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kaymarie-bell · 2 years
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I have seen that some voicelines change after you level up the friendship are planing on translating those ?
Hey!
I'm not sure if this if what you meant but if we're generally speaking, we unlock voicelines by leveling-up cards, Episode/Vignette lvl up, groovyfying, and Magic/Spells lvl up. These voicelines are character-specific, but they are the same across all their cards.
Other voicelines are card-specific, and we unlock new ones after Groovification and while using its Duo Magic with the respective support character (Magic/Spell 2, lvl 5 min.) iirc
and about translating voicelines, I don't think so. I never intended for this to become a full-fledged translation blog since I'm not skilled enough to do so. I meant for this to be an art blog primarily, and the short translations and summaries I post occasionally when I have the time are just me being unable to keep spoilers to myself and wanting to scream and cry about the plot with other fans. I'm sorry if I (unintentionally) deceived you into following me because of that 😅
there's a lot of far more capable translators in the community, please refer to the Twisted Wonderland Wiki. Chances are there's already either a translation on the site or a link to it 🌻
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idyllicidols · 8 months
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Cheat Day.
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Another request. I forgot if the person wanted to stay anonymous so I'll leave them out to be safe. Something different with it being third person, but it felt needed with the content.
TW: gangbang
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Wonyoung was always expected to be perfect. Her days were filled with endless rehearsals, rigorous diets, and sleepless nights. She yearned for a life of freedom, where she could make mistakes and be herself. Her long awaited day off was under commencement–and mistakes were definitely going to be made.
Three of her most dedicated fans, handpicked by the dollesque idol herself, received a private DM from an unknown account with a time and address. They were apprehensive about the message, but the never before seen photos piqued their curiosity.
The room was dimly lit, the only sound being the soft hum of the city outside. Wonyoung, clad in a silk robe, stood before them, her eyes sparkling with anticipation. She took mental notes on each one as they introduced themselves.
"Donghyun." She recognized him as a man who had been to nearly every concert and fan meet–his loud screams often heard over all the other fan chants. The messy haired boyish man looked like he just got off work. A disheveled suit with his tie loosely knit. Now that he was in such a private setting, he looked at her with an innocent admiration.
"Minsoo." The hottest of the bunch. His right arm covered in tattoos, his hair perfectly sculpted, but not greasy. He gazed upon her as if he already knew what she had planned. If the other two failed, she could depend on him for a good time.
"Junho." A recognized community member. Almost her whole fandom and group members knew of him. Her most dedicated fan. At every event, making sure to capture her in the perfect light. His fancams were the most popular, some even doing better than official recordings. A casual friendship had grown, and this was her way of showing her appreciation.
Her voice was steady and confident as she spoke, "Tonight, I'm not an idol. I'm not a performer. I'm yours, to do with as you please."
Junho and Donghyun exchanged astonished glances, their minds racing with the implications of her statement. They couldn't believe the woman they had idolized for so long would offer herself so freely. But Minsoo smirked expectedly.
Junho spoke up, "Wonyoung, we can't take advantage of you like this. You're an idol, and we're just fans."
Wonyoung's expression turned determined. "You can't deny me this. I've been living this life..always holding back, always being the perfect idol. Tonight, I want to be something else."
Donghyun joined in, "But you could ruin your reputation."
Wonyoung's voice hardened, "I don't care about my reputation. I want this. I want to be used, to be fucked."
She looked to Minsoo, her eyes pleading. She was right, she knew she could depend on him to get things rolling.
"If you're sure, Wonyoung, we can't deny you anything."
With a sultry smile, Wonyoung nodded, "I'm sure."
Minsoo undressed her slowly, untying the knot to her robe. She let it fall off her shoulders, the light from the window acted as a spotlight to her perfectly slender naked body. She was a tiny, delicate thing, but one with fire burning within her. The other two watched in awe as his hands roamed her body while his tongue explored her mouth.
He easily lifted her up and tossed her on the bed, his kisses trailed down from one pair of lips to her other. His hands were rough, their movements urgent and demanding.
"You cucks going to just watch or join in?" Minsoo aggressively berated the other two men into action.
Donghyun was the next to act, seizing this rare opportunity, kissing and touching wherever he pleased. Wonyoung moaned in pleasure as the two men grasped at her body. But she couldn't help but feel bad for Junho.
"Join us sweetie…" She called out to him. "... You can record this too if you like, just make sure you keep it to yourself…" flashing a sly smile.
That was all it took. Junho set up his camera, then joined in on the fun. He knew he would never get a chance like this again, and wasn't going to miss out.
Without another word, the three men moved in unison, Minsoo between her legs, Donghyun and Junho each taking one of her breasts in their hands and began to fondle them gently. Their thumbs brushed over her already sensitive nipples, sending shivers down her spine.
"Oh, god," she gasped, her head falling back as she felt a sudden rush of pleasure wash over her.
"Is that good, baby?" Junho asked, his voice filled with concern and desire.
She nodded, her breath coming in short, ragged gasps. "Yes, it's so good."
As the men continued to pleasure her breasts, their hands moved in a rhythmic pattern that had her on the edge of ecstasy. Minsoo was gifted at his craft, his tongue danced against her wet folds.
"Oh, God," she cried out, her body trembling with pleasure.
His tongue moved in slow, deliberate circles, the pressure building with each pass. Wonyoung's breath caught in her throat as she felt the pleasure growing, spreading throughout her body until she was sure she couldn't take any more.
And then, suddenly, the pressure was gone, and she was left feeling empty and wanting.
"Please," she begged, her voice pleading. "I need more."
Minsoo smirked, knowing he had Wonyoung right where he wanted. He spread her legs wider, revealing her sensitive, throbbing clit to his waiting mouth.
"Oh, fuck," she gasped, her hands clawed at the sheets as pleasure washed over her once more.
Minsoo began to suck on her clit, his tongue moving in rhythmic, deliberate motions that had her body convulsing in pleasure. Then the final nail in the coffin, his middle and ring fingers dug into her wet quivering pussy. Squelching sounds echoed out with his fingertips constantly brushing her g-spot.
"You're gonna make me cum!" she screamed out, her voice strained and desperate.
Her body tensed; involuntarily trying to fight off the pressure that was overwhelming her system. But the other two held her down as they continued to explore her body. The pressure built in her stomach had nowhere else to go, a stream of sticky clear fluid shot out of her, her strongest orgasm in months taking over.
"Oh, god," she gasped, her voice barely audible over the sound of her own pleasure. "It feels so good."
An orgasm that intense should've left her helpless, but this was her only night of escape. Her animalistic desires insatiable, she rose from the sheets, her thin body covered in sweat.
"I'm gonna ride your fucking cock."
Wonyoung demanded as she pushed Junho on his back. He watched as the idol he's fantasized about so many times slowly lowered her mess of pussy onto his cock. It was better than he could ever dream, so tight and so warm, he never could have imagined how good she felt.
"You're so tight." Junho cried out.
He had to pinch himself to make sure he wasn't dreaming. But it got even better, she planted her feet and started bouncing up and down. Her sopping wet pussy glided easily-massaging his shaft with her moist caverns. She screamed in ecstasy, the first real cock inside of her in months felt better than any toy–it was a living thing, with its heat radiating inside of her.
It was hard to know who was having a better time - Wonyoung finally letting loose or Junho feeling the tight walls of his dream girl squeezing his cock. She was lost in ecstasy, the feelings of hands on her body almost forgettable.
Minsoo was there to give her a stark reminder. Wonyoung gasped when a strong force pushed her forward, making her turn around in surprise. Then she felt something hard pressed against her asshole, the tight ring on her virgin hole clenched in resistance.
"What are you – AH!" Wonyoung cried out before she could finish her question. A predictable result. There were three men and she had an accompanying hole for each. But what she didn't expect was for it to happen right off the bat. No preparation; no fingers or toys - just Minsoo's hard, massive cock breaking past her defenses in one fell swoop. Drool started leaking from her mouth, the intense feeling of getting fucked from both ends beyond her wildest dreams. Cries of pain filled the room, Wonyoung stretched out further than she ever thought possible. You would think she begged for them to stop, that the pain was too much to bear...
"Fuck me harder!" She screamed out, the pain of being fully engulfed by cock reminding her that she was alive–washing away months of the stressful idol life.
It was a sight to behold, Minsoo aggressively fucked the blabbering idol. His hands gripped her hips, holding her in place as he drove into her with relentless force. It was a stark contrast to Junho, feebly thrusting upwards trying to keep pace. Wonyoung moaned, her head flailing as she felt her insides being stretched and filled. But soon they got in sync, fucking and stretching out Wonyoung's body at perfect intervals.
"Is this what you want, you filthy whore?" Minsoo growled in her ear, his hot breath sending shivers down her spine.
"Yes," she gasped, "Fuck me."
"Hey Donghyun, why don't you keep her quiet before the neighbors complain."
Donghyun was like a perfect little pet, listening to everything anyone told him. As he stood up and pressed his cock against her lips there was no hesitation. Wonyoung opened up her lips and sucked like it was a popsicle. Now she was truly filled, a cock in each orifice, her body being used for greedy desires. It was only right, she worked so hard to stay fit, it would be a shame to keep it hidden away and locked up.
Donghyun was perfectly content standing there while she sucked and licked. Wonyoung however was not, grabbing the back of his thighs and taking him deep in her throat–a jolt of pleasure blasting through him every time she let a muffled moan vibrate against his cock. Actions spoke louder than words, her desires clearly obvious. His hands tangled in her long hair, thrusting his hips, fucking her face with the intensity she craved.
As the men continued their relentless onslaught, Wonyoung felt her body being torn apart, her mind filled with pleasure and pain. She could feel the cocks pounding into her, stretching her, filling her completely. Her moans and cries filled the room, echoing off the walls as the men continued to use her.
"Fuck I'm gonna cum!"
Wonyoung was in no place to protest, a cock in her throat keeping her from replying. Nor did she want to, wanting nothing more than the feeling of hot cum filling her up.
"That's it," Minsoo grunted, "Take it all."
Minsoo was the first to concede–a thick stream of hot cum painting her insides. He slid out from behind her, her gaping ass leaking down to the sheets. He grabbed Donghyun, pulling him away. Wounyoung heaved in relief, finally able to breathe without a cock pounding her throat.
"Clean up my mess." Minsoo demanded. Wounyoung's relief was short-lived–opening up her mouth, happily sucking the cock that just took her anal virginity. Donghyun stared at her asshole with intrigue, kneeling down behind her. She smiled in response, feeling him pressed against her puckered hole. While her mouth was amazing, Donghyun longed to fuck something much tighter, and there was nothing tighter than Wounyoung's ass.
Junho had surprising stamina, his fingers biting into her sensitive flesh as he pinched and twisted her nipples. Wonyoung writhed above him, her body on fire with pain and pleasure. She could feel her own orgasm building, the pressure in her pussy and ass growing unbearable.
"I'm going to cum," she gasped, "Oh, God, I'm going to...ahhh!"
Her body trembled as the orgasm ripped through her, her muscles contracting as she was filled to the brim. That set off a chain sequence–her contracting body milking every shaft inside of her. Luckily for her, all the fans were just as insatiable as she was–knowing this was a once in a lifetime opportunity.
She was tossed around like a ragdoll, her tiny body fucked in every position possible, her tight holes nothing but a dumping ground for cum. They were like a well oiled machine, switching positions and holes, making sure that she always experienced something new. The only time one of her holes wasn't being fucked was when they needed to recover. Donghyun and Junho grew bolder as the night went on, fucking her with a ferocity that almost matched Minsoo.
The men continued their assault, their grunts and groans filling the air as they emptied themselves into her. Wonyoung's cries echoed in the room, a plethora of hands and tongues covering every inch of skin–three cocks stuffed in her holes, giving her everything she could ever ask for. She was reduced to nothing more than a living, breathing, screaming orgasm.
The sun was starting to rise, and the men pulled out, their spent cocks dripping with cum. They stepped back, leaving Wonyoung sprawled on the bed, her body covered in sweat, her mouth, pussy, and asshole leaking with cum.
Donghyun was the first to leave, he had to return to work within the hour. Junho turned sheepishly shy, embarrassed at how he lost control fucking his bias, collecting his camera. She smiled at him knowing he would forever cherish that footage. Donghyun and Junho bowed when they left. Forever grateful for this experience their faces flushed with pleasure, their hearts filled with gratitude. They had experienced something that most could only dream of.
Minsoo stuck behind, his fingers buried inside Wonyoung until she forced him to leave. She thanked him for starting things right, pulling him in for one final kiss before he left.
Wonyoung laid there, panting and trembling, her body sore and aching. Forget dance practice, she would be lucky if she was even able to walk. But as she stared up at the ceiling, she couldn't help but smile - she had found a release she had been longing for, a release that would fuel her performances, her passion, and her life. She couldn't wait for her next day off.
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kazumist · 3 months
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EPISODE 17 ✿ ENDEARING
YOU + ME = LOVE — A DILUC SMAU
masterlist / prev ep / next ep / wc: 794
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it was silly, really. 
it was silly ever since diluc realized his feelings. he suddenly finds everything about you so endearing. he finds it ridiculous how he feels himself get all giddy when you’re not even doing anything. he finds it ridiculously endearing that the simple thought of you is enough to make him feel this way.
with finals approaching, all you and diluc do is technically just review the coverage of your exams. and when you’re lucky enough to finish early, you two would just stay at your spot in the library and kill time. “professor barnes is the literal worst, i swear!” you complained. professor barnes, your teacher for practical research, isn’t really the best. he tends to skip his class (you once thought it was ironic that he was the one cutting class instead of his own students). “let me guess, he didn’t turn up for your class with him again?” diluc asks.
“yeah, and as per usual, we just sat in the classroom like total idiots because we haven’t received any feedback yet about our draft for chapters one and two!” you complained to him again, groaning in annoyance as you felt diluc rub a hand against your back—his personal way of showing comfort.
“if you’d like…” he starts.
“nope! nuh-uh. you are not going to be the one who’s going to review our draft.” you knew immediately what he was going to suggest. and you shut him down as soon as you can. as much as you admire how diluc is so dedicated and hardworking, you don’t really want to be a burden.
“but i don’t have much on my plate right now.”
“liar. kaeya told me that you guys are busy with your capstone project these days.” 
he tilts his head at you, confused. “you’re friends with kaeya?”
“who isn’t friends with kaeya?”
“fair enough.”
“but seriously, diluc. you don’t have to do it. professor barnes will get the consequences of his actions soon enough. thanks for the offer, though; it’s appreciated.” a sigh escapes your lips as you lay your head to rest on the table, using your arms as a pillow. “i’m so tired," you mumble.
“you should rest for now," he says in a softer voice this time.
“don’t you have class after this?” you moved your head to his direction so you could look at him. diluc stares back at you. you had a few strands of hair covering your vision and diluc had to resist himself from brushing them away and tucking them behind your ear. “our prof just left us with an activity since she had an errand to do.” he said a bit late.
“are you done with it?” 
“not yet.”
“huh? why not?” your voice was a bit… muffled? or a bit hard to decipher because of your position. but diluc understood you word for word nonetheless.
“i guess you could say that i’m a bit lazy at the moment.”
“you? lazy? are you really the diluc ragnvindr that everyone loves and adores?”
“oh, shut it.” he playfully rolled his eyes at you with a smile.
not too long after, you dozed off. leaving you and diluc in a comfortable silence. no one was around the floor you guys were in as usual. this time, he finds the courage to brush those strands of hair away from your face.
it’s alright to be selfish every once in a while, right? he thought.
he glances at you and observes your sleeping figure. you looked peaceful as you slept. calm breaths came in and out of you. is it silly of him to think that you look so pretty right now, even though you were just napping? diluc couldn’t formulate the right words to describe you back then. but now he has one.
endearing.
everything that you do or say is just so… endearing to him. diluc didn’t know that one could have such an effect on him. hell, he didn’t even expect to fall in love in the first place. during his years in school, he was only surrounded by people who would fall in love. never did he expect that he would end up being included in its population.
but if he’s going to be honest? he wouldn’t ask for anything more.
time ticked by and diluc sat there by your side during your whole nap. he simply shot a text at one of his classmates, saying that he wasn’t feeling well (he thought of saying that he got diarrhea, but he thought that would be too exaggerated) and that he wouldn’t be able to accompany them on their errand. so maybe skipping is a bit worth it.
after all, he was with you. and that was enough for him.
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scuderiasundays · 5 months
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the way i do
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summary: holiday traditions lead to flashbacks of the right person he met at the wrong time 💌
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a/n: haven't written in ages but something compelled me to write this short piece (slightly inspired by "long live"). timely considering it’s taylor’s birthday! tagging @vamossainz55, @sainzcaleruega, @monzabee, and @silverstonesainz just because. any and all feedback much appreciated as always! hugs and kisses 🫶🏼
"Papa, who's this? The lady standing beside you?"
Isla, the spitting image of her father, looked up at Lando with those piercing blue-green eyes. With Christmas just around the corner, the Norris family honored their long-standing tradition of leafing through old photos together. A storied career and a blissful family life had amassed into a pile of scrapbooks as tall as young Isla herself.
Yet, Lando found himself taken aback as Isla's chubby pointer finger rested on a particular figure in the photo. This image, long tucked away in a box of sentimental keepsakes, hadn't seen the light of day in ages. He was captivated by the scene of pure elation, his champagne-soaked figure, and the look of admiration in her eyes. This was São Paulo 2023, his last podium in a tumultuous season. Coincidentally, it was the last time he laid eyes on her, though not by his own choosing.
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The stakes were palpably high as the Formula 1 season drew to a close. Despite the heightened cheers from the crowd, the pressure bore down on Lando, almost devouring him whole. The two were similar in that way, devout believers in what Lando playfully termed a "don’t let them in, don’t let them see" mentality.
You had known for months that Lando wasn’t being upfront with you. You hadn’t been there as much as he desired in a season that had tested his belief in McLaren and, more importantly, his self-confidence. It resonated in his voice and his wandering gaze when he spoke of other drivers’ partners following them from race to race. Lando had always made it a point to acknowledge and champion your genuine passion for clinical genetics. You had been the one to introduce Lando to Girlstart, a nonprofit dedicated to exposing young girls to high-quality STEM experiences. Your heart grew twice its size as you watched him interact with the girls throughout the race weekend. However, it wasn't lost on you that, despite honoring your independence, half of his being yearned for the simplicity of going to bed and waking up beside you every day.
As the team gathered for a celebratory group photo, you entwined your fingers with his as you lined up in front of Lando's garage. Three reassuring squeezes, a habit from their early dating days when privacy was paramount. He squeezed right back. Mentally, you pledged to open up to him later, fully aware that you risked losing the person who mattered most.
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You sat with him by the hotel pool, a glass of rosé in hand. You needed all the liquid courage you could get for what was about to ensue.
"What’s the matter?" Lando gently brushed a strand of hair out of your face.
"I need you to be honest with me, not just because I’m asking, but because you love me. Do you think this is working?"
"What kind of question is that, love?"
"I know this might seem out of the blue, but I’ve been contemplating this deeply, and I-." A single tear fell as you struggled to gather your thoughts.
"Hey, hey, hey. I already know what you’re about to say. It’s alright."
"You do?"
"I’ve had this strange feeling all weekend. Something about our connection and all." Your heart shattered as his eyes fell.
"I wonder if I’ll ever find a love like ours again," he said, his voice shaking.
"Oh, but you will, Lando. I just know it."
"Feels far-fetched at the moment."
He leaned into the crook of your neck, the cold metal of his necklaces laying against your skin.
"Are we consciously uncoupling right now?" you asked, seeing the faintest smile emerging on his lips.
"An amicable separation in every sense. None of that Hollywood bullshit."
-
Just one glance at that photo had transported Lando to that night so many years back. The years that had gone by allowed him to really take her image in. The way her eyes crinkled, the dimples he so loved, and the evident pride emanating as she cupped his face.
She must’ve really loved me, he thought to himself.
"That’s Y/N, darling. Someone special who made daddy smile like no other."
"The way I do?"
"The way you do, sweet Isla."
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venusgirltarot · 1 year
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How Would An Author Describe You In a Book?
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Disclaimer: This reading is for entertainment purposes only. Tarot readings are about possibilities based on your current energy. Energy is forever changing and nothing is set in stone. Always remember, you have your own free will to make whatever decision you feel is best.
Close your eyes, take a deep breath, envision what you are thinking of and then choose the pile(s) you feel most drawn to.
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When I was shuffling, I heard “Like a cool autumn day” Unwavering in their opinions but kind and gentle in the way they express them. Fiercely loyal (at times to a fault). Free and ever changing, like leaves falling when the seasons change. You embrace and welcome change, always seeing it as a new adventure. Never backing down from a challenge and always searching for something more exciting and thrilling. Someone that is always able to find love and appreciation for the smallest things in life, even in the most difficult of times. The person you would think of while listening to a hozier song. Bubbly, adventurous, kind, caring, easily excited, optimistic, hopeful, passionate. Less like a flame and more like a raging, blazing fire that can’t be put out. Taking the most difficult situations in life with a patience and ease that is admirable to those around them. Free thinking and never afraid to argue their beliefs that they are most passionate about. Everything works out for you because you are beyond grateful for even the smallest things in life. For the readers of the book you’re written into, you’re seen as an inspiration. A glimmer of hope in dark times and a light whisper of encouragement when they need it. They think of you in difficult times when they need something to keep them going. Your way of thinking, drive and optimistic outlook is admirable to them.
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I heard “whimsical” learning to give a love that was never shown to you. Taking the small hand you were dealt and turning it into the greatest fortune. The embodiment of strength and perseverance. Wise beyond your years but not without a cost. Continuing to love and forgive for the younger version of you that deserved that same love and forgiveness but never got it. Making your own destiny. Forming yourself into the best version of you. I heard “never giving up. Never backing down” owning your truth and making sure others own it too. Vengeance and I heard “Steel” (possibly a name?) here to be a voice of reason, a voice for those that don’t have one, an echo in a crowded room, a voice that will be heard. I heard “never backing down” (again) a purpose and a reason. Someone who won’t be silenced, even after they’ve been heard. Unstoppable, brave, capable, courageous. Keep going and know that not only should you be proud of yourself for your accomplishments, but that your spiritual team is proud of you, as well. To the readers of the book you’re written into, you’re a character they love fiercely and feel incredibly protective over. They’re protective over you and your story and want justice for you for the pain and hurt that you’ve felt. You’re a character that sticks with them long after they’ve finished the book.
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I heard “hard working” and “determined” gentle and fragile. Like a butterfly. Balancing emotions and dedicated to learning every part of yourself. Like a breath of fresh air or a kind, familiar face in a crowded room full of strangers. Someone that gives you the feeling of home or like walking into your childhood home for the first time after years of being away. There’s a nostalgia to you that’s comfortable to those around you. A toasty fire in a cozy cabin during the middle of winter. The feeling of inner peace. Words of affirmation and a cup of warm tea. A balanced routine and a gentle soul. You would be described as someone that’s soft and gentle with a sweet, kind voice and a heart of gold. You feel safe comfortable to those around you. Trustworthy and caring. The first person you call when you need someone to talk to. The first person you call when you need someone who will listen. I heard “an angel” ever growing and learning to embrace change and let go of what you cannot control. Finding inner peace and letting go of what no longer serves you. For readers of the book you’re written into, you’d be a comfort character. Someone they root for and appreciate because they can relate to. Your name is one they’re relieved to see written on the page. You’re the character they want to read about after making it through a difficult chapter.
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I hope this reading has brought you some sort of peace, clarification, or happiness! Feedback is always appreciated :) have a good day or night. Sending you love and light!
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mezzy303 · 5 months
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So I've been rereading skip beat from the beginning for the first time in uhhhhh almost 10 years and I'm going inSaNE over characterizations and development that I have to write it down
At this point I'm only at the Heel siblings arc so I haven't gotten to the Guam or Saena arcs which are very big for Kyoko and Ren's character development and healing which I haven't reread since those chapters came out
Can we just take a moment to appreciate Nakamura for basing Kyoko and Ren's childhood struggles and trauma on very real things that aren't often, if at all, dealt with in anime/manga and also writing them with utmost care (Not only do the traumas inform their personalities, but their healing arcs aren't just a one and done thing!! It's a very slow process) Like starting with Kyoko, her single mother neglected her so much that she was raised by a family friend. On top of that, nothing Kyoko did was ever good enough for her mother, and both of these things are so apparent in Kyoko's character. She attaches herself to fairytales and magic as an escapism and because she relates to stories like Cinderella. She literally cannot function if she messes up and no one criticizes her. She can't properly acknowledge her own talents and beauty without it being attached somehow to fairytales; she never quite believes shes good enough. Similarly, she didn't want to bother anyone with her troubles, so she always dealt with them alone/in private spaces. Pretty sure she also has lowkey abandonment issues. And this is all parental trauma!! Things she already has before the series starts and she gets so utterly heartbroken she swears off romantic love entirely so she can never get hurt the same way again.
(I don't think I'll ever get over how Kyoko told all this to Kuu and he was literally like I'm adopting you. Your mine now. Sorry I don't make the rules ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ And Kuu going home to his wife like hey we got a new kid 😂 Like Kyoko freezing up when she made mistakes and then Kuu showing her love instead of reprimanding her makes me go 🥹😩💖✨😭💝 Kyoko getting all fluffy from head pats🥹🥹 But on the downside she literally can't bring herself to call him dad unless she's in acting mode sjdfhsf)
When I really consider it, I wonder if Kyoko really loved Sho as a person or like.... the idea of him. Like he was just a convenient guy via proximity bc Kyoko needed someone to be her "prince". We haven't been shown exactly why she fell in love, but it would explain why she stuck with dedicating herself to him despite his terrible personality and knowing he never saw her the same way. It's portrayed like the concept of hatsukoi in anime where its ✨pure✨and innocent✨It seems very idealistic. Whereas Kyoko's love for Ren is more mature. She sees every aspect of Ren and doesn't sugarcoat it, she sees him as he is (she does him up on a pedestal but partially bc she admires him but also as an extreme measure to protect her heart and hide her feelings imo)
And REN. trauma to the max. He had to deal with the hardships of making a name for himself when his parents are already famous, extreme racism from being biracial, his friend/mentor dying from an accident he unintentionally caused???? Like boy hates himself so much he's literally disassociating 24/7 he needs a fucking therapist. I get how being Ren has helped him in some capacity but he needs a professional asap. Though deep diving into this is so interesting because Ren/Kuon compartmentalized his issues and the parts that he hates about himself so much he created its own persona ("Dark Kuon"), to the point he's rarely ever just himself. And he buried it so deep that as soon as he cracked the lid open, those emotions just spilled out. He can't even allow himself to be happy, and when he does feel truly happy, his automatic response is acting nonchalant,,,,,,,,,,,, he didn't even realize he was doing it at first 😢
Also the symbolism with Ren's watch makes me go a little feral. I don't remember if it's originally his or Rick's but it obviously stopped when the latter died and Ren keeps it as a reminder of what happened and why he went to Japan. It's a weird item since it grounds him but also represents his heavy trauma, and I think having those two things in one kinda showcases Ren's unhealthy coping mechanisms (like grounding himself to something traumatic isn't... great...). But that scene where he realizes he took it off and he has a moment of whether it to keep it on as Cain Heel or not??? *clenches fist* it was so good. (To recap it, he had his watch so he wouldn't lose himself in the role of BJ and then forgot it in the bathroom after an unexpected trauma response) Ren narrates his thoughts as choosing between Rick or Kyoko but interpreting this, he's choosing whether to keep himself stuck in his past trauma or move forward and let himself be happy AKA stick with unhealthy coping mechanisms vs try something healthy and rely on people he trusts. Kyoko essentially becomes someone Ren grounds himself to 🥺 He still needs therapy though lmao. He's so mentally unstable in this arc,,,
As I'm writing this I'm seeing a parallel between Kyoko and Ren and how they both had an experience that completely and utterly broke them, and it was this that pushed them onto their current paths in showbiz. And they likely would never have met each other again if those things never happened (they had to lose themselves to find each other?? 😭). It's so funny to me that Ren is all like ThEiR fAtEs ArE iNtErTwInEd with Kyoko and Sho when you have to consider the fact that him and Kyoko meeting again was like. a chance in a billion. It was fate 😂
KyoRen is such a poetic ship to me. The fact that they're different people when they meet and don't recognize the other. How Ren starts falling in love AS SOON AS HE REALIZES KYOKO IS THE SAME GIRL HE MET (Ren being gray/demiromantic.... more at 5). Kyoko lowkey starting to crush on Ren when she witnesses a bit of his real personality. These two things happening around the same time??????? And Ren being SO afraid of being Kuon, his true self, because of his bad qualities, but Kyoko pulling out the good qualities without him fully realizing it?? (I'm 100% referring to Kuon being a mischievous little shit and I live for how he teases Kyoko) tbh they treat each other differently from other people without even realizing it lol. And Kyoko being surrounded by toxic and possessive men pursuing her, and Ren being anything BUT. Like my man is a gigantic green flag. He recognizes that he can't seriously pursue Kyoko bc she's a minor and he really tries his best to only be a friend and mentor in her life and keeping her trust and never crossing her boundaries despite the stereotypes of men being "unable to control themselves." Y'all take point this should be the standard at minimum☝️
I have to talk about Sho bc this boy is so fucking toxic but he makes such a fascinating character. As much as I hate how Kyoko got heartbroken in the way she did, I think it was necessary so that she could leave Sho's sorry ass and cut him out of her life. Seriously,,,, he took advantage of her and used her as a servant. she literally dropped out of school, moved to a different city, and took on two jobs for the sole purpose of helping his career and then he threw her away like a used rag (JUST THROW THE WHOLE MAN AWAY). And then he has the audacity to fall in love with her smh. Anyway the fascinating part about him to analyze is how he's so possessive of Kyoko. Like she was a mere fly in his life, but she was always his. Until she wasn't. And I think those twisted thoughts kinda morphed into feelings for Kyoko. Ig in a way he still cares about her, but it could never hide how toxic he is. Anyone who's like I don't care how this person thinks of me as long as I take up the biggest space in their heart is egotistical and narcissistic. BUT he and Kyoko bickering like siblings will always be funny. Like epitome of two people who've lived with each other for way too long so they know how the other ticks and also get on each other's nerves 😂😂Sho does makes a good foil for Ren though. Like he's basically everything Ren is not: immature, temperamental, possessive, vain, the list goes on. His only redeeming qualities as a character is providing good drama and humor and being an example of what Ren isn't.
Skip Beat is really a story about healing and learning to love yourself and letting others love you and Nakamura is such a good story teller 🥺
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CHAPTER TWO - READER
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 Last night felt… good. Well, with the exceptions of that loser creep that keeps bothering me, it was good. Refreshing, to be exact. Thanks to a certain someone, I won’t have to worry about that perv anymore. And now, my mind will be onto other things when I go to the bar.
 Toji Fushiguro. 
 I almost didn’t go out since it was Sunday. Usually, I keep that day reserved to relax and prepare lessons for my students. However, I decided to take a break. I’m thirty years old, and although I love my career, I dedicate a little bit too much time to it. For once, I wanted to live a little. 
 And I haven’t felt that rush through my veins in a while until those two hours I spent with Toji. 
 There’s something about his demeanor that immediately made me attracted to him. His presence screams confidence in a humble yet arrogant way. How he talks with charm unintentionally is calming. 
 I just admire how our conversation flowed well. Never a moment of silence. I listened to him, and he listened to me. The touch of vulnerability he showed me was unexpected, but it showed his comfort. 
 It didn’t feel like that was our first conversation either. It sounds silly, and I can’t put my finger on it, however, Toji feels… familiar. 
 The chemistry. The flow of us talking… Why didn’t he feel like a stranger? 
 And when he kissed me? I never thought I had that much strength. 
 I wanted Toji to fuck me so badly, and I know he would take care of me good. Those calloused hands that gripped my ass while kissing me, made me wet beyond measure. 
 Fuck it being a school night, or even if we didn’t leave so late, I would’ve been jumping on his cock last night. Maybe I should’ve allowed him to have his way with me in the bathroom at the bar. 
 It didn’t take long to realize we were sexually attracted to each other. It’s just the kiss solidified it. 
 Toji gives me rough yet passionate lover vibes. He would pull me by my coils, fuck me from behind and call me his good girl…
  Y/N, why are you so damn responsible?
 I honestly don’t know. The unhinged thing to do would be to let Toji come over to have sex. But I’m still trying to open up my shell a bit, especially after my recent engagement. 
 Well, ex-engagement. 
 Part of me feeling alive again was to do something that would help get my mind off my ex-fiancé that’s currently in front of me presenting a budget plan to me and the rest of the teachers. 
 “So, for this academic year, we’re looking to…” I fade out the voice of Nanami Kento. 
 Actually, Principal Nanami. 
 My relationship with my ex-fiancé, who’s also my boss, is… complicated, to say the least. We didn’t end on bad terms, but we didn’t end on good terms either. 
 We were together for five years, engaged for a year until I broke things off four months ago. Our arguing increased, which is normal in a relationship. However, it’s what we were going back and forth about that I was getting tired of. 
 Nanami (because I refuse to call him something as familiar as Ken) makes me look like an idler compared to his workaholic personality. And it wasn’t always like that. 
 Our relationship was perfect in the beginning. Fairy tale like. We would go on vacation, dates, road trips, and so much more. But as years passed, I truly believe he got comfortable. 
 It’s like he was burnt out from all the fun we had, and I blame that because of work. 
 I’m a teacher. He’s a principal. I have my fair share of demands being a teacher, but I know Nanami being a principal is far worse. Having to look over students, teachers, other staff members, constantly attend conventions on the behalf of the school—it took up a lot of his time.
 A lot of his personal time. 
 It meddled into our relationship. I was tired of doing things alone. Tired of not feeling loved and appreciated. Tired of fucking not getting any sexual pleasure from him. 
 And don’t get me wrong, sex with Nanami was amazing. It’s just we only had it once every blue moon. There’s certain things a vibrator can’t do that he’s an expert at. 
 So a few days before our fourth anniversary (I know that’s shitty), I decided to break up with him. Let’s just say Nanami wasn’t having it.
 Again, we argued. Some tears were shed, but the night ended with a proposal and a promise to change. 
 Too bad that promise was made with emptiness. We lasted about two months before he went right back to his workaholic ways. I was over it at that point. 
 Now here we are, months later where I try to avoid him as much as possible like he’s a plague. 
 It’s kind of hard to do that when these meetings are held at the beginning and end of every month. 
 “Any questions before we conclude the meeting?” he asks. 
 Nanami looks around for a response, eyes stopping at me. He tries to give me a small smile, but I look away. 
 He continues, “Okay. That’ll be all. Don’t hesitate to follow up with me if you all have any questions, concerns, or suggestions. I’ll be sure to take them down to pass along to the superintendents.”
 After Nanami dismisses us, I quickly gather my belongings to head to my classroom, but he stops me the minute I’m at the tip of the door. 
 “Miss L /N. May I have a few minutes of your time?” 
 “I have to prepare for homeroom, Principal Nanami. Can this wait until later?” Later, meaning never. 
 “It won't be long… I promise,” he says, earnestly.
 Like I don’t know the result of his promises. 
 I deeply sigh to myself and return to the meeting room. Nanami passes me to close the door and the smell of his cologne invades my senses. 
 Clean, minty with a touch of lemon and vanilla. 
  That’s the cologne you brought him . 
 Great. 
 “Everything’s okay, Principal Nanami?”
 “Y/N…” Every time he says my name it’s filled with such tenderness. Like that’s the only thing he knows how to say. 
 “You said you wanted some of my time. Is everything okay, Principal Nanami?” I repeat. 
 Nanami leans against the desk, hands in his pockets while looking at me. I take notice of the three piece suit he’s wearing and think how handsome he looks. It fills out his body perfectly. 
 “You haven’t been answering my calls.”
 “Because you call me outside of work hours,” I argue. 
 He hums. “So if I call during work hours, you’d answer?”
 “Ken, what do you want?”
 “Can I take you out for dinner this weekend?”
 I knit my brows. “Why?”
 “To talk, Y/N… To see how you’re doing.”
 Why are my cheeks suddenly getting warm? 
 I would be lying if I said I didn’t still have feelings for Nanami. They aren’t as strong as before, but something is still there. At one point in my life, I was madly in love with him. Despite us not working out, I genuinely wish him nothing but the best. 
 And maybe we can get to being friends again. 
 I just don’t know if now’s the time. 
 “I don’t think that would be a good idea.”
 “Can you at least think about it?” His voice is still soft. “Please?”
 Before I can answer, the late bell rings. 
 “I have to go.” I’m already halfway through the door.
 “Would you let me know?”
 I look at him over my shoulder. “I… I’ll let you know.” 
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 Class on Mondays is always the hardest for me. The day feels sluggish, and it moves like a snail. Again, yes, I love teaching, but I seriously cannot hang. Midnight was far too long for me to be out. 
 Actually, I have no reason to come since I had the company of a handsome fella. 
 How am I able to teach class while thinking about Toji? I don’t know, but I manage. My mind is split between today's lesson and the distinctive features of him. 
 Those rich emerald eyes. His dark locks. Pale yet a pretty shade of rose for his lips that’s accompanied by a scar that left me with questions. 
 Toji wore a baggy black outfit that had me guessing how his physique looked, however, from the looks of his hands and how they felt on my ass—I know it’s probably mouthwatering. 
 I’m honestly disappointed that I didn’t give him my number. I’m not a hundred percent ready for a new relationship, but also not opposed to one because I was checked out of my last for a while. But I do want to see Toji. 
 What’s the likelihood of me running into him at the bar again? Slim to none. 
 I guess we’ll see. 
 Anyways. 
 One of my students was reading a page of this week's book, a young adult psychological thriller, when the classroom door opened. 
 A boy stands there. Spiky hair, about five-foot-nine and green eyes. He looks at me, then around at the classroom before walking toward my desk. 
 “Hello,” I say with a smile. “Did you need help?” 
 He nods. “I’m a new student. Sorry for being late.”
 “No, it’s okay. I didn’t realize I would be getting a new student today” I told him. “It must’ve slipped my mind.”
 He stays silent. 
 “What’s your name? Do you feel comfortable introducing yourself to the class? You don’t have to if you don’t want to.”
 “Megumi.”
  No… this could be mere coincidence. I’m sure Megumi is a popular Japanese name. 
 “Nice to meet you, Megumi. I’m Miss L /N. Glad to have you here.” I’m left with no reaction. No expression. Just a blank face. “So, we’re reading right now. I only had a set amount of books. For now, you can share with one of the students, then I’ll be sure to get you a copy. Sounds good?”
 “Okay.”
 “Why don’t you go sit next to Yuji? He’s sitting in the back with pink hair and a red hoodie,” I said. “Yuji, raise your hand for me.”
 “Megumi, here-” I called him to retrieve his schedule that he left on my desk. But before I give it to him, his full name catches my attention. 
  Fushiguro, Megumi. 
 This is no longer a mere coincidence, and now that I’m looking at Megumi, he resembles Toji— a lot. The features are uncanny. I can almost guarantee that’s how Toji looked when he was Megumi’s age. 
 Who knew the new student in my class would be the son of the man I’ve been thinking all morning? 
 Will I use this to my advantage? Most definitely. 
 It’s that time of year for me to schedule parent-teacher conferences, anyways. 
 “Miss L /N. Did you call me?” 
 “Ah, yes. Here. You left your schedule.”
 Megumi takes the paper from me and returns to the direction where I told him to sit. Yuji tries to whisper, but his whispering is on the verge of an outside voice. I can hear the excitement in his voice when he finally has a student that’s open to sitting next to him. 
 Yuji is a sweet kid, but I know he had a rough time growing up based on the little information he shared with me. It’s just him and his older brother. 
 Teenagers are definitely more judgmental than elementary schoolers, so I notice students avoid him as much as possible yet he still gives them the kindest smile. Megumi seems quiet so I think him sitting next to Yuji will help out a bit.
 “Yuji, you want to read the next page?”
 He stands up eagerly. “Yes, Miss L /N!” Giggles and whispers around the classroom, causing me to shoot a glare. 
 “Okay, sweetheart. And remember if you come across a word you don’t know, take your time or ask for my help.” He nods and begins reading. 
 I pay attention for the most part, but I can’t help but think about another chance at seeing Toji Fushiguro. 
 It thrills me, even. 
 I hope he feels the same. I would like to think he does. 
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gepardling · 10 months
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ok FLUFF REQUEST TIME!! Gepard in a relationship with an actor(ess)!reader. I can imagine him trying his best to see every play and if he doesn't, he'll at least send flowers and whatnot. In regards to the reader, I believe they would understand and knows that he can't go to every single one of their plays. In short, I wanna see cute fluffy relationship scenarios or headcanons with these two on and off of work. Maybe a lil bonus if the two live together :3
on the stage, behind the stage w/ gepard.
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desc. : unironically i think u can tell i read oshi no ko b4 writing dis, n im so happy i did bc i feel it gave me a new perspective on dis topic !! i didnt go angsty on it tho bc we need fluff in dis household. i wrote headcanons nd a short lil bonus fic 4 u dis time :) ( wc : 1k )
tags / cw : sfw, just fluff, gn!reader, reader is part of an acting troupe, just casual relationship things, not proofread
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○ Gepard makes it his top priority to see most, if not all, of your shows. There have been many nights where he’s had to cut it close with his frontline duties, showing up just in time to witness the closing act. He always makes sure to bring flowers, your favorite kind, of course, and it’s always a HUGE bunch of them. Bonus points if he grew them himself!
○ There were times when you'd perform consecutive nights in a row, and your house would soon run out of space to keep all the bouquets Gepard delivered. But don’t worry, you would talk to him about it if you move in together. There really is no need for him to spend this much money on you! Yet he always insists, and one way or another, your house will be filled with flowers again.
○ Every one of his soldiers would know if you ever did a musical play because Gepard will not stop humming your solo after he heard it the first time. He also diligently memorizes the lines of your duets after you accidentally sang one together while cooking, and now he can't get enough of singing with you. You both get good practice too! It's a win-win.
○ Naturally, your acting career can be demanding. This makes both you and Gepard busy people who are rarely at home. It only makes those moments you get to spend some private time together all the more special, seeking solace in each other’s embrace as you momentarily escape your responsibilities.
○ Gepard understands how overwhelming your work can be, constantly dealing with other people, their opinions, and expectations of you. That being said, he doesn’t "abuse" his position as captain, per se. He may be a little biased when he’s quick to shut down any negative commentary people make about you, but he wouldn’t have it any other way.
○ You don’t appreciate it when he hides those opinionated thoughts from you, but he's undeniably looking out for your mental health. Arguably, it’s slightly better this way too, and if you ever feel down or doubt yourself, he provides you with unwavering love and dedication.
○ He ensures you know that he’s not in love with you because of your talents or performance, but because he loves you for who you are. He greatly admires the passion you have and all the hours of hard work you put into acting, one of the many things that draw him to you.
○ Of course, life isn’t always perfect, and there are times when your schedules don’t align. If he has to leave for the frontlines before one of your concerts, he leaves you a letter of encouragement and a big bouquet on your dresser. He tries to see you before he has to leave as often as he can, but if you’re in dress rehearsals or learning a new script, there isn’t much he can do :((
○ On those rare occasions when he misses your performance before coming back home, there will always be a plate of warm food waiting for you, along with flowers or gifts that he personally gives you when you arrive or he picks you up from the theater, whichever comes first. He’s right by your side, listening intently as you recount the performance to him while you remove any remaining stage makeup.
○ This next one is purely food for thought, but if the acting troupe you’re with is relatively small and self-sufficient, Gepard would do his best to take up sewing to help you prepare or fix any costumes for performances. Sure, he breaks a ton of needles, and he’s probably not the best at it, but it’s cute that he tries so hard to lighten your workload while he’s just as busy himself...
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You couldn’t help but nervously peak beyond the curtains, possibly the fifth time that night. The lights that shone on the stage glared so bright that everything beyond it seemed to melt into a sea of darkness, the faces of the audience obscured by the void. The final act of the show was about to come to a close, possibly the pinnacle of your acting career, but Gepard was still nowhere to be seen. 
Tonight was the last performance of this play, and Gepard, despite promising to be there for the first show, was still missing. A stagehand tapping on your shoulder brought your mind back from the shadows, and you realized you had been biting your nails unconsciously. With only two more minutes before stepping on stage, you needed to clear your mind for a good performance.
You pushed aside negative thoughts and swallowed your doubts, preparing yourself to step onto the stage. The scene required you to portray relief and joy as the protagonist reunites with their estranged lover after a challenging journey. However, an emptiness lingered in your heart, making it harder to wear the mask.
As the curtains rose, you squinted slightly against the blinding lights. The deafening roar of the audience rang painfully in your ears. Yet, as a professional, you knew you had to play the part. With one last gulp, you forced yourself into character, banishing any wavering nerves from your voice.
Just moments before the climax of the scene, a distant shuffling in the back of the theater caught your attention. Through the haze of darkness, you could vaguely make out the figure of a person who had just arrived. Your heart surged with relief when you realized it was none other than Gepard. His disheveled hair and slightly worn uniform were evidence of his haste.
When his eyes met yours, the light returned to your gaze, and your heart soared. If not for the arrival of your fellow actor on set, you might have forgotten your lines. The timing couldn't have been more perfect, and your genuine excitement upon seeing Gepard seamlessly merged with your character's emotions. You delivered a flawless performance, wrapping up the night with an encore.
You couldn't wait to find Gepard backstage, and you rushed to the lobby, barely out of your costume. The force and speed of your hug nearly threw him off balance, and he had to hold the bouquet at a distance to protect it. You scolded him for making you worry, and he simply nodded apologetically, soothingly rubbing your back. When you finally pulled away, he handed you the bouquet and planted a sweet kiss on your lips.
"I told you I'd be here," he whispered, intertwining his free hand with yours. Gepard always followed through on his promises, no matter what. 
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unfortunately the title is the name of a genshin quest (lol !!) never quite felt a piece come 2 me as easy as dis 1. absolutely in love w/ the request !! the dark part of my mind kept screaming "what if geppie doesn't arrive" but of course he would !!! he wouldn't miss it 4 the world...
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sixeyesgojo · 1 year
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all i want for christmas is you
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☾ Summary: May all your Christmas and New Year's wishes come true.
☾ Characters: Hitsugaya Toshiro x Reader
☾ Word count: ~1,7k
☾ Content warning: reader is actually not shy but they're a simp, sweet heavens, Christmas, not a Gin fic (as I told a certain tumblr user), i was bribed to name it this way
☾ A/N: In this moment they knew that they (@shirohyorin) were not reading a Gin fic, as I told them but I hope they're happy anyways. Happy New Year, my friend. Yes, this is dedicated to you.
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Running around in the different barracks was a real workout. It was kind of enjoyable though, considering you were handing out presents for Christmas to your friends. With a slight dance in your step, you gave out gifts to all the lieutenants and captains. You made sure that each and every box came with a small note.
“‘Thank you for your hard work. You did well! Merry Christmas ♡’,” Izuru read out loud. “Why are you thanking me like this? It’s what I’m supposed to do after all.”
Izuru was always… like this. You laughed, “But hearing a ‘thank you’ from time to time doesn’t hurt! Even if it’s literally your job and you are doing what you’re supposed to do. Isn’t it nice to hear it?” He looked at the note again, then put the tiny package into his shihakusho. “I suppose you’re right. But I see that you have some more presents to deliver, so I shouldn’t disturb you anymore,” he smiled at you. He was kind enough to tell you where some of the other members of the Gotei 13 might be.
Indeed, just as Izuru told you, you found Shuhei and Rangiku together in a meeting room. “Oh my God! Thank you! Waaah, I didn’t expect to get a present from anyone this year!” Rangiku beamed. Shuhei smiled very sweetly at you too. “Thank you for the gift. I appreciate it a lot, really. It feels nice to hear a ‘thank you’.” “I’m happy that you guys like it,” you said. “There is no way we wouldn’t like it. It’s from you after all,” Rangiku patted your shoulder affectionately.
You spent some more time talking to the two of them, but eventually, it was time to go. So, you said goodbye to them and ran off. But not without someone—Rangiku—seeing right through you, identifying your plans and teasing you for it. Were you truly that predictable? There was one last present you absolutely had to hand out today. His. You usually didn’t play favorites with your friends but to you, it was the most important one.
As he was a busy man, there was no time to waste. Maybe he had already gone somewhere else? Would you still be able to find him?
You were lucky. The man you were looking for was not in his office, as you guessed. Instead, he seemed to be going somewhere. You called out his name and started running towards him.
Upon hearing his name, he stopped in his tracks, and he turned around. His hair followed his motions perfectly. It made you want to touch his soft hair so badly for a moment. His face was so chiseled and the— You shook your head. No more distractions in front of the man himself.
“Captain Hitsugaya!” you called again. “I have something to give to you!”
“Toshiro,” he corrected you. “What is it?” the white-haired man asked you with a quizzical look on his face. Finally catching up to him, you tried to explain but something about this man made you fluster, “Nothing much. Just a little present… as a ‘thank you’ of sorts!” Words seemed to be lost within you whenever you were around him. “I wanna… thank you for your hard work this year. You work hard and, uh, I think that’s very admirable and… that’s pretty cool.” And your wits seemed to leave you to your own devices as well. Why is it that, whenever you were around Toshiro, you would become embarrassingly shy?
“I see,” he nodded, “Hearing you thank me personally is enough for me already. But seeing that you went out of your way to find me… I will take it. Thank you very much.”
It wasn’t exactly the words you dreamed of. The man you were crushing on took the gift from your hand. While doing so, he brushed your fingers ever so slightly and it made you forget about his wording quickly. Instead, you were left breathless. Too busy containing the volcano of emotions that erupted in your chest, you missed the slightly embarrassed look on his face as he realized what he accidentally did. The giddy feeling that was blossoming inside quickly spread throughout your whole body. There was no way you could soothe your fluttering heart after this. And yet, your mind told you not to butcher this chance.
“Actually,” you started, “this was only one part of the present. I will drop by again!” It was far-fetched. After all, what could a ‘part two’ to self-made cookies possibly be? That’s right, your present to everyone was self-made cookies but you included a special one for Toshiro. Your lie regarding a second part of the gift was only an excuse to see him again. Seeing him healthy and happy was all that mattered to you, and you wouldn’t dare asking for more.
“Feel free to do so, I am looking forward to it,” Toshiro replied with a smile. You were too mesmerized by his smile and the crinkle in his eyes that you missed the sort of bashful yet sincere tone in his voice.
Snapping back to reality, you excused yourself and left. Your heart was beating like crazy. There was no way he didn’t hear that. You usually were someone who was headstrong and confident in your skillset. And yet, every fiber in your entire body seemed to turn into jelly as soon as you were in the presence of this man. You shook your head. How could he have so much power over you? How would things unfold if you continued to behave like that around him? Wouldn’t he think you were too distant with him compared to how you behaved around the other shinigami? Something had to change.
True to your word, you appeared in front of him in his office again a few days later with a new neatly wrapped package. You managed to hold a conversation for longer, with less brain malfunctions caused by him this time. And he seemed to notice it too. The smiles adorning his lips were more frequent and as stunning as before. However, with the new year approaching, you mustered the courage to be more truthful about your feelings.
“I don’t mean to meddle with your business but I am curious. I’m looking forward to the second part of your cookies. They were delicious, by the way,” the white-haired captain said. Oh no, he had figured you out, didn’t he? With a surge of confidence, you admitted, “I honestly just wanted to have an excuse to see you.”
For a moment, awkward silence unfolded in the room. Not a word was uttered. The tension in the air felt thick and heavy. Had you ruined it? Your mind ran at one hundred miles… until he spoke.
“In that case, come visit me again on New Year's Eve. I have something to give to you too… ‘as a thanks, of sorts’,” he quoted you, “But for now, I have to leave. Emergency, sort of. Thanks again for your gift.”
Seeing how he was in a rush to leave for whatever duties he had to attend to, you nodded, excused yourself and left before he did. Little, did you know that Toshiro only said that so he could deal with his racing heart by himself.
New Year’s Eve came quickly. You pranced around in the yard, heart threatening to jump out of your chest. Anyone who walked by must have thought you were insane but you were incredibly nervous to see your crush after being so bold to admit that you created an excuse, just to see him. Were you underdressed? Or maybe overdressed?
Mustering up courage, hand on the doorhandle, you opened the door and entered.
There he was, the man of your heart. Stunning as always. He approached you. “You really came,” Toshiro remarked. Chuckling, you responded, “Of course. I couldn’t help but be curious about what you wanted to give to me… and I wanted to see you.”
He laughed, “Ah, about that. Here you go. Merry Christmas… or maybe I should say Happy New Year?”
In the palm of his hands was… a folded piece of paper? Is that what he wanted to give to you? Your heart sank. “Open it,” you heard him say. And so you did.
In neat handwriting, you read something that you have longed to hear for such a long time. A tiny part of you regretted it because of the outburst of emotions you were undoubtedly going to have.
“‘I wanted to see you too.’,” you read out loud. You read it over and over again, mind not processing what was written in black ink. Were you dreaming? If yes, you never wanted to wake up from this wonderful dream. You couldn’t take your eyes off of the paper until…
“Look at me, please,” he said. You hesitated for a moment but did as he said regardless. There was no better way than to start the new year looking at such a beautiful man, you thought. But fate had planned something else for you.
Right in time, fireworks outside started to go off. Midnight. For an instant, a desire ghosted through your head: You wanted to kiss him.
Before you could shake that thought off, you felt warm hands gently holding your face. There was no way, right? You tried rationalizing and denying it in your head… until you felt his lips on yours. Every thought in your head ceased to exist. Your body felt weightless, as if you were floating. So this was how heaven felt like. You wanted to bask in this happiness forever, but unfortunately, it didn’t last long enough. Toshiro broke the kiss. A red tinge spread on his cheeks.
“Happy new year,” he started, “Since you wanted to be more honest with your feelings, I decided to do the same… and I heard that failing to kiss someone ensures loneliness in the new year.”
“Oh… that’s true, I heard the same. That’s why you should kiss me again. Just to make sure. In fact, never stop,” you declared devilishly and gently pulled him closer by his collar.
“True to the motto ‘two is better than one’?” he smiled, leaning in. His shyness from earlier dissolving already.
“Yes, but as you know, the third time’s the charm,” you smiled back and closed the gap between the two of you.
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hindahoney · 11 months
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Hey, I hope you have a nice day :)
I am considering converting but I'll take some more time to overthink that. What do you think are some, or many, questions I should ask myself, before deciding?
I saw some people recommend to just go to a rabbi, even if you are not 100% sure, but since there are very little jewish people in my country, and only a handful of conversions a year, I assume it'll be something new for a rabbi too and I don't want to bother anyone.
So, I think this is a good time to address this. This is absolutely not because of this specific anon, but it's something that I get sent asks about on a daily basis.
I am no longer going to be answering questions about conversions. I will answer any other questions or concerns about Judaism, but I'm not giving advice about converting anymore. There's a few reasons for this. Namely because it's too close to proselytizing for me. Even though anons are coming to me to ask questions, I never want to come off like I am advocating for or influencing people to become Jewish.
I have answered the same questions multiple times, and still to this day get the same ones. I tag all of my stuff, so if someone really wanted to know something about conversions they should do the work to just search through my blog for what I have already said. It's not just me, either. Essentially any Jewish blogger has, at one point, had gentiles sending them questions about conversion unprompted. I strongly believe that if you really wanted to learn about Judaism, that if you were sincere and serious about converting, you should at least read up a little online before going to ask basic questions to random Jews online. Not every Jewish person is comfortable with this, not every Jewish person should be expected to be the spokesperson for the tribe.
Every question about conversion can be answered with "Ask your Rabbi." If you have too much anxiety or other obstacles in your way that prevent you from speaking to a Rabbi, you cannot convert, and that's your answer.
By no means does this mean that I don't like or appreciate converts. I've made a lot of posts in support and admiration for those who have completed the process. But at this point almost all of the asks I get are from people asking me basic questions about conversion that 1. I have answered multiple times, and 2. That would take a quick Google search to find the answer for. If you're not willing to put in the work for a Google search, or for a search through my or other bloggers tags about conversion, you do not have the drive to get through the conversion process. Which is fine, it isn't meant for everyone! But expecting a random Jew online to do the legwork for you isn't fair. I've taken many hours (weeks, if you include reading through all of them) compiling sources of books, podcasts, websites, etc all dedicated to learning about Judaism and have posted links to all of them. There are a million books out there for really any question you might have, even free articles from places like Chabad, Sefaria, or myjewishlearning.
If you have specific questions, other than just "advice about converting?" I will gladly answer those, but I will no longer be answering question about conversion resources, how to convert, should I convert, etc.
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and since then i've done a lot! i went back into writing fanfics after 5 years of nothing, first of all. and i've met and befriended so many special people, and i've admired so many special fanworks, and we all bonded over some children and their gaggle of babysitters.
and you saw my little blog dedicated to our little blorbos and decided to stay here ♡
so because of all that, i'm kickstarting a double (and my first one ever) celebration! pop one of those below into my inbox and get me working!
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Hello....can you write a romantic headcanon for Dominic from Lackadaisy?(⁠•⁠ ⁠▽⁠ ⁠•⁠;⁠)
yesss. we dont have a lot of appearances from Mister Drago in the comic buuuut i feel we get a good idea of his personality! Still, a lot of this just ideas and extrapolations of mine.
GN reader primarily, with some specific femme and masc options.
A few Femme HCs~
Dominic's a classic gentleman - wanting to have your arm in his, opening doors and moving chairs for you, even helping you over puddles (though that one is more to tease you). He's smooth about it all, not expecting a big fanfare or thanks. It's just what he was raised to do for ladies.
You have absolutely met his parents down in Texas, and they just adore you. They're often calling to check in, asking you to make Dom call or write more, and roping you into holiday plans. I like to think they own a nice ranch outside Austin, and have a townhouse in the city proper.
If you two are married, he has a lovely framed photograph of you in your wedding dress. He keeps the larger portrait on his nightstand, and a smaller one on his desk at work. He secretly likes it when the other agents notice and comment on what a lucky fella he is.
A few Masc HCs~
Unlike most men who approach you with an understanding, Dominic has a charm and a quiet confidence. There's little to no insecurity; he's clearly comfortable in who he is. With a masc partner he's much less "chivalrous" - i.e. he doesn't treat them like some high society lady - instead showing his affection through caring gestures and being a little protective.
Though he may not look it, Dom is aware of the underground queer club scenes and their lingo. He's humorously out of place there, dressed sharp and relaxing off in a corner rather than drinking or dancing. Because of his job, he has to be very careful about which establishments he chooses - so rather than full-blown speakeasies, they're theater houses and little local bohemian retreats where wine is the strongest drink. It's still not totally his scene, but he can relax around the people and not feel so guarded. He'll also do his best to redirect police raids away from these little establishments, especially if you and your friends frequent one of them.
There's a good chance he still has the wife and kids back home, and while he does care for them at a distance, its his job that gets most of his time - and by the time you come around, well. They're lucky to get what few calls and letters they do. It's also likely he never married to begin with, though his parents won't stop hounding him about it.
Unbeknownst to you, Dom keeps a candid photo of you that one of your friends gave him. It's tucked away in his nightstand and he likes to say goodnight to it; a sentimental little ritual he wouldn't easily admit to.
General ones!
A more level-headed person, probably about his age or just a little younger, is who he'll vibe with best. I can see him being appreciative of a more creative spirit, and while he'll greatly admire someone dedicated to their career -- well, two workaholics means you both will barely see each other. A partner whose connected to crime is a no-go - closest he might get is a musician or singer for a club.
Getting a date night can be tough! Dom is a bit married to his work, which he's aware of. Starting a relationship troubles him only because he worries he won't be present enough. He'll bring papers home and often works late, but this means when there's a date, he goes out of his way to be attentive and do things you'd like.
Also, he appreciates the small things! A cup of tea in the evening, saving some dinner for him, having coffee ready in the morning, dropping off lunch at his work, and so on. He thanks you every time. He's also very soft for you lighting his pipe and sharing a smoke outside (or just chatting beside him if you don't smoke yourself).
You never have to guess his feelings, because Dom is honest with them. There's the 'I love you', sure, but there's also all the appreciation and praise and compliments, always said in that steady, deep voice of his. It can get flustering if you aren't used to it! He'll really lean into the southern accent if you like it, too. But that's just between you two.
(Also, the accent comes out when he's still sleepy, especially before coffee.)
Honestly, it's a crime how smooth he is. When you first started to know him, you weren't sure if he was aware of it - but oh, you're sure now. He looks you in the eyes, whispers to you, gives kisses that are confident and touches that are firm but never hard. It's actually unfair, the man is way too good at figuring out what gets you heated the fastest. He's actually worse about the teasing and touches if you're easily embarrassed, but he'll never go over a boundary you set, and he's more careful in public.
You can get him back if the date is at the theater or the movies - because it's dark, and he's usually overworked, it's not uncommon for Dom to drift off even if there's an opera tenor on stage or a woman screaming in the picture show. He feels so awful for it! But now it's your turn to tease him.
Dom loves it when you wear the nice things he bought you, or use the practical things. He's obviously pleased when he notices. Dom is excellent at giving gifts, as he observes the things you admire and things you already wear or own, and goes off that. He doesn't need a special occasion, either - something in a shop window catches his attention and he steps right in to buy it. He's a practical man himself, buuut he likes both good-quality things and spoiling you.
If he's pulling long hours on a big case, he tries to tell you ahead of time. Dominic doesn't like having to do that; he doesn't want you feeling disappointed or lonely - and though he won't show it, sometimes the loneliness gets at him, too. If you're more femme presenting, he likes to have a photograph or ribbon of your's in his pocket, something to lift his spirits when he's burning midnight oil. If you're masc, he actually likes to wear your cufflinks or one of your ties.
On that note, if you two are the same clothing size - a bit of a rarity for him - Dom absolutely likes to "accidentally" take your shirts and wear them instead. He waits to see how long it takes for you to notice, because he always has them cleaned and put back nicely afterward. It's a surprisingly playful side of him, but honestly ... if you're smaller, he likes you wearing his shirts too, and little else. It's something he's not embarrassed to say.
Overall he's a wonderfully considerate and reliable partner - you just have to know his work often comes first, especially once he starts investigating in St. Louis.
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"SIDE GOLD"
CHAPTER 4: IKU AND THE BIRIBIRI GROUP (Part 2)
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Translation: Naru-kun Raws: Anno
On that day, there was a storm across Honshu and unseasonable lightning was also observed on the Sea of Japan side. Even in Tokyo, a heavy drizzle that made the cold seep into the bones made the landscape seem smoky since the morning.
Although the conditions were the worst for outdoor group activities, the high morale of beginning a great task defied objective facts. The staff of the Fourth Legal Affairs Bureau, who were about to be sent to work, had diverse backgrounds and personalities, and the breakfast room was busy and noisy.
Those who interact carelessly,
"Iyoda-kun~, give me the salt, salt~"
"Yes, here you have. Why do you put salt on rice every time you see it?"
A person enjoying a meal,
"Today's food is also really delicious."
"Hmm! Chika-dono's miso soup is exquisite!"
"Oh, that's right... the manager's pickles are delicious too."
Those who talk about work,
"We don't have practice at the dojo today, so it would be great to go out and have something to eat!"
"Normally people don't like to be shipped, but..."
The people gathered in the small dining room looked like young people who could be found anywhere, they were no longer wearing blue clothes or carrying swords.
Their title as members of the Fourth Legal Affairs Bureau is a legal system and they do not actually work for the Ministry of Justice. The office where daily work was carried out, the living space where people slept, they were all located in a corner of the former state guest house that displayed Tsubakimon's luxurious appearance... or rather, it was in a building in the corner.
Next to the simple entrance, which only looks like a back door, there is a plaque with the name ''Ao Mamoru-sha'' written in Somei Nazumi's handwriting, but in reality, this building was used as an office and living space for the exclusive servers of the guest house. Permission to use the main building has not yet been granted (although it is clear that they will not be able to handle the current number of staff).
The dining room is so transparent that you can enter directly through the outside door and the adjacent kitchen is only separated by a curtain. It was a very simple installation for service, separate from the kitchen for guests.
Somei Chika, dressed in a triangular sling and a Japanese kappo uniform, emerged from the kitchen.
"Today's dispatch is likely to be a long battle with those with abilities. Be sure to maintain your strength!"
Everyone responded in unison, worthy of the loud cheers.
An old woman called softly to Chika from behind.
"That's enough, so Chika-san, please enjoy your food."
She gave her a tray with breakfast in a natural and discreet way.
This old woman is not only the guardian of "Ao Mamoru-sha", as Nazumi calls her, but of the entire guest house.
She has been protecting the state pension since the war and, even after her husband, who was also her colleague, died in prison at the hands of the special high police, she continued her work with calm and dedication. She led a small group of servants and kept the entire vast state guesthouse beautiful, and she possessed a mysterious ability that even Nazumi admired.
Chika bowed to the respectful woman and accepted the tray.
"Yes, I appreciate your words."
Of the members of the Fourth Legal Affairs Bureau, only Nazumi and his wife travel from their nearby home. When they have to leave early like today, they usually have breakfast there, which they usually do at home. Chika not only eats, but she also helps the manager cook, so there will be one more food item for breakfast the day she comes.
This is the reason why the morale of the youth has increased considerably.
Chika walked behind them and sat in the reserved seat in the back, facing Nazumi.
He had already eaten his breakfast and there was not a single grain of rice or a drop of miso soup left. The tray had been pushed aside and a thick pile of books was piled between them.
Chika was a little taken aback.
(I wonder what kind of job it is.)
She has not heard that there was work to be done before being sent.
Beyond that mountain, Nazumi seemed to rise and reveal his face.
"Thanks for the food."
"That was a bad job."
After calmly responding to the polite voice, Chika asked.
"Nazumi-san, what is that book?"
If you look closely, you will see that it is not the usual bundle of government documents or an assembled file, but a collection of poems or Chinese classics. Apparently it was taken from the library of the State Guest House.
"My "Fourth Legal Affairs Bureau" also wants to have some kind of behavior or words that express the links clearly, so I've been looking at various documents... but it just doesn't fit very well."
Chika could easily imagine the worried face on the other side of the stack of books. Not only that, but she was also able to see through two or three levels of deep worry that were swaying like a fine mist.
"Do you have any concerns that will distract you from today's deployment?"
He wouldn't be surprised if someone could see through him now.
Rather, with the joy of being seen, Nazumi revealed his true feelings.
"I'm sure the plans and arrangements are perfect. But for some reason, I just don't feel like I can finish it..."
"Are you saying that when that "Red King" appears, the calculations go wrong?"
"The only thing I can say is that it is close, but different. When the matter reaches the "King", the mystery that governs that "Slate" is not clearly solved... and I feel very bad."
The superhuman irritation in her husband's voice.
With a single word, his wife returned him to the human horizon.
"Isn't that good?"
"Huh, is it?"
"The power of that "Slate" and the "King" are definitely things that exist in the floating world. As with anything else, isn't it okay to be in a bad mood because you can't get things done?"
"......"
On the other side of the stack of books, Chika could easily imagine Nazumi's no-nonsense face examining his opinions. The questioning tone of voice she had imagined returned.
"That is what it is?"
"That's right."
Chika dared to say it simply.
After a brief pause, Nazumi added.
"...I'm not convinced, but I understand. Chika-san."
"As you say."
"Your food is getting cold, please eat it quickly."
Chika took off her sling and put her palms together with a smile.
"Yes, Itadakimasu."
The unnamed intelligence agency was located in Nanakamado, Tokyo.
The facility's predecessor was an international Christian general hospital. Fortunately, the chalk building, with its magnificent bell tower, was saved from air raids and immediately after the end of the war it became a valuable medical center accommodating a wide variety of patients.
However, some time ago, it became the headquarters and research facility of an intelligence agency, with a fake sign reading "Infectious Disease Control Research Institute", a thick iron gate, and a high fence with a tap.
Today you could say that it has become a reality.
All the powers that had been established by them were revoked by official notification.
It was supposed to be done, but there is still debris moving around inside the room.
The noise was especially noticeable in the westernmost rooms on the top floor. It was established when the organization concentrated its personnel and functions there, and it is a command post that controls both internal analysis and command, as well as external reception and transmission.
The windows are covered with thick concrete, preventing the passage of wind and light. An electrical panel representing the Kanto region is installed on the wall and continues to display the movements of the objects being monitored. The tense atmosphere inside the room was created by those who operated the screens, those who provided information for their operation, those who received and transmitted information from outside, and those who reported and made adjustments derived from it.
Behind them, from a raised floor, a military-looking American gave instructions one after another.
"Keep all the generators running, okay, everything!"
Before it expired... his title was Director of the Extraterrestrial Intelligence Agency, in other words, Commander of Nanakamado.
"Never let anyone hang up on Atsugi's "Demodori"! If a conflict really breaks out, they will be looking for an opportunity to unite! No matter how trivial the data is, send them all the information to stimulate them!''
The scene was neither brave enough to be called anger, nor fierce enough to be called frenzy. In other words, it was a delusional movement that arose from the impatience of being cornered.
"Yokosuka's "Yaseppochi" hasn't come out yet?! Just one word is fine, keep calling until he answers! As long as we have the facts of the answer, we can negotiate with the CIA and the Pentagon as accomplices!"
Then, one of the engine members brings in a report containing new information.
After reading it, the chief engineer threw it away violently.
"Don't bring weather information! What do you mean the rain will turn into snow?! Today we are different from before! We are in a position to attack here...!"
After shouting, the chief engineer was shocked.
Everyone at the command post looked at him with worried faces.
As an intelligence agency, they are about to do something completely different than what they have done so far... gather information, capture targets, cover up operations, illegal experiments, etc. They were about to be forced to do so.
In other words, the act of undermining the systems and organizations that established them, and even the national structure.
Even if they had US backing (as the chief engineer insists), it was too risky a gamble to be taken lightly. Even so, the reason why they can barely maintain unity to the point of choosing to entrench themselves under the command of the chief engineer is due to their own status as intelligence agents.
That is...
"Listen, the person who knows the secret of an unprecedented phenomenon has become useless. Surrender and you will be detained by Headquarters, you know what will happen!"
This was because everyone was passively accepting the chief engineer's insistence that it had already happened for the umpteenth time.
"We will be accused of various clandestine jobs that will be imposed on us and handed over to our country of origin... At best, we will be deported and imprisoned, and at worst, we will be used as guinea pigs for investigation!"
Despite such instigation, there was no one in that organization who was clean and innocent enough to accept surrender. The fuel for their out-of-control behavior was the fear that "if they moved away from the side of manipulation and investigation, their position would be reversed".
Members of the intelligence service who spent their days committing shady deeds and even had a sense of pride in their actions attempted to crush them because Headquarters did not consider them that important, in fact, they looked down on them. The thought did not occur to them that their punishment would be lighter if they did nothing unnecessary.
Having no choice but to hide their feelings, they returned to their work.
The chief engineer, who had subdued his subordinate, turned his suspicious and hostile gaze towards the electrical panel on the wall.
The flashing light bulb on the map indicates the location of the convoy approaching the center, Nanakamado. It didn't seem like there was much time left.
"Tch."
After clicking his tongue, he gave new instructions to the two people behind him.
"Colt, help the doctor select interceptors. Anyway, quantity is more important than quality, okay?"
"Yes!"
One of them, Thomas Colt, responded with a salute, but there was no tension in his voice or his movements.
Despite the failure of the recent operation, and although he complained to the chief engineer about the danger to the king and others, he was able to remain head of the execution unit. This was because there was no one in the organization with more character and ability than him. In short, the previous operation was a crushing defeat for Nanakamado, who took it too seriously and lost the main strength of their active forces.
Colt himself suffered a crushing defeat to the point that the chief engineer no longer cared and, although as expected, his efforts to persuade Colt to cooperate failed. Although he felt ashamed, his feeling of boredom was not only due to his debt to these organizations.
There is no plausible theory that Nanakamado is advancing a pointless rebellion or that they are trotting out a Japanese Strain for that purpose. However, ever since that battle with the "Red King" Unno Yutaka, a word came to his mind from the bottom of his heart.
(What am I doing?)
As a "talented American" with no place to live, as an accomplice to Nanakamado's various actions, he must have had no choice, and he must have understood and agreed with him. Still, for some reason, he was captivated by those words, and the more he thought about them, the more he lost his inner strength.
Or, on the contrary,
"Come on, Colt-kun."
After receiving the order, another elderly Japanese man named Doctor put on his white coat and left the room. Even in that situation, he was still triumphant and led the way down the hallway with legs like dead branches.
This person was a scientist who was recruited from the former Ninth Army Technical Research Institute (also known as Kyuken or Noborito Research Institute) on the condition that he would be exempt from prosecution for war crimes, and was the main Strains researcher. in Nanakamado. He is also the leader of the analysis team that created a temporal structure from the initial "too conceptual and I don't know what it means" stage and systematized and theorized it to the point of forming a combat unit based on Strain.
Colt couldn't understand his attitude.
Although he was in an obvious situation, there was no difference from his usual situation. Maybe he just doesn't feel the battle that is about to begin, or maybe he has a strong spirit that never forgets to dedicate himself to his duties... or is he optimistic that the results of his own investigations will guarantee his safety, no matter what the result is?
Despite his confusion, the Doctor continued through the house, which serves as his garden, and soon entered a section that smelled of chemicals.
It was a detention center for Strain, with almost the entire floor taken up by a series of small rooms.
A person who is too fierce or too cowardly to be used. Someone who is strong or too weak to be used. Those who cannot be classified, those whose investigation and trial have not been completed, are allowed to stay for the time being. The last trump card left for Nanakamado, who has lost his main force, is the "interception personnel candidates in an emergency situation", who can be forced to follow them at gunpoint from the rear.
Normally, it was the rule to carefully evaluate the use of personality skills and aptitude before requesting cooperation, but in the current emergency, it is impossible to worry about such a pretense.
The Doctor continued forward, ignoring the countless looks of fear and resentment that peeked through the thick acrylic board. At the same time, he pressed the buttons under the room number one after another.
Each time the button is pressed, the red indicator light changes to green. That was the signal that "mobilization was possible", and the escort team was supposed to take him downstairs immediately.
Colt heard the Doctor murmur.
"No. 311, common, capable of killing, with a history of injury, good. No. 312, common, capable of killing, no history of injury, good. No. 314, common, non-lethal, with a history of murder, good. No. 315, Beta, has the ability to kill, has a history of murder, good. No. 317, without lethal capacity, has a history of injuries, good."
He looked away, feeling somewhat horrified that he seemed to be judging others calmly, even cheerfully, without referring to anything.
And there,
"No. 322, common, no lethal capacity, no history of injuries, bad."
A surprising verdict came.
There was someone who couldn't press the button.
Feeling a strange sense of relief, Colt looked towards room 322.
He looked at him and couldn't help but ask.
"D-doctor, is this child...?"
The Doctor, already making a decision several steps ahead, stopped and responded with a lack of interest.
"Hmm? No. 322 has the ability to generate electricity at the level of static electricity. She doesn't have the physique or physical strength, so she won't be of any use."
That judgment was completely correct.
Sitting in the middle of the room, cowering in fear, was a girl who wasn't even old (Colt had a hard time estimating the age of this skinny girl born in Asia). The marks of crying were clearly visible on her haggard and dejected face.
"Who are the parents of this girl?"
"She's a vagabond. I've made inquiries, but she has no family. The report says that the Strain group that attacked a US military transport vehicle did not manage to escape. Number 327, has the ability to kill, has a history of murder, good."
As he answered Colt's question, the doctor resumed his judgment process.
So far, several cases of Strains children have been confirmed. Most of them are locked up, hunted like monsters, or used by unscrupulous adults... in any case, they are said to be in even more dire circumstances than ordinary children.
Basically, Nanakamado doesn't see them as objects of use. The reason for this, of course, is not morality or love, but the fact that children with abilities are generally weak and have no value beyond statistical research. Still, for a while there were some people who advocated that they should secretly protect those children, but this is the current situation.
"......"
Colt, who had come into contact with the girl as a real human being and not as a series of characters on a sheet of paper, instinctively reached into his pocket and pulled out a bar of chocolate. Food that was normally used as bait to obtain information on corners was thrown through the food container. The girl looked up slightly.
"Do your best. You might be able to get out in a while."
He said that in clear Japanese while putting on his best fake smile.
Although the girl understood the meaning of the words, she did not seem to understand what he was trying to convey. All she could do was stiffen and look at him with suspicious, teary eyes.
"Colt-kun, what are you doing?"
"Oh, nothing."
When he responded to the doctor standing before him, there was a heavy impurity mixed with his fake smile.
(Seriously, what am I doing...?)
As if leaving his words and actions behind, Colt quickly left.
The girl who was left behind didn't even reach for the chocolate, she just lowered her head and called out to her.
"Iku-chan, please help me..."
The name of a very, very strong "Queen" who will help them.
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There are rows of power transmission towers in the western suburbs of Tokyo. Under dark clouds and drizzle, a girl stood on top of what appeared to be a group of sotoba trees devastated by the cold.
She is not a beautiful and strong figure.
She has a young, dirty face and a forward-leaning posture.
She was around 10 years old and was wearing a tattered trench coat over her thin, petite body, but for some reason she has the hood down over her back. The way her chin jutted forward, along with her flowing hair, gave her the appearance of a wolf searching for prey. Both eyes peeking out of her bangs are closed.
It is not a peaceful dream.
It was a look of concentration and a deep expression.
And...
"...!"
In an instant, lightning exploded beneath her feet.
The girl simply opened her eyes without showing surprise or fear.
Her large eyes scanned the horizon where the electrical cables were strung.
"I found it."
A gigantic and complicated circuit diagram was constructed in the moaning girl's field of consciousness. It is a model of the area's transmission network, including the electrical cables under its feet, with the vibrations and flickering of it. She knows the strength and weakness of electrical currents, and even the content of communications.
What she found was a name that was nothing more than a communication.
"Someone gave a lot of importance to Miya-chan..."
Even now, there are people who continue to send information about people's names, characteristics and powers. Among them was the name of the friend she was looking for. Other information proves that she is definitely a friend who was taken away by the occupation forces.
The girl's forward-leaning posture leaned further, gathering strength to jump.
Just when,
"Huh, which one?"
She didn't know which side captured her friend, the one sending the message from the east or the one receiving it from the west. As she gathered more strength, she concentrated on that communication and investigated further.
Most of them were words she had never heard before, but it was easy to guess their meaning from the excitement in their voices and the way they structured the language (although she didn't know the words taii or suisoku).
The sender desperately seeks help and persistently relents.
The recipient seems reluctant and rarely responds.
The girl struggled to find out what role her friend plays in these communications, although she is anxious.
In communications sent from the east,
"Please send me as many talented people as you can as soon as possible!"
A voice shouted.
There are a lot of talented people on the receiving end in the west.
She is sure that there are many people with abilities, that is, there must be some friends who were taken away.
That's right, the girl who makes decisions based on reflexes instead of careful consideration wasn't wrong...
The girl turned her head towards the west.
"Let's go everyone!"
In response to the howl, dozens of shadows rose from the field below the power transmission tower. They were all skinny, dirty kids about the same age or younger. On those sharp and carved faces, there was a sense of fierce power similar to that of the girl.
A hand rose out of nowhere.
When everyone on the field raised their hands, the girl on top of the steel tower did the same. She's the only one who doesn't just raise her hand. She was raising her index finger as if to stab the sky.
"Come on!"
In an instant, lightning descended from the dark clouds, accompanied by thunder.
The explosive power of lightning erupted from the girl who raised her finger at the top of the group to the children below who raised their hands, connecting everyone with green sparks and electric shocks.
"Biribiri-dan, shuppatsu!"
And with that, the girl gathered all the strength she had accumulated and began to run.
As if she were flying, gliding on electric wires lying in the air.
The children who were on the ground are attracted by the strength of their bond and go together.
The "Green King" Tsunogui Iku and "Biribiri-dan" destroyed maintenance and disrupted stability, and they were completely wrong. However, it was a storm-like departure that made the shock that much greater.
On a gloomy morning under stormy skies with mostly freezing rain, residents near the Research Institute for Infectious Disease Control evacuated. They loaded their few household belongings into a large car, carried them in furoshiki wrappers on their backs, and, holding hands with their families, walked frantically toward their designated evacuation destinations. There were complaints from many people that it was too late to evacuate, but if it were a message from Headquarters, it would be undeniable.
At first glance, it seems reasonable for Headquarters to say:
"This is a precautionary measure along with sampling for infectious diseases".
Despite that, a large number of police and even the Occupation Forces were sent to establish a strict blockade. Everyone couldn't help but wonder about the truth that was openly kept secret.
Some of the demobilized soldiers understood that this blockade line was prepared for movement from the inside, but at the same time they noticed the serious looks on the faces of the American police and soldiers guarding the area, and they remained silent and did not want to get involved.
The evacuation, which had since sparked various speculations, and the deployment of personnel in jeeps and trucks, which had been transported upriver, were completed at noon. It was so cold and rainy that bonfires were even allowed in several places.
The Research Institute for Infectious Disease Control where Nanakamado hides quietly.
Police and American soldiers surround the chalk building, which is surrounded by a high concrete wall and has a very bad reputation among local residents. They formed an orderly formation even in the rain and placed their gun barrels on piles of sandbags, but they advanced no further. Its only function was to build a siege and capture fugitives. That was decided the night before at an emergency strategy meeting.
Similarly, the number of personnel responsible for the invasion and suppression was determined by the Fourth Legislation Bureau of the Ministry of Justice, headed by the "Blue King" Somei Nazumi, who had clarified the confusing meeting. Even including Nazumi himself, there are only nine people with that ability.
The nine of them lined up in front of the main gate of the research institute, holding umbrellas.
The row of umbrellas, some restless and others motionless, watched the ceremony to prepare for the formality of the execution. A messenger from the Second General Staff Department, armed with an order from Headquarters, rang the bell, a ritual that may seem modest but is also a decisive declaration of war.
There was no answer to the doorbell.
The messenger pressed the call button and read the document.
When he finished saying that, if they didn't comply, they would be executed, that is, forcibly seized, he ran out the door like a rabbit.
The messenger stood in front of the "Blue King" in the center of the row of umbrellas and greeting.
"Report! No response from external organizations! Request from the Supreme Commander of the Allied Forces Headquarters! Since the order was clearly violated, the Fourth Legal Affairs Bureau will quickly enforce it. That that's all!"
Nazumi folded his umbrella and placed it at his feet, then responded with the correct fold.
"Accepted by the Fourth Legal Affairs Bureau."
When the messenger left, a row of umbrellas folded their umbrellas one after another and placed them at their feet.
While catching the raindrops on his hat, Nazumi looked around the research institute.
"It seems that they have no intention of prolonging the negotiations and gaining time."
While her husband looks at the board, Chika helps him read by talking to him.
"What kind of winning strategy do you plan to find in this desperate situation?"
"That's right. If they wanted to engage in urban warfare, they would have launched it before the siege was completed."
As he smiled and enjoyed the conversation with his wife, Nazumi immediately got to the point.
"In that case, the operational posture is interception and the target is the assault force. That is to say, we are the Fourth Legal Affairs Bureau. Since we are the biggest nuisance to them, we must be exterminated within their base as soon as possible."
The staff members on both sides responded lightly depending on their courage.
Nazumi continued with a smile on his face.
"I think the goal is to create a stalemate with the surrounding forces that have already settled. What they fear more than anything is that the talented forces in Atsugi will not be able to arrive. That's why they want to crush us, the opposing force of reinforcements that come, with their first move. If we can crush them, we can use it as material to move Atsugi."
As the game progresses, the pieces of the puzzle come together one after another and the players' intentions come together. So far, he didn't have the overwhelming feeling of foreboding or unease that worried him in the morning. The reading continued with great clarity.
"When reinforcements arrive, we will concertedly break the siege, both internally and externally, causing unrest in Tokyo. They will then negotiate with Headquarters or the Japanese government for a pardon on the condition that they withdraw their troops. Then they return in triumph. home with their glorious war results and political achievements as souvenirs... Well, the best scenario would be something like that."
He then added with a smile on his face.
"Of course, that's impossible."
Chika added more to prevent her husband from becoming irreverent.
"Never forget that the other person also has the power to cancel the impossible."
"It was certainly premature."
Nodding solemnly, Nazumi stepped forward.
The officers once again straightened their backs at the act prior to the order.
But for some reason, instead of the usual orders, a long explanation came.
"Today's deployment is a monumental moment for us, the Fourth Legal Affairs Bureau, which has been officially entrusted with full authority to deal with individuals with the capacity to induce anomalous phenomena by breaking the chain of command between the Occupation Forces and the Armed Forces."
The staff, including Chika, were attacked by a bad feeling.
His especially logical explanation was determined to be an unavoidable incentive, even indirectly, to influence someone from a logical perspective, "something that is difficult to accept immediately".
"Right now, so to speak, is the place to reveal it... This morning during breakfast I came up with a gesture that would demonstrate to the viewers that I am willing to commit crimes against people with abilities, and also show them the model of order that must be maintained."
As expected, a proposal came that they couldn't immediately accept, but from which there was no escape.
"From now on, when we prepare for battle on the field, we will all draw our swords in order shouting a certain number. Following my order, each person please respond with their name and report having drawn their sword. Now, let's go "
The "Blue King" gave the orders, with the air of a cheerful driver and the voice of a stern superior.
"All members draw your swords!"
"To the order..."
Somei Chika, who was the deputy commander, or, in other words, the one who had to take the lead among the "vassals", was guarded by the staff and, although her cheeks were flushed, she followed orders. As soon as she picked up her naginata that she carried on her back, she put the sheath on her waist.
"Somei Chika, battou!"
With a loud, mesmerizing sound, she swung her drawn naginata and smashed the stone onto the ground.
Behind them, a scream escaped from the surrounding troops, exactly as Nazumi had anticipated.
Then, the last member of the station, who had been hesitating, finally moved after receiving an elbow in the side.
"I-Iyoda, battou!"
This time, his voice and his movements were moderate, so he was silent from behind.
With the assistance of both the good and the bad, the staff continued doing the same without hesitation.
"Rokugo, battou!"
"Hakizawa, battou~"
"Uh, uh, Nizuka, battou!"
"Hoizumi, battou!"
"Hentani, battou!"
"Toneyama, battou!"
After watching with satisfaction as everyone drew their swords, Nazumi slowly, but with a masterful movement, revealed the white blade.
"Somei Nazumi, battou!"
Naturally, he took a step forward and the station staff followed in line.
Because Nazumi was advancing at a regular pace,
"We're also working hard on creating other things, like extended front-end speeches. Look forward to the future."
For some reason, no one responded to proposal number two.
When the execution began, the telephone lines leaving the research institute were cut simultaneously in several places. They probably have backup lines buried underground and radio communication equipment, but the effectiveness of the measures is not the issue. That was a response to the enemy's declaration of war, which they ignored, and a signal for the start of the battle.
Next, the main door was hit by the stone tip of a naginata accompanied by blue power.
The thick iron gate was torn free of its bolts and fell onto the stone pavement of the front garden. When the glow of the earth's tremors faded, only the waves of freezing rain remained. There was no sound of movement in the barren front garden leading to the front door.
"As expected, there was no deployment of forces outside and no firing from inside. I guess it was a stalemate after 41 moves. As I thought, the real battle will only begin after we rush inside."
As he looked around from behind his hat, Nazumi gave them his final instructions.
"Originally, I would send the sword-shaped Radiant Schwert to strengthen them, but I don't want to irritate the "Colorless". I would like it to be a true test of skill."
The "King's" assessment was that it was possible to control the area with those nine people.
The confidence of the ''vassals'' in the evaluation of this ''king''.
They both took steps without hesitation and finally stopped in the middle of the front yard. It is a perfect place to observe the board, offering a panoramic view of the interior of the entrance, both ends of the house and even the bell tower above. After looking around,
"First move, reach the observation point... I will leave command to you from then on. Be careful."
Without bending down or bending his stretched back, he confided it to Chika,
"Yes. You should do your best."
Chika also looked forward and resolutely returned a response to Nazumi.
Then, leaving Nazumi in his place,
"Come on!"
The horizontal line resumed execution with Chika giving the order.
The tension in the formation increased with each step and finally, at its climax, eight people lined up at the entrance. The two wooden doors that once housed a general hospital are large and tall, and greeted them with an eerie silence.
Chika, as vice commander, looked left and right.
Although everyone was nervous to some extent, they did not hesitate.
After lifting her chin back in a slightly satisfied manner, the vice commander of the Fourth Legal Affairs Bureau issued a sharp order.
"Run!"
"Yes!"
"Come on!"
Hakizawa and Nizuka each kicked in the two doors, throwing everyone inside.
Before they could fall to the ground, the tremendous gunshots from inside would blow them to pieces.
To annihilate the intruders, countless bullets fell from beyond the barricade installed in the entrance hall, not only from pistols, but also from automatic rifles and machine guns. Furthermore, invisible shockwaves, blows, and cuts came like an avalanche.
To confront it head-on, Hentani and Toneyama erected a solid blue power shield.
"Wow, this is the first time I've seen the entire shield shake!"
"The impact of the "force" is greater than that of a bullet."
As they stopped to take cover at the entrance, swords imbued with power silently approached from behind the thick stone pillars to their left and right.
Immediately, Iyoda and Hoizumi killed them.
"Wow?!"
"It smells elegant!"
At the same time, Chika hit the two people falling directly on top of her with the flat part of her naginata, knocking them down. After confirming that the unconscious people had collapsed inside the mantlet, she asked Rokugo, who was staring at the center of everyone.
"How is?"
"There are no signs of bombs or gas."
Before he could say that, Hakizawa and Nizuka stepped forward and moved the position of the mantlet forward.
"Iyoda-kun, you are very strong in real life."
"Hey, two tablecloths are formed!"
The collision between the bullet and the force became even more intense.
Ignoring that, Hentani and Toneyama pressed harder and harder.
"Prevent shielding, advance further!"
"Secure the cutting position."
Once the shield was erected a short distance from the barricade, Chika gave an order.
"One, two, three, take it!"
Iyoda was first, followed by Hoizumi.
"Gaaah!"
"Keep formation!"
Following them, Hakizawa and Nizuka,
"Come on."
"Oh, wait."
Following them, Rokugo, Hentani and Toneyama as well.
"Keep pushing!"
"Understood!"
"Come on."
They jumped onto the barricade one after another, and fortunately, they were able to hit the barricade, expanding their control area from the front to the left and right, and then to the surrounding area. Finally, Chika, who had been setting up a shield at the rear, silently entered the barricade and obtained a bridgehead to control. There weren't many interceptors lying around inside, maybe they evacuated as they approached.
(After all, the other party is not exempt from measures either.)
Chika looked around her, preparing herself once again.
Located at the rear of the entrance hall, an empty hallway extends to the left and right. In each case, similar barricades were erected along the long road, with white swords and gun muzzles flashing.
This time, the officers prepared for the next attack while hiding behind barricades.
Rokugo, the security guard, shouted.
"Left hand, heavy weapon!"
A brief whistle was heard and bursts of rocket flames erupted from beyond the shield placed outside the barricade. The common sense that it's not something to shoot indoors seems to have lost its meaning in this situation.
"Prepare for a surprise attack by the talented!"
Chika perked up and stood like an unbreakable pillar in the center of the barricade.
(So far so good... now I'll gather the ingredients for Nazumi.)
Nazumi watches her efforts from the front yard.
(Heavy weapons, again from the west, 34 moves.)
To be precise, he was observing the battlefield and trying to understand the factors that made up the battle situation.
The initial location of the force, the behavior of talented people who seem to have a squad commander behind them, the direction in which they will retreat when attacked, the direction in which reinforcements will be sent, the density of the fire that they rain and the weapons of the interceptors. The types of weapons used are not only those of the battlefield.
(Grenade from above, 35 moves.)
The plan of the general hospital before its renovation, the appearance of the research institute after its renovation, the slight pipes and unevenness exposed in the wall, the route of the canal to drain ice and rain, the construction of the front garden and the damage to stone pavement. Until then, he mentally lined up everything that could be verified.
(Wave of attacks by talented people, 36 moves.)
In order for the actions that take place on the battlefield to be possible, it becomes clear what kind of structure the buildings must have and where the people must be. When that becomes clear, you will have the entire war situation in your hands.
And now,
(Reinforcements on the left side of the atrium. The pillars cannot be removed, so even if it is renovated, the structure will remain the same. The route of the bullets, the position of the barricade, the stairs to protect and the use of gas now. Chika-san, are you okay? 37 moves.)
All the phenomena were intertwined and the puzzle was completed.
In other words, reason and phenomenon have been clearly separated.
(Is that where the command post is?)
Nazumi looked from under his uniform towards the west end of the top floor.
The walls were exactly the same as the others, with the windows covered in concrete and disguised as shutters.
However, all battles occur around that area and they move to protect it.
Nazumi turned towards that, keeping his back straight. Due to the sharpness of his movements, his rain cape spread for a moment, pushing away the freezing rain particles. The regular steps began.
(Approach, 38 movements.)
In his mind, the "King" begins to count his own movements.
This was proof that the mission was in its final stage.
Finally, his steps began to gain strength and a blue crystal step formed beneath his feet as he stepped on them with an unchanging rhythm. Before long, he reached his destination, facing the west end wall of the top floor, without any hesitation or confusion.
(Accomplished, 39 movements.)
He held his saber upright in front of him like a guard of honor, then brandished it three and four times before returning to the same position. The thick concrete wall was cut into a blue line and collapsed inwards.
(Cut, 40 moves.)
The scene in the dimly lit room... electrical panels that had been smashed and sparks scattered, information equipment lined up all over the place, and the engineers looking at him stiffly proved that his assumption was correct.
The "Blue King" stared at them, throwing his saber forward and announcing his sentence.
"Forty-one moves, you are paralyzed. I recommend you all to surrender."
But,
In the end, when Nazumi visually checked the board, he should have immediately accepted the surrender. The expression of the man, the chief engineer, made him feel very uncomfortable.
"Ah, "Blue King"...!"
That harsh but trembling voice had a tone of desperation much darker than expected.
When Nazumi saw that, that feeling of foreboding and disgust suddenly came back to him from the depths of his heart.
Something was wrong. It was large and misaligned.
The chief engineer revealed to him the true nature of the discomfort.
"Is this... also... your doing?"
After saying that, Nazumi finally caught on to what he was pointing out.
A large communication device that had probably been chewing on it just now.
From that speaker overflowed the noise of the battlefield mixed with noise.
Nazumi had heard that the communication was coming from inside the house where a battle was taking place, but the truth was different.
[I urgently ask for help! I urgently ask for help!]
He understood it only from the word he received.
The interlocutor was not there.
[We are being attacked by a group of strangers!]
The person seeking help comes from a completely different place.
Apart from that institute, there is only one other partner with whom they could collaborate in that critical situation.
In other words, they were the source of support for Nanakamado's rebellion plan.
[I repeat, this is the Atsugi base!]
It was the Atsugi American military base where the talented troops were stationed, which was supposed to be the side that was supposed to provide support.
[We are being attacked by a group of strangers! I urgently ask for help!]
A cry of despair shook the atmosphere in the room that was supposed to have surrendered with a fever of restlessness.
[The Japanese skill corps was wiped out! What are those brats?]
[They're coming, they're coming! The door will break!]
Behind the transmission, the sound of metal being struck began to rumble irregularly. It sounded like someone was playing the drums recklessly, ignoring efficiency and regularity.
Of course, the first thing that ran through Nazumi's mind was "Colorless", but something wasn't right.
(Did he drive to neighboring Atsugi Prefecture? What about the children?)
That doubt created an unpleasant hum in Nazumi's heart that he had never felt before... even when he was fighting with all his might against the "Red King" Unno Yutaka or the strange monster "Colorless King".
A whisper, similar to the feeling you get when you turn something over.
Meanwhile, the level of panic on the other end of the communication rose through the roof.
[The radar site that fell due to lightning has been restarted! The Hoigaku moves on its own!]
[You're an Idiot!]
[Is he! That color "green"...]
The voice stopped suddenly.
A sudden silence descended upon the command post.
The chief engineer and the engineers were stunned.
For them everything is over. That was the end.
However, for the ''Blue King'' Somei Nazumi, it was different.
Now that things were being cleaned up, something was starting to happen.
There was no point in giving up.
There was another player who turned the entire board over.
[..."Green"..."]
A voice came from the speaker, as if in response to Nazumi accidentally spilling it.
[Where?]
Nazumi felt the voice, or rather the medium, and felt the pressure running through his entire body.
The voice was not only emitted from the large communication device with which the chief engineer communicated.
It was broadcast from all the communication devices installed in the command post.
(No way, this communication... is not allowed!)
The established order will be ruined.
Faced with so much certainty, Nazumi felt lost for the first time.
It seems like he couldn't understand it all at once.
[Miya-chan, where are you?]
The voice that reached him was that of a small child.
[Whoever knows, answer me... I am...]
That voice said the decisive words.
[Oh... "Green King"...]
The turmoil of that day had barely begun.
+++++++++++
That day, Daikaku Kokujoji had been sitting in a certain subcommittee meeting since morning.
He didn't want to get caught up in other things on a day when they had an important dispatch for the King and people with abilities, but as long as he has one foot in this world, there are many duties that he has to fulfill. This is especially true if it is an important official mission, such as accompanying and escorting the president of the ruling party.
The reason for the subcommittee meeting was a motion to punish a member of the ruling party for misconduct, and since the conclusion of the punishment was clear, the decision was made quickly. However, after that resolution, a private draft of the statutes circulated within the party. After reading it, the president wordlessly handed it to Kokujoji, who was standing next to him.
Kokujoji was secretly surprised as he looked at the document, wondering what the escort was doing.
"Security system project for party members."
The agenda was trivial, but extremely important. The party wanted to officially incorporate "Tokijikuin", who had been treated as an outside collaborator, into a part of the party organization.
In recent times, the ruling party administration has finally entered a period of stability and is now negotiating with the General Headquarters on the path to complete peace and withdrawal from the occupation. At this time, the opaque relationship with private organizations such as the pre-war extra-parliamentary group needs to be clarified. There is no point in trying to expand the strength of the party.
Even within the organization, the words were full of artificial rhetoric, saying that the organization would gain more success if he became an official official.
When Kokujoji turned his attention to him, the president let out a ridiculous snort and shook his head slightly. In other words, it is a surprise move by a rival faction within the ruling party that he has no knowledge of. With the ruling party's dominance in the political situation almost firmly established, the rival factions seem to have had enough leeway to carry out unnecessary political maneuvers.
The purpose of the recruitment must have been to take control of "Tokijikuin", who had been controlling the political world from the position of bodyguard, formally incorporating them into the ruling party. Even within the dominant faction led by the president, there are many who wish to use "Tokijikuin", who possesses supernatural powers, more conveniently. As the opposing factions discuss the draft, they will compile these requests and turn them into the opinion of the entire party. If it becomes the will of the entire party, it cannot be ignored, and if it happens, it will be an opportunity to undermine the president and take control of the party... There may be other considerations.
He can't believe it was a coincidence that they submitted the draft that same day. It's like they're going to put pressure on the leader of "Tokijikuin", who will prioritize protecting the president over a serious case of talented people, that they're going to put him on the table and pressure him into submission?
(I see, humans are truly insatiable creatures.)
Kokujoji was smiling like it was no one else's business.
(Although only three years have passed since the destruction and death that tore the country apart.)
Until now, "Tokijikuin" has tried to avoid being absorbed by its greed and stay out of political conflicts. However, the trend of the times may gradually make it no longer possible to do so.
In the future, regardless of whether they are involved or not, as the world stabilizes, interference from those who desire power will increase. The situation in which they are becoming the reason for the conflict demonstrates this.
Power moves people and creates a flow just by being there.
It is like a cluster of stars that he expanded through his daily training.
(I never expected the beginning to appear so quickly.)
That draft is only a small part. The power that has been lost in the postwar chaos will become more visible as it settles. It's time to think about making a change.
The sensation of being faced with a proposal for which he had carefully searched for the answer invaded him.
The proposal is,
(How should we "Kings" be treated?)
Will it remain hidden in the background like before?
Or will it turn around and appear?
(If not, is there another way?)
Although it was a proposal, it did not seem that the direction would be easily determined.
After all, he didn't even recognize the faces of all the "Kings" who should be punished.
While he was lost in these thoughts,
Unexpectedly,
[Where?]
A voice came from the radio installed in the chamber.
Not that it was time, he didn't even have time to think about it.
It is as if the proposals he has discarded, such as caution, now face a harsh reality.
(......!)
An almost physical shock, incomparable to the moment he saw the draft, passed through Kokujoji.
Hearing it for the first time, perhaps a child's voice, unleashed a power unique to them that no one else can use.
[Miya-chan, where are you?]
(You, no way.)
In the noisy chamber, only Kokujoji had a hunch about the situation.
Even when the staff hastily fiddled with the radio switch, the voices continued to come out. Before he knew it, all the speakers inside and outside the chamber were emitting the same loud voice that no one else could stop.
[Whoever knows, answer me... I am...]
(I guess everything is ready... now, finally!)
An indescribable feeling of euphoria warmed Kokujoji's heart.
It was no longer worth hiding it.
Everything will appear as it is.
What will this bring for him, for them and for this country?
He must accept this along with them and confirm it.
He stopped doubting a long time ago.
Since that comes, he will accept it with determination.
Suddenly, Kokujoji stood up to say the decisive word.
[Oh... "Green King"...]
(The last one... "Green King"!)
He had to go to them.
In order to determine if it is a desired miracle or not.
Or, to turn it into a desired miracle...
"Kokujoji-kun."
After hearing the familiar title, the president finally turned to look at him.
Kokujoji, who received his gaze, spoke with a smile.
"I will respond after considering the draft."
The president noticed that the man who answered seemed to have grown larger.
He is not big enough to be belittled and repressed.
He was so big that he naturally looked up and turned his back to him.
The burly man took a deep breath and the entire assembly hall burst into loud applause.
"To those in the House of Representatives who want us, know this! We are both a sword and a flame! You can see the full extent of this, so prepare to swallow it all!"
Before the lingering effects of the impact from his cheeks to his stomach wore off, his large figure had disappeared from the chamber.
This time, the remaining president smiled as if it was no one else's business.
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libellule-ao3 · 4 months
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Little Shenanigans
T-rated | One-Shot | 1 060 words |
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Summary: Gossip about her relationship with Quinn is getting on Merula's nerves, and she's determined to divert attention from the rabble.
Pairing: Merula/Quinn (F/F)
Also on AO3
A/N: The adorable Quinn Lee in this story is the property of the no less adorable @eternalchaoschocolaterain, to whom I dedicate this ficlet.💝
I invite you to take a look at her work via the link above, if you don't already know her.
Enjoy!
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Rumours about the nature of their relationship spread around Hogwarts castle like flu in December or like cursed Howlers with a Geminio curse.
The image always made Quinn laugh a lot. She couldn’t help imagining thousands of Howlers screaming indiscretions invading every corner of the castle, filled with students - and teachers! - eager for gossip to distract them from everyday life.
Quinn was very amused by the situation, but not so his girlfriend, who did nothing to hide her annoyance, turning her artificial violet eyes, and sometimes even her wand, on anyone who dared to talk behind her back in order to feel more important than the most powerful witch at Hogwarts.
“Don’t these idiots have anything better to do than spend all their time gossiping about every little thing we do?” she would get angry during their secret meetings. "They piss me off!"
Merula appreciated the attention of others for her prowess in the various fields of witchcraft. She loved to arouse admiration and made no secret of it. But she hated the constant attention paid to her private life, which aroused not admiration but unhealthy curiosity mixed with a healthy dose of intolerable judgement. Not because she loved a young woman - wizards were much more tolerant than Muggles in that respect - but because she was the daughter of a famous couple of Death Eaters.
“Let them tell it,” said Quinn, who had been used to being the centre of attention since she started at Hogwarts. “They’ll get bore. Protesting is just another way of drawing attention to ourselves.”
Merula wasn’t convinced. This had been going on for far too long. Days, weeks... months!
So, to encourage the populace to find something else to spice up their miserable conversations, Merula redoubled her efforts to show everyone that Quinn wasn’t worthy of her and that their reports weren’t worth public display. To no avail... Until the day when the two young women faced off in a fierce duel won by the witch of Slytherin.
Now there were more whispers:
“Did you see that? The beating she gave Quinn in that supposedly ‘friendly’ duel?” said an anonymous voice.
“Yes, that time I really thought she was going to kill her. It’s a good thing Barnaby intervened,” replied another indiscreet pupil.
“Speaking of which, don’t you think it’s suspicious? I mean, it’s not the first time Barnaby has been used as a human shield by Quinn. And the way he’s looking at her with those puppy dog eyes begging for a treat...” added another.
“Do you think he wants to go out with her?” said the first.
“Maybe, but I hear he’s already going out with Liz. Peeves overheard Penny telling Andre that Ismelda was furious after she caught them together feeding the giant squid,” informed a new arrival.
And on and on it went... Rumours were like fucking germs spread by the voices of people, using their ears to accumulate as much dirt as possible.
Thinking about all this, Merula tightened her embrace around Quinn’s aching body as she lay on a bed in the infirmary, injured after their terrible confrontation. The witch felt relieved to no longer be the victim of Hogwarts’ indiscretions.Quinn could not hold back a grimace.
“Sorry, I didn’t think you were that fragile,” Merula taunted bitingly.
Like hedgehogs, the witch always prickled up when she was going through a phase of insecurity, and Quinn had learned long ago to decipher all the facets of her personality.
“You’ve got to admit you didn’t pull any punches!” grumbled Quinn, before letting out a weary sigh and leaning back against her.
“We won’t soon have to play this comedy again: today I overheard Haywood telling everyone that the only thing we shared was the air we breathed and that if it were up to me, I’d make you disappear so as not to have you in my landscape, like that!” said Merula with a wolfish grin and snapping her fingers for emphasis.
“That bad? But what did you say to her to make her believe it?”
The young woman buried her blushing face in her girlfriend’s sparse hair, muttering something to do with her contempt for the insignificance of witches who were valued more for their celebrity than their talent.
Quinn burst out laughing, recognising in these words the bite of his girlfriend as she placed her lips at the base of his neck.
“You’re exaggerating! I remind you that we agreed that I would let you win this duel!”
“It doesn’t matter! Our strategy worked and I won’t have to abuse you any more!” teased Merula, redrawing a bruise on her girlfriend’s cheek with a delicate index finger.
“You can’t imagine how much I’ll miss it!
“So you like pain?”
Quinn straightened up, and with one smooth movement, reversed their positions on the bed. Now she towered over Merula, who gazed at her with a mixture of astonishment and defiance.
“No, I'm more of a revenge-seeking type,” Quinn announced mischievously, leaning down to place a bevy of kisses from her temple to her lips.
During the kiss, Quinn felt herself waver, and she forgot where they were, who they were. The entire universe was reduced to this infirmary, to Merula’s mouth and her hands studying her body like no one had ever done before. Nimble fingers slipped under the thin fabric of her shirt, slid down her stomach, making her skin quiver under the coolness of her palms.
“You’d better go. Madam Pomfrey will be back soon,” Quinn whispered against Merula’s lips.
“Lee promised to keep watch!” Merula protested, in the incisive tone she always used when her desires were thwarted.
“That’s true, but we shouldn’t abuse it. It’s nice enough that he’s our accomplice.”
“You’re not wrong,” admitted Merula, inwardly congratulating herself on Barnaby’s naïve disregard for public opinion.
She gave her girlfriend one last kiss before rising from her bed.
“By the way, maybe we should thank him: he was perfect in his role!” said Quinn.
Yes, that's true! Merula mused, frowning. Barnaby was soooo perfect in his role that he managed to irritate the most powerful witch at Hogwarts!
“But we should clear up a thing or two!” she exclaimed, her voice heavy with resentment.
“When you asked for his help, you should have clarified that he didn’t have to carry you like a bride!”
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Don’t Be Cruel | austin!elvis x oc (part 2)
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plot summary: Angel Casteel is a small town girl who lucked into working as a makeup artist at a film studio. Unfortunately, her confidence in herself wavers as she is assigned to work with Elvis on his latest motion picture. Overcome by his star power at first, she slowly starts to realize there is a man behind the fame, a man she understands. But as they grow closer, the world grows more turbulent, especially Elvis's world. Will this Angel be able to save Elvis from himself and the people around him? Or will getting mixed up in his word prove to be her downfall as well?
Part 1
pairings: austin!elvis x oc
word count: 2171
warnings/notes: N/A
Chapter 2
              The dimly lit trailer sat in silence, its walls echoing with emptiness. Time seemed to stretch on endlessly, as hours ticked by with agonizing slowness. And then the door creaked open. My breath caught in my throat, my eyes widening with hope. But to my surprise, it wasn't the face I had been yearning for. There stood a woman of remarkable poise and authority. Her name was Mrs. Davis, the esteemed director of the makeup department. With her keen eye for detail and unwavering dedication to her craft, she commanded the respect and admiration of all who crossed her path. I couldn't help but question if I had already made a mistake. However, her gaze betrayed no signs of anger or distress. In fact, a smile adorned her features.
              “Angel, good to see you again, my dear,” she greeted.
              “You too, Mrs. Davis. I sure was shocked when you assigned me to this picture. Elvis Presley is…”
              “Yes I know. But to be perfectly honest, there isn’t much buzz for Elvis’s movies anymore. I figured if anyone could help him look his best in this picture and get his career going again, it would be a young, vibrant, and promising artist like yourself.”
              I felt awful for Elvis, but I appreciated Mrs. Davis' faith in me. It was the kind of confidence I didn't have in myself. “Thank you. I figured I would be gettin’ to work now, but I haven’t seen Elvis walk near here at all.”
              Mrs. Davis delicately placed her hand upon her chest, a gesture that reflected her surprise and amusement. A soft, melodious laughter escaped her lips. “Oh, dear, I buried the lead. What I came in here to tell you is that Elvis is ready for his makeup. But he would like you to come to his private trailer.”
              “P-Private trailer?” Whispers echoed through the bustling studio, carrying tales of an unspoken rule that managed the inner sanctum of Elvis Presley's world. It was said that only those fortunate enough to be part of his exclusive inner circle were granted access to his personal trailer. Beyond its closed doors lay a world veiled in mystery, a realm that remained off-limits to the prying eyes of outsiders. The murmurs spoke of a vehicle meticulously crafted to cater to his every whim, boasting even the presence of a cozy bed nestled within its abundant confines. “Why?”
              Mrs. Davis stood before the vanity mirror. With a nonchalant shrug, she adjusted a few strands of her hair, ensuring that every strand fell perfectly into place. The soft glow of the vanity lights accentuated her features, casting a gentle radiance upon her face. “I don’t know. That man is full of mysteries I don’t even think he knows about.” With a graceful flick of her wrist, she reapplied her lipstick, the vibrant shade gliding smoothly across her lips. Puckering them slightly, she admired her reflection in the mirror before turning her attention towards me. “Either way, it doesn’t matter. We must make the actors happy or none of us have jobs. Now go on before that boy holds up filming any longer.” With a dismissive wave of her hand, she shooed me away from the cramped trailer.
              As I stood outside, my gaze fixed upon Elvis's trailer, a vivid blue structure that stood out amidst the surroundings. It possessed a charm of its own, with a quaint little lawn arranged just outside its walls. It occupied a solitary spot, devoid of any neighboring trailers that might invade its space. With each deliberate step, I made my way towards the trailer. The rhythmic thumping in my chest echoed in my ears, a wild symphony of nerves and anticipation. I yearned to quiet the tumultuous beating, to regain control over my racing heart. The air hung heavy with a mix of anxiety and determination as I approached the entrance. With a trembling hand, I reached out and gently rapped my knuckles against the door of the trailer. A voice emerged from inside, “It’s open.”
              With a gentle push, I stepped into the living area, allowing the door to swing shut behind me. Whispers had reached my ears, painting vivid pictures of the lavishness that lay within these walls. The rumors, it turned out, were not mere figments of imagination or idle gossip. They were, in fact, a reflection of reality. The interior of Elvis's trailer was a sight to behold, a testament to his larger-than-life persona. Every nook and cranny exuded an air of grandeur, as if the very essence of his stardom had been infused into the very fabric of the space. Every inch of the space was adorned with the rich, luxurious fabric of red velvet. From the walls to the furniture, it seemed as though a wave of crimson had swept through, leaving behind a lavish tapestry that enveloped the entire room.  The room was dimly lit, with the only source of light being the faint glow that seeped through the black satin curtains adorning the windows. The same luxurious fabric cascaded down from the ceiling, enveloping the bunk bed in an elegant embrace. The mirrors stood proudly; their frames adorned with intricate designs of shimmering gold. My eyes moved to the exquisite table that stood before me. Crafted from rich mahogany, it exuded an air of elegance and sophistication. As I approached the table, I noticed a small bar discreetly tucked away behind it. The shelves were lined with an impressive array of liquor bottles, each one more luxurious than the last. Nestled in the farthest part of the trailer, a grand bed commanded attention, its presence dominating the entire expanse of the space. It was adorned with a vibrant red comforter. The contrasting black sheets, neatly tucked beneath the comforter, created a striking visual contrast. Elvis sat upon the edge of the bed. A smile slowly spread across his face, illuminating his features with a radiant glow.
              “Angel.” My name rolled off his tongue, like sweet honey dripping from his lips. “I’m glad they sent for ya like I asked. That Davis woman was goin’ on and on about how production crew can’t come into private trailers.”
              “She was probably just tryin’ to do her job. Mrs. Davis is a nice woman.”
              A subtle shrug escaped his broad shoulders, a gesture that seemed to betray his disbelief in my words. With a gentle sigh, he rested his hand on his thigh, feeling the fabric of his trousers beneath his fingertips. His fingers brushed lightly over his lips, a gesture both contemplative and tender. A soft chuckle escaped his lips. “Why are you just standin’ there? Come over here.”
              With cautious steps, I ventured towards the rear of the trailer. Each movement was calculated as if I were treading upon fragile glass, fearing that even the slightest misstep could result in the shattering of something valuable and irreplaceable. I came to a halt as I found myself standing mere inches away from him. I clutched my make-up case tightly, grasping it in both of my hands. “Are ya ready? Mrs. Davis said you were already late filmin’.”
              Elvis, with his piercing gaze, fixed his eyes upon me, as if time itself had come to a standstill. Our eyes remained steadfast, unyielding. His unwavering gaze bore into mine, refusing to be swayed by any distraction. And I, too, held my ground, determined not to let my gaze falter in the face of his unwavering intensity. There was no denying it - he was unquestionably handsome. Before long, he broke the silence, “Why are you sacred of me?”
              The suddenness of the question caught me off guard. My mind momentarily faltered, struggling to process the unexpected question that had been posed before me. I wasn't afraid of him. There was something about him that stirred an unsettling feeling within me. It was as if every aspect of his being had the power to send shivers down my spine. The way he smiled at me, when he spoke my name, his voice carried a certain charm that both intrigued and unnerved me. It was as if he knew something about me that I wasn't even aware of, and that knowledge alone was enough to make my heart race and my palms grow clammy. “I’m not scared of you.”
              “When you saw me before, you looked like you had seen a ghost. Right now, you look the same.” With a gentle sigh, he brought his hands together, intertwining his fingers as if in prayer. “Now I don’t know what you heard about me, but most of what the press says ain’t true.” A heavy sigh escaped his lips, carrying with it a weight of insecurity. In that moment, his once assured demeanor seemed to fade away, revealing a vulnerability that resembled that of a young boy lost in his daydreams of a better life. “God damn reporters say whatever they want and people will believe it. I’m not Elvis Presley. Well, I am, but I ain’t the Elvis Presley they say I am, bigger than the world, untouchable. Most of the time I don’t even really know what I’m doin’, actin’ like somethin’ I ain’t.”
              I carefully placed my make-up box on the soft surface of the bed right beside Elvis.  I searched through the contents finding my eyeliner. With a tender touch, I delicately clasped his chin, feeling the warmth of his skin beneath my fingertips. He accepted, granting me permission to guide his head upward, revealing the fragility in his eyes. “Close your eyes,” I whispered softly, my voice barely audible in the hushed room. He obediently followed my instructions. With a steady hand, I began lining his eyes, my focus unwavering. Each stroke of the pencil was executed with precision, as I strived to achieve perfection. As my fingers brushed against his skin, a subtle change rippled through his body. The tension that had once gripped him began to melt away, replaced by a gentle ease that radiated from his core. As the words flowed from Elvis's lips, I found myself captivated by his story. It was in that moment that a realization washed over me like a gentle wave on a tranquil shore - we were not so different, he and I. He, a man of humble country origins, possessed a heart filled with aspirations for a life grander and more fulfilling than the one he knew. And by a stroke of fortune, he stumbled upon the opportunity that would change his fate forever. It was evident that he, too, was bewildered by the circumstances that had brought him here. “I grew up in a one-horse town in Alabama, workin’ as a waitress in the one of the two restaurants the town had. I always wanted somethin’ better, somethin’ different. So instead of savin’ up money to go to college, I saved up money to move to California. My parents thought I was crazy; my friends didn’t really believe in me either. Open your eyes.” I carefully applied the bottom liner. “But I did it anyway bustin’ my butt in a salon where I only made enough to cover rent in a not so safe part of Los Angeles. Mrs. Davis came in one day and suddenly I’m here workin’ with people I’ve only seen on TV or on the silver screen, knowin’ I’m not as trained as the other artists they’ve worked with. Most of the time, I don’t know what I’m doin’ either.”
              Elvis seized my wrist, putting an end to my actions. He gazed up at me with puppy eyes, eyes that ached for understanding. “I’ve never told anyone that before, not even people closest to me.”
              I smiled warmly. “I’m glad you told me. I was startin’ to think I was all alone out here.”
              “Me too.” His lips curled into a warm smile as he met my gaze, his eyes sparkling with affection. With a gentle motion, he traced his fingers down up wrist, intertwining them with mine.
              For the first time that day, his touch did not make me apprehensive, nor did his grin make me nervous. He reminded me a lot of the lads back home, with their southern charm and enormous goals yearning for anything to give them meaning. But most of them had no idea how lonely their search was. Elvis got it just as well as I did. “Now let’s get your makeup done before Mrs. Davis starts bangin’ on that door.”
              He refused to let go of my hand. “Will you come back here tomorrow too?”
              I nodded. “As long as you want me to do your makeup in here, I will.”
              That appeared to appease him, and he eased his hand out of mine, allowing me to resume my task. That's how I spent the following hour, putting on his makeup and talking to get to know the real Elvis.
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Oh my godd misssy😢 I'm so sorry you've been feeling this way!
Honestly, i was slightly shy to really send in any asks or comments cause, WTF💖?!? I'd be gushing and squealing with puppy like excitement in every of them!
I've RE-read your works over and over again, dear! The way you can string together words and set up these detailed scenarios is just to die for! Not to mention, the intricacy of the fucking plot!! It's rare that I see someone so dedicated to the plot just as they are usually to the romance! Take Tease!au, or wicked!au for example. You've created the PERFECT balance between bitter and sweet in every one of your fics!
And even when it comes to the daddy!jk masterlist of yours, it's a 100% romance😍 and it's never boring.
If I'm being honest, i think what i like most about your writing is the angst. You leave us hanging on, waiting for more in the most artistic way possible. You make me want angst as well! You've always been able to play around with words such that i feel that fucking pang in in my chest.
Also.. i think i may have told you this.. but, my fucking boyfriend liked your stuff. He caught me scrolling through tumblr 😂😂 and he fell flat. Had half a mind to make an account of his own! So it's not just a gender oriented fan base you have.
I'm sorry I've ranted so much, lol. But, I couldn't bare to see such a beautiful and talented writer lose her spirits like this. You might say it's not much, but, i say that there should be absolutely zero depletion in that cheerful spirit.
Please, missy. Don't lose hope. There really are hundreds of thousands of people that enjoy your works. Maybe they've just not been able to work uo the courage to interact as of yet. No matter the case, please.. Don't lose your spirit. You're very very well loved, dear. You have a knack for writing, and it's a very admirable trait. Keep at it!
~ Lily ♡
Lily you got me over here trying not to sniffle and cry 😭😭😭 I’m trying really hard to pull myself out of this slump and it’s not going very well!! It’s far from the first time I’ve had feelings like this so I’ve adjusting to coping but it’s still an awful thing.
And once again, complaining and crying hasn’t really done anything, in fact I feel like it’s just made me feel even worse because again, I don’t want it come across that I don’t appreciate the ones who do support me, I love each and every single one of you!!! (your boyfriend is a bonus LOL but saying I love him would be a little too weird, still very cool that a man enjoyed my writing though and it’s not just gender exclusive🫶)
I’ve loved every moment of writing both Tease and Wicked, that’s something I cannot stress enough., but I was fresh 18 when I first started Tease, I didn’t have nearly the responsibility and stress of life that I have now getting ready to be 24, I look back and reminisce that I was actually able to pump out 10-20k every two weeks so diligently! And it makes me so depressed knowing I can no longer do that.
Not to mention that while it has been rewarding, it has become so much more taxing to my mental health to keep trying, for my own personal enjoyment it has been absolutely rewarding but the demand that people have had over the years has really stressed me out, balancing all of this is such a tricky thing! And at one point I thought it would get easier to balance, but if it does, I haven’t made it yet 😭
You and so many others give me so much encouragement, I just feel so strangely disconnected from my writing and this blog lately and I hope it doesn’t last forever 🥺 thank you so much for taking the time to send such encouraging words my way Lily I will always appreciate you my dear!!! 😭❤️
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