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spookwyrdie · 14 days

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Use Your Words

sub!Seungmin x dom!reader

word count: 7.8k

summary: When a secret about your former life is revealed during a game of 'Never Have I Ever' at a house party, Seungmin has a whole identity crisis in the bathroom. He's never been submissive before…but maybe you can help him out with that.

genre: smut, college AU, gentle femdom

warnings: alcohol, adult dialogue, sexual content, dom/sub dynamics, gentle femdom, a little hurt/comfort, oral (reader receiving), bathroom sex

a/n: this is my first ever fic and I'm a big nervous baby about it!

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I have only posted this here and on AO3 - user: spookwyrdie

Another bottle clinks onto your kitchen counter as Seungmin finishes off his third beer of the evening. He hasn’t even been in your small apartment for an hour and he’s already three drinks in, trying to submerge his foul mood with alcohol. He stands in your small kitchen, staring blankly into your living room. It’s a postage stamp of an apartment, so the few bodies that occupy it felt overwhelming with you glowing in the middle. God, she looks good, Seungmin thinks to himself and his expression sours. He couldn’t take his eyes off you if he tried - and oh, how he has tried.

Chan and Minho flank you during some sort of banter Seungmin can’t hear, but he’s aware of your every move. The way you place a hand on Chan’s arm, the way you swat at Minho’s shoulder, the way your face lights up when Felix joins the conversation - you’re so animated! The buzz in the room is charged with a comfortable charm you seem to bring with you everywhere you go. Watching you flit around the room, chatting and checking on everyone at your own party makes Seungmin feel so invisible standing here like a potted plant by your kitchen sink.

“You’re gonna burn a hole in her if you keep staring like that,” a voice whispers into his ear.

Seungmin jolts and snaps back into the present to find Changbin at his shoulder with a smirk on his face.

“What? What are you talking about?”

Changbin shrugs his thick shoulders, muscles straining against the material of his black shirt, “Staring daggers at someone at their own house party is considered a dick move, that’s all.”

“Whatever,” Seungmin mutters as he opens the fridge again to grab yet another drink. The cold of the refrigerator helps soothe the strange hot sensation he’s feeling in the pit of his stomach.

At that moment you bounce your way into the kitchen. “Everything okay? Do you guys need anything?”

“Only your presence, y/n,” Changbin grins and flutters his eyelashes at you like a princess.

“Aww, Binnie you’re so sweet!” You pinch his cheek and coo at him like a baby. Seungmin buries himself in the fridge, shielded from this exchange. The last thing he needs is to witness you being cute and touchy with the other guys in front of him - he hates it. He’s been aware of your talent for captivating anyone within 15 feet of you since he first laid eyes on you in your shared lecture hall. That day the air hummed with electricity when you got up to introduce yourself - your voice, your humor, your smile, made everything light up in Seungmin when he first saw you. It was effortless and he hated that he was drawn in so easily.

“How about you Minnie, searching for Narnia in my fridge?”

You’re suddenly next to him, gently place your hand on his shoulder as you turn all your attention to him. The warmth of your hand through his shirt sends a zing down his spine. He grabs the first bottle he sees and turns to look at you. You’re so close to him he starts to feel crowded. Your eyes are sparkling in the low warm light and the mild herbal scent of your perfume renders him mute. The weight of your eye contact presses into him, a look of delight tinged with concern on your face. There’s no way all that attention is directed towards him, yet here he is, cemented to the floor by your eyes.

Just then, the front door bursts open - thank god for the distraction. Seungmin doesn’t know how long that silence would’ve been otherwise.

“The party is finally here, y’all!” Jisung’s voice rings out. He’s got his classic smug smile on his face and a huge glass bottle of amber liquid. “I brought some whiskey, so it’s time to get down to business!”

“What sort of business did you have in mind, Ji?” you ask as you meet him at the door and drape your arm around his shoulders. Jisung beams at you, his unoccupied hand finds your waist, easily tugging you to his side.

“Obviously the party game kind, duh. Never have I ever! Y/n, we’re gonna need all the shot glasses you own,” Jisung pecks you on the forehead and you giggle. It’s enough to make all of the muscles in Seungmin’s stomach lurch.

~~~

It started off innocently enough, a couple of “never have I ever gotten a tattoo” “given a fake number to someone” “flirted with a teacher” so everyone in the room was glazed in the warmth of liquor. It had been a while since you had let yourself drink like this, and it felt nice to feel safe around everyone enough to let your guard down a little. The only sore spot was Seungmin across the room - silent, avoiding your eye contact when you refilled his glass after every time he took a drink. His cheeks were starting to get rosy under his dark hair, but he seemed a bit too sullen for your taste. You really wondered if he even enjoyed being here, maybe he was dragged along by one of the other guys.

“This is boring, I don’t need to know if any of you have ever worn your underwear two days in a row, Jeongin,” said Hyunjin. “Gross, by the way.”

“That was one time, and I didn’t have a choice, fuck off!” Jeongin spluttered next to you.

“Whatever, I wanna get to the spicy shit. Never have I everrr…” Hyunjin paused, looking around the circle with the devil in his eyes, “choked someone during sex.”

Everyone froze in place for a split second while Hyunjin scanned the room with a sly grin on his face. Damn it. You had skated by for a while now without anything kinky coming up in conversations, so it wasn’t like you needed to talk about it. Were you really about to open up about that aspect of your life with these guys? They still didn’t know you that well, you had no idea how they’d react. Taking a steadying breath, you reached for your drink - at the same time Han and Changbin grabbed theirs. All eyes were on you though as you lifted your small glass in the air to clink it with the two other degenerates taking a shot with you. Your eyes flitted nervously around the room trying to gauge the reaction. Most eyebrows were raised, Changbin smirked with his little downturned smile, Han winked at you, but the one face that you landed on was Seungmin - mouth agape, eyes glazed over, frowning off into space. Oh no… Is he judging you?

“Well, I’ve never been the one doing the choking,” Felix says, breaking your concentration on Seungmin’s gobsmacked expression. “I never pegged you as someone who’d be into that, y/n!”

“Speaking of pegging,” Minho interjected, “Never have I ever been pegged!”

A groan went around the room as Chan, Felix, Hyunjin, and Han all downed another shot.

“He always uses that one when we play, it’s unfair!” Felix pouts.

“It’s not my fault that I can tell who’s a pervert just by looking at them.”

“I want to know more about y/n and the choking thing though,” Han says, his eyes roam your body. “What other sort of stuff have you gotten into?”

“Ah-ah, that’s not how the game is played,” Chan says. “You have to say a ‘never have I ever’ if you want answers.”

“Fine! Never have I ever…gone to a BDSM club.” Han narrows his eyes as if challenging you. You cock an eyebrow at him as you grab your glass. Your old instincts kick in to emanate a cool confidence even though your heart rate skyrocketed. You may be anxious but you’re not one to back down from a silly little power play like Han was throwing out there.

You reach for the bottle to refill it, but a hand snatches it away, tilting it into your glass to fill it for you. You find Seungmin, eyes downcast, bottle in hand.

“You were gonna spill…” he mumbles.

There’s that feeling of electricity running through the room again, a low buzz that vibrates under your skin and runs down to your lower belly. Seungmin and his attitude have a way of bringing out the dominant energy you used to wield - a possessive hunger bubbles through you.

“Never have I ever done anything with rope bondage!” Hyunjin blurts out, eyes locked onto your face.

A nervous giggle escapes you again as your old lifestyle is apparently in the spotlight right now. You’re about to move to grab the bottle from Seungmin to pour yourself yet another shot but stop - Seungmin seemed really eager to do this for you. Who are you to pass up the opportunity to mess with him a little?

You make sure your eyes catch his, your gaze hooded yet intense - you tap your shot glass with your finger, gesturing for him to pour. His grip tightens around the bottle, cheeks redder than before as more of that amber liquid flows into your small cup. It’s like time slows down for a moment and you feel yourself entering that old headspace, exhilarated by being bossy and making someone squirm just by looking at them. His eyes flit back and forth between you and your drink, conflict tinges his features. He’s got a wrinkle between his eyebrows nearly hidden by his hair that you want to smooth out with your thumb. Your face feels hot as you raise the glass to your lips and toss back yet another shot.

Hyunjin lunges at you after you down your shot, grabbing your shoulders and accidentally knocking over a few empty glasses on the table, “Tell me everything! Where did you learn? What sort of rope do you use? Are you a rope top or bottom? Can you show me?!” He’s so excited, he ends up shaking your shoulders as you laugh.

“I’ve been doing it for a few years! I mostly use natural jute or hemp! And I only top!” you manage to get out between giggles.

“Oh, do we have a domme in our midst?” Changbin says, a lecherous look in his eye. The rest of the room seems to wait on edge for your reply.

“I mean, sort of. I haven’t done it in a long time, especially since I moved away from the old studio I would work at sometimes,” you sheepishly admit. You can feel your heartbeat in your throat at this admission. Opening up to people about this could go vastly different directions - either everyone would embrace it or they would cast you aside. Bringing up not only your kink experience but your history of dabbling in sex work wasn’t exactly conventional. The whiskey in your belly would soften the landing for you either way.

“Work at?”

“So like…professionally?”

“What sort of stuff did you do?”

“What kind of domme are you?!”

“Can you tie me up sometime?!”

The voices overlap and swirl around you, you’re comfortably tipsy and beaming with the new trust you feel towards this group of beautiful idiots. They’re all shouting their questions at you in rapt attention - everyone except Seungmin, who looks like he’s been slapped in the face. You hush them all with a finger to your lips.

“I was semi-professional, but like I said, I don’t really do it anymore. Things got a little…complicated at the end there. Emotionally, I mean.” you say. The boys are all fascinated by your revelation. The din of chatter swells up again and you do your best to answer all their questions. You get crowded as you laugh your way through explanations of safety, how you kept your professional and private lives separate, what sort of gear did you own. They’re rabid for answers. As the chat bounces around the circle, you look over to check on Seungmin. But between the noise and the kink jokes and the questions, there’s an empty spot in the circle.

Seungmin isn’t there.

~~~

Fuck.

Seungmin grips the edge of the sink with white knuckles. What was he even doing back there? Why did he want to pour your drinks? What are these weird feelings stirring in his stomach right now? That stupid drinking game - he’s gonna kill Han for even suggesting it. The way everyone fawned over you already made him sick to his stomach but finding out that you do all those things, have all this in depth experience with choking, bondage, domming….

Finding out that you have done all the things that Seungmin has only ever let himself dream of late at night, all those ideas about kneeling in front of someone who takes charge, he’s never felt so exposed! The way you looked at him when he poured you that drink, he felt like he was strung up and writhing in front of you like your next meal – and he liked it. He hated that he liked it. Hot tears welled up in his eyes over the fact that it was so easy for you to just unravel him like that in a matter of seconds. He had felt his cock twitch just from sitting across from you during the game and all he did was pour you a drink and look at you in silence.

He slides down the wall in your small bathroom, rubbing his eyes furiously. He wanted you so much in that moment while shame and desire curled around his ribs. A person having this much control over him makes him so nervous, and what was worse is he wanted to throw himself head first into it. The way you made him feel, the fierce concentration you had on him in those few seconds, was enough to toss himself at your feet and grovel.

He feels trapped within himself, like he’s being forced to confront what he really wants. He wants to be held, told what to do, made to cry, brought to the brink over and over again until he’s delirious. He wants to fall and know that there is someone strong enough to catch him. Putting that sort of faith in someone is terrifying.

That’s why he hates being around you. You have this way of exposing all the sensitive little things within him until he can’t ignore it anymore. Seungmin usually ignores this submissive feeling, it’s so fucking embarrassing. He knows how others would see him, so he tends to stay quiet to avoid it. Many find him intimidating given his streak for brutal honesty. The people he��s dated in the past have all been attracted to him for his sharp wit and cutting tongue. Many have wanted him to take charge and he happily obliged them at the time - at the cost of his own desires. If he didn’t bring them up then he wouldn’t feel vulnerable - problem solved, right? But all that has come tumbling down because of you and your eye contact. It’s like you melt all his icy defenses with just your gaze. He can’t imagine what it would be like to actually have you towering over him, directing him, binding him. It’s almost too overwhelming to consider. Even thinking about this, he feels himself growing hard at the thought of you being in control.

Watching you have the time of your life with the group has a way of making Seungmin so small. You’re the newest addition to this dynamic and he doesn’t know how to place you yet, so he keeps you at a comfortable arm's length. His defensiveness has gotten more pronounced lately and it’s starting to fuck with his friendships with the other guys. His jokes have gotten a little meaner, his tone has come out a little too harsh. He can’t keep feeling bitter because you’re so sweet with them, but he’s filled with vivid envy any time you so much as look at one of them.

These past few months he’s watched you seep into his solid circle of friends, naturally slotting yourself firmly in as a charmer in the group. Seungmin has been watching you as you get closer with the other guys, openly affectionate, doting on them, giving attention freely to any of them that asks. You show your care to the others so easily and Seungmin feels forgotten. To you, he’s just an afterthought. Tears prick at his eyes yet again as he buries his head in his arms.

A knock on the door shakes him out of his spiral.

~~~

The chaos of your domme confession has ebbed. You sneak out of the living room as the boys got distracted by other things - Chan and Changbin hover in the corner over the music selection, Hyunjin showing Felix and Jeongin pictures he’s saved on his phone of shibari suspensions, Han leaning on Minho’s shoulder as they bicker about who’s cuter in a drunken affection war. You tip-toe your way to the hallway and knock on the bathroom door that’s been closed for a while now.

“You okay Minnie?”

You don’t get an answer, but you hear some shuffling noises, so you try again. “Are you in there? Can I come in?”

After a pause, you hear a muffled “yeah” in response. You slide into the bathroom, closing the door quietly behind you. Seungmin is sitting on the floor, knees drawn up towards his chest, staring off into the distance. You step over to him, gingerly placing your hand on his head, stroking his hair lightly.

“Feeling alright? You look like shit.”

He jerks his head away from your touch, his face crumpling into a frown.

“I’m fine, thanks.”

“You’re not fine, you’ve been in here for ages. Did you get sick?”

“No, just needed to splash some water on my face,” he says, not looking in your direction.

“Me and the guys miss you out there.”

He scoffs “you and the guys? Yeah, of course. Always you and the guys.”

“What’s that supposed to mean?”

“Nothing! Forget it. I’m being stupid,” His voice trembles. “Just leave me alone, y/n.”

He doesn’t move and you kneel down beside him.

“I brought you some water.”

“Don’t want it.”

You sigh, annoyed by the pout that’s on his face. “Come on, baby. You can either tell me what’s wrong or drink this water. Which do you choose?”

He says nothing, only shrugging his shoulders.

“You’ve been crying.”

Silence.

“You should always drink some water after you cry. You’ll get dehydrated if you don’t.”

He turns towards you then, defiance infused in his gaze.

“Make me.”

Make me.

It’s like a trigger word for a sleeper agent. Your body reacts before your mind can catch up, fueled by the alcohol still thrumming through your system. You uncap the water bottle and cautiously grab his chin. You pause, eyes locked on his, giving him ample time to push your hand away, to deny you. Instead, he gives you the smallest nod. Your thumb grazes over his bottom lip as you lift his chin and bring the bottle to his lips. Your other hand snakes to the back of his head, gently grasping the hair at his nape. Tilting his head back, his eyes burn through you as he sips the cold water. He blinks back the tears in his wide eyes as his face tinges pink. Seungmin slowly leans into the hand cupping his jaw. He leans his head forward slightly when he’s done. Your thumb ghosts over the wet spot on his lip and he sighs.

“You gonna tell me what’s wrong?”

“I just…-” he starts, as a tear slips down his cheek. “I just wish you liked me like you like them. It’s fine that you don’t, I know I’m…not easy to be around.”

Confusion sets in as you tenderly wipe the tears from his face, both hands cupping his face like handling something fragile.

“That’s not true, I like you, Minnie.”

“You don’t have to lie to me. I see the way you look at them.”

You frown at that. “What way do I look at them?”

“Like you enjoy being around them.”

“I enjoy being around you, too. I bet you’d enjoy me more if you let me in a little.” Your hands leave his face, trailing down his arms to grasp at his hands, almost pleading. The desire to be close to him has always been there. With his soft hair, sharp eyes, his acerbic sense of humor, how could you not? But any time he looks at you, he goes blank. You’ve been in his orbit for long enough to know how to encompass him, but you don’t know how to close the distance between the two of you.

But something happened tonight, something made him get up and leave while you were being bombarded by questions about your past. Was it all the talk about kink that made him run?

It’s quiet for a moment. He studies your hands as you gently run your thumbs over his knuckles. You break the silence with the only question on your mind.

“What made you leave earlier?”

~~~

He never imagined how soft your hands would be on his. The little circles you were rubbing over his knuckles could drive him insane. Holding your hands like this gives him a great excuse not to look into your eyes, because when he had done it earlier and you said all those nice things about him to his face, his brain short circuited. You have him tethered by the hands, the one thing keeping him grounded while the rest of him floats out of his body.

“I-” he croaks out, but he couldn’t get the words to form. He doesn’t even know what to say. Images of you as a domme - his domme - spin around in his head. You just told him that you enjoyed being around him and he was supposed to be normal about that? Guilt drips into his stomach at that, knowing how he has pushed you away every chance he got to protect himself. But here you are, checking in on him, doting on him, holding his hands even when he has offered you nothing but a cold shoulder for so long. The silence stretches out the longer he lets his thoughts spiral.

You start to move, to pull away, and panic roars to life in his chest. You are finally so close to him, he can’t let that go! He snatches your fingers, pulling you back down towards him. “Wait! Don’t go yet!”

Your expression flows from surprise to confusion to…wary? He can’t let you leave. Your voice is a low murmur, and your eyes drop to your entwined fingers.

“Be honest with me Minnie… Does the domme thing scare you?”

“No!” he blurts out. “I mean, it doesn’t scare me in the way you think.”

“How does it scare you then?” Terse and authoritative, your demeanor shifts in an instant. “Elaborate.”

Seungmin feels like his chest is about to burst open. He has two choices. He can either cover up his desires and hide them like he’s done for so long - push you away, and continue being miserable in the familiar way he has gotten so used to. Or, he can crack his shell for you, open up, do a trust fall and hope you catch him.

He decides to fall.

“It scared me because it’s something I’ve wanted for so long. I’ve been scared to talk to anyone about it.”

“Wanted what? Use your words.”

The dam inside him finally bursts.

“I want to… I want to let someone else be in charge. I want somebody to tell me what to do, hold me down, fuck me, make me cry, tie me up, ANYTHING! I want to be praised, I want to be punished, I want it all! Finding out you have a past with that scared me because you’re already so beautiful, it’s intimidating. I’ve been watching you for so long and knowing now that you are a domme means I can’t... I can’t-” he chokes out, squeezing his eyes shut in embarrassment. A blush stains his cheeks, this confession burning through his entire body.

“Can’t what?” Your voice is softer now, almost a purr. He finds you so close when he opens his eyes, he’d only have to lean up a little bit to kiss you. He starts to move towards your lips, but you pull back at the last second before he’s able to connect. You place two fingers on his chin and tenderly push him back. “Use. Your. Words.”

“I can’t ignore how you make me feel.”

~~~

You want to devour him. He looks so pathetic in the exact way you love a man to look beneath you. His nose and cheeks are pink, his eyes are wet and bright, and he looks so desperate for you. If this is how riled up you can get him without even touching him, imagine what it must be like when he’s tied down and overstimulated. You want to see him messier than he is now, begging for it. You want to see if his cock gets as red as his crying face does when he’s been edged for an hour or two. Even now, he’s leaning up towards you, hungry for a kiss - you hover just out of the way. That’s something that he’ll have to earn.

“So, you want to submit to me?” you croon at him. “You want me to take control, make all the decisions?”

He nods with his big wet eyes. Your hand slowly slides from his chin to the back of his head, cradling for a sweet moment before you grip onto his hair and give a quick tug. The moan that drops out of his mouth when his jaw slackens from your grasp is melodic. “What did I say about using your words?”

“Y-yes please,” he stutters out. Your eyes appraise him, slowly raking over his form. You see the outline of his cock straining against the denim of his jeans.

Your feelings are beating around inside your chest erratically. You haven’t indulged in your dominant disposition in such a long time, it shakes through you. The way your body reacts to him as you steer his movements speeds up your heart rate. Does he know how much you want this and how nervous you are? He’s obviously turned on, sure. But you’ve both been drinking, and this is the longest direct conversation you’ve ever had with him.

Wait…. Is he making fun of you? You’ve watched him mess with the other guys, he’s a natural at playing the long game when it comes to the way he fucks with them. Sometimes his jokes leave a sting for others that’s hard to see coming.

Abruptly, you lean back, disconnecting your body from his completely. He whines at the loss of you and your warmth, a panic stricken look on his face.

“I haven’t done that in a long time, Seungmin. I don’t take this lightly and I don’t do this with just anyone. If this is a joke, tell me now.” You stand and try to calm the nerves roiling through you.

He scrambles to his knees, catching your wrist. “N-no! Y/n, I’ve wanted this for so long.” He looks up frantically at you, grasping at you fiercely. “I would do anything for you to show me what being a submissive is really like…”

You stare down at him, on his knees in front of you, a wide eyed yearning painted on his face. You hold his cheek again, thumb grazing over his skin as his eyes flutter closed. His lips slightly parted, he sighs into the touch. Kneeling, he’s like a sinner accepting salvation merely by your hand holding his face. A silent devotion blossoms on his face in this moment of intimacy.

You revel in him like this, trying to burn this image into your memory. Your thumb trails over his lips, barely making contact. He turns tentatively, mouth open, and envelops your thumb in the warmth of his mouth. Rooted to the very spot, a sensual weight blooms in you, settling somewhere deep in between your thighs. His hands clutch the backs of your legs as his eyes open and find yours, eager but careful. You gasp as you feel him draw your thumb further in, sucking it into the hot velvet of his mouth, rolling his tongue around it. His eyes lock on yours, molten desire jolts down your body, heating you up from the inside. You feel like a live wire, glowing. He’s open for the taking, a gift of service and sacrifice waiting for you to grasp. His eyes narrow in a wicked grin, watching how he affects you.

Mine.

The thought slams through you as your thumb curls into his cheek, hooking the flesh there and gently stretching his mouth open to one side, exposing the edge of his teeth. From here, your thumb slides back into his mouth further. This subtle gesture of control - a sort of test to see how you two mesh. To your delight, Seungmin is happy to oblige, taking the digit in as far as he can into his mouth, laving his tongue on the pad on your thumb. His hands start to roam around your lower body, traveling up from your thighs and around to rest directly beneath your ass. You realize in this position that his mouth is at the exact same height as your cunt, and you clench at the thought of his tongue on you.

“Wait - before we do anything, do you know the stoplight system?”

He nods vigorously.

“Yeth,” he says, remembering to use his words with your thumb still in his mouth.

“Good.” You pop your thumb from his mouth and cradle his face in your hand. You lean into him and whisper against his lips, “Do you trust me?”

“Yes, y/n,” he pants. “I trust you.”

You hang there, poised above him, listening to his little whine of impatience. Watching him struggle to control himself is a marvel, you feel him start to grip your legs tighter. Those big sparkling wet eyes bore into you - you almost miss what he whispers.

“Please, y/n-”

~~~

Physically, he’s on his knees, face in your hand, captivated by how your simple gestures have him on the edge so quickly. He hasn’t gotten hard this quickly in years, he can feel his heartbeat throb between his legs. You haven’t even kissed him yet! Mentally, he is on fire, all his thoughts are both screaming and silent at the same time. You are the one thing keeping him in his body, so he feels every touch tenfold, every pull, every breath. The way you’re suspended above him now has him holding his breath, anticipating your next move. He’s never been so nervous and so ready for the unknown.

Your lips collide with his, a tidal wave of feeling, sensual, overwhelming. Your lips are soft yet demanding, your hand in his hair guiding his head to the position you want it. There’s an ebb and flow between you two. He matches your speed, your movements, your direction. He gets lost in the feeling, letting his body react to yours, falling into that trust naturally. You’re so good at coaxing the little noises out of him that normally he’d be embarrassed by - the kind of noises that would make him clamp his hand over his mouth when he’s all alone with his fantasies. He feels himself rocking his hips back and forth, rutting against nothing, seeking any sort of friction.

The material of your jeans slips under his fingers as his hands begin to move around your form again, trying to learn your shape. They come to rest on your waistband, hooking his fingers under to drag them down. Your hands find his, pulling them together in front of him. “If you want my pants off, you have to do it with no hands.”

Seungmin clenches his fists and places them on the tops of his thighs, determined to keep them there. You straighten above him, hands in his hair, raking your fingers against his scalp. His shudders and his head lolls back, absolutely drunk on the bliss of your fingers. He snaps forward when he realizes there’s something he wants more - he wants you on his face, in his mouth, coming undone on his tongue.

His mouth finds the button on your jeans, teeth and tongue fumbling to undo it. After a few attempts and one savage tug, the metal button clacks against his teeth, free from its holding. He’s quick to find the zipper next, biting down and dragging slowly, grunting with effort. This is much harder than he thought, especially without the help of his hands. The zipper finally hits the bottom, and your waistband loosens.

One of your belt loops is the best way he can think of to pull off the main obstacle separating him from what he wants. He grabs it with his teeth and tries to tug it down, but the position he sits in makes it difficult. He tries a few more times, determined to get your pants off with his teeth, growling with frustration. You chuckle above him, watching him struggle.

“Here, let me help,” you say, and you slide your jeans down your thighs at an excruciatingly slow pace. Seungmin trembles watching you, transfixed by your black panties. After you finally step out of your jeans and toss them to the side, you stand in front of him again. He automatically leans forward, wanting nothing more than to bury his face between your thighs.

You place a hand on his forehead, forcing him to sit still. He whines, pressing against your hand and you laugh. Your hand trails down to his chin and you lift his face up as you swoop down for another long kiss. This one is sweeter, Seungmin can feel it wash over his whole body, all the way down to his toes. When you straighten this time, he leans forward cautiously, waiting for your command. You look down at him expectantly, and he closes the distance between his face and your cunt.

At first, he just sits there, running his nose through the arousal that’s seeped through your panties. He’s elated to find you dripping, just as turned on as he is from all of this. He feels his cock jump in his pants, and it rubs against the seam of his jeans. Mouthing over your clothed cunt is ecstasy, Seungmin’s eyes roll to the back of his head at a taste of your essence. He can’t take it anymore, his instincts take over and he hugs your thighs. His body lifts you up as he turns to press you against the bathroom wall, his face never leaving your center. You squeak at the surprise of being handled in this way so suddenly, Seungmin is worried he messed up. He flicks his eyes up to meet yours and you’ve got a tongue in cheek grin on your face.

“I’ll allow it this time, Minnie, but you’ll pay for that,” you lovingly threaten. He smirks up at you from between your legs.

~~~

You are caught between the wall and Seungmin, making a mental note of his sudden bratty turn. He looks up at you from below, pure euphoria on his face, before clawing at the elastic of your panties, yanking them down and tearing them slightly. You swat him on the arm.

“Whoops,” he says, not a speck of apology in his voice.

“You’re going to have to replace those, they were some of my fav- '' but your words are cut off as he dives into your bare pussy, tongue first. This man doesn’t give you a chance to finish what you were saying - you couldn’t form a coherent sentence if you tried. The sharp tongue that he has in his conversations can be put to use in other ways given the way he’s stroking over your clit with fervor.

His hands on your hips press you back into the wall. You whimper, urging him on as your hand grips his hair again and you rest more of your weight on his face. He looks up at you, locking eyes with you as his hand reaches behind one of your legs to lift it over his shoulder. At this angle, he gets better leverage, swirling his tongue over your clit, dipping down to your entrance to gather more of your wetness, and you start to feel an orgasm build in your lower belly. You grind into his face, sliding your cunt over his mouth, bucking your hips as the coil tightens. He cants his hips up, chasing any friction that his suffocated cock can find in his jeans, and he groans into your pussy. The vibrations of his groan resonate through the very center of you.

You cry out as your orgasm snaps through you, the electric jolt making your muscles convulse as you ride Seungmin’s face. His eyes shoot open in shock, fingers dig into the flesh of your hips as he moans into your cunt, his hips stuttering beneath you. He’s relentless as you ride out your high on his tongue, pulling your body towards him and scrunching up his eyes as his whines reverberate into you. He doesn’t stop until you’re shaking and pushing his head away, too sensitive for any more or you’ll pass out.

Breathless, you carefully lift your leg down from his shoulder and lean back against the wall, an exhausted smile plastered on your lips. After catching your breath, you look down.

Seungmin has his head in his hands. He looks so defeated and you drop to your knees at once, panic pounding in your chest. He’s doubled over, hands twisting up in his hair in distress.

“Minnie, what’s happening? Talk to me,” you keep your voice level like you learned, even though you have dread creeping into your stomach. Did you go too hard on him? Is he regretting this? Oh god, did you push him to do something he didn’t want to do? A million thoughts whizz around in your head as your anxiety builds.

“I-” he sniffles, looking up at you slowly, red in the face and eyes welling up. “I came.”

The bathroom is filled with a silent confusion for a split second before you say, “You came? From eating me out?”

“I came in my pants like a fucking teenager! You didn’t even touch me!” His embarrassment is crashing through him. You gently take his hands in yours and wait until he looks at you.

“Aw, baby, that’s okay,” you push a strand of his hair out of his eyes. “Actually, I think that’s really hot to be honest.”

“Huh?” He looks dumbfounded. “You… think it’s hot?”

“I mean, yeah. You were so riled up that going down on me and grinding against your jeans was enough to get you off?” You grin, a flirty edge in your voice. “You must really like me.”

“Oh my god…” he groans.

You pull him towards you and kiss him, tasting yourself on his tongue. He melts into you, soothed a little by your response even though his face is still bright red. You are glowing with the knowledge that he was so turned on that you riding his face overwhelmed him so much that he couldn’t stop himself from cumming right in his jeans, pride swells in your chest.

“I think you should stay the night. We’ll sleep and then talk tomorrow.”

Seungmin nods, still sniffling a little.

“I’m gonna go kick the other guys out. You stay here and get cleaned up.”

After disposing of your ripped panties and putting your jeans back on, you quietly head back out to the living room. All heads turn towards you with amused looks, waiting with bated breath.

“Hey guys, Seungmin isn’t feeling very good, so he’s going to stay the night here. Basically, the party is over,” you can’t hide your blush as you feel every gaze take in your fucked out appearance. Your hair is a mess, your cheeks are flushed, and your eyes are a little too bright for a normal conversation.

“I don’t know, Minnie sounded like he was feeling pretty good there a few minutes ago,” Changbin says with a smug smile.

“Yeah, and it didn’t sound like he was the only one either,” Han leers at you, looking you up and down.

“Fucking FINALLY,” says Felix. “I couldn’t stand how mopey he was getting about you. I’m glad you banged it out in the bathroom.”

You’ve learned over the years to keep some composure when it comes to these kinds of situations, but your jaw still drops at Felix’s blunt comment. It’s also nice to know that Seungmin’s been thinking about you for a while. You grin sheepishly at the boys, hushing them up and gesturing to leave.

They all start to stand and gather up their stuff, quietly snickering about what they heard.

“Y/n, you gotta tell me…” Hyunjin comes up to you to whisper, “who was it that was making the most noise in there? Someone was having the time of their life, was it you or him?”

You smack him lightly on the arm and laugh. “Get the fuck out of my house, Hyunjin,” you say, and toss a wink at him for good measure.

Everyone says their goodbyes and pokes a little more fun at you. They’re all good natured and maybe you’ll spill about it later, but first you have to go take care of the fragile man sitting in your bathroom.

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Seungmin has never felt so happy and so awful at the same time. This was a night of firsts for him - first submissive experience, first time having someone ride his face like that, first time cumming in his pants as a full grown adult. He’s never been wound that tight during any sort of sex before, which is throwing him through a loop. The strange shame bubbling in his blood right now from premature ejaculation is hard to bear right now. What’s even more confusing is your reaction to it. You look genuinely flattered by it. He was expecting you to degrade him (not in the sexy way) and kick him out. His head was still swimming with a little inebriation, but he felt solid in all the decisions he made tonight, especially making you lose control on his face like you did. The sense of pride from that swells in his chest as the shame takes a back seat.

He focuses on cleaning himself up for the time being. Once he hears the rest of the guys shuffle out of your apartment, he sneaks out of your bathroom and into your bedroom. It, like the rest of your place, is pretty small but comfortable. You have a queen bed in the middle of the room and there’s a nice cozy vibe to your decor.

You knock lightly on the door before coming in.

“Hey,” you murmur. Seungmin can sense your nerves by the way you’re standing in your own doorway.

“Hey,” he replies.

After a moment, you close the distance between you and Seungmin, grabbing his hands and looking up into his eyes shyly. The way you’ve switched from controlling, sexy domme to bashful and quiet makes Seungmin swoon a little. It’s nice to know that he’s not the only one reeling from your encounter and he wants to stay by you as long as you’ll let him.

You interrupt his dreamy gaze. “I have an extra pair of shorts that will probably fit you, if you’d like.”

“Huh? Oh, yes please.”

“I can also throw your clothes in the wash, if you wanted to stay over.”

He nods, not able to string more than a few words together in your presence at the moment. After he changes, he sits on your bed, waiting for you to come back and the anxiety begins to creep back in. Maybe you’re just being nice, trying to let him down easy after this one-time thing. Maybe you’re trying to cover up the fact that you actually find it embarrassing that he’s so sensitive he couldn’t control himself. He doesn’t notice when you sneak back into the room, his eyes are glued to the floor while his thoughts bounce around the place.

You sneak up on him slowly as you move to stand in front of him as he looks up at you. Subtly, you shift to stand between his legs, hands coming up to rest on his shoulders. His arms wrap around your middle gently, almost politely. You search his face, gaze darting back and forth between his eyes since he’s so close.

“Tell me what’s on your mind,” you say in a soft voice.

Seungmin feels warmer with you so close, wrapped up in you and your scent. He tilts his head back, revealing the smooth column of his neck as he looks away. “You made me feel so good without even touching me, but the fact that it happened so fast is still mortifying.” Fuck, he can feel tears pricking in his eyes again.

“Sweetie, look at me.” You say it with such soft authority that he can’t help but meet your eyes. “I loved making you feel good, regardless of how and when. You made me feel amazing too. There’s nothing to be ashamed of.” Your hands travel up to card through his hair, his eyes fluttering closed. “If it’s something you’re worried about, we can always work on your stamina next time.”

His eyes open again, a renewed hope blazing in them. “Next time? There’s gonna be a next time?

You smile, your eyes crinkling at the corners. “We can have as many ‘next times’ as you want.”

His heart thuds in his chest as his brain catches up to what you’re implying. He leans up and captures your lips. You deepen the kiss, tongue sliding along his as your hand grips onto the back of his neck. His back finds the mattress as you lean over him, caging him in with your arms. Seungmin’s hands roam around your body, trying to learn your shape. When his hands rest your ass with a light squeeze, you slowly roll off of him.

“For now, let’s just sleep. We can talk tomorrow about what we need for next time.” You pull him towards your body, snuggling close, hand drifting up his shirt possessively. He shivers at your touch and melts into your embrace. He drifts off with you enveloping him, physically and emotionally, and dreams of what next time will be like.

#stray kids smut #skz smut #seungmin x reader #seungmin x y/n #stray kids #seungmin #seungmin smut #he's not even my bias but i couldn't get this out of my head tbh

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rakiah · 6 days

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Hey hey! (^-^)/ How are you doing? Love your work btw, it's always for pretty and fluffy! (* >ω<) I just had a couple of questions, and the first one was: What are your tips for an aspiring comic artist? f(^ー^; I wanna draw some of my favorite scenes from my fanfics, and I thought it might look kinda cool if it was kinda comic/webtoon style? (-。-;) Like what's your I guess take on that and how one might do that? And what about panel style, placement, and size? Is that all up to the artist, or do they have a rhyme and reason? Sorry if this was too long. You don't have to answer btw. I thought I'd give it a shot since y'know. (*´～｀*) Anyways have a great day and keep of the good work! d=(^o^)=b See ya! (^_^)v

Hi!~

Pretty busy but fine and thank you! (//∇//)

That’s a big question and I’ll try to do my best! Explaining something that technic not in your native language can be uncertain so, I’m sorry in advance 🙏

First of all: Observe. Comics, doujins, mangas,… Just observe to learn how others do.

Comic is a narrative art so, the most important things in comic is the reading way aka the panels (the angles you choose), the speech bubbles and how you put them in your comic page. It’s really the first thing you have to put in your storyboard!

Texts in the speech bubbles are also veeeery important. Texts that are badly formatted is painful to read… Avoid doing cesura as often as possible and do nice text forms.

And please, if you choose a manga layout, do not put japanese speech bubbles, they’re really not suitable for western texts.

If you want to to a webtoon instead of a regular comic/manga, you have to thing your layout quite differently. Webtoons are more like storyboard for animation. Like a series of forceful scenes. Plus, you have to deal with the required format. I’m not pretty used to do some, I’m just working with a lot of them (I do the texts for them). I can recommend you Sweet Home (cw: horror, hikikomori) to see how the author use the long layout of the webtoon to skillfully instill the jump scares in their episodes!

A quick “how I do” to finish my blah-blah! ٩( ᐛ )و

First, I write my plot like a play (quick context for each act, full dialogues with stage directions) then storyboard. Tiny storyboard, I sketch 15 pages on an A4 page. Better global view. I can’t give specific advices on how to do panels (cause it’s something that just pops in my mind during my storyboard stage 💦) just keep in mind to diversify your angles especially during a talk between 2 characters. Don’t do a shot reverse shot, it’s just boring.

Then pages. I usually rework my storyboard at the sketch stage ‘cause I have a new eye on it lol

Also, don’t forget to think about the facing pages for the narration. You can do some fun page layout!

Tadaa! ✨

Hope it’ll help you and have fun with your comic! (о´∀`о)

#answer #long post #I also hope I made it clear enough 💦#quick comic advices!

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alhaithamtit · 2 months

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I don’t think ppl would’ve care if sparkly (is that her name..) just insulted a race that only exists in honkai lore but her comments come from a stereotype that ppl thought about when it comes to Romani ppl because aventurine is Romani (or heavily implied haven’t gotten there yet) also said a Romani slur which is unnecessary on whoever was writing the dialogues fault, also if the character is meant to be disliked how come we can’t dislike her for stereotyping? Is she not a villain?

(My bad if this is written horribly English isn’t my first language)

It's more about how people say a character like this shouldn't exist. she IS meant to be disliked, i didn't mean for that post to come off as praising Hanabi. i also had no idea she insults an actual group of people because i play in japanese and also live under a rock (ノωヽ)

#alhaithamtitthinks #honkai star rail #hanabi #houkai star rail #sparkle #sparkle hsr #penacony

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jessamine-rose · 2 years

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✿ Herbarium – Author’s Note ✿

Read Herbarium here!! ღゝ◡╹)ノ⚘

Read Fairytale here!! Σ੧(❛□❛✿)

Aahhh so first of all?? Thank you so much for all of the comments and reblogs!! I was blown away by the amount of positive feedback for my writing, and I hope that more people will enjoy reading Herbarium (´°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥｀)

This post is just me rambling about details in the fic, my characterization of Yandere! Capitano and his darling, and bonus content which didn’t make it into the final draft. If you want to know about the creative details and symbolism……..here you go (◞ꈍ∇ꈍ)っ

“You had long given up on wishes and happy endings. After what you believed to be the end of your tragic story, you resigned yourself to a shadow of a life with only your books and flowers to keep you company…until the vestiges of Windblume brought forth a mysterious stranger and a new ending for your dark fairytale.” (AO3 Summary)

✿ Introduction ✿

♡ Apologies for tagging you two again, but I simply can’t talk about Capitano without mentioning @bye-bye-sunbird and @yandere-romanticaa!! I absolutely adore their characterizations of Capitano due to the Beauty and the Beast vibes and themes of devotion, chivalry, monstrosity/ knighthood, etc. Now would also be a good time to credit the posts which inspired Capitano and Damsel’s first meeting and the beginning scene of ix. whopperflower <3

♡ From the start, I wanted Herbarium to have dark fairytale vibes and a twisted happy ending, hence having to churn out 10k words in order to logically explain Damsel’s behavior and backstory. (In reality, I just prefer victorious yanderes and docile darlings lol) I’m quite happy with how the ending turned out, because I’d like to believe that I successfully framed Damsel’s new life as Capitano’s darling and her descent into Stockholm Syndrome as a “happy ending.”

♡ It’s just………..dwdkndekwedneks the juxtaposition of Damsel finding love, family, and a home in Capitano versus the terrifying reality of her newfound codependency!! If I ever write a side story or short continuation to this fic, I’d like to illustrate her psychological demise from the perspective of either Capitano or another character.

♡ Also, allow me to thank @diodellet once again!! Aside from being my main consultant for Genshin lore, she also peer-reviewed the fic and offered great revision notes!! You can thank her for suggesting the nightmare montages and spicing up the beginning of ix. whopperflower amongst other scenes.

✿ Characters ✿

♡ Regarding my own characterization of Capitano, I had the most fun writing his dialogue!! His dialogue in the Harbingers trailer is very sophisticated, so I tried to translate that into dignified speech and prose-y statements. For his face, I imagine a mix of these images?? So yeahh I think he would look very impassive with a terrifying gaze and less severe scars (as Hoyoverse will probably make him more “attractive and marketable” for the game)

♡ I headcanon Capitano to be a very patient, protective yandere who utilizes both his physical strength and his intelligence as a military strategist. In addition to reading all of Damsel’s books as a means of psychoanalyzing her, he also controls her hobby/ source of escapism and weaponizes book spoilers lmao. There is a careful balance between how he uses light physical threats to scare Damsel and how he treats her in a gentle manner which portrays him as “better” than the people from her past.

♡ In writing Damsel’s personality, I focused on the comparison and contrast between her and Capitano. While she has peaceful hobbies and an aversion to violence, she is also inexpressive, quiet, and asocial; in that sense, she isn’t so different from Capitano. Her passivity and pessimism are fatal flaws which prevent her from actively seeking help or recovery from her past, which in turn solidifies her “damsel in distress” position as Capitano’s darling :>

♡ Additional notes on Damsel’s backstory!!

♡ My own name and appearance for Damsel

✿ Literary Motifs ✿

♡ Herbarium – Damsel is not the type to nurture flowers or appreciate their natural transcience. Instead, she collects flowers in order to own them completely and permanently preserve their beauty. From the start, I wanted to draw a parallel between this hobby and Capitano’s own treatment of Damsel…....yeahh idk if I was actually able to do that xD

♡ Dark/ subverted fairytales – aahhh I just really love exploring themes of love, delusion, and happy endings within the yandere genre!! It was fun switching between Capitano’s moments as both the monster and the hero in Damsel’s story. In the end, his darling was always going to be a tragic character trapped between choosing a depressing ending or a false happily ever after ｡ﾟ(ﾟ´ω`ﾟ)ﾟ｡

♡ Hades and Persephone – NO BC I WASN’T ORIGINALLY INSPIRED BY THAT MYTH??!! I only included those parallels in the final revision after deciding on the name of Ceres Fames. I wanted to give the character a symbolic name, and one candidate was the Greek/ Roman goddess of hunger and famine. Except that I didn’t like how Limos/ Fames sounded, then I remembered that her opposite is Demeter/ Ceres…….yeah. It was a very wtf coincidence when I later realized the couple’s Hades and Persephone vibes, the fact that Ceres only appears when Capitano is away on missions, and the duality of the goddess Demeter/ Ceres. It also made ix. whopperflower an unintentional subversion of Persephone’s abduction, complete with Ceres’s Delusion being changed from originally Electro to Cryo (❅▽❅)

✿ Flower Symbolism ✿

♡ Idk why I decided to make my life harder by using flowers as section dividers. Anyway, just know that all of these flowers were originally chosen simply because they grow in Teyvat. There is no important symbolism regarding my choice of windwheel asters, cecilia, calla lilies, sweet flowers, or dendrobium. I just found ways to incorporate those flowers in their respective sections.

♡ At this point, I don’t think I need to explain Damsel’s parallels to/ relationship with dandelions. Roses were featured for the white/ red color symbolism, unavailability in Mondstadt, and meanings of secrecy in Genshin lore. (And if Hoyoverse later says that roses can’t grow in Snezhnaya, just assume that Capitano had the rosebush artificially planted for Damsel) Whopperflower is meant to represent Ceres’s deceit.

♡ Mint belongs to the first category but I’m giving the flower its own bullet point for this reason:: After realizing the Hades and Persephone coincidences in the fic, I recalled the Greek myth of Minthe. So mint became a fitting flower for Damsel’s moment of doubt and separation anxiety.

♡ Windblume is supposed to represent Damsel offering a kiss/ herself to Capitano. If I wasn’t able to allude to that properly in the fic, rip now you know. Back when Damsel was an OC in my imagination, she was named after a flower so the Windblume connotation was more obvious.

✿ Deleted Scenes ✿

♡ Post-kidnapping, Damsel is already referred to as Capitano’s wife. In the first draft of vi. rose, there is a scene where Capitano gives her a ring with a flower design. I ended up scrapping that scene later on, but just imagine that they had an off-screen “proposal.” And in response to a comment on AO3, I don’t plan to write a wedding scene in the future.

♡ When I was still figuring out how to incorporate roses in vi. rose, I wrote about Capitano and Damsel visiting a flower shop in Snezhnaya. There was a friendly Dendro shopkeeper who would show Damsel the roses and get threatened by Capitano but yeahhh, it didn’t feel scary enough. It was eventually replaced by the private tour of the woods.

♡ I also thought of Damsel interacting with more Harbingers, specifically Pantalone and Arlecchino. I chose Pantalone because he also experienced hardships in his early life and was denied a Vision by the gods—but unlike her, he actively changed his circumstances and didn’t succumb to melancholy. As for Arlecchino, Damsel would’ve compared the House of the Hearth to the orphanage she grew up in.

✿ My Favorite Scenes ✿

“There is not a single moment when I do not think of you or your safety,” he tells you. He reaches for your hand and intertwines your fingers. “Let these be your words of comfort until I return to you.” (vii. mint)

♡ Watch as I get f*cked over by my own writing. No matter how many times I read this dialogue, I find myself simping and feeling big-brained. If I were to ever commission an artist to draw something for Herbarium, I would definitely choose this scene Σ>―(〃°ω°〃)♡→

Then there was the Eleventh Harbinger. Capitano had attended an appointment with his fellow Harbingers—a rare gathering, apparently—so you had to wait outside their meeting place. When the door finally opened, Tartaglia was the first to leave.

“Oh? You don’t look like you work here,” he said, walking over to you. The smile didn’t reach his eyes. “Were you listening in on our conversation, little mouse?” (vii. mint)

♡ Not Childe showing up for 0.5 seconds and stealing my heart. This was one of the last scenes to be written and I think it added a nice touch to the final draft. I think Childe would be curious about Capitano’s darling but also smart enough to know his limits. Also, while Damsel’s age is kept ambiguous, I imagine her to be 28-30 years old and therefore older than Childe. That is just a random detail I wanted to mention ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

✿ Capitano x Damsel Playlist ✿

Aka I tried to listen to music during my writing breaks, only to start cursing because the lyrics kept reminding me of Capitano and Damsel. If anyone would like to recommend darker/ yandere songs, be my guest

♡ Lots of Love – Kuzu no Honkai ost

♡ Pearl Tower by Anna Evans golden folks

♡ Sora to Utsuro (空と虚) by sasanomaly

♡ 0 (zero) by LMYK

♡ Your Name by Little Glee Monster

♡

That’s all I have to say!! I ended up rambling quite a bit, but I’m truly happy that I was able to finish Herbarium and write a fic which I can be proud of. I hope you all enjoyed Herbarium and this Author’s Note, and may the Capitano agenda gain more followers ˶ づ ˊ ꒳ ˋ づ ˶

#il capitano #capitano #yandere capitano #yandere capitano x reader #capitano x reader #fatui x reader #yandere fatui harbingers #yandere genshin #genshin x reader #tw: yandere #fem reader #jessamine-writing

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deepspacedeity · 1 year

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I can’t remember where I found this exact screenshot, but I just know I love it so much.

(灬♥ω♥灬)

Also, can we just talk about how much better Thief King is in the manga compared to the anime? I’m not THAT person who hates on the anime and insists the manga is WAAAY better, but for this season, it really is. The art is always on point. Thief King looks fucking top tier in every single picture he is in. His character development is articulated well and I enjoy his dialogue in the manga more.

Anyways, I’ll forever only post of my TKB because he is my favorite anime character of all time. I’m sorry if I’m annoying about it ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

#steal me #yugioh #bakura #thief king bakura #anime #yami bakura #yugioh bakura #manga #ygo rp #ygo

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insurrection-if · 2 years

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Hey hey, I hope you're doing well, I'm still so excited for this IF. I have a question, will we be able to make the MC mute, either permanently, say from birth or due to something that happened in their past, or selectively which is a severe form of anxiety that can prevent someone from speaking around others for a variety of reasons? I am selectively mute irl and I always appreciate it when such things are added to IFs. In my case, I am only able to speak around my immediate family.

（＾ω＾） Thank you so much for your interest! And I am indeed doing well, haha!

I hadn’t considered the idea before, but I’m certainly interested in trying it out! I remember (enjoying) a similar mechanic in my all-time favorite CoG Tin Star, and I have a deeply beloved (grand)Aunt with an anxiety-driven muteness in the presence of non-family / public settings. I actually really like the concept, and though I’m trying to be mindful of the extensive alternate versions of scenes / choices it would require (º﹃º ) . . . I can’t help but feel an appeal towards the mechanic! (＾▽＾)

American Sign Language (as well as Russian Sign Language) were set to be identifiable multilingual skills in-game already (in reference to Fyodor and Gabriel) though the only other characters (outside the MC's family) with familiarity in ASL would be Imka, Akil, Niccolò, Curadora, Retriever, and (befriended! / crush!) Bones if the MC chose to communicate in that form at certain points. I think I'll experiment with implementing the mechanic in the demo to gauge the reception to the inclusion and execution of such a trait! (･ω･)b

Rather than an at-birth condition from early physiological development, it would instead be a selective muteness. Hm, and though I would like for the trait to be chosen more organically in the Origin period of early childhood (maybe at other points too depending on post-demo feedback, I'm unsure) the story does open with dialogue between Mockingbird and Curadora . . . (◔ д◔) That's a brain-pickle for me! (I'll try to work something out though.)

This reminds me to mention: I’ve recently been grappling with an additional touch-averse trait as well considering how inherently touchy-feely some characters inherently are, but it’s a feature I think I’ll add nonetheless— especially considering how touch-averse I am in my personal life, haha! [A bit of an obstacle though with an extended family that bears a very touch-focused idea of expressing love and care! （；^ω^)]

Ah, it's tough though since my upbringing does, then, heavily associate touch as such a communicative commonality! But writing (and reading by extension) is a constant 'walk-in-another's-shoes' exercise, so I'm doing my best here behind-the-scenes! I surely hope my best is good enough when all is said and done . . . (；´∀｀)

Thank you so much for the idea! (･ω･)ﾉ

#mechanics #mc

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angelicyouth · 1 year

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i absolutely love youth!!!! i’d love to see any direction you choose to take it in. your portrayal of craig is one of, if not the, best i’ve seen! i’ve enjoyed every chapter and can’t wait to see what you do next!!

omg anon stoooop!! ( ´•̥̥̥ω•̥̥̥` )♡

i always get worried that i’m not giving craig enough moments/dialogue so this is definitely reaffirming!! ((i don’t find it as easy to insert him into conversations like with kenny or cartman haha))

& thank you for your support + for enjoying the series, it truly makes me the happiest to hear your sweet words!!♡

#asksforlala

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prince-kallisto · 1 year

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I had the weirdest dream (*ﾟ∀ﾟ*) I dreamt about this random chef character at a food court (in SV graphics) and if you started his Friendship Quest, Larry would appear out of nowhere. I think he worked at the food court, because he suddenly went behind the counter and started messing with there cash register.

He and this chef guy lowkey had some tension in their dialogue (don’t remember it tho), and I distinctly remember thinking “If I didn’t ship Plain Donuts, I would totally ship these two!” 😭 This chef man isn’t even my OC or anything, like who is he?? I must have been thinking of the Teal Mask dlc, because he looked very kabuki-inspired selling Japanese street snacks, despite being in a mall food court

I remember being so happy and freaking out because I thought I discovered this new Larry interaction that the whole fandom somehow missed ｡ﾟ(ﾟ´ω`ﾟ)ﾟ｡ I have never dreamt of one of my favorite characters before, and I think it’s very funny that the first one was Larry of all people.

In case you can’t tell, I’m still recovering from my illness xD When in I’m perfect health, my head is very empty as I sleep

#even in my dreams Larry is overworked #the most ‘wtf’ moment on my blog I think lmao #I’m going to sketch this dream sequence out because I can’t get it out of my head #can you tell I’m starved for Larry content #i may be a little fixated on him 👉👈#when people talk about dreams like this. i always thought they were fake #mostly because I hardly dream. let alone of my favorite characters xD #but I was literally so happy in this dream #kallistopost

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2022-09-19 “If you ever have your heart broken, let me comfort you. There, there it’ll be ok #Tere-pan blog” [ENG]

I feel you shaking while resting on my lap

Good night

zzZ…

Good morning, good afternoon and good evening, I’m Nogizaka46’s 5th generation member Ikeda Teresa.

Did you sleep well?

↑The view from my lap

Summer love comes and goes before you even realize it like a short-lived dream that’s why I can’t be helped! So exchange that love with me ( ・ω│ﾁﾗｯeheh

Summer’s now over isn’t it, it’s surprising how cold it’s become all of a sudden. For some reason I felt like the Summer this year would just keep going…

Whenever I put on my coat I feel kind of sad, it’s not that I have any attachment to the heat or anything, and I want to avoid it because I’m not good with it but when the 30 plus degree temperatures leave it makes us feel bad.

Think about all those feelings that you’ve left behind ( ･᷅-･᷄ )

Yesterday, on the 18th of September, it was NaoNao’s birthday 🐻

Happy Birthday!

She’s tall and has good fashion, but she’s like a baby on the inside and she’s super handsome and cool, very Naondsome. That’s Tomi-san has a huge gap between personalities, I love it!

Let’s go to the Skytree again sometime.

Let’s enjoy your 16th year together (≧∀≦)

On top of that, this some was full of things, let’s try and look back on some of it 💭

Which means this will be the Summer Blog Tour Recollection Section (˙꒳˙ )͟͟͞͞ =

From the moving counseling office tour section 1

💌 I want to see a picture that you took with a senior member!

(Blog name: Nogizaka Ryokou chuu)

I finally have a chance to post a picture that I want to post earlier!

Tadaaaa! Hayashi Runa-san and me

Her singing voice is absolutely amazing!!!

I really want to listen to her from the 1st day at Jingu singing Kodokuna Aozora

In my campfire blog, the fire in the middle illuminating our faces looked really beautiful. I want to join that group, so much so that I want to be able to sing better.

That’s right! Did you watch Under Construction yesterday?

Bananaman-san came to our live concert, I was filmed a little bit!

#LiveSaikou

#Himura-san miitsuketa(⊙⊙)

#Teressa panda

#Ryakushite Terepan

Such amazing hashtags came in(*´艸`)

Thank you so muuuuch

I didn’t think that Bananaman-san would face the camera, and so my body moved. When the crowd at the venue saw Bananama-san it got ever livelier and more energetic.

When we did Natsu no Free&Easy Himura-san was right in front of me. I noticed that my energy was even higher than usual before I even noticed it, it was a lot of fun!

But there’s something that I want to say. I made one mistake! The one shot with the index finger pose is supposed to be a one time secret pose, like this 🤫

That’s right, Ikeda didn’t make a mistake, everything is a secrettttttt

As expected Hokkaido has a play with a lot of memories for me.

This is before we performed out 5th generation member song, it also overlapped with TIF and other jobs and it was a time when we really worked hard and we were able to stand firm and make it through…

There were a lot of people that came to yesterday’s meet and greet and were saying things like ‘I saw you on the 2nd day in Hokkaido!!! I see, so we were both at the same place and I remembered how nervous I was but since everyone was there with me I felt a lot more reassured! I was so glad ^ ^

Yay Genghis Khan Genghis Khan I want to eat it next time

(TL Note: Genghis Khan, pronounced jingisukan is a grilled mutton and vegetable dish)

📻 ´-

I was on 2 radio programs this week \( Ö )/

It was an amazing radio week

Doing radio shows is a lot of fun.

Doing a dialogue along with he MCs was amazing, reading the listener’s mail in real time made us laugh, and it made me feel like I wanted to be in that space forever.

Recomen!

Somehow belly buttons came up meooooow!!!

Mikumikuu-chan and Sakusaku-tan were with me

Kuu-chan’s presence was amazing, I guess that’s someone that has experience for you. Saku-tan didn’t want to lose to that presence either and did her best. Otenki Nori-san’s dialogue and chit-chat made it super enjoyable.

However!

I regret to say that I become a silent monk…no matter what I was asked all I said was ‘I sleep’, because I sleep while watching anime and Tokusatsu…seriously (it’s the truth!)

I’ve also seen the second episode of Kamen Rider Geets, I was able to see the panda character but I’m a little bit unsettled, is this character perhaps a bad person? Panda rider 🐼

There are a lot of meet and greet on Sunday which is the same day that it airs, and I really want to talk about it. Whether or not I’ll be able to do both will be trial and error!

Back to the story at hand, Radirer!

I’m fresh off the air on the way home while writing this blog, September 18th was a really a day where we really spent the whole day together, it was a good day.

Even at the Meet and Greet there were people that were saying things like ‘Do you best today on Radirer!’ ‘I’ll definitely be tuning in!’ ‘I hope that my mail will be accepted’. There was quite a bit of talk around Radirer.

To the person who sent in a letter, was it chosen? Thank you very much for send one in m(_ _)m

The nature of the Radirer! Recomen! And Nogi no ‘no’ are all very different radios.

The first challenge was getting over being silent and not talking… I think I was able to overcome it. To say a phrase that would make your heart skip a beat, doing dad jokes, and doing improve were all things that I had never done before so I was very nervous. Everyone that listened, did you have fun?

Fujimori-san and Yokosawa-san as well as Higuchi-san were all very kind and we were able to end the broadcasts on a good note. Thank you so much.

Recently having to spend the whole day talking has made my throat sting! Everyone, make sure to take care of your throat. But because my throat is sore because I was talking with and to so many people I would say that this a happy pain!!!

We’re currently at a change in seasons so make sure to take care of yourself everyone. Every day late at night when I’m finally able to jump in to bed I feel like I’m on the verge of death.

Meet and greet ´-

Online meet and greet, or to Miguri (verb) for short.

This time I was the cute, adorable and lovely Aya, I recently found an adjective that describes her perfectly.

Precious

Hnnng Aya is so precious and charing and lovely and adorable 💕

I’ll be using this from now on

Thank you to everyone who came the my meet and greet on the 18th of September!

This time I was able to make all the way from the second time slot all the way to the 5th time slot. During our talks there were a lot of people that were worried about my health. Their words were so kind and warm, I wanted to thank you all there but couldn’t but I can here so thank you so very much.

People told me that they were able to transfer to the 18th which made me feel at ease. To the people who couldn’t meet me on the 4th, I’m so sorry I wanted to meet you （т-т）

But I’ll be waiting for you to come see me!!! I’m you faithful dog Terekou, let’s do a meet and greet together (TL Note: faithful dog Terekou is a pun on the name of the dog Hachiko who has a statue at Shibuya station)

To the people that I met over the course of the summer tour, to the people who watch me live on air, to the people who were with me from the start…I met a lot of people this time, thank you very much.

I’m not the kind of person who has ever worked hard enough to feel like they’ve accomplished something but since joining Nogizaka, I’ve felt that about a lot of things now. I thought about why and I’ve recently come to realize that it’s probably because I’m not working hard for myself but it’s because I’m working hard for other people.

This is one of the big leaps forward that I made this summer.

Even by working hard for myself I didn’t come to like myself any more, but I came to love all of you. By saying that I love all of you over and over maybe one day it’ll dawn on me and I’ll be able to love myself too…I think 🤟🏻

By the way, apparently the hand sign means I love you, makes me blush!

Oh that’s right, my hair styles

2nd time slot: Teresa hat

This is a nostalgic item for me ( ᜊ˙˘˙ )ᜊIt’s the first time I wore it since my first meet and greet in April, it calms me down and it’s almost like being in the comfort of one’s home

3rd time slot: China

A.K.A the Wo Ai Ni hairstyle

Up till now this has been the most popular Ikeda hairstyle

Hair style type: Panda hair

��4th time slot: twin tails

You look so cute, wink for me…Ikeda can only wink with her right eye

After I extracted the picture for the new IOS16, one side ended up more like a side tail instead,

Next time I’ll try just doing that.

5th time slot: Cat ear ribbon

I went like that to Radirer! (ˆ꜆ . ̫ . ).ᐟ

I thought it was only popular with the 5th generation members… but when I went to the fixed room this time I saw Hayashi-san and Yakubo-san with Cat ears!!! There were so cute I died. Yakubo’s stomach is thinner than my smartphone, it makes Ikeda more determined on her diet.

In the comment section of my blog, why was there a rumor going around about me wearing maid clothes during the 5th time slot, I didn’t (・_・;) I was also in the fixed room before the 5th time slot

I want to try wearing a costume one day, I’m looking forward to trying

An answer for the previous blog.

The secret hairstyle from the September 4th meet and greet was… that they were all animal hairstyles! There were a lot of people that wrote the correct answer in the comments, Ikeda is glad.

Here are 46 Tere-points to you who got it right 🐼

The traveling counseling office, meet and greet section

💌 Teresa-pan how do you decide on what hairstyle to use at the meet and greets? Is it okay for me to request one?

(Blog name: Hamukettsu)

It depends on how I feel and what my make-up artist says!

This time I wanted to try and match with some of the other members.

I accept requests, even during the meet and greet people request hairstyles and they may or may not be used in the next time slot.

I’m also happy to receive requests in the comments!

Thank you very much m(_ _)m

💌

This time I was only able to participate in the 3rd time slot, would it possible to see a different hairstyle next time?

(blog name: Sue)

Please wait for a picture! I promise I’ll upload one soon.

If you go to the fixed point that is good too, if you like you can get hairstyle advice there and in real time

Oh yeah! Not only my hairstyle but you probably also want to know about my clothes as well. Since I’ve joined Nogizaka46 I’ve bought a lot of clothes but I still don’t know what looks good on me. However, I think for now I’ll try and think about what will make everyone the happiest. I’ll think deep and hard so please look after me next week!!

From New Nogizaka Star Tanjou

IkeNao with MikuNagiTere

Teresa is…not a sneaky woman, just having an evil smile

This picture is from the recording the other day for Hatsukoi Sider with Mr.Moonlight.

When NaoNao wore the suit she really got into the role lol

This picture is proof of how head over heels she was with Kuu-chan right in front of her.

It happened recently but it felt like it happened a long time ago, that made me really happy

That’s right this week’s broadcast is tonight! I wonder if I’ll be able to watch it in real time (・_・;)

Saku-tan and I along with our guest CHAY-san, we sang ‘Kiss ha me ni shite!/ the Venus.

For Ikeda saying the word ‘kiss’ in a cute voice was difficult… Saku-tan was like on her bike and was able to learn it very quickly and it was hard for me to keep up with her, I was a little scared of what it will look like on air.

CHAY-san really fits the word Charming perfectly and she’s very lovely, how else can I say it… she’s like a adorable doll that I wanted to buy at the department store when I was younger! If you watch it on air then I think you’ll see what I meaaaaan

She’s very kind, fragile but has a powerful and commanding voice, it was a lot of fun to sing next to her, thank you so very much m(_ _)m

On last week’s episode we did something new, we did hit, cover rock paper scissors! (sweats)

I’ll show you the excitement of that time! Was something that came out without thinking about it and was a line that I couldn’t get out of my head from Yamashita Mizuki-san from 46 hour TV.

Every said that they wanted to see me meow, so maybe it would have been better if I actually lost? Is something I’ve been thinking about… for a young duck doing Variety is still very difficult.

I see the generally fluffy and adorable Saku-tan have this bomber like fighting spirit and I love her for it and this time I was almost crushed by it.

Shun, this was an impression of Saku-tan

I’ll win next time!!! (Various meanings)

Previous of next time

Probably a make up talk

Dream diary (though I haven’t really dreamed anything recently!!!)

After that… answering a lot of questions from the comments.

Let’s do a make-up talk, I need to, is something I’ve thought about but haven’t gotten around to doing yet

But at the meet and greet people were like “I want to hear about it!’ and so I’ve been beaten into submission, slap

I believe in the Ikeda in 11 days time!!!

It’s all on you, and so I guess I’ll see you all in 11 days.

Ikeda Teresa Question time 📬

Once again, thank you for all the comments, there were a lot of people that came to yesterday’s meet and greet that said ‘I’m going to put a lot of comments on your blog’ ‘up until now I’ve read every blog when it gets uploaded and read it many times’ there are a lot of kind and warm comments… it gets into my bones

Congratulations on the 1000 comments! Is also a comment that I’ve gotten a lot from everyone, you’re so kind. From here on I’m going to do my best to convey my feelings through my blogs, I’ll do my best (?)

Well then, on to the questions!!!

💌

Tere-pan! I have a question! Do you like more, Shitara-san or Himura-san? I’m just generally curious!

(Blog name: Santa Clause)

I can’t choooose, help me Oswald-san!!!

💌What do you do to get thinner???

(Blog name: Nyan goroge Ikeda)

I leverage my metabolism! I drink a lot of water, and I submerge myself in the bath and sweat :( ;´꒳`;)

💌A question for Teresa!

With regards to meat, which do you prefer, fillet or roasat?

(Blog name: syumaa)

I’d probably choose a katsu fillet, I like soft and tender meat!

💌Are you still doing sit ups? By the way, if you just do sit ups it isn’t good balance for you training, it’s good to strengthen your back muscles as well.

(blog name: Pocha)

…( ﾟ∀ ﾟ)ﾊｯ！

I see, back muscles, I would like to alternate them periodically

💌

There’s something I want to ask. Teresa-chan when you’re out of the house do you always wear contacts? Do you wear glasses during the lessons?

(blog name: nin nin)

I pretty much only wear my glasses at home!

They almost always slide down my face and fog up my glasses when I wear a mask ☁️

💌Finally I have some questions!

1. Do you think there is such a thing as Telepathy?

2. If you were to appear in a drama, what role would you want to play?

3. I want to see you with twin tails!!!

(Blog name: Joban)

1, During the meet and greet if everyone can understand how much I love them I think telepathy exists. Yeah, TEREpathy

2, I would want a role that is the complete opposite of me!

A naïve and simple person who is bright and kind from the bottom of her heart, or maybe a male character, or a non-human character! When I was in elementary school at the school arts festival I played the role of a fairy (that’s the extent of my acting experience)

3, come to the fixed room!

By the way, Ikeda fixed room time is probably the later half of the 30 minute break, so like the last 10 or 15 minutes you can observe her

That can be your reference

💌

By the way that cute picture of Teresa that with the hamster at the end of your last blog, what is it? It’s keeping me up at night

(blog name: Teresa daisuki dot com)

It was an amazing model hamster that was there to add color to the image, Fantasia Inosuke (pseudonym)

💌Finally some questions!

1, who is your favorite character from BEASTARS

2, do you know yaminabe? What would you put in it?

(Blog name: John)

1, Gohin 🐼🐾

2, I do know about Yaminabe! I’m interested in it but I’ve never done it… I can’t forgive anyone who makes my food taste bad, beat anyone who does so. I think it would be fine to put in Miso.

💌At what point is Tere-pan the most hyper? Question series ヽ( ﾟ∀ﾟ)ﾉ

1, during the live?

2, while playing basketball?

3, during basketball refereeing?

4, When you’re drawing?

5, when you’re recording a tv program or doing a magazine?

6, when you’re eating?

(Blog name: Soshutsu Rebi-min Shinmei-ki♪)

1, When I feel like I’m close the all of the fans! During the national tour there were time I got really excited because we were so close to the fans that we could reach out or hands and touch them.

2, when there is a 3 pointer at 24 seconds left on the clock ( っ'-')╮ =͟͟͞͞🏀

3, When I committed a back pass! It’s not a foul that I often make, it was rare and enjoyable

4, it’s usually a grueling task but I can’t stop doing it!

5, When I first meet the guest, up until now I just act like a fan

6, the first bite

💌Question

1, Do you turn off the lights when you sleep? Or do you use a light night?

2, Recently I’ve been lost about whether to keep my brown hair or go back to black hair. I need to change my indecisiveness, please choose for me!

(blog name: peach hime ni zokkon)

1, I have a night light, I can’t sleep in pitch black (´；ω；｀)

2, this Is my opinion but, brown hair suits fall clothing and black hair stands out more for winter clothing doesn’t it, why not keep the brown for a little longer and then go back to black!

💌Can I read ‘hakken’?

(TL Note: I think the person used the wrong kanji and based on the response the question should be ‘can I call you hakken 発見 (discovery/found))

(blog name: amanojyakunanode)

I think that’s the first time I’ve ever been called that lol

💌

Good morning, I’m a night owl and not good with morning, Teresa-chan are you the same? But Teresa-chan isn’t weak, it would be better to say that the morning is too strong, I’m only level 17 whereas my grandfather is 72 and he gets up at 4 in the morning.

(Blog name: dekkai Harumi ushinatta)

I see, Ikeda is only level 20 so she still has a long ways to go

ʕ·͡·ʔ‘Merono is level 2543789053 and so they have no problems’

💌I have a question! Teresa-chan during your naps, I’m pretty sure you often wake up at night, and so when you have to get up early the next day how do you make yourself get up?

(Blog name: θ)

I usually just stay up at the point, I don’t recommend it

💌

I want a picture of Sakusaku and panda!

(blog name: okashi daisuki moto shougakusei)

Leave it to me

SakuSakuSakuSaku-tan 🍪🤍

We’ve been together a lot recently

Today even on New Nogizaka Star Tanjou! We were together, if you like please check it out kiiiisss!

💌Teresa-chan I have 2 questions!!

1, On Recomen you said you sleep well but you don’t dream? Even if you do have them do you remember them? If you do please tell me one of your scarier ones!

2, We’re currently right at the end of summer, the season of BanHaga, Teresa-chan’s lyrics ‘Boku ha your no sora o miage sagashita ano seiza’ (I looked up at the night sky in search of that constellation) what was that constellation? Let’s look for it together, I want to see it with you next year!

Ps. Please make thinking about your health your priority. Especially influenza in the winter.

(Blog name: Karin sato)

1, I saw a lot of dreams when I was younger, but I’ve lost the ability to see them tehe (-_-)

Especially speaking of scary dreams, one of the ones that I saw when I was in kindergarten.

There were three harshly colored bees bigger than me that entered my house and annihilated my entire family…and then they became fossils…

2, Cygnus constellation! Let’s look for Deneb, the green colored first magnitude star in the Cygnus constellation 💚

P.S thank you I love you

💌

Congratulations, starting today you are a Kamen Rider. Which means if Panda become a Dezashin what would you wish for?

(Blog name: OVER BAND)

Probably a world where we could all be together? ^ ^

I’m going to work hard so you continue to oshi me.

Hiya! Tere-sandaaaaaaaaaa!!!

💌Recently I’ve been affected with a serious case of Tereru disease. Can you give me any insurance?

(Blog name: Ryoo)

I seen, insurance…I’ll need to think up a new plan! For now have this duck ∧( 'Θ' )∧

💌Question corner!

1, like Inoue Naggy, can you give the other 5th generation members race horse like names 🏇💨

2, in the year 2222 what do you think will be a popular beauty technique?

3, Cats have a coin, pigs have pearls, what does Teresa have?

4, I know this is sudden but, is okay for you to have more oshis?

(Blog name: Giga niwatori)

1, Oga wonderful, miku no kyun kyun, Ikeda Teresandaa, naonao Tommy, Shocky Satsuking, sakusaku crazy, Inoue Naggy, Okuda Irohappy, Ioki Maoo, Oka Hina Danny, Aruno Dekiruno etc…

It’s like they’re really here (￣∇￣)

2, 7 dimensional masks, the people that wear it must be put in a high dimension

3, Teresa has Bamboo. Pandas are pandas and the one that doesn’t eat bamboo is Teresa-pan!

4, I’ll be waiting

💌Ring, clack, Is this Merono-san? I have a question!

1, On Recomen you said that you sleep a lot, what is something you can’t sleep without?

Ex) body pillow, sleep music etc… By the way am I the only one who is really sleepy on rainy days??

2, It’s almost fall, what kind of fall are you going to have?

(Blog name: nezumi)

1, a good blanket, when I was born I was given a baby blanket and 20 year later I’m still using it fufu

2, the fall of sleep! Is what I want to say but my goal right now is to do more work! So it’s the fall of exercise (ideally) but I feel like it’ll become the fall of good food…

💌

Question

1, I want to see Hawaii one day, can you bring me along using Ikeda Tere-portation?

2, I feel like my Tereru disease has gone up a stage after yesterday’s meet and greet, could you prescribe me some medicine?

(Blog name: lesser panda)

1, Ikeda Tere-portation! You’re now in Hawaii ☜-( ∵ )

2, kiss

💌I’m going to ask a question!

Please let me know how you enjoy the fall ♡

(blog name: Maito ha katatsumuri)

I love Autumn foods (Potatoes and chestnuts), they’re always competing ｳｵｵｵｵｱｱｱｱ\( ˙-˙ )/ｱｱｱｱｱｯｯｯｯ!!!!!

The other day Nagi gave me some of her home made chestnut skin!! It was so delicious… my future dream is to help out her Japanese sweet shop as a 5th generation member

💌From the beginning I started calling you Terepa-san and I added the ‘san’ on my own, if we become friends I wonder if I’ll be able to call you Tere-pan?

What would be the best way to call you? Please tell me Ikeda & Merono-saaaan

(blog name: aete manto ha tsukenai ha)

I’ve always had this rare name, I’ve never had a nickname ^ ^ therefore, when I become friends with people they call me Teresa and Tere-chan. The 5th generation member scall be ‘pan’ though 🍞

PS. I remembered recently, when I was in elementary school people called me Tereko!

💌

Question

1, Are you a person that takes the long way home

(TL Note: I think this is a pun on Kaerimichi because the question is 帰り道は遠回りする人ですかWhich has Kaerimichi ha toomawri in the question)

2, who do you want to be paired with to do Romaika? Well then arrivederci!

(Blog name: okayu tebetai)

1, I take too much of a detour and it takes longer than I thought it would. I will definitely end up at a book store and dollar store like places… it’s because I want to see if the items that were sold out are now available because I really want them okay (>_<)!!!!

2, Aruno, because she seems to like squid (ika)

Sayonarauncher!

💌

It’s not really a question but more like asking for advice but not what I do I can’t keep doing it for a long time… Do you know a technique or secret method to keep doing something for a long period of time?

(Blog name: Hakuba no ouji-sama toiuka goldship)

Why don’t you just try doing things that you enjoy. I like drawing and so even when I get tired and exhausted and need to take a breather before I know it I’m drawing another drawing. Also I stop doing things before I come to hate them, if you think things like, I want to do this for a little longer… and you hold through it you will be able to keep doing it for a longer period of time!

When you have some free time, take some time to go out and bathe in the sun. Recently my distaste of the sun has surprisingly eased up desire for photosynthesis ¯\( ˘–˘ )/¯

💌Finally I have a question! My surname isn’t Ikeda but my great-grandmother was Ikeda. Does this mean I can also use the name Ikeda like you Tere-pan? (It’s okay if I use it right?) I’ll be awaiting your approval.

(blog name: frypan mo tebeteshimaou)

If that’s what you think then you’re already an Ikeda aren’t you, that’s what I believe.

Activate the world Ikeda plan?

💌

I was interested about this since I heard it on yesterday’s Radirer but this comment that is being written on the evening that this blog is being uploaded, how much of his blog have you finished? It is (2022/09/19 17:53:23) right now

(blog name: typhoon)

Since I’ve read this comment 100% has been completed!

All I have left to do is send it out ദ്ദി˶ｰ̀֊ｰ́ )

Fewh…

After Radirer yesterday I hadn’t written a single character, it just spilled out and now we’re here, I feel relieved (・∀・；)

Thank you to everyone who has read this far! I’m very thankful so here are +99 Tere-points ehehehe

I wonder if my late love will be able to catch up with you, I’ll also be running after you! I’ll climb! The slope! I’ll keep climbing forward until fate makes me look back

On your markssssssssssssssssssss, start ❤🔫

2022-09-19 #Tere-pan blog #14

https://www.nogizaka46.com/s/n46/diary/detail/100708?ima=0108

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aoitorix · 4 years

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I can't stop imagining scenes between these two ...(　；∀；)

panel dialogues:

1 Hanji: When this is all over, I ... 2 Levi: The two of us. 3 Hanji: of course, the two of us~

#sorry my bad english #levihan #hanji zoe #hange zoe #LEVI ACKERMAN #levi #snk #AoT #para ya!#aoitorix #tobari21 #cosas que nadie pide pero que igual hago <3

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twiwoncrackpopcorn · 2 years

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I'm thinking of buying paid gems. When I touch the ad on the home screen, it shows a message with 2 small boxes, what does it mean? (JP server). Can I get the steps for make the purchase?

The great Grim-sama is cheering for your Mirror Summons during his Anniversary :3 but don’t put yourself in trouble or he will be obliged to share his tuna cans with you…

The quickest (and translation-proof) way to buy jewels is to click the “+” sign near your jewel count in the top left corner of your screen.

You will be directed to the jewels packs, where paid jewels are the 有 kanji (in red on my screenshot), while regular (bonus) jewels are the 無 kanji (in yellow on my screenshot).

Some items at Mystery S are only available with paid jewels (the gold anniversary pack for example) but no worry, if it’s a regular purchase, Sam will always take your regular jewels first ✌︎('ω'✌︎ ) Also the daily 10-jewels-pull at the Mirror Gacha is for paid jewels only. But you don’t get boosted rates, and you can’t do 10-pulls even if you have 300 paid-jewels.

So I strongly recommend that you keep your paid jewels for Sam shop (Winter holiday packs, Anniversary packs, etc) and regular jewels for the Mirror Gacha (outside of the daily paid-jewel pull).

Once you have clicked the “+” menu, you get the jewel menu list

The first offer is for the MONTHLY PASS (in green on my screenshot, with the coffin-keychain logo). Mine is already ongoing so you can’t see the option to buy it, but that’s the same icon so you can spot it easily. It will give you jewels upon purchase, but the majority of jewels will come together with your daily login during 28-days. Better buy it a month before an Event or a Character Birthday to accumulate jewels.

Then you will be offered the DAILY 12+ , for 12 paid jewels + 3 regular jewels bonus for 120yen only purchasable once a day. After you’ve bought it, it becomes a Regular 12-jewel Pack without any bonus (see my second screenshot)

Then come the FIRST-TIMER PACKAGES (sorry I used mine a long time ago and can’t show you the screenshot) but basically same as most games, the first time you buy a package, it gives you a lot of bonus jewels. You can recognize them as they have the “Limited Offer” purple thingy in the top-left corner (see my screenshot with the 12+ pack as example)

Then come the REGULAR PACKAGES (with paid jewels in red and regular bonus jewels in yellow). My second screenshot show all Regular Packages. If my memory serves me right, there hasn’t been a refresh to get the first-time packages again, so only the daily 12+ is a way to get more jewels than the standard price of 10yen per jewel (bonus jewels are bonus jewels).

HOW TO BUY : After you chose the package you want based on paid/bonus/total number of jewels, you simply click the purple button to purchase, and it directs you to your Android/iOS Store payment mode. After payment, you get the game validation dialogue and the jewels are added to your total count. You can only purchase one by one, so in case you want several different package, just click “+” again and select the next jewel pack you want.

Hope it helps ~

#answered #twst in-app purchases

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zv5x · 3 years

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Hey guys! An anon requested some Yandere ABC'S with Sen, but I had to reupload cause the formatting was wrong!!! I hope it works this time, and I hope you find it anon! Let me know if you did!

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Hey Anon! Don't worry, requests are open permanently! So feel free to request as much as you want! I'm so glad you enjoy my writings, that makes me feel so happy! I hope you enjoy the ABC's prompt and I hope I did a good job! (*´ω｀*) Stay safe and take care of yourself, you're valid and loved! ( :̲̅:̲̅:̲̅[̲̅:♡:]̲̅:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅) Affection: How do they show their love and affection? How intense would it get? - Sen is a major giftgiver. So, expect him to really paint his love for you with lavish spending. Also, along with that, he's a hopeless romantic. So be sure to expect love letters and love notes to be littered around your apartment (whether or not he had permission to be where he placed them...that's up for debate). You met Senpai when you stumbled across his game, and were there to play it before you discovered a way to get him out. So, he was just as affectionate as your average visual novel character. Meaning, he's basically infinitely affectionate. He's very gentlemenly as well: kissing the top of your hand and brushing his lips against the tips of your fingers, helping you get ready each morning (he has to, considering you're literally restrained and rendered unable to do so), and other things. Blood: How messy are they willing to get when it comes to their darling? - I always imagined Sen to be more of a yandere "stereotype" considering his source (a cheesy Japanese romance game with pretty pastel colors and overly sweet and cheesy dialogue). So, Senpai would in that case be willing to make his murders messy. Their lives don't matter to Senpai, and he'll gladly paint a pretty picture of romance with their blood. He'd do anything to emphasize the fact that you belong to him and him alone. Not to those filthy, impure worms. Cruelty: How would they treat their darling when they're abducted? Would they mock them? - Senpai has a bit of an ego problem. So, if he feels it necessary, he'll gladly make you feel inferior to him. "Out of the hundreds of people in the school, you're the one that I long for so strongly. Shouldn't you be greatful for that? I'm sure there's people willing to eat themselves alive just to be in your place." Among other similar statements. Senpai isn't physically cruel unless giving out punishments for "bad behavior", so that's something to be greatful about I suppose. Even with the taunts and reprimands he speaks to you, he doesn't really mean them. Especially the ones about you being inferior in any regard. You're the definition of perfection in his eyes, to the extent he doesn't even really see himself being worthy of your love. But, nobody else is either. While he's not 100% worthy of an angel like you being by his side, he's more worthy than the people that surround the two of you. Darling: Aside from abduction, would they do anything against their darling’s will? - Just like Spirit, the only other things he'd do against your will is take away your rights to freedom, family, friends, along with some other similar things. He doesn't want to traumatize you, and as much as his actions contradict the idea that he's far from a monster, he's truly not. He just wants what's best for your love. Is that really something that's worthy of him being called a monster? Senpai doesn't think so, not one bit. Exposed: How much of their heart do they bare to their darling? How vulnerable are they when it comes to their darling? - All of it. His heart is an open book. Senpai wants to woo you, he wants you to know how adored you truly are. He wants you to know how much space you take up in his heart, and he'll do anything to show that to you. Whether it be by taking you out to a nice dinner after you've been on your best behavior for a while, or by murdering past enemies or foes, Sen will do virtually anything Fight: How would they feel if their darling fought back? - Completely and utterly heartbroken. How could you, (Y/N)? Here he is, your precious and beloved Senpai, just wanting to take care of you, and this is the thanks he get's? Senpai's little heart will be absolutely crushed, and he'll be sure

to let you know that, even while he's angerly punishing you. Being the main love interest is literally in his code, basically the A.I. equivalent to DNA. He's not used to not winning a person's heart the minute he expresses interest, especially the heart of someone he's putting all his effort into romantically seducing. Senpai will go ballistic after such a rejection, throwing the closest thing to a toddler's temper tantrum that you'll be able to see in an almost full grown adult. Screaming, stomping, crying tears of pure rage, Senpai will display all of it right for you to witness in absolute fear and horror. Game: Is this a game to them? How much would they enjoy watching their darling try to escape? - Is this a game to Senpai? Well, yeah. But only considering he's literally a game character himself. He still sees this as the silly dating mechanics from his own game. Even if this is real life, and even if this is completely against your will. He's not used to anything else, so he'll continue living his life and gaining your love the way he's been built to. Hell: What would be their darling’s worst experience with them? - You're not really in the position to cheat on him considering he's holding you in complete isolation, but if you were to cheat on him? Whoo boy. Sen would react in a similar way to Spirit would, only 100x worse. The psychotic laugh yanderes are so infamous for, the brutality, the murder, and then the confrontation of you. A cheater, a liar, a betrayer. You'll pay for what you've done to Senpai, you won't get away with thinking you could pull him around like a toy. He loves you, but now he sees no other option, you must die for what you've done to him. It won't be quick either. No, you're going to feel exactly what you made him feel the moment he found you cheating on him. It's only fair, after all. An eye for an eye. But don't worry, your body will be in good hands! Senpai will still take care of you, and he forgives you for what you've done! Now the two of you can be happy together once again! No more distractions this time! Ideals: What kind of future do they have in mind for/with their darling? - The usual...marriage, honeymoon, perhaps some kids or pets (but only if you want them, of course!). Senpai is really up to any kind of future, as long as it's with you, his beloved Jealousy: Do they get jealous? Do they lash out or find a way to cope? - Senpai is EXTREMELY jealous. He's suspicious of basically everyone you come into contact with, and you're always having to deal with him wrapping his arms around you from behind and gently laying down some boundaries for whoever you're just trying to talk to. Expect a few statements like/similar to, "Hey, worm! They're mine!", considering Sen is always trying to show people just how much you belong to him Kisses: How do they act around or with their darling? - Like some kind of flawless prince, but you know damn well that it's just a facade. He tries very hard to keep his yan tendencies hidden from you, but his emotional instability makes him fail miserably at that. But, that doesn't take away from the fact that he's *usually* acting very cool and charismatic Love letters: How would they go about courting or approaching their darling? - The usual things you'd see from a hopeless romantic...love letters, cards, poems, hand kisses, dinner dates, and everything else lovey dovey that people do to show a certain person how much they love them. Being a dating game character, Senpai is VERY good at courting anyone he seems romantically compatible Mask: Are their true colors drastically different from the way they act around everyone else? - His true colors are different from the way he tries to appear, but they come out so much that the people closest to him (specifically meaning you, and only you, as all of his other friends are just a.i. in the game that he once took residence in)) consider it apart of his actual personality Naughty: How would they punish their darling? - Probably just by breaking things around the two of them as he screams at them

for whatever they did to anger him. Senpai is very childish, especially when he's rejected, but he's still able to be calmed. You just need to know exactly what to say and when to say it. Which...is shockingly hard, considering how unpredictable Senpai can be Oppression: How many rights would they take away from their darling? - Just like Spirit, he won't really take away any. But, he'll take away all of it if he feels as if he has to Patience: How patient are they with their darling? - Senpai's patience is quite literally in the lowest of negative numbers, so tread lightly, (Y/N). The slightest and smallest things can set Senpai into hour long rages Quit: If their darling dies, leaves, or successfully escapes, would they ever be able to move on? - No. Not at all. Senpai would be absolutely devastated. He wouldn't be able to move on, you were his absolute everything. He can't imagine living a life without you, and he won't. Regret: Would they ever feel guilty about abducting their darling? Would they ever let their darling go? - Regret? No! Absolutely not! Why should Senpai feel any regret? For loving his darling angel? No. That's nothing but foolish. There is no room for regret or shame in Senpai's heart, only love for you Stigma: What brought about this side of them (childhood, curiosity, etc)? - Rejection is against Senpai's code. You weren't supposed to not want him romantically. Because of this, Senpai quite literally doesn't know how to react. So, he acts...insane? Obsessed? Call it what you want, but make sure its definition doesn't neglect his love for you. Tears: How do they feel about seeing their darling scream, cry, and/or isolate themselves? - Senpai would probably just get angrier. Why are you so upset?! Just love him, for fucks sake!! He just wants to take care of you, why won't you just let him? Stop being so difficult, let him take over, and things will be so much better for you! Unique: Would they do anything different from the classic yandere? - Not really. Senpai is pretty much a walking stereotype, with a few small changes here and there. Vice: What weakness can their darling exploit in order to escape? - His lovesickness, probably. Escaping Senpai would be hard to say the least, but not impossible. Just do the usual, try and act like a sufferer of Stockholm Syndrome and maybe you'll have a good chance at getting away from him Wit’s end: Would they ever hurt their darling? - Without hesitation. If he needs to do it to get his point across, Sen would do it without hesitation. It's all for you, that fact alone removes any chance of hesitation or remorse Xoanon: How much would they revere or worship their darling? To what length would they go to win their darling over? - Senpai practically treats you like some overglorified love deity, the definition of a perfect partner. Perfect for him, at least. His entire heart is like an open book, but one that only you can read clearly. It's all for you, after all. Yearn: How long do they pine after their darling before they snap? - He's good up until he witnesses even the slightest sign of distance or rejection, then he snaps Zenith: Would they ever break their darling? - Like hurting you, he'd do it without any hesitation. It means nothing to him, unlike you. You mean everything, and he'd do everything and anything for you. This is basically nothing to him. He loves you, after all! More than anything else in his world.

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