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#Emily Prentiss Fan Fiction
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Rational Fear
Pairing: Emily Prentiss x Female!Reader
Word Count: ~800
Warnings: fear of needles, fear of getting blood drawn, fluff at the end
Request by @sylvanianlucy: could you write somethign about the reader being afraid of needles. i'm REALLY scared of them and still cry when i get shots no matter how old I am. Thank you!
Summary: you are deathly afraid of needles and you have an appointment to get your blood drawn coming up. How will you ever be okay with going?
Square Filled: grabbed by the chin for @badthingshappenbingo
Author’s Note: any and all comments are appreciated <3
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Today is not your best day. Things started going wrong the second you woke up. You slept through your phone alarms, there was no hot water for your shower, your coffee machine exploded on you which caused you to go change, and the bus was late to pick you up. You don’t own a car since you live so close to work that you can take the bus.
All of this is the reason why you have been chewing on your nails since the moment you got onto the bus, and why your hair is a tangled mess from you pulling on it. Not to mention you didn’t get a lot of sleep last night, so your eyes are a bit red.
You keep your head down when you walk into the bullpen. The B Team is in the air today, so you have a day of catching up on paperwork. If you’re lucky, you don’t have to talk to anyone. Everyone is in the break room getting their daily dose of caffeine so you quickly hide at your desk and pretend to be super busy so they won’t bother you.
When you log into your computer, a calendar notification pops up on the top right of the screen. When you read it, your blood instantly turns to ice. A chill runs down your spine as fear seeps into your skin. Just breathe, Y/N. You’re going to be okay. In… Out… You can’t seem to tear your eyes away from the notification so you wait until it disappears. It’s gone but the fear is still there.
There’s nothing to be scared of. No one dies from having their blood taken. A medical professional is going to be there the entire time. They know what they’re doing. They do it every day to millions of people. You’re being irrational. Then why are your palms sweaty, your heart racing, and your entire body shivering? Even the thought of being anywhere near needles makes your blood run cold. You hate needles. You hate what they look like. You hate the thought of one. You hate one making contact with your skin.
Even as a child, needles scared the shit out of you. You’d watch horror movies that involve them which would scare the shit out of you. People in those movies would always misuse them for nefarious purposes, and your little brain thought that’s what people actually did in real life. Nothing traumatic happened to you involving needles but something doesn’t have to be traumatic for you to fear it.
This is one of those times.
Emily walks in with two coffees in her hand; one for you and one for her. It doesn’t matter if you’ve made one for yourself in the break room because she always has the better kind. She sees you at your desk and hops over with a smile on her face.
“I have a present for you,” she sings. When you don’t turn to face her, her smile is lost. She sets both coffees on her desk and looks at you to see just how much of a mess you are. “What’s wrong? Are you okay?” All you can do is shake your head. “Would you like to go somewhere more private?” You nod. “Come on.”
She takes your hand and notices how clammy it is. You’re nervous about something and she is going to be there for whatever it is. She takes you to an empty office and closes the door to ensure privacy. If this were anyone else, you wouldn’t think about spilling but this is Emily. You have a massive crush on her and she is your biggest supporter in everything you do.
“I have an appointment today after work,” you whisper and look down. “I’m scared.”
“Of what?” she asks kindly.
“I have to get my blood drawn. I’m terrified of needles. I don’t know why I am. All I know is that I even think about them and my whole body freezes. I know it’s childish,” you sigh.
Emily gently grabs your chin and lifts it so you’re looking up at her.
“No fear is childish. If it scares you, then it’s real. It’s okay to be scared of needles. It’s not an uncommon fear.”
“But I don’t have a legitimate reason to be scared of them. I wasn’t traumatized or anything. I’m just scared of them.”
“That doesn’t matter. A fear is a fear and it’s valid because it affects you.”
“I don’t want to go to the doctor’s alone.”
“Who says you have to be alone?” she grins and sits next to you.
“You’d come with me?”
“I’d go with you to the end of the world if you asked me to. I’m going to be right there next to you,” she grabs your hand, “holding your hand.”
“Thank you,” you whisper.
“Anything for you. I mean it,” she smiles back.
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charlleyx · 12 days
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Jemily Fan Fiction
Jareau-Prentiss : Case Histories
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Jareau-Prentiss : Case Histories
This is my first 'case' in my series of Jemily one shots and multi-chapter instalments. They are all connected but won't be in any order. They will be all about the relationship between Emily Prentiss and Jennifer Jareau and the life they create together. It was span years of time. Some may follow loosely to some canon events but it should all become clear as you read and any changes I hope to explain in my writing as it comes up.
They will vary wildly in length and rating. Some will be short, some like this one multiple long chapters, some two shots and so on. Some will be rated T and some will go all the way to E. Some will contain smut, some will be fluff, some angst, some a mix of some or all of the above.
This is the first one I am posting
What happens when JJ decides on the 25th anniversary of her older sister's death that she will take Emily, her wife and their two young daughters to spend the long weekend with JJ's mother, Sandy. Will it help JJ's mother deal with her grief? Can a strained relationship between JJ and her mother be healed with the help of JJ's daughters presence. What will happen when before the anniversary date actually hits, JJ and Emily get called away on a case? Is leaving their young daughters with Sandy a smart move or could tragedy be lurking around the corner yet again?
The Case Of : Tragedy Strikes To The Day
Chapter 1 : Homecoming
Chapter 2 : Duty Calls
Chapter 3 : Trust Instincts
Chapter 4 : Finding Strength
Chapter 5 : It Comes In Waves
Chapter 6 : Let Me Hold You
Chapter 7 : Connections Strengthen
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leftoverenvy · 4 months
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realangelahernandez · 5 months
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Go to therapy or read another fan fiction of your favorite fictional character?
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emilysslvt · 6 months
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omg your emily and hotch’s daughter fic 🤭🥵🥵 would you ever consider a part 2??
Our secret
i'm glad you asked, i had no other story ideas at the moment! i wanted to add some drama, so ignore me.. also, happy birthday to me:) but it's not til the 15th, i just wanted to post earlier
warnings: arguing, smut, edging (sorta)
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After the night at the bar, you had been extremely busy with work. You haven't had the time for your date with Emily, but she'd still always tease you. Even if it was at work, you had found ways to sneak around without being caught. Well, hopefully.
"What's going on in that pretty little head of yours?" Your thoughts immediately left your head as you looked up to see Derek in front of you.
You chuckled, shaking your head. Every thought you had was about Emily, and nobody knew about what you two had done in the bar. "Nothing. I'm just tired."
A smirk was plastered on his face, he knew you better than that. But he wouldn't pry you for answers. Thankfully, he had left you alone and he went back to his desk. However, the girl you admired had sat across from you at her desk.
Her eyes met yours, the sparkle in her eye always made you smile, make you feel like the happiest person in the world. You can tell so much emotion from someone's eyes.
"Y/n, my office please." Your father's voice made your head turn, breaking eye contact with Emily. Your coworkers made an 'ooo' sound, acting like children. Your eyes rolled, but you got up making your way to your fathers office.
You shut the door and sat down across from him. His eyes were looking at his paperwork, and he didn't look up. That always scared you, he was intimidating.
A couple minutes later, he finally looked up at you. "I need you to tell me about what you're doing with Emily." His voice was stern and full of anger. He couldn't possibly know.. could he?
"I'm sorry..?"
He never broke eye contact, which intimidated you more. "Y/n, tell me now."
"Dad, I don't know what you're talking about. She's my coworker, what else do you want me to say?" You did your best to stay calm, not looking guilty.
He scoffed, "I gave you a chance to tell me the truth." You watched him as he grabbed his phone, pulling up a picture of you and Emily. Her hand was around your waist, as you two kissed. You thought you were alone in that hallway, but it appears not. You were in disbelief, you didn't know what to say or do.
"I forbid you to see her."
"What?! That's not fair! You can't do that, I'm an adult and I can see whoever I want whenever I want." You protested, even though you'd lose against your father.
His hands slammed against the desk as he stood up, and you jumped. "Emily is my best friend, and on top of that my coworker! I will not allow for this to continue, and if it does I will place both of you on suspension or you'll be fired." His voice raised, and you wanted to cry. He never spoke this way to you, and you respected him but you couldn't at this moment.
You couldn't stop seeing her, she made you so happy. She was your favorite person, you couldn't. "Dad, I have so much respect for you, but I can't stop seeing her."
He scoffed, "it wasn't a choice, y/n. Stop seeing her. Now." His voice was filled with so much anger, you knew this was a losing game for you.
You stood up, "this isn't fair! Why are you doing this to me? Please don't make me."
"My decision is final."
You clenched your jaw, opening up the door. Your dad was already looking at his paperwork. You slammed the door as you left, making your way out of the bau. You kept your eyes forward, not looking at your wandering coworkers eyes.
You locked yourself into your car, and you started to breakdown. Your father has never acted like this before, he was a little uptight but he wasn't ever like this.
You suddenly jumped as a knock came from your window, you looked up, seeing Emily. Her face was filled with concern, and you unlocked the door. She made her way around the car, and into the passenger side.
Her hands cupped your cheeks, "what's wrong, my love? Why wre you crying?" You couldn't tell her, you didn't want to. You knew she would listen to your father, and take his side. You kept your eyes on the center counsel, as your tears fell down your cheeks.
"Baby, talk to me. I don't like seeing you like this, and I want to make you feel better." Her voice was soft and filled with concern.
You wiped your tears, finally looking up at her. "You can't. My dad said that.." you paused, trying to read her. She was patient, and she didn't push you for an answer.
"He said I can't see you anymore." Emily shifted in her seat, and she moved her hands. You thought this was it, and she was going to agree with him.
The car was silent, she didn't speak or look at you. You were worried, you have had a crush on her for ages. You couldn't lose her as soon as you got her.
Her voice broke your thoughts, "do you want to go on that date tonight?" Her eyes met yours, and you immediately smiled from relief.
Hours later, and Emily was at your front door. She eyed your body, admiring how beautiful you looked. "You look.. astonishing." You smiled, wrapping your arms around her neck, placing a soft kiss on her lips.
Her hands met your waist, rubbing your side. The kiss was slow at first, until Emily ran her tongue along your lip, pushing it into your mouth. As you pulled back for air, she smirked. "Good thing you pulled back, or else that dress would be off of you before we got into the restaurant."
You smiled, and she held her arm out for you. You linked your arms, making your way to her car.
You were at the restaurant, across from your lover. As the date went on, her face lit up. You loved her laugh, her smile, the way her eyes lit up every time you talked about something you loved.
You learned many things about Emily, you learned what her favorite hobby is, her favorite food, favorite alcoholic beverage, snack, what she does in her free time. You loved learning everything about her, you were happy she was opening up to you and still seeing you after everything you've been through.
After your perfect date night, you were in your driveway. You sat silently, looking at Emily. She smiled, leaning in. Her lips were inches apart from yours, she smirked, looking down at your lips.
"You know.. I've wanted to take that dress off of you all night." Her words made you shiver, the tone in her voice was filled with lust and desire.
You smiled, pulling back. "Then take it off." You quickly got out of the car, running into your house. Emily smiled, chasing after you. You went to shut the door in her face, but she beat you to it. Emily picked you up with one hand, as she slammed the door shut.
She pressed you against the door, as your legs wrapped around her. You laughed as her lips met yours, her hands running down your body. Her fingers danced along your skin, and you shivered.
Her hands slipped under your shirt, pulling it off of you. As your kiss broke, she began kissing your neck, sucking on your soft skin.
Her lips kept contact with your neck as she carried you to your bedroom, softly throwing you onto the bed. You held yourself up by your elbows, and Emily pulled her shirt off before climbing on top of you.
You smirked, grabbing the loop of her jeans to pull her up to you. She bit her lip, "impatient, are we?" She unclipped your bra as she watched you, your eyes never leaving hers.
Her eyes stayed on you as she leaned down, slowly swirling her tongue around your nipple. You laid against the bed, wrapping your arms around her waist. She smirked, biting your nipple as you tangled your hands in her hair. Her knee slightly pushed against where you needed her most, making you move your hips to feel her more.
Emily moved onto your other nipple, doing the same as before and she slowly slid her hand down your body, into your pants. You slightly spread your legs, giving her more access. She slowly circled your clothed clit, making you softly moan.
Her lips met your neck once again, and her hand stopped moving. She began unbuttoning your pants as she sucked a mark into your neck. "I wonder what Hotch will think of that." Emily smirked, pulling your pants off.
As she slid off your underwear, she kept her eyes on you. She sat between your legs, her hands gripping your thighs tightly.
As she kissed your inner thighs, you grew impatient. You needed her. "Emily, please.." you begged. Her smirk grew, as she leaned closer to your clit;
"What do you need? Hm?"
"I need you to fuck me. Please."
She smiled, "good girl." Emily ran her tongue along your clit, keeping her eyes on you. You kept your hands tangled in her hair, slightly pulling it. Emily was going at a slow speed, and it was killing you. You needed more of her.
You began moving your hips, but Emily quickly held them down. "Be patient. Or else I'll go slower." You nodded, and she smiled. Going back to circling your clit with her tongue, she went a bit faster than before, but still painfully slow.
As her speed increased, your moans got louder. She sucked and bit your clit, as she slid one of her fingers inside of you, moving it slowly. Her name slipped from your mouth multiple times, the way she made you feel was absolutely astonishing. You pulled Emily's hair tighter as she slid another one of her fingers inside of you, her pace increasing. You felt a knot in your lower stomach, and you felt your orgasm approaching.
Emily kept her speed, but every time she knew you were getting close she would slow down. She was edging you, making sure you hadn't cum yet. She replaced her tongue with her thumb, "if you want to cum, darling.. you better start begging." She whispered in your ear.
You could barely form any words, you were thoughtless. "Please, Emily. I need to cum, please.." You whispered, feeling your orgasm approach every time she sped up her movements. Emily's mouth was attached to your nipple, and she kept her current pace.
You figured she didn't think your begging was good enough, since she kept teasing you. "Please, mommy.." you whispered, feeling slightly embarrassed that she wouldn't like that. But your embarrassment quickly faded once Emily sped her movements up once again. Emily's name fell from your mouth as you came against her fingers. She let you ride out your high before removing her fingers, and putting them into your mouth. You sucked on her fingers, licking them clean.
"Such a good girl you are." Emily removed her fingers from your mouth, and she quickly got up, making her way to your bathroom. A second later she came back with a towel, cleaning your legs up. She threw the towel on the floor, and she laid beside you, pulling your body onto her chest.
Closing your eyes, you listened to her heartbeat. You felt so much comfort laying in her arms, like a teddy bear you'd cuddle as a child. Emily ran her fingers along your back, making you fall asleep quickly.
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thisgirlisonfayeeer · 10 months
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BAU!Reader Instagram (Pt. II)
note: aaahh!! thank you for the love for my first post! I'm quite fond of the instagram format posts so here's more 🥹🫶🏼
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mrshotch
BAU Jet
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mrshotch my team favorites ❤️
bbgirlgarcia I miss my kisses @/derekmorgan! 🥺
derekmorgan @/bbgirlgarcia almost home babygirl 😘
mrshotchner i left my phone for 5 minutes @/derekmorgan!! 😤 you two look cute though won't delete
jjlamontagne @/mrshotch right???
derekmorgan @/mrshotch 😇
emprentiss awww yuck i know for a fact I'm @/mrshotch's favorite
mrshotch @/emprentiss yes you are and I already miss you so much!!
ahotchner @/mrshotch not your husband?
mrshotch @/ahotchner you're also my boss so no 😁
derekmorgan smells like trouble in paradise 🫢
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Banff
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mrshotch 30 degrees out here yet somehow I feel hot 🥵 how did i get so lucky @/ahotchner 😍
dave.rossi good to see you kids enjoying your vacation
derekmorgan damn @/ahotchner 🔥🔥
emprentiss your camera might be broken how did @/ahotchner look this good?
ahotchner @/emprentiss 🙄
bbgirlgarcia 😮 our boss!! used!! an emoji!!
4 weeks ago
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mrshotch
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mrshotch I asked him if he'd still love me if I was a worm, we had a long argument about it, and now we're good ☺️ love you @/ahotchner 💕
ahotchner I still don't know why you'd be a worm, but I'll love you the same sweetheart
bbgirlgarcia GOD I SHIP YOU TWO SO BAD 🥰🥰
doctorreid But that's not even a worm. That's a millipede which are arthropods under class diplopoda. Millipedes have legs which you can see right there. They have an exoskeleton whereas worms don't have them. Fun fact, millipedes are actually some of the oldest creatures to live on land.
emprentiss why did I even read all of this
doctorreid also what worm would you even be @/mrshotch? there are lots of worms which are classified under three main phyla: Platyhelminthes, Nematoda, and Annelida. I think Hotch will love you if you were an earthworm. But if you were a tapeworm or ringworm or any other parasitic worm, I don't think so.
derekmorgan @/doctorreid🤦🏾‍♂️🤦🏾‍♂️
mrshotch @/doctorreid🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️
jjlamontagne @/doctorreid🤦🏼‍♀️🤦🏼‍♀️
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mrshotch 3rd valentine's with the boss/husband 💕
mrshotch thank you @/bbgirlcarcia for hooking me up on the cute pen 🤗
bbgirlgarcia @/mrshotch just give us more hotch babies asap!
mrshotch @/bbgirlcarcia on it 😉
emprentiss @/mrshotch ew too much information
derekmorgan @/mrshotch ew too much information
emprentiss @/derekmorgan jinx u owe me a soda
ahotchner I love you, sweetheart
mrshotch @/ahotchner I love you too, bub 😘💕
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andreafmn · 5 months
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12 Days of Ficmas ❅ Day 6
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Word Count: 3.5K Paring:  Emily Prentiss x Fem!Reader Prompt @12-days-of-ficmas: fighting while setting up the christmas tree/soft emo reconciliation
Summary: (Y/N) took her girlfriend's death very hard. But when Emily reappears seven months after everyone thought they had buried the agent, things between the couple seem to go back to how they were. (Y/N) always understood how important her girlfriend's job was and she never complained. Still, it can be hard to remain understanding when yet another plan is canceled and another promise is broken.
A/N: well, another sad one with a happy ending... I told y'all it'd be a sorta sad Christmas 🫣
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There were so many things that (Y/N) was that Emily loved. She was smart, witty, and understanding. Over all things, she was understanding. 
After Emily’s supposed death, she had been devastated and had found it hard to get her life back during the seven months she was by herself. Although life went on, (Y/N) was stuck mourning for her partner without any knowledge that the woman would walk through the door alive and better than ever. Everything in her life had fallen down a monotonous spiral of dread, and suddenly she was there. 
And (Y/N) understood. Even after she had lost seven months of her life, she understood. Even if she had mourned her girlfriend that entire time, she understood. Even if she had prepared to go the rest of her life without the woman she had given her entire heart to, she understood. 
Because that was Emily’s job. It entailed high-risk situations, secret keeping, and even the potential fake-death scenario. Simply unavoidable work problems. And, of course, she just understood. 
Two months had passed since the woman’s return, and things had seemed to settle down. They had fallen back into their normal routines, living as though they hadn’t lived completely different lives for over half a year. As though Emily hadn’t been only a continent away when (Y/N) thought she was six feet under. And with the holidays coming up, it was no use bringing up the past. 
“Hey, baby,” (Y/N) said through the phone. “What time were you getting home tonight? I got us some matching sweaters and another one for Sergio. Oh, and I made some chicken pot pie, and I had Joe bring up the tree. So we can decorate it tonight. And…”
“(Y/N), honey,” Emily interrupted. “I’m not gonna make it home tonight.”
“No, but… you said you’d be home tonight,” she chuckled softly. “You told me you’d taken the week off until Christmas so we’d have some time together.” 
“I know, and I’m really sorry,” the woman said. “We just got this massive case, and it’s out of state. It’s probably gonna take the entire weekend. But I promise I’ll be home by Monday —Monday night at the latest.”
“Of course,” (Y/N) said, swallowing the anger that was bubbling in her throat. “I understand. Just be safe, Em. I love you.”
“I love you, too, honey. Thank you for being so understanding,” Emily responded. “And don’t decorate that tree. I wanna do that with you.”
”Of course. I’ll see you on Monday.”
The second the dial tone sounded, (Y/N) crashed onto the couch, sighing as Sergio climbed onto her. She ran her hands over his fur, allowing the purring to unwrench the coil of anger that was tightening in her chest. It was just another missed promise, another day where work was more important than their little family. And she couldn’t help but wonder just how much longer she could withstand being a family of one. 
Once upon a time, all (Y/N) had wanted was to spend the rest of her days with Emily. Then she had died, and (Y/N) thought she’d never find anyone to love like she had loved Emily. Only for the love of her life to rise up from the dead and settle back into her life like she had never been gone. It was as though the distance had not made any difference. Emily’s job came first, and everything else, including her own life, came second. And the woman didn’t know how much more she could take. 
There was only so much cleaning (Y/N) could do to pass the time. Only so many garlands she could decorate without touching the tree. Only so many songs she could play to forget just how empty the apartment was. She couldn’t even go to work as she had taken the week off to be with Emily. And there she was, no girlfriend and all the time in the world. 
“I don’t know what to do, Jess,” she told her friend that Monday morning when Emily hadn’t come home. “I thought this was the person I was going to marry. But after everything that’s happened… I don’t know what to do. And I’m trying. I’ve been trying for the longest time.” 
“Have to talked to Emily about this, (Y/N)?” her friend asked before taking a sip of her coffee. “Since she came back from everything that happened last year, have you actually sat down and talked about how you felt during that time?”
“Well, not exactly,” she shrugged. “It’s just… I know why she couldn’t tell me that she was alive. Telling me would have put me in danger. And I know her job is really important and that she has to be away a lot. But I just wanted to spend some time with her this Christmas. Try to make up for all the time we lost.”
“Honey, if you don’t work through what happened before, how do you expect to be good now?” Jess stopped for a beat, setting her mug down and taking her friend’s hand. “Can I be honest about something, and you won’t get pissed at me?” 
“Why do I get the feeling that I won’t like what you’re gonna say?” 
“Because there’s a very likely chance that you’re not gonna like it.”
“Just say it,” she gave up. “If it’s something you think I need to hear, then go ahead.” 
“I think you’ve been too understanding in this relationship,” the woman said. “I know that Emily’s job is very hard and that it requires a lot of her attention. But I also feel like there are times when you have to come first, (Y/N). And I know you don’t want her to think that you’re making her choose between you and her work, but you need to have your needs met. You need to tell her how you’re feeling regardless of how she’ll react.” 
“I don’t know how to do that, Jess. Her job is literally saving people. How can I tell her that I want her to save people less and be with me more?” 
“You know she’s not the only one on that team, right?” her friend continued. “The world is not gonna end just because Emily took a couple of days off. There will still be bad guys, and there will still be people to catch them. I mean, she disappeared for seven months, and the team kept working.” 
“But she loves that job.”  
“She should love you more, (Y/N),” Jess insisted, squeezing her friend’s hand comfortingly. “If not… honey, I’m sorry, but that’s not the person you should start a family with.” 
“This is crazy!” (Y/N) sighed loudly. “This is not the way I should be thinking during the holidays. I love her so much, Jess. I can’t lose her again.” 
“Then talk to her,” her friend pressed. “That’s the only way things can get better.”
As morning turned to night, Jess’ words kept swirling inside (Y/N)’s head. The last thing she wanted to think of was breaking up with Emily days before Christmas and only a few days before they hosted a holiday dinner in their place. She was terrified that saying what she felt would break them apart, and she’d actually lose her girlfriend forever. She wanted to spend the rest of her life by Emily’s side, but she understood she couldn’t do it at her own expense.
The hours passed, and (Y/N)’s disillusionment turned into anger. The bare tree mocked her presence as it reminded her of the reason it was still unadorned. Its branches shuddered under the A/C, needles of pine sprinkling onto the floor as the tree reminded her how much time had passed since it had been resting in their living room. She wanted to tear it down, to tear everything she had decorated down. She wanted Emily to see how angry she was the second she walked through the door. 
Instead, she turned off all the lights and went to bed, with the tree still naked and no Emily. 
The next morning, she awoke to the loud pang of a pan, and her heart sank. She remembered locking the door and checking it three times before going to the bedroom. Whoever it was outside had definitely broken in. 
(Y/N) took Sergio into her arms, using a hand to dial 911 as soon as she confirmed there was someone in the apartment and it hadn’t just been a pan she had left too close to the edge. Slowly, she peeked her head out of the door, making sure there was no one on the second floor before quietly making it down the top couple of stairs. She knelt on the ground and looked to the kitchen to find something she had not expected. 
Emily was trying her best to make breakfast quietly. A task she was failing immensely. She had her back turned to (Y/N), and that gave the woman the advantage to walk down the stairs without being noticed. 
“So, you’re home,” she said, clearing her throat, making Emily jump and drop the pan on the stove. “A whole day late.” 
“I know, sweetheart,” Emily started as she turned to face her girlfriend. “We got stuck in Washington and couldn’t get the plane out until very early in the morning.” 
“And did your phone stop working, too? ‘Cause I didn’t even get a simple text.”
“Honey, I’m sorry. I was exhausted, and I forgot to call you last night. We spent so many late nights on this case, and it finally caught up to me. Can you forgive me?” 
With a sigh, (Y/N) found herself falling into the same pattern. “It’s fine,” she said as she let Sergio down. “Let’s just eat breakfast so we can finally decorate the tree. We have the party on Friday, and there’s so much to do.”  
The couple ate in silence, pushing their food around on their plates rather than enjoying the meal. The air around them was tense, filled with unspoken words and frustrations. But, as always, it was easier to move past it rather than talk about it because (Y/N) always understood. 
Still drenched in silence, (Y/N) dragged the boxes of ornaments from the corner of the living room to the tree. She pulled the lids off the containers and started decorating without saying anything else. And Emily followed suit, working around her to help but keeping out of her way.
“Why don’t I put on some music?”
“Sure,” (Y/N) shrugged. “Whatever you want.” 
“O~kay,” she said, connecting her phone to the speakers. “Actually, I just remembered there’s something I got for us.” Emily pulled a box from her purse, handing it to (Y/N) with a bright smile on her face. “I got it before leaving Washington, and I thought you’d like it.” 
From the box, (Y/N) pulled a snow globe ornament with a lit-up Christmas tree inside, the tiny specs of white making the entire scene look like a winter wonderland. And where she would normally love a present like that, that specific morning, it felt like a slap to the face. 
“Thanks,” the woman said. “It’s pretty.”
“It’s the first ornament of our new place, baby,” Emily cooed. “It even has the year engraved under it.” 
“Yeah, I see. It’s… yeah, it’s great.”
“Is everything okay, (Y/N)? I feel like you’re somewhere else today.”
“I’m fine,” she shrugged. “Just fine.”
Emily wouldn’t have had the kind of job she did if she didn’t know how to read people’s emotions. She could tell (Y/N) was holding something in. Her shoulders were tight, and her expression was stoic. But it was her eyes that she could see held the most pain. They didn’t have their usual glimmer, and she knew it was her fault. “Tell me what’s wrong, baby,” she pleaded, tentatively closing the distance between them. “I know there’s something wrong.” 
“I don’t wanna fight today, Emily,” (Y/N) sighed as she took a step back. “I just wanna finish what we have to do and move on from this.” 
“Who said anything about fighting? I just want us to talk, (Y/N). You’re angry and upset, and I want to resolve things.”
(Y/N) slammed the ornament onto the couch, placing her hands on her hips and turning around as she took steadying breaths. She knew if she kept looking into Emily’s eyes, she’d simply break down before she could get a single word out. “You wanna know what’s going on? Fine. I’m mad, Emily,” she started. “I asked you –begged– for one week of your life, and you decided to take another case. You were gone for seven months, and all I wanted was one week.” 
“Is that what this is about? I thought we were over that.” 
“Over it? We haven’t even talked about it, Emily!” she exclaimed. “You were dead for seven fucking months! I grieved for you. I had to get used to being without you. I had to plan the rest of my life without you. And then you walked back in like nothing had happened. But something did! You died. I buried you. I lived without you. While you were in Europe, people here had to get accustomed to you not being here. And after all that pain and suffering, you came back. “I wanted to be fine with it, Em. I really did,” she sighed, feeling tears fall from her eyes. “But you just picked up where we left off, and I had to change an entire mindset that had been ingrained into my mind. For you, it was business as usual. You went to work, you took your cases, you were good. Meanwhile, I had to get used to waking up next to you and not thinking I was hallucinating or dreaming. I had to go back to worrying if your next case was the one that would take you from me. I had to be fine with you putting your job first and hope that one day you had any time left for me.” 
“(Y/N)...”
“No, Em, you have to listen to me first. I need to get all of this out of my chest before I explode,” (Y/N) cried. “From the moment I entered this relationship, I understood what I was getting into. Your job… it’s one of the most important ones out there. So, I bit my tongue, and I said I was fine with canceled plans and broken promises because it was all for the greater good. But when you died, it put everything in perspective. I couldn’t stop thinking of all the moments we had missed because of your work and all the moments we were never gonna have. And I don’t know if I can go back to that. Because I love you, Emily. I love you like I haven’t loved anyone before, and I want to build a family with you. But if the work-life balance is not something you can do, I don’t know how we could build anything together.” 
(Y/N) crumpled to the ground as she felt the weight of her emotions take over her. Her shoulders slumped forward, and her chest heaved, and the tears streamed from her eyes faster than she could stop them. As Emily remained quiet, she thought that was it. That was the moment that would break them. Three months before, she was still wondering how she would spend the holidays without Emily. And now, it seemed her fear had come true, even if her girlfriend was standing right before her. 
But, suddenly, (Y/N) was enveloped in arms and warmth. “I’m so sorry, (Y/N),” Emily whispered against her hair. “I never… why didn’t you tell me? I never wanted you to feel like my work was more important than you–than us. I can’t even begin to imagine what you went through when I was in hiding, and I’m sorry that you had to go through all of that without me. But I want you to know that if I had been able to take you with me, I would have. Because at the end of the day, once the job is gone and all those responsibilities are put to rest, you are the only thing that I want in my life to be there still. I want the family. I want the future. I want everything with you. (Y/N).”
“It doesn’t feel that way most of the time, Em,” (Y/N) breathed as she leaned into Emily’s touch. As much as she had put space between them, she couldn’t help herself from sinking into her. “We moved in here only two months ago, and I think you’ve slept here a handful of times. All I asked was for you to take this one week so we could find our center again, and you took a case that you didn’t need to. It was a choice you made, Emily. Your days had been approved already, and you still took an out-of-state case. So, I think you can see how I would feel like you care about the BAU more than your own girlfriend.” 
Emily’s arms wrapped tighter around (Y/N), her own tears falling and staining the fabric of her girlfriend’s shirt. “God, I know. I’m so sorry, baby,” she sobbed. “I just… I guess I’ve been trying to make things feel like they did before, and it seems my way was to throw myself into work. I never wanted to make you feel like I didn’t value you because you’re the only thing in my life that I want to hold onto until the day I die. I’m sorry, baby. I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sor…”
(Y/N) swallowed her words as she turned and crashed her lip onto Emily’s. She kissed her until her worries melted away. She kissed her with all the love and passion they had been lacking for months. She kissed her until they both understood their love for each other was the one thing that remained intact. 
It wasn’t until Sergio jumped onto their laps that they finally released each other, chuckling as the cat meowed for attention. (Y/N) traced Emily’s lips with a smile, finally allowing herself to stare into the woman’s eyes. She caressed the skin of her cheeks, smoothing every worry line that had painted her face. She kissed her forehead, then her cheeks, her nose, her jaw, and finally her lips. Because she was there. And she was alive. 
“I promise things will be different,” Emily whispered as she rested her forehead against her girlfriend’s. “I’ll take another week off. Hell, I’ll take a whole month off if you want. But I want you to know just how much I love and care about you, (Y/N). And I’ll do anything to prove it.” 
“Wait here,” (Y/N) said as she got up from the floor and ran to her bag by the door. She rummaged for the red velvet box that had been inside for an entire week before March 7th, and she had kept it as a reminder of the woman she loved and would never get to wear it. But she was there now, and there was no better promise than what was inside. She ran back to where Emily sat with Sergio, taking her spot once more. “Do you mean it? Do you really mean anything?” 
“Of course, baby. I love you.” 
“Then, marry me,” (Y/N) said as she opened the box to reveal the ring she had carried for seven months on a chain and had put it back in the box when Emily came back. “I love you, Em. And I want everything with you. I want a house and a family. And I wanna grow old and wrinkly with you by my side. So, Emily Prentiss, will you marry me?” 
“Yes! God, a thousand times yes,” she exclaimed as she crashed her lips onto hers one more. “And, well, I guess there’s no point in waiting until Christmas,” Emily chuckled as she stuck her hand under the couch cushion to pull out a similar blue velvet box. “(Y/N) (Y/L/N), will you marry me? Because I don’t want to ever know life without you. Not now, not ever.”
“How could you steal my idea?” (Y/N) chuckled. “I’ve been wanting to ask you this since the start of the year.” 
“Would you believe me if I told you I bought this ring after our third date?” the woman smiled. “And I’ve been carrying it around for almost two years now. I wish I would have given it to you so long ago. But no better time than now. Will you marry me?”
“Can’t believe you have to ask. Of course, I will.” 
With matching smiles on their faces, they each slipped a ring onto the other’s finger and took the other in their arms. There, in front of their half-decorated tree and their cat, Sergio, they professed their love for one another and cemented their most important promise yet. They were in love, and that, (Y/N) understood.
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hotchnissonly · 7 days
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Stolen Glances Chapter 11 - out now!
I hope you guys like this one! Feel free to comment or message me any feedback/ideas you have! ♥️
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As she sat down they gave silent nods of thanks for the drinks and clinked their glasses before Hayley spoke.
“So how are they treating you at the BAU Emily?” She asked, there was something about the way she asked that Emily couldn’t quite put her finger on. It was as if there was a secret agenda behind her words that Emily wasn’t privy too.
“She means am I being nice to you.” Hotch said, and Hayley pointed at him as if he had made the correct translation. Emily looked at him as he took a sip of his drink, she could see he was using the glass to hide his face from Hayley, and symbolically swallowing the look of guilt that was threatening to spill his secrets.
“Actually everyone’s been incredibly nice.” She said smiling back at Hayley, before quickly locking eyes with Hotch. It was only a split second, but she saw a wave of relief cross his face, his eyes saying “thank you.”
Thankfully Penelope interrupted the conversation, her inner thoughts spilling out of her mouth. As Emily and Hayley joked jovially about Derek, Aaron took this opportunity to distract his wife from anymore conversations that would get him in trouble when they got home. Emily had covered for him once but he couldn’t expect her to keep that up all night. So he grabbed her hand, leading her to the dance floor.
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2023 Criminal Minds Pre-Whumptober Collection 🖤
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purplelightyouth · 2 years
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Emily is definitely gay bruh like the tension between her an JJ? The tension between her and Tara? This woman didn't have a drop of chemistry with any boyfriend they got her on the show fr especially not that potato head in season 15
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California
A one bed one bed. Smut ahead, be warned. Garvez, Ao3 WC: 5,267 Penelope is directed to join the team on a case in California, but due to some seemingly serendipitous events she and Luke end up sharing a room and a bed. Everything goes fine until Penelope wakes up and can't get back to sleep, maybe some reading will help lull her back down. ---------------
Three FBI profilers and one technical annalist supreme huddled around a cellphone in the lobby of a Pasadena, California hotel like beach goers around a bonfire. Unfortunately, this was not a vacation. 
“Garcia, Alvez, you’re sure you’re ok bunking together?” 
“Oh, I’m fine, so long as Penelope keeps her hands to herself-“
“Excuse-” she defended, turning to wap him with the back of her free hand.
“Ow! See?!” Luke flinched and teasingly begged, looking for a grain of sympathy. None was found, though sly smiles were traded. 
Penelope glared turning back to Prentiss on the phone, “Of minimal issue, Oh Fearless One.” 
Prentiss remained back at Quantico, Rossi had also been held back, his insight and connection to Voit deemed too vital to allow him to stray further than an hour’s drive. Penelope’s presence, however, had been specially requested by Pasadena P.D. 
Due to her insider, if outdated, knowledge of CalTech’s campus and community, and given what Prentiss viewed as temptation in the form of a key witness, she was directed to go along. It wasn’t until accommodations came up that the practicality of sending three female agents and one male agent out in the field dawned on her. 
Feeling left out at being held back, Rossi had upgraded the team to a ritzy hotel. He argued that he wanted to make sure the team (really, his concern was Penelope) was comfortable, not in some trash heap motel the Bureau would spring for. He reasoned that since she wasn’t often in the field and since he wasn’t there this time, he wanted to do what he could to make her feel secure…He certainly hadn’t in his wildest actions schemed, hadn’t used his skills as a profiler, hadn’t even thought they would…and those thoughts hadn’t been spurred by the intermittent gossip his late wife shared in idle moments at home. David Rossi absolutely had not looked for the nicest place with the fewest amount of vacancies…
And even if he had, it would have been a 33.333% chance they’d end up in a room together…
He had zero way of knowing Luke wouldn’t feel right sharing a room with JJ because she was married (even if he was very familiar with Luke’s Catholic upbringing), nor that Tara, forced to share a room with Gabriel growing up, had an aversion to bunking with men (only exacerbated by her experience with her ex husband and ex-fiancee), and he only knew Penelope to have shared that one time with Morgan…
However, it was indeed the discomfort of Tara and Luke, and the flexibility of JJ and Penelope that quickly brought the group to the decision of Luke with Penelope and Tara with JJ. 
A sound of defeated aggravation broke between the four and the phone, “Now I feel bad! Penelope, I can do it, we all know how tidy Luke is and with any luck it should only be a few nights. Sharing a room with him can’t possibly be as bad as sharing with Gabriel.”
“Aww, gee, thanks, love you too.“ he mocked, playfully scowling. 
JJ and Penelope smirked
“Tara, it’s fine, really. You guys, we’re fine. I have brothers, and I’m not bothered one bit by sleeping in the same room as male friends and coworkers. Luke and I can share a room. 
“Hey, no really-” Tara tried again. 
“I know the last time was with Derek…” JJ started.
“And that’s why it’ll be fine!” Penelope insisted, loudly cutting everyone off, “Guys, it’ll be just like that! …Well, hopefully not just like that, I could really do without the dead man part-”
No one knew. No one needed to know. One dinner three years ago, countless charged interactions, and a hand full of flutter-filled dances buried in the past. They were on stable ground now. They could do this as friends.
“Alright, if you’re absolutely sure. Everyone get some sleep, you’ve all got your work cut out for you in the morning.” 
With sleeping arrangements sorted and key cards divided up the group loaded into the elevator with their bags, Luke carrying double, ignoring the weak protests of the blonde toddling along behind him. 
As the elevator climbed in levels, Luke and Penelope now bickering over the baggage situation, JJ and Tara held a conversation of their own through traded looks; raised eyebrows, widening, narrowing, and rolling eyes, and little nods saying what they wouldn’t out loud, each wondering if this serendipitous arrangement would make their trip that much more interesting in the morning.  
“Have a good niiiiight” JJ sang as she and Tara exited a floor ahead of the other two.
“Sleep tight” Tara bid, fluttering her fingers in a wave. 
Luke ducked his head chuckling, Penelope scoffed in slight offense narrowing her eyes at the parting duo. 
Rude. 
As far as they were concerned she and Luke were colleagues, nothing more. Nothing to be making cute little voices about.
Settling in to their room, things had gone without incident, their interactions polite. Cordial. They set their things down, she took a bath, he made her tea, he took a shower, and then they went to bed.  
There were no lingering looks, no awkward exchanges, and no tension to constrict 
despite 
the one little issue no one had realized they faced
Freshly showered, Luke folded back the covers, pausing to play with his alarm (he never needed it, but he didn’t like to leave things to chance in an unfamiliar environment) before getting in the singular bed.
One bed. 
One very nice, very large, very inviting looking bed. One bed for the two of them. How anyone who worked at the hotel had managed not to mention that detail was beyond him. He wondered if Penelope was regretting her choice in being so easygoing now. He wondered if he should offer to sleep on the couch...but she hadn't mentioned it and he'd decided in an effort to mirror her unbothered attitude, he wouldn't either. 
Fake it until you make it, right? 
Coming out of the bathroom in little shorts and a matching camisole she was completely adorable and sexy, and as she assured him she had no problem with him sleeping in his briefs instead of full length pajama pants because she figured he was a hot sleeper, which was a perfectly considerate and not at all lascivious thing to say, he felt guilty for thinking the second part. 
She was correct, too, at home he slept in little else, but on cases he always slept in an FBI training shirt and basketball shorts. If there was some middle of the night emergency, he did not want to have to evacuate half dressed. But somehow the basketball shorts he kept in his go bag had gone missing…He was usually meticulously prepared, so he was grateful when she showed mercy as he tore the bag apart in confusion and frustration looking for them, only to turn up with long flannel pants he kept for cold nights at home instead. 
Alvez, looking at her lost and apologetic, in that just tight enough dark blue shirt… 
Friends. In a bed.
(and very little else) 
Right.
She could do that. 
With his arm between them tucked on his chest and his other tucked behind his head, Luke focused on his breathing, drifting off almost instantly. 
For Penelope, initially it had been just as easy. The hot tea Luke had kindly brought her for her bath calmed her insides while the warm water on the outside worked it’s magic on her swollen feet. By the time she had finished, she was but a string of spaghetti in a boiling pot, limp, plump, and lax. Serenely, she too fell quickly into slumber, cuddling against the comforter.
But if the lack of awkwardness and ease of rhythm lead her to believe that either truly felt things were neutral, she was deluding herself. 
Her subconscious was not so easily lulled into the false narrative told by the waking tech analyst however… 
Rousing with a start from a dream she could only embarrassingly describe as too good, she first cursed JJ and Tara for their earlier insinuations, obviously planting the seeds for what had transpired for dream Penelope, then watched the dark profile next to her for a time. He was asleep. He would be asleep. This was business, work, mundane, routine, she was as good as Matt laying in this bed next to him, as good as Roxy, to Luke this meant nothing. To Luke this would never mean anything again. And why should it? Hadn’t she let him know in no uncertain terms where he stood? Rejected him enough? No man would continue to hold feelings that long, no person would lack so much self respect…
And yet, it was lies. She clearly lacked that self respect. 
Penelope rolled to her back, closing her eyes and letting out a slow, quiet breath. Sleep had come so easily just an hour ago, but now the sandman was far from this room, far from this bed, half way across the globe, and she lay starkly awake. She found herself flopping and shimmying; right, stomach, left, back, she rolled and twisted, but nothing would settle.  
Frustrated, she jerked to her left, facing the edge of the bed. She needed to sleep so she wouldn’t be snappy and mean, anything else she could work through with coffee, but she’d been such a biting jerk coming back she wanted to be better this next case, actually act like she wanted to be there, because she did. Being back had helped her accept this was where she felt most useful, where she felt like what she did mattered, plus nothing really compared to working with friends.  
She’d laid with her eyes closed trying to clear her mind and focus on her heart beat, her respiration, feel the weight of her limbs, and the bed supporting her, all the meditative tricks she knew, but nothing worked. Sergio would pop in, or Shane, her brothers, Luke. She needed something else, something to wipe away the unsolicited thoughts. She decided to read until she fell back asleep, a bit of reading always helped when nothing else would. She’d set the screen’s brightness on her tablet low so it wouldn’t keep her up and so it wouldn’t accidentally wake Luke. Luckily she’d been reading on the plane on the way here, so it was already close by in her bag at the side of the bed.
Powering it on, she went straight to the Ao3 bookmark for her favorite guilty pleasure (guilty only because if she thought too hard about it, fanfiction about FBI coworkers with a friendly rivalrous enemies-to-friends-to-lovers type relationship might hit a little too close to home) and was pleased to see a new story had been posted. Pleased until she saw the subject, her brain screaming at her to turn it off and making her head whip back to check he was still sleeping when she saw the rating… 
Penelope bit her cheek and frowned, conflicted. Fudge. If she were home, on her own, she wouldn’t think twice. But reading one bed smut while at work? In a real life one-bed scenario? With the situational equivalent laying inches from her?
Don’t do it! Don’t do it! Don’t do it! blared like alarm bells.
But he was asleep, she argued, and this was one of her favorite writers, the story was all but guaranteed to be good… not quite a good thing if what she was looking for was sleep, but now she simply wanted the distraction from being awake and restless. 
He’d never know. 
Getting in to it, she tried for a time, then no longer bothered to fight off her brain’s urge to replace the male avatar with Luke in the visualizations that appeared as she read. Unfortunately, this story was closer to their own than simply being two agents sharing a bed on a work trip. It was all too easy for Penelope to think about him as the female lead reminisced guiltily about dancing with her co-worker, when she bit out pithy teasing retorts, and when he flirted back effortlessly. So wrapped up in the parallels between the story she was reading and her actual life, she failed to notice when Luke was no longer sleeping, soft breathing behind her, weight turning gently towards her. 
Every flip and flop, huff and rustle she’d done trying to get comfortable enough to fall back asleep had unknowingly tugged him closer to the edge of waking. He was a light sleeper by trade, never knowing when he’d need to wake up and be ready for action. This time though, it wasn’t battle he found waking him but a sleepless Penelope, dim light of her tablet softly glowing, finger silently scrolling. 
From his higher vantage point behind her, Luke peered over her shoulder wondering what it was Penelope Garcia read late at night when she couldn’t sleep. Though he read, he wasn’t a ‘read to sleep’ kind of guy. Maybe it was chatrooms on deepweb, maybe it was tech stuff, possibly even some shopping…
‘I know you want this as much as I do’ ‘How does it feel?’ he asked, pressing himself against her
 Luke sneered in disgust. Like assault he answered the protagonist in his head. 
Huh. So that’s what she read…
From what he could make out it was some self-published bodice ripper- 
was that what they were still called? 
What if there wasn’t a bodice to rip? Reid would know what they called them.
Why was he thinking about Reid? 
Oh, yeah, because he was trying pointedly not to think about Penelope in this bed a heartbeat away reading what was as best he could tell some porn about two coworkers sharing a hotel room and bed while out on a case, much like…
Neither had offered to take the floor, the expectation that they were both mature enough to handle themselves, were work colleagues, and friends on top of that squashing any thought of things being romantic between them. Why would either compromise their sleep, their health, their ability to function at optimum level tomorrow just because they were sharing a bed? They weren’t a pair of hormone riddled adolescents, they could stand to lay next to each other without anything happening. And they were friends…but he was wishing now he had offered to take the couch, or the gutter for the direction his thoughts were headed…or that he could peel his eyes away from her reading.
Kate’s mouth dropped open and her eyes shut, a silent breath released. Jake’s actions grew bolder, hand slipping from control on her hip, down and forward, splayed fingers brushing low on her abdomen and just north of her clit, coming together to land on the tie of her pants. 
Playing with the string, his fingers tangled in the barrier keeping her from him ‘’…the flirtatious banter, how your body responds to mine when we dance, the look in your eyes… I know you see how I look at you…Aren’t you? Just a little bit curious?” he could feel her breathing speed up, becoming labored at his words, the memories, the feel of him on her. Jake moved, his lips nuzzling her ear as he whispered, “I know I am. It’s ok if you’re not, but if so, tell me.” 
Luke could see Penelope’s breath picking up like Kate’s, shoulder and chest rising and falling.
He hadn’t realized he’d done it until he felt the warmth under him. He’d been leaning over for a better view of the story, wanting to see what else the two agents got up to, how far Jake might go, if Kate would beat the shit out of him. But now his large hand was resting on her waist, middle and ring fingers tight against unquestionably prohibited skin, skin so smooth, exposed from the restless tossing and turning she’d done pre-book, electric shock zinging up his fingertips and locking his skin to hers.  
Just because she was reading something incredibly similar to the situation they were currently in, characters sharing oddly similar experiences to theirs, did not mean he could touch her, was not an invitation. He knew.
And yet… he couldn’t help but wonder: is that what she wanted? Is that what he should have done two years ago? Did she expect him to make a move? To show her how he felt? To shut her down and vehemently deny he didn’t feel that way, but in fact felt there was more, could be more, between them? He’d thought at the time she just wasn’t feeling it anymore, that the draw had worn off. He thought he was clear when he’d asked her out…but now he wasn’t quite so sure.  
Her breath stilled at the touch, Luke’s hand moving lower molding to the curve of her hip, hesitantly coming to rest just there. 
Partially startled at the contact, but lust-fuzzed brain taking up the majority of thought, Penelope imagined his hand slipping down and back, groping her ass, about Luke, like Jake, fed up with the lies, restraint breaking, turning her roughly, forcing her to admit she thought about him -still thought about him, never had stopped thinking about him, wanting him. 
But he was probably just reaching out during his sleep, he was a tactile person, it would make sense he was a sleep snuggler. 
Unsure what possessed him, where his self-control had gone, Luke found himself speaking the words from her story; “I know you see how I look at you…It’s ok if you don’t want to, but if you do, please tell me.” 
At that her heart stopped-  Sleep-reading was NOT a thing-  then slammed-  Did he just quote the fluffing dialogue?!-  then thundered. 
Okay, so he’d changed it, still, it was a plead; please don’t rip my arms from my body, please say yes, please, please, please. 
Shuddering a breath, her head tilted back, but what he saw in her face wasn’t fear or timidness, it wasn’t anger or outrage, what he saw was pure desire, pools of black reflecting back the soft gray glow of the tablet she was still clutching loosely, full lower lip dropped and waiting like an especially succulent section of orange for the taking.
“Just kiss me-” had barely been uttered before her lips were on his. The tablet falling to the carpet with a dull thunk in her rush of movement to turn fully towards him, Luke reacting instantly, body moving to cover hers, hand scooping behind her head, fingers threading through silken hair, the meeting of lips, of tongue tips, breath exchanged, gentile but frantic little sips until they turned deep, and long, and hard, her body rocking into his, Luke settling on top of her. Even if he knew better, he wasn’t wasting this opportunity.   
The pressure and weight of Luke’s body on hers, his muscles tight against her, his lips plush and firm, directing, instructing, pulling her along, the rough abrasion of stubble across her neck as he nipped and sucked and kissed her jaw, and tugged on her earlobe, his thrust and buck and grind into her pushing her further, spurring her on, building her up, his hands traveling along her sides, gripping, squeezing, leaving her a moaning mess under him. She was teetering on the edge from friction alone, dream and story having peppered her body into a wet and wanting state. Hard, harder, Penelope spreading her legs to hook around and allow for better connection, more fulfilling contact, his groin against her clit, Luke’s tongue at her pulse and his hands slipping, slipping, pulling and tugging lose, hands under her top and she wants it so bad, wants those hands, that body, everything, everything she’d wanted for years, everything she’d wanted but couldn’t, wouldn’t let herself have because… the though of-
that
“Luke- Luke Luke, stop. We should stop.” Penelope breaks away pushing and panting. Luke freezing at the request, arms locked, hovering over her.
“This is… This isn’t… We both know…” her hands tremble against his chest, fighting the urger to swoop down and feel more of him, to move up and pull him back down. Fighting the impulse that would ruin them both. 
Between them Luke’s head drops.“God damnit, Penelope,” and it isn’t a yell, though in his chest it feels like a roar, it’s a whisper, soft and heartbroken. “for me it's there, it's alway there, it’s always been there. I’m not your girlfriend and it's not just some unresolved sexual tension. This is real for me, this is a full, all-in, I’d like you to be my last- kind of thing. Something I want to try for night after night, and day after day…Penelope, I have…very strong feelings for you and not just because we happen to be in this bed together…And I feel like you might have them for me… If this is because you’re scared, talk to me, we can work it out together, I want to work it out together. I want to be with you, and not just tonight…”
Penelope blinked up at the man still atop her, the man straddled between her legs, the man who froze in the heat of passion when she told him to. The man she’d been running from. And for what? She couldn’t tell herself it was because of the job when he’d waited until they were no long working together to ask her out, it wasn’t that his motives were unclear, if they had been, they weren’t anymore, and it wasn’t that she couldn’t trust him, when he’d shown her from the start anything she was willing to give was safe in his hands with how he had always cared for every member of their team. Her faith was in him, but still it felt too big, too far, up so high and leaping off the cliff and she was never a leaper, a trouble maker and rule breaker, yes, but she was always hidden away behind firewalls and multiple vpn routs and…safe…But if she wasn’t safe with Luke…then there was no one she would be safe with.
She was breathing hard and she wasn’t sure if it was from the panic attack she was holding off by a thread or if it was from the sudden physical activity, or perhaps both, but she breathed out a strained “Too big-“
Uncomprehending, Luke’s brow furrowed, confused “I’m not- what?” Was she…talking about…
“Too much, let’s just. Hi, I’m Penelope, and I like you.” she’d awkwardly pulled a hand between them positioning it for a handshake.
Luke stared at her like she’d suddenly sprouted three heads before barking out a laugh, “WHAT ARE YOU-“
Penelope cut him off yelling and pushed at his chest as she pulled herself up into a seated position against the headboard, “Shut it! Just go with it!” 
Luke’s smile widened but his laughter stopped. Sitting back on his knees, he took her hand shaking it in greeting, “Nice to meet you, Penelope, I’m Luke…I like you too…” then quieter, leaning in, he confided, “Chica, I’m not sure where to go with this” 
“I think we should kiss and see where things go from there” she said matter of factly. 
But Luke was still more than a little confused, not understanding, “Penelope, I think it’s fairly obvious where things are going to go from there…” It wasn’t supposed to be a joke, but the whole thing felt a little funny so he didn’t bother smoothing out the teasing grin beaming back at her. 
Did he ever not need to talk things through?! “Just SHHH! For one- Geez! Must you always-“
But Penelope found her thoughts dissolving as powerful lips swallowed them, an arm drawn tight around her waist lifting her up to him and the other bracing against the headboard, Luke surrounding her. Gradually she relaxed, his bracing arm sinking further down to the bed with their twining bodies, his other easing them each further down the mattress. No longer were movements frantic or rushed, together they moved like molasses, sticky and thick, a slow, sweet, undulation melding together. 
His lips on hers, her body with his, legs tangling, feet skating up calves, hips in a slow grind, Penelope exploring all his hard lines and all his soft ones, her hands combing through his thick curls and stroking his neck, his mouth sucking at hers, she could feel herself rapidly reaching a boiling point again, and Luke, she could feel through their scant layers, quickly catching up. His hand tangled in her hair, gently pulling, angling her head, their mouths meeting and pressing deep and leisurely, his other hand at her hip, fingertips trail up and down her thigh, squeezing and groping, his lips moving, parting from hers, traveling south, her jaw, her throat, her collar, her chest, humid and plump and sucking wet and slipping on skin, the anticipation of those same lips on her breasts, those hands on her…that tongue, the hand on her thigh sliding up up up, and the other, down down down, both meeting at her waist, teasing the fabric apart there. 
Stopping just sort of what she wants, pulling back a few inches, Luke looks up at her, questioning. This had been the stopping point before, he wants to make sure this time, doesn’t want a repeat, “Can I?” is pushed between them, velvet and gravel, fingers skirting the hem of her top. 
Breathless, Penelope gulps out her response, head bobbing in agreement “Yeah. Yes. Absolutely“  as she lifts herself to ease in discarding her camisole and shorts, then helps to peel off his shirt and briefs.    
Naked, new, though dark, Penelope takes a moment to admire him, Luke, sweet, caring Luke, his body, this machine, her hand skims his chest, fingers coasting down the valley of muscle to the hard plane of his V’d hips, Luke’s eyes drifting shut, her reverent brush untangling his soul. Her hand lifts, his eyes open, Penelope pulling him back into another sensuous, slow, passionate kind of kiss, sweet and deep, Penelope, who always made him prove himself, was now telling him that he had, and he wishes he’d done it first, wishes he’d shown her such deference, so he tries, hands coming up to her belly, smoothing over her waist, across her ribcage, hands cupping her breasts and thumbs brushing nipples, kiss never breaking, deep and long until the panting and whimpers are too much and she’s writhing under him and gasping for air.
She’s aching and wet, tight, and swollen, and sensitive, more than ready, all she can taste is skin and lips and tongue and all she can smell is Luke and all she can feel is the heat from his body on hers, and then large rough fingers are making quick strokes to her clit, and there’s a small sharp nip to her throat opening up to the blossom of his soft lips, slick warm tongue softening the sting, the same slick warmth blooming as she comes suddenly, a sharp noise to match the nip peeling from her throat, hips jerking towards his and what feels like a smug smile landing in more plush kisses at her collar. His fingers don’t cease and she’s quickly pulled into another body dragging orgasm, his name tugging up from her navel in a tight whine “Luke- ohm ygod. No. Not. umf-fair” stutters around her jerking torso until her hands reach for his and he pulls away chucking, nuzzling into her neck, kissing her cheek. 
“It seemed very fair to me for all you put me through…” he teases lightly, planting more skating kisses to her jaw.
“While I admit that was crafty, that is not what I- that is not what we- that is nOT what- ” but despite her fully gown, very experienced self, looking down at the impish and smoldering, very fine Luke Alvez whose fingers she just came on multiple times, she can’t bring herself to say it.
“Crafty?” he questions, “Maybe considerate…” and then that shit-eating grin spreads, and she knows he knows, “What is it you want, Chica? Tell me and I’ll do it” He kisses the corner of her mouth and she wants to push him away and pull him in and never let him go again. The problem with Luke Alvez. 
He just wants to hear her say it, for her to beg him. And really she’s not so sure she’s above that anymore, not entirely, but instead of giving in entirely she reaches between them, her hand grasping his rigid cock and strokes it, purring as she does, “I would like this inside me, Newbie. I would like you to use it and make me come again.” 
Accenting her request, she hikes a leg high on his hip, but waits, prompting, “Ready,?” At that Luke swoops, kissing her again, forceful, searing, his hips dipping, Penelope guiding him into her. He feels massive, heavy, uncomfortably large against her stimulated walls, Penelope constricted and hot and throbbing around him. They both take a moment to adjust, but once they do neither hold back, Luke thrusting and thrusting, Penelope’s body meeting and responding in kind, fast and harsh, slipping and slamming together, his arms cupped around her back, hands on her shoulders, hers holding and clinging to his back, tense. She can feel the little cuts forming under her nails, digging, needing him close, closer, more, so close, all of her tightening, all of her quickening, his cock hitting over and over the spongy bundle inside her, pain and pleasure, the firm muscle of his pubic bone grinding and kneading her clit, gasping, “Luke-” her head twisting from him, his mouth gliding undeterred over her jaw and down her throat, the taste of her, he couldn’t get enough.  “-I’m gonna, Luke-“  and his hand fumbles from it’s grip, but not to where she thinks, not for what she thinks. Instead of slipping between them she feels his fingers brush up her wrists, feel towards her hands, grabbing them, pulling them away from him, planting on the pillow next to her head, some of her hair, fingers lacing roughly, palms kissing as he pitches further, harder, again and again. Her fingers curl around his, her walls curing around his cock as he continues to fuck into her deeper with each thrust, the shudder of her silken walls pitching Luke over, coming undone, he pulls her into another deep kiss, her thighs convulsing around his waist, her muscles spasming on his cock, Luke thrusting and kissing and kissing and thrusting until he’s gone soft, until neither of them has anything else to give and they break apart, Luke rolling to the side, but not letting go, their hands still clasped, panting and sucking down air, the sweat on their bodies pebbling their skin.        
She wants to make a joke, to lighten the mood, but with him it doesn’t feel right, with this it isn’t right, so instead she raises the hand that he’s still holding, the part of her he won’t let go, and kisses it. Rolling to her side she snuggles into him, her head on his chest, and listens to the ebbing of his heart, she kisses his sternum and her other arm hugs around his waist, only then does Luke let go, arm coming to hold her closer, and together they fall back asleep. 
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Jemily Fan Fiction
Jareau-Prentiss : Case Histories
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Jareau-Prentiss : Case Histories
This is my first 'case' in my series of Jemily one shots and multi-chapter instalments. They are all connected but won't be in any order. They will be all about the relationship between Emily Prentiss and Jennifer Jareau and the life they create together. It was span years of time. Some may follow loosely to some canon events but it should all become clear as you read and any changes I hope to explain in my writing as it comes up.
They will vary wildly in length and rating. Some will be short, some like this one multiple long chapters, some two shots and so on. Some will be rated T and some will go all the way to E. Some will contain smut, some will be fluff, some angst, some a mix of some or all of the above.
This is the first one I am posting
What happens when JJ decides on the 25th anniversary of her older sister's death that she will take Emily, her wife and their two young daughters to spend the long weekend with JJ's mother, Sandy. Will it help JJ's mother deal with her grief? Can a strained relationship between JJ and her mother be healed with the help of JJ's daughters presence. What will happen when before the anniversary date actually hits, JJ and Emily get called away on a case? Is leaving their young daughters with Sandy a smart move or could tragedy be lurking around the corner yet again?
The Case Of : Tragedy Strikes To The Day
Chapter 1 : Homecoming
Chapter 2 : Duty Calls
Chapter 3 : Trust Instincts
Chapter 4 : Finding Strength
Chapter 5 : It Comes In Waves
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sequinsmile-x · 11 months
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Warpath
Emily decides to surprise her boyfriend, but a misunderstanding might ruin things forever.
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Hiiii friends
As requested by a lot of people following an anon I got asking for Hotch/Reader to get into an argument because she thinks he's cheating on her, I made it Hotchniss!
This screams Young Hotchniss to me, and it has been a long time since I wrote them, so here we are! I hope you enjoy this!
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Words: 3.1k
Warnings: References to cheating (no one actually cheats on anyone I promise!)
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She told herself it was just sex. 
She’d told him that too, her hand already in his pants, wrapped around him, whilst his was pushing her underwear out of the way as they kissed. Her words lost against his cheek as he pressed her between himself and his desk. Weeks of long looks and flirting as she distracted him whilst he was meant to be working culminating in the best orgasm Emily thinks she’d ever had up until that point. 
It, of course, quickly became more than that. 
He’d lay in bed with her, staying in her room much later than he should have if he didn’t want to get caught by one of his colleagues or her mother, and they’d talk for hours. Fingers trailing over skin as they exchanged stories, their childhoods vastly different but similar in many heartbreaking ways. Loneliness and a lack of the love they both deserved leading them to this - seeking out companionship in places they probably shouldn’t have. 
They spent the weeks of that summer pretending it would last forever, that their deadline wasn’t fast approaching. On the last night before she was due to go to Yale, he’d snuck into her room as usual, although Emily had since learnt her mother already knew about them by then, and he said he didn’t want them to come to an end. That he wanted more with her and, if she wanted it too, they could make it work. 
She still remembered the nervous look on his face, a vulnerability she knew he only ever showed her sparkling in his eyes. She didn’t have to think twice about it, her answer would only ever be yes.
They’d been together for 10 months now, the anniversary of that first night in his old office at her mother’s house fast approaching. It was the best relationship she’d ever been in and she missed him when she was away at college. 
They took turns to visit each other once a month. It had only been two weeks since she’d last seen him but with finals coming up and a particularly nasty phone call she’d had with her mother a couple of days ago she felt on edge. She wanted nothing more than to see him, to find solace in his embrace and to breathe him in. 
She got in her car without really thinking about it, a haphazardly packed bag on the passenger seat as she drove to see him, the 8 hours passing by in a blur. It’s only when she parks up outside of his building that she realises she probably should have at least called him and let him know she was coming. She blows out a breath and walks the familiar short distance from the building’s entrance to his apartment. 
She knocks on the door and waits for it to be answered. She bites her lower lip in an attempt to contain her smile, her excitement, at seeing Aaron for the first time in weeks. She was spoiled by how they started, how he’d been available to her all the time, and she missed him when they were apart. The nightly phone calls and monthly visits were not anywhere near enough, which is what had led her to decide to surprise him like this. 
Her smile drops off her face as the door swings open and she comes face to face with a woman who looks a couple of years younger than her. She’s wearing a  t-shirt that is clearly too large for her, and a tiny pair of shorts that were sticking out just below its hem. Her hair is mostly dry, but there are damp patches on the t-shirt she’s wearing where her hair lays over her shoulders, a clear sign she’d been in the shower recently.  The woman looks her up and down, and she raises her eyebrow.
“Hi.” 
Emily continues to stare at her for a moment before she clears her throat, “Hi,” she replies, “Is Aaron here?” 
The woman nods and looks over her shoulder, “Aaron. Someone is here for you.” 
Emily swallows thickly as the woman walks back into the apartment, leaving her alone, frozen in place on the other side of the door, panic and confusion climbing up her throat. It turns into sorrow, bitter and heavy as nausea rolls through her when Aaron comes into view. He’s drying his hair, a towel in his hand as he rubs it back and forth over his head. He smiles at her, and it makes her heart drop into her stomach, her mouth falling open as he has the nerve to smile at her like she hasn’t just come to see him and found another woman in his apartment. 
“Em, sweetheart, what are you doing here?” 
She chuckles bitterly and shakes her head, crossing her arms over her chest to hold herself together. She refused to cry in front of him, didn’t want to let him know that he’d broken her heart, leaving it in pieces on the floor in the hallway of his apartment building. 
“Wasting my time apparently,” she replies, stepping back when he leans in to kiss her, the smell of his shampoo washing over her, “I should go,” she says, shaking her head, “Leave you with your friend.” 
Aaron frowns, his delight at seeing her so unexpectedly fading rapidly, replaced by confusion because of how she was acting. Standoffish in a way she hadn’t been with him since he first started working for her mother all those months ago. Before she trusted him. 
“Em- He says as he takes a step towards her again but she backs up even further, almost hitting the wall behind her, putting as much space between them as she can. 
“You could have just broken up with me, you know,” she says, cutting him off, her voice strained as she desperately tries to hold back her emotions, determined to keep it together, “I’m a big girl, I can take it.” 
“Break up with you?” He asks, furrowing his brow, and she feels fury roll through her. Aaron wasn’t stupid, and she didn’t understand why he couldn’t see what the issue was. “Why would I…” He trails off as it clicks, the final puzzle pieces falling into place. It makes him draw in a breath and he laughs without meaning to. The idea is so absurd to him that he can’t hold it back, “Em, no you’ve got it wrong-”
It doesn’t go down well. His reaction makes the spark of anger in her blood catch fire and she shakes her head at him, once again cutting him off before he can explain. 
“Go fuck yourself, Aaron,” she says, shaking her head as she walks away, ignoring him as he shouts after her, “Or better yet, let your new girlfriend do it for you.” 
She makes it to her car before she starts to cry, the slamming of the door followed a sob she can no longer hold back.
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She’s just about to order room service, her mind set on getting every dessert the hotel served and eating her feelings in bed when there’s a knock on her room’s door. She sighs and places the menu in her hand down on the vanity before she walks over. She groans as she looks through the peephole and sees Aaron standing on the other side of the door, his hands in the pockets of the sweatpants she’d seen him wearing earlier. She gives herself a moment to gather herself, her forehead briefly pressing into the cold wood of the door, and then she stands up straight and pulls the door open. 
“How did you find me?” She asks, her voice sterner than she thought it would be considering she’d spent most of the last hour or so crying. 
“I work for the FBI, Emily,” he says, trying to joke and sighing when he sees it doesn’t land, “I knew the last person you’d want to see after me would be your mother, so I figured you’d stay in a hotel. I called around until I found one that told me they had a guest with your name.” 
She frowns, her hand still gripping the door handle as she stands in place, not giving him room to walk past her. 
“I don’t want to talk to you-”
“I’m not sleeping with her,” he says, cutting her off before she has the chance to yell at him again. She freezes, her jaw tense and tight as they stare at each other, “She’s not…I would never do that to you.”
She feels some of the fight drain out of her, her grip on the door handle loosening as she tries to think of another explanation for what she saw. 
“What? You just happened to have a beautiful woman in your apartment? Who you just clearly had a shower with?” 
He sighs, frustration building in his chest as he clenches his jaw to stop himself from showing it, well aware that arguing with her right now wouldn’t fix anything. 
“She’s called Ashley, and she’s Sean’s girlfriend,” he explains carefully, watching how her confusion only gets clearer, “And by the way I didn’t shower with her. She used all of my hot water by having the world's longest shower and then I had to use freezing cold water when she was done.”
“Sean’s girlfriend?” She asks, still slightly dubious as she ignores everything else he’s said, “Your brother who you haven’t seen in years?”
Aaron nods, “He just showed up this morning, with Ashley in tow,” he says, shaking his head at the thought of it, at how his brother just expected him to drop everything just for him, “He asked to stay for a few days. Apparently, he has a job at a diner in the city and they need somewhere to stay while he has a place of his own.” He continues to look at her, his eyes fixed on her face. He watches as it dawns on her, her eyes going wide. “Any chance I can come in now?” He asks, looking around the hotel hallway, “I’d rather other people didn’t hear any more of my business.”
She nods and she finally steps backwards, letting him step past her. She closes the door and turns to look at him, her arms crossed over her chest. She walks back through it, looking at what had happened at his apartment from a new perspective. Ashley’s hair was almost dry and Aaron’s was still dripping water when he walked towards the door, he’d been excited to see Emily. Joy and surprise in his eyes when he found her standing there even though it was still another couple of weeks until they should have seen each other. He’d been calm, content. Not at all like someone who had just been caught out cheating on his long-distance girlfriend. 
She feels embarrassment colour her cheeks, her skin burning with guilt and internalised anger that she had reacted in the way she had, accusing him of things she knows he would never do without thinking critically for even a moment. She’d always prided herself on not being emotional, of being able to control herself in that way, but he brought it out of her. Made her feel everything that much more sharply than anyone else had ever been able to. She loved him, the happiness and light that came with that the brightest she had ever known, but she knew it also gave him the power to hurt her, something that she knows he would never purposely do. 
“I’m so sorry, Aaron,” she says, her voice shaking as their eyes meet, his hands in his pockets still as they stand just a few feet apart from each other. Now her anger has cleared, she feels like she’s looking at him properly for the first time since Ashley had opened his front door. He looks sad, hurt shining in his eyes as he looks back at her, and she hates herself for doing this to him, “I…I’m sorry.” 
He smiles at her and nods, “It’s ok.”
“No,” she says, taking a step towards him, so close now that she can feel his breath across her cheek, but she doesn’t touch him, “It’s not ok. I…should have listened to you, or thought about what I was looking at but I made an assumption and I wish I could take it back,” she finally reaches out for him, her hand cupping his cheek. She feels him lean into it, his stubbly cheek scratching against her palm in a way that warms her from the inside out, “I am sorry.”
“I know you are sweetheart,” he replies, turning his head to kiss her hand, “And it’s ok. I forgive you, god knows how I would have reacted if I showed up to yours to find a guy opening your front door. But I hope you know I wouldn’t do that to you,” he says, taking her hand in his and linking their fingers together, “I love you. I would never cheat on you.” 
She smiles and nods, closing the final gap between them as she leans forward and wraps her arms around him. The final bit of tension leaves her as he wraps his arms around her too, a touch of desperation in his embrace that didn’t usually exist. 
“I love you too,” she says, pressing her face into his neck and breathing him in, “And I’m going to apologise at least 5 more times before I go back to college.” 
He pulls back to look at her, stamping a kiss against her lips, “I never did get the chance to ask what you were doing here.” 
She groans and rests her forehead against his. He tugs her towards the bed and they both sit down. Emily leans against him, her legs over his lap and her cheek pressing into his shoulder. 
“Finals have been stressing me out, and last night after I spoke to you I had a…fucking horrible conversation with my mother that ended with me hanging up on her. And I realised the only person who could make me feel better was you and that a phone call wouldn’t do. So I got in my car first thing this morning. I probably should have called first.” 
He kisses her forehead and runs his hand up and down her arm, “Well, we would have avoided a misunderstanding if you had,” he quips, chuckling when she lightly slaps his shoulder, “But you know you’re always welcome, right? I miss you when you’re not here.”
She hums in response and sinks further into his embrace, “I know.” 
They lapse into silence for a moment and he continues to run his hand up and down her arm, well aware that she found comfort in it.
“Do you want to talk about what happened with your mom?” 
She sighs and lifts her head to look at him, “She asked what my plans were when I finish my masters,” she smiles tightly, “I told her what we spoke about.” 
They’d discussed it the last time they saw each other, the end of her year at Yale looming over them. She wanted to move back to DC, something she would never have even considered before Aaron, and get a job, preferably in the FBI once she was old enough to apply. She was planning on moving in with Aaron, an idea he’d suggested when she commented she’d need to find somewhere to live. 
Elizabeth had hated the idea. She’d been unhappy with the relationship since the moment she found out about it, and Emily knew she’d hoped it would fizzle out as they were forced to maintain a long-distance relationship for most of the time they’d been together. Emily knew her mother wouldn’t be pleased, but a small part of her had hoped that she’d recognise her daughter was truly happy and accept it because of that.
She was wrong. 
“What did she say?” He asks, knowing she sometimes needed pushing to talk about her mother. He’s sure that if he didn’t know Elizabeth, if he hadn’t worked for her and knew what she could be like, that Emily wouldn’t tell him anything about her relationship with her mother, always afraid that people would think she was being dramatic or that she was simply a spoiled rich girl. 
Emily laughs bitterly, “That I’m letting my heart lead me, that you’ll eventually hurt me and then I’ll realise I’ve shaped my life around something I’ll lose,” she shakes her head and blows out a breath, “It’s probably why I reacted like I did when I got to yours. Even after all this time, she’s still able to get into my head.”
She sounds so sad, so downtrodden, for a moment that he thinks about calling Elizabeth himself. Crossing the line he’d promised Emily he’d never cross, leaving her relationship to her mother just to her. 
“She’s your mom, sweetheart,” he says, kissing her temple, “She knows exactly what buttons to push.” 
“Yeah,” Emily sighs, “Because she sewed them on,” she smiles at him, “She said she won’t be able to make it to my graduation. She claimed it’s because she’s going to be in Italy, but I think she just doesn’t see the merit in it.” 
He pulls her closer and he knows he can’t fix it for her, that it would mean more to her than she’d ever admit if her mother did go to her graduation. 
“I’ll be there,” he assures her, “I’ll be the loudest guy in the crowd.” 
She laughs and pulls back to look at him, “Yeah?” 
He nods and leans in to kiss her, his lips firm against hers, “Yeah.” 
“I was going to order food before you arrived, do you want to eat?” 
He nods, squeezing her tighter for a second before he lets go and she gets up to pick up the menu she’d abandoned on the vanity.
“Yes please, Sean and Ashley have eaten all of my food since they arrived.” 
She smiles and climbs back into his lap, menu in hand, “You’re staying tonight, right?” She asks, tilting her head as she looks up at him, “We could go back to yours but-”
“We should stay here,” he says, knowing he’s said the right thing when she smiles brightly at him, “We deserve some time alone.” 
She nods and kisses his cheek, “I can’t wait until we live together.” 
Aaron smiles at her, his future as clear as it had ever been, “Me neither, sweetheart.” 
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aureliasfate · 1 year
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happy valentine’s day to one (1) fictional fbi couple with black hair and crippling trauma
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emilysslvt · 7 months
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Old love
You and Emily are old lovers.
tw: swearing, cheating, smut, kinda public sex, alcohol
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Here you are, sitting at Rossi's for dinner with your team and your new girlfriend. But for some reason, you couldn't stop thinking about Emily. You wanted her to be jealous, you craved it even. But she just didn't care.
Although she didn't care, she sure couldn't stop staring at the two of you. You felt nervous, you didn't know why but you did. You just kept drinking your wine.
"So how long have the two of you been seeing each other?" You heard someone ask, breaking you from your thoughts.
You cleared your throat, "about a month now?" You saw your girlfriend nod out of the side of your eye, and she clinged onto your arm.
"Yes, and it's been great! Right, y/n?" She asked, rubbing your arm. You smiled, and nodded. You watched Emily as she shifted in her chair, trying her best to not show any emotion. She was good at it, but you knew her too well. You could tell it was getting to her.
Your team seemed to like her, "well welcome to the family!" Garcia said, clapping her hands. Emily rolled her eyes, getting fed up with everyone being in awe over your new girlfriend.
"Excuse me." Emily drank the rest of her wine before she got up and headed towards the kitchen. You wanted to follow her, but it'd be too suspicious. So you waited a couple of minutes, then excused yourself.
As you approached Emily, she had her fingers tangled in her hair as she leaned up against the counter. She sighed, turning around but she froze once she saw you.
"You okay, Em?"
She scoffed, "why do you want to know?" Rolling her eyes, she turned and grabbed another wine glass.
"Because unlike you, I actually care."
"And what's that supposed to mean, y/n?" You could hear the cockiness in her voice as she poured wine into her glass.
"You know what I mean."
Emily laughed, taking a sip of her wine as she turned around. "You think I care about your boring ass girlfriend? All she does is cling onto you and talk like a fucking hyper 8 year old."
You smiled, taking her glass from her hands. "There's the jealous Emily I know."
"I'm not jealous, y/n. You just could do better." Emily replied, taking her glass back.
You rolled your eyes, "Emily, I had better. Until you randomly decided to break up with me."
"It wasn't randomly."
"Then why? Enlighten me."
Emily sighed, drinking the rest of her wine before putting it down. "I broke up with you because I was falling in love and I was scared. It's hard to be in a relationship with another agent. Now that you're seeing someone else, I want to rip my hair out from jealousy. I want it to be me touching you, flirting with you, and telling everyone we're together."
"Well, who says you can't touch me?" You asked, getting closer to Emily. She tugged her lip between her teeth, knowing that drives you insane. You grabbed her shirt, pulling her into your touch.
You wasted no time as you slammed your lips onto hers. Emily ran her fingers along your chest, until she got under your shirt. You leaned into her touch, as she pulled your lip between her teeth. You knew how wrong it was, but it felt so fucking right.
Emily grabbed your waist, switching your positions so you were now against the counter. She roughly kissed your lips, but quickly pulled back, leaving sloppy wet kisses along your jawline leading down to your neck.
You leaned your head back, giving her better access to your neck. You felt her teeth against your neck, softly biting your skin. You untucked her shirt, needing to feel her skin, as you dragged your fingernails up her back.
Emily sucked on your skin before she lifted her head up, "you're so fucking lucky your girlfriend is in the next room, or else I'd have you undressed on this counter."
"No one's stopping you." Emily smirked as she slammed her lips against yours, and her hands were working on unbuttoning your pants. You needed her, but she loved to tease. She pushed your legs apart with her knee, pressing it against where you needed her most.
You let out a soft moan against her lips, making Emily bite your lip to shut you up. "Shut up. Your girlfriend doesn't need to hear your ex fucking you, does she?"
You nodded in response, starting to grind yourself against her knee. Emily had one of her hands on your waist, holding you in place, and the other pressing against your jaw.
"Emily, please.." You began to beg. The pleading in your voice, the desperation, it was music to Emily's ears. Emily smirked as her hands found your waistband. She slowly circled your clit, and she stopped every few seconds to tease you.
You held onto the counter, trying to push yourself against her hand. "Please, Emily. I need you."
"Since you asked so nicely," Emily whispered in your ear, pushing her thumb to your clit. Emily knew how to pleasure you, and how much you needed. She never failed to amaze you.
Emily's lips found your neck, biting and sucking your soft skin as her thumb ran circles against your clit. You bit your lip, holding your moans back.
You weren't prepared as Emily slid two fingers inside of you, moving them at a slow pace as her thumb hit your clit. You missed how good she made you feel, how fast she brought you to your orgasm.
Emily covered your mouth with her free hand, "as much as I love your pretty sounds, you need to be quiet. Not only is your girlfriend in the next room, but so is our team. I don't want them seeing you like this."
You nodded, trying to stay quiet. But as her fingers hit your g-spot, her thumb circling your clit, and her lips against your neck, it was too much. You felt a knot in your stomach, and you desperately needed to cum as the pleasure felt so fucking good.
"Hold it. Don't you dare cum yet." Emily said, biting your neck. You could barely think, or form a sentence. You needed to cum, you knew you couldn't hold it for long.
Her hand stayed over your mouth, your moans were getting louder as she kept slowing her pace down so you wouldn't cum. Every time you were close, she would slow down, making your legs shake in desperation.
"I love seeing you like this. You're a mess, you fall apart easily. How fast you cum for me, how desperate you are. How badly you want to cum." Emily mumbled against your neck, sending shivers down your spine.
You couldn't hold it anymore, and Emily knew it too. "Cum for me, my pretty girl." She whispered in your eat, biting your earlobe. You dug your nails into her arm, as you came against her fingers. You mumbled Emily's name against her hand, as you came down from your high.
Emily slipped her hand out of your pants, sliding her fingers into her mouth. "Oh how much I've missed this." You watched her, biting your lip. She was so fucking beautiful.
"You look like a mess, love. Let's fix you up before anyone sees you like this." Emily smiled, trying to fix your hair and her makeup that was on your lips.
After a couple of minutes, you two looked as best as you could be after she just fucked you. You prepared yourself before walking back into the room with your team, and your girlfriend.
You should feel guilty for just cheating on your girlfriend, but for some reason, you didn't. You were going to end it, maybe that's why you didn't feel guilty. She wasn't Emily.
Your girlfriend smiled as you sat back next to her, "what took you so long?"
"Sorry, must've drank too much." You replied, grabbing your wine glass. Your girlfriend burrowed her eyebrows, looking at your neck. She moved your hair, looking at what was there.
"What's that? That wasn't from me, so who was it from?" She asked, standing up. Oh shit. Fucking Emily. You looked at your team, they all had confusing looks on their faces. All but Emily. She had a smirk on her face.
You struggled to find words. You wouldn't lie to her, but your team couldn't know about Emily. You didn't know what to say, or blame it on.
"Oh, sorry. That would be from me." Emily raised her hand, drinking her wine. A few gasps dropped from our team, and my girlfriend looked sad. She quickly grabbed her things;
"I can't believe you would do this to me! And with your whole team right here?" She said before leaving. It was awkward now, the room was filled with silence.
"You owe me $50." Hearing JJ's voice tore you from your thoughts, lifting your head to look at your team. Of course they had a bet, why wouldn't they?
"Fuck, I was so close!" Garcia sighed, handing JJ a 50 dollar bill. JJ laughed, holding her hand out to everyone else at the table. They all rolled their eyes, handing her the money.
"A bet for what?" Emily spoke, her voice deep and filled with confusion.
Garcia smiled, looking at Emily. "We knew you two were sleeping together or something, then it stopped. We had a bet on when you two would sleep together again."
"How could you tell?"
Derek scoffed, "oh, come on. We're a team of profilers, it was so obvious. The way you two looked at each other, touching each other when you thought no one was looking. Or how Emily would get jealous, especially tonight."
"I was not jealous!"
"Then you wouldn't have slept with her in the next room. If you weren't jealous, you wouldn't have done anything with y/n." Garcia said, making Emily roll her eyes.
You loved your team, and you especially loved Emily. It was always going to be her, even if it took you a while to realize it.
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spritehouse · 8 months
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the world does not know how much i NEED a fic about emily & spencer getting the soul stone, especially how it was originally scripted for natasha and clint to fight each other for it.
i need to see them yelling and physically fighting each other while breaking down, understanding the winning of this fight isn't the one who gets to walk away, but the one who doesn't have to life with the grief.
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