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fruiitlins · 9 months

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morning commute

#visdev #visual development #digital art #illustration #fruiitdraws #“why r there no people” there WERE people and then i didnt like it so i took them out ^_^

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townslore · 2 years

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finally warming up to huntlow ... today something just clicked and i love them so much now

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beansprean · 2 years

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sometimes you get diagnosed with ADHD as an adult which finally makes your mom actually listen to what ADHD actually is and that she didn't cure it by making me do 100 jumping jacks as a kid when I got too hyper and then she realizes that she may have it too

And then you both realize that like 70% of the family probably also has adhd and that's why we are all Like That

#adhd #not art #like???? my moms side of the family were always weird to everyone but us #so informal and go with the flow and peppy but cycle through hobbies like toilet paper #never any drama bc we forget that we got mad and just get over it and were generally nice to people #we never learned to set boundaries with other people bc we all had invisible understood nd boundaries #and just didnt ask each other weird questions #like turns out we r just a super nd family???? but it makes sense???#my 2 cousins were diagnosed as kids but they were the only ones that was when adhd was starting to be understood as a childhood disability #but you only got diagnosed if u were getting bad grades etc so me and my sister got overlooked and everyone else was too old #but DEF my granny has combined like me and my mom has hyperactive type and probably my uncle as well #and my great aunt bipolar i wouldnt be surprised if she had comorbidities her daughter idk tho #great grandparents hard to say but i wouldn't be surprised and time will tell with cousins kids #would not be surprised to see some autism in there im sure my sis on the spectrum and i may be too but with adhd its hard to differentiate #anyway this is a v personal post but its kinda crazy to look back and be like huh #thats why the fam dynamic is so different from everyone elses #we dont talk to each other for years but relationships dont deteriorate in our heads so nbd #now my dads side....my dad does have a lot of adhd symptoms as well as his dad #plus Alzheimers runs thru there which has a slight predilection for adhd anyway #why would a bunch of intelligent chatty anxious and kind people choose to live in the middle of nowhere and have silly hobbies #why neurodivergency my friend #ANYWAY the culture shock of moving away from that as a child and my parents remarrying neurotypicals who didnt understand the dynamics #dunno if it was the southern thing or the nt thing but turns out the normal way i always interacted with my parents #was seen by others as deeply disrepectful mean teenager nonsense that should be culled #shout out to the nd kids with nd parents who just spoke to each other like adults and played with each other like kids #this is TOO MANY TAGS thats how u know the vyvanse kicked in #personal

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theworldinclines · 5 months

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your top 15 shows can say a lot about your personality - tagged by @taeminie ily 💞🥰

(im gonna say this isnt in any order bc that stressed me out lmao)

my school president

bad buddy

theory of love

bbc merlin

great british bake-off

beating again/순정에 반하다

it's okay to not be okay/사이코지만 괜찮아

his: koisuru tsumori nante nakatta

i feel you linger in the air

be my favorite

the gifted 2018

gaya sa pelikula

chicago typewriter/시카고 타자기

what we do in the shadows

history3: trapped

i will tag @earthfluuke @punpunsutatta @deshimango @taikanyohou @evan-eddie @panlyv @smileytharn @maggiecheungs and anyone who feels like it 💖💖💖💖💖💖

#im so bad at saying what i like i forget everything ive ever seen before in my entire life LMAOOO #important to note also that the stock music from theory of love was used in cooking crush yesterday #when ten is sewing the glove #and i fucking LOST MY MIND #every time they play it on one of their shows im like THIS IS FOR TOL THIS IS FOR ME #my emotions EXPLOOODEE #btw keep in mind that if we were going favorite couples alone this would be a completely different list HGKJLHGDKJ #also i have millions of opinions on all of these so feel free to send an ask for why i like them or etc byeee #answered #tagged #ali #mutuals #tag game #top shows #OH I FORGOT TO SAY i didnt include show that r currently airing!!!!!! bc of Fairness but in my heart last twilight is on here😙😙#I FORGOT TO TAG PEOPLE GOODBYE

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pcktknife · 1 year

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Back on that damn zoroark wiki page

#sigh. anways #h!zoros are said to have come back to life after death from a harsh environment which for some👏🏾reason👏🏾 i didnt register as a #u!zoro dying and coming back different (probably bc time n history why would the ancestor derive from the descendant) but its not an #ancestor its just a zoroark thats fucked up bc the region its in #additionally i didnt understand why it hated people AND pokemon (and still didnt rlly understand the ppl thing fully) but its cause they #were banished to the icelands by ppl and the pokemon there did not make it any easier so they died and came back from being so fucking Mad #and thats fucked up bc they are chill dogs!!!! so i get it id b mad too displaced by ppl u actively try to avoid and then u die in the only #place ur kinda allowed to be Plus the animals there are being jerks also ?? baneful fox is right #i feel like zoros still have a stigma abt them so i bet under the right conditions a modern zoro w the typing and nature of a hisuian one #is possible and i also wonder where the hisuian ones went cause i assume that ghost types dont die 2x and something w so much anger towards #everything its given the title of spiteful and baneful wouldnt just....go away that is a restless spirit lmao i cant imagine theyd just #move on so i like to think they r maybe just fuckin around in the mountains mostly unseen away from everything and maybe they r killin #things as just an unseen force idk i dont live in the sinnohan mountains #exhale Thats All!!!! known/common knowledge and assumed information but idc cause i wanted to talk anyways!!!#kae.txt

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sunspinecity · 9 months

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i havent wanted to comment on the sandsurge drama bc i think it's insane but like. anyone who says that staff "isn't very communicative" has never played another petsite in their life. Turn back time spend 3 years on neopets and then we'll talk about communication bro..

like there is literally an entire Dev Status Sidebar that shows you what they're saying about whats going on that they update pretty regularly and they do dev updates + stay in contact with their playerbase and closely watch their reactions to updates to see where they messed up and what can be improved on. Like what on planet earth are you talking about. genuinely

the only agreement i will give to communication issue is that the wording on aeq's post regarding the fact that it would be a gem breed took me 7 tries and i still dont get it bc it reads to me as "2nd breed will be treasure, 3rd will be gems"?? which is obv not true. I genuinely can't see what ppl mean by this being a confirmation. but thats not a communication issue it is a Confusing Wording issue. don't complain about communication unless you've played literally any other petsite bc i guarantee you this level of transparency and care you will find in very few other places.

#and before anyone thinks im sucking up to staff. i dont like staff. i will never let myself have anything more than #respect for people i dont know on a day to day basis. they run a company. not my friends. esp not after how the eye genes were treated #fr #flight rising #chimechatter #this is the only thing ill be saying on this or reblogging btw i just got irritated<3 #my only opinions on every other issue ppl have is 1. i think modern gem breeds should be 1200 and ancients should be 600g #i cant put apparel on them why thr hell am i paying yhat much. i have to pay 1kg and then a shitton for a skin if i want one and then pay fo #r gem genes too can you get real with me. but its fine i can grind bc if im not gonna pay up im gonna god damn do it right #its literally fine. and 2. was initially disappointed we didnt get at least an egg bc i love getting eggs but w/e ill jus grind. 2 weeks of #g&g gets u a breed change scroll lmao its whatecer #they gotta make money. it is what it is. i use adblocker because the changing ads are distracting n give me a headache #so i better either put my money where my mouth is or grind it out yk. Whateval #such a nothing burger drama honestly

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oscill4te · 1 month

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Theres an unfinished mini essay about lucien cramp in my drafts rn

#its been sitting there for a few weeks i remember writing so much and getting screenshots from the book for it #lucien is such an interesting protagnoist. basically.. he doesnt fit at all in his family #hes mocked and belittled by all of them actually #he is an activist and critical thinker at a young age and he is shunned by everyone for it; even his teachers #he is very hypervigilant (as seen in the book. makes sense w his brother constantly beating him at random)#he is an overthinker for sure; as seen in the book Twinsani-. oh im just rewriting the draft at this point. lol #txt #i relate to lucien a lot ik i dont talk abt him much but i hate how people say hes an annoying or bad protagonist..#i sometimes wonder if they made lucien that way to mock people like him or if it was genuine #bc in the first book he didnt have much of a personality other than “f e a r”#he was just a quiet bystander mostly but i think in the first book they are a bit younger than in tge show. thats just a headcanon tho #but anyways maybe thats why #i wonder how much of the show was directed by brian wood. obviously many changes were made!!

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thatone-highlighter · 1 year

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What songs have u been thinking of adding to strengths playlist :0 [and the others if u have any you’ve been thinking of for them] Also you could make a streatney+ playlist, just sayin

I have been creating a list of Set It Off songs to put in here, and this is on top of the ones ive already added. I am also just now realising that even tho i associate the band in general with Strength the distribution of songs does Not favour Strength much if at all.

Theres a few of the songs where its just the general vibe or just so much of the song works its hard to pick one section, but i went and grabbed some of my fav sections

Peekaboo; like i mean it LITERALLY says this what do you want from me

Why Not Me?; it feels alot like things a Strength vessel would say. I especially like the bit about „a little voice is shouting get up“

Catch A Break; i mean isnt that such a Witney concept, shes put thru so much bullshit after bullshit and everyone is So mean to her Constantly. And „same tragedy different day“ thinking about Witney,,,, hhnnnggg

Playing With Bad Luck; a very similar idea to Catch A Break because the guy is literally the whole time just talking about how all this bad stuff keeps happening but hes done nothing to deserve any of it, which again, yeah. Man thinking about Witney makes me Feral

Unopened Windows; honestly a streartney song to me but i feel like Witney would be the most nostalgic about it like this. Like hes def the one to look back at it like what-could-have-been the most

Who‘s In Control?; it especially makes me think of Anne at her peak blaming herself for Heart and all that, like „living in fear living afraid/hysterical every day“ TELL me that doesnt remind u of Heart and Anne in ibybf

Me W/O You; it feels vaugely manipulative and vaugely genuine in a way i can only compare to Heart. Plus the whole „theres no me without us“ over-reliance and codependence feels very Heart as well

And i didnt add a part of the song because i cant EXPLAIN it but. Dancing With The Devil in my head just makes me think of Streart. imagining it as like the two of them alternating screaming the lines at eachother, they both see eachother as the counterpart in the song. And this song also lead me to for some reason learning how to draw partner dancing Just so i could draw streart partner dancing and then also went a bit insane about who would be lead dw about it

#i dont know wjat to SAY to you about DWTD it just IS okay i thought it by accident and then Went Insane #maybe in the back of my head i was thinking about sashanne knife dance who knows #its like. a very violent but beautiful dance i think they would have #ANYWAYS SOBBING OVER WITNEY DONT TOUCH ME #admit it and taste of the good life. same sorta idea as liar and no disrepsect thats already on its playlist #i didnt include a ss of it because its the whole thibg but BETTER THAN THIS HEARTNEY REAL PLEASE #i have developed a version of the heartney dynamic in my head that im terrified to talk about because im scared i misinterpreted or am wrong #but yeah better than this is So hearts side to me. them lovibg her but being terrified they didbit wrong and scared her off before they coul #before they could fix it. mmmmmmm tasty mmmm munchy #and ohhh myyy fucking helllllll Different Songs. im feral about that song real #the lyrics r all about like they lived eachother they still live eachother but can they fix it/get along now theyre all so different #none of them are the same people they were the first time round can they even still make it work?#hnnnngggggg insane feral why do these ppl make so so FERAL HHNNNGGGGG eating biting ripping to shreads w/ my teeth rn maiming killing biting #also when i went to find that list i had put anti-hero by taylor swift beneath it and labeled it heart ????#i have not listened to antihero enough to make an educated call on that one but sure okay #Tree Man Posts #asks #wjh #strength #witney #heart #gem playlists #is that a tag i have?? What?? sure

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stupidnaturals · 1 year

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#GAH hate not knowing how ppl feel about me #bc i used to be SUPER close friends w this person like they were ~25% of th reason i came back to my uni town after moving away last summer #and i keep texting them like ' hey we should meet up sometime! ' and they respond ' omg YES 100% i have SO much i need to catch you up on !#unfortunately i am out of town every single day. also so busy. '#and like yeah okay college very busy life very crazy. but how are you out of town every single day and also why have you NEVER reached out #and i saw them in person at target and they seemed genuinely pleased to see me! and also said something like #' we gotta hang out i have so much to tell you!! *ill* message *you* ' in a way that seemed to convey guilt at ^^ all that #but then how in the WORLD do you happen to be driving out of town immediately after the one event i know we'll both be going to???#and also casually gracing over the fact i also mentioned getting dinner beforehand??#also i dont know any reason they wouldnt like me unless its one of those ' im autistic and didnt notice you getting fed up w me '#or if theyre just actually that busy or too anxious to see people or anxious to reach out or fucking whatever #and like even when i saw them at target they told me a bunch of stuff that i dont tthink youd say to a random acquaintance #which if they do still like me makes sense! bc we were super duper close once! but doesnt make sense if they dislike me/want me to go away #like UGH just either ask me to hang out or say yes to a hang out or tell me to fuck off already!!!!#oh and ALSO the one time we DID have plans we didnt set an exact time but they texted me at like 11 and said ok we can hang out now until 2 #or they texted me at 11 and said ' i work at 2 but i dont think thats gonna be a problem also are you okay w hanging w my roomies too '#and i know their roomies so thats fine but i was like ??? WHAT shouldnt be an issue? r you gonna call off to hang out for more than 3 hrs?#or are you gonna friend break up w me so it wont take 3 hours #anyway i was like uhhh shit we didnt set a time so im actually at a tattoo place like an hour away w my roomie?#so we rescheduled for the next day when uh oh they hung out w someone who was exposed to covid so had to cancel again!#i cant think of a single reason they wouldnt like me except that they never did but we had an activity together so they were stuck w me #and they seemed genuinely happy to see me and also seem upset declining plans but like if thats true what the FUCK is happening????#anyway this was a mile long if you e read this far i love u if you have tips feel free to reply or dm me

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yawn-emoji · 2 years

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#who i was march 24 2022 and who i am now are completely different people. i remember crying in caffe reggio to zay sun and adiba because #my dad was in the hospital and we didnt know why and we werent even there to support him and my mom because we had travelled to nyc that #morning. and the whole trip was overshadowed by this sense of grief and fear and horror at what was unfolding back at home while i was #trying to pretend everything was okay and that i was fine. i never cry in public but i cried on the q train while visiting my coworker who #lives in manhattan and then i sobbed in a xi’an famous foods location in manhattan w my brothers because the cheapest and earliest train #home was that night and i had no idea what to do w myself #and when we got home finally we all knew what the diagnosis was but nobody wanted to say it not even the doctors. i dont think anyone used #the actual word cancer to us for months. they cloaked it in such technical terms so as to make it easier to swallow but it was still like.#an elephant in the room yk? nobody told us the stage either but it was a stage iv glioblastoma and i remember going on r/glioblastoma and #just crying reading all the posts abt how difficult this disease is. most projections were six months to a year and a half. a lot of people #even chose not to get treatment because of the high probability that it would make no difference to the prognosis. i have no idea whether we #made the right choice going w chemo or not honestly. only time will tell i guess. inshaAllah this will prove to have been the right choice #idk what im even trying to say now. i just dont reflect a lot on where i was when this started because it’s… almost too painful. i have #given up so much for my dad at this point and i still feel like it’s not enough but also i’ve been trapped by this sickness and i’ve given #up my life to it and idk how to rebuild myself from here. i need to move on w my life but what if these are the last moments w him and i #take those for granted by not staying home to take care of him and spend time w him. again idk what im trying to say here i just have no #idea how we got to this place. it still feels like some insane fever dream that i will suddenly awaken from #seeing pictures of my dad even from 2021 is the hardest thing. i have no idea what happened to that bright funny charismatic loving man. he #is literally a shell of himself at this point and i hate it. it actually turns my stomach sometimes because it all is so wrong #none of this was supposed to happen he was supposed to retire peacefully somewhere tropical in a couple years not get diagnosed w cancer #journal #illness tw

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aquablues-archive · 1 year

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ALSO . OMG STORY FOR FRIENDS THAT DONT FOLLOW MY INSTAGRAM I ALMOST DJDNY MEET HER BC I ACCIDENTALLY GOT IN LINE FOR YHE KESHI CONCERT WITHOUT KNOWING

#THE VENUES R 3 MINUTES APART FROM EACHOTHER #EACH OTHER #AND THE LINE WAS SO LONG I HAD NO IDEA WHERE IT WAS GOIKG #AND IDK WHY I DIDNT THINK TO ASK ANYONE #BUT WE WERE IN LINE FOR LIKE TEN MINUTES #UNTIL WE SAW THE KESHI SIGN #SO WE RAN #AND I HAD NO IDEA WHEN THE MEET N GREET WAS BC I DIDNT GET THE EMAIL THAT APPARENTLY I WAS SUPPOSED TO GET #AND WE ALMOST FIDNT MAKE IT #AND I FELT SO BAD #LIKE YES THERE WERE STILL PEOPLE WAITING TO MEET HER WHEN WE GOT THERE #BUT WE WERE LAST #AND EVERYONE IN LINE WAS TELLING US IT WAS OVER #BUT TO THE GIRL THAT STILL LET US IN #AND THE GUY THAT SAID WE WERE GOOD #I LOVE U #I HOPE U LIVE FANTASTIC LIVES #AND SHE PAYS U A BIG STACK

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noxtivagus · 1 year

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a friend just told me they missed me n my heart just . 🥹🫶🏼

#🌙.rambles #I DONT KNOW WHY I'M #OH NO #while i am soft for a lot of words n phrases n sentiments #this is. the feeling of 'missing' someone is one of the ones that particularly is especially special to me #thinking back earlier on this year.. 2/4 was it?#oh it's been that long n with the way i feel right now i guess i still miss them a bit #maybe not a bit #but they were such a tiny part of my life 🥹 but even so i still miss them #one week was all it took to get attached wtf i guess that's what ppl mean to you when they're there for you in dark times #that was long long ago before the time i started to get more open n all bcs i just reconnected with irls recently then #fuck there are other ppl i associate with the feeling of missing someone but i remember this most keenly right now even if they're #not the person i miss the most #i miss a lot of people huh. thinking of it makes my heart ache a bit but i'm smiling softly w all these precious memories #wish there were more memories but some ppl i've met r long lost in my past #I DIDNT MEAN TO RAMBLE SM BUT I'M REMINISCING NO #that friend back on february tho i remember it was a while since we last talked n #'missed you friend'#i don't know why that touched me so much back then #sometimes one of my irls wld say smth in our server together n she wld occasionally say stuff like #wait is it rlly that weird to see me offline for a long time though 😭#it's not anything personal usually i'm. actually on invisible just to lurk #i don't have any energy.. :')#thinking of it n recently i haven't talked w anyone for.#no sometimes i just think ohh it's been just a few days yk then reflecting i realize it's been weeks then months then #gradually it gets worse n recently i'm drained enough that. while my thoughts r far from it my actions have become more apathetic #i don't have energy i'm sorry #which is why i need to fix myself or smth n go back to normal #but this is. this feels weird this time around smth has changed permanently. there's this feeling in me that's consistently painful but #hollow n it persists even when i'm happy. but i'm fine i'll overcome it too i'll be back to my normal self

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jrueships · 2 years

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why are you snarling sir

#hes letting his inner warriorcats out 😼#Release da Beast 😈😈#he keeps embarrassing me bro #in his piss pants #shoes go hard tho but i think any 'good color especially a lighter or rlly pops in ur face color +white background' looks good on shoes #i used to think shoes with wings on the end were the coolest things ever as a kid but never could afford them #so i stole a strangers cardboard scrap out their garbagecan and made cardboard little shoe wings #and a raccoon tore them off #i forgave it tho #loons shoes!!!#at first i thought jaren was snarling at loon 😭😭😭#when the xxwolfprincessloverofalexxx doesnt win princess wolf at the fullmoon ball #grrrr.... *my eye under my wolf bang starts glowing red* R u n 👹 .#why cant tall people celebrate dunks normally #they always gotta be doin smthin like we didnt see it like of course we saw it youre a 7ft flying object in the air #you dont gotta growl at us 😭#tall skinny white kids who could two hand were the worst i cant believe i have heard the phrase 'im going beastmode' more than once #subjected to its torture #the way klay is just staring at him... radiating a smug aura #manufacturing the 'bum' nickname in his head at that very moment. he acted like he didnt remember who made the tweet...#he knew. i know he knew.#and he probably thinks about this photo happening now and laughs so loud and random it makes the rookies forced on his boat #even more scared of him #jaren doing all this just for ja not to give a shit LMAO #ja pays attention to jaren when he burps and farts but turns away at his greatness #deserved L #ja #jaren #klay #poor loon 😭

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loverboybitch · 2 years

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realizing my brain is possibly wayyyyy more broken than i thought it was haha.//.

#imjustsittinghere #was in the shower just like thinking #about like why im bad at making friends and how i wish i could get closer to people when they think im cool and we could be like bros #cause for some reason [the brain disease probably] i think all the people ive tried to make friends with over my 20s like HATE me #specific example is this group of friends i met pre quarantine that i saw alot and were really cool #and they liked me and my friends and we all got along and chilled and vibed together #but in my head im CONVINCED all these people hate me cause ive been kinda awkward around them a few times lol #even tho everytime ive seen them they come up like hey hows it going!! n try to talk with me #last time i saw one of them at a party right before covid i was about to leave because i thought i was being too weird and anxious and peopl #didnt want me there anymore #and as i was putting my shoes on one of these people was like omg angel give me a kiss as they were walking by #and i did! kissed on the lips just for funsies! but still in my head im like oh u DESPISE me!!!!!! uve never wanted to speak to me ever and #wish i was dead!#and then i be like...evidence of this? i was weird that one time and kinda awkward lol #im just so stupid lol #there are so many people im like FUCK i fucked up my whole chance of being friends with them cause im a weird littel gross guy!#n then they r literally people who love me im just scared of them #worst part is im literally writing this like i know this but i still would be too scared to go to one of their shows again lol

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sanstropfremir · 2 years

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Anon who brought up that I’ve has a Miu Miu ambassador on their team again -

Just wanted to say thanks for your response! I think I’ve only seen the Miu Miu collection either A. In the more sanitized kpop work aka Ive, or in isolated photos on skinny female models in a way that really reminded me of the heydays of Paris Hilton, Christina Aguilera, etc in the early 2000. That period and fashion didn’t make me feel great about myself as a young kid, so it doesn’t leave the best first impression.

But with the context of the full collection and what they were going for, I can appreciate much more what it’s going for in a wider context. I work a corporate job and have to pull out the drab corporate work attire when I go to client sites, so that subversion of corporate work resonates well. I also appreciated some photos of it on not just skinny young female bodies too like it usually is. Still wouldn’t be caught dead wearing any piece of it (as if I could afford it), but your insight helps me at least understand it and accept it for what it is :)

So thank you! And I’m with you on the creepiness of brand ambassadors that are still children. Unfortunately a lot of the child idols are also extremely popular like wonyoung, so it seems like it’s going nowhere which is a shame. I get annoyed sometimes by the level of brand sponsorship of other groups like blackpink sometimes, but at least they’re all grown adults who can make their own decisions.

it's no problem at all!! i totally understand the response to it, which is why i think it's ultimately an ineffective collection outside of its framing device! and if the only way the pieces are effective outside of the framing device is on 'unconventional' models then that's a fundamental flaw in the work as a whole. there's lots to be said about original intention of designers and artists and whether those intentions matter but art is a mix of both that and the audience's interpretation. as artists we are trying to communicate with our work and the effectiveness of that communication should be something that people pay attention to.

and yea kpop has a big luxury branding problem but at least with most idols they're adults that can make their own choices.

#me on my brand hating soapbox again #are you using the piece because it works best with the concept or are you using it bc you want the logo??#skz has a HUGE problem with this and that's why i have beef with the jype stylists #its all very 'new money show off the wealth' and if you cant do it well then dont do it at all #non kpop questions #ive w #the 2000s were traumatic for all of us dont worry. catch me never wearing a low rise anything ever again #low rise skinny jeans were a crime against humanity #i knew the nostalgia cycle for this was gonna suck and i hate being right sometimes #its so fucked that children are popular idols. like i know the kpop fanbase skews young by design but its still so fucked #the industry needs WAY better protection and regulations if they want to keep doing it #obvs not just kpop western media is also very extremely super trash about it too!#text #answers #yoona did a shoot with the exact same outfit as yugo tanako did (the cropt sweater+miniskirt)#and the amount of kpoppies i saw shitting on him on twt bc he wasnt a rail thin girl like #the brains r damaged. critical thinking and artistic understanding missing in action #and it didnt help that the photog for yoona's shoot was TRASH like does no one have eyes #my opinion on fashion is that it isnt just about 'looking good' and i dont think many people share that opinion tragically #anyways.

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yongseungkim · 30 days

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#shes so confsuing to me to the point the other week iw as like can we talk #not about my actual feelings but iw as sitting ther elike hello do u see me as someone close to u?#and like maybe an unfair question to ask but i also think we've gotten to a point where she wouldn't have necessarily lied also like #idk #i was like man im scared ive overestimated how close we are cuz i feel close to u but i have no idea how u feel about me #and she was like yeah id like to think we are close ive told u things ive told few ppl which yeah!#i know that !#i think what was confusing for me too was like her actions and i was like this is a good thing of u but it also feels like #youd do certain things for anyone like things id maybe not #for her closeness she says is more emotional vulnerability than anything so for her sharing things is a sign #rather than doing things for people (?)#her nature is just someone whos very helpful very selfless person to the point where id wish shed think about herself a little more lol #convo was nice tears were shed on both sides but in the end idk if i said what i wanted to say #but also it has left me more confused cuz im like okay if we r close then why do u treat xyz person like this and not me #so funny to cuz she was like she has tiers of favorites not like u know rankings but idk i didnt fully tell her this #but to me her favorites are SO clear like #she tends to stick to whoever she feels closest to in a given group i think so #i started to ask her a bit abt it i was like uhh ik u said that u dont have favs but xyz person feels like ur no.1 and idk how to #really navigate that in a group setting (honestly i cant ever tell if im third wheeling w them like its to THAT extent)#and then xyz person came so the conversation stopped lol #or rather changed haha #rambles #dl

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