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wowifinallywatched · 5 months
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Wow I finally watched Cocaine Bear
This movie changed my life.
Not for any philosophical or environmental reasons just because WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK IS THIS MOVIE
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mysticmunson · 2 years
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bf!eddie is a highkey horndog and lowkey perv
he’s super into experimentation, maybe you’re his first real girlfriend, and while you’ve both had one night stands, this is some long term shit. after spending many a nights alone with lotion and playboys/hustlers, his mind is buzzing with ideas.
you’re just relaxing after work one day and he comes up to you all bright eyed, “did you have a good dayyy?” he sings, and while he looks cute, he’s up to something.
“uh good, how was yours?” you question as he sits next to you on his bed. he’s in a cropped band shirt and some gym shorts from school, showing his long legs and a few tattoos.
“can i borrow you for like 20 seconds?” he pops the question, not leading to any explanation, but you agree.
next thing you know he’s manhandling you into a cradle sex position, back to his chest and yanking your legs apart.
“eddie, what the-“ you’re cut off by him giving an enthusiastic fake thrust, brushing his crotch against your ass.
“oh yeah, this could work.” he grins, releasing your legs to send you falling over, putting your hands and feet flat on the ground.
most would probably apologize for accidentally sending you forward, but eddie just realized what perfect access he has. your hands firm on the ground, he lifts your legs to straddle his lap. your ass is all he can see, but you’re rubbing against his crotch subconsciously.
helping you back up, you take a breath of relief until he’s pulling you back to the bed. he’s flat on his back, and you know you’re in trouble when you can see the blush on his face as he gets this ready.
he bends his knees to his chest, yanking you to sit on his thighs, perfect access for you to sink onto him. he looks at you expectantly, leaning on his elbows as you glance around at the dimensions.
“this is the one you really want to try, isn’t it?” you ask, quirking an eyebrow as he nods slowly, a big smile on his face. you can feel him getting hard, the thin material of his shorts doing little to conceal it.
“alright, let’s go.” you sigh, not being able to stop the giggle as he cheers, fists shooting up in the air that causes him to flop against the bed.
what ensues is about an hour of trying to figure out the logistics of this position, lots of giggles and falling.
as much as you both love sensual, sexy time. sometimes it’s just as fun to be joking around the whole time, giggling and getting caught off guard when you clench him just right.
“you’re gonna make me come if you keep laughing, babe.” he’d try warning as he too laughed, finding the placement of you bouncing on top of his bent thighs amusing and fucking hot.
when you finally stop, you slip off and fall back, but his legs fly down, right on top of you. he probably accidentally hits you in the face with his foot.
“ew eddie!” you squeal, sitting up as his legs still trapped you in a cage.
“what can i say, you make my knees weak” he cockily smirks, shrugging, earning him a smack on the gut from you.
so yeah eddie definitely has a stash of porn magazines, but instead of hiding them, he circles things he wants to try and either moves your body himself to test it or just shows you them.
but if you’re being honest, feeling his hands grip you and throw you around fully clothed is very erotic
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r4gg3dy4ndy · 1 year
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more brain soup-y ideas but they arent just about henry and they are nsfw
by the way - if you guys want me to write one of these shoot me an ask and ill make it. same with the other post btw
thinking about ghost billy just the parameters of that
I mean not really my thing but public sex would be so easy yk like lets say you are in like a bathroom stall or smthn and you guys are just… fucking but no-one can see or hear him but you ughehruhg
UHGURHRGHH hear me out on this but like possession?????? Him controlling your body or smthn????? AUGH WHAT IF HE DOES THAT AND UR LIKE DATING STEVE OR SMTHN AND HE TAKES OVER YOUR BODY AND YOUR LIKE…. HELPLESS TO STOP HIM???? TELL ME THATS NOT HOT RIGHT?????? LOOK ME IN THE EYES AND TELL ME ITS NOT. 
if i said i would fuck hopper what would you guys think of me
hey look listen i get it maybe not the most conventionally attractive stranger things character but listen
i feel he could be really sweet and loving when he wants to be yk maybe like just sweet soft sex i would make the pleading face emoji like perfect recreation watch me
augh uauuughhghrr but like also angry mean sex w/hopper?????? losing my damn mind im tellin ya yk
aurugurhrrggg like imagine he had like a really long day or smthn and he comes home and just takes his frustration out on you but like after sweet aftercare and hrehriueherrj
OR maybe hes like in russia and you are being held there too and maybe you like get in a fight with your old cellmate or something [hypothetically - it doesnt look like they have cellmates but for the sake of me bloody imagine will ya youve got the brain for a reason] and they like transfer you in with hopper and whatnot and i mean hes obviously pent up [with stress not sure about the balls idk how they work help] and shit during russia fucking duh right and i mean you seem so sweet being sent there for a silly silly reason [being gay and or trans or like wrongfully incriminated] and he just needs something to get some of that stress some of that anger out on and well you get where im going 😉
sorry about having another thing about him but this is a different circumstance i swear anyways domming billy
look im not the worlds most dominant guy look at me but ive got my times yk i could be if i wanted yk and maybe just like oh idk tying him up and teasing him relentlessly yk simple things 
or or or once again tie him up mostly because i highkey doubt he would be willing to sub like maybe in concept he would but when it happens hes pissed but then just like… treating him really nice like really softly? just being really soft to him i think he would physically melt tbh
like just kissing him all over and just being really soft to him so that he knows hes safe and loved just being like a service top or whatever and just showing him you care and just just just
do you see where im going do you see what im saying
on another note maybe like really rough domming him without tying him up
im sorry im listening to this audio that deadass sounds exacttlyy like him its scary and its just like his character and im dead laying in my bed whoops
but like seriously just like absolutely commandeering him making him obey n shit like you might be fighting for your life but you are also winning 
like it might take some persuasion some fighting for dominance but once you win lordy lord
aughhh he would be on his knees for you and after a while he would start secretly enjoying himself
like duh hes gonna be a brat but fuck once you tame him its wild im tellin ya
some of the stuff in my brain rn im not sure if i should write down lmaoaooarhrhar
not really part of this but i think hed cry during sex
uhh eddie just uuhhyehreuhre him <3
uhh eddie after like a dm session and hes still in character you can see what im starting at here
like hes still all commandeering n shit and he just kinda expects you to obey and yk normally you would but you feel like playing a bit yk a tad of cat and mouse never hurt anybody right
well at least not in the moment but the day after sure
im getting ahead of myself tho
so anyways he starts commanding you yk pushing you around and you decide to not just listen and obey blindly
you play coy n shit and he is just not having it yk
the party were all being a bitch collectively earlier too so hes already a little pissed off yk right
and i mean you didnt know you thought “oh there he goes again my silly ol boyfriend what if i messed around with him a bit wouldnt that be fun”
yeah noooo
no yeah noooo
i mean yeah, it was fun but now you have rope burn all over your body, bruises, bite marks, a bit of blood, and your [insert reproductive organ of your choice as well as hole here] was entirely sore + you could barely walk
uh uh uh uh fuck he survived uhh uhhhh but hes a vampire UHMM UH UHHHMMM
LOOK I SWEAR IM FUCKING RIGHT OK VAMPIRES ARE SEXY AS FUCK BRO
like you think hes dead yk your all sad and hiding in your house from the rift deadass right in the street to your house and one night as your sleeping he comes out of that rift and breaks into your house just watching over you as you sleep
these were unfinished and i kept em all in a google doc so expect more than one of these btw also i wrote these to send to a friend so if they dont sound like me normally then sorry
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indouloureux · 2 years
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speaking OF his voice. i highkey live for it. its not deep but it isnt high either , its literally the PERFECT pitch. do not get me started on his shrieking oh my god. i do not think i should be finding someone yelling attractive but the way his voice cracks and pitches higher is so🤭
when he is dm ing too. FULLY in the moment , deepening his voice with an edge that even i - who does not play d&d , was on the edge of my seat lipbiting so hard it left a mark yk
his voice can go to so many pitches but my fav one is def when he shouts and his voice gets so high LMAOO but i think eddie has such a really fucking hot voice when it's all low omfg
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Sooo... I fully read through the Vice article... and you know what? I was pleasantly surprised! I've highlighted some of my favorite moments from the article below
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He's just a freaky little guy- 💀
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😦 How the hell did they know about the hyperfixation- Aight where the cameras hidden? (/hj but no really this movie and these characters are indeed my latest hyperfixation /gen) But hey, that part about leaving people to be harmlessly weird in peace? 🥹 "Harmlessly weird" (personally fitting for this side blog 💀)
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The concept of Edward Nashton perusing Tumblr and posting Batman headcanons is extremely funny to me /gen.
Edward going home and logging on to continue updating "The Batman Headcanons Masterlist"
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HELP AHAHAHSHSHHDHD- It has been a hot minute since I've watched Supernatural, but if Tumblr has told me anything, I get the feeling we might have ended up with Riddler anyway /hj (Cut to Eddie beefing with the CW)
Final takeaways:
1. "Internet-poisoned gremlin"
2. We need more BatCat fics and content (I will die on this hill I love them so much)
3. The point about how the fandom has embraced and shown the positive side of making connections online and finding a community you share interests with??? Felt. Not just in this fandom sense, but for other fandoms. And I think that's a beautiful thing ❤️
This article sent me into orbit ngl LMFAO It was so entertaining, well written, and I highkey loved it??? /gen
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cinematicnomad · 2 years
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Kat! how are you feeling? what are your thoughts on the way buck's heading? honestly i am pretty excited, I am hoping for a lot of angst (just because) while buck grows and learns that he deserves to have and set boundaries and that he doesn't only exist to serve other people etc (something something going through a paralel journey in therapy rn so! love to see it! go babygirl! realize your selfworth). and uh. lowkey highkey hope something happens to him in the mid-season finale lmao. ALSO. DID YOU SEE HEN! HANDLING THE CHAINSAW! IDK why but that was v nice to see. And the fact that hen can't keep still (relatable) and that buck went to her and they just decided to get blasted...love them so much. Also Bobby and the dog...just. people were saying how empty their house is and bobby saw the dog and went 'guess it's mine now' (which brings me to: didn't hen & fam have a dog way back? one she rescued from a collapsed building?). GOD AND EDDIE! Don't get me started! He's growing so much, and love to see that his father is actively working on himself and his bond with his son too!!! That whole scene with christopher had me ahw-ing all the way through, he's doing such a good job, i love love love that for him!!
ah anon!! i hadn't watched the episode yet when you sent this so i had to wait to reply—i'm still dealing with some truly obnoxious jetlag that's keeping me up late in italy so i just caught up on everything. don't worry you didn't spoil anything!! i spoiled myself on EVERYTHING last night as the ep was airing 😂
re:buck i'm waiting to see where this story goes. personally i don't really think it's gonna actually end up with him successfully donating his sperm and having a biological child out in the world. and honestly i'm just a little wary of this arc bc i personally hate tv's track record when talking about adoption/sperm donor's/surrogacy/etc. like...love the drunk scene! but if buck donates his sperm he is NOT a father walking away. sometimes i think tv gets really hung up on blood/biological relations and i find it Particularly Aggravating. (of course that doesn't mean that BUCK doesn't think or feel that way, and i'm totally okay with him struggling with those feelings—i just am wary of the story/writers/etc validating those feelings as correct™)
hen handling the whole call at the star was SO fucking good and impressive and hot and just. YEAH QUEEN, YOU'RE GREAT AT BEING CAPTAIN.
hen did bring a dog home that she rescued in the s2 earthquake, but tbh i don't know if we ever saw that dog again? we might've when denny was playing in the park but i can't remember.
eddie still looked so bummed after his final talk with chris and all i can say is—that man needs a boyfriend to occupy his time as chris gets more independence and buck is RIGHT THERE (speaking of, buck was DEFINITELY yearning while listening to connor and his wife talk about how they met and fell in love. he wants a partner so bad!!)
anyway, it was a VERY good episode. i'm looking fwd to when this buck donor plot is picked back up in e7 (when i'll be back in the states and can actually!! watch it live!!)
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lallemante-archive · 5 years
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tfw u really enjoy a show and love the characters but the directors feel an overwhelming urge to shove heterosexuality right in your face at any given opportunity
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queerbloodyangel · 4 years
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You should totally link some of ur favorite reddie fanfic for recommendations for me pls and thanks
oh I SHALL!!!!!!!! 
black on black Eddie licks his lips. “Who deserves to put their hands on me?”Richie’s staring at him like he’s not sure if Eddie is real. In all honesty, Eddie’s half-convinced that he’s dreaming—worried that he’s gonna wake up back in his dorm with his dick aching under his covers, Richie snoring soundly across the room.As it is, Richie is standing in front of him in the middle of a college party looking like he could eat Eddie alive. this one is #1 on this list bc my friend @sunxcherries wrote it and its the hottest thing ive ever read lasjdfajlsd
you could devestate me bdsm. sex swing. what more do u need
i just called to hear you breathe But Richie is not altogether that patient, so he says, “Have phone sex with me.” It almost sounds like a whine. In his defense, it’s been four days. He’s kind of keyed up.“No,” Eddie says immediately, and he huffs a laugh, like he thinks Richie is joking. “You’re so annoying.”
award show blues “And what if I win all five awards?” Richie asks, swaying Eddie around the room now to music that didn’t exist, dipping him dramatically and then bringing him back up to sway him some more, “Wouldn’t it turn you on to know that your man is so successful?” He uses a voice to mock all the snobby people they’re about to meet, an obnoxious british tone.
always you-shaped thoughts inside my head It's been a few months since he's seen Richie, and it has been far too long, even if he doesn't want to admit that. this one is like. insanely hot and EXTREMELY well written and highkey i could read 50k of this au
stupid deep (series) this series is 4 parts long atm and its literally just 4-9k words of smut in each series and id literally die for the author alsdfkajdlf part three is bottom richie sadly BUT eddie spends the whole time topping talking abt how much he loves bottoming so ill allow it Just This Once 
watch me Richie wanted them to go to a sex club. Like, an honest to goodness 'have sex while you're here' club.Eddie wasn't sure what to expect. He definitely wasn't expecting to be as into as Richie was, but here they were, in a booth with their drinks long forgotten. Eddie was sitting in Richie's lap as his boyfriend palmed him through his pants. They had been kissing, but that had quickly devolved to them mouthing at whatever bare skin they could reach. It had taken Richie an hour and two drinks to finally talk Eddie into a kiss -- and only 15 minutes to get to where they were.
i want it all with you The only problem with facing down a killer clown and coming to terms with your sexuality and the intense crush you've harbored on your best friend unknowingly for the past twenty-seven years is no one will accept that. The other problem on Richie's plate is knowing that he wants to share every stupid little thing Eddie does with the world-- which requires coming out.
everything you and i have got (it takes so long to find) Eddie is in college and wants to pay off his student loan debt before it overwhelms him. He decides to do a few porn films, knowing his friend does it at a safe studio, and gets paired with Richie the first day.They have no idea how much it'll change everything.
move in, mess my place Stan motions to the two new guys in the room. Eddie doesn't even have time to focus on Bill, because he's too distracted by the lanky boy sprawled out across his bed. With his dark curls and pale skin, it's undeniable. It's the guy from last night.
"Well, hello there, princess." Richie says with a smirk, and Eddie can feel the flush in his cheeks.
Fuck. 
yeah so i read this one while it was a wip which i hardly EVER do and i do Not regret it this one was SO GOOD 
attention the losers are trying to have movie night, but eddie is desperate for richies attention, he just won't stop teasing.aka eddie teasting richie, then rich pounding the life out of his boy.
how to make a short, angry, low-key-freaky boy fall in love with richie tozier Eddie’s breath hitches. He’s looking up at Richie like a curious child, completely captivated in Richie’s words. Richie smirks. He brings a hand up to Eddie’s hair, fixing some of the curls that drooped down.“I think you’d change, Eds. You’d definitely be more submissive,” He brings a hand to Eddie’s cheek, rough fingers rubbing the soft skin.“Yeah. I think you’d let someone do whatever they wanted to you,” he says lowly. “You’d probably beg for it, too. I can just see it, baby. Your innocent fucking eyes, those red lips shiny with spit, and those thighs—oh shit, those fucking thighs, Eds.” Richie’s hands twitch, like he’s trying not to reach down at Eddie’s ass. He settles for grabbing Eddie’s chin again, kind of harsher this time. yeah this ones so fucking good ive reread it like. five times. it IS technically unfinished, but the last chapter ends really well and for all intents and purposes def functions as a good ending for me, especially with how good the smut is that leads up to it alsdfaljsdfk
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reddie-fangirl24 · 4 years
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Reddie request: (maybe a college au??) where Eddie is self conscious of his body (he’s squishy and has a bit of a tummy) and Richie is highkey in love with him and reminds him how beautiful he is 😍
NOTE: I had a different idea for this request. I hope you enjoy the story!
Finally having a free night to themselves, Richie and Eddie were very eager to spend a long overdue evening together. Better yet, they had the entire weekend of freedom to enjoy some needed quality time. None of them knew that a divorce like Eddie’s could last this long and be so mentally exhausting. Myra wanted to take everything just because she was angry.
Shutting the car doors, Richie waited for Eddie until generously offering his hand out to him so they could walk together. Eddie was more than happy to hold his boyfriend’s hand, smiling from ear to ear. Physical affection like this never existed between him and Myra. It was overwhelming at first, but Eddie loved it, craving every soft touch from Richie.
“I don’t think I have ever been here, Rich,” Eddie remarked studying the building they were going into. The owners definitely went above and beyond in decorating this place. An entire rainbow was painted in bright colors on the exterior walls. 
“Just a little something different,” Richie said bringing Eddie close. Normally, this was a place he’d always avoid. Now, he heard good things about it that he had to experience what a gay bar was like. 
Once they were inside, Eddie was taken aback by the zany outfits customers wore. This was no regular bar, that was for sure. Richie never specified that they were going to a gay bar. Then again, Eddie wasn’t complaining. Anything for some time with his beloved. 
Taking a seat at the bar, an attractive man tended to them. His eyes instantly lit up the moment he looked at Eddie. Eddie was taken aback. He still thought nobody found him attractive aside from Richie. He must have been wrong. 
“What can I get for you?” he asked, curling his tongue.
Noticing, Richie gave the man a warning look. “I’ll have a Rose,” Eddie said, dodging his eye contact.
“Ah, a Rose drinker!” He leaned closer to Eddie relaxing his elbows on the counter. “I got a secret for you. Rose is my favorite drink, too.”
“Oh?” Eddie responded, utterly uninterested. 
“I’ll have a bourbon!” Richie interrupted his nose scrunching.
The server just eyed Richie, scrunching up his own nose. It was hard not to look at the man. He was very shapely, a bodybuilder to be precise. His hair was golden blonde. And his chin was cleft. He shaved, unlike how he was too lazy to shave some mornings. Everything that he wasn’t...
The bartender set the drinks down, hardly paying any attention to Richie. His drink slightly spilled on the table, close to Richie’s elbow. The server didn’t even give him a napkin. Leaning on his elbow, the man basked in Eddie’s eyes. Richie’s insides boiled, like a volcano. Someone wasn’t getting a tip tonight!
“When did you come to like Rose?” he inquired Eddie, still attempting to flirt with him.
Eddie was trying not to pay attention, looking around for any empty tables. Unfortunately, this place was packed. 
Then, smirking, Eddie took Richie’s hand, surprising the man who was busy fuming to himself. The bartender definitely took notice, even eyeing Richie once more. “I believe you introduced me to it, didn’t you, Richie?”
Getting the message, Richie smiled at him, and also looked at the jealous bartender. “I sure did, babe! You barely ever had a drink before.”
“That’s not true!” Eddie argued. “I’ve had many drinks before.”
“Not enough to get you drunk,” Richie retorted.
Eying Richie again in his envious rage, the bartender decided it was time to propel a new flirtatious technique. Now, he flexed his muscles. Once again, it was hard not to look at him.
“I work out at the gym three times a week,” he disclosed to the still uninterested Eddie.
“Good for you.” Eddie rolled his eyes as he took a sip of his wine.
“I like to stay in shape,” he continued. And then he looked in Richie’s direction. “Don’t want to end up with a ‘dad-bod.’”
Just then, someone asked for his assistance at the other end of the bar. Before leaving, he winked at Eddie.
That just about ruined the entire evening! Richie guzzled down his bourbon, nearly breaking the glass from how strong his grip was. Someone else flirting with Eddie right in front of him!
But, Richie couldn’t take his eyes off the bartender. He took care of himself, that’s for sure. And no glasses. Glasses were so annoying. Same with contacts. He liked sticking to wearing glasses, but they could be annoying at times. Was that what Eddie wanted? All there was to look at for himself was a flabby stomach. Or a dad-bod as the bartender called it.
For the remainder of the evening, Richie was quiet paying little attention to the band. That was always his favorite part when he went out. Eddie noticed something was the matter, too. He didn’t feel comfortable talking to Richie with the bartender hanging over his shoulder trying to get him another drink.
 When they finally returned home, Richie stood in front of the mirror as Eddie stepped into the shower. 
Should he start exercising? Eating better? Eddie didn’t deserve a guy like him. He was pathetic!
“Richie? What are you doing?”
Richie didn’t notice that the shower had stopped. “Uh, nothin’!” Richie almost fell over a table, trying to grab his shirt. 
Eddie frowned. “Is this about what happened tonight?”
“Well, the guy had the hots for yah!”
“I know,” Eddie answered distastefully.
That wasn’t the reaction Richie was expecting. “You mean, you don’t like him?”
“Richie, he was so rude! Why do you think I’d want to go after him?” 
“Well, he was handsome...”
Eddie raised his brow. “What do you mean by that?”
“Not like that, Eds!” Richie waved a hand, catching himself. “I mean, compared to that guy I’m not what you call... attractive...”
Eddie’s eyes changed to pity. “Rich, that’s not true! I adore your body!”
“Really?” Then Richie caught himself and smirked that playful grin. “Well, obviously. You haven’t been able to take your eyes off me!”
Eddie nodded, walked closer to him. “It’s one of my favorite attributes about you,” he purred, smoothing his hands down his chest, to his belly, and eventually to the lining of his pants. Richie just remembered that Eddie was still wrapped in a towel.
“Who needs a six-pack when I have you?” Eddie muttered, kissing him.
Richie sat down on the bed, like a proud statue. He placed his hand on Eddie’s towel, starting to pull. He sent kisses up Eddie’s stomach, listening to the man hum. “Glad you think so, Eds.”
Eddie crawled on Richie, kissing him.
“Is this a pity kiss?” Richie joked, staring into Eddie’s beautiful eyes.
Eddie shook his head. “No, it’s something more.”
And the lovers basked in the evening together.
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himbowelsh · 4 years
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25 for the intimacy prompts and andyeddie? Id youre ok with pacific characters of course :)
intimacy prompts  ( accepting! )
25.  dancing
highkey this is my first time ever writing them, and i’m not sure i got their characterization down, but i was excited  ---
A pub in central Melbourne, just skirting the heart of the nightlife district — it stands to reason on a night like this, it wouldn’t be empty.
Still, Andy hadn’t expected just how crowded it would be. Every marine and their brother, it seems, is taking advantage of their temporary leave. Not all of them have passes, no doubt, but they’ve all slipped out tonight to enjoy themselves... Melbourne is a completely foreign city, where none of the locals know their names, and there are so many uniformed men about that it’s easy to melt into a crowd. There’s no better place to get lost.
“I think,” he remarks over the deafening band, passing Eddie a fresh drink, “we should try to find another place.”
“What?” Eddie hollers back — or so Andy gathers from the motion of his mouth. The actual sound is swept away in the crowd.
“I said we should go somewhere else!”
“Yeah!” Eddie nods enthusiastically, though one look at his face let’s Andy know he didn’t pick up a word. His eyes glitter with amusement, mouth tight at the corners like he’s fighting back a grin. “You sure are, Skipper!”
“You need to work on your lip reading,” Andy declares.
“Good drink!” says Eddie, and takes a sip to prove it. 
Andy nurses his own beer, leaning his weight back on his heels as he surveys the chaotic crowd. It must be a fire hazard, so many men packed in here... they’re practically body to body on the dance floor, bashing into each other with every wild swing step. This is a recipe for a brawl. Say a few hot-bloods look at each other the wrong way after a few pints too many... but for now, it’s peaceful. Chaos, sure, but a kind of peaceful chaos. The kind that two officers, passes in their pockets and the ability to look the other direction, have no need to break up at the moment.
Instead, Andy soaks in the pulsing music, and the familiar presence of Eddie at his shoulder. Eddie’s always there; he’s the most consistent thing in this entire, chaotic war, and Andy depends on him as much here as he does in combat. A dance hall is a battle field of a different kind. While becoming familiar with one, Andy’s fallen out of practice with the other; it’s been a long time since he was out dancing.
There were dances aplenty back at Bowdoin. Andy never missed a single one, but it wasn’t out of real desire; as  football captain, it was simply expected of him. He couldn’t let the team down; even when forced to turn down invitation after invitation, from girls with rouge on their lips and hope in their eyes, he always felt a pang of regret. Most of the time, they were mere acquaintances; he could never understand why they pinned their hopes on a date with him, but they always seemed to wilt at his inevitable response. Andy was not a man for swinging and revelry. He never... felt inclined. Same for the cheerleaders who blew kisses across the practice field, or the sweet girls in short skirts who served the team refreshments during the games. Andy attended each party because it was expected of him, but he never put any more of himself into it. He smiled, he was polite, and went home at the end of the night usually-sober, with plans for the next day’s practice running through his head.
“A naturalborn captain,” one of his teammates teased him, “but a hell of a bore at parties.”
Maybe so. Andy isn’t entirely sure what he’s even doing here, out on the town tonight. It hadn’t been his first idea... but Eddie suggested, insisted, and he’s learned in a very short time that he’s awful at denying Eddie anything.
A weight presses against his arm, and Eddie murmurs over the crowd, something Andy doesn’t catch. When Andy turns to look at him, Eddie’s closer, craning towards Andy’s ear. They end up almost nose to nose, and Andy chuckles after a beat, leaning back.
He expects Eddie to echo his earlier suggestion, eager to make themselves scarce. Instead, he’s surprised. “How ‘bout a dance?”
Andy spins back around. This time, it’s his turn to mouth, “What?”
“A dance!” Either Eddie’s better at shouting over a crowd, or Andy’s suddenly so alert he can make out every word. It helps that Eddie’s miming the motions as he speaks them. He’d make a terrible mime.
Andy casts a glance around, hoping the distraction masks his obvious reluctance. To his relief, there are no free partners in sight. Every single woman has been claimed by a marine already... and there are about three men in the pub to each woman, so the ratio is skewed. Most of the men who haven’t been able to find a partner are crowded around the edges of the room, drinking and talking among themselves. The girls are busy in the center of the room, flitting from Marine to Marine with each song. If they want to claim a partner for the next dance, they’ll probably have to get in line.
If he wanted to disguise his hesitance, relief is no doubt clear in his eyes when he turns back to Eddie. “There’re no partners,” he replies, gesturing around them for emphasis. “Afraid we can’t do it.”
“Funny,” says Eddie, and Andy only catches the words because he’s watching him so raptly. “I’ve never known you to be afraid of anything.”
Nothing in the world, from gunfire in the rainforests to corpses piling on a white sand beach, can stop Andy in his tracks as neatly as that stare. Eddie stares like he knows something you don’t, and wants to make sure you at least know that much, even if he’s got no intention of letting you in on the secret. Sometimes Eddie’s stares are promises... and sometimes they leave Andy feeling cursed. It’s hard to tell what this one means, but it sets every last of his nerves alight, vibrating with a nervous energy that he’s only ever felt before a big game or battle.
Why the hell is Eddie looking at him like that?
Maybe he misheard, or misread the motion of Eddie’s lips. That’d explain it. Andy take comfort in that thought, and another long sip of beer. It chills his insides, offering him an alternative to the sweltering Melbourne night. Part of him hopes it will deliver him from Eddie too... but when he looks over again, the other man is still watching him, intent as ever.
He could come up with something smart to say, but the effect’s lost when you can barely hear yourself think. He could try to lure a girl off the dance floor, even if it means they have to share her. He could take the lead out of the pub, trusting Eddie to follow at his heels, like he can always be counted on to do.
Instead, Andy holds out a hand — and, before Eddie can process it, takes his friend’s in his own. “Alright,” he says. “Let’s dance.”
Eddie’s gaze lingers on their joined hands for a few seconds, and Andy sees the question there... but then Eddie looks up, and his face is set, and he’s wearing that familiar determination. Something in Andy gets stronger too, strong enough to pull Eddie out into the sea of dancers.
Whatever tune the band’s struck up, it’s a roaring good time. When carried by such lovely music, it’s impossible to hold still; in the midst of a sea of people spinning and swinging, Andy and Eddie are forced closer. For a moment, it feels like all eyes are on them — two officers, two men dancing with each other in public — but Andy doesn’t have to look hard to realize they’re not the only ones. A number of guys have joined up with each other, in lieu of female company. On a night like this, with drinks flowing and music playing, it’d be a shame to not enjoy it.
Eddie certainly is. His earlier miming did absolutely no credit to his dancing skill; he’s light on his feet, moving with a grace few people in the hall, even the ladies, can mimic. He more than makes up for Andy’s clumsiness. When Andy sways, uncertain of the steps, Eddie shows him; a twist here, a turn there, take a step here just to avoid being slammed into by another couple... honestly, most of the dance is just trying to avoid crashing into other people, but the longer they go on, the more Andy finds — to his own surprise — that he’s having fun.
Eddie’s wearing his grin again — that restrained, close-lipped smile, teasing at something more without ever really revealing it. He’s good at that, leaving Andy wondering. He wonders where Eddie learned to dance... wonders if this is his first time dancing with a man. Eddie slips into leading so naturally that he must be accustomed to female partners... but Andy, never a natural on his feet, does not mind being led. It’s so much easier to follow in Eddie’s wake, focusing only on his smile and the light touch of his hands on his forearms. He moves them both along. Andy trusts in him with every step, and Eddie returns it threefold every time they avoid crashing into another dancing couple.
“You’ve got a talent,” Andy declares after the first song fades away into a slower second. There’s no need to mime; they’re close enough to hear each other over the din.
“Don’t go complimenting me now,” Eddie replies. “I’ll get all bashful.”
“That would be a shame. We’re getting along so well, this far.” 
“I’ve gotta tell you, Skipper...” Eddie leans in closer, and it feels intimate somehow, the way his words graze Andy’s cheek. “You’re a fine date, but a shit dancer.”
“And you’re a gentleman, clearly.” Andy fights back a laugh as he leans back, unwilling to give Eddie the satisfaction. His cheeks feel warm, but that could be the drinks, or the crowd, or the exertion... a thousand excuses that don’t involve Eddie’s rough hand, so gentle around his wrist. “You know this song?” he asks, eager for a distraction.
“A bit. Heard it on the radio, but never tried to play it myself before.” Eddie’s lips twitch. “My old girl’s not much for love songs. She gets jealous.”
Andy’s struck dumb, in the few seconds it takes to realize Eddie’s not talking about a girlfriend back home, but his much-doted-on guitar. Talk about the love of a man’s life. “That’s a shame. You treat her so well.”
“Sure, but I’ve never danced with her like this. She’d be snapping her strings with jealousy about now.”
Andy can’t help chuckling. For a moment, his gaze flutters away... but when it strays back, Eddie is still watching him, with an expression on his face Andy can’t hope to decode. The curve of his lips is an enigma. That brightness in his eyes, flaring and crackling like firecrackers on the Fourth of July, draws Andy in and refuses to let him go.
He’s making more of this than it is. Were there other options, a beautiful woman at hand, Eddie would not be dancing with him. That dark gaze would be sparkling at someone else, that smirk reserved for another person’s pleasure. Whatever hum of exhilaration buzzes in the pit of Andy’s stomach, there’s no good reason for it… because whatever this is, it’s not intimacy. It isn’t theirs.
“I see,” Eddie says, and Andy’s attention is jerked rapidly back to the present. “You’re caught up in your own head. Even while dancing. No wonder you’ve stepped on my toes twice now.”
“Have I?” He hadn’t noticed. Andy’s alarmed to realize how close he came to doing it a third time, but when he looks up, Eddie looks painfully tolerant.
“I’ve had worse.”
“Not from me.”
“Nah.” Eddie’s eyes soften. “But if I win a Purple Heart for dancing with my captain, I’m not inclined to turn it down.”
Maybe that’s what this is to Eddie — a favor. Maybe he just thought Andy needed the release of a dance so desperately that it was worth biting the bullet himself. Would he have come out tonight, were Andy not with him? Would he be enjoying himself more?
Something in his face must falter, because Eddie catches it. A line appears between his brows as they draw together; a second later, he turns them both, Andy drawn along by the momentum. He almost loses his footing, but Eddie’s grip on his upper arm steadies him. He ends up half-braced against the other man; as he straightens up, he unconsciously leans into Eddie’s chest.
“Now, don’t think I’m trying to sweep you off your feet or anything…”
Andy draws back to blink at him.
“Because I’m not.” Oh yes, Eddie is inappropriately amused now. He's finding this entire situation hilarious. While his lieutenant’s sense of humor occasionally soars three feet to the left of Andy’s head, he can never resent it. Not in the face of that smirk, or the way Eddie’s eyes gleam like turquoise gems buried in the sand. Even if it’s at his expense… Andy would like to see Eddie happy forever.
“You’re hardly courting me,” Andy replies with a restrained smirk of his own, as they spin out of the path of several more couples. “We’re just dancing.”
“Completely casual thing for men to do in a time of war.”
“I prefer this sort of dance to one with a dagger at my throat.”
Eddie’s gaze seems to linger on his throat for too long, but Andy can’t be certain. His heart is pounding so hard, it’s drowning out the music. Can’t Eddie hear it? Can’t he feel it?
To distract from his own anxiety, Andy gives Eddie a short tug. It nearly takes him off his feet; Eddie huffs in surprise, steadying them both with the casual grace that never fails him. His hand trails down Andy’s arm as they sway in time to the music. It’s absurd how breathless Andy feels. They’re not dancing that hard; he’s got no excuse.
“Out of breath, Skipper?” A glaze of concern masks the obvious tease. “We can sit, if you need to.”
“After just one dance?” Andy crooks an eyebrow. “I’d be disappointed in myself.”
Eddie’s hand finds purchase on his elbow and stays there, guiding them both along. Andy’s own hand came to rest somewhere on his shoulders, but they wander as if they’ve got a will of their own. He doesn’t realize he’s touching the muscles of Eddie’s back until his dance partner shifts against him, rolling his shoulders in time with the music. Andy jumps, and begins to move on instinct… but Eddie’s grip on his arm tightening urges him to stay.
“So long as you’re alright,” Eddie says, holding his eye for a beat too long. Andy stares back at him; somewhere deep down, a well of resilience he hadn’t realized he possessed, the same one that got him through Guadalcanal unbroken, forces its way upwards. He nods, jaw setting, and a tension in Eddie’s face melts away.
“Alright, then.” He looks relaxed — truly relaxed, for the first time since they got here, and it can’t be blamed on the drink alone… Andy’s heart stutters in his chest at the way his Lieutenant smiles, and he finds himself grinning back. Eddie Jones in peacetime is handsomer than any white-sand beach of glittering coastline this part of the world can provide. He’s all those things and more, rolled into an impeccably competent package, and Andy’s holding him in his arms.
To think, just a month ago, neither of them thought they’d make it off that island in one piece. Who could have imagined this?
Here and now, with Eddie leading them both along to the music, Andy feels… content. Content, maybe, for the first time since this entire war began — happier than he’s been since finding Eddie alive after a brutal firefight, when reports first pinned him as KIA, happier than he was seeing Eddie emerge from those jungles, mud-splattered but whole. This sort of war doesn’t allow men much happiness. If they find it here, in a last-resort dance that might mean everything or nothing at all…
Well, Andy will settle. He’s gotten good at that.
“When’s the last time you danced?” Eddie inquires, leaning in to murmur the words in his low, husky tone.
Andy doesn’t lean back. Instead, he lets his answer brush Eddie’s cheek as he replies. “This is a first for me.” His hand steadies itself on Eddie’s back, the other running slowly up his arm. The other man relaxes against his touch. Andy smiles. “And I’ve got to say… it’s a dance to remember.”
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asteriismos · 4 years
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I just recently read the book (October-November) and I love King’s writing, but that shit is so problematic. like reading racial slurs often was a but uncomfortable and the scene at the end ??? no thanks. I also didn’t like that Mike, Stan, Ben, and Eddie weren’t as developed as the other three. Bill and Richie were definitely more interesting and I think it’s because King put so much into writing them. Bev was also highkey problematic and that was her entire character arc, don’t @ me 🧠
i read the book a while ago, i think in 2016 or so? but i’m reading it again in quarantine because i have nothing better to do. i’m also annotating it so i can take some pointers on king’s writing, since it is really good. yeah uh, i’m pretty sure we’re talking about the same scene down in the sewers? that was a whole lot of c r a z y. stephen king apparently was on a lot of drugs. i also hated the fact that she practically forced eddie to do it? like highkey he was crying and stanley was too. stephen king outright said that bill is supposed to represent him in a way, so yeah, bill was super developed and then people like stan and mike were thrown to the side. i also don’t like canon bev, in the book at least. she was highkey super problematic ( with the whole sewers scene thing ) and also the fact that she totally got with ben in the end because he was hot, i mean like, you do you girl but you were thirsting over bill the entire time and then all of a sudden you’re marrying ben. i feel like in the movie 2017 & 2019 they made bev super better ( i thought sophia lillis really put some justice to her ) but still, i don’t like her. she was to totally just the token female.
THAT WAS SO LONG IM SO SORRY
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The Losers Club + Singing
Warnings: Swearing (shocker), very brief mentions of Bev’s asshole father being an asshole, light homophobia and racism
Requested: Not implicitly
Author’s Note: This got real long so I’m just going to put it under the cut (like usual) but I really enjoyed writing this! I’m working on part 4 of YWISC, I promise, but until then, take these peace offering headcanons. *shoves this post towards you and runs*
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🎶 ben 🎶
ben only sings if he’s 100% certain he’s alone
he won’t even sing in front of his mother, that’s how embarrassed he is
one time, bev caught him singing new kids on the block and he was red for a solid 20 minutes
she subtly drops hints around the other losers for a while just to see how red ben could get
his voice is decent, but there are songs he can totally nail if he tries and it sounds amazing
when he was little he was in his church’s children’s choir
he secretly wants to be able to serenade bev like in all the musicals his aunt is so fond of
he was dared once to sing karaoke at the restaurant the losers went to
he absolutely refused to go onto the stage alone
so mike went with him and didn’t take it seriously
ben thought it was hilarious so he went along with it and just sang
when he gets his own car at the end of sophomore year, he turns up the music he listens to as loud as it can go while he sings
only if he’s alone, of course
when he’s with his friends, he lets them pick so he doesn’t have to hear the comments about his music tastes
he likes to sing in different languages because it presents a challenge and he wants to be fluent in a ton of different language
like honestly, he gets super into k-pop when it becomes popular
but his favorite languages to sing in are italian and french because they sound pretty (romance languages ya know)
when he gets into a new band, he gets into a new band and learns literally every word to every song even if it’s not his favorite
🎶 bev 🎶
bev can’t sing for shit but that doesn’t stop her
the boys: please stop, i beg of you
bev: la la la i can’t fucking hear you
however ~however~ she can rap like nobody’s business
when hamilton comes out, she knows that shit better than lin-manuel miranda himself
she can do the entirety of guns and ships in her sleep
when her and richie go smoking, they open all the doors of richie’s car and turn up their music full blast
they scream all the lyrics and dissolve into fits of giggles
bev is actually a little self-conscious about her voice
her father always made her sing with him when she was little
and he would say shit like “mmm could be better” or “wow that was awful”
it actually hurts a little when the boys make fun of her but they always reassure her they’re joking
when she goes to concerts, she all but screams the words to the songs and the people around her are doing the same thing so she feels right at home
beverly fucking marsh, ladies and gents, gets up on stage during the high school talent show with one of the choirs every single year and raps while they sing
everyone looks forward to it
freshman year, she did the rap parts of Magic
sophomore year, she did the rap parts of Stereo Hearts
junior year, she did the whole song from The Fresh Prince of Bel-Air
senior year, she did the rap parts of Alexander Hamilton
when she graduates from college with her education degree, the first teaching job she gets, she helps her kids learn the material through rap
all the kids love her because she makes learning fun and easy to remember
when she and ben go to homecoming together their junior year, she sings softly under her breath to one of the slow songs
and she’s actually trying
like she practiced
and ben is beyond impressed
“wow, bev, that’s beautiful”
and she blushes but won’t say anything
at the graduation party, she and the losers have, she gets a little tipsy after the adults leave and sings the highest, loudest song she can
it sounds phenomenal
the guys are flabbergasted
richie: we should get you drunk more often, bevvie. you could win tv show contests with that voice.
bev: shut the fuck up, trashmouth.
when she has her first kid, she takes three vocal lessons so she can sing lullabies to them
because she wants them to her voice
she gets super sappy when the baby smiles after she sings
she may or may not have cried
🎶 bill  🎶
how does one describe the singing voice william “big bill” denbrough
the answer is: you can’t, you tried, you failed
when he sings, he shouts
like there is very little musicality when he tries to sing
he gives bev a run for her money when they go to concerts
he’s the type of person who, because he is a writer, writes his own songs
and they’re really good, but he can’t sing them correctly
when georgie was little, he would always want bill to sing him to sleep at night and his parents don’t get it because bill’s voice isn’t soothing or sleep-inducing in any way
at church, his parents have to quiet him down because the picky old ladies look scandalized he’s singing so loudly during mass
georgie just grabs his hand and sings loudly with him bc big brother idolization, ya know?
(he may or may not stick his tongue out at the old women when his parents aren’t looking to stick up for his brother)
he never stutters when he sings and richie thinks this helps him learn to speak without stuttering
stan starts picking up on it and will quietly sing with bill when he feels overwhelmed and can’t get his words out
bill is amazing at lip-syncing 
the losers will all be listening to music and suddenly they look at bill who’s like in the zone and mouthing every word
then a cyndi lauper song comes on and if you didn’t know any better, it would seem like her voice was coming out of his mouth
it freaks mike out
bill auditions for a musical (the first and last) in college and the people listening to him are like “why is he screaming at us?” and defer him to stage crew where he finds out he can wield a nail gun like nobody’s business
he wants to privately serenade stan on one of their dates and has richie help him prep for it
richie teaches him simple chords on his guitar and lets bill borrow it for the evening, coaching him to sing softly
bill sings “i’m yours” and stan is smiling so widely his cheeks hurt but he can’t stop
“did you like it?” bill asks when he’s done, not looking up
“like it? i love it!” stan just snuggles up next to him for the rest of their date (and bill thanks richie a million times later)
when he works out, he always listens to music and can be heard trying to sing along under his breath (and failing) by all the employees and other patrons
when he leaves whistling whatever he had just been listening to, the poor woman next to him sighs in relief
🎶 eddie 🎶
eddie’s voice is unnaturally high for a boy but he loves it anyway (think mitch from pentatonix)
he joined as many school choirs as he could during middle and high school and totally was captain of the tenor 1s in his senior year
unironically calls the other tenor 1s his children
dude has the range of a opera singer
it’s more comfortable to sing in the higher end of his range but he can do the equivalent of a singing death drop and slide all the way from a b5 to a g3
always gets the solos when competing because he has such an impressive range
starts an a cappella group his freshman year of high school and convinces stan to join (we’ll talk more about that later)
they get so good, they start to do travel competitions
it’s probably the most diverse group at derry high because literally everyone that has a good voice is welcome to audition
a kid named taylor helps eddie arrange music and choreography even though they’re in a wheelchair
sings duets with his mom in the car because it’s the only time that they seem to get along without arguing
their go-to song is “halo” by beyonce
eddie’s mom is so highkey proud of her son and his abilities that most of the time she’ll just sit back and listen while one of them is driving until eddie says “ it’s supposed to be a duet, mom”
loves to vibrato it up because he’s super dramatic when he sings literally anything
he gets teased because singing and dancing in organized choirs is “gay” according to the bowers gang
ok one time, bowers made fun of him and the rest of the tenors and eddie just straight up decked him before calmly getting on the bus to go wherever they were competing
the tenors (and the bases) were like “shit dude you okay?”
and eddie says “no one makes fun of my kids” while shaking out his hand
and the tenors kind of crowd around him for a hug because they love their mom captain
he sings the national anthem a lot at high school games but one time, he was invited to sing it at a red sox game in boston and he freaked out
richie: you’ve sung this shit like a million times. all that’s changed is the number of people listening to your beautiful voice. now go out there and make hot baseball players fall in love with you.
eddie: *blushing* shut the fuck up.
sings lullabies to literally everyone and it soothes them so much
richie is falling asleep on his lap? lullaby
stan is having an anxiety attack? lullaby
bill is freaking about his stutter? lullaby
mike is overwhelmed by the amount of work on his plate? lullaby
ben has a nightmare? lullaby
bev is crying about her father? lullaby
needless to say it works wonders
🎶 mike 🎶
has such a low voice and it drives everyone nuts
he has all the girls (and some guys- mostly richie) salivating after him when he sings once at a high school talent show 
can harmonize with anything like a song will just be on the radio and he’ll drop in a perfect lower harmony that just works
cantors at mass on sundays sometimes and usually sings with the choir
he has a real knack for the baptist religious music and his voice is just perfect for it
his college did a production of “the drowsy chaperone” (A/N: great show) and when he tried out in a spur of the moment decision, he got the part of george
he killed it
also, he learned a tap number with the actor who played robert and the losers were thoroughly impressed
ben: i didn’t know he could move like that
bev: *shouting* that’s my son!
stan: *mortified* shh!
when mike becomes the derry librarian, he starts a story time for the little kids and when there’s music in the books, he’ll sing
a little girl only comes on days when he sings and that amuses him to no end
he plays classical music through the loudspeakers when he closes up the library because it gets lonely, you know, and tries to sing all the instrumental parts with his voice
he does the best with cello parts
one time, someone came in late and he didn’t even realize it and they started to clap
he now locks the door before he starts to clean up
LOVES karaoke and always drags his friends to bars and forces them to sing with him
tries out once for a really prestigious travel choir who do lots of shows in europe because they were looking for a bass
the snooty old man in charge of auditioning says “we don’t take your kind here”
and stan is livid when mike tells him about it
stan: hypothetically, if you told me their names and i went to their houses, what would happen if i killed them?
richie: jesus, stanny, remind me not to get on your bad side.
sings with eddie at ben and bev’s wedding and makes them cry tears of joy while they’re doing their first dance
mike’s twin daughters maisie and charlotte clearly have the same vocal skills as their dad and they sing together while they get ready for school
mike’s wife, louisa, has plenty of videos on her phone of them trying to sing around their toothbrushes
🎶 richie 🎶
richie tozier, my friends, is a wonder when it comes to singing
typically, he doesn’t try too hard and goofs off with silly songs
sings shit like “never gonna give you up” and “barbie girl” unironically
stan is neverendingly exhausted by it
stan: anything but blue again, please
when he applies himself, he drives people wild with his raspy, amazing voice
and by people, i mean eddie
he taught himself to play guitar when he was 12 and then when nobody would sing with him, he did it himself
in a stroke of bad decision making on the school faculty’s part, they allowed him to be the announcer at a football game and he sings all the announcements- all of them
richie: *singing* number 27 (bill) looking feisty tonight
richie: *still singing* when will the quarterback (mike) love me?
principal: that is quite enough
richie: *singing some more* you can’t do that (whole stadium claps)
every once in a while (quite often) when richie stayed over at the denbroughs, georgie would ask him to sing with his brother so that his lullaby could be a duet
for just a year and one year only, richie is in eddie’s a cappella group
he gets lovingly kicked out because he distracts not only eddie but a lot of the others in the group because he’s a really great singer when he tries
but he helped make a killer arrangement of feel again that they still use to compete even after eddie graduates
is actually very knowledgeable about music theory because it was always part of the youtube videos he watched when he was learning guitar
richie: you know, i think this would sound better with a major third chord instead of this minor seventh
mike: what
richie: what
mike: i have no damn idea what you just said
joins a band as lead singer and guitarist when he gets to college and gets really popular locally because of his “just got out of someone else’s bed” voice
you know those songs bill writes? yeah half of them are with help from richie
they start a youtube channel anonymously and sing them as duets with richie’s soft guitar music (think jem and the holograms)
they have a really niche cult following, some of whom try to figure out who they are, but mostly just to enjoy the music
georgie claims it’s his influence from lullaby time when he was younger (and the boys humor him)
🎶 stan 🎶
woo boy, where to even begin with stan?
he never sings in public and the times that he does sing are so few and far between it’s like a cryptid sighting
bev: i once heard stan singing in the shower after we all went swimming in the quarry
the rest of the losers: bullSHIT
but ~buuuuuUUuUUUtttt~ this boy has the voice of a god and he uses it like a weapon
stan: *doesn’t want to do something*
stan: *singing* billy, you know how much i love you right?
bill: *totally taken aback* not fair
he once sang in the talent show because it was his senior year (and he lost a bet to richie)
he decided to sing a sappy love song that was popular and the whole auditorium was so stunned it took them a full thirty seconds to give him a standing ovation once he finished
this boy is the only person in the losers club who can do any p!atd song, like any of them, and do an accurate impression of brenden urie
it’s a little scary how close their voices sound
his mother teaches him the hebrew prayers they sing during shabbat and sometimes the losers will catch him singing them when he’s not paying attention
he got tipsy once while he was out with bev and eddie and sang a super raunchy song on stage during a karaoke night and totally crushed the hell out of it
nobody believes that this happened
not even stan supposedly
bev and eddie: i swear on my life
mike: over my dead body did this happen
ben: yeah no way
stan: *winks at bev and eddie*
when he and bill move in together, stan will sing to bill when he thinks bill is asleep
stan will run his fingers through bill’s hair and sing something like blackbird and bill is just... goosebumps everywhere
stan sometimes knows bill is awake by the way his breathing hitches and keeps going because bill is the only person he trusts to be totally unafraid in front of
he can hit high notes like nobody’s business but only if he’s taken a shot of hard liquor recently
at the graduation party, he and eddie got into a high-note-off
a video exists somewhere on ben’s phone of the two just going at it
richie can be heard in the background just losing his fucking mind
stan never accepts solos when he’s part of eddie’s a cappella group and nobody understand why (again voice of a god)
there was a competition when eddie was getting over laryngitis and the only person who knew his solos were (drum roll, please) stan!
needless to say, they blew the judges away and won first place
~ ~ ~
There you are! I hope you enjoyed this little treat while I work on part 4 of you were in screaming color (which I have recently edited chapter 1 of and put it on ao3 here). Got a request? Submit one here. See my masterlist here.
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Hc losers Friendsgiving and I’ll cry
aaaaa yes(i’m aussie so i don’t know much about thanksgiving but i’ll try!!)((christmas hcs here!))
- so basically i’m a firm believer that richie, eddie, stan, and bill all live together in a big apartment, with bev, ben, and mike living across the hall
- they have it at bev/ben/mike’s apartment because their dining room table isn’t ‘covered in your random crap, richard’ 
- mike and ben scour through magazines for recipes and watch the food network religiously for a month beforehand, writing down ideas that they like
- mike goes full out and kicks bev and ben out of the apartment while he cooks because he needs to concentrate and everything needs to be perfect
- he’s got his own apron and everything (it was a gift from richie when they did secret santa last year, it says “mr good lookin’ is cookin’” and he wears it whenever he’s cooks)
- the others all hang out in the other apartment and have a few drinks and eddie ropes them into doing arts and crafts 
- they have construction paper and glitter and markers just thrown all over the coffee table and stan is lowkey (highkey) stressed out because there’s going to be glitter all through the fucking carpet for the next fourteen years who fucking thought this would be a good idea so he just downs two glasses of wine and sits next to bill on the floor
- eddie’s making those handprint turkey things and richie is drawing on them so they’re all based off one of their friends (like he draws glasses on one and a fanny pack on another and gives one curly hair etc)
- “i haven’t worn a fanny pack since middle school wtf richie” “how do you know this one is you? what if i just wanted this turkey to have a fanny pack, not everything’s about you eds, geez” 
- bill just kind of doodles on a scrap bit of paper and stan is getting steadily more frustrated because he can’t get figure out this goddamn origami swan and these instructions are fucking confusing
- bev takes over and finishes it for him in like ten seconds and he just gets up to get another drink
- ben keeps sprinkling glitter in beverly’s hair when she’s not looking and it falls on her face and shoulders and he keeps laughing when she doesn’t notice him doing it
- stan gets mad at ben for getting glitter on the couch
- stan gets another glass of wine
- bill takes the wine away from stan
- mike comes in to tell them that the food’s ready in ten minutes and he’s covered in flour and stains and he looks almost manic
- they all get changed into nice clothes (except for richie, who’s wearing a hawaiian shirt with cartoon turkeys in pilgrim hats on it and everyone groans when they see it)
- “can’t you just try and look nice for once” “what? it’s festive!”
- mike has set up the dining area with all the food laid out on the table and it honestly looks like it does in the magazines and there are little candles in mason jars and everything
- he walks calmly out of the bedroom wearing clean clothes and they all sit down around the table and they’re all expressing their amazement and oggling over the food and mike’s just waving it off like “eh, it’s nothing special” (but really he is so proud of it and of himself and rightfully so)
- they go around and say what they’re thankful for
- it’s all very sappy and stan starts to tear up when bill gives his toast (though that’s partly due to all the wine)
- bev says she’s thankful to have found a family in the people around her and they all just kinda melt into a puddle of Emotion
- “i’m thankful for this hot piece of ass sitting next to me” *collective beep beep richie*
- they start plating up and the food is So Good oh my god and they eat until they physically can not anymore and they feel like they might explode
- later that evening they put on warm clothes and all go for a walk together and bill ends up giving stan a piggyback ride and richie keeps picking up handfuls of leaves and throwing them at everyone 
- eddie full on tackles him on the sidewalk because he shoved fucking soggy leaves down the back of his shirt
- mike walks with ben and bev and just feels so happy because he’s with the people he loves the most in the world and life is really amazing right now
- they’re all just happy and in love and life is great!! friendship!! 
this got long whoops !
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dazingsky · 7 years
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Garden Centre Stenbrough Hc
I posted this earlier but I used the wrong #’s and the format of the post was wrong im sorrrrrry! This wasn’t requested but i am still taking requests in my ask! pls enjoy fluffy stenbrough!!! 
-Bill works at the garden centre with Eddie and Mike
-And he spends most of his time out the back looking after plants that haven’t been bought yet, and he’s well informed about them all
-And Stan comes in one day because Richie killed their last plant
-And he goes in and sees Bill and is shook because Bill is wearing a floral shirt and has blush on and he looks so pretty
-So Stan goes and asks him about what plant he should get in his apartment
-And Bill tells him loads about Roses and Lilies, and which plants to grow in hot rooms, and which to grow in cold rooms
-And Stan ends up getting a small rose bush and leaving because he got flustered when he realised he’d been talking to Bill about plants for 20 minutes
-But he needs to see Bill again
-So two days later he goes in and says that Richie accidentally set the rose bush on fire so he needs a new plant
-and he tries to work up the courage to ask out Bill, but he gets too nervous and leaves again
-and every second day for like two weeks he goes to the garden centre, with a new excuse to buy new plants
-and Bill highkey thinks Richie’s a complete dumbass for ruining every plant
-and one day, after three weeks of buying plants, Richie goes to the store, and goes to find Bill
-"You the flower boy that Stan keeps talking about?"
-"Are y-you the roommate w-who keeps messing up t-the plants?"
-Richie gets annoyed that Stan’s been such an idiot, and tells Bill that he has to go but Stan is basically in love with him, and he gives Bill their address and walks away
-And Bill is highkey shOOOK, because he cant believe Stan likes him back
-So Bill makes a bouquet of roses for Stan
-And he fills it with yellow roses, because they are the roses of friendship and a new beginning
-And then he puts a lavender rose in the middle, because it means love at first sight
-And he tells Eddie and Mike that he’s going to Stans
-Eddie doesnt really care though because hes flirting with Richie, who didnt actually have to leave, he just wanted to go see the cute boy behind the counter
-BUT MIKE IS SO PROUD AND IS CHEERING ON BILL SO MUCH
-So Bill goes to Stans house as quick as he can
-And Stan is just sitting in his living room, reading about how to care for the different plants he has scattered around
-And hes so confused when the doorbell rings, and hes even more confused when its Bill
-"Richie, I told you to start bringing your key wit- You’re not Richie"
-"H-he sent me!"
-And Bill held out the bouquet to Stan, and Stan got so flustered because he remembered Bill explaining what all the Roses meant
-And Stan was looking at Bill like ???
-And Bill just stepped forward and kissed Stan
-and it was like fireworks for both of them
-and they spent the afternoon lying in each others arms on Stans couch, while Bill told Stan how to look after each plant he had bought
-And at their wedding, two years later, they only have lavender roses
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3, 10, and 16!
how long have you been aware of your sexuality/gender?
phew okay I’m just gonna do sexuality cuz I’m still figuring out the gender bit tbh. so I identify as bisexual, but I honestly was not fully aware of it for a LONG LONG time. like, part of me kinda knew as early as 11 when I wrote in my diary that I didn’t “want to get bisexual” from roleplaying guys all the time and should try to balance it out by playing some girls too. (I didn’t exactly know what roleplaying was at the time either so I didn’t use those words but I DID use the word “bisexual” which was honestly a shock to me when I discovered it years later.) when I was in high school, I vividly remember having a conversation with a gay guy about bisexuals being confused or whatever, and part of my (our?) logic at the time was that almost everyone has a certain amount of same-sex attraction, so it’s really just a matter of which one you like best. (at the time, I also had no idea there were other genders.) what I didn’t realize was that bisexuality doesn’t mean you’re 50-50 attracted to men and women, and I didn’t really understand that until years later on tumblr. and even then, it took me a few years (and a giant crush) to accept that I was bisexual and to settle into using the term for myself. I was probably 23-24 when I started trying it out for myself. I didn’t create a separate tag on tumblr for bisexuality until about 3 years ago, which was pretty much when I started becoming comfortable identifying that way. one of the biggest pieces of THAT puzzle was getting confirmation that bisexuality is not about being attracted to just men and women, the way it’s most often explained in the mainstream. the BI part of bisexuality is actually referring to the two ORIENTATIONS it was attempting to combine, essentially: heterosexuality and homosexuality. which, when you think about it, includes everyone, because “same as you” and “different from you” encompasses literally everything. although “two or more genders” is also a valid way of defining bisexuality! ANYWAY. that was more information than the question asked for lmao
who has been your supportive idols in your self discovery?
*shifty eyes* am I allowed to say Rufus Sewell for this? is that too predictable? XD even before I found out he kinda thought he was gay when he was a young teenager (he’s not, but he’s never exactly identified his sexuality, to my knowledge, and honestly that’s just such a hot-button issue for a lot of actors that I don’t ever really expect to get an answer one way or another), he just sorta made me feel like whatever I figured out about myself sexuality-wise or gender-wise or whatever, it was fine. not that I needed approval or anything, just that y’know at least there would be one person I admired who I didn’t really have to wonder if they’d be accepting, if that makes sense. I mean, the dude is lowkey (used to be highkey) into genderfuckery, okay? and every time I find out something new about him re: that stuff, it only serves to make me realize he’s even MORE inclusive than I thought he was!
others are David Bowie (do I even have to explain that?), Freddie Mercury (who I found out was bisexual via tumblr btw), Eddie Izzard (”No, I wear dresses. They’re not women’s dresses, I buy them.”), Alan Cumming (very adamantly bisexual and possibly the first one of these I read about identifying as such, and his words on the subject were very helpful in my early search for understanding), umm… THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO ARE NOT MALE, I SWEAR, I JUST CAN’T THINK OF THEM AT THE MOMENT this is part of why I’m still waffling on my own gender ugh
any tips on coming out?
above all else, ONLY ever come out (voluntarily) if you feel that you will be SAFE doing so. you are not lying by staying in the closet! your personal details don’t have to be public record for them to be valid!
coming out actually isn’t a one-time thing. at all. you do it every single time you meet someone new. you can come out to one person and not another; it’s up to you. do what you think is best for YOU. did you come out to your mom but your grandfather is a homophobic/cissexist jerk? then don’t tell him. but it does become easier every time you do it because it’s practicing!
have some resources on hand if you think whoever you’re coming out to will need them
ease into it if you have to! drop little hints here and there. use hypotheticals to gauge their reaction and see if they’re open to the topic. talk about relevant news or media. just generally show a bit of an interest or curiosity in stuff that’s relevant, and they may start learning things and becoming more understanding without you even coming out yet.
do it lowkey if you want to! one of the first things I did was change my facebook header to the bisexual flag. that way, if they knew what it meant, they’d probably understand and not be judgey, but if they didn’t know what it meant then they’d just think it was a nice set of colors lol! start putting rainbows on stuff or something like that. I have a bracelet with the bisexual colors that I sometimes wear, and another bracelet that literally says “bisexual” on it for when I want to be more clear. little signals like that are also helpful in finding others in the community. :D
thanks for the questions!! gosh, I never thought I’d be at the point where I could actually give useful advice for coming out. :’D
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survivorindia · 7 years
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Playing with Jordan Pines is like playing with knives- Sarah (Episode 5)
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I'm sorry Bernel had to leave like that and I really hope everything's okay with him, but in a way, it may very well be a secret savior. Not enough talking was done up until that point so I have no idea who would've left - Robin assured me she didn't want Lexi or I gone and that OG whatever the hell our tribe name was should stick together, and Julia/Alex and I were on call for the challenge and agreed we didn't want any of us to go since we're arguably the most active and we certainly helped the most with the movie, but even then... I can't say my social game is top notch. I'm simply not built to be a social player, I lack all the skills necessary. But luckily some people on here ain't active enough that I can cover up my own discrepancies with their lack of appearance. There's other fish to fry yet, and hopefully I can live to see the jury...
W'elp, the lacklusterishness has come back to bite me. I've gotta approach everyone I talk to, and the two people I don't approach constantly throw my name out. The tribe's turning like eggs on a hot summer day. That's no bueno, no bueno at all...
Luckily, Alex and Julia are hopefully going to help me 'ere. They're attempting to convince them to split the votes on probs Jaiden and I, and then we strike. We can flip this - failure's not an option, because failure means my head on the guillotine. No second chances.
Jaiden's down for rocks, it seems, if it comes down to it. Robin's promised to not vote me. So I think I should be able to live here... I hope so... I'm too young to die.
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I do think enough people will vote dom out, and than again I don't because the plan is highkey messy. Like there is literally a 4/4 split in our tribe as of now. It's me, alex, jaiden, and Johnny on the best side, and the other is the losers. But if we lie to them correctly we can get them to split their votes and than we vote the majoirty with hope the vote turns out as 4-2-2
I'm absolutely freaking out right about now. This vote is terrifiying me and I don't want to leave. Like I don't know what is going to happen like this is all going to be so insane. I'm playing with people who could, or could not be messy as hell. Like I need some sort of security, and when I don't feel grounded I get worried. And that is all because I'm a Taurus which is down to Earth, and I dont feel comfortable when I don't feel like I'm in a secure situation, or know what will happen. And right now I CANNOT let my nerves get the best of me, I won't let it happen. I just want to be able to say I made TS Jury, and even more my next goal if I made the jury would to be to take it to the end of this game with Sarah. Because that would be the best situation to be put in because I would feel like I did something good and memorable in this game. And I just don't want to keep having my chances jeopardized. Like I never thought this game was going to be THAT HARD. Like I was booted very early in Bangladesh and I cannot LET that happen again. I just want to do good. And I have no idea if I can trust going to rocks, I will be so terrifiyed of being eliminated, and that would suck. I just don't know what to do im at my mental point where Jazmine is about to come out and we all know that does not need to happen at all.
: I'm legit so sick of this tribe what the hell. So we lost the first challenge which would have been a super easy challenge to win if people actually participated and were more hands on, than we loose this and it could have been executed better by other tribe members if they did the challenge more diligently. And my score of 7 is an overall average score so that shows that I still want to be here. Unlike these lazy idiots who jeopardize my game every three days because their lazy asses can't put forth 30 mins of their time tops to actually try in a challenge. This is tumblr survivor bitches, so maybe you should get your shit together instead of me having to suffer because most of you are lazy messes. And that goes to dom, jaiden, Robin, and Lexi. Fuck you guys right now I'm so mad. 
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So we won the challenge which is nice. I think I am in a decent spot on this tribe tbh due to us having an innactive player and me being pretty decently connected to people. I'm sort of in a few alliances though we don't really have any chats, like I'm in an alliance with Sarah and Julia and I'm in a returnee alliance on our tribe of Me, Sarah, Kendall, Gavin and Ashley. I like to think I am going to be in a decent spot going forward. We haven't had to go to tribal on this tribe but Whitney sort of disappeared so I am sure if we lose she would be the one to go 100%. I think things are good right now.
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I guess we are going to rocks tonight. I don't know what to say. Sorry Dom but you won't speak to me about this. I told you. I hope I get rocked out tonight. For once, I didn't want to make a big move. If Dom plays his idol and exposes my betrayal, then at least I can say that I knew this was coming.
http://ic.pics.livejournal.com/mreidjr/78051217/7913/7913_900.gif So I just went on call with Dom. And you know what he told me? He said that Sarah and Julia have told him everything I said about him. From how I felt like he was too much, how I didn't like him at all, how I wanted to use him to get further in the game. All that shit. That's why I voted for him, according to them. It's real funny because for a while, I did believe those things to be true. Sarah was the first person I talked to about all that. I thought she was my friend, I really did. But I see why she's on the villains tribe, because she's a heartless, cold-blooded viper. The entire Dom vote came as a result of her and Julia wanting him gone. Certainly, I didn't help with them coming to that decision, but it's become evident to me that this is the person everyone parades around and claims to be best friends with. We talk about that Bangladesh final tribal where Sarah cries over how Eddie betrayed her so badly, but then here she is, acting like a complete hypocrite. She can say that these two situations are not the same, which they are not, but the knife she plunged into my back burns the same. I can't say that I didn't see this coming. I fucked up, so it makes sense why everything spilled out in front of me on the dirt floor. Now I have to work on making people like me again, because I don't think they'll trust me for a while. We can say that I have a long road ahead before I can regain their trust, but the truth is that I have a much steeper path to the finish than before. They might not ever trust me, so I need to give them a reason to understand me. I don't know how, but I'll try. I'll take the knife that was firmly planted in my back and return it to its rightful owner one day. I did these things for her, and while she was always on my hit list, no matter that she was low, I think she's found her way to the top. Karma is a bitch, and so is she. Maybe I won't win this fight, but I think I'll die trying, and I'm at peace with that.
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(ノಠ益ಠ)ノ彡┻━┻ @ Johnny potentially going home. If he doesn't, well...┬──┬ ノ( ゜-゜ノ)
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Ok so more happened after that video, so i went on call with julia and we talked about how she thinks jaiden doesnt want to work with her and wants to lowkey work with dom but then jaiden called me, and SPILLED TEA THAT DOM HAS THE IDOL ...SURPRISE MOTHERFUCKER And he still wants dom out so i lowkey forced jaiden on julia, alex and johnny and thats half their tribe..So then they need one more person. But they came up with amazing idea to scare the other side...dom,ruben,lexi and robin that johnny has the idol bc all those 4 ppl want to vote him out...SO IF THOSE 4 SPLIT THE VOTE BC THEYRE SCARED OF AN IDOL THEN THEY WOULD BE MAJORITY AND HONESTLY IM HERE FOR IT. I WANT DOM GONE AND I WANT TO WORK WITHJOHNNY, JULIA, JAIDEN AND ALEX IN MERGE OR COME SWAP SO BAD !!! im so nervous for them but excited at the same time :~) also julia and i came up with a name for just us and u can now call us Salia ....ISNT THAT CUTE FUCKCKODKSJF
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So as far as my tribe goes: From what I know, Jordan has the idol. In addition to that, Dom also has the idol. I have supposed to not tell anyone about what Jordan tells me. Everything I know goes straight to Alex or to Ashley to ensure that those bonds stay solid. As of now, I've been trying to keep relations open with everyone on my tribe, especially Liam because keeping Liam safe premerge shows Johnny post merge that I'm trustworthy. So what I've told Liam is that Jordan and a few others have the idea of a returnees alliance and that he might be on the chopping block, though I reassured him that is not the reality of the matter. If he seems to be going home, I am open to flipping against the returnees. So that's where I stand right now, I have my Ashley relationship which branches out to Casey. I have my Liam relationship which branches out to Johnny. I have my Jordan Pines relationship which branches out to Sarah and Dom. So all in all, I feel safe on my tribe. And I believe that Whitney will be the first to go if we head to tribal.
Other Tribe Thoughts: So my main ally in this game is Alex, I trust him more than anybody else. What I need to be weary of is that he has a great social game which may prove to be an issue for my game further down the line. In the short term, I still want to work in his best interest which tend to align with my best interest. Because of that, I've continued to talk to him, despite being on different tribes. I told Alex as soon as I found out about Dom's idol. He's now looking closely at who Dom is aligned with as we move closely towards this tribal. The issue is is that Dom seems to be close with Jaiden and Ruben. With Ruben dating Lexi, and that right there is 4 people. So it doesn't look like Dom will go home unless Alex can pull a fast one on Dom. I plan to now get on a call with Alex, to find out what is going on presently in the Parvati tribe, but Dom going home is the best case scenario for me for the following reasons Dom is close with Jordan Dom is close with Jaiden Jaiden and Jordan have one less ally, and one more friend in me to depend on and that helps me from a social standpoint. Furthermore, any blood falls on Alex's hands and not minds since he will be exectuing the final action. lastly we get rid of an idol. that could hurt me down the line.
Alex is going for the jugular this round. I hope Johnny stays... hasta la vista Dom ;) Also, PINES, you're a scary player. Please implode sooner rather than later ^__^
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LITERALLY I'M ON TRIBAL CALL RIGHT NOW. I FEEL LIKE I'M ABOUT TO BE VOTED OUT. DOM TOLD ME HE DIDNT KNOW ABOUT THE VOTE, RUBEN TOLD ME HE TOLD DOM ABOUT THE VOTE. REGAN SAID SHE ALREADY HAD THE VOTES WHICH MEANS DOM IS A LIAR AND SO IS RUBEN IF I'M OUT I WILL COMMIT
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So real life has gotten in the way and I’m a ball of depression so I have no idea where I left off. Therefore, I will recap the first two tribals in this confessional. Aidan left after voting me which was not surprising since he was acting suspicious and I heard Monte was planning on keeping him and ridding the tribe of me after that. I had thrown him a lifeline by telling him the group wanted him out and I would vote with him so if he had just brought himself, Monte and I together that would be a tie at least and I believe I could have possibly gotten Ruben to vote with me. Alas, he did not do that and lied to me while getting voted out unanimously. Steven was rocked out on the other newbie tribe which was crazy for a first tribal? No idea whatsoever of what’s happening over there so let’s move on. If I keep showing up for challenges then I believe that I could make it through a little while longer until a swap where I can hope they target bigger threats and I can hide. Still no luck on finding that idol; the grid is huge but someone could possibly have it already?
Monte left unanimously which was a relief and from the other villains tribe, Ace got the boot which I have no opinion on since it was unanimous and I have no clue as to who he is. Here I am, slaving away, trying to make sure our tribe does not go to tribal by doing the challenge all by myself. I have enough votes for a tie so why do I care at all if Casey does not care to stay, we shall never know. Well I do know, but that takes away from my needed dramatic statement. I just don’t care to lose my mind once more at a tribal. The challenge came down to who submitted quickly and I submitted at the perfect time and won us the challenge. The returnee villains were fuming but if they had an issue with the way it was going to be submitted then they had more than enough time to voice their concerns which they did not until they had lost. I can finally relax for once and just watch as others get taken out.
Nicole got the boot which is a bit unfortunate as I believe I could have worked with her as we are in another game together. Although, she never responds to any messages at times as I found out from that other game which makes me uneasy when I am trying to decipher if she is with me or against me. She came off as a brat to the other returnee villains is what I was told but I did not pay close enough attention to that situation to have an opinion. ~~~Swap time~~~ We have 4 newbies against 5 returnees and 4 villains against 5 heroes so as you can probably do the math, I, Lexi, am in minority, no matter which way you spin it. Jordan came up to me quickly and proposed that the villains stick together and I am all "HELL YEAH! That idea rocks!" but on the inside, I'm more of a "well dude, I would practically align with Satan himself at this point to keep myself safe".
t’s me Lexi hi, just dropping by to say I can feel myself losing my sanity day by day. I still hate most of these people which I cannot place my finger on as to why? A large possibility due to myself hating life right now I suppose. They are a-okay folks; I just needed a dramatic statement to start this off since it's been relatively boring on our tribe. Some speak, some don't, some are playing quite hard... by some I only mean Jordan on that last one. I'll keep him close as I can to push in front of me as a nice shield for later on, but it is hard to trust the guy as I believe him to be close with a number of other people. I love this challenge we had, it's cute and doesn't consume too much time. We won and I will most likely not be in an alliance chat still so here's to hoping for another swap or an early merge. I want to blow up and do something fun but is it too early? Stay tuned
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alright so my schedule's getting cleared up. i've got more time and been talking to the few people I hadn't gotten a chance to talk to. it looks like lexi and ruben aren't targets for this tribal. i'm surprised honestly because back in nayak they felt very threatened by their relationships. it makes me feel a little skeptical that there might be some major scheming going on that im not aware of. but i feel fairly confident that i'll be safe as well as lexi and ruben. i've talked to everyone on the tribe and no one has brought them up. the vote is supposed to be split with johnny and jaiden but since johnny has openly targeted and gone to rocks to get rid of lexi, we've decided it's better for johnny to leave. we might upset a few people but at that point we'll be down to 7. lexi, ruben, and i trust each other a lot so i don't see any of us targeting each other. i think either ruben or dom could be with us so im not too worried about any effects this tribal will have.    
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Ok so i stopped guessing for the idol because Dom told Ruben he already has it so thats fine. Dom,Johnny,Alex dont talk to me so yikes but dom is close to ruben so i dont really care all that much. Alex came to ruben and said he wants boys to vote jaiden and girl to vote johnny. Which im voting johnny either way but so is ruben and dom so we should be sending johnny out the door which obviously i would love since he didnt have the balls to talk to me after all that rocks shit went down. Alex hasnt even talked to me about the plan so like ok? I dont trust him, he keeps telling ruben WE HAVE TO SPLIT but like youre probably just trying to save johnnys ass and send jaiden home. I mean who knows what Julia,Johnny and Alex are trying to plan. All i know is im voting johnny and so should robin,ruben,dom, and jaiden. Julia says she is but like who knows. Its just weird to me that johnny isnt trying to scramble to anyone.
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