idea: a very drunk Hashira! reader trying (and somehow succeeding) to rizz up muzan. They hit it off and later on in the final battle, reader who is very shy when sober, finds them again and both just remember that they hooked up-
đĽ ⢠° ` â âLIQUOR AND SINSâ
-> PAIRINGS: Muzan Kibutsuji x Gn!Drunk!Hashira!Y/n
-> SUMMARY: The night when your life changed.
-> WORD COUNT: 1.5k+
-> CONTAINS: suggestive content, mentions of violence, swearing, muzanâs demon form, drinking, muzan is 1000 while reader is 27.
-> A/N: sry if u wanted this smut, its on my rules that i donât accept smut reqs from anons. i hope u still like this tho!!
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February 14, was the day you finally managed to defeat an uppermoon. Uppermoon 5, to be exact. Surely youâll celebrate for this wonderful achievement, right? Of course you will.
Youâve been fighting and training hard for five years, of course youâll let loose a little, just for today.
The other hashiras, especially Mitsuri really wanted you to come with them since theyâre having a celebration of their own too, but you turned down the offer.
A cold, peaceful night such as this is something youâd like to keep yourself to.
The bells jingled as you opened the door of a small bar, and ordered for liquor.
It was safe to say, that you can atleast handle a few booze, but having six is just⌠a little bit too much.
You were a stumbling mess when you attempted to go to the bathroom, your weapon slipping out of your hand in the process.
And that caught a certain someoneâs attention.
As you stepped in the womanâs bathroom, you immediately made your way to the sink, and puked your heart out. You didnât even hear the door open and close, even when the lock clicked.
You panted, the dizziness was still around, something you probably canât shake off up until tomorrow. For a demon slayer, youâre a one hell of a light drinker, all right.
But despite that, your sight can never waver, for even if it was all a blur, you were sure someone was behind you. You may not see them clearly, but he was a man, and he looked handsome as fuck.
Even before the man could move, you immediately whipped your head towards him, with visible flushed cheeks, and half-lidded eyes. It wouldnât take a genius to know just how drunk you are.
The man flinched in unexpectation, but what made him surprised more was the fact that he was a complete stranger; yet you immediately wrapped your arms around his neck.
The man immediately withdrew his claws that were a hundred times sharper than a newly sharpened knife, taken aback by the sudden affection.
It was safe to say that you had saved your own life in the most unexpected way, in the most unthinkable way.
The red wine that you just drank and puked had filled in his nose, the scent so tantalizing, yet, as a demon, more over, the demon king, he must not be lured by such a thing.
And yet, the simple press of your thigh against his âthingâ has awakened something within him.
You leaned in and whispered something against his ear, but it was inaudible in his side for he felt hot. Your breath was tickling his ear, your heat radiating off of you from how close you both are, and your thigh still pressed on his junior. God damn, he shouldnât feel this way. Heâs a demon for Godâs sake.
And thatâs how, the night when your life changed.
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âY/n! Pay attention will you!?â Yelled Sanemi, your training partner for today. âThe hell you zoning out about!?â
You flinched in surprise as his loud voice had finally reached your ears.
For the past few days, youâve been always like this. Even Rengoku got upset when he thought you were ignoring him.
For some reason, thoughts â more like memories, start to appear in your brain. Although, youâve got no assurance if it really is that.
You doubt, but a memory comes in then. A memory that⌠consisted of heat, lust, temptation, and desire. But you have no recollection of what had happened in that memory.
Even Mitsuri needed to bonk your head so hard to keep those memories out of your head in the middle of a battle.
It was all so distracting, to say the least. Your missions, turned out to be a fail at the end of the day only because you could not pay attention to the demon.
Safe to say, you are getting demoted. Thatâs for sure.
âTsk, there you go again! Zoning out!â Sanemi snapped one last time, before throwing his wooden stick to the ground and walked out.
Then, there goes your training session. A failure.
As you slowly, tiredly, packed your things and walked away from Sanemiâs estate, you canât help but wonder as always; what really happened that night?
You swore you only had a few shots then⌠right. Then what? Obviously, you donât remember any more further.
But you do remember seeing a man. A man who wore a white hat, red eyes, and a formal suit. You canât remember how he looked like, but you remembered his scent, and his voice. And you too, were sure, that he was muscular enough to carry a thousand pound, or even more.
Sauntering towards your estate, your mind elsewhere, as you couldnât even hear the ongoing chaos that started just about⌠now.
You heard screaming and explosions, you saw smoke as you looked back, everything falling down in just a second.
You dropped your bag, and ran toward the chaosâ direction, along with your weapon.
You ran as fast as you can, your mind was no longer filled with those heated memories. All you could ever think of now was, are they okay?
You rushed, and panted. You tried to use your breathing technique to get faster, but it was of no avail. You were too late.
Everything had turned into a disaster the moment you turned around, the moment you blinked your eyes, the moment you stopped thinking.
The next thing you knew, you were already sent into a room. No, wait, not a room. It looked like an⌠endless void.
You stepped foot on it, and explosions could be heard anywhere. It was terrifying, to say the least. But your legs strengthened and rushed forth towards a direction, in which a voice â a screaming voice of a woman could be heard.
And that woman was no other than⌠Mitsuri. She, was the very first friend you had ever since your arrival. She was an innocent, kind, and bright woman. She did not deserve to live in a world like this.
Better yet, exist in a situation that has got her hissing in pain, and gasping for breath.
Obanai Iguro was there too, fighting for his dear life and for Mitsuriâs.
You stand by Mitsuriâs aid, trying to help her get up.
âIâm⌠fine, please, help Iguro-san..â Mitsuri weakly pleaded, as her legs trembled when she tried to get herself up with the help of your arm.
You looked at Iguro from afar, and you could see, just how much he was willing to risk just to kill a demon.
You nodded and raced toward his aid, without knowing that it was no ordinary demon he was fighting. Not one of the twelve moons, but the king of them all.
You shivered and froze in spot, his dominating aura getting through to you as you looked up at the monster in fear, Iguro continuing to fight for his life.
You slowly walked towards the battle, swallowing the lump in your throat.
You charged towards the demon, whose hair was long and white, had a muscular form, and a scent so alluring.
Iguro was thrown back against the wall, leaving you and the demon alone.
Muzan looked at you in confusion, upon seeing a new face, but then, he remembers, that you were the woman he was always looking for ever since that night. God, you looked beautiful even when your hair up, but he obviously preferred the way you looked in bed, your hair down and splayed on the soft mattress.
He smirked upon seeing you, ânice to see you, again.â He said with his deep, tempting voice.
Oh god, fuck, now you remember. Those memories, it all became so clear. He was the fucking man you slept with, the man from that very same night too.
You stood in front of him from quite a distance, but instead of attacking you, he instead went near and wrapped his arm around your waist, pulling you in as his lips touched yours.
You finally remembered the heat, the pleasure, and the desire.
Your comrades can only look from afar, can only look at your betrayal.
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⢠° ` â BONUS:
Weeks before, Mitsuri gasped loudly, her gasp literally echoing through the silent forest, as you told her about your current predicament.
âR-Really!? Omg! You slept with someone!!â Mitsuri announced and gasped loudly again, causing you to place both your hands on her mouth.
âS-Shh! Everyoneâs gonna hear you!â You whisper-yelled, as Mitsuri nodded apologetically. Her big mouth always getting the best of her, when it comes to something she always calls âloveâ.
You sigh in defeat, as you already expect that Mitsuri will probably accidentally slip some words out.
âW-Wait! How did he look like!? What was it like!? Did you feel good!?â Mitsuriâs enthusiasm boosted up again, excitedly asking you about your unforgettable experience.
âWell⌠it definitely felt like something I never felt like before.. he was um.. muscular.. handsome.. and most definitely big down there.â Mitsuri broke into a cackle, as she held her stomach and wiped the tears in her eyes.
âS-Seriously- haha- t-that was what you r-remember? You sure mustâve s-stared at it for a long time! Hahaha!â Mitsuri continued laughing, as embarrassment started to creep up your cheeks, turning your head away from her, âS-Shh!â as you tried to shut her up.
But it was true though, you canât deny the fact that he was packing down there.
a/n: u guys imagine the rest
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@shujinroyalâ said: đđđđđ( all for Akira ).
Useless headcanon time | Accepting
He steals some leftovers from the fridge at night. His stomach is really damn weird and it feels empty almost all the time, even when heâs full.
He was born with this messy, floofy hair. Itâs very soft but he hates being touched unless you ask for permission.
His work/study desk is a bit of a mess and almost never organized unless Morgana yells at him for it.
His breakfast is curry with coffee. He never breaks that routine even as an adult.
Speaking of that, heâs unsure if he should become a detective or a police officer. A just one. Heâs learned that all cops are shit thanks to Zenkichi, but the trauma and abuse he got from them still remains.
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⢠° ` â âFuck and sleep, the only routines the both of you ever did. Not even talking about anything else, and keeping both your sex lives and personal lives away from each other. No strings attached, no feelings allowed. Thatâs why when you grew bored of him, you broke the deal off even when he pays you more than ten thousand dollars, considering how you grew to realize that it was more fun fucking with someone you truly love. But when you did so, he got aggressive, as if he never wanted to let you go, and only made the sex partner thing an excuse to keep you.â
toji fushiguro, gojo satoru, childe, nanami kento, lucifer, mammon, geto suguru, dottore, kamisato ayato, diluc, alhaitham, aventurine, sampo.
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â¤ď¸ ⢠° ` â âHATE TO LOVE YOUâ
-> PAIRINGS: Sanemi Shinazugawa x f!Hashira!Y/n
-> SUMMARY: You like him, but he hates you. Or so you think.
-> WORD COUNT: 2.0k+
-> CONTAINS: fluff, a little cursing, a little suggestive (itâs js 1 paragraph lol), sanemi is 21 & reader is 19.
-> A/N: this was sitting in my drafts for quite a while LMAO. anw, iâm gonna change some things here; genya got killed by his mother, so meaning only sanemi survived.
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It was that time of season, which you hated most, feeling all cold and shivering.
âY/n-san!â Someone called out to you, only to reveal the kind boy you have met back at the Hashira meeting.
âOh, Tanjiro-kun!â You yelled back, waving at him all smiley.
âWhat are you doing here, Y/n-san?â And you just then realized you are right in front of the wind hashiraâs estate.
You didnât know what you even came here for, perhaps you forgot, or perhaps you just... felt like it.
You asked Tanjiro the same question, his answer somewhere being âShinobu-san asked me to bring Shinazugawa-san his medicinesâ.
Well, good luck Tanjiro.
Oh, now you remember.
Now you remember what you were doing in front of the wind hashiraâs estate.
You wanted to give him some ohagis you made, which by the way, youâre holding right now.
I mean, he got injured in his last mission, so of course you have to pay him a visit. Especially when you like him, after all.
But instead of handing him the ohagis, you decided to pussy out and go back to your own estate.
Reaching your estate, you place the ohagis on the table and ate it in his stead.
You had dreams of one day, in this table, the both of you would eat, and he would sit right in front of you, talking about sweet nothings.
Also, desires of where heâll sleep beside you in the bed, naked and covered in sweat, making love like thereâs no tomorrow.
Those were the dreams and desires you wished to achieve. But you know damn well, that they will only be your dreams and desires, and will be nothing more than that.
Itâs a painful thought, of course. But you canât help but think he hates you.
And heâs shown countless signs of it.
When one time, you did hand him some ohagis you made, but he just told you to scram off. So in the end, you just decided to go back later when heâs inside his estate, and leave it outside.
Second time was when Oyakata-sama assigned you both for a mission. It was an easy mission, the demon wasnât even an uppermoon or a lowermoon. It was just a normal one. But even so, Sanemi spat out his usual words to say to you, âweakâ, âfragileâ, âuselessâ, and âpitifulâ.
Third time was when he also got very injured and you canât help but get worried of course. So you and your dumbass decided to volunteer to bring Sanemiâs soup and medicine, only to be thrown straight to your face.
Youâre lucky the soup was just mild hot, or else your face wouldâve been burned.
And well, those were the times you clearly remember as they were the most hurtful times with him by far.
But even so, you still like him. Whatever can this feeling called âloveâ ever do to a person? Itâs crazy and itâs scaring you.
Itâs scary how every single time he keeps pushing you away, you fall for him more and more instead.
Itâs scary how every single time he curses at you, you even talk to him more and more.
Itâs scary how every single time he rolls his eyes and avoids you, you follow him more and more.
Itâs scary how âloveâ can turn you into this kind of person.
And you donât even hate it. Not even a single bit.
Even your friends, or your fellow hashiras ask you why, why did you fall in love with this scary scarred maniac.
And you donât even know why. It must have been just... fate.
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2 weeks later, Oyakata-sama called you for a mission.
It was to assassinate the lowermoon 2, somewhere deep in the forest.
Youâve been running around the dark forest for which youâve estimated to be 3 hours atleast.
It was tiring, sure, but youâve trained for more than a year to reach where you are now.
And you canât let this lowermoon stop you.
It was a dumb act, that youâve only realized the purpose of this demon once you were tired enough.
It was to tire you while running around the whole forest looking for him, when the forest itself is the demonâs blood demon art.
And once youâve reached your limit, the demon camouflaged you at the right time, injuring your stomach and right leg.
You were obviously at a disadvantage, and your injuries hurted like hell, especially when itâs winter, and the cold is slowing you down.
But those didnât stop you. Instead, you took your katana that fell out of your grip the moment the demon injured you, and tried your best to execute your fighting stance.
It was hard to breathe, your vision was slowly getting blurry, and your chest was feeling heavy.
It was as if you were almost gonna pass out, considering that youâve went past your limits already.
The demon was about to attack you, and you were about to defend, but then suddenly, not even in a blink, the demonâs head fell off.
You didnât know why or how, but your confusion was quickly solved when you saw a certain white haired man strolling right up to you.
âS-Shinazugawa-san!â You called out, causing your knees to give in, and causing Sanemi to sprint towards you.
If he hadnât caught both your arms by now, you wouldâve fallen head first to the ground.
âW-What are you doing here?â You managed to stutter out, blood dripping out of your mouth.
âLetâs get you to the butterfly estate first.â Sanemi said gruffly, swiftly carrying you in his arms bridal-style like you weigh just as a feather, and off he ran.
It was short, simple, and brash. But you swore you saw something wet in his eyes.
But you mustâve been just imagining it. Why would he, Sanemi Shinazugawa, the cold hearted wind pillar, cry for someone like you?
Your vision is blurry, that must be it.
Then, darkness completely takes over your sight, and falling asleep into his arms.
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Itâs comfy, warm, and soft. You tried to open your eyes and adjust to the lighting, only to hear a shriek coming from Aoi,
âHYA! L/N-SAN IS AWAKE!!â Aoi called out, sprinting out of the room and repeated the sentence thrice.
Your eyes were hurting by how the light hit your eyes, but even so, you still saw the one and only, Sanemi Shinazugawa.
âLet me have a minute with her.â Sanemi breathed out, and that was all it took for the both of you to be left alone.
âSanemi-san... How are you?â You asked, smiling oh so gently at him without even noticing you called him by his first name.
â...You ask me that? Why donât you look at your fucking self!? You look more pathetic and weak than me, hell, do you even care about yourself at this point!?â Sanemi snapped, and you were shocked.
Shocked because he never or you never saw him acting this way towards others. Even with Rengokuâs death, he didnât cry, he didnât get angry when theyâve known each other far more longer than the both of you know each other.
So why? Why does Sanemi Shinazugawa care for you? When after all, all heâs ever done was to push you away, curse at you, and roll his eyes at you.
So what does this sudden change mean?
âDamn it... Why canât you just atleast stay...â Sanemi whispered under his breath, but you swore it was loud enough for the whole room to hear it.
âWhat do you mean?â Sending him a questioning and confused gaze, only to realize you werenât supposed to hear that.
âStop. Just stop. I donât want to do anything with you anymore. Why do you keep making me feel like this? I hate this. I donât like you. I despise you. I shouldnât have saved you. I hate you.â He sprouted words again, but this time, you were far from believing them.
You saw the look on his eyes while saying those things, as if they were the complete opposite to what he just said.
He was on the verge of tears.
~~~~~
Sanemi Shinazugawa. 21 years old. Cold, arrogant, aggressive, and scary. Name him any heartless names you have, and it will easily define him.
Sanemi Shinazugawa. 13 years old. Kind, friendly, and bright. Name him any kind names you have, and it will easily define him.
Whatever does this two have a difference? Itâs of the same man, but with different personalities.
Ah, thatâs right. It was when Sanemi Shinazugawa still had everything, and when he had lost everything.
He was just a child, whoâs childhood has been robbed away from him.
He was just a person, who tried to protect his family.
He was just a human, who make mistakes.
But why? Why can he never keep anything or anyone for himself?
His mother, his siblings, Masachika, Genya, all the people important and close to him. He could never keep them.
Theyâd always die when theyâre near him. Theyâd always end up in a pool of blood, with tons of injuries.
Sanemi can never keep anything and nothing can ever belong to him. He always lose everything. He can never call something or someone his.
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âW-What do you mean, Shinazugawa-san?â You reached out to his face, trying to wipe the tears away, but he obviously just slaps it away.
âDonât touch me dammit.â He looks at you with anger, and maybe hatred. But his voice cracks, as if he didnât want to say that.
âSanemi-san, why do you keep pushing me away? I've always tried to be your friend, but why? Why do you hate me so much?â You questioned, feeling your heart break and tears threatening to spill out.
âI can never keep anyone.â He started, slowly calming down.
âEveryone who Iâve called friend, family, and brother. Iâve lost all of them. They all end up dying. I donât want to get close to you, or else you might just become one of them. Be a bloody body laying on a pool of blood, all lifeless right in front of me. I donât want to get attached to you, but you just keep going near me and itâs annoying.â He slowly looked at you, and you could see his eyes filled with sadness.
Ah, so thatâs why. Thatâs why heâs always pushing you away, always rejecting you, always avoiding you. He just tried to protect you.
âThe day you tried to give me ohagi, I had to build up much courage to push you away, but I found and ate it outside my estate either way. The day that Oyakata-sama also assigned us both on a mission, I told you those things to make you feel worthless and helpless. I didnât want you fighting that demon, because who knows, you might just die in front of me. Also when you brought me that soup, I didnât mean to throw it straight at your face. I aimed at the door, but my hand didnât function correctly if I may say. On that last winter too, you gifted me 2 kimonos but I didnât have any gift for you. And this winter too, you were about to give me ohagi, werenât you?â He continued, looking away from your eyes.
Itâs great that he looked away from you, or else he couldâve seen the ugly look on your face while crying.
You were crying because you werenât sad. Instead because you were happy. Happy that you now knew your crush doesn't hate you.
And because he was rude to you not because he hates you, but because he wanted you to live.
You find yourself sitting up, reaching for his neck, and pulling him in for a hug.
That was his breaking point.
Tears started to flow down his cheeks, burying his face in your chest, and this time, he hugged back, not pushing you away anymore.
âMaybe. Just maybe, I could keep you. You could be mine.â Sanemi thought, slowly tightening his hug on you.
Sanemi Shinazugawa didnât love to hate you. He hated to love you.
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⢠° ` â âMen who put a sleeping drug into your drink and fuck you every night in your sleep, muttering sweet nothings to your ears as you clench him so fucking tight, and savor his cum in your womb. Mysterious, how thereâs pure evidence every morning, but you donât even mind, because you know itâs him.â
sukuna ryomen, toji fushiguro, muzan kibutsuji, dabi, gojo satoru, childe, alhaitham, dottore, douma.
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⢠° ` â âMen who fuck you over the kitchen counter, whispering sweet nothings to your ears about how theyâre gonna take off your panty, shove their fat girthy cocks in, and plant a fucking baby inside you.â
gojo satoru, geto suguru, toji fushiguro, sukuna ryomen, alhaitham, childe, blade, kaeya, caelus, neuvillette, wriothesley, baizhu, sanemi shinazugawa, tengen uzui, muzan kibutsuji, douma.
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⢠° ` â âMen who show you just how good he can be than your husband. How good he fucking spanks your ass, how good he treats your pussy, how he deliciously rams inside, hitting your womb, and how tasty his cum is inside your womb. All of those he showed you, that not even your husband can.â
gojo satoru, childe, kaeya, diluc, geto suguru, toji fushiguro, sukuna ryomen, bakugo katsuki, ayato, sanemi shinazugawa, muzan kibutsuji, michikatsu tsugikuni, douma, kaigaku.
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⢠° ` â âOld men who loves eating your pussy, fucking you dumbfounded, and forcing you to drink birth control pills. But at the end of the year, youâd be pregnant considering the amount of cum heâll stuck up on you, and the times where youâll miss drinking the pills. He hated kids, but maybe this time, heâll keep this one.â
toji fushiguro, levi ackerman, dottore, shota aizawa, blade, jing yuan, welt, baizhu, gojo satoru.
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⢠° ` â âGuys who drag you away from your group of friends to an empty classroom and fuck you relentlessly, forcing you to take in all of his length and width, along with the warmth of his seed.â
gojo satoru, geto suguru, toji fushiguro, sukuna ryomen, dabi, blade, alhaitham, diluc.
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⢠° ` â âYour pretty face all smeared and messed up with his cum and saliva, as you continuously moaned and begged him to let you release for the 6th time.â
gojo satoru, childe, alhaitham, kaeya, diluc, neuvillette, wriothesley, uzui tengen, douma, sanemi shinazugawa, suguru geto, dabi, keigo takami, bakugo katsuki.
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⢠° ` â âThe way your mouth turns to an âoâ shape everytime he hits that certain spot near your womb, everytime he slapped your ass cheeks, and everytime he plants his seed inside of you. He finds all of them adorable, and heâs not gonna stop anytime soon.â
childe, kaeya, kaveh.
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⢠° ` â âShort men who you make fun of every morning, and short men who make fun of you every night, with his tongue and fingers.â
levi ackerman, xiao, xingqiu, scaramouche, venti.
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⢠° ` â âThe way your throat tightens everytime he rams it in, the way your eyes tear up whenever his cock reach the deepest parts of your mouth, and the way you swallow his seed with no hesitance. He loves all of them.â
gojo satoru, alhaitham, zhongli, shota aizawa, suguru geto, toji fushiguro, keigo takami, dabi, childe, wriothesley, shoto todoroki, dottore, diluc, kaeya.
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đ§ ⢠° ` â âI CANâT SAVE US, MY ATLANTISâ
-> PAIRINGS: Giyuu Tomioka x f!Y/n
-> SUMMARY: Loversâ quarrel. What could they ever regret about it?
-> WORD COUNT: 2.5k+
-> CONTAINS: angst, slight swearing, fighting scene (myb?!?), & giyu is 21 while reader is 20.
-> A/N: feeling angsty today lol. this oneshot is inspired by the song âAtlantisâ by Seafret. u should check it out, itâs a nice song :)). the indented ones are the lyrics of the song btw.
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The birds have left their trees
The light pours onto me
I can feel you lying there all on your own
We got here the hard way
It was winter, and your lover, Giyuu Tomioka has been sent on a mission. You canât help but want to fix things with him, and bid him a goodbye kiss.
But your stubborn self stopped that from happening. And well, your lover didnât even bid you a goodbye kiss, he just went off without even looking at you. Guess he is stubborn too.
And then there you are, left all alone in your shared house. It was cruel. You were alone, feeling lonely, and scared that maybe a demon will just barge into your house knowing your demon slayer lover isnât home now.
You guys have been together for 3 years, and well, you had fights like these, but not like this.
Knowing Giyuu, everytime the both of you had an argument, heâd just stay quiet until you apologized. But knowing your pride, a big one at that, itâd take you a lot of time or days to say it out loud to him. And heâd just be all smiley and accept your forgiveness, then everything will be alright.
Meanwhile with Giyuu, heâs worried about you. Like dead worried.
He wants to tell Oyakata-sama that heâs sick and that he canât go on the mission, but he knows damn well thatâs no excuse. I mean, he is a demon slayer, and while you, youâre just a mere civilian who he happen to lay his eyes on.
But who cares, right? Both of you still love each other and nothing will change that. Not even the fights you both have.
Sure, it was a tough road being each otherâs lovers, but for the both of you, it was worth it.
Even though Giyuuâs job was to slay demons, and your job was to plant and pick vegetables and fruits, the both of you still managed your time well and get to enjoy each other in each otherâs arms.
But even with those, fights are normal in relationships of course. There are times like these, and there are times that arenât like this.
All those words that we exchange
Is it any wonder things get broke?
âCause in my heart and in my head
Iâll never take back the things I said
Times like this when the both of you spout useless nonsense at each other to the point where one just wants to end it all.
But the both of you knew damn well that those words hurt each otherâs feelings, but you canât take those words back because the both of you had prides up high.
So high above, I feel it coming down
She said, in my heart and in my head
Tell me why this has to end
Oh, no, oh, no
The relationship you both had to went for hardships because of it is slowly falling down. And neither of you both want to accept that.
But the both of you knew, you knew. You knew loving someone isnât easy, and obviously letting them go isnât an easy choice. It never was.
But this just didnât work out, you know? Introvert and extrovert people could have been a great couple duo. But the both of you? No. It just didnât. Not for you, not for him.
The fights have been frequent, and you even forget who or what started this fight, and when or how to end it.
Thatâs why, once he comes back from his mission, you plan to end things with him. You just couldnât do it anymore. You simply wished for someone to treat you any better than he did, but there was just no âsomeoneâ better than him.
But what can you do? Relationships dry out easily if it was in your situation, and you just⌠had to accept it.
Thinking about the words, the right words to tell him that you want to break up hurts you.
But what hurts you more was the scorching pain in your left hand. It was burning, it was stinging, it was bleeding.
And then you looked to your left, seeing a guy who looked less of a human. It was a demon. And you were screwed.
I canât save us, my Atlantis, we fall
We built this town on shaky ground
I canât save us, my Atlantis, oh, no
We built it up to pull it down
You managed to get away from the demonâs grip, and reached for the knife. As you get hold of it, he was no longer in front of you.
He was right behind you now, and you were just thrown on the wall with a full magnificent force that you felt your back break.
Your vision was so blurry, that all you could remember was the demon raising his left fist.
And in that single moment, you couldnât think of anything, nor do anything. But in that single moment, you wished that you couldâve just let down your pride for once.
You shouldâve spent your last moments with Giyuu together, and that you could never end things with him.
You love him too much, that even your last words were âI love youâ with the image of Giyuu in your mind, and everything fell black.
Now all the birds have fled
The hurt just leaves me scared
Losing everything Iâve ever known
Itâs all become too much
With Giyuu, he finished his mission easily and faster than he thought, so he decided to buy something for you.
In the market, the uneasy feeling never left him. Or so to say, the uneasy feeling just added more weight to his heart. And it wanted him to go home and check on you so bad.
But he wanted to make things right, so he canât go home empty handed. Not just yet.
~~~~~
It was already evening, and finally, he managed to buy someting. And it was a hairpin. It was colorful. It came with lavender color, followed by black, then sakura flowers.
It was the perfect gift he could give you. Not only that, but itâd match your favorite lavender-colored kimono decorated with sakura flowers too.
And then he knew, it was time to go home.
~~~~~
After minutes of walking, heâs now almost near your home. He should be feeling excited and happy that heâs near, that he could finally see you, hug you, and kiss you.
But no. The more steps he took, the more he felt uneasy. Something didnât feel right. Something didnât sit right with the atmosphere.
Heâs so filled with these thoughts of you, that tears begin to form on the corner of his eyes, breath starting to get shaky, and speed starting to get faster.
Maybe Iâm not built for love
If I knew that I could reach you, I would go
Itâs in my heart and in my head
You canât take back the things you said
Shit, if you were with someone else, would they have done a much more better job at protecting you than him? Maybe, just maybe, if you both didnât crossed paths, would you have been safe right now? Would you have been safe, in someone elseâs arms right now?
Damn it, he shouldâve went home earlier. He shouldâve spotted this hairpin much earlier, and that he would be home by now.
He would be home, and you would feel safe in his arms.
Sure, you told him mean nonsense, meaningless things when you both fought, but he knew damn well you loved him just as much as he loved you.
He loves you so much, thatâs why heâs sprinting towards home now. Towards you.
So high above, I feel it coming down
She said, in my heart and in my head
Tell me why this has to end
Oh, no, oh, no
Now that heâs much near home, he can now see the wooden gates of your shared home, heâs feeling more and more anxious.
What would your reaction be? Would you be happy now, or would you still be mad? Or would you not get the chance to react at all?
She told you the meanest things possible, and yet youâre worried sick about her. Oh, how lucky can she ever be?
He entered towards the gates, and towards your door, he called out to you, he called out your name, but no answer.
Trembling feeling was within him, but he fought it and forced himself to take a peek.
And thatâs where it all ended.
The tears that once formed on the corner of his eyes, now took control and fell warmly on his cheeks.
He strode towards you, and looked at your helpless, lifeless self.
He held your body in his arms, and regretted everything. Regretted that he ignored the uneasy feeling shouting at him just from the start, regretted that he didnât come home early, and regretted that he couldnât save you.
Yes, you guys had fights, that were almost useless, words that you spouted and yelled at each others faces that hurt, but not even for a single moment, did he not love you.
He could never forgive himself. He had lost everyone dear to him, he couldnât protect everyone he cared for, and he couldnât save everyone he loved.
And you were the 3rd one.
And thatâs why he could never call himself a hashira. Hashiras are supposed to be the strongest, which means they are capable of saving and protecting those in need.
But he was given 3 chances at that, and yet he still failed the same way.
The people he cared for, Tsutako, Sabito, and Y/n died the same way, for the same reason.
Thinking back of it, he couldnât feel anything other than shame and grief.
Shame because heâs got the title âhashiraâ when he doesnât deserve it. If it wasnât for Tsutako, he wouldnât have reached where he is now. If it wasnât for Sabito, he wouldnât have survived the final selection. And if it wasnât for Y/n, he wouldnât have become someone he is now, someone better than the old him.
All the people he failed to save contributed and played a role where anyone rarely can.
If it wasnât for you, Y/n L/n, he wouldnât have become Giyu Tomioka, the water pillar.
Yeah, we build it up and we build it up
Yeah, we build it up to pull it down
And we build it up and we build it up
And we build it up to pull it down
During your first meeting, Giyu was just strolling around the market, unsure of what to do, and yet he happened to lay his eyes on something pretty.
It was a gorgeous woman named Y/n L/n, a normal farmer girl, selling fruits to the market.
But to Giyu Tomioka, she was no normal. She was something out of the extraordinary that he felt he was finally blessed by a sight to see.
He stared at you for way too long, and you had to call out to him when you noticed his eyes lingering on you for that long.
He apologized, but you canât help but giggle at how cute he sounded, much more at how cute he looked, with his face blusing and sweat dropping.
And thatâs where it all started, Giyu Tomioka and Y/n L/nâs love story.
At first, Giyu didnât know what to tell you or how to respond at every conversation you shot up.
He just nodded, blinked, and stared at you, which you honestly found boring. But either way, you were stuck with him, and he was stuck with you. Meaning, youâre both stuck with each other.
During Giyuâs day offs and yours, youâd both hang out somewhere faraway, and peaceful. And your favorite hangout spot? The ocean.
The waves crashing the rocks was a delight to the ear, and the scene where either the sun rays or the moonlights reflect the ocean, causing it to shine along.
Those moments were the once you and him cherished most. And well, of course you guys hit it off.
You were almost way too perfect for each other, that even though you guys are total opposites, you guys didnât care.
So, for almost 6 months of courtship, you canât help but say yes, as every single day, heâd bring a bouquet with different flowers displayed.
But of course, there are downs in a relationship. One where the both of you would think and yell nonsense at each other, and dramatically going up to the point where you want to end things.
Fights with him are unclear. You just canât understand him, but instead misunderstand him. Fights with him arenât because of jealousy like any others, but instead because of worry.
Worry that one day, Giyu may not return home and that youâll only hear the day after that he had passed away because of a demon killing him.
But actually, it was the other way around. It was you who ended up passing away because a demon killed you, and it was him that now is filled with guilt and sorrow.
Giyu canât forgive himself. He now never could. He ought and swore to protect you, but in the end, he failed miserably, for the 3rd time.
I canât save us, my Atlantis, we fall
We built this town on shaky ground
I canât save us, my Atlantis, oh, no
We build it up to pull it down
Giyu held you tightly in his arms, looking back to where everything went wrong.
And looking back to where everything started.
He looked back at the moments you both happily shared together, the moments that still brought smiles on your faces. But now, it was the end of all those moments.
It hurt. There was a stinging pain in his heart that he knows will take even longer to heal. Or perhaps, never.
He can already end his life here and now, to be with you once again. Ever since that day, you became his everything. And now without his everything, heâs nothing.
âPlease... donât go...â Giyu spoke in a raspy voice with sobs. He wished you were still alive and heard him, but no. You werenât.
Itâs cruel. He did not even had the chance to bid you goodbye. He did not even had the chance to tell you heâs sorry and that he loves you.
The ups and downs of your relationships were just obstacles that whoever from above sent down. And the both of you passed those obstacles, with only one man standing.
And within those years, months, and days of being together, there was not a single moment where you both never loved each other.
And now, he regrets that he didnât apologize for his actions, that he let his pride get the best of him, and that he never get to fix things up.
People always have prides, whether low or high. But those prides are sometimes what gets in the way of two people. You may not realize it yet, but your pride may already have hurt a person. Especially the ones you love.
And thatâs where it all ended, Giyu Tomioka and Y/n L/nâs love story.
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đ ⢠° ` â âTHAT FUNNY FEELINGâ
-> PAIRINGS: Muichiro Tokito x f!Hashira!Y/n
-> SUMMARY: Muichiro was someone who never remembered his past. He didnât know how to act, so he became emotionless. That was untilâŚ
-> WORD COUNT: 1.6k+
-> CONTAINS: fluff, some fighting, & muichiro is 14 while reader is 15.
-> A/N: this feels more like a shitwork ngl. (y/h/l) is âyour hair lengthâ, (y/b/s) is âyour breathing style !!
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Muichiro, a young demon slayer and a hashira, who constantly lived his life full of mystery, actions, and blood. But due to his current condition, he doesnât know what kind of life heâs living in. He just know, that he has to try his best to survive in this world.
âCAW! CAW! REPORT TO NORTHWEST! REPORT TO NORTHWEST!â His crow, Ginko, called out to him and repeated twice, yet for another mission.
Muichiro softly sighed, and looked down at his blade, seeming to have forgotten the reason why he was doing this again.
But on the other hand, last nightâs talk with Oyakata-sama surprisingly stayed in his mind, that wherever he goes, nor whatever path he chooses, the blood of a protector, a slayer, will always be within him.
Soon, he walked towards the direction of a forest; where his mission starts.
The dark sight seen within meters away inside the forest, the aura and vibe the darkness gave off, and the dying tweets and howls of animals were heard meters away from the forestâs depth.
They all sent chills down Ginko, but Muichiro still showed no emotion, nor worry.
He stepped a step, then slowly walked towards the forest, watching out for any ambush at this moment.
His crow, Ginko, shivered as she followed her master walk deep inside the forest, as it felt like they were slowly getting swallowed. But her trust on her master overpowered than her fear, believing everything will be alright, as long as her master is there by her side.
A sound of a twig snapping caught both of their attention, then Ginko went onto hiding, leaving her master to finish the job immediately.
Muichiro, in a stance ready to unsheathe his sword at any moment, breathed silently as his hearing sense heightened hundreds than normal.
Closing his eyes, he tried to feel the world around him, trying to locate just where this demon was.
Another sound of a twig snapping, and his eyes flicked open in an instant, evading the demonâs immediate attack.
He stepped backwards, and swang his sword to the demonâs neck, the demon could not even react as it happened so fast.
But that demon was not the main suspect; as the world around him didnât change. It was still sinister, mischievous, and dark.
He leapt onto a tree, trying to see if he can find the demon. But even from above, all he could see was darkness. And he knew that it was in fact, intentional.
The main suspect in this is no ordinary demon, rather it might even be one of the 12 kizukis.
He jumped down from the tree, as the darkness slowly surrounded him. Slowly, it was getting darker and darker, but a faint scent saved and helped him.
A demon may hide itself, but never its scent, as the boy with black hair and burgundy tips always said.
The faint scent was slowly getting nearer and closer, as if it was planning to do a surprise attack, but now itâs no surprise as Muichiro was finally aware of the demon.
The footsteps were silenced, he can never hear them. His vision was dark, he can never see anything. The only thing thatâs left was his olfactory sense, the only sense that could save him from this nightmare.
For a few seconds, he tried to get a whiff of the demon, but itâs scent was long gone.
Muichiro still felt neutral, even when he looked like a fool standing there and awaiting the right time. But this demon, seemed as if, it was experienced enough to know the pros and cons on dealing with a hashira.
The smell felt distant, but Muichiroâs sixth sense, which is mist, tells him otherwise.
Apparently, the demon didnât seem to know what Muichiroâs breathing style is. It doesnât even know the dark mist has been giving Muichiro the upperhand for quite some time now.
The mist tells him, that the demon was nowhere near distant. In fact, it was near him, or might even be, next to him.
As Muichiro spun around, orange eyes filled with hatred met his, eyes that oneâs soul cannot be found, with something written on it.
âLower Moon 3.â Muichiro read the writing in the demonâs eyes, and immediately jumped backward before things escalate to his own death.
The demon still looked at him with hatred, growling hungrily, seeking for its revenge. But Muichiro couldnât care less, as his one and only mission was to eliminate this demon.
The demon, who was supposedly strong, vanished in one slash. The anger was too much that it blinded him, that it made him indifferent.
As the demon dropped to the ground and slowly turned to ashes, he could see the change of his surroundings. The dark mist was slowly turning white, and the trees of the forest were slowly becoming visible.
As he turned around to walk off, he felt a pang in his heart. The demonâs position, crawling to wherever hell brings him, without a left arm. For some reason, it made him feel pain and anger. He couldnât understand why, but the sight of that demon reminds him of something. Or of someone.
~~~~~
As he reached the demon slayer base, he immediately looked for Oyakata-sama to report and finish this day.
âAh, Tokito, itâs great to see you well and alive.â Oyakata-sama greeted him as they made eye contact, Muichiro then formally bowed down and reported todayâs mission.
~~~~~
As the day almost came to an end, he laid down on a big rock, and looked up the sky.
It was dark and murky, but the stars sparkled amidst that darkness.
Time slowly passed, Muichiro slowly drifted off to sleep.
~~~~~
The birds chirped and tweeted sweetly, before he laid awoke seconds ago.
His eyes slowly flicked open, seeing the sky first, then the ground. Yesterday's event became a blur in his mind, the death of lower moon 3 were not found and remembered in his thoughts again.
Slowly, he stood up, the thought of going somewhere was absent as his foot dragged him to wherever it wanted. His mind was somewhere else, anyway. Rather â someone.
Itâs a very blurry vision, but his heart pains as he tries to remember what happened, and what he saw that night. It was as if a heavy burden that he has long forgotten, but is never supposed to forget.
As his mind wandered off, he halted; realizing he had step foot in Oyakata-samaâs estate. He turned all over around to look at his surroundings; it was full of trees, flowers, and such.
But then; a lady with (y/h/l) hair in a demon slayer corps uniform, appeared in his sight.
He stared at her for a few seconds, wondering who she is and what was she doing here, specifically in Oyakata-samaâs estate. He slowly approached her, curious of such a new presence.
âAh, Tokito-kun. Such a great timing you have.â Just then, he halted once again and turned around, to see Oyakata-sama beautifully smiling at him.
âThat girl you were looking at a while ago is our new (y/b/s) pillar. She has just been recruited today. Tokito-kun, would you mind assisting her to such new things upon her sight?â Oyakata-sama asked Muichiro for his consent and decision, while he thought about it over and over again.
âSheâs a year older than you are.â Oyakata-sama suddenly said, and that was enough to pull him out of his long decision-making.
Muichiro glanced one more time your way, but this time, your back was not faced to him. Both your eyes met, and that was when his heart started to thump loudly. It was as if he was finally resurrected to life, like he was back from the dead.
It was a new feeling; indeed. For all his life, all he ever felt were, well, to be honest, nothing. He didnât care about the world neither. He only cared about how peaceful the sky looked like. But now seeing you, he finally sees a different point in life. A more meaningful point, that is.
Slowly, you walked towards Muichiro as Oyakata-sama waved you to come. He simply smiled and said, â(Y/n)-san, this is Muichiro Tokito, and Tokito, this is (Y/n) (L/n).â
Having an eye contact with you even if it was just 2 seconds felt like eternity to Muichiro. His heart thumped loudly, and he could feel the warmness of his own. He just couldnât take his eyes off of you â it all felt so unfamiliar, yet he was comfortable with it.
~~~~~
Days passed, you and Muichiroâs friendship had grown to be closer. Yet Muichiro can never forget that funny feeling.
That funny feeling when you smile and talk happily with him, not giving a care to whoever hears you.
That funny feeling when you make eye contact to each other, that would make his heart thump alive and face flush.
That funny feeling when he feels happy whenever the hashiras â mainly Mitsuri, call the both of your âfriendshipâ as âyoung loveâ.
That funny feeling when he feels uneasy whenever youâre not around, or when he doesnât know where you are.
That funny feeling when he feels angry just by seeing the smallest scratch or wound on a part of you.
Love, they say. Muichiro never believed, but now, just by seeing you from a distance, he feels complete.
He feels as if he was finally alive. His soul burning through, his heart screaming of his well-being, his mind only concentrated on you, his feelings overflowing.
That funny feeling was driving him to madness. He would always visit you in your estate; he would always bring you delicious foods, he would always be there. Because now, he could never imagine a world without you.
You became his everything. Watching the stars with you tonight was the best thing he could ever experience. It was peaceful, especially with both your hands holding each other.
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âď¸ â˘ Â° ` â âTHE MAN INSIDE THE BEASTâ
-> PAIRINGS: Bakugo Katsuki x f!Y/n
-> SUMMARY: Bakugo Katsuki, labeled to as âthe beastâ in U.A High. He acts like one, but behind that act, is it even a beast anymore?
-> WORD COUNT: 1.2k+
-> CONTAINS: comfort, swearing, bakugo angst, mean class 1-A, mean U.A, mean parents, & bakugo and reader are both 16.
-> A/N: also, bakugoâs dad has an affair, and has a daughter in here, so ye bakugo has a stepsister lmao.
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âHey⌠isnât that Bakugo Katsuki?â
âDamn, he looks pissed again. What he gonna do, blow up the whole school?â
âMaybe, heâs a beast after all.â
âYeah bro, they should lock him up.â
Whispers from there and here. Everywhere. You wanted to walk faster, but Bakugo just walks slowly, as if slowly listening to those whispers.
âH-Hey, Katsuki, have you heard about the new restaurant? I heard they sell the best spicy mapo tofu there. Let's go!â You pulled him, but he didnât budge nor answered you. He just⌠continued listening to those criticism about him.
âDang it, we lost a great hero because of him. If All Might didnât have saved him that night, then maybe he would never have retired.â A student whispered loudly.
Hearing that, Bakugoâs head whipped to the student, and attacked them. You tried to stop him, but he just wonât budge. He was attacking them nonstop. Just like a beast.
Shortly, Aizawa-sensei and other teachers arrived, but the student was now unconscious and brought to the infirmary.
âBakugo Katsuki. To the office, now.â Aizawa-sensei sent him a death glare, and Bakugo followed him to the office.
You wish you had something more to do, but you were just a student from the general course. You were not a hero or anything, hell, you even have a weak quirk and body.
It was atleast 2 hours, then Bakugo came out from the office, and you bombarded him with tons of questions.
âShut up. He just ranted and lectured me like an old geezer would.â That wouldâve been funny if he said it with more humor, but his tone and the look of his face says more to it.
You feel ashamed and pity for your best friend, but you canât do anything, can you? You canât change the way people see him, people thinks of him, and people talks of him.
~~~~~
It was just 1 year ago when you were stuck in the middle of the rain, in an abandoned building, when luckily, a guy with sandy blond spiky hair went towards you.
He was soaking wet, just like you. So he stayed there inside the abandoned building, waiting for the rain to stop, just like you did.
It was a few torturing silent minutes, but then you decided to speak up.
âUm⌠the rain ainât gonna go away this time, huh?â You tried to joke and cheer up the mood, which only made the atmosphere weird by the way.
âHell yeah it isnât, shouldâve listened to the news.â He replied back, and you were shocked with the way he tried to humor you.
You thought he was gonna be some serious boring guy, but he was actually quite the opposite.
And that meeting under the rain gave you a new friend. Friend that you have feelings of.
~~~~~
Some people ask you stuff, like âhow does it feel to be friends with Bakugo?â, âhow do you tame Bakugo?â, âwhatâs your secret of doing it?â and more.
And honestly, it annoyed you. You just want to slap them in the face and dip their heads on mud, so that they would shut up.
Theyâd ask you those kinds of stuff about the both of your friendship like itâs impossible to befriend him. Itâs not impossible, just hard. If only they donât see him in that kind of perspective, then maybe, theyâd become friends too.
Despite his loud, mean, and brash personality, he is still mysterious. He hides many things, that only you know.
Heâd tell and vent on you about how his parents would yell at him on the single smallest mistake heâd make, Aizawa-sensei telling him his project looks like shit, and his old group of friends kicking him out of the group for being mean.
I mean, it isnât his fault he acts like that. Itâs because of his quirk that he gets mad easily. But people just tend to see the bad side and mistakes donât they?
You sighed, wishing there was something more you could do to help him. Sure, he wasnât asking you much, but you knew he wanted to tell you more, but he doesnât because he finds venting out his feelings âpatheticâ.
It was the ugly truth of the world anyway. People judge you to how you look or act or either follow what they hear, instead of actually knowing who you truly are.
They donât even try to understand you, they just believe on what other people say, on other peopleâs perspective, and it eventually spreads like virus.
But luckily for Katsuki, he has you. He has someone that would listen to him, that would stay by his side, that would always be there for him.
~~~~~
You heard a knock on your door, and opened it only to find Katsuki soaked in the rain.
âHi.â Was all he said, and you motioned for him to go inside.
âHey⌠what happened?â You asked, handing him a spare towel.
âOld hag kicked me out.â
âWhy?â
ââŚâ
You understood that in times like this, Katsuki is still not ready to open up, so you let him use your bathroom first.
Youâd let the minutes pass by and talked with each other, until eventually, heâd open up to you about his problems.
âFucking old hag kicked me out for thinking I used her credit card to buy stuffed toys. But guess what, itâs just old man buying it for his other daughter.â He said, now slowly opening up to you.
âWhile me, on the other hand, never received such gifts when I was her age. Pfft, favoritism speaks for itself once again.â He tried to laugh it off, but the hurt look on his eyes makes you see through the tough exterior of him, now seeing the hurt interior.
Everytime he got problems, heâd just keep it all to himself. He may not admit it, but it was starting to eat him out slowly.
Even with All Mightâs retirement, he still blames himself for it even until now.
And youâre worried sick, that maybe all his problems will slowly eat him up more and drive him crazy.
âY/n⌠What should I doâŚ?â He cries, calling out for you, and you scoot closer, slowly hugging him.
You wished everyone who calls him a beast sees this, because, does he even look like a beast right now?
Behind all that tough and rough exterior, is just a broken man inside who just wants to be loved and accepted.
Bakugo was just emotionally unstable, not mentally.
It isnât his fault he gets angry all the time. Itâs because of his quirk. Bakugoâs anger and constant adrenaline is his bodyâs way of dealing with his quirk and keeping him alive. Nitroglycerin can lower a personâs heart rate dramatically, so if heâs not constantly stressed, he would maybe pass out.
Another reason was that because of Bakugoâs sense of self-worth. His superiority built up to others due to being praised so much as a kid. As a result, anything that could challenge his superiority just pisses him off.
Therefore, it isnât really his fault now, is it?
As they say, life is a constant change. But sometimes, there are people who couldnât accept that change.
And Bakugo was one of them.
Bakugo Katsuki was no beast at all, he was just broken.
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