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We're a Family Part 22 (Steddie X You)
A/N: Get ready to feel old <3. I wrote Good Neighbors a little over a year ago and I've loved how they've evolved. I'm not done with this little family yet. I still have one more chapter with Dylan and then some ideas with an older Ro but, ugh, lol I feel how the reader feels when it comes to her first born.
Warnings: Dads Steddie/ Mama Fem Reader, SMUT, edging (they are still trying new things), handcuffs, etc, FLUFF, they love each other <3 and their kiddos, ANGST, someone from the past comes back to talk to the adult Munson-Harringtons and Dylan, Steve and Eddie struggle being protective over their eldest (Eddie just hides it better), lots of talk about Dylan growing up and leaving the nest and how these three feel about it.
Word Count: 5256
An 18-year-old Dylan bounces anxiously on his toes as you sort through the mail too slow for his liking.
“MOM! Come on! Did anything come for me or not?”
Two years had passed since you reconnected with your mother and things had been going very well. She was always extremely busy with work but when she came over Aurora insisted on showing her all the movies she missed out on.
“Grandma! Watch how cool this is!”, the seven-year-old squeals with delight as they focus on the film in front of them. The light saber flies past Kylo-Ren into Rey’s hand and Ro breathes a sigh of excitement.
“Ok, now explain to me again how ‘the force’ works.”, yoru mom asks as she leans forward over her crossed legs on the couch.
You grin from your spot in the kitchen as you bump Eddie’s hip with yours.
“Definitely your daughter, nerd.”
“Takes one to know one, princess.”
James was now a toddler causing all kinds of chaos around the Munson-Harrington home. His sticky fingers got into everything even some of the cabinets that you had believed were too high for him to reach.
“James Wayne Munson Harrington.”, you scold with your hands on your hips as you watch him lean back and laugh with a wide smile that only rivaled that of his dad. “What do you think you’re doing?”
Plopping his butt down on the counter, he dangles his legs over the side as he reaches his tiny hand into the snack box and produces a chocolate chip cookie.
“Mama cookie…Yames.”, he coos as he points to himself while struggling to say his name correctly.
“Mhmm. Didn’t you just eat lunch?”
“For…for mama an Rara.”
“Don’t you bribe me and your sister with sweets, you little butthead.”
“Why are you being mean to our son?”, Steve asks as he rounds the corner into the kitchen.
“Because our son parkoured up the counter for a snack.”
The three-year-old giggles as he offers his dad a cookie that he accepts before lifting him into his arms and putting the box back in the cabinet.
“What did we say, bud?”
“Ask.”
“That’s right. You have to ask first. Now give mommy a kiss as an apology and get out of here, you butthead.”
Dylan was halfway through his senior year of high school and applied to a lot of colleges but was anxious to be accepted to a certain one because that’s where Daisy was going. The two of them had continued to date and see each other which you didn’t mind. What killed you however was that because of her family she was looking at a school that was a few states away. You had never been that far from your son and it scared you.
“I don’t know. I see bills and ads. Let me take my time to really read these though.” Dylan huffs making you smile as you give him a hug. He was so much taller than you now, your head resting against his chest as you wrapped your arms around him. “Everything’s going to be ok, weirdo. You’ll hear something soon. There’s still some time.”
***
Steve ran his hands over his eyes exhaustedly while grading papers during his lunch. With winter break coming up, he wanted to get everything out of the way so he could take these next couple of weeks to spend some time with the kids especially Dylan. When he had mentioned going to school out of state, of course, he was proud and encouraged him to apply but he’d be lying if he didn’t say the idea of his son being so far away broke his heart.
“Stevie?”
The sound of Eddie’s voice calmed him as he smiled towards the door his husband was leaning against.
“Hey you. What are you doing here?”
“You, uh, just started your lunch hour right?”
Steve knew that tone, something was going on that the metalhead was afraid would upset him.
“Yeah? Everything ok?” As he turned his head towards the hall, your ex-husband stepped into view. “No. Nope. Not happening.”
“Give us a second.”, Eddie gestured towards Charlie before entering the classroom and closing the door. “Steven, calm down.”
“Calm down? Why the fuck is he here?! Whatever he wants the answer is no.”
“Baby, sit. Please? At least hear me out first.” Steve huffed as he folded his arms and pouted while Eddie sat on his desk in front of him. “I get it. Trust me I do but I felt like…for what he’s asking we should talk about it at most. He wanted to speak to us both first out of respect because we are Dylan’s dads.”
“Damn right.”
“He’s not asking to spend time with him again or anything like that. Charlie doesn’t think Dylan would even want that but… he’s asking to see him graduate.”
“Are you fucking kidding me, Edward Munson?!”, Steve practically shouts as he rises to his feet.
“Shhhh.”, the metalhead tries to calm him doing the same.
“No! He hasn’t earned that fucking right. He hasn’t been here AT ALL in over 5 years. Why is that?! Oh, that’s right, he signed him over. Charlie had plenty of chances to be there for him and he failed! WE raised him and he thinks he can just waltz back in and be a part of something like that?!”
“Steve! Breathe.”, Eddie tries to sooth as he cups his face in his hands. “Breathe. I get where you are coming from. I said all of the same things to him when he came to the shop. But… I get it from Dylan’s side to. Remember when I finally graduated? I was so excited that Wayne was there but there was still a part of me… that wished my mom and dad could see me finally do it to. A lot of that was to spite them and show them I could do it.”, he chuckled making Steve smile. “But a lot of it was also the little kid in me wanting them there.”
The man in his arms heavily exhaled before tilting forward to kiss his lips and gesturing for Eddie to bring him in.
“I warned you before, Charlie, about hurting my son. If we talk to him and he wants you there and you don’t show up…I swear to God—”
“No, no. I understand. I’ll move heaven and earth to be there I swear.”
“Yeah to bad you couldn’t do that for him or Brody before.”
“Steve.”, Eddie warned.
“No, he’s right. I always said I’d never be like my stepdad yet… I’m, um, glad he’s had you two. I’m working with Vivian to be there for Brody. I’m trying…”
“You understand if he or Y/N says no, then the answer is no?”
“Yeah, I understand. Thank you for hearing me out though. I know I don’t deserve it.”
***
Your eyes constantly raked across them during dinner while they ate. Both men seemed completely distracted but especially Steve.
“I’m done. I’m going to go play games upstairs.”, Dylan announces as he stands from the table.
“Ah, kid, do you mind staying for a bit?”, Eddie asked throwing the two of you off guard. “Are you done to?”, he asks Ro as she beams up at him with her messy face.
“Yes, daddy.”
“Good. Can you take this troublemaker and go watch tv please?”, he laughs as Steve blind sides her with a napkin to wipe her mouth and the other boy pulls James out of his chair, placing him on the floor.
Aurora grabs her brother’s hand, giggling as they run to the tv in the living room. They wait until the sound of a show blares from that area before Eddie leans forward on his elbows and Steve leans back folding his arms.
“I don’t know how to ease into this so I’m just going to say it. Charlie came to visit me and Steve today.”
Your eyes widen as your head ticks to the side while Dylan sighs mirroring Steve’s posture.
“Whatever it is the answer is no.”
“Y/N…please. He said all he wanted was to see Dylan graduate from high school.”
“After everything he’s done?!”
“Yeah, I already went down that road, baby, but Eddie seems to think it’s worth the conversation.”, Steve exhaled heavily.
“Do you?”, his son asked. “What did you say when he asked?”
“I told him that it was up to you and Y/N. If you two said you were fine with it—”
“But you don’t want him there?”
Steve glances towards Eddie who gives him a look of subtle warning.
“No, I don’t.”, he answers honestly causing the metalhead to huff in frustration. “I don’t feel like he’s earned that luxury after everything he’s done and put you through. But…I also feel like it’s your choice. If you want him there then he should be there. You know no matter what, kid, you’re still my son. It won’t hurt my feelings if you want him there.”
“Our feelings.”, Eddie added. “I get what Steve is saying but I’ve been on the other side. My dad was in prison when I graduated. I was ecstatic Wayne was there but…”
Dylan’s soft eyes shift towards you as he reaches for your hand.
“Mom?”
“I just…I don’t want him to hurt you. I don’t you to get your hopes up and then he doesn’t show.”
“Oh, don’t worry. Stevie already threatened him if he didn’t show.”, Eddie grinned making your son laugh.
“I’d, um, I’d like to talk with him before I make a decision if that’s alright.”
***
“Baby?”, Eddie cooed as he came up behind you and wrapped his arms around your waist while you leaned in the doorway of James’s room. Steve had fallen asleep in the toddler’s little racecar bed, his frame much too big for the mattress underneath as his legs hung off the side. His arm was holding the small boy to his side as he rested his sleeping head on his father’s chest.
“Eddie, why do you think everything with Charlie affects him so much more?”
“Hm, sweetheart, it affects us both about the same but Steve here just sucks at hiding it. I love Dylan with my heart and would do anything for him. I’d be lying if I said the idea of him going to graduation doesn’t make me angry but if that’s what our son wants then I want him to be happy.” You nod at his statement, giving the man pause. “How does it make you feel? Be honest.”
“I don’t want him to go. I don’t…trust that he’ll actually show up. I feel like Steve right now where I just want to tell Dylan that we’re his parents and the answer is no so we can protect him.”
“The problem with that, my love, is you don’t know for 100% if that will be the outcome. I mean look at what happened with your mom.”
“Eddie, he’s my baby.”
“I know, babe. I know.”, he soothes as he turns you around and wraps you in his arms.
***
“When he gets here, do you want us to leave you two alone?”, the metalhead asked as the three of them waited at a table in the nearby Hawkins Diner.
“Not like alone, alone though. We’d be a couple of tables away.”, Steve assured confidently, trying to push down all of the emotions he was feeling.
“Can you stay, please? I’d be lying if I didn’t say I’m a little terrified.”
“Terrified how, bud? You don’t have to do this if you’re uncom—”
“Steve! Calm down, sweetheart.”, Eddie chuckles as he rubs his back comfortingly.
Dylan reached for his father’s hand and flashed him a big smile.
“Everything’s going to be ok, dad. No matter what you both are always going to be my real fathers.”
As they beamed over at him, a figure caught Eddie’s eye as it quickly turned to leave.
“Hey, I’m, uh, I’m going to go smoke before he gets here. I’ll be right back.”
Throwing on his jacket, the long-haired boy hastily power walked towards the front door, opening it just in time to see Charlie heading back to his truck.
“HEY! No. No, no, no, no.”, he shouted as he ran to block his path. “No. You are NOT doing this to him. You’re here now just get the fuck in there and talk to him.”
“I-I-I can’t. I saw him and… he looks so different now. That’s not my little boy anymore. I can’t do this. I can’t—”
Eddie abruptly shoved the man against his vehicle, cutting him off.
“You’re right. He’s not a little boy anymore. Unfortunately, you missed that because you were too fucking selfish. Now you have a chance to be a part of his adult life if that’s what he wants but, Charlie, if you walk away now that is never going to happen. Don’t be a fucking coward. He’s a good kid.”
“Because of you two. He fucking hates me.”
“Believe it or not, he doesn’t. Dylan thinks YOU hate HIM.”
“What? No. I love him and Brody so much.”
“Then where the fuck have you been?!”, he sighs releasing him from his hold. “He’s graduating with honors and a baseball scholarship to any school he chooses. He wants to go to a school up north with his girlfriend to major in music and education so he can become a music teacher. Dylan has worked so hard to get here. Don’t ruin it with your bullshit.”
Eddie shakes his head as he saunters back inside and plops down next to Steve.
“Are you alright?”
“Yeah, I’m fine.”, he grins but his husband can see right through it.
Placing his arm around the back of his chair, he leans close to his ear.
“You’ll tell me later?”
A throat clears startling everyone as they turn to see Charlie standing beside the table.
“Hi. Hey.”, his voice trembles as he shakes Eddie and Steve’s hands before turning to give Dylan his attention. “Hey, um, wow. Jesus. You look so much like your mom.”
“Oh. Uh, thank you. She thinks I look like you. To be fair she thinks none of her kids look like her.”
“Yeah? How many siblings do you have now?”
“Not including Brody, two. A sister and another brother.”
Your ex nods taking a seat as Dylan folds his arms over his chest. The guys were trying their best to stay as out of the way as they could while still being present for their son.
“So, uh--”
“Why do you want to come to my graduation?”, the boy asked bluntly. “My entire life you never went to anything that I was involved in and then signed me away. Why do you care?”
“I didn’t…sign you away… I just…I was never good at being a dad.”
“Why didn’t you try? Was it because of me?”
“No. God, no. Dylan, to me you were…are… absolutely perfect. I love you with all my heart. That’s why I signed those papers. After talking with your mom, I realized these two would be a better father for you than I ever could.”
Your son nods, sighing under his breath as he collects his thoughts.
“Mom will be there and Vivian to. Is that going to be a problem?”
“Oh, uh, no. I didn’t realize they were talking to each other.”
“They aren’t. Dylan wanted to get to know Brody and Vivian missed him so Y/N lets him go to her house on the weekends.”, Steve explained.
“Wow. It seems a lot has changed.”
“It’s been 5 years, Charlie. What did you expect?”
Your ex flinched at the sound of Dylan using his name but unlike the incident with Steve, it didn’t bother your son. He had long since moved past feeling like Charlie was his dad and could honestly never see himself calling him that again.
“I don’t want you to go to my graduation but, maybe, we could get together and get to know each other again. Work our way up to having a relationship… I mean if mom and my dads are okay with it.”
“Yeah, Dil. I’d like that.”
Hearing Charlie call him that again stuck a raw nerve he kept tucked away for the last five years causing him to abruptly rise from his seat.
“Ok, I’m ready to go now.”, he announces without waiting for an answer and flying out the front door.
“Thank you guys for this. Tell Y/N I said thank you to.”
“Oh, she didn’t approve of this either. I’m the only one that seems to be slightly on your side but that’s because I know what it’s like to have your father abandon you.”, Eddie exhales as he and Steve get up as well.
“I didn’t…I didn’t abandon him.”
“Yeah, sure. Neither did my dad. He just boosted cars and ended up in jail for the rest of his life. It’s not his fault.”, he responded sarcastically. “Step one on rebuilding your relationship with him Charlie… Own your mistakes.”
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“No Grandpa! You have to wear the crown because you’re a princess.”, Aurora giggled as she places the colorfully crown she created out of paper onto Wayne’s head.
“I’m a princess? Not a King?”
“No.”, she laughs harder, cover her mouth with her little hand.
Beaming over at them from your place on the floor, you and James continue to color in his little coloring book Eddie’s uncle had brought over.
“Granpa, purty.”
“Thank you, James. I do feel beautiful.”
The alarm beeps as the front door opens and you do everything in your power not to get up to run to them anxiously.
“Oh wow, Wayne. I must say, you make a gorgeous queen.”, Eddie teases.
“For your information, son, I’m a princess.”
The metalhead chuckles as they come to sit by you in the living room and your son immediately crawls to Steve to show him his pictures.
“Dada, look.”
The sound of Dylan’s feet subtly bang up the stairs as he heads for his room and closes the door.
“He’s ok, baby. Just needs some time alone.”, your husband assures.
“What happened? Did he show up?” They gave you a recount of everything that happened including Eddie telling you both about him almost leaving. “I can’t say I’m not happy he won’t be going but who knows. Maybe in these six months Dylan may change his mind.”
The next couple of days went by with little to no fan fair as Christmas break finally came. That Friday after coming home from work, you checked the mail like you normally do except a college insignia catches your eye. Running full speed into the house, you drop everything as you scream your son’s name.
“Jesus Christ, woman. What is happening?!”, Eddie exclaims as he slides in from the kitchen.
As Dylan sprints down the stairs with Steve in tow, you present him with the envelope he had been waiting weeks for. Hastily, he yanks it from your grasp and tears it open as you dance on the balls of your feet.
“Oh my god.”
“What? Is it good news? Bad news?”
With wide tear-filled eyes, a small grin spreads along his face.
“I got in.”
All the adults in the room shout in excitement as you tackle hug your arms around him.
“Baby, oh my god. I’m so proud of you!”
“Good job, Dylan.”, Eddie beams. “You’ll be the first Munson to go to college.”
“I’m proud of you to, little man.”, Steve smiles softly as he gives the boy a hug.
“I’m going to go call Daisy. I love you guys!”, he declares as he speeds back up to his room.
The metalhead holds up his index finger in your direction as both men tilt their head and wait for his door to close before the other boy nods. As soon as you get the go ahead, you fall into their arms and begin to cry.
“I know, baby. He grew up too fast. We’re going to miss him to.”
***
“Ok, I finally got Aurora and James to sleep. Eddie is in the kitchen eating Santa’s cook—“, Steve froze when he finally entered the bedroom and noticed the image before him.
You were sitting on the edge of the bed in a velvet red lingerie dress that cut off just so on your thigh barely hiding your panty less crotch with the white fluff that wrapped around the bottom. Your hair was curled and flowed down your shoulders as the Santa hat you wore sat perfectly on your head.
“I thought you two could open this present early.”, you grin in a seductive voice as you cross your legs and lean back on your hands.
“Eddie…”, Steve tried to call with a needy crack in his tone. “E-Ed-Eddie… EDWARD!”
“What!?”, the metalhead whisper shouts making you giggle. “Dude, lower your voice. You’re gonna wake—” While he was talking, the man pulled his collar to hurry him up and your grin grew as the other boy’s mouth fell open as well.
“Get in here, you dorks.”, you tease as you get up, pull them both into the bedroom, and shut the door. “I was thinking we could try something Eddie has mentioned a few times.”
“Oh my god, I’m so in love with you.”, Steve sighs happily as he lifts you into his arms and spins you around before placing a kiss on your lips. “Do we get to handcuff him? Please tell me we do!”
“If you both want.”
Eddie giddily climbs into the bed, kissing your lips before a thought crosses his mind.
“Wait, we haven’t handcuffed Steve to the bed yet and I feel like this whole edging thing would be way more fun to do to him… Mr. I’m-the-big-protector-guy.”
The pretty boy rolls his eyes as he falls on to his back, lifting off his shirt, and throwing it in his husband’s face playfully.
Pushing some of your hair behind your ear, you restrain him to the headboard as the metalhead pulls off the boy’s sweats and boxers.
“Should we have like a safe word or something? You both get sensitive quickly and I don’t want you to be uncomfortable.”, you ask in a soft, loving voice that makes him smile.
“I’ve heard ‘Red��� is a good word.”, Eddie offers, grinning when you both nod in affirmation.
“Say ‘Red’ if I’m uncomfortable. Got it.”, Steve repeats, smirking when you put your Santa hat on his head. “You know, you’re pretty sensitive to, fyi.”
“I guess next time, we’ll have to test that theory.”, you tease as you run your palm through the hair on his chest and over to his side. “Ok, my love, do you want to start since you’re the sexual deviant that’s been looking up this stuff?”
The long-haired boy smiles mischievously as he leans over the other boy’s stomach to kiss your lips.
“You…like…it.”, Eddie coos between each peck.
As you continue to rub his chest, Steve’s breathing stutters as the man he loves take his cock in his warm hands and begins slowly stroking him.
“How does that feel, baby?”
“G-good. Really good. I like when y-you both touch me.”
Your palm slides up his neck to his cheek and he tenderly kisses your thumb as it grazes his lips. Shifting your body, you curl up on his side as you listen to the sound of Eddie spit over his tip and smear it along his length making Steve’s mouth open in a silent O.
“Fuck, Eddie, baby.”
Trailing kisses along his side, your hands and nails continue to roam his upper torso as his back arches at the sensations. As your husband’s ringed hand pumps him faster, Steve bites his bottom lip to suppress the loud moan that wants to escape.
“You look so handsome like this.”, you whisper as you tenderly move some of his hair away from his face. “Keep talking to us, Stevie. Please.”
“C-Can’t.”
“Why?”
“Too…too good.”
Beaming towards the other man, he winks at you as he drops another glob of spit over Steve’s tip as the boy ruts up into his hand. You both know his tells for when he’s about to let go; you’ve all studied each other very well over these past almost 12 years. Just as Steve was nearing his release…Eddie let him go and leaned back on his knees.
“N-No. No, no, no!”
“How are we feeling now, Harrington?”
The man huffed as he tugged on his restraints before groaning with need as Eddie wrapped his lips around his cock taking him all the way down to the back of his throat. After kissing his lips, you trailed your own down his chest to his stomach and stopping just above the base of shaft.
The metalhead came off him with a syrupy smack, stroking the man with his hand as he leaned towards you to passionately kiss your lips. The two of you played with Steve for a good long while, taking turns bringing him to the edge just before pulling back. His cock was dripping with both your saliva, angry and red from all the teasing.
As you glanced his way, his eyes were squeezed shut as he muttered things under his breath.
“Steve, honey? Are you ok?”
His eyes opened abruptly, meeting yours with a fire you hadn’t seen from him in a very long time.
“Eddie, let him go.”, you breathily moaned as his intense gaze never left yours.
The moment the cuffs came off, Steve’s sweaty frame practically tackled your own as he lifted you into his arms and spun you around making you giggle at his earnestness as your head hit the pillows. His lips devoured yours as if it had been ages since he tasted your kisses. Hissing at your touch, you reached between you both and guided him into your entrance. Before he could make any kind of movement, Eddie took hold of his hips and slide into the man above you.
Steve was anything but gentle as he slammed his lower half into you both desperately chasing his release.
“Oh…oh my God, baby. Just like that.”, you whimpered as his head feel beside you, latching his lips to your neck.
Glancing up to your other husband, his hair blocked his face as he grunted and clung to Steve’s waist as he met each thrust with a hard, rough one of his own.
The bed underneath you began to shake and the metalhead quickly reached up to hold it still with his palm.
“Fuck, Steve. You feel so fucking good. I love you, baby. M-Make me cum.”
Clinging to his hair and back, he pounded into you till the coil snapped and your pussy clenched tightly around him. The sound he made in your ear drove you crazy as his body trembled on top of yours and you felt his seed release inside of you. As he aggressively thrust it deep into your cunt, Eddie fell against his back, and held his chest as he came inside of the man below him.
“Jesus fucking Christ, that was amazing.”, the metalhead panted. “Steve, sweetheart, are you ok?”
“I think he fell asleep.”, you giggled as you petted the boy’s head. “Stevie, baby?”
“Hm?”, he grumbled as he snuggled closer to you.
“Are you alright?”
“Hmm…mmhmm…”, he nodded.
“As much as I would love for you to fall asleep inside of me, it’s Christmas eve. You know at 7am those kids are going to burst through our door.”
Groaning, he nods as he rolls off you with Eddie immediately ready with a pair of boxers and rag to wipe him off. After making sure Steve was set, your husband grinned as he lifted you into his arms, disrobed you, and placed you in the shower as he delicately cleaned you.
“I love you to, baby.”, you smile up at him as he kisses your forehead.
“I love you even more. You looked really gorgeous in that outfit and I’m sure Steven will agree when he’s more coherent.”, he chuckles.
Wrapping your arms tightly around his waist, he does the same as he rests his chin on your head.
“You know these next few months I’m going to need you two to help me hold it together.”
“I know, sweetheart. I can’t even picture Dylan not being in this house anymore. God, and we’re both going to have to be on Steve duty because you know he’s going to be a mess to.”
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While Eddie and Steve sip their coffee, you pat James’s back as he curled up around you after opening all his presents and went back to sleep.
While Aurora was distracted with her morning cartoons, Dylan had gone upstairs to change and came back down just as your doorbell rang. Passing the baby to one of his fathers, you threw on your jacket and opened the front door to a fiddling Charlie.
“Oh, um, hey Y/N. Merry…Merry Christmas.”
“Yeah, so you’re taking him to Vivian’s?”
“Um, yes, ma’am. She’s letting me spend the day with Brody so I asked Dylan if he wanted to join and he said yes.”
Turning to your son, you fixed his ski cap before kissing his cheek.
“No detours to Daisy’s ok? I want you home straight after for dinner.”
Smiling at you, he jogs towards your ex’s truck and quickly climbs into the heat.
“Thank you for this. I really appreciate it…after everything.”
“Don’t thank me, Charles. Thank those men in there. I still think this is a bad idea because of everything but we all just want our son to be happy. But I swear to God…I’m not the same woman I was 18 years ago. If you hurt him—”
“I know…your, uh, boyfriends threatened me already.”
“Husbands. Oh, they’ll be the first wave but I’ll be the finishing move. I’m not weak anymore.”
“You never were.” His response startles you as you hug your arms tighter around your body and he softly smiles. “I’ll have him back in a few hours.”
As you reentered the house, their eyes watched you as you sit beside them on the couch still hugging yourself. Ringed fingers threaded through your hair before turning you to face them.
“Everything ok?”
“Yeah. It’s just weird seeing Charlie be this way.”
“I can understand that. It’s like if my dad came through that door with a smile and a Santa level of presents.”, Steve sighed.
“Are you both ok? I told him to be home for dinner that way after we eat maybe you three can play that new game we got him.”
“It’s whatever he wants, baby. I try to remember what it was like when I was his age and I never wanted to be home.”, the pretty boy laughs. “So, the fact that he likes hanging out with us at all makes me happy.”
Eddie nods in agreement as James wiggles in his embrace.
“Daddy. Yames…hungee…”, the boy babbles as he taps his mouth with his palm.
“I guess it is that time to start fattening him up so we can have him plump enough to eat for dinner later.”
“No, daddy! Don’t be mean to James.”, Aurora scolds as her brother giggles.
“Come on, you. Let’s see if Santa left us anymore cookies in our pantry.”
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Can I request a Kylo Ren x reader where the reader is Kylo’s soulmate and Rey’s older sister and the reader is a very powerful force user and the reader, Kylo and Rey all fight together to defeat the stormtroopers who want to kill Kylo so the reader uses the force but is overwhelmed by it that the reader releases a massive energy blast and passes out but Kylo catches the reader in his arms and carries the reader back to his shop and Rey gets worried about her older sister and Kylo calms Rey down and they all go to the resistance base and Finn, Poe notices that Kylo is carrying the reader in his arms but asks Kylo if the reader is ok and gently places the reader on his bed and waits for the reader to wake up.
meet me on the battlefield
warnings: injury, fluff, light language, fem presenting reader (she/her pronouns), NOT CANON
i want to make our reader Rey's half-sister (fathers side) so she still has palpatine blood, but you can imagine the other half to be any race/ethnicity)
lmk if i missed anything (:
a/n: ok so i switched it up a tiny bit because you said kylo and not ben and i got confused 🤨
summary: reader is a rebel like Rey, but Kylo has a force connection with her. they're fighting in battle against the First Order but reader uses the energy blast, and kylo senses (?) it. anyways he brings her back to the rebel base and everyone's like wtf. etc.
past
You hated him. You really hated him. But he grew on you.
The first time you had seen him it was a shock. You were getting ready for bed, in the Resistance base in the middle of a godforsaken rain forest (you were thinking you would much rather be on a ship,) and he had appeared.
"For Kriffs sake, did Rey steal my lightsaber again?" You cursed as you shuffled through a pile of clothes in the corner of your tiny room on the Resistance base. You sneezed and stumble into a second pile of clothed as some of the forest air entered you lungs. "Allergies" you cursed as you had shut the small window in the corner of your already stuffy room. Wiping your nose on your arm, you just started to turn around but were met by a familiar, and terrifying, helmet.
"Oh no." You whimpered and backed away, heading to the door. "Can you see my surroundings? I can't see yours." A voice far to sinister to be General Leia's son said. Although you could, in fact, see his surroundings, (which happened to be his bedchamber) you say nothing. Until he called your name. "How- how do you know that?" You shudder, wishing you had your saber. "I can feel you through the force. The Dark Side of the force." He countered, still standing ominously in the corner of your room.
"Where are you?" he demanded, modulated voice sending shivers down your spine. "I-I cant tell you..." you uttered, as the walls seemed to blur and shift around you with every step Kylo took forwards, coming closer to you by the second.
"SHIT" you screamed as the door banged open, revealing Poe standing in his flying uniform. "You're jumpy today" Poe laughed as he looked at your terrified expression. You quickly turned back to look at the spot where Kylo had been mere seconds ago, absolutely bewildered, seeing nothing.
After that, he visited you.
every. single. night
It started off with him scaring you as you were preparing for bed. Then after a shower. Then before a shower (that one was particularly uncomfortable.) After some time, Kylo just became part of your nightly routine, like brushing you teeth. He popped up out of nowhere, scaring the living daylights out of you, sometimes not talking, sometimes ranting out the First Order or some General named Hux. But there was simply one constant that was never broken. The mask stayed on.
Your daily live stayed the same. Well, mostly.
present
The First Order was attacking the base. THE First Oder was attacking the base. This could put everything into jeopardy. The lives of everyone here. The lives of your allies across the galaxy. Your friends. But the only thing you could think about was him. Kylo. You shouldn't. You really shouldn't. But as you strap your saber onto your belt, and prepare you multiple blasters, you can't help it.
*What if I get to see his face?*
But you can't be thinking that. "I'm not a foolish schoolgirl anymore" you mumble under your breath, unaware of the presence behind you. "Oh really?" A modulated voice interrupts. "For Kriffs sake I told you to stop sneaking up on me Kylo." You turn, annoyed.
"We're laying siege to your camp." He muses, tossing his sabers hilt from hand to hand. You groan. "No need to talk like a medieval war-lord Ren." He laughs. He laughs like he isn't about to probably slaughter half the people you know.
"Meet me on the battlefield."
The fighting goes by in a blur. The masks make it easier to destroy the stormtroopers. It makes them less human. You've probably been engaged in open combat for the better part of an hour. You consider retreating from the front lines back to the base. There's no way the meager army can hold the Order back for much longer, and the last evacuation ships are about to fly.
Until. Until you see Rey, at the end of a blaster. No running away now, you think, as you sprint towards your half-sister. But it's too late. Well almost. You're too far. So instead of physically fighting the trooper, you reach into the force. You've scarcely been trained, but you manage to knock the blaster as well as trooper to the ground. And consequently pass out.
Unaware to you, Kylo feels it. He feels you use the force, and then, just stop. He freaks out. He all but pushes Hux to the side to exit the command center. "Bloody hell Ren! Can you just-" Hux starts before Kylo pulls out his Saber. He basically rips the door off its hinges, and readies himself. As he enters the hangar he hopes nothing happens to you. As he slides inside his Silencer he hopes he's not too late.
He races to the planet at full speed, and upon arrival, stomps out onto the battlefield, combat boots squelching through the blood and earth, cape flowing regally, helmet intact.
Resistance fighters call into base warning General Leia, and Han, along with Poe, Finn, Rey (still recovering from a near death experience,) and an assortment of others trying to take all valuables out of the base.
You're passed out on the battlefield. Well, sort of. You're dimly aware of some tall, masked figure picking you up, and storming into what looks like the base. "Wait a damn minute," you think as you jerk back into consciousness. "KYLO?" you scream, squirming in his arms. "Shut up" The modulated voice, commands, and you obey, simply happy you haven't been killed yet. He marches through the rebel camp, all but deserted, to where you direct him too. Which happens to be where his mother is.
He kicks open the door, only to be greeted by inhabitants frozen in shock. "My son..." Leia starts, but is cut off by him. "She's injured. I'm putting her here." He booms, voice much to loud for your ears. "You've got some nerve walking in here, mask boy" Poe cautions, obviously angry but very confused. "Shut the fuck up." Kylo interjects, setting you down. Then he takes off his mask. He takes of his mask.
He's..... beautiful. Luscious hair, aquiline nose, brown eyes and full lips. Reactions around the room vary. "How old are you, 25?" Finn shrieks. A withering stare from Kylo shuts him up. "So... son-" Han begins, "Don't call me son." Kylo immediately shoots back at him. "Are we going to uh.. call off this attack, yeah?" Han questions hopefully. "No." Kylo states, unbothered, focusing on starting to bandage your wounded arm. You're partially conscious, but aware of the bickering room. And Kylo's face. "Are you guys, like, a thing?" Poe asks reluctantly, speaking on behalf of the whole room. Kylo doesn't respond. He doesn't know what you are.
After assuring you're safe, he leaves without a word, returning to his Silencer, and then to the Finalizer.
He knows, one day, he'll have you.
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1/? (5? maybe, don't expect anything very cooehisive it's just... some kylux shorts, they are connected but rather loose, and this one is the longest one i think, anyway enjoy!)
Hux sighed curling himself on the bed. His spine was killing him today. Surely with cooperation of old leg wound. It’s funny how his security was scared of dangers and assassins and the biggest threat so far appeared to be his own body. He should be up long ago but pain kept him lying there weak and useless. He ignored when the door opened. Only one person had a clearance to come in to his private rooms.
"Mitaka told me you did not appear today yet. They start to think that their Emperor is dead." Kylo sat down next to him.
"Tell them i am." Kylo snorted and look around.
"Where's the hypo?"
"On my desk." Knight brought it, looking at the set dose.
"Isn't it too much?"
"Kiff off" Hux said and rolled his eyes when Kylo reduced it and gave him a shot. He breathed out when painkillers kicked in. He uncurled himself slowly and laid on his back looking at Ren. " Let's take Night Buzzard" He gave up. Kylo frowned.
"After you went in so much trouble to explain to me that it will absolutely ruin our image and ruin everything. And after sending me a list on reasons why it is the worst idea.?"
Hux closed his eyes.
"We will land somewhere and change for command shuttle." He sighed. Kylo nodded without arguing.
" I will put your brace on." He stood up. Hux sat up slowly on the edge of the bed. Looking at metal device Kylo took out. "Did you consider medics offer?"
"Yes. I did. I like my leg enough to keep it, thank you."
Kylo smiled amused.
" You are in great mood today, my Emperor." He clipped brace on his leg and Hux hissed grasping the edge of the bed. He rested his head on Ren's shoulder breathing out slowly. Ren held him carefully and helped him stood up steadying him.
"Stop than. I am capable of standing by myself." Hux snapped at him.
"I know you are, Hux." Hux rolled his eyes taking his clothes from the cabinet. "Maybe wear something more comfortable today?..." Hux shoot him angry look and pressed his lips together.
"Kriff off Ren. I don't have time for your pointless caring today." Kylo fell quiet. Hux disappear in the fresher. When he was ready and dressed up Ren was gone. He sighed biting his lip. Great. He totally needs upset Ren today.
They met few hours later on the Night Buzzard. He travelled this ship quite often now as knights of Ren was far better security than stormtroopers and the vessel alone was bigger than the standard command shuttle. Hux usually stayed in Kylo's quarters or bed. He did not support travelling with it to any diplomatic event, though. It was a war shuttle and Knights of Ren were not heralds of peace.
"Emperor. The course is set to Yavin Imperial Residency. Our ETA is 7000 hour. Temperature is 0 Celsius." Mitaka said dutifully. His report was followed by burst of laughter of the knights.
"Thank you, Captain. Vicrul, Turdgen. "He glanced at knights "laugh one more time at any of my officers and i will cut you open with your own weapon"
Vicrul lowered his head a little but Hux knew there is a wide grin behind that mask. Times when Hux did not know their names and faces were long gone.
"Emperor.”Vicrul bowed ” Master Ren’s quarters are to your disposition."
"And where is he?"
" Already there. He is meditating. " Of course. Hux thought annoyed. He walked into Kylo's quarters ignoring knight on the floor and sat down on the bed. He was used to finding Kylo in variety of strange position on the floor. Not really sleeping but not awake either. It was disturbing but he did get used to it. Hux took off his cape and searched his bag for the hypo. He cursed under his breath unable to find it.
" There is second one in my bag" Kylo said without opening his eyes. Hux glanced at him and took out the other hypo "thanks to my useless care"
Hux froze clenching his jaw and looked on the bag.
"I said. Pointless not useless"
"Ah. So taking a spare hypo is pointless in your opinion?" Hux sighed rubbing his forehead.
"I don't want to argue with you. " Kylo snorted.
"There was not even one day in the last years that you didn't want to argue. Darling."
"Well. I don't want to today. What is it that you want to hear? "
Kylo shook his head on disbelief.
"I am sorry, Kylo. I didn't mean to offend you. I appreciate your help. Please don't be mad. Would suffice."
Hux gave himself a shot of medications.
"I didn't mean to offend you."
"Yeah. You missed almost the whole thing with nice words." Kylo stood up, Hux followed and kissed him.
'Will holing your hand during celebration excuse me from speaking nice words?'" Kylo pressed his lips together scolding himself for even considering this but...
"In front of everyone and during whole celebration? " Hux rolled his eyes.
"Fine. If you enjoy watching yourself holding hands on Holonet that much"
"You are excused form an apology. But do tell me one more time that i am useless" he hissed grabbing Hux by the collar. Hux did not miss that he was careful. Delicate even "and you will regret."
"I will care to be properly scared, when you will care to threat me properly" he snorted and open his eyes widely feeling pressure on his windpipes. Adrenaline rushed through his veins. It was almost exhilarating but it quickly vanished. Hux took a deep breath, composing himself.
"Be careful what you wish for, Armitage." Ren whispered and Hux almost ripped his cape dragging him to bed.
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Corruption
Chapter Six
⚠️contains smut⚠️
My noises at this point seemed to draw the attention of every knight in the room, there heads all turning to face the interaction. "Look how easily I gained her obedience, brothers. She'll do just fine as a pet." The man chuckled, clearly amused by how easily he was able to get me to crave to his touches. My face heated up of embarrassment.
I felt my mouth be pried open by a hard grip on my face, the feeling of fingers digging into my cheeks making me cry out softly at the roughness of his actions. Two gloves fingers then pushed there way past my lips, the material feeling strange and foreign against my tongue. "Suck, pet. Show my brothers what a obedient girl you are."
I obeyed, closing my mouth around his fingers scared that if I didn't I'd surly be punished in some way, maybe even killed. Tempting, but the way I assumed they would kill me I had no interest in, more hoping for a quick painless end. I felt spit drip down my chin from beneath the man's large fingers, the wetness gathering against his glove.
He pulled his fingers from my mouth, a string of saliva running from my lips to his hand. He gave a satisfied hum, moving his hand so that it was situated between my legs, I gripped the man's forearm, bracing myself for what I knew was coming next. I felt his fingers hook around my underwear, pulling them to the side, a single finger making it's way teasingly through my soaking folds, warm from it's time spent in my mouth.
Despite how hard I tried to keep myself silent, I failed. Whimpers and moans pouring from my mouth with every movement of the knights fingers. "Selfish of you to keep her all to yourself brother." The knight I deemed must have been Vicrul chimed from his spot on the couch, standing and stalking his way over to us. Kylo had told me all of there names, now it was up to me to match names with masks and hope to god I'm right.
I felt myself be pulled from my position on the knights lap, my knees meeting the cold black flooring as I was set onto the ground. "You must submit pet. Submit and I'll allow my brothers to pleasure you." Vicrul commanded, his grip hard on my chin as he forced me to look up at him. I cringed at the thought of pledging myself to them, to being submissive to any one of these murderous men even for a second, but what choice did I really have at this point.
I opened my mouth as if to speak but quickly closed it, not knowing what to say, not know what the knight desired from me. The feeling of his thumb grazing over the skin of my bottom lip made me shiver, making me feel small and helpless beneath him. "Come now pet, I know your capable of being compliant." He cooed, his gentle touches making it so hard to refuse him.
I clenched my jaw, no matter how much I wanted to I knew it was wrong. I knew that if I did comply, if I did submit, that I was giving up the last oz of free will I felt I had left. I shook my head in his grip, hot tears of embarrassment and shame rushing there way down my cheeks. "I will never submit myself to you. To any of you." I spat. Before I knew it I felt a hard slap make contact with the side of my face, the sheer force of the action knocking me to the floor where I laid helplessly on my side, my head spinning from impact as soft sobs escaping my chest.
Vicrul squatted next to me, leaning down so that all I could see was his terrifying mask. "I'm a patient man pet, so I'll give you another chance." He spoke, stroking the back of his hand over where he had just assaulted me. "Please, don't make me" I begged, clutching my arms to my chest. The man shook his head, clearly disappointed by my defiance.
"I don't care if it takes all night. You will submit before you leave this room, or I will tie you up and let you sit here on display until your ready to be a good girl. Am I clear, pet?" The thought of being tied up, completely defenseless against them terrified me. At least if I submitted they might be more understanding, more willing to allow me the simple luxury of staying unbound.
A desperate whine escaped me as I pulled myself back to sitting on my knees, watching as the large man stood, waiting. My hands found there way to the fabric of his robes, god how pathetic I must have looked that way. "I'm sorry. I submit. I'll do anything you ask of me, just please don't hurt me." My chest hiccuped as I spoke, the desperation clear in my voice.
I had never been treated this way before. I grew up royalty, everyone around me doing anything they could to please me, to get me to to like them, but those days where over. Now I was to be the one begging for acceptance. If my father could see me now he'd surely be disgusted. "My good little pet, just needed a bit of encouragement." He chuckled.
He grabbed me off the ground, lifting me with ease and dropping me a bit to roughly onto the couch, the grey material beneath me soft and welcoming thankfully. His hand made its way to my throat, guiding me to lean back against the sofa, gently spreading my legs as he motioned for his fellow knights to gather around. I covered my tear stained face with my hands, wishing more then anything that I could sink into the sofa and disappear away from there intimidating gazes.
Two large hands slid there way up my thighs, leather claud fingers hooking themselves into the waistband of my underwear before the garment was forcefully pulled down my legs and discarded. The cold air of the room hit my exposed core like a slap, the feeling making me gasp.
The was a long pause, the only sound in the room the loud breathing of each of the knights as they stared down at me, lust and power radiating off of them in waves. "Completely untouched, brothers. We must be gentle with the poor thing, she's never felt these kinds of feelings before. Pure little princess. We must thank Master Ren graciously for such a generous gift."
I felt a long finger dip it's way into my center, something I had never experienced before, my nails digging harshly into the couch. "Are you sensitive here?" he chuckled, slowly pumping his digit in and out. I shook my head, not wanting him to have the satisfaction of knowing what his touch did to me.
A whine exited my mouth as he pulled away, even with how hard I tried to keep it inside. Despite how wrong it felt I couldn't deny how much I had been enjoying it. I disgust myself. "Or here perhaps" the man continued, his thumb rubbing careful circles against my clit. My hips bucked, my body seeking more, begging for him.
"Look at you, pet. I've only just started using you and your already shaking." He wasn't wrong, my thighs quivered with every movement of his hand. A warmth gathered in my stomach, what the feeling was i was unsure but it made me feel dirty. I forced my legs back together, trying to control my movements as to not be punished for defiance, but the knot of pleasure growing inside of me threatened to snap.
"Already about to come for your Master. Don't be shy, pet. Show your knights what a good girl you can be, cum for me." He ordered, speeding up his movements. I bit harshly into my lip, clenching eyes eyes shut as the pleasure ripped it way through my body. My cunt pulsed intoxicatingly, warm wetness dripping it's way down my core and onto the couch.
It felt so good, to good, overwhelmingly good to the point where it forced tears to pour from my eyes once again. "Don't cry little princess. Such a pretty mess you've made for us." The knight I believed to be Trudgen spoke, his huge fingers making there way between my legs, collecting the sticky mess and bringing it back up to my lips, silently encouraging me to clean it for him.
I complied, my brain feeling fuzzy, my vision blurring from how tired I had become as I tasted myself. "It seems we've tired our companion out, brothers. Let us leave her to recover so that she may be ready to be just as obedient for us tomorrow." With that my eyelids fell shut, the feeling of one of the large men moving me to a more comfortable position on the couch being the last thing I felt before my mind drifted off into the sweet abyss of sleep.
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Yandere Kylo Ren pt. 2 (4/4)
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“What was he referring to?” Kylo Ren suddenly growled in my ear.
This broke my attention from Rey. I let out a quiet gasp, looking at his gaze, giving me such a warning.One of his hands began drifting to my head.
“She’s my girlfriend, Kylo Ren. You can imagine what we did,” I growled back, sending him a snarl. “Maybe I would consider you more if you weren’t such a villain.”
His glare moved to the woman, who was staring out a telescope. Even though my Force was not strong, I could feel the anger wash over the room. But, I focused on Rey once more, tuning into Snoke’s villain speech.
“—For you, all is lost.”
Rey suddenly summoned Kylo Ren’s lightsaber, igniting it immediately. Kylo Ren tensed, but didn’t move. All eyes were on Rey, and the red knights were on guard. Nobody moved as Snoke continued to taunt her, even with how furious she was.
“O-oh. And still that fiery spit of hope.” He raised his hand in mock surrender. “You have the spirit of a true Jedi!”
Rey suddenly charged at him. As badly as I was rooting for her, I had seen Snoke’s power. It was impalpable.
Just as she raised the lightsaber to strike him, he flicked his finger. She was sent flying back, the lightsaber falling right ant Kylo Ren’s feet. He shoved me aside and summoned it, stretching his fingers. Rey was sent sprawled on the floor, and I went to help her, but she was pulled to her knees by Snoke.
“And because of that, you must die.” He spun her toward us. She looked angry, but when her eyes flickered toward me, I saw it. Fear. She was scared. And I wanted so badly to help her. “My worthy apprentice, son of darkness, heir apparent to Lord Vader. Where there was conflict, I now sense resolve. Where there was weakness, strength.” I saw it in his eyes. He was conflicted. Confused. Weak. Everything Snoke was saying was to butter him up. Either that, or he was truly blind. “Complete your training, and fulfill. Your. Destiny.”
As he fired up the lightsaber, I did the only thing I could. I suddenly tugged on his sleeve. He turned to look at me. But I silenced him with a kiss to his lips. He responded immediately, and I knew how hungry he was for more. But I pulled away, pleading with my eyes. I then moved to his ears.
“Please. Do what’s right.”
With that, I let him go. He looked at me, still stunned from the surprise affection. I turned to Rey, but she did not seem angry. She knew that it was what I had to do in attempt to save her life. I was weak in the Force, but he was weak with me.
His Adam’s apple bobbed as he gulped, walking forward. Rey was still panting, and they maintained a steady glaring contest. Well, Rey was glaring. Somehow, Kylo Ren’s anger had completely dissipated. He was contemplating.
He slowly began raising the lightsaber to her neck. It was gentle. But, out of the corner of my eye, I saw it. The slow rotation of Rey’s lightsaber, turning toward Snoke.
“I know what I have to do,” Kylo stated.
“Ben,” she whispered. Of course she didn’t know what was going on behind her. She thought he was making the wrong choice, like every other time.
“You think you can turn him?” Snoke sneered. “Pathetic child. I cannot be betrayed, I cannot be beaten. I see his mind, I see his every intent. Yes… I see him turning the lightsaber to strike true.” The lightsaber was almost by her neck. My heart pleaded that he would not kill them both. That he would talk it out. He would do what was right. “And now, foolish child, he ignites it. And kills his true enemy!”
The Jedi lightsaber turned on, striking right through Snoke. I let out a cry of delight, and in that moment, I pulled the lightsaber to myself. Rey turned around as she was released from Snoke’s Force grip. She saw what had happened.
I took the lightsaber in my hands. The red knights immediately began to attack us, and Rey had no time to digest what had happened. Kylo tossed his lightsaber to Rey, deciding to use the Force as his weapon.
Rey and I collided back to back, ready to attack the red knights. Already, Kylo had forced some off the ledge and choked another. But Rey and I, our lightsabers clashed with the red counterparts. I felt a serge of confidence run through me. If I could stop Kylo Ren from hurting the love of my life, I could stop these queen of hearts bitches from doing it too.
But then, we were separated. I was surrounded by three distinct men, engaging in a stare down with my lightsaber extended, while Rey was struggling with one. I had to protect her.
One of them suddenly pulled out a whip. I took a few steps farther away, deciding to engage with the one to my left. I dashed at him. I barely blocked his hit, but I quickly recovered, stabbing him in the chest. He froze and collapsed. I turned tail, attempting to block the whip about to descend on me, but it was suddenly whisked away. Kylo Ren had come to my rescue, taking care of both of the soldiers.
I noticed Rey wasn’t handling herself very well. Kylo suddenly shouted,” Y/n, give me your saber!”
I obediently tossed it to him, and he caught it with ease. I ducked underneath an attempted slash from the enemy, rolling over and picking up tan corpse’s whip. I struck a red knight and dashed over to Rey, my attention falling back to her.
A blade was being held to her neck. She was trying to hold back. She was in front of her. None of the others were attacking me, so I focused, raising my hand. I thrust my hand out further, envisioning that I was sending him flying away. When I opened my eyes, it had worked!
I mentally celebrated my own unbridled strength. Rey recovered, letting out a congratulatory holler. I noticed Kylo Ren was in the same circumstances. But Rey took over, calling his name. She tossed him his lightsaber and he caught it. When he turned it on, it severed the knight’s head.
And just like that, we had survived. All of us. For the first time, Kylo had confirmed that there was a light inside him. Rey and I ran toward each other, dropping our weapons and hugging. She pressed several kisses to m y cheek, which made me giggle.
“I knew you could do it. Everything Ben said, he was wrong.The Force is strong with you, Y/n. You’re strong.”
I beard with pride. I felt so very empowered. Maybe… I wasn’t a complete fuck-up.
Kylo Ren, panting as he Bega striding toward us.
Rey suddenly pulled out of the hug, pointing and walking toward the telescope. “The fleet. Order them to stop firing! There’s still time to save the fleet.”
Kylo Ren was silent. We both stared him down. He cast his gaze aside from both of us. He was approaching Snoke’s coupled up corpse. Dread set in. He was doing what was right, wasn’t he…?
“Kylo?” I gently spoke.
“It’s time to let old things die,” he conceded. “Snoke, Skywalker. The Sith, the Jedi, the Rebels let it all die. Y/n… I want you to join me. You told me to do what was right, and I am.”
He extended his hand out toward me. For the first time, I considered it. But at the end of the day, my heart belonged to the woman not too far away from me.
“We can rule together and bring a new order to the galaxy,” he insisted. “You don’t even have to love me yet. You can be with Rey if you wish. But I’m doing what’s right now. For you. And I will only have the strength if you’re by my side.”
My heart thudded in my chest. I knew Rey was staring me down, considering the option. She was still suspicious of him. But I… was so tempted. Was it the right decision?
My gaze flickered to his waist, where both of the lightsabers laid. I knew my what choices were being offered. I could take his hand, or Luke Skywalker’s lightsaber. I took a few steps closer. I saw the light in his eyes. The hope. The goodness.
I raised my trembling hand.
“Don’t do this, Ben, Y/n. I know you’re lying. You’re manipulating her.”
“Please, don’t make me make this decision,” I whispered in agreement.
“No, no,” he rushed. “You’re still holding on. Let go! You have seen the ability you have when you find the strength.” He stepped closer. Out of the corner of my eye, I knew that Rey’s eyes were shimmering with a new layer of tears.
“Join me,” he prodded.
His hand was so close. I could easily grab it and make the easy decision. Or I could make the difficult, but… probably right decision. And yet, I couldn’t stop it as my fingers ghosted closer. I could tell he was eagerly watching me and my expression.
I made eye contact with Rey once more. She nodded to me. And in that moment, I knew what had to be done.
All at once, I reached for the lightsaber and Rey did too. She snatched Luke’s from his waist, leaving me to attempt to pull the Sith one from him. But he quickly pulled back. The lightsaber was so far yet so close.
Kylo let out a grunt of frustration, his true feelings stinging through. He was not only pulling on the lightsaber, but pushing me back. I focused just as much attention, even if my wounds ached terribly and I was suffering from a terrible headache.
“Why are you resisting me, even now?” he boomed, hand outstretched. “I have done what you asked. I have done everything to win you over. I am actively choosing what is right, and yet you still push me away!”
We were both being pushed further and further from the trembling, floating lightsaber. I fell silent, unable to muster a response. My heart ached for the boy in the man, that even now, was conflicted. He made it seem as though he was doing all this for me. And perhaps part of him was. But even I knew the truth, and I was dense as a rock. He was doing what he twas for what he had the strength to do in the moment.
The right thing.
But suddenly, the lightsaber first and we both went flying back. I almost blacked out, but Rey caught me. I had no doubt I was bleeding all over from the strain. But, when I realized Kylo Ren was unconscious, I knew we had to make our move.
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Laughter bubbled in my throat as I manned the left cannon for the Millennium Falcon. We swooped into battle, trying to protect the large metal door that blocked Kylo Ren’s forces from the remaining Rebellion. We had won the battle against Kylo Ren, but now, it was time to finish the war once and for all. Or, at least, stall for the Rebellion to make an escape.
For some reason, as we shot, the enemy didn’t fire back. Only a few stray blasts hit us.
That’s right. I was his weakness, even now that he was in charge of the First Order.
But, they were firing up the cannon regardless, peppering to blast through the door. Some of the Resistance fighters were trying to take it on, but we were nothing in comparison to the looming, giant cannon and the weird walking space ships.
“We have to pull out, Chewy,” Rey suddenly spoke over the intercoms.
“Wait! Drop me off on the battlefield,” I suddenly spoke up, coming up with an idea.
I could immediately hear the reluctance in her voice. “No way, not again. You’ll die if we drop you off now —“
The giant canon blasted against the metal door, burning it to its core. After a few seconds, it receded into a black nothing. I saw the large, gaping hole in the metal door. The Rebellion. They needed more time to escape, and they needed it now.
“Please, Rey, just trust me. I’ll distract him.”
“But - but I have to pick up the Rebellion from the other side.”
“There’ll be no Rebellion on the other side if I don’t buy us more time,” I argued.
She went silent. And then —
“…You’re right. But promise me that you’ll be safe.”
“Rey, I love you. I’ll be fine. It might be a while, but,” I choked back a wave of oncoming tears,” I’ll make it out just fine. I’m strong enough.”
“But you know he won’t let you leave his side once he gets a hold of you!” she shouted, vulnerability shining through.
“I promise, Rey. No matter what, we’ll be together again. It may be a while, but I think I’ve got Kylo Ren wrapped around my pinkie finger pretty dan easily by now.”
I heard a sigh, and I knew she was finally - although reluctantly - agreeing. “Chewy, drop into the center and open the doors.”
Chewy groaned over the intercoms. A sad smile graced my face and I spoke over the intercoms one last time,” thanks, Chewy. I’ll be back, so don’t miss me too much.”
And alike to that of a martyr walking toward the furnace, I walked to the exit. As I stepped into the battlefield, equipped with nothing but my wit, I waved one last good-bye to the ship. It zipped away, but only then did I see it.
Luke Skywalker had emerged from the hole in the metal blockade.
I did not get to digest this fact as a million blasters went off in his direction. I screamed and covered my eyes, the sounds of bullets going off right and left echoing in my ears. They were ringing terribly, but I could only long for Luke’s safety. Although… I highly doubted he could make it out of that alive.
The cannons suddenly stopped. Red smoke dissipated in the wind, and I finally looked toward the scene. There as no way that one man had survived all that.
But then, the smoke began to clear. And from the smoke, emerged one lone man. Luke Skywalker had survived. And he was looking pretty damn smug about it.
In a panic, I ran up to him. “Mister Skywalker! H - how…”
With a cheeky grin, he placed a hand on my shoulder. Or so I thought. I gasped when his hand phased through me entirely. “Now shush up about that. We don’t want a certain someone learning about this ahead of time… Now, I know you’re a smart-ass of a kid, but why the hell did you plop into the middle of a battlefield? You know he’s just going to capture you.”
“Better me than the Rebellion,” I answered. “I’m doing the same as you. Stalling for time. And I’ll be damned if he gets a single hit on your holographic body.”
Luke chuckled, but his expression became solemn as he looked beyond. me. I turned, coming face to face with Kylo Ren. He looked any, but as per usual, his glare wasn’t directed toward me, but past me.
“Y/n. I know what you’re doing. Step out of the way and let me face him alone.”
I stepped further in front of the holographic Lule Skywalker, balling up my fists. “Sorry, Kylo Ren. But I didn’t drop into a snake pit just to get bit for nothing.”
His lip twitched, and he caved, returning his attention to the man I was ‘shielding’. “Di you come back to say you forgive me? To save my soul?”
“Nah.”
Kylo Ren threw off his cable, revealing the lightsaber that was held to his waist belt. I instinctively hopped forward when both men drew their lightsabers. The atmosphere was tense, and yet I felt lighter than air. Happy to be here, even.
Kylo aimed his lightsaber forward. “Step out of the way, Y/n, before I make you.”
“I’ll quote my man, Luke. Nah.”
And that was enough to set Kylo ablaze. He dashed toward us, trying to weave around us. But Luke stood still. I jumped into action, trying use the Force to push him back. He skidded back, almost losing his footing. But his arm shot out, and suddenly, I was floating off the air, unable to breath.
“Oh, you are pushing my buttons!” he shouted. “If I wasn’t as patient of a man as I was and didn’t see the future that we have together, I would kill you right now!”
I was suddenly release, and I coughed for air. I scraped my knees across the ground, but I had no time to rest. Luke was dodging and dipping out of Kylo Ren’s way. The man’s movements were quick and uncalculated. He was brimming with rage, ready to end Luke Skywalker’s life.
I tried to stand up, but Kylo seemed to have noticed. Instead, he thrust me to the ground again. I skidded along on my behind. Letting out a yelp of pain. But when I sat up, I knew Luke was handling himself, as once again, they were standing several feet apart.
And then Kylo rushed at him again. My jaw dropped the Luke bended over backwards, completely avoiding it, and once again having the upper hand. Kylo Ren became more and more frustrated at his failure.
“I failed you, Ben,” Luke suddenly spoke. “I’m sorry.”
“I’m sure you are!” he boomed. “The Resistance is dead. The war is over. And when I kill you, I will have killed the last Jedi.”
“Amazing,” he chuckled. “Every word of what you just said was wrong. The Rebellion is reborn today. The war is just beginning. And I am not the last Jedi. You’d think you would know better when one of them is standing before you.”
“I’ll destroy that girl. And you. And all of it.”
Luke sheathed his lightsaber. I knew it was over. The Rebellion had escaped. And Luke - it did not take a seasoned thespian of the Force to know that the strength was leaving his body with each passing second.
“No. Strike me down in anger and I’ll always be with you. Just like your father.”
Kylo’s grip on his lightsaber tightened. His gaze was trained perpetually on the Jedi before him. And then, with one final grunt, he dashed toward him. I watched with intrigue as I knew what would happen. Kylo Ren would be embarrassed immediately when Luke Skywalker did not die to his hand.
I rose to my feet, watching the spectacle. Kylo’s lightsaber skimmed right through Luke Skywalker. The man sent me one last cheeky smile before turning to Kylo, of which the realization was slowly dawning on him. Kylo Ren was stunned, and Luke only looks disappointed. In awe, Kylo stabbed him again, only to yield the same result.
“…No.”
“See ya around, kid.”
And with that, Luke Skywalker disappeared before his very eyes.
Kylo, still stuck in place, dropped the lightsaber. I approached him, taking the spot of where Luke once was. I could feel that Luke had just died. And yet, I knew he had died happily. I crossed my arms and sent Kylo Ren a grin.
“Wasn’t that a spectacle. Who could’ve known that Jedis could teleport? I sure as hell didn’t.”
Kylo stomped his foot, screaming at the top of his lungs as he turned to face the wall. He fell on his hands and knees, dogging his fist into the snowy sand ground.
I walked up behind him and placed my hand on his shoulder. “It’s over, Kylo Ren. We won. But there will always be a place for you in the Rebellion.”
He grabbed my hand and suddenly flipped me onto ground in front of him. I writhed under the Force as he began choking me, the air escaping my lungs. Panic flooded my system. This was the first time his anger was on me, and only me. Tars slid down my cheeks as I awed at my throat. Kylo sank over me, one hand choking and the other holding him up. His face sunk deeper, until our noses were lost touching.
“There is no ‘we’ for you. You are not a part of the Rebellion. You are not a part of the Jedi. You were brought here to be mine and only mine.” He narrowed his eyes, finally releasing me. I greedily gulped in air, massaging my neck. I sloppily wiped away may tears as well.
“And now that you’ve stupidly delivered yourself to me, I’ll be able to prove it once and for all.”
He connected our lips. I grunted and struggled, pushing against his chest. I couldn’t think straight. I was batshit terrified. The man… there was no goodness in him. Only new tactics. Only a maniac.
And suddenly, as the world went black, the only thing on my mind was Mr. Puffin and the regret of ever stepping off the Millennium Falcon in the first place.
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My entire body ached. I wanted so badly to roll onto my side, but I couldn’t even muster the energy to do that. My body felt free, all except for my wrists, which had two bracelets of some sort clamping down on them.
I finally mustered the strength to open my eyes when I felt something squeeze my waist, pulling me along a plush mattress. I let out a hiss of pain, and I wanted so badly to cry, but I was so very parched. I stared at the ceiling. It was metallic and red lines ran across the panels. I sat up slightly, realizing I was in a plus bed, which also reciprocated the black-and-red theme. But, what drew my attention the most, was the bare arm slung across my waist and who it belonged to; Kylo Ren, who was seemingly fast asleep.
I heard a familiar chirp and some rattling. I let out a quiet gasp and noticed that, by the side of my bed entrapped in a cage, was my dearest Mr. Puffin. I weakly pushed off the man’s arms, casting my gaze away from his messy black locks and his equally bare upper body. I gently kicked y legs off the side of the bed, and even if my arms hurt from the slightest pressure, I sat up.
I noticed that I was in a new outfit and that the bandages coating my arms and legs were silky and expensive by space standards. I wobbled over to the cage, using the wall as support. Oh, my entire body burned. I was on fire from head to toe. But I so dearly wished to stroke Mr/ Puffin’s soft feathers.
I knew he would be the only thing that kept me sane while trapped on Kylo Ren’s ship. I reached through the iron cage. Mr. Puffin leaned into my finger, nudging me. I tried searching for a key, but there seemed to be none. I was about to try to use the Force to move the iron bars, like I had seen others do before, when —
“You can try, but it won’t work.”
I jumped, resulting in my body going in. I stumbled all the way back onto the bed, although I managed to sit up straight. I was hunched over. I heard Kylo Ren shuffle behind me until he was close behind, his arm wrapped around me waist and his chest pressed to my back.
That’s when I noticed the thin metal shackles on my wrist.
“Is it because…”
“Yes. But also, you’re so weak I doubt you could lift a pebble.” He placed a chaste kiss to my cheek, and I heard his inhale deeply. “I hope to remind you that we’re truly soulmates. Not only was your first instinct to go to your Port friend, but you could have tried to Force choke me. And yet, the thought of hurting me has never once crossed your mind. Funny, ins’t it?”
“If we were soulmates, the notion would be reciprocated, Kylo,” I croaked. “May I remind you that you’re the one who praised yourself so adamantly on never hurting me. And yet, you almost killed me. Twice.”
He sighed, his breath on my neck sending tingles of fear down my spine. “I’m sorry. But I had to… no, I needed to get you out of the way. I needed to show you that you were meant to be mine.”
“By taking my own life?” I snapped back. He fell silent. “That’s really lovely of you, Kylo Ren. And you’re right. I never wanted to hurt you because I thought there was an ounce of goodness in you. But no, here we are, in the same situation. You satiating your own selfish whims instead of doing the right thing. I feel foolish for ever believing you, even for a moment. I almost envisioned a future where we were friends.”
“God dammit,” he hissed, gritting his teeth. I could tell he was trying to refrain his explosive temper. His grip on my waist tightened, and I let out a yelp of pain. He suddenly withdrew from my body entirely, slamming his fist into the wall by the headboard. “You still resist me.”
“I wonder why.”
“I really do!” he roared.
“I’ve loved you, even before I even thought of you to be real. I searched the galaxy to find you, even before you arrived. When you fell into my arms, it was heaven. My entire world was complete. It still is, even when you are away, because I know you will return to me. We’re made for each other. And can you blame me for having a momentarily lapse of judgement when you drive me to wit’s end every. Damn. Time?”
Tears slid down my cheeks and I covered my face in my hands. Despair consumed me. I tried so hard to be positive, but the bruises I felt on my neck brought me back into the insanity of my situation.
“Yes. I can. You’re a violent man, Kylo Ren. You’re selfish. You’re cruel. You’re evil to the core. And if you truly loved me, you would not hurt me. If you truly loved me, you would make the right decisions. If you truly loved me… you would let me go. You would let me be happy with a woman who treats me better than you ever will and who would never try to kill me.”
He fell silent. But I knew he would remain steadfast in his decision. “…But I saw it in my vision.”
“No, you saw it in your dreams, Kylo Ren. You shaped what you saw to fit your liking.”
Mr. Puffin chirped wildly, rattling the cage once. more. Kylo Ren rose to his feet and walked over to the cage. From an unknown place, he withdrew a key. He opened it.
Mr. Puffin came flying into my arms. I let out a sob of joy, cradling the sweet pet to me tightly. I had a feeling he would be the only source of joy I felt in a while.
“…I know you are right,” he conceded. “But please understand. I can never let you go.”
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It´s all practical
Hey! So, I just rewatched the Star Wars sequels and my crush on Hux returned so here goes nothing.
This story happens in the 9th episode when Finn, Poe and Chewie discover Hux is the spy, reader is with them when this happens.
Summary: While rescuing Chewie, your friends and you discover who the spy for the Resistance is, and you refuse to let more people die if you can help it.
Warnings: canon violence, mentions of trauma and sadness, fluff and I think that´s it.
Relationship: Armitage Hux x gn!reader
You heard Finn and Poe´s fight in the distance. They were standing beside you, but you were inside your mind, trying to cope with the idea of dying. Because the fact was, you were about to die. You had managed to find Chewie, but the stormtroopers found you when Poe got hurt. Now they were pointing blasters at you, ready to fire.
You took your mind to your family: your parents, your brother, your friends. You wanted them to be the last thing you saw. Their faces, their-
-Actually- You heard a familiar voice behind you- I would like to have the honor- It was Hux. Of course. You didn´t even get time to close your eyes as you heard shots, but… you weren´t dead. Wait, what?
The four of you turned around to see all stormtroopers on the ground and Hux holding a blaster. Your gaze went to his face immediately. He seemed almost scared. He was certainly nervous.
-I´m the spy- WHAT THE KRIFFING HELL?!
-I knew it was you!- Poe yelled. Yeah, right.
-No, you didn´t!- Finn answered back.
You didn´t know how to react when reality slapped you across the face.
-We have to get out of here, now- You motioned your friends to hurry and ran closely behind Hux.
There was no time for questions, no matter how many you had.
-Here! You don´t have long!- Hux´s face seemed honest. He was normally hard to read, at least the few times you had seen him, but now he looked almost… with hope.
-Wait!- Poe yelled- Why are you helping us?- He asked what everybody had been wanting to ask.
-I don´t care if you win- he basically spat- I need Kylo Ren to lose-.
-That sounds fair enough- you said honestly. You swore you saw a small smile form in Hux´s lips at your response. Chewie was already inside the Falcon, getting everything ready. Poe and Finn had started running when Hux spoke.
-Wait! Shoot me, in the arm, or they´ll know- Poe grabbed the blaster and was ready to shoot when you stopped him.
-NO! We are NOT leaving him here! They will kill him!- You said immediately.
-But we can´t just bring him with us!- Finn said.
-We can and we will, I wasn´t asking. Lets´go- You said and motioned Hux to follow you, but he didn´t move.
-Come on! We don´t have time!- You were desperate, you had seen enough people die, you knew way to many people that didn´t breath no more, and if you could avoid that for anyone else you certainly would, even if that someone was Hux.
Hux was straight up lost, he had never been this confused. Why in the world would you, Y/N from the Resistance, care if he lived or died? You saw that confusion on his face, so you grabbed him by the arm and started moving.
-NO! I can´t leave- He said. You knew he wanted to, you could see it in his eyes, but there was something holding him back.
-Why not?!- You asked, starting to lose your patience. He lowered his face, looking almost embarrassed.
-I… I have a cat, I can´t leave her- He said in a whisper, you were sure you had been the only one that heard it. He was expecting you to laugh. Why the hell did he say that?! It was the truth, that was the only reason he wanted to stay, but he was sure you were gonna abandon him now, like everybody had done.
You held his arm tighter and ran… inside.
-Where is she?!- You asked as you ran. He had to shake his head to clear his mind, still wondering what the hell was happening. He finally regained his composure and ran next to you, leading the way to his room.
None of you said a word as you ran, you seemed to be… connected. It was hard to put it in words. You didn’t need to tell him nothing, when he needed to stop or to look out, he understood, and the same for you.
You let go of his arm as you both started speeding up, and he felt his skin complaining, already missing your touch. What the hell was wrong with him? He let his mind wander a bit, as he automatically knew how to get to his chamber. Why were you helping him? Why didn´t you even question going for Millicent? Why was his mind so focused on you? He was always thinking of things, of plans, of ideas, he never really though about people, not in a good way at least. It was always how stupid Ren was, how useless the stormtroopers were, never how good someone seemed, or how pretty they were… STOP. He ordered his mind.
He quickly opened the door and grabbed Millicent. She meowed happily at him and even stared lovingly at you. For a split second he allowed himself to look at you. You had to be the most beautiful thing he had ever seen in his life. The biggest smile he had seen in oh so many years. You were smiling at his cat, getting closer and closer to him. He felt your breath in his arm as you said hi to the furry animal that he was holding, he felt his heart skip a beat. You were so close he forgot how to breath, literally.
-Let´s go- You said and continued to run. He followed closely behind. It was now your turn to admire the guy. You had seen him before, never this close though. He was… handsome. There was no point in denying that. Like, really handsome. And the moment you heard that the reason why he didn´t want to leave was because he didn´t want to leave his cat you felt your heart jump inside your chest. You felt your cheeks heat up every time he took a turn or did anything remotely agile. You would have slapped yourself right there if you hadn´t been in such a rush.
You were running so fast you counted at least three times you almost slipped like a penguin. But you finally made it. You both ran into the Falcon and you yelled.
-We´re here! GO- The ship immediately started moving and you both dropped to the floor in between heavy breaths.
-What´s her name?- You asked smiling in your tiredness.
-Millicent- He answered, offering you the first smile you had ever seen in him. Your cheeks betrayed you, and so did your heart as it started do beat even faster than when you were running. You smiled back, of course. And he, yet again, forgot how to breath. It was almost like his body wanted time to stop so that he could stare a little longer, and apparently the way to do that was to stop breathing.
-I love it- You answered honestly.
Everything happened so quickly you could barely remember it now. You had all decided to go to the Resistance base to drop Hux and you. They would go follow the coordinates the blade had given, and you would help Hux settle and gather any useful information he could provide.
Before you knew it, your friends had already left, and you were in your room waiting for Leia to appear so that you could talk about the new guy, Hux.
He was sitting in the middle of that branch-made tent you had spent two weeks putting together. His leg was bouncing in stress. And Millicent was asleep in your bed. At least someone was relaxed. He turned his head so fast he could have pulled a muscle, but the feeling of something rubbing against his leg freaked him out. He looked down and spotted a white cat with black spots.
-Oh, that´s Wolfie- you said happily. So you understood, that´s why you agreed to go get Millicent. He felt a bit of happiness before bitterness filled his heart.
He was sure Leia was gonna slap him, or shoot him, or kill him. Maybe they would torture him for information, maybe they would lead him to the middle of everyone and throw rocks at him. He felt a bit of hope because you were there, but he was preparing himself for the worst.
-Leia- You said with a sigh and ran to her arms. She hugged you back and smiled.
-Welcome- the older woman said- And welcome to you too- Oh, she was talking to him. He stood up way faster that he should have. His eyes were glued to the floor, but in a small glance he saw a… smile? Coming from Leia? Directed to him? It was probably a torture method, yes, that had to be it.
-Th…thank you- He said quietly.
-You don´t have to worry, I won´t slap you, or shoot you, and certainly I won´t kill you, that´s not something I do- Were his ears deceiving him? Why not? He certainly deserved it. But, wait! Was she reading his mind?
-We are not ones to determine what you do or don´t deserve, what´s important is that you´re here and you are both safe. It will take a while for the others to get used to your presence, and I won´t lie, some may never forgive you, some may try to harm you and honestly, I wouldn´t blame them. It will be hard, but I´m sure Y/N will make the best out of this situation, they will certainly help you fit in, and in time, who knows, maybe you´ll find a family here - Leia finished with a strong but gentle voice. She left.
No one had been this kind to him in so so long, he didn´t even remember the last time anyone had talked to him like that. He felt a tear escape his eyes. This was Kylo Ren´s mother? Where the hell did he get… everything from? Before he could react, he felt it again, your touch. You were softly wiping the tear that ran on his cheek.
-Hey, how about I help you settle so we can talk and you can rest. Tomorrow I´ll show you around- He nodded softly.
-There´s not much sleeping space, so I hope you´re okay with sharing this room with me. Sure, it´s not as big and luxurious as yours back there, but it´s pretty cosey-.
-You are letting me stay here? With you?- He said before he could even think.
-Well yeah, silly. Unless you want to sleep on a tree branch- You giggled softly at his stunned face. You didn´t precisely trust him, but he was in your territory now, there was no way he could harm you, and you couldn’t think of any reason why he would want to. After all, he was known for doing what it takes to survive, you knew he was smart, and it would be very stupid to break your trust. Even if you couldn’t trust him yet, you could trust his survival instinct. And he seemed to give off a vibe that just, draw you towards him, you wanted him to be happy, you didn´t know why though.
-Hey- He said softly, trying to find the right words- listen, I… I know you don´t trust me and you have no reason to. Truth be told, I don´t exactly trust you either. This is all new for me- He said with a hint of sadness in his voice that crushed your heart- I won´t stop to regret and rethink everything that I have done, I want to survive, I want to live. And if being here will do that then here is where I´ll be. I want to clarify I´m under no intention of fooling you, so I tell you now that I´m not here because it´s the right thing, I´m here because I have to be, but I do hope I end up enjoying it, at least a bit-.
He hadn’t talked this much in what felt like years. It was nice to be heard.
You let his words sink in. You liked his honesty, you liked that he admitted he wasn´t there to do good, he was there so that they wouldn´t kill him, and to you that seemed like a pretty good reason to be there.
-Hux-
-Armitage, my name is Armitage- You smiled at that.
-Armitage- he felt goosebumps all over his body when you said his name- I don´t expect you to change by morning, I personally don´t believe in good or bad people, we are just people. I can promise you it´s gonna be really hard, people will hate you the moment they see you here. Many will fight to try to kick you out, but I won´t let them. I refuse to let any more people die. That´s why I insisted to bring you here. But I’m confident you will find a lot more happiness here than back there. I don´t know if you deserve to be happy, but that doesn´t really matter. You´re here now and that´s that. So I tell you now, knowing how things are, that you can trust me with whatever. If you want to talk, if you need help… I know it was horrible there, I know you must have many traumas, so I don´t expect you to be perfect, but make no mistake, I do expect you to change. If you betray me or anyone here you will be harshly punished, not in the same way the First Order would, we don´t do that here, but still. You will work not just physically to earn your place here, you will have to earn our trust. But I saw it, I don´t know what it was, I saw something in your eyes. I know you want to change, and that is the first step-.
It was true. He wanted to change, because if he didn´t he knew staying here would be hell. It was all practical, certainly you had nothing to do with it. And certainly the fact that he had never had so many people smile at him in years, thing that made him burst with happiness, had also nothing to do with him wanting to change. No, it was all practical, for his survival.
That was a lie that wouldn´t last long in his mind, not when the most amazing person he had ever met was in front of him, giving him the chance of a new life, a better one, maybe even a happy one.
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How about this?? Jinx with a Fem!S/o who’s basically Kylo Ren from Star Wars?? Like they first met a couple years ago when Silco hired him to take out a rival gang, BY HIMSLEF. She also has a red magic-laser sword (something like a lightsaber) and can use the Force, she also has anger issues (like a lot) and is kinda easily annoyed. Just imagine her saying to jinx when she’s “hearing” voices in her head “Your STILL holding on, let go!”
Jinxed force
Prompt: Jinx interrupts your meditation and won’t stop pestering you.
Tone: Funny + Jedi mind
Warnings: None
Word count: 1,111
A/N: I am sorry this took longer than I wanted, but thank you for fuelling my Star Wars love. I hope this is satisfactory!!
Requests may be coming out slightly slower as school as officially started, and I'm working on an original fantasy world *wink wink*, so please know I do see your requests and will work on them. Goodbye for now all 53 of you.
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JINX X FORCE SENTIVE FEM!READER
You were calm, you were safe, you were balanced.
You kept repeating the mantra as you rose from the ground, legs and arms crossed together in a meditative pose. This was one of the few times you were left in peace long enough to hone your skills further. If Silco wanted you useful then he needed to understand that Jinx’s sulking, at the fact she couldn’t be latched to your side, was not that bad.
You breathed in deeply, opening your hands to the room around you, inviting the force to raise you higher.
You were calm, you were safe, you were balanced. You were calm, you were safe, you were- Someone had entered the room.
“Surprise!” Your body jolted falling to the ground, just before you could touch it your body slowed as you willed the force beneath you. You brushed your legs, ready to kill the person who’d interrupted you.
Jinx stood with a wide grin on the other side room, a lolly hanging from her mouth looking entirely too pleased with herself. It was a habit the girl through funny, you knew she’d watch you meditate for a few seconds, and then she’d try and scare you. It never worked of course since you could sense her, but the drop down from levitating was not a pleasant one.
“Get out.” You hiss, collecting your robe from the floor and pulling it back over your bare arms.
“You’re times up.”
“Time?” You clenched your jaw, trying not to throw the blue haired girl to the other side of Piltover. “My practises are not a timed thing. Do not touch that.”
“Why not?’ Jinx asked, rolling your lightsaber around in her hands which she had picked up from the floor. “It needs some maintenance.”
The lightsaber flew across the room into your awaiting hand, and with a familiar hum a red glow filled the room.
“Your skill set doesn’t extend to my lightsaber.”
“Please, just a little colour would go a long way.” You spun the lightsaber around in your hand, settling with a simple forward grip, a basic Shii-Cho technique.
“If you touch it again, you’ll lose a hand.” Jinx pouted, lugging her way to the other table towards her favoured machine gun. You knew what was coming next, and you spun the weapon round readying for it.
“You’re no fun.”
“Not my problem.”
“What about this?!” With a manic laugh, Jinx started to hail fire down on you from the overpowered gun. There were blistering flashed of light, as you deflected the bullets with a blank expression. She did this every time.
“Must you waste my time.”
“You’re my girlfriend, it is now my job.” She shuddered, throwing a spanner behind her with what appeared to be a purposeful shot. Great, now your girlfriend was seeing things. Just what you needed.
“Jinx, nobody is there.”
“You’re so funny, girlfriend.” Your lightsaber closed with a hum, as you clipped it to your hip. “Isn’t she so funny?”
“Jinx, for the love we share. Move on! Let it go. It doesn’t help to dwell.”
“Let what go?” She dropped everything in her hands, giving you large confused eyes. With a calming breath you composed yourself. It wasn’t her fault, but that didn’t mean it wasn’t bloody annoying.
“Doesn’t matter.” You made for the entrance door, “Silco wants me to take out some people, I’ll be back- What are you doing now?”
Jinx had stood up, and slipped the machine gun stab over her narrow shoulders. No, absolutly not would you take her to complete this mission. It wasn’t you didn’t think she was capable, she was. But she had a tendency to get in your way, and had once even started firing upon you thinking you were the enemy.
“Coming with you, oh! It can be a date. Let’s go on a date.”
���It is not a date.” You tugged your hood up, raising your hand to push Jinx back into the chair. Unfortunately for you nobody in Piltover knew how to tap into their force signature and use stealth to hide or at least dampen their emotions. Jinx’s was particulaly tiring in the fact her signature was always buzzing, and bouncing and clinging to you when you asked for space. “Stay here by choice, or I’ll make you by force. This is dangerous, Jinx. We need stealth.”
“I can be stealthy.” She dropped the machine gun quickly to the floor, and you raised an eyebrow as she began to tiptoe towards you with exaggerated movements. “See, stealthy.” She had now taken to whispering, and slowly wrapped her arms around you.
“Get off.”
“You can’t see me, I’m being stealthy.” You closed your eyes, taking some more deep breaths. How had you gone from being hired by Silco to take down a rival gang alone, to being the favourite companion of a complete nutter. Unfortunately for you, the girl had managed to worm her way into some good part of your heart. You feared she would never leave it, or perhaps you now feared she would.
You rested a hand to her bare arm, the buzz of her field causing a headache. With a small shriek from Jinx and a few jumping sparks, she pulled away. Your lips quirked slightly, now that was funny.
“That wasn’t nice.”
“I’m not very nice. Now, if you come, that is if. Shut up and relax, your force signature is giving me a headache.”
“Yes, yes. Shutting up.” She followed you out, tugging at your robe with a questioning look. “Don’t I need a weapon?”
“No.”
“What if they shoot me.”
“They wouldn’t have the chance to.” You gestured to your lightsaber, fully confident in your abilities to take down some goons. “Nobody has that chance as long as I’m here.”
“Isn’t she romantic?” Jinx cooed to the empty space you walked past, and you gripped her arm pulling her with haste to avoid people looking.
“Stop talking to the air, it looks suspicious.”
“I’m not talking to air, silly. They’re my friends, well they can be mean.” She waved at the next empty alley, “Anyway, I’ve seen you talking to the air.”
Your grip tightened, not knowing she’d seen you talking to all your fallen masters. You knew when you came to Piltover you’d be the only force sensitive one, you had no choice but to come here, as people had begun closing in on you. It was lonely, but you liked it that way, nobody could distract or hurt you. Well, it had been lonely. You tapped the lightsaber, trying to forget the faces of your once friends.
“It’s a Jedi thing.”
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Kylo Ren x Reader
Fandom: Star Wars (sequels)
Premise: You're pressurised into watching a horror film that scares you and Kylo is there to make you feel better.
Word Count: 1.5K
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Kylo comes storming into your quarters, looking frenzied with his lightsaber clutched tightly in his hand. His eyes frantically search the room for danger, ready to pounce at anything that would deem a threat.
“What is it?! Why’d you scream?” He asks with urgency, still on high alert despite not seeing any immediate danger. You peek your head out from under the covers, tears welling in your eyes as eerie noises spill from the speakers of your television.
You point a shaky hand in the direction of the television, a horror movie playing on the big screen. His eyes follow your finger and his face softens in realisation. He extinguishes his saber then uses the force to switch the tv off whilst simultaneously turning on the lamp before moving to sit on the edge of the bed.
Immediately, you're crawling onto his body and clutching tightly onto his clothing. He wraps his arms tightly around you and pulls you up onto his lap so you can bury your head in the crook of his neck. He can feel the way you’re trembling against him, genuinely scared from what you’ve just watched.
“Shh, Sweetheart. I’m here,” he coos, rubbing his hand up and down your back soothingly. You struggle to keep your breathing even, the tears choking you up as they continue to flow. The images from what you’ve just watched flash in your mind repeatedly, constantly replenishing the fear that resided inside of you right now. Though Kylo is holding onto you tightly, you’re still afraid.
He pulls you back slightly so he can look down at your face and brings a hand up to wipe away the tears streaming down your face. He’s frowning, brows furrowed, and his eyes are filled with concern. His hand gently clasps your chin, his thumb rubbing against your jawline as you hiccup and sniffle, trying to look at him through blurry eyes.
“Why would you put that film on? You hate horror films,” he questions softly and you take a shaky breath, embarrassed to tell him the reason. You try to turn your head away but he tightens his grasp ever-so-slightly to prevent you from doing so.
“Some s-stormtroopers were teasing me a-and I wanted to prove them w-wrong. I-I wanted to be brave.” You stutter out, ashamed of the reason behind your foolishness. You see anger flash across his face before he quickly composes himself, not wanting to scare you any further by his desire to kill the stormtroopers in question.
“Oh, Angel…” He sighs, letting go of your chin and letting you bury your head back into the crook of his neck. His free hand goes to your lower back, keeping you pressed against him.
“You are brave, so much more so than those plebeian stormtroopers. It takes a hell of a lot more bravery to rule the galaxy with me than those cretins will ever have.” It’s clear he’s seething at those stormtroopers and you guess he’s probably going to kill them, but right now you’re too afraid to care about their fate.
Your hands bunch up in Kylo’s shirt and you nod weakly in acknowledgement at his words. You suppose he’s right, but that still doesn’t change the fact that you feel pathetic for being unable to watch a horror film without being scared.
“Would you like to talk about what scared you?” He asks though he’s pretty sure you won’t. You’re usually very non-verbal when you get this upset. As he suspects, you shake your head ‘no’ and make a small noise of disagreement.
Kylo picks you up, bringing the large duvet with you so it can stay wrapped around your shoulders, and carries you into the living room. He sets you down onto the sofa, tucking the duvet around your still slightly quivering frame before briefly walking away into your library.
He returns carrying several books, which he places on the coffee table in front of you before taking a seat beside you. You go to snuggle into him immediately, but he shakes his head with a soft smile on his face. “Pick a book.”
Your face lifts at the realisation of what this means, he’s going to read to you. You lean forward to look at your options and immediately decide which book you want. Temporarily taking your hands out from beneath the covers, you take the book and give it to Kylo- who huffs in amusement at your pick.
“Of course you’d pick the book about Darth Bane” He teases, voice light as he beckons you to lay your head on his lap. You do so without question, a small smile breaking out on your face as you pull the cover up to your face.
“It’s my favourite,” you respond softly, voice quiet but Kylo can tell that your mind is already starting to drift away from the fear you felt before.
“I know Sweetheart, sometimes I worry you love this book more than me.” He jokes and you nudge him as best you can with your elbow, making a loud gasp in disagreement.
“Never! Only love you!” You whine, bending your neck so you can look up at him with a pout. He just looks down at you and chuckles, eyes creasing with amusement.
“I’m just teasing you, Love,” he reassures, before leaning down to plant a kiss on your lips. You sigh against his lips, revelling in the feeling of his plush lips against yours. He pulls away all too soon and you’re about to complain but he reaches over to put on his reading glasses and you forget all about what you wanted.
His black-framed glasses sit perfectly atop his nose, making his already breathtaking face even more irresistible. He looks down at you through his glasses and smirks, making your cheeks heat up and undoubtedly turn a deep shade of red. You quickly turn back around, pulling the duvet up so it’s covering your cheeks.
He shakes his head behind you before running a hand through his hair to push it back and out of his face. He clears his throat and opens the book up to the first page.
“Ready?” He asks, and after a moment of shuffling to get more comfortable, you nod, peering up at the book from your position on his lap.
He starts reading to you, his deep voice immediately soothing you. He could be reading literally anything and it would still make you feel safe and protected. His voice wraps around your body like a blanket, warming you up far better than any duvet cover ever could.
One of his hands drops down onto your head and he starts absentmindedly playing with your hair, twirling it in between his fingers. You hum in content, eyes fluttering closed as the love of your life reads your favourite book to you.
You’re not sure how far through the book he gets as, after a while, you find yourself slowly drifting off to sleep. His hand doesn’t stop playing with your hair even when he places the book and his glasses away to settle down himself, assured by the knowledge that his girl is sleeping soundly on his lap.
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“So, which one of you pathetic bottom-feeders thought it would be acceptable to upset MY wife?” Kylo’s voice booms throughout the throne room, his harsh tone a stark difference to the soft one he used towards you the night prior.
You sit atop Kylo’s throne, watching as the four stormtroopers who teased you the day before shake with fear. They’re facing the wrath of Kylo Ren, something that very few survive.
They, idiotically, deny all accusations, somehow forgetting that their Supreme Leader has the ability to read minds with ease. He pulls out their memories as painfully as possible, exposing them as liars as well as insubordinates.
Kylo gestures to his nights, no doubt communicating with them through their force-bond, and they stalk towards the quivering men. Kylo turns his back to them and walks up the steps to the throne so he’s standing directly in front of you. He holds his hand out to you and you take it without hesitation, allowing him to pull you up and into his chest.
You wrap your arms around his broad frame and peek your head over his shoulder to watch as the stormtroopers are dragged out of the room. They’re most likely being led to their death.
Before you have a chance to think about it anymore, Kylo pulls you back and takes hold of your face with both hands. His eyes dance across your face before he crashes his lips against yours, deeply and passionately kissing you. You return the kiss just as eagerly, letting yourself melt against him.
His arm snakes around your waist, pulling you impossibly closer before he pulls his lips back slightly to speak.
“Nobody upsets my wife and gets away with it.”
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sparks and embers - chapter 13
Characters: Kylo Ren x Original Female Character, Poe Dameron x Original Female Character
Story Tags: Explicit (18+), Canon Compliant/Divergent (Set after TLJ), First Person POV, Love Triangle, Slow Burn, Enemies to Lovers, Porn with Plot, Hurt/Comfort, Kylo Ren hates Poe Dameron
Chapter 13 - Exposure
Words: 5.5k
Chapter Tags/Warnings: Descriptions medical procedures
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“Alex! You’re okay!”
“So are you!” I burst, eyes already wet with tears of relief. My gaze darted over the holoprojection of Poe’s face, his brilliant smile beaming through from lightyears away.
“You have no idea how glad I am to see you,” he grinned, leaning closer into the holo. “We’ve been trying to make this contact for weeks.”
A dazzling joy surged in my chest, so happy that my assumptions of being forgotten were baseless. “Did you complete your mission?”
“You’re talking to the best pilot in the galaxy here.” He shot me a charming wink, maintaining his smile. “Actually made it back a few days ahead of schedule.”
Tears continued to dribble out, attempting to calm myself with a shaky exhale. “I’ve been so worried.”
Poe’s expression turned earnest. “I was going to say the same thing.” His expression fell, looking down. “I didn’t want to leave you there. I’m… I’m so sorry Alex. We’re all sorry.”
“It’s alright,” I soothed. “It was the right thing to do at the time. Did you all safely make it back to the base?”
“Left just in time to avoid their tracking systems. So your sacrifice wasn’t for nothing.”
“Indeed it wasn’t,” a woman’s voice agreed, her instantly recognisable image appearing in front of me moments later.
Leia Organa.
“I’m so glad to finally put a face to the person who saved my best fighters.”
I was awestruck at the sight of the entrancing older woman, with kind yet determined eyes looking right at me. “Well… uh… They were the ones who protected me against the Death troopers. I really didn’t do anything.”
She shook her head, smiling warmly. “We all know what you did, what you’ve endured because of your selflessness.”
“What I’ve endured?”
“We have recently gained a Resistance spy within the First Order, the one who directed you to this holoprojector,” Poe started explaining. “They’ve been keeping an eye on you. Sending us intel about your condition.”
I thought of the blonde, curled hair I glimpsed a few minutes ago, not recalling ever seeing it before. Whoever it was had obviously done his reconnaissance at a distance. “The cell stay wasn’t exactly easy,” I conceded, looking sincerely to Poe. “But I’m managing better now.”
A glaring lie.
“One thing they couldn’t tell us Alex,” Leia started, her expression now troubled. “Is why exactly they’re keeping you on the Finalizer. Our spy hasn’t been able to collect any information about the subject. To me, it seems a little... bizarre you’re being forced to work for them.”
I was stuck on how to begin to formulate an answer when a commotion from behind the two figures made them turn around.
“I heard you finally made contact!” Rey’s voice excitedly cheered from somewhere in the room, her image quickly arriving into view, displaying an enthusiastic grin as she huddled in next to Leia. “Alex! I’m so glad to see you!”
I returned a warming smile, her sunny disposition difficult not to mirror.
“Oh thank the maker,” Finn heaved, sliding alongside Rey, the four figures now pressed closely into the outline of the holo, Poe seeming faintly annoyed at the intrusion. “If I had to live through one more day of Poe ranting about this stealth signal not getting through, I was gonna go insane.”
Poe was already looking to me when I glanced at his face, an unspoken understanding exchanging between us. “Well now since apparently we’re all here,” he huffed, “Can we actually get back to the issue at hand? We’ve only got a limited amount of time before this signal becomes compromised, and the hard-lock on Alex’s comm-room door overrides.”
Leia nodded in agreement and looked at me again. “Do you know why they’re holding you there Alex?”
I was weighted with a heavy dose of terror in giving my answer, my stare shooting immediately to Rey. Her smile had faded, instead she wore an expression of reassurance.
She hadn’t told them.
“I… I… uh…” I stammered, a flurry of emotions spinning in my brain. I was so sure she would have exposed me.
“It’s okay Alex,” Rey insisted, her tone calming. “I know why you’re scared. I completely understand why you kept it a secret. But we won’t harm you because of it. I promise.”
All eyes darted to Rey, each face breaking into confusion.
Poe was the only one to say what they were all thinking. “What are you talking about?”
I felt my chest begin to tighten, oxygen becoming a little harder to grasp onto. “I’m not ready,” I whispered.
Rey’s appearance was comforting, yet serious. “It’s time. You may not be ready, but sometimes we don’t get the choice.”
I inhaled deeply, scrunching my lids closed, trying to build some sort of confidence to reject the instincts and rules I had been abiding by all these years. A lifetime of keeping my gift undisclosed, hiding it away, never getting too close to anyone, had left me more attached to my secret than anything else in the galaxy. Fear had always kept it’s hold, guiding my actions, and it was pulling at me again now, trying to warn me of the danger once more. But if I didn’t tell them, Rey would be forced to.
And above anything else, I wanted Poe to hear it from me.
“I can… use the Force,” I said slowly, most likely out loud for the first time in my life. “I taught myself… how to heal others with it, when they were close to death.” There was an excruciating silence as Poe, Leia and Finn comprehended my answer, each wearing a different expression of realisation. My stare was only focused on Poe, trying to properly gauge his reaction to my admittance of lying. “I didn’t want anyone to find out, so I’d also learnt how to hide it - to prevent other force-sensitive people from feeling my energy, from hearing my thoughts.”
“Why?” Leia asked gently. “Why were you so afraid?”
“My parents were distrustful of those who were attuned to the Force after living through a time where Darth Vader wreaked havoc on the galaxy. They told me old stories of little children being taken away from their families to be trained as Jedi, only to have all of them massacred, even the younglings. They made it seem like the most dangerous thing in the world was being someone with that gift. So even as a child, when I felt the power growing within, I pushed it down, hid it away. I didn’t want to fight in any wars, and I didn’t want to be killed. I just… wanted a normal life.”
Both Rey and Leia were nodding with me as I spoke, seeming to understand my decision.
“That’s why you were on Raxus. So isolated,” Poe murmured, not looking at me.
“Yes. I kept it a secret for as long as I could, all through my training, only using this power sporadically through the years. But I was too close to being caught whilst working in a medical camp on the Inner Rim, during a skirmish the First Order instigated on a planet because of their resources. A Stormtrooper noticed me healing one of the planet’s inhabitants, one whom he was sure he’d rendered on the brink of death. He wanted to take me to his leader, claiming he would have good use for someone with my abilities. I managed to escape him and ran, giving up my job, my home, all without telling anyone where I was going. I settled on Raxus, built my clinic, rarely having to use my power, never really worrying about being caught again. Until... Poe crashed on my doorstep.”
“And you had to use it then, didn’t you?” Rey assumed, obviously a question she had been waiting to ask. I nodded.
Finn’s eyes sparkled. “I knew it! I knew there was a reason he healed so quickly.”
The death stare Rey shot to him was severe in intensity, and under any other circumstance I would have thought it was funny. But my focus was centred completely on Poe’s expression as he remained engrossed in deliberation, his eyes still not reaching back to me.
“Is this why they’re keeping you held on the Finalizer? They wish to utilize your power to heal?” Leia guessed.
“They don’t know about it.”
Each of their expressions turned to disbelief.
“How? Surely Kylo Ren would have rummaged through your mind the minute you got on that ship,” Finn burst, turning to Rey. “That’s what he did to you right?” She nodded in agreement, still looking to me for my answer.
“I was able to keep him out, like I did to you Rey,” I replied.
Rey seemed impressed, and a realisation clicked behind her eyes. “That’s why he won’t let you leave. He hasn’t figured out why."
I became uneasy, suddenly worrying about the blame I’d been placing on her. “He thinks it’s because of you, that you’ve somehow placed a block around my mind. And I... didn’t exactly correct him.”
Rey let a sly smile form on her lips. “Well that would be a valuable thing to make use of, if only it were true.”
Finn appeared dubious. “I still don’t understand why you agreed to work for them.”
“I didn’t really have a choice,” I subtly scowled. “It was that or rot in a cell until Kylo Ren managed to infiltrate my thoughts, learning of my sensitivity to the Force, leaving me in a lot worse situation.”
Finn appeared understanding of that answer. It had been Rey’s own powers that made the man obsessed with capturing her. Leia, who had seemed more troubled while we conversed of the Supreme Leader, finally spoke up again. “How long do you think you can hold yourself against… him?”
“I don’t know.” My heart thumped with anxiety, reminded of his last attempt to penetrate my barrier. Thinking about it, with Poe’s image right in front of me, made a familiar sickness bubble in my stomach. He still refused to meet my gaze, his face pained, making an ache begin to surge in my chest.
“Well we have to make some kind of plan right? To rescue her before that happens? Poe?” Finn insisted, somehow rustling Poe out from his inner turmoil.
“Right. Sure. Of course,” he agreed, only the slightest glance in my direction. I had to clench my teeth to hold back the tears wanting to form in my eyes, his indifferent response causing a wave of guilt to wash through.
Leia could sense the tense energy exchanging between us, even through the holo. “Finn, Rey, let’s start discussing our next move. Away from the holoprojector.” She looked firmly at the two, an unspoken communication. Rey shot me a look of both support and sympathy, understanding exactly why Leia was leading them away.
“Hang in there,” Finn added before standing to leave. “We’ll get you out real soon.”
I tried my best to reply with a grateful smile, but it was hard to form through the nervousness I felt at being alone with Poe after my revelation.
One by one their figures receded from the flickering blue picture, leaving Poe alone once again. I couldn’t bring myself to speak first, unsure of what to say. He felt further away than ever, his touch a memory that continued to fade.
Time was running out, the seconds ticking away as we both waited in stillness for the other to break the strained silence. When his eyes finally drifted to me again, I was wounded by the hurt in them, still acutely obvious in the artificial image.
“Why couldn’t you tell me?” he whispered. “You had all that time.”
I dipped my head, conceding. “I was scared.”
“Scared of what?” he shot with unrestrained exasperation. “Scared that I would continue to be grateful for you saving my life?”
I looked back up, stunned by his angered tone. “I didn’t want anyone to find out, let alone someone who had ties with the Resistance.”
“What did you think I would do, what the Resistance would make you do?”
“Pull me into a war I didn’t want to fight! Lead me into a life I didn’t want to lead!”
I could see his jaw tighten, an attempt in calming himself. “The fact you assume I’m the type of person that would force you into anything, let alone war, even after everything I told you, is insulting.”
“That’s so unfair,” I retaliated, my bottom lip on the edge of trembling. “I didn’t even know who you were when I decided to heal you. I chose to risk everything to keep you alive. Doesn’t that mean anything?”
Poe exhaled hard, the sound crackling in the holo. “I will always be in your debt for what you did. But you still lied to me Alex. To my face. You assumed the worst of me, of all of us. You hid the truth because you thought we would take advantage of your power, not caring about what you wanted, what you could choose.”
“You haven’t lived my life Poe,” I argued, a ferocity beginning to rise. “You haven’t lived with the same fear I have all your life.”
He stared at me through the staticky blue light, silence once again taking over. We were locked in each other’s eyes, even through all the distance separating us.
“You pushed me away because of it, didn’t you?” he asked, the sting of his tone now gone.
I didn’t have to respond for him to know my answer. Suddenly there was a loud click of the door behind me, the hard-lock releasing.
Our time was up.
“I’m sorry,” I implored, only a moment before Poe’s face was snatched from my view, the holoprojector powering down into darkness.
My throat felt tight, a new kind of shame gripping tightly. I’d always been so afraid of sharing my secret, but not for this reason. Not because it would make me a liar in the eyes of the one I longed to be reunited with so badly.
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I stayed in the darkened comm-room long after the hard-lock was disengaged. No one came to open it. Even if they had, they would have only found my figure sitting against one of the large data configurators, stuck in a motionless trance.
I wasn’t entirely sure what kept me from crying, because there was certainly a hollow sadness sitting on my chest, yet the emotion never seemed to manifest into anything. It was possibly due to the stark realisation that my power, my use of the Force, wasn’t a secret anymore.
And nothing bad happened.
They hadn’t been afraid, judgemental, desperate to use it for their own benefit. They had wanted nothing. Rey even kept it to herself, waiting for me to expose the circumstance in my own time, supporting the decision I’d made long ago to hold the power deep within.
Alongside the sadness, there was an intense shame thumping with my heartbeat. Poe had been right, once again highlighting my selfish and distrustful nature, even to those who didn’t deserve it. He’d always been unconditionally honest, and I had given him lies in return. He was right to be offended, to feel slighted by my deceit, our whole encounter now coloured with my dishonesty.
The only comforting part of the holoprojector discussion, apart from knowing for sure Poe with how we parted, was there was a plan being formed for my rescue. There was still a chance I might make it off this ship, escaping before Kylo Ren saw through my weakening façade. He had gotten closer than ever before in the preceding morning, and it couldn’t be long until he figured out another way to tug at my emotions hard enough to unravel me completely.
My only hope was that it wasn’t my attraction to him, the way he undeniably ignited the fire inside that he continued to toy with in his endeavour to push past the veil over my mind.
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When I slipped back through the doors of the Prestige ward I was bombarded with questions from Risha and the other staff concerning the incidents of the night, most of them somewhat impressed with my boldness. While the others thought nothing of my return, assuming that for once justice had prevailed and I’d been seen to act in self-defence, Risha was obviously astonished I wasn’t still sitting in my cell. She followed me to the isolation room, where my intubated patient still lay in critical condition, but fortunately alive.
“How did you manage to convince them to let you out?” she questioned. “I thought I’d be visiting you in that cell.”
I read over the observations, the patient’s vitals seemingly stable during my absence.
I would need to thank Irwin later.
“I didn’t have to convince them of anything. My retaliation was considered appropriate by the Supreme Leader, so he allowed my release.”
Risha physically recoiled in disbelief. “There are like, 20 things wrong with what you just said.”
“It was a surprise to me too,” I agreed, continuing to perform my own assessment of the ill man in front of me.
“Alex, I don’t think you comprehend how unusual it is for the Supreme Leader to involve himself with matters like this.”
“I think we can both agree nothing about my situation is usual.”
“I mean, that’s true.” She folded her arms, still doubtful. “But for him to punish the Colonel instead of you. That’s just…bizarre. Snoke would never have been called to make a decision like that, let alone given any care for your wellbeing.”
I stopped, giving Risha’s answer more than a few seconds of thought. “Maybe he wants to be a different type of leader.”
She snorted. “We all know Snoke was the one who seduced him to the dark side, who turned him into what he is today. You think he would cast away his teachings, suddenly show compassion?”
“You’ve obviously given this a lot of thought,” I murmured.
“Well there’s not a lot else to talk about working on this ship. All we debated in the days after Snoke’s death, and Kylo Ren’s appointment as Supreme Leader, was whether his rule would be the same or significantly worse. No one even had the slightest notion he would be… like this.”
I shrugged, walking back to the progress notes and typing my assessment out. “Maybe he thinks if I owe him one I’ll be less likely to cause anymore issues. Maybe he hopes for me to like it here so I won’t attempt an escape.”
Risha tugged at my arm, making me look to her. “Is that something you were considering?” she whispered.
I didn’t want to give any kind of verbal confirmation to that intention, knowing now the ears always listening into our conversations. I also refused to implicate this sweet person in any of my future plans, knowing it was safer to give an overly dismissive answer. “Of course not. I wouldn’t even know how if I wanted to. I’ll just keep waiting it out. I’m sure they’ll grow bored with me eventually.”
Risha certainly wasn’t convinced, but she didn’t dictate that stance. “So how are you feeling? After… you know.”
“I’m alright,” I reassured, which was a blazing lie. “Better now knowing the Colonel won’t be back on this ward again.”
“Me too,” Risha breathed, showing me a small smile. Mild irritation sizzled knowing what it took to finally have someone to act on a predator like Colonel Wynver, still wishing his punishment would have been more severe. But I had to be appreciative that Risha, and the other women who worked here, could have some comfort due to his hopefully permanent absence from their life.
*
I farewelled Risha after making sure Irwin had given her an adequate handover of the nights new admits, noticing that more beds were now filled with those who had contracted the heavily contagious illness. There was a part of me that worried about the situation I would return to at the start of my shift this evening, but I was too exhausted to fret for too long.
I made sure to pick up a meal from the mess hall before returning to my quarters, horrendously starving from a whole shift without a chance to eat. The shower I had after ravenously devouring my food was just soothing enough to put me in a better state of mind before settling under the bed sheets to sleep, even with the ache beating slowly in the background of my mind at how Poe and I had parted from our transmission.
My only hope was Rey could make him see sense in the way I had kept my power hidden, maybe make him understand how harsh the fear was that drove me to lie.
Sleep arrived effortlessly this time, only minutes passing with my eyes closed before I was pulled into slumber.
*
When I felt my eyes open again, it was obvious I was dreaming, standing on a deserted beach, the horizon a flat line against the evening sky, a lone sun close to sinking past the ocean. It felt peaceful, a melting glow spreading through my body, relishing the sunset scene. But soon I realised I’d never been to a place like this before. I’d never even stepped close to a beach in my short life.
It was then I sensed the presence with me, the strange energy hovering far behind my figure. I went to turn, to face the mystery aura, but I was chained to where I stood, my eyes still viewing the yellowed skyline, the faint sound of small waves lapping against the shore. The energy shifted, my focus trained on its movement as it edged closer, finally taking a position just beyond my right shoulder.
“You’ve been doing spectacularly well,” a familiar voice mused.
I sighed. “I wondered when you were finally going to disturb me again. You’ve been unusually quiet.”
I felt a smile cross the figures lips, although I was unsure exactly what its face would appear as.
“You seem to be managing perfectly fine without my assistance. I didn’t feel the need to intrude.”
“As opposed to back on Raxus, when I couldn’t avoid your constant warnings?” I grumbled, recalling the many interruptions the voice had made concerning my growing attachment to Poe.
The energy moved again, my eyes darting to the space beside me, still unable to turn my head to that direction. I was only able to capture the image of a hooded figure stepping into my periphery, its face almost completely hidden by darkened brown fabric. I could just make out the shape of their lips. Human. And feminine, matching the tone I had heard in my mind for almost my whole life.
“You were making poor decisions,” the hooded woman stated. “Decisions that would bring about damaging consequences.”
“Maybe if I knew the consequences you seem to be so concerned with, I would make the right choices.”
She laughed, a low breathy chuckle that was oddly musical. “That’s not how this works. I can’t interfere with your free will.”
“Can you at least tell me what ‘this’ is? Why you’re inside my head?”
I could see her lips purse, a deliberate silence between us. “It’s not time yet. You’re not ready.”
An unwelcome shiver pulsed, irritation swelling once again. “I would ask what exactly I need to be ready for, but I can assume you won’t tell me that either.”
The woman smiled again, white teeth peeking through her lips on the edge of my vision. “I’m glad you’ve come to that understanding quickly.”
I exhaled hard, growing impatient with the interference of my much-needed sleep. “Is there a reason why you’re here now, deciding to show yourself for the first time?”
“I wanted to ensure you knew you were playing your part well, in the hopes it would encourage you to stay on this path.”
I creased my eyebrows, contemplating how any of my actions in the last few weeks would have been appropriate on this journey I was apparently walking. “And I’m assuming you’ll let me know when I might divert from this destination you’ve got in mind?”
“Indeed,” she nodded, her head lifting in time to watch the sun finally fade completely past the horizon, plunging both of us into darkness. “But I have faith you won’t require my help for the foreseeable future.”
I could only hope such a notion was true, this woman’s voice always having been a horrible strain on my thoughts. But without knowing exactly what I was doing so well, I was unsure if I could keep her intrusions from appearing again. I watched with the woman as stars began to glitter through the sky, reflecting on the stilled ocean, making an even bigger vision of night envelop the landscape. A delicate breeze of wind then brushed against my skin, and she was gone, her energy fading instantly, leaving me alone on the beach once again.
The soothing power of the twinkling scene soon made an overwhelming fatigue encircle my brain, and I was unable to prevent my eyelids from drooping closed.
*
It was obvious I’d been rustling in my sleep when I awoke again hours later, sheets twisted haphazardly over my limbs. I’d finally managed a full 8 hours, feeling the most rested I’d been in days. Although waking to an impossibly long list of questions I couldn’t get answers to didn’t exactly make me feel relaxed.
I laid on my back, wishing I could will the woman’s voice back into existence, only wanting to know why and how she housed her spirit inside my mind. The spoken warnings and guidance had always been there, pestering me with advice, sometimes threatening. But I always assumed it was a form of my own conscience, born from an unknown area of my brain that battled its morals against my decision making. Knowing now it was something more than that, that it was something or someone keeping a close watch over my actions, was oddly comforting.
Maybe I hadn’t been alone all of these years.
*
My last overnight duty before returning to the day shift was chaotic to say the least. Almost all beds of the Prestige ward became filled with viral patients, a large portion of the Finalizer Command leaders now in my company. A dark humour would have mentioned to the Resistance yesterday that this sickness was probably more incapacitating than their assaults had ever been, but I honestly didn’t want to place the idea of biological warfare inside their heads.
While my intubated patient had already improved from my last visit, I was now dealing with three more who’s health was extremely critical. I had never been so appreciative for the medical droids who worked here, their ability to recognise deteriorations in vitals being much quicker than my own.
I’d been given a status report from the rest of the ship earlier in the night, which implied the other wards were in much the same position. Although, it was interesting to note the slowing occurrence between Stormtrooper personnel, their armour and helmets seeming to provide an amount of protection that the Command leaders didn’t utilise.
The Bio-med lab had assured they would have a cure and subsequent vaccine within the next couple of days, pressing us to keep as many patients alive in the meantime. Which was easier said than done. Bacta didn’t help in eradicating the virus or it’s symptoms.
Fortunately for my own health I had already been afflicted with a strain similar during an assignment to Lothal in my training days, the illness sweeping through most of our workers, spread by one of the wounded soldiers. Luckily, none of us had been struck down too harshly, and it had left most of us somewhat immune. In knowing this however, I began to feel a looming dread for the medical staff of this ship who most likely had never been exposed before. It couldn’t be long before they themselves would need to be treated, and I prayed it wouldn’t leave me as the sole doctor still well enough to keep working in the time before a cure was found.
In the morning I handed over the night’s events to the day shift, giving strict instructions for the care of the four intubated patients, offering to return if I was required to at any time. I’d been afforded a full day cycle before returning to normal working hours, a day off of sorts, but with little freedoms being afforded to me on this ship to utilise my free time, I was quite comfortable in being called back to ease the load on the Prestige staff.
No such request had been made by the time I’d taken care of my daily routine, sleeping soundly through another 8 hours, this time without the interruption of vivid dreaming. It was early evening, which was only ever evident by the chronometer in my quarters, and I’d found myself too anxious about how the ward was coping to focus on the literature I was attempting to read.
The unease eventually caused me to change into the mundane set of informal clothes the First Order had allowed, wanting to pay a visit to the ward to ease my worry. A pair of black pants hemmed tight against the outline of my legs and a grey sweater which wrapped around my torso, leaving a bow at the back. I hadn’t pulled my hair up, assuming my visit wouldn’t actually require me to do any work. I wanted to appear as casual as possible, hopefully not implying they would be desperate for my assistance.
I was about to slip around the corner of the small lobby outside my quarters, pondering over the fact I’d never seen anyone enter or exit the two other doors, when I was disrupted by the sight of General Hux making his way down the corridor. He was alone, without his usual entourage of Stormtroopers My eyes narrowed, watching him suspiciously as he closed the space between us, noting the stressed expression he wore, his porcelain cheeks slightly red.
“What have I done this time?” I prodded as he stopped in front of me.
“I’m afraid I’m not in the mood for your juvenile mockery Miss Jago,” he snapped. “Come with me, I have a task you are required for.”
I folded my arms. “This is meant to be my day off.”
“You’ll find that I don’t particularly care,” Hux grumbled. It occurred to me how unwilling he seemed to be here, most likely a stern order behind his reason for being in my presence. “You don’t have a choice in this matter. Now follow me.”
“Could you at least tell me what you’re hauling me away to do?”
He didn’t stop his exit. “You’ll find out soon enough. I’m not going to ask you again. Follow me.”
It was curiosity that made me obey his demand, beginning to step behind the irritating man as he led me to an unspecified objective. When we started veering towards a familiar turbo-lift, noting him pressing the floor I’d memorised from the previous day, my whole body pulsed with anger.
“You’ve got to be kidding me,” I seethed, looking to Hux with a burning contempt.
“It was an order,” he replied sharply.
“It always is,” I fumed, leaning into the durasteel wall of the turbo-lift.
What did he want with me now?
Hux stormed ahead when the doors opened, my shorter strides barely able to keep up as we walked through the darkened hallway. With a simple wave of his hand on the security panel the blast doors opened to the room I had previously been forced into, the huge open view of endless space still taking my breath away.
Hux didn’t stop in the lounge area, instead swerving to the door at the far left, pressing a code quickly into the lock, waiting for me to enter first once it opened. I looked at Hux quizzically before moving past, taking a moment to register the scene I’d been made privy to.
My eyes scanned over Kylo Ren’s figure, now hunched into a ball underneath the sheets of his bed, a sheen of sweat noticeable on his forehead even from the doorway. He was asleep, however it didn’t appear even close to restful, his breaths loud and heaving.
“The Supreme Leader appears to be afflicted with the virus,” Hux stated in a hushed tone, still emotionless as ever. “He requires the care of a medical professional until his health returns to normal. I think you can understand the confidential nature of the task I’m giving to you.”
I nodded slowly, still stunned at what I’d walked into. “But why me? Surely there are other doctors who could do this. Ones who aren’t his hostage.”
“That is most definitely true,” Hux agreed. “But he asked for you.”
~
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Hi! I have a new Kylo Ren requests: after he turned back to Light and therefore became Ben Solo, he and his love start a new life on a distant planet (maybe Tatooine) where neither the Resistance or First Order can find them. They get married and start a family. I can imagine how happy Ben is when his wife tells him that he's going to be a dad and they'll be having twins ❤️❤️
A/N: hey love, how are you doing? I’m so glad you like the things I write for you, it means a lot to me.
I hope I was able to capture what you were hoping for and I’m also sorry that it took me this embarrassing long time to finish your request, I hope that the quality pays off for it. Anyways, hopefully you will like it as well as everyone who is taking their time to read this. Thank you all.
Warnings: a bit of angst, nothing too much, is basically just fluff.
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Ben watches the two suns rise up in the sky with a sense of peace spreading through his body, not too long ago he was stuck in a spaceship watching endless halls with the same colors, watching the Galaxy and never being able to know what time it was just by looking at it since the view was always dark, only with some stars to bright things up, bossing the same bucket faces around without even bothering to know their names, their age or anything at all that made it clear that those stormtroopers were alive, that way, it was easier to kill them in a tantrum or just because he was bored and had nothing left to do.
He still remembers the moment when he decided to leave Kylo Ren in the past, knowing that it was the only way to be able to feel alive again, able to breathe without fearing his past, his enemies and of course, fear losing y/n. The moment he first saw her in the interrogation chair, Ben felt something from his Jedi years coming back to him, he felt light strongly once more, he felt like she could give him something to live for, not to kill for as Snoke had given him. As the days passed and y/n joined him in the First Order, a new kind of worry started to haunt him, as Kylo he was always vulnerable to possible attacks, no matter how strong with the Force he was, there wasn’t a way to be sure that he could effectively protect y/n, the resistance kept on attacking whenever they could and even inside the Order, Kylo wasn’t completely sure that he could trust his subordinates.
And if that wasn’t reason enough to abandon that place of grief, pain and death, y/n kept on remembering him of who he truly was, of the light inside of him, that no matter how hard he tried to suppress kept on tearing him apart, begging for him to come home, to leave all that nonsense he had putting himself through on the past, to accept that Ben Solo would never really die and that this was for a bigger reason, that the Force had plans for him that could not be changed.
The decision was made slowly, it started to come to his head when he would lay by her side in the bed talking about their dreamt future, about how they would raise their kids freely, how they would be able to discover themselves without too much pressure or abandonment, how they would have domestic moments when they would cook, clean, sing, dance, shower together, how they would have a small garden where they would plant some herbs. At the time, Kylo had not really thought that he would have enough courage to leave the Order behind, but the realization he had that he would never be able to give y/n all the nice things she wanted and dreamt about as long as he was the Supreme Leader caused him too much pain. And of course y/n knew that too and despite wishing that someday he would leave it all behind with her, she also knew that as long as she was by his side, she would be right where she wanted to be, right where she belonged.
Little by little, Kylo started to be more confident in himself and also more aware that he didn’t belong in the First Order and that he had to do something about it and y/n had all to do with that growth. Every night, she would listen to him as he talked about his joys, fears and hopes, reassuring him that she would go wherever he wanted to go, she would also hold him tight when the memories of the years of abuse he had suffered came back to haunt him, remembering Kylo that he was loved, safe and in the arms of the woman he loved. It took five years since he got her back to make the call and he would never forget the way her eyes shone with happiness when he told her that he was ready to leave Kylo in the past.
It was tricky to get away, Ben knew that neither the Resistance or the First Order could be able to find them, and he also knew that he would have to live somewhere people didn’t really knew his face, after all, he had committed horrible crimes and terrified thousands of souls with his red saber, bringing death and destruction upon thousands all throughout the Galaxy. Y/n and him made an infallible plan, which they had studied over and over again, making sure that it didn’t have a single flaw. It happened during a night, he had sent most of the troops away and given the generals a lot of work as y/n got the tracker off one of the Order ships, which they would trade for an old ship in some deserted planet before escaping to Tatooine finally.
If he closes his eyes and thinks about that moment, Ben can still feel the way y/n’s arms hugged him when they finally made it to Tatooine, when they finally realized they were free from the past and ready to start over. He kneeled in front of her in that exact moment, the golden ring he had bought her two months before in his hand as he asked y/n if she wanted to spend the rest of her life loving him.
The start of their stay in Tatooine was hard, they didn’t know anyone and were still a bit scared to meet someone from the Order, the Resistance or anyone who could possibly ruin their cover ups. Y/n started to work first in a small bar, serving customers and getting a very low payment that was barely enough for them to pay the bills. Ben took a bit longer to become confident enough to work and he started helping in a mechanic shop about six months after they first arrived on the planet. Slowly, they built a life there, making some friends - not so many -, buying a house, starting to plant a small garden, getting a pet and rediscovering themselves as people who didn’t have to deal with the pressure of ruling a reign of terror.
Their marriage took place three years after they arrived, it was at their small house with some friends that were glad to join and watch the ceremony. That was the happiest day of Ben’s life, he cried through most of it, but there was no way he could keep it together as she walked into the living room holding some flowers from their garden and wearing a white dress she had bought just for the occasion - nothing too expensive, of course -.
“Ben?” he hears her hoarse voice coming from behind, she would always get scared when she woke up alone in their bed, fearing that the worst had happened.
He turns around quickly, taking in the sight of his wife, her bare feet on the sand, her hair a bit messy from sleep, but shining in the light of the suns, her beautiful smile adorning her features and her body covered in a pink pajama Ben had given her not too long ago.
“Sorry, love, I wasn’t able to sense you were waking up, I was remembering how we got here” he says truthfully with a kind smile to her, just her presence making him feel better than before as she always made him feel.
“It’s okay, darling” she replies before making her way to him, step by step getting closer. As she stands before him, she takes her hands to the side of his face, kissing his lips gently. Once she parts the kiss, her y/e/c eyes look directly into his. “I have the most wonderful news”.
“And what would that be?” Ben asks in a joking tone, ready to hear about her being able to cook some recipe she had been dying to cook for a while.
“We need room for two” y/n states.
“We need what?” he questions, his beautiful face showing confusion.
“We need to make room for the twins, darling”.
In this moment, he finally understands, their dream is finally ready to be complete.
He starts crying in the same moment, joy and excitement pumping through his veins. Ben doesn’t think twice before hugging y/n, holding her tightly into his big arms, whispering countless “I love you”s into her hair, feeling as her tears also fall onto his skin, feeling her happiness as if it was his own, their connection through the Force the strongest it had ever been. At this moment it is as if they are one.
There is nothing in the Galaxy that could take Ben away from their family - about to become larger - and away from their small home in Tatooine where they will grow old together, surely loving each other as hard as they ever have.
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Bruises - Kylo Ren x Fem!Reader (Star Wars)
A/N: the way i had the opening of this in my drafts for ages and then at the big time of 2am i decided i wanted to rewrite the whole thing and get it published ;) i’m so much more motivated to write than usual when i should be doing uni work but oh well more kylo content for you guys <33 inbox is always open for requests while im actually writing so feel free to send and i hope you enjoy <33
Word count: 1900+
Warnings: mentions of minor injuries.
You walked out of the casino, wincing as the harsh evening winds hit your bare arms. The dress you wore did little to nothing to protect you from the weather, but the last thing you expected to be doing was leaving the venue in search of your date.
Canto Bight was never your favourite place. In your opinion, it was filled with sleazes, who only came to the city for three things: money, booze and sex. However, you were the daughter of a noble family and despite your wishes, your family often sent you along to the gatherings they were expected to attend, assuming that you would fit in with the crowd more than they would. They thought you’d enjoy the party, enjoy the alcohol, even the attention you often seemed to draw to yourself. How wrong they were.
However, there was always one saving grace to evenings like these: Commander Kylo Ren, of the First Order.
The two of you weren’t official, as much as you would like to be. You understood that he had work to do, with his grandfather leaving big boots to fill, he barely had time to sleep, let alone date. But for some strange reason, you were different. You caught his attention, and he made sure to make time for you, whether that meant attending parties and events with you, or simply going out of his way to visit you, if only for an hour.
Truthfully, you had spent many nights lying awake, tears in your eyes as you thought about your future, which you hoped would be with Kylo. Would he eventually ask you to be his girlfriend? Would he want to marry? To him, those questions would seem trivial, of no importance. He loved you, and would find ways to show you. But to you they meant a lot, and you were hoping for some kind of answers sometime soon.
You shook your head as you made your way over to the short wall which surrounded the casino, leaning on it, using your elbows to keep yourself propped up as your head rested in your hand. Your gaze flitted between the city and the body of water beyond, which seemed strangely calm despite the mean winds. For a moment, you forgot about the cold, forgot about why you had even come outside in the first place as you watched the waves slowly made their way towards the shore.
Your peace was soon interrupted.
A pair of hands snaked around your waist from behind and you let out a yelp, turning around quickly to face whoever had touched you, ready to defend yourself as much as you possibly could. Until you heard that familiar, smug chuckle come from behind a mask. You knew exactly who it was before you.
You rolled your eyes, “Way to make an entrance, Commander.” Despite your annoyance, you truly were happy to see him. Immediately you pulled him towards you and wrapped your arms around him, smiling into his chest as you felt him return the gesture.
Eventually, you pulled away and narrowed your eyes at the man. “Don’t think you’ve gotten away with it. I still have a bone to pick with you.”
Despite how hard he tried to hide it, you heard him sigh lightly underneath the mask and mumble a disgruntled, “Go on.”
“First of all you’re late.”
“(Y/N), I had bus-”
“I’m not finished.” If anyone else spoke to him that way, they would surely be punished. But not you. He allowed you to put him in his place, mainly because he couldn’t ever bring himself to snap at you, but also because he found you too cute when you were pissed off with him.
You took his silence as a go ahead to continue with your rant. “You’re late. Your clothes are ruined. Your helmet still has smoke coming from it. Do I need to continue? How did you even get here? Where have you been?”
“Like I said-”
“Take it off.” You demanded. You were sick of hearing the robotic voice coming from the mask already. You wanted to speak with Kylo, not Commander Ren.
An almost stunned silence washed over him and he replied to your demand with a quiet, “T-take it off?”
“The helmet, genius. Take it off.”
The two of you stared at each other for a moment, but eventually he reached his hands up and pulled the helmet from his head, revealing a mop of dark, curly hair, which had grown longer since the last time you saw one another, and just as you had expected, new cuts adorned his face, almost nicking the gauze of the scar he had attained during the destruction of Starkiller. But what really caught your attention was the black eye.
He simply stared at you, waiting patiently for you to react, prepared to accept anything you threw his way. But for a moment you said nothing, all you could do was sigh.
After a minute, you moved closer to him and reached up, your fingers tracing the scar on his cheek, offering him a small, sympathetic smile, “If I remember correctly, the invitation said black tie, not black eye, Ren.”
Kylo couldn’t help but smile at your comment, and you were glad to hear his deep voice, which you had missed so dearly, reply with, “I must have read it wrong.”
“You wanna tell me how Kylo Ren, Commander of the First Order, has ended up with a black eye?”
His smile dropped at your inquiry to know more about his injuries, and your smile followed suit as you realised exactly what had happened. “It was them, wasn’t it?” You asked.
“Who?”
“Don’t play dumb with me, Kylo. It was the Scavenger and her Resistance friends, wasn’t it?”
His silence said everything. He pushed his tongue into his cheek and looked away from you, almost embarrassed. And truthfully, it was quite embarrassing. He was Commander Ren. He was feared. Respected. Yet he couldn’t even manage to capture and kill a scavenger girl.
You turned away from him, moving your attention back to the sea, crossing your arms. He knew you were pissed and he’d have to talk his way out of this one somehow. His silence simply wasn’t enough.
“(Y/N). I’m sorry that I turned up so late.” You didn’t even move, let alone reply, so he continued. “And I’m sorry about the state of my attire.” No reply. “And.... I would also like to apologise for the state of my face.” He wasn’t usually one to apologise to anyone, but a genuine apology from him was the only way for him to bounce back from his fuck up’s.
You tried your hardest to keep your composure, but one of the most powerful men in the galaxy apologising for his face was enough to bring a smile to anyone’s lips. “I guess she got you good, huh?”
He came to your side after hearing your joking retort, “You could say that.” He found himself thinking this too often, but if anyone else had mocked him this way he most likely would have destroyed a wall or two. He knew you would never think of him as a failure, or an embarrassment, as many probably did. Your light-hearted jabs at him were mainly for your own comfort. To make light of any bad situation he often found himself in.
You sighed, leaning your head onto his shoulder. You hated how quickly you could melt back into him again, but you couldn’t waste any more precious time you had together being angry or upset, “I just worry about you,”
“I know. But you shouldn’t,” He mumbled. “I can be reckless. I throw myself into danger. But I also come back fine.” He knew to you those words would probably mean nothing, but he was trying his best to comfort you.
“You make it so hard not to worry. I mean, this war you’ve got going on... It’s so much bigger than you, or me, or the Scavenger girl. And truthfully, I’m scared. Terrified, actually. For you, for me. For my family. For everyone, really.” That was the first time you had ever admitted your fears to him. There was no way he’d give up his title, give up the First Order, but you hoped he’d provide you with a little reassurance that things would be okay.
His grip on you tightened, not so much that it would hurt you, but enough to know that he felt every word you spoke. “You know I wouldn’t ever let anything happen to you, or anyone you care about. I care about you too much to hurt you like that.” He stepped in front of you and knelt down, taking both of your hands. “As for everything else, I can’t make any promises. No one, not even the Supreme Leader knows what’s coming next. All I can ask is that you trust me enough to make the right choices.”
His words, for some reason you couldn’t quite decipher, felt like they held some hidden meaning. Like he was planning something drastic, or he knew something drastic would happen in the future. But you took these thoughts with a grain of salt, choosing not to press him any further, and instead choosing to trust him, as he asked of you. Squeezing his hand lightly, you offered him a small smile, “Of course I trust you. I’d trust you with my life. Just... Do what’s right. And if it doesn’t feel or seem right then... Don’t.”
He nodded and stood up slowly, “Of course.” After a few moments of peaceful silence shared between the two of you, as you processed each other’s words, he broke it. “You’re going to have my head the next time I see you, I know, but I have to go.”
Your eyebrows furrowed, “You have to go? As in you’re not staying?”
“I can’t tell you how sorry I am, and I know I said I’d join you for the night but given how today went, I’m not even supposed to be here.”
“Oh, and where exactly are you supposed to be?” You knew the answer already, and you knew he’d probably be in some deep trouble, you just wanted him to say it himself.
Once again, he pushed his tongue into his cheek before replying with, “The Supremacy.”
Bingo, you thought to yourself. The Supremacy. The Supreme Leader’s ship. And Kylo chose to go out of his way to see you first, prioritising you over his master. You couldn’t help but feel flattered, even though your plans for the night had been ruined. You gave him a small smile, “I suppose because you came to me first, and because I’m almost certain the Supreme Leader is gonna give you a harder time than I ever could, I’ll let this one go,”
“I appreciate that.” He leant down and pressed his lips to yours gently, and when he pulled away, he left another on your forehead. “I’ll see you soon, I promise.”
As you watched him walk away, towards the steps, you wished you could go with him. Be by his side, be able to see him everyday. Even though you knew that wasn’t exactly possible at the moment, you couldn’t help but ask. Before you could stop yourself, you had called his name, and he, already a few metres away, had turned to look back at you.
He knew what you were going to ask, and this time his answer was more hopeful than it had been before. He couldn’t tell you what was to come, but he hoped it would work for the both of you.
“Kylo I-.... One day, will you take me with you?”
He nodded his head slowly, and spoke only one word, “Soon.”
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The woods @huxloween
It has been long time since Hux was planetside. He actually could remember only one time when he was in any woods. And sleeping under the sky? Well never. Not like that. On the ground. Close to fire. With his coat as a cover. His people took the watch and the rest of them was sleeping already, a few meters further to give their commanding officer deserved space.
But Hux couldn't sleep. Every sound made him shiver. His paranoia was awake and ready to take everything around as a possible threat. Darkness was not helpful. He sighed rubbing his face and almost jumped at his feet when Ren stood next to him.
"Kriffing hell. What do you think you are doing." He hissed with knife in his hand.
"Easy." Kylo sat down slowly. "You are projecting, general. Tomorrow we will have tiring day. You should rest."
"I was resting until… "
"No you weren't. You were panicking."
"I was not."
"I can help. It's fine. I felt like that when i was first time on a Star Destroyer. Everything was… Well it was hard. I suppose this can be overwhelming for someone raised on star ships."
"I…" Hux was speechless" don't need your pity." Kylo roller his eyes.
"Just… Let me help."
"No. No force tricks near my head Ren."
"As you wish. But i can help in different way. I don't really need so much sleep i will meditate here."
"You… You want to watch me sleeping?" Kylo nodded.
"If this will help you calm down. Would you want me to? Stay here?"
Hux looked around and into the darkness of the woods and nodded slowly.
"It is… Overwhelming" he said quietly closing his eyes.
"You are safe, General. No need to be scared." Hux glanced at him furiously. "You are projecting, Hux. It's keeping me up. And it's disturbing. Sleep."
Hux tried. He actually fell asleep but after few minutes woke up looking for his knife. He glanced at Ren. Knight was sitting facing away from him. Hux rolled over and pressed his forehead to his back. Kylo sighed.
"Hux…"
"Lay down next to me" he said. Ren looked at him in surprise but obeyed. He laid down and touched Hux's back when general rolled over again.
"C'mon… Come here Hux. You are projecting."
"Kriff off." Kylo smiled petting his back and feeling like Hux is slowly breaking. After few minutes he was laying snuggled up to Kylo nuzzling his neck. "You insolent child."
Kylo laughed.
"Really. I don't know why Supreme Leader sent you here with us. I could… "
"You don't? "Hux snorted "isn't it obvious.? " he sighed looking at confusion in Kylo's eyes "it's a punishment"
"For what?"
"For fucking you apparently."
"Oh." He cleared his throat"well it's not very wise then to send us both in the same place isn't it?"
"Use your brain just for few seconds please Ren"
"Its a test."
"It is. And i am not loosing my live or even worse my rank because you couldn't restrain yourself."
"You are the one clinging to me, Hux."
"Shut up." He sighed and closed his eyes.
"I won't let him kill you Hux."
"You won't let him" he mocked" you don't have any chance against him"
"You underestimate me."
"You didn't give me any prove that you are capable of defeating him Ren. I only saw how he tossed you from wall to wall."
"He is my Master, I obey."
"You obey because he has power. It's not a matter of respect. Obedience is an effect of fear."
"It's not" Hux snorted at that and Kylo fell silent and soon he was laying awake and listening to Hux's steady breath. He swore that night to himself that he will kill Snoke and place his head before Hux. And he did. A year later he was kneeling before Hux with Sonke's head next to him.
"Your orders, General?" He asked softly. Because obedience is a choice. And he chose to obey.
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Aia x Daimon
that’s…a lot of blood.
“Did you kill him/her?”
‘ so i should be thanking you then? ’
‘ just be careful, alright? ’
Aia x Finn
“For the first time, I know in my heart I’ve made the right decision.”
“I know you will and I know that tortures you.”
Aia x Kylo
don’t ever do that again.
❝ don’t touch that, it’s valuable ! ❞
“Is that the best you can do?”
❛ I love you. Now save me. ❜
Aia x Poe
“I have known you as many things, but never as a coward.”
“Look me in the eyes before you kill me.”
Alessia x Yev
Will you marry me?”
“are you watching porn?”
Ari x lyana:
“ blow a kiss my way for good luck. ”
‘you’re important to me.’
❝ It’s a little late to turn back now. ❞
❝ you taught me to never trust anyone. ❞
Audra x Bev
❝ you could, but you just don’t want to. ❞
“Sorry–are you okay?”
‘ you should go with him. ’
Audra x Bill
❝ i don’t want to leave yet. ❞
“Whoa, that is off-limits until, like, the tenth date!”
Aurora x Wes
‘it was supposed to be fun, and you ruined it.’
‘i don’t believe it.’
‘something strange happened here.’
Averie x Kit
‘what’s this between us?’
‘i wish you were here.’
‘something strange happened here.’
❛ Be excited. Or at least look excited. ❜
Axel x Daniela
‘i wasn’t ready to say goodbye.’
‘you met me at a very strange time in my life.’
Axel x Regan
‘we are not the same, and never will be.’
Bambi x Blake
“She haunts my dreams. Just kidding. She does, though. “
❝ Well, now that you’re back,
Bambi x Yev
“ Don’t be an ass.”
“what’s with the hat? are you having a bad hair day?”
Baze x Chirrut
i’m not going anywhere without you.
‘ sometimes i impress even myself. ’
‘ you’ve always been my favorite. ’
❛ You have a heart as soft as a baby bird. ❜
Bella x Eggsy
- you’d kill me?
Bella x Jason
- “ Did they see me? Oh. They saw me. ”
Ben x Bev
“…Do we always end up on top of each other?”
“That’s not your wallet is it?”
“Wait, you’ve really never been on a date before?”
Ben x Stan
❛ You cannot change the world on an empty stomach. ❜
Beth x Seth
❛ There are no bargains between lion and men. I will kill you and eat you raw. ❜ (probs not at her but defs at a human)
‘you’ve never hurt me. ever.’
❛ Who told you that? ❜
❛ You don’t remember? ❜
❛ Did someone hurt you? ❜
❛ Who’s blood is that? Is that your blood? ❜
‘stay there. i’m coming there to get you.’
“For the first time, I know in my heart I’ve made the right decision.”
Betty x Bruce
“Goddamn right, you should be scared of me.”
❛ You know, you’re brave joking like that. ❜
❝ You are so beautiful. ❞
Bjorn x Arik
❝ No, we are not having this conversation! ❞
i was never that young.we are all in danger.
Bjorn x Claudia
‘i wasn’t ready to say goodbye.’
“Sorry, were you sleeping?“
”If you love them, then I want to as well.”
❛ Are you going to just keep staring or are you going to come touch? ❜
“ Relax… just lie back and let me make you cum. “
‘we’re in a public place and i just spent the last half hour making you ridiculously aroused’ sex
“Not my neck! It’s summer, I can’t wear a turtleneck in the sun.”
Bjorn x Elena
‘i wasn’t ready to say goodbye.’
‘i’m not like them.
Bjorn x James
“That’s not the point.”
❝ Don’t you get it? Everybody dies here. It’s just a rule. ❞
Bjorn x Sarah
‘ i think i’m dying here. ’
‘ thought you said you didn’t feel pain. ’
Chell x Roman
If you obey all the rules, you miss all the fun.
You can’t fight me, you’re miniature.
‘ so what, we’re just not gonna talk about it, huh? ’
Delilah x Tommy
‘don’t say that about yourself.’
‘want to come with?’
❛ the blood on my hands scares me to death. ❜
Dina x Billy
You want to walk out of my life, there’s the door. Hell, I’ll even hold it open for you.
‘ let’s talk. alone. ’
❛ I’m always gonna love you. ❜
❛ Be excited. Or at least look excited. ❜
Eddie x Bev
❛ You know I’m here for you, right? ❜
Eddie x Bill
❛ You can’t live in the past. You gotta move on. Let it go. ❜
Eddie x Richie
Tragedy is when I cut my finger. Comedy is when you fall into an open sewer and die.
‘ you did good. you did so good. ’
Eddie x Callie
“ is this where we all sing kum-bah-yah?”
“i’m so proud of you.”
“i’m sick and tired of missing you.”
❝ I love what you’ve done with the place ❞
‘ i don’t hate it, by the way. ’
Essie x Thor:
❛ We should carve our name in this tree. ❜
❛ There’s no way for them to understand. ❜
Foxx x Brodie
❛ It’s a reason to get up in the morning. It’s a reason to smile. ❜
❛ I don’t like the way I feel. ❜
“there’s no where else i’d rather be.”
Foxx x Malia
❛ I’d like to forget what you did. I’ve tried, but I can’t. ❜
“i want you to know that i’m happy for you.”
Freja x Arik
❝ Of course I know what I’m doing. I wrote this book. ❞
Freja x Claudia
there will be no second chances.
Freja x James
❝ You’d like that, wouldn’t you? ❞
❝ I already did that dance, made my life a living hell! ❞
Freja x Morgan
❝ You’d like that, wouldn’t you? ❞
‘ you’ve got a warm heart. ’
Freja x Sarah
‘ most of us are heaving through corrupted lungs. ’
‘ you know , i’m fine here on my own . ’
Freja x Wade
‘ Fairs for losers. I’d rather win. ‘
❛ Life is not something to endure, but to live. ❜
❛ A lot of people lack that gift: knowing when to fuck off. ❜
“don’t you miss me?”
“i thought it was for the best, but it wasn’t.”
❛ Maybe you could stay a little afterwards? I don’t like being alone. ❜
❛ What? You mean to tell me you didn’t come here to just cuddle? ❜
❛ I’m ready, if you are. ❜
“I love making you squirm.”
Georgie x Elena
‘ you should go with him. ’
let’s kill this son of a bitch. ’
Georgie x Roman
“I’ll consider kissing you if you can beat me.”
“Prison? Occupational hazard.”
‘ just be careful, alright? ’
Grace x Steve
“as much as i don’t want to leave, i have to.”
‘i like your smile.’
‘i can’t lose you.’
“ You sound so sexy when I’m going down on you “
“ Get on your knees.”
‘the elevator broke down’ sex
‘crotchless underwear is a thing’ sex
Hailey x Matteo
❛ It’s a reason to get up in the morning. It’s a reason to smile. ❜
❛ I told you I would make it. ❜
❛ Eventually we all have to accept full and total responsibility for our actions, everything we have done, and have not done. ❜
Heidi x Loki
“Are you a sorceress, woman?”
❛ Give me your hand. Give me your hand. ❜
❛ And when it’s done, we’ll both be free. ❜
Ian x Arik
tell me what you want.
“beg for it.”
‘you caught me masturbating’ sex
“fuck me like you hate me.”
Ian x Elena
it worked, just like you said it would.
“ Touch it. ”
John x Brodie
“They think you killed her.”
“You’re the reason they’re dead.”
John x Gray
❛ Trying to make a run for it? ❜
John x Lyla
“ please just … leave me alone. “
‘ please, just spare my husband. ’
John x Malia
❛ You wake up with a death wish today? ❜
John x Marley
‘ you should go with him. ’
‘ you won’t lose me. ’
❛ You think you’re hunting us? We’re coming for you. ❜
❛ There’s a huge difference between what we work for and what we live for. ❜
❛ You should be resting. ❜
John x Matteo
❛ I’d forgotten the world is full of nasty surprises. ❜
John x Wes
❛ Why should I believe you? ❜
❛ I have never been welcomed anywhere in my life. ❜
Jude x Harley
“ friends aren’t allowed to kiss one another. ”
‘you ought to be asleep.’
“ is this just a joke to you?”
“ be careful… she is a hair puller ”
“you’re so sexy when you’re hot and bothered.”
❛ How come you know more about medicine than a doctor? ❜
❛ You can’t shut everyone out. You have to have someone to love, someone to hold on to. ❜
Julien x Aleia
❛ I’m hungry. Let’s get a taco. ❜
“you’re such a goddamn idiot.”
“i just wanna look good for you.”
Lacey x Ace
❛ Don’t tease. ❜
❛ Gimme that! Stop it! I’m warning you! It’s not a good day! ❜
“ i stopped caring a long time ago. “
“ i love you. “
Lainey x Nate
‘ so what, we’re just not gonna talk about it, huh? ’
‘ hey, come on. you look great, okay? you look great! ’
Leon x Ace
I don’t do fashion, I am fashion.
Tragedy is when I cut my finger. Comedy is when you fall into an open sewer and die.
‘ it’s okay, you put up a good fight. he kicked your ass, but you put up a good fight. ’
Leon x Billy
You can’t fight me, you’re miniature.
❛ Some things in our lives are inevitable. ❜
❛ I’m mad at the world, and you just happen to be in it. ❜
Leon x Tara
‘ i’m not mad, i just wanna know where you’ve been. that’s all. ’
❛ I love you, and I’m not going to stop loving you. ❜
“They fucking loved you.”
“ can’t we just have a little fun? ”
Letty x Callie
you’ll always be a friend. ’
Letty x Matty
❝ Bold move, even for me ❞
“I’m not angry at you, just at myself… Because I knew this would happen.
Lex x Ace
I distrust camels, and anyone else who can go a week without a drink.
❛ Your life is either defined by the system, or by the way you defy the system. ❜
❛ They grow up so fast, don’t they? ❜
Lex x Billy
Two wrongs don’t make a right, but they make a good excuse.
‘ the risk i took was calculated , but man , am i bad at math. ‘
Lex x Nicolle
❛ You have every right to be mad at me, but I am telling you the truth. ❜
“You talk a lot in your sleep.”
‘am i making you uncomfortable?’
❛ I’m somebody new now. Everybody likes me. ❜
Liam x Daniela
‘don’t touch me.’
‘is it my fault?’
Liam x Regan
‘are you still alive?’
Liz x Peter
“I can’t tell them! Do you have any idea how they’d react?”
“ ever kiss in the rain? ”
Maria x Claudia
we are all in danger.
I do not fear ridicule. I never have.
Maria x James
”Can I trust you?”
“Let’s tell them the truth. Tonight.”
❛ I love that thing you do when we kiss. ❜
“bend over.”
“do you know how bad i want you?”
Maria x Sarah
‘ despite everything i’m still human. ’
❝ Is this what it’s like to be you? ❞
Maria x Wade
“You know, it sounds like you guys didn’t really think this all the way through.”
❛ What’s the big hurry? We’ve got plenty of time to play. ❜
‘break up’ sex
Mike x Bev
‘ all i’m saying is… if there’s a god, is this something… does this seem like he would allow this? ’
Mike x Bill
❝ no matter what happens, don’t forget about me. ❞
❛ Courage. It is contagious. ❜
❛ Death doesn’t let you say goodbye. It just carves holes in your life, in your future, in your heart. ❜
Mike x Donna
❛ We can have any future you want. ❜
❛ It wasn’t your fault. It hurts. ❜
❛ It’s a reason to get up in the morning. It’s a reason to smile. ❜
Mike x Maisie
❛ Stay. I want you to stay. ❜
“ i think i’m gonna like it here. ”
“i’m so proud of you.”
Mike x Richie
‘ i think that we were all drugged. ’
Mike x Stan
‘ that’s the dumbest thing i’ve ever heard. that is not a real thing. ’
Millie x Aaron
“It’s been too long since you’ve really smiled.
Nat x Bucky:
“please, please just trust me.”
‘i’m not going to hurt you.’
❝ I never thought I’d be back here. ❞
Yeah, so… I may have accidentally told steve about us…”
‘can i kiss you?’
‘ i trusted you.
Nate x James:
‘ i think that i’m still human. ’
‘ i can’t forget it, though i’ve tried. ’
Nate x Morgan:
❝ Hey, I try not to look at her like that. ❞
❝ I just wanna sit here and enjoy this place for a while. ❞
Nate x Sarah:
‘ i’m sorry if i smothered you. ’
‘ you could still be what you want to. ’
‘i wasn’t ready to say goodbye.’
Nate x Steve:
❝ I thought I lost you, for real this time. ❞
‘ Because I got tired of the endless disconnect. ‘
“I’m not going to die today.”
Nate x Wade:
“Is that my shirt?”
❝ Evil will walk the Earth! ❞
Noah x Malia
❛ There are certain kinds of connections that are so deep that when broken you feel the snap of it inside you. ❜
“she’s innocent… mostly. she killed neighbor but the bitch had it coming.”
“what happens when they find out?”
Ofelia x Svetlana
“You always this quiet?”
‘ Fairs for losers. I’d rather win. ‘
Ollie x Poppy:
❛ Let me tell you what ‘Like a Virgin’ is about. It’s all about a girl who digs a guy with a big dick. The entire song. It’s a metaphor for big dicks. ❜
“i still get jealous.”
“You think you’re funny?”
Orion x Claudia
careful, or your foolishness will outweigh your usefulness.
‘stop pretending life doesn’t terrify you.’
Orion x Elena
‘ you’ve got a warm heart. ’
‘you met me at a very strange time in my life.’
❛ You’re trembling … are you sure you’re okay? ❜
“ I love how your breath pauses when I put my mouth on you.”
Tell me how badly you want to fuck me…”
‘comfort’ sex
Orion x Morgan
i come to say good-bye and thanks for nothing.“
Did they see me? Oh. They saw me. ”
Padme x Anakin
i want to be happy but i don’t think i deserve it.
tell me what’s wrong.
❝ ’ just friends ’ don’t look at each other like that. ❞
❝ don’t we deserve a happy ending ? ❞
Patty x Donna
“C’mon, the cops are stupid, they’ll never catch us.”
‘ yeah, i love it, but not as much as i love you. ’
Petra x Arik
❝ We bust in there, we fight through the carnage, we bail with the book. ❞
Petra x Claudia
you’ve got a second chance.
❝ Nice, you know I’ve always wanted to talk to you. ❞
Petra x James
“You know, it sounds like you guys didn’t really think this all the way through.
‘ you’re killing him! ’
Petra x Sarah:
“I’m not going to die today.”
“ is it bad i really want to kiss you right now? ”
‘ yeah, i love it, but not as much as i love you. ’
‘ i never gave up on you. ’
‘ just be careful, alright? ’
“Don’t shoot!”
❛ Is there anything you can’t do with that tongue? ❜
“i need you so bad.”
‘i thought you were dead, but you’re not and i can’t believe it’ sex
Petra x Wade:
“You looove me, you love me this much!
“You can help each other. You’re perfect complements to each other.”
‘of course i care. you’re my family.’
“Ah, it was all my fault. Wasn’t it?”
Pol x Mickey
”I’ve missed you so much.”
Pol x Svetlana
❝ Is this what it’s like to be you? ❞
❝ You taught me to trust you, you taught me to believe in you, and I do. ❞
Porun x Daimon
you aren’t acting like yourself.
please don’t do this.
“I’ll go easy on you.”
❛ I know I love you. I know that you love me. ❜
Rey x Soka
‘close your eyes and hold out your hands.’ ‘
it looks good on you.’
‘ no, nothing about this is okay! nothing about this is okay! ’
❛ Close your eyes, you can trust me. ❜
i don’t mean to be laughing, but are you okay?
Sadie x Brodie
❛ If they knew we were here, they would have killed us already. ❜
Sadie x Gray
❛ Get to the car and get out of here. ❜
Sadie x Lyla
‘ you’ll see him again. ’
❝ it’s the closest thing i’ve got to a family. ❞
Sadie x Malia
‘you’re not safe here.’
’i’m not like them.’
Sadie x Marley
‘ looks like god just cut you a break. ’
Sadie x West
you were supposed to leave.
i’m not going anywhere without you.
just breathe.
“You’re a beautiful woman. You deserve a beautiful life.”
'it hurts.'
Sidney x Charlotte
- ‘ if you’re still breathing, you’re the lucky ones. ’
- ‘i wasn’t ready to say goodbye.’
Sif x Graham
❝ I never thought I’d be back here. ❞
“I peeled potatoes for one day and I almost died. I love you.”
“I remember when I found you.
“i won’t let them hurt you.”
❛ How can I help it? How can I help but see what is in front of my eyes?“
❛ So long as human beings stay human, death and life are the same thing.”
Scott x Hope
❝ Bold move, even for me ❞
‘would i ever lie to you?’
❛ I miss you when you’re gone. ❜
Teddy x Lyla
❛ Stay. I want you to stay. ❜
❛ Oh god. What is that thing? ❜
❛ You just relax here, I’ll keep you safe.You rest up and heal. ❜
Tilde x Eggsy
‘i thought i might have lost you.’
‘this is your favorite song, right?’
❝ Do you think we can talk about this first?❞
- ‘you met me at a very strange time in my life.’-
‘you’re not safe here.’
Tony x Claudia
it worked, just like you said it would.
‘ I’m not the answer. Look at me, look at this. ’
Tony x Pepper
‘it’s okay. i couldn’t sleep anyway.’
‘i can’t lose you.’
❝ We’re having a boy ❞
Val x Gray
❛ You can’t fight them. You have to hide. ❜
❛ You are afraid. Don’t be. ❜
Vella x Atom
❝ This isn’t official procedure. ❞
❝ Just promise you’ll kiss me goodbye ❞
‘stay there. i’m coming there to get you.’
❝ well looks like we’ve found ourselves in a bit of a dilemma. ❞
❝ oh the things I’d do to you if we were alone. ❞
Venus x Eli
❛ Don’t fucking patronise me! ❜
“shut up and dance with me.”
“why does it matter who i was with?”
Winnie x Aaron
“I’m not doing this.”
Winnie x Arik
“ I really don’t want a party hat, please and thank you. ”
‘ don’t think about the consequences. ’
Winnie x Sarah
‘ most of us are bitter over someone. ’
Zelda x Charles
“I’ll let you down. I will always let you down. I’m not enough for you to be satisfied.
“This is why I don’t let myself fall in love.”
❛ When you love someone, you love the whole person, just as they are, and not as you would like them to be. ❜ (vampire zelda era idk?)
❛ It’s a very difficult era in which to be a person, just a real, actual person. ❜
❛ Scold me; deny me. Damn me forever. But don’t leave me. ❜
Zelda x Eden
❛ There are no bargains between lion and men. I will kill you and eat you raw. ❜
Zelda x Gray
❛ I loved them, but I didn’t need them, and I thought that was the way it was supposed to be. ❜
❛ You’re not evil. Just confused. ❜
ANYONE U HAVE MUSE FOR:
‘ i promised i’d keep you shitheads safe and that’s exactly what i plan on doing. ’
‘ hey, come on. you look great, okay? you look great! ’
‘ you’ve always been my favorite. ’
❛ I’ll never forget the first time I saw your face. ❜
❛ I love you, and I’m not going to stop loving you. ❜
❛ If you were going to die, I was going to die with you. ❜
❛ Courage. It is contagious. ❜
❛ You think you’re hunting us? We’re coming for you. ❜
❛ Can you ever forgive me? ❜
❛ What can I say? He’s going to break hearts. ❜
❛ You can’t live in the past. You gotta move on. Let it go. ❜
❛ And when were you planning on telling me? ❜
❛ You wake up with a death wish today? ❜
❝ I’ve been so selfish because I love you so much. ❞
“You’re the reason they’re dead.”
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Kylo Ren x Reader [SMUT] - On The Throne
Warnings: filthy smut [!!18+!!] it’s definitely a bit on the darker side, force choking, oral sex (m!receiving), riding, size!kink, dirty talk, over-stimulation, bruising, crying (just from pleasure, love), cock-warming
Word Count: 4,4K
Summary: Supreme Leader Kylo Ren wants to see you in the throne room. You suspect that he is going to punish you for your mistake, or worse, that he thinks you’re a spy. Your suspicions aren’t so far off, though you get a punishment you had previously only dreamt of.
Author’s Note: I was thirsty, so this happened. Please enjoy! <3
THIRD POV
“Commander Y/N,” A robotic voice pulled Y/N out of her thoughts. She had been working on her station, deep in thought, as a squad of Stormtroopers had approached her. The moment she heard her title and name, she put her work on pause and turned to face the troopers. Whenever she had six Stormtroopers by her side, it meant something serious was going on and she didn’t dare disrespect them by making them wait.
“Yes?”
“Supreme leader Kylo Ren wants to see you in the throne room. Now.”
Supreme leader Kylo Ren
Hearing his name phrased like that made her heart leap to her throat. Ever since Kylo Ren had become the supreme leader, things had changed in the final order. The dark Prince was even more stern and determined than before, which many had thought was impossible. He was angry, yes, but there was something incredibly hot about it. Y/N knew it was shameful, but she liked it – a lot. She wondered what Kylo wanted to see her about. Moments later, she realized what it must’ve been about, and she frowned.
“Of course,” Y/N muttered and left her station, walking between the Stormtroopers. They were all armed and they seemed to keep an eye on her, almost as if they had a reason to watch out for her. Their odd behavior made her feel even more nervous about this meeting. It couldn’t have been good if she was escorted in the throne room like a criminal. “What is this about?” Y/N tried to make small talk with the Stormtroopers to ease her nerves. After all, she was a commander. It would be disrespectful of them to blatantly ignore her words.
To her surprise, none of them replied to her. She didn’t know why, but she didn’t like it. Someone must’ve painted red over her name. The very people that would listen to her words without doubt were now treating her like she had disgraced the entire order.
They arrived behind the large doors that led to the throne room. By now, Y/N felt warm underneath her uniform. Her nerves were like daggers twisting underneath her skin. If Kylo Ren had any reason to doubt her loyalty, he would surely kill her.
The guards opened the door and revealed a large, red hall. In the middle of it was the iron throne and of course, the supreme leader. Kylo Ren sat on the throne comfortable as the knights of Ren stood around him protectively. All eyes were on Y/N as she was gently pushed forward to walk even closer to Ren, who looked at her with a piercing gaze, making her feel vulnerable. They kept eye-contact even when she sunk down on her knee, kneeling before her Supreme leader.
The Stormtroopers didn’t enter the room. Instead, they stayed in the corridor as the doors were closed, leaving Y/N’s back. She felt scared, even though she knew she hadn’t done anything too bad. Only a mistake during their latest mission which eventually cost them valuable information, but it wasn’t entirely her fault either. Nothing that should get her into serious trouble.
Then again, Kylo Ren was unpredictable.
“Commander,” Kylo finally broke the silence, never tearing his dark brown eyes from her skin. His voice echoed lightly in the room. He could sense how nervous she was. It was almost ridiculous. “Do you know why I called you here?”
Did he have any idea what he was doing to her? Y/N didn’t like to admit it, but when he spoke with such authority, it did things to her body. It was stupid, but she liked it a little too much. “I suspect it’s about my miscalculation during the latest mission, sir.”
“Well yes, that too,” Kylo shrugged, almost taunting her by now. That too? What did he mean by that? Did he make her that nervous on purpose? Did he enjoy seeing how she was shaking within her own skin?
Y/N raised her gaze from the floor, and she narrowed her eyebrows, confusion spreading on her face. “What do you mean, sir?”
The knights of Ren were dead silent. It was almost creepy how they stood there, watching, without making a sound. It only added to the intensity of the situation.
“As you know, we have a spy among us,” Kylo got to the point.
He couldn’t seriously imply that she was the spy. Y/N had been exceptionally loyal to him, even when many others in the order doubted him. She didn’t understand how anyone could possibly doubt her.
Kylo continued, “and your little ‘mistake’ was useful to the rebels. It almost looks like you did it to help them escape.”
Y/N’s cheeks were burning from embarrassment and she wanted to hide her face, but that would surely look suspicious. Yes, the mistake wasn’t anything to be proud of, but it was humiliating to be accused of helping the enemy. “Sir, I’m truly sorry for my wrongdoings, but I assure you, I am not the spy you’re looking for!”
“That’s exactly what a spy would say,” Kylo sighed. He sounded bored, but then again, his voice was always blunt and emotionless. It could mean anything, and it surely stressed her out further. What was she supposed to say?
Tears stung the corners of her eyes. Y/N was good at holding them back, but the sting was there whenever she was under immense pressure. By gritting her teeth together, she regained her composure. She needed to prove her innocence, one way or another. “How can I prove your doubts otherwise?” Y/N wanted to know.
Kylo knew it wasn’t her. He felt that she was genuinely afraid of the false accusations, but it didn’t mean he couldn’t drag it out a little longer. He liked her presence. He wanted to see how far she was ready to go to prove she was innocent. “What are you willing to do?” Kylo wondered.
His question made her eyes widen slightly. Kylo noticed the change in her expression and he almost smirked as he realized where her mind went. Dirty girl…
“I’ll do anything, sir. I can even hunt for the spy! Just give me a chance, I’ll prove you wrong, s-sir!” She offered seriously. Kylo looked at her frightened expression and he knew if he cared more, he would’ve felt sorry for her. But he knew she was more than just afraid. She was much naughtier than he thought and now that Kylo knew, he couldn’t simply forget about it.
All of a sudden, Kylo Ren tilted his head, looking at one of the knights, Ushar, and he nodded. Just like that, the Knights stood up straight and marched towards the entrance, leaving the Supreme leader alone with the commander. Their heavy steps echoed in the hall and disappeared as the doors were shut once again. Somehow, it made Y/N even more afraid. Was this it? Was Kylo Ren going to kill her? She wished it wasn’t that severe, but she felt a punishment coming. She also felt a knot forming in her stomach which she hated. Why did the situation turn her on? She was risking losing it all!
“I know you’re not the spy, commander. But I can not excuse your ‘miscalculation’. I’d say it’s your greatest mistake by far,” Kylo revealed the truth to her and even though he was speaking to her in a dismissive tone, it made relief wash across her entire being. Thank stars, she thought.
“I’m so sorry, sir. I’ll make up for it, I promise!”
“Oh, I’m sure you will,” Kylo said smoothly, sending shivers down her spine. Even when he spoke with such a monotone voice, it became clear that there was a sexual undertone to his words. They made Y/N feel vulnerable before him, as if he somehow knew about her darkest desires. “Come closer,” Kylo demanded her.
Y/N couldn’t believe what was going on. Truly, she didn’t know what was happening, but her heart was racing. It was only her and the supreme leader in the rich hall. He sat upon his throne and looked down on her which made her feel dirty. Slowly, she stood up from the polished floor and walked towards Ren, unsure how close he wanted her. With every step she took, the more nervous she became. Her heart was pounding in her chest and the heat between her legs grew worse.
She waited for him to tell her to stop when she neared the steps to the throne – but he didn’t. “Am I close enough?” Y/N dared to ask him. She noticed how much quieter her voice was now that it was only them and they were only a few feet away from each other. Surely, he could hear her heartbeat by now.
Kylo extended his arm and all of a sudden, Y/N felt an invisible grip around her throat, cutting her airways. Her eyes widened with fear and her hands reached her throat, trying to grab the force that was choking her which obviously didn’t work. Her feet let go of the ground and the force made her entire body levitate in front of the supreme leader. Her legs went numb from fright as Kylo pulled her body closer until his physical hand was around her delicate neck. Once he was the one holding her, he lifted the force which allowed her to breathe – which she did. Her feet rested on the highest step and she stood right in front of him. “Now you’re close enough.”
What was happening?! Y/N’s mind ran in circles as she stood there with Kylo Ren’s gloved hand wrapped around her neck. She didn’t even fight it. In fact, what had just happened made her stomach clench from lust. Gosh, Kylo Ren knew. There was no way he was oblivious to how horny she was because of him.
“You have an awfully dirty mind, Y/N,” Kylo referred to her by her name. It gave an illusion of the moment being even more intimate than it already was. If anyone was there to see them, surely the entire order would talk about it. She was ashamed as she heard that, but she was also excited. By now, Y/N wanted him so bad that she couldn’t possibly give into her shame fully.
“What are you going to do about it, sir?” Y/N wondered, somehow daring to ask him that. She didn’t know where the boost of confidence came from, but she liked it. And so did Kylo.
He gripped her neck tighter and pushed her down, so she fell on her knees by him. Then his hand travelled to her hair, pulling it out from the bun so he could grab her tighter. From that angle, Y/N suddenly noticed a bulge hiding underneath his black robes. Holy fuck, she thought as her eyes froze to stare at Kylo Ren’s huge bulge. Knowing exactly where this was headed blew Y/N’s mind away. It felt like she was on cloud nine and her mouth began to water at the thought of tasting Kylo. It was so wrong, so unprofessional but it excited her more than anything ever before.
“Show me just how sorry you are,” Kylo encouraged her to touch him. By now, he was almost in pain because of how hard he was. It had been a while since he had taken care of his feral needs. His eyes had been on Y/N for a while and he had wanted her for a long time now. It was finally happening and surely, it would ease him from the stress he carried.
“With pleasure, sir,” Y/N’s eyes darkened with lust as her hands immediately began to tear his clothes away from around his cock. Seeing how excited she was to suck his cock made Kylo smirk a little bit. She really was desperate, wasn’t she? Finally, she had pushed his robes and pants aside, revealing his huge cock that was pulsing with need. Pre-cum was leaking from his tip and he could hardly sit there and wait. Luckily, Y/N didn’t waste much time as she finally grabbed his shaft and brought his red tip to her lips. The moment her lips closed around his tip, Kylo’s grip on her tightened and he let out a low, animalistic growl.
Encouraged further by his reaction, Y/N pulled her lips away for a moment. She pressed her tongue at the base of his cock and followed a prominent vein as she licked up his length, until she reached his tip again. Before she took him into her mouth again, she spat on his cock and ran her hand up and down his shaft, feeling how his cock hardened even more under her touch. She felt every pulsing vein and ridge underneath her hands. As she worked on his huge shaft with both her hands, she took his tip into her mouth again and tasted his salty pre-cum on her tongue. Kylo was huge, easily the biggest cock she had ever seen before. Just the thought of feeling him inside her made her wetter and even more happy to suck him off. This was definitely not what she had expected, but she wasn’t complaining.
“That’s it,” Kylo grunted as “good girl, sucking my cock like a slut,” Kylo snarled dirtily. His words did magic on her. Y/N almost moaned as she heard that. Something about the way he spoke to her turned her on furthermore. She wanted to be his good girl, his little slut. His.
Y/N took more of him into her mouth, bobbing her head up and down while looking directly into his darkened eyes. She hollowed her cheeks around him and made Kylo’s muscles tense. He pushed his hips up to push himself deeper into her throat, making her moan around his cock. If she kept that up for much longer, he knew he’d cum soon. As tempting as it sounded, he didn’t want to cum just yet. He wanted to spill his seed deep inside her walls instead.
Kylo pulled her head away from his cock, stopping her before he could come. Without saying a word, Y/N knew what was about to happen. The look in Kylo’s eyes said it all. Almost instinctively, she knew what to do. Kylo let go of her hair as she stood up, her hands working on unbuttoning the buttons of her uniform jacket.
As she undressed herself right in front of him, Kylo slowly jerked himself and kept his gaze on her body. He knew she looked amazing and that her figure was astonishing but seeing her naked was different – even better. Her clothes scattered on the floor and eventually she stood before him in her underwear only. She unclasped her bra and let it fall somewhere on the floor, revealing her perked nipples to Kylo. She loved how nude she felt in front of him, physically and emotionally. It’s like there wasn’t an aspect of her Kylo couldn’t stare right into and she loved that feeling.
“Fuck,” Kylo cursed underneath his breath. He couldn’t take the strip tease anymore. Instead of waiting for her to get rid of her black underwear, Kylo let go of his achingly hard cock and grabbed her underwear. He tore the thin material down her legs and then grabbed her hips, harshly pulling her body on his lap. Y/N lost her balance as Kylo pulled her so forcefully, so she had to grab his shoulders for support. His grip would surely leave bruises on her skin, but she didn’t mind that at all.
Her pussy was dripping wet and throbbing in sync with her pulse. She was more than ready to be fucked mercilessly, but nothing could have possibly prepared her for the monstrous size of Kylo’s cock. He pushed his tip inside her and then pulled her body down so he could sink deep inside her soft warm walls.
“Fuck- Kylo!” Y/N whined in pleasure and pain as his cock spread her walls like never before. By now, she was so enthralled by the pleasure that she completely forgot how to address him correctly and frankly, she didn’t care. She sank down on his cock and by the time she sat on his lap, it felt like he could easily tear her apart. If Kylo didn’t have such a death gaze on her, silently reminding her that he was in control, she would’ve rubbed her pulsing clit to ease some of the pain. They had barely gotten started and she was panting.
“So beautiful, all mine,” Kylo murmured deeply as he ran his hand down her neck, his fingers pressing over her pulse. She bit her lip as Kylo wrapped his hand around her throat again and pressed lightly, enough to make it harder to breathe but not impossible. His other hand held her waist tightly, keeping her pressed down on his cock. Her tits were right in front of his face, which gave him an idea. As she began to ride his enormous cock, Kylo slid his hand up her waist until he cupped her breast. It didn’t take long until his skilled fingers pinched her nipple painfully, making her moan loudly as she rode his cock. It was the most beautiful sound he had heard in a long time and he wanted to hear more. He wanted her to scream in pain and pleasure as his cock pierced her body.
“You’re so big!” Y/N whimpered in a haze. She felt like she was dreaming. Her walls hugged his cock so tightly and it felt amazing. Every roll of her hips made her whimper and moan.
“You’ve been such a bad girl. You know I could punish you in a much worse way for what you’ve done…” Kylo growled, reminding her of why she got herself in this situation. Not that it mattered, she seemed to enjoy it a lot, almost too much to be considered a punishment.
Y/N knew she should’ve been ashamed, but in that moment, it made her happy she had done that. If she hadn’t, she doubted she would’ve ended dup riding her Supreme leader’s massive cock on the throne itself. Nevertheless, she played along “I’m sorry I’ve been so b-bad…so sorry!”
Kylo squeezed around her neck and pulled her face right next to his. For a moment, he choked her so she couldn’t breathe, just long enough so he could whisper, “say it like you mean it, you little whore!” and then he eased his grip which made her gasp. He wasn’t playing around.
Y/N rolled her hips on his cock faster and rested her head in the crook of his neck. Kylo was wearing his robes and he must’ve been warm. She could smell his cologne through his clothes, and she felt the heat radiating from his body. It was driving her wild. “I’m so s-sorry! I promise I won’t let anything like it happen e-ever…again, ah!” Y/N tried to apologize between her moans.
Kylo bucked his hips to meet hers which made it much harder for her to speak. Her eyes rolled to the back of her head as Kylo grabbed her hips with both hands and began to pound into her wetness. her breath got lost for a moment as the sudden force intensified the pleasure and pain she felt. Kylo felt how her walls squeezed around him tighter, revealing that she was close. He wasn’t done with her yet; she was going to be sorry.
Kylo pressed two of his fingers on her pulsing clit, pressing down harshly which made her body jolt in surprise. Without warning, he began to rub her needy clit while fucking deep into her, surely overwhelming her. “Is that what you wanted, huh? For your Supreme leader to fuck your dirty hole? To be treated like the little slut that you are?” Kylo growled to her, his voice deep and raspy from his own pleasure. He wanted to fuck her harder and to spill his seed into her womb.
His nasty words only made her moan into his neck. She struggled to form thoughts by now. But she knew she had to reply to him, “y-yes, sir!”
Gosh, she sounded so alluring. Y/N’s voice was weakened by the raw pleasure Kylo brought her and he could hear that his size was taking a toll on her. It took all her strength to keep herself together on his cock and to not fall apart. It filled Kylo with a sense of pride. Y/N tilted her head slightly and pressed her lips on Kylo’s neck, hoping to drown her moans by kissing his skin. She was convinced that all the Stormtroopers and the Knights of Ren could hear them, but she didn’t care. He was warm and his body, just like hers, was covered by a layer of sweat. Her cool lips felt amazing on his neck, so he didn’t stop her from kissing him. Somehow, she found his sensitive spot immediately.
Y/N could feel his cock all the way in her belly and his fingers that rubbed circles on her pearl made her mind spin. She was close and she wasn’t sure how long she could hold it.
Kylo could feel how close she was, “Just cum. I won’t stop until I do, so that’s on you,” Kylo warned her mercilessly. He knew that his touch would make her scream if he could overstimulate her. In fact, he wanted to do that. He wanted to pound into her walls after she reached her high, to tease her little clit which would surely be too much for her to handle. Kylo also knew that he was much stronger than her, so she couldn’t push him off even if she wanted to.
What he said felt like a threat. Y/N was afraid she couldn’t handle his tempting torture if she came now. Kylo was already pushing her body to the edge! “I can’t…” She cried against his neck, tears forming in her eyes.
Kylo knew that and he didn’t care.
“Oh yes you can!” He growled sternly and replaced his fingers with the force. As he fucked his cock into her dripping wet walls, he used the force to capture her clit and to rub circles on it. His huge hands regained the tight grip on her hips as he continued his torturous pace. Y/N rolled her hips against his, but her moves became sloppy as she struggled to keep her orgasm at bay. Then finally, she came.
“Kylo!” Y/N screamed his name in delight as her body collapsed against his. The work towards her orgasm had drained her of her energy, but it was worth it. Never before had she felt as euphoric as she did now, sitting on her Supreme leader’s lap with his cock deep in her pussy and the force rubbing her clit just the way she liked it.
“That’s right! Cum all over my cock, you little whore. Just like that!” Kylo groaned as he kept pounding into her, now chasing his own orgasm.
Tears rolled down her face as the pleasure quickly became too much. Y/N held onto Kylo’s body tightly almost for dear life as he continued to push her to an edge she had never reached before. Every thrust, every rub felt like another orgasm followed by another. Even something as simple as breathing became hard after a short while. “Kylo! I can’t! ‘S too much!” She screamed, knowing fully he wouldn’t stop. A part of her wanted to push him off, but the other part of her loved it and wanted him to continue until she was a screaming and crying mess underneath his touch.
“You should’ve kept that in mind when you were doing such a poor job!” Kylo used her mistake against her. He had to grit his teeth together as he was so close. Having her shaking body on his lap only pushed him closer to his edge. Ever so weakly, she tried to push herself off him, but it was useless. She didn’t really want to get off, but her body was working against her mind.
Her torture didn’t continue much longer as Kylo finally came. He pulled her as close as he could, burying his cock deep inside her as his cum leaked inside her. Kylo bit Y/N’s shoulder in order to silence his growl of pure and raw pleasure.
Y/N moaned with him, enjoying how it felt to be filled with Kylo’s cum. It made her feel so dirty, but also all his. The thought of surrendering herself completely to him was thrilling.
Instead of being pushed away as soon as he got what he wanted, Kylo kept her close. He didn’t want to pull out and frankly, Y/N didn’t want to leave.
Neither of them dared to speak a word as they came down their highs. Y/N enjoyed her place on his lap and the feeling of being full of his cock and cum. Although she feared it was a one-time thing, she wished to return to that feeling over and over again.
Eventually, Kylo tangled his fingers in her hair, pulling her head back just enough so he could kiss her. It wasn’t a loving kiss, but it was passionate and harsh. Their teeth nearly clashed by the force of it. Y/N didn’t fight it as Kylo pushed his tongue inside her mouth, asserting dominance even after he had split her in half by her pelvis.
As they broke the kiss, their eyes met. Because of his force gifts, Kylo could sense what she was feeling. The poor woman liked him way too much. Honestly, she should’ve probably hated him, but she didn’t. Kylo liked that about her. Instead of running away from trouble, she ran towards it. “You’re such a dirty girl. I hope you’ve learned your lesson.”
“I have, sir. As I said, I won’t ever let that happen again,” Y/N repeated herself. Her words were drowsy, and she was tired. Fucking Kylo had drained her from all her energy. It was far too tempting to just lean against his chest and close her eyes, but she was afraid it would make him push her away. As much as it sucked, she had to remind herself that this was her punishment.
Perhaps the hardest thing wasn’t to take the fucking, but to walk away from him afterwards.
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An Unbreakable Bond - Chapter 1 (Kylo RenxOC)
Supreme Leader Kylo Ren now has everything he could possibly dream of, except for someone to rule by his side. And he'll do anything to get Cora back.
The final fic in my Kylo/Cora Star Wars canon series. This is most definitely a TROS fix it fic because fuck that movie and shitty writing.
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Warnings: Language, Nightmares, Major feels, Blood, Depression, Trauma
Chapter 1
Cora
2 months later
Pain radiated across my belly, agonising and debilitating. All I could do was crawl across the floor, hoping to cross paths with someone that could help me. Breathing deeply, I waited for the pain to ease a little before moving again. I only made it a couple of metres before collapsing again from the pain. Glancing behind me, I noticed the trail of blood smeared across the floor and wall; the blood was thick and dark. The pain tripled, agonizing every cell in my body to the point I thought the pain might kill me. Laying on my side, I managed to let out a shrill scream as a final resort for help.
Waking with a start, my hands clutched at my stomach, my body covered in a cold sweat. Panting, I unzipped myself out of my sleeping bag and checked it for any signs of blood. Finding the material stain free, I breathed a sigh of relief before the tears came. Hugging my knees to my chest, the tears turned to soft sobs. This was how I started every morning now, waking from a nightmare and then crying for my lost daughter. A part of me wondered if Kylo was also haunted by the loss of our child.
Forcing myself out of my tent once I was dressed, I headed over to the small cafeteria area that had been set up. Only once again I had missed breakfast. Sighing, I put the tray back and went to find Leia for any updates. Checking her tent first, I found it empty. Next was the centre of the camp, where plans would be discussed, where we’d contact other allies. A few pilots stood around the table, but no sign of Leia. Continuing my search, I found Leia sat on a large rock watching Rey who was meditating.
Sighing, I turned, ready to leave them to it. Since Rey had shown up, she’d been very insistent on Leia training her. As if Luke training her hadn’t been enough. Yes, it was great she’d refound her family, but just because she had Skywalker blood in her veins didn’t mean she was the saviour we needed.
“What do you need, Cora?” Leia asked.
“Nothing, I’ll come back later.”
Leia glanced over her shoulder at me with her knowing smile, “come. Sit with me.”
Holding back a sigh, I gave in and sat with her, keeping my gaze on the forest floor.
Leia placed a comforting hand over mine, both of us sitting in silence for a few moments. She didn’t need to say anything, she already knew what was wrong, what had been wrong for the last few months. Once again, I was suffering from nightmares, my mind forcing myself to relive the moment I lost Kendra over and over again. As if I hadn’t suffered enough, I couldn’t even find peace in sleep. Leia knew what it was like to lose a child in a way, so she knew the pain and guilt I was dealing with.
“Rey, could you give us a moment please,” Leia broke the silence.
Rey opened her eyes with a confused frown, “but I thought we were training?”
“We’ve been doing a lot of training lately; you could use the break and I need to give other matters my attention.”
“But I was this close, I felt something,” Rey continued to press.
“Rey, that isn’t important right now. Go,” Leia replied firmly, her voice raised a little.
Even I was a little stunned with Leias words. She hardly ever raised her voice at anyone.
Rey didn’t argue and left us alone, heading back towards camp. Only when we were truly alone, did Leia speak.
“You missed breakfast again,” She mentioned.
“I wasn’t that hungry, anyway.”
“And how did you sleep last night?”
“The same as usual. Not great. At least I’m far enough out that I shouldn’t be waking anyone this time.”
Leia entwined her hand further with mine before squeezing it comfortingly.
“You didn’t need to do that. If anyone has an issue with you, they can come to me.”
They wouldn’t, they were all too respectful of Leia to raise their concerns about me. A potential First Order spy who had been sleeping with the enemy. Of course, they had issues with me. Frankly, I wanted nothing to do with either side now, but I had no choice thanks to sentiment. My debt to Leia would always make me a part of this fight.
“I know your blaming yourself, but what happened was not your fault, it was beyond your control,” Leia spoke.
“Yeah, that’s what I keep hearing. I’m just having a hard time believing it.”
“What could you have done differently?”
Exhaling, I tucked a strand of hair behind my ear, “I shouldn’t have stayed as long as I did. I should have made him take me to a safer location, somewhere Snoke couldn’t have...” I trailed off as my voice wavered and tears filled my eyes.
“You know, he’s too far under Snokes influence that he wouldn’t have listened. Snoke likely did it turn him further to the dark side.”
Whilst Leia was right, that still didn’t stop me from feeling guilty. It didn’t stop the feeling of being a failure. As a mother, the top priority is to protect my child, and I had failed to do so. Now I had to suffer the consequences.
“I don’t know what to do with myself anymore, Kendra gave me a sense of...purpose and hope. Everything seems pointless now without her,” I explained, one hand pressed to my stomach, “I feel…empty.”
“You need to take the time to focus on yourself, time to mourn your loss. I feel your trying to bury or run away from these feelings instead of facing them because your afraid of the pain.”
“That’s not what I’m scared of.”
“Then what is it?”
Shaking my head, I got up from the rock, “it doesn’t matter.”
I couldn’t give her my reasoning, she wouldn’t understand. None of them would, they’d think I was stupid or melodramatic.
“Cora, your feelings and reasoning matters to me,” Leia attempted to draw me back in to the conversation.
“Its fine, you have more important people to be dealing with right now. Like Rey.”
Leia started to give me her signature look of disappointment, but now it didn’t have the same effect on me.
“She might have Skywalker blood running through her veins, but in my eyes she has yet to do anything to earn that name,” I spat.
Before Leia could say anything else, before I could feel guilty for snapping at her, I stormed further into the forest. After trying for years to bring Ben home to end this war and failing, it infuriated me how they now thought Rey could do so. If he would not come home for his lover and lost child, then he wouldn’t come home for his estranged cousin. If anything, another reminder of his past and the Skywalker family would drive him further away.
Having walked for a while, the camp was now completely out of sight and earshot. It felt good to be well and truly alone for a few moments. To have the peace of the forest to myself. Closing my eyes I took a few deep calming breaths, listening to the sounds of leaves rustling in the breeze, some thinner branches creaked and groaned. The force was the only comforting presence to be felt. Opening my eyes, I froze, eyes widening at the person before me. There was no way he was here, that he could have found me. Fear, hatred, and anger filled me at the sight of Kylo Ren. Every part of me wanted to run, knowing he was likely here to kill me. But this time I knew I had to face him whether I was ready or not.
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Poe and Rey’s Underrated Friendship
I noticed that not a lot has been said about Poe and Rey’s friendship in TROS and related EU materials. That’s probably because it’s not the main focus, which I sort of understand. There are a lot of subtle moments of their friendship (even some hints towards a romantic relationship). Some of these points come from @greysmartwolf’s tumblr, others come from a discord server.
Disclaimer: I am not diminishing or minimalizing Finn’s importance to both Rey and Poe, but if it seems like it, then I’m sorry. That’s not my intent.
Let’s start from the beginning: Rey and Poe have a LOT of parallels throughout the trilogy (some of the same scenes, the same lines, they both face their past in TROS, they both blame themselves for the Resistance dying at Exegol, they almost gave up but two Rebel veterans gave them pep talks, etc). So, they have quite a bit in common including their love for flying and droids.
Also, about the age difference, age really doesn’t matter in Star Wars. Han and Leia are 13 years apart, Wedge is about ten years younger than Norra, and Snap is 16 years older than his wife Kare (He could be her father!). Huge age differences exist in other fictional materials set on our Earth- Brooke Taylor and her late husband from Legally Blonde are 34 years apart, Remus and Tonks from Harry Potter are 13 years apart, an old soap opera supercouple (Doug and Julie Williams from Days of Our Lives) are 20 years apart. As for friends, Will from Glee is in his 30s and is friends with a few 19-20 year olds and Sue who is in her 50s is besties with a 19/20 year old, 30 year old Launchpad from Ducktales is friends with 10 year old Dewey. So, 19/20 year old Rey being friends or dating 32/33 year old Poe isn’t that crazy or farfetched.
According to the TROS Visual Dictionary, Poe left BB-8 with Rey so she won’t feel lonely (and that’s probably also why BB-8 is with Rey on Tatooine).
Poe was the first man Rey met whom she didn’t physically attack upon meeting him, and also smiled when they introduced each other. I don’t recall her smiling that wide whenever she was with Finn or Kylo.
They get along well in Poe Dameron #26-27. Poe was even a bit flirty with Rey.
It was Poe’s idea to build a Jedi training course for Rey in Star Wars Adventures, so Poe understands the importance of Rey’s Jedi training.
Rey understands what Poe went through with Kylo ( Poe also calls them ”Torture buddies!”).
When Poe, Finn, and Chewie return from the Fortress of Hothitude (I can’t remember what that planet is called. lol), Poe was so happy to see Rey. The way he walked up to Rey, his smile and his hands on hips. He badly wants to impress Rey. Alpha male!
And right after that, they have their only argument throughout the entire film. Poe and Rey quarrel in TROS was because they both didn’t listen to each other. They really only fight over the Falcon and BB-8. They both care about each other a lot, don’t blame each other in anything (except the Falcon being on fire and BB-8 missing a disc) and admit when one of them was right in argue (but prefer not to tell about that). Then Rey ends up smiling at him and Poe ends the argument by complimenting Rey (”You’re the best fighter we have. We need you.”). Also, Poe is the only one whom Rey talks to with sarcastic smile. Also, also, that argument is meant to parallel Han and Leia’s many arguments. Han and Leia argued every five minutes throughout the entire Original Trilogy, and they ended up together!
After sinking in the sand tunnels, Poe catches Rey and holds her bridal-style for a sec to steady her and was worried about her.
“He thought of protesting, of asking how Rey could possibly know which equally unremarkable direction was the right one. But Poe had learned that when Rey said things that way, her face determined, her voice unwavering, a fellow ought to just follow.” -TROS novel
Poe knows Rey well. He knows when he must just shut up and do what she says. It kind of reminds me of Anakin telling Padme “Don’t worry. I’ve given up trying to argue with you.”
Poe taking the dagger from Rey in the novel and it felt like a weight has been lifted from Rey’s shoulders. It’s almost like he knew that would help.
The sand snake- I’ve never seen Poe so scared. But he is not afraid of that snake, he’s ready to combat it. I mean, he piloted the Falcon without fear into the mouth of a giant worm! Poe is afraid that snake could hurt or kill Rey. Poe wants to shoot that snake and pull Rey back, and he almost does that. And Rey amazes him again! And Poe sighs in relief when the snake calms down and slithers away.
In the novel, Poe didn’t scream “Nooo!” or “What have you done?!” when Rey “killed” Chewie. Poe knows there is no scenario in which Rey would harm her friends consciously. He most likely knows about her dark visions (Rey tells BB-8 everything, who obviously tells Poe all important stuff). Poe is not mad at Rey and doesn’t make her explain how that happened. And honestly, if he did do that, then he’d be a huge hypocrite, since he accidentally caused the deaths of the bombers in TLJ and the soldiers on Crait, which is why Poe was gentle with her. Rey understands Poe. His usual anger. They both have a huge responsibility. The Resistance on Poe and Jedi legacy on Rey. And she was ready to hear his anger, but he didn’t even plan to lay into her.
Rey likes that Poe can steal speeders and she finds his past interesting. Rey was really interested in Poe and Zorii’s past connection and Poe felt a bit smug when Rey was able to beat Zorii (He said “Don’t Dja’kanka” because he was afraid Rey would slice Zorii in half before she could help them). According to some audio book excerpts, when Rey was thinking about Poe’s past or his criminal skills, her voice was mysterious and nonjudgmental. Finn wasn’t happy to find out Poe was a spice runner, while Rey was completely fine with that, it seems she even liked that
After the Spice Runner reveal, as they traveled a snowy passageway, Poe glanced over at Rey, who was silent and frowning, lost in her own thoughts. Or maybe she was focused. Sensing something.
When Rey rushed off to look for the dagger on Kylo’s star destroyer, Poe didn’t stop her and trusted her feelings. Poe knows when he must just follow her instincts. He learned to read her.
Look at pain in Poe’s eyes after Finn’s words. Poe wants to be closer to Rey, he wants Rey to trust him more. But Finn and Leia were still closer to Rey than Poe was.
“Perhaps, she didn’t want to put the rest of the team in danger, but they had already signed up for that by joining the Resistance.”
(TROS junior novel, Poe)
"She’s out there, heading toward the Death Star. Her skimmer keeps tipping over – it’s damaged. What the heck is she thinking?”
(TROS junior novel, Poe)
Poe is so worried here. And angry. Now he’s mad at Rey, but later he will be angry with himself for losing her.
“Rey’s nobility masked an impulsiveness that might doom them all – and as highest-ranking member of the team, Poe felt responsible for not curbing it. He had flunked the leadership test yet again.” (TROS junior novel)
Poe blames himself, not Rey.
“Maybe there was something the general could do. During the battles of D'Qar and Crait she and Rey had shared beacons. Maybe there was a way she could reach out to Rey or Rey could reach out to her.” (TROS junior novel)
Poe planned to find Rey!
So, Poe doesn’t think Rey abandoned them and doesn’t resent her for leaving. If he did, he’d be a big hypocrite here, too, since he abandoned his father, who was dying from a poisonous Lurker bite in Free Fall for the Spice Runners.
Poe trusts Rey and knows she can take care of herself. That’s why he didn’t rush after her like Finn did.
“Poe didn’t have his usual pre-battle swagger. He seemed distress. “What’s waiting for her out there?” he asked Finn.” (TROS junior novel)
Poe worried about Rey so much! That she’s somewhere alone and they won’t be with her there.
Poe was incredibly relieved when Rey was revealed to be alive (and he was also worried about Rey when he found out the Emperor wanted her alive).
The way Poe takes Rey’s hand is special, it’s pure tenderness, and the way he rubs his thumb over her knuckles tells everything. Poe loves Rey more than friend. Also, Rey pinches Poe’s elbow with a hope, like she tries to reach him. And when Poe does the same, she happily closes her eyes and pinches him again.
Poe and Rey also acted so jealous of Finn and Zorii respectively. Poe kept asking Finn what he was gonna tell Rey when they were sinking in the sand. On Kijimi, Rey couldn’t stop thinking about what Poe’s past with Zorii was.
So, usually, men tend to date women who remind them of their mothers (Take Harry Potter for example! Ginny looks a lot like Lily Potter.). Rey and Shara Bey (Poe’s mom) look similar and they’re both brave, adventurous, and great pilots.
Men also tend to date women who remind them of their exes. Rey also looks similar to Zorii, plus they are both cagey, kept secrets, both love to argue with Poe, but they care about him, and are extremely loyal.
TL:DR. My point is that Poe and Rey are actually good friends and would be a great couple. Disney/LF were just a bit more subtle about their relationship.
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