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Na Jaemin and the YULE BALL

– Welcome to Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry. You have been sorted into the Gryffindor House, congratulations! –

pairing ϟ hufflpuff!jaemin + gryffindor!y/n

-- word count ϟ 28,367 (what the fuck)

summary ϟ hufflepuff!jaemin flirts his way into gryffindor!y/ns heart even though she thinks he’s the most annoying wizard ever. na jaemin is known as hogwarts’ sleaziest wizard, and y/n is the only witch that won’t put up with it. what will other students think when they see the two step into the yule ball together?

-- includes ϟ classroom fucking, switch!jaemin, switch!y/n, praise kink, fingering, blUe BaLLs, choking, small amount of possessiveness and spanking lmao tw?! obsession, SLIGHT mention of an ED

taglist ϟ @oc-helps + @minthoodie + @sweetjaemss + @yo-dreamrush +@sunflowerhae + @t1huy + @ne0yong + @bababameme + @junglewoos + @hii-yongseul + @angelicshards + @bangctxo + @sunshine-skz + @jenotation + @angelateez + @yousecretly

song : loving is easy by rex orange county

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na jaemin was the most annoying, sleaziest wizard you have ever met in your entire life.

he was the complete, and total opposite of you, so of course you would never get along.

the first time you saw na jaemin, it was the beginning of september. your first year class circled around outside on the training field together, preparing for your first ever flying class.

na jaemin stood out so appallingly. his blonde hair with bright blue bangs pulled all of your attention to the boy. the way it fell so odd against his pale skin and yellow robe. the way his obnoxious laugh rang through the field and had everyone else laughing along with him.

but his confident aura struck you the most. you wondered to yourself how a hufflepuff could just be so outgoing and brave. he seemed to have no worry about sitting on a flying broom for the first time at all, unlike the other hufflepuffs that were in your class. madam hooch was even thoroughly impressed by jaemin, encouraging him more than other students.

you were certain that on this first day of class at wizarding school, na jaemin had everyone captivated by his warm presence, although you personally had other words to describe it.

throughout your years at hogwarts, you had grown into an influential gryffindor, though you do admit that you were a bit moody. other students would prefer the word "bitch" when it came to you, but you didn't really care. you are very stubborn when it comes to your moral compass and you are very passionate when it comes to speaking up about things that you deem right. therefore, being the captain of the debate team suited you perfectly.

jaemin on the other hand, had fallen into some sort of hole in his years at hogwarts. in his early years, he held onto that confident, happy wizard that enjoyed going to class and getting high grades, but later on, all that vanished.

outside of class when jaemin was with his friends, he seemed happy and energetic, but was somehow always drained when he was in class. almost every week he had a detention because of him falling asleep during class. his friends tried to help him with his studies, but he just couldn't care less about it.

jaemin's history with witches at hogwarts was a long story. for some reason unknown to you, girls found him attractive. sure he had a nice smile and warm eyes that you could so easily swim in, but you deemed him to be so far below your ideal standards of men that you could never see a future with him.

jaemin definitely continued to stand out in the school. his hair colour managed to never stay the same for more than two months, he was starting to run out of colours. it ranged from colours like platinum blonde, to neon green, to orange, and now it was a bright, light pink. you could admit that the colour was nice, but since it rested atop his head, you oddly found it off-putting.

jaemin's friend group consisted of five other wizards in your year; jeno the gryffindor, haechan and yangyang the slytherins, renjun the ravenclaw, and shotaro the hufflepuff.

the six wizards all had very different personalities that somehow blended together nicely. though, renjun and haechan frequently bumped heads because of their complete opposite personalities; haechan thrived by partying every night and cheating on his cheater girlfriend, while renjun liked to read and learn about everything that existed in the wizard world.

you knew of all the 00' wizards that were in the friend group, but never spoke to any of them. you might've had a couple day dreams about jeno before but you couldn't help it! being on the quidditch team made jeno so muscular how could you not imagine the way he'd so easily pick you up and thro-...

the 00' wizard friend group were all very close and did borderline everything together. but it was evident that jaemin felt withdrawn from the rest of the group. he liked to be alone sometimes due to his introvertedness but it was so hard to be in a school like hogwarts. he was always tired from the constant buzzing around the school, that's why he practically lived off of muggle coffee. everyone always joked around with him about his coffee addiction, which jaemin could laugh about, but deep down he knew without it he'd be dead asleep at the moment.

jaemin went to majority of haechan's parties. he would laugh and drink giggle water while scoping out for a girl to bring back to his dorm for a couple of hours. he liked girls, and he liked sex with girls, but he didn't like romantic relationships with them.

he liked his independence, his craving for excitement, his impulsiveness that no one - not even himself could control. he blamed these characteristics of himself as to why he could never commit to one girl for a long period of time. he didn't like thinking about the future, only the present and the past. he often found himself lost in his past, thinking about all the little mistakes he made that ball up into one massive mistake that he can't take back.

so, jaemin puts a smile on his face and a flirty personality along with it to cover the dark side of himself. he becomes loud, funny and so self assured that no one would even think that he had so many intrusive thoughts.

this is the side of na jaemin that you find so utterly annoying you'd rather walk across hot stones for the rest of life than be locked into a room with him.

you wish you only knew that side of him.

maybe then, you wouldn't feel so lost now.

you knew that na jaemin liked to flirt with everyone and anything. so when he started to wink at you in your year 7 potions class you didn't think anything of it. you furrowed your eyebrows together in response to his obnoxious wink and carried on focusing on your classwork.

jaemin had seen you around lots of times before, but for some reason in the beginning of your 7th year, he decided to take a shot at adding you to his list of witches he's brought back to his dorm. he knew that you held yourself to high standards and just had to be the best at everything. honestly, he heard you were a bitch. and your centre of attention was your future and school work. but you seemed so fun at parties and charismatic that he thought it would be interesting to see how fast you would cave in to him and moan out his name for everyone to hear.

you liked working in groups, taking lead and following your moral code. you liked hearing your classmates quietly argue about hoping to be on your team in class. you were determined to help people, even if it meant sacrificing your personal time for them. you'd rather be with people than with yourself anyways.

you liked yourself, at least that's what you told yourself.

you liked how you spoke your mind so fiercely, you liked how optimistic you were about your future and made sure to make decisions that would only aide your long term plans. you were courageous and open minded and ok, maybe a little bitchy.

but you liked yourself.

you never knew if na jaemin knew exactly who you were- and you didn't care if he did or didn't. you saw him at parties surrounded by his friends and a couple of girls, you saw him in class and in the halls, and even the odd time in the bleachers of a quidditch match cheering on his friend jeno.

but every time you saw him, you got annoyed.

"would you shut your mouth?" you snapped at him one day in the great hall. jaemin was bent over the ravenclaw table behind you, talking to his ravenclaw friend. his voice was loud enough to break your eardrums and he was a meter away from you. his strong jasmine scented cologne over powered your senses and triggered that lovely speak-your-mind-now-or-else characteristic of you.

the students in the great hall quieted down as jaemin turned around to look at you. his pink hair flopped down into his wide eyes that were filled with shock at the way you spoke to him.

"now why would i do that?" he smirked, his playful personality taking over him.

"because you're so fucking loud i can't hear my friend who is sitting directly beside me."

his ravenclaw friend held back his laugh by covering his mouth with his hand. you recognized his friend when he turned around; he was the smartest wizard of your year and the captain of almost every academic club. he had jet black hair that was pushed out of his face and circular glasses over his eyes. he was a nice boy and you had no idea as to why he hung out with na jaemin and his friends.

"shut it renjun!" jaemin laughed, elbowing his friend, "i am not that loud!"

"sorry, but this time i'm going to have to side with her, you basically yell 24/7." renjun laughed.

jaemin scoffed with a smile, "fine. let's go somewhere else where my yelling will only bother you." jaemin grabbed renjun's arm and pulled him up away from the table, leaving his lunch behind.

renjun mumbled a quick sorry to you as he was rushed out of the great hall by his hufflepuff friend. you rolled your eyes in response and carried on with your own lunch.

"i can't believe you just yelled at jaemin!" ryujin teasingly scolded you.

ryujin was your best friend since year 1. both of you were sorted into gryffindor and you've been inseparable ever since. she was the only person that didn't get on your nerves.

ryujin was pretty and compassionate. students asked ryujin to dates all the time- but she was such a free spirit that she could just never see herself with anyone else. she prided herself with her uniqueness- she always had to be different. so she liked being friends with you.

"who gives a fuck?" you responded, shaking your head at your best friend.

"well he's pretty well liked," ryujin shrugged, "and cute."

"oh god, please tell me you're not a na jaemin stan." you begged, your hand wrapping around her upper arm. ryujin laughed and brushed off your arm.

"of course not! i'm just saying that he's probably never even been yelled at before! literally everyone likes him." ryujin explained, taking a bite of her lunch.

"well, not everyone." you rolled your eyes and pointed at yourself with your fork.

"and why don't you like him, mrs y/l/n?" she inquired, raising an eyebrow.

"because he's loud, cocky and sordid. he has everyone falling for these charms of his that aren't actually charms at all! he's just hot so everyone let's him get away with-"

"so you think he's hot?" ryujin stopped you, a smirk of her own crawling onto her face.

"what? no! i didn't mean it like that! you-"

"what did you mean it like then? you mean his body temperature?"

"yeah exactly! i'm sure his body temperature is so hot with all the stds he's carrying inside of him." both of you bursted out laughing at your statement. other gryffindors all turned to glare at your volume but were unnoticed by you or ryujin.

"but seriously," ryujin said, "i don't think he's that bad."

"please ryujin, he's the worst."

the winking at you in class was harmless, but annoying.

the "good morning y/nnnnn"'s were obnoxious but the silent treatment worked well enough.

it was the dedicating of spells that really got to you.

"since we've been practicing ascendio, would anyone like to volunteer to demonstrate it to the class?" professor flitwick asked the year 7s. immediately jaemin's hand went up into the air. "ah, mr na, please come to the front of the yard."

jaemin walked up the herringbone courtyard floor and stood proudly in front of the class. he lifted his wand up and out of his hufflepuff robe's sleeve.

"this one's for y/l/n y/n!" jaemin stated, "ascendio!"

the ground beneath jaemin promptly raised high above you into the air, with jaemin balancing on top. the whole ground shook violently with it's movements. the noise from it rang out into the forbidden forest that only one slytherin witch has dared to go into before. when the tall herringbone tower stalled, the silence made your ears chime before other students started to whisper around you.

"very well done mr na! 10 points to hufflepuff!" professor flitwick announced in a cheery tone.

"how do you feel, y/n?" ryujin nudged you from the beside with a grin.

"i think i'm gonna be sick." you retorted, placing a hand on your stomach as you tilted your head up to see the wizard atop the counterfeit tower. jaemin had a confident smile on his face as he looked down at you, his pink hair slightly blowing from the breeze. you rolled your eyes at him and turned with the rest of your class to go back inside.

jaemin's flirting increased within the week.

he'd open classroom doors for you, tap your shoulder on the right only for him to be on your left, and even blew steam hearts at you made from his potion in class.

it wasn't until friday when you both attended haechan's first party of the school year that you spoke to one another.

you weren't surprised when you saw the hufflepuff wizard standing at the front of the room near the dj platform. his pink hair was gelled back away from his face. he wore a yellow shirt that had a black collar and seams of the shirt sleeves with black jeans. he looked alright you supposed.

you were more focused on jeno that stood beside jaemin. jeno's jet black hair hung so nicely around his face that it complimented his facial structure. he wore a gryffindor quidditch tshirt with a white long sleeve underneath, paired with some black jeans. you watched as his lips surrounded the side of the cup he was drinking out of and almost collapsed. you hated the world for allowing lee jeno to be so attractive.

"why is... na jaemin... looking straight at you?" ryujin asked you confused. you almost forgot she was there with you. her question made you look beside the quidditch player you were drooling over and made eye contact with jaemin. his mouth was agape as he exaggeratedly looked between you and jeno.

"oh god." you mumbled to yourself, heat raising to your cheeks as he caught you staring at his friend. jaemin smirked at you from across the room and shook his head patronizingly. "we gotta go."

"what why?" ryujin whined, stopping where she was dancing. "we literally just got here."

"because na jaemin is annoying me." you huffed and began to turn towards the secret entrance to leave.

"well he's coming over here."

you turned your head over your shoulder and sure enough na jaemin was making his way through the sea of dancing students right towards you. he held his giggle water in a red solo cup tightly, making sure not to drop it. you murmured a quick "shit." right before he stood in front of you and ryujin.

"hi ryujin," jaemin smiled making his eyes squint. even in the dark room you could ryujin's rosy cheeks. she responded a shy 'hi' to him, so quiet you could barely hear it over the music. you were utterly confused at your 95%-of-the-time-confident best friend that you missed jaemin talking to you.

"y/n?" he asked, a confused look on his face. "where were you going in such a rush all of a sudden?"

"no where that you need to know." you quirked an eyebrow at him.

"well maybe i could walk with you for a little bit, huh?" jaemin smirked while looking down at you. you never noticed before just how much taller jaemin was compared to you. "you won't mind me taking y/n away from you for a little bit, right ryujin?"

you shook your head no at ryujin from behind jaemin's head.

"yeah sure, that's no problem! have fun!" ryujin replied cheerily, and turned to go further into the crowd. you mentally cursed your best friend for leaving you with some delinquent like na jaemin. you had no idea how you were going to get this parasite away from you as he was starting to come closer to you.

"why're you checking out jeno when you're supposed to be checking out me?" jaemin whispered in your ear.

you felt like the wind was knocked out of you. your chest started to heave jarringly and you felt one hundred degrees hotter in a millisecond. although everyone was too busy dancing, drinking or making out you felt like all attention was suddenly on you.

"what're you talking about, hufflepuff?" you snapped at him, trying to hide your speeding heart race.

"c'mon y/n, it's not like you were trying to hide your complete and obvious staring at my best mate." jaemin teased you, "it made me a little upset though to be honest."

"why would it make you upset?" you asked, glancing up and down at the boy in front of you in disgust.

"because i want those pretty eyes of yours only looking at me."

your jaw dropped.

you didn't know how to react to his response. you knew that jaemin has most likely said that exact statement to about every witch in your year but this feeling of bashfulness eased over you. you looked up at the giggle water filled wizard and noticed how pretty he actual was.

he had full, pink lips that sat so nicely above his chin. his skin looked so soft in the dark lights of the party. his brown eyes that you remembered being so warm scanned your face with a tone of cockiness in them.

"merlin's beard," you gasped and lightly shoved him away from you, "that won't work on me, na jaemin, go find someone else to suck your dick." you rolled your eyes and pushed past people to get to the exit. you heard a corse of people grunting as you pushed them but you didn't care, you had to get away from the hufflepuff wizard that smelt so nice like warm coffee and jasmine.

out in the dark hallway it was silent. the moon shined through the vertical rectangular windows. the atmosphere was so different compared to inside the party. you felt like you had room to breathe and think freely again.

"you seriously can't like jeno though, y/n." a voice said from behind you. you grunted and closed your eyes, trying to calm yourself down because of the annoying presence behind you.

"and why can't i?" you asked and turned around to face jaemin. his pink hair stood out in the moonlight lit hall. his face held a teasing expression, but his tone was so serious when he spoke.

"well because one," he started walking closer to you, "he's already interested in some slytherin bitch in the year below us, and two," he was right up against you now, backing you closer into the support pole near the windows," i want you."

you scoffed at him.

"jaemin, seriously. you're obviously just upset that someone would rather fuck your best mate than you, so go back into the party and find someone else because i," you poked into his chest with your pointer finger to emphasize your words, "am not, interested."

jaemin laughed at you, not moving away from you. the moonlight now perfectly shined onto his face through the window. you could see your reflection in his eyes as he looked down at you. his coffee and jasmine scent didn't leave as he bent his head down closer to your face.

"y/n, seriously," he teased at first, "i don't care who jeno fucks, i care about who you fuck, especially if it's not me."

jaemin didn't know why he was trying so hard to get into your pants. usually if a girl rejected him this much than he'd just move on, but there was something with the way he's caught you staring at his lips too many times to stop his trying all together. you were hot, and stuck up and he just couldn't wait to taste you.

"you're delusional." you shook your head with a laugh, "not everyone wants to fuck you, na jaemin."

"ok but i know that you want to," he responded, his hands coming down onto your waist. "somewhere inside of you, you know that you want me, so just admit that i'm hot y/n." you just couldn't believe that someone had this much cockiness, especially a hufflepuff. you weren't sure who gave this boy the amount of confidence that he had but you were mentally cursing them as jaemin's fingers started to tickle your sides. "c'mon y/n, just tell me i'm hot and i'll stop." he laughed.

you hunched over towards the ground with your eyes closed shut from laughter. his fingers felt relentless as they wouldn't give up tickling you. your stomach was caving in trying to get some air to breathe. "n-no you're n-not!" you managed to reply through your laughing fit.

"what? be honest y/n tell me i'm hot!"

you tried to restrain from admitting that he's hot but you couldn't take his attack anymore. your lungs lost almost all of their air and tears were steaming down your face from laughing so hard. "fine! y-you're hot!" you gave up.

instantly his fingers pulled away from you and his laugh rang through the silent hallway. you stood up and wiped your face from it's tears, your stomach hurting from the fit you were just in. you looked at jaemin and a small smile rested on his lips as he watched you try to calm yourself down. jaemin liked your laugh. he thought it contrasted your personality so well. it was happy and cheerful while you were so intense and condescending.

"i told you, you thought i was hot!" jaemin said, nudging your shoulder. "now how about you come back to my dorm with me?"

your smile dropped and was replaced with disgust, "in your dreams, jaemin."

"oh trust me, you'll be in my dreams," he smirked and starting walking backwards down the hall, "especially with that dreadful laugh of yours."

you gasped at his insult with a grin, "oh shut up!"

"see you around y/n." he laughed and turned away from you, walking down a different hall.

you stood in the hallway with an odd smile on your face and na jaemin's scent on you. you were trying to sort out your thoughts towards the actions that just occurred but was distracted by two slytherin's stumbling out of the party, laughing amidst themselves. you turned to leave the opposite way jaemin did, heading silently towards your dormitory.

when you lied in bed with your feet sore from walking in heels for a couple of hours, you understood how you were feeling;

na jaemin was annoying, but cute, and you couldn't believe that you were thinking about kissing his rose lips.

just as you started mentally agreeing with yourself and everyone else that jaemin was attractive, his annoyance started being ten times more obnoxious.

every time you answered a question in potions class, jaemin would have to argue with your response. it wasn't just annoying, but it was embarrassing as everyone in the class started to question your intelligence as well. you had no idea as to why jaemin had to inquire all your responses and examine them fully in front of everyone but you started to think he just liked seeing you angry.

"what colour does a shrinking potion have to be?" professor snape asked in a monotonous voice.

immediately your hand shot up to respond. when snape nodded at you, you stated, "an acid green colour."

"correct y/l/n." snape responded with no evident delightfulness that you got the answer right.

"but sir," jaemin interrupted causing snape to huff before turning his attention to the hufflepuff boy, "why is it an acid green. i mean, why can't it be forest green? or a grass green? or is just any shade of green correct for a shrinking potion?"

you narrowed your eyes at jaemin from across the room. you couldn't believe he would ask such a stupid ques-

"well, i suppose it doesn't have to be acid green, it could very well be a lime green." snape responded, "though if you mention anymore adjectives to describe a colour i will have to send you to first year art class."

students had to muffle their laughs at snape's statement, but still they all glanced at you as you were proven to not be 100% correct yet again because of na jaemin.

you glared over at jaemin for causing unwanted attention to yourself but he just winked in response.

situations like this happened in all of the classes you shared with jaemin. you think you liked it better when you weren't sure if jaemin knew who you were or not because the irritation he was causing you to feel made you not want to come to class anymore.

after your shared history of magic class with jaemin and him proving to the class that you were yet (kinda of!) wrong about the life of emeric the evil you decided to have a quick chat with him. he exited the class before you, but his bright pink hair made it easy for you to find him in the crowd of magic filled students. you walked faster to catch up with him, pulling on the back of his robe and bringing him into a vacant hallway before pushing him into a closet and closing the door.

"merlin's beard, y/n!" jaemin gasped as he turned around in the dim closet, "what are you doing?"

you looked up at him in the small closet, you were almost touching chest to chest because of the lack of room. "what is your problem, na jaemin?"

"literally what are you talking about? you're the one who just dragged me into a bloody closet!"

you huffed before continuing, "do you know how hard it is to have a class with you! all you do is show to everyone how unintelligent i am! can't you ever just shut up and let me answer a question right! even the professors have been double checking my classwork because of you!"

there was a moment of silence between you two before jaemin started laughing.

"y/n, i'm just joking around when i do that! plus, it's fun to show to everyone how wrong you can be sometimes! you can't always be right." he spoke, bending his neck slightly to look down at you. "it's okay to be wrong sometimes." his face got closer to yours as he met your eyes. he thought your eyes were the most beautiful ones he'd ever seen and he didn't know how he never noticed you sooner.

his words made you angrier inside, "gods, shut up!" you groaned.

his right hand come to rest on the closet wall behind your head, his arm blocking you in to stay closer to him now. "why don't you make me?"

"did you even hear what i said? i am upset with you!" you argued, trying to ignore his statement but your heart was slowly picking up it's pace as you watched jaemin's tongue wet his bottom lip as he scanned your face.

"okay, i'm sorry, i was trying to teach you a lesson." jaemin whispered as if someone else could hear him in the dim closet. "why don't you teach me one now?"

you gulped as you tried to maintain eye contact with him. even in this almost damp closet that smelt like cleaning chemicals, na jaemin seemed to look so pretty.

when you didn't respond after a moment, jaemin's other hand came up to brush your bangs out of your face so you could see him even more clearly, "c'mon y/n, don't you wanna boss me around for a bit?"

"no, i want you to shut up for once."

jaemin smirked at your response as he backed his head away from yours a little, "show me how, then. or are you scar-"

you cut jaemin off by pressing your lips to his. the lips you thought of kissing for more than a week. even when he was correcting you in class, every time you glanced over at him you imagined them crawling their way up your neck. you didn't understand how lips like his could help create such annoying words.

you were finally getting what you wanted for so long - for na jaemin to shut up and to just kiss you.

you pulled away from jaemin before smirking up at the taller boy, "get on your knees." he grinned back at you as he obeyed. your head moving from looking up to down as he sunk down to the floor.

"lift up my skirt." you stated down at the hufflepuff. instantly his slender fingers made their way up your legs to the bottom hem of your plaid red and gray skirt. jaemin pushed it up so it bunched at your waist. his tongue darted out to wet his lower lip as he became eye level with your clothed heat. he reached up and barely touched the top of your panties to pull them down before you backed away your hips out of his reach. "i didn't say you could take off my underwear did i?"

he shook his head no and pulled his head farther away from your core.

"use one finger to tease me over the cloth first." you said with an obvious tone in your first. he opened his mouth to say something, it was evident that he was about to respond with a snarky comment but you reminded him, "i didn't say you could speak either, right." he shut his mouth and nodded up at you.

jaemin reached his index finger to trace over your clothed cunt. your black panties still held the evidence of how turned on you were by having the boy on his knees for you as they were already damp. jaemin internally moaned at the juices you were leaking because of him.

just the feeling of his finger lightly rubbing over your panties made you excited. you always imagined that if you ever actually got the chance to hook up with one of the popular '00 line wizards that it would be jeno, but while you're here with jaemin you can't focus on anyone else.

jaemin's face leant in closer to your heat as he continued slowly tracing, his breath felt warm against your skin that you had to stop teasing yourself and just feel him.

"take off my panties now." you gave another demand to him. eagerly, jaemin pulled down your underwear with both of his hands until they pooled loosely at your ankles. you leant back against the wall with your hips pushed outward to his face. you watched as jaemin's jaw slightly dropped open as he stared at your exposed skin. he couldn't believe that he got the toughest witch in his year to allow him to undress her, even if it was only your lower half.

"do you want to see how i taste?" you asked from above him, your voice lower than usual as you watched him nod a yes to you. "use your words."

"yes, i wanna know how you taste so bad, you already look so pretty y/n." jaemin responded with a desperate tone.

"do you think you can get me to cum like that, jaem?" you asked, your hand coming down to brush his pink bangs out of his eyes.

"yes, i know i can."

the confidence in his response didn't surprise you at all, though it did excite you further.

"ok, you can use your tongue then."

jaemin's mouth instantly latched onto your hardened clit, sucking it into his mouth. you tasted so nice on his tongue, better than he suspected. you were sweet like honey, the complete opposite of your everyday personality.

your grip on his hair became tighter as you tried to hold in your sighs of pleasure. there was no way that you would allow for na jaemin to know just how good he was making you feel after mere seconds of starting. you leaned your hips further upwards so he could get more access to your core.

jaemin moved his mouth further down your heat to your hole, his nose still putting pressure on your clit. his hands came up to rest on your thighs to keep your skirt up. the tip of his tongue circled your hole and he let out an airy moan into your core as he could smell you so clearly now; the perfect mixture of vanilla and honey.

as he continued to make you feel good, you couldn't help but let out a little moan. you could feel jaemin smirk into your core at your sound. his fingers dug into your thighs slightly as he acknowledged it.

"shut up." you moaned freely now, your head leaning back onto the wall behind you, closing your eyes to enjoy his pleasure more.

"i didn't say anything." jaemin mumbled into you, the vibrations from his voice adding more to your pleasure, making your knees buckle a little underneath you.

"fuck- you don't have to, i know what you're thinking." you responded before another moan could escape you so quickly.

"what? that you're so fucking hot?"

you laughed quietly, still so focused on the way his tongue moved around your core so well. he moved his tongue back and forth over your clit before alternating to circle your clit quickly. you felt his salvia and your juices mix together and drip down your thighs. his breath continued to warm your skin as you got closer to your high. e

the more he felt your thighs tremble under his palms, the more turned on he got. his muscle did heavy work on your cunt as he kept your legs pushed apart.

jaemin always loved the idea of giving oral to a girl, but there was something about you that even when you did cum, he wasn't sure that he wanted to stop. he felt like he could die happily with his tongue in your pussy. the thought of you being so sensitive after him making you cum several times with his tongue turns him on so much. the way your nose is scrunched up in pleasure as you looked down at him with his tongue speeding up on your clit. your cheeks were blushed as he continued to tongue fuck you senseless.

jaemin pulls away from you for a second to gather spit in his mouth before returning to lather your pussy up more with it. his tongue moved so quickly and firm.

his sensations were beginning to be too much for you and soon enough you will break over him, unable to contain your moans.

when it finally hits you, your hips push harder down onto jaemin's lips that you think about kissing so much. a loud drawl of him name slipped from your own which went straight to his ego. jaemin sucks on your clit harshly to work you through your orgasm while flicking his tongue on your bud over and over again.

when he doesn't pull away after you're down you gently push his head away from you.

you look down at the boy at your feet with a smirk, unable to hide your happiness after hitting your high so hard. your chest was heaving as you tried to calm down.

jaemin sat on his knees still with your juices all over his mouth and chin. his pink hair was slightly dampened on his forehead and ruffled from your grip on it. his warm eyes looked up at you with lust in them. through his black pants you could see how hard he was, and it made you happy that you made him that turned on.

"i told you i could make you cum." jaemin spoke with a grin. your haziness left you instantly at his words, his annoying self returning.

"yeah, whatever." you replied, bending down to pull your panties back up and your skirt back down neatly.

"what're you doing?" jaemin asked, his eyebrows narrowing.

"what do you mean? period four is going to begin soon, i've got to go."

jaemin stood up instantly, "so what? you're just going to leave me like this?" he asked, festering down to the bulge in his pants. you looked down and was so tempted to just forget potions class for a second, but you controlled yourself.

"yeah." you confirmed with a stern nod, "you said to teach you a lesson right?" you opened the closet door and winked at him before you closed it, leaving the boy standing there with his jaw dropped open and a hard on pushing against his pants.

lee jeno was looking extra cute today which made you stare at him more which then made jaemin more mad.

potions class was more interesting for you because of your classmates. the '00 line wizards and ryujin were all apart of your class. snape would always get easily irritated at the loud '00 boys, but always ignore you and ryujin.

"why was na jaemin late to my muggle studies class that i share with him? he looked awfully sweaty too." ryujin whispered from beside you, taking a break from studying the ingredients needed for an amortentia potion.

you tensed at her question. "how the fuck would i know, ryujin?"

"mmh, maybe because a lot of students saw you drag him down the far west hall right after third period." ryujin responded with a tilt of her head.

"oh. that's weird, i don't remember doing that." you responded, your tone a little higher as you tried to lie your way out of it.

"my gods y/n! you fucked na jaemin didn't you!" ryujion accused with a point of her finger.

"shhh! do you want the whole class to hear you!" you shushed her, looking around anxiously. thankfully no one heard you, or maybe they did and they just didn't care, you weren't sure.

"so you did fuck him?" ryujin continued, her mouth agape.

"no! i didn't"

"then why does he keep staring at you?"

you looked across the classroom to where the '00 line wizards usually sat, and of course, jaemin was staring right at you. he was leaning onto his table with one arm, prominent veins travelled down his arm as he flexed it to hold himself up. it was now jaemin's turn to give you an annoyed glare instead of you. he rolled his eyes before continuing to work on his potion alone. the other five '00 wizards were all working together cheerfully.

"i think he's mad at me." you told ryujin cautiously.

"but why?"

"because i didn't fuck him."

"so what did you do then."

"just... some stuff." you shrugged as you turned to look back at your best friend. "nothing like fucking."

"okay... so do you like him now then?"

you dropped the large ingredients book on the floor at her question, making everyone in the class jump from the sudden, loud noise.

"is there a problem, y/l/n?" professor snape asked you from the front of the class.

"no, sir."

"oh but there is," he replied, "my ingredients book is on the floor! pick it up."

you hurriedly bent down and picked up the large book and put it on the table. snape had turned away from you again, but quiet chuckles were heard as he reprimanded you in front of everyone. you weren't surprised when you looked over and saw jaemin smiling to himself because of it.

"gods ryujin, no, i don't like him." you whispered to her, finding your page in the book again sheepishly.

"so, it's just a sex thing?"

"no! it's not even that, it's done now, it's whatever." you tried to finish the conversation about your relationship with the hufflepuff but ryujin could never just let anything go.

"what if you end up liking him?'

"i won't! jeez ryujin that's enough okay?"

"okay..." ryujin said quietly, flipping the pages in her own ingredients book for a moment, "but one more question." you sighed and looked at her.

"why are you so sure you won't? like what's so bad about him."

you looked over at the pink haired wizard as you thought about why you and him would never work out before coming to a conclusion, "because, he is no where near the ideal man that i want and i will not settle for anything less of it. i want to feel that special spark with someone and i do not feel it with na jaemin."

ryujin nodded at your words, silence coming over the two of you again as you focused on your class work.

"you never know y/n, maybe he is your ideal man and you just don't know it yet, you barely even know him." ryujin spoke quietly again.

"i know him enough to know how he is way too charming and overly competitive for my liking, he is too unpredictable for my long term plans, ryujin."

ryujin shrugged and finally let the topic of na jaemin end, but now only leaving you with thoughts of how having the hufflepuff in your future wouldn't be so awful. though at this point in time, with jaemin glaring at you from beside his best friends, you weren't sure if having him in your future was even an option.

you soon found out that having na jaemin mad at you was more annoying than having him flirt obnoxiously with you.

the end of your last september at hogwarts was approaching and decorations for halloween were being put up in the castle. it had been a week since you pulled jaemin into the small closet, and a week since you last spoke.

you saw him when you always did like before you became acquainted with one other; drinking giggle water at haechan's party surrounded by witches, sleeping through your shared classes and cheering on jeno at his quidditch games.

you and jaemin were both so stubborn. he didn't want to talk to you so easily after you left him and you refused to come down off of your high-horse because it would show that you were upset with how he was annoyed at you.

you tried to distract yourself from thoughts of jaemin by studying or even thinking of jeno instead. but your mind always drifted from the muscular gryffindor to the always-changing-hair-colour hufflepuff.

when professor snape asked you to stay behind and finish organizing the ingredients on the shelves, you sighed but had no other option than to agree to it. the dark classroom that held multiple shelves that had already collected dust within the first month of school returning awaited your hands and cleaning supplies.

snape offered a nod to you when he left the classroom, leaving you alone with the shelves.

until the classroom door reopened.

you didn't bother looking up as you figured it was just a student who forgot their textbook or wand, but was turned in surprised when the person grabbed your left shoulder and quickly spun you around to face them.

"what the-" you gasped out in surprise, mentally preparing yourself to pull out your wand just in case.

you eased when you realized that it was just jaemin. "what are you doing, jaemin?"

"i want to talk." he spoke seriously, no teasing tone in his voice for once. his lips held no annoying smirk as he looked at you. your eyes made his heart pick up pace, but he tried to ignore the urge to stare so deeply in them that he'd drown.

"about what?"

"about, you know," jaemin shrugged, "me eating you out."

the wind was blown out of you because of na jaemin once again.

"merlin's beard! we don't have to talk about that at all!" you tried not to stammer, and focused on organizing the shelves once again.

"seriously y/n?"

"seriously jaemin."

jaemin huffed in annoyance from behind you.

"i don't know why you're so upset with me jaemin." you continued after a moment of silence, the ingredients on the shelves not releasing any of the weird tension between you two.

"because- ugh." jaemin started, pulling on your arm to face him again, "because literally no girl has ever walked away from me like you before, and it just makes me want you more." you internally tried to sort out how to respond to him. you couldn't tell if this was one of his multiple ways to pick up girls, or if he really meant the words he was saying to you.

truthfully, jaemin didn't know why he was so annoyed with you. he annoyed you everyday and you didn't seem as upset with him as he was with you now. he does know that you've been on his mind a lot recently and everytime he catches you staring at jeno he wants to rip his hair out.

"and why is that suppose to concern me?" you asked cautiously, curious as to where this was going. you didn't understand jaemin and you found out later that you never would.

jaemin stepped closer to you now, so you were in a similar position as you were in in the closet, "because i want you to let me finish this time." he spoke lowly. "i had such a hard time jacking off alone with the taste of you on my tongue."

"this time?" you questioned him with a smirk on your face.

"yeah, i want you to shut me up again."

you knew your past self was hitting you when you reached up and kissed jaemin. he was slow to react, but soon kissed you back at the same, slower pace. his lips felt like the same way they did last time. they were full and addicting.

his hands slid down your sides and rested on your hips, pulling them closer to his. his lips travelled away from yours and down your neck. he stopped right below your ear and started leaving gentle kisses underneath your lobe. the jasmine scent of him was leaving it's traces on your skin.

your hands started travel down his body as well, stopping when you felt his hard bulge. you heard him take a soft inhale as you rubbed over his jeans. jaemin started to walk you backwards until your thighs hit a table behind you. he gestured you to sit up on it for him.

"i just want to feel you, okay? let me finish." jaemin begged to you, a twinkle of desperation in his eye.

"okay." you confirmed at let him take off your panties once again. your skirt bunched at your waist, leaving your core exposed to jaemin. his hands ran down your thighs and wrapped them around his body. you took a deep breath as you looked down to where your bodies were about to connect.

"look at me." jaemin spoke from above you, "you have such pretty eyes." you smiled at his compliment and reached up to kiss him again. it was such an intimate action but you didn't pay it any regard in the moment, only focusing on the sound of jaemin unzipping his pants.

you pulled away and looked down at his hard cock that rested in his pretty hands. the tip was red and already leaking precum. the veins that were protruding made you want to trace them with your tongue. but right now was not the time for it. jaemin just wanted to feel you, and you just wanted to feel good. jaemin gently kissed your forehead when he saw you staring at his dick. your stubborn and condescending facade faded away and was only left with your passionate and altruistic self.

"do you want me to fuck you y/n?" he whispered to you, his cock rubbing over your clit slowly. your thighs felt cold on the table underneath you, but your core felt so warm because of him.

"yes, jaemin, please fuck me." you whined and rolled your hips towards his hard cock. "i want you."

jaemin smirked at your begging, but pushed you back slightly so he could fit inside of you. a sigh left both of your mouths as he sunk into you.

"so fucking wet." jaemin mumbled, mainly to himself as he was in awe in how good you felt around him and he wasn't even all the way in yet. something about you made him feel different, yet so much better than he's ever felt before. he didn't know what it was, but now was not the time for his intrusive thoughts to take over him again.

"you feel so good." you whispered, your already swollen clit throbbed against his pelvis. jaemin started moving his cock out of you, sliding over your sensitive spot so slowly.

his cock stretched you so well with a small burn. jaemin's thumbs rubbed your waist as he tried to calm you down and get used to him more.

when you gave him the ok to move on, jaemin did not hesitate to hold back, especially when a girl like you was wrapped so well around his dick. you fought to hold back your moans when he started again with a hard thrust, your teeth held your bottom lip tightly.

"fuck, why're you so hot?" jaemin groaned as he watched you, one of his hands gripped your hips higher and pulled you closer to him on his dick. his pace slowly sped up with every thrust.

your walls clenched so well around him every time, making his sensitive dick closer to it's high. he focused on fucking into you fast and deep, trying to pleasure you as well.

he's thought about this moment so many times for the past month and now that it was actually happening he felt like he would explode any second. you felt one hundred times better than he imagined, your juices slipped over his dick and your thighs so messily that it turned him on more.

"fuck, jaem, harder, please." you moaned out, trying to reach your high with him. your eyes began too close from the pleasure he was making you feel. jaemin's fingers suddenly wrapped around your neck and gently squeezed, making your closed eyes jolt open.

"i said look at me y/n, i wanna look into your eyes when you cum."

all you could do was nod at him, too lost in the way his hands wrapped so perfectly around your neck.

"do you like it when i choke you y/n?" jaemin asked as he continued to thrust hard into you, liking the way that he was the one who could make you lose your sense of focus for a while. when you moaned out a small yes to him, the thumb from his free hand bent down and started to circle your clit. he rubbed your hard nub hard, making your walls trigger around him further. you started to whine out from the pleasure. "who makes you feel this good, baby?"

his nickname for you made you turned on even more. it was the first time that anyone has ever called you baby before. he released his grip on your neck a little so that you could answer him.

"you jaemin, you feel so good inside of me." you responded out of breathe. your hands curled around the edge of the table to hold yourself up. you were struggling to breathe correctly from the way he was fucking you so good.

"you're so fucking pretty." jaemin mumbled into your shoulder as he lent down to balance himself on you. you whimpered back at him and pressed a kiss to his pink hair, blushing from his compliment and from the way he was so deep inside of you.

your legs that wrapped around him began to feel like jelly, knowing that your high was approaching quickly. "fuck jaemin, you're gonna make me cum."

"cum for me, baby." jaemin groaned out, "i wanna feel you cum around me." his now deep voice was so hot that it urged you to come undone around him. he squeezed your waits as your walls clenched around him for the final time. you held onto his shoulder and the table as high at you could as he fucked deeper into you.

when you began to feel tired and started squirming around him again, you breathed out for him to cum inside of you now.

"fuck y/n, i'm almost there." he grunted lowly, his hips snapping into your wet pussy. you moaned for him, trying to urge him to cum now.

when his hot liquid filled you up, you almost came again from the feeling of being so full. jaemin continued to fuck into you as both of you came down from your highs. he stopped moving so you guys could catch your breaths.

when he pulled out of you, he zipped his now soft dick into his pants before pulling your panties back up your legs. he put your skirt back into place as well before looking up into your eyes.

"well," you started, "i let you finish." jaemin laughed breathlessly at you before backing away from you so you could stand. even though you were now fully dressed, you still felt so exposed. you felt shy for once, and you never felt shy. there was some sort of awkward tension between you two now and you absolutely hated it.

"so now what?" jaemin asked breaking the silence of the classroom.

"you could... help me clean the shelves." you responded, your thumb pointing behind you over your shoulder. jaemin perked up a bit and smiled at you, his eyes forming small slits.

"okay, sure." he nodded and grabbed a damp rag from behind you and got to work. you watched him rearrange ingredients on the shelves for a moment before starting your own work on another shelf. you smiled at him when you caught him staring at you, but you were so internally screaming that you didn't even feel your face move from the smile.

after the awkward shelf cleaning, you and jaemin somehow got over the weird tension between you two, and started having fun with one another. you weren't sure how much "fun" it actually was because it included a lot of playful bickering between you two, but you were happy.

jaemin seemed happy when he was with you, so you never thought to ask if he actually was or not. the way he would always laugh at your jokes or smile when you would tease him all helped form his metaphorical mask.

by the end of october, you learnt that jaemin was very independent when it came to almost everything in his day-to-day life.

when you would study together in the library or in the courtyard, if he didn't understand a question he would absolutely refuse your help even though you knew how to help him. you liked helping people, so you were bit hurt when he would shrug you off so distantly when it came to help.

"what're you going to dress up as for halloween?" jaemin asked as he sat beside you in the library.

the large library had four black, comfy chairs that were huddled together in the far corner, away from the rows of tables that were lined up in the middle of the room.

"mm, i'm not sure yet, what about you?" you asked as you looked up at him from your book that you were reading. he lied back lazily on the chair across from you. his pink hair had faded a bit since he dyed it in late august, but the pink hues still sat on top of his head nicely.

"i'm not exactly sure either." he replied, tapping his fingers on the arm rest of the chair. "but i think you should dress up as something sexy, you know, to catch jeno's eye." he teased.

one of the cons of now being "friends" with na jaemin was his constant teasing of your little crush on his friend. you think he brought the topic up at least four times a week. in the class that you shared with jaemin and jeno, jaemin would always pretend to make out with someone behind jeno's head while looking right at you.

ryujin would also see jaemin's fake make out session and turn to look at you. her face was contoured into a look of disgust and confusion.

"don't even ask." you replied, shaking your head while hearing jaemin laugh from across the classroom.

so when jaemin suggested that you dress up sexy for jeno you weren't really surprised at this point. "my god jaemin, do you ever give it a rest?"

"what? i thought you liked jeno, even if you've never spoke to him before." you dropped your book in your lap and looked up at the hufflepuff boy with an annoyed look.

"you said it yourself, he's into some slytherin witch now."

"yeah that's right, but at least you have my dick." jaemin shrugged pointing down to his crotch. you held back your smile from his statement and started packing your things up. you definitely weren't going to be able to read anymore. "where are you going now?" jaemin asked, sitting up on his chair.

"to my dorm, i'm tired now." you replied easily.

"oh okay," jaemin nodded, "but when were you going to tell me that your best friend is into yangyang?"

you stopped your actions and looked at jaemin again, "huh?"

"yeah, yangyang told me they've like, done stuff together."

"what?"

"and apparently they're going to haechan's halloween party as a date."

"HUH?" you gasped again, you must've looked crazy because jaemin looked taken aback at your volume.

"shhh!" a student from one of the tables behind you shushed you, an angry look on her face. you couldn't even roll your eyes at her because you were so shocked that your best friend basically had a boyfriend and didn't tell you.

"are you serious?" you asked jaemin, your bag hanging lowly from your hand.

"yeah... i thought you would've known." jaemin replied casually.

"well i didn't! i had no clue!" you replied with a tone in your voice. you brushed your hair up and out of your face with your hand, shock still running through your body at the news. "i've got to go." you mumbled quietly, putting your bag over your shoulder now.

"are you okay?" jaemin asked as he watched your usual confident figure melt down into something small.

"yeah... like i said, just tired." you lightly waved your hand as a goodbye to jaemin and left the library. a confused wave of emotions surrounded you as you felt so left out by your best friend. why would she not tell you about something so important in her life?

jaemin watched you leave and felt some sort of guilt because of you. he didn't mean to upset you this time. he wanted to chase after you to see if you were okay, but he knew you; you were tough. you didn't need some sensitive, fake confident hufflepuff chasing after you.

but still, jaemin just wished he was strong enough for you.

the way back to the gryffindor common room felt slow, even though you made it there faster than you normally would. you were just so lost in your thoughts that you lost track of time.

when you walked into the common room, there were some gryffindors sat about and the fireplace was lit. on the far right side of the room, you saw ryujin studying at the table. her short, black hair was pulled back into a messy bun and her shoulders were hunched as she was bent over her textbook.

"hey." you said, uncertain of how you should play this.

"hey!" ryujin smiled when she saw that it was you. "are you okay?" instantly she could feel that something was wrong with you. "here, sit down." she pulled out the chair beside her for her to sit.

you took a deep breath and sat beside your best friend. "so, yangyang?" you asked.

ryujin looked shocked for a second, before her face fell into a subtle frown and nodded.

"when were you gonna tell me? did you even plan on telling me? or was i just supposed to walk into your dorm one day and find you on top of him?" your tone sounded more cold than you intentioned, but you were hurt by ryujin.

ryujin did't get upset with your tone, she knew you, and she cared about you, so she figured that you'd be like this when you found out.

"of course i was going to tell you. i just... didn't want to rush into this with him you know?" ryujin replied softly, twiddling her thumbs.

"rush into things? you're each others dates for haechan's halloween party!" you threw your hands into the air, her words making you more angry at her.

ryujin sighed and continued, "i know, i know, but you're just so condescending sometimes when it comes to students at this school! i didn't want you to push yangyang away because you disapprove of him!"

her words hit you hard, but you didn't disagree. you were very outspoken when it came to your opinions on people and things, opinions that ryujin would have to hear about everyday. you couldn't really blame her for being nervous to bring around someone that you've definitely shared your thoughts on about before. you didn't like yangyang's friends, and you thought that yangyang was a little too loud and energetic at the worst times, but he was alright.

"i'm sorry ryujin," you apologized, "i didn't mean to make you feel like you had to hide these things from me." you looked down at your lap. ryujin grabbed your hands into hers to make you look at her instead. a small smile was on her lips.

"it's ok," she accepted, "i'm sorry too. i didn't have to hide it from you, especially for this long."

"it's ok, i know now and as long as he makes you happy i don't care who you date! i just want the best for you!" ryujin pulled you in for a hug. the two of you may have looked a little odd in the corner of the gryffindor room, hugging so tightly as if you haven't seen each other for decades.

"how'd you find out, anyways?" ryujin asked when she pulled away from you.

"jaemin." you shrugged, rolling your eyes at his name. ryujin then slapped your arm.

"ow!" you gasped with a smile. "what?"

"we're talking about me hiding a boyfriend when you're the one who's hiding one too!" ryujin replied with her mouth agape.

"boyfriend?!" you exclaimed, the rest of the gryffindors int he common room now rolling their eyes at your obvious voice late at night. "na jaemin is not my boyfriend and he never will be." you stated with a firm nod. the gryffindors in the common room all looked each other as they heard you, not really surprised as you've presented your hatred for na jaemin before.

"well didn't you guys, you know, fuck?" ryujin whispered to you, noticing how everyone else was glancing at the two of you. you felt heat rush up into your cheeks at her question.

"well, i- i mean, yes, but, god! why'd you have to bring that up?"

ryujin laughed at you, "i've never seen you so flustered before y/n, does na jaemin really have that effect on you?"

"no! definitely not!"

"okay, whatever you say." ryujin leaned onto the table, "but you have been spending a lot of time with him, no? i always see you with him in the library or the courtyard."

"well we hang out the odd time, but we don't talk about anything like serious. he's always playing around or bickering with me. if i ever get a boyfriend i want to talk about like the deep stuff, and na jaemin definitely has no depth to him."

ryujin rolled her eyes at you, "so you want to like him, but you can't because you don't know him well enough?" your face contoured in digest because of her statement.

"well, if you put it that way then yeah sure, i want to like him but there's no way i can."

"and why not? you already hang out with him a lot, why not just ask him some questions about himself?"

"because i've tried! he just plays it off with some joke or talks about his dick!" ryujin laughs at you again, finding your predicament with na jaemin absouutetly hilarious.

"well i think he likes you."

"why do you say that?"

"because he hasn't fucked anyone but you since the beginning of the school year." ryujin shrugged, packing away her textbook. she noticed your confused face, "what? yangyang told me."

na jaemin, the most sleaziest wizard at hogwarts, that is known for fucking at least six different witches every week, hasn't fucked anyone for two months.

anyone, but you.

"you didn't know that, did you?" ryujin asked as she stood from the table, ready to go into her dorm for the night.

"no, i didn't." you mumbled in shock, staying in your seat.

"well, have a good sleep y/n, i hope you have dreams of jaemin." ryujin teased and left to go further into the gryffindor common room to her dorm.

you sat alone at the table now, the lights off except for a couple of candles and the fireplace. the gryffindors that sat on the couch by the fire left soon after ryujin, whispering amongst themselves. you didn't care to look at them as they left, but you were sure that they heard almost your whole conversation. you didn't care. you could only think about na jaemin, and how he apparently thought about you.

on halloween, the hogwarts castle was completely decorated for the holiday. apparently the wizarding world took this holiday very seriously.

jack-o-lanterns were floating above the heads of the students in the great hall as they ate. fake bats and spiders were hung in the hallways. fake cobwebs blended with the real ones. cut out pictures of ghosts were on the old doors, which made the real ghosts filled with envy.

and you were not dressed in a sexy costume for jeno.

ryujin and you came up with the small idea of being the devil and an angel. of course you got stuck with the devil because it "suit your personality more". ryujin wore a tight white skirt, a t shirt tucked, small wings and a halo. while you wore black pants with a red tank top and devil horns.

when you walked into haechan's party that night, jaemin was the first person you noticed. his kaitou kid costume stood out so well in the crowded room. his white suit with a blue shirt and red tie contrasted with the dark lights. the rest of the 00' wizards were dressed up nicely as well. though, you noticed that haechan was sitting down in the far corner by himself, a red solo cup hung loosely in his hand with a subtle frown on his face.

"what's his problem?" you asked jaemin once you and ryujin got to where he and the rest of the 00' wizards were standing. jaemin turned to look at you, his eyes scanning your costume with a smirk before following your eye sight to his friend in the corner.

"broke up with kim jennie again." he shrugged, taking a sip from his own cup.

"again? my god why don't they just call it off for real this time?" ryujin groaned as she stood in front of yangyang, his arms wrapped around her shoulders from behind.

"because haven't you heard? they're in engaged now!" renjun chirped in with a sarcastic smile and tone.

"no way really?" you asked in shock. jaemin only nodded beside you, a forced smile on his face. you scoffed at his confirmation, not believing that people your age were getting engaged already, especially when they break up every other week.

"you look nice y/n." shotaro said from across you, a shy smile on his face. you heard jaemin tsk from beside you as he shook his head.

"what?" you asked, everyone else turning to look at jaemin as well.

"you're not even wearing a costume, you're just fulfilling your inner self." jaemin replied with a laugh, causing everyone else to laugh at his statement. you tried to hide your anger with a tight smile, trying to not let the hufflepuff ruin your halloween night. jaemin nudged you silently to show that he was just joking to which you playfully rolled your eyes at him in response.

"let's go get a drink y/n!" ryujin said to you, breaking free from yangyangs grasp and grabbing your hand to pull you away from your group. you laughed as she weaved you through the sea of dancing students to the drink table. punches and red solo cups were tossed on the table without a care. the table cloth was black with white cobwebs all over it.

"so are you gonna fuck jaemin tonight?" ryujin asked casually, pouring you and her a drink. the liquid was clear as she used the ladle to pour them into the red cups.

"what? no." you replied with a shake of your head. "what is this anyway?" you pointed to the liquid. ryujin brought the cup up to her nose to smell it before handing it to you.

"definitely giggle water." she replied and took a sip from her own cup.

"are you gonna fuck yangyang tonight?" you asked ryujin, making her almost choke on her drink. you laughed and handed her an orange napkin with a black bat on it to wipe her mouth.

"no i am not. we've decided to wait." ryujin replied, dabbing her mouth dry. "but you should really talk to, jaemin."

"why?"

"because it's so obvious that he likes you it's becoming unbearable."

"what are you talking about this time?"

"i saw the way he scanned your body y/n, he's into you and i don't want you to miss out on the opportunity right in front of you. forget your insanely high standards for a second and your very detailed long term plan and just focus on getting some dick for once, okay?"

you sighed but agreed with her, putting your cup in the air for her to clink hers to before both of you downing your drinks. giggles immediately left your mouths as you swallowed, your head feeling a little more light already.

"let's have some fun." ryujin stated and turned you around to go back to your soon-to-be lover.

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hours into the party and haechan has already forgotten about his ex-finacé again. his tongue was deep into some ravenclaw's mouth as she grinded on him on the couch.

ryujin and yangyang have been no where to seen for what felt like hours, and jeno left a little too early in the party because his last quidditch game of the year was coming up and he needed his 'beauty sleep'.

that only left sober renjun and shotaro to watch over their very drunk friends; jaemin and haechan. though they allowed for haechan to basically dry fuck someone right in front of the whole school, they knew to stop him when he was about to leave with her.

the two jumped up from their spots on the opposite couch and pull him away from her. the ravenclaw girl's face fell to an embarrassed look and mumbled a quick goodbye before leaving the group.

"what the fuck?" haechan cursed at them, an angry expression on his face as he looked at his friends.

"come on haechan, you know you're with jennie." renjun said as he still held onto the standing royal slytherin.

"no i'm not, fuck her! she's slept with basically the whole school behind my back!" haechan argued, you could smell the giggle water coming off of him from two meters away.

"so have you!" renjun argued back to him, "let's just take you back to your room, you've had enough fun for tonight i think." haechan nodded sheepishly, tiredness taking over his features at the mention of his room. shotaro held onto haechan's left side while renjun held on to his right, leading him out of his own party.

"are you okay to take jaemin back to his dorm y/n?" renjun asked you before they left, he nodded towards the already sleeping hufflepuff beside you on the couch. you looked over at the false kaitou kid and smiled at his sleeping state. he must've dranken a lot if he could sleep through the heavy music in this place.

"yeah, i got it, have a good night you guys." you smiled at them as you prepared yourself to wake up their friend. renjun and shotaro smiled at you, while haechan lazily threw his hand up in some sort of goodbye wave before dropping it back down.

you watched the three of them leave through the secret entrance before shaking awake jaemin. his faded pink head shot up instantly, looking around in a confused daze.

"y/n?" he asked in a raspy voice, probably from a mixture of screaming to lyrics of the song for hours and sleeping.

"yeah, i'll take you back to your dorm room alright?" you said, pulling on his one arm to stand him up.

"ohhhh, so you wanna fuck?" jaemin teased, his free hand sliding down to grab your ass quickly. you couldn't tell if this was his usual self or his drunk self but either way you almost punched him.

"god dammit jaemin! let's just go." you rolled your eyes, and pulled the hufflepuff behind you through the party and the halls, only stopping when you got outside the hufflepuff common room. the walk back consisted of jaemin saying he's gonna be sick because you're pulling him to fast and him trying to persuade you to have a 'platonic sleepover' with him.

"come on y/n, at least make sure i get into bed alright," jaemin continued to convince you, "what if i fall and hurt myself, how bad of a friend would you be then?"

"isn't your roommate in there already?" you asked, a hand on your hip.

"nope, cause you already said that shotaro is walking haechan to his room." jaemin smirked, grabbing your hand and pulling you into the common room.

the hufflepuff common room was a lot more different than the gryffindor one. it was more... happier and cheerful. the walls were bright yellow bricks and held more windows that allowed the moon light in. green plants were all over the window sills, some even handing in large pots above your head. it had a similar set up as the gryffindor common room, a table with stools and a fireplace with a couch. though their couch was also a shade of yellow and it matched the large tapestry that hung on the wall.

though the hufflepuff house was deemed the 'nicest house', the portrait of helga hufflepuff that was hung over the fireplace seemed to be glaring at you.

jaemin pulled you up the yellow carpet stairs to where the dorm's were and stopped at the last room on the right. inside, his dorm look like any other teenage boys' room. it was kinda messy and quidditch and music posters were on the walls. tiny plants sat in the window sill that brightened up the room more and a white bear sat on jaemin's unmade bed.

jaemin immediately took of his suit jacket shirt and tie and threw them on the floor with the rest of his clothes. you looked away as he stripped and only looked back at him when he was under the covers, only the top of his shoulders were visible.

"okay you didn't fall and hurt yourself, can i leave now?" you asked still standing in the doorway of his and shotaro's dorm.

"can't you read me a bedtime story?" jaemin asked, a fake pout on his lips.

"are you-" you started, but was cut off by yours and his laughter as the complete shock from his words. you walked closer to his bed and rolled your eyes at him. "god, you're so annoying."

"god, you have such pretty eyes." jaemin said in the same tone as you, a tired smile on his face. his left hand grabbed your right one that rested on his bed, his fingers playing with your own.

"goodnight, jaemin." you stated, staring down at your hands. he brought up the hand he was holding to his lips, and ever so gently, kissed the top of your knuckles. your hand felt the warmth of lips race up your entire arm, almost making you pull quickly away from him due from the internal blast.

"goodnight, y/n." jaemin mumbled, and let go of you, his head falling down to his pillow. you gulped but smiled at him, backing away from him and turning off the light of his dorm.

"sweet dreams." you finished and closed the door, leaving jaemin in total darkness.

"sweet dreams." jaemin replied quietly, as if you could hear him as you walked further and quietly out of the hufflepuff dorms and common room. as you walked past helga's portrait again, this time you swore you saw her shake her head at you.

two days after haechan's halloween party and ryujin still felt like shit from drinking too much giggle water. when her and yangyang disappeared that night, apparently they stole a bottle of giggle water for themselves and drank it in five minutes out in the courtyard.

yangyang felt fine.

so ryujin was cursing her boyfriend with all the energy she had left in her. she stayed in bed all saturday, only saying "i don't feel too good." to you before passing out and sleeping all day. on sunday, she felt okay to eat breakfast, but her energy levels still weren't high enough for her to fully function, thus leaving her to sleep all sunday too.

"is ryujin okay?" jaemin asked when he sat down in front of you at the library in your usual black, comfy chairs. since it was sunday, students did not need to wear their usual house uniform, making it acceptable for jaemin to wear a plain black t shirt and loose grey sweatpants. you tried to not look at his lovely, pale arms that seemed to attract you more to him by focusing on the same words on the page of your book.

"yeah i guess, she ate a little today before sleeping again." you updated him.

"oh, that's better then," jaemin nodded, "yangyang tried to go see her but your lame ass prefect said no slytheirns allowed."

you chuckled at the mention of your lame ass prefect, "yeah, angelica is a bitch." you agreed, but you knew that she was just trying to set a good standard for you gryffindors.

"do you think ryujin will be able to come to the last quidditch match tomorrow?"

"mm we'll have to see, hopefully she can. how's jeno feeling about it anyways?" jaemin knew you were just trying to be a good friend to jeno, but something about your question made him feel a little sting inside.

"im not sure, i haven't really spoken to him."

you turned to look at jaemin, confused as to why he hasn't spoken to his best friend about something so important to him. "why not?"

"had a small fight with him, nothing to worry about." jaemin shrugged you off once again when you asked something 'personal' to him. the idea of jaemin being a long term plan for you fading away again. you tried not to care too much about the avoidance of your question, but the silence you sat in now was too much to bare for your curiosity.

"can't you just tell me? if it's small then why can't you?" you asked, dropping your book to your lap and sitting up right to face jaemin. he looked up at you calmly before copying your sitting position.

"because you don't need to be brought into my problems y/n, it's pointless for you to worry about mine when you can worry about your own."

you sighed at his response and looked away from him, a sad feeling easing through you.

"i'm sorry okay," jaemin apologized to you, feeling guilty that he made you look so sad suddenly, "but wouldn't you rather having one less problem on your plate?"

"no, not at all, especially if it's one of your problems." you informed him, your gryffindor moral code coming out as you spoke. your need to help someone was one of the many things that jaemin envied you for. he couldn't help but feel so much lesser than you as you had such a strong desire to help anyone so quickly. just drop whatever you're doing and help. jaemin knew that he was so fiercely independent that he could never be like you.

jaemin shurgged and sat back in his chair again, "it's seriously nothing y/n, just a little fight that we can easily get over."

you decided to not urge him further, taking his word for it and picking up your book again to read. if he wanted to tell you, he would. you just hoped that at some point he'd want to.

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on monday, november 3rd, the final playoff of quidditch for year begun. ryujin was finally able to leave her bed and make her way down to the stadium. all of seats were filled with the students at hogwarts. the match was slytherin vs gryffindor, and of course you were going to cheer on your house.

on the right side the stadium, sat the competitive gryffindors and the ravenclaws that just disliked slytherin that they settled for gryffindor. on the left side, sat the slytherin house with hufflepuffs that had green face paint on their cheeks.

ryujin and you sat with the rest of the 00' line wizards on the gryffindor side. the only hufflpuff on your side was shotaro who of course would cheer on his friend, jeno. though yangyang was close friends with jeno, he insisted on staying on the slytherin side of the stadium because "nakamota yuta is single handedly gonna kick gryffindor's ass". haechan was sat atop by the judges of the game, watching from a designated spot for his royal ass.

when ryujin and you sat down with the rest of the wizards, you noticed that jaemin wasn't anywhere near them or on the other side of the stadium. ryujin seemed to notice as well when she said hello to everyone except for him.

"where's jaemin?" you asked renjun who sat beside you.

"he didn't tell you?" renjun responded, just as confused as you were. when you shook your head no he continued, "jeno told him that if he saw him at his game he'd tell snape that he helped him cheat on every potions test this year." your jaw dropped at renjun's words.

"why would he say that?" you asked over the crowd of students talking amongst themselves.

renjun shrugged, "i don't think he'd actually do it, he just wanted to make sure that jaemin wouldn't show up."

"but why wouldn't he want his best friend at his most important game?"

"because they aren't best friends anymore."

before you question renjun any further about jaemin and his now ex-best friend, you were cut off by headmaster dumbledore speaking over the announcements. the students in the stadium went silent as they listened.

"welcome everyone, to the last quidditch match of this year!" dumbledore yelled, the stadium cheering at his words, "this match includes the houses of slytherin and gryffindor! i'm sure you all know the rules by now, but please, take precautions during and after the game! no matter which house wins, it will be a great match for both houses... now let's begin!" dumbledore finished and sat back down beside haechan and the judges.

quidditch consists of each time trying to score more points than the other, and with slytherin and gryffindor being the most competitive houses, the game was very thrilling and stressful. the amount of times you thought your house was going to lose made you almost pull your hair out.

since jeno was the seeker, his main role was to capture the golden snitch. the slytherin seeker was nakamota yuta, who had made a name for himself as being the best quidditch player from the slytherin house. the two wizards pushed each other from their brooms, and yanked on their uniforms to try to catch the flying ball. while the rest of your house seemed to be doing a fine job at placing the quaffle into the slytherin baskets.

when the game was coming to an end, the teams were neck and neck with points, but jeno still kept a cheerful smile on his face as he flew past your group of friends, even flipping off yangyang on the slytherin side.

the clock was ticking down faster as yuta and jeno fought for the golden snitch that was right in front of them.

thankfully, god blessed jeno with slightly longer arms than yuta and he managed to grab the snitch before the japanese slytherin could.

instantly, gryffindors and ravenclaws, with an except of shotaro the hufflepuff, jumped up on their side of the stadium, cheering so loud that you were sure muggles could hear you. groans and complaints only filled the left side of the stadium as they were disappointed with the outcome.

you watched jeno swoop down and land on the field right in front of where you friend group stood, shoving his broom high up into the air with one hand and the golden snitch in the other. the crowd was cheering a mixture of "jeno"'s and "gryffindor"'s. the gryffindor quidditch team all huddled up on the field and jumped about with adrenaline.

when jeno looked up at his friend group, his bright smile faltered a little when he saw there was only one hufflepuff cheering for him, but shook his head slightly and focused on his great win.

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after the quidditch match, the whole school ate dinner in the great hall before splitting up to either celebrate the win, or grieve their loss.

all of you were sat in the courtyard, enjoying the last day of fall before the winter temperature would smother hogwarts. jeno was still wearing his quidditch uniform that he refused to take off, and yangyang sat beside ryujin with a frown on his face.

"come on, man!" jeno grabbed his slytherin friend and rubbed his knuckles on his head, messing up his brown hair, "be happy for me!"

"ow!" yangyang yelped and pulled away from him, "how can i be happy when i've lost 50 quid on a bet that yuta would win!" your friends scoffed at yangyang's statement, but only left jeno with his mouth agape in a false betrayal.

"have you guys seen na jaemin anywhere?" a voice said from behind you all.

hufflepuff's prefect, momo, stood in her yellow and black robe, her prefect badge brightly shown off on the front of it.

“why’re you asking us?” jeno asked in an annoyed tone as he crossed his arms across his chest.

“uh, because you’re all his friends?” momo replied in an obvious tone, her hand came out in front of her and gestured to you all. you heard jeno scoff from behind you, even yangyang looked a little annoyed at her statement. “or not…” momo continued as she watched their reactions.

“no, we haven’t.” you spoke up, shaking your head no.

“well that’s great, my first two months of being hufflepuff prefect and i’ve lost a student!” momo through her hands in the air in frustration.

“what do you mean ‘lost a student’?” ryujin asked her, sitting forward from yangyang now, concern was laced in her face that matched her facial expression.

“i mean that no one has seen him since breakfast today, he didn’t even show up for dinner.” momo informed you, “if you do see him, tell him to come straight to the hufflepuff common room, okay?” you all nodded to her, causing her to shine bright smile before turning and leaving again.

“you haven’t seen him y/n?” ryujin asked you.

“no, i thought i’d see him at the quidditch game but… you know.” you replied.

“it’s whatever, i’m sure he’s just wandered off to hogsmeade for the day and has his cock shoved into some girl.” jeno said with a roll of his eyes. renjun instantly elbowed jeno in his side. “what? he is hogwarts’ sleaziest wizard!”

jeno knew that his words would make you upset, even though you and jaemin weren’t official or anything, he knew how much his (ex) best friend liked you and knew of the activities him and you had done. but he didn’t care. he was mad at his (ex) best friend and he wanted jaemin to feel some hurt too.

in the corner of your eye you watched how ryujin and yangyang gave each other a specific look before returning to look at you. you mentally huffed at jeno’s words, he was right anyways. jaemin’s image at this school was forever going to be held as the sleaziest wizard because of his long list of witches that he’s had sex with.

you stood up after sitting in an awkward silence for a moment, “well good job on your win today, jeno, but i’m gonna head back to my dorm, im really tired.” you spoke, brushing off the dust that was on your robe from sitting on the ground of the courtyard.

“do you want me to come with you?” ryujin asked, prepared to stand up from yangyang’s grasp.

“nono, i’m okay, have a good night you guys.” you smiled, the rest of them all saying their goodbyes to you.

the sun set a bit earlier in the day since winter has started to begin. it was only 7pm but it looked like midnight. the outdoor lights around the castle have already turned themselves on to brighten the exterior of the castle. as you walked slowly through the hallways, passing multiple students that were either heading to the library to study or to their house’s common room for the night, you found yourself walking away from the gryffindor common room.

you walked out to the far part of the castle that lead to hagrid’s hut. you figured you could get some night air before going to sleep. jaemin managed to wiggle his way into your thoughts all day so maybe looking at the night sky would help you release him mentally. the far side of the castle held a very short, rock wall that tried to prevent students from travelling farther towards the forbidden forest.

in the distance you saw the lights of hagrid’s hut on, lighting up the area around it and shining into the forest slightly. you sighed and closed your eyes as you took a deep breath, wishing that you weren’t alone to enjoy this moment.

you heard a twig snap in front of you and jolted your eyes open instantly. a head that held faded pink hair walked up the small hill and stood in front of you. jaemin looked tired as he looked at you standing by the rock wall. the knees on his pants had small dirt patches that indicated he was kneeling in some mud earlier.

“y/n?” he asked, his head tilting to the side.

“jaemin?” you asked, “where have you been all day?”

he took a couple steps closer to you so he stood on the other side of the rock wall as you.

“you know, just exploring. i needed to be alone for a couple of hours.”

“why would you need to be alone?”

jaemin shrugged and sat down on the rock wall, his back facing you, “i like to be alone sometimes.”

you sat down beside him, your feet meeting the grass on the other side. you wondered why someone would want to be alone, you hated being alone. at home, you were always alone. your parents worked a lot and you had no siblings. the closet thing you had to a sister was ryujin, but during summer break she was always busy catching up with her family and muggle friends. therefore, you spent your summer breaks alone with books, counting down the days that you could return to hogwarts and be with people again. you just nodded in response to jaemin’s words, not wanting intrude on his needed alone time.

“how was the quidditch game?” jaemin asked, his left hand resting on your bare thigh as your skirt rode up a little when you sat down. jaemin smiled at you with happiness that did not reach his eyes.

“it was good, gryffindor won.” you responded, scanning his face as he looked away from you, not even listening to your answer. you tried to understand what jaemin did all day and why he was acting so weird now. you noticed that he was staring into the dark forest.

“what is it, jaemin?” you asked, your hand coming to hold onto his shoulder, his jasmine scent reached your senses now, along with a musk that reminded you of the time professor sprout took your class to gather special dirt in the woods for your mandrake.

“did you know jeno’s new girlfriend has went into the forbidden forest before?” jaemin asked, not looking at you. your mind wandered around the mention of jeno’s new girlfriend; the slytherin in the year below you.

“really? why’d she do that?” you asked him, not following along with him or understanding why someone would go into a place like the forbidden forest, especially since it was against dubledore’s rules.

jaemin shrugged, “because she’s cool, that’s what jeno said anyways, because she’s cool.” jaemin mocked jeno’s voice at the end, “ugh.” jaemin put his head into his hands suddenly. “all he ever talks about is his cool girlfriend now a days.”

your hand on his shoulder moved to his back and slowly rubbed in a small circle. “is that why you guys aren’t friends anymore?” you felt jaemin tense a little at your question before sitting up again causing your hand to fall off from him.

“yeah, that was apart of it.” jaemin almost whispered, a frown setting upon his pretty lips now.

“i’m sorry.” you responded, causing jaemin to look at you in confusion.

“why are you sorry?”

“because i know how important jeno was to you and how you must feel now, i mean it can feel could exclusive when your important person finds another important person for themselves. jaemin bit his bottom lip and looked upwards, taking a deep breath.

“yeah, exclusive…” jaemin said, “it fucken hurts.” jaemin’s hands covered his face again, a small whimper escaping his mouth that he tried to cover. you noticed jaemin had started crying, making your heart crack a little along with him. his back started to shake as tears fell from his eyes.

your arms wrapping around jaemin’s shaking body and pulled him closer to you. his arms wrapped around your lower body, fulling engulfing you into him. your hands rubbed up and down his back, trying to soothe him. small gasps continued to leave his mouth as he cried into your ear. his grasp of you tightened as he held onto you, his hand coming up to tangle his fingers into your hair.

after a moment jaemin collected himself and pulled away from you, wiping his face from his wet tears. his eyes held a tinge of redness from his crying. “fuck, i’m sorry.” jaemin mumbled, a forced laugh coming from him.

“no, don’t be sorry! it’s okay, really!” you comforted him, your hand grabbing his.

“you’re gonna think i’m such a loser.” he chuckled, shaking his head.

“no! definitely not, it’s cool that you show another emotion besides horny.” you responded, both of you laughing now. “come on now, let’s get you cleaned up alright?”

“yeah, okay.” jaemin nodded, and stood up after you did, allowing for you to pull him back into the castle, and straight into the gryffindor prefect bathroom.

"um, what're we doing in here?" jaemin asked cautiously, "you know we aren't allowed in prefect rooms."

you chuckled at jaemin, "it's okay, angelica owes me one so if she does find us in here nothing will happen. now sit." you pointed at the polished white toilet with lid down.

the prefect bathroom was a lot more glamorous than the communal bathrooms the rest of the students had to share. the mirror was large and held lightbulbs around the border of it. the floors were marbled gold and white that matched the light gold walls. a chandelier that hung above your heads held candles that helped the small lightbulbs lighten the room. while other windows were like any other windows in the hogwarts castle, other windows had stained glass that formed a picture of siren sitting on a rock. finally, in the middle of the room, sat a white, clawfoot bathtub with golden arched legs.

you walked over to the bathtub and turned on the faucet so it began to fill.

you pulled out your wand from your robe and pointed it at the bathtub. "elbublio." you murmured and bubbles started to float from the tip of your wand to the hot water filled bathtub. jaemin watched in silence as you filled the bathtub, mainly because he had a long day trying to forget jeno while wandering the outskirts of the forest, but also because he admired you so much. you seemed to be better than him at almost everything; your grades at school are higher, people definitely like you more than him, you're better at magic than him and you're definitely a better friend then him by the way you're drawing a bath for him.

"okay, jaemin, i'll stand watch outside the door, you just take your time in here and relax." you approached him when the bath was full of water and bubbles. jaemin nodded with a weak smile, standing up from his sitting spot. you turned to leave, but stopped when his hand grabbed onto your arm.

"you don't want to get in with me?" jaemin asked, tilting his head to the tub. you scoffed with a smile at his question.

"do you ever stop flirting jae-"

"no, i'm not trying to hit on you, i just, don't wanna be alone again." jaemin almost whispered, "you make me feel better." you felt your breath catch in your throat at his words, his usual flirty demeanour not evident on his face.

"oh, yeah, okay." you replied, turning to stand directly in front of him. jaemin nodded and let go of your upper arm. you both stared at each other in silence for a moment, the water getting colder each second you weren't in it.

jaemin made the first movement and reached for the bottom of his grey hufflepuff sweater and pulled it up and off of his body. he dropped his sweater onto the marbled floor as you scanned his upper body. you've seen his shoulders and before, but never his full, bare torso. his skin looked smooth and pale, a couple of singular freckles scattered around his chest. his abdomen had light abs that travelled from his chest to above his bellybutton.

"you like what you see?" jaemin smirked, watching you almost drool at his body. you gulped and nodded at him, a very small smile on your face as you watched him unbuckle his belt and pull down his pants. his pale legs watched the rest of his body. you saw his cock twitch a little as it was met with the colder air of the prefect bathroom. the tip was slightly red, but his cock was not fully erect.

he walked over to the bathtub and slowly stepped inside, one leg after the other, and sat down, his body being covered with the bubbles you put in.

"your turn." jaemin grinned at you standing beside the bathtub in awe.

you gulped and reached up to pull your robe off of your shoulders, you felt your hands shake as he grabbed onto the material. you paused for a second, "don't watch." you said, forcing a grin on your face to mask your sudden shyness.

"why? it's not like i haven't already seen the bottom half of you." jaemin retorted, but nonetheless sinking further into the water and closing his eyes.

you pulled off the rest of your uniform until you were just as naked as jaemin was. your hands came to cover the front of you, feeling too exposed in front of the hufflepuff. every time you've had sex before it was always dark, but now, with candles hanging above you, your body was very well lit.

jaemin heard you walk closer to the bathtub, and smile to himself that you were joining him. he sat up right again as you stepped inside, and didn't open his eyes until your back was right against his chest. while you were this close to him, he took in your usual scent of honey and vanilla. he never realized how attracted to the smell of you he was before, like all his favourite things into one.

you grabbed his left hand and rinsed the dirt off of it with the soapy water, scrubbing him clean. you felt his heart rate speed up at your action, but chose to ignore it. meanwhile jaemin was having a hard time trying to. you took so much care of him, something that no one's ever really done for him, besides jeno kinda, but never like this. so intimate. you looked so cute as you focused on getting all of his arms and hands cleaned up. when you figured you were done with the cleaning, you relaxed back onto his chest, his arms coming to cross over you and cuddle you into him.

his large, pale hands gently gathered the water from the tub to over your own chest. his fingers would stop on their way back down to the tub on your nipples, and gently tweak them before gathering more water. you fought to hold back your moans at his actions, the warm water and his fingers feeling good on your body after standing in the stadium for hours earlier.

"does that feel good?" jaemin's asked into your ear, his voice lower than usual. he couldn't help but notice the pleasured look on your face as he rinsed your body now.

"yes, jaemin." you replied quietly, as if anyone else could you in the later hours of the night now. you figured everyone had now gone back to their dorms for the night, as well as professors.

"you know how you make me feel better?" jaemin asked you, both of his hands dragging lightly down your arms, teasing them. you nodded at his question, "how about i make you feel a bit better now?"

"ok." you whispered to him. he bit back his smile at your consent. his hands gently grabbed onto your breasts now, complete covering them. his massaged the bubbles into your skin, and tightened his grip on your breasts. he felt your nipples become erect under his palms. he bent over your head, his hand coming up your chin to push your head up to reach his as he kissed you. you moaned into his mouth as his other hand continued to pinch your nipple. the kiss was sloppy, yet passionate as his tongue delved into your mouth. he pulled away and kissed your forehead, before pushing your body slightly to then right side of him, so you could sit on his side more.

your hand travelled up and played with t he hair at the back of his neck while his hands worked their way down your chest and body. he continued to passionately kiss his way down the side of your face before sucking under your ear where he knew your sweet spot was.

his hand travelled down to your clit that was under the water, slowly moving circles around it with his three first fingers. your moans started to echo around the large bathroom. your back arched further into back as you jutted your hips outwards for more pressure on your clit.

"does my baby like it when i play with her clit?" jaemin asked you, his voice raspy from kissing you.

"y-yes, it feels so good." you answered him looking up at him over your shoulder.

jaemin chuckled lowly, "but i've barely even started with you, y/n. how come. a gryffindor as strong as you gives in so quickly to me?" he teased you, his fingers pulling away from your nipple and clit. you were about to protest before he gently pushed your back away from him. "turn around and sit on my lap."

you quickly followed his demands, your bare body dripped from the water and your juices as you turned and sat on his pale thighs. jaemin kissed down your neck and chest as you sat in front of him now. his back leaning against the back of tub as his hands wandered your body that he's only barely felt before.

your skin tasted slightly like you smelt; cinnamon.

his lips reached up to yours again for a quick kiss before the met your nipples. he sucked on each of them for a second, feeling the erect nub in his mouth. his hands gripped onto your waist and ass, pulling you closer to him. you bit your lip as you were affected only by his lips.

his hand that wasn't on your ass slipped in between you two and started to guide his cock into your wet hole. his lips on your neck and his cock starting to push itself in felt so good that you could barely make a noise as he looked up at your pleased face, your eyebrows knitted together.

when his cock was fully inside of you, your back arched into his face, the feeling of his cock deep inside of you turned you on so much. no one has ever been so far inside of you before, it seemed like his cock filled every space that's never been touched before.

"how's that?" jaemin asked, pulling away from your chest to look at you, a serious look on his face to make sure that you were okay.

"it's good." you replied breathlessly, a cocky smile pervaded his face. "it's so big."

jaemin grabbed a hold of your waist and started to bounce your body onto his cock at a slow pace, your hands taking a harder grip on his shoulders. your mouth opened agape as you felt the water from the bath flow around your bodies, somehow adding to the pleasure.

jaemin lied back more into the bath, allowing for you to have more room to bounce on his cock. the water splashed around his body movements, his hips not stopping pushing into you as he lied down.

you leaned over his torso and kissed him deeply, your moans becoming silent for a moment as your tongues interlocked. his warmth from his body laced with the warmth of the water surround you and you felt like you might pace out from the temperature, but the idea of feeling so good made you work through it.

you sat up from jaemin now, your hands coming behind you to rest on jaemin's knees that were out of the water. you held your body up away from the water and just above jaemin's cock before you sat all the way down on it again. a large moan threatening to escape you.

jaemin's hands rested under your thighs, giving you support for you to move and pleasure yourself and him. the water continued to splash on your bodies and the side of the tub. the sound of the water and your skin linked together and echoed in the almost empty prefect bathroom.

you sped up your pace, focusing on the way he felt inside of you, feeling a little selfish as you worked your way to your high slowly. you bounced quickly up and down on his cock, the warm water hitting your inner thighs as you made your wy down his hard cock.

"yeah that's right my baby, get yourself off on my cock." jaemin moaned out to you. he found you so hot he couldn't keep his eyes off of you. they would travel to your blown out eyes to your bouncing soapy tits to your pussy that wrapped around his cock so perfectly he thought he was in heaven.

his right hand reached out and cupped your throat gently before tracing its way to your breasts again, not being able to get over how beautiful they were. you slowed down your pace slightly, and rolled your hips in a circle down jaemin's cock before pushing up again to his tip and repeating. you wanted to cum, but you wanted jaemin to feel good too.

jaemin's hand that travelled your body still circled your clit again, adding to your growing pleasure. your juices mixed in with the water that you weren't sure just how wet you were. his hand went back up to cup your cheek, making you lean down to kiss him again. his lips were just as addicting as his cock.

yoru pace picked as you remained leaning over jaemin, the water now splashing out of the tub and onto the marbled floor. jaemin looked down between your bodies to where his cock moved in and out of you, not being able to take his eyes off the action.

your moans so easily slipped out of your mouth this time compared to the last time you felt jaemin like this.

this time while you fucked, it felt different. it wasn't because you wanted to shut him up, or because he wanted to cum, it was that both of you wanted the other to feel good. there was passion and something else in the room as you bounced on his cock.

you stood up off his dick for a moment, his cock standing straight up from the water, a little groan left his mouth as you left him. you turned around and held the sides of the tub as you set back down on his dick with the help of his hands.

his hands grabbed onto your ass and helped you grind down onto his lap. he couldn't help but think of how perfectly your ass fit into your hands as he helped you bounce. your moans kept edging jaemin further to his orgasm, but he wanted you to cum first. he wanted to feel your walls tighten around his dick.

jaemin slapped your ass to encourage you to grind your hips down faster.

"god, keeping fucking me like this and i'll have to marry you." jasmines moaned out. your ass circled around his lap as your walls stretched further from the size of his dick. your grip on the sides of the tub tightened as you picked up the pace. you heard jaemin's grunts from behind you and smile to yourself through your moans, liking the idea of how good you were making jaemin feel.

jaemin sat up from behind you and pulled your closer to him so now you were sitting on his lap again. your grinned back against him, jaemin's hips moving in circles to reach your own thrusts. his hands wrapped around your front and played with your nipples again, making you throw your head back in pleasure.

"ooh fuck jaemin!" you cried out as his hips reached a certain spot inside of you. you felt surrounded by jaemin and you loved it. his cock filled you so nicely, his arms wrapped around you tightly and his breaths were in your ear as you listened to him pant. jaemin continued to fuck up into you, both of you forgetting about the water that was almost completely out of the tub now.

"are you gonna come, my pretty gryffindor?" jaemin asked you, kissing your neck from behind again.

"y-yes my gods yes!" you moaned out, your head falling back onto his shoulder. he was fucking into you so hard and fast you knew your high was approaching quickly. you continued to grind your hips down onto his cock until you were orgasming. your moans coming out as whimpers now as your body began to feel tense and numb at the same time.

jaemin contined to fuck you through your high, massaging your breast as you came. his other hand ran down your thigh to calm you, continuing to kiss your neck as he felt your walls finally tighten around him, sending him into his own orgasm.

"fuck, fuck y/n." jaemin moaned out, slowing his face as his cum filled you once again. deep grunts fell from his mouth as his body relaxed into yours.

both of your heavy breaths slowed down as the condensation from the mirrors were now from your heat rather than the waters. the bubbles in the bath had now completely evaporated and you were only left with such little water than what you had at the start. you took a deep gulp with your eyelids feeling heavy from your orgasm haze as you looked over your shoulder at jaemin. his eyes looked just as blissed out as yours did.

you pulled him in for a kiss, so sloppy that you weren't sure if it was even a kiss. you hummed in content when your lips touched, your heart rate slowing down.

"fuck." jaemin whispered with a smile and placed his forehead against yours.

"yeah, fuck!" you stated more loudly, making jaemin pull away from you, "we're gonna have to clean this up!" you gestured to the puddles of water all over the floor.

jaemin giggled and rested his head on your shoulder with a sigh. "i'll get the towels."

the month of december came quick during your last year at hogwarts. you blinked and the ground was full of white fluffy snow.

you were sat in the library waiting for jaemin to meet you at your usual black, comfy chairs in the back of the room. it wasn't too late into the night, so there were a lot of other students in the library as well.

behind you, at the long table the stretched across the room, sat a couple of witches in the year below you. you tried to focus on your book, but their obnoxious whispering was too loud to ignore.

"did you hear?" the first witch whispered.

"about what?" the second one asked.

"about lee jeno! he's in a magic induced coma in the hospital wing!" a round of shushed gasped happened around the small crowd of year 6 witches.

"what happened?"

"that slytherin bitch he's always around now! she took him into the forbidden forest!"

"merlin's beard! why would jeno hang out with a disgraceful witch like her!"

your focus on their words got ruined when the now completely blond jaemin sat down in front of you with a huff.

"apparently jeno's in a coma." you told him, closing your book.

"oh really? good for him." jaemin replied, crossing his arms over his body.

"well maybe you should check up on him." you suggested carefully, knowing that the topic of his ex-best friend was still a sensitive one.

"over my dead body!" jaemin retorted, looking offended that you would even suggest that to him. the sad feeling of jeno 'dumping' him had turned into an angry one over the month of november. the two wizards were never seen with each other again.

the split in their friendship caused a split in the 00' wizard friend group. most of them chose to hang out with jeno rather than jaemin because they all had became friends with jeno first after all.

jeno was a lot more outgoing than jaemin. he didn't need 'alone time' like jaemin did quite often needed. jeno liked being surrounded by people and friends all the time, the attention had to be on him. while jaemin's extraverted side only lasted him so long before he had to leave the crowded space.

jaemin was still kind of close with shotaro, the two were roommates after all, but outside of the hufflepuff common room, the two were never together. shotaro tried to mend the feelings of hatred between his two best friends but it could never work. jaemin and jeno were so alike that they both knew they could never got over one another's stubborn attitude.

yangyang only hung out with jaemin when jaemin was with you and ryujin. the slytherin boy still very much liked jaemin, but he couldn't help but notice how angry the hufflepuff had gotten since his friendship with jeno ended.

jaemin never attended haechan's parties anymore, it's not like he was invited anyways. haechan and renjun had more or so taken jeno's side of the fight. which made jaemin mad at them and refuse to talk to them either.

thus, this left jaemin to spend most of his time with you.

he liked watching you study and talk with other students you knew. he found the way you were so nice yet bitchy endearing. everyday in the month of november, jaemin found himself getting more attached to you in a way he's never been attached to anyone before.

"why're you so cranky?" you asked him, sitting up on your chair to look at him.

"stupid snape is at me about my potions grade." jaemin huffed, "says if i don't get good on my amortentia assignment tomorrow that i won't be able to pass potions this year."

"my gods jaemin!" you exclaimed, almost jumping out of your chair at his words. you didn't understand how he could be so carless when it came to his grades. you think you'd have a heart attack if a professor told you that you were basically failing.

jaemin's face was shocked by your yelling, "shh!" jaemin shushed you and looked around the library to see if anyone was looking.

jaemin's face was shocked by your yelling, "shh!" jaemin shushed you and looked around the library to see if anyone was looking. "i don't want the whole school to know i'm failing my year 7!"

you hunched over in your chair and calmed down, "ok i'm sorry! i can try to help you in class tomorrow! i'm certain you're gonna do great on it! don't worry!" you reassured him, making him nod and smile in response.

"ok," he stood up and grabbed his bag, "i'm going to try to study tonight in my dorm, i'll see you tomorrow." he leant down, kissed your forehead and quickly left the library before you could say anything else to him.

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the next day in potions class, you stood at your usual table with ryujin. your class had been learning about amortentia since the beginning of the year and today you would have to try to create the potion yourselves.

"before we start, does anyone want to explain what the amortientia potion is to the nitwits that still don't know?" professor snape asked at the front of the classroom. your hand shot up as a volunteer, so snape allowed you to speak.

"the amortientia potion is a very extreme love potion. if one were to drink it, it would cause a harmful obsession to them. it does have a different smell for each person, allowing the person to smell what they find attractive. some even say you can smell the scent of your soulmate with it." you stated with a proud smile on your face. the rest of the class seemed to be bored with your response besides ryujin and jaemin who stood across the class from you with shotaro.

"very well mrs y/l/n, so let us begin! do not fool around or i will fail you. understood?" snape continued, the rest of the class mumbling an 'understood' back to the professor before beginning their potions.

"how's jeno?" you asked ryujin as you put your share of ingredients into the shared cauldron in front of you.

"he's still asleep." ryujin replied with a sigh.

"that's awful."

"i know, how's jaemin holding up about it?" the two of you looked over at the blond hufflepuff that was struggling with his potion, thankfully he had partnered up with shotaro so there wasn't going to be that big of a problem with his grade.

"he's... fine, actually." you nodded, watching ryujin cut her ingredients into the correct amount.

"really? i thought he'd be worried at least."

"well, i don't really know what he's feeling." you replied honestly, thinking about the way jaemin came and left so quickly last night.

"really y/n? i thought you and him were like, dating now... shouldn't you guys talk about how you're both feeling?" ryujin explained.

"what? we aren't dating! ew!" you exclaimed, ryujin putting her now cut ingredients into the cauldron with your own. the potion turned into a purple liquid.

ryujin grabbed the large spoon and starting stirring your potion, "whatever you say y/n." she teased you.

"ryujin! i'm not dating him!" you grabbed her arm as the potion started turning a pink colour now, "im not! im not! im not!"

"mrs y/l/n, mrs shin, is there a problem?" snape asked you two, confused as to why you were yelling and shaking ryujin's arm.

"no sir, but we are done our amortentia." ryujin replied, setting the spoon down on the table. snape walked over to you and looked at your potion from afar, not putting his nose anywhere near it.

"okay class! our first amortentia potion is done, please listen." snape announced, everyone in the class halting and looking at you and ryujin. "what do you smell, shin?" ryujin bent down and smelt the amortentia and smiled before standing back up.

"it smells like wool, and candy, and a hint of the slytherin common room." snape raised his eyebrow at her last description before moving on to you, "and you, y/l/n, what do you smell?"

now you bent down and smelt the pink love potion, your heart racing when you recognized it so easily, "i smell jasmine, and coffee and-" you chuckled at the last scent, "giggle water."

"very well, you two, i will give you your grade at the end of the week." snape finished and walked away from your table.

"well it's a problem since you smelt jaemin and you aren't dating him." ryujin said from beside you.

"shut up!" you laughed and nudged her. across the room you watched as jaemin stirred his own potion, and smiled when you saw it successfully turn the pink colour that use to match his hair.

though, you stopped watching him as he smiled to himself, realizing he smelt your sweet honey scent raising from his potion.

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"what are you doing over christmas break?" jaemin asked you from his usual comfy chair in the library. you looked up from your study notes and shrugged.

"probably nothing." you replied, knowing that your parents would be home for christmas day, but the other six days you would be alone in your room. "what're you "what are you doing over christmas break?" jaemin asked you from his usual comfy chair in the library. you looked up from your study notes and shrugged.

"probably nothing." you replied, knowing that your parents would be home for christmas day, but the other six days you would be alone in your room. "what're you going to do?"

"mmm," jaemin thought to himself, "my whole family usually comes over to my house for a couple of days, which kinda sucks because i have a lot of cousins so i'm never alone." you smiled at jaemin's answer, liking the idea of a house so full of family that you could never be alone. that was the main thing between you and jaemin. you were so extraverted and he was so introverted. but you didn't mind it, you liked being alone if it meant being alone with him.

the sound of paper scrambling caught your attention and you looked over to the announcement board that was held by the library door.

a couple of ravenclaw students were putting up a large poster that informed the students that the yule ball was in a week. you smiled at the information, excited that your last yule ball ever was coming up soon.

"why're you so happy?" jaemin asked, a quirk in his eyebrow.

"because! the yule ball is in seven days!" you cheered with a large smile.

"so?"

"so?" you replied with an obvious tone in your voice, "i love the yule ball! and this would be my last one i can ever go to so i want to make it the best one!"

jaemin sat back in his chair and looked at your happy expression. jaemin had been to every yule ball since his second year at hogwarts, though only year 4's and above are allowed to go, he was always asked to go with an older witch.

jaemin liked parties for a certain amount of time until he had enough of the loud music and the crowd of people that he had to leave; whether that meant leaving with a witch back to his room or to the stall in the bathroom to get a quick blowjob, he didn't mind where he went, he just had to leave.

but maybe this year, with you by his side, he'd actually stay at a party until it ended, "so you're gonna go with me, right?" jaemin asked with a smirk.

you looked over at jaemin with a small smile on your face, "well do you want me to go with you?" jaemin bent his down and glared at you.

"of course i wanna go with you."

you had to bite back your smile at his confirmation, you had never gone to the yule ball with a date; well if ryujin doesn't count.

"do you know what colour of dress you're going to wear?"

"yeah, it's a dark red one. why?" you asked him curiously.

"so i can match with you."

"aw, you're gonna get a red tie?"

"no." jaemin laughed in his chair.

"what do you mean then?"

"well i guess i'm going to have red hair in a couple of days." he said, running his fingers through his blond hair with a smirk. going to do?"

the sound of paper scrambling caught your attention and you looked over to the announcement board that was held by the library door.

"why're you so happy?" jaemin asked, a quirk in his eyebrow.

"because! the yule ball is in seven days!" you cheered with a large smile.

"so?"

"so?" you replied with an obvious tone in your voice, "i love the yule ball! and this would be my last one i can ever go to so i want to make it the best one!"

but maybe this year, with you by his side, he'd actually stay at a party until it ended, "so you're gonna go with me, right?" jaemin asked with a smirk.

you looked over at jaemin with a small smile on your face, "well do you want me to go with you?" jaemin bent his down and glared at you.

"of course i wanna go with you."

you had to bite back your smile at his confirmation, you had never gone to the yule ball with a date; well if ryujin doesn't count.

"do you know what colour of dress you're going to wear?"

"yeah, it's a dark red one. why?" you asked him curiously.

"so i can match with you."

"aw, you're gonna get a red tie?"

"no." jaemin laughed in his chair.

"what do you mean then?"

"well i guess i'm going to have red hair in a couple of days." he said, running his fingers through his blond hair with a smirk.

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so now, minutes before the yule ball of your 7th year began, na jaemin is standing in front of you with a darker shade of red that matched your long dress.

the one shouldered dress was tightened at your waist with a built in corset, before flowing outwards to your feet. your hair was braided back with a few curled strands that framed your face. jaemin grinned as he scanned your body up and down, stopping at your eyes that blended so well with your makeup. you took his breath away and he didn't know how to feel about it.

you scanned jaemin's outfit as well. he wore a plain black suit with a white button up underneath it, a hufflepuff chain around his neck and newly dyed red hair. his bangs were gelled back away from his face tonight, instead of their usual messiness on his forehead.

"you look beautiful." jaemin complimented, his jaw agape. you blushed under his stare.

"thank you, you look nice as well." you responded, making jaemin chuckle.

"shall we?" jaemin stuck out his elbow for you to take, locking your arms together as you followed the rest of the students through the hallways to the great hall where the yule ball would be taking place.

jaemin opened the large door for you, and you were instantly met with the darkened light of the usual bright room and loud music. the four long tables that sat in the great hall were gone, and was instead filled with dancing students. three large decorated christmas trees were at the front of the room were the professor table use to be. the walls and blue lights that twinkled like snow flakes falling from the sky. at the ceiling, fake icicles were hanging down as a decoration.

the room looked amazing, the best decorations that you've seen for the yule ball since your fourth year.

"wow." jaemin said from beside you, thinking the same thing as he examined the new great hall.

"i know right." you said, linking your hand with his. you took a deep breath before walking further into the room, nervousness filling you suddenly.

"hey, what's wrong?" jaemin asked you, stopping you before you walked into the light. he felt. your hand tighten to hard around his and your skin turn awfully pale suddenly.

"i just, i don't want people to stare at us, they don't really know about- this." you answered him truthfully and gestured in-between you two to explain what you meant. jaemin nodded at you before taking your face into his hands.

"listen, who cares what people think if they see us like this, you're mine and i'm yours so no one else should matter." jaemin reassured you, but made your heart actually race more with his words. you've never spoken about being official before, but now was a better time than ever.

"right, ok." you nodded at him and took his hand in your again. the two of you stepped out into the light of the yule ball, hand in hand. you took a another deep breath as everyone, one by one, started to turn and look at you the two of you together.

jaemin moved first, and started walking down the stairs, gently pulling you along with him. you tried to keep a smile on your face as you passed the rest of your classmates. whispers made their way to yours ears even though the music of the party was blaring.

"wait, they're together, i thought they just hung out a little because of yangyang and ryujin."

"how long do you think it will take for jaemin to find another witch?"

"y/n really held herself to high standards for no reason if she's with na jaemin."

you tried to focus on the music instead, but it was hard when every person you walked past had something today. you looked up at jaemin, who seemed to not have a care in the world as he found his way to the drink table.

"so what do you want to drink?" jaemin asked you, looking at all the options, "sucks that there's no giggle water allowed."

"what?" you asked in confusion.

"what? am i not allowed to be upset that my favourite beverage isn't at a school party?" jaemin asked sarcastically.

"no- well yes you can be but- i was talking more about how you're so calm after what they were saying, i mean did you not hear the-" you explained but were cut off by him.

"y/n, i told you to not care about what they say. it doesn't matter and they don't affect us." jaemin held your hand again. "okay?"

"okay." you breathed, "i want orange punch though."

jaemin smiled, "that's my girl!" he took a cup and started pouring yours and his drink.

"y/n!" you heard ryujin call out to you. you turned in her direction and watched as her and yangyang walked up to you and jaemin.

ryujin's dress was also a dark red, but was made out of a silk material that fell straight down her body. she looked quite beautiful in the blue lights.

"i didn't know you also got a red dress!" you exclaimed to her as she pulled you in for a hug. you and ryujin always made sure to get different dressed for each school party. everyone knew how close you were to one another so you never wanted people to think that you guys had to dress the same as well.

"well that's because you've barely spoken to me since the amortentia assignment!" ryujin replied in an obvious tone, "but it's okay, that's what happens when you're with your soulmate." she whispered the last part to you, making your roll your eyes at her.

"hey guys!" jaemin came closer to the small group you were in now, "you look pretty ryujin!" he smiled at her and fist bumped yangyang as a form of greeting.

"thank you jaemin!" ryujin bowed politely, "you guys both look so nice!" she laughed as yangyang bent down behind her and started lightly tickling her.

"yeah, you guys do, but i wanna go dance so we'll catch up with you guys later!" yangyang said and pulled your best friend into the crowd. jaemin and you looked at each other with a small confused expression.

"do you wanna dance too?" jaemin asked you, handing you your orange punch. you took the cup from him and drank the small amount of liquid he gave you before throwing the cup into the garbage beside the table.

"yes! let's go!" you pulled the red head into the crowd after ryujin and yangyang. the atmosphere in the group of dancers was immediately different than it was by the drink table. it was more hot and sweaty and for some reason the music seemed louder.

for a while you and jaemin danced happily around each other, jaemin would spin you around and kiss you like no one else was there.

soon a song that was quite slower and had a different, sexual vibe to it began. you and jaemin smirked at each other before coming close to one another. his hands placed themselves on your was it as you moved your hips against his. the people who weren't in couples left the dance floor.

you noticed that on the side of the room, stood jeno, with two cups in his hand. he watched how you and jaemin danced together so closely. jeno licked his lips as he watched your hips grind forward into jaemin's.

jaemin rested his head near your own, you could feel his breath on your face. his one hand remained on your waist while the other travelled down to your ass and squeezed it. you laughed out loud at him.

"come on, jaemin, not here." you whispered to him.

"why? you don't want jeno to see how you dance for me?" jaemin asked you lowly. he saw how your eyes widened in shock when you looked at him. jaemin smiled, "fine, let's go somewhere else then."

jaemin pulled you through the crowd, towards the three tall christmas trees at the front of the room.

"where are we going jaemin!" you whined but had no other choice then to follow him with your hand in his.

"somewhere more private!" jaemin explained and turned around a small corner behind the last tree. you had never seen this corner before as the professors usually sat in front of it.

"this is it?" you asked him, the ball still so active right beside you in this small opening. jaemin tsked and turned more away from you before pulling back a black curtain that lead to a long hall. jaemin turned back to you and smiled at your cute, shocked face. he grabbed your hand and pulled your farther into the hall with him, shutting the curtain after him.

the hallway wasn't too wide, only about two meters with the walls a dark purple and the floors a dark oak. candles were held on the wall for a form of light.

"what is this place?" you asked jaemin as you put your back against the hallway wall.

"it's a place where haechan likes to take a few witches to have some... fun." jaemin explained, putting his arms on the wall behind your head to trap you in.

"oh great, so i really am just a quick fuck, huh?" you teased him.

"no, never." he whispered as he leant down and kissed your lips gently. "maybe we should tell jeno to come in here though, he knows about this place, too."

you felt your body tense at his words. "why- why would we do that, jaemin?" you asked quietly.

"because i saw the way he was staring at you, he was totally checking you out, don't you want him to join us?" jaemin asked with a deep grin. "don't you remember i know about your little crush on him?" you gulped as jaemin continued, thinking back to way his grip tightened on your waist when he felt someone looking at you.

"i-it's okay, jaemin, i just want you." you told him. jaemin chuckled as his hand played with your own, not backing away from you though.

"good, because i just want you too," his hand left yours and now gripped your throat gently. "tell me who you think about late at night."

"y-you." you responded, you felt your panties get damp as his hand met your throat, the atmosphere in the long hallway adding to the snug fit between you two.

"that's right, my baby." jaemin kissed your cheek quickly. "now, should we show everyone just how well i can fuck you?" you nodded yes, as he trailed more kisses down your neck. "god, i just want everyone to hear you moan my name."

jaemin pulled down the single shoulder of your dress, exposing your breasts to his eyes now. his head ducked down and pressed rough kisses along your chest. your hand tangled in his neatly styled hair, ruining it already.

his hand ran down your side over your dress and he grunted, "fuck, it'd probably be easier to just lift your dress up so i could fuck you from behind, but then i wouldn't get to see your pretty eyes." before you could respond, jaemin ripped your dress down your body, breaking the strings of the corset that cinched your waist.

"jaemin!" you gasped out, your body bare to him now besides your panties.

"it's okay, we'll be tired after this anyways so we'll just go back to our dorms." jaemin assured you, kissing you lips roughly again. his body pushed you against the wall more as his hand trailed down to play with your clit under your underwear. his fingers did hard circles on the nub, getting his fingers wet.

he still had his lips kissing your erect nipples, knowing how it felt so good for you. while his other hand gripped your ass tightly. your whimpers were quiet as jaemin sped up his fingers on your heat.

"fuck, jaemin." you whispered to him, making him chuckle.

"you better stay quiet y/n, we wouldn't want everyone to hear just how easily you fall apart for a little hufflepuff, huh?" jaemin teased darkly, smacking your clit. you bit your lip at his action, cursing jaemin for making you feel so good already.

jaemin pulled away from you for a moment, unbuttoning his dress pants and pulling them down with his boxers. his cock was already dripping with precum and his tip looked red and sore. he wasted no time rubbing his dick against your wet slit, preparing himself to enter you. your hand reached down and helped guide his cock over you, circling the head of it over your clit.

jaemin's hand pinched your nipple hard as he kissed and bit your neck. he teased your hole by only letting the head of his cock enter you quickly before pulling out again.

"tell me you want me." jaemin demanded in your ear.

"i want you, jaemin." you said quietly, not wanting to attract the attention of others so fast. you felt jaemin smile against your skin at your response.

"that's my good gryffindor." jaemin praised, and pushed his cock all the way into you at once. your walls contracted against his dick instantly, wanting him to stay like this for a moment from the pleasure.

his hips moved slow at first, wanting you to adjust for a second at this standing position. jaemin moved your legs to wrap around him, leaning your back against the wall. his hands held onto your back, pushing his hips upwards into you.

you grinned your hips down to meet his trusts, the tip of his cock hitting just the right spot inside of you. you dragged your hands from his neck to his upper arms, getting a better hold of him as his thrusts became harder. small moans would leave your mouth, conscious that others could hear you if the music stopped.

jaemin brought one of his hands up and dripped some of his saliva onto his fingers, wetting them, before bringing them down to your clit again. he felt your body tense from the pleasure and freely smiled at your cute reaction. he knew how good you must've been feeling and how hard it must be to be so quiet for him.

his fingers and his cock matched their pace as he sped up. your back was sore from hitting the wall so many times but the pleasure was worth it. jaemin switched from circling your clit to rubbing back and forth at a quick pace. he wanted you to cum and it was obvious.

jaemin pushed his own orgasm away and focused mainly on you. the way you were dripping around his cock and moaning in his ear turned him on to much. every time jaemin would pull his cock out of you, the hallways would be full of the sound of your juices.

"am i making you feel good, baby?" jaemin asked you, loving the way your fingers dug into his upper arms from the intense pleasure.

"f-fuck yes jaemin, please don't stop." you begged out to him, looking at him with blown out pupils. jaemin chuckled again, and smacked your ass, causing you to jolt forward to him.

your gasps and whines blended in with the music that was playing on the other side of the curtain. jaemin moved his hands to your thighs and helped you bounce on his cock now. your whole body moved to try to get yourself to cum. jaemin felt the way you tightened around him suddenly, your whimpers turning into moans.

"i'm gonna cum, jaem." you informed, bending your head down to kiss him now, not sure how you would be able to control your moans while you came.

"that's right my tough gryffindor, come all over my dick." jaemin encouraged you, fingers returning to your clit to help send you over the edge.

"f-fuck." you mumbled against his lips as you finally came. your body reaching the tense but numb feeling again. your eyes shut hard as his hard thrusts continued. thankfully jaemin was holding onto your tightly because you weren't sure if you could even hold yourself up in the moment.

you felt jaemin's hard cock slip out of you as he put your legs back on the ground. your chest was still heaving heavily when you reached out your hand and started pumping his dick. it was already covered with your juices and his spit so your hand could easily move. small whimpers left jaemin's mouth as you continued to jerk him off.

"are you gonna cum for me now?" you teased him, a sense of dominance falling over you now as you watched jaemin get closer to his high. his thighs tensed when your hand sped up its pace, rubbing over the tip before going back to pumping him.

when jaemin finally came, his warm cum dripped over your hands and wrist as his hips thrusted in towards your hand before stalling. you could see his own chest heaving heavily under his suit.

jaemin pulled away from you and leaned back on the wall opposite of you, both of you enjoying your post orgasm haze as the loud party music was still playing in the background. you smiled at each other shyly, though jaemin's was more of a smirk before he spoke.

"god, i'm so glad you're mine."

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the last day at hogwarts before the christmas break was festive but melancholic.

you sat on the train with jaemin on the ride back to the muggle world. your head was resting in his lap with his fingers playing softly with your hair. you were so tired from not getting any sleep the night before, too anxious to get a break from hogwarts, but upset that you would be away from jaemin for so long. though, jaemin didn't show any emotions on how he was feeling about separating from you for a week.

"hey y/n." the booth's door opened, making you sit up from your new boyfriend's lap. "oh, sorry." you noticed ryujin frown once she saw you sit up.

"oh, it's okay." you smiled at her. you hadn't really seen her since the yule ball, so having a chance to speak to her on the train was a nice opportunity. "what's up?"

"i'm just wondering if you brought our muggles study project home, i wanted to show my parents it!" ryujin smiled at you politely.

"oh shit! i'm sorry ryu, i completely forgot about it!" you responded, guilt washing over you now.

"oh... i reminded you like five times! you knew how important the project was for me!" ryujin whined, but you could sense the anger forming in her.

"i know i'm sorry! you could always give it to them at easter break!" you tried to assure her, but she had already rolled her eyes and walked away from you. you sighed and looked at jaemin.

he smiled sheepishly at you, "even i knew how important the project was to her." he said, resting his hand on your shoulder.

"i know, i know! i've just been in my head lately i forgot." you explained.

"what have you been thinking about?" he asked you curiously.

"just... you."

jaemin was flattered yet worried about your answer. you had always told everyone that ryujin would come first in your life; friends before lovers. but at the same time it felt nice that someone as tough as you cared about someone like him. "well, you could always leave some room for ryujin in your head too, okay?" jaemin nudged you, trying to cheer you up a little.

"yeah, i know." you nodded, agreeing with him.

"she is your best friend after all."

"right." you stated, but mentally you disagreed with him. you knew that you and ryujin haven't properly spoken in two months, but it wasn't anything to worry about, you were both busy. you were so busy that you couldn't even appropriately study for your finals which made you worry about your grades for once. however, you had jaemin so you had nothing to fret about.

when the train came to its first and last stop, jaemin and you hugged tightly on the platform. his jasmine and coffee scent infiltrating your senses once again.

"i'm gonna miss you." you whispered into his chest.

"it's only for a week, i'll see you soon, okay?" jaemin chuckled, pulling away from you and kissing your forehead.

"okay." you grinned, waving at him as he turned the opposite way from you, his red hair getting smaller until it was out of sight.

when he was gone, you realized that this was the first time you had needed to leave the train station by yourself, as ryujin had already left without you. you scoffed at the thought of ryujin, and tried to focus on the happy thoughts of jaemin as you made your way out of station alone.

as jaemin left you, he couldn't help but think how out of character you had been around him the past week. you never forgot anything that was important to ryujin, he felt a bit guilty as he was the only thing that was taking up your time lately. you had been more clingy with him the past week, wanting to be around him ever since he called you his at the yule ball. he figured that it was just because you were excited about the relationship, but he was thankful to have some alone time this next week.

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it was nice to be with your family on christmas day. a fresh sheet of snow had fallen outside which completed the holiday feeling of christmas. your christmas tree was bright with lights and it's underneath was filled with presents for you and your parents. your mum made a delicious dinner, and your dad played his piano for you all.

the rest of the week away from hogwarts kind of sucked.

you had sent your owl with a letter for him, figuring that at some point in the week he would return one to you, but there was nothing. there was no phone call either even though you had called his house twice and only spoke to his mum each time for her to tell you that he's busy.

you knew that jaemin had said he was having a large get together with his family, but you expected him to call you at least once. you were upset with him for many reasons, but mainly because he didn't even bother calling you to wish you a merry christmas.

you hadn't heard from ryujin either, but you hadn't tried to contact her anyways. you didn't want to; you felt like she didn't understand you anymore.

so on the final day of your very alone christmas break, your parents kissed you goodbye as they left for work and you left for hogwarts again. you sat alone on the train, lost in your thoughts as you watched the scenery go past you quickly. you tried to look for jaemin, but couldn't find him anywhere.

you only found him when you walked into the great hall, cheeks rosy from the winter breeze. his red hair had slightly faded, his blonde hair underneath becoming somewhat evident again. jaemin smiled at you from his hufflepuff house table, but made no effort to get up and welcome you back.

the rest of the gryffindor house must've sensed your annoyance as you sat down at your table, all of them avoiding eye contact with you to try not to piss you off more. you noticed ryujin sitting at the front of the table, close to where the professors all sat, her hair had been cut shorter and if you weren't so frustrated with her you would've called her pretty.

"welcome back students!" head master dumbledore announced from the front of the room, the students now quieting down, "i hope you all had a good christmas break!" you scoffed at his words then with your arms crossed against your chest. "the second semester at hogwarts commences tomorrow, so please enjoy your last free night tonight! have a good feast and make sure to get a good night's sleep!" dumbledore clapped twice, and suddenly, large, perfectly cut chickens appeared in front of you on your plate with corn and potatoes. the students all gasped in awe as their stomachs grumbled from the long train ride. at the front of the table you heard ryujin's too familiar laugh as she spoke with the other gryffindors in your house.

you looked over your shoulder and glanced at jaemin, his head ducked down as he ate his meal. you were debating whether or not you should get up and greet him, but a ravenclaw boy that you knew so well caught your eye. renjun's hair had grown longer since the last time you had seen him, but he still had the same circular glasses over his eyes. he only shook his head slowly at you, giving you a serious expression before turning away from you, eating his own dinner.

you felt your stomach suddenly become full at renjun's actions, no longer wanting your dinner. you didn't even know if you were hungry anyways before it. you stood up from your houses' table and left the great hall, not looking back at any of your fellow students. you just wanted to go back to your dorm and go to sleep in order to prepare for the second semester tomorrow.

"hey, are you okay?" a hand held onto your shoulder, turning you around. jaemin stood in front of you, his hufflepuff robe opened as he looked down at you with a worried expression.

"am i okay?" you retorted, staring at him, "you didn't even talk to me once over the christmas break, not even on christmas." you explained to him, pulling your shoulder away from him. jaemin's expression didn't change when you spoke, almost unfazed by your words. "and what's up with renjun?"

"renjun? what do you mean?" jaemin asked, just as confused as you were.

"renjun just shook his head at me in some condescending way."

"oh, i'm not too sure what that would be about, i don't talk to him much anymore." jaemin responded with a shrug.

"right, yeah, i don't know either." remembering that the two haven't been friends since the fall, "but what about not talking to me for a week, what was that about?"

"i told you before, i have a big family so it gets hectic at my house for the week, i'm sorry." jaemin explained, reaching down to hold your hand. "i wanted to call, but never got the chance."

"well did you get my letter?"

"yes, i got it, it really cheered me up last week, thank you for it!" jaemin now smiled, pulling you in for a hug. your letter really was nice, it gave him motivation to get through the busy week at his family home before returning to school for more busy months. you hugged him back, yet your hurt only faded away a little.

jaemin felt how small you had gotten when he hugged you, pulling back to look at you. your gryffindor robe that used to fit perfectly on you, now hung off of your arms and shoulder more, making it look like it swallowed you whole.

"have you eaten your dinner?" jaemin asked you, trying to hide the way he had noticed your weight drop.

"nah, i'm not really hungry, i was just about to head to bed for the night." you shrugged, remembering why you had come out to the hall in the first place. "i guess i'll see you tomorrow morning."

"yeah, ok, have a good sleep y/n." jaemin smiled, kissing your forehead again and wandering back into the great hall. you felt your fatigue come over you quickly, making you stumble back to your dorm in silence. sleep washed over you quickly that night, it would be the last good sleep you would get at hogwarts ever.

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things with jaemin never really got better after you spoke with him on the first night back at hogwarts. you didn't have any of your second semester classes together so it made it hard to see each other. your usual spot in the library, in the black comfy chairs were usually only filled with one of you, as the other one would have to go to class.

though, after dinner, the two of you would sit outside the great hall together at talk for a while. jaemin had heard that you had started showing up late to class and not participating as much, but he never brought it up, he didn't want to bother you. you tried to seem so perfect when you were around him that he didn't want to ruin that little facade of yours.

jaemin had also heard that ryujin and you were no longer friends, well he didn't have to hear about that as he also never saw the two of you together anymore. he tried to ask you about her, but you always shrugged him off, like he used to do to you. jaemin felt like you were pushing him away more everyday, yet still clinged onto him. your conversations together seemed to be more about him than you, and jaemin didn't like it. you could never just sit in silence together anymore.

you on the other hand always tried to make the best out of the great hall conversations that you had because it was the only time you could see each other. you still liked jaemin very much, but it felt like it was unrequited. his responses to you were always so short, but he'd always kiss you goodbye for the night.

when he stopped meeting you outside of the great hall, you began to worry.

at this point, you weren't sure who jaemin was friends with. you always saw the 00' wizard friend group and ryujin together in the library when you would go there to try to study. they always seemed to be happy while you were internally groaning because you couldn't focus on any of the words of your classwork.

"did you hear haechan and jennie have called it quits for good now?" a younger student spoke to her friends from behind you. you rolled your eyes at the gossip, trying to push their annoying voices away.

"no way really?"

"yeah, and apparently he was with some hufflepuff witch at his last party."

"come on, you know haechan and jennie break up like every other week, what's so different about this time?"

you slammed your books closed on the table suddenly, frustrated with your lack of concentration. you grabbed your back and walked quickly out of the library, not caring that everyone was looking at you. at the front of the room, ryujin watched you with concern in her eyes, worried about her now ex-best friend.

"don't worry, ryu." yangyang comforted her, "she has jaemin, right?"

"yeah, right." she nodded, but she knew you. she knew that you weren't yourself at the moment, even if jaemin was with you.

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by the end of the month of february of your final year, your grades had been at their lowest they've ever been since you started at hogwarts. your communication with jaemin had dropped off so suddenly that it spun you through an emotional tornado.

he had spoken to you briefly in the hall last week, only asking if you were okay before moving along to his next class. you barely had the chance to look at him when he stood in front of you, only getting a glimpse of his faded red hair and hufflepuff robe. you had no idea where your relationship with jaemin stood, but you argued with yourself that it was just like this because of your different class schedules, once you graduate, everything will be like they were before.

you told yourself that everyday so that you begun to believe it.

until you heard jaemin had left a party with some ravenclaw witch that was friends with renjun. you only heard of this because renjun was screaming in the library about it at the top of his lungs.

renjun's lungs were bursting with anger while your heart was bursting with pain.

you quietly sat in the library for hours after, staring off into space as the night hours approached. your emotions felt so mixed up you could hardly think straight.

you didn't notice how long you had actually been sitting in your usual black, comfy chair until jaemin sat down in front of you, plopping his bag on the ground beside him.

"hey." jaemin said with a confused smile, "did you not go to your last class?"

"i guess not." you said dryly, hurt forming inside of you as you looked at jaemin. his pretty features turned into something so awful you couldn't look for too long at him like you once could do before.

"are you okay y/n, seriously." jaemin leaned forward onto his knees to inspect you. you scoffed at him and looked away, not being able to comprehend his thought process. "what was that? what's wrong?"

"what's wrong? you left the party with some ravenclaw bitch last night! you don't talk to me anymore or even try to see me!" you exclaimed, other students in the library glancing over at your angry form. jaemin held the same serious expression he always had.

"y/n, i'm sorry. i didn't do anything with the witch last night i can promise you that. our schedules are busy this semester, and honestly... i just don't think you and i can work out. i realized that over the christmas break." jaemin responded calmly, looking over your small body.

"so instead of just calling me over the break to tell me that, or telling me that when we got back, you just ignored me?" you said, trying to understand him.

"well, yeah i guess, and i'm sorry i didn't mean for it to be like this. it's just... i mean look at you. you can barely take care of yourself anymore and all you do is obsess over me, every time we talk it's all about me!" jaemin spoke louder now, his true annoyed feelings coming out now.

"well sorry you were my boyfriend and i wanted to know about you! you barely even opened up to me about anything the whole time we've known each other!" you responded, sitting up straight on your chair now.

"merlin's beard y/n... there's more problems between us than me not telling you every little detail about myself! i like to be alone sometimes and you don't get that, you're so extraverted it's difficult. you like to help everyone and speak your mind all the time! i'm not like that! i hate getting help and i prefer to keep things to myself!" jaemin stood now, grabbing his bag as he looked down at you with a frown.

"students." librarian pince interrupted your arguing, a disappointed look on her face, "i'm going to have to ask you to exit the library now as you're causing loud commotion that is distracting others." she hushed you.

"i'm sorry mrs pince, i'll leave, she can stay." jaemin apologized dryly, not looking at you as he left the room. mrs pince shook her head at you before returning to her desk, leaving you alone in your and jaemin's usual spot.

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the weeks left of your year 7 at hogwarts went by slowly yet too quickly.

you spent your days in your classes, trying to catch up on the work you missed in the beginning of the second semester, and you spent your nights laying bed thinking about anything and everything. you felt like you had no control of your own life anymore. professors asked if you were okay, but you always just brushed them off and said yes.

because really, you were okay. just heartbroken.

it took a couple weeks after speaking to jaemin to realize how much you had changed over the past few months. usually, if a boy were to upset you, you would be over it in an hour. but with jaemin, it was different. you had written him into your long term plan and wanted him to be there with you.

the one time you changed your ideal standards and you ended up changing yourself.

over the last months of second semester, you had let your hair grow longer and your clothes began to fit you again. you still felt mentally tired, but physically you were starting to become yourself again. you smiled at people in the halls, often participated in class, but never let the thought of jaemin fully escape you.

shotaro was nice enough to give you small updates about jaemin's well being, but you knew that shotaro didn't really know how jaemin was. jaemin still hadn't fixed his friendship with jeno or the rest of the 00' wizard friend group, but he was still roommates with shotaro.

shotaro had slowly become one of your closest friends in the lowest point in your life, and you were really thankful for him. he'd walk you to class and make sure you've done your classwork on time. he had gotten you through your last semester at hogwarts and you didn't know how you could repay him.

unbeknownst to you, ryujin would ask shotaro how you were doing, hearing that you and jaemin were officially over after your well known argument occurred in the library. the rest of the 00' wizards weren't really surprised when they heard jaemin had called it quits with you, but they were shocked at how hard you were taking it. the once tough gryffindor that helped everyone, now needed help herself.

when the last day at hogwarts arrived, you forced yourself to not cry until you got home. you took once last glance at your gryffindor common room that you had so many memories in, and walked to the courtyard where everyone was waiting. you tried to take final, long lasting glances at the floors and and walls, trying to remember all their cracks and lines as it would be the last you would walk down these halls. you tried to describe the scent of the castle, but it's scent had disappeared as you adapted to it so quickly, it was your second home for seven years.

the classrooms you walked past on your way to the courtyard, each had their own little memory with you. some with ryujin, some with the rest of your gryffindor house, and some with jaemin that you wanted to forget.

the rest of the school was gathered around outside, waiting for the rest of that graduating class to enter. you noticed some of the witches in the years below you tear up as they stared at the graduating class, not wanting their friends and crushes to leave. you wish you didn't have to leave so soon. you wish you could relive your year 7 and do it all differently. you spent it so caught up onto a wizard that deep down you knew you could never have, that's why you pushed him away so hard at the beginning. you wondered now what made you take him in so deeply.

from across the courtyard, you saw how tightly ryujin and yangyang held hands. you were happy that at least one of you would graduate from hogwarts happily.

"well, i would like to first congratulate all of the year 7's that will now leave hogwarts as a ten times better wizard or witch they first arrived as." dumbledore spoke at the front of the large gates, "i am so very proud of each and every one of you, though most of you have almost given me a heart attack with your mischief." you noticed dumbledore wink at jeno with a smile, causing jeno to grin and look towards the year 6 slytherins. "tomorrow, you start a very important journey that i hope us at hogwarts have helped prepare you for. i wish you all of luck in the future and don't be afraid to contact us if you need any guidance. please remember students, it does not do to dwell on dreams and forget to live."

your heart ached at your headmasters last words, pushing away tears as this would be the last time you would see a wizard so powerful, so great. the rest of the students and professors cheered at the courtyard gates opened, signalling that the school year was over and you were all allowed to leave for the summer.

this time as you stepped onto the train's platform with bags in your hands, you felt more melancholic than you had ever before. you stopped and watched as all the other students jumped aboard, your heart stopping itself when you noticed a familiar wizard step foot onto the train. he hesitated when he was about to put his other foot on the train as well, leaving his body out on the platform still. he looked over at you and a meloncholic feeling washed over him too.

this would be your last sight of na jaemin, and it was so much different than your first.

instead of seeing a self assured hufflepuff boy with bright eyes and blonde and blue hair, you see an adult that has a dark shadow lingering around him with different features. you recognize then that he's no longer the wizard you once thought you knew, he's older, and sadder and alone. and there's nothing you could do but watch him step on the train and begin his future without you.

you took a deep breath as he disappeared from your sight now, shock ran through you as you almost didn't recognize him. his hair now matched the night sky and it was the first ever time you had seen him with his natural hair. he was different, and so were you.

you stepped on the train after a few more students boarded after na jaemin. you weren't really paying attention as you walked down the long aisle, too caught up in your thoughts once again.

"y/n," a voice snapped you out thankfully, "are you okay?" you looked in the booth beside you and saw ryujin, her hand reached out in front of you to grab yours. you nodded yes silently as a response. you saw the rest of the 00' wizards sitting with her, all looking at you with a confused face. "here, sit." ryujin moved over, squishing yangyang into the window. you sighed a breath of relief and sat with your old friend group.

"so, haechan, looking forward to going to europe for the summer?" renjun asked him from across the aisle.

"you bet your fucking ass i am." haechan smiled, looking down the aisle at someone. from beside you, ryujin didn't let go of your hand, an apologizing smile on her face when you looked at her. you couldn't help but smile back because you knew that this is where you would belong; with ryujin and the rest of the 00' wizards.

because with them, it wasn't just you that had lost na jaemin, it was them too.

you all shared the hurt of losing someone that was once so important to you, making you all realize that loving should be easy in this life. thankfully with them you could learn that without the most annoying, sleaziest wizard at hogwarts.

na jaemin was the complete, and total opposite of you, so of course you would never get along.

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