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somaticmilk · 1 month
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Behold.. REN MILK FIC PT 2
Here’s the first part if you wanna make it weird ->
Just a FYI - I didn’t remember where I left off before I’m too ashamed to have continuity so SHUT UP AND TAKE IT.
(also originally it was implied that Ren was like drugged with Sildenafil or smth like that at one point but ig I forgot-)
Fic under cut - Soma was not responsible for any of this - I am ashamed - ALSO DONT HAVE A MILK KINK.
Ren woke up with an intense feeling of heat and a growing pain in his crotch. As he looks around, he remembers he is still tied up and completely naked. He noticed his captor was standing on the other side of the barn. Strade watched in awe as his cute little cow was slowly giving up, he went hard just by the idea of his sanity breaking.
"Morgen meine süße Buttermilch, you ready for today?" Strade’s words were like lukewarm beer laced with honey.. Gross.. - Ren cringed at the idea of submitting to his captor like this, even if someone were to find him, how would they take him seriously in this shape? Tied up, cock cage, and covered in dirt - No shit someone would mistake him as livestock.
Strade approached Ren and placed a large metal bit in his mouth. It was cold against his tongue and restricted the airflow from his mouth. Before he knew it the door of his pen was opened and he was being dragged to a different section of the barn. Despite the burning embarrassment of crawling on all fours, the sun on his skin felt nice. His stomach reathed and his joints were still stiff from the stall. With every step he took, he could feel little rocks and pebbles lodged between his fingers and toes, his face burning red with each passing minute.
Ren had never been more humiliated in his life. From being forced to act like a cow, all the verbal teasing, and being forced into a cramped inhumanization stall, it was all too much.
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Once they made it to the milking parlor Ren knew his fate was sealed. The beastkin saw a mirror behind where Strade was standing before and below it was a large metal machine. Strade then removed the chastity cage and gave a brisk hit to his half-hard cock to make sure no dirt on it.
(clean milk guys - clean milk ^3^)
The German then placed a foreign object onto his dick. Ren looked at Strade, who nodded after seeing the realization in Ren's eyes. Now waiting in anticipation, he could probably cum without any sensation, the drugs Strade put him on were strong. At this point, Ren just wanted friction, something, anything.. Strade placed a large, girthy dildo on the machine and set it up. But before turning it on, he turned to Ren's ass.
Ren tried his best to hide his face as if it would take him away from his humiliating situation. He almost believed it until he felt hands grabbing at his backside. Not only did the fondling reignite the fire in his rear, but also the fire in his face. Strade began to place his fingers in, stretching him out with a sloppy and heavy hand. He continued doing this, adding up to 3 fingers until he was satisfied.
“You have such a nice ass, Buttermilch” Strade teased as he continued to grope at the Beastkin’s flesh. “It's so round, soft, and perky!”
“S-Shut up!” Ren yelled back, making a pathetic attempt to intimate him. This only caused Strade to lightly swat at his ass, making Ren yelp. “That’s not the sound cows make, Schatz” he scolded. “Mmmf owfff!!” Even with the gag on, Strade knew that Ren had just told him to fuck off.
Without warning the German farmer then picked up Ren and strapped him down into the machine. The device already attached to his dick finally made sense to him now, it was a pump. Lifting his tail and hooking his throbbing cock into the milking unit, Strade walked to the other side of the parlor and removed his boxers. He then sat down and smiled.
"Aufgeregt, meine Liebe?” Ren felt a spray of lube on his cock and in his ass. In an instant, the dildo began thrusting in and out. It was painful at first. Too painful. The milker began to slide up and down, twisting and turning.
The sensation was a lot at first. There was a lot of friction between his anus and the large dildo as it slid in and out, due to the lack of lube and the sheer size of the thing. Ren didn't know how deep the dildo was but it had to be at least 8 inches. The howl Ren let out was inhuman as he was instantly stretched out and stuffed. The pump jerking him off got even rougher and faster, the feeling of hot pleasure building in his stomach ready to burst.
Ren was practically screaming while his asshole was getting completely ruined. Ren shook his head vehemently, his cock twitching in the pump. Meanwhile, Strade was jacking off to his display.
He picked up a remote and pressed a button. The pump started to engulf and pull away at the tip. His cock was enveloped in a warm comfort that made him feel like a knot tied in his stomach.
His moans were stifled but loud as the speed of the intake of the pump slowly increased and the dildo slammed harder into Ren’s prostate. Although he clenched his jaw around the bit to try and hide them, soft moans came out of Ren’s mouth, exciting Strade all the more.
Ren’s eyes rolled into the back of his head as he was simultaneously filled to the brim and brought to orgasm. He came into the pump and he began to pant, cum spilling out and taken through a tube.
Ren’s vision blurred, his heart beating through his ears before feeling a wet squirt of liquid inside of him. He then realized that the two were connected and his cum was inside of him and being used as lube.
This sudden realization made him fucking nauseous. His vision spotted and he could feel himself gag, although, his boner didn’t give in just yet. Not even within a minute Ren was close again and came into the milker. The seed yet again absorbed and sent into his ass.
Ren shrieked and bawled with an exhibit of extreme pain and shame on his face. Ren had hot tears running down his red cheeks, and his lip quivered slightly. Strade then walked toward the exit of the parlor door before taking a final glance at his cow.
"You look wonderful, Mein Liebling," he said as Strade grabbed the remote and turned everything onto the highest settings. There was a security camera at the ceiling so he knew that his new piece of livestock wouldn’t do anything too feral but he couldn't just keep this showcase all to himself.
The vibrations became more frequent and intense. The pump was taking his cock up and down at an extremely fast pace. It twisted around his sensitive head which began to hurt. He was sent into a state of intense pleasure and overstimulation. He couldn't handle this for longer. The machine never stopped though. The constant abuse made his ass sting like fire. He was cumming less and less each time which meant less and less lubricant.
A while later, Strade entered the parlor again. He instantly turned everything off before walking to Ren and taking the bit off. "How was it?" he asked as he began unbuckling his arms and legs off of the machine.
Ren took a deep breath and ignored the question. While taking off the pump part of the milker, Strade accidentally grazed Ren’s dick. His tip was red, swollen, and extremely irritated. Ren let out a long, exhausted whimper…
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I BE LIKE DUHH DUHHHHH - WHY YOU SOO FINEE
Lmk if you want more idk - #talkingfromtheheart
Soma milk fic pt three ??? 😰😰😰🫶🫶
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ratsoks · 11 months
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If it's no problem, could you do a Villain Deku x reader where reader has Depression and anxiety and gets triggered by loud noises that sound argumentative or like said person is disappointed in them? And they overthink things & think they are a disappointment and they aren't enough and can't do anything right, all that good stuff. They also struggle with remembering to drink water and sometimes skip a meal. The loud noises could just be people yelling at each other or at them. If you could do something like that and it be a fluff that'd be amazing <3
Oh, and of the things that help calm them down is listening to music and they have a very slight shake in there hand and they also appogize A LOT. They also have very shitty memory so, sometimes they forget things and scold themselves for doing so.
Srry if this is all confusing or unspecific. I was just jotting ideas for this down 😅 I hope this made sense and it would be amazing if you could do it, no pressure and you don't have to if you don't want too-
a/n — SORRY IVE DISAPPEARED FOR MONTHS uhh has it been a year........ blinks BHWAHGAH burnout is crrazzyzyy BUT IM ON SUMMER BREAK NOW so hopefully ill be able to write more thumbs up emoji anyways TY FOR REQUESTING ANON!!!!!! i love details pls don't apologize for specifying what u want :) gender — neutral (no pronouns mentioned) warnings — depression, anxiety, mentions of breakdowns, mentions of medications, mentions of forgetting to eat, mentions of yelling
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bro THIS MAN growls barks howls at the moon
he's fucking WHIPPED
he would do anything for you anyways, but????? you crying??????? he just???????? combusts?????
whether you cry a lot or you don't, midoriya is always there to wipe your tears away with gentle gloved hands. a warm drink of your preference would be pressed into your palms, and the man would never pressure you to tell him what was on your mind unless you wanted to SNIFFLES
he himself has never liked loud noises—the loud explosions coming from bakugou's hands has always unnerved him ever since he was four—but it never got to the point where he was triggered by it
in some way, when he first encounters you getting triggered, he feels mildly prepared on what to do, but at the same time, comfort differs for everyone.
he knew what he liked when he got upset, but the same couldn't be said for you
he didn't want to trigger you any further
tldr MY MAN WAS NERVOUS HBWAHAH
if you're not touch-averse during times of distress, he would take your hand in his and gingerly stroke the back of your hand with his gloved thumb
if you don't like touch, he'll hang back and talk to you softly, whispering encouraging words and maybe even humming a gentle song in order to calm you down
when it comes to self-deprecating thoughts, izuku is always there to help you
constant reassurances are made, and izuku vehemently stamps out any sort of thought that nobody likes you
while he doesn't want anyone to like you except for him, he can make some exceptions for his precious angel
depression often makes it hard for you to be able to do anything, such as brushing your teeth, drinking water, or even getting out of bed
izuku is able to coax your sheet-encased form out from the bed and into a warm bath with him, lighting some candles and pouring some bubbles in the water
depression also fucks up your sleep schedule; you either sleep way too much or not at all, but no matter what, izuku makes sure that you don't mess it up too bad
he wakes you up when you've slept for at least seven hours (will occasionally let you sleep for more but too much is bad for u) and will sing/soothe you to sleep when you can't
you feel terrible for keeping him up at night bc like!!!! ur such a nuisance!!!!!! dawg what why would you stay up w me im such a bad person!!!!!!!!!
and he's like >:(((( babe >:(((((( tf do u mean ur a bad person >:((( honey UR GORGEOUS and then he will proceed to pepper u with kisses all over ur face bc he's a great boyfriend :)
he will rob every single bank in japan just to get u a decent pair of headphones and i will stand by this fact until the day that i expire
since listening to music calms you down, headphones are a must in his eyes!!! even if you don't use them a lot, or even at all, deku always likes to be prepared :))) it never hurt anyone :))))))
if meds are prescribed to you, izuku will make sure you take them whenever needed
all in all he's like the best boyfriend ever mwa
he may be a villain but he's not evil!!!!!!! god!!!!!!!! get with the times broski
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osachiyo · 6 months
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ngl im kinda eepy 😞😞 but ill nap soon dw- anhwahs hii :33 hru?? Am back~ (everyday…)
miau
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https://pin.it/XpFG9tX <3
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https://pin.it/7Mz7guN i feel like this is smth nikolai would wear 😞
Anyways uhh.. a few stuff happened..!!!! I prepared breakfast for my dad n he complained that i was taking to long on peeling the eggs.. not my fault they are hard to do so!! Also i spilled boiling hot water on my toes.. ouch. And i trief napping twice but i couldnt so 3rd times the charm 🙏🙏 (i hope.)
Anywahsts ihh thyas ahll!!! How did ur day go? :D i hope you are doing well and i hope the injection on ur arm is healing quickly<3
Have a good day/night!!<3 also remember to take care of yourself!! :D
-💞 anon
hey lovely! glad to see you as always :D
tysm for the pins ! the fyolai ones are so cute :( how do you find these omg (ू˃̣̣̣̣̣̣︿˂̣̣̣̣̣̣ ू) chuuya looks amazing as always 😳 the last one 💀💀 ur so right, he'd totally wear that to jump scare tf out of sigma or smth
tip for peeling eggs, if you didn't know already− you should crack them as usual before rolling them on a hard surface like a table or wtv with slight pressure ! then peel and boom it'll be so easy <3
Sorry that you spilled boiling water on your toes, hon :( I hope you're okay
my day went pretty smoothly :D ty for asking, love ❤
luckily, my arm is fine now! :3 all thanks to your affection fr 👉👈
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siglai · 2 years
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shuffles over
hii so. the uhh cat lookin ghing. the “ᓚᘏᗢ” in your tags n stuff is like, apart of a language, more specifically unified Canadian aboriginal syllabics so like
dont use it as an aesthetic maybe, im not mad if you didnt know or something i just thought that was important. yea
OH i thought that was just a silly little dude SWJSJ ive been thinking abt redoing my tags soon so ill do that now ty anon !!
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tickething · 1 month
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hey these are sick. could i get some black/white shiro fujimoto (blue exorcist) uhh layout things? throw some rosary or crosses in there, thatd be sick. otherwise u have free reign cuz ur stuff looks cool as shit. pls n ty ✌
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sure thing anon , here you go !! so sorry for the delay : ( please let me know if I got something wrong , I'll happily remake them for u!
I'm very glad you like my stuff , it means a lot :)
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bokuroaka · 3 years
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hi! can i ask how u made ur carrd like what are the settings? ty!
omg YES i love carrd making hi anon. if there’s anything specific u want just lmk!! under the cut bc its long... i make most of my carrds on desktop so this is very desktop based.... to all of u who do ur carrds on mobile honestly kudos i cld never
uhm also when i say long like this is v long bc i added a lot of reasoning to my settings n tips that i’ve picked up on making carrds (plus the screenshots) i hope it helps tho ^_^ apologies if u knew most of this stuff tho bc i explained... everything...
some notes before we get in: for colors i usually just base everything off the sidebar image and use a color picking website (i use this one) to get the the html codes for colors. the site i use also generates a palette which i also use! ur free to use anything tho obv. the font i used is “inter” 
1. ok first here are my page settings! i wont include my animation settings now ill leave that to the end.. these r rlly the only settings that i’ve changed so i’ll just post these.
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ok i dont rlly change much except for these two, the position is set to top not center (which is the default) b/c esp w carrds like the one i have now i dont like the header portion moving depending on the height of the container underneath... does that make sense? that’s just super nitpicky of me LOL but if u do end up making the carrd n playing around w the settings u’ll see what i mean
the width is set to 22 bc i like small carrds! play around w this as u see fit, i also change it depending on how it looks like in mobile (im very thorough lol) if ur wondering how u can do that on desktop, its this phone looking icon on this bar on the top right of the screen: (the 6th icon!)
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the next pic is also default settings except my spacing is set to 0. i’ll explain why later! the alignment also doesnt really matter w/ this carrd. u can play around with it tho!
2. this is for the home page!
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first i’ll explain how this is set up: the title box and the box under it (i’ll call it info box) are both containers! here is why i put set the spacing to 0 earlier: if u put 2 containers theres going to be space btwn them and to achieve this kind of look (ig) i just set the page spacing (in the page settings) to 0. however this means that everything is going to be pressed up against each other so i usually just add dividers (which are transparent [color code is #96969600]) i wont post a screenshot bc the settings r default, except for the margins which u can play around with to see what works for u (it’s set to 0.375 for me rn)
here are my settings for the title box 
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most of these r pretty standard except for the padding and border. the reason why i didnt tick the bottom part is bc of the container w all my info underneath. both containers have borders so the bottom & top border of those containers wld just merge n create a thicker border which isnt what i was looking for... anyway.
then i just add a text element & just write my title! idt my settings for that r relevant so i wont add it (the text size is 0.875)
next is the info box! here are my settings: 
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btw this is a container with columns!! those can look p wonky on mobile so make sure to have these settings on so that they wont look awful on mobile!!
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oh also i wont post a screenshot of my text settings (text size is 0.75 + line spacing is 1.25) if ur wondering how i changed colors for some of the text the format is basically just [text]{#color} 
for the image size i set the width size to full (or full column) that depends on u (and how much text u put in the info part) i just prefer how it looks like when the image width is set to full bc that way no part of the image is cut off... really depends on u and what image ur using though so just play around w/ it!!
and in terms of spacing, i have a divider on top of the title box b/c otherwise the whole thing is just too high up for my taste
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ok now to explain the header part and how i got my title/info box to stay “fixed”
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so... im ngl. i dont understand how the header function works (help) so uhh i wont go as into detail here. but what worked for me is adding a header marker (the plus thing on the bar > control > change section break to header marker) right after the info container, then adding a section break (this one is called #wala bc wala here means ‘nothing’ in bisaya lol) and a transparent divider right after it. i hope its visible in the pic... anyway this is the only method i found that makes the carrd work lmao. it rlly doesnt matter what u name the #wala section break bc its not gonna show up so u might as well just use a keysmash
3. the extra info!! (extra, interests, byf)
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this section will b shorter compared to the first two LOL anyway. first i started off w a section break (#usa which means 1 in bisaya hehe), then a transparent divider for spacing, and then a container! theres nothing fancy abt this container it has the exact same settings as the info box above so u can just duplicate that container and change the container type from columns to default.
then just add ur info and ur done!! repeat w whatever extra info u want to add (i only had 3 to add so it looks like this for me)
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4. oh before i forget, these are my animation settings!! (page > the triangle thing)
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u can preview the on load animation by clicking the triangle button on the top right bar, but for the on section change animations u have to save then preview it on ur carrd itself :/ kinda annoying but yeah... i usually never set anything above 0.5 seconds for on section change animations bc im impatient LOL 
these r completely optional tho... i just think animations make the carrd look smoother & more fun!
thats it i think! here are some tips i have
1. this tip is abt how carrds can differ when on mobile! i sometimes fiddle around with the mobile settings to make sure my carrd looks the way i want it to on mobile! bc mobile sometimes fucks up the spacing and it annoys me LOL... example here: 
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u can find these settings if u scroll down a bit on the page settings and switch mobile from auto to manual (like in the screenshot) most of the settings i dont touch except the size setting, i just fiddle around w it and see how my carrd looks in the mobile view until im satisfied
2. this isnt rlly necessary but its smthn neat i picked up! if u check ur section break settings and check hide footer u can get rid off the “( made with carrd )” text on the bottom! i think it just makes the carrd look a bit neater, esp since the page spacing is set to 0 so it might look a little squished under the container...
3. i like to use all elements of my carrd efficiently (ig? heres the engineering major jumping out) and idk if u noticed, but if u click on the title (”it has always been once for me”) or the image (which is... of tbz..) it actually takes u back to the home page ^^ idk i just think small things like that r neat 
thats it for real!! i hope this wasnt too much of a hassle to read or follow through, and if u have any questions dont hesitate to dm me or send me an ask, even if we arent mutuals!! i hope u have fun making this carrd <3
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soopysoap · 3 years
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Uh, I read your post about having an 80's au for the foreigen kids. And since I'm a Foreigen kids stan, can you tell me more about it?
HI. ANON? ILY.
They're really just random n messy ideas and i forget how many there are but i'm throwing them all here
so the whole thing takes place in highschool and mainly surrounds the cockswolds cotswolds (mainly mark but rebecca is usually there too)
most of them are seniors, rebecca's a junior
mark is an unpopular nerd, therefore the main character because it's the 80s. so is rebecca but she's not the main character
uhh everyone else is kinda just there
like there are no side characters all the foreign kids are kinda equal focus- wise but the main one is mark i guess
like the leader of their group idk idk
estella is the stereotypical rich popular girl, but she's also a closeted lesbian they're all closeted tbh so she's trying to hide that from her mom. Her mom, instead of being all 'Blah blah blah brrak hearts to fuel my life' or something she's just obsessed with status and how popular Estella is. She's always pleased when Estella has a boyfriend, but it's not often. Basically Estella is more smiley and happy than she usually is, but she's stil usually indifferent. Smiles either when she's genuinely happy or wants something. Most of the time she's deadpan or rolling her eyes
Gaydamien is the rich popular jock, his ego is huge. His dad (since he cant be the son of satan in this one) is the principal of their school. He usually gets what he wants, no matter what. Instead of "You dare [insert something here] to the Prince of Hell????" its that but with "Damien Thorn???" yknow because of his last name. He's been dating Estella to boost his ego, mainly. Doesn't realize he likes guys yet. Estella and Damien hate each other, but everyone believes they're dating because they're too scared to say otherwise. They complain about each other to each other AND to people in private.
Pip is just- he's less of a nerd but more of a kid that's just. There. He isn't nerdy but he definitely isn't popular. At all. He's just a pushover man idk what to tell you. He's usually being bullied. He has a huge crush on Damien, because he got him out of trouble with some other jock like. Once. Always gets giggly around him, it's funny to watch. Also very passive aggressive @ Estella because she's dating him. They have very few classes together, but whenever they do he's always like "hey :) so hows damien" and she responds with "why would i know" and he's like "because??? youre dating him???" and she looks really confused for a second and then is like "OH- Oh yeah okay uh. I don't know. So." and then she starts complaining about him or something and pip is all ":) why not just break up?"
Pip also hates Christophe
Which, speaking of, Christophe is also an annoying egotistical jock who plays football with Damien. Damien and Christophe are best friends. Christophe and Gregory are dating in secret
Gregory is the stereotypical gay kid. No other way to put this. If Ryan Evans from High School Musical had a superiority complex. He's a theatre kid, and takes pride in tha- OH MY GOD. Rachel??? Maybe he's Rachel Berry from Glee??? it would kind of work idk,, ok uh anyway yeah he's always bullied for being openly gay and it sucks but he took defense classes in Yardale (yes he's still a transfer from Yardale, yes he constantly mentions it) so he's able to hold his own. But Christophe usually steps in to get Gregory out of there and tend to his wounds.
Rebeccaaaaaa she's the unpopular girl, just started school and doesnt know shit about it after being homeschooled almost her whole life. Has a little crush on Estella, but Estella "Doesn't" notice her. (Estella just thinks of her as some pretty girl who isnt worth her time) Rebecca usually keeps to herself, is usually gossiped about. Estella never gets involved, but whenever she'd get asked about it, instead of defending Rebecca she just says "I hardly believe any of the rumors. She was homeschooled, not taught in witchcraft or satanisim. Or whatever else everyone's saying. Everyone should really calm themselves, if they were so worried about what people thought of them when Rebecca started going here then they should get that in order first before ruining Rebecca's social life. God. You all have to grow up." So, not necessarily a defense but also not an insult. Rebecca still finds it sweet.
Mark is a neerrrrrrd 80s main character. Minus the popular love interest and yearning 😩 And also if the main character had a god/superiority complex.. he's bullied the most other than Gregory, mostly by Damien n Christophe. Girls don't like him, guys don't like him, he really only had Pip and Rebecca for a while. Pip because he's overly nice to almost everyone and wanted to befriend Mark immediately. Usually during lunch Mark sits with Pip and Rebecca. Mark has to hear about Damien all the time from Pip though, so that's annoying.
Uh I know that Pocket is TECHNICALLY a foreign kid but idk shit about him and dont really think about him but he's Estella's cousin and often hangs out with her since he doesn't really have a friend group. He's also really good friends with Pip. BUT since this is a horror au he dies off early
After theyre all friends some stuff happens yada yada yada Gaymien realizes he's pan and has a crush on Pip, Estella takes Rebecca out for a makeover , Christophe gets severely injured because this is a horror au as well, Damien and Pip make out at some point-
Estella and Rebecca both know that theyre Lesbians but they refuse to admit that they like each other
Kinda thinking of this as if it was stranger things or something so i definitely want there to be like... a series of bad events. everyone thinks everythings cool and fine and whatever and there are moments where our group kinda just get to chill n' be kids. idk i just want there to be a falling out in the group and then they all realize they need each other or something dumb like that
also for some fun chill moments we can have estella and rebecca walking around holding hands and laughing n' stuff bc they love each other idk idk
and after the falling out when they all join together again estella is the first to see some scary stuff but she was also the first to drop everyone except damien and christophe (because of her mother) and so she blames herself and doesnt think she can go to them and just has to deal with it on her own
eventually she tells damien who immediately tells pip who immediately wants to get the group together again
everyone's (the cockswolds) are reluctant to hang out again because of the way they were just forgotten so easily, but they go anyway. because of the horror stuff. they both are pissed at estella though
at some point estella gets badly hurt and rebecca saves her and starts nursing her back to health
estella: why are you... why are you doing this. dont you hate me?
rebecca: i'm doing it because i actually care for you, idiot.
estella: i care for you i just... couldnt...
rebecca: what? spend time with a lowlife like me?
estella: you know thats not what i meant-
they go on like that for a little while longer until they wind up confessing to each other "Because I love you! Is that so fucking hard to believe?!" Would be rebecca's and Estella's would probably be "I don't hate you! You're my favorite person, and I hated having to stop hanging out with you! I love you, okay?!" it would be :) fun
damien and estella come out to each other first. well- damien doesnt really come out he just tells her how confused he is and they hug it out and estella tells him she's a lesbian and they both talk a little while longer and decide that breaking up would be the best idea
thats all i've really figured out for sure,, i have some more ideas but this is. a lot already so. i'm just gonna stop before i write too much 👉👉 anyway, anon ily ty for this. also sidenote: the horror stuff has to do with weird sacrificial cults. i know i have nothing for that and really only talked about how everything starts and drama instead of the interesting stuff but 🥴 i have no defense i just love my kids ok drama is fun
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springatito-moved · 3 years
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cant wait to watch sad-ists new animatic n not know what the hell is going on bc i only read like half of passerine lmao. its a rly good fic dont get me wrong, i just haaate reading longer fics. like, sorry beloved i cannot read more than 10k words in one sitting <3
anyway yeah im amazed that penismp stuff is still going. i thought it was gonna last a couple hours then disappear like nothing happened but i guess i was wrong lul
also i think ive forgotten how to keysmash? like i keep trying to do it and it never comes out right. guess i'll have to stick to my 'lmfaoooo's
animal fact: uhh. fuck idk heres a video of a panda eating a carrot from scott smajors twitter https://twitter.com/smajor1995/status/1395364543015043073?s=21
- duck facts anon
Honestly same I keep meaning to read it but I just. Forget. But I’ve heard sapnap looks hot in the animatic so who cares abt the plot lol
It’s wild like huh what lads it’s supposed to be a joke let the joke die /lh
TY FOR PANDA EATING CARROT
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blueskittlesart · 5 years
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You should build a church to cleanse thy sins jk lol but I wanna see your house in mc òwó
jhgfdfghj ok ok so this is the outside:
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i have a little campfire and stuff!! to get into that little area you have to cross a bridge i built
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and under that bridge is my farm!!
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the house has 4 rooms, the bedroom (walls are 2 blocks thick bc i wanted a pink wall gfdsdfgh):
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the little crafting room: 
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the “dungeon” with my enchanting table (and i think that’s a blast furnace but i actually cant remember, it’s just there cause it looks cool):
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and the kitchen (which doesnt actually serve a purpose but was really fun to build):
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but uhh yeah!! this is one of my fave houses i’ve built because i didn’t modify the surrounding area at all and just tried to build off of it, which made it come out pretty cool!! ty for letting me talk about it n show u anon lol 
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blackpinkstories · 5 years
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Quidditch
ROSÉ X READER
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Type: One shot
About: Your house, Ravenclaw, are winning against Slytherin until Jennie Kim knocks you off your broom. Luckily, Rosé is there to help.
“Baby! Come on!” Y/N heard Rosé call her from the tunnel. She had just finished tying her laces when she heard her.  “Coming!” Y/N grabbed her room and headed out onto the Quidditch pitch. Today was the game against Slytherin. Y/N was particularly nervous for this game as Slytherin were known for their foul play, and her bitter rival, Jennie Kim, was a very good Beater.  “You look hot in that,” Rosé said. She was also in Ravenclaw, a chaser on your team. Y/N blushed as she walked to her position on the field, not too far away from Rosé. “Isn’t it Hogwarts’ best Seeker? Not for long,” Jennie taunted as the whistle blew. All 14 brooms rose into the air, and Y/N’s eyes immediately started darting around for the snitch. 
The game was slow, and Slytherin was winning 14-9. “Chaeng, to your left,” Y/N warned as she zoomed past, still looking for the snitch. A bludger narrowly missed Rosé’s head. “Thanks babe!” She yelled as she chased down the quaffle. On the pitch, Rosé and Y/N worked very well together, and it was one of the reasons Ravenclaw were the best at Quidditch. 
Y/N saw a glint in the corner of her eye. She turned to see the snitch, fluttering around. She narrowed her eyes and angled her body so she could move as fast as possible. Of course, Jennie Kim noticed and immediately chased Y/N too, sending a bludger at her as often as possible. Her heart rate was slowly rising as she began to close down on the snitch whilst trying to avoid the bludger’s Jennie was still firing at her. Action below them had slowed as everyone in the stands and the players were watching them. Rosé bit her lip anxiously but proudly as she watched her girlfriend fly around skillfully. She gasped when Jennie rode up beside Y/N, clearly saying something to her. The Slytherin seeker was now hot on their tale, adding extra pressure on Y/N as people screamed for her. “Look at your hot girlfriend down there. Wouldn’t it be great if I fucked her?” “Shut up Kim. You touch her and I’ll-” “I bet she’d love it. She looks like a dirty girl,” “I said shut up Jennie. Stop talking about her like that,” Y/N was too distracted in arguing with Jennie that she didn’t realise the snitch was right in front of her, or that she was nearly being knocked off her broom. 
“Quit it Kim,” Y/N snarled as she reached her hand out for the snitch. Jennie, in her frustration at how close Y/N was to winning, pushed Y/N as hard as she could. Y/N flipped off her broom and the stadium screamed in fright. From that height, Y/N would die.
Rosé flew as fast as she could toward Y/N. The wind was whistling in her ears and she could barely keep her eyes open but all she could think of was Y/N. She grabbed her arm to try and pull her onto her broom, but she lost grip and Y/N kept falling.  There was a loud thud when she hit the ground and Rosé was the first to her side. Y/N lay lifelessly as her head was bleeding. Rosé’s teammates were soon surrounding, worried for their best team mate. They were pushed out the way by the matron and nurses to take her straight to the hospital wing. “Wait, there’s something in her hand!” Jisoo yelled. Jennie glared at her teammate.  “It’s the snitch!” Madam Hooch grabbed the snitch from Y/N’s bloody, unconscious hand and raised it in the air. “Ravenclaw win! Jennie Kim, follow me,” Madam Hooch demanded.
Y/N was in the hospital wing, her heart beat steady. Rosé had no lessons due to the match so she stayed by her girlfriend’s side, only leaving to get food from the Great Hall for the both of you. Many people came to visit in the following hours, even members of the Slytherin team who apologized for Jennie’s violent behavior. “Rosé,” Jennie stood in the door, guilt written across her face. Rosé rolled her eyes.  “Uh, I just came to say sorry. And sorry for what I said about you,” Jennie dropped a package and disappeared out the door before Rosé could ask what was said. 
“Chaeyoung?” Y/N murmured. Her fingers moved a little as she applied pressure to Chaeyoung’s hand.  “I’m here! Madam Pomfrey! She’s awake,” Rosé called. Madam Pomfrey appeared round the corner and smiled at Y/N. “How do you feel, Miss Y/L/N?”  “My head hurts,” she commented. Rosé smiled at her, full of love and relief. “Yes, I can expect so. Please take it easy. You’ve been unconscious for 10 hours,”  “10 hours?” Y/N turned to Rosé as Madam Pomfrey disappeared. “Yes, you have no idea how worried I’ve been,” “You should’ve gone and enjoyed your Saturday! I must’ve been so boring,” Y/N made Rosé giggle. “It was okay. Loads of people came and gave you presents and even Jennie came. She apologized,” Rosé handed Y/N the small package Jennie had dropped off. “Really?” Y/N asked, unwrapping the package quickly. She opened the box and the snitch lay, cleaned from Y/N’s dry blood. “Wow, so I caught the snitch then?” “Yep, we won. Y/N, Jennie apologized for what she said about me. What were you guys talking about up there?” “Uhh, she said some bad things. She called you a dirty girl and started talking about fucking you,”  “That’s why you argued?”  “Yeah,” Y/N said sadly. “Hey, look at me,” Rosé held Y/N’s face in her hands. “I don’t care what she says about me. The only person I’m ever going to do any of the stuff she did with is you. I don’t want you getting so distracted again. When you fell out my grip when you fell, I thought my heart stopped. I never want you to get yourself into that situation again. Is that clear?” “You tried to catch me?” “Yes of course, if you fell from that height all the way, you would’ve died. Even Madam Pomfrey said you would’ve, so I’m not exaggerating.” “So you saved my life?” Y/N smirked as Rosé began to blush.  “I guess so,” she mumbled.  Y/N wrapped her arms around Rosé and pulled her closer, sealing her lips in a kiss. The heart monitor began to beep as Y/N’s heart skipped when she kissed Rosé. “Come here,” Y/N shuffled up so Rosé could slide in the bed next to her. Y/N immediately squashed up to her and settled with the warmth from her girlfriend’s body keeping her warm.  “Careful of your back! You hit it pretty hard,” Rosé said, fiddling with Y/N’s fingers. “It’s okay,” Y/N said.
They lay in silence for a while, enjoying the warmth of one another. Y/N could get used to this. The girl of her dreams, the moon shining through the window, and lots of food. If her injuries weren’t so bad, maybe she would be even more happy.  “I love you so much. I can’t believe I’m here with you. I also can’t believe how lucky I am. You are the most beautiful girl I have ever met and you’re here with me! I just am so in love in this moment, I don’t want you to ever leave,” Y/N said. She really was so happy with Rosé, her heart was bursting and her face was hurting from smiling. “I love you too, so much. I think we are both so lucky to be so in love at such a young age. Around you, I feel 100% comfortable and at ease. I feel like I can do anything. I’m so proud of you, especially how good you are at Quidditch.” “Wow, you’re amazing,” Y/N responded simply. 
They stayed awake for another hour before Y/n heard Rosé’s soft sniffles next to her.  “Chaeng? What’s wrong?” “I can’t believe I didn’t catch you. I really thought you were going to die,” Y/N’s heart broke at the sight of Rosé being so upset over something she can’t control. “Baby, listen. It’s okay! You don’t need to stay hung up over it. I’m okay, I’m alive. I know I’m alive because I can feel my heart beating very fast right now. You can’t blame yourself for this. You saved my life, remember babe?” Y/N wiped the tears from Rosé’s cheeks before kissing her firmly. “I don’t want you to cry,” she said. They kissed again, their love mixed with every other emotion they felt.
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bristlepaws · 6 years
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i’Mz RealLy Bad At cHecking ur blog daiLy??? my normal routine was wait a few days so i could binge your blog before i saw the lil post and now i need to step up my game!!:!!/ today was not ok apparently i didn’t do all my homework JAGAKSH i hope u had a great one tho
OH NO I FORGOT TO PUT MY LIL EMOJI UHH HERE IT IS FOR THE ASK BEFORE THIS ONE TAKING ABOUT HOMEWORK N MISSED BLOG CHECKING -🙈
HEY ANON THIS IS CUTE!! ty for checkin back in!!
omg it’s totally okay, no pressure!!! fngflg rip for not doing all ur homework... i feel u tho that student life is. Hard. good luck for gettin stuff done over the weekend!!
i had a good day today!! i ran around doin errands for my fam but it was rly nice outside >:3c so it was good
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amber, quilt <3 :)
amber - share an unpopular opinion that you may have.
im not sure if its unpopular bc ‘no one shares this’ but maybe more ‘no one talks about this’
i think we should normalize being a virgin after college. i think we should normalize not hitting “”“milestones””” like having ur first kiss before/during college. 
i know i write a lot of romance, so maybe its not exactly my place to say, but im so sick of ppl pushing the idea that theres something wrong with you if you havent done these things before or while ur in college. like. for me, its purely because of the “no one likes me like that” shit (+ im fucking traumatized because of that one guy <3), but like
theres ppl who are ace. theres ppl who just dont prioritize relationships. theres ppl who just havent had it happen for them despite wanting it to. like... it feels like ppl forget that you cant have these experiences alone.
anyway. normalize being a virgin or never being kissed when ur a certain age. 
quilt - how do you take your tea (or coffee)?
no thank u :3
skfdhsdfjhds ok im mostly joking (i barely drink tea/coffee rn because its hot as fuck still in georgia and i dont need the caffeine via typically hot beverages, and im not a huge fan of iced teas) but
whatever tea im drinking, i usually have to sweeten it. theres this raspberry tea tht i started drinking (and leaving in the greenroom for Guy I Like(d? its complicated) because i knew he liked it) that i always have to put a little sugar into
uhhh green tea i just. drink as-is. other stuff it just depends but i rly like those dessert teas??? i cant remember the brand but there was a vanilla macaron one i think tht smells super nice
uhh for coffee: i usually dont but theres like. One specific drink at this place in my hometown thts like. sweetened to hell n back and its this oreo-ice cream-coffee blend thing that i used to get in high school but have subsequently stopped bc it was probably going to just be bad for my health lmao
which is why i usually dont drink coffee, bc i cant stand bitter things (im too bitter to enjoy them) and it’d just fuck up my health to add all the sugar n creamer into it so that i could drink it.
ty for the ask anon ily
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selfinsertdio · 7 years
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You and Niles for the domestic ship meme~
oh!! ty anon!! under the cut for length.
Who’s more dominant:in the bedroom? niles, i’m submissive. In daily life, I’m rather commandeering and aggressiveWho’s the cuddler:n iles. he’s more touchy than i am. Who’s the big spoon/little spoon:niles is big. i’d say he’s generally the big spoon cause he prolly likes havin’ his arms around me, and i don’t mind being held like that. wouldn’t mind switchin’ it up every so often though.What’s their favorite non-sexual activity:i like the idea of going for walks at night. (and searching for animal corpses together!! i feel like niles would really have an eye for it, and i could reap the benefits.)Who uses all the hot water:ME i just moved to a place where the hot water runs out so fast, i’m fucking sufferingMost trivial thing they fight over: read a headcanon that niles thought brushing through his hair often is a prissy sort of thing. so i feel like i might harangue him over that.Who does most of the cleaning:i’d guess me, but i make more messes due to projects. you make a mess, you clean it up. both make the mess? work together to clean it up.What has a season pass on their dvr/Who controls the netflix queue: i honestly don’t watch much...? might be on my bank account but we’d have separate netflix profiles if we really needed it.Who calls up the super/landlord when the heat’s not working:  i fucking hate making professional phonecalls with a PASSION but i’m more organized and know what needs to get done. i’d write him a list of things to bring up and he’d make the actual call. TEAMWORK.Who leaves their stuff around:both...both......Who remembers to buy the milk: me.Who remembers anniversaries:  also me, but...my phone, if we’re being honest.Who cooks normally: uhh. good question. i think we’re both probably messes when it comes to food, LMAO. maybe we could learn together.How often do they fight:it’s healthy for couples to fight once in a while...we’d always be playfighting, really. but someth serious would only come up once in a while, i’d hope.What do they do when they’re away from each other: i mean, same things we’d do normally, i’d guess!! i have hobbies n stuff that i work on. i’d guess niles would be absent rather often doing work for Leo. Nicknames for each other: uhh jeez. sort of a t ough one. i’ll just say niles calls me dog-related nicknames here and there for fun lm a oWho is more likely to pay for dinner: we probably take turns!Who steals the covers at night: pro bably me. i feel like niles is the type to get warm and night and sleep naked.What would they get each other for gifts:aaa this is a fun one!! i’d probably make him or get him things that resemble the stars and moon...like a scarf with a star pattern on it, or a bracelet with a moon charm. niles would get me...dead things, lmao. dead things for me to clean and preserve! and maybe little things like sweets here and there. i hate spending money on food.Who kissed who first:probably niles.Who made the first move:see above. (niles.)Who remembers things: me! i’m actually rather forgetful, but it helps my anxiety to be managing things myself.Who started the relationship:i mean, starting a relationship is sort of a mutual thing, ri ght?? i’d like to think niles is the one who asked me out, lmao.Who cusses more: MEWhat would they do if the other one was hurt:cry internally. jkjk. depends on the severity and the kind of “hurt”...I imagine we’d very gingerly take of the one who was hurt, despite insistence that they’re okay.Who is the dirty talker:if you know a single thing about niles you can answer this one yourselfA head canon:I think I’ll just share someth I said to a friend.dio: n iles and i will probably put just about anything in our mouths tb hdio: b ut likeniles would be better at eating Gross Foods whereas i will literally Put Anything In My Mouth
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theboykingofhell · 7 years
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(acting anon from earlier!!) i read ur whole thing and its FILLED with rly good info ty!! im british and im looking to start getting into acting but i always shyed away from it in schools etc cause there's always be a dance side to it and :/ no ty id rather eat nails than dance ever. but im rly interested in the acting techniques n stuff u mentioned and id defo read as many posts abt it as u wanted to write :0 ty for your time!!
OK YEAH now that i actually have time and by that i mean i have no time there’s like three things i’m supposed to be doing rn but i want to stall starting them lmfao I’MMA TALK MORE ABOUT THIS RN
imma be real i cant remember all the things i mentioned in that post i wrote and i cant be bothered to go back and look so IF YOU EVER HAVE A SPECIFIC QUESTION LITERALLY ASK ME ANY TIME
oooooooooooh... yeah.. love... babe.... go to acting schools lol it’s not even JUST the fact that they literally teach you how to act but. you. need to network. god. especially since you ARE british, acting schools are very important because a lot of companies will pretty much hire you based on what school you went to. just the short amount of time i was there made this VERY obvious that it is VERY hard to get picked up by a company if you haven’t gone to school, and getting picked up by a company is how you get consistent theater work for YEEEEEEARS...!!! also, usually a school will give you a rly good chance to network by having some sort of showcase at the end where you can get in contact with a bunch of agents and the more famous the school, the more agents see your work and try and help you out!!!!
and, like... the whole dance bit is just a hurdle you’re gonna have to jump. it’s def rly important to just partipate in the classes, you don’t have to be GOOD but it gives you just that little bit of awareness over your body and your movement that you might not have had before and that’s rly important, especially on the stage!! i felt the same way about singing but, man, the more you work at it, the more mangeable it gets. and you don’t want to have this grudge on you forever because it’ll really limit your work :/
but i mean man you don’t actually have to, there’s no set way to become an actor! if you find work, you have that work, it doesn’t matter how you get there t b h. i just think it helps and the more skills you acquire, the better of a chance you have to get that work...
(i RLY suggest lamda, it’s a hard school get into but it’s one of the best if not the best and also the education is beautiful and ALSO lamda-trained actors get the most consistent work because the uk just nuts all over itself about lamda-trained actors)
BUT YEAH. ACTING TECHNIQUES. GONNA FINALLY ADD A CUT LOL
i’m only gonna talk about these vaguely cuz tbh i’m not as ~studied~ as i should be because i’ve been far too lazy until now to actually sit down and read acting textbooks but HERE’S THE GIST....
stanislavsky is like... pretty much the most well-known most taught acting technique. so many of the other techniques you learn BUILDS on his work. there’s a huge range of shit that he’s got to offer because his and later similar teachings are SO focused on realism (which tbh is a very new thing in acting), but some of the most important is stuff like emotional recall and objective work aaaaand character building by using yourSELF and projecting it onto the character. it’s a very psychological form of acting and it’s... MY BASIS but not actually my fave!
now, a lot of parts of it is very useful. emotional recall, for one, is SUPER nice. it’s a very good way to build that vulnerability up, tear down a lot of walls and explore how to summon emotions up....
my first exercise with stanislavsky, i remember them making us lie down and pretty much meditate, and then you listened as the teacher described a bunch of things: your favorite beach as a child and what it felt like, all these sensory memories about the smells and tastes and sights of the beach. and then it moved on to the night of your first kiss, your first love, and then your first loss. a nice basic range of basic emotions, and then you build on that.
stanislavsky (and stuff like uta hagan who wrote a RLY great book that i havent finished reading yet but it’s a GREAT way to rly build on the technique) rly encourages taking yourself and putting it into the character. SO!!!! if your character is going through their first break-up, summon the feelings and memories of your first break-up and push that into your lines, so on and so forth.
the big criticism with stanislavsky and all the techniques like them is that it COULD be very unhealthy for you... considering it’s all about reliving and reliving old memories. and i agree, i mean, one of my favorite plays and one of my monologues of choice for auditions is from a play where the main character is kidnapped and raped, and i’ve been kidnapped and raped before so i am CONSTANTLY and purposely triggering myself just to perform that monologue well. THAT AIN’T RIGHT! helps tho! 
(stuff like method acting falls under stanislavsky and his successors strasberg and stella adler, so....! you can see why not everyone fucks with it)
MY criticism about stanislavsky, which is why it doesn’t work as much for me, is that it’s very VERY heavily text-based. uhhh THIS IS LONG ALREADY SO SOMEONE SEND AN ASK ABOUT OBJECTIVES AND I’LL EXPLAIN but they want you to do a lot in the moment that makes it very distracting if you don’t have this process pinned down and that’s AGGRAVATING FOR ME ANYWAY
chekov is another technique that’s interesting, again not a fave but VERY helpful. this one builds character more from the outside in, it’s all about like... a lot of very subtle details that you can add to the background to add color to your performances. a lot of it is about atmospheres, attitudes, body language, and how that affects your character and how your character is thinking through the scene. it’s VERY reactionary and very fun because you don’t have to think NEARLY as much. 
pretty much you form... gestures, or moods for your characters, and instead of perfoming an ‘action’ (stanislavsky thingy, i’ll explain that in another post i guess), you’re using this ‘gesture’ to explain yourself. it is far FAR more abstract than stanislavsky, which is a lot more technique and exact, and it’s very vague, which does make it very hard for people. it also doesn’t stress realism like stanislavsky and company does, so it’s not as popular at the moment!
 meisner technique is my second favorite technique and kind of hard to explain because i haven’t rly gotten a comprehensive course in it yet besides a few workshops and activities, but it’s a technique that stresses STRESSES ‘listening’. that’s something you hear a lot as an actor, it’s one of the hardest things to really get but it’s also, truly, the essence of good acting. you can’t be a good actor if you don’t listen, because if you don’t listen, you’re not in the moment, and if you’re not IN the moment, you’re just... reciting lines!!!
it’s so hard to explain so i’mma link a cute video i just found because it shows a lot of variety and also shows the actors messing up a lot and it’s cute omfg
it focuses a lot of repetition (either of the same one line for each person or they’re both doing the same line back and forth) which forces the actor to not think about what’s being said but how it’s being said. you’re stuck in the moment because you KNOW what you’re gonna say, you don’t have to worry about saying anything else, all you gotta worry about is what the other person does and how you’re gonna react to it. if they suddenly start screaming in your face UHH YOU’RE GONNA SCREAM BACK HOW DARE YOU? and it’s automatic and SO natural and that’s why i love it, because you don’t have to THINK through it. you don’t rly think through your life like they make you do in other techniques, so i adore the ability to not have to do that on stage.
however i’ve never gotten far enough in the technique to find out how to apply it to a set script but it might just be about building that openness to just... DO and BE and let whatever happens happens, which is NICE
LAST THING THAT I’LL TALK ABOUT IS FUCKING GROTOWSKI YE  S. ok so a lot of techniques overlap, so by this i’m also talking about lecoq and peter brook’s acting techniques. it’s all physical theatre which is all about the GROTEQUE and like UGH there’s so many fascinating things honestly just google ‘theatre of cruelty’ because it’s FASCINATING
the emphasis is... not rly on realism altho the acting i’ve seen come out of it is the most realistic i’ve seen? it’s rly gritty and about accessing the most... EXTREME of emotions, it’s about rly grasping human nature and twisting it and bringing it on stage. peter brook especially (who has a book called the empty stage or something like that that i got to read) stresses that... theatre shouldn’t be about costumes and sets and whatever, it should be just about the actor, and that you can do a PERFECTLY GOOD show with a completely empty stage, with just the actor in the center.
it also has an emphasis on YANKING the audience into the show and being very interactive and like... nothing’s held back, it should be hard to watch, THEATRE SHOULD BE CATHARTIC AND FUCKED UP AND YES.
so physical theatre involves pulling emotions from the body through your movement. life isn’t just about the mind, after all, your body holds emotions through it, there’s chemicals and hormones and what your body does on its own and against other bodies and just. again, hard to explain so HERE’S SOME COOL VIDS THAT SHOWS DIFFERENT TECHNIQUES AND COMPARES THEM ALL
i lied there’s one more technique i wanna mention: it’s called alba emoting! it, again, builds on the idea that trying to access emotions through the brain is UNHEALTHY AND DANGEROUS and that you can, instead, try and access it through the body! how???? cuz emotions are PHYSICAL. you feel sadness and anger and love and whatnot in your gut and chest and through your head and all through every nerve in your body, right????? so why not try and mimic that for the stage???
it’s SUPER COOL because! what you do with alba emoting is: affix yourself a certain way. it involves certain body postures or positions, certain expressions sometimes... EVERY time it depends upon a different breathing pattern... and all you gotta do is do it. and your body doesn’t know better, it gets tricked into it...!
so, if i were to alba emote fear... it’s hard to describe through text rather than do it but this one might be the clearest one... part of the positioning is to have your hands up in front of you, as if you’re trying to ward someone off or shield yourself. you have your mouth open, you have your eyes stuck to the floor in a submissive sort of way, (there’s more that i cant describe but then) you start to make yourself hyperventilate by taking short, quick breaths through your mouth. after a few seconds of this, your body just starts SHOOTING adrenaline through you because it starts thinking WHOA SOMETHING BAD’S HAPPENING I’M AFRAID?FUCKFUCKFUCK
and that continues until you stop! you can stop at any time and then just go. you get left with a ‘residue’ (which is very chekov in nature in that it ‘colors’ your performance) where you can just act and do the lines and do your actions (stanislavsky) without worrying about needing to push any fear into yourself because it’s THERE, it’s PRESENT and whatever happens in the scene will either alliviate it or make it worse!!!
it’s a BEAUTIFUL way to prepare for a scene right before you go on stage too omg. last semester we were doing julius ceasar, and there was a scene where i had to play a servant who just witnessed a murder and just. go in and beg for my life and the life of my master. so i did the fear emote, and then my friend (playing my master at the moment) decided to talk to me in character and give me the order to throw myself in front of the murderers and LMFAO by the time i ran on there i was like fucking in tears i was so terrified HA
THERE ARE SO MANY MORE TOO IT’S SO FUN YOU JUST GOTTA GO AND SEE WHAT WORKS FOR YOU WHOO!!!!!! HOPE THIS WAS FUN AND HELPFUL YES
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antihiros · 7 years
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When you say 'you'll see' n' all that stuff, are you gonna post smth heavy on this situation?? Bc I'm 100% ready for it at all times and have your notifications ON, u go binch I love
YEAH !! I have some Info™ but its very.. Ugly and i cant say it to the public just yet. Now Dave stuff.. Im compiling a bunch of shit and putting it on a masterpost, so stuff about this situation + More, its gonna be uhh a wild fuckin ride for sure, considering its takin me ages to get all of the Shit, LMAO anon ilusm ty for the support ure the friend everyone needs for discourse tbh
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