#JENSEN IS A GOD DAMN GIFT TO THIS SHOW
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12x22 recap
The good, the bad & the ugly. A lot of ranting & a lot of Dean feels & Ackles praise. No sugar to be found in my coating.
Ahoy lazy writing! That spell stuff. Smh. Ok Dean ilu but “Let's Shawshank this bitch” really? Ya do remember how that took years to do. This idea was ridiculous. Why are the writers hell-bent on making the brothers look incompetent this season?
“How did this happen?” ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME RN SAM I HAVE AN IDEA.
“Blaze of glory...sonuvabitch.” Now THAT is my Dean. A crazy as shit idea, but one that actually has a chance of working.
DEAN FINALLY GETS TO USE THE LAUNCHER HE IS SO HAPPY I LOVE IT.
On the other hand; “big, beautiful & dumb” fuck you, writers.
“yippee ki yay mother...” BOOM. This is why Jensen was excited abt 12x22. Nothing will convince me otherwise.
“Aww, ya wanna play mother to my son? He's all yours.” Ik I've said this half the season now, but DIE MARY.
Sam's speech: Y'all weren't dumb enough to fall for the BMOL bullshit like me & my mom but now they're trying to kill us all so let's team up & take them down. WHO IS WITH ME!1!11
Dean: “I'm not going.” In an extremely long list of shitting on Dean S12 has done THIS FUCKING TOOK THE CAKE. Oh yeah, go ahead Sam, go to your possible death, I'm gonna sit back here & deal with mom..smth that could totally be dealt with AFTER THE MAJOR SHOWDOWN YOU'RE GOING TO, but for Reasons I am, for the 1st time in 12 seasons, going to just chill on the bench voluntarily. It's not like I've spent the entire series protecting you at all costs...nah, I'll send ya off on your own, you got this. Yeah, sound totally in character, the Dean we all know. Great job bo bo. At least now that nickname makes sense bc this writing is nothing short of a joke. Oh but by all means, throw in an old line to garner nostalgia & a bro hug to distract us from this horse shit. All better now.
Dean & Mary scenes. All.The.Feels. At first Dean is trying to get her attention, thinking she's trapped...but then everything shifts when he realizes she wants to be in there. “I hate you.” AHHHH I screamed at my TV, seriously. That was sooooo huge for Dean, so hard & so needed to be said. Then it just gets so much more painful from there…
Tbh I'm too bitter that Dean was benched to give any fucks abt any of this BMOL shootout so moving along…
Back to Dean...ok this dialogue was a lot of shit. But I'll focus on Jensen's phenomenal performance before I complain abt that…
Dean calling Mary on her shit *standing ovation* Tell that bitch, Dean! “I had to be a father and I had to be a mother. To keep him safe. And that wasn't fair.” I HAVE WAITED 12 SEASON FOR THIS!
But here's where things go to shit…
“I couldn’t do it.” Seriously? You’re gonna put the shit that happened on him. Okay, sounds fake, but ok. I guess it’s fitting with the shit hole speech ya had him say next.
Sam this...Sam that...Sam Sam SAM. DEAN IF I'M NOT MISTAKEN YOU WENT TO HELL & YOU WERE TORTURED THERE YOUR LIFE WASN'T FREAKING PUPPIES & RAINBOWS EITHER. Would it have been that fucking difficult to put WE went to Hell, WE were tortured??? SOME acknowledgment that Mary ruined his life too??? It's Dean, so yes the focus is always going to be on someone else's hardships more than his own but leaving every other word the same & just switching WE in those 2 parts would have made all the difference in the world. But no. Dean doesn't matter. He isn't of import to these writers.
Back to Jensen's performance…
“I hate you. I hate you...and I love you. Cause I can't..I can't help it cause you're my mom. And I understand bc I have made deals to save the ones I love. More than once. I forgive you. I forgive you..for all of it..everything.”
The way his voice breaks on the 2nd I hate you /gross sobbing!!! This was so utterly heartbreaking on a number of levels. Dean, the guy who has put his family before everything else, who's mom was the one pure relationship he had-his go to happy place...and he's admitting out loud that he hates her. That was huge...& monumentally difficult. And his follow up “I love you bc I can't help it, ur my mom” that's part of why it was so hard on him. It's beaten into us by society to love our parents but society never factors in that some parents DON'T deserve our love. Kids don't wanna tell their parents they hate them, no matter how much the parent earned it. We're bombarded from an early age to love our parents & if not, if a child dares to question that love then THEY are seen as the ones in the wrong. In general, society doesn't account for horrible parents & kids who have them end up feeling shame &/or guilt over not loving them but they don't have to. You don't have to love a shitty parent any more than you have to love any other person who mistreats you.
The forgiving part. I've seen a lot of Dean fans unhappy he forgave her when she clearly didn't earn it but I have to disagree. The forgiveness had nothing to do with Mary & everything to do with Dean. Look how relieved he is when he says it. Dean had been carrying that bottled up hatred towards Mary his whole life & it got so much worse after her return. That's not good for anyone. Him saying “I forgive you” wasn't letting her off the hook or making everything she'd done ok, it was taking the weight off HIS shoulders of hating a parent. Having hate for someone you also love. That shit fucks with your head. Openly forgiving her was beneficial to HIM. If it made Mary feel better idgaf, the point is that Dean needed to do it for his own sake & that's why I liked it. That's why I won't add it to the list of “Dean apologizing to everyone” bc in this case it was in his best interest & that's what matters. As for Jensen, what can I say that won't sound like a broken record lol. He continues to amaze. He brought you right into that scene & you felt everything right along with Dean.
The Dean & Ketch fight. I waited so damn long for Dean to be able to his this asshole! But of course Mary kills him bc S12 Dean is a pacifist. WTF was that shit, seriously? Ketch is supposed to be a match to Dean but a little bullet to the shoulder & he's on his knees whining?? This is the killing machine the season built up as the big scary bad?? Lemme go vomit, brb. And what was with the “I knew you were a killer, you both are.” crap? Did he get some satisfaction in the last few seconds of his life to say I told you so? Lame ass end to a lame as plot.
Back to w/e the hell Sam was doing…
The umbridge bitch wasn't happy. Sam why the hell haven't you shot her yet? You dumb shit. He just stands there listening to her bullshit. SERIOUSLY SAM WHY IS SHE STILL ALIVE? Oh take out the scary computer, that helped a lot. At least Jody was around this time or Sam probly would've joined her team again.
Mary: blah blah a lot of excuses & justifying blah blah blah...BUT STILL NO GOD DAMN APOLOGY. I know “I'm sorry” is just words & actions speak louder but it's a damn start.
Oh but by all means, throw in another hug to distract the fans. Group hug=all is well with them. Sure, Jan.
Overall this ep was mediocre...which is an improvement on most of the season, but other than Dean finally getting to use the grenade launcher & Jensen killing us with the Mary flashbacks, it was poorly written & rushed.
#supernatural#season 12#12x22#dean winchester#rant#snarky#writer wank#anti mary#writer fail#season SUCK#JENSEN IS A GOD DAMN GIFT TO THIS SHOW
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Roles played by actors that made me aware of their existence and what movies I watched after because they were in it:
Let’s start out with the one and only Dean Winchester who was played by Jensen Ackles-
Movies/ TV shows I’ve watched because for him:
Ten Inch Hero
The Boys
Now, I know it’s not only one movie but that’s only because my fascination was mainly with the long tv show, so by the time I practically finished it, I was onto my next target.
Speaking of my next target who has the same fate; Castiel who was played by Misha Collins-
Now I’m gonna be honest with you. When I started watching Supernatural I didn’t get the big deal the angel Castiel was. I was like (and plz forgive me for my ignorance) he’s not even that cute. Since then I have mended my ways and dedicated a lot of time to watching online panels of him.
Onto other Movies/TV shows I’ve watched because of him:
Karla
Onto the next Victim of my fascination, Alaric Saltzman played by Matt Davis-
I’m gonna be honest with you, you can all have Damon and Stefan for yourselves, I’ll take Alaric over them any day lol.
And some movies/TV shows he was in, before I knew he was in the vampire diaries that is:
Legally Blond
Law and Order SVU-one episode in the early seasons.
Another underrated character is Bobo Del Rey, who is played by, Michael Eklund
I’ve also taken some time to look into some of his other roles:
The Call
Mr. Right
The Hitman Never Dies
The Package
Van Helsing (tv series)
Altered Carbon
Dirks Gently Holistic Detective
Dark
Bates Motel
Arrow
Welcome to Sudden Death
Oddly enough he was one of the reasons I found my next fixation; Sheriff Romero who was played by Nestor Carbonell
He was the thing I needed just then too. Those eyelashes I swear!
What I saw him in since:
Lost
House MD
The Morning Show
Our Next man in the line up is Brock Rumlow who is played by Frank Grillo-
This man wormed his way into my heart with that amazing hair and body. Plus he looks really good as the bad guy.
He’s probably also the one I’ve seen the most films of so far:
Boss Level
The Purge: Anarchy
The Purge: Election Year
Black and Blue
The Hitman’s Wife’s bodyguard
Prison Break
Reprisal
Point Blank
Wheelman
Homefront
Body Brokers
Into the Ashes
Donnybrook
Disconnect
Law and Order SVU- 2 episodes
And the next one is Hiram Lodge, Played by Mark Consuelos-
I mean I’m sorry, but that Body should be a crime, just as Grillo’s. Too damn sexy.
And it’s mainly that aspect that I looked him up on different things lol. But I didn’t watch them all the way through
Tv shows/Movies:
Alpha House
A Walk Among the Tombstones
An episode from Law and Order SVU
Next up is one who was introduced to me from the TV show Law and Order SVU William Lewis, played by Pablo Schrieber
Now I know what you’re thinking…this is just wrong. But I mean this man could get it. I’m sorry I don’t make the rules.
Onto what I’ve seen him in:
American Gods
Lords of Dogtown
Lights Out
A Gifted Man
Our Next man up is Donald Pierce who is played by Boyd Holbrook-
This man holds the key to my heart. Or one of them at least. I’m usually not into blondes all that much but his southern drawl and beauty are amazing.
Here’s what I’ve looked him up for:
The Predator (2018)
We can be Heroes
Gone Girl
The Skeleton Twins
The Free World
Morgan
Cardboard Boxer
In the Shadow of the Moon
The Sandman
Justified: City Premeval
Onto another bue-eyed blond haired hottie Takeshi Kovacs played by Joel Kinnamen
I’m sorry but there is no need for a man to look that good and be that tall. He is Swedish of course.
What I’ve seen him in:
Suicide Squad (2016)
The Suicide Squad (2021)
#hot boyd#hot blond#hot villains#dean winchester#jensen ackles#misha collins#castiel#supernatural#bobo del ray#bobo del Rey#michael eklund#alaric saltzman#Matt Davis#the vampire diaries#william lewis#pablo schreiber#donald pierce#boyd holbrook#takeshi kovacs#joel kinnaman#Hiram Lodge#frank grillo#brock rumlow#mark consuelos#alex romero#nestor carbonell
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The Not-so French Mistake
Pairing: Slight Dean x reader
Word Count: 1.9k
Warnings: Language
Author’s Note: I do not own anything from Supernatural. Any and all comments on this are appreciated. I’m sorry for any grammatical errors that I might have made. This is my first fanfiction (as a one-shot, I've written a few earlier in poetry form) so please go easy on me.
“You are going to die.”, he states nonchalantly, as if three men entering your house and telling you that you are going to die is an everyday occurrence.
“I…WHAT?!”, I shout, my eyes round as saucers.
Well, today was a seemingly normal day. Until the seemingly normal day wasn’t as seemingly normal as I thought it would be.
2 hours earlier
“Hey, I’ll be leaving now”, my best friend said as she packed the small handbag she always carried around with her.
“Don’t forget the pickle jar and then come back 15 minutes later telling me you forgot the one thing I reminded you about”, I shouted to her from the top of the stairs.
She turned around to pick up the jar from the centre table when her eyes landed on me and she whistled. I pulled the drawstrings of my silk dressing gown tighter as I walked down the stairs.
“Ooooh, would you look at that, someone’s looking good. So, are you going to sleep after I’m gone, or are you going to have some company tonight?”
“I…..I just can’t……not so soon after...ummm……I know I’m stupid but I just wanted to feel good about myself”
She closed the few steps between us and hugged me tightly.
“Hey, you know he’s an asshole. His words don’t count, ok? No guy has the right to make you feel bad about yourself”, she said, pulling away.
“But he…….”
“No missy, you listen here, he’s an idiot who doesn’t deserve you. He should feel lucky he’s not in town or I would’ve kicked him so hard in the balls that impregnating a woman would’ve been a foreign concept to him.”
I gave her a small smile.
“Thanks for hyping me up, love. I’m now going to have ice cream and cry my heart out to sad rom-coms.”
“Bitch, you hate rom-coms. You’re just going to binge-watch Supernatural and you’re not telling me that because you won’t admit that you’re obsessed with the show”.
“Okay, okay whatever……Aren’t you getting late for your train?”
She looked at her watch.
“Oh shit! Bye, see you later.” she said as she ran out of the door, slamming it behind her. I sighed to myself and walked over to the TV, switching it on.
“Self-care time for me now!”, I said to myself, as I opened the fridge to get my favorite ice-cream when suddenly, the doorbell rings. I immediately turned my head towards the centre table and sure enough, the pickle jar was there.
Shaking my head, I picked up her precious jar and walked over to the door, pulling it open.
“I knew you……..”, I stopped short when I saw who was standing outside.
There, standing on my porch were, none other than, Jensen Ackles and Jared Padalecki.
And then I woke up.
Yeah, if only it happened that way.
I knew I was looking like an absolute fool in front of them, opening and closing my mouth like a fish, my eyes wide and my breath short as I stood there, taking in the two handsome men adorning my doorstep. They were dressed in their Sam and Dean outfits -plaid, over layers of plaid- it seemed like a scene straight out of a set.
“Hi! You’re Y/N right?”, Jared said in his usual husky voice while Jensen stood beside him, strangely staring at me with something akin to awe in his eyes.
“W…what? I…uh…yeah…I…I am Y/N”, I somehow managed to choke out.
“You’re awesome”, Jensen Ackles breathed out with a sigh with literal heart-eyes in my direction. He cleared his throat and blinked twice and then seemed to step out of his reverie. He gave me a small smile and looked me up and down with a small smirk and I blushed furiously. Wait, was Jensen Ackles checking me out?!
Okay, so there were either of these two things going on- either I was dreaming or I had completely lost my mind. But since I had already pinched myself and well, that damn pinch did hurt, so the situation pretty much tilted towards the latter side. I mean, Jensen Ackles knows me and he thinks I am awesome?!
“Yep, definitely not a fan”, Jared whispers somewhat sarcastically to Jensen to which he replies under his breath with a “Shut up, Sammy!”
I would have paid more attention to what Jensen said had I not had my whole focus on Jared’s last words.
“Ummm…..excuse me? No offense but I’m standing right here and you can rest assured that I am 100% a fan, of both of you. If you don’t believe me, ask me anything about Supernatural.”, I say, crossing my hands across my chest.
“Wha-Supernatural? Like the book Supernatural? You have that here too?”, Jensen asks seemingly surprised.
Alright, is this a game for their show? I thought to myself, utterly confused and dazed. They seem to know my name and well, address too and that can be the only logical explanation as to why Jensen Ackles and Jared Padalecki are here, on my doorstep. But I couldn’t see any cameras nearby. Maybe they were hidden? Maybe I was meant to be taken by surprise? Oh shit, did I just challenge them right now? Was this being filmed? My mind rushed with a million things- ‘Oh god, I must be looking so stupid right now, acting like a blobfish instead of doing anything!’
I opened my mouth to say something, anything at all, when Jared cut through.
“Ummm I’m sorry, Y/N, but it’s not really a good idea to be standing outside and talking. I promise we’ll explain everything. Can we please come inside and talk?”
“I….uh…..yeah sure. Come inside please.”, I was about to ask what their deal was but changed my mind when I saw Jensen nervously looking around and then back at me, pleadingly.
I closed the door behind me as they settled on the plush red sofa. I walked across the room and sat on the chair facing them.
“Y/N”, Jared started. “There’s no easy way to say this but I’m Sam Winchester and this is my brother Dean. Like, from Supernatural.”
“Ummm…. I’m aware? Despite your contrary belief, I told you I was a fan.”, I said, confused.
“You’re our fan?!”, Jensen asked, somewhat stunned. “Haha sweetheart, am I living my dream!”, he added, his emerald eyes twinkling.
I stared at him through my eyelashes.
“Hold up, quick question, are you a Dean girl or Sam girl?”
“Dean, not now…..”, Jared sighed.
“Dean girl!”, I blurted out, immediately blushing deeply. Jensen’s entire face lit up and I hurriedly added, “No offense to Jared here.”
“Jared? You mean Jared Pada-whatshisname?”, Jensen asked incredulously.
“Padalecki, Dean”
“Son of a bitch! Fake us lives in the same universe as her!”
I started laughing and the both of them turned towards me quizzically.
“Ummm what is this? Some spin-off of The French Mistake?”, I asked.
“The French what?”, Jared looked at me, his eyebrow raised.
“That’s not important right now. Y/N, I know, it’s hard to believe us right now, but we are not your TV actors-we are not Jensen and Jared. I am the actual Dean Winchester and he is my brother, Sam Winchester. The trickster, the archangel Gabriel, owed us a favor and he let us travel into your universe.... Sweetheart please, you have to believe me. I umm uh, I have been a-”
I stood straight up from my chair, angrily.
“I’m sorry but what kind of prank is this? Going to people’s houses and-”, I started angrily when suddenly the entire room got spontaneously flooded with an immensely bright light.
“Cover your eyes!”, a deep, somewhat robotic voice filled the air and I immediately did so to lessen the risk of my precious peepers being completely burned out by an unknown source of dazzling light in my seemingly normal house in the middle of a seemingly normal (absolutely weird) day.
Slowly, the light faded.
And there stood Misha Collins-
No, that could not possibly be Misha. Unless Misha had suddenly evolved to be able to exhibit bioluminescence or had sprouted long black wings from the back of his trench coat or had learned to hover like a bee in mid-air. No, definitely not Misha.
That means, this must…this must be-
“Holy mother of God”, I gasped out.
“I….am….not….the….I am the son of God”, he said, walking across the room to sit beside Jar-no, no......Sam.
Holy shit! CASTIEL?! That means that all this time, Jens- Dean, had not been lying. I collapsed on my chair, my mind, not being able to form a single coherent thought. Dean leaped up from the sofa and rushed to my side.
“Darling….darling, look for yourself, that-”
“He is Castiel.”, I said, boring into Dean’s green eyes, they brought me comfort. “I believe you…… Dean.”
A look passed between Sam and Dean and Dean immediately held my hand and squeezed my palm as an act of reassurance as he beamed at me.
Sam got up from his chair and smiled at me, “Thanks to Cas here, you believe us. At last. I thought you were two seconds away from throwing us out.”
I snorted. A really ugly snort through my nose. In front of three delicious-looking men, especially Dean, who was somehow still looking at me like I was God’s gift to mankind. Hah, no wonder I was single.
I cleared my throat to relieve the awkwardness and continued,
“Well, in my defense, you guys were acting real creepy.”
Yeah sure, not even in my wildest dreams would I actually throw Jensen and Jared out of my house, no matter how creepy they act, but they didn’t need to know that.
“But how…why……..”, I started asking the questions bothering me.
“Umm well, yeah, about that…”, Dean started, gulping.
Castiel walked over and looked at me with downcast eyes.
“You are going to die.”, he stated nonchalantly, as if three men entering into your house and telling you that you are going to die is an everyday occurrence.
“I…WHAT?!”, I shouted, my eyes wide.
Now
“CAS!”, Sam and Dean both exclaim at him at the same time.
“She was asking.…..”
“No Cas, not like that!”, Sam tells him prickly.
“Please tell me what the hell is going on! Why….How am I going to die? What’s happening?!”, I say, hiding my face with my hair.
“Darling, promise me you won’t freak out.”, Dean says, staring straight into my soul. “You are a character from a book in our universe. My favourite book. And trust me, this...you…. I am a huge fan of you. Have been, since I was a child. Now you see, few months ago, we stumbled into your universe when Gabriel pranked us. And then I saw you. I met you. The real you....just….perfect….And I just wanted to.....I mean..... I came back...I came back because…..”
“Because?”
“I know everything. I know how the book ends and I have come back here to save you, darling.”
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#supernatural#dean winchester#dean#dean x y/n#dean x you#dean x reader#spn fanfic#spn fanfiction#dean winchester one shot
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Ready For Love
Warnings: Bad sexual pun (but it’s not, it’s f-ing hilarious), Impala!Sex - I think that says it all right there
Summary: Once Jensen’s parting gift form set arrives in Austin, he plans a night
Pairing: Jensen x Reader
Word Count: 1305
Written for: @emoryhemsworth and this request I took from her: Picture this: Jensen knows the reader *loved* Dean and Anna’s love scene in the Impala, so he surprises her and they recreate it... for real this time. 😉 No, my requests are not open, please do not ask.
Beta’d by: @winchest09 who thinks I’m funny ;) - dividers by @writeyourmindaway - thank you!
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As a reminder, this is a work of fiction and should be regarded as such. No harm is intended toward the actor(s) or their families.
“She’s here! She’s here!” Emmaleigh, their excited four year old, jumped up and down at the front window.
“Calm down, baby girl,” Jensen laughed as he entered the front room, their two year old son, Tristan, settled on his hip.
“What is all the commotion about?” Y/N asked slowly descending the staircase.
“She’s here, Mama! Baby is here!” Emmaleigh squealed.
“I know you’re excited, Emma, but we need to wait, okay?” Y/N explained to the child, before turning to her husband. “Let me take this one, and you can head out. We’ll be out as soon as she is settled.”
“I’m so stoked!” Jensen pumped his fist as he passed their son over to her and rushed out the front door.
Y/N laughed, shaking her head and talking to their children. “I don’t know who is more excited, Emma or Daddy.”
“Daddy!” Tristan shrieked, squirming in her hold.
It took several, long minutes before the delivery company had the pristine 1967 black Chevrolet Impala parked in their driveway, giving their neighbors plenty of time to congregate outside with their morning coffee and watch as the beauty was dropped off. As soon as the truck cleared their property, Emmaleigh was out the front door, jumping into Jensen’s arms as he walked around the seventeen foot length of the ebony beast.
Y/N could hear Jensen talking to their daughter. “She has a 502 big block V-8 engine, powered by 550 horses…”
“Daddy, where are the horses?” Emma looked up Jensen with matching green eyes filled with curiosity and confusion.
“Oh baby girl, they aren’t real horses,” Jensen laughed. “It’s about power, little one. I’ll teach you all about it when you’re older.”
“Can we go for a car ride, Daddy?” Emma asked, quickly forgetting the things that no longer interest her.
“Not yet, Emma. Baby doesn’t have the right seatbelts in the backseat for you and your brother, but soon, okay? I promise it will be soon,” Jensen set her back on the ground as Y/N joined him at the front of the car.
“So, they really let you have her, huh?” Y/N whispered, in awe that “Baby” was sitting in their driveway.
“Yeah, it was part of my release contract. You know I didn’t ask for much, but I wasn’t leaving this show after fifteen years without bringing Baby home to my baby,” Jensen pulled her into him, caging her body between his legs.
“No, Daddy!” Tristan pushed both his hands into Jensen’s face.
“Yeah, okay, little man,” Jensen tugged the toddler from his wife’s arms, setting him down to play with his sister and the drawing chalk. Y/N turned to head back inside, when a strong grip on her wrist stopped her, pulling her back into her husband. “But you and me? We got a date tomorrow night, Mama.”
“Oh, we do, do we?” Y/N grinned ear to ear, throwing her arms loosely around Jensen’s neck. “Maybe I have plans.”
“Or maybe, I made better plans. And got a sitter,” Jensen whispered, pulling her a little closer, so as not to be overheard by little ears. “You up for a little game of hide the angel grace?”
Y/N felt her skin flush as her body heated from the inside out. Jensen Ackles was the hottest thing she had ever laid eyes upon and he knew her deepest fantasy. The one that didn’t involve her husband, but the fictional character he played for fifteen years, and a red-haired angel in the back on the very 1967 Chevy Impala they were leaning against now.
“Don’t tease me, Ackles. Payback's a bitch, buddy,” Y/N pulled back, looking deep into her husband’s forest green orbs.
“Oh, I ain’t teasing, Baby. I am one hundred and ten percent serious. Drop the kids off at the Pads, do a little hill country driving, just you and me? What’dya say?” Jensen dropped his voice, looking into her eyes.
“Oh my God, you are serious,” Y/N gasped as she took in Jensen’s expression. “Oh hell yes!”
Jensen packed the children and their bags in the overly safe family vehicle and drove them over to Jared and Gen’s to spend the night. He started planning this night for her, for them, since he got the delivery confirmation that the Impala had started her trek from Vancouver. He even went back and did some research, rummaging through his wardrobe in an attempt to get everything perfect for her. Down to the last detail.
With dinner and refreshments packed, he waited nervously for Y/N to come down the stairs. He wasn’t nervous being with her. No, intimacy had also come easy for them, but planning this night, wanting it to live up to her expectations, that is what had him on pins and needles. He turned, hearing the soft click on her boots on the hardwoods, and couldn’t believe his eyes. The woman that approached him was his wife, but could have been a stand in for ‘Anna’ from the outfit, to her naturally red hair.
“Wow, you look…” Jensen gasped as she reached him.
“We’ve never done any role playing before, so I thought this would be fun. Too much?” Y/N asked, her eyes searching his, looking for any indication that she had gone too far.
“Hmm, no, you look the part, but even more beautiful,” he assured her. “Ready?”
“Like you wouldn’t believe,” she agreed.
“Oh, I think I’ve got a pretty damn good idea,” Jensen mumbled.
“This isn’t as spacious as it looks on television,” Y/N admitted, trying to get comfortable in the backseat. “Is this...pleather?”
“No, it is not pleather; it’s the factory original vinyl,” Jensen laughed, sitting back on his heels, his head slightly bent. “Here, try laying back on the blankets.”
“Ever the gentleman,” Y/N giggled, as she scooched down, her head resting on the nest of blankets Jensen had packed.
“Well, it’s what Dean did, and he had way more experience with this than I’ve had in my life, so I figured…” he revealed, blushing slightly. “Oh, shit! I almost forgot!”
Jensen pulled his phone from the front pocket of his jeans, pressing a few buttons until the car was filled with the sounds of Bad Company’s ‘Ready for Love.’ He placed the phone in the back window. “There, that’s better.”
“Come here, baby,” Y/N whispered, pulling him down to her, their lips meeting in the dark.
Jensen slotted his body between her legs, their hips colliding, grinding together as they sought friction from the other. He pulled back, admiring the beautiful woman beneath him. Unbuttoning her blouse, her eyes met his in a silent plea. He removed his shirts, anticipating the feel of her skin on his.
He slid his hands up, popping the button on her jeans, and peeling them from her legs, all the while keeping his eyes locked on hers. A smile slid across her features as she sat up, switching spots with her husband. She slowly removed his jeans, feeling him hard and bare beneath her. It was a powerful feeling, having him at her mercy in this cramped space. She used that power within her, to roll her hips over his, his stiff length pressing against her deliciously.
Lowering her head, she captured his lips once more as she tilted forward, allowing him to slip inside her. She held him there, stretching her open as she panted his name until it became a moan from her lips. “Jensen. Jensen. Jensen.”
“Baby, I love you so much,” Jensen groaned as he slipped further into her, joining them together wholly. The windows were misty from their efforts, shielding them from view, but they only existed in this space, with one another. They only existed because of the other.
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Hey guys!!!!!
So I know I only had around 100 followers before, but I hope I can get some of y’all back!! I used to be the HEA for always blog. I had to get rid of it, and I’m glad I did. For fans of J2, it was not a good time 😆 kudos to all of you who managed the storm, I wish I was as awesome as y’all. I just couldn’t watch as fandom roasted both of the boys. Here’s what I’m about…
I love Jensen! I think he is WAY more interesting than people give him credit for. He is so passionate, funny, and crazy talented. I LOVE his voice so damn much and listen to his music all the time. I admire so much that he is reserved. He knows his boundaries. Being that way is not a character defect!! It’s the sign of a man who knows what he is about, and doesn’t need to justify it. He’s a rock, that happily stands strong so others can lean upon him. He wants what he shares to be genuine and meaningful. He lives for the moment and let’s his craft show how he relates to the world. He’s fiercely protective, and supportive to a fault. Not to mention the man is a walking God 🥵 So freaking gorgeous
I love Jared! I love his goofiness and his wicked sense of humor. I love that he can be fierce but also the most gentle giant. He’s equally as passionate as Jensen, and so talented. He gives so much of himself and is so open with people! He is the embodiment of what all the romance novels described their “hero” as. Beautiful, beautiful man with a smile that lights up the planet. Jared let’s his vulnerability be the way to connect with the world and it’s so courageous. I just love him to bits. He has allowed people to feel comfortable in their own human experiences, and that’s a gift. A man with the soul of an adventurer, a true free spirit.
If I deny them their right to be human, then god help me when the mob comes to me for my mistakes. We’ve all been hurt, and we’ve all hurt others. Such is the human way. I can’t wait to see Jensen take on a character that I will hate- what a trip that will be. And I’m so damn proud of what Jared has put into Walker! 🤠 I’m here for it all, while always looking back with love at the Winchester brothers, and all the joy they brought me. For giving me that joy and happiness for 15 years, I can give them the grace to be human, and support them on their own journeys post spn.
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Thoughts on "Carry On" after I've mulled it over:
Now that I've had time to sit on it, I can be a little more precise on my thoughts of this finale:
- Dean's 'ending': Taken out by a rusty nail... I hate it. Then I heard some opinions - without Chuck there were no magic fixes, and this was bound to happen if they continued hunting because of that. It was a human, ordinary, accidental death meaning the Winchesters are just ordinary. Still, being taken out by a nail or rebarb or whatever wasn't a satisfying death for Dean Winchester. Added to the fact he most certainly wanted to live (Miracle, job application, etc.) And he didn't want to hunt anymore either! He wasn't looking for hunts (like Sam was). They stumbled onto that hunt by accident.
From a writer's point of view, I can say now it makes sense with the plot of the episode (only). Dean's death was a catalyst - to give Sam 'freedom' and to show us, the audience, what Heaven was like now that Jack is God. His own sort of 'freedom', I guess.
Unfortunately the plot of the episode still sucked. Just because it makes sense 'story wise' (and I say that very loosely because Dean didn't even get his loose ends tied up nicely). A death during a hunt was something Dean figured would happen in his youth, and he didn't care because he practically was a ghost without many physical attachments. Now he has so many they decide to take him away and for what purpose? It is the last episode. A series finale should only hurt in saying goodbye to the characters, but not like this.
And a goodbye like this, for a character who has had suicidal tendencies and from the looks of it was moving past that, who never really thought about his wants until this moment, and who was on the cusp of being textually confirmed queer (which would have been monumental just saying), it felt like we as fans were stabbed by the rebarb. Which goes to show how much we love the character, one thing. And I think that's why they knew it would hurt. However, they were so wrapped up in this 'shock' they didn't think about any of the consequences listed above as to why this would hurt not only us but their legacy. They figured it'd be a bookend, only for a book whose story ended a decade ago.
- Cas: A one-sentence reference sucks. That's just it.
Fanfiction was mostly built around Cas, too, and I had a feeling they wouldn't show his rescue because leaving that to us would be a good gift. "Here, Cas is alive and human but we won't tell you how - our last fanfiction gap". But Cas's absence wasn't a fanfiction gap, it's a canyon. So much of this episode doesn't make sense without Cas. And, honestly, a good chunk of outrage could have been avoided if Misha was allowed to film (or, if rumors were true, if they left his scenes in). Like it's been proven the majority of fans love Cas, and Jensen and Jared love Misha, so not having him in the finale gives credence to, that the cast and crew might love Misha, TPTB certainly didn't. And doesn't that tarnish your legacy, that you have a man dedicate 12 years of his life to your show and this is how you repaid him? Even if they decided to 'no homo' Cas's declaration (which i doubt they would have because those optics are much worse) at least show it.
Which leads to why he wasn't included in the finale. If he was there, they'd have to have him and Dean talk. About that night, when Cas told Dean he loves him. And if they did, and had there be a reciprocal confession, I bet things on Tumblr would have felt a little different. An equal exchange instead of plain highway robbery.. Yes we would all still want Dean and Cas to live long, human lives, but at least Dean and Cas's emotional arcs were resolved by the SHOW WRITERS, whose job it is to do so. Not ours! But they never understood how to give Castiel good things. Clearly, they know how to make Castiel give good things (like creating Dean's perfect Heaven for him) but not receive them in kind (reciprocated love from Dean). By not having this, it plays exactly into the bury your gays trope we were all afraid of, even if Cas is back. Because he, a queer character, is still living his life for a character he believes doesn't love him back - even if Cas 'doesn't need to know if that's true'. The audience does, and I'm sure Misha did as well.
The writers set up such an easy win but what this finale did was put every character back to season one, and given Misha didn't show up until season 4, makes sense why he wasn't in this episode.
- Sam's life after Dean: Sam liked being a hunter. We had how many countless episodes show that? He enjoyed saving people, research, being a leader - he was good at it. Hell, they even made it a point to have him find someone in the life who understood what it was like to hunt and wrote a beautiful relationship that also gave disability rep.
Only they never followed through.
Like, with Dean, so much of this lead up was then tossed out the window by Sam starting a family, which he never had any indication he wanted to do in these later seasons. Since season 8, really. What we got was that he liked to hunt, he was good at it. He could have restarted the Men of Letters, America chapter, and made the hunters even more connected than before!
Not saying he didn't do that, but knowing how Sam was raised I doubt he would let himself hunt with a kid. So, by showing him marry and have Dean Jr., it's a non-textual confirmation he retired. Which, like with Dean's ending, didn't make sense with what he wanted. It felt like a "might as well" since Dean wasn't there any longer. Like, whats the point of doing something I love now that I don't have my brother with me?
Instead of leaving the Bunker he should have transformed it into a bustling center of activity so he wasn't alone. Extend the Winchester family further and become the hunters' patriarch. Eileen being the matriarch.
Which, circling back, Eileen should have had textual confirmation, too. They showed a brunette woman standing far back, and I get if the actress couldn't be there to film why they would do that. But why not show pictures of him and Eileen if they did marry? I mean, there's a giant picture of Sam with Dean, Mary, and John I DON'T remember them ever having. Why he would blow that up after having two previous episodes talk about how much of a bad father he is...
Sam's ending falls in the same vein as Dean's in that it's unsatisfactory and doesn't fit the character anymore. Not saying Sam didn't want this in the past, but we all saw him change. Hunting was in his blood, and he was fantastic at it. It used to be a way for him to hang with Dean but it would have also been good to see him carry on the legacy in Dean's honor. A better way then by naming his son Dean.
Which strikes another nail on the head. We have Dean, a subtextually queer/textually ambiguous sexuality character, die, and because of this Sam can go on and live the 'apple pie life'? Cas's confession scene wasn't homophobic, but damned if Sam didn't spend the thirty years after Dean's death yelling 'Straight Pride'.
Textually, giving characters a family is a common trope in these sort of epilogues. Harry Potter, Hunger Games, etc. A way to show they've moved on from trauma and are trying to be happy (albeit in a very antiquated way). But at least it fit with those characters and stories. This was Sam trying to be a person who he wasn't anymore, who clearly would rather be on the road hunting (given that ugly wig scene in the garage with Dean's Impala). Actually, worse, it felt like Sam was trying to live a life Dean always wanted. Which shows that even if he's alive Sam isn't happy with what his life was, he was content. He was waiting for death.
- Dean's time in Heaven: Like I said previously about Dean and his 'death', it makes sense to have Dean die early if the goal was to show how Heaven had been changed. Which hurts worse because that again reinforces how Dean's storyline truly is left unresolved for plot development.
And, honestly, they should have cut this entire sequence if they weren't gonna have the cameos. They should have changed the script so that Dean didn't die, because there was no emotional pay-off of Dean going to heaven. We're told it's freedom, however it's more like a waiting room. For Dean, driving endlessly until Sam dies. And for us, being told we can't start writing until Sam gets there and we finish his montage.
Like, is it beautiful that Jack and Cas remade heaven so Dean would be happy? Yes. Did I need to know this until like maybe the last few minutes? No. Dean could have lived a long life, with Cas/without Cas, and then die first and be taken to Heaven. And then after Bobby gives him the rundown, about how time works differently here, we get the Sam end of life and see him pop up too. And when Sam asks what happened to Heaven, Dean could have clapped him on the back and told him he'd explain in the car and they drive away knowing they lived a good life, and have eternity of peace.
Because having Heaven be an open sandbox, for us, to let characters roam free and see those they love without them being memories - beautiful and exactly how Heaven should be. It definitely is something we as writers would have enjoyed if we didn't get it how we did.
Because it hadn't felt like Dean nor Sam deserved the deaths they got. Making Heaven, ultimate freedom, seem such a dangerous idea. That the only true peace is in death (Dean) and life is spent waiting for death so you can be reunited (Sam). What about any of that makes it seem like any of what Sam and Dean did was worth it? Was good? At least on Earth. Sure, without them (and Cas and Jack) Heaven wouldn't be the way it was. But that doesn't seem like a good reward for them. Their reward should have been living long lives (both of them) and them buttoning it with those five to seven minutes of how Heaven changed (more if they decided to leave Cas as an angel despite that being, again, zero character growth and not aligning with how the story was unfolding)
And after a painful, undeserved death, we get Dean in Heaven but still not happy? It was clear Dean was still waiting to let himself enjoy seeing all his family, his friends, Cas, because Sam wasn't there. Which shows he hadn't broken the sacrificial cycle because he's not putting himself first! "Oh but he has eternity to do it!" Yes, but he shouldn't have had to wait still. His whole life has been spent waiting and he gets killed just before he gets his due, and we never see him particularly 'enjoy' his reward, which is too tragic for a series finale. "He could have done more than drive, we don't know!" Yes, but if they're not showing it then why should I read into it? This finale isn't deep. "But covid-" Yeah, I get that. They should have changed the script because without those cameos Dean's time in Heaven was more than pointless and this whole finale was just an exercise in how to hate your main characters.
What this boils down to is that we, as fans, were told that this was for us, except we already knew Heaven was ours because Heaven was supposed to be the implied. Heaven is whatever we make of it. We didn't need to be told this through the show. Having this be the goal of this episode, of the finale - which sums up the goal of the entire series, really - be totally focused on the life we get after death instead of doing the most to make life on Earth paradise for you, was rotten. And Sam's 'happily ever after' was cheapened because of Dean's death.
- Family Don't End in Blood?: Taking into account all of the above, the show has failed the core message of what we as a fandom loved. Family don't end in blood.
Again, I get that covid stole any chance of reunions in Heaven, but it also stole so many others. Like Sam wouldn't have called Garth, Jody, Donna, the girls and Eileen, to have them here for Dean's funeral? Sam wouldn't have burned Dean alone! We know there was some time that passed since the hunt and Dean's funeral by the dog being there, but it should have been more people. Which, again, they should have axed it from the story if they couldn't get them because, like these side characters have done from the beginning, they change the context of the show! Sam's loneliness would have hit harder if it was a room full of people all telling stories about Dean to then just him, alone, in the Bunker trying to move on.
The writers thought we didn't need all these cameos, but we did because - as we keep repeating - while the show, at its heart, is Sam and Dean, there were so many more people who gave their characters depth and allowed for this show to continue. It should have been a celebration of who the boys became and how it was through these bonds they were able to overcome so much.
Which, if redone in that context, Dean's speech to Sam could have been so much better. More poignant and hopeful instead of sad. I mean, I could barely focus on what was being said because I was in too much shock of what was being done to Dean. If they had a similar speech, given with Dean and Sam parting ways to start new lives. Dean reminding Sam he's done so much good, that he's proud of his brother and knows he can do so much even without him, the emotional beat would have still hit! Probably even better than with his death. Because my takeaway from Dean's death isn't "Dean is proud of Sam" it's "Dean died stupidly".
Going to show that this entire script was a series of choices that were all the worst possible outcome, stitched together and handed in. It didn't feel congruent to the story and, instead, a bunch of items checked off of a list the writers were given. It didn't feel like the culmination of the series like we were promised, instead a 'what if the show skipped fourteen years after season 2, John's dead, Mom's killer dead, and no demon deal'. It felt like (even if it wasn't intended) the writers telling us "don't expect people to change or that happy ending exist in life" which, given current climates and attitudes, is dangerous.
Overall:
They were trying to satisfy an audience built around fandom and fanworks, they wanted to leave so much "up to interpretation" so we can continue crafting our narratives through this open sandbox. What they failed to consider is that we don't care where the brothers, or any of the characters, physically are in this show, we care more about the characters themselves and their emotional goals. That's why we write fanfiction. That's why there's a lot of canon divergence. We thank them for the world and play around in it. So, by giving Sam and Dean these 'half-lives' on screen, letting loose threads hang so we, as an audience, can fill in the blanks (Dean and Cas's heaven reunion, who Sam married, what Dean did while driving for fifty years, etc.) was a poor and lazy decision because we are tired of having to do your job! Supernatural is a collaborative effort yes, but they misunderstood the assignment. We still need textual goalposts, like seeing Cas or Eileen. We needed them to finish what they were saying, so we could then take over and continue the story.
A series finale should feel poignant but the only really emotional moment was Dean's death (not for good reasons), and the rest was filler. Your series finale should not feel like filler. It felt rushed. It felt sloppy and - because of not including a certain character - plain rude. Just... it didn't work. The short of it is that the finale, as a whole, didn't work. It didn't wrap the show up in its entirety like we were promised it would. And if they do revive this show for a mini-series or movie, they best forget what happened in episode 20.
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Sweetheart and his bodyguard
Summary: Jensen is used to be the hero on his show. He’s not a coward, not at all - but when he gets attacked by an unknown man the studio insists on a full-time bodyguard. Specialist in protecting people while living with them - you agree to protect Jensen but he doesn’t like the fact a ‘small’ girl shall protect him. Will you be able to protect the unwilling actor?
Pairing: Jensen Ackles x Bodyguard!Reader
Characters: Jared Padalecki, unnamed ofc’s
Warnings: smut, unprotected sex, possessive Jensen, dirty talk, both not being sure who’s in charge, fun, fluff, language, a hint of crack
Passcode for this last chapter: Hera – Guardian angel retires
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“Jesus that guy doesn’t even look like me, Ackles,” groaning you must watch Jensen hover over you like a mother hen. He forced you to come to his house two days ago and since then, he’s not letting you do anything but lie on his bed.
“I know, you’re sexier but let’s watch the movie anyway,” Jensen snickers, covering you with another blanket.
“I do not freeze, Jensen. Stop suffocating me with pillows, blankets, and gifts,” he winces at your tone, a frown on his face. “I know you are used to girls whining about her period or headache but I had it worse, baby.”
Baby, the word let Jensen's eyes lit up and his frown turns into a dirty grin.
“OH, I’ll only take good care of you to let you heal faster. You owe me a night to remember and any night after. You were wrong about my ex, so your ass is mine,” now his features darken, and you gulp audibly.
“I never said you’ll get my ass, Ackles,” humming Jensen checks your temperature, noting the degree value. “You’re not a nurse.”
“You are dead wrong, sweetheart. You ass belongs with me, I am your sexy nurse and we are going to have naughty and loud sex as soon as the doctor gives his okay,” Jensen grins widely and you groan, closing your eyes.
“Why didn’t I let him kill you,” you smirk now, opening your eyes to find Jensen still next to you. He is lifting the blankets to check on your wound. “Can I call you Nurse Ackles now?”
“You can call me anything you want to when you are underneath me, writhing on my dick,” you lick your lips, not missing the way your body tingles close to Jensen. “Maybe I’ll let you call me Sir?”
“Dream on, sweetheart,” Jensen nods, still a dirty grin on his lips. “I’ll not call any guy Sir or daddy. If you are into that crap, look for a nice submissive girl.”
“I’d like you to handcuff me, throw me around the room and ride me like a stallion,” no longer holding back Jensen carefully removes the band-aid, wincing at the sight of the closed wound. “Does it still hurt?”
“I got hit by a projectile which hit my body with,” you can see Jensen flinch so you do not tell him how it feels to get hit by a bullet. “I am better, Jensen. I’ll need a bit more time but soon I’ll punch your nose for your dirty talk.”
“Damn, talk dirty to me, terminator. Makes me want you even more,” snickering you let Jensen cover you with the blankets. He lies next to you, switching the large TV at the opposite wall on. “Terminator or something else?”
“How about Supernatural? I was at the episode, wait, uh-the one with the tiny black-eyed guy sacrificing himself,” addicted to the show you smirk as Jensen looks for the next episode. “You’re not that bad, Ackles.”
“How is Y/N?” watching his friend rummaging in the kitchen Jared smirks. “Earth to Jensen. Jay, I asked you a question.”
“Fine, Jared. Her wound is healing, she’s tough as ever and I still didn’t get to see her naked,” frustrated Jensen tries to open the milk only to fail and rip the carton open, spilling milk all over his shirt.
“I am going to go…yeah,” Jared smirks, walking out of the kitchen, laughing as Jensen mutters under his breath. “Call me if you need anything, Romeo.”
“Asshole,” grumbling Jensen places the milk onto the counter to walk upstairs.
Your voice on the phone catches his attention and his throat tightens hearing another Greek god's name leave your lips.
“I am sorry, Cat but Hera,” you whisper hearing your friend sigh before she replies to your passcode. Jensen stands in the doorframe, frozen to the spot as you give Cataleya last instructions.
Remembering you handed him a list with the passcodes Jensen unlocks his phone and his breath hitches in his throat. “Out of business?”
“I got to go, Cat. If you need help, ask Scott, or call me. I suggest you’ll get happy and stop doing this shitty job,” you hang up, facing Jensen who smiles at you.
“You are not going to leave,” you shake your head, watching Jensen close the distance between you. “You’re going to stay.”
He’s holding you against the wall, not caring your nails bite deep into his shoulders. If anything, he urges you on to hurt him, to make him feel you are there, wrapped around him.
“You’re so tight, baby,” groaning against you Jensen grips your ass tight enough to dig his blunt nails into your cheeks.
You would give him a snarky comment, would call him sweetheart to show Jensen you are in charge but his cock hits that spot making you cry out, and you can only dig your nails deeper into his flesh and watch him fuck up into you.
He is determined. His brows furrowed; Jensen seems to calculate how to take you apart to make you stay.
“You know, you’re not that bad,” you grin, giving Jensen a wink when he carries you toward the bed to toss you onto the mattress.
This time you grasp his arm, flip him over to straddle his lap, letting his length slap against his stomach.
“Going to make you cry out my name, sweetheart,” sliding your hands over his chest you grin wickedly. “Maybe carve it into your chest.”
“No, terminator. This is my game,” you shriek feelings his hands grab your waist. He’s squeezing your flesh and you let him, of course, you would never tell Jensen so, flip you onto your back. “Gotcha, sexy kitten.”
He’s proudly crawling back between your legs, a sexy smirk on his lips as you let him spread your legs to slide back into you.
His forearms braced on each side of your head seconds later he looks down at you. Before Jensen can protest you cup the back of his neck to bring him down for a messy kiss. You smirk, knowing he believed he’s in charge.
“You know, sweethearts make their girls cum,” you challenge, watching Jensen toss one of your legs over his shoulder. “You gonna play fair, Ackles?”
“I am going to destroy this little pussy, terminator,” he groans, feeling your cunt contract around him when he starts moving his hips. “Feel this? Feel how deep I am inside of you?”
You nod, playing coyly for Jensen, but you can’t hold back your bratty side for long. “Fuck, Ackles, is that a toothpick?”
“You little minx,” you would laugh but your legs end around his waist and your hands get pinned above your head. “Gonna fuck you now.”
“Uh-huh, there he is,” watching his cock slide in and out, in and out, you try to muffle the noises escaping your tongue. “Not that bad, Ackles. More, fuck more.”
“Yeah, my girl wants more,” cockiness dripping from his tongue Jensen starts moving his hips at a madding pace.
You wanted to take over control again but only this once, you let yourself fall back onto the pillow and just – enjoy the show…
“That was a C+, sweetheart,” pants leave Jensen's lips when he turns to face you.
He’s a gorgeous sight. Sweat runs down his chest, his hair sticks to his forehead, still, his eyes sparkle and his lips silence your mocking tone. “Maybe a B+ for trying.”
“That was, without a doubt, an A+ performance, Y/N. Just admit you never came harder,” Jensen gasps when you roll to your side to pat his cheek. “Y/N?”
“You know, I like me a good partner,” you hum to yourself. “I think I’ll keep you, sweetheart. Now let’s talk about your performance…”
Around five years later…
“Look out, no! Oh-god, down, you need to roll over,” gasping you rush to your sons’ side, helping him fight his sister who tried to attack his teddy bear.
“You know, showing our children how to take their toys down without getting caught is not the way to raise them,” you grin at Jensen’s tone. He plays the grown adult while you show your kids how to trick their father.
“Uh-huh, Mr. Ackles,” you pat his chest, licking your lips lazily. “What are you going to do about it, sweetheart? Punish me for being a bad bodyguard?”
“I’ll let the nanny who will arrive in ten minutes take care of the kids and then I am going to bring my bodyguard upstairs and teach her how not to ruin our kids,” Jensen states and you kiss his nose. “I mean it, Y/N.”
“I know baby but,” you press your lips to his plump pillows, “I want to play with you and show you how I can take you down on my bed and use your body.”
“Tell me more, terminator,” gasping against your lips Jensen moans when you fist his hair. “I want to know everything…”
“Let’s start with how I stole your heart, Ackles…”
That’s it, this is the end. Maybe if I find the time I’ll write a prequel to tell ‘terminators’ story. Stay tuned.
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I know we are all discussing the latest episode of Season 16, but I need to wrap up 11 for my own sanity (because there is a LOT to discuss in my Season 12 rewatch already), so without further ado - more rambling for you.
I’m not going to include 11x20: Don’t Call Me Shurley because I think I’d like to do an entire Chuck - arc - series. Rob Benedict is a gift; that dad mug kills; and I love that the fan theories about Chuck spinning around this fandom for years turned out to be correct after all (WEIRD HOW THAT HAPPENS WITH CHARACTERS EH). Moving on.
As you will recall, two recaps and many many many crackhead other posts from my corner of super hell ago, I ended the 11x18 recap with this image of Amara realizing...”something” after Dean said Cas’s name (just before she took Casifer with her), Dean/Amara unbreakable connection be damned. Speaking of unbreakable connection this post is partially the AMARA DISSERTATION. Buckle up.
FF to 11x21: All in the Family; the boys are shooting the shit with Chuck and in the meantime, Amara is torturing Casifer. Important to note that just recently the actual Cas was enlightened that Dean wants him to cast Lucifer out, so I presume he is a little more active at this point, and that strengthens the following hypothesis. Look how Amara is looking at Casifer here:
And here, right before she touches him on the chest.
It’s the same look she gave Dean. She’s trying to decipher something; trying to figure something out.
She appears to Dean in the VERY next scene, to show him how she is torturing Casifer. But the real point is, of course, to show him how its affecting the physical form of Cas, reminding him its not just Lucifer who is suffering. It works.
DEAN
Amara is – she's in my head. [Sam looks at him sharply] Hey, I didn't ask for it, okay? She just showed up. But she's showing me visions of – of Lucifer. By Lucifer, I mean Cas, and he looks like crap – like she's really doing a number on him.
***Note, yet again, despite the *connection* Amara/Dean supposedly share, all he can think about and talk about is Cas.
And Amara knows it. That’s the realization she has in 11x18. Dean loves Cas. Then, in 11x21 she realizes Cas loves Dean. So, she uses it to her own ends. Smart girl.
Enter Donatello (I love him), prophet of (not) the Lord. He, Metatron, and Sam set out to rescue Casifer while Dean distracts Amara. If we start with the presumption she now has the prior additional insight, the following snippets of dialogue hit a little different.
AMARA
This place, this world hasn't been especially easy for you. Why not at least consider my offer?
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DEAN
You're right. I am drawn to you. And it bothers the hell out of me, 'cause I can't control it.
AMARA
Then why fight it? What you're feeling is that I am the end of your struggle.
***AHEM, this was not the FACE CUPPING I requested.
What keeps Dean from having it all? What is his struggle? It’s not the monsters or the hunting. Dean’s repeatedly shown he loves this life; he doesn't want anything else (and the one time he did try it in Season 6, it was half-ass at best, and he left the minute Sam returned to go back to hunting). Dean’s KEY struggle in the show is internal. He represses his feelings, pushes his pain aside, resulting in a cycle of self-loathing and anger. That cycle keeps him from having it all - accepting he can be loved, allowing himself to give his heart to someone else. And at this point, Amara not only knows that someone else is Cas, she knows that Cas feels the same way. Girl, welcome to super hell. Take a damn seat by Sam.
11x22: We Happy Few
I’ll skim through this one so this post doesn’t completely make your eyes bleed due to the sheer length.
The splicing with the scenes of everyone assembling different factions to form the new “line-up” needed to trap Amara is excellent. I’ve already done a short post on the brilliance of Dean heading to get Crowley and the ex-boyfriend mood of it all (Dean, of all people, telling Crowley to sober up gives me an ENTIRE head canon of the Crowley/demon!Dean unseen dynamic in Season 10). And of COURSE Dean knows exactly what to say to convince Crowley to get on board. I also enjoy our future Sam-witch as the emissary to Rowena (”three’s a coven” would be a great tattoo, TBH).
BONUS:
I love her.
Big fight scene with Amara ensues, but this isn’t the finale so she cannot be beaten. However, right before she mortally wounds Chuck, she does this:
[Yelling, LUCIFER charges her from behind again, but AMARA flings him hard against a support pillar across the room.]
AMARA
Goodbye, nephew.
[She banishes LUCIFER. CASTIEL slumps unconscious to the floor.]
DEAN: Cas!
(He rushes AMARA, but she flings him away without effort.)
***She banishes Lucifer. She could have just killed him. Ended him entirely, and Cas along with him. But she BANISHES LUCIFER. Because of what she learned in the prior episode. Because of the pain she saw in both of those idiots.
She does this for Dean.
Anyway, thank you Casifer FOR YOUR SERVICE. I miss you already.
11x23: Alpha and Omega
There is nothing more precious than Dean sending his brother to check on GOD while he goes to check on his boyfriend:
DEAN: [Grunting]
Check on him.
SAM: [kneels next to Chuck]
Hey. Chuck?
[Dean kneels down next to Cas and puts a hand on his shoulder. Cas stirs and looks up at Dean]
CAS:
Dean.
DEAN:
Cas? Hey, is that you?
***All the heart eyes for the reunion!!
*********ALSO SHOULDERRRRRRRR
Chuck is dying, Rowena bonds with him. Crowley is gold in this finale. I MISS YOU MARK. This line is NOT in the transcript/script I used, and it potentially being ad libbed makes it even better.
Dean decides to deal with the end of the world by drinking ONE beer, then deciding there is “not enough” beer and grabbing Cas for a beer (and....*feelings*) run.
DEAN:
You know what? This isn't gonna be enough. I better make a run.
[Sighs]
No reason to die sober, huh?
[to Sam]
You want to?
SAM: [frustrated]
No!
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DEAN:
Be right back.
SAM:
I'll stay here, find our Plan B.
DEAN:
Okay. Cas, come on.
Nothing makes me more pleased than the assumption that of COURSE Cas is coming with him. I mean, he just got him back. Also, Sam is frustrated because he is back in super hell, obvi ;)
***Now we have the little “you’re our brother” bit in the Impala beer run dialogue, but to me it’s because Dean doesn’t know how else to express what he’s feeling. Repression, people.
The look of literal PAIN on Cas’s face at the “brother” line makes me cackle. Misha Collins DESERVES AN EMMY; he is doing the Lord’s work with his Acting Choices here.
This little part before is what really gets me though, especially with all of the WORDS OF AFFIRMATION:
[Dean and Cas are driving in the Impala]
DEAN:
How you doing? You good?
I mean, you know, the whole Lucifer thing.
CAS:
I was just... so stupid.
DEAN:
No, no, no. It wasn't stupid.
You were right. You were right to let Lucifer ride shotgun.
Me and Sam wouldn't have done that.
CAS:
Well, it didn't work.
DEAN:
No, but it was our best shot, and you stepped up.
CAS:
I was just trying to help.
DEAN:
Well, and you do help, Cas.
***ITS JUST SO LOVELY. Dean asking Cas how he is doing (what Cas always asks Dean); telling Cas he wasn’t stupid (throwback to Cas telling Dean he was stupid “for the right reasons”); acknowledging that Cas does HELP. That he is important and appreciated. THIS IS SUCH GROWTH. I LOVE IT SO MUCH. Speak his love language, King.
Anyway, then Dean turns into a human bomb because martyr!dean gonna martyr and be “daddy’s (Chuck filling that role here) blunt little weapon” and we get -
THE DESTIEL GOODBYE. Tell me they didn’t actually go canon for the FIRST time here. I will fight you.
LOOK at Cas watching him in the background.
These fucking desolate eyes. I’m crying.
THEY JUST GOT EACH OTHER BACK -
(I recognize this .gif is meh quality but I love that he turns and walks to him and Cas just GRABS him in this crushing hug)
DEAN [accepts the hug good-naturedly but then looks sad]
Okay, okay.
***”good naturedly??? ok Jensen “Acting Choices” Ackles. That is not “good nature” that is BLISS.
AND THEN THIS -
SOBS IN ENOCHIAN.
***I literally had to remind myself that the reunion hug is coming; it’s just an episode away. I’ll make y’all feel better too; here it is - A PERFECT PARALLEL. Curse this show.
MORE OF THIS “GOOD NATURED” HUGGING PLEASE.
Anyways, back to depressing subtext.
DEAN:
Okay, look. I want a big funeral.
All right? I'm talking epic.
Okay? Open bar, choir, Sabbath cover band, and Gary Busey reading the eulogy.
*****This scene lives in my mind rent-free as PROOF 15x20 doesn’t exist.
I can’t skip over further growth in Dean’s goodbye to Sammy.
***He’s being serious. Seasons 1-3 Dean would never have admitted this. I was a blubbering mess at this point.
So, Dean heads to Amara, and the rest of the gang heads to the bar.
CROWLEY:
Your round, Moose.
***I would love an entire bottle episode of Crowley, Sam, Rowena, and Chuck at that bar TBH.
And then, Dean saves the day. BUT NOT by dying and sacrificing himself, letting himself be used as a weapon of mass destruction. No, he fixes the DAMN WORLD by connecting to Amara emotionally, and bringing her and Chuck back together, because he understands that not to be alone is what she really needs; that her own struggle is the same as his - letting in love instead of raging against it and fighting her own need for companionship. Because that’s where ELDEST SIBLING AMARA AND Dean Winchester CONNECT. Amara isn’t in love with Dean. She identifies with Dean. She sees her own feelings in him, her own pain, and that’s why she exorcises Lucifer and saves Cas - FOR Dean. Amara’s just a Dean girl, everyone. And we know Dean girls protect Cas at all costs.
Yup. Amara Dean Girl Darkness Heller.
That’s it. That’s the dissertation.
See you in Season 12, where I will attempt to figure out the reason behind the British Men of Letters, killing Hitler, the brain melt that is Celebrating the Life of Asa Fox, the comedy of errors that is Cas playing Dean hot and cold, and the Mary Winchester of it all.
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Dean’s 2 talks with Mary:
Lemme freak out over this scene before I dissect it line by line. I replayed this stuff a good 10x bc I was so damn elated that Dean stuck up for himself & Mary sure as hell needed to hear these things. Jensen did a phenomenal job. I loved every second of it.
Mary: Just hear me out, please.
Dean: wow, just wow.
Mary: Dean, what the BMOL are doing, what we're doing, it's a better way. Look, I'm not blind to who they are or what they've done but…
Uh yeah actually ya are blind to what they've done bc you don't know all the people they've killed & ignorance isn't an excuse. You got in bed with these guys, you should have looked into 'em. You don't want to know bc it'll mess with what you want.
Sam: When? When did you start working with them?
Mary: Before the lake house. It wasn't Wally. They brought me that case.
Try a lot before the lake house. Y'all were pretty damn cozy by then.
Dean: You were running an errand for the brits, you kept it from us. Cas almost died.
Sam: A hunter got killed.
Mary: You think I don't know? I'm the one who burned his body. I'm the one who told his wife. I watch him die every night.
Dean: Good.
Actually Dean, you ALL almost died. That prince of Hell was abt to take you all out bc of your mom's sticky fingers. Cas was just the one who got seriously hurt. What happened to your explaining, Mary? This shit sounds like defensive justifying your actions, making it abt you & trying to garner sympathy. As Dean said, good. Any guilt you're having is well earned.
*scene intermission *
Mary: I'm doing this for you. I'm playing 3 decades of catch up here.
But what does the former have to do with the latter? Again you're straying from this promised “explanation” & trying to manipulate the convo to gain pity for yourself. And I’ll leave Dean to deal w the 2nd part of that bullshit.
Dean: And we're not? How do you think this has been for us? We're your sons. And you've been gone, our whole lives. You've been gone. You said that you needed time. No, you said you need space. So we gave you ur space, but you didn't need just space, no you needed space from us.
DEAN FUCKING WINCHESTER KEEPING IT REAL
Mary: That's not true. Dean I'm trying...
Ok so ur just gonna totally ignore his question, cool. Dean isn’t gonna push the issue it seems but I still wanna know. How do you think it was for them? Have you even thought abt it? Do you give a shit?
Dean: How about for once you just try and be a mom!
And BOOOOOM there it is!!! Your benefit of the doubt adjustment time was waaaay long enough, mother Mary. Abt damn time someone said it. All the bonus points that it was Dean who got to.
Mary: I am your mother but I am not just a mom & you are not a child.
It's interesting to me here how Mary differs from what Dean said. Dean told her to try being “A” mom, implication being act like a mom/do motherly things. But Mary says I am “YOUR” mother, implication that she birthed them. There's a fuck ton world of difference b/t being a mom (as Dean requests) & being a mother (that Mary answers back with) Birthing children makes you what Mary is defending herself to be. Actually being there for them & loving them is what makes you a mom, what Dean is, perfectly reasonably, asking for.
Now onto the 2nd part which is several levels of ridiculous. Who the hell said anything abt her being JUST a mom? Stop putting words into his mouth. And telling him he isn't a child...now THAT sounds very childish. But again, stop putting words in his mouth. Also how fucking dare you, bitch. You have your beloved John's journal & you KNOW Dean didn't even get that chance when he WAS a child.
Dean: I never was.
THERE IT IS. Thatta boy. Call her on her shit. You’re still being too easy on her, but ur a better person than me so...
Dean: So b/t us & them…
Mary: It's not like that...
Dean: Yeah Mary, it is. And you made your choice. So there's the door.
Oh how much I LOVED him calling her Mary. Being called mom shouldn't be smth just expected no matter what. Bitch hasn't earned that. Gah, ik how much it must have hurt him to do but seeing Dean kick her ass out was satisfying as fuck.
Onto talk 2...
Dean: It's not your job to make my lunch...kiss me at night. We're adults. You're gonna make your own choices even if I don't like 'em. Even if I really really don't like 'em. So that's just smth I'm gonna have to get used to.
Alright, there's a lot to be said abt this. I've seen a lot of anger over “Dean apologizing again” I understand why it's being looked at that way. Don't get me wrong, I'm pissed off abt this dialogue too but I'll get to that. To me, this wasn't an apology in the strict sense of the word. It wasn't him saying he was sorry, it was him laying things out there, making it completely clear what he meant before abt the mom thing. (since apparently she is that dense so he needs to spell it out for her)
Now the reason it infuriates me & why imo it's being dubbed an apology is this; as per fucking every single time it is DEAN who has to be the bigger person. As always it's DEAN who is having to smooth things over. As always it's DEAN putting it out there that he's willing to accept & love someone unconditionally. Don't get me wrong, these are things that make up the big beautiful heart this boy has & I never want him to lose that, but as someone who loves him it PISSES ME OFF. Dean won't be petty so allow me. Why does it always have to be Dean? Why does he always have to swallow the shit? Why does he never get to just freely express his thoughts & feelings w/o needing to back track/suck it up later? Why is it always Dean who has to see & understand everyone else's point of view but nobody bothers to do the same for him? Can't we have that for Dean even ONCE? Of all the times this shit has happened you would think the ONE damn time it could've happened would be from his mother, but no, he can't even have that. So while I don't see it as an 'apology' I'm still just as damn enraged over him even having to give this little speech at all. MARY was in the wrong. MARY should have been the one to patch things up...and not to mention bc who expected Dean to get an I’m sorry but Ima do it anyway; WHERE IS MARY’S I’M SORRY??? HUH? And we’ve had enough damn examples of Dean ‘I will love everyone unconditionally’ Winchester. It’s beyond over damn due that we get some examples of him getting unconditional love back ffs. On the plus side at least Dean still stood his ground that he didn’t like her choice. He won’t do it, but we can give a huge I TOLD YOU SO later when this goes to shit.
Onto a different side of this rant. The fact that what Dean said is just utter nonsense. WHERE did this shit even start? Sam has said similar. I've seen some fandom say similar. The show is obviously trying to push it but WHY. It isn't black & white, all or nothing like the writers are trying to portray it. Oh either Mary is cold, distant, abandons them or she stays home, bakes them cookies & wipes their snot. Where the hell does that reasoning come from? Who even thinks it's reasonable to think that's what Dean would want? It's one of the more asinine things these writers have done & that's on a list of a LOT of competition. They're ridiculous. They're going so far 'this' way to try to show how oh so not sexist they are by having this bad ass career woman, kids be damned, & we are inclusive of the ladies but all it's doing in reality is making Mary look like a cold hearted selfish bitch. Of course she isn't just a mom. Nobody's expecting that. But she isn't even being a mom AT ALL. She's awful & the fact that the show is trying to have the narrative be in HER favor & making her sons just deal w it & see it her way & making THEM seem like the unreasonable ones (mostly Dean) is srsly sending a terrible message to the younger viewers.
Children plz, listen up, you do NOT have to love & accept your parents just bc they're your parents. If they hurt you you have every right to express that & call them out on it. If they disregard your feelings & continue to hurt you, you have every right to show them the door. Parents do NOT have the right to treat you like shit with the justification “I'm your mom/dad so I can treat you however I want & ur supposed to allow it” Blood does NOT make you family. That's complete truth. You DO need to earn that by being there for & loving someone. “They're family, they're supposed to make you miserable” IS WRONG. If 'family' truly makes you miserable it's called a toxic relationship & you need to srsly think abt whether it's worth it to keep the r/s going. If you hope it's salvageable & want to change it then go for it & try but if not then there is nothing wrong with cutting ties with blood family members. As heart breaking as it is, the truth is some of us are born to parents that are lives are better WITHOUT. Allowing them to continue to abuse you, be it mentally or physically, by brushing it off with “they're my mom/dad” can & will cause lasting damage./psych rant.
#supernatural#dean winchester#spn meta#season 12#anti mary winchester#rant#thoughts#12x14#the raid#DEAN DESERVES BETTER#dean needs a hug#my psych brain leaking into the post#writer fail#JENSEN IS A GOD DAMN GIFT TO THIS SHOW#jensen ackles
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15.18 vs 15.20: a two speeches's confrontation
In the last episodes of Supernatural we have two big goodbye-speeches (Cas&Dean's), both leading to a main character's death, with both of them choosing to say goodbye by saying something not strictly about them but more about the person they're leaving behind: Cas talks about Dean, Dean about Sam. And these are two very important moments for the show, Cas and Dean's final moments with us, they should both be monumental, they should both carry the same amount of honesty and raw emotions and the "yeah, this is so right for them" reaction from the audience, but they don't. One works, the other doesn't. At all. Simply as that. But why? What's the big difference between them?
Cas's speech is a gift for them both, it's freedom for him and validation for Dean, it's a moment of truth and growth. It adds something, it doesn't take away. Dean's speech destroys everything, leaves just pain and despair and no hope for the future. Not for Dean, not for Sam.
When Dean is dying and he is speaking to Sam in the barn (10 minutes of a frankly anticlimactic speech they should have used for, you know, call an ambulance maybe?-but whatever) he decides to use his last moments to praise Sam by devaluing himself, destroying years of self-acceptance and character development, years of choosing life and love over trauma and death.
It's a last elogy to Sam and Dean's copendency, copendency they finally managed to resolve in their adult years, building a solid, healthier and more balanced relationship. It's a speech out of time, out of context and out of character. This isn't Dean. This isn't Sam. For the first time ever I almost didn't recognize our boys.
Dean doesn't say I'm proud of us, he says I'm proud of you. He says that his life is meaningless and he's just a burden and he should die because he doesn't deserve a life, but Sam does, he's dying and he tells his brother "this is good, let this happen because without me you can finally have the perfect and happy life only you deserve". He looks at Sam and says "you are the only good thing that I've ever done and now my job is over, there's nothing more for me here and dying is the last thing for me left to do". And... wow. I don't even know where to start. I could feel in my bones how wrong all of this was the moment Dean started speaking the first (and only) time I saw the episode.
Not only the pacing of the scene was someway off, the speech fairly too long and irrealistic for someone who claims that he's dying and there's nothing to do about it, the words flat and empty (remember the beauty of the "there's nothing past or present that I would put in front of you" in Sacrifice? Dean's monologue when Sam first died in season 2? The simple but so so powerful "I'm proud of us" in season 9?). And the really awkward forehead touch that you just know that's not them (Sam& Dean are both pretty psychical with each other in a life and death situation, they hug, they touch their face or their arms, they carry each other, but not that, that's just not their kind of intimacy, and after fifteen years watching them you just know it). Not only all of that, but the horrible and very dangerous truth this story wants to communicate: Dean is tired and is giving up, and Sam lets him.
There's no peace in this scene, no closure, there's just pain, fear, discomfort, self-hate and a death-wish that, in the end, finally wins.
And you can feel that not everyone was on board with this choice. Jensen is an amazing actor, we all know that. He did his best with the material he had, his acting was on point, but his heart wasn't in it. It was obviously an important moment for him, and he did good because Dean deserved a proper goodbye, because Sam&Dean's last scene should have been epic, because he's a damn good actor and he's always professional, but we all know by now that he probably hated this ending, and if he felt even half of the hurt and disappointment we still feel now well, it probably wasn't pretty, it had to hurt and you can see it in his acting.
I didn't cry at all during that moment. And I'm still mad they took that away from me. My favourite character is dying, my favourite show is over and I can't even cry. If you fail to get an emotional response from your more invested fans on your last episode of a 15 years show then you probably did something very very wrong and that's it.
But when Cas is speaking to Dean, he's shining. He speaks with confidence, his words are fearless and yet we have never seen him so open and vulnerable before. He cries but there's strength in those tears, there's joy, there's so much feeling, and you look at him and you cry too, because the intensity of those emotions are just so overwhelming, so raw, so real. He's proud of what he's doing, proud of the courage it took to finally be able to say out loud what he's feeling and how much he loves, how much he adores the man in front of him. He speaks about Dean and he tells him that he's worth it, worth of his love, of everything good this life has to offer. He brings up all Dean's more profound fears and he destroys them one by one, validating him, their bond and the feelings he's showing at the same time. It's beautiful, heartbreakingly beautiful. Such an honest and refreshing moment. Yes, there's sadness, there's pain, but the whole scene, the words, the pacing, how they look at each other, the music, all of this is just right. You can feel it. It's perfect. Cas dies by speaking his truth, freeing himself and them both from the restrains that years of silence brought on them, using this moment to cherish the man he loves, to make him see how much he deserves this adoration, how much his life is worth it, how much their lifes are worth it.
Cas's sacrifice is a choice, he's not saying "I want to die", he's saying "every moment with you was already a gift, I'm happy with just being with you and feel what I feel, but if this is what it takes to save you once again I'll do it in a heartbeat". He doesn't want to dismiss the importance of his life, he celebrates the power and the beauty of such feelings, this confession brings him, brings us, happiness and hope. In the end love (and therefore life) is stronger than Death, stronger than God, stronger than destiny.
It's this love that has saved them, hundreds of times and in a lot of different ways.
And you can feel how much Misha wanted this, how much he believed this was right for Cas, how much heart he put in this performance. How proud they were, artistically speaking, of the execution of this scene. I can see why they fought this hard to make this happen. I can see why Jensen wanted an unedited version of this scene on his phone. This is one of the best piece of writing Supernatural has ever had, and Jensen knows it. He's an amazing actor, he's a director, he has a great artistic mind and he's very smart when it comes to storytelling, what works and what not, not just on screen with his character but also behind the camera. I'm sure he was enthusiastic about this, the possibility of doing something so different and brave, something he knew it was artistically good and so important for the legacy of the show. Of course, how they threat them after this moment is horrible, cruel, disrespectful and unnecessary but I won't talk about it here, not again.
Two monologues, two goodbyes, two episodes apart, same actors and the feeling that you're watching two different shows.
That's what happens when you completely disregard the direction your story is going and all the development your characters went through in favour of senseless plot-twists for drama's sake and an ending coherent with your first season, but guess what? You did other 300 episodes after that, and maybe, maybe something has changed. You don't need shock in your last episode, because shock means unexpected, means a change of direction, and you can't have that when you reached the finish line. Your story is already written, it's already over, the audience knows where it's going and that's okay, because what you need is closure, is that sense of peace and satisfaction it comes with seeing your characters exactly where they should be, dead or alive in this case doesn't matter, it's the how that's important. It's keeping their values intact, following the last steps of their development, being faithful to the very core of the show:
Carry on my wayward son, there will be peace when you're done. Always keep fighting. Family don't end with blood. Team Free Will.
With the 15x18 they nearly did it. It was all there. The final episodes burned all away. Unapologetically, cruelly. An unnecessary and meaningless total mess.
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My Rescue Story
Summary: People can be cruel and judgemental, but they don’t get to see the side of him you see.
Warnings: Fluff, just tooth rotting fluff. Maybe the tiniest bit of angst at the beginning. Language, Jensen being the soft little bean that we all love so much. That’s about it.
Pairing: Jensen Ackles x Reader
Word Count: 1505
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“STOP!” Jensen said, swatting annoyedly at Jared, who was still trying to touch the small hole in the sleeve of his shirt.
The whole crowd roared with laughter as grumpy Jensen gave Jared the best bitch face he could muster. The one he knew everyone loved. The adorable scowl with the pouty lips and the scrunched up face. The one that made him look like Dean no matter how long his hair was, or how full his beard got.
You giggle along with the rest of the crowd as the panel continued along the lines of much of the same lighthearted, tomfoolery, that they always did. Apparently not everyone found it so funny that Jensen was acting especially grumpy on this panel.
One of the handlers, who probably thought that you would never hear her comment over the laughter of the crowd as Jensen and Jared reenacted some story that Jared was telling, made the comment to an older woman standing next to her.
“God, he’s such an asshole. Always in a damn mood.”
The other woman laughed at her friend. They were obviously talking about Jensen, who was currently giving an over-exaggerated grunt as he pulled himself off of the stage floor. The crowd ate it up. They loved it when Jensen acted like that because it reminded them so much of Dean Winchester. Still, these women didn’t seem all that impressed.
“I know, he’s always bitching on stage about something, or he’s acting like a grandpa while Jared is just trying to have a good time. He’s such a fucking killjoy,” she said, walking off the to the corner of the stage to signal the end of the panel to the boys with her friend following close on her heels.
Rob and the band scurried around the stage, singing the last question song with Jensen as Jared helped a younger-looking fan on stage to ask the final question of the panel.
You weren’t really paying attention at this point. Your mind was still stuck on what the handler and her friend had been saying about Jensen.
Jensen and yourself had not been dating very long, maybe around four months, and this was your first convention to have attended. They were still going, even though the show had ended. Which was impressive all on its own. The fandom was amazing, and everyone you had met so far was great, with the exception of a few.
How could they talk about Jensen that way? It was rude and inconsiderate, but more than that it was belligerently wrong.
Jensen and yourself had a bit of an age gap, roughly ten years, but usually, you didn’t even notice it all that much. He wasn’t an asshole by any means. He’d literally give the shirt off his back if he saw someone who needed it more than he did.
He wasn’t grumpy all the time. Hell, he and Jared had just been trying to shock Rob with one of those handheld, gag gift buzzer things before he got on stage. He usually carried such a light with him. He had a way of making everyone around him smile, and if he knew someone was having a bad day, he’d work especially hard to do so.
He in no way was a “grandpa”.
They didn’t know him. They didn’t know your Jensen. So why would they feel they had the right to talk about him in such a way?
You would never understand why certain people made it their life goal to look down on and talk about people, just because they were miserable; and the more you thought about it the more you felt sorry for those two women. They apparently had such a bleak outlook on things if they were going to take Jensen, who is an actor by trade, ACTING on stage for the crowd so seriously!
That’s not Jensen’s real personality, none of that is. It is all for the entertainment of the people that came to see them. Sure, there was some of his true personality mixed in there as well. There were moments when he’d get emotional, or when they would ask a question that hit home with him.
He was human, just like everyone else. Being human means you're imperfect. Jensen, like everyone else, had his flaws, but “asshole” was not one of them.
“Hey Princess, you ready to go head up to our room?” Jensen’s voice intruded on your inner grumbling as he slipped up behind you, and wrapped his arms around your middle.
As soon as the smell of his cologne surrounded you, your anxiety immediately started to fade away, and you leaned back into him, laying your head on his broad shoulder.
You could feel the stares of the handlers that had just been talking so badly about him, but you ignored them.
“Hey you, you don’t want to go get something to eat first?” you quested him, looking up into his piercing green eyes for a moment before he quickly brushed his lips over your own in what really wasn’t a kiss, but more of just a soft little touch that Jensen seemed to love to do when he thought no one was looking.
“Not really, I just want to go upstairs and cuddle with my girl until I fall asleep,” he mumbled, completely ignoring all other people in the room. You knew the longer you both stood there like that, the more attention you will attract. You were sure there would be pictures later of this, but you didn’t care, and neither did Jensen.
This was the real Jensen. Not some grumpy little smart ass on stage, though like everyone Jensen had his moments they were few and far between.
He was the guy you always dreamed you’d find. So loving, and soft. He craved your affection and you craved his. You’d never get enough of him, of this.
You could tell that he was tired. It had been a long flight the night before with layovers due to weather, and then the time zone difference always was a bitch, plus he’d been working nonstop. If he wanted a little cuddle time, how could you deny him that?
See, a relationship is more than just sex. I mean most everyone loves sex, and sex with Jensen was always absolutely phenomenal and mind-blowing. I mean come on, the man was 42 years old, sure, but he had the body of a damn Greek God; and he knew just how to use it.
It was about the tender little touches. It was about the fact that even though he was tired, he wanted to take a shower with you, just to be closer to you. Just so he could take his time pampering you just a little while. It was in the way he held you so close to him as the water sprayed down over his broad back and shoulders, that you could feel his heartbeat through his well-sculpted chest while his finger traced lightly over the wet skin of your back.
It was in the little kisses, and soft brushes of his lips against yours as you lay in the dark hotel room together, nothing between the two of you but skin. Slow, sweet. No needy hurry to get somewhere. Not all teeth and tongue. It was in the lazy way his lips moved slowly against your own, stealing away your breath as well as your heart.
It was in the way his hands barely moved over your skin while your hands brushed their way through his hair. His fingers played with little patterns that only he could see across the exposed skin of your shoulder. Every little touch made your heart feel like it could fly out of your chest, and flutter around the room.
The way he looked at you. As if you were his everything, his entire world! He could have anyone, but he’d chosen you.
Time like this, just time spent together. That’s what really felt like it drew you closer together. Connecting your very souls. Time falling asleep in each other's arms with his warm breath fanning over across your neck as his breathing became deeper and more even. You let your eyes wander over his freckle dusted skin. His face was soft, and his features relaxed, more relaxed right now than you’d seen him be in at least a week.
This was him, your Jay. The soft, loving, painfully handsome man that had the biggest heart you had ever seen in anyone.
He was your rescue story, and he didn’t even know it. He saved you from yourself. He saved you from the self-loathing, and self-doubt, showing you that you were beautiful. He showed you that you could be strong and that you were special. You probably wouldn’t be here today if it wasn’t for him.
So let those people think what they wanted too, they didn’t get to see what you saw. Your Jay, your world, your heart. Your rescue story.
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Supernatural Star Jensen Ackles Is Ready for What’s Next. Are You?
When it was announced that beloved CW series Supernatural was ending after 15 years, fans were crushed. But there's plenty to look forward to before saying goodbye. Here the show's star opens up about the “beautiful” final episodes, his next move, and how he finally got his hands on Baby.
By Emily Tannenbaum
October 14, 2020
Jensen Ackles’s Supernatural journey began and ended with a road trip.
Fifteen years ago Sam and Dean Winchester (played by Jared Padalecki and Ackles, respectively) began their drive across the country in a jet-black 1967 Chevy Impala, hunting monsters, demons, and, eventually, God himself. Ackles was 26 years old at the time (the same age as the James Dean–like figure he portrays on the CW series), single, and coming off a steady career on TV, including a popular role on Days of Our Lives.
The actor is now 42 years old and just finished filming the 15th and final season of Supernatural after the coronavirus pandemic shut down production for several months. To mark the occasion, he did what Dean would do: He took a road trip. But this time things looked a little different and not just because he lacked monster-killing weapons and the iconic Impala.
“It was a sprinter van,” he tells me, back at home in Austin, after driving to the East Coast with his wife, One Tree Hill actor Danneel Harris Ackles, and their three young children. And instead of fighting the forces of evil along the way, he questioned what life might look like without the show that's been a vital part of his identity for a decade and a half.
“I needed to get back home and start figuring things out and start unpacking my life that's been in Vancouver for 15 years,” he says. “What's the next move? Where am I headed next? What interviews am I going to do? Luckily, my wife was like, ‘Stop. Can you just take a breath for a minute and play with your kids on the beach?’”
So he did. But now he’s back, talking to me over Zoom with his new, prized commissioned drawing of Winchester brothers’ smashed-up Impala behind him (a gift from his wife by artist Alessandro Paglia), trying to put into words what it feels like to leave behind a 15-year legacy.
“How have you changed in the last 15 years?” he asks me. Well, I've watched a lot of Supernatural, to be honest.
Existentialism aside, Ackles is clearly ready for his next act, even if the show's massive, fervent fandom—known as the SPN Family—may not be. Back in March 2019, Ackles, Padalecki, and their costar Misha Collins devastated diehards when they announced they'd be ending the series on their own terms after more than 300 episodes. A bit of good news is that fans will still have the conventions that honor the show and cast meet-ups that take place all over the world. Eventually.
“I love how big it's gotten and how we feel like a traveling circus going from town to town,” Ackles says. “Obviously, we'll have to wait until we're all allowed to gather in large crowds again, but I think as soon as we can start going to concerts and festivals and movie theaters, we'll start those back.”
For now Ackles is preparing for his life beyond Dean Winchester, which includes his anticipated role as the first-ever superhero in season three of Amazon Prime Video's The Boys, as well as a new production company he's starting with his wife. He filled me in on all that, how the Supernatural finale changed due to COVID-19 restrictions, and, of course, how he got his hands on the iconic 1967 Chevy Impala—which he drove to Starbucks the morning of our call.
Glamour: I almost don’t know how to ask you how it feels to end a life-changing, 15-year project like Supernatural.
Jensen Ackles: I understand how rare it is and that it's a bit of a unicorn to have a show that runs this long and to be as intensely part of it as I have. I mean, you've got procedural dramas—you know, Law & Order and stuff—but a lot of those casts come and go. To have the same two leads in every single episode for 15 years, I think, is a pretty rare feat. So I'm proud that we did it. That was really the overwhelming feeling when we filmed our last day and our last scene. It wasn't a mourning process; it was more of a proud moment of “Look at what we've done.”
The finale of Supernatural was already planned before COVID hit. Did anything in the last two episodes have to change because of filming restrictions?
We had to drop some ideas we had for the final episode, but it didn't change the story. We were supposed to have a lot of familiar faces come back, and we were going to try to filter them into a montage. It was going to be almost a break from the story and a look at how far we've come—a little tip of the hat to the fans—and we would all be able to celebrate together. Obviously, we couldn't do that. So that part of the finale episode got nixed. But the story and how it ends up, that stayed the same.
You’ve been talking about wanting Dean’s Chevy Impala, Baby, for literally years now. Did you get it?
I've wanted it since the second episode. I was like, “Wait a second. What's going to happen to this car when it's over?” I've been angling to get that car since literally season one. I was thinking, Why wouldn't they give me the car?
Then as the years went on, I thought, Oh, I'm gonna have to fight for this now. So I kept seeing if I could put it in my contract, like for years and years, and the studio, the producers were like, “Don't worry, don't worry about it.” Wink. I was like, “Yeah, you say that now.” So, in my last contract that we had, I didn’t ask for a bigger trailer; I didn’t ask for more money or more time off or anything. I said, “I want the car.”
That car is sitting about 40 feet from me and my garage. I actually drove it to Starbucks this morning and picked up some coffee.
Your wife, Danneel, has been appearing on Supernatural since season 13. Do you two have any plans to continue acting together?
We've got a company now, Chaos Machine, and we're starting to produce things together. So it'll be a more of a producing team as opposed to an on-camera duo. That’s the thing with this industry...you never know where the roads may lead or what’s just around the corner. But she and I love that. And we certainly love a challenge.
You two already run a brewery, Family Business Beer Company, together while raising a seven-year-old and three-year-old twins. How do you work together as husband and wife versus as business partners?
Very similarly actually. Divide and conquer.
Speaking of behind-the-scenes roles...you’ve directed five episodes of Supernatural. Any plans to direct Jared Padalecki's new show, Walker?
I would absolutely love to, but with my new gig on The Boys, I don’t know if I’m going to be able to. We're trying to figure out scheduling.
They're in the midst right now of building my costume for The Boys, which is a custom-built superhero suit. That is way more intense than I anticipated, which is cool. But I have to literally be in L.A., like, every two weeks for the next three months. I think it's six fittings and they're each like three- to four-hour fittings. They're literally molding things to my body, so it's intense.
What will be on your playlist for you to listen to while they mold things to your body?
Actually, funny enough, that was the first thing they asked me. Laura Jean Shannon, the costume designer, she says this is important because every superhero [she’s worked on] has a type of music. So she was like, “What would Soldier Boy listen to?”
To be fair, the first time we see him, it's World War II. So we're talking the ’40s. So we listened to big band and swing the whole first day.
In addition to your new projects, you’ve also been posting a lot about Black Lives Matter this summer—from handing out supplies at a protest to giving over your social media accounts to Black activists and politicians. What have you learned?
Looking at my kids and being a father, I’m thinking, Wow, what kind of world are they gonna have? So I've started to listen a little more and I've started to want to understand other people's experiences so that I can make a better choice about the actions I take. I've gotten pushback—[in the past] even I've looked at actors using their platform to be political and been like, “You know, nobody needs to hear that. Just do your movies and do your show. You're not a politician.”
But I've now learned that, no, you've been given a platform now with social media. And even before that, when you would give an interview to a publication, there's a voice there that is yours and you get to choose how you use that. And I think that's a responsibility that people need to take seriously. So I’ve tried to do it as inclusively as possible.
Before I let you go, please tell me what fans can expect from the final episodes?
I've said a few times that the second-to-last episode really feels like the season finale and that the final episode feels like a series finale. The series finale, episode 20, is this beautiful throwback to the whole show—to what it was, what it has been, and what it is today.
Okay, one more! What’s the creepiest thing that’s happened to you on set, in honor of spooky season?
Anything that's kind of been paranormal or supernatural? I think that they stay away. If that stuff was to happen, it's not going to happen on our set because we've got too many tools to take them down.
If your lore is correct, that is...
Right? That's true. [Laughs.] Oh, it was pepper, not salt? Damn it!
Supernatural airs Thursdays at 8 p.m. E.T. on the CW. This interview has been edited for clarity.
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SPN 15x13 “Destiny’s Child” Reaction
Guys this episode KILLED ME i loved it SO MUCH HOLY CRAP
Spoilers for Supernatural season 15 below but holy crap y’all, GO WATCH THIS EP XD
Wow this then and now is just nostalgia lane huh
WHAT THE HECK
OH MY GOD DID THAT JUST HAPPEN
THAT CAR
THE MAN BUN
THE SHOES
THE FIST BUMP
OH MY GOD
BILLIE
I freaking love Billie she is a gift to supernatural every time she comes on screen I’m just like YAAASSSSSS
This Billie/dean snarkiness tho
“Who’s gonna take over, Jack?” *jack pops bubble* “yeah probably not*
This one feels so familial I love it!!!
Danieel in the House!!!!!
Is she wearing a dress over a sweater I love her
OH MY GOD JENSEN SAYING HES BETTER LOOKING THAN GOD TO HIS WIFE IS PERFEFTION
RUBY WHAT THE HECK
RUBY AND JO ARE CROWLEY AND AZIRAPHALE
OH MY GOOOOODDDD GEEEEENNNNNNNNNN
I LOVE THIS SO MUCH
OF COURSE ITS IN HELL
OH MY GOD I AM NOT OVER THIS LIKE I KNEW IT WAS COMING AND ITS STILL JUST DAMN I LOVE THIS SO MUCH GEN AND DAN AND JENSEN AND JARED ALL TOGETHER IN THE SPN VERSE IS PERFECTION AND GOD I NEED A SPIN-OFF SERIES OF JO AND RUBYS ANTICS NOW HOLY CRAP CHRISTMAS CAME EARLY MY SKIN IS CLEARED I LOVE THIS SO MUCH
not gonna lie that flashback scene of Ruby’s death kinda did stab by heart tho
hers too lmao
BUT OTHERWISE IM IN MCFREAKIN LOOOOVEEEE
omg all that takeout food tho #confirmed jacks a Winchester
Jack and Cas bonding I love it
SAM WITCH YAS THANK YOU
THE DORK WINCHESTERS ARE BACK YAS
So they’re just in hell now gosh remember when this was a big deal and now it’s just like “welp sure we have a vacation home there”
even the demons are done
CAS NO DONT GO TO THE EMPTY
CAS AND RUBY AND MEG ALL TOGETHER AUGH
“I’m far from happy” #mood
Is that Bobby’s flask
Cas no don’t go to the empty!!! What the heck I guess there’s just no holds barred anymore that’s fine okay sure yeah okay
YEAH WHAT COULD POSSIBLY GO WRONG LEAVING THE SOULESS NEPHILIM IN CHARGE OF CAS’ DEATH AND SAM AND DEAN IN HELL
WORST PLAN EVER
DEAN THATS YOUR WIFE
I AM HAVING SO MANY FEELINGS YALL AUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
MEG?!???!?!?!??
I CANNOT WAIT FOR THE SPN KIDS TO ALL WATCH THIS EP TOGETHER LATER ON
MY BRAIN CANT HANDLE THIS WOW
“am I still an idiot” “well yeah”
“I have a dumb idea”
ROCK PAPER SCISSORS AUGH MY HEART
witch Sam DOES things to me I’m tellin’ ya
FAKE SAMS FACE AT THE BEER
“WE GET PAID FOR HUNTING MONSTERS” “YOU WHAT”
Gooooollllldddeeeeeeeeen
HUNTER CORP I NEED ANSWERS SHIT SHIT SHIT SPN ARE YOU TRYING TO KILL ME
JARED BEING PISSY WITH HIMSELF
JENSEN BEING A DIVA WITH HIMSELF
I FUCKING LOVE THIS AUGHHH
THAT IS NOT ALTERNATE DEAN AND SAM THATS JUST JARED AND JENSEN TAKING THE PISS ROFL🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
ooooooo crap I hate hellhounds
HIS PINKY IN THE AIR
MY HAIR IS SACRED DAMN STRAIGHT
I NOW WANT TO INTRODUCE ALL OTHER FANS TO THIS SHOW VIA THIS EP
TREATING JACK LIKE A PUPPY “NO SPIT IT OUT”
DEANS FACE OF HORROR WHEN HE ATE IT LOL
They are parents arguing over their child lol
aw jack baby no
DORK WINCHESTERS TOOK BABY FOR A JOYRIDE DEAR LORD
JACK HAS HIS SOUL AGAIN YES
#supernatural#spn#supernatural season 15#destiel#sam winchester#dean winchester#castiel#jack kline#spoilers for supernatural
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New Year (A Review)
I wrote a lot last year. More than I’ve ever written in any one year before. So on this New Year’s Day, I’m going to take a look back on 2019. For science.
To preface, in 2018 I transitioned from BioWare fanfiction to Supernatural fanfiction after finishing a massive 150k Dragon Age Modern AU fic. Prior to that though, in the summer of 2017, I started outlining The End. Over the last two years, I’ve been outlining and writing that book. It’s going to be a Death-of-the-Author/Fix-It fic. I’m definitely looking forward to getting back to that in 2020.
And by getting back to that, I mean actually writing it again.I put in minimal time on that piece at the end of 2018 and throughout 2019 for a number of reasons. I had a baby in November of 2018. Then I signed up for what felt like a thousand SPN Bingos, of which I only finished two. I also offered up two lots in the 2019 Fic-Facer$ Auction. And then I still had to write my Fic-Facer$ lot from 2018. I didn’t get nearly as much done as I would have liked but here’s a summary.
SPN Kink Bingo 2019 - All twenty-five squares filled, so many of which pushed me from my comfort zone, discovered new ships (hello, Ruby/Abbadon!), and tried my hand at different styles of writing. Some favorites:
Killer Queen - Where I discovered my love for Ruby/Abbadon, and was incredibly proud of my healthy (albeit graphic) depiction of a BDSM relationship.
Holy Smoke - Oh Saileen. My favorite canon-character ship.
Unconventional - This is one of my favorites from last year. I had a blast writing this J2 x Reader RPF series.
Dazed and Confused - When I offered up my free space for Kink Bingo to my followers for a request, I received the ask for a submissive Dean/Reader fic. And I went completely perfectly overboard.
Poison - Of course I can’t leave out my OC, Elizabeth Andersson, and some dominant Dean.
Cover You In Oil - Follow up to Poison
Rocket Queen - Okay, I’ll admit, I’m a slut for the F/M/M threesome. Sabriel is also a guilty pleasure ship for me. Tossing in my OC Natalie Murphy, my imagination ran wild.
SPN Fluff Bingo 2019 - Again, I filled all twenty-five squares, and had an absolute blast writing these. It was a really nice break after writing a metric shit ton of smut. More faves:
There’s Something Strange - This is easily my favorite thing I wrote all year. I struggled with the idea of an Author AU for weeks. Sam was the author for a while. Then Dean. Then Castiel. Then I finally came to the conclusion that the reader should be the author. Because meta. There are all sorts of pop culture references in this story, from Ghostbusters to Harry Potter to Dungeons and Dragons to Betrayal at the House On the Hill to Mansions of Madness. I hold this piece so close to my heart and loved how it turned out.
Anyway, Here’s Wonderwall - Greek God AU? How the hell do you do that? Easy. Sam is the god of the underworld and his eternal love visits him to ensure the change of seasons in the mortal realm.
Photograph - Superhero AU. Ugh. AUs are a damn struggle for me! But I am so happy with how this one turned out.
Have a Drink On Me - Business AU. This is almost canon-divergent. What if they’d never got into hunting? Sam and Dean start a bar. Platonic Fluff is always welcome here.
Secret Agent Man - Spy AU. I bent the rules a bit and went more with a hitman John Wick style world for Sam and Natalie.
Dead or Alive - Biker AU. I know I say I struggle with AUs but all of my favorite fluff pieces were AUs! And this one was especially fun!
About half way through the year I realized I wasn’t going to finish all the bingos I signed up for earlier in the year. So here’s what I got done for the others:
SPN Heaven and Hell Bingo 2019 - A truly challenging bingo, I struggled with so many of these squares. But, of the ones I finished in 2019, here’s my faves:
Yesterday’s Son - Apocalypse. I wrote this the day the guys announced the show was going to end with Season 15.
Hallowed Be Thy Name - Escaping Hell. A fun time-lapse piece on Dean’s time in Hell and his escape.
SPN Broment Bingo 2019 - Brotherly moments. I always need more of those.
Let It Be - Father’s Day. Tough topic, especially right after losing their mom again.
Here In My Car - They’ve always known Baby would be there for them.
That’s it for bingos. I flaked out on a couple others at the end of the year. Just didn’t have the time because, on top of those, I wrote three commissions for Fic-Facer$.
Rx: Physical Therapy - For the 2018 auction, I began posting this in January of 2019. The winning bidder requested a doctor AU Destiel fic. In this story, Castiel Novak is a surgeon and Dean Winchester is a physical therapist. I very much enjoyed writing this, but it took me a long time to get into it. It was my first steps in the Destiel ship, too.
Stuck In the Middle With You - I offered up two lots for the 2019 auction. This was the first. I did not post this to Tumblr. The winning bidder requested a cuckold threesome featuring his wife/Dean/Castiel while he (the bidder) watched. He gifted this piece to his wife. It is a male reader perspective.
Cowboys and Angels - For my second lot, @castielscarma and I talked a good bit before she requested this from me. And given all the other writing projects I had, she has graciously and patiently waited for me to get to this until the end of the year. It’s almost finished.
And here’s a few random things I wrote:
The Prophecy - A follower challenge.
Merry Christmas, Ya Filthy Animals - A Fluffy Christmas challenge piece.
That’s everything! It comes out to a grand total of
201,081 Words
posted for the year.
A giant thank you to @atc74 for all your time beta’ing and listening to me freak out about insane shit. Another thank you to @just-another-busy-fangirl for running bingos so damn smoothly despite all the Tumblr fuckery. And a giant thank you to all my readers. I cannot thank you enough for all of your wonderful comments, replies, squeeing, likes, and reblogs. You are truly wonderful.
Happy New Year!
The Whole Thang:
@atc74 @hannahindie @bevans87 @meganwinchester1999 @oneshoeshort @jonogueira @andkatiethings @elfinmox @princessofthefandomrealm @just-another-busyfangirl @jmekitchens @81mysteriouslyme @dolphincliffs @seenashwrite @canadianspnhunter @meowmeow-motherfucker @staycejo1 @hobby27 @pretty-fortune @mypopculturediva @fanfictionjunkie1112 @sandlee44 @4llmywr1tings @claitynroberts @maddiepants @donnaintx @blackeyedangel9805 @rainflowermoon @winchesterprincessbride @lazinessisalliknow @the-is13 @waywardafgrandma @keymology @sister-winchesters99 @amanda-teaches @amandamdiehl @onethirstyunicorn @spnbaby-67
Sam’s Sasstresses (Jared):
@karouwinchester
Dean’s Dames (Jensen):
@supernatural-jackles @jerkbitchidjitassbutt @akshi8278
There’s Something Strange:
@peridottea91 @amanda-teaches
Unconventional:
@wayward-and-worn @evansrogerskitten @squirrelnotsam @jerkbitchidjitassbutt @pink1031 @aomi-nabi @heavensheadbitch @amandamdiehl @thatonecurlygirl @deans-baby-momma @crookedslimecreatorpasta @stoneyggirl
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Wincest - ABO fics
Omega!Sam
Love Bites by DarkSammyProdigy02
*Finished* 10 chapters
A demon hell-bent on snatching psychics, a hunter on a “God-given” mission, having to run for dear life, being captured and forced to participate in a fucked-up gladiator fight - These are the things that bring alpha Dean Winchester and omega Sam Singer together. But, the two will learn through thick and thin that no matter what people say... love bites.
like cinnamon and ginger by savorvrymoment
*Finished* 3 chapters
Dean closes the distance between them on instinct, lays his hand on Sam’s back and rubs between his shoulderblades. His smell is strong from so close, though not the same heat-scent Dean remembers, and it’s not just a mix of sick and unhappy omega Dean can smell. No, Sam’s no longer cloyingly sweet, but rather settled into something softer, velvety and musky. No longer lush and fertile, Dean realizes. And of course, Sam’s thirty-nine years old; on top of that, his brother’s body has been through the wringer over and over and over again. It’s probably why he hasn’t been cycling for years now, and Dean’s not sure why he’s having another heat again out of nowhere—maybe one last stand before the hormones and pheromones start giving out entirely—but here they are…
Sam The Omega (part 1)
The Werewolf Book (part 2) by Sparxgirl
*Finished* 18 chapters & 13 chapters
Sam and Dean find a case close by, the killings are obviously that one of a werewolf. The strain on their bond after everything that had happened seemed to be solved and everything seemed as good as it was before. Until the pack turns out to have the alpha, Sam is kidnapped and Dean can't seem to get through his skull that not all monsters are the supernatural. After the events of 'Sam The Omega' have taken place Sam finds out that the book his brother so desperately wanted may hold the reason why the wolves kidnapped him in the first place. During his recovery Sam struggles with everything and it is not easy on his mind and body, a lot has happened in the past year and a half his brother kept him prisoner. His mind is wrecked and what he thought he knew is no longer useful. And then there is this weird encrypted book. And a person that knows way more than they're letting on.
Of Wolf and Man (part 1)
Welcome home (part 2) by Merenwen76
*Finished* 7 chapters & 1 chapter
„I told you so and you!“ Dean looked up at Sam. “Damn it’s like a fucking joke: Two hunters go to a Werwolf wedding!“
Set 4 weeks after the main story. Sam and Dean are trying to adjust to new living conditions.
The Art Of Persuasion by Anonymous
*Finished* One Shot
Toni Bevell is an expert at getting people to tell her things she wants to know, but so far Sam Winchester has proved resistant. But when she learns Sam is with pup, another plan forms. If she is Sam’s alpha....he’ll tell her everything. All she has to do is make it so.
Out Of Bounds by Anonymous
*Finished* One Shot
It’s only been a short time since Dean finally mated Sam, but since then his brother’s been a total nightmare. Dean just can’t figure out why. Is Sam tired of him already? Is something else wrong? Help from a friend sets him on the right track, and then all he has to do is give Sam the attention he’s been craving.
Conversion Therapy by Casey679
(Last updated Jan 20, 2020) 24 chapters
Sam walks out after a fight with John, only to encounter an aggressive group of alphas. After he beats them soundly in a fight, they turn the tables and force him through a barbaric "bitching" ritual to turn him omega. John and Dean must now find a way to get Sam to behave like a "proper" omega, under the threat that Sam could be taken away, publicly humiliated and/or assigned to some other alpha. Sam resists, because he's still the same competent hunter he always was and he doesn't see why he should be treated differently. It all comes down to a painful-drawn out battle of wills between John and Sam against a ticking clock that will bring ramifications none of them expect. The Winchester family dynamics will have to shatter and be rebuilt from the ground up if the three of them are to come through this crisis intact.
And My Baby Makes... by DWImpala67
*Finished* One Shot
Written for Spnkinkmeme bingo 2020 Nothing, just Sam and Dean having passionate sex...only Dean gets overboard with the idea of finally getting to breed Sam.
Mated and Matched by Brokenlittleboy
*Finished* One Shot
Sam and Dean are forced to mate due to a sex spell during a hunt. Things are not pretty after Mary finds out and discovers Sam is pregnant.
The Beginning of a Golden Age by Kissmewinchester
*Finished* One Shot
Sam wants to go to college, like the mundanes do, before settling down, but John, who’s Pack Alpha, doesn’t approve. These are the chain of events that folllow.
Born Omega by Writelikethat
*Finished* 16 Chapters
In a world with Alphas, Omegas and Betas, people live their lives connected to a pack. But every once in a while, an omega will be born to human parents and when the time comes the Omega will be in search of a pack. Everyone wants to take in the Born omega with a pure line to their roots, and this time is no different. Sam has grown up, unaware of what his status means to those around him. Dean is a grown up Alpha with a good life, but with a limited future because of his unmated status. The new omega is stirring with Dean's set view of his life.
Make a Good Omega Out of You by Multishippinglover
*Finished* One Shot
Prompt: That last Omega!verse prompt inspired me. May I request an AU of the AU that last Anon set up where instead of escaping to Stanford Sam was mated to Dean before he could get away and like a good Omega Sam follows him on hunting trips when John goes missing. But one day Sam finally snaps and yells and scratches and all that and Dean decides it's time to give him an educational night on how Omegas should be; Sam can't fight back well because John belived Omegas shouldn't hunt and never taught him.
That's My Omega by Jld71
*Finished* One Shot
Sam has always known he was Dean’s omega and his mate. It just seemed that Dean didn’t feel the same way about him. That was until another alpha showed interest in him.
Sam's Inner Omega by TammyRenH
*Finished* One Shot
There are two sides to every Omega; the side that wants to be cuddled and pampered. And the side that wants to be pinned down and fucked roughly like a bitch in heat.
Soul Searching by kansaskissedlips
*Finished* One Shot
It's taken a long time to manifest, but Sam discovers that he's an omega at the most inconvenient of times.
How An Omega Should Be by multishippinglover
*Finished* One Shot
dark wincest with omega!sam being forcibly mated to alpha!dean by traditionalist alpha!john (with dean in full agreement) but sam escapes to stanford But, dean manages to find him and he's not too happy so he shows sam how an omega is 'supposed' to be by noncon knotting and reclaiming and that's the real reason sam leaves with dean to go hunting again
Joy Taken, Gifts Given by Katlover98
*Finished* One Shot
After Dean comes back from Purgatory he is never not pissed off at his mate, Sam. Sam had abandoned him to go play house with a Beta. What Dean doesn't know is that Sam is keeping a secret from him and it could be that Sam has suffered more than Dean knows while he was stuck in Purgatory.
Odd One Out by hunter_king
*Finished* 6 chapters
Dean cares about Sam. He cares about him a lot. And John is worried that Dean cares for Sam a little too much.
First Heat by hunter_king
*Finished* One Shot
When Sam presented as an Omega on his 13th birthday, his father quickly put him on suppressants. Now, at the ripe age of 35, Sam experiences his first heat.
The Claiming by TammyRenH
*Finished* 8 chapters
When Sam saves Dean rather than killing Michael, the hunters from the tear decide that he no longer deserves to be a leader, or an Alpha. Through magical means, two of the others painfully change Sam from an Alpha to an Omega. There is a claiming competition where several Alphas fight for the right to claim Sam, but at the last moment Dean (and Baby) come in and save the day - but he still has to claim Sam, or someone else will.
Incognito by deanandsam (J2 fic)
*Finished* 17 chapters
Jensen is a rich TV producer, who's no longer happy with his lifestyle . He's also an Alpha in search of his mate.
Somethin’ Like Soulmates by Chuchiwan
*Finished* 60 chapters
Sam is an Omega who is the furthest thing from the “typical omega” concept. He’s tall, muscular, and has trained himself to not be submissive. He has been living as beta for so long, hiding his true nature, that he has isolated himself from forming any form of relationship. Dean has been trying to stay afloat for years. But a shattered family past has left him numb to the idea that someone might actually like him or that it’s okay for him to like someone. Something like fate keeps pushing these two together and it starts to become clear that they just might be meant for each other.
At Dawn A New Sun Rises by rhyaenv
*Finished* 3 chapters
Since he presented as an alpha at fourteen, Sam’s always felt a disconnect with his dynamic. He’s kept it a secret from most, along with a few other things—especially from Dean. One night Sam wakes up alone in an alley with no idea how he got there, only to discover the following day that he’s not an alpha anymore—he’s an omega. Now everything Sam’s tried to keep hidden slowly starts to unravel.
Be A Good Omega by multishippinglover
*Finished* One Shot
AU where alpha dean is a demon and one day he blindfolds 18yo omega sam and knots him while mary and john try to stop him he uses his demon powers to prevent them from moving
Heat of the Moment by lotrspnfangirl
*Finished* One Shot
Sam sets out to prove his father and brother wrong. He’s not some knot slut, unable to control himself simply because he’s in heat. He’s in complete control. At least, until it comes to his brother.
Lien on my soul by cillasstuff
*Finished* 8 chapters
Sam watched his dream of Dean becoming his Omega die at the hands of Metatron, or so he thought. The MoC allowed his brother to be returned, but it wasn’t Sam’s Dean who came back from the dead. In his brother’s body was a demon who took what he wanted and he wanted Sam…
Love Me Please by addictiontofiction
*Finished* 8 chapters
Sammy loves and hates school. He loves to learn, but hates his classmates. It's just like Sammy loves and hates Dean. Dean is the most oblivious Alpha he's ever met. Maybe he's oblivious because they've just been so close for this long, but Dean never seems to scent Sam's distress or need- at least it doesn't look like it. And Sammy doesn't understand, all he knows is he wants Dean to love him the way he loves Dean.
Damn Witches by wonderussam
*Finished* 2 chapters
After a hunt, Sam starts to go into heat after touching a cursed object. Dean helps.
House of Wolves by gothpandaotaku
*Finished* One Shot
Dean never imagined that the puppy he found when he was four would turn out to be a werewolf, or his mate.
Everything Always Falls Apart by sp00kyskeletons (TRIGGER WARNING)
*Finished* 4 chapters
“I miss the time it was you, Dad and me. Where we were all happy, where I wasn’t pushed out, where you paid attention to me, where you would actually sit down and talk. Not just ignore me and focus on Cas.” Sam said to himself, having no idea if Dean heard it. Walking into his bedroom he slammed the door, locking it, before sinking down to his knees, not even trying to mask the sobs that left his mouth. Maybe soon it would be his time to hit the vein and bleed to death behind his locked door, or swallow the pills in the bathroom and just die. No more suffering, no more pain. He would be dead, finally. All Sam was, was an emotional wreck.
Beautiful ... in a way a forest fire is beautiful by Sanshal
*Finished* One Shot
Dean goes to get Sam at Stanford and is surprised to find out that his alpha brother is now an omega... and has a pup. Unfortunately, tragedy strikes the Winchester family again and now Dean's got two dependents in tow and he still doesn't know where his dad is. He could marry Sam off or claim him for himself, but he can't stay unmated - taking an unmated omega on the road is asking for trouble. And worst of all, his little brother is now everything he never let himself fantasize about when they were growing up.
Just Submit by orphan_account
*Finished* One Shot
The cure failed; Dean is a demon for good. Sam can't bring himself to kill him, not now that Dean has gotten him pregnant. Now all Dean wants is submission - can Sam bring himself to submit to this new version of his brother?
I Like The Disease by multishippinglover
*Finished* One Shot
Based loosely during the scene when Dean was after Sam in the Bunker during Soul Survivor after I had seen the promo for the episode, and with a/o/b added to the mix.
Fields Of Jasmine by BruisedBloodyBroken
*Finished* 37 Chapters
Dean is an ex-hunter, working as a mechanic on the salvage of his surrogate-father Robert Singer, from Monday to Friday, 9-5, sometimes overtime. He quit hunting after a severe injury to his right calf and hip. He built a small house behind Bobby's where he's living. One day, a young man runs in front of his car, who's chased by a vampire. Something that will irrevocably change his life forever.
Never Too Late by Amanda_Yates
*Finished* 10 chapters
Dean Winchester is forced into an arranged marriage to Sam Campbell by his family, two years down the road Dean is still stubborn about not claiming his mate and living completely separate lives as he wants nothing to do with Sam. Right when Sam is finally giving up on him Dean finds himself intrigued for the first time and let’s hope he’s not too late to grab onto Sam before he bails.
Heart of Darkness by Lodovicus
(Last updated Aug 21, 2015) 8 chapters
Dean Winchester has just come back from hell. Something isn't quite right, Dean is scared, but Sam is trying to stay strong for the both of them while keeping his demon blood habit hidden from Dean. Story diverges from the shows plot right from the beginning of Season 4.
Equals by multishippinglover
*Finished* One Shot
Omega!Sam getting hit on by an alpha while Alpha!Dean is away for a moment. The alpha hitting Sam when he ignores him.
Mate (Part 1)
Voice (Part 2)
Heat (Part 3) by multishippinglover
*Finished* One Shots
omega!sam and alpha!dean who leave in a society where omegas have become more and more controlled and they have a law that says that an omega above certain age can't be mateless, and well sammy is older and the want to force sam to mate a stranger, and the only way to prevent it is that dean mates him first, even though sam doesn't want a mate, and dean feels guilty because he always wanted sam
how their dinamics would change
sam experiencing his first heat
My Omega (part 1)
Fill and Breed (part 2) by multishippinglover
*Finished* One Shots
alpha!demon dean and omega!angel sam and how dean has been trying to corrupt sam for centuries now but sam wants to remain pure, until one day he finds sam and giving him a little of his blood induces sam into heat and sam can't help wanting dean?
more alpha!demon Dean and omega!angel Sam
Help From Alpha by multishippinglover
*Finished* One Shot
Alpha/Omega Sam and Dean mpreg
Sticks and Stones by itsoundslikeabadjoke
*Finished* One Shot
Dean was an incredible mate, always near, loving and protectful, beautiful and amazingly attentive to Sam’s needs. In the deepest part of the younger brother’s heats, Dean would force him to slow down and enjoy what was being given to him. Which is why Sam was so confused when, nearing the end of one of his heats, Dean decided to listen to his pleas and take him as he wanted to be.
Beauty Of The Beast by Cozy_coffee
*Finished* One Shot
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The Lycan Vessel by DevilsDontFlyButJustYouWatchMeTry (KissMyAssButt67)
*Finished* One Shot
In which Dean and Sam are werewolves. Dean is the alpha who doesn't want to hurt his brother, Sammy is the boy who just wants Dean. They're in love, John's still an ass. Dean would never hurt Sammy, and Sammy causes trouble as per usual.
Orion by hellhoundsprey
*Finished* One Shot
(From Sam’s pov) You are supposed to stay pure. (Sam is 17. Dean is 21.)
The Wolf You Feed
The Wolf You Choose by orphan_account
*Finished* 2 chapters, 2 chapters
Sam and Dean are expert hunters, in their own way. So of course they know everything about werewolves, about their weaknesses and the best way to send them to Purgatory. Dean knew not to get bit. He didn't know of the possessive hunger that came with getting bitten.
It's been a week since Sam presented as an Omega, after Dean had bit his ass, and he wasn't sure how to feel about it. The sex was great. The constant submission? Not so much. And now they were back to hunting and Sam was confused, because his body was feeling unnaturally hot...
When the Sun Came Up (You Were Looking at Me) by orphan_account
*Finished* 3 chapters
Azazel isn't a demon, the Winchesters don't hunt, and when Sam is taken to Cold Oak, he's turned into an omega. Dean is his alpha.
To Have Worth by darkroses
*Finished* One Shot
Dean claims Sam from a young age to be his omega. Sam wasn't sure how he felt about that. His feelings changed with time. All he wanted was to be worth something. No matter what Sam offered, he could never have what he was searching for.
Missing Piece by orphan_account
*Finished* 10 chapters
The one in which Dean and Sam (unrelated) happen to be true mates and a lot of teasing and chaos happens.
The Claiming
And nothing else matters by waywardelle
*Finished* One Shot, One Shot
At age 32, Sam Winchester presents as an Omega. No one is more surprised than Dean, the Alpha who's been pining over his little brother all his life.
Dean inexplicably pushes Sam away when their mother returns to their lives. After she leaves, Dean stays away anyway. Sam wants to kill Dean for ignoring the fact that they're fuckin' mated, but the omega in him tells him to be patient. So, he waits. And he misses his Alpha like crazy.
Just As He Thought by Dragoneyedgirl990
*Finished* One Shot
Dean Winchester was 18 years old and has long since proudly presented as an Alpha much to his fathers relief. John would never admit it but he had been worried for a little while that his oldest son would be an Omega, with his pretty looks and willingness to obey. He had no doubts that his younger son would present as an Alpha as well, Sam was hard headed and fought his father every step of the way. Definitely an Alpha.
The Sheriff's Son Sam by Wonchostors (orphan_account)
(Last updated Sep 16, 2015) 1 chapter
Dean Singer is Sioux Falls' resident troublemaker, and the biggest thorn in Sheriff John Winchester's side. He causes trouble and wreaks havoc just for the fun of it, and always gets away with it. But that all changes when Dean meets Sam Winchester, a sweet omega that turns out to be John's eldest son. But by time Dean figures out exactly who Sam is, the two have already fallen in love. John wants nothing to do with Dean, and he wants him as far away from his son as possible. But Dean will do anything to stay with Sam. . . and their unborn child.
Fever Heat by bloodandcream
*Finished* One Shot
Maybe Dean was an early bloomer or maybe Sam was just a late bloomer. But the kid was thirteen and he still hadn’t popped his knot. Dean had been eleven when he had presented as an alpha. Dad had given him a box of condoms, a slap on the back and an ‘atta boy’. The extent of “The Talk” that he’d gotten was a shrug and a ‘you’ll figure it out’.
What A Time to Have a Baby by littlefirefly31
*Finished* One Shot
Sam is pregnant when he is trying to cure demon Dean and he goes into labor
My Baby Brother by raviolisinspace
(Last updated Nov 21, 2015) 24 chapters
This story takes place in a world where the supernatural is unknown to the Winchesters. John was said to be cursed by a witch after getting into trouble with the wrong people when he was younger. The witch cased a curse which ensured John's first born child to be a werewolf, and a possessive one at that. This story follows the Winchester's lives through new dangers and newly discovered truths that emerge along the way.
What Part of Forever by AnnaNocturnal
*Finished* 5 chapters
Sam is an Alpha, like the rest of his—maybe dysfunctional—pack, until he’s kidnapped and turned into an omega as revenge for the vampire Luther’s death. After rescue, Sam is overwhelmed, his nerves chafed by his now smothering and over-protective pack. His mind is already bucking against his changing body and new instincts, but then the other shoe drops—Dean is Sam’s true fated mate. Sam bolts, taking off in the night, and ends up stuck in a backward town where omegas—particularly males—are treated as property, awarded to the last Alpha standing in a grand public spectacle of won dominance. Dean manages to find Sam in time to save him, but at what cost?
About Damn Time by orphan_account
*Finished* One Shot
Sam forgets his suppressants and goes into heat unexpectedly. Dean's there to help.
It's New to Me by littlefirefly31
*Finished* One Shot
All of Sam life he thought he was a beta as he never presented as an Alpha like Dean or Omega. Years later as Soulless Sam something triggers it after the goddess of truth "Veritas" case, it could be because Cas did that Body Cavity Search it trigger his dormant Omega gene. Anyways Soulless Sam is not suppose to feel anything. But his logical processing brain is failing him he does not understand what is happening to him, so for the first time he panics! Cue Dean who is trying not to care, but its just in grain in him when he sees his little brother hurting- he has to fix it...and then Sam full on omega scent hits him....
Calling It True Love by Rebldomakr
*Finished* One Shot
Sam couldn't say he hated being an Omega. He hated how feminine his body looked compared to his brother, hated how he was so short because 'Omegas typically do not grow during their first years of maturity'. But, he loved the attention his brother dumped on him like water and how his father stopped complaining when he wanted to coil around Dean. He hated how he got tired of school because of the Omega-special classes were too easy, so easy he just pleaded to stop being registered. He loved being able to spend all the time he wanted at the library, reading whatever he wanted and being able to learn at whatever speed he wanted. Then he's suddenly fourteen, and his first heat hits.
Collar Control by Sanshal
*Finished* One Shot
For years Alpha-aggression has been controlled electronically... but when the power grid controlling the alpha-aggression control collars fails; Sam must decide how to deal with Dean- his alpha.
Sweat by kittenofdoomage
*Finished* One Shot
“What’s wrong?” “It’s just… something’s off.”
Not How I Wanted by AnnaNocturnal
*Finished* 2 chapters
Sam never wanted to be mated to his brother. He loves him, sure. Admires him, of course. But he never imagined taking his brother's knot. Until Sam forgot to take his suppressants. Now, in the throes of brutal heat, he finds himself begging for it, for Dean to mate him. Will Sam accept Dean as his Alpha when the heat subsides?
Without You [I Live Without Love] by non_tiembo_mala
*Finished* One Shot
Sam Wesson has been successfully hiding his Omega status his entire life, thanks in part to his uncharacteristically large and muscled Alpha-like body. But he isn't Alpha, or Beta, no matter how much he tries to blend in, and he's never found anywhere he belongs. Dean Smith is the quintessential Alpha. He's smart, fierce, works hard, and has never encountered trouble when he has an itch that needs scratching. But more and more he finds himself longing for that rare connection only found between True Mates. Just when he's ready to give up hope on the dream of finding his, life throws him Sam Wesson.
The Smell of Fear by AnnaNocturnal
*Finished* 3 chapters
All Alphas are collared, tracked and controlled by the government as part of the Collar Initiative, a set of laws put into place in the 1960s. They temper an Alpha's wild nature, protecting omegas from their more violent counterparts. That is, until the power grid fails one day. Sam watches the chaos on the news, and it's a moment before Dean enters his mind. When he looks toward the bed his brother was lounging on, he's gone, the sight of the Alpha's abandoned collar sending chills down Sam's spine. The omega considers running, but when he turns he finds himself face-to-face with Dean, no collar between them.
Bring You Back by littlefirefly31
*Finished* One Shot
Sam resolves himself to do the one thing he knows will make demon!dean jealous enough to come back to him.
Been Here All Along by orphan_account
*Finished* One Shot
Sam is a late bloomer. Traditionally, omegas found their partner and went through their first heat by sixteen. Sam is about to turn eighteen, and he hasn’t even let out a whiff of heat. He’s never been interested in any of his suitors, either. And Sam has had plenty. Dean can’t help but be pleased as punch about the whole situation.
Bitten by MsImpala67
*Finished* One Shot
Sam hates being an Omega. He absolutely does not need anyone the way Omegas need their Alphas. He can make do with his fingers or toys when he has heats, and that's that. But it's not good enough. It's never good enough. Just when Sam thinks he'll die from it all, Dean changes everything.
Pathetic by femmefatales
*Finished* 3 chapters
Sam has been hiding the fact that he's an omega from Dean for almost 5 years now. What happens when he slips up and goes into heat in the middle of a case?
Homecoming by HazelDomain
*Finished* One Shot
Dean battles his way out of purgatory to find his omega shacked up with some beta woman. He is not pleased.
Tempting Sin by blackrose_17
*Finished* 5 chapters
Dean Winchester rules New York City underground and always gets what he wants so when he lays eyes on the newest dancer at his club a sweet little omega named Sam Campbell he knows that Sam is meant to be his and nothing and no one will stop him from claiming his omega. Sam never had much luck in love, his one and only boyfriend used him and then dumped him like trash so when Dean starts to court him Sam surprises everyone when he's the one who seduces the playboy alpha.
Americana Exotica by Little_Winchester
*Finished* One Shot
Dean loved Sam, he really did. He loved everything about him, from his mile-long legs to his slender waist to his fox-slanted eyes which darkened gorgeously every time Dean touched him, be it an arm slung around his shoulders or a hand creeping up his thigh. The one thing that turned Dean’s head upside-down and made his stomach turn was the way Sam teased him.
Coffee and Balsam and Leather-bound Books by AutumnSwitch
*Finished* 4 chapters
Sam makes it home for Christmas, but something is not right. When Dean finds out why his brother's scent is unfamiliar, he is determined to make it all better with sex, love, and gingerbread.
Soaked by castielsstarr
*Finished* One Shot
There were a few things Sam hated about being an omega. One was the way people treated him like he was a fragile thing and would break. Two was when people talked about him like he wasn’t in the room. And three was when he would start leaking slick for no reason.
Taking Care- Double Dragons by Boogermeister
*Finished* One Shot
Dragon siblings Sam and Dean receive a letter from a friend about something but the older brother doesn't want to go and instead kills some time with him through some intimate persuasion.
Just Them
The Green Room by compo67
*Finished* One Shot, One Shot
The condom broke the last time (alpha!)Dean was in heat. But they figured Sam was young, so maybe their chances weren't that high of getting him pregnant. Wrong. And it would be wrong now to think they could do this again without anything happening.
Pregnant with triplets and the parent of a nine month old, Sam is given the chance to nest in a house, not a hotel room on the road. This is the start of a new direction for the Winchesters; one change happens after another and life moves fast. But through it all, Dean sees to it that Sam has everything he needs and more.
And They Call It Honeymoon by hellhoundsprey
*Finished* One Shot
How about some alpha!Dean Smith taking care of his sweet, precious omega!Sam Wesson. Possibly during office hours on Smith's desk with Wesson wearing a pretty pink chastity belt because Sam is his and no one else's.
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Kneel For The King
Author’s Note: No wife-hate! I love Danneel Ackles, I’m just pretending she doesn’t exist in this story.
Summary: Jensen’s girlfriend, y/n, has an unexpected reaction to his over-the-top Bacchus costume.
Pairing(s): King Bacchus!Jensen X Reader
Word Count: 1346
Warnings: 18+ HERE BE SEX!!! DON’T READ IF YOU’RE A YOUNG’UN!!! Oral sex (male rec)
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“Look, I love New Orleans, Jay, and I love Mardi Gras, but I don’t love Mardi Gras in New Orleans.”
“That doesn’t even make any sense,” he says, shaking his head at me.
I roll my eyes. “Dude. New Orleans gets nasty during Mardi Gras. It’ll be all well and good for you from up high on your throne, but down on the street? It’s crowded, and it smells like beer and over-poured Hurricanes and vomit, as well as a few other bodily fluids. There’s trash everywhere and beads and shit… literal shit. When I was a kid, my parents wouldn’t take me to the parades specifically to avoid this nastiness.”
“So, you’ve never been?” He raises his eyebrow at me and I roll my eyes again.
“Seriously? Of course I have. As soon as I was old enough to drive to No-la on a Sunday night to see the parade, I was here. And I had to begrudgingly tell my parents they were right. Do you know how much harassment I endured, how many guys I had flash me, how many I had demand that I show them my tits?” His jaw clenches at the thought of me being catcalled. The man is so protective. I love that about him. “Do you know how many boobs you’re gonna see tomorrow night?”
He smiles. “Are you jealous?”
“No.” I shrug. “A little bit, yeah. I mean… I know mine aren’t perfect, Jay. There’s gonna be a bunch of good Southern girls with amazing tits flashing you the gifts God gave them.”
“Yours are the only tits I care about… and they’re just for me. That’s important.” His eyebrows jump, suggestively and I feel my cheeks heat up. Even after all this time, he still affects me.
I chuckle. “So, when do I get to see your costume?”
“You can come with me when I go try it on after lunch.”
“And what are we doing for lunch?”
“Got us reservations at Broussard’s. They said, and I quote, ‘Anything for the King’. Best table in the restaurant.” The smirk on his face makes me giggle.
“You’re enjoying this far too much.”
“Hell, yeah, I am. I’m freakin’ Bacchus!” he exclaims, before leaning down and pressing those perfect full lips to mine. He steps back with a smile. “You’re gonna hate the costume. It’s pretty over-the-top.”
“Yeah, let me come to my own conclusions, Ackles.”
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“Oh, yeah, we make the costumes for all krewes. Well, the Big Trinity, anyway.” The woman at D & D Creations is talkative. So freakin’ talkative. I just can’t wait for Jensen to finish trying on that stupid King costume so we can go.
“Hey, y/n!” His voice booms out from the dressing room. “Wanna come help me with these boots?” I smile politely at the tailor and head for the little room where he’s getting changed. I knock, the handle jiggles as he lets me in, and I stop in my tracks as the door swings closed behind me. He doesn’t need my help. The white boots zip and they’re most definitely not an issue.
The costume is white and blue and silver, with a cape and a crown and holy shit, he’s wearing white gloves and white tights. My brain short-circuits on the thought of Jensen Ackles, man with the eyes of a Disney princess… dressed like a fairy tale king. “I… I didn’t think…”
“You like it? ‘Cause I kinda love it.” He spins and looks at himself in the three mirrors at the back of the dressing room.
“You look… you’re wearing tights,” I whisper.
He nods, running his hand under the tassets hanging down the front. “And shorts. There are shorts, too.”
“Uh-huh, but… there’s tights,” I whisper.
He chuckles, green eyes shining in the bright fluorescents. “You like the tights?”
“Don’t make it weird.” I step closer to him and put my hands on either side of his left knee.
“You’re weird. What are you doing?” I bite my lip, looking over my shoulder at the door before dropping to my knees on the floor. “Whoa! What are you doing?”
I smirk up at him. “I’m just giving my king his due respect. Don’t you want me to kneel for you?”
He licks his bottom lip into his mouth and bites down on it, his eyes going dark with lust. “Yeah, baby, I want you to kneel.”
I run my hands up from his knee and under the tassets, where I hook my fingers in his shorts and drop them to pool on his boots. I don’t pull down the tights. I hold the tassets up with my left hand and slide my right hand over his hardness. The tights press his cock down, but it’s too big, too thick. It’s still huge. “Fuck, Jay.”
I look up and his eyes are closed, he’s already started breathing harder, pulling in air from between his clenched teeth. “God, y/n. I need you to-”
“Yes, my king. Anything for you,” I whisper, as breathily and lust-filled as possible. He takes over holding his costume out of the way and I bite my lip again, looking up at him as I dig my nails into the thin white material… and rip a giant hole in them.
“Hey!” he barks out a harsh whisper, but I ignore it. Seriously, I’m sure he can get another pair of tights. I rip the whole crotch out and reach my hand into his plain white ethika boxer-briefs, pulling his cock out. I wrap my hand around the base of him and open my mouth. I don’t take him like I normally do, pulling him to the back of my throat. This time I play a bit, teasing his head between my lips and running my tongue along his slit. I can taste pre-cum gathering already and I really should move this along because I know that chatty tailor is going to be wondering what’s happening behind that door, but he’s so damn sexy with his lip between his teeth and his gloved hand clenched and his eyes so blown with want.
I run my tongue around the crown of his cock and he pulls in a hissing breath. I think he says ‘fuck’ but I’m not sure. My heart’s pounding in my ears. I lick my way down the underside, then slide him into my mouth. He hits my gag reflex but I push past it and swallow around him. He definitely says ‘fuck’ then, and his free hand comes down to push at the back of my head.
I pull back and immediately bob forward again, increasing my suction and wiggling my tongue along the skin on the underside of him. I look up as best I can, hoping to see those gorgeous eyes, but they’re closed, so I focus on getting him off quickly.
Between my little gagging sounds and the grunts and moans he’s giving off, I know that the chatty tailor knows what we’re doing, but I don’t much care. I just want to give my king his pleasure.
“Shit,” he groans, fingertips gripping at the back of my head harder. “I’m gonna cum. Gonna swallow it down like a good girl?” he whispers and I tap his hip as an affirmative response. I love when he talks to me like that. The first splash of cum hits the back of my throat and I swallow, but then I pull back until his cockhead is just sitting on my tongue, twitching and jumping as he paints my mouth with his seed. I suck the remnants of cum off of the head and he shudders as I tuck him back into his boxers.
I lick my lips and stand, loving the way his flushed face makes his freckles pop. I smile, stepping back away from him. “You’re gonna need new tights, my king,” I say as I leave the room and run straight into the chatty tailor. I smile, brightly, at her. “He ripped his tights. He’s gonna need new ones.”
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