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#skz fic recs
l1xvanter · 5 months
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SKZ fic recs !!
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-- most of these are felix, and some of them are jisung and minho :3
-- {❤️‍🩹} = angst {💋} = mature/suggestive {💞} = fluff || pink means personal favorite !!
-- they are organized by member and word count
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⟡ ᶻz﹒l.felix﹒➳﹒
should i stay or should i go? 1.6k by @sachifukyo ❤️‍🩹
take a chance 2.4k by @smuttystraykidsthoughts 💋💞
soulmates 2.8k by @writingpei 💞
23.02 4.1k by @lettersfromaphrodite 💋💞
that hufflepuff boy 5.1k by @kkami-writes 💋💞
kinktober day 5 5.7k by @dreaming-medium 💋
why does it hurt 6.7k by @skz317cb97 ❤️‍🩹💋💞
hey, hey, golden boy! 11k by @staysuki ❤️‍🩹💞
dogfight 12.1k by @bbujiikseu-archived ❤️‍🩹💋💞
matters of the head and heart 13.1k by @skzsauce01 💞
warm light at daybreak 14k by @moonflowerchanniesgirl ❤️‍🩹💞
felix navidad 16.4k by @candlewaxandp0lar0ids ❤️‍🩹💞
forgive me for what i haven’t done 17.5k by @rachalixie ❤️‍🩹
beauty and the beast 18.8k by @comet-falls ❤️‍🩹💞
lee felix’s guide to hating you 21k by @yyxgin ❤️‍🩹💞
seasons 24k by @moonjxsung ❤️‍🩹💋
aurora 21.8k by @changbunnies ❤️‍🩹💋💞
★﹒﹒l.minho﹔﹪﹒➔
call of the siren 5.7k by @tasteleeknow 💋💞
when we twisted shadows back into stars 15.3k by @skazoo ❤️‍🩹💞
out of my mind 15.6k by @luvknow ❤️‍🩹💞
swordsman 16.5k by @missinghan ❤️‍🩹💞
the enemies to lovers project 18k+by @softukiyos ❤️‍🩹💞
conflict, conceal, confess, 18.1k by @fizzydrink698 💋
in another lifetime 18.9k by @luvknow ❤️‍🩹💞
labyrinth 20k by @soobnny ❤️‍🩹💞
fields 23.5k by @hoes4lino ❤️‍🩹💞
lost in translation 26.5k by @moonjxsung ❤️‍🩹💋💞
୨୧﹑h.jisung ﹕ ‧₊˚ ⋅
on my mind 8.6k by @staytheword 💋
catfish…? 9.2k by @seungminheart 💋
sakura 12.4k by @j-0ne25 💋💞
series !! (all felix x reader) ༻*ੈ✩
happy pills by @seospicybin 18.7k words total; finished ❤️‍🩹💋💞
[a cute series for a quick read <3]
twin flame series by @seospicybin 31.2k words total; finished ❤️‍🩹💋💞
[caused emotional trauma tbh, i was crying at 2am]
fairy flowers by @hyunsvngs 36.8k words total; finished ❤️‍🩹💋💞
[this one is insanely fluffy and cute i liked almost died from how sweet it was]
too hot to handle series by @seospicybin 38.5k words total; finished 💋💞
[this series also has versions for leeknow, chan, han, and changbin]
off the deep end by @stayxlix 82.3k words; ongoing ❤️‍🩹💋
[words cannot begin to explain how good this series is, if you have some time and sanity to spare, please read this !!!]
bodyguard au by @skzdarlings 110k words total; finished ❤️‍🩹💋💞
[INSANELY GOOD. please read this, it also has a oneshot that goes with it. went through hell and back while reading this i was so invested.]
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Stray Kids Fic Recommendations
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I think it's clear from the amount of fics I have saved for certain members who my bias is ... anyway I'll make a part 2 when I have more fics to recommend!
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₊˚⊹♡ OT8
₊˚⊹♡ Bangchan
₊˚⊹♡ Lee Know
₊˚⊹♡ Changbin
₊˚⊹♡ Hyunjin
₊˚⊹♡ Han
₊˚⊹♡ Felix
₊˚⊹♡ Seungmin
₊˚⊹♡ Jeongin
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linovrse · 10 months
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linovrse's straykids fic recs! bold means personal favs ✧.*under construction; ever-updated·˚ ༘
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༉‧₊˚. chan bahng mayhem by @kpopchangedme - 12.8k illicit & priceless by @missinghan - 26k wolfsbane by@healinghyunjin - 16.7k sanguis limerence by @jl-micasea / @jl-micasea-fics - 150k  warming her pearls by @dianalikecats - 6.8k priceless by @chaoticminhos - 14.3k bubblegum by @cb97percent - 8.3k mamihlapinatapai by @sunnyville36 - 25k+ no place for you here by @kpopsfic - 10.3k cockwarming drabble by @planet-dusk
༉‧₊˚. lee minho the enemies to lovers project by @softukiyos - 18k+ love equation by @hanjisungz-remade / @hanjisungz - 11.5k wedding season by @ballelino - 79.3k soft cuddly minho thoughts by @lino-nyangi - 0.5k pas de bourée by @sweetsungie - 24.4k [this one is actually amazing] sanguis limerence by @jl-micasea / @jl-micasea-fics - 150k  monarchs: weight of worth by @abiaswreck - 13k bubblegum by @cb97percent - 8.3k do you feel my hand? it is there by @blossomwritesthings - series wrapped up by @joyfulhopelox - 12.4k and they were roomates by @huenjin - 11k a fairytale that lasts by jeonginks on ao3 - 13.7k
༉‧₊˚. seo changbin untitled by @hwanghyunjinenthusiast - 1.3k set on you by @changbeanie - 20.2k
༉‧₊˚. hwang hyunjin dreamlike by @jinhyun - 8.3k your (not so) friendly neighborhood superhero by @bbujiikseu-archived - 25k the boy is bad news by @milkandhyunnie - smau pluto by @seospicybin - 16.7k four of wands by @straywrds - series super bored by @straywrds - series sparks by @fizzydrink698 - 2.6k
༉‧₊˚. han jisung young god by @maatryoshkaa - series competition by @fizzydrink698 - 14.7k jealousy, jealousy by @candlewaxandp0lar0ids - 4.2k a penny for your thoughts by @hardskz - 11k
༉‧₊˚. lee felix Paralian by @abiaswreck - 9.3k come as you are by @killedpink - 11.4k lee felix's guide to hating you by @yyxgin - 21k
༉‧₊˚. kim seungmin the view by @j-0ne25 - 5.6k no nut november by @gimmeurtmi - 5.6k what i'm looking for by @rachalixie - 3.4k
༉‧₊˚. yang jeongin we're friends by @yoongihan - 11k kisses 'nd tangled legs by @hueningoo - drabble
: ̗̀➛ multiple member headcanons/reactions: 3racha as your plug by @bngpxw you getting scared during a thunderstorm by @yangfleurs
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blossomwritesthings · 10 months
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𝐰𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐬𝐡𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐛𝐥𝐮𝐞. | 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐠𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐬
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𝐧𝐞𝐱𝐭 →
pairing: felix x fem!reader (afab) // chan x fem!reader (afab)
genre: nonidol/collegegrad!felix. waitress!reader. college au. hurt/comfort. angst. fluff. smut - MDNI, 18+ only. reader pov. friends to enemies to lovers au. slowburn romance. lots of pining. cheating. abusive boyfriend/ex. drama galore. the sexual tension is REAL in this one.
content & warnings: explicit & strong language. very thematic elements. felix is reader's estranged childhood bestie. chan is low-key an asshole in this ngl. heavy topics are mentioned such as: abusive/toxic relationships, cheating, and pathological lying. the summer vibes are real in this one. there will be humor/fluff throughout to balance everything. and ofc smut too because who am i if not a whore for filthy felix smut. 😉
word count: 4.7k
summary: ever since you were born, all you've ever known is living a simple life in the small australian coastal town of bridgeport bay. you're content with working at your parent's beachside restaurant angel waves for the rest of your life, and you're happy with your place in the world - you have good friends and an even better boyfriend. that is, until everything comes to a standstill when a familiar face from the past visits town for the summer. and in the wake of his return, lee felix upturns everything you thought you were content with here in your comforting little beach town.
a/n: ugh I'm FINALLY starting to write/post this... it feels like I've been stewing over this single idea for MONTHS lmao!! 😩😭 a big thanks to all of my amazing stay writer friends in the writer's club... ya'll are so fucking lovely and I adore you're continual support of my work!! 🥹 I have no idea how many parts this will be, but I'm anticipating for it to be at least 20.k words so... there's that haha! hope ya'll enjoy, and lmk what you think - your thoughts are always welcome! 💞
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ᴅᴏ ɴᴏᴛ ʀᴇᴘᴏsᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴏᴛʜᴇʀ sɪᴛᴇs (ᴛʜɪs ɪɴᴄʟᴜᴅᴇs ᴛʀᴀɴsʟᴀᴛɪᴏɴs). ©ʙʟᴏssᴏᴍᴡʀɪᴛᴇsᴛʜɪɴɢs ⤐ ᴀʟʟ ʀɪɢʜᴛs ʀᴇsᴇʀᴠᴇᴅ
“Hey Y/N, can you please get the next table? I think Jordan just seated another customer.” Your best friend Yeji asked you in a light, cheery voice. She was walking past you into the kitchens, both hands full of dirty dishes, her midnight black hair blowing in the breeze that rushed into the restaurant from the open windows that lined the entire place. 
 “Sure thing babe!” You gave her a playful wink, offering up a faint smile before you finished helping ring up another customer’s order. 
 Just like every other weekend, your parent's restaurant - Angel Waves - was bustling with activity, as a solid line formed outside the doors with patrons waiting to snag a seat in the popular joint. A mix between a tropical tiki bar and a fish shack, Angel Waves - or AW for short - was located just off of the beach. With a wrap-around porch and huge bay windows that offered stunning views of the beautiful cerulean sea just a few feet away, AW had been a critically-acclaimed restaurant by the locals for decades. 
 Initially, it had been your father’s dream to open up a restaurant. But then he married your mother, and things took off soon after the wedding. In no time at all, she was pregnant with you while simultaneously helping your father build the restaurant from the ground up. To date, he had added three more parts to the place, making it rather expansive. With the bright neon signs and fire-burning torches that lined the perimeter of it, AW could be spotted on the shoreline from miles away. The inside was decorated rather plainly, with bright pops of tropical colors here and there and wooden chairs lined throughout the area. 
 But at night, the vibes of the restaurant came to life. As the patrons at the seated bar grew louder, the tropical music increased in volume and added to the overall atmosphere of laid-back tourists and locals alike. 
 Having grown up in Bridgeport Bay, which was a small seaside town in the East part of Australia, you were used to the leisurely way of things. But to some, it would seem like everyone around was just lazy. When in fact, people knew how to have a good time - and that was all that mattered to a lot of locals. 
 Including yourself. 
 Your parents had raised you in the small house that was just off the backside of the restaurant, so the tropical way of life had always been the only thing you had known. You didn’t mind living the same daily routine - waking up early to help with chores, then attending classes at the local university, before arriving back at the restaurant in time to help with the night shifts. Plus, it helped that one of your best friends, Yeji, had been working with you at the restaurant since she was a young teenager. 
 Now, at the tender age of twenty-two, you were well acquainted with your surroundings. You were set in stone about what you wanted to do with your life. And after you finished getting your degree in Environmental Science, you hoped to aid in the environmental impact of Bridgeport Bay, since environmental efforts were one of your biggest passions in life.
 As you stared around the dimly lit restaurant that was busy with customers and servers alike, you felt yourself come alive under the energy of it all. And getting a hint of the salty sea breeze on your tongue, you made to help the newest customer in placing their order. 
 The early June sun was just beginning to set over the horizon of the ocean, painting the brilliant light blue sky in shades of violets and fuchsias. Your attention was momentarily pulled away from your task at hand, as you were completely captivated by the look of the rippling water shining underneath the fading sunlight. 
 But you quickly snapped yourself out of your daze, already grabbing hold of your notepad and pen as you came up to the new table you were waiting on. Without looking up, you began to write down the time and your name on the top corner of the paper, like you always did before taking an order. “Hi, welcome to Angel Waves. My name’s Y/N and I’ll be your server. What can I get started for you tonight?” 
 There was a pause on the customer’s end, and the noise of the restaurant overtook all of your senses for a few moments, but then everything dimmed out into a faint hum as the customer spoke. 
 “Hi… Y/N.” 
 Immediately, without even giving it a second thought, your head shot up from the piece of paper on your notepad that you had been previously staring at. 
 Heart hammering in your chest, throat constricting in anxiety, with the flush already clawing up your neck and pooling in either of your cheeks. 
 All at the sight of… 
Him. 
 Lee Felix. 
 The boy that you had grown up with. The one that had moved in next door to your restaurant when you were five years old. The one who had attended preschool, middle school, and high school with you. 
 The boy who had been your best friend in the entire world for over a decade. 
 And also, the single most person whom you hadn’t talked to in over four years. 
 But no- he was no longer a boy. 
 No- as he sat there, peering up at you with that familiar face of his, you suddenly came to acknowledge the years that had passed between the two of you. 
 Evidently, his time away at university for four years in South Korea changed him. Drastically. 
 From the long, sandy bleached-blonde locks that fell across his forehead, to the milky, blemish-free skin. His eyes were darker, too. More intense. And the sharp lines of his face were almost startling - with a jaw that could cut through steel, a proud nose, and prominent cheekbones. 
 He was no longer the awkward and geeky boy he had grown up with. The boy who had short, cropped black hair in his senior year of high school and braces for three years, and cystic acne that lasted well into his junior year of high school. 
 He looked… 
 Like a fully grown man. 
 And you didn’t know how to feel about that. 
 It made your stomach turn in a sickening kind of way. Made your heart pound against your ribcage painfully. 
 He was staring up at you, watching your blatant perusal of him in silence with a ticked-up, perfectly manicured dark eyebrow. 
 But some things hadn’t changed, at least, as he flashed you that tiny, easy smile he always seemed to have plastered on his face. 
 “F-Felix- wow, hi. I-” You began, stammering over your words in your utter surprise. You felt your eyes widen from your stupid blubbering, and the panic chilled down your spine from the way that he laughed heartily at your reaction to him sitting in front of you. “It’s uh- good to see you again, holy fuck.” 
 “Yeah, you too…” He finally pulled his gaze from yours, offering you some respite from the intensity of his matured eyes. You took in a deep breath as his focus scanned over the restaurant all around you. “Glad to see this place hasn’t changed one bit since the last time I came around these parts.” 
 “What brings you back to the coast?” You asked, rocking onto the backs of your heels like you always did when you were nervous. Bridgeport Bay was a small town that was connected to a set of other ones similar to it, which all lined the same coast of Eastern Australia. 
 After all, soon before he left to study in South Korea, he had vowed to you that he’d never step foot in ‘this hellish beach town’ ever again. 
 Obviously, he had proven himself wrong. 
 He shrugged broad shoulders, making you realize how much his physique had changed too. He was fitted in a loose t-shirt and faded jeans, but you could just barely make out the outlines of muscles underneath the baggy fabric. His back was proud and he sat up completely straight in his chair, the opposite of how he used to be in your childhood - always slouched and with thin, frail limbs. He was still petite in stature, but now made up for his lack of height with muscle. Even so, he still outranked you in height by a good three inches. 
 He was acting like it was no big deal - like none of it was a big deal. Not him coming back to Bridgeport after such a long time and looking so different from how you had known him as. “I just graduated, so I decided to spend the summer back at my parent’s place before I decide what I wanna do with my life.” Felix leaned over in his seat then, leveling you with that stare he always gave whenever he was trying to get a read on your feelings. “What about you? I see you’re still working for your folks…” 
 His voice trailed off. And if you didn’t know him any better, you’d assume that he had a pretentious air about him. Sure, he was the scrawny boy that had shipped off to South Korea, only to come back four years later looking hot as hell with a solid education and most-likely loads of crazy stories to tell to everyone who’d listen. 
 You, on the other hand, were still stuck in the same position that you had always been in. Living in Bridgeport Bay, in your parent's house, and helping work the restaurant while attending school at a nearby university. 
 It was comforting, in a sense, to have the same daily routine. But you could also acknowledge the fact that Bridgeport Bay was a fairly quiet place - in other words, not much happened. Most people your age had already moved away as soon as they graduated from high school, either traveling to the big city of Sydney to get a degree or going overseas to bigger and better places.
 And there you were… still stuck in the same turquoise-walled bedroom from your childhood, with the same group of three friends, and waking to the same view every single morning. The brilliant pinks and oranges of the sunrise against the ocean water got old in about… two days. 
 Folding your arms across your chest, you almost felt like you were trying to protect yourself from him. Lee Felix, who had been your childhood best friend. But who, unbeknownst to you, had turned into this ethereal, untouchable beast of a man in the absence of your friendship. It felt foreign and odd, to have him studying you so intently with those dark eyes. “Yeah, I’m still living here in Bridge… same friends, same habits, you know how it is around these parts.” You tried to laugh off the awkwardness you suddenly felt, but your tone came out all flat and warbled. 
 Felix was still staring up at you, but this time, his gaze melted exponentially. So much so, that it suddenly felt like you were the one staring into his soul - picking apart his emotions as he sat there in front of you, head tilted up in curiosity. And the feelings you saw dance across his eyes, for just a split second, made your heart tumble in the pit of your chest. 
 “Same friends, huh?” He asked, but it wasn’t a question he was seeking an answer for. After that, his focus was yanking away from you, as he looked down at the menu before him on the table. You watched his adam’s apple bob up and down, throat constricting as he took in a sharp breath. 
 You could feel the air shift around you as soon as you mentioned friends. Because besides Yeji and Felix, the only other person you had truly had a connection with in Bridgeport Bay was… Christopher Bang. The two of you had met during your freshman year of high school and had been quite inseparable ever since. You had a raging crush on him, and apparently, he had one on you too - since he had asked you out on your first-ever date at the start of your final year in high school. 
 By the time you all were graduating from Bridgeport Bay High, you and Chris were the it couple. With him being the popular soccer jock, it was only right that you started to get popular as well - since you were the ‘hot girlfriend’ who was always hanging on his arm. Chris was nice and funny and was friends with literally all of the high schoolers in the area, so you liked being around him. 
 But the more time you spent with him, the less you spent with Felix. And by the time graduation rolled around, your friendship had suffered big time from your new relationship with Chris. Felix didn’t approve at all of the two of you guys dating. He had always waved off your swooning throughout the years as ‘hormonal imbalances,’ but as soon as the two of you became official, his entire tune changed. 
 All of a sudden, he was getting angry at you. With such a short temper, he would have outbursts during most of your hangouts. And it wasn’t until the night of your graduation that all of the building tension finally broke, like a pinprick to a fragile balloon full of water. 
 The night had ended in a colossal blow-up on both of your ends - with Felix’s anger exploding in your face and making him out to be some ugly, dark boy. And definitely, not the kid you had grown up to love and care for. During the argument, he had finally admitted that he hated Chris' guts - that he saw right through his little scheme, and he thought the guy was a horrible match for you. 
 Of course, you retaliated tenfold by throwing his singleness in his face. Since, during the entirety of your high school years, he had never once dated any girl. That insult was low for even you, and soon had him storming off the scene, throwing his hands up in the air in defeat from your stubbornness. You hadn’t listened to him the whole time, only registering the fact that he didn’t approve of you and Chris being together. Like he was your fucking dad and he needed to give his consent to every man you loved and dated. 
 And that turned out to be the last time the two of you ever saw or talked to each other for the next four years. Since just a week after graduation, Felix had completely vanished from Bridgeport Bay. When you went over to his house to make things up, his parents informed you that he’d already left for South Korea earlier than expected. 
 His absence didn’t fully register until you tried to call and text him that night, only to be left with an error message in return. Since he was moving to a different country, he needed to change his phone number. He had already informed you of such a thing weeks earlier, and the two of you had planned on setting up a special app where you could text. But the two of you had forgotten about such a detail in the business of graduation season, so there was no way to contact him. 
 Instead, you were faced with living in the wake of his departure - you were forced to relive the big fight between the two of you for months after that, rehashing things and stewing over all of the feelings again and again. And finally, after a year of being heartbroken over the shattered friendship with your best friend in the entire world, you decided to move on. 
 To bigger, and better things. 
 Like the friends you still had in Bridgeport Bay, going to university, and working at the restaurant. 
 And, Chris too. 
 Since your relationship had only blossomed from there, having quickly turned into a four-year ordeal of fun dates and long night chats and walks along the sandy beachside in the late afternoon sunset. 
 “I’ll have the salmon bowl with brown rice, please.” Felix’s deep timbre pulled you out of your daze of thought, shocking you back into the present. You were still standing there at his table, in the middle of a busy dinner rush, waiting for his order. “Oh, and a side of fried pineapple rings too.” 
 “Okay, and what kind of drink would you like with all of that?” You asked, mind turning off and zoning into work mode as you wrote down his order. “We have all kinds of-”
 “I know what you guys serve, Y/N. I’m not a complete idiot.” 
 His deadpan retort came out in that unfamiliar voice of his, automatically ripping your eyes away from your notepad. 
 And there he was, peering up at you again. 
 But this time, his eyes were a lot more hooded - darker, even. Swimming with tension, his sharp jaw pulled taut in what appeared to be annoyance. 
 Before you could even get another word out, he was speaking again. In that raspy, deep tone, and you had no idea how you could get used to all of the changes at once. “I’ll take a coke- if that’s okay.” 
 You nodded, once, your tongue feeling like lead in your mouth. It was heavy and hard to move to form any more words, so you decided against talking and just flitted away from his table altogether with his order. 
 As you were passing by the open bar, you tossed Jordan, one of your coworkers, a pointed look. “Take care of table seven for me, will ya?” You motioned with a slight tilt of your head to where Felix was sitting across from the window. 
 Jordan frowned, eyes turning to slits as soon as he registered who was sitting at the table. The two of you had never been particularly friends, since he was a few years older than you. But he had been working as a waiter/bartender at AW for the past seven years and knew all of the regulars who came by. He also knew who Felix was, and what he meant to you. 
 “The little bastard giving you any trouble, darling?” He asked in a low voice as he slid a full glass of craft beer across the porcelain countertop to a waiting elderly man. “I can take care of him if you-”
 “What? No, no,” you said frantically, waving your hands in the air to stop him from going any further. Eyes shifting back to Felix, you registered the way that he was sitting there, shoulders slightly slumped in his seat, as he stared out the large window to his left side, examining the lapping waves of the seashore. “No- I just… I can’t handle all of… that tonight.” 
 Jordan gave you a soft smile, flashing a wink your way before he was back mixing another cocktail for a new customer. “You know I’ll always cover for your ass, baby girl.” 
 You giggled quietly at his absurd pet names. You knew that he was never seriously calling you any of them, but it was more in an affectionate, brotherly kind of way. Plus, he was viscerally gay, so you never had to worry that the nicknames were ever alluding to more than just a coworker-to-coworker friendship. 
 By the time you left the bar where Jordan was busily working and filed into the kitchen, you were once again swept up in the chaos of it all. Servers and managers bustling about, chefs shouting orders out at each other. And in no time at all, your mind was drowned in your work and you no longer could hold any space for the thought of him. 
 Yeji failed to catch sight of him in her busyness, which you were thankful for. She and Felix had been friends in high school, but no one had been as close to him as you had. At least, until your colossal fight on graduation night. Then, even you weren't close to Lee Felix.
 The night passed by rather quickly, as you heeded your parent's commands and helped out with the dinner rush as best as you could - taking orders, scrubbing dishes in the back of the kitchen, and cleaning up tables after customers had left their spots. 
 By the time closing hour was nearing at eleven o'clock, most of the customers had left for the night - save for a few couples dispersed throughout the place and a rowdy group of men who had steadily gotten drunker on their liquor as the hours passed. Jordan was somehow managing them swimmingly, playing into their flirtations and pouring them drinks that were ‘on the house,’ but really, just made a bigger cut in his tip paycheck.
 You were so invested and focused on your work at the register, as you sorted through all of the orders from that night, that you failed to notice the shadow that was slinking across the wall, coming towards you steadily. 
 But finally, the dark figure was upon you and snaking two strong arms around your waist, pulling you away from the front counter and pressing your back against a chiseled chest. 
 Already sensing who it was, you giggled softly and turned your head up to look into the eyes of your boyfriend, Chris, whom you had been dating for the past five years. He had always said that he didn’t want anything ‘too serious’ and that he was happy with just dating you until the last of his days. And to be honest, you weren’t complaining all that much. 
 Although, you sometimes got bothered by the thought of never getting to marry the man you had loved for so long. Once in a while, you’d get into this odd annoying spell where you’d be angry that he never wanted to make a complete and solid life with you - and instead wanted to continue dating happily like the two of you were still in high school. 
 But in the end, you always managed to push those frustrated thoughts away, deeming everything to be alright since you could do anything if it meant living the rest of your days out with the love of your life, Chris. 
 “When did you get here?” You asked, as you reached up and twisted a few fingers through his midnight coils. They were curly and stood up at all different ends, something you had always loved about him. That, and his killer body. 
 “Just a second ago- thought I’d surprise you and take you out to dinner after your long, hard day at work…” His voice trailed off, as his hands squeezed down on your shoulders, long fingers massaging the aches and pains away. 
 You felt a sly smirk already starting to spread across your mouth as you leaned into him and pressed a wanting kiss to his lips. When you pulled away, you were talking in a quiet voice. “Give me a few minutes, I’m almost done with my sorting.” 
 Just as you tried to escape from his grasp, Chris tightened his hold over you, arms encircling your waist and pressing your ass into the front of his sweatpants. You could feel the hardness there, just through the line of the thin fabric. 
 Oh, so we wanted the night to result in that kind of date. 
“Nah- I’m not letting you go,” he mumbled in a deep voice, mouth coming close to your ear as he whispered into it, warm breath fanning against the exposed span of your neck. “Been thinking about you all day baby, want you so bad tonight…” 
 He let the rest of his words trail off, forcing an ugly blush to bleed into either of your cheeks. Then he was spinning around so that he was completely facing you. The darkness of the restaurant cast a shaded glow over his broad shoulders, as he pressed into you with a sardonic smile plastered across his face. 
 “What’s so funny, mister?” You asked, tracing a finger over the line of his jaw as he tilted down into you and gave your nose a light peck. 
 “Nothing, just… I love riling you up like this when you’re at work. Feels… exhilarating.” 
 Then you had no time to react, as his face was moving and capturing your lips up in a lustful kiss. His mouth was plush and familiar against yours, and immediately, you were melting into his firm grasp, moaning softly at the way that one of his hands trailed down the curve of your ass, squeezing the covered skin there. 
 You guys were practically making out at the front counter of the restaurant, for everyone else to see. And in most normal circumstances, you’d feel embarrassed. But at the moment, you just felt overwhelmed with love and desire for your amazing, handsome boyfriend Chris. 
 As your fingers carded through his curly locks, bringing his face closer to yours as his tongue swiped across your bottom lip, asking for entrance, your eyes shot open. Scanning the entire room, your focus caught on the front door, and the person who was slipping out of it in silence. 
 And there he was, once again.
 Lee Felix. 
 Your once-best friend, 
 Your once long-time neighbor, 
 Your once-classmate for more than ten years. 
He was standing there at the front door, halfway stepping through it. But his body was turned around so that he was staring straight at… you. As you were practically getting groped by your boyfriend in the middle of Angel Waves, as your mouth was getting absolutely devoured by Chris’ lips. 
 And the look he gave you then, as your gazes locked in a shocking bout of tension, left you feeling both furious and confused all at the same time. 
 His eyes studied your form, which was so tangled up with your boyfriend’s at the moment. And even from across the room, you could see the feelings that crossed his coffee-brown irises as he watched you in silence. 
 There was sadness there, 
 And pain, too. 
 But also… 
 An irrevocable amount of… ire too. 
 The heat of jealousy that you found there burned like fire in the back of your throat, making your heart tumble around in your chest and the butterflies to flicker around in a frenzy just inside your stomach. 
 The sight of it all forced an agonizing zap of energy to course through your veins, rising your spine and causing gooseflesh to erupt across your skin. 
 Then, as quickly as you had registered it, it was all gone. 
 And he was leaving out the front door, the bell at the top of the glass jingling in the remaining trace of his departure. 
 There you stood, having to deal with the confusion that bled through your mind and the anxious jumbling that floated around your entire body. 
 And the worst part about it? 
 Was that the entire time, you had never stopped kissing Chris. 
 Never stopped yanking on his locks, allowing Chris to take parts of you in front of everyone else. 
 In front of… him. 
 You had continued to feverishly make out with your boyfriend, all the while your attention had been distracted on Lee Felix, and the way that he had stared at you so wholly and starkly. 
 Almost like, the two of you were playing in a silent battle of the wits. 
 With him, having always disapproved of your relationship with Christopher Bang. 
 And you, having been in love with Chris for the past eight years. 
 In the end, you had chosen your respective sides - what with you dating the love of your life, and Felix sitting on the sidelines, giving you an air of rebuttal as he stared on in barely masked disgust. 
 But you didn’t care what he thought. You weren’t living for him and you didn’t give two shits about any of his opinions. Especially after everything that had happened and from the way that you hadn’t spoken in literal years. 
 Yeah, you definitely didn’t care about what he thought. 
 So why, then, did the look he give you just before he left the restaurant, cause your heart to race so much? 
 Why did it cause a cold sweat to break out across your brow?
 Why did it flood your mind so much, that you could no longer focus on anything else? 
 Like an intoxicating drug, like the most lethal of poisons, he was infecting your entire being. 
 With his changed physique and persona and voice and… everything. 
 But especially, the way that he had glanced at you so sardonically. 
 So darkly. 
 So painfully. 
 So… 
 Sinfully. 
To be continued...
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sageandlily · 6 months
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October 2023 favourite reads (Kpop boygroup edition)
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🕸Hi! another month come to an end quite fast this year and it's the spooky season month, Ocrober. I didn't read that much fic this month because I got caught by a lot of stuff in my life and social media has been draining me for some reason. But, this month fic recs mostly in greek gods, mythical creatures and bridgerton-ish theme. Once again I always wish that both the stories and the writers (who are amazing, beautiful and talented!) gets more recognition and appreciation.
May November be an amazing month for all of you who came across this post🖤
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Viewfinder (🔞Seungmin x reader x Lee Know) by @seospicybin
Absolutely love the dynamic between reader and the boys. What a roller coaster!
Collateral (🔞I.N x reader x Hyunjin) by @seospicybin
As somebody who currently trying her best to applying job in magazine industry, this fic really hit something on me.
Gladius Maximus (Son of Zeus!Bangchan x reader) by @neo-shitty
I'm a sucker for anything demigod or percy jackson inspired so when this fic came on my for you page, I immediately click on it and I'm not regretting it.
Star Lost (Son of Zeus!Bangchan x reader) by @neo-shitty
The sequel for the fic above.
Enemies to lovers (Son of Aphrodite!Hyunjin x reader) by @taelme
I just wanted to tell you how much i love this fic and you're such a talented writer bcs i re-read this fic 3 times!
Too Hot Too Handle (🔞Felix x reader) by @seospicybin
In conclusion: the title tells you all😵‍💫🥵.
The Secret Admirer (San x reader) by @edenesth
I'm a sucker for enemies to lovers trope and San is so ashuekwlfh.
For Me (Mingi x reader) by @hwanchaesong
I'm waiting for the sequel dear writer!
Patience (🔞Seungcheol x reader) by @fantasyescapes17
I'm in my bridgerton rabbit hole when suddenly this fic came out in my for you page and I am HOOKED.
The Siren's Call (🔞Felix x reader) by @petrichor-han
Just a beautiful writing also Felix as a siren?? i can imagine how majestic he is.
The Most Lonely Creature (🔞Yeosang x reader) by @atzfilm
Honestly as a Yeosang biased atiny, this was one of my fav mythical creature fic of him. I've re-read this twice hahaha
Project Omen (🔞Wooyoung x reader x Hongjoong) by @atzfilm
I just wanted to tell you how much i really like this fic bcs this one has been in my mind since i read it last August?? I decided to re-read it several times and it still got me. Kudos to you, such a talented writer!
Thank you for checking this post! See you next month🖤
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han-quixote · 4 months
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fic recs (stray kids) ⋆。𖦹˚.★
legend:
fluff - ☘️
humour/crack - ☀️
angst - 🍂
suggestive - 🙈
smut - 🔥
personal favourite - ❣️
✮ bang chan ✮
pieces of you - astraystayyh ☘️ 🍂 ❣️ [8.7k]
can't get you off my mind - rachalixie ☘️ [4k]
͙͘͡★ lee know ͙͘͡★
Unexpected Love (series) - linos-kitten ☘️ 🍂 🔥
Begged & Borrowed - moonjxsung 🔥 [30k]
Otherworldly - kwanisms 🔥 [29.2k]
youngblood - changbeanies ☘️ 🙈 [17.4k]
Where The Storm Looms - moonjxsung ☘️ 🔥 [13k]
siren - bbyquokka 🍂 [11.5k]
The Mystery of Minho's Heart - edenesth 🍂 ☘️ [10.7k]
LOWKEY - seungminheart ☘️ 🍂 🔥 [10k]
between the lines - maatryoshkaa ☘️ 🍂 [9.7k]
three times - stayconnecteed ☘️ 🍂 [7.1k]
a promise well-broken - uwuyangin ☘️ 🍂 ❣️ [6.3k]
100 things i love about you - atinyniki ☘️ 🍂 ❣️ [6.2k]
plus one - moonlit-han ☘️ 🙈 ❣️ [6.2k]
These Tangents (minsung + reader) - maxident-fics 🔥 [~6k]
heaven is a place on earth - mixtape-racha 🔥 [5.2k]
10 Billion Years - tasteleeknow ☘️ 🍂 🔥 [5.2k]
Miss Y - skzho 🍂 ☘️ ❣️ [~5k]
I Think You Know - ladylexis ☘️ 🙈 [3.6k]
--> pt.2 🔥 [~3.1k]
pick me ups - gimmeurtmi ☘️ [2.5k]
what you like - moved--accs (webcorelino) 🔥 (pt. 1 of 2) [2.1k]
✩࿐ seo changbin ✩࿐
coming soon~
⋆☆˖ hwang hyunjin ⋆☆˖
coming soon~
-͟͟͞☆ han jisung -͟͟͞☆
It's a bad idea, right? (series) - cosmic-railwayxo ☘️ 🍂 🔥 ❣️
The Boy With The Headset (series) - carousellights ☘️ 🍂 ❣️
HE'S NOT WHAT HE SEEMS TO BE - skzhua ☘️ 🍂 🔥 [19.4k]
HAPPIEST SEASON - seospicybin ☘️ 🍂 🔥 [19.1k]
Volcano - astraystayyh ☘️ 🍂 ❣️ [13.2k]
ROUGH WATERS - kwanisms ☘️ 🍂 🔥 [10k]
CATFISH...? - seungminheart ☀️ ☘️ 🔥 ❣️ [9.2k]
daylight - evermourning ☘️ [8.9k]
These Tangents (minsung + reader) - maxident-fics 🔥 [~6k]
otherworldly - ppiri-bahng ☘️ 🔥❣️ [~5.9k]
You tasted just like this strawberry latte - straylightdream ☘️ 🔥 [5.6k]
We're not better off as friends - smuttystraykidsthoughts ☘️ 🔥 [5.4k]
You Feel Like - jut-and-dae-enthusiast ☘️ [4.8k]
SWEATER WEATHER - cinhomi ☘️ 🔥 ❣️ [4.8k]
untitled alien smut - hyunsvngs 🔥 [3.9k]
Secret Hangout - mixtape-0325 🔥 [3.5k]
collision (pt. 1 + 2) - sluttywonwoo [3.3k]
All I Ask - miel-ji ☘️ 🙈 ❣️ [3k]
Talking Body - hyungszn ☘️ 🙈 [2.9k]
untitled xmas smut - hyunsvngs + cbini ☘️ 🔥 [2.6k]
meet odd - soobnny ☘️ [2.3k]
confident - jonespicy ☘️ 🔥 [2.2k]
Friends? Not really. (hjs) - chanswhxre 🔥 ❣️ [~2.2k]
My Tutor - chanswhxre ☘️ 🔥 [~2.1k]
Showering Han with affection - justwonder113 ☘️ 🍂 ❣️ [2.1k]
i see you - jonespicy 🔥 [1.8k]
gimme kith - hanichani ☀️ ☘️ [1.7k]
i love you - yxngbxkkie ☘️ 🍂 [1.4k]
.𖥔 ݁ ˖ lee yongbok .𖥔 ݁ ˖
coming soon~
˚☽˚.⋆ kim seungmin ˚☽˚.⋆
coming soon~
ִ ࣪𖤐₊ ⊹ yang jeongin ִ ࣪𖤐₊ ⊹
coming soon~
⊹₊ ⋆☆*ੈ✩‧₊˚⊹₊⋆ OT8 ⊹₊ ⋆☆*ੈ✩‧₊˚⊹₊⋆
stray kids as love tropes (incomplete) - taeminsung
TOO HOT TO HANDLE (complete for SOME members) - seospicybin
SSFW - straylightdream
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yessa-vie · 5 months
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fic recs list (completed) P. I ❣
→ IMPORTANT. the list is divided between completed (P. 01 || P. 02) and on going, most of them are Stray Kids because there's a considerable amount of those and most of them are smau.
→ TBR LIST ❣
→ LAST UPDATE. 29.12.2023 (dd/mm/yyyy)
LIST BELLOW THE CUT!
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PART 01 | PART 02.
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→ SYMBOLS. [♥] favorites || [⌨] smau || [✎] written ||[✉] smau with written parts ||[★] MDNI (reader's discretion is advised, sensitive and suggestive topics, not only smut)||[❄] new ones||
COMPLETE ❣
→ ONLY FOOLS FALL FOR YOU. (@hyunjinspark ) [♥][★][✉]
- Hwang Hyunjin. - smau with written parts. uni au. enemies to lovers. slow burn. idiots in love (at one point they become this in my personal opinion). - 70 chapters. - this is the story that got me back for good with fanfics, i swear, Jade is such an amazing writer i can't even start to contemplate everything. i would LITERALLY read her grocery shopping list if she allowes me too and i would thank her for it.
→ MY SUNSHINE. (@staysuki) [♥][★][✉]
- Lee Minho. - smau with two written parts. sunshine x "grumpy" (slightly tsundere). uni au. - 15 chapters + bonus. - literally one of my comfort reads, not even a joke. this story is just so... idek where to begin, but I just adore this story.
→ HAPPY DEATH DAY. (@staysuki) [♥][✉]
- Lee Felix Yongbok. - smau with written parts. friends to enemies to friends to lovers. slow burn. themes treated here may be triggering to some readers. - 41 chapters + bonus. - this was my first Felix fanfic and i absolutely LOVE IT! the whole thing was incredible, like i loved his character in Sweet Like Candy, having his spin off and being THIS GOOD? wow, it was just amazing!
→ SWEET LIKE CANDY. (@staysuki) [✉]
- Hwang Hyunjin. - smau with written parts. enemies to friends to lovers. - 70 chapters + bonus.
→ MY STRANGE ADDICTION. (@j-onedrabbles) [♥][★][✉]
- Lee Minho. - smau with written parts. uni au. mature themes and scenes. kinda strangers to lovers. - 27 chapters.
→ WHAT IS LOVE?. (@juyeonszn) [♥][✉]
- Lee Juyeon. - sm au and uni au. idiots in love (mostly juyeon). pure fluff with a tip of angst. - 35 chapters. - this was my first Juyeon fanfic and it's so so cute! the whole idea was incredible! the way she managed the situation was so cute and adorable, truly one of the cutest stories i've read so far.
→ IT'S NOT THE END OF THE WORLD. (@staysuki) [⌨]
- Yang Jeongin. - 11 chapters.
→ CAN THE WORLD JUST END ALREADY?. (@staysuki) [♥] [✉]
↪ season 02 of "IT'S NOT THE END OF THE WORLD".
- Yang Jeongin. - 21 chapters + bonus.
→ SUGAR AND SPICE. (@imagine-a-life-like-this) [♥][★][✉]
- Lee Minho. - 37 chapters. - one of the first Minho ones that I read and I completely loved it, I can't even begin to explain tbh, I just adore this story so much.
→ VENUS BROUGHT ME RIGHT TO YOU. (@gnabnahc-143) [✎]
- Hwang Hyunjin. - imagine, wc: 3,1k.
→ TIME OF LOVE. (@desayunho). [♥][★][✉]
- Choi San + Jung Wooyoung. - 48 chapters + bonus.
→ ISN'T IT DELICATE?. (@writing-skz) [⌨]
- Lee Minho. - 35 chapters + bonus.
→ LOVE FOOL. (@desayunho) [♥][⌨]
- Jeong Yunho. - 32 chapters.
→ HELLO STRANGER. (@mintquokka) [♥][✉]
- Lee Minho. - 40 chapters + bonus.
→ IGNOMINY. (@songmingisthighs) [♥][★][✉]
- Choi San. - 95 chapters.
→ I THINK YOU KNOW. (@ladylexis) [♥][✎]
- Lee Minho. - imagine, wc: 3,6k. - one of the best "bestfriend's brother" tropes i've ever read, that's it, hands down.
→ I WISH YOU WOULD. (@hyunniesgirl) [♥][✎]
- Hwang Hyunjin. - imagine, wc: 5,120. - and yet again another HP X SKZ cross over and I loved every second of it! i need more, i need a whole fanfic about it, idc how long it takes, i need it.
→ CRUSH CULTURE. (@1-800-hyunlix) [♥][⌨]
- Hwang Hyunjin. - 45 chapters.
→ SERENDIPITY. (@staytinys) [♥][⌨]
- Choi San. - 28 chapters.
→ OF ALL THINGS GOOD AND EVIL. (@staysuki) [♥][✉]
- ?? SKZ. - 20 chapters. - i'm a sucker for fantasy and this is another top tier one.
→ ALL I KNOW IS YOUR NAME. (@imagine-a-life-like-this) [♥][✉]
- Hwang Hyunjin. - 32 chapters + bonus (and alter ending).
→ UNTITLED??. (@atinycafe) [♥][✎]
- Choi San. - imagine, wc: ??.
→ EPIC HIGHS AND LOWS OF JYP UNIVERSITY. (@staysuki) [✉]
- OT8! Stray Kids. - 57 chapters in total (so far).
↪ SEASON 01.
- 26 chapters.
↪ SEASON 02.
- 31 chapters.
→ THE BOY IS BAD NEWS. (@milkandhyunnie) [✉]
- Hwang Hyunjin. - 42 chapters + bonus.
→ BUY ME A DRINK FIRST. (@tr0p1cal) [✉]
- Seo Changbin. - 28 chapters. - this is my official first Changbin fanfic i read and i'm so excited, it was so cute over all, i loved how she did the whole thing happen and i'm honestly so excited for the whole stars series, you have no idea!
→ WHAT'S YOUR SINE?. (@jeonginssa) [⌨]
- Lee Minho. - 10 chapters. (has ONE written chapter tho)
→ TECHNICAL DIFFICULTIES. (@ahgastae) [⌨]
- Hwang Hyunijn. - 44 chapters + bonus.
→ THE JOURNAL. (@theright-sideofme) [⌨]
- Lee Minho. - 25 chapters.
→ STRAWBERRIES. (@tasteleeknow) [★][✎]
- Lee Minho + Han Jisung. - imagine, wc: 5k.
→ COLLATERAL DAMAGE. (@dalamjisung) [✉]
- Hwang Hyunjin. - 16 chapters.
→ THE VIEW. (@luvrhyune) [⌨]
- Hwang Hyunjin. - 14 chapters.
→ PROTECTION. (@bambikisss) [★][✎]
- Choi San. - imagine, wc: ?.
→ JUST SAY IT (THAT GIRL IS MINE). (@haechanhues) [♥][✉]
- Lee Minho. - 50 chapters.
→ PARTY OF THREE. (@cybrsan) [♥][★][✎]
- Choi San + Jung Wooyoung. - imagine, wc: 5,3k.
→ LOVE PLAYLIST. (@juyoens) [♥][⌨]
- Lee Hyunjae. - 14 chapters.
→ LOVE RISK. (@feelbokkie) [♥][✉]
- Hwang Hyunjin. - 20 chapters + bonus. - i saw she says this is her least favorite child and i understand, but yet i loved this story so much! it was the first one that i read and then i just entered the rabit whole that is enjoying @feelbokkie writing, so yeah, i'm eagerly waiting for the sequeal btw.
→ SUNDAY'S PARADIGM. (@sunboki) [♥][✎]
- Hwang Hyunjin. - imagine, wc: 2,6k.
→ STAR-CROSSED ENEMIES. (@mingiswow) [⌨]
- Seo Changbin + Hwang Hyunjin. - 40 chapter.
→ GOODNIGHT N GO. (@cosmic-railwayxo) [♥][✎]
- Hwang Hyunjin. - 03 chapters. - this story. THIS FUCKING STORY. it broke me and healed me and idek anymore. i loved every second of all three chapters. this story is so good it hurts!
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reignessance · 10 months
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my very first post hi hi hi!
stray kids & enhypen fic recs! will update regularly :)
fluff = (f), angst = (a), suggestive = (sg), mature = (m)
skz:
bang chan:
one more month - by: @/soobnny (f)
the wedding and the morning after - by: @/astraystayyh (f)
love lessons - by: @/thevampywolf (a) (f)
giggle box - by: @/dearestaussiechannie (f)
saviour - by: @/jl-micasea-fics (a) (f) (m)
myth - by: @/astraystayyh (f)
pieces of you - by: @/astraystayyh (f) (a)
lee know:
invisible thread - invisible thread ii - by: @/astraystayyh (a) (f)
soulmates (theoretically) - by: @/caseiloveu (a) (f)
road trip - by: @/caseiloveu (a) (f)
as much as you’ve waited, i’ll hug you with my whole body - by: @/wooahaes (f)
americano - by: @/hanjisick (f) (sg)
winter wind - by: @/soobnny (f)
who would've thought i'd get you - by: @/in2heartz (f)
ice cream ft. seungmin - by: @/gimmeurtmi (f) (sg)
do you feel my hand? it is there - by: @/blossomwritesthings (a) (f) (m)
kiss me - by: @/soobnny (f) (sg)
a sun and a moon - by: @/astraystayyh (a) (f)
conversations with minho - by: @/astraystayyh (f)
just you - by: @/hyuniyz (f) (sg)
a pillow in between - by: @/starlostseungmin (a) (f) (m)
lost in translation - by: @/moonjxsung (f) (a) (m)
changbin:
paris - by: @/inniejeonginnie (f)
drunk in love - by: @/soobnny (f)
hyunjin:
all for nothing - by: @/hyunfilms (f) (a) (m)
summer strike - by: @/soobnny (a) (f)
snow on the beach - by: @/astraystayyh (f)
a memory kept forever - by: @/soobnny (f)
alone with you - by: @/inniejeonginnie (f)
young and beautiful - @/astraystayyh (f)
muddy water - by: @/j-0ne25 (a) (f) (m)
see me at my worst - by: @/starrgaziinggg (f)
don't let me go - by: @/miel-ji (f)
evermore - by: @/staytheword (f) (a) (m)
midnight rain in paris - by: @/starlostseungmin (a) (f)
han:
meet odd - by: @/soobnny (f) (sg)
don't be a stranger (part 2 of meet odd but can be also read as a standalone) - by: @/soobnny (f) (sg)
alien - by: @/j-0ne25 (a) (f) (m)
5 + 1 - by: @/seospicybin (m) (f)
volcano - by: @/astraystayyh (a) (f)
captain save-a-hoe - by: @/hyunsvngs (f) (m)
reckless convictions - by: @/moonjxsung (f) (a) (m)
felix:
wedding cake samples - by: @/caseiloveu (f)
cookie taste tester (part 2 of wedding cake samples but can be also read as a standalone) - by: @/caseiloveu (f)
its always been you - by: @/cb97breathing (a) (f) (m)
care for you - by: @/inniejeonginnie (a) (f)
when it rains it pours - by: @/soobnny (a) (f)
karaoke kisses - by: @/jae-bummer (f)
soulmates - by: @/writingpei (a) (f)
all i ever wanted - by: @/miel-ji (f) (a)
if the world was ending - by: @/astraystayyh (a) (f)
lifetimes - by: @/forlix (f)
awake the red rose - by: @/starlostseungmin (a) (f)
seungmin:
eighteen - by: @/soobnny (f) (a)
i hate that man - by: @/soobnny (f) (a)
interrupted - by: @/yongbokkari (a) (f)
spider-min - by: @/caseiloveu (f)
ice cream ft. lee know - by: @/gimmeurtmi (f) (sg)
puppy on puppy violence - by: @/gimmeurtmi (f)
empyrean prince cascades - by: @/starlostseungmin (a) (f)
ten things kim seungmin says when he thinks you're asleep - by: @/soobnny (a) (f)
in my dreams - by: @/astraystayyh (f)
guess i'm in love - by: @/taeminsung (f)
home run - by: @/latteseungs (f)
candle on the window sill - by: @/starlostseungmin (a) (f)
as the train passes by - by: @/starlostseungmin (f)
jeongin:
imagine a world like that - by: @/soobnny (a)
you're sexy i'm sexy - by: @/astraystayyh (f) (sg)
ot8:
taking care of drunk skz - by: @/miel-ji (f)
bf!skz accidentally reveals your relationship during a live - by: @/lixie-phoria (f)
where are you? - by: @/flwrseung (f)
skz and the lipstick stain trend by: @/seungisms (f)
skz random texts - by: @/lixie-phoria (f)
i love you! (with rizz) - by: @/lixie-phoria (f)
pranking bf!skz - by: @/lixie-phoria (f)
stray kids song series - by: @/astraystayyh (f) (a)
waiting for us - by: @/kkami-writes (f) (a) (m)
little moments I II III - by: @/ccawz (f)
i wish you’d just care about me I ll - by: @/oddinarylani (a) (f)
winter falls- by: @/astraystayyh & @/forlix (f) (a) (m)
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Bangchan Fic Recommendations
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One Shots
No Contact (a f) ⋆˙⟡♡ It was one of the worst car accidents the city has seen. You weren't supposed to be in that car, but you were. When you lose your memories from the incident, Chan is ordered to stay away for your recovery's sake; but it takes a larger toll on him than anyone could have imagined. Until one day, he just can't take it anymore.
you asked me to stay. [Not Yet]. (f) ⋆˙⟡♡ even if idols 'don’t date fans', there are no rules against a little bit of teasing, and so it happens that Mr Bang Chan here really likes your kind of thinking.
pieces of you (f a) ⋆˙⟡♡ In which you and chan are each other's missing pieces. Alternatively, Chris and his daughter come knocking at your apartment asking for flour, and he's no longer embarrassed when you open the door.
Kinktober Day 8 (s) ⋆˙⟡♡ Your family’s yearly vacation is here and once again, you’re single. To avoid having your dating life be poked and prodded by your relatives, you decide to turn your best friend for a little help. Everyone already knows him! What’s the worst that could happen if he pretends to be your boyfriend for the week?
let me in your ocean (a s f) ⋆˙⟡♡ In which Chan is a little self-conscious and a lot clueless, Changbin is his therapist and his wingman, and you get really sick of waiting for Chan to get his shit together.
Confessions of a Dirty Mind (s)
no nut november - bang chan (s)
Fake Texts
Texting Bangchan happy father's day
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laceswan · 10 months
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Fic Recommendations <3
Stray Kids
1-am, Kim Seungmin x gn!reader, fluff-@northsoulss
Closer than Friends, Kim Seungmin x gn!reader, fluff- @dreamescapeswriting
Invisible Ties, Kim Seungmin x gn!reader, childhood friends to lovers, hurt/comfort, fluff- @starseungs
7:30 pm, Kim Seungmin x gn!reader, so much fluff- @dreamyyeosang
Lipgloss, Kim Seungmin x gn!reader, angst, fluff ending- @hanjisick
Movies, photographer!Kim Seungmin x model!gn!reader, angst, fluff ending- @comet-falls
Wanted if Forever, Kim Seungmin x fem!reader, angst, fluff ending, hurt/comfort- @miel-ji
(Untitled Christmas headcannons), Kim Seungmin x fem!reader, fluff- @sunboki
Dense, Bang Chan x fem!reader, angst- @sunwoowrites
Yeah, Flowers Follow, Seo Changbin x florist!fem!reader, fluff- @catiuskaa
Breakup HCs, Maknae line (hyung line is linked) x fem!reader, ANGST- @dazed—xx
Soft hours tag @rachalixie
Stray Kids Fic Rec List @insidetheravens
Ateez
(Untitled first kiss drabble), Choi San x gn!reader, fluff, mild spice- @bubblyyeonjun
i'm glad i have you with me, Choi San x fem!reader, fluff, hurt/comfort, childhood friends to lovers, slow burn- @mybelovedwoo
Hunger Games
Harry Potter
Hidden Messages in Foreign Languages, Regulus Black x fem!reader, fluff- @applebutter-and-cinnamon
Sleepy, Regulus Black x gn!reader, fluff- @queerpumpkinnn
so tired, Regulus Black x gn!reader, hurt/comfort- @gilmore-angel
Falling, Regulus Black x fem!ravenclaw!reader, fluff- @ardisia-florence-james
Kissing with Regulus Black would include, Regulus Black x fem!reader, fluff- @angelblacksmith
The Brothers Black, Regulus Black x fem!reader, slight angst, fluff- @sufferingstarlight
A Snake and his Little Bird, Regulus Black x fem!sunshine!reader, some angst, hurt/comfort- @robynlilyblack
Regulus Black Masterlist- @messers-moony
Deadly Favors, Theseus Scamander x gn!reader, angst, fluff ending- @spideyharrington
The Legend of Vox Machina (Critical Role)
(Untitled proposal fic), Percy de Rolo x gn!reader, fluff- @saphirered
Floriography, Percy de Rolo x fem!OC, fluff- @leopardfang15
In the Glade, Percy de Rolo x gn!reader, fluff- @finn-writes-stuff
Mha
Your Soldier, Knight!Takami Keigo x Princess!reader, Royalty AU, fluff- @livlivlivliv
Crimson and Cloves, Todoroki Shoto x fem!reader, Hanahaki AU, angst- @gcpards
(Untitled drabble), Shinsou Hitoshi x gn!reader, so much angst, major character death, fluff ending- @alienaiver
Iida Tenya Masterlist, CONTAINS SOME SMUT YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED- @lovinkiri
Haikyuu
HQ Masterlist- @215-luv
HQ Imagines Masterlist- @arhvste
(Untitled drabble), Sakusa Kiyoomi x gn!reader, fluff- @kentolove
Touch-Averse, Sakusa Kiyoomi x fem!reader, angst, hurt/comfort, fluff ending- @watevermelon
You Look Pretty When You Do the Laundry, Sakusa Kiyoomi x gn!reader, fluff- @otoyastoy
I Need to Talk to You, Akaashi Keiji x fem!reader, fluff- @otoyastoy
JuJutsu Kaisen
Sweet Love, Nanami Kento x gn!reader, fluff- @haruchuiyo
Kitchen Charm, Domestic!Nanami Kento x gn!reader, fluff- @itsfairly
Masterlist, CONTAINS SOME SMUT YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED- @kentosbabes
rich bf nanami headcannons, Nanami Kento x impliedfem!reader, fluff- @kiyoily
Star Wars
If Only pt. 1 (part 2 is linked), Obi-Wan Kenobi x gn!reader, angst- @make-me-imagine
(Untitled breakup drabble), Poe Dameron x gn!reader, angst- @never—doubt
The Arrival of the Pilots, Poe Dameron x gn!reader, mild angst, fluff- @gawaaine
Twilight
Insomnia, Jasper Hale x fem!human!reader, fluff- @junkdrawerfics
Heartbeat, Jasper Hale x fem!human!reader, fluff- @3vergr3en
Squid Game
Eliminated, Hwang Junho x gn!reader, fluff- @sweetenercode
Dating HCs, Hwang Junho x fem!not korean!reader, fluff- @sophiewritesworld
The World Will Suffer, Hwang Junho x gn!reader, angst- @philomaay
Dating HCs, Hwang Junho x gn!reader, fluff- @saebyeoked
Real People
when you fall asleep, Chris Evans x actress!reader, fluff- @imyourbratzdoll
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eveninanoisycity · 8 days
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y’know what i love in angst or hurt/comfort fics?
it’s when where in the heat of the moment one mc lashes out at the other mc, not knowing that by doing so they hurt them in more ways than one.
and then later the mc who lashed out will learn from someone else just how much they hurt the other mc and then the groveling that occurs after, literal *chef’s kiss*
bonus points if the other mc plays hard to get so the groveling gets more desperate
the most recent one i saw it in was in @chahnniesroom ‘s fic “tenderness” and let me tell you it was written so well.
grr that entire relationship dynamic had me chewing my phone case. the internal angst and guilt that ensued within chan was impeccable.
if anyone has fic recs that has moments like this please SEND THEM MY WAY.
i cannot describe how much i’m OBSESSED with moments like this in anything i read.
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dwaekkilinos · 30 days
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masterlist
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masterlist key: s - smut a - angst f - fluff all work is completely fictional and not an actual representation of themselves. works are also all mature, and therefore, 18+, so please minors do not interact. additionally, all work is copyrighted by dwaekkilinos (tumblr) and lotuseaters (ao3). please don’t steal or reproduce my works. <3
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savior complex | on going | 19.9K | zombie apocalypse au, e2l | s, major a, f
Your father had wielded you to become a machine; a weapon. And a machine you would become. Sleep with one eye open. Find food. Tread on until dark. Repeat. He taught you how to protect; specifically how to protect your family. But he never taught you how to survive with other groups, especially when their leader seems to have it out for you. ( index: part 1. part 2. part 3. part 4. part 5. ) → series masterlist
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wind and water | on hold/under construction | 27.5K | surfing au, childhood friends to lovers | s, major a, f
People always had a way of looking at you as if your skin were composed of paper mâché and your heart was made of glass. They just assumed you were kind of like a weak bird . . . but Felix Lee looked at you like you still had some flight left. ( index: part 1. part 2. part 3. part 4. ) → series masterlist
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cosmicrecs · 6 months
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Kpop Fic Recommendations
by yours truly @cosmicrecs 💛✨
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okay so this is just gonna be a blog compiling all of my favorite fics, aus, and oneshots of all time (that are on tumblr) and i will update it as time goes on
i will break it up between groups (i mainly just read ateez and skz fics though) i will also put warnings if needed :) let me know if i miss any warnings though!
please support the blogs and authors themselves if you do end up enjoying their stories!! a little love goes a long way 🫶🏻
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ATEEZ Fic Recommendations
💛 Pirate King by @chaseatinydream
sfw, pirate!au, ot8 but also reader x hongjoong or wooyoung (you'll see)
warnings: blood, wounds, in depth descriptions of injuries (both the characters and readers), guns & weaponry, just violence in general
by far this is my favorite ateez fic ive ever read its so well put together and thought out and the way she writes the characters and brings them to life is 😍😍
it is quite long but i promise you once you start reading you won't be able to stop, the character development and the readers role in the story is so fascinating i genuinely could not stop reading until i was finished
the ending is so beautiful as well GAHH i cannot recommend this fic enough guys 🙏🏻
💛 Stained Glass by @mingtinys
sfw, mafia!au, soulmate!au, san x reader, angst
warnings: blood, open wounds, violence, guns
guys. when i tell u this fic ruined my life 💔💔 its so good!!! heartbreaking and shattering but written so well how could i not love it :')
i'm not even san biased but this fic is SO good.. genuinely made me sob and fics never can do that to me usually 😭😭 please go check it out
💛 Entropy by @in-san-ity
nsfw, mafia!au, reader x yeosang, fluff, angst, smut
warnings: violence, guns, blood
guys guys guys guys. wrap yourself in a blanket and grab a snack bc this fic may be a little long but it is SO good
if you don't like kids maybe this one isn't for you but GODD everything abt this one spoke to me!! getting to see yeosang w a kid and help out of a dangerous environment...... idk man i just rly like this one and personally i really think you should also check it out 🔪 (this is a threat)
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Stray Kids Fic Recommendations
💛 Star Lost by @nomniki
sfw, jeongin x reader, smau, soulmate!au, college!au, some angst
warnings: swearing?? i cant remember any more T-T
okay im not jeongin biased but this au is so well put together and just funny i rly rly enjoyed it
mostly fun w some angst idk its just a lighthearted read and i rly do recommend it:)
💛 Things Stray Kids Do That Make Your Heart Flutter by @aclowntiny
sfw, skz x reader , fluff ‼️
had me blushing giggling kicking my feet 🤭 so cute so sweet yesyes
one of my fave writers on this site!!! pls go check it out and her other stuff :)
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smileyerim · 1 year
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where we end is somewhere far, something hard to understand
part 1: i don't care what we are it just has to work
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You’re his. All encompassingly his. Even if he doesn’t know it, or worse, doesn’t want it, you’re his. All you can do is just hope he’s yours too.
title: Understand by Hippo Campus
pairing: idol!chan x hannah’s roommate!reader
genre: smut MDNI, angst, fluff (in that order)
length: 6k
warnings: sex between adults, oc has low self esteem, unresolved ending
net tags: @kflixnet @straykidsland
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The exciting nerves are bubbling in your belly as you stare at the empty duffel bag lying limp on your bed.
Tonight is the night you’re going to see Chris again. He and the rest of his team arrived last night and although it’s silly, it feels as if you could sense his presence from the moment his plane touched down in LAX. He’s been texting you between schedules about how excited he is to see you and how embarrassed he is going to be when you see the crop tops he’s been given to wear on stage.
Plopping down on your bed, Hannah stares at the duffel bag.
“What’s that for?” You blush in response, head hanging low as you roll a pair of gray sweatshorts.
“I’m spending the night with Chris.” You say and Hannah bellows out a loud disgusted noise and you roll your eyes.
“It’s not like that.” She rolls her eyes at you this time.
“Of course it’s like that.” She says, giving you a look of disbelief.
“No, we’re just friends! He got 2 beds!”
She hums and gives you a knowing side eye, “That means nothing if you don’t use them.”
You squeal and move to push her off your bed and out of your room, the blush taking over your cheeks getting to be too much for your liking.
“Okay, okay!” She exclaims as she stands, hands up in defense.
“Fine I won’t tease you over the fact that you’re,” she pauses to give you a fake gag, “sleeping with my,” another fake gag, “brother-”
You cut her off with a yell of her name and she bursts out in laughter “stop it, seriously.” You whine and she lets up, her arms coming around your shoulders to hold you in an unexpected hug.
“I’m sorry, I’m sorry.” She sways you side to side as you exhale your anger and let your arms around her waist to hug her back.
“I just,” she says into your hair and your heartbeat quickens.
“I love you both. A lot. So please be careful.” You lean back and laugh before attempting to shut her down again.
“Hannah, it’s not-” she cuts you off.
“No, Y/N, seriously listen to me.” Her arms tighten around your neck as she intertwines her fingers together. “He’s my big brother and I know him better than anyone. He likes you, he likes you a lot.”
You blush at that, staring down at the toes of your shoes touching and she continues.
“I don’t want to see either of you getting your hearts broken so, please, for me, just be careful.”
You nod, the blush on your face still just as hot as before as you look up and meet her eyes again.
There’s a lot that you were hoping you’d never know, and Chris’ feelings for you was one of them. Your ignorance can’t keep you hiding forever behind your insecurity. You need to learn to accept that maybe, just maybe, Hannah’s right.
“We’ll be careful.” You whisper while holding eye contact with her. The corners of her eyes turn up as she smiles and pulls you into another squeeze and you laugh the tears that threaten to fall away.
After a beat of laughing and holding each other, Hannah can’t help herself but to quip, “use a condom, don’t get pregnant.”
“Hey!”
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You’re standing in front of the mirror with sweaty palms observing your final outfit when Hannah calls you from the hallway to inform you that the Uber is here.
One shaky sigh and a final once over of your outfit consisting of simple green cargo pants and a black bra top with chunky silver chains around your neck. It’s a bold outfit, not something you usually find yourself donning but today is a special occasion and you want to impress.
A blush trails up your neck and settles on your cheek at the idea of seeing Chris later after the show and watching his reaction to you. If he thinks you’re beautiful in a sweatshirt and sweatpants, he’s definitely going to find you stunning now.
“Y/N! Come on!” You let out a sigh and one more once over before you grab your purse and walk out the door.
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The venue is packed out wall to wall with fans from your perspective from the second floor VIP box Chris set up for this show. There’s a faint scent of stale fog machine in the air and as each moment draws by you feel the urge get stronger and stronger to drink.
So you do, and are about to down your third free shot from the all inclusive bar before another one of your roommates comes up to interrupt you.
“Easy tiger, what’s got you so worked up?” She says, gently prying the plastic shot cup out from between your pinched fingers.
The truth is you don’t know exactly why you’ve grown a sudden affinity for alcohol. You would be lying to yourself if you tried to claim it had nothing to do with Chris, but you can’t quite pin what is making you so nervous.
You shrug at her, avoiding her eyes as you take a smug sip out of the beer bottle you were hiding behind your arm from her.
“Look, don’t be nervous tonight. Just try and have fun!” She says, placing a cautious hand on your shoulder. You don’t remember ever telling this roommate about your situation with Chris, so you aren’t sure how she knows about your need for nerves. Out of the 4 girls total in your apartment, you only really had bonded with Hannah.
“Can’t you see? I’m drinking to not be nervous and to have fun.”  You quip and she rolls her eyes at you.
“At least let me catch up.”
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Your heart drops the moment he steps onto the stage, the roaring screams of the crowd plugging your ears at the same time that all of the breath is stolen from your lungs. Your vision zeroes in on him and a rush of adrenaline flows through your veins.
“Woah, he’s hot” one of your roommates from beside you giggles and you can’t help but agree.
“That’s my brother! Shut the fuck up.” Hannah exclaims from the other side of you and you laugh at the exchange.
“She’s right.” You tease, knocking shoulders with Hannah when she makes a shocked face in response.
You try your best to keep distracted through the show, drinking beer after beer until your limbs feel a little floaty and the smile on your lips is permanent. Chris is putting on an amazing performance, his natural and trained talent shining through with every song that goes by. You can’t help but move along to the deep bass in the dance songs and sway with the rhythm to the slower ones.
Once the show is over, your heart drops at the prospect of leaving the comfort of your viewing box and venturing out and meeting him. Hannah grabs you by your wrist, whispering a quiet “come on” in your ear before leading you down the hallway to a winding set of stairs going down into what you presume is the basement of the arena. You didn’t realize how drunk you were until this moment, the chains around your neck feeling too heavy and too foreign to be yours.
All of your plans and all of your suspected self control go out of the window the moment you spot him, it’s like all of the air has been sucked out of the atmosphere. He’s taken his makeup off, he’s changed into a much more casual outfit of jeans and an oversized white tee-shirt. He's wearing a baseball cap backwards, too. He’s no longer Bang Chan, the star on stage, but Chris. The same guy you’ve been pining after for months. The same guy you’re pining after even now.
He laughs at something the man beside him says when he spots Hannah as she runs through the crowd of bodies to him. He wraps her up in a hug quickly, an emotional look taking over his face as he holds her tight. He’s whispering something in her ear that you can’t seem to make out. An overwhelming feeling of fondness comes over you as you watch them together, it almost makes you feel like crying.
That is, until you actually start crying when his eyes meet yours over her shoulder. A smile larger than you’ve ever seen on him spreads over his face as he lets Hannah go and makes a straight bee-line over to you.
The tears in your eyes fall the moment he makes it over to you, picking you up by the waist to spin you around in a twirling hug. You grab the back of his neck and squeal in his ear, finally feeling at home for the first time in months.
He lets you down, but he doesn’t let you go when you finally lock eyes, “Hi, beautiful.” He breathes out dreamily, and it’s like no time has passed at all.
“Hi.” You whisper back to him, another tear slipping down your cheek.
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You can’t help but bask in the new feeling of shit just getting real when Hannah landed a kiss on your cheek before you stepped out of the passenger side of her car in front of the swanky hotel you will be calling home for the evening.
Your hands won’t stop shaking around the duffel bag you brought, stepping into the lobby and taking a seat. Chris had texted you earlier that his manager would come find you and let you into the room.
The silence in the empty hotel room engulfs you whole. It feels suffocating being left here alone with your thoughts, only the sound of the air conditioner humming in the background to distract you.
You’ve never liked the quiet all that much, always preferring to have at least one stimuli to distract you from your constantly whizzing thoughts. You always feared that you would wear yourself out by obsessing over them, so constant distraction became your best friend.
Now, however, you don’t have a choice but to sit with your thoughts. Immediately your mind is filled with him. His laugh, his smile, the way he performed on stage tonight, the way he looked at you when he noticed you backstage. Your heart flutters at the last thought and you allow your reverie to be filled with daydreams of you two together. Your first kiss, holding hands, telling him just how much you love him.
That last one hurt, even if it was just your own imagination, a tear pricking your waterline. You’ve spent hours upon hours imagining him with you and feeling the pain of being without him, but he’s never been closer than now and the idea of still not having him while he’s here is heartbreaking. So heartbreaking you aren’t sure what you would do if it came true.
Your tears aren’t left to fall for long as you’re shocked out of your daydream when you hear the telltale sound of a keycard being slid into the lock and the hotel door unlocking. Standing quickly you sniffle your runny nose away and blot under your eyes to clear up any runny mascara and wait.
Your eyes meet as he moves through the doorway and the same smile from before returns to his face. He ditches his suitcase in the entryway and hustles over to you, wrapping his arms around your waist and nuzzling his nose into your neck. You wrap your arms around his neck and hold the back of his head, eyes closing in bliss. Chris heaves out a sigh he didn’t know he was holding and melts into your embrace, holding you tighter and tighter as if you might fly away.
You can feel his heartbeat and you’re sure he can feel yours, a smile lifting up the corners of your lips at the feeling of finally having arrived; the feeling of him being here and holding you. Your hand moves instinctively to scratch at the hair on his head and he responds with giggles and a slight squirm in your arms.
“That tickles.” He says into your neck and you respond in your own laugh.
“Sorry.” You whisper back, stopping your movements and dropping your hand to cup the back of his warm neck.
“No, don’t stop.” He says and the smile on your lips grows wider before you hum contentedly and resume your scratch.
He sighs out another big breath, slumping his shoulders to rest slightly against the top of yours, “I didn’t know how much I needed this until now.”
The tears threaten to fall again at that sentence, a pang of hurt strikes your heart behind your sternum as you process his words, choosing just to nod against him.
After what feels like hours he finally pulls back, pausing for a moment to make eye contact with you with a look in his eye you don’t know how to read. He steps back once more, hands still on your waist and skims his eyes up and down your body,
“Wow, look at you.” He says in disbelief and a blush creeps up on your cheek, feeling a bit too exposed by the potentially excessive exposed midriff provided by your mid rise bottoms and bra top.
“What?” You laugh out, trying to read him. Luckily he doesn’t make you read his mind, giving you a look of disbelief before looking back over your outfit and letting out a wolf whistle.
You laugh before his hand moves from your waist to grab the tips of your fingers, gently lifting your arm above your head to signal you to twirl for him. You smile, blush on your cheeks reddening as you do so, feeling his eyes examine you.
When you’re back facing forward he grabs both your hands with his and finally resumes your eye contact with a dreamy look in his eyes.
“You look amazing.” He says with a lilt in his voice that communicates to you he meant every word.
You look down in an attempt to calm your nerves down before responding, “thank you.”
“Did you do it for me?” He says and you let out a nervous chuckle before meeting his eyes that are staring at you with an intensity you weren’t expecting.
Slowly, you nod your head up and down, fluttering butterflies escaping their cage in your belly at the prideful smile he gains after your response.
“Lucky me.” He says pulling you into a hug once more.
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Unfortunately, your time with Chris gets cut short by the time 1AM rolls around. He has early morning schedules and then is off to the next country on their tour list later tomorrow night. So you decide to turn in a bit earlier than you had wanted for his sake.
An issue came to rise when you unzipped your duffle bag to grab your change of clothes for the evening, eventually coming to the unfortunate circumstance that through Hannah’s interruption when you were packing earlier you had forgotten a sleep shirt.
You squeeze your eyes shut, sweatshorts in hand as you contemplate your options. You could go without a shirt and just wear your casual crop top intended for tomorrow's outfit, but you don’t want to be an outfit repeater. You could just go without it, but that idea gets shot down the moment you remember your current relationship status with Chris.
The last, and frankly only option, is to ask Chris to borrow a shirt himself.
It shouldn’t be so hard, right?
You stand awkwardly in the doorway of the bathroom, leaning a shoulder against the doorway as Chris brushes his teeth. It’s insane to you how he manages to still be so attractive when spitting.
“Hey, princess.” He says after finally getting rid of the toothpaste suds in his mouth. You feel the need to take a step back at his pet name, so you do.
Looking down at your socked feet in embarrassment you say your next words.
“We- I-” you take a deep breath, “there’s a problem.”
His face drops and he steps into your space, grabbing you by both biceps, “what’s wrong?”
An embarrassing blush creeps up high on your cheekbones and you nibble on the inside of your cheek, “I don’t have a sleep shirt.”
He lets out a sigh of relief and an exasperated laugh, “That’s it? Man, you scared me.” He says with a squeeze on your arms before dropping his hands.
You giggle along, accepting that your flair for drama may have influenced his fear.
“Sorry.” You whisper, looking down at the floor again in even deeper embarrassment.
“I have a ton, hold on.” He says and you step aside to allow him to enter the main room.
“On second thought actually,” he looks at you with a flirty twinkle in his eye as he’s unzipping his suitcase.
“You could just go without one.” The butterflies in your belly burn to a crisp at the fire that just lit up inside of you, more embarrassed than ever.
“Oh, God, look at you!” He’s clearly amused at your growing humiliation, bellowing out a loud laugh and grabbing his stomach.
Oh, you think to yourself, he was joking.
You begin to laugh along with him accepting finally the ridiculousness of the scenario, nearly missing when he throws a shirt at you.
Keeping your head low as you giggle quietly to yourself, you make your way to the bathroom to get ready for the evening.
Once you emerge from the bathroom ready for bed dressed in Chris’ shirt, you find him sitting on the edge of his bed, back facing you.
He’s quiet, shoulders slumped in his muscle tee and staring at the wall. He seems peaceful but also pensive. It’s at this moment that it hits you how deeply you care for him. It’s not like you weren’t aware before, but seeing him so vulnerable and private is bringing up feelings you didn’t know you had. The man sitting with his back facing you is not Bang Chan, star and leader of Stray Kids, he’s not even Chris, the man you have a hopeless crush on.
He’s human, entirely human. He’s vulnerable, weak, and alone as all humans are. You’ve played up this image of him in your head for so long that you forgot who he was at his core. He has seemed so big to you, so unattainable and perfect that you forgot who he truly was. Just like you, a person at his core. 
You step towards him and sit down beside him on the bed, the warmth of his thigh invading yours. The moment your skin makes contact with his he slumps over to the side, lying a heavy head on your shoulder. Although no words are spoken, you know exactly what he’s communicating. You lift your hand closest to him and rest it on the back of his head, petting his hair down in response. He sinks deeper into you, his shoulders relaxing at the comforting contact. Your heart leaps out of your chest painfully and you bite your lower lip and squeeze your eyes shut as you feel the telltale warm sting in the corner of your eyes that you’re about to cry. Chris’ hand finds your thigh and his thumb moves back and forth slowly over your skin only expanding the emotions you’re feeling. 
You aren’t sure how long you sit there with him in meditative silence, but it’s not before long that you notice his frequent yawning. With a chuckle, you move your shoulder a bit to urge him to sit up. He whines as you stand to face him.
“Let’s get you to bed.” You say and he pouts a childish frown and shakes his head no which makes you laugh. 
“I haven’t gotten to tell you how good you look in my shirt yet!” He says, eyes widening while giving you a once over.
“Oh, well, you just did.” You quip, nudging him with your hip as you move to pull back the covers on his bed. 
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You’ve been lying in bed for what feels like hours awake by the constant flittering thoughts of the man resting in bed 10 feet away from you. He’s here, he’s actually here and yet you’ve never felt further from him than now. The intimacy of the moment you two shared before bed has not left your mind since your head hit the stiff pillow below you. 
Fuck it, you decide as you slip out of bed and make the 2 step journey over to his. Chris feels the bed dip beside him and the chilly night air kisses his skin when you lift the covers. Slowly, you move to lie your head down on his chest, a palm on his bare peck and an ear to his collarbone.
“Y/N?” His arm out of instinct wraps around your middle and pulls you flush to his side.
You hush him before replying with a muffled, “Just let me be close to you.” 
He has no response, lying stiff while your hair tickles his nose.
Feeling his stiffness, you grow embarrassed. Maybe you read the goodnight hug the wrong way, maybe you’ve been reading the entire night the wrong way. So you cower, lifting your head off his chest to look up at him. “Do you want me to leave?”
He doesn’t respond right away, still in shock that you’re here, surprised by how much holding you in his arms feels right. You feel a bit silly now that you’ve actually followed your desires, but there’s something about being so close to him that feels so right you don’t have the bandwidth to be embarrassed. 
“I-” he says, his hands traveling up your back, palms flat against your skin pulling you closer. His eyes dart between your two, reading the desperation and love swirling around in your eyes. 
Before you know it, he’s kissing you. Rules and fears be damned, he needs you. He can’t go home with the regret of not doing something to show you how he feels for you.  
You respond as quickly as your brain will allow you to, immediate alarms going off that you may be dreaming setting your reaction time back a millisecond or two only to be awoken by the force of his lips against yours grows stronger in him kissing you harder, begging for you to reciprocate. Your eyes flutter shut as you move your lips against his, a move greatly appreciated by him as he responds to pull you in closer, kiss you harder than you thought possible. A groan slips out of his throat when your tongue penetrates his lips, swirling  delicately with his. Your kiss is exactly what Chris had always imagined it to be: gentle and passionate, a desperate oasis in a desert. 
His hands light fire as they trail down your body to find their home at your hips, squeezing and rocking you onto him in a straddle. Your ass makes its home on his thighs, saving the main course for later. For now all you want to do is taste his lips and revel in the feeling of finally arriving at the destination you’ve been dreaming of for months. You feel on top of the world with how he’s kissing you with so much yearning like he’s been waiting his whole life to be here under you. 
His mouth trails down your neck and your hand flies up to rake in his hair to encourage him to continue. He leaves multiple sloppy wet kisses in his wake and a couple love bites too. He spends an extra long time marking near your carotid artery, growing obsessed with the feeling of your wildly beating heartbeat against his lips. 
Once he reaches near the bottom of your throat, he chuckles before saying, “It’s so weird, you smell like me.” He says into the neckline of his shirt between kisses.
“I don’t smell like you, your shirt smells like you.” You quip back at him, scratching his scalp and lightly tugging when he finds your sweet spot.
He leans back, a disbelieving look on his face, “Duh.” he laughs.
You shrug, hands leaving his shoulders to find the bottom of your shirt to take it off swiftly and throw across the room.
If his eyes were wide before, they’re as big as saucers now as he stares in shock at your exposed chest.
“Better?” You flirt, hands moving back up to intertwine behind his head.
He leans in at that moment to press a tentative gentle kiss to your chest, “Much better.”
He re-embarks on his journey of kisses down your body as one hand flirts its way up your stomach to grab your breast whole, your nipple immediately hardening at the contact from his icy hands. You flinch back and Chris smirks into the top of your right breast,
“Sorry, cold hands.” He says with a squeeze to your left breast.
“You’ll just have to do something else to warm them up then, huh.” You say between loud pants, anticipating Chris’ arrival at your nipple with too much excitement.
Chris’ mouth moves down quickly to your nipple to leave an open mouthed wet kiss before sucking your nipple into his mouth to flick the hardened tip with his tongue. Your jaw falls slack and a moan erupts from your throat. Chris uses the opportunity of your distraction to snake a free hand down to your ass, giving a tight squeeze. 
“Something like that?” He flirts, smirk on his lips as he moves his mouth's attention over to your other breast, leaving his hand on your ass, roaming back and forth in a pet, squeezing often to ground himself. He grows tired of playing it safe quickly, the arm that was on your ass moving to grip around your waist to hold you as he flips you over onto your back. He thinks you look the most beautiful like this, hair splayed all over his pillowcase, topless and with eyes filled with a ferocity he’s never seen from you before but is eager to investigate.
Your hands quickly find the bottom of his muscle tee, pulling the item off of his shoulders and over his head in record speed. He kisses you again as your hands explore the rigid expanse of his torso, trailing the tip of your fingers between the valleys of his abdominal muscles. His own hands have a mission of their own complete as the arm he’s not using to hold himself up tickles  down between the valley of your breasts, over your navel and finally to land on your inner right thigh, teasing the side of his pinky finger over your already aroused center. You moan his name when his pinky finger swipes up over the valley of your labia. 
“Pl-please.” you moan, pushing your chest up into his, teeth gnawing on your lower lip, hips rolling up in the process in an attempt to get friction from his hand. He just stares in awe at your beauty, unbelievably excited that he’s here experiencing this with you. He sits up on his heels now to slowly draw your shorts off your hips and down your legs. He moves torturously slow, wanting to savor as much of this moment as possible. Once your shorts are long gone and you are fully exposed to him lying on the bed, he loses all sense of self control, one hand flying up to stroke your thigh while the other moves directly to your center, using his 2 first fingers to spread your lips apart. With your lower lip between your teeth you watch him take care of you, admiring you for all that you are in front of him. 
In a move you weren’t expecting, his hands chase over to your calf, lifting your leg to be at eye level for him, placing a delicate kiss to the spot just above your inner knee. You can practically feel your heartbeat at your core by how desperate you are for him to just do something. His kisses are slow and delicate as he moves up your leg getting closer and closer to the ultimate prize. Each time he stops to lick and suck you whine, urging him on forward.
He finally places a delicate kiss to your cloaked clitoris, earning a loud moan of his name out of you. He sticks his tongue out to lick a wide strip up over your clitoris, pushing back the hood in the process to give the direct stimulation you need to make your mouth water. One of your hands is grounded in his hair, the other on your breast tweaking with your own nipple as he does his work.
“F-fuck.” you exclaim, hand on his hair tightening their grip as your legs tighten around Chris’ shoulders when he delivers a powerful suck to your clit, tongue moving forward in the act to flick at your exposed nub. 
“Again?” He teases, the vibration of his words against your center feeling deliciously satisfying.
He doesn’t wait for your answer, sucking your nub into his mouth one more time and pressing the tip of his pointed tongue into the nub in a nearly orgasm-causing explosion of ecstasy. 
When his tongue trails down to your leaking entrance, you pull on his hair to bring him back up to face level with you for a heated kiss.  His free hand is busy underneath your kiss as he slips a hand into his shorts and boxers to pump himself a few times to ensure he’s ready. He breaks the kiss only to sit up on his knees between yours and wiggle the basketball shorts down his hips. He stops for a moment right before his dick springs out to admire your expression, totally zeroed in on his crotch with wanting eyes.
When his shorts are finally down his legs you reach out to wrap a hand around the base of his cock, earning you your first moan of his for the evening and his head flying back to stare at the ceiling, your hands tightening in an experimental squeeze before pumping him up and down a couple strokes, thumb pressing harder into the sensitive spot right below the head each time you come up. Soon enough his hand is swatting you away and he’s leaning over you again, cock lightly touching your clit as he kisses you.
“I don’t have a condom,” he says into your lips, rocking his hips slightly forward to offer you stimulation on your clit from his hard head.
“I don’t care, I just want you.” You say against his mouth and he groans, quickly lining up the head of his cock to your entrance and pushing in slowly. You both disconnect your kiss to throw your heads back in earth shattering moans. His shoulders move in a shiver at the sudden stimulation, moving out to rock back into you gently again. Your hands find purchase on his shoulders as you moan into his mouth as he fucks you deep and slow, fully inside of you at each stroke. His cock hits a new angle when your walls tighten around him and you let out a loud yelp, eyes squeezing shut. He smirks at your reaction, shifting his knee to redirect his cock to hit that spot again, again, and again.
“Holy fuck, Chris.” you say into his neck, pulling him down to rest his upper body weight on his forearm near the side of your head. 
He responds with a sharp breath in your ear before picking up his pace to fuck you faster into the mattress. His free hand comes up between your bodies and grabs one of your breasts, squeezing the nipple between his first 2 fingers, drawing another moan out of you. 
“Fuck,” he says, digging his knees deepeer into the mattress for more leverage to fuck into your harder and faster. 
“That’s it Chris, holy shit.” you moan, hand flying up to his hair to grip at his short locks. 
He lets out a loud moan at your tug on his hair, hips stuttering for a moment at the new wave of pressure that came over him. That urges you to grip tighter and tug again, his hand tightening around your breast in response.
“I-Chris,” You moan after a particularly satisfying stroke  and he nods in understanding, picking up his stroke pace once more.
“Me too.” He says and you use your hand in his hair to pull him down to kiss you as you both reach your highs with spotty vision and unbelievably sincere moans. He continues to rock into you until his cock is too soft to continue to help you both ride out your highs to the full finale. 
Once he pulls out he falls on top of you, head on your chest with an oof. You two remain there for a moment catching your breaths slowing down your heavily beating hearts. Your hand that was previously pulling on Chris’s hair loosens its grip, stroking the back of his head with gentleness as you bask in the afterglow realization of what had just happened. 
He’s the first to open a conversation with a simple, “Wow.” followed by laughter on both ends.
“Yeah,” you sigh dreamily, “Wow.” you mimic him, beginning another fit of laughter to break out between you. 
“Were you- uh- were you planning for that to happen?” He says after resting his chin on your shoulder to look into your eyes.
With a soft smile on your face you answer honestly, “Nope.” you giggle and he matches your smile back to you. 
“Me neither,” he says, draping an arm across your exposed waist. 
“But,” he says as he turns his head to look once more at your naked body, “I’m not mad about it.” he says in a high pitched tone and you laugh again at his antics, truly feeling on cloud nine. He could say anything to you and you’d probably find it endearing enough to giggle at. That’s how happy you are right now.
His hand moves down to your thigh, squeezing a couple times and splitting your legs apart, causing the uncomfortable leak of semen to trickle out of you. 
Noticing the change in your facial expression, he moves his hand back up to your waist to move your face towards him to place a barely-there chaste kiss on your lips. It’s so gentle and sweet that you can’t help the smile on your face growing against his lips. He joins you soon after until you’re both just smiling against each other's lips. He leans back only to nuzzle his nose against yours, causing your nose to crinkle and a giggle to escape from you. He then places a final true kiss to your lips with a contended hum. 
“Why don’t you go wash up, yeah? Then we can talk about what that just meant.” Your eyes widen and you nod, slowly getting up out of bed and padding towards the bathroom with a permanent smile on your face.
Neither of you know much but what you do know is that you two are far from the finish line on your relationship. In fact you’re at the start of the race towards a goal that is very far away and neither of you understand quite yet, but you’re okay with it.
Where you two end is somewhere far away from where you are now, and you couldn’t be happier.
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a/n: the relationship in my life i wrote part 1 based off of has ended up causing me a lot of pain in the time between posting part 1 and 2 so writing this was very difficult. Due to that, I spent much less energy attempting to write something good, more just desiring to write something. I'm sorry it's not the same quality as part 1, I was half desiring to write my own imaginary happy ending, other half just wanting to abandon it and no longer be reminded it ever happened. Thank you for loving part 1 so much, I've never had a taglist this long. It means the world to me
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