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frostbite-the-bat · 1 year

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I'm going back to sleep after this I only wanted to be up for a short while but I saw the notes on my blorbo house notes

I just want to state that no as far as I am aware I am not a system and the blorbo house is purely an imaginary thing that I made up, that just takes place "in my brain". It could've been any setting but when talking with my friend we made it be in my brain specifically because of things like saying a character is like a parasite in your brain or like you're rotating them in your mind... Just imagining how your blorbos would live in a house together, but it's tied to you specifically because they're away from their source in a safe environment with you specifically.... And also it's in my bio as a way to list some of my Blorbos

I am definitely very much so mental illness and let me tell you I am not normal about these characters I can get quite obsessive over these characters when hyperfixated but I feel like I had to make up a thing for them all so they feel like they're always there and aren't upset when I'm focusing on other things

I'm very happy that I made a post that's a hit with system communities but I'm just saying here to people possibly trying to diagnose me - I am not a system as far as I know, I definitely have undiagnosed things but DID/OSSD is not it because... I think I'd know if that was the case

But yeah, again, the blorbo dream house is a purely made up thing and I'm just mentally ill about fictional characters in Another Way

(I think a part of this is the wording of my post, especially when I said "supposedly exists in your brain specifically" I worded it that way because we were just making this up at first and it was kinda funny that like... I was discussing an AU thingy with a friend when the setting is MY brain like the were talking about a fictional place in another person's "mind". Except not really it's just... Made up. It's like saying your brain is empty except for 2 braincells who just slap each other with pillows, personifying 'two braincells')

#Still it's very mentally ill of me bc I'm like. Oh no they're gonna get sad #I need to let people know they're important to ME and ME specifically or else I'll explode #Also they (the characters) may get sad.#I'm focusing on other stuff and not them now but I'm not leaving them behind!! So... To remedy those feelings BOOM MADE UP THING WHERE THEY #ALL LIVE TOGETHER HAPPILY WITHOUT BURDENS OF THEIR CANON #Like for example I know spamton would get jealous especially with his abandonment issues and in the story for blorbo dream house #He does but he's slowly healing and he knows ah well I'm in a safe place now and there's these Other People #And now I'm like yay I'm not abandoning anyone we're all happy #Also it's goofy to talk about how they'd live together and what they do #Considering some... May not like each other.....#If I may Ment Illness here again for example spamton would NOT like Cathal since he's a TV head robot.#And me having 4/5 robot blorbos in there alongside Gary the gadget guy makes stuff interesting too. He builds those and now he's roommates #With some #Like it's all just made up personal comfort because I like being goofy that way fngmjmnhmhmh not system stuff tho

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dameronology · 2 years

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would you write Eddie x reader where he's like, dropping everyone off at night and reader is last, when the kids are gone she takes her bra off because it was definitely hurting her aaaaand Eddie notices that she's got pierced nipples? NO NEED to make it smutty if u don't feel like it, just curious about his reaction? lol thanks <3

lmaooo i love this so much - if you did want to request something smutty, i do have my smut blog, @nevarrhoe, where i am happy to take requests😌

warnings: is mentions of nipple piercings even a warning?? this isn't smutty at all but i'm still gonna put it under the cut lol but really there's no adult content in this

there's always a routine on tuesday nights; you, robin & eddie take all the kids (can you even call them that now?? he's dead sure mike can grow a better beard than him) to the theatre and then drop them back after

it allows you to maintain some kind of normalcy in their lives with everything going on

you always drop them off in the same order: el, mike, dustin, lucas, will, and then obviously max bc she's literally on the same trailer park

her one is a little closer to the entrance so she normally hops out when the van pulls in and then eddie drives further down to his place

on this particular night, you were crashing at his. your parents were hosting some kind of work dinner and you did not want to get involved with that

anyways you're half way out the van before eddie has even parked up

wayne is out, so you're throwing your jacket and shoes off onto the couch as soon as you're in, and not long after it, your bra

because wearing those chest cages for hours fucking hurts. sure they're practical sometimes but this particular one had a stupid piece of wire poking out the whole time you were at the movies and it was basically stabbing you

eddie isn't bothered by it. you're best friends and he literally doesn't care lol he's very much mi casa su casa

it's not until he sees the piercings through your black sabbath shirt that his eyebrows shoot up

"are those new?"

you glanced down

"no, i've had those since i hit puberty-"

"- no, you dumbass, the piercings"

"oh, yeah! i got them a few weeks ago"

honestly his initial reaction is that he thinks you're metal as fuck. he's got tattoos but hell he was always too scared for piercings. and to get them on your nipples?? the thought alone made him pale

(side note: i had mine numbed when i got them done and that was painful enough so even thinking about getting them done w.o the numbing makes me feel ill lol)

eddie also thinks it's really cool. because it's the 80s and everyone is hawkins is low-key uptight so when you just say "do you wanna see em?" he's a little aback but also happy you're close enough and don't think it's that deep

that mental image stays in his head for a while

maybe he has a crush on you

#asks #eddie munson x reader #eddie munson imagine #eddie munson imagines #eddie munson reader insert #stranger things imagines #stranger things imagine

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crimeronan · 10 months

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How do you feel Hunter would react to Luz's inner circle expanding post Raine-Reveal. On one hand Luz is far safer with three of the strongest witches on the isles looking out for her, on the other (in his eyes) he is significantly less useful than three coven heads and may feel his position is threatened.

(about princess/empress luz AU)

man this has me thinking SO MUCH. i've been pondering this for about a half hour while napping

i do think that hunter's biggest feeling - particularly at the beginning - would just be Relief. it's SUCH a relief to have other people who know the truth, and it's a relief to be able to talk to anybody else about his worries when he's worried about luz, and it's a relief to know that if luz manifests a latent curse then hunter has people he can call for help.

but AFTER that. hoo boy

okay so. my main thought is. the thing about luz being crazier than hunter in this AU is, like. like.... that's worked REALLY WELL for them so far. inasmuch as very anxious codependence can.

and the Reason it's worked so well for them is because luz's flavor of crazy enables hunter to mask his own worries/insecurities/fears/insanity.

luz gets scared that she's dragging hunter down by being so anxious and clingy and neurotic and needy. she doesn't necessarily need him to DO anything for her, but she gets anxious when he's not nearby.

i started drafting more of the mindscape oneshot - again, no promises i'll complete it - but there's a moment where darius says in amazement to inner!luz, "you don't even remember he's alive when you can't see him, do you?"

and that's. a whole vibe. like luz knows LOGICALLY that hunter is alive and well when she can't see him, but she has Not yet processed the grief terror pain etc that she went thru. so she is still on edge all the time

this works out well for hunter because he really likes being around luz, and he likes feeling useful, and also 98% of his identity is wrapped up in being useful to luz. like the two of them are making it work as well as they can, and they're Incredibly sweet, but like. it takes a special flavor of mental illness to not only enjoy being in hunter's position but to also Legitimately Want That More Than Anything.

canon hunter's abandonment issues are visible from Space. his relationship with belos is different in this AU, so there's less of the constant "i'm gonna replace you :)" terrorism. but this AU's hunter has absolutely taken all of canon hunter's loyalty and need for approval and desire to be Good & directed it more toward luz.

hunter has already spent a good chunk of time prior to belos's death being So So So Fucking Anxious And Upset over luz abandoning him. but he's mostly rationalized and explained those feelings with (admittedly very rational) worries ABOUT her. like, he's scared that luz is hurt, that means it's not weird to have panic attacks over the concept of her leaving him!!

all of this background is to say.... i don't think that hunter would feel that he's being fully replaced or that he's obsolete. (if AMITY was a factor he almost certainly would, but that's a whole separate post.)

BUT.

i think that he would be Terrified of luz deciding that she doesn't need him anymore.

bc he is just as anxious about her being near him as she is about him being near her. he just doesn't usually have to express that.

and Also i think that he would not understand this feeling at all. or where it comes from. or what he wants. or how to fix it.

at best i think he'd be like "oh, i am possessive and toxic for no reason. this is my curse as a man probably. or something. better repress THAT as much as possible"

as for how this would manifest externally.... i think it depends on the circumstances. i feel like luz would be able to clock that something's wrong before anything really wild or terrible happened.

but i'm REALLY enjoying the thought of like. borderline eclipse lake hunter vibes. except slightly more put-together. hunter is like wow.... it's so cool how luz is talking to people who aren't me and making plans with people who aren't me and getting everything she could ever want from people who aren't me and she's going to forget about me and then my life will be over and i'll have to dig my own grave :) time to overcompensate wildly by trying to be More Useful Than Usual :)

DON'T GET ME WRONG THO i really don't think it would last super long. luz (or darius or raine) would be like hey. hey. hunter. hey hunter. hey, hunter?

what the fuck are you doing.

and the whole thing would unravel pretty quick.

but wow the boy Sure Is Neurotic. for the whole, like, ten minutes before it unravels.

#replies #long post #i havent reread this sorry. i know i'm rambling it's because this also deserves a oneshot #so i'm just telling u all the background and emotional arcs instead.#toh #princess luz au #horrible mindscape trauma pals #hunter toh #luz noceda

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kickassfu · 2 years

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Regarding Eddywow. Bc I just really need to get it off my chest and it's been bothering me all day. So firstly I cannot find a single primary source about this infamous fic posted on 8/30 aka a copy of the fic or even a screenshot of the tags so everything I can find in response to or accusing the fic of is a gd moot point. However, what I can see from previously posted fics are pretty fucking tame kink wise frankly and very clearly tagged not only in tags but in beforehand notes. Thusly I'm led to believe from what small evidence that I can uncover that what occured in the last 24hrs was a witch hunt against this author, who even at this point if they did something wrong, has been harmed completely out of proportion to their supposed crime. It's absurd this is still something that happens in 2022 and greatly distressing how many people are willing to just jump onto the bandwagon of destroying someone without a scrap of first hand evidence. From what I can find the person on Twitter who initially brought up disliking this fic has even backed down from their opinions and stated they harbor no ill will against eddywow (for all the good that does now). On the one hand I hope this doesn't destroy Eddywow's enjoyment of this fandom, but on the other hand if they never step foot in the fandom again I can understand. Verbally berating and threatening someone will never teach anyone anything but fear and contempt and does nothing to address or help real issues.

So I only noticed this when i went to bed at like midnight and didn't reply 'cause i had to wake up at 6am for work and had no brain power to actually write words lol anyway sorry for being late

Feel free to get it off your chest, you're not the only one upset and if it helps it helps! And well I don't need to find any screenshots because I did read the fic, and I did see the tags and the warnings she wrote, so it might be a he said, she said sort of thing but I still know it was there and so do a lot of people (and tbh even if there were no warnings, for the situation to escalate the way it did is fucking stupid and ppl need to quit the internet if they can't behave). But ok that's fair, it's a moot point 'cause you can neither confirm or deny with your own eyes.

But as you point out she has a history of tagging things properly and even giving warnings in the notes, so it'd be fairly strange if she just decided not to do it this time. And *ding ding ding* you said it exactly right, it was a witch hunt taken to the extreme over something fictional. I'll tell you something, I think it got to that point because her writing is popular and maybe some ppl were jealous. Yes there's still the anti mentality and the purity bullshit thrown in there, but it wouldn't have blown up if people didn't love her writing as much as they do.

Either way it's fucking weird how everything went down tbh.

Oh yeah that this shit still happens is mind boggling. But I think it's only gonna get worse not better, because the anti and purity mentality is growing more with time not going down. And people don't seem to realize that harrassing a real person will always be worse than reading or writing something fictional that's fucked up.

Yeah it seems they've talked it out and they're cool with each other now, but it still blew up regardless and reached shitty ppl that blew it out of proportion.

I agree, it sucks that they took something they love from her and pushed her to a point where she needed to step away but it's completely understandable and she deserves all the time in the world to feel better. And if she never feels ready to come back, it'll hurt because i love her and her writing, but again it'll also be understandable. It still sucks that they ruined something good and i honestly hate them for it.

Well they don't wanna teach or be taught. They just think they're right and that all of us are evil, disgusting ppl that deserve to rot in hell and to that I say I'd rather go to hell than be in heaven with you fuckers <3 godspeed motherfuckers.

i'm sorry for the long reply i still have so much to say about this. I'm still so fucking angry. Thanks for the message love <3 hope you're feeling better after saying this!

#stranger things #eddywow #i am so normal about this #she says seething angry and ready to bash some assholes with a fucking chair #ask answered

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creepiefarm · 1 year

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With some music based subcultures like scene and emo, what do you consider to be some core features or values of both? Also, would you happen to know of any accurate resources online to learn more about them?

with emo values and features, i had my good friend @iront33th help me phrase this bc they're way better at putting emo To Words:

"honestly unapologetically emotional, it was always about being open when stuff like mental illness, self harm and absent parents was considered taboo. and it talked about things no one wanted to talk about at the time.

obviously sonically there's a certain sound, like not just any song about anxiety or depression could be considered emo. otherwise ppl like logic could be emo LMAO bc musically it stemmed from post hardcore, so that combo of heavy instrumentals with emotionally heavy lyrics i think rly encapsulate what emo was truly all about.

i think in part the newfound openness about this stuff also made people unapologetic in their appearance as well, there was the basics set by the goth and punk and metal movements so ppl found their personal ways of being "different". and obviously when the big bands in the scene had dyed fringe and studded belts and those rubber hot topic bracelets it carried over to their audiences."

for me as well emo is about being unapologetically emotional, and talking about things no one wants to talk about or acknowledge. emo art and poetry play a big role in it too, as much as the fashion does. (emo is always about the music Most and First, fashion n culture was secondary) probably when you read this you're gonna say "but ppl talk about parental issues all the time?" but we didn't in the early 2000s! and that leads into my next point, i mean this very genuinely and not in a gate-keepy way,

you had to be there. there are posts or videos that do a decent job showcasing or talking about aspects of emo culture, and i do believe it still Exists, i mean i'm emo and i know other emo ppl. but it's changed so much and the, Feeling and Experience just doesn't exist the same as it did back then. i was very young then, but my older brother practically Lived in hot topic so i was exposed to a lot of it, even if i couldn't participate in the culture until i was older. (the change is not all for the worse tho, old emo culture had a lot of issues w fatphobia, lgbtphobia, it could be very exclusionary to poc, etc.)

scene does not, in my opinion, have a core value or message. scene was a subculture of emo, it came from crunk and rave culture. it was mostly about the fashion, looking good and having fun would be the only core meanings. don't get me wrong, i Love scene fashion! but it's like...emo for people who weren't as depressed ig lol? it's hard to even pin down scene music in the way u can with emo.

resources like...look up old hair tutorials or lyric videos. listen to the music that was popular then, there's plenty of accounts dedicated to old pics too. but emo is smth that varied a Lot by region and person and year. it's kinda too broad to say "oh just go read X" or whatever

#i think this could be said about most subcultures from periods of time. but i do feel scene and emo were more heavily reliant on the culture #of the time if that makes sense. the phones. social media just starting. band culture. hot topic. general american social culture...#it's hard to even find bands still putting out actual Emo music :( most of them went pop or smth else SIGH (ilu ptv)#there was a decent post i reblogged about emo culture awhile back. should be under my emo tag. it's not perfect but it's decent #anon #creepie.asks #ask to tag #also to clarify my brother was not emo he was mall goth lol and actively looked down on emos. but i was OBSESSED w emo culture.#i couldn't wait to become a teen and dress emo <3 emo music did get me through my teen years n still keeps me going. means sm 2 me....#ALSO MEDIA. like yea hot topic is bringing back a lot of old emo brands n characters but we don't have emo media on tv like we used to even #everything is so sanitized....

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etherealsign282 · 8 months

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4) self victimization, like the fact that you would call yourself a piece of shit because someone told you that it wasn't okay to only like them/find them to have worth for what they can give and what they can do, and then get mad that they didn't comfort you? AND THEY DIDNT EVEN SAY YOUR DAMN NAME. Guilt by damn association.

And the amount of "idk why nobody likes me" "idk why the world doesn't notice me" "I'm never going to live in the hearts of the entire world like Nathan explosion bc I'm just a small town, otherwise perfect and quirky, misunderstood nobody", like. Pls shut up.

Also the amount of times you said you wanted to d13 as a joke, especially during times of me crying on you or times where it was about your actual abusive behavior, but I did it during a hard conversation where I was *forced* to express that I was upset about getting ignored and I did it to cope with the discomfort, and I get called toxic? Like that's how I was expressing myself and mirroring you and I might've been a little defensive but only bc you were allowed to do it and I wasn't? Fuck you. Don't fucking train me to be like you so you can tolerate me and then get fucking mad that I use your apparently super toxic, manipulation tactics against you in non-funny situations when *YOU* are pissed at *ME*.

And still on the topic of self victimization: how many times did you want to be comforted on being the "bad guy" because you had a problem and I apparently was supposed to bring up that problem for you?? And are we not gonna talk about the classic pretending to want to d13 so you can run a very fake, uwu smear campaign built on being a victim like "oh idk why this person would hurt me so bad by leaving, that I would pretend to attempt to hurt myself, just enough to have to be admitted? Uwu" like every abuser does. Not to mention whining about betrayal and heartbreak after we broke up like you know ANYTHING ABOUT THAT. At least you had real love, and real effort, and real chances. What did I get? "Oh they're depressed and don't seem to enjoy talking to me bc I put in zero effort to change bc I excuse it with bpd, and I see them venting their frustrations to someone else after I snoop like the controlling, obsessive, abusive person that I am, so I'm gonna say I hate them and their art is bad and they're annoying and burdensome on video games and they're my least favorite person right now and ignore them on purpose to hurt them bc that's the same thing, and then tell them to bottle up their feelings and give me all the attention to win back any of my affection so im not as resentful. Bc I can only love what they give me, not who they actually are". You don't know shit about betrayal or heartbreak if that's what you think it is.

And yes, constantly bringing up your astrology and your bpd when you do non-bpd things (bc mental illnesses don't make you abusive) is acting like a victim. Also for the record, all the things you blamed your parents for in terms of your trauma? The things that "caused you to have bpd", that you have equally also admitted were exaggerated anyway bc you just wanted an excuse to be fucked in the head? They don't cover your fucking really REALLY concerning tendencies as a literal child BEFORE those things happened. Didn't you admit to using manipulative charm as a child? Uh huh, and lacking remorse and emotion as a kid, mhm... and maliciously enjoying other's pain? And lacked emotion when your dog died? Hmmm. Yeah none of that screams concerning behavior at all. But it's not the first time you would've lied to look cool, so. Take what you want out of that. 🤷

5). I can't really elaborate on the denial bc I mean, that's just what it was. Everything I just said and everything I've said in 2020/2021 NEVER was how I said it. It was always "it's different bc I said so". "Actually I was upset bc of this, therefore actually what I did was a reaction so it wasn't abusive at all". Lemme tell you something missy. Being annoyed with how much someone talks doesn't warrant you to actually START ABUSING THEM, neglecting them, ignoring them, dismissing them, interrupting, mocking, etc, then calling it a "reaction". Me no longer being interested in talking bc not talking = you actually not abusing me, was the reaction.

And everything else you denied was a thing because you "felt" it wasn't, THIS IS WHY WE SHOULDNT GO WITH THE "ALL FEELINGS ARE VALID" TROPE FOR THINGS THAT ARENT ACTUALLY FEELINGS. You can't just "feel" like you weren't abusive because you generally like being around us (due to codependency), you were ACTUALLY ABUSIVE. You were mean. You were hateful, disrespectful, cruel. You cannot "feel" your actions away.

6) I said what I said about the abusive thing about being suicidal only when you want something. Case in point suddenly falling in love with yourself, your body, your grotesque and fake personality, your shattered remnants of your fake, disappointing life, etc, because you could no longer guilt trip me or J to feel sorry for you. I couldn't imagine hating myself for years and wanting to d13 bc of some mysterious powerful entity destroying my ability to be the world's main character and "only" giving me a loving support system with an infinitely patient bf, and then saying I love myself when someone says "actually it's because you're a hateful POS and also you're a rxpist" after getting that stripped away and having to move into a dead-end place with a family member i wanted to k1ll. It's clear you only mention suicide or have a super edgy persona when it's time for you to milk something out of it, and some bum ass old man can't give that to ya which is why you'd prefer the overtly fake and uwu persona now.

7) THIS is the golden one that I feel like you probably got to milk the most behind my back bc it sounds the most dismissive. So let me give some examples to clear it up.

Manipulation by making people feel bad for issues you caused, examples: blaming people for YOU not knowing what you wanted and us not being able to figure it out for you, such as if you actually wanted physical affection or not, or to be bugged or not for answers while you stonewalled. Or when you admitted that you like to be dramatic on purpose and usually say that something happens all the time when you actually mean it happens once, and yet *I* had to deal with that instead of you learning to not exaggerate as an excuse to be mad at me and act like I don't put in effort. I know for a fact I already have this screenshot without having to search for it.

Issues that you made up in your head, example: being competitive and deciding to project that onto me and take everything I said about my mental illness as competition, and then bullying me for "stealing the spotlight". Or: claiming to be the bad guy therefore we must be heartless assholes because we made you feel that way, when you felt like the bad guy because you were literally mad at us for nonsensical shit like having depression or talking too much and you were feeling insecure that they weren't as justified out loud as they were in your head?

Or how about being passive aggressive and then acting like I didn't care about you because I copied your passive aggressiveness as a form of reactive abuse? And all the times you admitted you felt resentful for having to apologize (bc you didn't actually mean it) and got mad that we didn't apologize to YOU for expecting an apology for being ABUSED? And always bringing up "well in 2017". Or the time you whole ass tried to justify your apathetic, neglectful behavior "well I was crying while you were half asleep and not looking up at me so I'm actually neglected and the victim" when I've stared you right in the face and cried over your physical abuse and you literally looked away in embarrassment and I STILL haven't gotten an apology over it, and that was BEFORE your crocodile tears looking ass.

Oh, which that physical abuse was brought on by me giving you physical affection because you PULLED IT OUT OF YOUR ASS as a reason to be mad at me and dismiss my "pls don't ignore me on purpose" plea, bc I "didnt touch you enough", then proceeded to get hostile with me when I took it seriously and gave you physical affection at an unconventional time where you couldn't fake your compassion. Then blamed ME bc you said "I just need to ask", when you hated being questioned on that shit and bullied TF out of me for constantly asking for the validation bc I should just "listen to you the first time" even tho you were constantly changing your mind??? So that's what I mean by manipulating the situation.

(the screenshot I mentioned)

#ex abuser chronicles

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milo-is-rambling · 1 year

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I think part of the reason I over exaggerate my place in other peoples lives is because i see everyone around me as a specific aesthetic/vibe and I start to make subconscious assumptions about the way you "should" act based on the clues I have put together from what I've been told about you and where I've filled in the gaps of things you probably do but that causes me to mix up the real things like feelings and attraction because I either end up loving this idea I've created of who you are with all these added fake pros and cons or I end up becoming obsessed with you because im trying so hard to keep things clear as to what is real or not and then you end up being weirded out anyways. It's so hard to form real relationships with people because in the beginning of a friendship I can usually make you a Pinterest board and a playlist and concoct a bunch of things that equal you in my brain so I know what to send you memes of or see things that remind me of you constantly and that's so fun when you're first talking to me and either we grow close enough that me doing that actively keeps us in contact bc we always have something to talk about or our friendship falls apart and I'm left with all these pictures songs and subjects that remind me of you and hurt every time I see them and it's such a shitty feelings because all of my friendships end becuase i care too much and can't give people space to breathe. I just hate hate hate hate hate being uncertain of my place in peoples lives it's absolutely soul crushing to me I'd rather have someone have the balls to tell their real thoughts and feelings about me even if it hurts than have someone ghost me and play pretend and slowly creep away from me like they're afraid of me when I try so fucking hard to make a full safe environment for someone but that loops back to my crazy finding your specific aesthetic thing cause that can be overwhelming and scary but I usually ask first and I definitely offer to show someone their Pinterest board or playlist and every person I've shown has been excited to see their aesthetic and see how accurate it is and it's been positive but then people end up leaving anyways and it just fucks with my brain and I know I have so many issues but like fuck man I have so much fucking admiration for everyone I've ever been friends with even if I'm fucking bitter about how things ended and that they couldn't just be straight up with me (and bitter that my last few friendships ended with me saying "look man are we friends or not I need a straight answer cause I'm not gonna keep putting effort into being your friend if you don't want me to be your friend anymore") I still admire them so much but do I admire them as a person (who was shitty to me in real life) or do I admire them as this idealized person I created in my brain (even the idealized person has flaws tho. Like even in my brain they appear human and normal and flawed and I still love them and want them regardless and it's almost like I prepare myself to be hurt in certain ways and then they always find new ways to hurt me I haven't thought of yet) it's almost like I'm willing to look past the shitty ways you treated me in real life because at least I have this fake version and it's cool to talk to someone the fake version was made for and then it's like I'd rather keep this perfect version in my brain where everything's predictable and people dont randomly change their mind or act nice and then change and act horrible and like feelings dont get hurt in my brain that only ever happens in real life and I dont like it I'm very tired of it I just want everyone to do what I think constantly like I'm playing Barbie's as a child. Everyone should behave the way people should and stop being mean to everyone else always and if you are mean you should do it in a good way that only my brain decided was the good way.

oh I am mentally ill god damn I wrote a lot more than I meant to I'm sorry man I'm high and brain rambly doing self therapy. I think playing the sims so much has made me crave being a sim more than anything ever cause I just fucking want hygiene and hunger and sleep bars so so so bad tell me when I have to shower and eat and sleep I cannot keep track of these things my brain does not have these alarms on it's own I have to remember to do all the things it's the worst. But I also want the plus and minus people bars over my head. Show up and tell me if I'm succeeding or failing this human Interaction and let me find the button I have to press to do the thing to make you like me. Tell joke about vampires? Will that make you like me? How many times can I press it before we become good friends or best friends? Can I click the tell funny story button until you like me? Please please please please please someone find me worthy of being a person I'm so tired of fighting the neurotypical world I just want to sleep and play the sims and smoke and play the sims and eat and smoke and sleep and play the sims and listen to music and have magic levitating +/- people points over every conversation I have ever

#I've never written so much that it made me make a new paragraph #sorry to anyone who reads this I didn't even reread it and I'm not going to it is purely brain vom

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coulson-is-an-avenger · 5 years

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and i oop-

#no offense but the intensity with which my parents don’t want me to see myself represented is ASTOUNDING #they practically yelled at me when i got excited that robin was wearing an ace ring #like?? she's not ace and I know that bc this is the 80s and they didn't have ace rings back then #but it's still important to me #and with good omens oh man they don't want to HEAR about how it's important to me #they can tolerate me liking the jokes but they get like?? offended?? when I talk about the characters seeming neurodivergent??#they are SO full of disdain and anger when it comes to characters that i see my own mental illness in #like i keep getting excited abt joyce and crowley and I turn and there's just. disgust in their eyes???#in WHAT WORLD is it so horrible for your daughter to be inspired by characters she sees in film. in WHAT WORLD #and it even happens sometimes with women?? like my parents are p feminist but??? if I'm relating Too Much it's??? 'bad'?????#and god FORBID I even LOOK at a character who MIGHT be a wlw #they're the most disgusted by asexuality but the disdain for wlw is very close #it's weird though because they'll be at least tolerant and occasionally respectful towards me and others irl #but the second it's presented in fiction? the second /I/ see it on a screen? bam. no ma'am #what is UP with that #im probably gonna delete this ive just been thinking about it a lot lately and I want to get it off my chest hsdkfdkfh #OH ONE MORE THING: ABUSE VICTIMS. THEY GET FIDGETY WHEN I SEE MYSELF IN SURVIVORS OF ABUSE #LIKE REY FROM SW OR BLAKE FROM RWBY #THEY GET /SO UNCOMFORTABLE/ when i mention adam dying causfkhkldgnldnkf #???????????????????????????? ABUSE IS BAD????????????? WHY ARE YALL TRYING TO DEFEND?????????#OKAY I GUESS HSHKDLKLDFD #man I am so excited for school to start again so i can Get te Fuque Out #anna rants #delete later #btw I'm okay I promise I just had to like.. get this out you know? hskdlfndklfn

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lovely-echoo · 3 years

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Sleepy Bois Inc x FranBow!Reader

In-game AU

Part 2/? PT.1

Plantonic!SBI x Young!Reader

(10/11 years old)

Headcanons

Genderneutral reader (they/them) 💜

INFO; If you haven't played or seen game play of Fran Bow then you can skip this if you'd like. If you don't care then go ahead.

Summary; Basically if you've seen/played the game you should know how this goes, you take place of Fran. So you go/went through the same things she did and you still have Mr. Midnight. This takes place while Fran is still in the mental hospital and then got teleported near the SBI.

If I get any info wrong, I'm sorry! I rewatched Markiplier's game play so it shouldn't be way off.

P.s not everything is described the same.

(^ art by sunquids on twt)

CW/TW: mentions/includes of cussing, food/not eating properly, screaming, murder, death threats(?)

First Impressions

Philza

Was terrified honestly-

Thought you were dead at first

Mans was just walking around with his son when he heard a thud

Was 1000% not expecting a kid and a cat

Even worse when he tried to get closer the cat got defensive and swatted it’s claws at him

And when you woke up-

Oh boy-

You barely acknowledged him and picked up the cat

Which btw, the damn cat changed so quickly- it perked up and was all happy and shit

The sudden anger to happiness gave him whiplash the poor guy

Then when you started crying which that scared him to

But either way he wanted to help you

Blame the father instincts ig-

He saw the way you looked thinner and not in the way as in ‘I was born with a fast metabolism/naturally like that’ but in the way of ‘I haven’t gotten proper food in a while’

(Btw if you are a plus-sized reader, the same goes for you. I don’t want to specify anything, especially body types. But he could tell you haven’t eaten actual food :) bc we all know that asylum food is shit)

He also saw the way you lowkey gaped at his wings but shh-

^ Lowkey feels prideful about it but you didn't hear it from me-

He really tried to approach you as calmly as possible to not scare you

Can I also mention that when he saw how dull your eyes were he felt his heart shatter

He also physically winced when he heard you speak for the first time

Honestly got lost in thought with a bunch of concerns, worries and shit

Final Thoughts;

Thinks you're absolutely adorable

Wants to punt whoever left you here

Lowkey scared of your cat

Technoblade

At first did not care

Like at all

Also thought you were dead at first

Still didn’t care

But the more he examined you when you first met

There’s something about you that kinda…

Clicked?

Idk

But yeah

Was ticked off when you talked back but also impressed

Like he’s Technoblade, The Blood God.

Usually whenever he makes eye contact with people- especially kids

They cower, scream, panic and ect.

But you didn’t waver

But either way, he’s still very skeptical.

Will absolutely stay on guard with you around

Unless you don’t give him reason to

If the some of the voices are right

He will dropkick murder you

So just keep quiet about it for now, okay?

He actually kinda finds you interesting

He doesn’t know why, he just does

Maybe it’s your mannerisms but eh

Just watch yourself around him

He’s so stiff and stern around you to the point that you think you won’t wake up the next morning

Final Thoughts;

Still really iffy about you

Get's the most ill vibe from you

Wants the voices to stfu about how 'cute' you were

TommyInnit

Ima be completely honest with you-

He screamed.

Like as soon as he made eye contact with your bloodshot eyes

He just full on screamed

You don’t know what you did to scare the poor teen

But I guess you’ll never know

And ima be honest with you again

He doesn’t either.

Maybe it was the way your eyes bore into his when he first saw you

Lowkey thought you were half dead or a zombie or some shit

You just looked so…

Dead…?

You kinda looked like a doll to him

He’s not a fan of dolls

Will he apologize for screaming the first time ya’ll met?

Because that is lowkey rude to do-

Yes but actually no-

He feels bad but he’s got to much of a stick up his ass to apologize directly

But he’ll make it up to you one day

I hope-

But other than that

He’s happy to not be the youngest one around tho

Final Thoughts;

Still thinks you look like a creepy doll

Gets this vibe from you but can’t put his finger on it

Lowkey wants to take you out on an adventure and maybe introduce you to Tubbo

Wilbur;

He was actually in his room chilling

Practising his guitar for a new song he wrote

He was vibing

Then he heard a scream

Thought a cat or smt was being murdered

So he rushed downstairs expecting a dead animal or shit

Turns out it was just his younger brother

Was gonna scold him but he saw you and your cat

That btw, you were holding him in such a cute way and looked at him with these doe eyes

Mentally, emotionally and physically awed

Your farming his aw’s hold on a sec-

He’s in love omg-

Please he’s already thinking about doing sibling shit with you

He knows his dad will adopt you even if he said ‘They're staying here for a while before they go back home.'

Wil knows that’s a lie and you’ll be staying here for a lot longer

With your consent ofc

Either way finds you adorable, smol and just

You’re baby

To him, you’re baby

Final Thoughts;

You're baby

Wonders if you like music

But also gets a weird vibe from you

Bonus;

The Voices

Oh boy-

So many different opinions

Some want you dead

Some want to hug you

Some want your cat

Some hate your cat

It’s all a mess

But let’s focus on the positive ones-

A lot of them are still chanting ‘protecc tiny bean’

Some are talking about you, others the cat

‘protecc tiny beans’

Is now what they decided to chant

They love you bby dw

Even the harsher ones, they love you

They just don’t show it

For the ones who really want you dead and shit

They’ll warm up

At least I hope so

But they don’t get the chance to say more mean shit like wanting you dead

Because those voices are getting attacked by your fans

Yes, your fans

They’ve nominated themselves as your fans

Yes, they do fight for who’s the number one fan

Final Thoughts;

If Philza likes you then they do (for the most part-)

Protecc tiny beans?

Protecc tiny beans.

Feel free to submit suggestions for this series! Could just be headcanons, reactions to ___, or anything!

Taglist;

Lmk if you want to be added!

#mcyt x reader #mcyt #platonic x reader #philza x reader #technoblade x reader #tommyinnit x reader #wilbur x reader #mr. midnight #sleepy bois inc headcanons #sbi x reader #sleepy bois inc x reader #fluff #mcyt fluff #cat #fran bow #franbow!reader

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lovethisletters · 3 years

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Poly MC! hc for the: Demon Brothers!

This is my first time writing anything about poly relationships! So I'm a bit nervous! I took the time to do a bit of research about the subject...however I still have a lot to learn; if you find anything that might be offensive please let me know! Just know I didn't do it with any ill intentions and I'll make sure to correct my mistakes!

Also I didn't knew if you refered to a poly MC who is in a relationship with all of the brothers or how each individual brother would react to MC coming out as poly to them and later starting a poly relationship and how they behave in said relationship...so I did the latter bc I found it to be a bit more easy to write and the first option would have been way too long and I was worried it might come off as boring because of it :c (but maybe I'll try to edit it and then upload it...some day...idk)

so...here it is!

Keys: MC = your main character name

Summary: MC comes out as poly to the Demon Brothers and how they behave in a poly relationship!

Additional notes: MC is gender neutral!

TW: small mentions or implications of jealous/possessive behavior (they're very minimal, but still...just in case)

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Lucifer

Lucifer is probably the one you're the most nervous to talk to.

But when you finally find the courage to do so it goes...to put it mildly, a bit... weird.

He stares blankly at you like you just said to him that water is a liquid or something, he's not very...responsive.

His reaction might come off as rude, considering you spend all this time trying to figure out the "best" way to come out and talk about the possibility of starting a poly relationship.

But the reason why he's not talking much is because he's trying to avoid saying anything he might regret later, you see... he's trying to process his own feelings towards the matter.

Lucifer is someone who has lived for a long, looooooong time, so it's more likely than not that he's already experienced being in a poly relationship.

thing is...such relationship was more experimentation rather than something serious.

And now he has you...someone for who he'll be willing to die for...

He won't say it but deep down he feels like his pride has been bruised.

He just doesn't want to "share" you, you're his and his alone!

But when he looks up at you, and see just how nervous you are, waiting patiently for any kind of reaction from him.

He realizes he's thinking of you as an object and not a person and mentally kicks himself in the face for it.

Lucifer reaches for your hand and offers you a small smile.

After a long conversation where you two express your own desires and worries, you two agree and decide to give it a try.

At first... I'm not gonna lie...it would be quite... difficult...

The man is possessive and struggles to see you giving any kind of affection to any of his brothers.

However I think he genuinely wants this to work, he wants to see you happy and knows that just because you also love his brothers doesn't mean you love him any less.

So he'll sit down and talk to you whenever he feels jealous, he knows communication is key and it honestly makes him feel a bit better.

With time Lucifer comes to accept it; He loves you and he loves his brothers and it makes him happy that they all can share such bond with you.

Mammon

I think he's the one who'll have a harder time adapting to a poly relationship.

I'll even go as far to say Lucifer's jealousy pales in comparison to Mammon's and I think this is due to his low self-esteem.

He won't accept it but he's jealous af when he sees you "getting cozy" with any of his brothers.

He'll even interrupt the moment by placing himself in the middle of whoever you were getting close to or think about some lame excuse to take you away.

This makes things more difficult and tense for everyone, so if Mammon continues his shenanigans expect a LOT more arguing from the brothers...(yes...more than normal...)

You'll have to sit him down and talk to him about his insecurities.

The first times he won't be very open with you, I think he might even get a bit angry if you even imply he's jealous and act all offended and walk out of the room.

Surprisingly the one who makes him understand how toxic he's being and how much this affects you is Asmo!

He'll have a serious talk with him, and just the fact of seeing his often bubbly and cheerful young bro being all serious is enough for Mammon to realize that what he's been doing and how he's been acting hurts you and his brothers.

He'll apologize...the Mammon way...

But ultimately he now makes an effort to respect whenever you're close to one of his brothers.

Just like Lucifer. Mammon will come to accept you love him and his brothers all the same.

He'll sometimes even suggest places you all can go together for a date.

Please, be patient with the avatar of greed with time he will come to accept that love exist in more than one way or form.

Leviathan

Surprisingly, unlike his older brothers, your favorite shut-in-otaku has an easier time adapting to a poly relationship.

Easier, however does not mean problems are inexistent...

He has a low self-esteem and sometimes might get the feeling that you're ""picking favorites""

However he won't tell you anything about it, and he'll just try to pretend like nothing is wrong.

Fortunately for you, Levi is quite easy to read so you immediately notice whenever he's feeling sad.

But all you have to do is have a little gaming session with him, and as the two of you "game" the night away he'll eventually open up to you about whatever is bothering him.

All it takes is a little reassurance and saying "I love you" to the avatar of envy from time to time and he'll be all good with you showing affection to the rest of his brothers.

Satan

Uhhhh...this is a tricky one...

You see...Satan is probably the second brother you came out to and perhaps you didn't even realized that you did because it just happened so natural.

The two of you were talking and it just slipped out of your mouth and he was like "hahaha, right?" And continued the conversation as normal.

He genuinely doesn't care, (don't get me wrong I don't mean that in a bad way) but all he knows is that he loves you and he wants you to be happy, and if expanding the love that the two of you have to his brothers makes you happy, then so be it!

However... remember I said this was tricky?

Satan has no issue with you being affectionate with his brothers...all of them except for Lucifer...

When he sees you getting close to Lucifer he won't say anything, he won't make a scene or a passive-agressive remark, he'll just excuse himself and exit the room. (Neither he will confront you about it later when the two of you are alone)He won't say anything at all; he'll just stay silent and pretend like nothing is wrong.

However you'll be able to notice Satan's true feelings whenever Lucifer has a small present or gesture with you.

Oh? Lucifer gifted you a $300,000 coat? Well, Satan will give you another coat but this one is $600,000.

Lucifer treated you to dinner at ristorante six? Well, darling... guess what? Satan will reserve the entire building just for you!

At some point he will notice how bad this makes you feel, since he's turning a relationship into a competition and that's no good...

He'll eventually take a step back and realize how childish he's being, how his behavior hurts your feelings and might have even made you feel guilty or responsible for his beef with his older brother.

Before you even decide to talk to him about it, he already knows what you're trying to say, so he'll be the one to sit you down and apologize for his wrongdoings.

You're someone who he values dearly and all that he wants is for you to be happy, so he'll be willing to make the effort to get along or at least be a little more tolerant of Lucifer.

There might be times where they still fight and stop talking to each other for long periods of time, but the two of them will take the time to let you know that this has nothing to do with you and that there's no reason for you tu feel guilty.

Because if there's something in wich both, the avatar of pride and wrath agree in... Is in how much they love you.

Asmodeus

Asmodeus (definitely) was the first one to know about you being polyamorous.

He probably knew before you even said anything, let's be honest here...

He's probably the one who you're more comfortable talking about it.

The brothers accept you, yes...but Asmo understands you!

He knows that the world can be quite cruel to people who love differently to what our society stablish as "normal".

Whenever he expressed his liking for more than one person he was shamed or labeled as someone promiscuous who'll never be deserving of "true" love.

It happened in the celestial realm, in the human realm, and even sometimes here in the devildom.

Angels where expected to only focus in the lord and nothing else, some humans are close minded and shame whoever is different from them, and demon's often confuse love with obsession and get easily tangled up in possessive behavior, often viewing their partners as objects rather than individuals with their own goals and desires. (his brothers are the perfect example of that)

So he just knows how difficult it might have been for you to find acceptance.

So he gives it to you; acceptance, reassurance, however many times you need to.

He'll be the one to encourage you to talk with his brothers, he'll be there to support you if you ever feel nervous, and he'll be the one to call his brothers out on their bs whenever they start to show any signs of toxic behavior.

He knows in all relationships communication and trust in your partners is key to a successful relationship, so he reminds this to everyone and even goes as far as to make plans where everyone feels included.

Overall the avatar of lust is the voice of reason in this relationship, because he knows better than anyone else that love is something that can't and should never be limited by what others believe or expect "true love" should look like.

Beelzebub

You weren't sure how Beel would react once you told him.

But still you were pleasantly surprised by Beel's reaction!

He was so accepting from the beginning and even thanked you for trusting him enough to share this with him.

He's happy that you want him to form part of this relationship.

He knows his brothers love you as much as he does and that you love them back, so he sees this as the perfect option for everyone.

He even thinks this relationship has brought everyone closer together.

Over all the avatar of gluttony is more than happy to be with you and share your affection with people he holds equally as dearly.

Belphegor

Belphie, much like Lucifer struggles to understand why would you want such a thing?

Is his love not enough for you?

It takes little more time for him to understand you, and learn that love doesn't just limits to one person.

He can be a bit insensitive some times, so he might accidentally say something hurtful to you about it.

And that's when Asmo has to intervene...

He'll have a talk with his younger brother and make him realize that there's more than one form of love and how his words might have hurt you.

He'll apologize...(much like Mammon) in his own way...

After thinking about it for a while, he realizes he's happy whenever you show affection to Beel, and wonders if it would be the same with the rest of his brothers.

Slowly but surely, Belphie it's more open to this new relationship.

There'll be times where he might try to monopolize your love, but he'll stop once you, Beel or Asmo call him out on it.

His favorite thing of this new relationship is whenever you spend time with him and Beel.

Please be patient with the avatar of sloth.

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If you find any grammatical errors let me know! I'm trying to improve my english and that would help me so so much!

I will forever thank you if you go check out my other profile: @aileysmirnov where I post things about my OC: edits, one-shots, imagines, art, etc. If you like Greek mythology and the bat family maybe you would get to be as fond of her as much as I am!

Anyway, thank you for reading!

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onf !! i want to know more abt them so i wanna hear what u say abt them! <3

HII... u have come to the perhaps wrong place but it's okay bc i think i'm right all the time 💕💕

my fave member: u know it would be really funny if i said a non-jayus member now wouldn't it. but yea it's jayus aka j-us. what kind of stage name is that? idk. ik what it means but that doesn't mean i approve of it

my fave singer: ....... i must break my silence... it's jayus again 😔 no he's not part of the vocal team. but i love his voice. HOWEVER i will say they all have great voices & my second favourite tone is changyoon's

my fave rapper: well. they only really have wyatt. who should not rap. BUT he's a great singer so i can still answer that he's my favourite bc like... um... anyway

my fave dancer/performer: once again. jayus. this time it makes sense since he's... the leader of the performance team. he's always the one who gets thrown around & carried in choreos & ofc i love that for him 😌💕 also i think my pinned would tell u jayus is just a good performer in general like that's a man made for the stage your honour... respectfully. but i will also say onf generally have great choreos that don't leave out anyone skill wise. they're just great to watch as a whole

my fave title track: sukhumvit swimming. As We Know. but it's tied with complete bc it's very dear to me!

my fave mv: honestly... any mv that isn't ugly dance. most of them have storytelling (love storytelling) & the one that doesn't is a silly little mv that is so fun & good! ugly dance mv is evil though. but for sake of this ask game i'll say sukswim again. that mv threw me in for a loop & led me to create a whole fictional universe based on it... u could say that mentally, i'm ill! (also jayus 👁👄👁)

my fave bsides: 😳 oh so many. here i made u this handy guide. but the short version is cactus good good geppeto i.t.i.l.u the realist+the dreamer moscow moscow 86400 fifty fifty my name is show must go on and... um... well i'm just gonna end up listing the whole playlist. i have some i like more than others but i already had to remove a few songs... it's so hard to pick favourites when u like the whole discography.......

a song i’d recommend to new fans: good good!! it's fun! also they had half the group rapping but none of them can rap but it's still a fun song lmaoo

here i'm giving u a random screenshot i took during the concert for laughs. for free. ofc this makes no sense without context but they were just having unrestrained summer fun

#asks #coby💌#actually i'm mean tion's part sounds really good in good good #but it's a nice song!! feel good song!! bears her name well #also feel free to ask me other questions abt them i'm unwell #long post

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6ad6ro · 2 years

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gonna go buy elden ring. i'm giving it a chance bc it looks like it might be good on accident so i'm rolling the dice.

i still can't believe they removed the ability to disable invasions but remain online that was in the network test because polls and "user feedback". it was IN THE GAME and they removed it. how much u wanna bet they were actually in the process of developing difficulty settings back with dark souls 2?

fromsoft asking it's shitty fanbase "should we make our game better" is like a kkk grand master asking nazis "should we stop being racist". OF COURSE THEY'RE GONNA SAY NO THEY'RE AWFUL AND MENTALLY ILL (untreated) AND STUPID.

miyazaki is like THE definition of a creator who creates compromised works. he can't just make a game that sane people enjoy. like he can't just have great aesthetics n story AND make the game fun and playable. he has to fill the game with unfun horseshit. remove any way to enjoy coop with friends. gimp the online functionality for anyone who doesn't want to be TORTURED by cheating unfun tryhard invaders.

miyazaki is a little edgelord massochist bitch. he IS the horrible fanbase. he might create good game aesthetics but he shouldn't TOUCH mechanics. i'm gonna check out the game myself to know for sure, but i'm almost positive that this "perfect game" rating it's getting is just pure hype and lies.

or if it does end up being good, it's a complete accident. like the unfair, artificial difficulty was somehow negated by the very formula of it being open world. it wasn't "designed to be more fair" they just didn't know how to keep it broken while giving people open world freedom.

i have hope in this game, but oh my god. if it ends up still being shit after all this, then i'm gonna BURY it. this is froms last chance for me to try one of their games. honestly... "fucking worst creator ever accidentally makes art but it's mostly unplayable". i hate miya so much lol. and i hate that the videogame community pretends to like souls games more than they do just so the insane shitty fanbase won't harass them.

#i said i was done sharing thoughts like this but i wanna vent #long

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Hahahahha how the turns have tabled I'm in your inbox now >:D

Okay but Peter can totally lift Mjolnir and when he lifts it for the first time he doesn't know what it means and everyone's like O.o

Peter and Nat are both Little Mix fans and will paint each other's nails while blasting Wings or smthing

Karaoke nights at the compound. Discuss

Natasha is really really bad at dancing and she has to go to a fancy party with lots of dancing so Tony teaches her how to waltz and slow dance and such

Peter and Dr. Strange's cloak are besties and the cloak loves him more than Strange

The team watching the baby monitor footage from Peter's suit and teasing him endlessly about the embarrassing shit they found. Nat also takes part, but she keeps everyone from going too far and Tony is absolutely merciless with the teasing

Nat and Tony frequently have nightmares or can't sleep and they'll always meet up in his lab and watch movies with hat cocoa

Clint and Peter are the pranksters of the bunch and constantly mess with everyone else but never prank Nat because she's literally the queen on pranks and if they do, they're gonna end up with a bed full of ants

This is a lot I'm sorry 😅

OH SHIT HOW THE TURN TABLES-

(I’m going to be back in your inbox soon I have an angsty note in my notes app where I’ve been taking out my anger in the form of painful headcanons)

YES I LOVE THIS OMG. Thor goes to leave to get PopTarts or sm and Peters just like “wait mr. Thor you forgot your hammer :)” and hands it to him and everyone just screams.

THEY WOULD and they’d gossip and talk about the rest of the team. Clint’s in the vents painting his own nails and listening >:)

KARAOKE NIGHTS WITH THEM WOULD BE WILDDDD AHHHH

Natasha, Peter, and Steve would do some stupid songs. They’d be dying laughing the entire time bc they’re dorky idiots

Thor wouldn’t really understand but Valkyrie would drag him and Bruce up there for fun. Thor would LOVE it and Bruce, being the awkward baby he is, would just stand behind them like 🧍‍♂️

Pepper probably used to do musical theater in high school and Tony’s a dramatic bitch so they’d steal the night with some great duet lol. A Whole New World from Aladdin maybe?

Ok but this becomes SO much funnier when you combine it with the fact that she did ballet for like at least a decade.

-“Romanoff, I’ve SEEN you do ballet in the gym, how are you this bad?”

-“They are very different styles, Stark. Now shut up before I slice your fingers off.”

-“Yeah but like there has to be SOME overlap, right? You do HAVE a sense of rhythm, I’ve seen it, so why the fuck can you not understand this?”

-“I do ballet by myself, this is very different.”

-“...sure.”

THE CLOAK FAVORTISM PLS- Peter names the cloak Robert

Nat participates but she keeps a REALLY close eye on Peter to see if someone takes it too far. She gives several death glares to anyone who goes too far. Everyone’s absolutely terrified of this tiny little ginger ball of rage so one look is enough to shut them up

UGH THE INSOMNIAC BABES I LOVE THEM. They make cookies at 3am and Tony gets flour everywhere and Nat doesn’t leave a trace (spy tendencies) and it’s so funny to watch. “You spilled more flour.” “How?! It’s still above the bowl!” They always watch a funny movie or something animated (specifically Pixar/Disney movies). They both love Tangled. Tony’s favorite is the Toy Story movies bc even tho the toys aren’t AIs, they remind him of Jarvis and Friday. Nat’s favorite is Inside Out bc it shows the complexities of mental illness and inner emotions (Tony pretends not to see her crying after the Bing Bong scene. He knows she’s probably thinking about her own childhood that she lost)

YES OH MY GOD THEY SO DO. And you KNOW that they’re super elaborate and planned out. Anytime someone wants revenge on them, Clint always gets it bc they don’t DARE fuck with Natasha. Rumor has it that Tony tried once and didn’t leave the Iron Man suit for a week.

I love our headcanon exchange friendship it brings me so much joy. Also I rly needed these bc I’m reading a rly sad fic rn lol

#shut up elle #gale 🌬🍂#marvel headcanons #avengers headcanon

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