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tarpitbell · 3 months
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This is the journal(ish) I've talked about before. Or, I'm going to be treating it as a journal. This is just my vent account though.
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My main blog ( @sotogalmo ) will only reblog the most important posts, while the rest is going to stay on this blog.
Very “semi-personal” entries are going to be under the “read more”. I do advise for you to not interact with those posts if the tags trigger something (but I cannot fully stop you from reading my posts). — all of my posts are 'semi-personal' though. But some time I know I'll make some non-personal entries, some day.
I suggest you turn on the setting to see the day on my posts, since the time can be weird for others. But it's alright if you don't do that.
But do know, that my typing quirk is setting the time on top. If that bothers you, then I suggest you don't hang around here or my main blog(I do that there too).
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Emojis: to explain why my posts are the way they are ↓
🕵️‍♂️🌂 -> Shuichi Saihara, DRV3
🌘🕵️‍♂️🕳️🧿 and 🟦🤖 -> Avoid/Detach Eye & Blue Robot.
⚡🔥 🐍👾-> Raph, TMNT12/TMNT:MM, Needlem0use & Nemesis/Surge
🔮🩹 -> Casey Jr, ROTTMNT: Movie
🫧🩺 -> Gaster mixed with rise Leo?
👁️‍🗨️⛳🧩 -> Tony Becker: GGY FNAF
🐕‍🦺🐕⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐🌕 -> Servant.
🕷️🌸🦚💞💞 -> Voice of the Smitten & Angel Dust(ish)
🍝🍊 -> THE GREAT PAPYRUS!
🧸🌀 -> CC
Shuichi: remembering, finding out, piano music & stars. Justice seeking and friendship.
Avoid/Robot: detachment, wanting to be detached from a situation/feeling detached from a situation. Feeling robotic or even sounding robotic/too formal. Only when talking about trauma(or just anything serious)
Raph/Needlem0use/Nemesis/Surge: my anger part. Quite obviously and is most present almost all of the time. Many faces for that part but you get the idea
Casey: family issues part. Finding comfort in ROTTMNT/how families are portrayed in ROTTMNT.
🩺🫧: mentality, “fascinating”, “oh! my apologies!”, old timey quotes(??), fancy talk part
Tony: Casey & Shuichi mix. Tony is all about how families work and how friendships work. Mainly will be talking about siblings and what I have left of them in my mind
Servant: how I act in school/me just following rules
Smitten & Angel Dust: love, desires, relationships(romantic), sexual & emotional intimacy part of myself. Also sin, since that connects very much to desires (for me). Validation as well
PAPYRUS: only(maybe?) in all caps. Bravery, autism autisming. General excitement!! Very expressive part of me
CC: little me/me feeling little. Mainly just gonna be emojis of plushies or talk of toys. Ig (if something so serious happens and I regress into them)
I separate a lot of my feelings to be their own characters. And then those characters would be then influenced by other characters. And then they just become different parts of me.
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lilqu33rboi · 27 days
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true friendship is being the first to come out to someone and telling them about all your transition milestones and ranting about how shitty it is to be trans sometimes and just..
yeah. trans besties hit different.
(@lunarloser1)
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sharktholomew · 1 year
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What s buddy simulator /gen
Buddy Simulator 1984 is a really good horror game. It does have some emotional manipulation + themes of depression and anxiety so it's not the best for everyone to play but imo it's still pretty good.
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moonlit-flowerfield · 5 months
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Know what hurts?
Being told to grow thick skin and stand up for yourself, but being made to feel absolutely horrible when you do have thick skin and stand up for yourself. So you just learn how to mask better. Learn how to make your muting in a voice call at random inconspicuous. Learn to make your upset voice near identical to your happy or casual one. Learn to forget what feeling happy is genuinely to the point where when you actually are genuinely happy, you feel like its a lie you have to keep up no matter who's in front of you.
Since when did being friends have to be like being a princess in the 1500's where she has to be perfect if anyone besides her handmaid is nearby, but she's been perfect so long, her handmaid is the one who can tell when she hurting even when she doesn't believe she is?
When did being a friend be like being a white passing non caucasian race, where you can't be true to your culture and identity, lest you get slurs and hate thrown at you for existing?
Since when did being friends make you want to die more than you've ever loved yourself?
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aerohail · 1 year
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My Instagram top 9! I only started posting again part way through the year.
(because IG stresses me out but it turns out when it's for my photos, not my art, I dont mind IG much at all. It's actually nice!)
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sometimes-romealone · 4 months
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Ace x gn reader
Reader has a habit to bite their lip when nervous/ shy, and anytime Ace sees them do it, all he thinks about is kissing the reader.
Fandom: One piece
Pairing: Ace x reader
Genre: fluff
Warnings: gender neutral reader (they them pronouns), fluff, kissing, teasing
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(name) was focused as they looked through the maps, searching for close ports to stock up on supplies that they may need "Look at you so focused" (name) jolted from their thoughts as Ace leaned down "what's this?" Ace asked curiously as he rested his head on (name)s shoulder "w-well... I'm looking at ports close to use for restock on supplies..." (Name) began rambling slightly and showing what they were doing, the close contact always made them so nervous-- in a good way of course.
(Name) bit their lip as they rambled, Aces eyes focused on those pretty lips and god --- were they kissable...
"This port has more alcohol but this port has more dried meats..." (Name) tried showing but Ace wasn't even listening as they focused on (name)s lips "Ace?"
"Shush" ace said unable to hold back as the other but their lip nervously, leaning to kiss (name), biting their lip teasingly "you're dangerous when shy~" ace teased as (name) looked ready to melt.
"You're unbearable..."
"And yet you wanna be little spoon"
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hyunniewrites · 5 months
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Moons I'd kiss Stray Kids under and why
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tags: established relationship, fluff, use of pagan spiritual meaning of moon phases, rambling format
Bangchan - Full Moon 🌕- lil wolfie guy, the full moon means completion and he'd make you feel complete, plus i feel like he'd be so pretty under moonlight
Lee Know - Waning Crescent 🌘- I find crescent moons so romantic and the waning crescent means to surrender in spirituality and to fall in love with Lino would be surrendering
Changbin - Waning Gibbous 🌖 - so domestic honestly like its a moon no one romanticizes, its like kissing your husband of 5 years on a Tuesday night it is beautiful and long lasting
Hyunjin - Waxing Crescent 🌒 - He so romantic he'd plan the first kiss to be under the stars so why not the romantic crescent moon
Han Jisung - Waxing Gibbous 🌔 - again han is romantic in the way of domestic mundane life hes home and kissing him reminds you of that
Felix - Third Quarter 🌗- This moon is used to reconnect with the spirit and kissing Felix would be a spiritual event end of story
Seungmin - New Moon 🌑- New moons are for new beginnings and i feel like kissing him would constantly have the butterflies of the first kiss you had with him and how he makes everything seem new in the most beautiful ways
Jeongin - First Quarter 🌓 - The moon best for love spells and well kissing him would be magical
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thatdeadaquarius · 1 year
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Al haithem leads the creator to the oldest known record of human language. A stone that has "sus" etched into it.
a h –
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💀 stop this madness- what do u want from me,, aHH- what do u waNT- PLEASE-
I KNEW AS SOON AS I TYPED THAT SHIT OUT SOMEONE WOULD ASSAULT ME W/ MORE CURSED MEMES ON ANCIENT STONE SLABS I TOOK THE CHANCE ANYWAY IT WAS A MISTAKE-
Omfg. Awful thought:
Everytime there's a modern "update" on memes and trends and slang, Teyvat finds like another documentation of it 💀
Sumeru archeologists (Creator specific ones would exist too i would think..) is an absolutely reliable field,
Bc unlike here, those stone slabs or murals just keep showing up deep in sand dunes or hard to reach nature areas (like enkanomiya etc), and are made in order to "reflect/update" to our modern lingo bc it needs to keep a record bc its "Teyvat history" to them 😭
(Like the world itself is adding that shit, and the Irminsul wants to know)
Stop no get of my head no more thought head emtpy
Its the wine yall i gotta go to bed-
Also heyyy, u may have noticed i have slowed down, i am mostly sad not bc of yall pressuring me not at all, im just ready to not be a student anymore!!
Bc I got uni starting back up again/senior semester graduation, so kinda crazy + car trouble this week :/
Anyway, ill be updating more on the weekends!!
So if ur interested in my insane ramblings, look out for my ass groovin out to yalls asks / requests on the weekends :)
(🚧Also cant wait to be working on those 100 follower event postssss *construction noises resume*👷✍️🚧)
Cheers,
🌒🌧🌊Aqaurius♒️🌌🌘
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lunarmoonanons · 1 year
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It’s Wonderful News... Right?
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YN is pregnant, and she has to tell Anakin. There's no reason to be worried, it's wonderful news. Right?
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YN paced around her apartments biting her thumbnail as a million things ran about her head. Her friends in the senate had called her over to bring troubling news that the chancellor’s executive powers were making the republic they fought so hard for more like a dictatorship. Her husband was coming home today, and she could never tell how bad the damage from the war would be. And she was currently 5 months pregnant. She and Anakin had spent an intimate desperate night together before he was once again called off to war, now she was uncertain how to tell him there was a baby.
“Mistress YN. I’m certain Master Anakin will be overjoyed at the news.” C-3PO tried to reassure her as he stood on the side.
“I know he’ll be happy. I just don’t want him to make a rash decision for me. He’ll try to do something passionate to show me how happy he is, but I know how much the Jedi order means to him.” YN rambled, her eyes focusing on so many things. “How do I tell everyone?”
“I think you will find a solution, Ma’am.” Her sweet protocol droid tried to assure her once more. YN nodded and smiled in thanks, her pacing finally stopped by the sound of her doors opening. Anakin was home.
“Here we go…” YN whispered and held her swelling stomach.
“Hello love, i brought some food and-” He was interrupted by the sight of his wife and her swollen stomach greeting him. “YN… you’re.. are you?... is that…”
YN walked forward, grabbed his hand, and placed it on her stomach. “Yes. We’re having a baby.”
Anakin was frozen for only a moment, before wrapping his arms around YN and spinning her around. He kissed her face multiple times squeezing against him, then he stopped and dropped to his knees in front of her with both hands on her stomach.
“Can it hear me? Her? Him? What gender is it?” Anakin rambled. YN laughed slightly and placed her hands over his.
“I don’t know the genders just yet.” She mentioned, making him look up at her in shock.
“Genders? Are they twins?”
YN nodded and once again Anakin went to kiss her face. “So… you're pleased?”
“Of course… I didn’t think having kids would be an option before now.” He gave her another hug before pulling back. “We never planned for this. We should talk about what we wanna name them, where they should be raised, what-”
“We can talk more tomorrow. I just want to be held by you tonight. I wanna tell you what I’ve been up to and I wanna hear what you’ve been up to.”
Later, they were cuddled up on her couch. Anakin talking about the war, and the most beautiful planets and star systems he’d been to. About how he and Rex would escape death more times than he could count.
“I’ve seen Ahsoka a couple times.” YN mentioned, making Anakin look at her. “She’s snuck onto my balcony some times, I’ve had to just give her a secret code so that she wouldn’t have to sneak anymore.”
“Has she… asked about..” Anakin started, too ashamed to finish the thought.
“She does ask about you. You know she doesn’t blame you. It’s just the jedi order she lost faith in. I plan to tell her soon, I’d like her to be in their lives.” YN spoke as she scratched his scalp.
“I don’t think I can stay in the jedi order. I don’t want our children to-”
“Let’s not make a rash decision yet. You’re needed on the field. I’m needed on the senate. We’ll take this one day at a time, and once our children are here we can decide what futures we want to give them. Okay?”
Anakin sat up and kissed her deep. His hands were delicate on her cheeks as her fingertips returned to his scalp. One day and a time, just until the babies are born. It will be fine.
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khyiratw · 6 days
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OC Rambles W/ Suzume <3
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ꜱɪɴᴄᴇ ᴘᴇʀꜱᴏɴᴀ 3 ʀᴇʟᴏᴀᴅ ʜᴀꜱ ᴀʙꜱᴏʟᴜᴛᴇʟʏ ʙᴇᴇɴ ᴇᴀᴛɪɴɢ ᴜᴘ ᴍʏ ʙʀᴀɪɴᴄᴇʟʟꜱ ʟᴀᴛᴇʟʏ (ꜱᴇʀɪᴏᴜꜱʟʏ, ᴇꜱᴘᴇᴄɪᴀʟʟʏ ɴᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪ'ᴠᴇ ꜰɪɴɪꜱʜᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ɢᴀᴍᴇ, ɪᴛ'ꜱ ɢᴇɴᴜɪɴᴇʟʏ ᴏɴᴇ ᴏꜰ ᴍʏ ꜰᴀᴠᴏʀɪᴛᴇ ɢᴀᴍᴇꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴀʟʟ ᴛɪᴍᴇ.) ᴀɴᴅ ɪ'ᴠᴇ, ᴏꜰ ᴄᴏᴜʀꜱᴇ, ɢᴏᴛ ᴀɴ ᴏʙʟɪɢᴀᴛᴏʀʏ ᴏᴄ ꜰᴏʀ ɪᴛ, ɪ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ɪᴛ ᴏɴʟʏ ᴍᴀᴋᴇꜱ ꜱᴇɴꜱᴇ ꜰᴏʀ ᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ɢᴏ ᴏɴ ᴀ ʀᴀɴᴛ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ʜᴇʀ!
ᴡʜɪʟᴇ ɴᴏʀᴍᴀʟʟʏ ɪ'ᴅ ꜱᴀᴠᴇ ᴀɴʏ ᴍᴀᴊᴏʀ ᴘᴏꜱᴛɪɴɢ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴏᴄꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴍɪɴᴇ ᴜɴᴛɪʟ ɪ'ᴠᴇ ꜰɪɴɪꜱʜᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴇɪʀ ʙɪᴏꜱ, ɪ ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ꜱᴇᴇ ʜᴏᴡ ɪᴛ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ʜᴜʀᴛ ᴛᴏᴏ ʙᴀᴅ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴘᴜᴛ ᴀ ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ ɪɴꜰᴏ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ɪɴ ᴀᴅᴠᴀɴᴄᴇ. ᴛʜᴀᴛ ꜱᴀɪᴅ, ꜱᴜᴢᴜᴍᴇ ɢᴇᴛꜱ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴍʏ ꜰɪʀꜱᴛ ᴇxᴄᴇᴘᴛɪᴏɴ ᴛᴏ ᴍʏ 'ɴᴏ ᴘᴏꜱᴛɪɴɢ ʙᴇꜰᴏʀᴇ ʙɪᴏ ɪꜱ ᴅᴏɴᴇ' ʀᴜʟᴇ! <3
ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪɴ ᴍɪɴᴅ, ᴛʜɪꜱ ᴘᴏꜱᴛ ᴏʙᴠɪᴏᴜꜱʟʏ ᴡᴏɴ'ᴛ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ ʙɪᴛ ᴏꜰ ᴅᴇᴛᴀɪʟ ɪ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴘʟᴀɴɴᴇᴅ ᴏᴜᴛ ꜰᴏʀ ʜᴇʀ. ɪꜰ ᴀɴʏᴛʜɪɴɢ, ɪᴛ'ꜱ ɢᴏɴɴᴀ ʙᴇ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴏꜰ ᴀ ʙʀɪᴇꜰ ɪɴᴛʀᴏᴅᴜᴄᴛɪᴏɴ ᴀɴᴅ ꜱᴏᴍᴇ ꜰᴜɴ ꜰᴀᴄᴛꜱ. ᴇɪᴛʜᴇʀ ᴡᴀʏ, ʜᴏᴘᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ɢᴜʏꜱ ᴇɴᴊᴏʏ ꜱᴇᴇɪɴɢ ᴍʏ ʙʀᴀɪɴʀᴏᴛ ɪɴ ʀᴇᴀʟ ᴛɪᴍᴇ. <3 /ʜᴊ
ᴡᴀʀɴɪɴɢ: ᴛʜɪꜱ ᴘᴏꜱᴛ ᴡɪʟʟ ᴄᴏɴᴛᴀɪɴ ᴍɪʟᴅ ꜱᴘᴏɪʟᴇʀꜱ ꜰᴏʀ ᴘᴇʀꜱᴏɴᴀ 3 ʀᴇʟᴏᴀᴅ, ꜱᴏ ɪꜰ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ᴛʀʏɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴀᴠᴏɪᴅ ꜱᴘᴏɪʟᴇʀꜱ, ɪ'ᴅ ʀᴇᴄᴏᴍᴍᴇɴᴅ ᴄʟɪᴄᴋɪɴɢ ᴀᴡᴀʏ ꜰʀᴏᴍ ᴛʜɪꜱ ᴘᴏꜱᴛ ꜰᴏʀ ɴᴏᴡ.
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🌑 ʜᴇʀ ɴᴀᴍᴇ ɪꜱ ꜱᴜᴢᴜᴍᴇ ᴍᴜʀᴀᴛᴀ (雀 村田), ᴡʜɪᴄʜ ᴏꜰᴛᴇɴ ɢᴇᴛꜱ ꜱʜᴏʀᴛᴇɴᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ꜱᴜᴢᴜ.
🌒 ꜱᴜᴢᴜᴍᴇ ɪꜱ ᴀ ᴛʜɪʀᴅ-ʏᴇᴀʀ ᴀᴛ ɢᴇᴋᴋᴏᴜᴋᴀɴ. ꜱʜᴇ ɪꜱ ɪɴ ᴄʟᴀꜱꜱ 3-ᴅ.
🌓 ᴅᴜᴇ ᴛᴏ ʜᴇʀ ᴇᴀʀʟʏ-ʏᴇᴀʀ ʙɪʀᴛʜᴅᴀʏ (2.14.91), ꜱᴜᴢᴜᴍᴇ ɪꜱ ᴏɴᴇ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ (ᴛᴇᴄʜɴɪᴄᴀʟʟʏ ꜱᴘᴇᴀᴋɪɴɢ) ᴏʟᴅᴇꜱᴛ ᴛʜɪʀᴅ-ʏᴇᴀʀꜱ.
🌔 ᴅᴇꜱᴘɪᴛᴇ ɢᴇɴᴇʀᴀʟʟʏ ʙᴇɪɴɢ ʀᴇɢᴀʀᴅᴇᴅ ᴀꜱ ᴀ ɢᴏᴏᴅ-ʟᴏᴏᴋɪɴɢ ɢɪʀʟ, ꜱᴜᴢᴜᴍᴇ ʜᴀꜱ ᴀ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴛʏ ꜱᴏᴜʀ ʀᴇᴘᴜᴛᴀᴛɪᴏɴ ᴀᴍᴏɴɢ ʜᴇʀ ᴄʟᴀꜱꜱᴍᴀᴛᴇꜱ ꜰᴏʀ ʜᴇʀ ᴄʀᴀꜱꜱ ᴀɴᴅ ᴜɴᴡᴇʟᴄᴏᴍɪɴɢ ᴀᴛᴛɪᴛᴜᴅᴇ. ꜱʜᴇ'ꜱ ᴀ ʜᴏᴛ ᴛᴏᴘɪᴄ ᴀʀᴏᴜɴᴅ ꜱᴄʜᴏᴏʟ ʙᴜᴛ ꜰᴏʀ ᴀɴʏ ᴀɴᴅ ᴀʟʟ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡʀᴏɴɢ ʀᴇᴀꜱᴏɴꜱ.
🌕 ꜱʜᴇ ᴄᴏᴍᴇꜱ ꜰʀᴏᴍ ᴀ ᴅᴇᴄᴇɴᴛʟʏ ᴡᴇᴀʟᴛʜʏ ꜰᴀᴍɪʟʏ, ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ꜱʜᴇ ʜᴀꜱ ɴᴏ ɪɴʜᴇʀᴇɴᴛ ꜱʜᴀᴍᴇ ᴏʀ ᴜɴᴇᴀꜱᴇ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ. ᴀꜱ ꜰᴀʀ ᴀꜱ ꜱʜᴇ'ꜱ ᴄᴏɴᴄᴇʀɴᴇᴅ, ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ'ꜱ ꜰᴀʀ ᴡᴏʀꜱᴇ ᴛʜɪɴɢꜱ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ʜᴇʀ ꜰᴀᴍɪʟʏ ᴛʜᴀɴ ᴛʜᴇɪʀ ᴍᴏɴᴇʏ ꜱɪᴛᴜᴀᴛɪᴏɴ. ʙᴇꜱɪᴅᴇꜱ, ᴡʜᴏ ꜱᴀʏꜱ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴇᴀʟᴛʜ ꜱʜᴇ ᴡᴀꜱ ʙᴏʀɴ ɪɴᴛᴏ ᴅᴇꜰɪɴᴇꜱ ʜᴇʀ ᴀɴʏᴡᴀʏ? (ᴡᴇʟʟ, ᴀꜱɪᴅᴇ ꜰʀᴏᴍ ᴅᴇꜰɪɴɪɴɢ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɴɪᴄᴇ ᴄʟᴏᴛʜᴇꜱ ꜱʜᴇ ᴄᴀɴ ʙᴜʏ, ᴏꜰ ᴄᴏᴜʀꜱᴇ.)
🌖 ᴀʟᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜ ꜱʜᴇ'ꜱ ᴜꜱᴜᴀʟʟʏ ɴᴏᴛ ᴀ ᴠᴇʀʏ ꜰʀɪᴇɴᴅʟʏ ᴘᴇʀꜱᴏɴ, ꜱʜᴇ ᴇɴᴅᴇᴅ ᴜᴘ ʙᴇᴄᴏᴍɪɴɢ ꜰᴀɪʀʟʏ ᴄʟᴏꜱᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴇᴍʙᴇʀꜱ ᴏꜰ ꜱᴇᴇꜱ Qᴜɪᴛᴇ Qᴜɪᴄᴋʟʏ. ꜱʜᴇ, Qᴜɪᴛᴇ ʟɪᴛᴇʀᴀʟʟʏ, ꜱᴛᴜᴍʙʟᴇᴅ ɪɴᴛᴏ ʙᴏᴛʜ ᴛʜᴇɪʀ ʟɪᴠᴇꜱ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇɪʀ ᴛᴇᴀᴍ.
🌗 ᴏꜰ ᴄᴏᴜʀꜱᴇ, ʜᴇʀ ʙᴇᴄᴏᴍɪɴɢ ᴀ ᴍᴇᴍʙᴇʀ ᴏꜰ ꜱᴇᴇꜱ ᴍᴇᴀɴꜱ ꜱʜᴇ ʜᴀꜱ ᴀ ᴘᴇʀꜱᴏɴᴀ. ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴘᴇʀꜱᴏɴᴀ ʙᴇɪɴɢ ʜʏᴘᴀᴛɪᴀ. ꜱᴜᴢᴜᴍᴇ ʟᴀᴛᴇʀ ᴀᴡᴀᴋᴇɴꜱ ᴛᴏ ᴜʀᴀɴɪᴀ ᴀꜰᴛᴇʀ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʀᴀɢɪᴄ ʟᴏꜱꜱ ᴏꜰ ʜᴇʀ ᴄʟᴏꜱᴇꜱᴛ ᴀɴᴅ, ꜰᴏʀ Qᴜɪᴛᴇ ᴀ ᴡʜɪʟᴇ, ᴏɴʟʏ ᴛʀᴜᴇ ꜰʀɪᴇɴᴅ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜᴏᴜᴛ ʟɪꜰᴇ. (ɪꜰ ʏᴏᴜ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ʜᴀᴘᴘᴇɴꜱ ᴏɴ 10/4, ᴛʜᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴄᴀᴜꜱᴇᴅ ʜᴇʀ ᴀᴡᴀᴋᴇɴɪɴɢ.)
🌘 ꜱᴜᴢᴜᴍᴇ'ꜱ ᴀʀᴄᴀɴᴀ ɪꜱ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴀɢɪ. (ᴀʟᴛᴇʀɴᴀᴛᴇ ɴᴀᴍᴇ ꜰᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ꜱᴛᴀʀ, ꜱᴇᴇɪɴɢ ᴀꜱ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ɪꜱ ᴀ ᴄᴀɴᴏɴ ᴄᴏɴꜰɪᴅᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴀᴋɪɴɢ ᴜᴘ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ꜱᴀᴍᴇ ᴀʀᴄᴀɴᴀ. ᴛʜᴇ ɴᴀᴍᴇ ɪꜱ ᴛᴀᴋᴇɴ ꜰʀᴏᴍ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴀᴜʟ ᴄʜʀɪꜱᴛɪᴀɴ ᴛᴀʀᴏᴛ ᴅᴇᴄᴋ ᴀɴᴅ ꜱʜᴏʀᴛᴇɴᴇᴅ.)
🌑 ꜱʜᴇ ᴡɪᴇʟᴅꜱ ᴀ ᴍᴏʀɴɪɴɢꜱᴛᴀʀ ᴀꜱ ʜᴇʀ ᴡᴇᴀᴘᴏɴ ᴏꜰ ᴄʜᴏɪᴄᴇ, ᴀɴᴅ ʜᴇʀ ᴘᴇʀꜱᴏɴᴀꜱ ᴇxᴄᴇʟ ɪɴ ᴡɪɴᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ʟɪɢʜᴛ ꜱᴋɪʟʟꜱ.
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🌑 ꜱᴜᴢᴜᴍᴇ ɪꜱ ᴀɴ ᴀʙꜱᴏʟᴜᴛᴇ ʀɪᴅᴇ-ᴏʀ-ᴅɪᴇ ꜰᴀꜱʜɪᴏɴ ɢɪʀʟɪᴇ. ɪꜰ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ'ꜱ ᴀɴʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ꜱʜᴇ'ꜱ ɢᴏɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ 'ꜰʟᴇx' (ꜰʟᴇx ɪɴ Qᴜᴏᴛᴇꜱ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜꜱᴇ ɪᴛ'ꜱ ɴᴏᴛ ʟɪᴋᴇ ꜱʜᴇ'ꜱ ʙᴜʏɪɴɢ ꜰᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴜʀᴘᴏꜱᴇ ᴏꜰ ꜱʜᴏᴡɪɴɢ ᴏꜰꜰ ʜᴏᴡ ᴇxᴘᴇɴꜱɪᴠᴇ ɪᴛ ɪꜱ) ʜᴇʀ ꜰᴀᴍɪʟʏ'ꜱ ᴍᴏɴᴇʏ ᴏɴ, ɪᴛ'ꜱ ᴄʟᴏᴛʜᴇꜱ. ꜱʜᴇ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ɴᴏᴛ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀᴜɢʜᴛ ᴅᴇᴀᴅ ʟᴏᴏᴋɪɴɢ ᴛʀᴀꜱʜʏ.
🌒 ꜱᴘᴇᴀᴋɪɴɢ ᴏꜰ ꜰᴀꜱʜɪᴏɴ, ʏᴏᴜ'ᴅ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ɢᴇᴛ ʜᴇʀ ᴛᴏ ᴀᴅᴍɪᴛ ɪᴛ, ʙᴜᴛ ꜱʜᴇ ᴍᴏꜱᴛ ᴅᴇꜰɪɴɪᴛᴇʟʏ ᴜꜱᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴀꜱᴇ ʜᴇʀ ᴡᴀʀᴅʀᴏʙᴇ ᴏꜰꜰ ᴏꜰ ᴀ ꜱᴘᴇᴄɪꜰɪᴄ ᴠɪᴅᴇᴏ ɢᴀᴍᴇ ᴄʜᴀʀᴀᴄᴛᴇʀ ᴡʜᴇɴ ꜱʜᴇ ᴡᴀꜱ ʏᴏᴜɴɢᴇʀ. ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴄʜᴀʀᴀᴄᴛᴇʀ, ʏᴏᴜ ᴍɪɢʜᴛ ᴀꜱᴋ? ʀɪᴋᴋᴜ ꜰʀᴏᴍ ꜰɪɴᴀʟ ꜰᴀɴᴛᴀꜱʏ, ꜱᴘᴇᴄɪꜰɪᴄᴀʟʟʏ ᴀꜱ ꜱʜᴇ ᴀᴘᴘᴇᴀʀꜱ ɪɴ ꜰɪɴᴀʟ ꜰᴀɴᴛᴀꜱʏ 10/x-2. ʀɪᴋᴋᴜ ᴡᴀꜱ ʟɪᴛᴇʀᴀʟʟʏ ꜱᴜᴢᴜᴍᴇ'ꜱ ꜰᴀꜱʜɪᴏɴ ɪᴄᴏɴ ꜰᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴇᴛᴛᴇʀ ᴘᴀʀᴛ ᴏꜰ 2 ʏᴇᴀʀꜱ.
🌓 ʏᴇꜱ, ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴅᴏᴇꜱ ᴍᴇᴀɴ ꜱᴜᴢᴜᴍᴇ ɪꜱ ᴀ ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ ʙɪᴛ ᴏꜰ ᴀ ɴᴇʀᴅ, ʙᴜᴛ ᴏɴʟʏ ꜰᴏʀ ꜱᴘᴇᴄɪꜰɪᴄ ᴛʜɪɴɢꜱ. ꜰɪɴᴀʟ ꜰᴀɴᴛᴀꜱʏ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ʜᴀᴘᴘᴇɴᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴄᴀᴜɢʜᴛ ʜᴇʀ ᴀᴛᴛᴇɴᴛɪᴏɴ. (ɪᴛ ᴡᴀꜱ ᴍᴏꜱᴛ ᴅᴇꜰɪɴɪᴛᴇʟʏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄʜᴀʀᴀᴄᴛᴇʀ ᴅᴇꜱɪɢɴꜱ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜꜱᴇ ʟᴇᴛ'ꜱ ʙᴇ ʀᴇᴀʟ, ꜰɪɴᴀʟ ꜰᴀɴᴛᴀꜱʏ ᴅᴇꜱɪɢɴꜱ ɢᴏ ʜᴀʀᴅ.)
🌔 ʏᴏᴜ'ᴅ ʙᴇ Qᴜɪᴛᴇ ᴡʀᴏɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʜᴇʀ ᴏɴʟʏ ꜰʀɪᴇɴᴅꜱ ᴀʀᴇ ʜᴇʀ ꜰᴇʟʟᴏᴡ ꜱᴇᴇꜱ ᴍᴇᴍʙᴇʀꜱ. ꜱʜᴇ ᴅᴏᴇꜱ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴏɴᴇ ᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ꜱᴜʀᴘʀɪꜱɪɴɢʟʏ ɢᴏᴏᴅ ꜰʀɪᴇɴᴅ, ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪꜱ ʙᴇʙᴇ. ᴀʟᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜ ꜱʜᴇ ɪꜱɴ'ᴛ ᴀɴ ᴏꜰꜰɪᴄɪᴀʟ ᴍᴇᴍʙᴇʀ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ꜰᴀꜱʜɪᴏɴ ᴄʟᴜʙ, ꜱʜᴇ ᴅᴏᴇꜱ ᴏꜰᴛᴇɴ ᴠɪꜱɪᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ꜱᴘᴇɴᴅ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ᴀꜰᴛᴇʀ ᴄʟᴀꜱꜱ. ᴛʜᴇ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ꜱʜᴇ ꜱᴘᴇɴᴅꜱ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ, ꜱʜᴇ ꜱᴘᴇɴᴅꜱ ɢᴜꜱʜɪɴɢ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴀɴʏ ᴀɴᴅ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴄʟᴏᴛʜᴇꜱ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʙᴇʙᴇ.
🌕 ʜᴇʀ ᴏɴᴇ ᴍᴀᴊᴏʀ ᴡᴇᴀᴋɴᴇꜱꜱ? ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ ᴋɪᴅꜱ. ɪꜰ ꜱʜᴇ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅɴ'ᴛ ɢᴏ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴏꜰ ʜᴇʀ ᴡᴀʏ ᴛᴏ ʜᴇʟᴘ ᴀɴʏᴏɴᴇ ᴇʟꜱᴇ, ꜱʜᴇ'ᴅ ꜱᴘᴀʀᴇ ɴᴏ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ᴏʀ ᴇꜰꜰᴏʀᴛ ᴛᴏ ʜᴇʟᴘ ᴏʀ ᴄᴏᴍꜰᴏʀᴛ ᴀ ᴋɪᴅ ᴡʜᴏ ʟᴏᴏᴋꜱ ᴜᴘꜱᴇᴛ. ꜱʜᴇ'ꜱ ʙᴇᴇɴ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ, ꜱᴏ ꜱʜᴇ ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ʜᴇʟᴘ ʙᴜᴛ ꜰᴇᴇʟ ɢᴜɪʟᴛʏ ᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛ ᴏꜰ ʟᴇᴛᴛɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇᴍ ꜱᴜꜰꜰᴇʀ ʟɪᴋᴇ ꜱʜᴇ ʜᴀꜱ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴀꜱᴛ.
🌖 ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴇᴀɴꜱ ᴏꜰ ʜᴏᴡ ꜱʜᴇ ʜᴀꜱ ɪᴛ ᴀᴛ ʜᴇʀ ᴀɢᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ʟᴇꜱꜱ ᴛʜᴀɴ ʟᴇɢᴀʟ, ꜱᴜᴢᴜᴍᴇ ʜᴀꜱ ᴀ ɴᴀᴠᴇʟ ᴘɪᴇʀᴄɪɴɢ.
🌗 ᴘᴀʀᴛɪᴀʟʟʏ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜꜱᴇ ʜᴇʀ ʙɪʀᴛʜᴅᴀʏ ɪꜱ ᴏɴ ᴛʜᴇ ꜱᴀᴍᴇ ᴇxᴀᴄᴛ ᴅᴀʏ, ꜱᴜᴢᴜᴍᴇ ᴋɪɴᴅ ᴏꜰ ʜᴀᴛᴇꜱ ᴠᴀʟᴇɴᴛɪɴᴇ'ꜱ ᴅᴀʏ. ᴛᴏ ʜᴇʀ, ɪᴛ'ꜱ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ᴀ ᴅᴀʏ ꜰᴜʟʟ ᴏꜰ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ʙᴇɪɴɢ ᴏᴠᴇʀʟʏ ᴍᴜꜱʜʏ ᴀɴᴅ ꜱᴘᴇɴᴅɪɴɢ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴍᴏɴᴇʏ ᴛʜᴀɴ ɪᴛ'ꜱ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴡᴏʀᴛʜ.
🌘 ᴀ ʜᴏʟɪᴅᴀʏ ꜱʜᴇ ᴅᴏᴇꜱ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜ ɪꜱ ʜᴀʟʟᴏᴡᴇᴇɴ. ꜱʜᴇ ᴀʟʀᴇᴀᴅʏ ʟᴏᴠᴇꜱ ᴅʀᴇꜱꜱɪɴɢ ᴜᴘ ᴏɴ ᴀ ᴅᴀɪʟʏ ʙᴀꜱɪꜱ, ꜱᴏ ᴡʜʏ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅɴ'ᴛ ꜱʜᴇ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴀɴ ᴇɴᴛɪʀᴇ ᴅᴀʏ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɢɪᴠᴇꜱ ʜᴇʀ ᴀɴ ᴇxᴄᴜꜱᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ᴅʀᴇꜱꜱ ᴜᴘ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ʜᴀʀᴅᴇʀ?
🌑 ꜱᴜᴢᴜᴍᴇ (ʀᴀᴛʜᴇʀ ꜰɪᴛᴛɪɴɢʟʏ ᴄᴏɴꜱɪᴅᴇʀɪɴɢ ʜᴇʀ ᴀʀᴄᴀɴᴀ) ɪꜱ ᴀɴ ᴀʙꜱᴏʟᴜᴛᴇ ꜱᴜᴄᴋᴇʀ ꜰᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ꜱᴛᴀʀꜱ. ꜱʜᴇ'ꜱ ɢᴏᴛ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴛʜᴀɴ ᴀ ꜰᴇᴡ ʙᴏᴏᴋꜱ ᴛᴀʟᴋɪɴɢ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴄᴏɴꜱᴛᴇʟʟᴀᴛɪᴏɴꜱ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ʟɪᴋᴇ ꜰʀᴏᴍ ᴄʜɪʟᴅʜᴏᴏᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ꜱᴇᴇꜱ ᴀ ꜱᴏʀᴛ ᴏꜰ ᴄᴏᴍꜰᴏʀᴛ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇᴍ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɴᴏᴛ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴏɴᴇ ᴀʀᴏᴜɴᴅ ʜᴇʀ Qᴜɪᴛᴇ ᴜɴᴅᴇʀꜱᴛᴀɴᴅꜱ.
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ᴛʜᴀᴛ'ꜱ ᴀʟʟ ᴍʏ ʀᴀᴍʙʟɪɴɢꜱ ꜰᴏʀ ɴᴏᴡ, ʙᴜᴛ ᴏꜰ ᴄᴏᴜʀꜱᴇ, ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ'ʟʟ ʙᴇ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴄᴏᴍᴇ ʟᴀᴛᴇʀ. <3
ᴏɴᴄᴇ ʜᴇʀ ʙɪᴏ ɪꜱ ꜰɪɴɪꜱʜᴇᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ʀᴇᴀᴅʏ ᴛᴏ ɢᴏ, ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ'ʟʟ ʙᴇ ᴀ ʟɪɴᴋ ᴘᴏꜱᴛᴇᴅ ʜᴇʀᴇ ᴅɪʀᴇᴄᴛɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴡʜᴇʀᴇ ɪ'ᴍ ɢᴏɴɴᴀ ʙᴇ ᴘᴏꜱᴛɪɴɢ ɪᴛ ᴏɴ ᴍʏ ᴡᴀᴛᴛᴘᴀᴅ. ᴡʜᴇɴ ɪᴛ'ꜱ ᴀʟʟ ᴅᴏɴᴇ, ɪ ʜᴏᴘᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ɢᴜʏꜱ ᴡɪʟʟ ɢᴏ ᴄʜᴇᴄᴋ ɪᴛ ᴏᴜᴛ!
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tarpitbell · 20 days
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“I'm stuck forever inside with him? What do you mean I'm stuck HERE WITH HIM?!” / “If I'm to die, then you are coming down along ME.” / “NO.” / “You tell me I can't be free, then I'm afraid you're my VICTIM THREE.” / “YOU GAVE INTO WHAT HE WANTED. I'M NOT TO BE BEAT BY A KID. BEST ITS TIME FOR ME TO GET RID OF THIS PEST WHO'S SEALING THE LID OF ESCAPE.” / “Thought it was over, I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN BETTER!” / “Now I feel my world all contorting, YOU'RE DESTROYING MY EVERYTHING!” / “MY LAST HOPE!” / “ALL BREAKING DOWN BEFORE MY EYES.”
“I DON'T FORGIVE. INTRUDERS WHO LIVE. YOU WANT TO ESCAPE? I'LL BRING YOU TO GODS GATE. WHERE YOU'LL DROP TO HELL. CUZ UNDER HIS SPELL I SEE NOTHING BUT BLOODSHED.” / “NOW IT'S ALL DYING! I HAD STOPPED TRYING!” / “NOW IT'S ALL HIS FAULT, NOW IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT.” / “WHAT ONCE WAS BLUE, ALL NOW ESCHEWED.” / “IT'S ALL IN MY HEAD!”
“WHY?”
“WHY?”
“I CAN'T REMEMBER WHO I CAN'T REMEMBER WHY.” / “EVERYTHING, IT DISSOLVES AT THE SEAMS! EVERYTHING, IT'S ALL FORGOTTEN DREAMS!” / “ALL I KNOW, IT'S ALL LIES! I'M JUST A FAKE, A ROM, NOT WISE!”
“WHY?”
“AM I JUST A FAKER? TIME TO MEET THE UNDERTAKER!”
“TIME FOR BOTH OF US TO FALL. INTO A NEW OBLIVION! IT'S TIME TO MEET GOD! TO HEAVEN I HAVE CLAWED! I'M NO LONGER FLAWED! EVERYONE WILL BE AWED!”
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mayaree-darling · 10 months
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The Ashengrotto Family Theory
  So you thought this was the last you’d see of Sherbet Shark’s crazed rambles HAHA. You assumed wrong, but now, I have other friends to help me, @rrasado, @hey-its-cweepy, hence the tiny squid in the right-hand corner and @luvielle
   This post is mainly speculation and, again, a theory. We do not intend these mad rambles to be seen as canon by fellow fans or content creators; these are just us brainstorming. By making this post, we have no intention to create hate for the yet-to-be-introduced side characters, mainly Azul’s parental roles (Mother, Father, and Step-father) and Azul’s Grandma. Again this is speculation and theories we concluded.  You can discuss this with us on our respective Tumblr blogs about this theory.
Tagging: @pianostarinwonderland​ here's the family theory- 
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Sources Used: twist-archive’s Azul birthday story, Jade and Floyd Leech’s various card stories and chats, Spoilers for Floyd’s Birthday Boy Card, The Little Mermaid (lore), The Little Mermaid 2: Return to the Sea (lore), and The Little Mermaid 3: Ariel’s Beginnings (lore), Encanto (lore), The Little Mermaid by Christian Hans Anderson, Chapter Three information, Eng Twist and JPN Twist.
Trigger Warnings: Spoilers for Chapter Three, Speculation, Azul’s Birthday Card spoilers, Divorce (Azul’s Mom and father), Speculated familial pressure, Speculated cheating, Speculated Generational Abuse (Azul’s Grandma to Azul’s Mom), Speculated Azul’s Mom’s low-self esteem, Speculated brutal living of Northern Coral Sea, Speculated overfeeding and Speculated Parental Negligence
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While this following theory is not as concrete as my previous collaborative theory, we (Rras and I) still found it highly intriguing to theorize about the possible family dynamics and respective histories of Ashengrotto family members and their personalities. As of 2020 and onward, the JPN and the original version of Twisted Wonderland released the “Birthday Boy” cards and expanded on the Twist boy’s lore of their respective homelands and their families. These are ideas of what Azul’s Mother and his grandmother are like personality-wise and a wide variety of options we had developed in our discord server.
In Azul’s 1st Birthday card, we learn more about his hobbies, family, and more lore on their character. Yuu asks the dorm leader about any family the Octomer has, and Azul proudly states that he has a mother, a grandmother, and a step-father.  He later on, goes on to say that all the members of his family have magical powers, but his grandmother is particularly powerful. Azul doesn’t seem to be one to flaunter useless praise for his family, and he does seem genuine in his pride in his family and respects them. While Azul says that his mother has some magical ability, we can see Azul highlights his grandmother’s utter power, warmly praising his step-father.
The below points are the two of us making points of our ideas and evidence to solidify them. The different emojis and colored fonts mean the different authors. The crescent moon is Rras -> “🌘” , while I, Sherbet, am the shark emoji ->  “🦈” 
Also the italicized font with both of our emojis together is us giving unprofessional commentary xDD
First up, we have Point A, which is Rras’ department!
A. Azul’s Mother resembles Morgana, Ariel, and/or Governess Del Rey
       《🌘》There’s a very vague theme among the overblot victim’s families, how most, if not all, mirror the hero’s family in their respective series. (Riddle and Alice’s mothers, Leona and Simba’s fathers, Azul and Ariel’s initially single parents, Jamil and Jasmine’s parents forbidding them, Vil and Snow White’s fathers, etc.). In this post we’ll be focusing on Azul’s case, wherein his mother may be similar to Ariel (with the assumption of the grandmother being Ursula and Triton to be further elaborated on later on in this post.). We know for a fact that his family has many great magic users, but his grandmother is the most renowned in that department. Being the daughter of an infamous figurehead will, of course, affect how you’re raised. We thought of what if Ashen Mother was pressured by her mother to study hard, improve her magic, and help everyone- think of Encanto. 
     Now I’d like to bring attention to Azul’s mention of how Octopus mer were rare in arc 3 (38). It implied the octi presence in the sea population around that area, so this may bring in the possible scenario of how the Grandmother may also have partially pressured the Mother into finding fellow octopus merfolk to be with. Here is where the Ariel connection presents itself. Suppose the Mother had been gaslighted into this convoluted idea of love where it became more objective than subjective. What do you think she’d feel towards the first octopus merman who showed some sort of interest in her? The same way prince Eric had unknowingly entranced a young hopeful Ariel with his antics on that ship.
But Azul specifically stated in the TWST EN translation that “Betentecled mermen like myself aren’t common around these parts,” emphasizing these parts. Based on the map shown in the sequel to the Little Mermaid, when Morgana gave Melody a map to Atlantica, I believe that they live farther from where Azul went to school as a child. (that and they mentioned the ice that fosters on the water during winter “up north”). Suppose we spare a glance towards the ice lair in the sequel. It bridges us to our following speculation, Ashengrotto’s Mother is Morgana.
We’ve seen talks around the fandom about how Azul may be more like Morgana or how someone else in the Ashengrotto bloodline may stand in as the twisted incarnate of Ursula’s overlooked sister. So to compare Azul’s supposedly infamous mother, who owns an equally renowned ristorante in the depths, to Morgana seems far-fetched, right? Let’s go back to what he says about her in his first birthday interview.
“My mother is the one who operates the restaurant. In the beginning, she ran it herself, and it started small… When I could understand more about my surroundings, the restaurant had already grown to employ a large staff of professionals and became the most famous restaurant in the Coral Sea.”
《🌘》We can already speculate many things based on this one answer alone. One is that Azul’s mother had started her business before or when Azul was born. Second is the possible background to this business. Let’s say she was pressured. She’d had to have some sort of coping mechanism as an escape. What if it was cooking? It started as a pastime, something her mother can’t outright criticize since it was, for the most part, harmless (and even beneficial if we assume they really did originate up north where food may or may not have been scarce.). Morgana hated being criticized, so connecting her to Ashengrotto’s Mother, who finally had an outlet she could safely call her own, meant she finally did something for herself. This business grew and grew until word of the ristorante had spread all over the area, reaching the Coral Sea’s ends.
Suppose Azul's words are to be trusted, and their family really does house many great magic users. In that case, I can only assume the Grandmother constantly compares her Mother to their relatives who display a great attitude toward the art. We can tie all this to Morgana representing her life growing up, Ariel representing her love life, but what about motherhood?
I momentarily turn our attention towards Governess Del Rey from The Little Mermaid: Ariel's beginning, someone who yearns for something more yet can't go due to their position and constant words from a higher part (Sebastian). It’s like a balance between the two aforementioned ladies wrapped into one. We know she met Azul's stepfather during the divorce process, yet, what of the time before that? Surely she's already begun to feel some sort of loss towards her child's other parent, but unlike King Triton- she took that responsibility for herself. 
     Azul greatly respects his mother, but unlike every other Overblot Victim who had mentioned and even showcased their immediate family within their memorial flashbacks, only Azul became the exception. Why so? Perhaps it has to do with negligence. You'd think she'd be there to comfort her son who's being bullied, but we have to remember that, around this time, her Ristorante is beginning to be famous. The stepfather is a lawyer, so the lack of presence in his OB memories may have had something to do with the Mother's own negligence experience, which will be further expanded by the next point below.
B. Azul’s Grandmother resembles Ursula and King Triton
     《🦈》Now, you may be wondering where I got to this point in theorizing. Well, admittedly, we do have sparse information about the matriarch. We know that Azul has impressive prowess with her magical ability and “graciously” helps out her neighbors just like her grandson, and perhaps he learned from her and the Great Sea Witch’s “compassionate” actions. It could be plausible for him to draw inspiration from his grandmother and a literal historical figure that he admires, as seen at the end of chapter three. Azul admires the Great Sea Witch’s ability as he draws upon their similarities in the past yet different techniques for coping with their histories.
As seen in the previous point, we can assume that Azul’s grandmother is a prideful, theatrical, arrogant woman that’s confident in her powers and herself, much like Ursula. But to this, we see a softer side to the con-woman, as seen in her relationship with her eels. We believe that Grandmother possibly was brought up, and the mindset she grew to have, and her overall personality, had ultimately created a distance between her daughter and herself.
As seen in the previous point made by Rras and the canon information we have, his grandmother is strong, perhaps stronger than her grandson. Due to her presence as a strong witch, she had garnered a reputation and, if our theory is correct, thrived on it but possibly felt pressured by her neighbors and her ideals. Perhaps Grandmother felt the need to push her daughter to extremes to help the community, much like how Abuela pushed her family to the brink. The constant drive for perfection not only as herself but maybe as a representative of the Oct-merpeople. From the previous point and via canon information in Chapter Three, part 38, in the central Coral Sea, Octo-merpeople are scarce, but what if that’s the case across the sea?
Maybe grandmother felt the need to show her fellow merfolk that they are good. We do not know that Great Seven is universally seen and recognized as good figures from other nonplayable characters. All we know is that the Great Seven, in the eyes of the prominent cast members their influential and are not necessarily seen as good. Back to Grandma Ashengrotto.
Her overwhelming demeanor and status created a vast shadow her daughter was trapped in due to other variables. She was unable for the mother-daughter duo to properly understand one another, much like how King Triton couldn’t understand his daughter Ariel. One of these variables is that Grandmother and daughter have different hobbies, preferences, and possibly a vast difference in their magical prowess. The mother is most likely loving, well-known among the masses, and has no problems conducting her magic. While I believe that Azul’s mother doesn’t have strong magic compared to her son or mother and is the daughter of a renowned be someone that isn’t as remarkable. Sounds familiar? 
   This dynamic is reminiscent of Mirabel's overall experience and dynamic with her family. Her family and the community initially perceive Mirabel as magicless because her other family members are blessed with gifts. Shining stars, if you will, while Mirabel didn’t have any. As we can see, the young girl wants to prove herself to everyone and implies low self-esteem because she was taught that her powers would determine her worth, much like how her sisters, Lusia, most notably. But still, despite her daughter’s speculated lack of being a powerhouse. Grandmother forced ideals on her daughter either of her protective stances over their Octomermaid status or as a parent.
One such thought that occurred to Rras and I was that maybe Grandmother had an arranged marriage to a fellow Octomerman with the idea of procreating with their kind. It is not as far-fetched because if we look at the mentioned information, it would be a logical yet pessimistic way to look for ‘love.’ If this is a fact, maybe this promised couple had met before. Azul’s mother ‘fell in love with him because of what she saw and not him as a person and the fact her mother told her daughter she must marry a fellow oct-mer to keep their bloodline strong and their overall population numbers tame. Mayhaps the grandmother had organized this marriage and told her daughter these fanciful details, making the naive yet tired daughter believe them, and when they met, Azul’s mother fell in ‘love’ with him.
《🦈》But perhaps, Azul’s mother would commonly swim to the surface to gather the ingredients for her hobby. The Octavinelle Trio has informed us that living up north is brutal, so the idea that food was also scarce. Mother’s adventures made Grandma tight grip with every secret because she feared losing her daughter and exposing herself to humans. Once more, we do not know if respect for the merpeople was universal among humans, other races, and vice versa.
We also have concluded that it’s in the realm of possibility that Azul’s mother, while she was young, swam away from home up north, where Azul says that’s where they live. Mother couldn’t stand the pressure of being the “let down daughter,” her own mother’s pushed ideals, and being unable to connect as two people for their respective desires.
Encanto and the Little Mermaid have already been spoken for and connected to our theory. 2021’s movie, Encanto, shows the reputation of this family was stressful. Thus, the matriarch pushes everyone to have unhealthy ideals and push their desires to the wayside. In Disney’s The Little Mermaid, King Triton is strong-willed, fiery-tempered, and protective yet caring for his family, as seen in this franchise branch. The king of the sea demands from his royal courtier. The sea dragon announces that he doesn’t know where the youngest princess is, nor does he know where her guardian, Sebastian is.
As the movie concludes, the king sees firsthand that his daughter is happy with Eric and utterly in love, and she is with the human. His hate and displeasure quickly dissipate, showing his parent development from the beginning to the end and Encanto’s Abuela. Suggesting that the supposed damage and pressure on Azul’s mother is still instilled in her, but their relationship is now somewhat stable after many trials and tribulations.
C. Azul’s Paternal side
      《🦈》We don’t know much about Azul’s biological father in canon. The dorm leader says he can’t remember his father either due to being too young or being protected from his father by his heartbroken mother. Still, basing the Encanto example between Mariano and his father’s two male side characters. We have theorized that his father was also an Octomerman and in the arranged marriage by possibly other family members for the idea of procreating. Perhaps, we think his family told him too many good things about his future wife, and he too was led to this artificial love, and whilst on paper, the coupling was perfect and did produce an Octo-merchild, wasn’t ‘true love,’ or the chance is that it was never there. 
      This lack of love may have led to an affair on his part. From the source material and its darker original tale, we have concluded that Azul’s father cheated. The prince is, as Christan Han Anderson wrote, the prince and his betrothed, the unnamed princess, as a genuinely in love couple, with the young princess as a kind, innocent, and very in love with the prince. At the same time, she doesn’t mind the relationship the prince and the mermaid have, in stark contrast to Disney’s version, with Vanessa’s mean-spiritedness, vanity, and jealousy. We’re not sure what we prefer, but we know that his background and reasoning are not right no matter what. While it may help us understand, it doesn’t make things better than what he did.
《🌘》Perhaps the affair took place during a time the biological father was being greatly pressured from all sides. We can only loosely speculate what Azul’s biological father was like and his father’s family. One can even word it as him drowning in the pressure, similarly to how his fiancee and then future wife were also being pushed. Being smothered with the idea of a perfect pair, he most likely tried to step away for a single moment, just a short period of freedom away from the dictative people around him, much like Prince Eric. The latter deliberately chose to celebrate his birthday on the ship because he knew what sort of restraint he'd face once he was back home. 
   The pressure pulled him deeper and deeper, and as much as the Ashengrotto Mother tried to help him as someone in the same position as him in this arranged love. He saw someone else giving him a long-due peace; based on the original tale, he saw another woman sweet and caring whom he soon eventually fell in love with. Unlike the artificially cultivated "love" He had with the Mother, this one felt real, real enough for him to quite literally abandon ship and go with this other woman despite the already formed family he had with the Ashengrotto.
《🦈》Onto Azul’s step-father, we had learned through Azul’s Union Birthday card that his step-dad is a lawyer and that his mother had met him when she was filing for divorce. As we’ve said before in this post, his step-father is intelligent and quick-witted but treats Azul’s mother well with love and respect, and the young boy respects him. For some reason, their meeting reminds me, Sherbet, of how in real life, Maria Reynolds and Aaron Burr met
(《🦈》Yes, we’re Hamilton nerds. Deal with it /J 《🌘》Does this make Mama Ashen Eliza?-/LHJ).
《🦈》 While this duo did not marry and was strictly a business relationship. I found a funny connection between the two. His step-father isn’t mentioned anymore, but Rras and I believe his step-father is a regular merman rather than an Octomerman, as we speculate. Grandmother didn’t want her daughter to marry, much like how King Triton’s attitude changed at the end of The Little Mermaid.
   Perhaps originally, Grandmother still wanted her daughter to be with her first husband but then saw how incredibly happy her daughter was with this merman, explaining why Azul doesn’t have any siblings. Among the reasons that they’re both busy people with high-stress jobs and raising a son. Cross-breeding from different species could be very dangerous for his mother to try to have another child or look with a lighthearted lens. They were satisfied with having Azul and felt they wanted to slow down and focus on their respective occupations.
“He is a kind and honest man at heart, but when it comes to his work, he’s sharp as a tack. He often teaches me about law and contracts. And he has a wonderful relationship with my mother. He is a very respectable stepfather.” – Azul Ashengrotto’s Birthday Boy Card.
(《🌘》Addams Family dynamic??? /LH 《🦈》YUS.)
D. The problem child himself– Azul Ashengrotto
   《🦈》 Azul Ashengrotto is the most fleshed-out character within this post, as we all know. But, still, I do find it an interesting idea that possibly, as Rras has illuminated in her first point that perhaps, Mother Ashengrotto knew of her negligent actions toward her son and didn’t wish for a drift like how her mother and herself experienced. Showing off the one thing she’s truly proud of is feeding him a lot of food to show her love and if food gathering is, as we speculate is, scarce, this can be taken as an ultimate show of love.
      I would also like to add that Mother Ashen’s inactions may not have been on purpose and as things stacked up for her. His mother’s events, discovering her crumbling marriage, managing her ristorante, raising a son, family bonds, and slowly falling in true love with a merman that loves all of her. I do not want to defend her potentially harmful and neglect her son, but I find it vital to see the situation through these theorized lenses.
  As we know from Chapter three, we see that Azul had been mercilessly bullied by his fellow peers, and to our knowledge, at least, the teachers either didn’t see this or didn’t care to come to his aid. But we also know that his mother owning a ristorante had made him in tune with food preparation and a keen tongue from his step-father’s hardworking job as a lawyer. Azul, however, does state in his card stories and his Birthday interview that his mother is interested in the Mostro Lounge and that Azul doesn’t like his family’s eatery. Maybe, his mother is competitive with her son to the degree that he’s not sure if his mother wants to take over for herself, or perhaps he has too many bad memories of eating too much and being bullied there.
As Rras has stated, perhaps his mother’s negligence also plays into this displeasure? But again, this may beg the question, if Azul praises his step-father so much in his Union Card, wouldn’t it be logical to assume that he’d try to make his stepson comfortable and safe? Well, I, Sherbet, believe I have the answer.  Because of his job as a lawyer and need to adjust to his new life, he’d also tried to make his stepson comfortable, but we don’t know their whole dynamic and if it’s formal and perhaps awkward on his step-father’s part? Azul does say that he respects his relationship with his mother and him as a person not, particularly as a parental figure.
《🌘》That same possible negligence is likely what led to the lack of parental presence during his memory flashbacks after his overblot. As I’ve pointed out in the first segment of this post, Azul is unique to the rest of the Overblot victims due to not showcasing immediate family within his memories, which- honestly felt off considering how the family of the movies’ heroes (Ariel and Melody).  Along with Ursula and Morgana (sibling jealousy), all still tied to the greater matter, and yet why is it that the one person with a supposedly good respectable relationship with both present parents didn’t appear in his most vulnerable moments?
Sherbet had speculated that it might’ve been for show. Personally, I believe this was plausible considering how seemingly blunt the Mother is with her child. Speaking from my own experience- my own Mother tries to tell her not-so-good experiences in hopes of me learning from her, so what if this was the case with the Ashengrotto family? Let’s hypothetically picture a now-grown Azul finally hearing of his mother’s experience with love and the likes, both to her own mother and her marital status.
As her only child, Azul doesn’t seem to want to add to that unfortunate history of hers, so for the sake of his own mother’s happiness, he tries his best to get along with the man that made her happy, sure it may not be a close, warm father-son bond but he definitely succeeded in not instigating bad blood among their family. Azul has shown to care for her and, by extension, the rest of his family, one he’s proud to be a part of regardless, as stated in his first birthday interview.
《🦈》 I can also attest to my parents advising me of their histories of heartache in hopes that I would not fall for their mistakes and as a lesson for me to learn. When I ask about their personal lives before, they’re quite open with their experiences. Another interesting tidbit is that while Azul seems indifferent to his mother’s business, he genuinely cares for the staff members working at his mother’s establishment when he receives a picture of them smiling and happy staff. Azul’s Union Birthday story card hints at a possible deeper relationship with the people working there. Floyd’s Birthday Boy card story says that Azul cares about his staff’s appearances at the Lounge and how he presents himself if there isn’t anyone around. Azul couldn’t care less about what his Octavinelle Students do, and he could’ve picked up this habit from his mother’s demeanor.
That’s all of our rambles. Thank you for reaching the end of our theory post, and we hope that this has been a fun read and a way to think of the Ashengrotto Family! We hope you have a great day or evening, and please check out our respective blogs for more content!!
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abt me :) (aka the founder)
hellooo my luvs, my name is yves (pronounced as eve. you may also refer to me as vess/vessa . ) and i’m the owner of this blog (no shit sherlock 💀.)
i am 17 years old which means i am a minor (aka, don’t be a weirdo on my blog.) and i’ve been on tumblr for like 3 years now. ( i was inactive for like, 1 1/2 - 2 years and moved around blogs, but this one has stood tall for the longest LOL.)
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☀️aries 🌘 scorpio ⬆️ virgo (i’m also an intp)
my favorite colors are black and purple (and very specific shades of purple)
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my fave artist at the moment is chase mf shakur, i love him
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i use she/her or any pronouns (heavy on ANY PRONOUNS. i mean any, including neo’s)
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im doin gooddd also i cannot EXPRESS how bad i need a man who will take me stargazing..i need a space nerd so bad omfgg sorry that was random anywaysss i might join that discord server thingy but my identity may or may not be revealed
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YES MOTHER MORE SAGAU CRACK FICS!MORE MOTHER MORE! WE ARE STARVING MOTHER! (also I want to say that reading your fanfics give me so much serotonin I love them so much! Have a good day or night and make sure to hydrate!) :D
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