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“I'm stuck forever inside with him? What do you mean I'm stuck HERE WITH HIM?!” / “If I'm to die, then you are coming down along ME.” / “NO.” / “You tell me I can't be free, then I'm afraid you're my VICTIM THREE.” / “YOU GAVE INTO WHAT HE WANTED. I'M NOT TO BE BEAT BY A KID. BEST ITS TIME FOR ME TO GET RID OF THIS PEST WHO'S SEALING THE LID OF ESCAPE.” / “Thought it was over, I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN BETTER!” / “Now I feel my world all contorting, YOU'RE DESTROYING MY EVERYTHING!” / “MY LAST HOPE!” / “ALL BREAKING DOWN BEFORE MY EYES.”
“I DON'T FORGIVE. INTRUDERS WHO LIVE. YOU WANT TO ESCAPE? I'LL BRING YOU TO GODS GATE. WHERE YOU'LL DROP TO HELL. CUZ UNDER HIS SPELL I SEE NOTHING BUT BLOODSHED.” / “NOW IT'S ALL DYING! I HAD STOPPED TRYING!” / “NOW IT'S ALL HIS FAULT, NOW IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT.” / “WHAT ONCE WAS BLUE, ALL NOW ESCHEWED.” / “IT'S ALL IN MY HEAD!”
“WHY?”
“WHY?”
“I CAN'T REMEMBER WHO I CAN'T REMEMBER WHY.” / “EVERYTHING, IT DISSOLVES AT THE SEAMS! EVERYTHING, IT'S ALL FORGOTTEN DREAMS!” / “ALL I KNOW, IT'S ALL LIES! I'M JUST A FAKE, A ROM, NOT WISE!”
“WHY?”
“AM I JUST A FAKER? TIME TO MEET THE UNDERTAKER!”
“TIME FOR BOTH OF US TO FALL. INTO A NEW OBLIVION! IT'S TIME TO MEET GOD! TO HEAVEN I HAVE CLAWED! I'M NO LONGER FLAWED! EVERYONE WILL BE AWED!”
#audrey/kellie's rambles#⚡🔥🐍👾#anger vent#🌘🕵️🕳️🧿#lyrics by AbysmalChaos#lyrics#SoundCloud#i hate my father#he isn't even much a father#he's fake. and he's stupid#his life is meaningless#i really want people like him gone#because this Earth. This World. Doesn't deserve them
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okay i don't know if the hyperfixation will hold long enough for me to actually write this but au where everything is the same but the waylon house is just a bit more structurally sound. max doesn't die and is like 'thanks for this guys, is that the whole party or?' and everyone just sort of looks at each other like. well we don't want to anger him so what can we say but yes. and so the nerds and max end up hanging out for a night in the waylon house and the worst thing that happens is grace chastity is tempted to have a beer for the first time (she doesn't though. but with max offering it's very hard for her to refuse. or focus lol) max keeps giving them weird backhanded compliments like 'wow you guys are way cooler than you look, how'd that happen' which is not the best but it's way better than being beat up for daring to be in his line of sight, so they'll take it.
so they all hang out for the night, max is like weirdly chill and friendly, eventually he leaves and they're left standing outside the waylon house like. ?? what the fuck??? did we just befriend max jagerman???? the nerds are still apprehensive considering pete still has a black eye, grace is still boiling with religious zeal and repressed lust, and steph still doesn't really like him, but they can't help but remember how he said that trying to prank him was the nicest thing someone's ever done for him. and that just can't be true, considering he's literally the star quarterback and the main character of hatchetfield high, but.... the fact that he felt like it enough says a lot, doesn't it?
so they decide to leave the prank footage to gather dust and figure this was probably the best outcome they could have hoped for. who knows what they'll walk into at school tomorrow? maybe max will become a friend.
#and he does :)#nerdy prudes must die#npmd spoilers#npmd#i just. the brainworms. they're in me#if anything it would just be a oneshot i'm not trying to rewrite the show or anything#but like yeah max joins the friend group :)#do you ever think about how genuinely touched he was that they basically made him his own haunted house?#that shit was exposure therapy and they didn't even know it#and like dear god 'this is the nicest thing anyone's ever done for me'??? lines to go crazy about forever!!!!#bc like he's popular he's a star everyone knows him but no one's nice to him? do we know anything about his family?#and like obviously he's an asshole so like yeah why would people be nice to him if he's such a dick#but like.... consider this: babygirl#he was really endearing in that minute between being pranked and dying ok?#he was like a totally different person the minute the social pressure was gone#ok ok enough tag rambling. if enough people want this i will actually write it#*speaks
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through heavy , heavy tears : hawkeyes first instinct is to be KIND he’s so much less guarded than trapper and even bj when first meeting people ( even ones he probably won’t like ) he always treats them with respect . i’m going to be physically ill
#i have a headcanon that people were kind of really mean to hawkeye as a kid and this little detail about him reinforces it#he very much gives like . i was weird and left out as a kid but people love me now and i never want to be like those people who left me out#i feel like you see it most heavily with radar but he also does this thing when he steps back when he realizes he’s actually hurt someone’s#feelings .#idk like#he’s not kind ALL the time . like he obviously jokes around a LOT and some of those jokes can be pretty mean and even then sometimes he has#trouble apologizing#but at the same time ( most of the time ) if he realizes something has gone too far he’ll do what he can to express that he didn’t mean it i#in his own hawkeye way#i’m thinking about in ‘ for want of a boot ‘ when trapper calls radar short and radar gets upset about it and hawk’s like#‘ hey you know he’s only joking ‘ in that soft voice#or in ‘ house arrest ‘ when radar gets the platform shoes and hawkeye was like ‘ i was out of line for making fun of you ‘#those are the instances that come to mind but there’s a TON more#idk i just really love that detail about him#that he’s willing to step back and recognize when a joke’s maybe gone too far#he even does it with frank and charles#mash#mashposting#m*a*s*h#mash 4077#hawkeye pierce#hawkeye
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I truly don't think Misako is as bad as Garmadon but it still doesn't mean that I don't find her leaving her son at a boarding school that's literally designed to bring out the worst in kids was a good choice either and like I know Lloyd loves his mom but man 😭
#ninjago#lego ninjago#lloyd garmadon#ninjago misako#misako#idk i just think looyd forgives people really easily (outside of garmadon ofc) and im just here going#“god it would be so much more interesting if the writing took them in a longer direction of earning Lloyd's forgiveness”#like hed say he forgives them but he doesnt actually forgive them deep down bc he just wants to move past it but then he realizes#HEY IT DID AFFECT HIM BADLY and he still cares about it even if he says he doesn't#rossthinking#ADDING ON TO THIS BTW ypu can absolutely love someone and still want them in their life and still not forgive them for what theyve done#bc i love misako i genuienly wish she had more screen time but ugh she was just gone so often!!!
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Why I believe John/Orekoto was lying about his motive in Neoplasm
Ok so double just came out and I have a lot of thoughts. When a new MV comes out I usually wait a while until I can make a proper analysis but this one is mostly going to focus on neoplasm. And in particular one thing me and my friend found particularly suspicious about John’s (Orekoto’s) testimony when it comes to the murder(s).
When Es questioned John about their murder, he responded very clearly with “Yeah it was me, I killed them off”. And after that Es questioned why he did it, only to say that he did it only because they were annoying him and it was whoever was walking by. Es goes quiet at this which might imply to me some sort of suspicion on his testimony. John goes on to say that he can’t remember how many he killed because he was just born back then and his memory is kinda fuzzy.
Instantly this set off a ton of red flags for me, it just doesn’t make any sense when you think about it. Earlier on when John fronted he started acting all violent and threatened to beat up Es, who just calmly laughed it off. Es seemed to be quickly notice something was off, as their calm demeanour enacted an also suspiciously calm demeanour from John. Es then said it was strange because they assumed him to be a monster. After hearing that John instantly went back into that violent persona that they were showing as soon as they fronted.
This scene is very telling to me. John is not violent, or evil, heartless or anything like that. He’s only acting that way to potentially come out less. And be even straight up says “if I had stayed a monster… maybe that would’ve been better.” Then instantly takes back what he said by just going “…what?”
From this it’s very clear, like I said, that John isn’t evil. But then that takes what he said about his murders into question. That he only did it because he just got annoyed and killed random passers. This clearly isn’t true when you take into account the whole interaction with Es, because otherwise he would’ve attempted to kill Es the whole time and not go docile when they weren’t acting scared.
I believe that John is trying to dip back into his monster persona he made for himself here. He probably figured out that acting evil all the time wouldn’t work, and when questioned on such a sensitive topic such as the murder he just went with the option that made him the least sympathetic, and Mikoto more sympathetic in order to lower his stress levels by not telling the full truth.
As for who committed the murder/s, I’m still pretty unsure. In double it looks like both sides are perpetrators. But this also takes into account, what about those scenes of John killing the mannequins? It seems like it matches up enough to what he said in the voice drama but I don’t think that’s the smiling gun.
Milgram is an extremely complex series, and in no way should the easiest option be assumed as the right one. Unreliable narrators are a big thing in the series, and we should look at a character’s MV with how they view themselves in mind. For example, Kazui thinks himself as a monster and this is especially prevalent in Cat, where if you’d take it at first glance you might assume that he’s evil or whatever, just as he views himself.
The same should apply to John as well. He wants to believe he’s a monster in order to protect Mikoto from more mental stress about his murder, and might end up with him fronting less. This likely subconsciously played itself into double and even MeMe, where John portrays himself as evil as that’s what he wants people to view him as.
I feel like when discussing who’s the murder and if John is evil, we should definitely take this into account otherwise our future opinions will be biased.
Ok so someone just mentioned the fact that he had a baseball bat in the first place means it was likely a premeditated murder. So him killing people just because they annoyed him would be a really weird thing to say because that would’ve been an impulsive murder, and he had a weapon at the time.
#milgram#mikoto kayano#Milgram theory#yes I am calling him john I think it’s hilarious and fitting for a little goober#This was basically a theory me and my friend came up with when we were watching neoplasm together#I could’ve gone into more depth with this but I feel like this summarises what I want to say good enough#From the start I felt like it was very clear he was lying about killing those people because they annoyed him#Im surprised so many people took that at face value#Remember prisoners can lie in their voice dramas and their view of themselves can affect the mvs#People should really take this into account otherwise it’d probably prompt even more “john/orekoto is evil” bs again#And I don’t know how to fit this in but I’m still thinking alot how#In the first trial voice trailer mikoto says “my (boku) life it wasn’t supposed to be this way…”#In the glitched out segment which is heavily implied to be when/around the prisoners committed their murders#LanieMae’s theories
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2022 What if Baine faced down Mawduin in Shadowlands?
#world of warcraft#anduin wrynn#baine bloodhoof#shadowlands#THE AGNST#THE DRAMA#I posted this along time ago on twitter and alot of people at good comments but like#Baine could've been really helpful in saving Anduin#someone even said that Baine could've gone thru quests that worked up to him being able to summon Saurfang and Varian#in the final fight#which i just. would have loved. and would have loved knowing it meant saurfang and varian were real#cuz like its not confirmed if they were#i believe their souls are in the blade but then why didnt they reveal themselves before#blizzard didnt really like confirming anything so i think this is just one of those 'its whatever you want it to be' moments
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I find it so funny that both steddie and ronance are Eddie and Robin looking at KiNg Steve Harrington and Nancy "suCh a PRisS" Wheeler and realizing that they're actually really badass and kind and sweet and having a lot of gay feelings about that as they should
#like they both know that they're hot but then s4 and it turns out that they are not only decent humans#but eddie discovers that steve just cares about people and is so earnest and a good fucking dude#and eddie is such a sl*t for kindness like all steve had to do was thank him and say to him to not be so hard on himself#for eddie to turn into a babbling mess#meanwhile robin knew nancy was badass since s3 but she never really realized how fucking just sweet she was?#and then there nance was asking her if 'that means we are friends?' with shyness and robin was gone on her#like it was genually so fucking sweet and robin still aches from it from the way nancy wheeler is a badass and stubborn#and full of hard edges but then she can be so fucking *sweet*#both eddie and robin are waay to gay for this two#meanwhile steve and nancy are just looking at the two stumbling disasters and are like 'fuck *heart eyes* i want that one'#steddie#ronance#fruity four#stranger things#steve harrington#nancy wheeler#robin buckley#eddie munson
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I think an underlooked part of what shaped jin’s mindset was how even back in Torna, he was considered “property”. He and Lora spent their whole lives avoiding the authorities of Torna because they believed would straight up execute Lora to get Jin back, and no one ever denies it. and this has seemingly been a fear since Lora was a child. Jin had to hide his face everywhere he went. Maybe Torna wouldn’t have been cruel enough to execute a child, especially since the king seemed decent(?) enough, if not a bit distant. But the fact it was even a fear at all for Lora since she was so young is just awful to think about.
According to his past self’s journals, Jin and his old driver fought in a war of independence for Torna, perhaps what made him a hero to begin with. and because he’s a war hero for deeds he doesn’t even remember, the kingdom considers him owned by them. Which is on the nose in two different ways ngl. Both in how the Blades are seen and a wider metaphor of soldiers/state. idk it’s just very sad to think about
#I think a lot of people (esp people who dont really interact with the actual story of 2) boil jins motives down to lora too often#like yes her death sent him spiraling but his actual motives dont like. actually have much to do with her directly. it contributed to his#bad mental state that allowed him to get to that point but he still has plenty of reasons to hate how blades are treated and hes right!#its also why 'lora wouldn't have wanted this' doesnt really matter to him. yeah she wouldnt have. she's also been dead for ages so what does#it matter? like hes definitely not coping healthily mans is constantly retraumatizing himself by keeping her body around but like#he knows she's dead hes accepted it so hes doing better than N at least! jin hates being immortal but he stays alive to keep Loras memory#alive. but the longer he lives the more and more awful shit he sees and the more it breaks him. but he cant die bc then the only person left#who really knew lora would be gone (Minoth is alive too but he knew her for like several weeks at most alsfjakfjljfsa) and thats the curse#xenoblade#xenoblade chronicles#jin#siren says
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what makes minedai even sadder is that we never rlly see daigo try to build a bond with anyone else like he did with mine it rlly shows how badly it effected him like yeah he reached out to shinada in y5 but that’s rlly it and he probably would wanna leave him alone after that and not involve him in any yakuza stuff so i don’t think they would’ve hung out or anything like that afterwards. All he rlly had were saejima and majima but they were more like babysitters than anything, wish we saw more of their dynamic tho like we did with majima and daigo in dead souls since that was fun and we were lowkey robbed but in canon he’s just as lonely as he was before majimas promise to kiryu. And mine is the only person he really had a meaningful relationship with romantic or not they were still really close and we don’t see that again with daigo ever (from what i recall after y3) ok sorry for rambling LMFAO
even with shinada, he reached out to him more so out of 'duty' and trying to make up for the misfortune that befell him because of yakuza than wanting to rekindle any kind of friendship they might have had in high school (though it sounds more like they were just acquaintances if shinada needing a second to remember who daigo was is anything), so yah i doubt they really had any kind of bond afterwards
dead souls really was the only time after Y3 where we got to see daigo be more sociable with someone, but its as you say majima and saejima are more like retainers than close friends
#snap chats#you can tell i was into fire emblem when the first term that comes to my mind to call majima and saejima was 'retainers' omfg#but yeah ..... depressing ....#does make me wonder who daigo was on the phone with during the rggo story though. like clearly daigo has friends#apparently. we just never see or hear of them. tho ig it is implied those were his friends from the y2 era. as mine said flarkjla#REGARDLESS yeah after y3 daigo just feels depressing to watch#i think its just because he really has to do everything on his own now#but not even have a friend to just chill with at the end of the day- like the technical work is whatever. for the most part#THATS stressful obvi so to not have anyone to really be personable with thats probably the dire part. imo.#cause yk the world could suck but as long as you have that One Person to just relax with then its ok but with mine gone. 🧍♂️#probably doesnt help that like. during the 'flashback' segment of y3 where we get to see daigo sitting with kiryu and nakahara#we see him all cheery and bein a lil jokester and just. A Happy Dude#granted this is barely a year or two into being chairman so The Horrors Havent Set In relatively but still ... i miss his smile ..#every time i think of daigo post-mine i think of those like. tragedies or accounts of people where its like#'after X's friend/lover died they never found another again' like thats the vibe i always get#he really packed it up and never got close with anyone else again and it makes me want to throw up#y4 widow arc still good tho it makes me chortle
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I hate when people dismiss the Phoebe thing as Scully simply having been jealous. She was his best friend first, and she did what any good friend would have
yeah it's pretty reductive, honestly. scully has been very protective of mulder since the pilot; the first 3 episodes of the show are literally her committing to him, holding a man hostage at gunpoint to find him, and cutting ties with her friends who make fun of him.
this was largely her arc in squeeze, after only having known him for a couple of weeks, as she defends him to colton multiple times
and, in the end, concludes that she would rather be “on the side of the victim” with mulder than climb the ladder with her classmates, and tells colton to fuck off the next time he’s rude about her partner
in ghost in the machine, she's disapproving of jerry from the moment they meet, knowing literally nothing about him except that he used to work with mulder
and she instantly recognizes the profile that jerry presents as mulder's work, whispering to him to ask if that's his, to which he replies "forget it, no" and then later fibs and says that jerry apologized for stealing it (once you tell your best friend you can't go back lol)
all of these examples pre-date her behavior in fire, and are episodes where she's put in situations navigating mulder around other men
y'all remember the first time she met krycek and just flat out refused to shake his hand lmao
i touched on this a little bit in my post on fire, but scully really was just so enthralled by him from the very beginning. she grew up on a military base with her navy captain father and two brothers, and her only relationships have been with older men in power.
she instantly is so aligned with mulder and that there's something different in him than she's used to, but she's aware that the openness and softness that she's so drawn to in him makes him more vulnerable, and she's desperate to protect it
in beyond the sea, the very next episode after fire, she screams at boggs that if mulder dies she'll gas him into hell herself, and boggs tells her that he's tasted the afterlife.
that it's a cold and dark place, and mulder's looking in on it now. she replies, "it might be a cold dark place for you, but it's not for mulder"
she knows him, and she's so moved by him and what he wants to do in the world. these are the values that she left medicine to follow.
"jealousy" honestly doesn't even compare to the kind of ferocious protectiveness that she feels towards him from the very start, she really doesn't trust anyone around him for anything. they can't possibly get it like she does, if they treat him that way.
he may not care if people call him names or steal from him or try to make him walk through fire, but he really is just her best friend. and she can't stand it.
#she shares him with the world only reluctantly#literally her found treasure that she wants to hide away in the basement#she is sooo funny about it tho like she truly doesn't fucking play#she's 5 feet tall in heels but she'll fucking kill you#remember when she found out he was just talking to an entomologist and she literally got on an airplane and was there the next day#i literally only talked about season 1 in this post#she does this for 25 years#PLEASE do submit any and all inquiries to speak to him or breathe his air to miss dana scully!!#she really just does feel like no one else GETS it like she's the only one who understands this wonder that she's stumbled across#and also as far as how closed off she is towards his old partners or girlfriends even before meeting them it's just likeee#look at him#you can deduce that his last relationships have not gone well#of course she's super wary from the get go#the man is not the way he is because the people in his life have been kind#and she just reads him and how he's really feeling so lightning fast#she knows when something is getting to him or he's uncomfortable#even when he stays in the situation#anyway#she's soooo perfect#and so are y'all thank you for the ask!!#asks#scully#kae meta
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Feel like there’s not very much attention paid to the S2 trauma of Tommy being coerced into use as an assassin.
(and, from a few of my notes during the S2 rewatch, the men he killed were sufficient to trigger great hostilities w Ireland; effectively he killed those men and (re-)started a war?)
‘The Chosen One’ / ‘I am Chosen’ / ‘May the Chosen One smoke?’
And then Churchill letting Tommy think he was being executed ‘Chosen One’ and crawling out of the grave owing his life to Churchill ‘I am Chosen’; the way Tommy asked for his last cigarette before that execution ‘May the Chosen One smoke’; his rage and disgust in both scenes, the coat on the meat hook and reminiscence of hanging…
The way he has to ‘give up on grace’ just prior to committing the first assassination, the way he has sex w Lizzie like eating a last meal he can’t even taste; the way he gives up on actual Grace as well as grace, just before he resigns himself to his own execution…
I mean, I’m nonsensical about it, can’t quite explain; at S1 it is a fairly hopeful ending; his personal ‘schemes’ for S2 reach high but aren’t wildly out of reach. To that point, when he’s killed it’s primarily been in the heat of battle.
But then he’s pulled off the street and forced to cold premeditated murder.
That first assassination he committed I feel did him some serious, serious damage, and that was the point that he did release any idea of ‘grace’ for himself, with everything that followed just further embedding that belief.
#I mean I just get really interested in the glossing over of what Churchill did to him repeatedly#these mini prompts have done much to re-enthuse myself to writing that Churchill dinner scene with Charlie watching his dad in confusion#Churchill fucked him from the first season and hasn’t stopped by S6#Mosley’s tame by comparison as that readily recognisable enemy entitling apocalypse#Churchill is subtle as the Establishment which must be preserved for the People at personal expense#Tommy saying ‘I’ll work more with Churchill’ as atonement/a good thing for murdering the Barwells gutted me#You want to know the enemy you’ll never defeat…the enemy you can't defeat because they’re as pervasive and necessary as air#Etc#I disliked the use of Churchill initially as Twee; as time’s gone on I kinda like it because we’re all predisposed to automatically put him#—as Good. When it’s a lot more grey than that.
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ON THE OTHER HAND. consider: when a good man goes to war where the doctor is in the middle of gathering up the guys who owe him, and he walks back into his tardis only to find missy with her heels propped up on the console like ugh! fineee! i’ll help you! (<- he didn’t ask for her help. he didn’t even know she was still alive.)
#missy when the doctor talks to other people: >:( no! im his best friend! i should be the only one he turns to for help!#also if the doctor is about to have his darkest hour she Wants to be there. she wants to be involved. she wants to experience him going#through that. sometimes i really do think the master just wants to eat the doctor alive like that’ll let her know every last thing they’ve#ever felt or gone through.#which is a normal thought to have. about them.
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okay i'm going to be nicer to totk for real now *deletes most of my drafts*
#bwark#god i'm fucking trying to have some kind of epiphany here where i can have it all click and be like ''even if i have my problems i can still#get enjoyment out of it'' but this game makes it so damn difficult#''i can discuss the story'' wait nope can't. story sucks ass and butt#''what about the exploration? that was the best part of botw'' uh no can't do that when the surface is practically the same and there's no#substance to the sky or the depths#''gameplay?'' i don't like ultrahand. which sucks when that's 90% of the gameplay#i respect the work that must've gone into it and the creativity it's drawn from fans but making one gameplay aspect literally ALL YOU DO#runs the risk of alienating people who can't get behind#and sure other zelda games have their gimmicks but it's different#like take tp for example. i get that the wolf mechanic isn't for everyone. but aside from the early game twilight sections and a few sparse#puzzles in the later game you're never really forced to play as wolf so it doesn't overstay its welcome#god i just remembered that totk turned wolf link into meat chunks. another thing they took from us 😔#actually on that genuinely why couldn't they just bring him back?#like you're reusing a ton of shit from botw anyway??#which brings me back to my main point is that anything that isn't new is just. botw again#shrines are back but they're uglier. dungeons are the divine beasts but in a new coat of paint#why did they add more shrines to the game anyway? like you'd think they'd at least lower the number because fans didn't want them to return#the SINGULAR leg up i can think of id the bosses. yeah i love botw and i'll hold my hands up and say that a lot of the common complaints for#it don't bother me personally but yeah the blights absolutely sucked#divebombing colgera with the dragon roost theme playing was the closest thing that this game came to giving me an experience#okay i'll shut up now I'M GOING TO BE NICE EVEN IF IT KILLS ME
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i finished the 2.2 update in one sitting and it was so much longer than i was expecting it to be and i had to go to bed to properly absorb the insanity of it all and here is a concrete summary of my thoughts:
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#MISHA??#SUNDAY WASN'T FOLLOWING THE HARMONY AT ALL?#ROBIN?!?!?!?!#THE MUSIC IN THE REAL ACTUAL FINAL BOSS FIGHT?#ACHERON.#boothill is funny as shit actually i think dan heng wanted to strangle him the whole time#ARGENTI WAS THE ONE THAT GOT AVENTURINE OUT SAFELY?????????#the fucking LOOP they throw you for towards the end#SUNDAY AND ROBIN AUAGAGHUAHGHU#FIREFLY......... OH MY GOD *FIREFLY*#she is so beautiful. and so special..and i love her even more than i did before#JESUS CHRIST THAT WAS GOOD#like#penacony was starting to feel TOO messy and i was concerned they weren't going to be able to resolve it all#in a satisfactory manner anyway#BUT THEY PULLED IT OFF REALLY WELL and all the questions and confusion i had? gone. answered.#a story that convoluted requires a loooot of thought and effort... and i really admire that#it was so good. fuckkkkkkk it was so good#people have been making fun of the creators saying penacony would be an uplifting warm story#like 'This? uplifting????? how?!?!??!' but yeah jt really was#god. godddjdjdjabfkfnskgjskf#now i just want to continue my replay and experience it all again... without month long breaks in between#I LOVE TJIS GAME FUCK MY LIFEEEEEEEEE
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Any men out there wanna pretend to be my bf to get my parents off my case about marriage? I am so so serious right now.
#my mom gave me a really really lonf lecture and upset me because her and my dad want me to start thinking about settling down ans getting#married. again. cos this comes up all the time. ans I reiterated that i do wanna marry and have kids. i know im 26 years old why do they'#think im also not aware of this??? like i suddenly forgot my own age and have my head in the clouds all the time. and i got so heated cos i#said they only believe in that in theory. in reality neither of them have accepted the idea od my leaving home or the idea of mw being with#a man. and they start freaking out if they even find out i talk to them so to say they want me to get married is so fucking naive#ans when i mentioned this and that they're more than ok w mt brothers talking tp women she said that if i wanted to settle down she could#talk to dad and they could “go about finding someone for me” and I've never been so pissed#i got so upset. why does everyone keep saying this to me. as if anyone my dad knows could ever be a half decent man#and the truth is they don't care if im in a happy marriage they've accepted that i won't be they only care that im gone and saving face in#front of family. that's all. it's always reputation it's always “what will people say?”#not once did love come up. not once did shw even imply that i should marryfor love#or that they hope i love someone and marry them. because they're more happy with the idea of me marrying for the sake of it than#they are at the idea of me finding genuine lovw#im not a fucking broodmare im not here to push out babies for the sake od reputation.#and then i said nor being married isn't the end of the world and she said “it's important that you settle down”#and i said im unwavering in my principles. she can call mw high maintenance like she loves doing but I'm not wavering on the#kind of man i want to be with and when i do marry him i want it to bw genuine. because be loves me and vice versa not because im ticking off#somethin from a damn checklist to appease them. and if being unwavering on my principles means staying unmarried then so be it.#my obligations are to god and myself and that's it#and y'know what??? i am in love with a boy already#and yet they don't care that i wanna be in love at all. no im just a puppet to follow a certain narrative in life live according to evergone#else has and that's it.#im done.#and then she tried to apologise by getting me a slice of cake and that somehow made me feel worse.#i dont want an apology. i want to be heard and actually listened to for once. i want someone to ask what i want. to actually give a shit#and love me cos it's me. not cos im some thing to further an agenda. or some toy or puppet that does your bidding.#is it so much??? to just want to be loved in return? to marry and live according to how i want to?? ans not want anyone to make these#decision's for me?#ruined my whole day.
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saw a vampbo and got inspo for my banquet au lol
this is meant to be platonic but i cant really blame anyone for seeing it as romantic considering *gestures* yknow
btw grian's reply isn't just exaggeration, vampires in this world...lowkey work like viruses lol, i mean it's not an exact comparison obviously but it's pretty close
grian is an endian which is different from enderians in that it's specifically the species of those bitches from the end credits. he was originally gonna be a watcher but my story changed too much for it to make sense since, from what i know of the watchers, they're a lot more active than the creatures in my story -- hence i made the endians which are more like observers rather than watchers
the thing about endians is that, as passive as they are, they are extremely powerful and can one hit kill most creatures including vampires
now here's where the virus-like qualities of the vampires in this universe come into play, vampires are pretty much entirely powerless against endians...unless they suck their blood -- this is cause, once vampires suck a creatures blood, they rapidly develop defenses against that creature and, to some extent, other creatures of that species as well, making it theoretically possible for them to become completely unkillable against a specific species
of course they're gonna have to be careful how much blood they drink at a time cause if a vampire is too weak to handle an endian's blood they'll just die from lifeforce poisoning essentially lol, but endians have a lot of lifeforce in them so they only really need a little anyway to be satiated
the fact that endians have a lot of lifeforce make them very attractive to vampires and what stops most vampires from pursuing them is the fact that they'll most likely just get killed trying to do so (being powerful doesnt necessarily mean having a lot of, if any, lifeforce btw)
grian has been burned this way before when a certain vampire betrayed his trust and used his massively increased resistance against him and pretty much any other endian he encountered, luckily he didn't reach the point of full immunity and was killed once enough endians banded together to kill him
this incident caused an even bigger rift among vampires and endians and a lot of endians p much became kill-on-sight when it comes to vampires, grian also got banished for "being foolish enough to ever trust a vampire to such an extent"
so yeah grian letting mumbo suck his blood is a Pretty Big DealTM
#grumbo#hermitshipping#< i mean Not Really but well *gestures* yknow#c mumbo#c grian#hc banquet au#au#txt#mine.art#you could say that the endians seem a little ooc considering how kind they are in the credits#and i say i like drama and angst lol#(also it's very much the minority of endians who are specieist and they're generally too passive to do anything anyway)#oh yeah grian's feelings about the endians is a bit complicated#on one hand they're his people#on the other hand they exiled him for... trusting his friend#i mean that's pretty messed up#regardless his exile has gone long past involuntary lol he never wants to see any of those bitches again#well except jimmy but That's It#it's a small and incredibly distant community so it's pretty easy to do just that lol#and you can tell that The Incident was a Huge deal considering multiple endians actually Did Something Together#also for anyone wondering yes sam is in fact the certain vampire referenced#i wanted to reference as much of the hermits past series as i can considering they're all p much nigh immortal in this au#certain exceptions being for those hermits who are new to the whole being nigh immortal thing like iskall and wels#although i'll still try to reference as much as i can lol
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