sub!top simon who starts off thinking he's in control, his size never allowing him to be vulnerable. prepping you with his thick calloused fingers, but for some reason, he keeps looking back up at you, trying to gauge your reaction. you can almost hear his thoughts, eyes flicking back to yours with a "like this?" when he would twist his fingers deeper. only quickening when he sees you nod, or give him affirmation to continue.
sub!top simon who doesn't know quite what to do. after a little while of him prepping you, you quite literally have to get him into position so that you can ride him. silly boy just sits there looking dumbfounded as you sling a leg over his hips and try to sit upright. but you know he's ready by the way his cock twitches when he looks up at you, and how his eyes get watery. "are- are you gunna... y-..." biting his lip. he can't even say it- just staring at his cock, then your hole, then back up to your face.
sub!top simon who has to bite his knuckles to keep himself from cumming the second you sink down on his length. it's better than anything else he's every felt, and he quite literally cannot keep his hands off of you. hands reaching up to grab your cock. stupid boy trying to get more :-( but you're quick to grab hold of his hands and harshly hold them above his head. it's a sight, almost looks wrong for a man that big to be held down so easily. (don't worry, he likes it.)
rasping out a harsh, "get your fuckin' hands off me si. did i tell you to touch me?"
his stomach sinks, and he immediately starts to babble off apologies, tears pricking his eyes as he tries to keep himself from fucking up into you.
your grip on his hands get tighter, but instead of continuing to ride him, you sit still on his cock.
tell me why this fucker starts to whimper, and beg for you to ride him. "anngh.. please.. i- i'm sorry i grabbed your hips like that, love i'll- i'll be good. please, please, i'll be good. i won't touch anymore, i swear." (spoiler alert he's a liar liar pants on fire)
aaauuughhh that's it that's the post desperate simon makes my cock hard and my insides warm
(next up is making simon watch u as u jerk off in front of him n making him sit on his hands so he can't touch you herhekhejheheh)
When you talk about Philippino history and then Roman history, as a Venezuelan it's been making me think about our history and like, I've always thought there's a lot of similarity there but now it's like...its so similar. Your house is haunted too! I always think about how we won wars against the colonizers but their ghosts are still there, and they still sit at the dinner table with us every night. Your work is so cool, I feel like I can extend that train of thought further through time. I've never been interested in Rome but now I kinda am!
Venezuela 🤝the Philippines: being haunted houses (colonized by Spain)
also that is so SO real, the ghosts really are with us!! THEY ARE AT!!! OUR DINNER TABLES!!!!! ngl, once you start noticing it, it's impossible to NOT notice how they've crawled into the spaces and just. stayed.
ancient Rome is so weird for it too, because if you asked me about it, I wouldn't immediately put ancient Rome down for haunting the Philippines, except for the fact that like Catholicism, it's fucking everywhere. it's gotten in the cracks and spaces between the walls. On the stage of theater, Nadres' Hanggang dito na lamang at maraming salamat: the main character is named after Julius Caesar
Closet Queeries, J. Niel C. Garcia
and so many people are named after figures from ancient Rome (I know enough Mark Anthonys I've run out of differentiating nicknames for everyone) that it rivals Catholic saints for naming conventions. neo classical architecture had it's moment in the sun in Manila, our ilustrados brought some of it back when they returned from Spain to call for reform, and then independence, and I am struggling to hold back a plague-infection comparison about that. like, something else crept in with Spain, and like Spain's ghosts, it Did Not Leave.
but on the other hand! there's a long, centuries long, tradition of using the events of the Fall of the Republic to discourse, discuss, to vent or call for action, current events. it provides a interlocutor when something hurts too much to say directly, it provides a stage to explore a tragedy that echoes in our own histories, it gives a script to voice an ideal that a government might otherwise put down. how many centuries have we used Brutus (and Cassius) to rail against Tyranny, and how many centuries with equal enthusiasm have people used Julius Caesar as a martyr to justify the rights of Kings and Empires? these things are equally as important (in a different way) from the ancient events that actually transpired. (this specific topic, of Brutus & the Assassination of Caesar and it's literary revivals in history, are the focus of The Brutus Revival, Manfredi Piccolomini)
and the cores of these things conflict with each other, but in that friction, it's like there's an invitation to sit down and think for a minute. to look back at history and feel it's immediacy in the present.
ANYWAY I got carried away, but I am glad!! that my stuff could make Rome interesting!!! I hope that you find new doors of thoughts to explore!!!!!!!
pleas just falling out of their mouth, like they can't even control themselves. so so desperate, lashes sticking together from the tears. and they can feel it, the pleasure just building up right in their core.
it's just "pleasepleasepleasepleaseplease" again, and again, and again. at this point, his brain is so gone that he doesn't even know what he's begging for- but it's most likely for you to fuck him silly. it's just so cute, lip quivering, eyes watering. and you just kiss his jaw, tracing wet circles on his sensitive clit with the tip of your finger. you can even feel him shaking under your hands, hot tears running down his cheeks.
hehe and then pounding the shit out of him when he least expects it😇
i record bootlegs now, selling the rest of this one for $500 🥰 (joking, i only got a few scenes and the quality is shit anyway lmao. also for anyone wondering this is year 5 broadway cast, joel meyers and erik christopher peterson)