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sketchz · 2 months

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aaaa I've always wanted to do one of these!! My blorbos over time my beloved....

I grouped em according to some stuff, labels under cut:

#isat odile #molly blyndeff #luke triton #katrielle layton #kazuma hikari #or something. sigh #megaman starforce 4 #sara chidouin #Sorey #cassandra tangled #Lan Hikari #Pit kiu #I am Not Tagging All of These #velvet tfh #timekeeper cookie #Yes that's wightbaking. the yugioh card #The OGs just mean the very first blorbos I've ever had. childhood blorbos #one time fling. was really obsessed with them for like. one period. then I moved on #I still put them in a special place in my heart tho; for past me #Hour long essay is self explanatory #''Sketchz wait how do you have an hour long essay for a character that doesnt exist out of a single concept art-'#by making his lore myself obviously #Sorry for putting Sorey of all people in gacha. I'm forcing it a little and Tales of Link was a game #yes the calamity trio get one space together. I'm limiting to one per game/show but I couldnt choose a favorite #I love them all ok #yes the final column I gave up on assigning a theme to them #Ahhh Katrielle. you deserve better

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blues824 · 1 year

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Hello. Can I request Muzan, Douma, Akaza, Daki and Gyutaro (separately) with human S/O, who willingly help them for two reasons: first, their love towards them, and second, the fact that they f*cking hate people (lol, I really shouldn't watch YGOTAS that much)?

I am so sorry for how late this is. Also, imma make it so that you are married to them because I had no idea how else to execute this. Also also, kind of OOC, but eh.

Also also also, I hate people as well. All my readers are exceptions tho.

Muzan Kibutsuji

“My love, why are you so willing to help me?” He asked after you already went through most of his task list by yourself. You were even willing to lay down your own life for him if it ever came to that point. But why??

“Well, because I love you. In our wedding vows, I vowed that I would support you in any way that I could. I also just hate people” You responded honestly. Even if you had a horrible past, people just sucked in general.

Muzan seemed satisfied by your answer, responding by putting his hands on the side of your waist and pulling you in for a kiss. It was small moments like these with your husband that you treasured the most.

“Darling, on our wedding day, you looked so ethereal. As if you were a snow monarch in the midst of the stars of the night sky” He whispered into your ear. He always managed to make your heart squeeze in adoration for him.

“And you looked so unbelievably handsome, I was nervous about tripping on the aisle because I was so distracted.” You giggled as you looked into your husband’s eyes. He had a smile gracing his lips. It wasn’t normal for you both to be seen as lovey-dovey, but that doesn’t mean it never happens

Douma

As a result of being joined together in matrimony, it only made sense that his followers became your followers as well. While being praised as a deity definitely has its perks, it was a lot to get used to in such a short amount of time. Especially if you weren’t particularly fond of humankind.

“Y/N, how are you adjusting to being the spouse of a highly worshiped demon?” He asked with a smile. We all know that he’s genuinely apathetic, but when he saw you for the first time… Alexa, play This Is What Falling In Love Feels Like by JVKE.

“It’s a lot to adjust to, if I’m being honest. All the worship is a lot to handle. You know how much I don’t like people” You let out a weak laugh as you gave him your answer. He had a frown on his face as you said it. He pulled you into a hug and placed a kiss on your temple.

“On our very special day, I vowed that I would protect you and provide for you. If you don’t tell me these things, then I’m not doing my job as your husband.” He whispered to you. He felt like he failed you. Why wouldn’t you tell him something like this?

“You are doing a wonderful job as my husband, honey. It’s your followers that are the problem. I understand that you would get praise, but I would rather not have it.” Douma made a mental note to warn his followers that if they were so much as to breathe in your direction from now on, they would meet their end.

Akaza

He has forgotten what the word home meant before he met you. You were just so loving and you acted like his rock that kept him stable. You gave him a purpose other than becoming stronger. This is how he knew that he absolutely needed to marry you. However, you were still human.

“Baby, do you ever miss your family?” He asked as he saw you making something in the kitchen of your shared home. Times like these are times he can mistake you both as being a normal married couple in a normal house with normal lives.

“You are my family.” You didn’t look up, instead you continued chopping the vegetables you were making for the stew. You knew that Akaza wasn’t able to consume it, but you were still human. “You’re the only one I need.”

“Yes, but before me you had a life with your friends and family. Surely you must miss them, or at least hold some resentment towards me?” You always hated when he would get insecure because he never saw how great he treated you compared to the people from your past.

“If I had to choose between you and my family, I would choose you no matter what. We made a vow to stick with each other for better, for worse, for richer and for poorer, in sickness and in health.” He seemed happy with your answer, as he gave you a kiss on your shoulder and wrapped his arms around your waist from behind.

Daki

We all know how much of a child she is, but when you agreed to marry her, it increased by a lot. She became super clingy because of her past. However, you don’t mind. I mean, you knew you would never be treated horribly by her because of it. But she still has her insecurities.

“Sweetie, why are you still with me? You’re human, and you had a life before I took you away from it.” She ended her tangent with a sad sigh. It pained you to see her so blue, so you knelt in front of her and took her hands in yours.

“I’m still with you because we’re married and it’s not that easy to leave. I also love you and hate humans.” You said with a soft smile. Memories of your wedding day flashed through your mind: your wife (then fiance) was so beautiful in the white kimono. Gyutaro was sobbing in the front.

“If you could, would you ever go back?” She asked. She had never felt so sad, because she knew that she originally didn’t really give you a choice in the whole matter. Wasn’t marriage supposed to be a mutual agreement between both parties?

“Absolutely not. Instead, I would go back so that I could be the one to ask you to marry me. I love you, Daki. I wouldn’t give up what we have for the world.” You whispered. She had shed a few tears during your ‘speech’. Then she pulled you into her lap (she’s strong, your size doesn’t matter) and squeezed you tightly.

Gyutaro

If you think Daki was clingy, you haven’t seen anything yet. Sure at first he was extremely distant, but when you reassured him that you weren’t leaving he held on for dear life. If his hand isn’t in yours, his whole arm is around your waist.

“Baby, why don’t you leave me? You’ve always stuck by my side, but why?” Even if he was super powerful, he still had those days of doubt. And on those days, you would make him lay his head in your lap and run your fingers through his hair while you tell him the reasons why you love him.

“Let’s see… because you’re the most handsome, loving, amazing husband that I could ever ask for. You protect me, love me, and make good on your promises to me that you made at our wedding.” With each thing you listed, Gyutaro’s blush worsened more and more.

“But you could do so much better than settling down with me. You’re graceful, kind, and a good listener.” He rambled on and on. Once he got going, it was hard for him to stop. It saddened you that you couldn’t just reach in and extract all self-deprecating thoughts from his mind.

“Gyu, I chose you for a reason. If I didn’t want to marry you, I wouldn’t have said yes when you proposed. I wouldn’t have said I do after our vows. I love you, Gyutaro. Now, accept it.” You jokingly threatened. You always knew how to make him feel better.

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dukeofdelirium · 15 days

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The sheer scope of Aang's loss is terrifying to think about sometimes (all the time). He didn't just lose the air nomads -tho it's his most personal and devastating loss- he's lost everything. Most plants and animals went extinct, the places he knows are in ruins. He lost the four nations as he once knew them, the friends he made, the festivals he went to, the peace and harmony he lived in. The slang, the references, the dances he knows are something of the past, now scoffed at. No matter how much he remembers, how much is restored, there's still so much lost to time. Aang was taken from a time of peace (before being told he's the avatar anyway, and the war silently brewing) to a war-torn age.

And he has Appa and Momo and Bumi from his old life and all the gaang, of course, but it's just so tragic on so many levels.

The fact he chooses kindness again and again and again in the face of all what was taken from him.... that he chooses life and peace, to make amends, and follow the teachings of his people.... that he forgives.... Aang is actually the greatest character ever, and someone needs to drown him in hugs.

I know 😭😭😭 Aang is such an important character to me and he is so near and dear to my heart. I absolutely adore him and his character arc.

The fact he had unconditional love for the world even tho that same world took everything from him. The fact he did all of the things he did for others never asking for anything in return. The fact everyone tried to get him to give up the last of his culture and he put his foot down and said “no. YOU move” .. who is doing it like him? King

“But he never let it destroy his spirit. He chose to find meaning in his suffering, and eventually found peace.” When Katara said this in TLoK I threw up and died btw. Also when Aang said “It’s easy to do nothing, but it’s hard to forgive.” ten year old me felt that and I never really stopped feeling it.

We should all be a little more like Aang. He is the most special boy ever and he deserves the entire world and also 100 trillion dollars.

#Aang #avatar the last airbender #atla #anon #aanglove #aang appreciation #pro Aang

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ellieslaces · 2 months

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so, since tlou2 is currently a little bit of a hot topic and becoming problematic, I want to share my standings on it! especially as i do write for Ellie and Abby (not currently as im on a break from that but in the future i will)

I know even tho TLOU is kinda problematic now (with druckman being a Zionist and all), I still love it and it holds a special place in my heart because it made me realize so many things about myself. this sounds so incredibly stupid, but Ellie (pt.2 Ellie duh) was my ‘bi awakening’. I never knew what it meant to look at another girl that way until I played tlou2.

it also became something to bond with my dad over (which I have a hard time bonding with him as we don’t get along). he told me to watch the show, I did. and then I played the games and now he’s playing the games. it’s a big circle and we can talk about it.

but also, the story just sticks close to me. I don’t think a day goes by when I don’t think about Joel and Ellie. Hell, I have an art piece of them on my wall which I got from an amazing artist online. they and their stories mean so much to me.

despite how much I love it though, it makes me sad and it makes me angry to see authors and creators and just people in general still not shutting the fuck up about it right now. the creators and people involved are ZIONISTS, they are pushing and supporting genocide. the murder of men, women, and children. I know TLOU series is an exceptional game series, but we need to make room for what’s important.

this past week during the strike, I was so angry and sad to see how many people still talked and wrote about these Zionist games. like, is fictional pussy more important than the lives of thousands upon thousands of people? children included in that? no, it’s not. it just makes me realize how people don’t understand what matters.

I know many will think my view on this is extreme, and it may be. but I don’t believe it is. I think, even though we love it, we should take a step back. we shouldn’t focus on fictional, pixel based characters, and on what matters.

I am fully aware that recently I posted a Leon Kennedy fic, but as I’ve previously stated, I have found no evidence of Capcom supporting Zionism. as well as the fact that the particular fic had taken me well over a month to write and it had been ages since I put out any form of writing. I did it because I wanted to and I waited for the conclusion of the strike out of respect.

However, the publication of any other works will be sporadic from now on. I will post a fic every now and again, but on the times when there is a call for a strike (like the upcoming March 2nd), I will be on strike. I will continue to post mostly about Palestine and raise awareness.

I want to focus on what’s important! As we all should. while I posted this, this is in no way a way to call anyone specific out. I see fics but I don’t remember who wrote them. I just want people to understand why we shouldn’t focus on pixels, but on the lives of real people.

From the river to the sea, Palestine will be free. 🇵🇸

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shiro-sideblog · 6 months

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I cannot stop thinking about Bogie Time. It was such a cute story! When I think about it I cannot stop smiling. Thank you for this story as this one will stay in my mind for a very long time I guess. I know it's not the newest story at all, but I'm not a veteran when it comes to this fandom, I'm not even a year in the fandom yet... And not always have time for reading, especially when it comes to the longer ones.

Let's start with the little joke coming from Hiyori. He chose Ibara to go first and told him to put his hand into the box. He had to choose his partner. I love how Eden decided not to tell anything to Ibara to make him show his true feelings and emotions on camera. Because he always looks so serious and all. But when he put his hand into the box he was shocked when he realized it was their Bloody Mary.

It was a really cute scene, poor Ibara tho, but his reaction was everything to me.

I mean it was really nice and a little bit evil from Eden not to tell him anything, but it shows how much they care about him. I mean, Ibara always works despite being exhausted and all, he also doesn't eat properly. I also read a story when Eden members had lunch together and Hiyori with Nagisa decided to give Ibara a little bit from their meals. It was cute as well.

I was also thinking about Ibara & Hajime duo a lot. I mean if I hadn't read this story I wouldn't be able to imagine those two people together at all. BUT while reading this story I couldn't stop giggling at all. Just seeing them together made me very happy. Ibara is someone who keeps his distance from everyone only to not get them involved in his schemes. Because he doesn't want to feel guilty after that. Let's say until this story he was able only to talk to Nagisa properly. Nagisa already knows everything about him and this story shows that Hiyori and Jun didn't know that Ibara hates these variety shows at all because Ibara rarely talks about himself in front of them. But Nagisa, on the other hand, knows everything about him and this story showed as well how much Ibara means to him. I read a lot of Eden stories and sometimes despite always being so kind to Ibara, Nagisa not only here, but in other stories as well, showed a bit of a cruel side to him. He, from time to time, decides to give Ibara a proper lesson, but thanks to him, Ibara will always learn something new. He's still the youngest one, after all, no matter how mature he might look.

Also, this story showed me a new side of Ibara and I'm really grateful for this. I wanted to read a story where I'll get to know Ibara better and this story was what I was searching for. People who are saying only bad things about him should read THIS story!

Also, can we talk a little bit about Hajime? Many people are saying he's so kind and innocent. But I think he knows more than saying and showing. I mean when Ibara was complaining about work Hajime said that Eichi complained about that too. He's very well aware of what Eichi did in the past and all. Hajime knows that Eichi's only trying to act all cute and kind in front of him, but that's what he's a bit sad about. When Eichi's trying to cover his true cruel side of him in front of Hajime he thinks he's left out. Not only Eichi, but others too, just think of him as an innocent child, but Ibara, on the other hand, revealed his true self right away, and then when they got to know each other better he changed his attitude and showed his kind side, the side he's trying to hide in front of everyone. As Nagisa once said Ibara was raised in a Military camp and around him were very strong people so he had no other choice but to become stronger than them, and that's why he is who is now. He still thinks he's on the battlefield.

Also, this scene with Ibara and Jun will have a special place in my heart. I cannot thank you enough to Jun for being Ibara's friend no matter what. Jun became Ibara's best friend. As I said earlier, Ibara's not someone who's able to make friends, and the same goes for Jun as well. At least, they have each other and care about each other.

"...But you have me by your side now. Jun and Hiyori are here, too." "We care about you and understand you more than you think we do."

These parts hit me so hard... Thank you... I cried...

.................

Sorry, sorry for this loooong post, if someone of you decided to read all this of my never-ending talking about Ibara, congrats! I would like to talk more about him, but I already got carried away and almost started talking about other stories and I just wanted to talk about Bogie Time this time. If there is someone who also has some thoughts on Bogie Time or other thoughts on Ibara my inbox is always open!

Why I wrote it? I just can't stay quiet and watch people talking sh*t about him, okay? I think Ibara deserves much more love... It was just a mere attempt to show you that he's not what you're saying about him...

I cannot even describe how much I love him... He means a lot to me! But some of you already may know this because I won't stop talking about it, I think I have to really irritate you by talking about Ibara, haha... XD Sorry sorry! Still a bit afraid of saying my own opinions...

#shiro rambles #bogie time story #eden #adam #eve #ra*bits #ibara saegusa #nagisa ran #hiyori tomoe #jun sazanami #hajime shino

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luvring · 2 years

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off topic but after reading your micah yujin bf hcs (the minecraft one specifically) I imagined like after possibly YEARS you get married and after like irl marriage Micah prepares a server FOR ANOTHER MARRIAGE like its just u,him,ur and his friends vibing on a server (U DONT KNOW SHITT ABT WHAT OTHERS R PLANNING)

Then they decide to give u a task or a quest or smth idk and they prepare the wedding ceremony's place as u struggle,after coming back tho YOU COME ACROSS A WEDDING CEREMONY HALL (before there was something cheesy planned by Micah probably,idk like a tiny puzzle he prepared for you and as you go along you read the signs he wrote,THEY'RE ALL FUCKING SAPPY AND WHOLESOME)

U r now married both legally irl AND on minecraft,u bet he celebrates both of those events' dates even after YEARS AND YEARS

— minecraft wedding with micah hcs

micah has been planning this longer than you think. he's been laying down the steps while you were asleep or busy with work.

^ burying chests in places you've visited and made bases in—at world spawn, your first house, that one super big ravine that shocked the both of you, etc etc

as for the reasoning for sending you off on a quest,, it'd probably be something like, under the guise of getting all the achievements and needing resources. or he's literally just like, here's a quest for an incredible secret prize from me ;))

^ you going "oh do i get to marry you again?" as a joke and he laughs like "oh? you want to make it official again? renewing already?" but he can feel his heart rate increase

you end up reading his thoughts on different events both in the game and in real life. you know for someone who already had irl wedding vows, this guy sure has a Lot more to say.

^"this is the stuff i had to cut out so my vows wouldn't be 3 hours long." is somewhere in a book by the way. he's real for that!

( ^ still manages to write his mc vows with a book and quill. finishes the book after you say i do)

imagining there's signs at every location too with cheesy pickup lines that he's used on you in the past. the most iconic ones (the ones he genuinely spent time to think of and planned when to drop on you) plus the casual ones he'd drop throughout the day

he does something silly in a double chest like strategically placing flowers in a heart shape with diamonds/something special in the middle

micah downloads specific mods on both of your desktops to make sure that you can get the Perfect Experience

^ i'm thinking mrcrayfish's furniture mod and pam's harvestcraft kind of deal if those are still updated. i have no idea i haven't played minecraft in a Long time

you realize it looks familiar and like,, he definitely tried to mimic the original wedding venue in the game. it's actually kind of shocking how familiar it feels

I Know You Have Cats. there's a cat that's supposed to be skrunkly/skrunkly's long lost relative, um,,, skrinkly. for sure. every pet is in the audience!

micah setting up fireworks to go off, your friends shifting and throwing flowers at you, etc etc

^ has a big firework show during dinner at night. literally sprints around so he gets hungry and can eat cake

oh my god sorry but like,, you guys all being in a discord call singing and it's the vc lag would be funny. a memory for sure. but there's also those proximity based mic mod things (i watched sykkuno) which would definitely make it all more realistic!

makes a whole thing of crafting beds and putting them next to each other

makes sure there's a time slot somewhere for screenshots . there has to be a folder made and shared for screenshots of the wedding and it has a silly name i think.

^ would not hesitate to print the photos because he thinks they're cute and also a little silly. puts them with the real wedding photos and scatters them around your house

^ sorry but you having an irl wedding photo that's professional and gorgeous then a (still gorgeous) minecraft screenshot right next to it. shaders and everything like that is so perfect to me personally.

#error143 #micah yujin #micah yujin x reader

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bakubunny · 2 months

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I gotta ask the hard hitting questions. Gimme your top 5 blorbos from any fandom. And yes that means ranked >:)

If you don't feel like ranking them tho that's cool. I just wanna let you gush about your top 5 boyos since you're stuck in bed :)

okay okay okayyyy so 😭 i’ll try to rank them but that’s challenging.

emet selch (ffxiv) -> tl;dr he’s a villain, and a very well written one at that. he has complexity and humanity. all while being a (helpful yet) insufferable pain in everyone’s ass because he’s very old and tired as fuck. he’s seen civilizations rise and fall at his hand for the specific purpose of restoring the world he knew at any cost. there’s so much i could say about him, but the short version is i liked his personality at every stage of his story. by the end, i was obsessed and have been since.

g’raha tia (ffxiv) -> not a character i have a self ship with, but still easily one of my favorite characters. he’s my crème puff cat boy, so sweet and genuine but also an incredibly strong individual. again, he’s another one whose story arc i really enjoyed, and any time he pops up in the story, i get a little grin. he’s such a wonderful character that leaves me with all of the warm, fuzzy feels.

aizawa shouta (bnha) -> not sure i need to say much on this one lmao. i enjoy his canon personality a lot. he’s got similar vibes to the first in that he’s also very tired and very unwilling to put up with bs. he’s the kind of person i can see myself wanting to spend a lot of time around.

bakugo katsuki (bnha) -> i’ve really enjoyed his story arc, and his little grumpy faces make me giggle. he reminds me of a pomeranian, but also a cat who’s grumpy as hell, hides most of the time, and is very vocal if you don’t feed him on time or give him attention on his terms. 😂 but if we’re talking about aged up kats (we always are), he just. makes me feel warm and fuzzy inside. i want to snuggle him up and pretend to tolerate his sass even though we both know i love it.

mamoru chiba (sailor moon) -> my first and longest lasting fictional crush. a handsome (traumatized) hero who’s protective and caring, sassy as heck, blunt when it’s necessary, and makes me feel like a pretty princess? yes, please. he has always made me swoon. mamoru holds a special place in my heart.

bonus: kaoru sakurayashiki (sk8) -> he can be a bit harsh on the outside, but i think it’s fairly clear he’s sensitive and caring underneath that. another one i just want to spend a ton of time with. sure, he has his high strung and slightly immature moments, but i do, too. the kind of person that (once i get past being flustered so easily), i feel safe being around.

#ask games #bnha #ffxiv #sk8 #sailor moon #emet selch #g’raha tia #aizawa shouta #bakugou katsuki #mamoru chiba #kaoru sakurayashiki #self ship nonsense

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renarots · 3 months

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🏎️💨 THE FORMULA 1 TAG GAME! 🏎️💨:

tagged by @solaireverie

thanks pookie <3

1. Who or what got you into F1?

i grew up in a pretty big nascar family, my family would put it on the tv instead of watching the kids and natural progression i fell in love with motorsports. i do think a combination of seeing the tooned cartoon and me being fascinated by the engineering in the cars dragged me fully into f1.

2. Who was the very first F1 driver you supported? Do you support them now? Have your opinions on them differed or stayed the same since then?

for me it was fernando alonso and jenson button. although jenson is retired i still watch him in his other series like nascar. i still support fernando as well although i feel like it passed the torch on to lando when he was the reserve for mclaren and then later took the seat at mclaren. if you cant tell im a huge mclaren girl.

3. Who’s your current favourite F1 driver?

lando norris and yuki tsunoda, cant pick one but yeah theyre my ultimate pookies 🫶

4. Is there a driver pairing or pairings you support? What made you attracted to that pairing in the first place?

my biggest driver pairing right now is lando and oscar, i think their pairing is what lando needed and what oscar needed and theyve already shown they push eachother so i cant wait for this season. my ultimate that i think about is fernando and mark tho, theyre my roman empire. from them always misisng eachother as teammates and then the infamous abu dhabi 2010. i could go on an essay about them (as a treat i also love nando and jenson)

5. Do your parents, siblings or relatives have a favourite driver?

no but i did get my friends and their cats into it. one of them is a ferrari fan and the other is a mclaren girl more leaning towards op81 but im gonna make her an ln4 girl soon. her cats are both mclaren cats but one only loves lando, she legit gets disinterested when someone else is on screen. one time she literally followed landos car off screen and my friend didnt even know that was lando so she was surprised her cat caught on to him.

6. Do you have any favourite races? Are there any that stand out to you the most?

i know i mentioned it before but abu dhabi 2010 is definitely one i watch a lot. 2020 austrian gp as well, even tho lando got the podium cause of disqualification it still holds a special place in my heart. Runner ups are silverstone 2023 and Abu Dhabi 2023 where pookies lead the race for a period of time.

7. Do you have a favourite circuit? Can be from the past or from the current calendar.

singapore is lovely, silverstone because of this year with lando leading the gp just really put it up there, and i think interlagos always has me excited, even if mclaren has a bad track record with it (please get your shit together for quali guys)

8. Have you ever been to an F1 race in real life? Feel free to tell us your experience going to one if you like.

ive never been to one theyre too expensive in america to go to one but i have been to a couple nascar races and those were so lovely. im hoping to take my friends and i to the suzuka gp next year tho (its so much cheaper please f1 sort your shitty pricing please)

9. Have you ever met an F1 driver in real life?

no and id rather melt into the floor than meet one

10. Do you have a favourite F1 car? If so, what is it?

i think the rb19 (rocky) has to be my fave rn if you asked me a year ago i would say otherwise but from an engineering standpoint rocky is the most beautiful piece of machinery ive laid my eyes on (excluding my beautiful b&m rollercoasters of course (my first love fr))

11. Do you have a favourite one win wonder?

not really tbh

12. Do you have any favourite quotes from the F1 world? This can either be inspirational or hilarious.

"i nearly said i wouldnt want to be married to him but obviously i- im happily married to a lady but" -mark webber (🫵🏳️‍🌈❓)

"who is the blind guy in the alpha tauri?" -fernando alonso (even tho it was against yuki it was so funny from this years radios)

"soy lago" -lando norris (i miss carlando guys)

"fernando is faster than you" -rob smedley

realised thats a lot of fernando related quotes but oh well 🤷‍♀️

🏷️ <3

@dumbf1sketches @formulafics @disneyprincemuke @lovewithmary @piasstrisblog @bekaillustrates @honeyhobbs and anyone who would like to participate

#renas 🏷️ <3 #f1 #rena rambles

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kyyuri · 2 years

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to be or not ! - yang jungwon

29 ! five days of jungwon (smau + written)

★彡 synopsis: what happens when y/n, who is hopelessly pinning over her best friend, jungwon- gets betrayed by not one, but both of them ?! and what happens when jungwon falls for her despite all odds ?

word count: 1.09k

a/n: ok i had writers block for the longest time and i finally decided how the smau is going to end and im happy so i hope yall like it ! the smau is sadly coming to an end soon tho :(

taglist 2 ! open <10 slots left>

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day one

“good morning ynie !” jungwon waved at you with a bright smile on his face. the whole class stared in shock, none of them expecting the sudden closeness- not after they noticed the obvious distance during the whole yujin fiasco. “morning jungwon.” his dimples appeared once again on his flawless face. “i brought you something !” jungwon placed a pink box on your table before running to his seat. curious, you reach for the box and noticed a yellow sticky note stuck onto it with cute doodles. “im going to treat you to nice food everyday until you forgive me for my past actions :3 “ your heart swelled. he didnt need to do that. not when you already forgave him in your heart. you shot him a little smile and you couldve swore you saw his cheeks blush. upon sunoo’s arrival in class, the delicious smell reached his nose. “food.” he muttered under his breath before sprinting towards you. “who gave it to you ? ill just take one-“ as he reached for it, you slapped his hands away “not this time sun.” he pouted and said “what makes these so special ?” your cheeks flushed light pink. he eyed jungwon and seeing the exact same reaction plastered across his face, he put two and two together. “i see~ ms yn is in love again huh? “ you chuckled “shut up sunoo”

day two

jungwon was earlier this time. he placed the box of donuts he got earlier today on your table before heading off to dream land. when you arrived, needless to say you were shocked. sure enough it was from your favourite donut store but the store was an hour away from school and the fact that he woke up early just to make sure you could get your favourites on weekday morning made you smile. you could swear your heart did little flips.

day three

unknown to you, jungwon has been doing some research. ever since he found out that there was a certain dessert youve been dying to try, he has been making plans to get you some. grabbing one of each kind of macaroons in sight, he paid and headed for school. he placed the macaroons on your table but he was so tired he just sat down on your seat and fell into deep sleep. when you arrived, you giggled at the sight of jungwon sleeping peacefully at your seat. walking towards your seat, you saw another sticky note. “i heard this pastry shop just opened so i bought some for you.” if only he knew that sunoo and niki had already informed you about his “suspicious “ questioning regarding your recent cravings. you kissed him on his forehead. “thank you, wonie. i appreciate it.” you decided to not wake him up and instead sat at his seat. a small smile creeped up jungwons face.

day four

you made sure you were earlier than jungwon today, dropping by the bakery in advance to purchase something for him. when you arrived, you took out a sticky note and scribbled something on it. looking at the time, you still had thirty minutes before the approximate time jungwon shows up. drowning yourself in music, your eyelids became heavy and slowly shut. you woke up thanks to all the noises in the class. “what the fuck won ! “ you were confused. what was going on ? you look at the food on the table then at jungwon. “what do you want from me this time ? and god ! stop calling me won !” he turned around but yujin stops him. “you cant just leave me ! not for yn ! she’s the fucking problem ! ever since the start of my friendship with her, she has been nothing but a red flag !” her grip on jungwons arm tightened. he scoffed. “ive known her since MY birth. who are you to speak about her like that.” he used a finger and pushed her one step behind at a time. “watch. your. filthy. mouth. because i wont hesitate to rain hell on you if you keep bothering me and yn. “ yujin being yujin, she started to shed crocodile tears. “ive loved you unconditionally won. i still do. why cant you see that i want the best for you ? why wont you believe me ?” she collapsed to the ground like it was the act of her life, only for jungwon to turn around nonchantly and said “ grow up yujin. the whole class knows what bullshit you’re capable of and what an angel yn is.” the class chimed in in agreement. as yujin stood up to make an escape, the door seemed to be blocked by two particularly tall figures. sunoo and niki. they chuckled with a slight hint of evilness. “and where do you think youre going ? apologise to yn.” “no !” yujin shrieked and tried to push past the two of them. niki grabbed her by the shoulder and forcefully led her to you. thank god they were your friends and not your bullies. “say it. “ he demanded. “ok fine im fucking sorry.” “without. the. curse. word. “ jungwon shot daggers at her. yujin rolled her eyes. “im. sorry. “ “niki, sunoo, wonie you can let her go. its fine. really. “ and with a blink of an eye, all their scary demeanour disappeared. “okay !” they said cheerfully and went on with their day.

day five

you opened your front door, ready to head for school. “jungwon ? what are you doing here ?” he handed you a bouquet of red tulips and coffee. “i wanna walk you to school today, ynie !” “oh ? but i usually walk with hee.” “he knows im walking with you today.” you nodded and locked the door, after putting the bouquet inside your apartment. your walk with jungwon was quiet, there was silence but a good kind. the kind where you both are comfortable in. “is yujin still bothering you ?” he muttered under his breath, breaking the silence. you shook your head. “no but she does occasionally give me some death glares or bump into me, deliberate or not. “ jungwon nodded, taking in the info. “do you want me to do something about it ? “ you chuckled at his response. “that won’t be necessary wonie.” his eyes suddenly shone. “YOU CALL ME WONIE AGAIN ! THANK YOU !” he squeezed you into a tight hug before sheepishly apologizing.

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padawansuggest · 2 years

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Happy birthday!!!!

Have you considered Obi-Wan just melting when someone (Cody) runs their hands through his hair and gives him a hug - I just think they deserve an opportunity to be soft

Thank you so so much!!!

Okay. So. Story time.

I have a spinal condition that until I was medicated for it three or so years ago, it made all my nerves hurt. Even my skin hurt. Not big, I’m not getting into that here. It’s a permanent condition and it’s mega rare so it’s a lot to get into.

But I was still a touch starved person cause it hurt to be touched. Even now days I don’t like it when people touch me cause I like my skin cold (warm translated to pain and discomfort before I was medicated, and now warmth on my skin just makes me feel kinda sick most of the time, some places are good tho) so I still flinch away when someone touches me cause most people have a higher body temp than me.

But here’s the thing. Since I was still touch starved, I liked hands. Not in a sensual way, gross, I liked holding mom’s hand or dad’s hand (if he could sit still more than two minutes lmaoooo got the ADHD from him) and just playing with them. Not holding them, but running my fingers all over them. I also ADORED playing with peoples hair. I have no doubt I’ve annoyed quite a few people by playing with their hair.

But. I. Love. Having my scalp played with. It’s like, yeah, pull that and scratch my skin. It’s fully sensual in that manner, I’m asexual and the feeling has nothing to do with sexuality whatsoever. It’s not a blip on the turn-on radar. But I love playing with peoples hair. I’ve never had someone play with mine tho. Sometimes I take a brush that’s mega squishable and just run it over my scalp a bunch. It feels so good.

Okay, I could go on about that forever. I am slowly learning what touch feels like when it’s not painful. It’s really awesome!!!!

Anyways. My point here. I think Obi-Wan (asexual or not, if asexual it wouldn’t progress much past this but either is fine, depends on what you like, but ace Obi-Wan has a special place in my heart so I’ll be thinking of this sorta in that direction) is touch starved.

I don’t follow the whole ‘all Jedi are celibate and never show emotion’ propaganda, because it’s bullshit and they can do as they want, but I FIRMLY believe that Obi-Wan has major PTSS (it’s no longer PTSD, it’s Syndrome, instead of Disorder now days, because it’s a syndrome of repeating flashbacks and emotions, not a disorder) from multiple things in his past, and it just gets worse over the course of the war, and by the time Cody is there Alpha and Obi-Wan have already gone through Rattatak which is bullshit of the highest order and torture that has truly fucked Obi-Wan up because it involved 100% complete sensory deprivation which would mess with his senses of ‘touch is bad, touch hurts, the elders touch with pain, Death Watch hurt me, everything hurts and I can’t trust them to touch without pain’ to ‘I just want to feel something good and there’s nothing good around’ and it’s confusing and bad and I think one day during a bad panic attack after a flashback Obi-Wan would be sitting on the floor rocking to himself because autism stimming is actually very comforting tbh but it’s really concerning cause he’s not really replying to anyone but Cody just can’t handle it and puts a hand on his head to try and get his attention-

And Obi-Wan leans into his palm, shocked, not quite back to himself yet, but far enough away that the flashbacks can’t touch him at the moment and he’s slowly pushing into Cody’s hand and it takes a minute and Helix is ready with a hypo in case they need it but like any good psych doctor will tell you, if deescalation can work, you damn well better let it, and after that long minute Cody, glove off and hand on Obi-Wan’s soft wispy hair, just starts pulling his palm down Obi-Wan’s scalp, giving him gentle scratches while he does, and Obi-Wan slowly starts to come back to himself, probably a good ten minutes of hair and scalp scratching later, purring all heavy and soft in his chest, he’s surrounded by force signatures that feel like warmth and comfort and love all around him, he wants to curl up in Cody’s arms and never leave his side, just a good little pet. He doesn’t need to think about the touch about what he wants and what he’s scared of because his men are so loving and careful, they would never let anything bad happen to him anyways.

They know who to call when Obi-Wan starts getting that twitchy look like he needs a good hand to be under.

Cody also gives good forehead kisses and back rubs (soft ones, just light petting because actual massages are supposed to hurt a little to get the muscles out, they can work out Obi-Wan’s muscles when he’s not having pain and torture flashbacks) and full body cuddles.

I truly believe these two are soulmates and life partners. Sexual or not. Romantic or not. They are perfect. Obi-Wan gives Cody care too, but everyone needs different care tbh.

So many fics be like ‘Cody gave him a cup of tea made just right and it made his depression go away’ and I’m like. That’s not really how it works. But. Okay. If anyone is interested, this is an actual form of coping therapy and can be considered exposure therapy. You get the thing you’re fearing and the better the outcome, the less you fear it. It def helps Obi-Wan cope when he thinks ‘wow, I sure would like to give someone a hug rn’ and it doesn’t make him panic about touching someone.

#star wars #obi wan kenobi #commander cody #codywan #clone wars

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sashkapi · 8 months

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This is my first time sending you an ask because I was shy, but I was just binge-scrolling your profile (again), and I just wanna say never apologize for making more beautiful content about kbsd, especially the kindall ones :'3

Like, mygosh, you have no idea how many times your updates have made my day because I am also STARVING for kbsd and kindall content kebdjshwjdbsjsjc You're honestly such a blessing for that special place in my heart reserved for just kindall HAHAHAHAHA Like damn, where you've been after all these years T-T

But anyway, I super love your headcanons about kindall, and also just kbsd in general. I wanna ask you so many stuff like how tall do you think Kick would be compared to Kendall when they grow older? Do you think Hansel would like Kick when Kindall finally gets a little closer to the friendship side of things or will Hansel be super overprotective over Kendall and basically hate Kick' guts lol ALSO, what do you think of Kendall and Gunther as friends? Or their dynamic as fellow class officers? It's been a while, but I remember there being an episode where Gunther won as president to the student council I think? And like, I'm lowkey sad that this wasn't ever mentioned or referenced again in another episode. Because on one hand, I do think Gunther is smart in certain aspects and this is a good way for him to show it, BUT ALSO, IMAGINE IF KENDALL SHOWED GUNTHER THE ROPES FOR ALL THESE STUDENT COUNCIL STUFF AND THAT'S HOW THEY GOT A LITTLE CLOSER AS FRIENDS? Sorry for the all-caps, I just think it'd be super cute if there was more content about the other friendships and connections between the side characters (especially for Kendall, cause I remember her celebrating her birthday alone on that one episode where Kick babysits Oscar I think, AND THAT'S JUST SO SAD AND SHE DESERVES BETTER)

But anyway, sorry for the super long and messy brain dump hahaha, but endpoint to all of this, just wanna say that I love the content you make and I'm super excited to see your other headcanons and comics. That's all, thank you so much for all that you do and I wanna send you virtual hugs (with consent) <33 Byeee!

Me, after I red this ask /pos

KSJDJFKDFJGK PLEASE I"M SO HAPPY I MADE SOMEONE HAPPY WITH MY SILL KBSD ART I SWEAR IT SO AAAAAAAA

Ok i'm gonna put the rest under the cut because OH I HAVE A LOT TO SAY

I actually drew their designs for like mid/late twenties for a quick joke and didn't put as much thought into that BUT KJGKDJFGJK

Ok so adult Kindall

I feel a bit embarrassed by just how strong of a grip those two have on me but chvyf I'm still gonna make content with them of course >:D

Also

We stan short king ayooooooooo

About Hansel and Kick

I like the idea that she's not overprotective over Kendall or likes Kick right away but a secret third thing: sees him as a rival for the rank of awesome's first place. Like whenever he visits Kendall Hasel goes "aight boy, square up!" And just starts acting cute and adorable because that what somewhat gave her first place in the past.

Her cuteness doesn't work on Kick of course but Kendall? She already loves Hansel very much so whenever Hansel "competes" with Kick by rolling on the floor or rubbing against Kendall's legs you know that Kendall will be borderline crying from how adorable her kitty is.

The fact that cat can easily take all of Kendall's attention like that doesn't makes Kick mad tho. But he sure is irritated by that. Frustrated even.

GUNTHER AND KENDALL'S FRIENDSHIP IS SOMETHING THAT I THOUGHT ABOUT ADGCJVJV

Hansel counts that as a win btw jfnfnnfkfk

Before this ask I just thought that they're neutral. Not friends, Gunther is also kinda wary of her but generally sees her as just a classmate. BUT YEAH THAT EPISODE ABOUT ELECTION. IT WOULD BE FUNNY IF THAT WAS AT LEAST MENTIONED BUT AAAAAAA

Now I kinda like the idea that Kendall was scheming to take Gunther's place after the episode. However, Gunther kinda realized that student council position? Not very hype. Barely any time to hang out. So Gunther genuinely asked Kendall for help. Like, Jacky is wack (affectionate) but Kendall is pretty much known for her love for the rules and academics so it's only logical. And at first Kendall wanted to use that to completely "overthrow" him but Gunther, being an absolute lovable funny guy he is, made her go "Ok, you can stay actually"

I like the idea that Kendall keeps Gunther from turning the school into a Nordic funny land and Gunther keeps her from turning the school into a literal prison. It's a win win situation

ALSO I TOO WISH THERE WAS MORE ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIPS BETWEEN CHARACTERS SVJVJBL

It's kinda implied that Mouth and Ronaldo are friends. Ronaldo had goons too (where did they go :( ) Also I really warming up to the idea that Kyle and Jackie became chaotic besties or even romantic partners (sorry Gunther x Jackie people, but Kyle x Jackie has more comedic potential to me)

I also wanted to see Kendall interact with more with her peers like jjdjgnjdndjfjck even if not friendly, just lemme see my girl being a menace

JFJJCJC PLEASE YOUR ASK LIGHTEN MY DAYS SO MUCH LIKE I CANT PLEASE KNOW THAT I THOUGHT ABOUT THIS ASK EVERY DAY SINCE I GOT IT

IM SO SORRY FOR LATE REPLY I WAS BUSY BUT SHGUFYCHV NOW ONCE IM GETTING MORE FREE TIME IM MAKING MORE CONTENT ABOUT THIS SILLY LIL DARDEVIL BOY

(Please know I am returning that virtual hug :) )

#ask #kick buttowski #doodles #i wanted to draw most of the ideas i had for this ask #but i barely have time nowadays :(#AMON I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BTW #THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THOSE KIND WORDS #I WILL NOW FORFEIT ALL MY POSSESIONS TO YOU /j

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ravangie · 5 months

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I really like your first iteration of Tulia and Miguela, it looks like you spent more time on it, they're beautifully back-lit, the structure of their faces conveys more depth and their features look more unique to them. You have some delicate details which is really nice, I love em both tho, I think that is a fun exercise. Your art is lovely ♡

Thank you for the compliment! ❤️ And for the feedback too!

Yeah, i never said the first picture was bad, i really like it, it holds a special place in my heart, especially since it's started my journey. I remember feeling allll kinds of butterflies in my stomach while drawing it. But! I will talk about the improvements that i see in the new version:

(Oh boy there's a lot of text, prepare)

The back-lit lighting is pretty, but makes no sense in this particular piece. I tried to do it when redrawing, but such lighting would mean, that i would have to put the source of the light behind the ladies. The prettiest option would be to make them stand in front of a big beautiful landscape. But i didn't want to cheat and make myself from the present look better by changing the composition of the picture, so i kept that blank wall in the background. I did decide to spice it up a tiny bit and changed the lighting to fill the empty background with the shadows of the ladies.

Also! In the old version "the wall" is done very lazily with just a textured brush at whatever paste. In the new version i actually took time to paint the wall myself.

What I wouldn't agree with you on is the structure of the faces. I was still figuring things out at the point of the first drawing, so the proportions are all over the place. To me it is especially noticeable in the placement of the eyes. And in the postures of the ladies. I also wouldn't say that the features changed and became less unique, i'd say the opposite actually, they became sharper, more defined and unapologetically themselves. Just look at Miguella's nose proudly sticking out hahah

When redrawing this picture i also didn't want to change the rendering style, cause that wouldn't be fair, so i kept the simple "lineart over flat colours" style. There are some fully rendered pieces with Tulia and Miguella, like this one or this one. There they do, of course, look more realistic. But i see no use in drawing more realistically in such simplistic style, so i just showed off what my drawing style has evolved into during this year. Previously i didn't have a differentiation between more stylistic and more realistic types of art. NOW i do.

Also. The costumes. They now look like actual historical costumes. Not just cheap halloween knock-offs lol

So in conclusion to me it's pretty clear that now i actually know what i'm doing and every decision in my artworks is mindful. Which i consider to be a success!

#phew okay why did i talk so much though was it really necessary lol #ravangie answers #ask

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screamingay · 1 year

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started ranting about doctor who to my gf and realized i actually have a lot of opinions (which start off summarizing hbomberguy's takes from the sherlock video but it was kind of a revelation for me) so if u want to hear them ive copypasted and edited them a bit for u guys under the cut <3

so like to set up how bad steven moffat is he explains why doctor who was so bad when moffat was the showrunner in a way ive been trying to articulate for years

basically he's a decent writer who was good at individual episodes that make reference to the doctors history but when it came to actually writing that history and the big events that would become the doctor's history he sucks so so so badly

like in the empty child he was amazing, he prioritized the story of the episode while giving the doctor an air of mystery and references a long and complicated backstory without compromising any charm or humor

but in the very first episode where he had reins on the entire show and its storylines he resorted to just a monologue from the doctor about how cool and special he is and that trend continued the whole time he was in charge. the entire universe suddenly revolved around the doctor

like. chibnall was clearly trying to subvert that by only using brand new aliens during his first season and having extra companions (three of them jesus christ) but he didn't address the heart of the problem and somehow made it even worse. the charm of the doctor was always that they were just a traveler bouncing around the universe and helping people or having fun or whatever

and of course there was always the tragic backstory and the genocide and being the last of his kind and all that but that always came second to the humans he loved!! the first time the master came back in tennant's run it was martha and her family and jack that saved him!! and chibnall tried to do that with yaz but it just didnt feel as impactful bc of how overpowering the master & timeless child plots were (dont even get me started on the timeless child shit retconning the entire history of the show to make the doctor quite literally the most important being in the universe)

moffat on the other hand went all over the place with it and wrote in intergalactic cults deadset on killing the doctor and when he did try to make companions special and important he completely took away their agency in the process

to me clara was a decent companion and had some great moments for me until she turned out to be not real or a metaphor or forgotten or dead or somehow retconned into existing since the show started in 1963 it was all so WEIRD and misses the point of making a companion important. it made her so important she lost her humanity imo

and then there was bill who also died and was mutilated beyond recognition and it just makes me think about how rtd never did that to companions. they were special not because of time magic or destiny or fucked up deaths but because they were just humans. with families. martha got to go back to her family. donna had to forget but she was happy in the end. rose was supposed to live out her life in the parallel universe with her own mortal doctor, and she did, but moffat STILL found a way to bring her back as a metaphor because his desire to deconstruct female companions into concepts and tragedies was just too strong

that's not even getting into what he did to river. or amy...

none of this is to say rtd is perfect of course, i'm really nervous to see how he deals with everything that's been thrown at the show in the past couple decades but considering he plans on staying for a while i really hope he manages to put a better twist on all of it. honestly the thing im most curious about is the special effects.. the show has been leaving very heavily on cg lately but chibnall did introduce a few decent practical effects and puppets so i hope rtd pushes for more of that. im getting off topic tho

that's all i have for now i hope u enjoyed and if u wanna discuss anything pls feel free although that's all the brainpower i have for today come back tomorrow <3

#the thing about doctor who is that it's still doctor who even when it's bad. which presents a dilemma to every new showrunner #in that they have to find a way to either incorporate the previous canon into their canon or find a way to discard it. in canon #how funny would it be if rtd started and immediately said all the timeless child bs was a fever dream

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the-teddy-bear-butch · 1 year

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1, 3, 12, 13, 15, 19, 23, 24, 25, 27! Or I’d say any 5 from this list that you want lol because this is a lot

Oh boy [cracks knuckles]

1: favorite fic you wrote this year

Definitely the Christmas fic! I just enjoy the fluff so much and I worked really hard on it.

3: favorite line/scene you wrote this year

I answered this one with the ao3 wrapped asks forever ago but I’ll say it again! I like the imagery in this scene and this is where I think my descriptive writing and sense of metaphors really fell into place, from bad idea!

The girl in front of Robin moved back and forth, alcohol strong on her breath. She laughed as Robin spun her and pulled her close, her breath hot on the stranger’s ear. She made pointed eye contact across the bar, watching as Nancy was illuminated in soft pink. It matched the shade of her lips—the blush Robin wanted to put on her cheeks.

Blue light shone down on Robin and the stranger, gleaming in the former’s stormy eyes as they met with Nancy’s ocean.

Waves crashed and lightning struck, filling the room with unbearable electricity. The lights met and flared in an intense clash of violet sky, and Robin knew she was doomed to be lost at sea. Her heart was racing with exertion and excitement, drawn against her will to the other girl—the girl who wanted to kill her. The girl who was probably planning her demise at this very moment. The thought was exhilarating.

12: favorite character to write about this year

Nancy Wheeler my beloved <33 She’s just such a complex, malleable character. I love writing her personality and trying to figure out how she would respond in certain scenarios—and since the Duffers won’t let her explore her trauma, I will!! Also as an eldest daughter burnt out gifted kid… She’s very projection shaped

13: favorite writing song/album/artist of this year

Stick Season by Noah Kahan for sure! I still would really, really like to write a string of one shots for each song, but especially Growing Sideways, Northern Attitude, and The View Between Villages. I love his music and his voice and I think it’s very easy to ronancify this album lol

15: something you learned this year

Oh this one is fun. Imma be cheesy about it. I learned to stop letting what other people think of me get in the way of having fun. I was so against ever writing fic because “I don’t want to be cringe and get made fun of.” Fuck that. I am cringe and it’s FUN. I will own it with pride. I like my silly little self indulgent fics.

19: any new fics to start next year

Oh god so many. I’m not kidding when I say I’m past 30 on the WIP/idea list. I’ll toss some favorites tho:

say you’re gonna come back: one shot based on Sports Car by Valley, Ronance reunite and fall in love all over again years down the road

there in the garden, she looked my way: beauty and the beast au multi chapter featuring vampire Nancy and just so much pining

she will pull the trigger: monster hunter Nance and werewolf Rob and they’re both GNC ft toxic lesbianism because wanting to kill each other is sexy

23: fics you wanted to write but didn’t

I’m still thinking so hard about run, devil, run, which was a Wild West au featuring werewolf Nance and vampire Rob but I don’t think that one will stick. I go through a circle of phases of really stubborn hyperfixations and the wild west pops up as one of them but never stays for long. Was feeling it for a week, wrote one scene, then sort of dropped it to lowest priority

24: favorite fic you read this year

Oh god there are so many. I refuse to pick just one, but I’ll stick with 3 I think.

One of them (surprise) is you! a never ending story changed my brain chemistry. dungeon master rules lawyer repressed furious mega nerd comphet religious guilt traumatized Nancy my beloved!!!! Not saying I’d get a tattoo based off a fic but I am saying a d20 on 13 would be so cool… (also special shout out to DITM, I love that one dearly too, especially Martha) I also ADORE when you can tell a writer is into poetry and it shows in their word. Flowery prose and heart shattering metaphors my beloved

I have sung praises about this fic and I’ll fucking do it again. Bloodletting my beloved. I am once again in awe of the way @lavenderlevetan weaves the story and connects all the pieces. I love the dynamic and the way the tension builds. I am feral about vampires and biting, sue me.

And I have to say put me in the movies (on a king sized silver screen) by @sapphicriley is also one of my all time favorites. I love the back and forth banter and it’s sweet and fluffy and it’s just a feel good fic and I like to reread it when I’m feeling down. Another example of poetic writing as well <33

25: a fic you read this year that you would recommend everyone read

Well all of the one from above ofc. Also dancing in the moonlight. Also,,, Raise Dead by @eskawrites killed me and healed me. If you can handle the angst, this one is an incredible read and I cannot recommend it enough. I don’t really cry when reading, but this one actually had me in tears in the best way.

27: favorite fanfic author of the year

This is like asking me to pick a favorite child. God. I’m terms of writing, I have to say it’s between a few, but there’s this one rando who wrote this D&D fic and also one about monster fucking. You might have heard of her? I think her name is summersociety or something.

I also adore @lavenderlevetan (I will continue to scream about Bloodletting forever!!!) and you guys are in for a treat with some of the WIP sneak peeks I’ve gotten from @suwunnysideup

And I have to say every single one of my mutuals are just such incredible, talented writers, and such amazing friends. I love you all. 🥺

#ask game #fic rec #ronance fic rec #ronance #lo answers stuff #candle lion #I think I got them all

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chisungie · 8 months

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[Elysia voice] Hi~ Did you miss me? ♡

The basic stuff about me is in my bio so I'll put other stuff down here :)

Games I play currently!

Honkai Impact 3rd (My favourite <3)

Ensemble Stars (JpnMusic, Basic, Engstars, Krstars)

Honkai Star Rail (Sometimes)

Genshin Impact (Sometimes)

Honkai ID: 100771199

Genshin ID: 604738594

HSR ID: 600704351

EnBasic: e8wih8gz (what the fuck)

KrStars: 7527606407

Engstars: 7573454007

(Lmk who you are before you add or I'll likely decline btw!)

Other things I used to be into / still like!

Uta No Prince Sama has a special place in my heart, sobs

Monster Hunter! I've played World/Iceborne, and own Rise!

Project Sekai. I played a little before Eng release but as of rn I just like the songs^^

Kpop. I stick to listening to songs only now, but I used to be a huge Ahgase, Monbebe, Nctzen, ARMY. And I love Chung Ha.

Sonic The Hedgehog. Games, Sonic X, the Movies, and I read like 1 comic bc I got it with a figure I bought.

.. Voltage Otome, but like. The old ones. Like, A Knight's Devotion. My Sweet Bodyguard. Love Letter from Thief X. Celebrity Darling. Oh, and 10DWMD! My shameful past 💀

Amnesia Anime/Otome. I did end up playing all routes, and completed most, if not all, endings. It was fun <3

Kinda got into Idolish7? Banger anime, good music. Didn't get into the series past that tho ><

My Favourite Characters!

Don't follow me if you dislike/hate them and are vocal about it. I don't want to hear it, take it somewhere else.

HI3 Elysia! My favourite girl ever, you'll always be loved and remembered 🥹

HI3 Raiden Mei. My og wife material girlie I love her sm 🙏

(Tbh most of the HI3 cast has a special place in my heart.)

GI Yae Miko. Incase the pattern wasn't obvious, I adore hyv's pretty pink women <3

HSR Kafka. Good lord, she's hot.

Enst Undead / Oogami Koga / Sakuma Rei. We are.. Undead! <3

Enst Crazy:B / Amagi Rinne / HiMERU. Sorry, unfortunately I'm a RnHmP. Please forgive me 🙏 /j

Enst Akatsuki / Hasumi Keito. This green glasses man has had a tight grip on me since day one alongside Rei and I HATE HIM SO MUCH (affectionate.

Utapri Ittoki Otoya. MY SUNSHINE BOY I ALMOST FORGOT HIM IM SO SORRY 😭

Utapri HEAVENS / Quartet Night. QN on top bc their dynamics are so funny and their music bangs. Heavens also up there for their music <3 (dont have bias in each?🤷‍♀️)

GI Childe / Al haitham. I will not explain myself but they are my squishies.

AKD Lute / Haku. Oh my god. Also my squishies and they always fight and compete like idiots. I love them so much.

10DWMD Kamui Meguru. Babie. Love him sm 😭

MSB Sora, LLFTX Hiro, CD Sho. My type in Voltage Otome was very obvious 🤦‍♀️ Not Voltage but ToT Luke too. Unfortunately, Amnesia Toma as well.. ;;

IkeVamp Arthur Conan Doyle. I can't believe I forgot him.. He's a bad, bad man and is really disgusting at the beginning/in other routes, but once he opens up and starts acting properly? Chefs kiss.

There's more I just can't rmr rn. Whatever. Live, love, Elysia! <3

#chisungie #44597 #and if anyone uses smule im @rhelena ! i frequently join enst/utapri duets <3

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I need to write this out because I am a MESS right now :’-)

Chip, you’ve got to be one of the MOST underrated authors here because I binged “Aim for the Heart” in three days and I have never cried so much over a literal fanfic before 😭😭 it’s just so beautifully crafted and no words can describe the story between MC and Jungkook being two sides of the same coin trying to heal their broken selves from their past and falling in love with each other. THE SYMBOLISM TOO I CANNOT— the flowers, the shoe laces, colour symbolism, drawings— it just ALL came back and nothing was ever put in the story as filler IM SOBBING 💕

The way they both came into each others lives and so deeply and fundamentally changed each other- MC showing Jungkook that it’s okay to love and be weak and that it’s not something to be ashamed of; she gave him a sense of purpose other than solely killing to support his mother. She let him see the good the world is capable of 🥲🥲

On the other side, Jungkook helped her see how beautiful she was this whole time, (the metaphor with the Japanese bowls!!!) and that she’s more than her past (which could also be said for him too I’m still crying 😭) + there is beauty in things that are broken and the way he just loves her is so AUGHHHH 🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️ if that’s isn’t true love then idk what is because I don’t ever want anything other than that

There are also so many parallels between Jungkook and Taehyung and Mina and MC. The situation being that one of them pressured the other to do something they didn’t want to do. I’m MC’s case, she wanted to leave the dirty business behind but ended up hurt and dragged into it against her will. In Jungkook’s situation, it’s flipped, where Taehyung wanted to protect him and instead, became a vicious killer, allowing himself into that role by his decision alone.

As for Mina, lemme just say this 💀

There’s honestly so much more I can say about just how amazing this story is 😭 at first I found it hard to get behind MC’s overall demeanour because she made me cringe a big ngl, but I ended up really loving her and how she is meant to represent a sense of childhood innocence because she allows herself to be comfortable as she is, this expressed through her fashion, room decor, eating habits + love for sweets, and Barbie movies— something which Jungkook struggles with within himself and his mental and physical scars (like when he hates the feeling of water running down his back due to his childhood abuse).

Btw I always wondered at the end whether MC could have just looked back in her photo gallery to see the selfie she took with Jungkook when she had lost her memories tho? Lol 😩

Thank you for bringing this into the world 🥲😌😭 I need to find a happy fic to read now because I’m still SHAKEN.

It took me longer than I wanted it to to answer this ask 😔

Tbh, I feel so comfortable writing for characters and getting certain messages across to readers through their words, but when it comes to me writing stuff that comes directly from me, I always feel lacking.

I never feel satisfied with how I've answered an ask whether it be a response to a small heartfelt greeting from a nonnie or long meaningful paragraphs.

I'm always afraid that someone is going to feel like I didn't answer them with as much love and gratefulness as I'm trying so hard to fill it with, that I'm not genuine. Even when I had so few followers and a single ask every once in a blue moon, I was so so so so excited and grateful every time and I'd read it over and over again before getting the courage to answer it. It still happens to this day lol.

I hope you know how much this ask means to me. Again, it took me far longer than I thought to answer it, but I just couldn't come up with the words to show how much it truly means to me. I still can't.

AFTH has such a special place in my heart, and when people love it, it feels like my heart explodes into a million pieces in the best way possible.

There have been so many many nights and days where I had panic attacks because I realized how I could've made it better with a simple word change, how people will think I dragged it on just to mess with people, how people would think it's cringe or a waste of their time to read. How someone might like it in the beginning and then decide they couldn't care less about the characters and leave. That hurts the most in a way.

I love my characters so so much, it's so comforting to see you love them all even if it took time to warm up to some 💝 but you're right Mina can go take a long walk.

I still feel like it's lacking in so many ways I wish I could go back in time and fix.

But it's asks like this that calm my heart more than anything else can. Even with my thousands of mistakes and regrets, the fact that you could love it so much... It hurts in a good way.

As much as I hate to admit it, I know that it's very connected with how I feel about myself. The fear of failure is so strong whenever I post.

I didn't know for so long why I was so afraid, but i finally admitted it to myself. I trust y'all enough to put a part of my diary here T-T

There are so many authors, hundreds of millions of trillions of books in this world. Why would someone pick up mine? How would it even get seen even if it turned out perfect?

I feel like being an author is like being an artist. Either you make it, or you don't. And a lot of it has nothing to do with skill and everything to do with luck. And yet I doubt I have either of those.

I'm scared to put myself out there, because I'm scared of the confirmation that no one wants me.

This ask though. It helped to push those thoughts back onto the back burner. You understood so much of what I was trying so hard to convey in that story. And it touched you. And that's what I wanted so desperately.

Thank you so much for loving aim for the heart, for even giving it a chance at first. I know it's long. Btw you binged over 1200 pages in three days. That's a big ass book lol so you are impressive I must say 😭 yall are truly a different breed. I finally found my people 😂 the fact that you GOT so many of my little details in there is so AGHHH

Anyway, enough of my blubbering. Again I'm not even satisfied with this. But oh well. As long as you know how much this meant to me and how many times I read this over and over again bc it was such a beautiful and comforting ask.

I hope I can continue to give you works that make you feel like this 💕💕💕

ILY 💖

-chip

p.s. you are right, I'll have to go back and see but I don't think I put in there why she didn't see the pictures, I had intended to but forgot lol, nice catch 😉 let's just say she has a different phone 🤪

#asks #ashbxnny

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