@sinshosted 𝑠𝑒𝑛𝑡 : “ I'm trapped and it gets worse with every hour. ”. ——— （ HAZBIN HOTEL ⟋ ACCEPTING ）

COMFORT - how do you do that , exactly ? how much could be said if she had that skill , anyway ? what was there to say ? that it would all be okay , that in the future some sense would be made of the mess currently in ? no , no that would surely only make everything worse . there was no such guarantee , not in this lifetime , nor the next - because that was life , there was no escaping the mass complication of existence &. it's never ending puzzles .

mortals above are vastly misguided - as they often are , but especially the living ones - when preaching that death would be the end , that all their problems would be solved should they open their arms to the black void in front of them - joke or no , it was a shame , how all they crave is peace when the reality of the situation is that no rest would ever come to any of them , a continuous , never ending test to be failed over and over again until by some miraculous accident a single question is answered correctly to make some of the picture come into focus for a split second . coraline hated it , hated how that was how things were - no soul should be forced to merely hope that the next day is better , it was the burden of immortals to carry , not humans .

coraline wasn't dumb enough to relay any of that , instead , all that can be mustered up is lips pressed in a thin line , eyebrows creasing while bright blues narrow towards the girl in sympathy . a glint in eyes that encouraged ava to continue . hopefully , the lent ear would do . because the reality is , they're all trapped , though some cages are just big enough to give the illusion of freedom .

Who’s coming to the cookout?

Quick reminder since apparently it bears reminding in both directions: if bigoted people, closed-minded people overall, or your own internalized insecurities misinterpret a queer person’s message in a way that hurts/endangers you, yeah, it sucks, but it’s not the fault of the queer person in question, nor should it be a reason for them to silence themselves. They’re probably as hurt/pissed as you are that someone misinterpreted and misused their message to do harm.

Of course sadly there’ll still be queer people that actually DO mean harm and dismissal to other queer people – I ain’t speaking for those and it’s not the best way to ensure their and others’ wellbeing imo. I’m just saying – not all people will be like that. That’s what I want to believe. So hopefully let’s not put everyone in the same bag, keep supporting each other, WHILE allowing each other to advocate for our own visibility, without having to self-erase or self-censor to accomodate to what haters might say.

It’ll be tougher this way, maybe, because humans seem to like to draw extreme conclusions very quick, but I don’t believe there’s any better way for us all to be alright and stay alright on the long run.

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(happy eclipse day yesterday🎆🎆🎆)

"this is too raw of a line to come from—" shut up. beauty and meaning is everywhere

healing is when you have an intrusive thought and instead of having a meltdown you go “girl what?? shut up” and move on

ppl who r using poll results as a way to Prove Something about society or come to any conclusion.. i hope you are aware that tumblr users are one of the most biased population groups you could conceivably find. gob bless

I WANNA DRAAWW!! RAHHHGG!! Absolutely swamped with college work, im so tired TT (hence whatever tf this is lmao)

If Flertom had long hair as a child…

My body is a collection of all the parts that came before! 🌱🌱🌱

[Image ID: A drawing of a trans masculine person, nude except for underwear. The figure has top surgery scars, and no head, the bottom of a jaw bone with plants growing from it floating above the neck. There are flowers, mushrooms, and stars surrounding the figure, and a bird flying to the left of the canvas. /. End ID]

Drawing time!

I can’t explain what blue eye samurai makes me feel…….its a typical revenge story, a man sets out on his hero’s journey to kill the four men who have wronged him. A lone ronin, wide brimmed hat and sword in hand, roaming Edo Japan on his vendetta. But he’s not a man. He’s a woman. And how has he been wronged? What’s she getting revenge on?

On the fact that she exists. She wants revenge on the four white men that could possibly have conceived her. Who got her Japanese mother pregnant with a blue-eyed child. And not just any blue-eyed child, but a girl child. How is she possibly supposed to live in the world like that? For the wrong of being conceived, for the wrong of being born, for the wrong of being birthed into a world that will never love or accept her, she will kill her father.

I don’t know what level of convoluted self hate that is. Is she a child of rape? Or a child of a whore? Halfway through I realise what she told herself at the start couldn’t possibly be true - it’s not really for her mother. Her mother wasn’t the root of her vendetta, she wasn’t really doing it for her. When she leaves that farm and leaves the chance to live a simple, legitimate life as a woman, she goes right back to hunting down the men. Those men personally wronged her.

And then there’s so much to be discussed surrounding the way she grew up, because as a boy child and a man she can afford so much more than life has dealt her. Her swordfather who took her in out of the love and care in his heart had no shame in teaching a mixed man his art. The face of a ‘demon’ is fine. But not the identity of a woman. Shh. Don’t say it. Don’t confess. He knows and doesn’t want to hear it.

And because she’s lived that way her entire life for safety and security, she’s so completely alienated from being a woman, perhaps she really is he. But not really by choice. Or is it? The thing she does best is the art of killing, the art of men. Gender is a prison and gender is a performance and she has to choose which to perform. The times cannot reconcile hatred and violence with a woman. So she lives as a man.

So she can get revenge on her father, for revenge on herself.

Saw your post and absolutely adore your art; could you draw any of the lifers with an oh expression?

he's going to follow that man until the ends of the earth isn't he

I can’t contain it anymore guys… I absolutely love uncle sukuna. I am actually obsessed.