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noellawrites · 2 years

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Yandere Nick Amaro Headcanons

a/n: I might’ve gone a bit overboard but I’m excited to finally write for SVU & I love my boy Nicky <3

warnings: beating/r*pe mention (not Nick), anger issues, domestic abuse, assault, choking, manipulation, jealousy, coercion, tampering of birth control, gaslighting

- you probably come through the SVU doors at some point: either a detective, witness or victim

- he is very intense and immediately becomes enamored with you, laying on the charm heavily

- you agree to go out for drinks with him

- everything moves fast, him asking you to move in with him after only a few months of dating

- he insists that he only wants you to be safe and protected, and you’re safest with him

- he sees women brutally beaten and raped on the daily, and he would rather die than let that happen to you

- he is a gentleman, but some of his beliefs can tilt toward the traditional sense

- his nicknames for you include mi corazón, mi amor and babe/baby

- watching you interact with Zara and Gil convinces him: he wants to be with you forever

- his kids are his life, and seeing you with them makes him want to have some with you, too

- as a yandere, his anger issues tend to be a big problem

- he has hit you a few times, “on accident”

- once, you had a screaming fight about wanting to wait to have kids of your own

- Nick accused you of “not being committed enough” and not wanting him, getting so angry that he slammed you against the wall and tightened his hand around your neck

- in reality, it’s hard for you to adjust to taking care of Zara and Gil, let alone thinking about a new baby

- he is excellent at manipulating you, even going as far as to use tactics from perps he deals with

- he convinces you your job is too stressful and dangerous, that it would be easier to work from home

- Nick has a superiority complex when it comes to abuse: when he does it, it’s an accident, but when perps do it, it’s against the law

- he is also extremely jealous, accusing you of having affairs with your co-workers, Barba and even Carisi

- he sees Olivia with Noah and Amanda with her newborn, which convinces him to push harder for a baby from you

- Nick charms his way into your pants, makes you think you’re lucky to be wanted and desired by him

- he fucks with your birth control and pokes holes in the condoms, re-sealing the edges of the plastic packaging with a hair straightener

- you’re devastated when you discover you’re pregnant, but Nick will not allow you to get an abortion

- he tries to convince you by telling you how excited Zara and Gil will be about a new little sibling

- how you can arrange play-dates for the baby with Jesse and Noah

- he gaslights you when you insist you didn’t know how this could happen

- saying you must’ve forgotten to take your pills, or something must’ve failed with the birth control

- you know that Nick will protect you and your child, ready to kill anyone that crosses you

- he does love you, he just doesn’t understand how you wouldn’t want his love or protection

- the other SVU detectives actually pick up on your relationship… issues

- more specifically Olivia, as Nick’s former partner and the most experienced on the team

- she picks up on small things Nick says, like, “she tells me she doesn’t want another kid, but I know better,” and “she thinks I raise my voice at her, but it’s nothin’ compared to what my dad used to do.”

- Olivia comes to the small house you share with Nick when she knows Nick is at his mandatory therapy program

- you send Zara and Gil to their rooms while you speak with Olivia, addressing her concerns but reassuring her that everything is okay

- she notices your protruding stomach and shaky hands, remembering her conversation with Nick about you not wanting a child

- she leaves things alone for now, as you won’t admit to anything and there’s nothing else she can do other than offer support to you

- you’re trying to protect Nick, knowing he’s been through enough

- you don’t want him to lose his job as a detective or custody of his kids

- but in reality, you’ve been coerced and manipulated into feeling sympathetic towards him

- it’s all part of his plan to have you and his picture perfect family once and for all

#nick amaro x reader #law and order svu x reader #law and order svu #nick amaro #yandere nick amaro #nick amaro headcanons #yandere law and order svu

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chryblossomjjk · 1 year

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bts fic recommendations | 01.31.23

→ hi friends! this is a little segment i do every tuesday (reviewsday get it, aren’t i funny, pls tell me how funny i am) where i read and review two-three fics. as a content creator, i know how big of a role other creators play in your growth, therefore, i want to do my part in making sure everyone gets the recognition they deserve! so with that being said, please check out the amazing fics listed below. make sure to like, reblog, and leave feedback! ♡ #reviewsday #kikirecs

busted (pt 1 + pt 2) - @btsgotjams27 (jjk x reader | married au, parents au, smut)

summary: your husband comes home with a new gift and you’re not happy with it.

oh.... this is wholesome

im usually partial to girl dad koo but i've been looking at his bby pictures lately and he was so cute ugh :'( picturing two lil kooks is killing me (also i see where u got the inspo teehee v cute jess)

also he's such a lil shit pls like he knows what he's doing being such a slut and avoiding the conversation !!! we love him for it !!!

this is my fav style of writing by the way. like when the reader is just dropped into a slice of the character's lives and you figure them out based on the context clues. like the fact that kook's mom died is such a small detail here but it adds so much to the world. you did so well with seamlessly dropping tidbits and making it natural, not an easy thing to do!!! but you did it so so so well in this!!

him licking his fingers clean after wearing her pussy like a ring had me

dad jk putting it the fuck downnnnnn on that bathroom counter SHEESH IM SWEATING!!! also the baby interrupting right before the nut is peak wholesome content lmao!! and the way you incorporated the title TWICE PLS A GENIUS AND THIS WAS SO INCREDIBLY HOT and i would love to see more of this lil family :') <3

i want to be with you - @oddinary4bts (pjm x reader | idol au, s2l, f2l, fluff, slight angst, smut)

summary: moving to seoul has always seemed like a good idea, until the bubble bursts when you realize your new neighbor is park jimin, and he's not the sweet angel you've always imagined him to be. will the reality of park jimin forever be a nightmare, or will he turn into a sweet dream?

first of all this is just what i needed um what is fanfic if not a vehicle to live out your daydreams anywho... something about moving to a big city and finding love is so fairytale-ish and magical and uGh. the more of these i do the more im starting to think we're all the same bc I RELATE SOME MUCH TO OC GTFO!! and that introduction made me so attached to her because there almost this childlike nature about her?? maybe childlike is the wrong wording but she has so much excitement and ambition, looks to the future with so much hope despite everything that she's been through. yeah. love her dearly will protect at all costs. and the way you contrasted this intro with the intro to the present day to show how now its not a daydream anymore n shes actually dealing w the reality of starting n moving somewhere new *chefs kiss*

"Sometimes, you wondered if faith existed. If there was a bigger plan to the universe, something written for you already that you couldn’t really escape from. It was the thought that crossed your mind as the doors finished moving, and a dark-haired boy – man – stared at you as you just stood there, mouth falling open."

god if theres one thing my communications major literature minor loves its this !!!! foreshadowing !!! like idk this paragraph just tickled my brain in the right way. it really is so beautiful. one of those that you look back on on a second read and smile because it means so much more and aged even better. truly stellar writing.

ALSO BRO THIS OC IS LEGIT MEEEE LIKE HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO LIVE OUT MY CLUELESS Y/N WHO HAS NO IDEA WHO BTS IS AND IS MYSTERIOUS AND NON-INTERESTED WHEN I HAVE A WHOLE TATTOO DEDICATED TO PARK JIMIN LMAO THE CHIMMY KEYCHAIN TOOK ME OUT BYE!!

"You expected his features to have that same disgusted scowl he always reserved for you, but his brows fell, as if he was ashamed, or perhaps sad."

"It was so human you found you had to look away."

and then just the pull towards eachother like this connection was legit fated was so fucking good. them taking care of eachother when they're drunk. hangover fucking soup :'). and then after everything with collin and jimin's spiraling they really needed eachother. like the stars aligned to set this pair up and its so comforting to read. BUT LIKE THE SLOWBURN MADE IT FEEL SO SO EARNED. AND THE WAY YOU ENDED IT WITH THE TITLE I COULD FUCKING SCREAM!!! so so so good. thank you for taking the time to write and share this masterpiece on the platform, you've made it sm better with this beautiful addition :') friends do not walk, RUN to read this.

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jennycalendar · 5 months

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Nora Kovacs, 💯🌈🖤 for the ocs ask! :)

i love you jess <3333

💯 HUNDRED POINTS SYMBOL — share three random facts about your oc that others may not know.

nora had a Phase in her teens pre-donovan where she dated and hooked up with a string of random boys just to psychologically destroy her mother. she was very insecure about it upon disclosing it to donovan, particularly since it meant she'd had sex before they met, & he essentially responded with "oh, great! :) that means one of us knows what we're doing!" at which point she affixed herself to him like a little barnacle and proceeded to never let go for the rest of her life.

nora picked up a lot of her outfits and fashion choices from donovan's mother and older sisters! she spent most of her time before that dressing ultra punk. she started wearing all the sensible stuff to try and Project an Image, noticed how effectively dressing and acting like a PTA mom got people to shut up and listen to her, and decided to exploit this forever. that said, she definitely has a few long black sundresses printed with skulls and bleeding hearts and shit.

part of the reason nora deliberately chooses not to use her powers has to do with the fact that she was pressured relentlessly by her family to use her powers for their collective gain. she uses them to protect the people she loves & to make their lives a little easier, but that's it. she doesn't want cheat codes -- she just wants to live with donovan and their babies and be happy.

🌈 RAINBOW — what is your oc’s sexual orientation/gender identity? what pronouns do they use?

i don't think nora would know this about herself intrinsically, but i suspect she's demisexual! donovan is literally the only person she's ever been romantically/sexually interested in, and a lot of that is because he's her closest friend + someone she feels safe with. she'd probably ID as straight if asked. if she's kissing someone, it's gonna be a man. (and it's also going to be donovan. but if it WASN'T, it would still be a man.)

🖤 BLACK HEART — has your oc killed or seriously wounded anyone before? have they broken someone’s heart and/or broken someone’s trust?

i don't actually think nora has ever killed anyone. i think that if it came down to it, donovan would be the one to do it.

nora is not a heartbreaker! if she holds someone's heart, she does everything she can not to break it. it's why she never quite got over leaving baby jenny in such a shitty situation -- she is such a fundamentally loving person.

#asks #never mind the years of wasted time #nora kovacs #blowing kisses to my girl.

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sweaterkittensahoy · 9 months

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Best line of the latest Righteous Gemstones ep (3.7 Burn for Burn, Wood for Wood, Stripe for Stripe) goes to Skyler Gisondo as Gideon saying, "Let's see how fast you fuckers run" while sitting in his daddy's monster truck about to mow down his cult leader uncle.

Weird-sweet moment of the episode goes to Tiffany, who is forever my favorite because she truly loves the Gemstones and brings those little dolls to comfort everyone, and I will protect her with my life.

Fucking lost it laughing moment to Baby Billy rolling Lionel in the stroller and just letting go the moment he hit dead center on the doorway to the next room. Born showman, that boy.

I don't post about it every week because then I'd post nothing else all week because literally I will call Sean the rest of the week going, "Another thing about Gemstones." But, like, this show FUCKS. I grew up adjacent to this megachurch nonsense, and it's so dead on in the satire while being bone deep sincere about who these characters are.

I am VERY curious to see where things go with Gideon reading Eli's latest autobio. Something big is brewing there. And I'm still curious where the BJ and Judy situation is going to end up, and I really want to see Jesse properly grovel at Amber's feet for being a dick this season because she's having success outside of him and it clearly chafes his asshole.

And, look, yes, I need Keefe and Kelvin to realize they are full of the gay feels, but it is a sitcom trope to have double pining idiots, and it's saying a LOT about repressed queer sexuality within restrictive religious structures. So, I'm not putting any money on the two of them moving beyond their painful, dumb lust and adoration of one another.

#righteous gemstones #fuck i love this show #this is some proper southern shit

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4townie · 1 year

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Road to 4☆TOWN

“I’m really proud of you, Jesse.” Selina smiled at him as he made the guest bed. “You’re spending more time with your brothers, you’re not weirdly secretive about your home life with your friends, you’ve stopped drinking your coffee black. You’ve grown so much.”

“Yeah well,” Jesse stood up proudly, “dad life has changed me. I’m a man now.”

“Awwww.” Selina cooed. “A man who can’t legally drink, but okay.”

“Oh c’mon, Lina, it’s only a few more weeks.” Jesse groaned.

Selina giggled and sat beside him. “I know, I know. You are just too fun to tease.” She sighed and looked down at Marcel in her arms. “I love this little guy so much, but I can’t wait for your birthday so we can finally have a date night just you and me.”

“Yeah, me too.” Jesse leaned over and kissed Selina’s cheek.

A knock on the door interrupted them.

“No, no, I’ll get it.” Jesse said when he noticed Selina start to get up. “You’re still feeding him anyway. I’ll be right back.” He left the guest room and headed to the apartment door. As soon as he opened it, he rolled his eyes. “What do you want?”

“What a way to greet your mother.” Giovanna raised an eyebrow. “May I come in?”

“No.” Jesse blocked the doorway. “Whatever you wanna say, make it quick. I’m in the middle of something.”

“Fine. Ungrateful brat.” Giovanna muttered the last bit under her breath. “I found this in Sean’s bag. Care to explain?” She held up a cell phone.

Jesse furrowed his brow. “What were you doing going through his stuff?”

“You know your brother. He can’t be trusted.” Giovanna rolled her eyes. “If he’s anything like you, he might even have a secret slut on the side.”

“Mom, I swear—”

“Answer my question. You know I don’t allow the boys to have phones.” Giovanna crossed her arms.

“But why though? What’s the point?” Jesse asked. “How much longer do you think you can control them?”

“It’s not controlling, it’s protecting. You think I want them going out behind my back and doing things that could get them in trouble?” Giovanna raised her voice.

Jesse sighed. “Keeping them away from me and not giving them a phone isn’t “protecting” them. They’ll go behind your back anyway. Then what’s your big plan?”

“I’m not the one keeping them away from you.” Giovanna laughed condescendingly. “You do that all on your own. Hiding away in this…this—”

“Babe, you’ve been gone for a while. Is everything o—…” Selina froze when she saw Giovanna. “Oh.”

“Is this why you wouldn’t let me in?” Giovanna looked at Selina with disdain. “Afraid I’ll make your baby mama uncomfortable?”

“Well, when you continuously make disgusting, bigoted comments about my girlfriend, I’m gonna wanna keep you away from her and my son.” Jesse nodded with an irritated grin.

“And how exactly do you plan on hiding this little accident from the public?” Giovanna said smugly. “You know the tabloids would tear you apart if they knew about this. You don’t really think you can keep this a secret forever do you?”

“Stop calling my son a mistake! What kind of a mother are you?” Jesse frowned at his mother.

“A better one than she’ll ever be.” Giovanna looked Selina up and down. “Not that I want anything to do with her or that filthy child.”

Jesse glared at her, his blood boiling. “Get out.”

“Don’t you kick me out when I’m t—”

“Get the hell away from my family and don’t ever come back.” He shut the door in her face.

“Jesse, open this door! I’m not done with you yet!” Giovanna banged on the door.

“She’s out of her mind if she thinks I’m gonna listen to her after all that.” Jesse let out a heavy sigh. “I’m getting so tired of her bullshit.” He gently caressed Selina’s face. “I’m sorry about Giovanna. I just hate the way she treats you.”

“You know I don’t care about anything she says to me. She doesn’t even know me.” Selina shook her head. “Are you okay though?”

Jesse smiled softly and leaned in to kiss her. “With you? Always.”

#4town headcanons #4town fanfic #4town jesse #4town robaire #4town aaron t #4town z #4town taeyoung #turning red #turning red 4town #4town #4townie

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purpleplaid17 · 5 months

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Jess Watches // Mon 27 Nov // Day 66 Synopses & Favourite Scenes & Poll

Person of Interest (rewatching with mum) 5x05 ShotSeeker

Reese protects an analyst whose investigation into a software glitch has drawn the attention of Samaritan. They are also threatened by an ally of Elias's, who is looking to avenge his friend's death.

The Machine: 0 Samaritan: 10 Billion (and counting) Who will win? (ง'̀-'́)ง

Workin' Moms (with mum) 1x04 Bad Help

Kate makes a big mistake when she asks her mother to babysit her kids. Anne hires a tough nanny to deal with her misbehaving daughter. Jenny finds comfort in her work.

Apart from Kate I don't actually like the other moms all that much as people, but am intrigued by them as characters. If that makes sense. Half the moms in the group don't seem to want to spend any time with their kids. So why, when it's more socially acceptable to not want kids, do they still choose to have them??

Sex Education 4x08 Episode 8 (Series Finale)

Cavendish rallies to search for Cal. As Eric finds his calling, Jackson discovers his roots. Much like love, truth takes many forms - and it will out.

Everyone having major moments of character growth and acceptance was a wholesome way to end the show. Aimee Gibbs you will be forever in my heart, you weird and lovely lass. And as someone who needs help eating, seeing the casual way she fed Isaac and it not being 'a thing' was representation I didn't know I was missing. Also the group finally learning BSL. Disability rep ftw <3

A Murder at the End of the World 1x03 Survivors

Darby plays the role of the perfect guest in order to covertly investigate the crime. She finds she may be getting closer to the truth when another life is taken.

The woman mentioning she gouged the man who attacked her. Andy having a scar on his neck. Was it him? Lee having sex with Bill 6 years ago. Her son is 5. Is he the dad? A bit too obvious maybe so a possible misdirect. Android baby? What does Lee's neck tattoo say? What does 'red sky' mean?

#person of interest #workin' moms #sex education #a murder at the end of the world #amateotw #polls #tumblr polls #jess watches #day 66

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squishablesunbeam · 1 year

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We are pretty far into the story of Jesse and Mark and I'm just curious if maybe we can get some references on how some of the rescued dogs look like?

Not a face claim per se, but little fellows sure are an important part of the story🤔

Awwwwe!!! I love this!!! I hunted down some pictures to match the pack that I have in my head! I hope this helps! They have back stories but some come with hurt pups so I won't post it here. They are all happy and healthy now though!

Ok so we have...

Bailey: about 7 years old, sweet, loyal and doesn't understand how big he is! He'll lick your face until you drown if you let him.

Reign: she's only 4 and was surrendered to a shelter after the family had a baby and couldn't handle both. She's a wanderer, explorer and very independent. She loves to go for walks into the woods with Jesse and helps him find his way back... because he'd totally get lost without her.

Max: no idea how old he is! He pretends to be grumpy but really just wants to be held in your lap and for you to not move an inch for hours! Jesse and Max get along great!

Lucy: about 5 or 6 years old, maybe? Fiercely protective of Jesse and the boss of the pack!

Cami: our absolute queen. She's probably around 13 and the most precious! I love her! She's old and hurts quite a bit but she's forever kind and gentle and can read Jesse and Mark's moods like a book.

Lyra: Mark is convinced she's a witch that refused to die and became a cat. He thinks she's 127 years old at least. She never bothered to be affectionate at all until Jesse showed up and she would kill for him.

#the pack!#brief mention of animal abuse #dogs #cats #the palette asks #they are so important!#thank you for the ask!

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writer1queenjaysblog · 2 years

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Things Aaron T says and does as a boyfriend

•He loves holding his girlfriend in his arms she loves it too but he can get c l i n g y in a heart beat.

•He uses his deep voice to make her blush or horny. He knows what he's doing and he loves pinning her against the wall or bed to tease her til she's red.

He'll say something like "You want it baby?" "Your wet pussy is begging for me isn't it baby girl? "

•Cuddles after sex is amazing and she didn't think he had a high sex drive like that 😏 right after he'll wrap his strong arms around her and she goes to sleep in the drop of a hat.

•He loves her cooking so much that when she makes his favorites he fucks her and will spoil her . He'll say things like "Damn baby your great at cooking I can't wait til we cook together when we get married. " "Your pussy isn't the only tasty thing I've eaten 😋. "

• Will bring her gifts if she does or doesn't like to travel on tour with them. He loves giving her kisses and sleeps in her bed or will take her to his room.

If he's a yandere boyfriend

•He'll hide it in front her and the band but the moment their out of sight and ear shot He'll get rough and crazy on the person hitting on her or Z. (Yes their in a bi poly relationship and it's 6 of them. ) "If you EVER speak, look at, or touch my woman and man again I'll cut your tongue out and I'll make sure you'll never flirt or touch to anyone else again!"

•Z Has had girls throwing themselves at him as well as guys so Aaron T being Aaron T he smiles while holding Z's arm hugging him while smirking at the girl who didn't believe him being bi or into guys. He waited til Z turned around and flipped her off before he saw his girlfriend Ruby holding her hand kissing it "What have you been up to T?" "Not much babe I have to handle something. " He walked over to the girl and grabbed her by her throat holding a box cutter to her neck smiling "Stay away from him. Understand? " "Their mine puta! And stay away from Tae! "

• His physical relationship between him and the orhers

Robaire: 9/10

He's very very romantic and very protective of T and T is protective of him..literally. Robaire loves cubbling and kissing him but of course Aaron T can be clingy with whoever he's with and this causes Robaire to back away which causes him to go crazy "Why won't you touch? Why won't hold me? Am I not sexy enough for you?! Why won't you sex me like you use to?!"

"Dude chill the f*ck out why you so f*ckin clingy!? Damn!"

Once he realized what he said he feels bad and apologized to him "Baby I'm sorry it's just you just stressed me out with all that crazy stuff." He smiled at him and kissed him "I'm sorry Ro I just love you too much forgive me baby?" He caressed his cheek "Of course babe."

Aaron Z 10/10

Z can be clingy as well as T but only if he's having a bad day or he just wanna cuddle. "T I love you." He will kiss him as Z wrap his arms around him "I love you too baby. We're going to be together..forever and nothing I mean nothing is going to change that. "

Z never really mind T being clingy until he had more females around him and so he got jealous and would have his crazy side come out "T chill what's wrong with you?" "She is what's wrong with me flirting with you like you don't have a girlfriend and boyfriend right beside you or waiting for you at home!"

"Chill out or we're done!" "What?" Z didn't mean it but he was mad of course be said sorry but T didn't let up he only got worse.

Jesse 7/10

He's big on love and affection and physical touch but when T gets outta hand he puts his foot down just like how a dad would. He of course feels bad for fussing at T because in his heart he has a soft spot for him. He does love kissing Jesse's beauty mark on his face and He'll probably be naked while Jess is try to figure out what to paint.

"You look beautiful like that honey."

He saids this while starting to paint him and like their girlfriend he too uses him for his muse. Jesse is clingy as well which leads T to push him away which is surprising 😮

"C'mere baby I just wanna feel you." "Jesse get off damn you been on me all day!" This of course hurts his feelings but he is also crazy so he'll physical with him too "Look sweetie I don't want to get rough with you but I will."

He realized what he's doing and let go of his neck "Sorry babe but.. your not the only one who's crazy here." He said looking at him with a crazy smile and looking at him with those dark looking blue eyes.

Tae Young 6/10

He's obsessed with T actually and T knows which is why he makes him blush and flustered the way he does. Tae when T isn't around 😑😒🙄 vs when he walks in the room 😍🥰☺

T is also obsessed with Tae Young because he think he's so cute, amazing, charming he has T's heart in the palm of his hands and he knows it too 😏. "T please don't leave. " "I'll be back Tae I'm going to the store real quick." "Your going Z aren't you? You always go with him and not me!"

He sighs before telling him to get his shoes on. And don't he's clueless and doesn't know Jesse Jesse Aaron T are the crazies he's one too but no one believes the person who seen it or he paid a visit to. One girl who was a Aaron T fan and simp was going to confess to him but Tae Young stopped her

"Look don't think because you wear all this pretty makeup and dress your doing anything or going to get his attention..HE'S MINE!"

She ran off scared but didn't say a word to anyone but that was just the beginning. T soon figured it out and that had him worried 😟 "T please don't leave me! I swear I won't get jealous, I won't act crazy or clingy, just Aaron T please don't leave me I love you! "

He kissed him and it shocked him "Babe I love you too much to leave plus I like when your like this it's kinda sexy just as long as you know your mine."

Ruby 10/10

She's the only Sane one in the relationship and so she doesn't know her boyfriends are crazy men who can make your life hell or make your disappear and will act as if you never existed or met you.

T can go on to full stalking mode and she won't think about. "Mi amor your so beautiful when you're dressed up like this for me."

Won't let anyone near her unless they want to come up missing or badly beaten up. If she finds out she'll try to run away but won't get far.

"T why are you doing this? Why are you acting like this?!"

"Look babe I love you but..I can't let anyone near you or have you..YoUr MiNe ~!

#4town headcanons #4town #4 town yandere #4town robaire #4town jesse #aaron z #4town taeyoung #4town aaron t #yandere disney x reader

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ellieswaifu · 2 years

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hiiiiiiiiiii :0 may i request a small modern au fic where fem reader, who is jesse’s little sister, asks ellie to help her make her ex bf jealous ? tyyyyy ily

i don’t date my brother’s friends | ellie x f!reader

summary — ellie (kinda) helps you make your ex jealous/also she’s a little jealous too hehe

word count — 2.77k+

genre — modern!au, ummmm fluff ? jealousy stuff

warnings — mentions drinking, kissing, childhood friends kinda, hmm big brother jesse!!, ellie has a crush uuuuu, heavily influenced by one fast and furious scene

a/n: i am literally watching fast and furious while reading this request so now i feel inspired to write about that one scene in the kitchen heheheeeeee ;-; also not proofread:< i hope u still enjoi reading ty for requesting !!

You’ve learned not to date you brother’s friends. It never ended well with you or him. At the end of the day, your big brother, Jesse, ends up punching someone in the eye and that friend is never to be seen again. In a way, you felt guilty. Jesse had a smaller group of close friends now, containing fewer boys in the latter who just wanted to get into your pants. It kind of became a rule that you wouldn’t ever go on a date with his friends ever again. He wanted to protect you in that way where he didn’t have to worry about you and losing some of his friends at the same time. You felt bad, but he always told you, “good riddance.” If he only had friends that would break your heart, then he would choose to not have friends at all.

You were his baby sister; sworn to protect, love and annoy forever.

But, sometimes, you hated that rule. Even though Jesse kept a few of his friends close, there were so many people that knew him already. He’s smart, sporty, and goes to an Ivy League university. Everybody in town knew who he was. It made it kind of hard to date in general. So, the outcome of that was you going on dates in secret. You weren’t some kind of woman who shamelessly had billions of relationships with different people. You were young and you just thought you should experience what romantic aspects life has to offer.

There was someone you went on a couple of dates with just recently. It only lasted for about two weeks before the two of you decided to stop and call it quits. He was a pretty good sport about it, not seeming to have ill feelings or anything.

Despite being on the look for someone to date, you already had your eyes set on someone special. Her name was Ellie. She was a girl who plays guitar, sings, loves art, is space-obsessed and, not to mention, one of your brother’s best friends. You would be lying if you said that she wasn’t even partly the reason why you date a lot of people. Ellie being one of Jesse’s closest friends made it so hard to approach her and even if you wanted to or had a chance, your brother would beat both of your asses.

You don’t talk to her much, especially now that you’re older. The first time you met her, she was someone your brother brought home from middle school, along with other friends like Dina, to do some group projects with. She was nice to you; played with you a lot when you were all alone in the living room with your toys and even helped you with some of your homework sometimes when Jesse wouldn’t. You’ve always had a crush on her. She was pretty. Growing up only made you realize how attracted you were to her.

But in the end, she was your brother’s friend.

It was only until Jesse decided to throw a semi-party at home after finals week when you see her again. You’re sitting at the front porch with a glass of soda, watching as Jesse’s group of friends walk into your house when Ellie comes in with them in her typical baggy attire; jeans and flannel-over-a-shirt look, sporting her usual canvas shoes at her feet. They all greet you with a wave and simple hi’s and hello’s, knowing you were Jesse’s little sister. You make sure to watch Ellie when that happens and she doesn’t say anything and only gives you a short smile and glance with her eyes.

You let out breath as soon as all of them walked through the front door, leaving you alone on the front porch with nothing but the night sky and your soda to accompany you.

After a while, you watch as a familiar car pulls up in your drive way. You close your eyes, hoping and praying it wasn’t the person you thought it was, trying to avoid the upcoming embarrassment you were about to feel in your chest.

Unfortunately, you were right. Your ex walks up to your front door slowly, his eyes on you the entire time.

“Hi,” he call out awkwardly.

“Hey,” was all you said back.

He look at you only for a moment, eyeing your attire. You grow uncomfortable under his gaze but thankfully for you, he didn’t stare for too long.

“You look good,” he compliments you, nodding as he spoke.

You give him the smallest smile you could give, “They’re already inside, eating or something, I think. You can head on in.”

“Thanks.”

The interaction was short, but you wanted it that way. Any longer, you probably would’ve walked away from him rudely. It’s not that you hated him or anything, it’s just the constant awkwardness almost made you nauseous and you couldn’t bear to interact with the person who has been calling and texting you all month about getting back together. You thanked god that he just walked into your house without adding anything unimportant to his dialogue.

You turn to into the window behind you and look through the glass as Jesse’s friends laugh and talk and drink in the living room and dining room with music muffled by the walls of the house. You’re not sure what they’re celebrating but they seem to be having a great time. You let your eyes wander for a moment, looking for a certain girl, until your eyes meet green ones. You immediately turn away and stare at the glass that was now empty in your hand as you hear your heart beating louder and faster in your chest.

What the hell? Was she looking at me?

You decide to shake off your thoughts, fingertips tracing the rim of the glass before headed back inside to refill your cup with some water.

Ellie fixed her green eyes on you the moment you stepped through your front door. Your dress hugged you in all the right places and rippled accordingly down to your knees as you walked through your house. Your hair was pulled back and showed everyone set of dazzling, angel-white teeth, greeting them as you walk past.

Ellie knows you’re pretty. She never really saw it until a year ago when you had just started your senior year in high school. She drove by your place to pick Jesse up, starting their first year of college together. You were no longer that dorky kid she used to know. You’ve started wear prettier things, do your makeup and act all mature. She understands why some of Jesse’s friends try to get to so close to him sometimes—a way to get closer to you. That was until he told everybody that his little sister was off limits. But thinking you were pretty was way different from being attracted to you. Ellie was sure Jesse would have her head for even mentioning taking you out on a date.

Still staring, Ellie watches quietly as you disappear into the kitchen. Her eyes go back down to look at the red, plastic cup in her hand, filled soda.

“Uh, I’m gonna go get more to drink,” Ellie calls out to Jesse who returns with a nod.

Ellie stands and walks over to the kitchen doorway, peaking her head in slightly. You had you back turned to her, looking out the window with a glass of water in your hand and you other hand against the dip of your hip.

Clearing her throat for you to hear, Ellie watches as you jump slightly. You turn you head to look at her with your hand against your chest and a face looking like you were about to scold someone.

“Jesus, Ellie.”

“Sorry.” She smiles and steps into the kitchen, placing her cup down on the marble counter.

“What happened? Is Jesse getting boring?”

Ellie lets out a small, breathy laugh and bows her head before looking back up at you in amusement, “Something like that… I actually was just gonna get more beer.”

You eye the girl in front of you carefully with a smile playing at your lips as you lean against the counter, “But, your cup is full.”

Ellie looks down at her shoes with a smirk. You caught her red handed. You let your eyes wander up and down her body and the way she fidgets only slightly with her feet, avoiding eye contact. Ellie was never one to get nervous, but here she is.

“Do you remember that time you helped me study for my algebra test and I gave you a kiss on the cheek after I got a hundred?”

The girl in front of you smiles at the thought, “Of course, I remember. You were cuter then.”

“Shut up.” You let out a laugh, “You know, I’m pretty sure I had a crush on you around that time.”

Ellie cocks her head to the side, “Oh, I knew you had a crush on me.”

You almost spit out your drink, “What? Since when?”

“For a while,” Ellie smirks. “It was kind of obvious.”

You take a deep breath and smile again, “Yeah, I guess I didn’t work hard enough to hide it. I’m sure your new girlfriends in college would kill me if they knew.”

Ellie raises her eyebrows and shakes her head, “No new girlfriends. But I’m sure they wouldn’t mind if they knew you were Jesse’s little sister.”

“No new girlfriends?”

“Nope.”

“And why’s that?”

She shrugs and shakes her head again, eyes staring directly at yours before looking back down at the laces of her shoes. How could she be with anyone else when all she can think about is you all the time? You were the reason why her relationships never lasted any longer that a month back then. It drives her crazy.

“Ellie,” you call.

“Hm?” she hums. The way her name slips your mouth makes her heart feel fuzzy. For a moment, that’s all she can think about but after a few seconds she remembered how that boy, who talked to Jesse just earlier, kept looking at you out the window. Her green eyes meet yours once again, “That guy wont stop looking at you.”

You stop and think for a second before putting the palm of your hand to your face, “Don’t even get started with him.”

“What happened,” Ellie asks, watching you carefully. “Don’t tell me you dated him.”

You let a sigh escape your lips, “Just a fling, Ellie. No strings attached. Besides, I told him not to contact me anymore.”

“Well, it doesn’t seem like it.”

Ellie’s tone catches you slightly off guard. You keep a close eye on her, watching as she fidgets with her ring and pinky finger, avoiding your gaze.

“Don’t tell me you’re jealous.”

The girl in front of you doesn’t say a word. A part of you is delighted that the girl you’ve been crushing on for a while now has feelings for you. Another part of you feels blue with the fact that the girl, who now has feelings for you, is one of your brother’s bestest friends.

“Oh, Ellie,” you step forward, slowly placing a hand against the side of her face softly, caressing her cheek with your thumb. “I don’t date my brother’s friends.”

Ellie stares at you, hypnotized by the way your lips moved and how close your body was to hers.

“Then why’d you date him?” she says softly, laced with slight jealousy.

“Like I said, Ellie,” you smile. “Just a fling.”

Ellie continues to stare down at your face. It takes all of her strength to ignore her impulsive side and not kiss you right then and there. Your hand on her face feels warm and she just wants you to keep it them for as long as you can.

Unfortunately, you let her go and back up as soon as the two of you heard footsteps coming your way.

Your ex stands at at the doorway, suspiciously eyeing the both of you. His eyes dart to Ellie then back at you as he furrows his eyebrows in confusion.

“Hey, (y/n),” he calls out. “Can I talk to you? Alone, I mean.”

Ellie stands up straight and picks her cup back up from the counter, heading towards the fridge, “Oh, don’t mind me. I’m just getting a drink.”

You watch Ellie peak her head into the fridge, seemingly looking for something to take. You look over to your ex and shrug as you take a sip of your soda.

“What do you wanna talk about?”

“I’ve been texting you,” he says as he eyes the girl at the fridge. “We on for another date? You can wear your favorite dress and I’ll take you anywhere you wanna go.”

You roll your eyes at him and scoff. You’ve made it very clear to him that you didn’t want to interact with him afterwards. You watch as Ellie steps away from the refrigerator, pulling out a bottle of beer before placing it down on the counter. You can’t see her eyes, but you can practically steam coming out of her ears.

There were a few more moments of awkward silence before you speak up again, wanting to get rid of him immediately and tease Ellie at the same time.

“Hey, what was that place you, uh, wanted to take me to? Italian?” you ask him with a sultry voice, taking a few steps close to him.

“Oh, the one with the lights?”

“Yeah, yeah, lights and stuff…” you say, reaching out to play with his necklace as he smirks at you. “What was it called?”

“Valentina’s,” he replies slowly, smirk growing wider by the second, buying your fake flirting.

You can practically feel Ellie’s eyes boring into the back of your head as you continued to flirt with him right in front of her.

Your lips curved into a devious smile as you pulled away from him slowly, letting go of the thin chain that wrapped around loosely on his neck before turning over to the girl behind you. You step into her personal space, bodies so close together that they were almost touching.

“You can take me there,” you say, looking up at Ellie with a sly smile, playing with the buttons of her unbuttoned flannel, “What do you say? Pick me up at ten?”

Ellie stares at you. How could she turn that down?

“Yeah, ten is good,” she says, smirking slightly as she glances up at the guy you were just talking to.

Ellie watches him curse and walk away, infuriated at what he had just witnessed. Footsteps fade away and after deciding to ignore him, Ellie turns to look down at you once again.

You stand still and your eyes were no longer looking up at her. All she could see, feel and smell was the top of your head, hair giving off a fresh scent of some fruity shampoo you’ve been using lately, and your small hands still playing with her buttons and the graphic tee she wore underneath it. You were still so close to her and it was surely driving her more towards the edge.

“Hey,” Ellie says.

“Oh, sorry.”

You look up and smile as you were about to step away from her, pulling your hand back away from her shirt. To your surprise, Ellie grabs your wrist and pulls you closer as close as possible, the front of your body pressing against hers.

“What are you doing?” you ask her.

“I’ll show you.”

Before you know it, Ellie slips her arm behind your waist and presses her lips against yours. You melt at her touch, wrapping your arms around her neck pulling her deeper into the kiss. Her teeth sinks down to your bottom lip softly, making you moan in surprise. Ellie takes that opportunity to slip her tongue into your mouth, groaning against you. Your tongues clash and fight each other with breathy moans before Ellie suddenly pulls away from you.

“What?”

You can see Ellie’s eyes staring right past you, towards the doorway of the kitchen with a serious look on her face. Her jaw clenches for a second right under your nose as you gaze at her in confusion. It only takes a second for realization to hit you hard.

Pulling away from Ellie as quick as you can, as if it was any help to the situation, you turn around and stare at the figure behind you.

Jesse stands at the doorway with eyebrows furrowed and and his jaw hanging slightly.

“What the fuck are you two doing?”

a/n: hehehehhehehe ok as i was writing, i realized it wasnt really ellie “helping” and i’m rlly sorry if u didn’t enjoi it :< ty for reading

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To The End (Chapter 8: Girls and Boys)

Pairing: 90's Damon Albarn x Reader

Warnings: Language, alcohol use, Fluff, smut (oral both receiving), Virginity loss (reader), protected sex (p in v sex), maybe some spelling mistakes.

Summary: You are Damon Albarn's girlfriend. This is Damon's birthday, Y/N planned a special gift for him.

Words: 3190

A/N: Heya everyone, happy new year ! Hope 2022 will bring you joy and so many good things ! Here is another little juicy chapter, I hope you'll like it !

Enjoy !

“Girls who are boys who like boys to be girls Who do boys like they're girls, who do girls like they're boys Always should be someone you really love Girls who are boys who like boys to be girls Who do boys like they're girls, who do girls like they're boys Always should be someone to really love”

March 23rd 1994- London:

This day was Damon’s 26th birthday. I had a special gift for him. But it wouldn’t be before the night.

First, the day had to happen.

It started like every morning, in our bed. Damon was hugging my body. I felt him move and heard him yawn, he was awake.

- Good morning birthday boy. I said

- Good morning my love. He answered, smiling and with his morning voice

- Happy 26.

- Thank you love. Fuck…I’m already 26.

- Yeah, in four years you’ll be…

He smashed his hand on my mouth.

- Please don’t say it, I beg you.

He looked deep in my Y/E/C eyes, lost in them, finally taking his hand away from my mouth. Something was wrong.

- What’s wrong? I asked him

- Nothing sweetie. I just didn’t want to hear you say it. But there’s also…

- Also? I pursued

I recognized this look. It was lust. Putting his hand on my mouth and looking at me being surprised by it turned him on. He was aroused.

- I want…

- I know what you want.

I let my hand slip under the cover, touching his already hard shaft through his boxers making him hiss at the feeling of my touch.

- Is that what you want darling?

- Yes…He moaned

I took his boxers off, plunging my head towards in manhood. I licked all along his shaft, swirling my tongue around the head, and sliding my hand up and down his length. I gained some experience since the first time I did it.

- So my love, how does it feel to wake up like this on your birthday?

He looked at me, shivering with pleasure.

- Please Y/N… Just like that…

- Do you want me to keep going until I make you cum?

- God yes! He said, his voice trembling

- Look at you, I barely touched you, and you’re already close. I said, smirking

I put my mouth back around his length. My lips were so slick and swollen. I was sucking hard and stroking him at the same time. His fingers went to run in my hair.

- Fuck Y/N, I’m going to…

He wasn’t able to finish his sentence, cumming in my mouth, filling it with his hot release. It was the first time Damon ever came in my mouth.

- Oh god Y/N I’m so sorry, are you okay? He asked me, apologizing

He didn’t need to. I swallowed it all and opened my mouth to show him.

- Happy birthday baby. I said kinkily

His hand went to hold his fringe, and he chuckled

- God, you’re going to be the death of me. He said panting

After this, he kissed me.

- I hope not, I need you.

- And I need you too. You’re too precious to me, I don’t deserve you.

- Stoooop Damon, that's not true. Let’s get up, we have so much to do today.

Before the party could start, I went to find Jessica, Damon’s sister on Oxford Street, for her to help me with a little something that had to do with the special gift I was planning for Damon.

- So my dear Y/N, what is it all about?

- Lingerie

- Oh!

- I’ve always been used to wear casual underwear you know? But I never wore real sexy lingerie, so I thought you could help me with that.

- Does that mean…

- Yes, no need to say more Jess. I intend to give it to your brother, and you’re the only one true female friend I have. I know it sounds weird because it’s about your brother but… You and I have known each other since forever and you’re like a little sister to me.

- Oh me too Y/N! Okay, let’s go find something for you.

We went to different shops before finding the right set of lingerie. It was everything from bra to the garter belt. The only thing that would be black would be the stockings.

- This is perfect. No man can resist this kind of lingerie. Let’s go straight to the topic now. Do you have everything you need?

- What do you mean?

- Well you know, condoms…

- Oh! I don’t know, I think Damon might have everything.

- You don’t seem to be sure.

- Well to be true, I don’t know.

- Okay. If you want this night to be perfect, you have to be sure that you have everything you need, let’s go buy condoms.

We spent the whole evening chatting, laughing, drinking and smoking. We were all drunk, and in a very good mood. Until…

- Oh It’s going to be a rough night ! Isn’t it Y/N? Alex said and winked at me

- If you mean this because of our future hangover Alex, you’re damn right! I answered laughing

- I think this isn’t what Alex meant, but this is none of our business mate. Dave answered

- What do you mean then? I asked him, curious

- Well… This lingerie set fits you well and Damon’s gonna be reeeeally happy with it.

Oh shit. Here is the thing, Alex was on the same street as I was at the same time and he saw me buying the lingerie set in the shop. And obviously, he told the guys.

Damon turned his head to look at me, confused.

- What is he talking about? He said, his eyebrows frowned

I hid my face in my hands in embarrassment

- Alex for fuck’s sake! Graham said

- What? The drunk man answered

- First, these things don’t need to be said, and second, THIS IS NONE OF OUR FUCKING BUSINESS! Graham answered

- Are you okay? Dave asked, looking at me

I got up, not saying anything and ran to the bathroom. My anxiety had taken over me, I was more than ashamed.

- Great! congratulations Alex! I heard Graham say

I closed the door behind me, collapsed against it and started crying.

- Y/N, open the door please. I heard Damon say through the door

- Go away Damon, I’m not worth it. I answered

- What the fuck are you saying? please, open the door, I don’t like to hear you cry.

- Go back with the boys, I’m okay.

- No you’re not. I won’t be leaving you crying so stop being stubborn and open this door.

I got up and let Damon in. I didn’t lock the door behind me, I just weighted enough to block it.

Instantly, when I saw his concerned face, I broke down into tears again. Damon was fast enough to take me in his arms.

- Hey, it’s okay love, calm down, I’m here.

- I’m so ashamed… I said, sobbing hard

- Don’t be, everything is fine love.

- And Alex ruined my surprise. It’s supposed to be your birthday gift.

- He didn’t ruin anything as I haven’t seen the set yet. And you’re my birthday gift darling.

- Yes, exactly… I answered

Damon frowned his eyebrows.

- And here I’m lost again, what do you mean?

Come on Y/N, don’t ruin the whole surprise

- I wear this set, so I’m the birthday gift.

Damon started laughing.

- Sometimes you can be as cocky as me.

- I had a good teacher.

He chuckled at my answer.

- Okay love, let’s go back with the boys. He said wiping my tears with his thumbs.

He took my hand and we went downstairs to find the other in the living room.

- I’m sorry guys, I didn’t mean to react like this.

- Nah it’s okay Y/N, don’t apologize, I’m sorry, I just wanted to laugh, and I didn’t know it was a surprise… Alex said

- Nevermind Alex, I’m not mad at you, I was just really embarrassed because you almost ruined my surprise.

- Let’s not talk about this anymore, It’s Damon’s birthday, enjoy guys. Graham added

Alex was too much drunk to go back at his place, so Damon let him sleep on the sofa in the living room.

Let’s say that I wasn’t comfortable with his presence for what I was planning on doing with my lovely blonde boyfriend now. At least, he deserved to see his surprise. After all, it was his birthday gift.

I pushed him on our bed. He was laid on his elbows, looking at me with lust as I was unzipping my dress from the front.

Once it was done, I let the dress fall to my feet, revealing the set I had tried to keep secret during the whole evening.

He was in literal awe, looking at me in that set of red lingerie.

- Wow. He said

- I thought you had lost your tongue. I answered, smiling

- Quite. If we didn’t want to wait, I would already have ripped it from you and made love to you like if there was no tomorrow.

- About this… I started, then cut myself off in mid-sentence

- What? What is it?

- Oh… I want you so badly Dames… The set was also a part of this, but my real gift was for us to make love. Tonight. But what wasn’t planned was Alex sleeping here because he’s so drunk he can’t walk, and it makes me uncomfortable to know he could hear us, the walls are thin.

Damon got up and put his hands on my hips.

- I understand. And I won’t insist more if really makes you ill at ease. But I can promise you Alex won’t hear us. He won’t hear anything. He fell asleep because he’s drunk and I can tell you that when alcohol is the reason of his sleep, he doesn’t hear anything.

I thought before giving my answer.

- We have to be quieter than the silence itself.

- Or we can be as noisy as we want. He answered

And it was my turn to be laid on the bed.

Damon took off his Fred Perry Polo and threw it on the ground before crushing his lips on mine.

He bit my lip and ran his tongue over it. I allowed it to dance with mine.

His hands made their way to my hips, caressing them. Then he sensually slipped on the garter belt, trying to unclip it from the stockings.

After doing this, he set himself on his knees on the ground, and slowly slipped them away from my legs, while kissing them at the same time.

I saw him shifting uncomfortably in his jeans, he might already have had a hard on.

When done with my stockings, he kissed the inside of my thighs.

- Tonight my love, I’m your humble servant. Damon told me

- It’s supposed to be the opposite since it’s your birthday. I answered gasping

- You gift will be to give me a wonderful night, and I must do everything in my power for it to be that way. I want you to have a night as magical as mine. So please, tell me what you want me to do, I’m all yours. He answered, still kissing the inside of my thighs

- Touch me… I roared

He did as told. He took my bra and panties off.

Once it was done, Damon and I laughed. We were used to see each other naked by now.

- Where were we… he said, quietly

I felt him kiss my breasts and swirl his tongue around my nipple before sucking it. He kissed down from my chest to my folds. He parted my lips with his delicate fingers before pressing his thumb on my clit. I quietly moaned at the feeling, and he started rubbing it.

- Oh Damon…

- What is it baby girl, what do you want?

- Prepare me already, I just want you so bad!

- Patience love, we will get to it.

That’s when I felt a finger at my entrance, collecting my arousal.

- You’re already so wet…

He licked there to have a taste of me, before lapping at my clit, savouring me like his favourite meal.

I mewled before throwing my head back in pleasure. His fingers were teasing my entrance, and his right hand was on my hardening nipples.

I grabbed his hair unconsciously, pulling him closer. He hummed into me and gently shook his head, while flicking his tongue over my clit, devouring me with passion. I felt his finger slip inside me, slowly pumping in and out of me, before taking a faster pace.

- Oh Dames! I cried out in pleasure

- Yes baby, I know. Let go…

I felt myself coming closer and closer to my climax, and he added a second finger, speeding up to help me. He knew I may not feel only pleasure after, so he was doing everything to make me feel good.

- I’m so…

He sped up a bit more, fucking my cunt with his fingers, knuckles deep inside me.

I felt the knot in my stomach tighten, and I finally let it release, coming around his fingers.

He pulled his fingers out, putting them in his mouth and sucking them.

- Oh I can’t wait to see you cum with something else than my fingers. He said, a grin on his face

- My turn now. I said

- No you already did it this morning. Are you sure you want us to do it?

- I want you to make love to me Damon. Make me all yours.

He responded with a smile before kissing me passionately, straddling me, tasting myself on his lips and tongue.

While kissing him, I unbuckled his belt and ripped off his jeans and boxers at the same time. I was so eager for him and desired him so much. His length went to slap against his stomach. He was painfully hard.

- Do you have a condom? I asked between two kisses.

He looked for his jeans which fell on the ground, and searched in his pocket, taking out a little blue package. He threw his jeans back on the ground.

- Always when I’m with you. Just in case if you wanted me or…

- I wanted to keep it for tonight.

- And you were right. What a great gift.

He kissed me a few more and opened the package. I took a pillow to put my head on. Damon rolled the condom on his shaft, and I spread my legs for him.

- Okay, as I already told you, it might hurt a bit, tell me if you want to stop at anytime, okay?

- Okay.

He ran his shaft along my slit a few times.

- Ready?

- More than ready.

He slowly inserted himself inside me, my breath got stuck in my throat. It tingled, but not as much as I thought. It felt odd and unpleasant, but it didn’t hurt that much. And yet, he was huge!

- God, you’re so tight… He said, lowly groaning in my ear.

He let me adjust to his size. He gazed at me, eyes full of love and desire. But there were also sparkles.

- I love you… He said, looking me straight in the eye

I kissed him passionately in response. I waited for so long to hear him say he loved me in this tone.

- Oh how much I love you too… also…

- What? He almost panicked

- Hey, everything’s okay, I was just going to say that you can move. I soothed him

He smiled, relieved, and began to gently move. His eyes never left mine, we worshipped each other.

I heard him gasp. At this moment, his head fell in the crook of my neck, his eyes squeezing shut, panting.

At this exact same moment, I clenched around him for the first time. I wasn’t feeling intense pleasure, but with the slight pain also came some pleasurable sensations. Seeing him like this, helped me feeling it.

I wrapped my legs around his hips, as he thrusted slowly inside me.

I heard him moan loudly, and I don’t know how he did, but he found what was apparently my G-spot. I felt my walls spasm and contract around his shaft. I let out a breathy moan, starting to feel good. But I knew I wouldn’t reach my climax this time.

- I’ve got to tell you that I might not last long, you’re so tight and you’re clenching around me, and it’s…oh god… He said, between low grunts

This made me clench again.

- Dames…I... It feels good.

- Really?

- It hurts a bit at the same time but… it feels good, you’re doing great.

- Oh love, you’re doing… great as well…

He let out a loud moan, then another, and another, again and again, shivering. Suddenly, he stopped moving. He came, and had spilled inside the condom.

He collapsed on me, both our sweating bodies meeting, his head on my chest.

- I love you my love, I mean it.

- I know darling, and I love you too, so so much.

He stood like this, kissing my neck, for about 5 minutes, before pulling out slowly and getting up to throw the used condom in the bin.

- Does it hurt? He asked, laying next to me

- Just a bit. Some say the first time is awful, but I guess I was lucky. I felt things, pleasurable things. I didn’t come but I hope I will, soon.

- Nobody comes except boys on their first times sweetheart. But I promise I’ll make it up to you. What do you think of taking a bath and laying in bed after?

- I think I can’t decline such an offer. I answered.

I got up, a bit sore, and he took my hand, taking us to the bathroom. He ran a hot bath for us. He stepped up in the bathtub first and sat down. I stepped and sat down in front of him, laying my back on his torso.

- Did I hurt you? I didn’t ask.

- No, I told you, I thought it would have been worse. And you asked me every 30 seconds if I was okay.

- Yeah, sorry ‘bout that. As I told you, it’s the first time I was popping a cherry.

- Don’t be sorry, it was lovely from you.

- I want this to last forever.

- Me too.

- And you know…Now, we will have a lot of hotel rooms and places to christen. He said, winking at me.

I rolled my eyes while laughing. Here he was, the Damon I always knew and loved so much.

A few weeks before, he had written Girls and boys, because he “didn’t understand people on holidays, meeting, drinking, smocking and getting laid.” Damon himself, in the flesh, who had a lot of one-night stands. What a fucking cocky bastard.

#damon albarn x reader #damon albarn #damon albarn fanfic #damon albarn smut #alex james #blur band #dave rowntree #graham coxon #britpop #gorillaz #90's damon albarn #Spotify

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farfromharry · 3 years

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hello love !!

could you write a blurb about an insecure reader? i’ve been feeling a little bit down lately bc summer is coming and i’m so not ready to show my body to the world :(( i’m basically living in baggy clothes bc of my way to large boobs, belly & thighs lmao

you don’t have to write it, but thank you if you do! 🤍

summary: tom reassures you on your insecurities

tom holland x (fucking perfect, yes you) reader

w/c exactly 1000😳

a/n - i just want to say that i can guarantee you’re gorgeous. and i know it’s much easier said than done, but fucking own it babe, all of you is perfect and all that matter is that you know that <33

You and Tom had had plans for today scheduled for the past few weeks. A simple barbecue with his family after not being able to see them for a while and up until trying to pick out an outfit today, you were excited.

You didn’t know what it was, maybe it was just an off day for you, but all you knew was that you were on the verge of tears and you really fucking hated how you looked in this dress. With every glance at the clock you would only get more and more stressed as your time started to run out quicker, but you couldn’t seem to draw your eyes away from the mirror.

You knew Tom would call you silly for thinking like this, he always told you that what you thought were flaws were actually some of his favourite things about you. But of course that darker side of you told you he was supposed to say that, he was your boyfriend for god’s sake.

You were snapped out of your mind when you heard Tom’s voice, the man entering the room looking perfect and as attractive as always.

“Are you ready to go?” he asked, eyes glued to the screen of his phone where he was most likely updating his brothers on when you’d be leaving the house. He didn’t look up until he got no response from you, eyes drifting over to where you were standing in the mirror.

He wouldn’t have noticed the tears if you weren’t frantically trying to wipe them away, a quiet sniffle coming from you as you did so.

Concern washed over Tom as he watched his love stand there clearly upset, shuffling over to you to see what he could do. You wanted to scream as you felt his hands slip onto your waist. Usually you thrived under Tom’s touch, the man’s love language always managing to make you feel warm and loved, but right now you’d say it was your worst nightmare. What if he touched you and realised everything you saw about yourself?

“What’s going on in that pretty little head?” he whispered, resting his chin on your shoulder. His eyes watched your face through the mirror, seeing how you purposely avoided his gaze.

“I feel so,” you paused, feeling a lump swelling in the back of your throat. You couldn’t even put it into words, but thankfully with the way you were looking at yourself he could assume well enough.

“Hey, hey,” he cooed, gently guiding your chin so you were looking at him, just so you could see the sincerity in his words. “None of that.”

His voice told you that he wasn’t asking, this was Tom telling you with much confidence.

“You, my love, are perfect. Look like a fucking goddess,” he said. Part of you wanted to say he was lying, he was just saying this to make you feel better, but not even the best of the best actors could fake that look of love and adoration in Tom’s eyes. “Especially in this dress.”

It was such a simple statement but the mere look in his eyes said it all, and somehow it was all you really needed.

“Let me prove it,” he said, gently resting his forehead against yours. The moment was so soft, so loving that you thought you’d burst, and with a simple nod of your own head he was shifting to press kisses all over you.

You felt like you could cry again, happy tears this time, as his lips pressed against you. He trailed his kisses from your jaw down to your shoulders, taking a second between each one to tell you how much he loved you. Then it was down to your boobs, a few comments from your boyfriend about how much he really loved those, of which brought a smile to your face, your fingers threading in his hair.

“Handmade by the Gods, honestly,” he whispered. “Never met someone so perfect.”

You had to bite your lip to try and force down the sob that wanted to break past your lips, but a happy one of course.

His hands gently trailed down your waist to your hips, feeling the soft fabric of your dress under the palms of his hands. His lips moved down to your belly, a shaky inhale on your part.

“Love here too, protecting my darling’s organs.” You let out a giggle at his words, the sentence one you didn’t expect to come from him. “Making sure she’s all safe.”

Now you were positive you were going to explode. No other man but yours would ever do this for you, and you didn’t know how to thank Tom for it.

He cheekily allowed his hands to follow the path of the curve of your behind, giving a simple squeeze that had you playfully scolding the man for acting like some kind of horny school boy. He just chuckled, looking up at you with those lovesick heart eyes that he always possessed whenever he looked at his gorgeous girl.

“And these,” he stated, gripping your thighs with a simple kiss placed on the top of each. “Fit so perfectly in my hands. ‘S like you were made for me.”

You didn’t let him get any further before you were pulling him back up to his normal height, a silly grin on his face as he saw the love he’d instilled back in your eyes.

Your lips softly pressed against your boyfriend’s, a soft, intimate moment that you wish would last forever. You were hesitant to pull away but the look Tom gave you after you had was so worth it.

“Thank you,” you whispered, playing with the short curls of hair that were on the nape of his neck.

“I just told you how I love you,” he replied, speaking with complete honesty that once again made your heart swell. “Now, let’s go see my family, and fucking own that dress, baby.”

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roeyliteratiforever · 3 years

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100 reasons why I'm in love with Jess Mariano! 💞

1) He waited forever for the one woman he loved because he knew she was the one for him from the first moment he saw her.

2) He wrote a book came back and told the woman he loves he couldn't have done it without her.

3) Helps the woman he loves to turn her life around, because he wanted the best for her. "I know you better than anyone, this isn't you."

4) "Why did you drop out of yale" *plus the head tilt*

5) Turns off the sprinklers for the girl he loves despite having hostility between them for weeks showing he still cares about her.

6) Turns the sprinklers back on for her to let her boyfriend play hero because he was on his way to help, and he knew that would help her.

7) "I like the new look it's very blue crush!" *His wet hair!* 🔥

8) Those eyes! 😍

9) The way he looks at her! 😍

10) The eye flutter! 😍🦋

11) "What did I do something?"

12) whispers softly "come here" and grabs her face gently!

13) He made a long distance call on a payphone to talk to the girl he loves.

14) "Still gonna do the Harvard thing?" He always cared about her education despite not caring about his own, he knew that was important to her.

15) His crooked smile!

16) He looked it up! 22.8 Miles

17) Steals book to put notes in the margins of it for the girl he has eyes for!

18) "As you wish"

19) The way he bites his lip! 🔥

20) He made sure she was okay.

21) Staged a crime scene prank, and drew a chalk outline of a body to get the attention of the girl he's interested in.

22) "HUH! I don't know."

23) "So Courtney what about you?" He basically referred to her as his wife after she compared him to Kurt Cobain, he refers to her as Courtney Love who was his wife.

24) Dismantles a snowman for the girl he has eyes for so hers can win a competition.

25) "Ooh zing I've been snapped!"

26) "ahh geeze man she's not shipping off to naam"

27) The way he says "okay"

28) The way he lights up, and gets nervous around the girl he loves despite being a "bad boy"

29) His sarcasm!

30) He moved back to a town he hated for the girl he loves!

31) He likes ice cream "In Cooones"

33) His voice!

34) "I like your crazy hair" He has great hair!

35) He didn't get mad at his girlfriend when he found out she ran into her ex he just asked her politely to explain what happened.

36) The way he was fiddling with her bracelet while he was talking to the girl he loved on the phone.

37) "Look you know we're supposed to be together I knew it the first time I saw you two years ago, and you know it too I know you do!"

38) He dropped the bomb and ran after saying "I love you" for the first time in his life.

39) He noticed when the girl he loved changed her hair!

40) The way he kisses!🔥

41) "What makes you think I care about you?"

42) Smiles to himself about the girl he loves reactions, and her rambling!

43) He lives on the edge.

44) "Why did you come here? I mean you ditched school and everything that's so not you. Why'd you do it?"

45) He returned her bracelet when he realized how freaked out she was over losing it.

46) He made her bracelet better! "It looks even better than before doesn't it?!"

47) He put an umbrella over her head so the roof wouldn't fall on her to protect her!

48) He sent over a care package to make sure she was fed under the guise of Luke sending it over just so he could spend time with her.

49) His wave ✋✊✋✊✋✊

50) His eye brow raise!

51) Has a book on him at all times, and carries one in his back pocket.

52) Because he didn't read much! "Well what is much?"

53) Wears a leather jacket to the beach!

54) He resisted fighting with the woman he loves ex because he knew she would think it was his fault.

55) The nose kisses! 😍💞

56) "This black eye screwed everything up...next time I go to your grandmother's I'll try not to have one"

57) "Don't go" in cute baby voice

58) *Sees girl who looks like Rory from behind* "That's not her" "What?" "She cut her hair" "I don't know what your talking about" "Okay my mistake." *Turns back to look again to see if it's her*

59) "Well isn't this day a surprises"

60) "You're still a contender"

61) When he messed up with his girlfriend by not calling her, he surprises her with concert tickets, even after setting times to be with her, and scheduling dates.

62) "James Bond also wears a tux that's not geeky"

63) Makes effort to get along with the girl he loves mom despite the fact he knows she doesn't like him because she wanted him too.

64) "An innocent boy like me should not be raised in an atmosphere like this! I wanna be good life's just not letting me!"

65) The way he says "Oh yeah?"

66) Fixes toaster for his uncle after the girl he's interested in confronts him about making his life harder.

67) "Why did you think I wanted to come over here and see you?"

68) "I'm disappointed" *lip pout*

69) "So your arms okay?"

70) "You are so an out of towner!"

71) "Yeah you look good too" *plus the licking his lips*

72) "Are you nervous?...I'm a little nervous too."

73) He turned his life around, and made something of himself despite having a crappy upbringing, and what everyone thought about him.

74) Even though he was heart broken he made sure she was safe asking her where she parked before she left.

75) Giving the woman he loves inspiration to write a book, when she has no motivation.

76) "I'm sorry I didn't mean to freak you out I'm sure you'll do it, you will I promise. I'll help you practice okay tomorrow you'll stand in the middle of the street, and I will drive straight at you screaming in a foreign language...well it's lucky I've got me a tutor isn't it."

77) (This is a weird and random one) The way he chews.

78) "So you're over that right" "Yep long over" *stares longingly at the woman he loves from afar wishing things were different with them*

79) "I don't go to these stupid town things" *goes to stupid town things despite not liking them*

80) Bids on the girl he likes basket as an excuse to spend more time alone with her.

81) "You know earnest only has lovely things to say about you"

82) He tried reading the Fountain Head again, because the girl he likes liked the book.

83) He was glad she called.

84) "Okay I'm gonna hold you to that"

85) "My aren't we bright eyed and bushy tailed"

86) He unlocked the door to let the crazy ballet teacher in the diner to put a spread together for his great uncle's funeral.

87) Breaks up with his girlfriend for the girl he loves before pursuing her.

88) "Okay I have to go take care of something then"

89) He came to his mom's wedding, and walked her down the isle despite her not giving a crap about him, because his uncle wanted him to.

90) "Well whatever else happens to us at least we know that part works"

91) He planned to stay with the girl he loved until they were on social security.

92) He thought he was a lucky man when the girl he loved said she just might show him her whithering stare.

93) When the girl he loved went to go see him in New York, she says after finding a record "This was fate!" Then he says "I think it was" about her being there with him!

94) "It's what it is, you, me"

95) He read Jane Austen, and thought she would have liked Bukowski.

96) Whips out a book in a strip club instead of looking at the girls.

97) Reads self help book his uncle gives him to try to better himself.

98) Tries beaking a swan with a ladle because it beaked him in the eye.

99) Stopped smoking because the girl he loved said she was glad he didn't smoke it, and proceeds to put it back in his pocket.

100) "Please let me get you a soda I gotta do something other than stand here like a moron"

Always and forever will be team Jess! 💞

#gilmore girls #jess mariano #jess and rory #literati #rory gilmore #rory and jess #jess x rory #milo ventimiglia #rory x jess #alexis bledel

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soclonely · 3 years

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If the Clonetrooper bois became dads

Rex- Look, overprotective dad that keeps him as far away from Anakins infuence as possible. Echo- The type of parent to try everything they can out of the book. Like, dedicated and trying to read as he is changing a diaper. Eventually he gets it Fives- Literally the opposite of Echo. Just winging it dad. He learns as he goes along because he realizes every baby is different and has different needs Jesse- Don’t even look at this mans baby. The mom is lucky if she even gets to hold him/her. Daddys little buddy forever Kix- Would struggle alot with not being able to give his kid everything they deserve. A lot of trying t make up for things he shouldnt feel bad about. Tup- Bless. Tup makes a better uncle than he does a dad. They pull his hair, braid it, and then he sends them back to the parents at the end of the day Dogma- The ultimate baby snuggler. Hardcase- Dancing in the kitchen with baby in the baby carrier just having fun and laughing together Coric- awkward dad, calls the doctor for every little thing. Loving and worrywart Bly- Ultimate dad energy. It just makes him fall more in love with his partner 99- Encouraging dad, tells the best bedtime stories Cody-workaholic dad who learns he needs to slow down in life when he hears from his wife that their little one took their first steps and he realizes oh snap, they are old enough to walk and I missed that Waxer/Boil- As soon as they have one, they want another. Wolffe- His favorite time with baby is nighttime feedings and cuddling in the chair in the nursery. its common to walk in with baby fast asleep on his chest as he dozes off himself Boost/Sinker- Doesn’t realize he wants to be a dad until that little bundle of wrinkly energy is in his arms at the hospital. Hunter- A very hands off parent in the start. he realizes he isnt in his element and supports every decision his partner makes for their child. BUT IS THE BEST TODDLER PARENT Wrecker- “wrecker sweetie the diapers on backwards” Tech- *sweats nervously* Crosshair- detached but protective. likes to sneak into the room when alone and could stare at his sleeping son or daughter for hours. but as soon as the baby makes the slightest movement he DROPS to the floor and quietly crawls out of there

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retroellie · 3 years

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The Last of Us Headcannons

Summary: Headcannons about TLOU2 characters

A/N: I’m sorry I haven’t posted in a bit, I’ve ben stressed so I thought I’d write for my comfort characters lmao

Warnings: Slight NSFW mentions, TLOU2 spoilers

Word count: 2.4K

Ellie

-This girl is the best girlfriend i swear

-She will always tell you she loves you when she leaves or even if she goes into the other room

-She’s lost a lot of people so she’s always telling you how much she loves you just in case

-Helping her when she has nightmares, especially after joel's death

-”Please don’t leave me.”

-“Ellie, I’m not going anywhere.”

-She’s definitely a lover of old music

-80s and early 90s was definitely her favorite eras music and movies wise

-Gifting her records you found in abandoned buildings

-She draws you a lot, especially when you aren’t paying attention

-One time she couldn’t sleep so she drew you, she thought you looked peaceful asleep. That drawing is probably her favorite she’s ever done.

-You basically live with her in the garage she lives in

-Winters are always cold in the garage so y’all are basically attached to each other

-You both are cuddled up watching movies with tons of blankets on

-This girl is horny all the time, like if yall are alone she’s on top of you

-Dancing together at the dances

-This girl is so clingy omfg

-Ellie worries about the looks and comment yall get when showing affection in public so she tends to tone down her clinginess

-Joel loves you, point blank period

-When ellie tells you what joel did for her, you didn’t know if you should be happy or sad

-They were gonna take ellie away from you, you probably would've done the same

-”My life would have mattered.”

-”Your life matters to me.”

-You tried to make her feel better about it though, telling her that there would still be bad people and infected in the world

-Neck kisses from the back, my heart is melting holy shit

-She asks maria to put you on routes with her cause mama you are not going without her

-Puns, just puns all the time and you love it

-Definitely calls you babe and baby, you always make fun of her for it but she knows you loves it

-Yall make fun of each other but it’s all in good fun she will never take it too far

Joel

-You’re this mans baby idc

-No one hurts you or they will get tracked down and their knee caps will be gone

-Joel knows full well you can take care of yourself but he just gets so mad

-This man is so soft for you

-He tries to spoil you the best way he can, going out of his way to get you presents from abandon stores

-Teaches you how to play guitar

-He will have you sit in his lap and play the chords

-”Is it sounding better?”

-He just nods and kisses along your back

-He will sing you to sleep if you ask him

-This man has shown you some good ass music, yall sometimes just lay in bed and listen to old records

-He loves the way you look in his shirts, this man melts or bends you over the kitchen table

-He doesn’t cry often but this man is hurt

-The first time you saw him cry was when he broke down to you about ellie and the fireflies and what he did

-It hurt him a lot to admit it but he was so relieved that he could let go and someone be on his side for once

-Tells you all about sarah and how she would like you

-”She would’ve loved you.”

-”Yeah, casue i’m the coolest.”

-”You're a nerd.” He chuckled out

-He would happily tell you about life before the infection, what it was like to not have to look over your shoulder all the time

-He would never tell you about his time in boston

-He didn’t want to scare you, so you never asked but you had a good idea of what happened because of tommy

-Slow dancing in the kitchen while dinner is on the stove

-Forehead kisses in the morning when he has to leave for rounds and your dead to the world

-Calls you Babygirl and princess, IDK HE JUST SEEMS LIKE THE TYPE OKAY

-His voice in the morning>>>>>>

-Will watch you dance from a far while at dances

-Takes you out on little dates, he doesn’t even care about the stares yall (The age gap)

-He is prepared for anything to happen so he loves you like it’s his last day

-Talks about having kids with you but is okay if you don’t want them, i mean he’s not sure if he wants another one but hell, He said he wasn’t going to date anymore but here we are

-If you want kids he doesn't care hold old he is, he will try and try and try to give you a child

-”Damn it i got my period.”

-”Well then I reckon we gotta try again, huh baby girl.” He says with a smirk

-This man has a daddy kink and that’s all i gotta say about that umm anyways

-He is madly in love with you and he shows it, he has lost too many people and he has the mindset of “Good things don’t last forever”

Tommy

-I love this man with all my heart, he’s my baby

-He’s very caring and will hold you anytime you need to be held

-He just wants to help people and make the world a little easier for them so he overworks himself to the max trying to keep everything in jackson in order

-”Tommy, it’s 3 am and you got rounds in the morning. Come to bed.”

-”Yeah i'll be in there in a minute, i just gotta figure out the food supply situation.”

-Having to drag his ass to bed

-He loves cuddling, he loves feeling close to you

- Your the fighter of the relationship, tommy doesn’t like to fight if he doesn’t have too so he lets you deal with the violent stuff

-Although tommy loves his brother, he has a hard time forgiving him for the violence he exposed him too

-He feels very undeserving of you and everything good in his life., you have to constantly reassure him that he is a good person and is doing a great job

-He does have nightmares of being in Boston but you were always there for him, he was so thankful for you.

-He loves your cooking, like it can be the most simple thing ever and he’d be like

-”This is the best Cereal i have ever had, who taught you to cook like this?”

-He has mommy issues, like his mother wasn’t really around so he has a lot of issues with that ig

-He is the best kisser i said what i said

-He’s very passionate and possessive, it’s cute

-He gives you his jackets all the time, he thinks you look so cute in them

- This man is literally the softest i can’t

-He doesn’t cut his hair just because one time you told him you liked it long

-”Jeez honey, your hair is getting pretty long.”

-”Shoot, do I need to cut it again.”

-”No...I like it long, it flatters your face.”

-”I will literally never touch my hair again ever again now that you said that, Okay”

-You have expanded this mans music taste

-He only ever listened to country cause i mean he’s a simple man but then you came along

-You got him a walkman just so he can listen to the music you recommend him

-He tells ellie all about you and asks her for help because he doesn’t want to mess up anything

-He’s not good in relationships and he believes he’s not a very attractive man so he doesn’t really try but he sees himself marrying you

-Spoiler he asks you to marry him because he can’t see himself without you, he doesn’t want to imagine how the world would be so dark without you in it

-He’s not into cute nicknames so he’ll just call you honey

-After joel's death, he was broken and you didn’t think you can even put him back together, but your willing to try

Dina

-I think you would be dina’s first girlfriend but she would love you with all her heart

-She kissed you at the dance and everything kinda clicked from there

-She would sneak over to you house in the middle of the night

-”Jesus, i could've killed you.”

-”But you didn’t silly, come on i’m cold lemme in.”

-”You're gonna be the death of me dina.”

-Your rounds with her were never boring, it was always an adventure with her

-Making out behind building because she couldn’t wait till yall got home

-This girl will tease you until your bright read in the face

-She will definitely love kissing you, like she will just randomly kiss you

-She will try to smash you literally anywhere, when she’s wanting to do the nasty it doesn’t matter where you are she will pull you into a random room or bathroom

-She never bores you in bed too, she’s always up to do new things especially since your her first girlfriend

-When she found out she was pregnant she wanted to give this child the best life so yall decided to move out into a farmhouse

- Having a kid didn’t really change how she loves you

-She’s still crazy and wild but now she just has a kid on her hip

-You guys were co parents so you both would hunt and take care of JJ

-You guys would do almost anything to make that kid laugh even if that was dancing like lunatics for an hour straight

-You guys almost never get alone time so just laying in bed without the kid felt nice

-Yall are cottagecore lesbians idc, yall are the best parents and i said what i said

-From behind hugs and kisses, she will grab your hips and kiss your neck until you have no choice but to rip her clothes off

-Vintage records and slow dancing with JJ

-I feel like being in a relationship with dina feels like a vintage song about love

-There's lots of dancing in this relationship because dina loves dancing

-She’s always afraid that you will feel left out in the family though since your not JJs real parent but you always tell her you don’t mind and you love JJ just like how Jesse would

-She finds it so hot when your all protective parent when it comes to JJ, as soon as he falls asleep mama yall wont get any sleep

-Yall are the best parents, dina will fight anyone who hurts JJ and you make him feel loved

-When he gets older you guys try to tell him about Jesse without making you seem like the outsider of the family if that makes sense

-Taking care of the animals and plants as a family and reading books about how to while laying in bed

-Dina makes the best food and she tries to teach you but it just doesn’t add up to what she does

-Okay we don’t know much about her sister but by the picture we saw she looks hella cool and i think you would be like best friends with her

Jesse

- yall sleep on this man i swear, so this one is to all my jesse stans are there

-He’s kinky, that’s all

-He knows he’s hot and he’s super cocky about it

-He’s not much of a cuddler ngl but he will fall asleep and wake up spooning you

-Your really close to his mom, like she loves you so much

-He’s very reckless and your kinda the opposite so you kinda tone him down abit so you think that’s why his mom likes you so much

-Jesse isn’t much of a dancer and he doesn’t really listen to music but he does like to play video games

-You always pick him up video games randomly and gets so excited

-You force him to dance with you at dances and he’s so awkward about it

-”I hate this.”

-”Awe you love it.”

-Always trying to grope you while dancing, like will have his hands on your ass and theres kids behind you like sir stoppp but like keep going

-”Hey! watch those hands.”

-”I have no idea what your talking about”

-You and dina are pretty good friends like even after their weird relationship, she’s happy for the both of you

-Okay so let's pretend jesse didn’t die and he is alive and well

-When he finds out dina is pregnant he freaks out, he’s still pretty young so he’s terrified he won’t be good enough

-When the baby comes though he’s so excited, when he’s in the infirmary with dina your happy for him but you can’t help but feel an outsider

-Dina is so sweet and tries to make you feel better

-”You're gonna be the coolest step parent ever. I’m glad my son gets such a badass step mom damn.”

-Dina does move out of jackson still though so yall only get JJ every other week, that was the agreement

-He cooks in the morning for you and JJ while yall are laying in bed

-I’m sorry but he’s literally the coolest dad, his entire life changes because of that kid

-When JJ leaves to go over to his moms house Jesse won’t let you get out of bed, this mf hasn’t got any in a week

-He gets a bunch of cook books so he can better his ability to cook for little JJ

-You guys decorate JJs room together and it’s the cutest thing ever

-He takes you to romantic places in the abandon city when yall are on rounds together

-Jesse has a lot of friends but he would much rather hang out with you

-Yall call each other stupid and dumb a lot but it’s never used as an insult its just for fun

-”Damn it, why do i always get the nasty ones.”

-”Because your stupid, dummy.”

-”That’s right, i forgot.”

-Your guys bed is never made, you guys don’t even bother at this point. Like either the kid messes it up or you guys mess it up so what's the point

-He picks you up when he hugs you, literally pick you up from the waist and lift you up

!Credits to gif owners!

#The last of us #the last of us fanfiction #the last of us x reader #ellie williams #tlou ellie #ellie williams x reader #joel miller #joel miller x reader #tlou joel #Tommy miller #tommy miller x reader #tlou tommy #dina x reader #tlou dina #Tlou dina x reader #tlou jesse

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You'll be in my Heart

Alastair has been sleeping poorly, so when he's awake at night and the babies start crying, he might as well get up and sing them back to sleep.

Song is You'll be in my Heart from Tarzan

I did a lot of research into a baby's development and how to feed your child in the 1900s for this

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Alastair had been a poor sleeper for as long as he could remember. In between nightmares, irregular patrols and struggling to feel safe enough to asleep, it wasn’t that uncommon for him to lie awake at night, unable to go back to sleep. He’d found few remedies so far. Thomas could help him through the nightmares, but he wasn’t here tonight. Thomas had started looking for an apartment of his own, and Alastair had considered moving in with him when he found one, but he did worry it might be a bit soon in their relationship. At the very least, Thomas’ own apartment would give them some much needed privacy.

But there was one more reason Alastair would rather stay here for now. His mother had given birth a couple of weeks ago, and to everyone’s surprise she had twins. A boy and a girl. After fighting over baby names for months with Cordelia, the three of them had settled on Rostam and Shadi, choosing Persian names for the babies rather than English ones. Shadi was a sound sleeper so far, didn’t cry often. Rostam on the other hand, kept his mother awake at night. She was getting exhausted, Alastair could tell, and so he’d promised he would get up when the babies cried. Now his mother only had to wake up every three hours to feed the babies since he couldn’t do that and his mother didn’t trust any of the alternatives for breast milk.

The soft crying didn’t surprise him anymore at this point. The babies would get louder as they grew, and Alastair hoped he’d be able to take that. Loud noises were always something he’d struggled with. It was one of the reasons why he’d chosen spears as his primary weapon, it meant he could keep a bit more distance from the demons. But even if it was difficult, he’d be there. He’d always be there for his little brother and sister.

He got out of bed and to the nursery. It was Rostam, as it usually was. He was fairly certain his mother had fed the babies less than an hour ago, he’d been awake then too, so that wasn’t it. Of course, sometimes babies just needed to be held and Rostam loved the warmth and safety of Alastair’s arms.

His nightshirt was unbuttoned at the top, leaving some skin bare. His mother had told him babies like to make skin contact and that it helped with the bonding. Alastair knew he could not quite be a father, but he was the closest thing the babies would have to a father. He was determined not to disappoint, but had to admit he was scared. What if he wasn’t be enough? What if he was just like his father?

Alastair took Rostam out of the baby bed and gently rocked him. He was still crying, but he was getting softer. The way the babies cried often made him want to drop whatever he was doing and rush to them and hold them until they were alright. But what calmed the twins the most was when he sang to them.

Alastair hadn’t sung in years. He’d loved to sing and play the piano when he was a child, but at some point he’d lost that joy and playing had become too painful, too overwhelming, reminding him of the childhood he’d lost. Rostam and Shadi had brought back his love for music, and he and Thomas had written a lullaby together. Alastair truly did not understand why Thomas was so shy about the songs he wrote, they were marvelous.

Rostam did not stop crying, and Shadi had woken up as well. Alastair hoped his singing wouldn’t wake his mother, or Cordelia, but at this point it was the only thing that would help Rostam calm down.

Come stop your crying it will be alright. Just take my hand hold it tight. I will protect you from all around you. I will be here, don't you cry .

Rostam stopped crying, and stared at him with his big dark eyes. Both the babies had them, a trait they shared with Cordelia and Alastair, but with neither of their parents. Alastair had hated those eyes on himself, once. He’d wished he had blue eyes like his father, or even the light brown eyes his mother had. But now he was glad the babies looked like him and Cordelia, like their mother. They were perfect, and beautiful, and didn’t resemble their father much at all. And Alastair knew it was cruel to think such things, but he truly believed the babies were lucky their father was gone.

Even if Alastair was still struggling to come to term with the loss. Thomas was right, it was much harder to lose someone you were on bad terms with. It took his chance to find closure. Alastair knew there was no way he could have made things right with his father, there were things that could not be forgiven, but he wished he could have confronted him. He would have lashed out at his father, he would have shown him, this is what you made me. He would finally have confronted him with the damage he’d done. And now he never could.

For one so small you seem so strong. My arms will hold you keep you safe and warm. This bond between us can't be broken. I will be here don't you cry.

Rostam really was small. Alastair did not have much experience with babies, he didn’t remember Cordelia being a baby and had only seen other people’s babies in passing. He’d been surprised how small the newborns were, even if they weren’t premature. According to brother Zachariah, or Jem, as he’d been trying to call him, that was not so common for twins, and Sona was very lucky to have gotten through her pregnancy so well. Still, having the babies had been hard on her and she needed to rest as much as she could.

'Cause you'll be in my heart Yes, you'll be in my heart From this day on Now and forever more

You'll be in my heart No matter what they say You'll be here in my heart, always

‘Alastair, is that you?’

Alastair would recognize his sister’s voice anywhere. Cordelia had moved back in after coming home from Paris. She and James were separating, and the enchanted bracelet James had worn was a decent enough reason to separate without ruining her reputation. Both Cordelia and James needed time, and as far as Alastair was concerned, seventeen was far too young to be married. Not that he knew what the right age was. He would never be married, after all. It had become easier for his mother to accept that now that she knew he liked men. Before, she’d doubted his insistence, worrying that he isolated himself too much and would be unhappy, but now she knew he wasn’t alone at all, he had Thomas. He finally had friends, a partner who loved him and treated him well, and a closer bond with his family than he’d had in a long time.

‘Rostam was crying,’ Alastair said. ‘I was awake anyway.’

Cordelia came to sit down next to him, and took Shadi, who was also awake and had begun sobbing softly, out of her bed. That was the difficult thing with twins, you had to divide your attention, and although Shadi was generally quieter than her brother, she didn’t like it when he got all the attention.

‘I never thought much about having babies on my own,’ Cordelia said. ‘But we’ll probably have our hands full with these two for the coming years. ’

‘No regrets about leaving James?’ Alastair asked.

‘I loved him so much,’ Cordelia said. ‘Knowing he didn’t feel the same way. And I know now that it was because of the bracelet and everything that he was so cold. But Paris did give me some distance, some time to sort everything out. As you said, unrequited love doesn’t last forever. Besides, I think I like someone else now.’

Alastair looked at her. ‘Please, please tell me it’s not Matthew Fairchild.’

‘It’s not Matthew,’ Cordelia said, gently rocking Shadi in her arms. ‘It’s Lucie. I’m not sure exactly what’s going with her and Jesse. He’s still figuring out this whole being alive thing, and Lucie thinks maybe a friendship would be better for them than romance, especially so young.’

‘Really? Well, it would be an improvement,’ Alastair said, turning to the baby in his arms. ‘Wouldn’t it, moosh moosh-am?’

Little mouse. Alastair had taken to calling the twins that. It was what Cordelia called her sword, but it was far more fitting for the babies.

‘Don’t involve Rostam in this,’ Cordelia said.

‘He’s three weeks old. He doesn’t understand a word I’m saying,’ Alastair.

‘I’m glad to hear you singing again,’ Cordelia said, changing the subject. ‘I missed that.’

‘Me too,’ Alastair said. ‘For so long, I just couldn’t, knowing it wasn’t like it used to be. Knowing I’d be mocked for singing. But the babies should get to go to sleep with a lullaby, shouldn’t they? Thomas helped me write this one.’

‘Can you sing some more?’ Cordelia asked.

‘Thomas did write a second part, but he’s not so sure about it yet.’

Why can't they understand the way we feel They just don't trust what they can't explain. I know we're different but deep inside us We're not that different at all And you'll be in my heart Yes, you'll be in my heart From this day on Now and forever more

‘That was beautiful. Perhaps Thomas is insecure about the second part because it also describes how he feels about you,’ Cordelia said. ‘Oh look, Shadi’s asleep again.’

‘Rostam too. Let’s put them to bed before they wake up again.’

Alastair and Cordelia put the babies back in their beds, tucking them under the blankets. In some months, they would be putting some toys and stuffed animals with them, but at three weeks they were still a bit to young. Alastair had done a lot of research about a baby’s development and apparently babies couldn’t grip anything until they were about three months.

‘Sorry I woke you up,’ Alastair said.

‘You haven’t been sleeping at all, have you?’ Cordelia asked.

‘It remains a struggle,’ Alastair said. ‘Thomas is sleeping over tomorrow night. Usually that helps me feel safe enough to sleep. I’m getting better, Layla. I’ve been speaking to brother- to Jem. I’ll be alright.’

‘You’re singing again,’ Cordelia said. ‘That’s a good sign. I’m glad to be back home. Even if the babies keep everyone up at night.’

‘They’re probably going to get worse,’ Alastair said. ‘They’re not yet old enough to scream very loud.’

‘I guess then my sleep schedule can match yours,’ Cordelia said. ‘Make sure to take enough breaks, go to Kamala or the Lightwoods when you want to. We can handle the babies.’

‘I will,’ Alastair said. ‘Good night, Layla joon.’

‘Good night, dâdâsh,’ Cordelia said. ‘If the babies wake again, I’ll go. Please get some sleep.’

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