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oreoluvskento · 7 months

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I don't even know what to call this, more sexy time with nanami i guess

a/n: I wrote this a while ago and its just been sitting in my drafts, idk i feel like i should be ashamed, probably the nastiest thing i've written, i had no clue how to end this so just pretend the end doesnt exist

wc: 3.1k, its literally ALL SMUT

cw: afab y/n, black y/n, riled up nd horny nanami, nanami ties y/n's wrists, spits in her mouth, tearing clothes, face fucking, nanami loves eating pussy, use of sir by y/n, very slight degradation, slight praise, y/n is a good girl, edging, orgasm denial, aftercare, showering together, SLIGHT fluff at the end

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You were scrolling through your phone later in the day, around the time that Nanami was wrapping up at work. A notification from Snapchat pops up, encouraging you to look through your memories. As you swipe through them, a video of you in a scandalous dress you wore out with your friends one night pops up. You remember that Nanami never got to see you in the dress, since you bought it that same day while you were shopping with them.

You send it to Nanami immediately, along with the other pictures and videos you took that same night, not thinking much of it. A little bit later, he texts you back, letting you know he's on his way home. You heart the message, excited to see your boyfriend again and try to distract your excited mind by turning on the living room TV. It works, and you become invested in the reality show that was on. Fifteen minutes pass by and you hear the front door's lock begin to turn.

You practically run to the door to meet him and when the door finally opens, your smile widens. "Hi, babe!" You exclaim. "I missed y-" Nanami interrupts you by wrapping his hand around your throat and pulling you in for a particularly rough kiss. It catches you off guard but you quickly gather yourself, moaning in his mouth as you kiss him back. You're not sure when or where he put his briefcase down, but he was already pushing you against the wall, his hand shoving its way up your shirt, fondling your boobs.

"Angel," Nanami pants and you moan in response. "Why would you send me pictures like that while I'm at work?" He asks and nips your neck.

"Didn't think they'd make you react like this," You sigh as he sucks on the area underneath your jaw.

"I sped the entire way home just to see you sooner. You had me hard in a meeting, angel, but thankfully I was sitting down. I think this deserves a punishment, yeah?" He growls and you groan as he moves his hand from your neck down to your throbbing pussy.

"I'm sorry-" A moan ripples through your body as he begins rubbing your clothed clit, cutting your sentence short.

"I know, beautiful, but I can't just let it slide, now can I?" He asks, his lips still against your neck and his fingers moving faster. You shake your head, knowing if you open your mouth to answer him, you'll moan. "Good girl," He smiles and picks you up, leading you to your bedroom. He drops you onto the bed and begins to remove his tie. You reach up to do it and he flashes you a confused look, making you immediately lean back down.

"Did I ask you to help me?" He asks and you shake your head, feeling slightly ashamed but you feel yourself get more aroused. He takes the tie off and holds it in one hand. "Arms out," He commands and you immediately do as he says. You hold back a smile as he ties your wrists together. You were grateful that your boyfriend was usually very sweet and caring towards you but ever since the first time you were "punished", you found yourself craving it more and more. Of course, you didn't make Nanami angry on purpose, you wouldn't be able to enjoy the aftermath in good conscience, so these moments were very rare and you made sure to savor them as much as possible.

All you were wearing was a sports bra and a loose pair of shorts and Nanami could see your hardened nipples through the material, making him even harder. He contemplates going easy on you today but then the images of you in the dress flash through his mind and he gets riled up again. "I'm going to rip this off of you," He warns, not giving you any time to react properly before doing it.

Before you know it, your top is on the floor, ripped at the straps and at the back, and your jaw drops. Before you can complain, Nanami shoves his thumb into your mouth, silencing you immediately. "I'll buy you a new one. Now come here," You scoot towards the edge of the bed and watch as he removes his belt and unbuttons his pants. He pulls his hard dick out and you feel your mouth water as you anticipate feeling the weight of it on your tongue. As if he could read your mind, Nanami tells you to stick your tongue out.

You do as he says and instead of him putting his dick on your tongue, he grabs your face and spits in your mouth. You moan at his actions, trying to stop yourself from rutting against the bed, and he follows up by finally slapping his dick against your tongue. You sit there as he swipes his head back and forth on the muscle, awaiting instruction. Nanami smiles at your good behavior and he gives you the go-ahead. Unable to use your hands, you take his dick into your mouth using your tongue and suck your way down slowly. "That's my girl... so fucking good for me," He growls.

Nanami loved watching you like this, submissive and obedient to him. You took his dick so well; that was one of his favorite things about you. Whether it was in your pussy or in your mouth, you always had him moaning. He watches his length disappear into your mouth, your eyes looking up at his through your long lashes, as you bobbed your head back and forth and it made his dick twitch. Nanami grabs your head and pulls it completely off his dick, watching as a string of saliva hangs from it, and slowly slides it back into your mouth. You take it happily, causing him to groan and he continues like that, slowly fucking your face. He pushes his cock into your cheek and takes a mental picture of you, smiling to himself.

He begins going faster and you can tell he's about to come soon. He pushes further down your throat as he thrusts, causing your eyes to water at the sudden roughness. Nanami watches as the tears fall down your face as he continues using your face as a fleshlight and it makes him want to go deeper. It's not like he was into tears, he never wanted to see you cry, but the first time he noticed you crying during sex, it was wraps. Your tear-stained face looked so beautiful whenever he would fuck you, so much so that it made him question his sanity a little bit.

You're audibly gagging as he's abusing your throat, his eyebrows furrowed and his head thrown back as he nears his own orgasm. His thrusts become sloppy and he begins groaning louder. "Fuck, baby, you look so beautiful with my dick in your mouth," He growls. "You're going to be a good girl and let me cum on your face, yeah? Show me how sorry you are for teasing me today."

You hum in response, your pussy already incredibly wet, and Nanami loses control. The vibration of your throat against his tip causes him to lean over slightly, pushing his dick deeper into your throat and he feels the cum begin to rise up his shaft. He quickly pulls out, stroking his dick, and finishes on your face and in your mouth. You feel the warmth on your cheek, your tongue, and the tip of your nose. As Nanami catches his breath, you take his dick into your mouth once more, bobbing your head and sucking his tip, beckoning any remaining cum to be released into your mouth.

Nanami curses as he feels himself in your mouth again, the pleasure almost too much. He pulls out of you and lifts your chin, your cum-decorated face looking back up at him. He leans in, and you think he's going to kiss you, so when you feel his tongue drag across your cheek, it catches you by surprise. He shoves his tongue into your mouth and you moan when you taste his nut on his tongue, realizing what he's doing. He massages his tongue with yours and when he pulls away again, he does the same thing. Nanami repeats this until your face is clean, and finally kisses you properly.

It's sloppy, and you love it, enjoying how riled up he is, wondering if he's been holding himself back for the past few days that you came home tired from studying. He lays you down as he kisses you, pulling your bound wrists over your head. You continue kissing him as you feel his hand slide into your shorts and run his fingers up and down your pussy. He groans as he feels how wet you are, and he pulls away to pull them down. You wore underwear today, and he slightly frowned as he pulled that off too. You found that funny, but you decided against laughing.

"Sucking my dick got you this wet?" He asks as he pushes a finger inside of you, and your eyes roll to the back of your head, nodding at his question. He shakes his head as he continues fucking you with one finger. "Fucking slut," He spits and you unknowingly clench at his words. He begins going faster and you're panting now, wanting to come.

"Ken, 's not enough, need more, please," You whine and he stops all the way. You cry at the loss of stimulation and he grabs your face once again, your lips slightly squishing together.

"Ken?" He questions and your eyes widen at your mistake.

"'M sorry sir, I forgot," You quickly say and he lets go. He goes back to fucking you with his middle finger, going slower this time, and you moan at the feeling. He pushes his thumb against your clit and your back arches as you gasp. He continues rubbing circles into your clit and fingering you with one finger, not speeding up. Nonetheless, you feel your orgasm coming on. Nanami feels it too, with the way you're clenching around him, and he adds another finger. Nanami smiles as you cry out in pleasure, your breathing getting faster.

"Sir, please don't stop, I'm gonna cum," You pant and he stops anyway. You groan as you watch him lick his fingers and lie down in front of you. Your attitude quickly changes as he holds your legs open in front of him. You watch as he puts his face in between your legs, and you expect to feel his tongue on your clit, but instead you feel it circling around it, never touching it. It turns you on but ultimately, you just want your clit in his mouth. You begin bucking your hips, trying to tell him that you want him to stop teasing you, and he lightly slaps your thigh, stopping your movements altogether.

"Stay fucking still," He growls and you do as he says. You feel yourself shake as you try not to move, your chest rising and falling each time he misses your clit. Finally, he slurps your clit into his mouth and a shiver runs through your body. Nanami begins to relentlessly eat you out, the sounds coming from his mouth unbelievably loud. You feel yourself nearing the edge again and it takes all of your willpower to stop yourself from grinding on his face.

Nanami hears your breathing pick up and your moans get louder and he knows you're close. He pulls away again, laughing as you groan in frustration. He kisses the inside of your thighs, allowing you to catch your breath. You watch him as he rubs your clit softly, applying minimal pressure and he presses a wet kiss to the sensitive nub. Without warning, he starts lapping at it again, your legs automatically closing around his head at the sensation. Nanami pulls your legs apart as he continues his ministrations and inserts a single finger inside you.

Your eyes roll to the back of your head as he continues and he locates your G-spot immediately, his finger brushing against the squishy pad. Your eyes roll to the back of your head as you feel a warmth wash over you, a sign that you are nearing your orgasm again. "Sir, please, I'm close. Please let me come," You whine and Nanami pulls away once again. He sits up and smiles at your chest, which is rising and falling rapidly.

He lifts your hips and aligns himself with your entrance, a devious look on his face. "You know, I still haven't decided if you're even going to come at all," He says and your eyes widen.

You begin to apologize profusely, not wanting to be left like this. "Sir, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to tease you! Please let me cum, I'll be good, please, I'm sorry!" You cry and Nanami raises an eyebrow at your desperation. He wasn't going to leave you high and dry, he'd never do that, and you knew that too, but your submissive instinct took over. He pushes into you slowly, your eyebrows furrowing as you feel him filling you up. Once he bottoms out, he leans down and kisses you, neater this time, and you kiss him back happily.

"Don't come without my permission, understand?" He asks and you nod. He kisses you one last time before sitting up and pulling out of you. He thrusts back in and you grunt at the sudden force. You're still teetering on the edge of your previous impending orgasm so you're already feeling close. Nanami easily slides in and out of you, your pussy so wet that the sounds are adding to his pleasure. He holds your legs open as he continues, his own orgasm threatening to arrive.

Your moans get louder, and you begin to feel bad for your neighbors. Nanami feels the same and he covers your mouth, telling you to be quieter. Ironically, he goes faster and harder, leaning down and hanging your leg off of his shoulder as he hits your G-spot over and over. You begin repeating his name from behind his hand, your voice muffled. He removes it and you inform him of your current status.

"Gonna come, sir. So, so close, please let me come," You pant and he goes faster, changing the way he's stroking. He pushes your legs back further, your thighs now pressed into your chest. You feel him deeper than before and you attempt to push him away, to stop yourself from coming, but he just pushes your wrists back.

"You'll take it, and you won't come until I say so," He rasps and you groan. Nanami doesn't change his pace and continues attacking your G-spot. You're clenching him tight, even you can feel it, as you try not to come. Nanami goes faster, fighting against the muscles in your pussy, and you just know you won't last much longer. Finally, you feel his hips begin to stutter and he begins rubbing your clit, slowly to start off.

"You want to come?" He asks and you nod aggressively. "You promise you won't do that again? That you'll always be a good girl for me?" He's rubbing your clit faster now, and you feel yourself start to slip. You give him a broken yes and he gains control of himself again and begins to pummel into you. "Go ahead and come all over my dick, baby," He says and you do just that.

Your orgasm knocks the wind out of you. Your head goes blank as you writhe underneath him, unsure of if he's coming as well. Nanami's orgasm took him as soon as yours did. You began gushing all over his dick and he couldn't hold on anymore. He has to hold your hips down as you come so you don't roll off the bed. You don't know how long your orgasm lasts, but Nanami fucks you through the entire thing. When you're done, he unties you and helps you lay on him, your head on his chest.

Once you've caught your breath you look up at Nanami, who's lying with his eyes closed. You press a kiss to his jaw and he opens his eyes to look at you. "I missed you," You tell him, your voice tired. He turns his body over slightly as he kisses your forehead, holding the back of your neck.

"I missed you too, angel. You okay? It wasn't too much right?" He asks, referring to what you two just did. No matter how rough he is, Nanami always makes sure you're okay afterward and you love it. This was honestly one of the more tame experiences you've had with him and he's still here, eyebrows furrowed, worried if you're alright.

You laugh softly, your hand on his. "I'm okay, Ken. It was perfect," You assure him as you straddle him and press a soft kiss to his lips. He stays still as you kiss him, allowing your lips to meet for a quick second before you sit back up.

Nanami watches as you unbutton his shirt for him. He didn't realize that he never took it off until now and it made him laugh. Usually, the routine is for him to come home and you help him get undressed. He'd take a shower and you'd always be waiting on the bed for him when he got out to help him get dressed in his casual clothes. Today, however, he got a little distracted.

You smile as you reach the last button, and you open the shirt, revealing his chest. His body was something you don't think you'd ever get used to. No matter how many times you've seen him shirtless, you still couldn't help but stare every time. Nanami sits up as you're staring, his face parallel to yours as he shrugs his top off. "Shower with me?" He asks you as he closes the gap between your faces.

Your forehead rests on his as a smile spreads across your face. "Duh," You say in a joking tone, and Nanami stands up with your legs holding onto his waist. Like always, he puts you down on the counter as he turns on the water. As it runs, he comes back over to you and gives you a quick kiss as he runs his knuckles down your face.

"I can't believe I've never seen those pictures before, y/n. You looked too good for me to even comprehend. I'm happy I saw it when I saw it, I probably would've left work early if I picked up my phone a little earlier." He tells you and you laugh, slightly embarrassed. The two of you shower, eat dinner afterwards, and spend the rest of the day in bed together.

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caelisblade · 10 months

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¡! dare you | marius von hagen

cw; shy reader, fem aligned pet names such as princess, good girl, etc., breeding kink (obviously), implied somnophilia but it doesnt happen, marius is obessed with you in lingerie <3, oral (f recieving)

“come onnnnn”, your best friend whined, begging you to call your boyfriend and tease him over a phone call. you, on the other hand, were persistent not to do it.

“i already said no”, you replied, not wanting to bother marius on his only day off in a week. “he’s already exhausted with work, i don’t want to bother him.”

“i’m sure you calling his clingy ass won’t bother him. in fact, i think he needs that”, she tried to convince you.

it took her another five minutes of trying to get you to call him until you finally caved. “okay okay, it’s ringing!”, you gave in, putting the phone on speakerphone.

“hey sweetheart”, marius picked up.

“hey… what are you doing? where are you?”, you asked him confused, hearing loud music from the background.

“i’m at a party. i’m sorry, i didn’t invite you, i just figured since you don’t like ‘em, i’ll just get here for a bit and leave”, he replied, his voice was quite happy. your best friend next to you was grinning, knowing she was right with the fact that he would be thrilled talking to you.

“no no, that’s alright! you don’t have to explain yourself.”

“so? what is my princess up to tonight?”, he asked then. you looked at your friend, who motioned you to finally start teasing him. you grinned, biting your nail in excitement.

“i’m just sipping some wine a friend had given me a few days ago .. just in a robe and alone. and i just missed you a bit and was thinking how sad it is that i’m all alone right now”, you replied, your friend grinning at that reply. “i cleaned my apartment, was relaxing in a warm bath ‘n everything.”

“mhm.. sounds good darling. don’t think i don’t know what you’re trying to do, sweetheart. i’m coming over. i’ll be there in ten”, marius said before he hung up. you were unable to say anything, not even a bye.

“maybe you shouldn’t have told him you were all alone”, your best friend giggled before she got up. “come on, we don’t have much time to get you ready.” she pulled you up on your feet and pushed you into your bedroom before she threw one of the lingerie sets she had bought you once she found out about you and marius dating. the ones you never wore because you were too shy to.

“does this have to be?”, you asked, hesitating to wear the revealing pieces of clothing your best friend gave you.

“yes, sweetie, it does. trust me, you’re not going to regret it once he’s all over you. i’m heading out, have fun and don’t do anything i wouldn’t!”, she yelled on her way out of your apartment. you were pacing back and forth in your apartment, not sure what to expect of your boyfriend. you knew he was always open about the things he likes to do to you in the bedroom when you were alone but you weren’t.

you flinched when you heard your apartment’s door opening, remembering that marius had a key to get inside. you were nervously sitting on your bed, already awaiting your boyfriend to barge in.

“hi baby”, he greeted you sweetly, eyes widening at the dark red set you were wearing for him and he was basically staring at you with an open mouth for a moment, taking in your beauty.

“you look absolutely gorgeous, baby”, he groaned, immediately coming up next to you before he sat down next to you, pulling you in for a heated kiss. “god, i can’t wait to rip this off your body.”

“don’t ruin it, yeah? it was a gift”, you pouted, arms around his neck and pulling him in closer for another kiss.

“i’ll buy you another one”, he replied, rolling his eyes. “i’ll buy you all the lingerie you could possibly want; just let me rip them off of you when you wear them for me, baby.”

“you’re impossible”, you laughed.

“come on, baby, don’t tease me anymore. get on my lap, now”, he mumbled, wanting you to face the mirror on your wardrobe, right across the bed. “i want to make you feel good like you deserve.”

you immediately did as he wanted, watching yourself sitting on his lap, his legs caging yours and making it unable for you to spread them any wider than needed. he was slowly rubbing his finger over the wet patch on your panties, smirking at how wet you were already. you let your head fall down on his shoulder, the nervousness prior to his arrival had distracted you from how needy you actually were.

“look at us, sweetheart, look at how good you look sitting on your throne”, he praised, slowly pulling the fabric down your legs. “you deserve to feel so good, baby, i want to make you shake and come for me over and over until you beg me to stop. i want to fill you up until we’re both sweaty and you are full of my cum. how does that sound?”

your eyes rolled back at the memory of him promising to make you feel that good for the first time. you remember being unable to walk for the following day and how sensitive to every single, even the gentlest touch you were.

“please”, you mumbled. “please, make me feel good.”

the moment those words left your lips, you whined when he slid a finger inside, you subconsciously trying to close your legs again. “don’t you dare close those legs”, he warned, tone sharp. “keep. them. open. and look at yourself. don’t you dare look away. look at how gorgeous you look right there, on my lap, on your throne as i make you feel good, hm, sweetheart?”

“marius, please”, you whined, head leaning against his shoulder as you faced him. “please.”

you placed your hand on the back of his neck, pulling him in for a kiss as he continued teasing you with his finger buried inside of you; making you moan softly.

“please what, angel? don’t be shy. give me your words. i don’t care how filthy your desires are. tell me exactly what you want and i’ll give it to you”, he whispered, a smirk on his lips as he saw your desperate expression.

“i want you to fuck me. i want you to fuck me like every single time you did before. i want you to fuck me until i’m dripping with your cum, a total mess from how good you fuck me every. single. time”, you suddenly dropped the bomb with your needs and fantasies, marius even was shocked for a moment by your bluntless before he – again – smirked and he lifted you up from his lap and laid you down on top of your bed; immediately crawling on top of you, his necklace with the ‘Z’ dangling in front of you and it had you in a trance–like state for a moment as he chuckled.

“eyes up here, angel”, he whispered, leaning down to place gentle and soft kisses over your neck, collarbones and pulling down the fabric of the teasing lingerie on your body, revealing your nipples to the cool air of the room, immediately hardening before he latched his lips on one and started pinching the other with his fingers, giving you all the attention imaginable.

“you’re so beautiful, angel. you look so gorgeous when i make you lose your mind.”

you already felt so overwhelmed with the way he was showing you his appreciation and pure love for you. “marius, please, i need you”, you whimpered, hands grabbing his shirt as you pulled it off his body.

“oh, my sweet, sweet angel”, he mumbled, kissing down your body as he finally reached your panties, slowly and teasingly pulling on the fabric before letting it snap against your skin again and again, making you whimper. “you’re so beautiful. i love you so much.”

he finally lifted your hips, pulling the panties off your body, leaving all naked underneath him before he finally latched his lips on your clit, sucking on the sensitive nub. the soft, breathy moan you let out had him smile, licking up your hole.

“mhm, such a good girl. you‘re my good girl, aren‘t you baby?“, he whispered, having your eyes roll back in pleasure as he gets you so close to the edge, just moments before he has you quivering in pleasure, trembling and shaking as you whimper his name over and over like a mantra.

“you did so well for me, princess. i‘m so proud of you”, he mumbled, slowly kissing up your body again before he pulled down his own pants and underwear, jerking his cock to get himself fully hard and smirking.

“mh? you want my cock, sweet angel?”, marius whispered softly, rubbing his tip against your clit. “you want me to bury my cock deep inside of your pretty pussy and make you feel good?”

you could only nod, holding onto him tightly. “please. please fuck me.”

“oh, sweetheart, you‘re so desperate, aren‘t you?”, he mumbled against your neck, slowly aligning his tip with your hole, groaning as your tight folds engulfed his tip. “goodness, you‘re so tight. haven‘t i fucked you properly yet, angel? still not used to my size?”

he was mocking you as he slowly eased inside of you, your walls clenching around him like a vice and you were digging your nails into his back.

“don‘t- don‘t tease, marius. i need you so bad”, you whined.

“god, you‘re so incredible. so tight and warm around me, baby. you need me so bad, don‘t you? need me to fuck you, as hard as possible, bend you over as i want and manhandle you around like you‘re nothing but my own personal whore, don‘t you, angel? don‘t worry. you‘ll get this. you‘ll get it all”, he promised, once buried deep inside of you, he started immediately with a rough pace; hands on your hips as he holds you tightly and not allowing you to move even an inch.

“fuck, baby, please”, he grunted out. “please. i need you to come around me. i need you to cover my cock in your slick. come for me, sweet angel. let loose and make yourself feel good on my cock”, he grunted againt your ear.

“oh, god”, you cried out, coming around him almost on the spot as he ordered you to; also inducing his own orgasm as he finally groaned at how good he felt, body relaxing and his come filling you up to the brim.

“incredibe”, you murmured as he pulled you into his arms, hugging you from behind as he slowly comforted you and helped you get your breathing under control.

“i love you. so fucking much”, he admitted, as he does every single time he fucks you thoroughly; a smile on your lips.

“i love you, too”, you whispered, your eyes fluttering shut before you finally fell asleep in his arms, happy and content and unaware of the fact that marius was still planning on ravaging you more once you were awake again.

or maybe he‘ll indulge in your fantasy of fucking you awake once in your life.

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playgrl0 · 1 year

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wedding dress / nanami

!! not proof read,, sorry !!

nanami and you decided to deep clean your shared apartment this weekend since its been a while that you've last done it. he's currently cleaning the kitchen and you're in the bedroom. you're kneeling in front of the closet, took all of your clothes out, put them on the floor, and started sorting out clothes that you don't wear/need anymore or clothes that dont fit anymore. you take out another stack of clothes out of the closet and notice a box behind them. with a small frown, you take the box out as well and walk over to the bed to put it down there. what's in there? you can't remember anymore. you open the box and a beautiful, glittery, white fabric stares back at you and a smile instantly appears on your lips. your wedding dress. you pull it out of the box, hold it up against your body and walk over to the full body mirror to look at yourself. the dress is still as beautiful as the day you bought it. you never regretted buying it and you probably never will. you decide to put it on because why not?

after putting the dress on you walk over to the mirror again to look at yourself. your smile grows even bigger. the way the dress still fits you so well, as if you just bought it. it hugs every curve of your body just right. you are beautiful either way but, you look absolutely breathtaking, so gorgeous, in that dress. wearing it again for the first time after two years almost brings tears into your eyes. the memories of your wedding, one of the most beautiful, if not the most beautiful day in your life. marrying the love of your life and starting the journey of spending the rest of your lives together. you're so lost in your thoughts that you don't notice nanami watching you. he's leaning against the doorframe, arms crossed over his chest and he's smiling from ear to ear. a sight that only you are lucky enough to see.

"you look beautiful." nanami's voice pulls you out of your daydreams. slightly jump and turn around to face him. "you scared me." he chuckles. "i'm sorry angel. let me help you." he walks over to you to stand behind you and starts zipping up the dress. then he leaves a trail of soft kisses from your shoulder up to your neck, then to your ear. "my beautiful wife." he whispers. goosebumps spread over the skin of your entire body and you can feel the apples of your cheeks heating up. nanami's had that effect on you since the beginning and you're sure that it'll never change. you turn around to face him after he told you to and he takes a step back to get a good look at you. his intense eyes looking you up and down and his smile gets even bigger. nanami intertwines his hand with yours and twirls you around a few times. "beautiful." he whispers. "why'd you put it on?" he asks and pulls your body flush against his. you wrap your arms around his neck and play with the hair at the back of his head. "was cleaning out the closet and found it again. i was wondering if i'd still fit into it." he presses a kiss to your forehead, mumbling against it, "you look gorgeous." another peck. "and you're all mine. my wife." his deep, quiet voice sends shivers down your spine. "all yours. my handsome husband." you smile back at him and peck his lips a few times. nanami pulls away from you and walks over to the closet, and pulls out a white dress shirt. he takes off the shirt he was wearing, and puts it on. "what are you doing?" you ask after he put it on and pulls out his phone. he doesnt answer you, he only sends you a small smile before turning his attention back to his phone. then, nanami throws his phone on the bed and walks you both in the middle of your large bedroom. he wraps both arms around your waist, hands resting on your lower back and he tells you to wrap yours around his neck. right after you did that, a melody starts playing from his phone. its your song. the song, you both started listening to when you first started dating. the song, you listened to throughout your entire relationship. the song, you walked down the isle to wnd had your first dance to at the wedding.

"let's dance, my love." he kisses your forehead and you both start to slowly sway from left to right. your cheek resting on his shoulder, his cheek resting atop your head. both of your eyes are closed and you're just swimming in the feeling. the feeling of love. of being with each other, loving each other. just the two of you, the song quietly playing in the backround and the sun that's shining through the window, making the small specks of glitter in your dress glow beautifully. the song comes to an end and nanami slowly pulls away from you a little to get a good look at your pretty face. he smiles and lets out a small chuckle, shaking his head a little. "what is it?" you grin. he cups one of your cheeks with his warm hand and his thumb brushes over the apple of your cheek. "just can't believe it's been almost two years since our wedding. i'm very lucky and happy that you're mine." he replies and kisses your forehead. "can't believe it either. i'm so happy with you." you reply and place a soft kiss on his jaw. "you may now kiss the bride." you say and watch how kento's eyebrows raise up, but the smile never leaving his lips. "let's recreate our kiss." you giggle and he lets out a small chuckle, cups your face in his hands and pulls you into a deep kiss.

your lips move in sync, one of nanami's hands moves down to your lower back to pull you closer to his body. your hands run through his hair, slightly tugging on it. his tongue enters your mouth and you let out a small whimper. he smirks into the kiss and pulls away a little to rest his forehead against yours. "i love you." he softly whispers. "and i love you." you reply and peck his lips. nanami's hand moves from ur lower back, up to the zipper of the dress nd starts to slowly unzip it. he places a trail of kisses from your jaw, up to ur ear and slightly nibbles at your earlobe as he continues to unzip the dress. "should we recreate the wedding night as well?" he whispers into ur ear, sending chills down your spine. nanami looks at you with a teasing smirk on his lips, his eyes holding much adoration and love for you though. you giggle and bite down on your bottom lip. "i'd love that." you peck his lips and he slowly places a trail of kisses from your collarbones to your shoulders while he slides down the straps of your dress. nanami slowly walks you backwards and then turns around to sit on the edge of the bed. you let the dress fall to the floor and he holds your hands in his large ones. "beautiful." he whispers more to himself but you still hear it. your hand runs through his hair as he kisses your stomach a few times, then pulls you to sit down on his lap and into another deep kiss. "let me show you how much i love you." he whispers in between kisses. and that's exactly what he did for the next few hours.

tags: @peach-m1lk @softbajis @obitohno @kendraken @oikawascutie @kokonoiscoconut

<3 @ playgrl0

#p!writes!%*#nanami x reader #nanami kento x reader #kento nanami x reader #nanami kento #jjk x reader #jujutsu kaisen x reader #jjk nanami #jujutsu kaisen nanami #jujutsu kaisen #jjk

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tiffsturniolo · 2 months

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PERIOD

this was a request and i kinda hate the idea? ngl cringes me out. dont like talking bout periods 💀

warnings: mentions of blood? short asf, absolutely shit

i woke up with the most gut wrenching pain in my stomach ever. i groan as i remember im on my period. i wish i could just sleep for the whole week, until my period is over.

i slowly reach my hand over to my phone which is waiting for me on my bedside table. the brightness of my phone blinds me and i squint my eyes to turn it down. despite how much pain im in from my uterus doing flips, a smile grows on my face when i see a message from my boyfriend, matt.

me and matt have only been dating 2 months, and its been the best 2 months of my life. ive known him and his brothers since high school so it was kind of a big change to suddenly start dating matt even though ive liked him ever since i met him. regardless, i love him so much.

hes the cutest human being on earth i swear. he always asks if im coming over and usually the answers yes. But i feel like if i get out of bed i might die. literally.

about 10 minuets later, i hear my front door open, sending a wave of panic through my body. Once i hear my boyfriends voice, i let out a sigh of relief

y/n? he asks as he opens my door slowly, smiling when he sees me

my only response is a groggily groan as i turn my body for the first time today to face him

he places a can of dr pepper and a twix bar on my nightstand and grins at me, almost looking proud that he got me stuff

he clears his throat and examines me for a second. whats wrong?

i look up at him, my face flushing red. weve never really talked about periods. i mean, weve only been dating two months, meaning ive only had 2 since we started dating. periods aren’t embarrassing, i dont know why i dont wanna tell him. and its not like matts a dick, he probably wont care. period. i mumble then swallow.

his eyes widen for a second then he nods. cant relate. he says with smirk and i cant help but grin.

he sits at the foot of my bed and throws his phone on the bed. i wish men got periods as well. he says innocently.

i look at him like he just suggested the most stupid thing. trust me, you dont. i say and laugh to myself.

but then i could know what your going through.

i throw my head back smiling and groan. your so corny

he smiles, rubs his eyes and look at me. how is wanting to understand my girlfriend corny? he says with a smirk. he stands up and climbs into the other side of the bed, laying on his back next to me. he grabs one of my stuffed animals and starts throwing it in the air and catching it.

i use all my upper arm strength to sit upright and grab the twix bar he bought for me. as i sit up, i see a small, red circle on my bed. my face instantly heats up and i feel like im on fire. i look over at matt but it seems that he has already noticed. hes looking at the blood stain with wide eyes. he looks up at me and his shocked expression instantly drops as he sees the panicked look on my face

y/n, its okay it doesnt- ill change your sheets, why dont you take a shower and get yourself cleaned up? he says, standing up and pulling me out of bed.

i cover my face with my hands and groan. i didn’t know that wa- i know it’s disgusting-. i blabber as i walk over to the bathroom.

y/n, i honestly dont care, its normal i know. he says, trying to act chill as he takes off the dirty sheet and puts it in the washing machine.

15 minuets later, i come out the bathroom all fresh, more relaxed than i was earlier cause i got to regather my thoughts in the shower.

i look up and see matt laying on my fresh bed, with a proud grin on his face with my dr pepper and twix bar waiting for me on my side. the lights are turned off and the only source of light is my fairy lights and the tv, which is playing spongebob squarepants.

i smile and hop in my side of the bed, resting my head on matts chest. thanks for not making it a big deal, i love you.

matts cheeks flush and he stares down at me. i love you too.

that was our first “i love you”.

sorry if thats terrible, this is my first time writing anything and i wrote it on the spot without planning it. im also sleep deprived so that doesn’t help

#matt sturniolo #chris sturniolo #sturniolo triplets #nick sturniolo #matthew sturniolo #christopher sturniolo #nicolas sturniolo #fluff #matthew sturniolo x reader #matt sturniolo x reader

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kpopscruggles · 4 months

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ok remembered the sungchan prompt SO 😘😘

sungchan was always annoying to you. annoyingly loud. annoyingly wild. annoyingly hot. annoyingly cute. annoyingly lovable. it was hard not to fall for his annoying ass.

"yn, i think he's into you. i mean yeah he's nice but it's different when it's you and thats not because you're his roommate" you roll your eyes while your best friend tries to feed in your delusion "he's so hot and friendly im pretty sure he has someone already and yk im just ug-" your best friend shut you up before you try to spiral "ok stop you're one of the prettiest people ever, PLUS, you guys are roommates im pretty sure if he's seeing someone you would know"

"well fuck my partner just said i need to go now to fix our project" you friend said after looking at their notifs "where is he anyways?" your friend ask "in another party" you roll your eyes out again not hiding the fact that you wished he was hanging out with you instead

with your friend gone all that can think is really about sungchan. is there actually a possibility for us to be together? you ask yourself. you got surprised when a knock was heard in your door. not the door to the apartment but the door to your room.

you quickly fixed yourself before opening the door, to sung- "heyyy" a long haired man shows up in front of it. hes really fucking hot ???!:!..!. "oh wow sungchan didn't lie you are really pretty" you blush by this stranger's compliment completely ignoring the fact that sungchan calls you his pretty roommate. "wonbin" he raises his arms to shake your hands and you look down to see the veins on his hand thats really visible with his sleeveless outfit "yn" you said. he felt soft. he made you completely forget sungchan until you heard a familiar cough

(wonbin's outfit: https://pin.it/FC7JipCSj)

you turn to see sungchan wearing a sheer outfit with a blazer. "ynieee" he turns to you hugging you tightly. so tight you could feel his muscles. you felt like youre in heaven feeling sungchan but you wanted to not make it obvious so you pulled out even though you thought sungchan doesn't wanna let you go "channieee, i thought you guys were in a party"

(sungchan's outift: https://weverse.io/riize/artist/2-133557627)

wonbin answered you "the party was shitty as fuck, we just bought drinks and ordered pizza and decided to judt drink here" he said sitting on the sofa. he smirks before patting on the seat beside him "care to join us pretty?"

"he doesnt really drink wonb-" sungchan rambled until he was interrupted "gladly" you said going to the space making sungchan seat on the other side away from you.

sungchan secretly hated this idea. he was suppose to spend tonight with you. but you're busy flirting with his friend. he wanted to do anything just to keep you away from him and to trap you between his arms. he saw an opportunity when he heard a ping in his phone

"wonbin. the pizza is here" sungchan said. the delivery in your apartment you have to get your delivery from the lobby so he knows he has a long time alone with you. now with wonbin gone he can have you all for yourself and he wasted no time getting closer to you

"didn't knew you like wonbin that much" he said getting closer to you "huh?" you said quickly turning to see sungchan trapping you with his arms "i thought maybe i had a chance with you but turns out" he pouted while saying it making you annoyed at him again "sungchan i swear to go-"

"who do you like anyways? here you are looking pretty as ever, hot as fuck, while being cute, you got me and my friend falling head over heels for you who do you like really so i know who to fi-"

"sungchan" you whispered "hmm? what did you say" he said holding your chin making him look at you. "i like you sungchan" you said blushing.

"good. i like-no i love you yn" he said "may i" he says touching your lips with his thumb. you just kissed him too tired and needy for an oral answer

the two of you just kissed even with wonbin going back with the pizza sungchan didnt care but when you saw him you jumped with sungchan just being annoyed that you broke the kiss before kissing you again

"don't mind me, i'll just make out with the pizza then" wonbin said before eating the pizza seductively looking directly at the two of you as he ate the cheese pull. a part of you did get the ick but why is there a part of you that wanted for him to eat you out like he does with the pizza.

you three enjoyed the pizza before going to "sleep". the two of you slept at your room while wonbin slept at sungchan's room. the two of you fucked till morning while wonbin jerked off thinking of his two crushes fucking each other. wishing to get in the middle of it.

OKAY BUT BREAKFAST IN THE MORNING AND SUNGCHAN JUST LOOKS AT WONBIN!!!

He might even say some slick shit like “have fun listening” “sounds pretty didn’t he” and he’ll run your thigh while wonbin just nods “you can say something, go ahead, give my baby a compliment” too the point where wonbin will basically kiss your feet and Sungchan will just smile “it’s all mine”

#riize hard thoughts #riize hard hours #riize smut #Sungchan smut #sungchan hard thoughts #sungchan hard hours #wonbin smut #wonbin hard hours #wonbin hard thoughts #🏳️‍🌈 anon

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hypegirl1 · 8 months

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Mind doing a Angst Rodrick x Reader?

I feel like hes a really angsty guy in the sense of he doesnt know how any relationship works. Child bsf troupe, growing up and getting a crush on him its constantly going on and off with how much of a douche he is. then at the end he starts realizing it and boom somehow together idk lol

Sour Texts(Rodrick Heflley X Fem! reader)

AN:I was so excited to write my first request stop,I LOVED writing this.Keep those requests going guys,I have nothing better to do😭 I loved the idea ty! I hope you enjoy it! ^^

Summary:Your 8th friendship anniversary with Rodrick arrives,you're both very happy about it,even though you always felt something else for him,or maybe not? Genre:Angs,fluff

Warnings:Language

Word count:935

"Y/N,hurry,I wanna go home!"

"Lily just wait a second!I have to choose a good gift for Rodrick"

"He´s not even like your boyfriend,why are you so worried about choosing a good gift?"

"That´s-"

Thta´s the last thing I wanted to hear today..."he´s not your boyfriend".No,Rodrick is not,but sometimes I wish he was,and sometimes I wish not to,he´s very cute,very funny and talented,but oh gosh,I don´t think he would be the ideal boyfriend,I mean...maybe yes,but he´s very lazy,kinda gross sometimes tho,and he´s not that smart,and that´s the problem. He has the perfect percentage of good and bad stuff about him,it´s a 50/50,since we were childhood friends,my feelings for him always came and then went away,because of all of this,and I can´t say if I hate it or love it.

"That´s nonsense Lily,we´ve been childhood friends since we were 9,I literally got us tickets for Olivia Rodrigo on your birthday,how come you say that I shouldn´t think that much about a good gift for him?"

"Well that´s different Y/N,I didn´t asked for those tickets"

"Oh,so you´re trying to say that I shouldn´t have bought them? Fine,I´ll cancel our tickets for her next concert"

"That´s not what I´m trying to say!"

"Haha,come on,don´t be stupid and try to help me find something for him"

"Fineee"

After hours of wandering around,Lily found the perfect gift.

"Y/N look,isn´t this the last album from Artic Monkeys?"

"What?It is!Rodrick has been talking about it nonstop!I should buy it"

And I did,I spent 35$ on it,damn,he better like it...After all the shopping we did,we both went home and I waited til next day to give Rodrick his gift,I wrapped it very delicately,sent him a text before going to his house saying "be there in 15!".I walked to their house and knocked on their door,waited a few seconds til Susan opened the door.

"Y/N sweetie,it´s nice to see you,what are you doing here?"

"Uhm well,it´s me and Rodrick´s 8th friendship anniversary,I came to give him his gift"

"Oh,well he´s at the garage with his band,come in"

"Thanks..."

Why was he having a rehearsal with the band?It was our anniversay,we usually reservate this day to spend it together...I could hear the music from the other side of the door,knocked and entered,omg,this was going to be embarrasing...

"Rodrick?"

"Y/N! Well hey there,what are you doing here?What´s that you got there?"

"Rodrick,can you come outside,I need to talk to you in private please..."

"Uhh,sure"

I closed the door,and that´s when I lost myself

"What the fuck is wrong with you Rodrick?!"

"What?What are you talking about Y/N?!"

"What I´m talking about?!Today is our 8th friendship anniversary Rodrick!I literally texted you 15 minutes ago telling you I´ll be here!"

"You did?I-didn´t heard my phone,sorry..."

"No,it´s not just sorry,I´m tired of you and this shit,you never remember anything!You forgot my birthday,twice!You never give me back the favors I give you,I´m always saving you at school for getting grounded for not doing your homework,I´m sick of it,I´m sick of loving you!"

"You-what?..."

"I like you Rodrick!Alright?Or I don´t know,the whole time I´ve known you my feelings always leave and the come back because of this kind of stuff!And I hate it!"

"Well I´m sorry for not being the best friend you can ever ask for!Sorry for not knowing how relationships or friendshis work! how was I even supposed to know if you liked me?! If I knew it I could have changed!"

"How-how were you supposed to know?!Are you really asking me that?! What about ALL those fucking texts I send you telling you how much I love you and appreciate you,how much I never want us to fall appart,I literally asked you to be my valentine,to spend christmas and halloween and the 4th of july with me,I bought us matching t-shirts,the other day I sent you a text telling you that I liked you!But not just once,I sent you those texts more than 100 times!"

"I thought you meant all those stuff as friends!"

"No! I didn´t! Do I have to be more obvious?! I hate that I love you because-"

"Because I´m not perfect?!"

"What?No Rodrick,I- I´m not asking you to be perfect,that´s stupid,no one is perfect"

"Well it looks like that´s what you want"

"No Rodrick,I- I just want someone to spend time with,that remembers important dates and stuff,that knows how to show love..."

"I´m sorry Y/N,I´ve been acting stupid this whole time,I just- don´t know how this stuff works"

"Well,we can work on that by now on,what do you think?"

"I´d love that"

I was blushing so hard,I admit that even though we argued we fixed it,and that´s a start,fixing things.

"What is that you have?"

"Oh...this was my gift for you for our 8th friendship anniversary,It´s the last album from Artic Monkeys..."

"Really?!"

"Yeah,here,open it"

"Y/N I-thank you,how about we start again and I compensate you all of the stuff I didn´t do?"

"As friends?"

"As more than friends"

"Yes,I´d love that..."

#rodrick x reader #diary of a wimpy kid #doawk #request #request done

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ghostfanwriter · 2 years

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🍓✨ Strawberries ✨🍓

Where Norman surprises you with two big boxes of strawberries.

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Hi besties!

This is a fluffy little thing I found on my phone a couple minutes ago. I know I've never finished my Chris Evans one, but this one is too good to be left on the drafts. And this is a pretty quick read as well.

Be kind to it, I really love this one!

Hope you like it. Feedback and comments are appreciated as always.

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You're on your yoga mat practicing a bit when your YouTube video is interrupted with a phone call. It's Norman, and considering he's always finding reasons to call you, you don't find it strange.

You answer with a sweet "Hello". "Hey, you home?" "Yeah, doing some yoga, why?" "Does that mean you're in yoga pants?" "No. That means I'm in my pijamas still." "Oh, that's even better." You laugh, Norman is just, how can I put it into words... Something else. He is this funny and low key weird guy who's at the same time extremely sweet and overall just that person whose vibes are craved by almost everyone he knows. No matter how hard you try (and quite honestly you were certainly not trying) to hate the guy, you just can't.

"Why do you sound like you're running?" "Oh, I'm walking actually, just left the grocery store." "Are you coming over?" "Yeah, I'm gonna give you some strawberries." Strawberries? Honestly, coming from him, strawberries are actually a pretty 'normal' answer. "Why are you bringing me strawberries?" "I've bought too many, and I won't need it. So I'm giving them to you!" Half of you believes him, but part of you certainly doesnt. You just can't tell when he's being honest and when he's just messing with you.

"Oh, alright. Waiting for you then. Bye." You say in a I'll-let-you-think-that-you're-fooling-me kind of tone, and "Be right there to help you out with those shorts" is his answer. He laughs after saying that, and so do you. You go back to your video, finishing your session.

Not even 10 minutes after you spoke to Norman on the phone, your interphone rings. You answer it. "Hi, Miss y/l/n, Norman is down here, can I let him up?" "Oh, he's there already? Does he have something with him?" "Hm, he has two boxes." "Big boxes?" "Kinda big, yes. He looks a bit tired too." "Tired from carying these over!" You hear Norman's voice. "Ask him what's inside the boxes, please." "Right. Sir, what's inside the box?" "Oh she knows what's inside the box. Strawberries! Y/n just let me go up, c'mon!" "Can I let him up?" "Yes, let him up. Thank you, sorry for the whole situation." "It's ok miss, the two of you are something else." Then Norman again: "Ask her to wait for me with the door open, please, these are kinda heavy." "Sure, did you hear that, miss?" "Yeah, I did, thank you. Will be waiting. Have a nice day, thanks and sorry again!" "My pleasure, have a nice day you too!"

You open your apartment door and look at the elevator, that stays almost in front of it. Not even one minute later, the elevator stops and the door opens, revealing a heavy breathing Norman, with his puffy black jacket, hat, sunglasses (yes, he wears them inside even when there's no strong lights where he is), and two huge boxes of strawberries.

"Hey", he says casually, smirking - or was him laughing at the confused expression in your face? "What-?" "Let me in, it's heavy." You let him enter and close the door behind you. "Why did you buy all these strawberries?" "Actually, remember how I said I was going to give half of the strawberries I bought?" "Yes?"

He looks at you, then at the box. Then at you again. You get it, but deep down you don't want to believe it.

"I'm actually giving you almost all of it!"

"WHAT?!"

"I know!" "Norman why did you buy all these strawberries?" "Because I know how much you love strawberries!" He goes to the other side of your island, sitting on one of your stools. The little shit is laughing and you just know he is lying straight to your face. "Norman, there are two boxes, EACH of 5 kilograms of strawberries on top of my counters. You don't want me to believe that you thought I would have any recipe that requires fucking 10 kilograms of strawberries, did you?"

"See? Means you can make more than one recipe!"

"Norman?!"

"Smoothies, cakes, pies, strawberry with chocolate, you love those!" You take a deep breath, not believing the man in front of you. You then say taking pauses in between each word: "Norman! Why did you buy all these strawberries?"

He hesitated a bit before answering. "I bought them using the app you told me about. But I must have gotten the sizes wrong, and when I received them at home, I didn't know what to do." "You said you were coming from the grocery store." "Lied. Thought you maybe would believe that it was a surprise?"

You were holding your laugh inside this whole time. But now, with the defeated look in his face, you can't help but burst into laughter.

He looks at you. "What?" "How did you mistake the sizes?" "I thought I was buying two boxes of 500 grams, not 5 kilograms. One for me and one for you." He says, laughing a bit at his own mistake. You think it's adorable that he was actually buying one box for each of you. "I would have loved to see the delivery person's face when you saw the boxes." He laughs, thinking about how confused he must have looked.

You go towards him, cupping his face in your hands. "How can you be so silly, old man?" "Don't know, maybe I was thinking about you while I bought the boxes. Got distracted." He grabs you by the butt, pulling you closer, placing his right thigh in between your legs. "Oh, is that so? And how can I help you focus better?" You say, while rolling your hips softly, rubbing yourself against him. "Well, you know… maybe… I don't know… you could help me clear my mind." "Would love to." You say before kissing your man. You truly love just how... Unpredictable Norman is.

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So? What did you think? I really, really love this one. I loved finding it. Let me know if you like it too!

On my profile there are a few other fics. Joel Miller, Chris Evans and Norman again, be my guest and give them a shot!

Bye besties ✨🍓

#norman reedus fluff #fanfic #norman reedus x reader #norman reedus imagines #norman reedus x you #fluff fanfic

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dojae-huh · 14 days

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https://twitter.com/teewhycharlie/status/1785689093311234383?t=aonQ1uqCXEM7ZUooqdq2Pw&s=19

When u get the internet, u should watch this episode.....lee taeyong went there to shoot only to call Kim doyoungs name.....like literally,just literally he was only looking for him.....he doesnt mind at all, what others would think this time....he was like, I am running out of my time to annoy my Dongsaeng........

There was this moment taeil saying it like " aah,it seems like kim doyoung is popular here, too'-... Haha..... I can't find the link....

https://twitter.com/rosebnnuyrose/status/1785695545165762579?t=r7QWevkYMJNRVqCydtHdYw&s=19

I like this moment so much...ty asked what dy wanna eat between hot dog nd souce.... Nd dy said souce ty bought hot dog...... U see doyoung's face there.... Taeyong was so messing around with dy in this episode...

https://twitter.com/doie_tyoungie/status/1785666170760405268?t=meMGjbWPfnKPBXBL2Q2GuQ&s=19

Not only that, taeyong said receive my love, instead of I love u this time...hehe.....

☺☺ am just so glad to get all these taedo moment... Am so overwhelmed.... 😌😌😌... I like this second boyfriend so much huh nim...., 😌😌😌😌

Link, Link2, Link3

The others wouldn't be able to receive so much love~

I'm serious though. To fool around, to act childish, to follow a familiar routine is a way to distress and get a breather amidst a packed schedule and constant stress. Remember how (irritated) Mark almost slapped Do's hand away, his hyung of several years, when bored Do tried to poke him playfully? Doyoung built up his patience to a considerable level, plus he takes care of Tae emotionally, so the channel and trust are there (teasing is not just teasing, it's getting comfort and good mood from the bond).

Taeil was like: "Did I really miss this mess?", probably, heh.

Doyoung doesn't really mind though, classic forever Tom&Jerry

Part of me thinks Jae is OK with DoTae because he is on the side of teasing Do agenda.

Doyoung mentioned that after arriving to the base Tae accessed the 127 chat and blabbered for 10 minutes. It's great that the conscripts can have access to their phones now and are not cut off from the outside world for real. Tae can still have talks with Doyoung, family and friends.

"Receive my love" reminds me of the old NCT Life in Japan and the punishment Tae gave Do with a halisen (a big paper fan). He beat Do with "I'll smack you as strongly as I love you (receive it)", hehe.

#ask me away #the second boyfriend

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naturalbornlosers · 5 months

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actually. i dont normally get this personal so i might delete this later but geez i need somewhere to put this or i'll go insane.

we lost my grandfather a year ago and Christmas has sucked ass this year. i'm overstimulated and exhausted. my family doesn't even try to connect with me. it's like i dont fucking exist anymore to them except as a problem-solver ("can you help me find xyz?") or a piece of furniture or someone to dictate later plans to or a fucking memory pad ("don't let me forget,") or a problem. we try to eat dinner together and i dont open my mouth a moment in the conversation bc there's no opening for me, there's no topic i can contribute to, no one even tries to include me, and the only time i'm spoken to is to tell me plans we're doing later. i wanna make something with my family and it gets brushed off. i wanna do something, it gets brushed off. i bought us a game to play and we're taking it down when we take my grandmother back home bc no one could be assed to remember to play it even though i made sure it appealed to all of our interests.

my mom made a joke about "oh we're just giving you money because we have no idea what you want haha!" and while yeah, i am grateful for the money, it fucking SUCKS that every time ive talked to her about my interests - about our shared interests and hobbies, too - it sounds like it's gone in one ear and right out the other!! i've shown her in person things i would like to eventually get in the future, all year. and it's like… none of it matters. no one tries. no one tries when it's me, but everyone else gets thoughtful things and i'm even still planning to get more things for my mom and my grandmother. no one tries to engage with my interests. my interests actually get made fun of here and there or outright dismissed ("i'm sure [person] doesn't wanna hear about xyz" is said often when im infodumping) and everything i like is trivial. everything i like is fodder to be mocked by my moms husband and just goes in one ear out the other with my mom and my grandmother has no idea what to do with my interests.

and, fuck, now my family doesnt believe i have endometriosis or pcos bc my ultrasound came back fine even though i explained to them repeatedly that it may not show up on an ultrasound. they dont want me to get a second opinion. they dont think its worth it, trying to find out why im in so much pain i miss class/life events and why im so sick and fatigued every month i cant leave the house sometimes. i just sit around like a decoration. i get teased for being on my phone. i get teased for not eating the same things everyone else does. and to top it all off, my moms husband vaguely threatened me tonight in front of everyone and no one did a fucking thing. no one even acknowledged that he just flat out went "dont do xyz, if you do xyz, there's gonna be a problem" in a very clear manner of 'you are going to be in deep shit'. which is fucking tiresome bc he tried to kick me out three separate times in 2020. once bc my bathroom wasn't tidy enough (just a bit cluttered, but i dont have much counter space, so naturally it was cluttered), once bc he wanted to turn my bedroom into storage and have me move into the attic spare room, and once bc "this is my castle and i am the king and if you don't like it you can leave". this was during a time i had no friends irl, no bank account, couldn't drive, no job, nobody around i could go to… he knew full well he could just toss me out and no one would say a fucking word.

i'm learning how to drive. and then i'll get a job. and then i'll move out. and then i'll put this shit behind me. but i fucking hate being in a room full of my family and feeling like none of them know me. that i'm entirely alone. that i don't fucking exist and everything i am is trivial and doesn't matter. if i make plans, there's a high chance they wont happen or will get changed last minute and then i get mocked for being upset about it like i'm a child who doesn't get how the world works. i'm twenty four. i'm young for sure, but fucking hell, i'm not six.

i just don't wanna be here. i'm gonna keep on keepin' on. but i want things to change for the better and i know they wont until i move out. i just don't believe i will actually, ever, leave this house. ughh. i'll survive but holy shit i'm gonna be screaming the entire time.

#Statement.txt #delete later #i'm relatively fine i'm just being overdramatic #i need to be overdramatic and then i'll get over it

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fyodorloveclub · 1 year

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Hi my little academia whores it me you’re favorite 🪱I am back 😏 if you don’t remember me I’m that one person with the ridiculous fyodor headcanons. And boy has it been a hot minute since I’ve last told you them. Boy do I have more because like untreated mental illness it’s been festering. So without further ado here are some Fyodor headcanons for the soul.

- Fyodor has never had a nickname and if you say well “what about fedya?” ERRR DOESNT COUNT. So one day he (mistakenly) asked nikola to pick out a nick name. To make a long story short his nickname is Jesus. And it’s not pronounced like jeez-us it’s pronounced like hey-sus like in the Spanish pronunciation 💀💀 why? Because nikola had been watching too many soap operas and one of the main antagonists is called jesus

-Fyodor has his ears pierced. He suddenly got them done at a Claire’s shop in 2010 and bought the flip phone lip gloss with the 20% discount you get after you get your ears pierced.

-Fyodor stole a coi fish from a Chinese restaurants tank. He used a pitcher of water left on a table. He has so many fucking random pets

-Fyodor at one point sold feet pics for 45$ a piece.

-Fyodor got a restraining orders from The Weekend, yeah like in the singer the Weekend. Why? No clue

-Fyodor has not one not two, but 26 scrub daddy sponges in a small cubby by his bed

-Fyodor at one point couldnt tell if he liked dazai or hated him. They kissed to see and they’ve never talked about it afterwards. Like it’s the only thing they will never talk about because of how fucking awkward it was lmao anyways 0/10 don’t recommend.

-Fyodor has almost been inaugurated as the Pope. I’m not giving any background story to this one 💀

-fyodor thought chuuya was Russian for the longest time and he would speak to chuuya in Russian…chuuya indeed does not speak Russian and he just nodded along to whatever he said. Chuuya now only has nine toes 😔

-Fyodor ran an illegal ceramic making class on Facebook live.

-Fyodor sometimes will say very philosophical and just smart things without knowing it, during a conversation. After the convos done he quite literally pat’s himself and whispers “wow that was good.” Like a fucking geek. I want suck his dick 🫶

-fyodor got a degree in Earl childhood development and education from the university of Chicago! Ain’t that cool?….I want him to breed me 🦅💯

-Fyodor got “deez nutz” tattooed on the sid of his ribs in cursive. So it looks like it’s something poetic and meaningful, when in reality he got the tattoo after his favorite drag queen lost in rupaul’s drag race and he had like five margaritas.

-Fyodor tried to start the second potato famine in Ireland. Clearly it didn’t work

-Fyodor hates the state of Arizona so much he petitioned for it to be removed from being a state to congress again clearly didn’t work 10/10 for effort though! I want him to choke me with his cold pretty hands

-fyodor doesn’t British people like. He can’t stand them? And you’re probably thinking “wym he hates them?” Like he made them on the top of his little mass murder list. He has beef with them for no reason??? I-

-Fyodor has worn women’s underwear before! He quite likes it although he did find them in a Macy trash with a half eaten chipotle bowl, he thought they were quite comfy!

-Fyodor stole thirty ponds of cucumbers from a cabbage smuggler….I want him to fuck me until I see stars ✝️

-Fyodor loves Parmesan cheese especially freshly grated :))

Sorry for this being so short 💀

Anyways I hope you have a good day MWAH

Sincerely, your one and only horny cabbage smuggler

-🪱

there are tears in my eyes rn HOW do u come up with these 💀💀💀💀💀💀 WHY ARE THE SCRUB DADDIES BY HIS BED

HE FOUND THE UNDERWEAR IN A MACY'S TRASH CAN I GENUINE ;LY CANT BREATHE

CHUUYA NOW ONLY HAS 9 TOES?

#🪱 demon #voices in my head #{ musings; fyodor }

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