a perfect topic for us since we share everything and even wake each other up in the morning.
JUNG KOOK (In a subdued tone) You didn’t this morning.
JIMIN You mean you wanted me to? (Pokes JUNGKOOK’ arms)
JUNG KOOK Yeah, I almost slept in.
JIMIN Aww.. you should’ve told me. We honestly have so much in common. We are always sleepy, timid, hate to lose but most of all, WE LOVE TO DANCE!
JUNG KOOK We also study Japanese together.
JIMIN The only thing is I am all about “JUNGKOOK LOVE” but you are not. (Sniffles)
JUNG KOOK That’s not true, I like you too!
JIMIN REALLY!? You really LIKE me?
JUNG KOOK Sure I do. The only difference between you and I is that you tend to focus on one thing while I juggle things around. We both work hard but just a bit different in that sense.
JIMIN It’s just that I can’t multitask. Once I start on something, nothing comes to my mind. That’s why you’re so awesome since you can juggle things around like singing, dancing, drawing, playing guitar and studying Japanese.
JUNG KOOK But I always end up being okay at it instead of perfecting it.
JIMIN I even LOVE those qualities about you~ (Hugs JUNGKOOK)
JUNG KOOK GO AWAY~~! It’s too hot!
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The awkward insistence on showing how much they love each other yet it NOT being romantic. The amount of times the word bromance was used. Lol you don't see other duos being a little panic-y over a possible misinterpretion of their feelings for their friend. It's giving me "it's the friendship" vibes. We are so close and love each other so much, but don't misunderstand, it's just bro things. They mention again how similar they are and how often they do things together. And we see again that JK has come to expect certain things and treatment from Jimin that he doesn't expect from his other hyungs. He seemed genuinely a little hurt that Jimin didn't wake him up that morning. We don't see these same type of feelings expressed towards his other hyungs like Jin. And we know Jin has taken responsibility for waking JK up and making sure he is moving often too. Yet there are no hurt feelings of "you weren't there" when he doesn't do it. It's giving off "you are just in the room next door but I still miss you" vibes. As awkward as this interview is, it's clearly showing again how much time they seem to spend together OFF camera. And Jimin is always encouraging JK and hyping him up. It's very sweet. Ending with JK again reminding Jimin and everyone else too, that yes, of course he likes Jimin. Like I said, equal parts adorable and awkward this interview.
This whole summer is giving me awkward discovering your feelings, developing a crush and not knowing wtf to do about it vibes. From both of them, who went about it in very different ways. I honestly don't even think they are aware that these feelings are what they are. I think they are working through feeling attracted, wondering why they are so drawn to the other. Passing it off as being best friends while understanding that it's probably not the same as they feel for their other friends. Maybe not quite knowing why yet. It's the self exploration and it's honestly all a little awkward at times. Lol and I also think it's clear neither really seems to know how the other feels either, and are still working on maybe understanding their own feelings. While I am seeing all this, the overall general vibes I'm getting from them first and foremost this year is friendship, and a lot of Jimins doting on JK I do think comes from JK being his only dongsaeng, aka the maknae, and Jimin wanting to be a good hyung for him. Being a good hyung was and is something that was important to Jimin. It's clear to me that whatever else they might be starting to feel, their friendship is important to both of them and is put first ahead of anything else they might be feeling or wondering about.
Regardless, it's also very obvious that once again, Jimin and Jungkook are just getting closer and closer and closer. They clearly spend their minimal free time together when they can, and practice and work out together all the time and spend extra time practicing together too. Its clear they find a lot of enjoyment spending time together and their friendship is clearly flourishing. It's all very cute and very sweet. They are so cute this year and so young. JK is still a minor and Jimin just came of age this year too. They've got a lot going on with the group as well. Lol and the end of this year is very sweet too! I'll finish that up in part 3! Thanks to anyone who actually read this whole thing. Lmao I know it's long as heck!! 💜
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An infamous Influencer that is known for getting into drama befriends ImAllexx, George doesn’t trust them one bit. 
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Pairing: George Memeulous x Reader
WC: 2.2k+
Pronouns: They/Them
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For the entire day, Alex seemed to constantly be on his feet. At first, George really didn't pay much attention to it, after all, sometimes people just have busy days. Usually for George, his days weren't anything special. He'd just wake up and lay around the house. He'd make sure to film a video every couple of days and could be found playing a bit of FIFA or COD. 
George didn't have much of a reason to leave his shared flat. He'd usually go over to one of his friend's places to hang out or film a collab, every now and then he'd go out shopping to get a couple of things for a video or just the flat. Still, George wasn't the type of person to find reasons to rush around or try and get as many tasks done as possible, it was one of the many perks that came with being a YouTuber.
It was normal to see Alex running around once in a while. He'd like to go out and do things like playing football with a few of his mates or just going out and being around people. But today seemed different, as though he was planning for something important to happen. 
At first, George didn't feel the need to ask his flatmate about what was going on. But while the day rolled on and Alex seemed to only go back and forth from making phone calls to typing away on his computer, George's curiosity had begun to eat himself up from inside.
As the afternoon rolled around, George found himself seated on the couch. He had been wasting a good portion of his day watching whatever he could find on the TV that was actually interesting. Earlier he had filmed a few videos for his second channel, he looked at the Reddit page for usual funny content and then proceeded to go on a Twitter page and look at nostalgic videos and photos for a second video.
Usually with some luck, George would be able to find something good to put on TV, but today just seemed like one of those days where you couldn't find anything good to watch. So as a final resort, he had turned on some Spongebob cartoons, it seemed like he only had enough luck to have the old cartoons from the early 2000's play. 
While watching the yellow sponge on TV, George had checked a few of his social medias, wondering if there was anything else that was going on that could possibly hold his attention for longer than ten minutes.
Maybe he just needed a new hobby, something to keep attention for more than five minutes. FIFA was fun, but you could only play it so many times.
"Hey George?"
The sound of his flatmate's voice had pulled him out of his thoughts. Standing behind the couch, Alex was typing away on his iPhone. He had taken a quick look to make eye contact with George before returning to his text messages. Turning around, the brunette man gave his attention to his flatmate, "What's up?"
"I don't know if you remembered, but I'm having someone come out to the UK to spend a couple of days with me to film some collabs and just get to know each other," sliding his phone in his back pocket, Alex shoved his hands into his pockets. "Hopefully this turns out all good."
How did this slip his mind? Alex had been mentioning he was planning to do this with someone for the past couple of weeks. As the days rolled on, when he became busier and busier, it all made sense. Alex was only making sure everything was going to go smoothly when whoever was going to come to the UK.
"Shit, that totally slipped my mind, sorry," George brushed a hand through his hair with a short sigh. "Are they gonna stay with us or are they staying at a hotel? Maybe they're doing something completely different."
"Hotel," as he responded, Alex began to rock back and forth on the heels of his feet. "They're gonna get here in two days and when they show up me and a couple of our friends are gonna go out and get some drinks, just to get more comfortable with one another. You coming with us?"
"I don't see why not," giving a shrug, George leaned his head against the palm of his hand, supporting his head to sit at a certain angle. "Are you interested in this influencer or something, you keep saying you wanna get comfortable with them."
"Well, they aren't really my type. Also, they're gonna be hanging around us for a few days, so of course I wanna be comfortable around them."
"Who even is 'they'? Does this influencer have a name?" George let out another sigh as he looked up at his flatmate. 
"They're Y/n L/n."
Y/n L/n, George had heard that name a few times in the influencer world. One thing he knew for sure, Y/n was much bigger than both Alex and George's channels combined. So why was Y/n planning to come and hang around them for a while?
That wasn't the only question rushing through George's mind, from what he had heard about Y/n (which was very little) he knew they were a very scandalous person. Having them around didn't seem like too bright of an idea, maybe Alex just wanted to collab with them to gain a bit more in subscribers... George knew it'd be smart to keep Y/n at arm's length while they'd be in the UK. After all, they'd only be here for a couple of days, so how hard could it be?
"Oh."
"Just 'oh'?" Alex raised a brow at his flatmate, "What is it?"
"Nothing, I just took me a moment to realize who they were," George turned back to face the TV, implying the conversation had come to an end.   
"Alright, I'm gonna get back to making sure the flat isn't a typical mess," Alex sighed, taking a step back from the couch.
"Cool," George mumbled as he watching the yellow sponge on TV run beside a pink star. 
If Y/n got Alex caught up in anymore drama, he'd have a fit. He had seen his flatmate come so far since the last time drama was in his life. There'd be a chance that would grow bigger and bigger everytime they hung out that Alex could get caught up in a scandal. 
Even though Alex's a grown adult, sometimes he could make really stupid decisions. But that was the thing, Alex is a human being, he's allowed to make mistakes. All George wanted for this whole collab to into come back around and bite Alex in the ass. But it was too late, Y/n was going to be here soon and whatever happens, just happens. There wasn't much George could do besides distancing himself away from Y/n.
"Alright, I think I have enough shirts, I better go double-check to see if I have my toiletries all packed up," Y/n had mumbled under their breath in the midst of packing. Even though they were a big YouTuber and could simply pay someone to pack for them, Y/n had decided to pack for this one trip. 
"Y/n, where the fuck are you?" 
The sound of someone's voice had become louder, Y/n could tell their friend was entering their bedroom.
"I'm just in the bathroom, Bret!" They had responded while looking underneath their bathroom sink for a few more toiletries. 
"Are you seriously leaving?" The one and only Bretman Rock stood in the doorway of the bathroom, looking down at his friend. 
"Well yeah, I've been planning this trip for the past couple of weeks," Y/n looked up at the makeup influencer. Bretman and Y/n had been friends since forever, they had gone through so much together. 
"You're gonna miss James's party next Saturday," he moved aside, letting the other influencer in the room past by. 
"It's just one party," they had let out a short scoff while working on packaging their bathroom items properly. "James always throws parties, I'll go to the next one."
"Fine bitch," Bretman had tossed himself onto Y/n's bed, making their suitcase jump a little with everything else that had been laid out on Y/n's bed. "Why are you even going to London?"
"Well, I'm planning to meet up with a friend to make some videos together and just hang out," Y/n shrugged as they tucked away a few more items into their suitcase.
"Who?"
"He goes by ImAllexx on YouTube."
Bretman shook his head as he watched his friend, "I have absolutely never heard of them... ever."
"Yeah, his channel is smaller than either of ours."
"Lemme tell you now, if you're secretly doing some long-distance relationship with him and haven't bothered to tell me any tea yet, I will literally kill you," the raven-haired man laid on his back, beginning to fidget with the rings that sat on his fingers.
"I'm telling you now, Bret. Alex is only a friend, he's like a brother," they tsked at their friend as they zipped up their suitcase, finally finishing packing. 
"Fine, but if I find out you end up hooking up with some British boys over there and don't tell me... like I said, you'll be  dead bitch."
"Calm down, you know I can't keep secrets from you," Y/n flashed a cheeky grin at their friend while sliding the suitcase off of the bed. "I had two hours before I head to the airport, what do you wanna do?" For the past couple of weeks, Y/n had been counting down the days until they would leave for London. No doubt about it, they were excited. It wasn't often for them to make friends with other Influencers or people in general. So when they got the chance to make friends with a small commentary YouTuber that went by the name of ImAllexx, they had made sure to be as kind as possible.
At this point it was truly hard for Y/n to make friends, most people didn't like them based on the rumors that had spread about Y/n. Others that usually tried to be Y/n's friends were merely using them for money and fame. It became hard for Y/n to trust people and get close to them. So how did Alex pull off gaining Y/n's trust?
Y/n one day had been scrolling through YouTube, looking for something to watch. At this point, they had seen almost everything, vlogs, challenges, makeup, drama, and more. But one video had popped up into Y/n's recommended videos that had caught their eye.
'We Need to Stop Y/n L/n.'
It was normal for Y/n to see these types of videos, usually they'd come from Drama channels trying to cancel them. But this one had come from a YouTuber with the name, 'ImAllexx'. It was normal for Y/n to scroll when they came across these types of videos, but the video seemed a bit intriguing considering the thumbnail was only a simple picture of themself against a blue background.  So of course, Y/n clicked on the video only to hear; "Hello everyone, I'm Alex..."
Y/n found the video quite funny, when they'd watch videos made on them, the videos were typically quite harsh and mean. With Alex, he seemed like the type of person to be able to take a joke. His whole video was on an Instagram post Y/n had made a week or two before Alex had posted his video, he had just been taking the piss out of the photo as a joke. 
And after finishing that video and having a laugh, Y/n continued to watch more of Alex's videos, just to see if he was seemingly a decent guy. And somehow, they got hooked on Alex's videos. And by the end of the day, they had binged a good amount of his content. 
A few days after discovering Alex and his content, Y/n had decided to check out a few of his social medias. That's when Y/n had found out he was already following them on both Instagram and Twitter.
When Alex checked Instagram a while later, he was surprised to find that @y/nl/n was now following him. Y/n was almost four times(if not more) the popularity size of Alex, so how had they noticed him? He was a bit nervous at first, why would someone like Y/n follow him?
Instead of anxiety getting the best of Alex, he had decided to do something to try and figure out why of all people, @y/nl/n had decided to follow him. So he had been careful with sliding into Y/n's DMS, only to ask why they had followed him. ANd moments later, Y/n responded to him. 
'I've just been binge-watching your content lately and I thought that you were funny so I followed you. :)'
At first, Alex felt like it could possibly be a trap, but he continued to message back and forth with Y/n. After a while, Alex had realized that maybe Y/n wasn't as scandalous and dramatic as people made them out to be. As the days rolled on and they continued to talk, they had ended up developing a friendship.
After a couple of months of talking and coming closer and closer, Alex had asked if Y/n would want to fly out to the UK from LA to film a couple of collabs and hang out in person. Y/n had easily accepted his invitation, and just like that, A date was set for Y/n to fly out to London.
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i would like more soundcloud rapper yoongi x idol y/n please it’s so cute
v-live alert! -myg
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pairing: idol! y/n x soundcloud rapper! yoongi
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a/n: lots of you asked, and so you shall receive. ps, i wrote this really rushed but i kinda love it. lmk what you think, love you guys <3
[V LIVE] Surprise LIVE! 
the v-live notification. or, more accurately, the sound of war. alternatively, you dance around your studio on a livestream and yoongi has a mental breakdown. 
masterlist  PREV
“i miss you too!“ you say, replying to one of the first comments that pop up on the live.
you probably should’ve showered before going live... and you probably should’ve changed out of sweats. 
whatever.
it’s not like your fans haven’t seen this before.
half of your pre-debut pictures are just downright disgusting. 
the number of viewers on the top of your phone begins to climb up to the thousands, increasing every half a second. 
it always amazes you how many people show up to your lives. sometimes you wonder if your fans genuinely have nothing better to do. how do they always show up so fast?
the comments begin to flood with greetings and exclamations of ‘oh my god i’m so early!11!1’ and the multicoloured heart pop up on your screen, building up an impressive stream of likes. 
“where am i?“ you read through the comments and look around, as if you forgot where you were. “in the studio.“ you grin when the comments flood with questions asking if dreamcloud is getting new music.
you can’t answer, of course, but it’s fun to see. you squint at your phone, which is propped on an elaborate setup that you spent the past twenty minutes preparing. 
(three books on one eyeshadow palette and a selfie stick gingerly placed on a small stool)
((you pray to every deity out there that it won’t fall))
“i was just bored,“ you shrug, speaking to the screen. “so i decided to come on here and talk to you guys. how have you been?“ you ask. 
hundreds of comments answer. 
“i’m alright“
“i’m good!“
most of them contain some form of sappy declaration like ‘my day is much better now that you’re here!’ it makes you smile. how cute. 
the v-live notification. 
or, more accurately, the sound of war. 
that cursed, terrible ding! haunts yoongi’s darkest and most terrifying nightmares. the sheer amount of panic that rushes through his veins when he hears that godforsaken noise, god. 
the number of lives he’s missed- yoongi can’t even bear to think about it. 
so maybe it was a blessing in disguise that yoongi put his phone on do not disturb so he didn’t have to hear that disgusting sound. instead, he found out the news via a gorilla’s screech.
“Y/N’S LIVE RIGHT NOW STARTED FOURTY SECONDS AGO HURRY UP YOONGI GET YOUR ASS UP AND STOP STUDYI-“ jimin yells from his room down the hall. 
yoongi almost falls out of his chair scrambling to get to his phone. it’s not like he was really studying anyways- more like using his pencils to tap out a cool-sounding beat on his desk out of boredom. 
watching your live > passing his music theory class.
priorities. 
with shaky hands, he grabs at his phone, slumping onto the floor and he sees the familiar blue icon with the notification popped up on the screen. 
[V LIVE] Surprise LIVE! Y/N: let’s chat <3
an unnatural squeak that slightly resembles the sound a mouse slips out of yoongi’s mouth.
even when he was a baby starrie and was glued to his phone at all times, he’s never been this early to a live. he unlocks his phone, cursing his momentary clumsiness. he clicks into the live, smiling when your beaming face blasts up on his screen. 
you haven’t gone live in so long- it’s nice to see your face again. 
“- how have you been?“ 
“good.“ yoongi types out in the comment box, mumbling the words as he’s typing. “way better now that you’re live.“ sometimes yoongi cringes at himself when he types these things. i mean, who could possibly guess that min yoongi, resident scary-emo-couldslapyouintheface bad boy socially un-responsible simped over a k-pop idol?
he can already see his reputation go down the drain. 
he also wonders what it says about himself that he’s a 20-something college student who’s life practically revolves around you, an idol who’s just about a year younger than him.
but dreamcloud is a part of his identity now. he identifies as a starrie no matter what. you know how the old saying goes-
once you stan, you can’t unstan. or something like that, he’s honestly not sure. 
you tuck your head onto your hand, diligently trying to keep up with all the comment. with a gasp, you nod at something. “oh, you’re right, user yoonalova98!” - that’s another thing special about you. whenever you read out comments, you also read out the username of whoever wrote it. 
you explained in one interview- that it’s cooler to give credit and talk to your fans as if you’re just chatting as friend. saying the username feels like you’re saying their names. 
what kind of lucky fan would get their comment read aloud by Y/N?
ugh. 
yoongi blinks when he remembers that technically, he’s sort of part of this group of elite, recognised fans. 
his twitter stan account got almost five thousand more followers after Y/N replied to his selca. the post itself has tons and tons of likes and retweets. 
insane, that Y/N- Y/N herself- knows of his existence. Y/N- the love of his life, has seen his FACE. she commented three HEART emojis below a selfie that he took. 
if he thinks about it too much, he’ll start feeling faint again.  
“our anniversary is coming up soon! i can’t believe it’s been three years already. time does pass by when you’re having fun.“ you say. yoongi thinks that it’s rather ironic that you would forget your anniversary, when yoongi’s had a calendar countdown to January 14th since the beginning of september. 
“ahh,“ you say, leaning in closer to the screen. “from user lialiarach, ‘did you watch jisoo unnie’s acting debut’ - i did! we all watched it and cheered her on during the premiere!“ 
jisoo’s new drama is good. it’s a fantasy-horror blend, and he, jimin, namjoon and jin finished all 16 episodes in two days when streaming hit Netflix. 
your head tilts and you smile. “song recommendations?” you wonder aloud, and yoongi scrambles to get a pen and notepad out. you don’t do ‘y/n’s listening parties’ as much anymore, but your taste in music is impeccable and he collects all the songs in a playlist. 
it’s called ‘wedding tunes’ (jimin named it, not him, yoongi swears) 
everytime he tries to change it back, it somehow switches back to wedding tunes the next day. 
it’s disturbing how good jimin is at this kind of stuff. hopefully yoongi won’t have to bail him out of jail one day. 
“okay!“ you say, pulling your laptop open. you hum as you scroll through some page that yoongi can’t see- and he anxiously waits for the first song to be played with twitchy hands and a strong grip on his pen. 
the first bar plays out and yoongi’s already in love.
“this is,“ you say over the music, double checking just to make sure. “don’t need your love by NCT...“ you squint. god knows there are too many NCT members. “dream! NCT dream featuring HRVY.“ 
“NCT dream...“ yoongi mumbles to himself, writing the song down on the notepad. 
“you know,“ you say over the music, spinning in your chair and nodding to the beat. “i’ve only met the NCT guys a couple times at music shows and such but they’re all so nice. i can’t remember all their names, but i’m decently familiar with their faces. how do they even have 23 members? how does it all work??“ 
you dance around the studio, singing along nonsensical lyrics that don’t make sense but sort of fit the rhythm of the song (??) 
“don’t need your loo-ooove-!!! dum dum duhhhh duhros noya!!!” yoongi stifles a laugh. there’s a reason why you constantly forget lyrics on stage. 
which is quite ironic, actually, because half the time you’re forgetting the lyrics to a song you wrote yourself. 
afterwards, you play all the hidden gems- and yoongi’s proud to say he’s familiar with quite a few of them. 
airplane by j-hope (a youtube star turned successful rapper-vocalist-dancer)
sweet night by v (the internet’s resident eye-candy)
and then you continue to scroll through your laptop, biting your lip and murmuring quietly to yourself. you glance once back at your phone screen. 
okay, listen.
yoongi knows that he’s delusional, okay?
but everytime you look straight in the screen it’s almost like you’re looking directly at the camera it’s almost like you’re staring into his soul. which makes zero sense, but it still makes his heart skip a beat.
let him dream, please
“what am i scrolling through?“ you say, reciting a question from the chat. “soundcloud, user chachachae.“ 
soundcloud? 
oh.
that’s pretty cool.
he didn’t know you had a soundcloud account!
you usually post all your covers and random shorts to instagram or another one of your personal blogs. 
for a moment, yoongi indulges himself by wondering if you’d ever listened to his music. his soundcloud account is linked in his twitter bio, after all... 
but he shakes those thoughts away as fast as they came. he doesn’t need to entertain himself with such silly thoughts. 
“ooh, this one’s good!“ you say, clicking onto something. 
still with you by JAYKAY (pffftt haihdkahjd) starts playing and you lean back, humming along. yoongi knows this one too!! now he’s 3 for 3!! he and you do share a similar taste in music, so maybe it does make sense. 
even though you’re actually main vocalist and lead dancer, you do listen to a lot of rap music. but the music you make is nothing like the old school hip hop tracks that yoongi is partial to. 
the music you make- how can he explain it? 
sweet like honey with a little bit of tang. 
like barbecue honey!!!!
ok that was a bad analogy. 
all of his favourite dreamcloud tracks are written by you- cloud nine, up in the sky, are u still here, quicksand- the list goes on and on and on. 
it’s like listening to your voice solves anything he goes against. bad day? dreamcloud. something to celebrate? blast your debut song. in need of a party song? easy fix. he gets aux cord rights? (granted, this doesn’t happen very often, since seokjin insists that his music taste is superior to his friends.) but anyways, y/n can fix it. 
listening to your voice feels comforting. it invokes something in him that he honestly cannot explain with words. you’re his inspiration. not just in music- but in life. he admires how you’re able to smile through anything, how you take responsibility for your own actions. 
he admires your kind heart, which offers generosity and forgiveness to even the most underserving people. 
he admires your passion, for music, for your members, for the smallest things. he admires how you’ll love everyone and anyone. 
even though he’s never really met you, he feels like he knows you. he wishes he could, anyways. he wants to thank the person who’s gotten him through such bad days. 
yoongi curses himself again for being so delusional. 
he keeps telling himself that he can’t get so attached. then he’ll end up like one of those creepy fans who are convinced their idols actually like them. 
blech.
“okay, next song!“ you exclaim cheerfully. “i really like this one, guys. he’s this soundcloud star. he makes really cool music.“ yoongi readies his pen. if this person really is a soundcloud star, then there’s a high chance yoongi knows of him. a smaller chance that he actually knows the guy personally; either online or from real life. 
you press the space bar almost obnoxiously, like you’re about to reveal something grand. you look into the camera, and you lock eyes with yoongi- through that cursed, horrible screen. 
the first note plays and yoongi thinks that it sounds... oddly familiar, actually. for a moment, he sighs in disappointment. this one doesn’t sound as great as the previous few songs. almost like it’s incomplete, imperfect. something about it bugs him at the very bottom of his gut. 
jimin figures it out before he does. 
“AHHHHHHHHH YOONGI!!! OH MY GOD-!!!! YOONGI ARE YOU SEEING THIS? YOONGI!! HYUNG!“ yoongi grumbles, wondering what the hell jimin is screeching about now. 
“oh, for fuck’s sake,“ he mumbles. the difference between him and jimin is the way they express their emotions. while yoongi bottles it all up, choosing to deal with things alone and slump around, jimin has no other choice but to scream things out. it’s a wonder they’re such good friends, really. “what is it now?“ yoongi mutters to himself. 
“yeah yeah, a gentle breeze- “ and then it hits him. all at once. 
“holy fucking shit.“ he whispers to himself, slumping down on the floor. he can barely hear what you say next.
“this song is called people by agust d. he goes by the name suga on social media-!“ yoongi falls down, gasping for air. “i’m a fan,“ you remark casually. “mr. suga producer-nim!! i’m your fan! please continue to make good music!“ you chuckle. “what am i doing right now? he probably isn’t even watching.“ you stare innocently at the phone camera, as if you don’t even know that you’re changing someone’s life right now. 
out of his peripheral vision, he can see jimin rushing into the room, crouching next to him and placing a hand on his back, murmuring something yoongi can’t hear through the sound of his sobs. 
huh. when did he even start crying?
“he makes rap and really cool hip hop music. you guys should give him a listen. his lyrics are really meaningful, too.“ you nod along, reciting the lyrics word for word- even though you really can’t rap. 
“what kind of person am I? am I a good person? or a bad person? many of ways to judge just a person. everyone will live on, everyone will love, everyone will fade away“ you headbang along to the beat. 
yoongi slides down the wall inch by inch. he wonders if he’ll faint or vomit first.
other people seem to make fun of people like him- people who find solace in idols, in music. that’s partially why he doesn’t like disclosing the fact that he’s a diehard fan of an idol girl group. 
but in hindsight, that’s so stupid. who gives two fucks about his interests? hell, yoongi’s been depressed half his life. and if a group of girls who sing songs and perform make him feel better, what’s so wrong with that?
 jimin’s voice is a little clearer now, and so is yours. you’re singing along to the lyrics- the lyrics that he wrote. the lyrics that he spent hours agonising over, wondering whether his shortcomings and anxiety in his life were worth posting on the internet for his measly following to see. 
wondering if the music he made had any impact at all, if one day he might see his dream come true, to see his music being played in public. wondering if anyone might hear his songs and think that it helped them get over a bad day. just like you have for him. 
yoongi’s sobs wrack through his body, tears flowing freely on his face. he’s crying hard. ugly crying, like a baby throwing a temper tantrum. his cries echo through the room. if he could see himself right now...
well, he doesn’t want to think about it. he’s sure it’s not a pretty view. 
jimin looks over him, smiling proudly. his eyes are glassy, and he tucks yoongi’s head in his chest, putting his arms around him and embracing him. 
yoongi’s shoulders shake. if it was any other day, he would usher jimin out the room. he hates it when people see him being vulnerable. even his own family hasn’t seen him cry that much. 
but right now, he can’t bring himself to do anything but cry. other people may ask why this is such a big deal, why someone emotionally constipated like min yoongi would cry like this for such a small matter. 
this, he doesn’t know how to explain either. 
all he can think about is how much it means to him. that someone he admires so much is now, in turn, saying his music- no, his life- is good. nothing much else. but just knowing that you’ve listened to his work, that you know of his alter ego’s name...
his crying sounds grow larger. 
jimin pets at his hair. “shh,” he murmurs. “it’s okay.” jimin’s voice also grows a little shaky. he tears up, but continues to comfort the crying boy in his arms. “you did it, hyung. it’s okay. you made it. you did it. why are you crying? this is good news! this is so great! i’m proud of you, we’re all so proud of you.” 
yoongi tries to speak; it doesn’t go very well. but when he tries again, he manages to choke something out. 
“i did it.“ he says, before burying his face back into jimin’s hug. the two boys sit on the ground, crying together. an hour passes, then two. 
slowly, yoongi drifts off to bed on the ground, the melody of his own song blended with sound of your voice echoing in his head. 
my ordinary became your special, my special became your ordinary. so what? what if you just brush by? what if you get hurt? sometimes you might get hurt again, sometimes you might shed tears. so what? so what if you live like that? 
~ people by agust d
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Harry sat at the bar and looked at your best friend. "Y/n has been gone a while now, I think I should go check on her. Do you know what door she went out of love? I'd feel much better knowing she was ok."
Even though he and y/n had only just that little private time together in the bathroom he felt something for her something he hasn't felt in a long time. He liked her not just her looks anyone could see she was gorgeous, but Harry enjoyed all their conversations he found he witty,funny and a bit of a smartass. He also really likes the fact that y/n doesn't always try to please him or tell him what she thinks he wants to hear everytime they talked she talked to him like he was Harry,not "Harry Styles" which Harry found comforting. She wasn't after anything in fact he was the one that was trying to make contact with her. He was the one persuing
Harry gets up from the bar and heads towards the door that Jami had showed him that y/n went out of. As he opend the door he hears y/n cry out but then it quickly sounds like it gets muffled. He looks to his right an sees something happening a bit further down where it's much darker. As Harry gets further down the alley he sees y/n pinned up against the brick wall, the ex-boyfriend Jami said was named Ryan with his hand over her mouth and the other around her throat.
Y/n was panicking she had tears streaming down her face. Ryan saying " Oh, what's a matter baby,you aren't tough right now,no police here, no pop star boy toy around seems like your pretty much just a lamb an the big bad wolf is here for his revenge!" Y/n was trying her best to hold in her tears,they weren't just scared tears they were also mad frustrated tears. She beginning to think she was royally fucked, but then. "Get your fucking hands off my girl!" Ryan's head shot left to see who said this and there stood Harry."Pop star boy toy or not Harry was intimidating. At over six foot tall,muscles that made his shirt look form fitting and a intimidating look on his face his eyes piercing through Ryan.
Ryan looked at him trying to hid any intimidation he felt from the tall extremely pissed off looking pop star. "This doesn't concern you pretty boy, my girl and I are having a conversation." "Your girl hmm.." Harry says in return. "Funny I'm pretty sure that your "girl" and I were enjoying our time together you see for the past month she has been my girl, so how again is she your girl, tough guy?" Y/n knew it wasn't the best time to get all starry eyed and love struck,but Harry just said she was his girl for the last month and that made her heart speed up and swell at his words. She keeps trying to tell herself that he is just saying it to go back at Ryan but part of her Hope's to God he really means it.
Harry absolutely meant the words he said, he liked y/n and already knows he's hooked on the pretty little bartender girl. Harry just says "Hmmm, I'm waiting for you to tell me how my girl is yours?" Ryan thinks about it for a minute and he knows he's no match for Harry, see Ryan is actually a pussy that is why he chooses to beat up girls cause he knows he stronger then the girl he is dating, but looking at Harry he knows if he keeps this going he's going to get fucked up. "Ya know what pretty boy you can have her. She is just a little slut so she is all yours." He throws y/n to the hard pavement an star's to walk away. Harry was going to go after him but y/n's cry had him stopping. He instead bent down to his girl, until that moment he didn't realize just how small she was compared to him ,5'5 maybe on a good day, small frame not much weight to her. As harry took her face in his hands to check on her. As her hands came up over his he definitely noticed that her hands were so much smaller then his as she laid them over his. "Baby, are you ok? Are you hurt? Do you need to go to the hospital or the police station." Harry blurted out as fast as he could. He was so concerned looking at her, she looked so scared so little and fragile he knows right then that he wants her with him. He wants to protect her and take care of her, make her his good little girl. The kind that daddies just love to love on an spoil. Harry knows he might be getting ahead of himself as he never had expressed his extreme daddy dom kink to y/n. Although he had a feeling she was perfect little girl material even if she wasn't aware yet. "No, Harry no hospital and no police. Can we.... well would it be ok..." "What are you trying to ask babygirl?" "Could I stay at your place I don't trust he won't come to mine later tonight when he knows I'm alone." Harry smiles down at his little girl. "Moppet you weren't staying at your place even if you yelled and screamed that you want to go back there. You are coming home with me, infact we are stopping by your place grabbing your stuff and you are going to stay with me for the next two weeks at least Y/n smiled up at him falling more for him if she thought that was possible.
Y/n tries to stand but Harry stops her. "Oh no no babygirl." he tuts at her. "I'm going to carry you to my car just wrap your arms around my neck, when we get in the car you will call Jami and inform her of what happened and how you will be out of work for the next two weeks at least and for her to inform your boss, and if he has anything other then ok to say, I'll let him know how you were assaulted while working for him so we will be filing a suit against him If he has any problem with it." Y/n lays her head on Harry's shoulder as they walk to his car.
They arrived back at Harry's after swinging by your place. He helped you get into comfy clothes and made you some tea. He then brought you up to his bed an tucked you in. After he did his nighttime routine he slid in next to you and held you close. Y/n kept whispering thank you's to him that he hushed at you telling you. "Your my babygirl and daddy always takes care of his babygirl. I won't ever let anyone hurt you baby." With that y/n fell asleep with her tummy doing flips and the need to stop the ache between her legs by pushing her thighs together tightly.
The next morning as she woke up she looked over at Harry and she no longer wanted to hold back she needed Harry, she wanted Harry,and the thought of being daddy's goodgirl sent a shiver down her spine. Harry opened his eyes as he felt y/n rubbing up an down his back. "Good morning babygirl." He smiled at her. She swallowed hard and then "Good morning daddy." Harry felt he was instantly hard. He groaned and y/n leaned forward towards Harry's lips. " Want to be your good girl for you today daddy. I want you so bad that I ache. Please tell me you want me as much as i want you daddy." "Fuck little girl, you have no idea how bad daddy wants you, but are you sure your up for that after what happened last night sweetheart.? I want to make sure you are 100% up for what I plan to do to you. "Y/n sighed "I've never been more sure of anything in my life." With that Harry sealed their lips together in what both of them would later admit that it was the most intense passion filled kiss either one had ever had. Harry's hand slides slowly down her back and not stopping as his hands slide over her bottom. He gives a couple soft squeezes and then continues to the end of his t-shirt that she wore to sleep in last night. He inches the shirt up slowly bringing it right to where her back and bottom meets. He continues kissing his girl and then again slowly starts bringing the shirt up over her back to remove it, finally he lifts it over her head. Harry wants to take this slow and wants them both enjoy their first time together and make it special and memorable.
Harry starts gently touching y/ns breasts, he hums so pretty as his head leans down to take your nipple between his lips. "Babygirl, daddy thinks you are the prettiest little girl he's ever seen,I don't think after tonight I will ever get enough of you." Y/n hums in response to Harry's words. " I can't wait to see your pretty pink pussy, I bet you taste sweet like watermelon and I can't wait to find out." Y/n clenches her thighs, Harry words are so filthy but they turn her on more then she would have thought.
Harry slowly works his way down. Kissing down her neck slowly leaving Mark's every where he went. He start down her, kissing her collarbone he gets to her left breast an waste no time he sucks on her nipple hard while he pinches her right nipple between this tumb an forefinger. Y/n moans loudly. "Quiet lil one you weren't given permission to make any noise. Do I have to start all over again?" "No! No! I'll be good I promise daddy."
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Best Part of me - S.S.
Sebastian Stan x Reader
Anon: Hi sunshine <3 can you make Seb and "You're the best part of me" looooove your writing!
Promt: 232 - "You're the best Part of me"
Genre: Angst, Fluff
Word count: 1,689
Warnings: Swearing
@Y/T/N: Your Twitter @-Name
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You've been pacing around the living room of your shared apartment for what felt like hours now, your feet already hurting from the hardwood floor, but you didn't care. Your throat was dry and aching, like someone wrapped a noose around it and pulled it just a little too tight. Your eyes were puffy from crying, your lip chapped and bleeding just the tiniest bit from you chewing on it so much.
Sebastian had left earlier to go to an movie event. You had decided to stay home, not really a fan of the press and crowds of people. And after all, you weren't a famous actor, like about 90% people who would attend this festival. He seemed a little disappointed to not spend the evening with you, but he didn't want to push you to do anything you weren't comfortable with. He never would, one of the many things why you loved him so much.
But now you were there alone, tight grip on your phone in your hand. It showed a Tweet, two pictures attached. They were a little low quality but it was obvious that it was Sebastian with another woman, and they were way too close for your liking. He had his hand on her lower back on both of them. In the first one, he leaned in to say something in her ear, a fond smile plastered her pretty face. In the second picture, he showed her something on his phone, grinning while she was smiling brightly. The Tweet itself said "What is this? Is Sebastian cheating on @Y/T/N?"
Your social media had been blowing up since the pictures leaked, tons of people wondering if you were still together, some defending Sebastian, some saying hateful stuff, like that he "finally found someone better". Ever since you started dating Sebastian about 3 years ago, you knew it wouldn't be easy to have a famous actor as your boyfriend. It brought a lot of difficulties, lots of fights, but you always got over it because in the end, you two loved each other.
But this was a whole new level. He has never cheated on you.
From Time to time you tried to lift yourself up, tried to think it was a big misunderstanding. That the women was just a close friend which he was happy to see. But everytime you looked at the pictures amd read through the comments, the ugly feeling in your stomach came back since you weren't the only one to be convinced that was more than friendly.
You already tried to call and text him a thousand times. He never answered, and it made you furious. Tons of thoughts what he could be doing in that moment were in your mind, causing a mass of emotions to storm inside you. You were jealous, mad, sad, broken, everything. Even taking breaths was hard, your lungs aching from the constant try to not start breaking down again. It was already 2am, he had left 7 hours ago and still wasn't home.
You fell back onto the couch, letting out a heavy sigh as seemingly every muscle in your body ached. You wanted to curl yourself into a ball and just stay like that forever.
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Sebastian knew he was late when he finally left the party. He was tired as shit as he almost fell in the Cab, sinking back into the soft beackseat while he told the driver his address. During the drive he kept looking out the window, a pleased smile on his face. He couldn't wait to be home. You were probably asleep, he thought, so he could just change out of his uncomfortable suit and snuggle up in the bed next to you. His phone died a couple hours ago, and he felt a little disappointed that he couldn't read your typical goodnight text you send whenever he was out late without you. The smile on his face grew at the thought of it. In his eyes, you were the most adorable thing ever.
As Sebastian arrived at your apartment, he thanked and payed the driver before stepping inside. He tried to be as silent as possible as he pushed the key into the lock and turned it. His brows furrowed in confusion when he pushed the door open, the soft light from the living room unusual. "Y/N? Are you still up?" He asked carefully while kicking off his shoes. Maybe you've fallen asleep on the couch. Wouldn't be the first time.
But when he approached the living room, only to find you slumbed over the couch, your eyes puffy and a broken look on your face at his presence, he could almost hear his heart break. He quickly rushed to your side, confused as you jerked away from him. "Darling, what's wrong?"
You felt the tears form once again in your eyes as your chin quivered. "Don't call me that." You croaked, your voice breaking while you tried to avoid his gaze. Sebastian stared at you, even more confused as he just found out that he was the reason for your current state. And he had no idea why. "Come on, talk to me. What's going on?" Wordlessly, you handed him your phone, the tweet with the pictures of him and the women still open. When Sebastian recognized the two people the pictures showed, all colour drained from his face. Realizing you probably believed what the tweet said he turned to you, panicking slightly. "Darling, I swear it's not what it looks like." You scoffed at him, rolling your eyes which were still filled with tears. Your arms were crossed infront of your chest, your body facing away from him, your eyes fixated on your lap while you tried to fight the tears that wanted to escape.
"You have to believe me! I know how this looks but i can explain- I could explain, but-" "But what?!" You snapped, your gaze meeting his. He gulped hard at your now angry state. "I-I can't tell you, I-" "Are you fucking serious, Sebastian?!" You were completely enraged now. Why wouldn't he tell you the reason he wouldn't be cheating on you? Maybe because there wasn't one?
"Either, you give me a goddamn reason why I shouldn't believe you were cheating on me, or you can walk right back out and not come back. Your choice." Your voice was serious, the harsh tone making Sebastian flinch. His jaw clenched, he didn't know what he should do. He hated to say it, but he had to. He didn't want you to force him to leave. "That girl, she's a friend, I promise. I needed her help with something, that's why I showed her something on my phone." You searched for any kind of sign in his features that he was lying. You normally could see right through him, but all you currently saw was worry. So you continued. "Help with what?" He gulped again, his eyes silently pleading you to not ask. But you didn't care. "Tell me or leave. It's easy as that."
Sebastian let out a heavy sigh, his eyes closing. "I didn't want it to go like this, but alright." His eyes opened again, his gace finding yours as he smiled weakly. "I love you, more than anything." You scoffed lightly, which he chose to ignore. "I wanted to get you something. I had two different possibilities, and I asked her which one she thinks is better." Your eyes furrowed in confusion. He took a deep breath, his pleading gaze once again on you. "Do I have to continue?" You just nodded, leaving him to sigh again, his eyes closing. "They were rings." Your eyes widened at his statement, your jaw slack. "I wanted to make this more romantic but well, here we go."
You couldn't proceed what was going on when he stood up, only to get down on one knee infront of you. He gently took your hand in his, a soft smile on his face as tears once again formed in your eyes. "I would never cheat on you, Y/N. I still can't believe you love me for the mess I am. You're the best Part of me. And I want you to stay with me, forever." You were full on weeping right now as a couple of tears even gathered in Sebastians eyes. "I know I don't have a proper ring right now, but I'm still asking you." He took a deep breath, trying to calm his nerves even though his hands were shaking. "Y/N Y/L/N, Will you marry me?" A shiver ran through you as the words fell from his lips. You were speechless, unable to form words as he just stared at you, waiting for an answer. When you felt his thumb gently stroking the back of your hand, you slowly came back to reality. Smiling brightly, you nodded. "Yes. Yes I want to." A relived sigh left Sebastians lips, a grin forming before he stood up, pulling you with him to hug you tightly. You were both crying by now, this time out of pure joy.
You had no idea for how long you just stood like this, arms around each other, crying into the other's shoulder. Sebastian pulled back after a while, smiling down at you with the brightest smile you've ever seen. His hand went to your face, his thumb carefully wiping a couple tears away. "I love you." He whispered, pure honesty im his voice. You smiled up at him. "I love you too. And I'm sorry." He instantly shook his head. "Don't be. If I would've seen a guy that close to you, I probably would've gotten into a car to beat the shit out of him." You both chuckled at that. As his gaze found yours again, he slowly leaned down, covering your lips with his. The kiss was slow and filled with nothing but love, causing butterflies to errupt in your stomach. Sebastian was the love of your life, and you were the lucky one to get to marry him.
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ahh for my dearest zhenya @fapfapfashion lover! heres that bfu post i said id make for you like monnnnnths ago i PROMISE i never forgot! just :(:( life. but anyway this was FUN i love youuuu! disclaimer: im not rly in the fandom this is all stuff i see through like just some friends reblogging stuff every now and again and whenever i go to the tag to find stuff sometimes but ANWAY I HOPE its semi coherent <3<3<3 love YOU.
OKAY I FEEL LIKE i said YEH ILL MAKE YOU A MASTERPOST FUCK YEAH but now im like hmmm making a buzzfeed unsolved masterpost is.......not that much cos its like? all there on their youtube channels like its not like music or stuff where theres yknow albums! singles! unreleased songs! special live performances! music videos! documentaries! band info! like its all over on buzzfeed multiplayer youtube and buzzfeed unsolved network youtube but whatever i can ramble about dumb shit and link some stuff so ayeee.
heres the links to the actual videos:
SUPERNATURAL
+ season one // two // three // four // five
+ supernatural: postmortem
TRUE CRIME
season one // two // three // four
+ true crime: postmortem
all eps in order (including postmortem)
personal favs
a vid that bab @chantillystars linked me and i watch it every time im feelin not fresh so i can smile
someone elses better done video round up master post! op ur incredible
now under the cut cos i realy did ramble :(
okay so THE HOSTS!
RYAN BERGARA (insta//twitter)
the fucking creator and inventer of bfu its his baby and im so proud of him and how far its come <3
when the season finale of the latest supernatural premiered it trended at number 1 over the fucking new lion king trailer and he got emo on twitter and insta about it and i cried a lil bit
fucking loves sports basketball or whatever themeparks popcorn and paddington bear
not scared enough of ghosts to not sleep in a haunted house but is scared enough that he absolutely will scream the whole entire time that he is in said haunted house
first ghost encounter was on the queen mary when he was a teenager. the ghost knocked his toothpaste of the shelf and he freaked. and now he has shat his pants at every bump in the night since. icon!
works his ass for to produce mass amounts of content for us like its fucking insane? all up there are like 9 seasons of bfu plus post-mortems and its only been going since 2014?? plus everything else hes got happening??
rly sweet and funny but like in a frat boi kinda way but like. a frat boi you could trust?
SHANE MADEJ (insta//twitter)
wasnt actually the original cohost!
(BRENT was the orignal host but had to beg out a couple episodes in cos he was juggling too many commitments so which fair!)
ryan and shane were desk partners and longtime buzzfeed pals that ? if i remember correctly? interned together back when they first started?
ryan turned to shane one day and was like ‘yo, wanna cohost this show with me?’ and shane was like 'sure.’ and honestly trying to picture it now without shane?? okay ryan and shane just bounce off each other so well theyre like a dream team. god bless them being desk buddies and work pals.
shanes a freak
does not believe in ghosts spirits orbs and all things that go bump in the night like he seems to genuinely want to but like. science and his big ass brain wont let him.
very smart! can rly work a patterned floral shirt! or plaid! kinda gives a dad vibe in glasses but then he talks and its like okay please never supervise a child!
v into history! so much so that he has his own lil show on buzzfeed aka:
RUINING HISTORY
stars him along with ryan and sara (his beautiful and smart and talented gf who also works at buzzfeed <3) with some other ever changing cohosts
hes also responsible for The Hot Dog Saga aka THE HOTDAGA and i know there are people that adore it but! in their own words! id rather walk into the sea.
ryan, too, hates the hotdaga and i feel like this was? about the hotdaga after shane sung something fuck if i remmebr
RYAN + SHANE
these gifs are from the ?second ep? i saw of them honestly it rly sums up the ryan/shane dynamic i guess
but like. the way ryan looks and laughs whenever shane says something mildly funny? hearteyes mutherfucker
above when i said shanes a freak? yeah.
ryan letting shane live as long as he has? true friendship
whenever theyre at the lil desk in their lil basement talking cases shane just talks shit and ryan just lets him and i fucking love them
the LAST FRAME
oh one time they lucked out with a hotel that had a jacuzzi tub <3
yknow what? this was actually kinda sweet. like yeh bitch
shane madej: nations greatest tragedy.
i can hear this in my head just looking at these gifs and it makes me laugh everytime and thats BAD cos a child fucking died
shanes a freak pt.2
OH SHIT one time in postmortem they joked that brent was coming back and shane was leaving and fuck? they had to actually address that it was a joke fUCK
its not all shittalking and screaming there really is some fond and happy shit too
bfu most recognisable and iconic line.
shanes hottest pick up lines when hes on site
the comments on the video for this ep about this part are fucking hilarious please read when you watch that ep
okay its common knowledge that shanes a demon which ill tlak about in a sec but THIS SCENE RIGHT HERE? ryans the fucking demon. like the way hes just standing there, hands clasped behind his back, giving shane (whos acting like a CHILD) that Look? demon bout to kill the dumbass chillin at a haunted house on halloween. come to collet a soul or 10. magical!
OKAY SO SHANE TALKS SOME BIG GAME IN THE EPS but HIS love for ryan will always melt my heart like HE LOVES and cares about ryan so much and supports buzzfeed unsolved so much and whenever things get dumb on social media shanes ready to call it out and make a post or just like. praise ryan (like he rightfully deserves) and yeah im emo about it anyway hes shane being cute part one and heres shane REALLY FUCKING going all out (!!!!!!!!!!.meme)i LOVE him also being cute part two
‘id walk into the sea.’
shanes a freak pt.3
ryan: “Are ghosts real?” shane: *this dumb face*
NERDS
i laughed for like 10 minutes the first time i watched this part thankyou shane
THEM LAUGHING TILL THEY CRIED ABOUT SOMEONE THAT DIED PLAYING THE PIANO
a real insight to shanes mind
ryan really puts up with this
shane got a bowlcut once just for funsies like okay youre no joba but good job i guess
TROPES/ICONIC MEMES/WAHTEVER:
shanes a demon
+ free real estate.meme
+ the office.meme
+ he aint right
+ JALDSHFK FUCK
+ ryan acknowledging that shane is a demon thankyou
+ like the good thing about having a guest fill in on the few times shanes been away has been ryan always being like okay so the demons not here so lets just acknowledge That
goatsman bridge
+ the video that started all this aka the one you reblogged hehhehe
+ what a fucking JOKE
+ an absolute JOKE
+ bridge owner fuck OFF
+ ksdjhfgjhsdkj.meme
sallie house
+ shane was insufferable this episode i fell in love for real how did ryan LIVE
+ like imagine trying to feel your heart beating while fucking shanes over there doing That
+ rock n roll buckaroo
+ swell has become apart of my daily vocal i hate
bobby mack
+ ‘hey there demons. its me, ya boi.’
+ ‘and frankly i dont believe in you, so i feel like im writing a letter to santa claus right now.’
+ tweet.meme
+ overall a great ep
+ can shane calm the fuck down okay i need ryan to make it out of this SAFELY and ALIVE
father thomas
+ ryans FACE also shane being that annoying sibling to ur parents
+ father thomas really went into this thinking he could help these boys to be fair shane was taking notes. ryan was just? dying inside
+ freak
+ imagine being like a 70 yr old priest hearing some dudes walking into ur congregation and overhearing ‘jesus said chill.’
bigfoot
+ ryan does not rly believe in bigfoot but shane does so like you win some you lose some
+ in the least shippy way possible this epsiode is ultimate soft gays going on a hike
+ like its just such a sweet domestic ep
+ <3
+ just happy babbey
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