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hanaonesflower · 1 year

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“Princess, can I ask you something?” He speaks, breaking the silence of the long, uneventful car ride. “Sure, anything!” You chirp, unsuspecting of what is to come.

“Why don’t you ever let me do anything for you?” Ushijima says, his eyes remain fixated on the long stretch of roads ahead. The fog heavily roll down the sides the hills on your either sides, lowering visibility. His hand tightens around the wheel, while the other grips yours.

“What do you mean by that?” You sit back, eyes wandering his features, looking for any sign that he’s just cheerfully asking you. Knowing Ushi though, he’s sometimes not as light hearted as you’d think.

“You are always so insistent on doing everything yourself. You won’t let me help you, like earlier, when you refused to let me tie your shoes. That isn’t the first time you refused my help.” He goes on a spiel, his thumb reaches to the toggle and lowers the volume, making his breathing more prominent than ever. It has occur to you that you have always been doing everything by yourself despite his looming figure always by your side. The hyperindependence is slowly starting to bother him. He wants to help you, wants to give you the fullest extent of a princess treatment yet the only thing really holding him back from that is, you.

“It’s just something that I could easily have done for myself, you didn’t need to bother with that, don’t worry, baby,” you try to comfort him, hoping some words of affirmation can help. It really isn’t a big deal, it’s some shoe laces that came undone, not a heavy errand.

As soon as the car is pulled into a parking spot at a rest stop, quickly shifting the car in “park”, turning to you and he sighs. A real sigh. One so full of frustration and… hopelessness. “I’m not bothered. It has never mattered how big or small anything is, I want to do everything for you. Why are you holding yourself back from me?” He is starting to put things into perspective for you. After going through a useless ex-boyfriend, then a man who gave you hot and cold attention, lastly a guy who gave you princess treatment to fill his inflated ego before meeting Ushijima, learning to only rely on yourself has been the protector of your heart, your soul and your sanity. You find that by depending on your good ol’ self is the only way to prevent yourself from throwing your body off a bridge.

“Ushi, it’s not—,” before you can finish your sentence, truthfully you don’t really know what to say. He’s right, you are holding yourself back from him. Holding yourself back from the hurt that you’ve known all too well, he interrupts, holding both your hands in his, “baby, you’re my priority, my everything, your well-being, happiness and comfort are my main concerns and I want it to be that way,” he stops, taking a breath. Reminiscent of the times where Ushijima offered to go so out of his way to help you but being kindly turned down has left him feeling absolutely useless and uneasy. Ushijima’s love language is act of service and because he hasn’t been able to do the bare minimum for you, he feels it eating him alive.

“I am aware of your past, I know that I can’t change what was, but I’m here to make a difference now, I mean it!” You are moved by his words, he means what he says and you know it. You’ve seen it. He’s a big man of his words, always keeping promises, has never ever disappointed you in any way. Yet the walls have been reinforced many times again that it has cemented itself in your life, creating a barrier between the two of you. “I want to open doors for you, pull out chairs for you, pick you up from a friend’s house, drop you off at the airport, all of that, please, baby, please just let me.” You have to say, it is like he is begging for you to allow him in, allow him to integrate further into your system, a system you’ve built to keep you from going down a slippery slope time and time again.

“I’m so grateful for you, Ushi, you’ve done so much for me, you really have. I just feel like I can’t be asking for anymore than what you’ve already given me,” before you can inhale a full breath, he branches his body over to your side of the car and kisses you deeply, so deeply that you melt. “I’m at your disposal, you are my world, let me in, don’t keep shutting me out,” he says, breaking away from the kiss.

You chuckle, “yes, Wakatoshi, I accept your offer,” and you’ve never seen him smile wider. A big, toothy grin coming from the infamously stoic dude. He kisses you again, “thank you, baby.”

He unbuckles your seatbelt, hastily running from his side to yours and opening the door for you, and just like the universe is rooting for the both of you, your shoe laces come undone, again.

#haikyu fluff #hehe I wrote this in 20 minutes #haikyu imagines #ushijima x you #ushijima x reader #haikyu ushijima #ushijima imagine #ushijima imagines #ushijima fluff #ushjima wakatoshi #haikyuu ushiwaka #hq drabbles #haikyuu x reader #haikyuu fluff #haikyu headcanons #⌑ 5 LL series ⌑

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devacart · 3 months

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also.... i have a persona 5 au... and lots to say about it if youre interested.... please say you are there`s like so much

#bsd #bungou stray dogs #my art #chuuya nakahara #fanart #skk #dazai osamu #soukoku #bsd fanart #persona 5 #persona x bsd #persona series #i have so much to say #there`s so much planned for it i beg you to ask or i`ll tell you myself

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gumy-shark · 5 months

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ive seen so much bullshit in this fandom about lizzie's permadeath and the canary curse. so lets fight this the best way possible: thinking of meta explanations that DONT make her death all about a man. please share them with me i want to talk about SECRET LIFE LIZZIE. AND HER TRAGIC FUCKING STORY

#mcyt #traffic life series #secret life smp #i already liked thinking of each season as corresponding to a season in the year #(i.e. 3L is fall LL is winter DL is spring-into-summer and limlife is summer-into-fall)#which would make SL the start of a new 'year.' and with that new 'year' old curses get left behind to make way for new ones #OR that lizzie (who watched the series she wasnt a part of) is a part time Watcher #and that gave her the power to be a spanner in the works and interrupt fated events #but in return isolated her from other players #OR finally the funeral thing i saw someone talking about once and then my brain decided to expand on bc Worldbuilding #where holding a funeral for someone/building a grave for them before they die #tricks the universe into allowing someone to live longer and defy fate since it thinks theyre already dead #but i still like my first explanation since that also accounts for scar's 'red by session 5' curse breaking #sighs. the Torment Nexus

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nymphilily · 11 months

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This hasn't left my head since I finished Lost Light

#It took me half a year but I finally finished MTMTE/LL #Shout out to my boy Pharma who tried to take control of his own body after it was possessed by a god through the power of Gay Pining #(For the safety of my own life I must specify that tag was a joke and I recognize it runs a lot deeper than that)#Transformers #Transformers IDW #Lost Light Spoilers #(I know the series ended 5 years ago but you never know)

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mangostar · 2 years

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NOOO WAY LOVE LIVE IS DROPPING A NEW GAME !!!!!

#its literally called sif 2 lmaooooo #and its having all 4 groups... woah #i kinda got off of LL after i lost my all stars acc.. but maybe i will get back into it #sorry love live has been a long standing series ive loved since like... 2013? 2014?#when did the first sif come out #ok 2014 #wahhh my girls... kotori honoka umi i love you soo much #muse n aqours r so special to me... my girls <3 #and niji... love them soo mcuh liella...uh i like kanon #i liked it better when they were just the group of 5...#anyway. time to listen to my fav love live songs and play splatoon ! yay!

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darkaviarymc · 4 months

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Inspired by this post by @mumblesplash

5 Life Series Winners as the 5 Stages of Grief

Grian: Depression.

Scott: Denial

Pearl: Anger

Martyn: Acceptance

Scar: Bargaining

I can see Pearl and Martyn and maybe Scar and Grian being swapped, but hear me out first.

First, we have Grian as Depression. "I don't feel so good," anyone? He even killed himself at the end, the only winner to do so. It's his game, both in universe and out. He had the power to just leave, but he ended it the only way that felt appropriate to him.

Second, we have Scott as Denial. Literally denying the Boogyman curse was one of his defining moments in LL. In the end, he was sort of in a daze, unbelieving for a moment that he (and Binky) actually won. And in every season following, he is openly NOT trying to win again. There's an edge of reluctance in his voice every time he mentions having won.

Third, we have Pearl as Anger. It wasn't until after she was dead that she let go of the grudge she'd held against Scott all season. She repeatedly hurt herself to hurt him and killed with a kind of glee that can only come from enacting revenge.

Fourth, we have Martyn as Acceptance. His boogykill was last minute, but he did it in a very matter-of-fact way. The end fight was the ultimate acceptance of his fate. "You're all going down! This is a death match for a reason!" He knew what he was there to do, and he did it without remorse.

Fifth and last, we have Scar as Bargaining. He made his own persona one of making deals and trades. Nearly every session, he opened by pleading with the Secret Keeper, the Watchers, the Universe, whoever would listen, to let him have allies. Then, in the end, he asked a question. "How did the guy with no friends win?" If you follow the Eyes and Ears lore, He's still trapped in the game, pushing a button in exchange for freedom over and over again.

#trafficblr #grian #scott smajor #pearlescentmoon #martyn inthelittlewood #gtwscar

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absolutebl · 8 months

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This Week in BL - Korea drops my favorite cameo ever & gives KISSES

Entirely subjective yadda yadda. Organized sorta by favs in each category.

Sept 2023 Wk 1

Ongoing Series - Thai

I Feel You Linger in the Air (Fri grey) ep 4 of 12 - Well that’s one way to find out if he’s gay, see how he reacts to reading a het sex scene out loud. Yai is flirting so hard it’s like he knows everything.

Dangerous Romance (Fri YT) ep 4 of 12 - Oh no! I love them. Also cohabitation trope! Also ALL the other ones: hair dry, meet in childhood... GMMTV going no frills with this one.

Hidden Agenda (Sun YT) ep 9 of 12 - Zo’s drama over Pat helping Joke flirt seems awfully manufactured. I’m losing faith in this show. Could GMMTV PLEASE hand JoongDunk a decent script?

Only Friends (Sat YT) ep 5 of 10 - Sand & Ray are the only interesting couple, and I’m pretty much only watching for them. They gonna go south fast, tho, and they're already ruined by persistent singing. Ooo. When Sand said Top "stole his ex" did he mean Boston? How gay.

Naughty Babe (Sat YT) ep 2 of 8 - The pronoun conversation had a bonkers translation but I enjoyed the actuality of it. The reasons for Yi's trickery are very convoluted soap opera. But I suppose that is the amnesia trope for you.

Be Mine Super Star (Mon Viki) ep 10 of 12 - Boys. We discussed this already. No sex in onsens! I found this one dull, until the end when LLS showed up. Happy to just have him in everything. Thank you Thailand. Looks like it is a classic ep 11 DOOM next week. Who cares?

Venus in the Sky (Tues iQIYI) 1-2 of 10 eps - The usual Thai pulp claptrap this time a reunion romances in and around a convenience store between a boy who recently quit his job and his former bestie who is now a doctor. Mostly not great acting, plot, or production but the sound is okay and no bad effects or singing (so far), so that’s something. The gay brothers have a fun relationship. It’s vampy and campy but fun. I like it but not sure anyone else would.

Love in Translation (Sat iQIYI) ep 4 of 10 - The date was cute but I still don’t like the lead or the premise (we moved into Cyrano de Bergerac territory). It’s moving slowly but it seems like we might be over the crush/stalker part of the narrative, so that’s a relief.

Crazy Handsome Rich (Sun Gaga) ep 2 of 10 - I just can’t. The sound is too weird. With punch down humor and other issues incoming I may DNF this. You’ve been warned. This ep we got to see LLS with his shirt off. Did anything else happen?

Ongoing Series - Not Thai

Jun & Jun (Korea Thur Viki) ep 8fin - No wonder he is everyone’s favorite hyung, boy can read the room like no one else. I love that we got to see exactly how clingy and demanding Choi Jun was always going to be. Only Lee Jun is easy-going enough to put up with him. Also I’ve never watched a KBL with more innuendo. For Korea this was… raunchy. I gotta say had Laws of Attraction not come along, Simon might have been my favorite character of 2023.

Final thoughts on Jun and Jun:

A delightful office romance about an ex-idol who joins cubical life only to find his new boss is his first love. Others boys are sniffing around too. Operative word being "sniffing" as much of this romance involves smell. With a snappy script, enjoyable sides, a pretty as peaches cast, and descent chemistry this show made up for in style what it lacked in substance. I like fluff. I loved this. I smiled every moment I was watching. With tons of rewatch potential (especially the last few eps), my only caution is this is for fans of the BL genre only, I don’t think it’ll work for anyone else. A solid 9/10 from me. HIGHLY RECOMMENDED

I like that Korea is trying high heat, but Taiwan and Thailand are leaps and bounds better at it.

Love Class Season 2 (Korea Fri Viki) eps 9-10fin -

Omg they so cute as flirty bf. Eeeeeeee! CAMEO!!!!! My fav guest couple ever! So exciting!!!! I love that they intersected with MY Strongberry couple (Private Lessons). I’m not used to this but Holy innuendo Korea, what with Jun & Jun and now this show? It’s a bit much for my gay little heart. The final episode was entirely unnecessary, but it was fun to see them being all domestic and stuff. Maru with his dumb lettuce leaves was hilarious. I feel like I need to rewatch this one to really understand it properly, so I will likely do that soon.

Summary of Love Class 2:

3 couples form within a semester of university: 1. a hyung romance reunion of exes, one of whom has a dangerous past, 2. a friends to lovers romance, and 3. a mature student and TA one night stand + complexities (many aspects of which had me laughing). I enjoyed the characters and dialogue of this show immensely. It was a little bit more breezy and friendly than I was expecting after the first installment, Love Class. I’m not entirely sure Korea can handle multiple couples like this because it definitely felt disjointed, especially the 3rd more mature couple (also my favorite) who probably should’ve had their own series. But it was definitely fun and something different from Korea. 8/10 RECOMMENDED

Also, Korea tried to give us higher heat... that was... interesting. I mean, you tried hon...?

Kisseki: Dear to Me (Taiwan Tues Viki & iQIYI) ep 4 of 13(?) - Everyone is a sad sack this ep. Ooooo. Teach/student my favorite. We never get this one. It’s messy. I’m not sure if there is a plot. I’m not sure they’re sure if there is a plot. But I am still enjoying it.

Why R U? (Korea Wed iQIYI) eps 5-6 of 8 - Why is the Fighter character always so frustrating regardless of name or country? Ji Oh stalking his crush via IG is so relatable. He’s very first crush awkward, unsure, and sweet. They also gave a nice kiss - I love the backpack drop (kiss version of a mic drop?) I still hold that if you haven’t seen the original this might not make much sense. But I am enjoying it.

My Personal Weatherman AKA Taikan Yoho (Japan Sat Gaga) ep 4 of 8 - Oh goody, another JBL where we have to pay attention solely to what they do and not what they say.

Minato's Laundromat Season 2 AKA Minato Shouji Coin Laundry Season 2 (Japan Thu Gaga) ep 9 of 12 - Big fat sigh.

It's Airing But...

My Universe (Sun iQIYI) ep 3 of 24 eps - I couldn't get hold of it and I'm not mad. I'm putting it on hold until distribution gets sorted, or icky get their shizz in order (like that'll happen).

Next Week Looks Like This:

Starting

9/15 You Are Mine (Taiwan Gaga) Secretary has to deal with grumpy boss.

9/15 Bump Up Business AKA Bump Up Project (Korea movie) suspected cinema release? I don't know much about what's going on. Last status update. Love story between a trainee who is about to debut and a celebrity from the same agency. Kpop boy group OnlyOneOf has signed up to star in this idol-based BL (based on a webtoon). They’ve been auditioning for this since Libido IMHO. You can watch me chronicle their BL MV series in this post. It’s from Idol Romance who will do sad but can do good kisses (Wish You, Nobleman Ryu, Once Again, Kissable Lips, Poongduck 304, Tasty Florida, Tinted With You).

Still To Come In September

9/26 I Cannot Reach You AKA I Can't Reach You AKA Kimi ni wa Todokanai (Japan ????) - Adapted from the manga, childhood best friends: The cool, smart one who’s good at everything, and his average, dorky friend who struggles. Always by the other’s side, but not together in the way they truly want to be. No matter how hard they try, their hearts cannot reach each other.

9/27 Absolute Zero (Thai iQIYI) - from 2021, Studio Wabi Sabi and New Siwaj finally bring us this “time loop to prevent tragedy” romance. We don’t always get HEAs from them, so I'm on my guard.

9/27 Bon Appetit (Korea iQIYI) - from 2022, 8 eps from GoGo Studio, romance between an office worker who lives off junk food and the man next door who cooks well.

9/? Mr Cinderella 2 (Vietnam YouTube?)

2023 forthcoming BL master post (see comments, some are inaccurate, NOT KEPT UPDATED).

THIS WEEK’S BEST MOMENTS

I love him. And I love his version of this character better than Jimmy's.

I also love it when a show gets meta. (Both Why R U? Korea) Why they didn't just go for YRU? the world may never know.)

(Last week)

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reignessance · 10 months

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my very first post hi hi hi!

stray kids & enhypen fic recs! will update regularly :)

fluff = (f), angst = (a), suggestive = (sg), mature = (m)

skz:

bang chan:

one more month - by: @/soobnny (f)

the wedding and the morning after - by: @/astraystayyh (f)

love lessons - by: @/thevampywolf (a) (f)

giggle box - by: @/dearestaussiechannie (f)

saviour - by: @/jl-micasea-fics (a) (f) (m)

myth - by: @/astraystayyh (f)

pieces of you - by: @/astraystayyh (f) (a)

lee know:

invisible thread - invisible thread ii - by: @/astraystayyh (a) (f)

soulmates (theoretically) - by: @/caseiloveu (a) (f)

road trip - by: @/caseiloveu (a) (f)

as much as you’ve waited, i’ll hug you with my whole body - by: @/wooahaes (f)

americano - by: @/hanjisick (f) (sg)

winter wind - by: @/soobnny (f)

who would've thought i'd get you - by: @/in2heartz (f)

ice cream ft. seungmin - by: @/gimmeurtmi (f) (sg)

do you feel my hand? it is there - by: @/blossomwritesthings (a) (f) (m)

kiss me - by: @/soobnny (f) (sg)

a sun and a moon - by: @/astraystayyh (a) (f)

conversations with minho - by: @/astraystayyh (f)

just you - by: @/hyuniyz (f) (sg)

a pillow in between - by: @/starlostseungmin (a) (f) (m)

lost in translation - by: @/moonjxsung (f) (a) (m)

changbin:

paris - by: @/inniejeonginnie (f)

drunk in love - by: @/soobnny (f)

hyunjin:

all for nothing - by: @/hyunfilms (f) (a) (m)

summer strike - by: @/soobnny (a) (f)

snow on the beach - by: @/astraystayyh (f)

a memory kept forever - by: @/soobnny (f)

alone with you - by: @/inniejeonginnie (f)

young and beautiful - @/astraystayyh (f)

muddy water - by: @/j-0ne25 (a) (f) (m)

see me at my worst - by: @/starrgaziinggg (f)

don't let me go - by: @/miel-ji (f)

evermore - by: @/staytheword (f) (a) (m)

midnight rain in paris - by: @/starlostseungmin (a) (f)

han:

meet odd - by: @/soobnny (f) (sg)

don't be a stranger (part 2 of meet odd but can be also read as a standalone) - by: @/soobnny (f) (sg)

alien - by: @/j-0ne25 (a) (f) (m)

5 + 1 - by: @/seospicybin (m) (f)

volcano - by: @/astraystayyh (a) (f)

captain save-a-hoe - by: @/hyunsvngs (f) (m)

reckless convictions - by: @/moonjxsung (f) (a) (m)

felix:

wedding cake samples - by: @/caseiloveu (f)

cookie taste tester (part 2 of wedding cake samples but can be also read as a standalone) - by: @/caseiloveu (f)

its always been you - by: @/cb97breathing (a) (f) (m)

care for you - by: @/inniejeonginnie (a) (f)

when it rains it pours - by: @/soobnny (a) (f)

karaoke kisses - by: @/jae-bummer (f)

soulmates - by: @/writingpei (a) (f)

all i ever wanted - by: @/miel-ji (f) (a)

if the world was ending - by: @/astraystayyh (a) (f)

lifetimes - by: @/forlix (f)

awake the red rose - by: @/starlostseungmin (a) (f)

seungmin:

eighteen - by: @/soobnny (f) (a)

i hate that man - by: @/soobnny (f) (a)

interrupted - by: @/yongbokkari (a) (f)

spider-min - by: @/caseiloveu (f)

ice cream ft. lee know - by: @/gimmeurtmi (f) (sg)

puppy on puppy violence - by: @/gimmeurtmi (f)

empyrean prince cascades - by: @/starlostseungmin (a) (f)

ten things kim seungmin says when he thinks you're asleep - by: @/soobnny (a) (f)

in my dreams - by: @/astraystayyh (f)

guess i'm in love - by: @/taeminsung (f)

home run - by: @/latteseungs (f)

candle on the window sill - by: @/starlostseungmin (a) (f)

as the train passes by - by: @/starlostseungmin (f)

jeongin:

imagine a world like that - by: @/soobnny (a)

you're sexy i'm sexy - by: @/astraystayyh (f) (sg)

ot8:

taking care of drunk skz - by: @/miel-ji (f)

bf!skz accidentally reveals your relationship during a live - by: @/lixie-phoria (f)

where are you? - by: @/flwrseung (f)

skz and the lipstick stain trend by: @/seungisms (f)

skz random texts - by: @/lixie-phoria (f)

i love you! (with rizz) - by: @/lixie-phoria (f)

pranking bf!skz - by: @/lixie-phoria (f)

stray kids song series - by: @/astraystayyh (f) (a)

waiting for us - by: @/kkami-writes (f) (a) (m)

little moments I II III - by: @/ccawz (f)

i wish you’d just care about me I ll - by: @/oddinarylani (a) (f)

winter falls- by: @/astraystayyh & @/forlix (f) (a) (m)

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drvirgus · 5 months

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Masterlist of Masterlists

Y/n is a 02´ (born in 2002)

an INTP

She´s 160cm (5´2 feet)

Requests are Open 🥹

Smau

Newjeans:

Minji X Reader:

XoXo

Behind bars

Protecting (my heart)

Itzy:

Yeji X Reader

Dorm Affair

Le Sserafim

Yunjin X Reader

Why you? (Ft. Chaewon)

Chaewon X Reader

Why you? (Ft. Yunjin)

Series

Newjeans:

Minji X Reader:

The Idol who cant Smile

Itzy:

Yeji X Reader:

The Life you dreamed of

Commitment & Responsibility

Yuna X Reader:

My Enemy

Ryujin X Reader X Yeji:

Itzy´s Manager

Twice:

Mina X Reader:

My Girl

Imagines

Newjeans:

Minji X Reader

The Japanese Steakhouse

Jealousy

I Love it when youre Sick

I´ll be there

Rainy Days

Thank you, Unnie

The Shooting Range

Video games

Haerin X Reader

CatxCat Energy

The Babysitters

Hanni X Reader

Visit from Australia

Show me your weakness

The Sleepover

Babysitting

Danielle X Reader

Whipped for Danielle

Itzy:

Yeji X Reader

My Mentor

Ryujin X Reader

My light in the Dark

Choose the next story and love interest:

Story

Love interest

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hanaonesflower · 1 year

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Iwaizumi finds himself looking at you, puzzled at the way you shy away from his touch. He doesn’t quite get it. But he doesn’t want to push. Hajime does what he knows how to do best; talks it out. Or he tries really hard to. Ever since he’s been more comfortable around you, his arms often swing behind your shoulders and his hands usually are intertwined with yours but he hasn’t stopped to notice that you don’t openly accept his touches.

“Honey, stop.” His tone far from harsh but it still manages to stop you dead in your tracks. You turn to see him, finding your lover standing a couple feet away from you, his arms unoccupied, flinching with the itch for wanting to hold you.

“Hi? Is something wrong?” Regardless of how it may seem, Hajime is not good with his words. He opens and closes his mouth a couple of times only for hopeless croaks to escape his throat. He looks, sad. So, so sad. His arms are being brought up, holding out as if he is collecting a reward, well in this case the reward would be to hold you longer.

“Can you come here, please?” Oddly enough you don’t protest, you don’t try to question him. Instead you step towards him as if someone has possessed you, Hajime looks relieved, he doesn’t have to fight for it. Even though, we all know that he would. “Can you, can I — can you let me hold you, please?” Oh. Yeah. You think. It still doesn’t occur to you that Hajime caught onto the way you shorten every hug, halt every kiss before it gets too deep, shake your hand away from his grasp. Physical touch makes you feel queasy, and it is oh so unpleasant. The direct linkage of physical touch to sex makes you uncomfortable, feeling like each touch has to be accompanied by sexual intimacy. Why does it have to be like that?

Once the distance between you decreases he quickly pulls you close, wraps his arms around your torso tightly. Afraid of losing you.

“D-don’t pull away just yet, okay?” You stay, without saying a word. Hajime doesn’t say much either, it doesn’t take long for your breathing to sync with one another. It was peaceful, tranquil. His hand instinctively travels lower towards your waist, and just like clockwork, you pull away, resisting the strength of his arms. You should have known by now that Hajime can rage storms with his eyes but shut them down just as fast with the way his arms bring so much peace.

“Why?” He asks. This isn’t a normal look for Hajime, he looks like he is on the brink of tears. And you feel yours begin to pour. He doesn’t deserve this. You don’t get to treat him like this. Poor boy just wants to show you what genuine touch feels like and you refuse to give him a chance. “Why can’t I touch you? Why can’t I hold you?” He feels so bad. Hajime tries to rethink about all the things he might have done that led you to feeling unbearable being held by him.

Resolve crumbling at your feet. Physical touch is his way of expressing his love, it’s always something that has always bring him comfort, stability, it has grounded him in many situations. He wants to feel close to you, but he has never felt so far away. It feels like a part of himself is always missing, hiding within you. This is cruel. This is isolating.

Without saying much you crouch to reach him, arms wrapping his shoulders, snuggling your head in his neck, situating in its rightful place. You two don’t share much words in this moment, not much is needed to be said anyway. The way he’s breaking down, longing so badly for the touch of his beloved, so much it hurts. The way his neurons fire, sending chills down his back and the way his skin heats up at the moment you make contact. You hold him and you don’t let go. You stay until you both are spent from the tears you shed. “I’ll hold you like this forever if I could, Haji, I’m sorry.” You believe that you finally get it now. Physical touch doesn’t have to feel evil, it can feel just like this. His hands find your torso again, timid, but he’s willing to try. he sighs into your touch, so relieved to be reconnected with the part of himself he once relinquished to you.

#as someone who has a lot of trouble giving into physical touch #even tho I’m touch starved #this one is for the girlies that feel the same way as me #haikyu fluff #haikyuu fluff #iwaizumi scenarios #haikyuu iwaizumi #iwaizumi x you #iwaizumi x reader #hq shorts #iwaizumi fluff #Iwaizumi Hajime #haikyuu x reader #haikyu x reader #⌑ 5 LL series ⌑#iwaizumi hajime x you #iwaizumi headcanons #haikyu angst #angst to fluff kinda

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alienssstufff · 6 months

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idk if u talked abt it b4 but i would LOVE to know why u see autumn as 3L (and i assume LL as winter - DL as spring - LimL as summer) tho i 100% see already purely from aesthetic why thatd be the case itd be so so cool to see a more in depth opinion?? it does fit so well in with the 2 arcs being 3L into LL & DL into LimL as autumn into winter then starting as a new arc of spring into summer?? literally perfect i feel??

[ context ] nooo I never have! I'd love to!

The Life Series thematically happens cycles upon cycles within itself. Each season is like a different part of a year like seasons ending on the very climatic Limited Life as its Summer.

[AUTUMN 3RD LIFE] While there aren't many interesting biomes in 3L that give it away, it's more about the progression of the Beginning as players are taken out of the comfort of their previous lives and all social constructs are thrown out the window and into the deep end. People make pretty bases, feel hesitant to steal, and build monopolies in a world that virtually does not have a currency - all because these are things the Hermits and Empires alike have been doing prior to the Life Series. It's Autumn because it's a learning experience, a transition period as the players grow more accustomed to these new customs in preparation for the extreme.

[WINTER LAST LIFE] HONESTLY the one I'm glad we all agree on, that server is SO #wintercore with so many horror elements. Deeeep alpine forests, winding rivers, tall snowy mountains it got all of them! The perfect winter sequel to 3rd Life and the one where the players (after being a part of 3L) are put the most on edge with the levels of betrayal and distrust the season had going on with the Bogeyman mechanic. People straight up start HUNTING each other for sport it's an example of the most dire of situations and I LOVE IT!

(putting the other 2 under the cut before it gets too long)

[SPRING DOUBLE LIFE] Much kinder than Last Life congratulations you have made it through the winter. Double Life is a season centred on relationships, about all the different types of love between players - if you live in the Northern Hemisphere spring happens during valentines. New bonds like in Spring are made here and old ones resurface and/or are broken in history of the previous seasons. Double Life is kind of like 3rd Life in the sense that people's relationships, and how they go about them are in influence to things that have happened in the past (previous seasons).

[SUMMER LIMITED LIFE] The final season of the First Cycle. The server has a WARM OCEAN biome. I really do wish mojang developed their beaches or the tropics better Limited Life would have been perfect with palm trees. I built a bit on the Limited Life world HERE and HERE It's about teamwork, fun and games - the tone Limited Life has in comparison to Last Life is its polar opposite in the way people trust in each other so much. Even the whole meaning of what it means to be Bogeyman here is flipped on its head it's treated as a gift. It comes perfectly after Double Life as the soulmates made in there (eg Boatboys, Ranchers, etc) continue from here. If anything it reminds me of the summer break before everyone gets back to work (Secret Life).

Side note: Secret Life Bit of a weird one honestly. It to me is the strangest out of the 5 like yeah it COULD be spring aesthetically because of the cherry trees, but it could also be autumn (thus the new cycle), the way it is handled so far is reminiscent of how things were in 3rd Life with everyone being so careful of their lives. Waiting for more sessions to come out to build more on this :]

HWWHWH anyway hope that makes sense ty for letting me talk about the Life Seasons >w<

#ask stufff #stufff rambles #character concept stufff #life series #trafficblr #i could have explained the DL one better i feel theres more to it with spring i know in my heart

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last-lifeduo-standing · 1 year

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Welcome to the 2023 Life Series Group Smackdown!

3L = 3rd Life

LL = Last Life

DL = Double Life

LiL = Limited Life

This is it, lads. The finals. It's been a long couple of days but we've finally made it! The finals poll will be released tomorrow, 3/26, at 10:30 am EST. Best of luck to both sides!

(Psst, a third place bracket will take place after)

Links to the polls under the cut <3

Round One

1 DL Ranchers vs LL Destruction Duo

2 LiL Nosy Neighbors vs DL Jilted Lovers

3 3L Desert Duo vs LiL Clockers

4 LiL Bad Boys vs DL True Soulmates

5 3L Treebark vs DL Desert Duo

6 LL Fairydog vs DL Clock Husbands/Homewreckers

7 3L Crastle Duo vs LL Team BEST

8 3L Flower Husbands vs LL Redwood

9 DL Chosen Soulmates vs DL Ethubs

10 DL Boat Boys vs DL Divorce Wins

11 LiL Mean Gills vs LL Shadowrot

12 LL Ethubs vs LL Gaslight Gatekeep Girlboss

Round Two

1 DL Team Ranchers vs LiL Nosy Neighbors

2 3L Desert Duo vs DL True Soulmates

3 3L Treebark vs DL Homewreckers

4 3L Crastle Duo vs 3L Flower Husbands

5 DL Chosen Soulmates vs DL Boat Boys

6 LL Shadowrot vs LL Ethubs

Round Three: Semifinals

1 DL Team Ranchers vs 3L Desert Duo vs 3L Treebark/Renchanting

2 3L Flower Husbands vs DL Boat Boys vs LL Ethubs

Round Four: FINALS

3L Desert Duo vs 3L Flower Husbands

#polls #mcyt #trafficblr #3rd life smp #last life smp #double life smp #limited life smp #life series

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in1-nutshell · 2 months

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Heyooo

Another cool idea request thing!

Bot, con, or neutral buddy who is an expert about fossils and dinosaurs with one those cars from Jurassic world, you can choose what transformers series their in, just please add an interaction between buddy and the dinobots that would be awesome sauce!

Grimlock loves the attention from Buddy, even though he may not understand most of it.

Hope you enjoy!

Bot Buddy who has a fascination with Dino's with the Scavengers

SFW, Platonic, Cybertronian reader

MTMTE/LL

Finding Buddy in their escape pod was both a blessing and a curse.

Blessing from Primus because there was one other bot on board with more than a couple brain cells.

They came in handy with their vast knowledge of organic life forms when visiting other planets.

The curse was that they had a mouth that rivaled Misfire’s chatter.

And it was exclusively for talking about organic life forms called Dinosaurs.

Apparently, they were the organic versions of some of the Dinobots.

They just had a boatload of facts, and they were constantly spewing them at everyone.

They are now Grimlock and Misfire’s second shadow.

If they weren’t by those two, then something bad was going to happen.

That’s what happened the last time.

Team who indulges Buddy and their little hyper fixation

These Cons find it a bit endearing hearing Buddy talk about their passion. So many Bots and Cons out there had lost their former hobbies due to the war. At least Buddy didn’t lose that little spark. Sometimes the chatter may get a bit annoying, but they know Buddy means well. They will defend Buddy and their hyper fixation.

Krok

Grimlock

Misfire

Team who gets a bit annoyed over the chatter

They find some of the chatter a bit annoying after a while. This would most likely happen when they hear a repeated fact more than 5 times. They may ask Buddy to tone it down for a bit, but never flat out tell them to stop talking. From their experience, it’s better to hear the ‘enemy’ than not hear them at all. The equivalent of leaving a toddler alone in a room with a permeant marker.

Crankcase

Spinister

Nickle

Team who can’t stand the talks

This is reserved for anyone who can’t stand the talks about any organic being. Dead or alive, they hate it. They don’t have anything against Buddy, it just… they can’t stand organics.

Fulcrum

#transformers x reader #maccadam #bot buddy #mtmte x platonic reader #mtmte x reader #mtmte scavengers x platonic reader #mtmte scavengers

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obsessedwithao3 · 3 days

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Headcannon timeeeeeeeee:life series and their friends edition

I headcannon that Ren has DID Wich caused some really awkward conversations with Martyn&Doc and Etho since neither him nor them knew Ren had DID until like middle of last life

I also think that "the canary curse" is evolving.Well,more specifically I think that it is mostly o ther ppl inflicted by it instead of Jimmy since in almost all of the series his allay/s didn't do very well after his death.Scott placed under the top 5(third life)Mumbo died almost immediately after Jimmy(last life)Tango generally had the worst luck(double life)Joel died very close to Jimmy(limited life)Martyn died like 10 mins after Jimmy(secret life)and in( real life)when Jimmy's group went to the cave he was the only one who didn't die at least once

I headcannon that Ren and Lizzie are still friends after Ll! So when Ren saw her in empires one of his alters(look at headcannon one)started screaming at him

Now this is the ✨ship section✨(strap in everyone bc I am a multishipper)

So the ship tree goes like this(nothing is poly unless specified)

Jimmy→Scott(married)→Martyn(dating)(Martyn is also Jimmy's ex)→Ren(situationship)→Doc and Etho(poly dating)

Doc→bdubs(dating)→Etho(dating)→Joel(soulmates)→ Lizzie(married)→Cleo↑(exs with Etho)(dating lizzie)→Joe(queerplatoni)→Cub(dating)→Scar&Grian(poly dating)Grian→Mumbo(unlabled relationship)→iskall(unlabled)→Stress(queerplatonic)→Gem(dating)

Etho→Bdubs(datin)→impulse(soulmates)→Zed and Tango(poly) Tango→Jimmy(soulmates)(see first branch)

Wels→Ijevin(married cuase why not)

Katherine→Shubble(dating)

Joey→Xonorth(married)

Xisuma→Keralis(married)

Fwhip→Suasage(dating)

Paltonic timeee:

Joey&Scott(inlaws)

Scott&Lizze(inlaws)

Suasage&Gem(suasage is dating her twin Fwhip)

Family:

Lizzie&Jimmy(seablings)

Gem&Fwhip(twins)

Xisuma&Grian(X adopted G at one point)

Pearl&Grian(siblings)

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noitkot1 · 2 months

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s4!Scar's base is so cool and shelters all the dead Scars

Or all Life Series Scar's respawn in Scar's Frontier Outpost- or or, oh god all 5 Scar's are stuck together.

All throughout s4 Scar mentions something-something that Scar's Frontier Outpost is "a place for all Scar's to go!" This au is that, but Scar's Frontier Outpost is quite literal in its description. All Scar's that have died go there to rest. And happen to meet some of the other universe's version of themselves in death.

3rd!Scar waking up completely alone as the first, only with the cats to accompany him as he slowly wanders through this very not well lit up town. Only gaping at the TERRIBLE train track construction. Even if he is no expert a train track should not have a 90 degree turn! Of course half shirtless with a cat on his shoulder, or well guiding him. The place is abandoned to his eyes and- well. He's dead isn't he? Passed when Grian murdered him in the cactus ring, so this is his afterlife...

Its nicer than he had imagined it to be.

Then one day months and months later, there's a silly wizard in his bed with green, depressed eyes. And as he stares into a mirror, this replica-Scar sits up slowly, hands shaking with winces and the biggest frown ever. Looking towards the other Scar, his voice cracks during the sentence, "am I dead?" 3rd!Scar only does a quick nod, because while he assumed this is the afterlife, why would the afterlife have multiple versions of himself? He shrugs it off, probably better not to question it. It'll be nice to have some company.

Meanwhile LL!Scar is pulling his hoodie over his head and trying his best to be small and hide away. Because he was unrightfully- totally rightfully, it was a death game. A death game he did not sign up for- murdered. And now he's dead and seeing other versions of himself. It'd be a shock to anyone's system truly, and LL!Scar stares blindly as 3rd!Scar goes on a long babble, sitting down and petting one of the cats with a smile as he talks all about the local train in the area. A week later, the two have settled in and just exist. Because they're dead now and all they can really do is make the world more pretty.

This repeats for each one. After DL 3rd!Scar stops sleeping in the bed they keep spawning in, changing that room out to be more welcoming in a sense. After the mess that is DL, the one who somehow stays farther away from the "group" than LL did, the two give little concerned glances and raises of the eyebrow. That room has a big banner over the door reading "WELCOME TO SCARS FRONTEIR OUTPOST(AKA YOUR DEAD)", streamers hanging from the ceiling, and a red carpet added to the bottom. The entire room is restructured, and they add a chest full of essential items and a little note reading, "DISCONT FOR ONE SANDWICH!" and on the back it read all horribly scribbled out, "if youd like one more glorius sandwich, that will cost you one shoe!" DL got scammed through this, the two longer dead Scar's putting on smiles and demanding two diamonds for the amazing tour they gave the other. And somehow DL couldn't help the laugh that crackled from his chest, the others couldn't stop their snickers either.

SL and LL get along well, but either refuse to acknowledge why or talk about their past. Just when the other appears they connect.

LiL!Scar being like the youngest child. Definitely does the most pranks and gets along like a fire with everyone, but 3rd!Scar encourages his chaos. These two have definitely set off fireworks for fun on the anniversaries of their own deaths(LiL starting this tradition because he simply can. Bdubs and Cleo would've loved to see the pretty lights).

DL being the dramatic middle child... somewhere in there. He ends up being the most reserved even when LiL arrives. He's scared of making many connections and accepts his cats as his soulmates and his only friends. Said cats are also how the other two bring DL out of his shell. Making tons of the toys for the kitters and bonding over their equal love of the little guys.

They all deserve a little happiness in their endings somehow! A nice afterlife where they can thrive together and enjoy some bits of it after realizing they all aren't out to get each other, they're simply just... dead. Now all they have are the alternate universe also dead versions of themselves(this being pointed out over a campfire would make them snort).

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donnatroyyyy · 2 months

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Can you guys imagine if the OG 5 TTs went through that YJ TV series training simulation where they forgot it was a simulation and had to watch each other and everyone around them die knowing it was ll for nothing because they couldn’t save the world either way? Yeah I think that would be the tipping point for them don’t you think?

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