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Creloise University AU
this is a excerpt from God, I'm Actually Invested (how did that happen?) which I have posted over on AO3!
Eloise shoved her silenced phone into the deep recesses of her tote bag; in the few days that had passed since her concussion and the failed Bridgerton sibling dinner, Penelope Featherington had been relentless in trying to contact her. She had emailed, texted, rang, messaged and even went so far as creating new social media accounts (which were promptly blocked) and she had also enlisted Eloise's siblings for help. Francesca had remained steadfastly loyal but both Daphne and Benedict had messaged her in an effort to convince her to talk to Penelope. It had been a nightmare trying to avoid her, the other day she even spotted the redhead waiting outside her lecture. Luckily she had been able to spot her in time and leave out of the back door but it had made traversing campus increasingly hard. So this morning, Eloise was taking a much needed break. She had no classes on Wednesdays, so she had gone for a morning walk upon which she had discovered a busy little coffee shop in a part of town she’d yet to explore. Here she had ordered an oat chai latte and pain au chocolat, food and drink secured, she managed to snag a corner table from a couple who were just leaving- no mean feat it seemed, for the shop was full to the rafters- and pulled out her book.
It had been barely a few minutes before she was interrupted.
“Bridgerton, who knew you had such taste?”
She looked up and was greeted with the sight of Cressida Cowper, standing over her table and gesturing to the book she was holding. Eloise placed it down in front of her, eyebrows raised in disbelief, partially because it seemed like Cressida Cowper was deliberately speaking to her and also because- “You’ve read it?”
“Is that so hard to believe? I read.” Cressida’s eyes narrowed over her takeaway paper cup.
“Well- I guess I didn't know you liked reading.” How could she know? Cressida didn’t like her. Usually she went out of her way to avoid Eloise and now for some unknown reason here she was striking up pleasant- or at least something adjacent to pleasant- conversation.
“Did you know she went here?” Cressida ploughed on, “To Cambridge?”
“I did, and if I wasn't reading this for the third time I might be mad at you for spoiling it.” Eloise couldn’t help but jab, her bafflement growing when Cressida boldly took the empty seat across from her. What is happening right now?
“It’s a wonderful book, isn't it? I rather believe every woman should read it-”
“I don’t mean to be rude,” Eloise, who was now briefly entertaining the idea she had somehow wandered into a parallel universe, cut in, “But do you want something?”
Cressida glanced quickly over her shoulder, before leaning forward and hissing, “Can you at least pretend to be interested in my conversation?”
Eloise leaned in and hissed back, “Cressida, I really have no idea what's going on, so unless you wish to enlighten me-”
“The man by the counter in the purple jacket was hitting on me the whole time I waited for my tea, so I told him you were here for me.” The words tumbled from Cressida’s mouth almost as if she were embarrassed by them, “Please just let me sit here until he leaves, then I’ll be out of your hair.”
Eloise glanced over towards the counter and sure enough, a man in a purple jacket was just picking up his coffee. He had an unpleasant, greasy look about him and Eloise took an immediate dislike to the man- though to be fair that wasn’t unusual for Eloise when encountering men.
“Why didn’t you just tell him to bugger off?” She asked, looking back at Cressida, “Or hit him with your-” Eloise made a face and brought her fingers up by her eyes to mime tiny little laser beams coming from them,”-laser vision.” Eloise had watched grown men wither under Cressida’s glare more than once at many of the weird, stuffy, old fashioned events their parents insisted on dragging them along to. It was perhaps the single faucet of Cressida she actually held a teeny little bit of admiration for.
Cressida rolled her eyes, “Because I kind of know him. He’s the son of a business associate of my father’s.”
“Right.” Eloise conceded, perhaps a teeny bit disappointed she wouldn't have the pleasure of witnessing Cressida’s glare causing Mr Purple Jacket’s balls to back crawl up inside him.
Mr Purple Jacket took that exact opportunity to grace them with his highly unwanted presence, “Ladies,” He arrived in front of their table and nodded in what he probably thought was a gentlemanly manner, though it came off quite smarmy in Eloise’s opinion. “Cressida, I know you are meeting with a friend,” He nodded at Eloise, who thought he was doing a rather swell impression of those little bobble headed dolls truckers often stuck to their dashboards. “But I was hoping, before I go that I might get-”
“I’m sorry but who are you?” Eloise (who sensed where this was going) cut him off abruptly.
“My apologies, I am Roland Burbank, an acquaintance of Cressida’s.” He offered his hand to Eloise, who left it to hang in the air until he gave up and lowered it to wipe his palm nervously on his jeans. “I was hoping to-”
Eloise cut him off again, “I’m sure you were, but you see I was rather hoping you wouldn’t.”
“Oh?” Mr Purple Jacket looked rather taken aback and Eloise continued before he could try to embarrass himself further.
“As you can see, Cressida is otherwise occupied-”
“Eloise!” Cressida’s quiet reprimand held undertones of shock but lacked any true vexation. Eloise took Cressida’s hand from where it was resting on the table and squeezed it gently in an effort to communicate to the other girl she needn't worry.
“-so I think it’s probably best you give up now, don’t you?” She finished.
“My apologies, I didn't realise-” Mr Purple Jacket stumbled over his words as he nodded yet again. Perhaps he could take up a career as one of those dolls, Eloise thought as she watched him hastily begin his retreat. At the very least he could earn a fortune doing impressions at birthday parties.
“Lovely to meet you, Ronald!” Eloise called after him as he hurried out of the coffee shop. They managed to contain their laughter until the door swung shut on his purple back. “Honestly the audacity men have,” Eloise shook her head when they were able to catch their breath again.
They sat for a moment, each nursing their drink, before Cressida gestured to the book, “It really is a favourite of mine,” she said, “right at the end, when her aunt tells her her grandfather cancelled his plans in case she came by, and then that she's counting the hours until Tara arrives- it makes me cry every time.”
Eloise was taken aback by the admission, “Me too.” She admitted.
“Thank you, for getting rid of Roland.” Cressida had pulled the cardboard sleeve off her tea and was slowly pulling apart the layers, “I was afraid if I was frank with him he might go crying to his father and that it could affect my fathers business. Though, I suppose he still could.”
Eloise waved her concern away, “If he does, just blame me.”
“Well I don’t think I’ll have to worry about him again, I think my father told his I was ‘available’.” She shuddered slightly and began shredding the cardboard.
“And you’re not?” Eloise asked, picking up her mug.
“Certainly not for him.”
“A tragedy, really, you could have had the most beautiful maroon babies.”
Cressida threw a wadded up piece of cardboard at her head and Eloise ducked out of the way, laughing.
#creloise#cressida cowper#eloise bridgerton#eloise x cressida#fanfic#creloise fanfic#University au#modern au#long post
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WIP: Circ du Scenes
sorry for jojo crimes. it's also furry crimes but that's another matter. basically a circus au with identity porn.
Mista shakes his head. “Nah. Give me a good reason why I shouldn’t court you. You don’t want it? Sure, I’d take that. You’re uncomfortable, don’t like me, scared of predators? Sure. But ‘can’t’ is not gonna work on me.”
“Because I hate you. Good enough?”
"You say that all the t--"
Rigatoni is upon him in a flash, in his face, and Mista wished he could see his eyes again. See them dark and flashing and full of violence. “I fucking hate every inch of you. Everything you do and say infuriates me.”
It says horrible things about him that it makes Mista weak in the fucking knees, even as his heart hurts. The words do sting, he kinda likes the guy. He’s been trying to play it smooth. “Kinda rude, I’m gonna be real with you.”
“I wish you’d shut the fuck up.”
“This is the bit where I tell you to make me.”
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Talon Dick Grayson, please? Oifaaa, you promised :'(
I know but then someone pointed out the anti semitic undertones in court of owls and im not about to make any of my Jewish friends uncomfortable for a silly little au I hope you understand
#ask#anon#really sorry bc i did say id abid by the results of that poll#but its for a good reason that im going back on my word#i might do another what au do you want me to continue/create poll to hopefully make up for it#considering im seeming to be in a drawing block#ughhh#but yeah this time i might ask you guys first as well which aus you want me to continue/ create#so that its a bit more fair#so send those in#well see what we get
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my own personal interpretation of the spawn killing rule was, it was made to prevent spam killings and point farming. no more elquackity killing jaiden so many times in rapid succession even consensually, no more pierre standing at the door waiting for his turn to farm off jaiden. the kills were so close together that i think it's close enough to be considered either against the rule or not, meaning it's wholly up to the admin's discretion and their own interpretation of the rule
i also wasn't watching it happen (listening to the stream) but checking the vod i can confirm, forever ended up killing bad four times. [in the span of 17 seconds; 9:33:00-9:33:17 in bad's vod]. twice could be let slide due to quest requirements (which i have an issue with; if they're going to require two kills it should be one player from each opposing team and def not the same person twice), four is a lot more dicey. again, in my opinion, even consensual spawnkilling is still spawn killing and therefore against that rule, especially considering that when quackity was consensually killing jaiden over and over, he still said "there should be a rule against this".
the last two kills were purely for points and to put green team in the lead. those are where it gets dicey for me personally; the deal to complete the mission was a lot easier to rationalize bc the admins basically designed the quest that way. killing the same person twice on this island is nigh impossible, especially if they know you're after them and are hiding. good luck finding someone who spends their entire time on the server in various holes just mining.
but again idk, the admins are the ones who know what the spirit of the rule was and in the end make the final call. i'm gonna straddle the fence on this one personally. thought i'd clarify one place the "it was spawn killing" claims could be coming from
ETA: finally someone posted twitter screenshots on here. congratulations green gay ninjas!!!
#qsmp#discourse#qsmp discourse#i hope that covers it again i'm so bad at tagging these so lmk if i should add a tag and i will#shut up vic#block game brainrot#listen i won't complain about a green win but for some reason this past week my soul decided i care about fairness or some bullshit#which frankly i consider a development for the absolute and objective worse#i wish i could go back to not caring tbh this is hell#qsmp purgatory#qsmp purgatory discourse#hopefullh that's fine
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real question is why has tumblr started opening posts in a separate browser when i click 'view' on a post with blocked tags. i mean, it often does that with links to posts, but straight up taking you out of the app to view a post on your own dash? thats new
#some tags i have blocked are like#squicks where its fine if they come from some people bc i know its gonna just be a meme that vaguely touches on the subject#and from others i know its gonna be examining it in detail which i dont wanna see#so i click to view half the time#i also just like to have some warning before something sometimes#or the op tag spammed and its not actually about the thing i blacklisted#theres lots of reasons you might want to view a blocked post on ur dash#it happens fair often i dont think it should have to take u out of the app completely#shark talks#mostly im wondering if this is just a me problem
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Ok one last dip into "the Izcourse" before I take my own advice and pivot to rewatching S1 in prep and posting about what I love!
We get a lot of trolls, and harassers, and staunch antis looking to pick a fight with the "bad fans" who either drop bait or jump on people's posts to be annoying. That's the flame war part of all this mess. But we also get a fair number of posts from "neutral" people that I want to gripe about for a moment because at least the antis are misrepresenting "what Izzy fans believe / discuss" because they are actively against my take on the show for whatever reason. But it's more annoying to me personally when it's just... a lack of effort.
(And I've mentioned this before)
Like... a "neutral" observer weighing in on "The Izcourse" is a member of the general fandom who doesn't care enough about Izzy to really be an anti. Their perspective on the matter is coming from directly or indirectly following people in the antis' main meta circle. We know this, because just about every neutral person who was not from this background got classified as an Izzy apologist / problematic Edward thoughtcrimer and they are counted as in "the Canyon" now. We watched it happen a lot over the past year and a half. So the observer is not neutral, not really, but they probably aren't heavily blocking / blocked if they don't care and don't talk about Izzy.
Which makes it so frustrating when they feel the need to bring up "concerning" trends among Izzy fans and their interpretations and then they don't know what those interpretations are.
Like - in the most patient tone I can possibly manage - scrolling a bit of the Izzy Hands tag and taking fans squeeing about their blorbo as evidence there is no nuance in meta and too much babygirlifying here is dumb as fuck. Hell, even isolating a recent meta post and going "well I don't agree with this because XYZ" is still very much a "so what?" situation because that one person is not representing all Izzy fans? And also you still have a huge blind spot.
Because meta is - at its core - a collaborative structure.
You can't experience a particular branch of meta primarily through people vaguing or screenshotting and dunking on whatever looks the worst, then skim a little bit of a tag and be able to confidently call out what the "problematic trends" are. You can't even understand where the random meta you singled out is coming from, because you don't know which posts they've been looking at for over a year. And this is all really highlighted by the fact when you go to dissect that post you disagree with, you'll do it by just saying things that you understand to be established, well-defended facts from your own circle of meta and not back them up at all. Because in your mind you don't need to! And yet the post you're disagreeing with won't make sense because they are just assuming things and talking about this fanon version of Izzy you don't recognize. 🤷♀️
(This is why my typical meta post is linking to three separate discussions, lol. I'm building off of things said before like basically every meta writer, but I want those things referenced.)
If you aren't going to actually put in the effort to identify which blogs are the "major players" and then go back through tags or their popular posts or whatever to get an actual idea of what the meta structure Izzy Canyon has spent over a year discussing contains, then at least don't disparagingly comment on those people and discussions while lumping them into one "problematic" hive mind??? You don't know what you're talking about because you didn't care, and that's whatever. Just please stop confidently conflating random blog #7's generally happy post about how "i can't wait for my fave little guy to have friends 💕" with a concerning lack of discussions on Izzy's relationship with the crew.
My "#ofmd meta" tag - among others - is full of almost exclusively Izzy Canyon blogs writing complex posts about all sorts of things from romcom genre conventions to POC fans' takes on Edward's cptsd, and it's beyond annoying to see them repeatedly insinuated to have the depth of a puddle because the antis prefer to pile on a headcanon about Izzy reading and turn it into an insult to Edward's intelligence, and all the "neutral" blogs take it as gospel.
#i mean i do actually enjoy dissecting fandom dynamics a fair bit which is the only reason i weigh in as often as i do#if this was actually making me miserable or upsetting me i would just fully block and filter and never touch it again#but it is also varying levels of irritating so putting it on a backburner for now#pivot time!#the izcourse#ofmd harassment#ofmd meta#our flag means death#fuck it. main tagging. more people need to think about how meta works#fandom culture#ladyluscinia
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congradulations assholes
u all finally got that stupid ass victory that u ppl so lovingly beg for absolutely no reason other than just to find more petty excuses to boost ur ego and outright splat any other ppl from different teams on site as if any of u dont know how to play like fair for once in ur pathetic fucking life and admittingly i do feel bad for shiver too since she actually had smth that i could agree with for once (vanilla aside) and that u assholes pretty much decided to be absolute jerks throughout the whole damn thing all cuz im on her team as if splatfests and final/seasonalfests in general were never meant to be taken srsly in the first place and overall to any stupid ass stans/spawn campers out there i wish u all a very happy go fuck urself for basically never giving me a fair fucking chance for once whatsoever and for honestly being the worst fucking idol f**base to ever exist in general so yeah
#lunas rambles and shit :3#splatoon 3#yeah of fucking couse im adding this tag just so those assholes can know wtf im taking abt for once since all they ever do nowdays#is bitch and whine over the most ridicuous shit imaginable all cuz other teams want to win too and that ur stupid ass fav idol or some shit#doesnt have to win every damn time since u already won before but apparently u assholes decided that wasnt enough for some reason and#basically went as far as to blame handshake for winning fair and square as if u cant do anything beyond counting stacks instead of the#actual numbers and also proceed to splat any member of any opposing team u come across without even having the decency to let them have fun#and do their thing for once which is overall the main fucking reason why i really#fucking despise frye stans so fucking much to the point where i sinseraly hope u idiots lose the finalfest too since its basically what u#pieces of fucking shits deserve for having so called “”“”good sportship“”“” towards shiver and big man teams and#not even being fucking bothered to actually have a good time for once regardless if u win or not since u all missed the whole point#of splatfests in general and piss me off sm to the point where i just fucking hope u all lose every other splatfest from here on out and#continously bitch and whine over the most minor thing possible while ur fucking at it since its all u really care abt anymore atp instead#of actually having fun like a normal human person for once#and even tho that scene after the results was admittingly wholesome too i still feel bad for shiver anyways since i dont really care abt the#latter options all that much and that this is just a fun silly what if scenario anyways so yeah#im gonna start posting this now and dw ill be sure to block any stupid ass annoying frye stans on site anyways since theyre basically just#the absolute worst f**base of pretty much any splatoon idol in general if u ask me
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man I don't actually have anything against coining blogs but just once I'd like to check in on the hearthome tag and not have it be wall-to-wall flags and literally nothing else
[rattles tin] c'monnnnnnnnn I know there's other people with hearthomes out there, where are you. I know I don't post terribly often in the tag either but please,,,
#if you post a lot of hearthic terms and you've been blocked by me that's why btw#nothing against you it's just. deeply depressing and isolating to have your community tag literally Only be that#it makes it feel like it doesn't actually exist and is something tumblr made up to make pretty pictures about ffjdkgjdsf#which i know is neither true nor fair but nonetheless it sucks the joy out of me so on the blocklist you go sorry#this is a good 80% of the reason i refuse to use the term hearthic honestly. it's too associated with that feeling for me by now#hearthome#rani talks#journaling
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alright anons
#i might answer some of you in more detail in a bit#but i'm currently sat in a rather boring meeting which i can't QUITE type proper replies during#but you can get some notes in the tags so long#bcs like i said. this meeting is BORING#right. so#@ that anon who talked about piarles and carlando not really being comparable - oh i do agree with you#at least to a certain extent#yeah; pierre and charles HAVE known each other for far longer and yeah; they haven't ever been teammates in f1#so agreed: the friendships are very different in that sense#but i'm going to compare them anyway because this is TUMBLR DOT COM and i'm not here to be reasonable at all#so: piarles is better <333 in every way.#then @ that charlos anon who came in here to try and tell me that they get on really well ACTUALLY#lmao#that is all i have to say to you really#(to be quite fair; i don't think charles and carlos properly HATE each other. but friends in the same way as piarles? or even as carlando?#nah.)#@ my T anon 🥰❣️ i agree with YOU completely#everything you have said -- perfect. FACTS. olivia wilde nodding dot gif#andddd then finally @ that really intense carlando anon#bestie 😭😭 firstly go to someone else's inbox; you're blocked now#and secondly... you DO realise that these are rpf ships right? rpf as in real person FICTION? fiction as in THEYRE NOT REAL???#you do realise that right...#🥲 i genuinely do wonder sometimes#anyways! anons please do continue to entertain me 🤣❤️ like i said this meeting is VERY boring#and though some of you are a little...... intense (😅) you are entertaining me quite a lot too 🤣👌 so pls carry on tyyyyy x#katie rambles#@anons
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S4 E4 Supernatural
Dean finds out that Sam is using his demon powers to expell demons without killing the host. Now I understand both sides, it's not like I'm on one side, I see both. On Dean's side a literal Angel of the Lord came down to say 'talk shit into your brother or we go after him' and he found out Sam was lying to him for like a year. But on Sam's side he found out he's like the things he hunts, but he found a way to help people with the evil thing he was given. They're both going through it, they're both scared and traumatized, they both are right and wrong.
#its grey i understand why sam. is desperately trying to find some good he can do with the evil hes given. and while hes doing good we still#dont know WHY he has the powers or if using them corups the user#its possible for his powers to slowly crupt Sam over time. and it doesn't help that they grew up in a hunter family so they've been#conditioned to believe anything supernatural is evil which.... fair alot if supernatural is evil. theyve been bit enough times to be wary#so now we got dean being wary if the supernatural and he got visited by an Angel of the Lord whos told dean that Sam is going down the wron#path right after he just GOT BACK FROM HELL! And while he says he doesn't remember hes getting flashes and the bible says people that go#against god go to Hell. he blocked his time in hell but he knows it wasnt fun. overall its hurt people hurting hurt people who hurt back#sam winchester#dean winchester#ruby#and id love to take ruby at face value. shes been really helpful but her saying shes helping cus she remembers what its like to be human#or whatever her reasoning was. its just not enough for me. her being different then the other demons just doesn't seem like enough#of a reason to be this helpful to Sam. shes still a demon and while she might be a nice and helpful demon i dont see what she gets#castiel#also dean called Castiel Cass this episode#batcavescolony watches#batcavescolony watches supernatural#spn
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South park fan
#alas….unfortunately I am#ask#anon#tag edit: oof yeah probs shouldn’t have rambled in the tags about writing sp fics on that prev post op got mad at me :(#in all fairness I used to be the exact same way and then I actually watched the show#and then begrudgingly had to acknowledge the writing was actually good#the show has a lot of shitty ppl who are fans but the reasons they like the show#like using Cartman’s antisemitism to justify their own bigotry#are 1000% NOT the same reasons I like the show#it’s very hit or miss and some eps are absolutely vile but the ones that hit#have some damn good writing. there’s a reason why trey parker is so prolific. the guy knows his shit#not only in tv writing but songwriting and writing the book of mormon#which won best musical so. you have to admit he’s talented at his craft even if some of the shit he writes makes me wanna throw up#because he specifically wrote it to make the audience uncomfortable. he and matt stone are provocateurs#but if you listen to the commentary or see the show beyond a surface level you’ll see it has a surprising amount of heart#I know that’s shocking for a non-fan for me to acknowledge that but. idk man don’t harass me over it you can block me if you’re#that uncomfortable#ok tag ramble over#FUCK TAG EDIT AGAIN: yeah I deleted my reblog op was getting upset and I don’t wanna invite harassment towards myself or him#I’m not about to fuck with anti sp ppl esp minors I don’t have a death wish
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I missed tumblr... SO FUCKING MUCH. There's nowhere else on the internet like this website, and it's still free! We're SO back!
#ᴏᴜᴛ ᴏғ ᴄᴏsᴛᴜᴍᴇ; ooc.#cw paedophilia#there's so much to unpack here!#the FC they chose for Felicia (awful)#The... description of the scene? Peter being a teenager??!!#I should tag that hold on-#how do I...#The lack of fucking RP Etiquette? Telling ME!! How Felicia would react?#She would NOT have a lustful smirk! when she found out Pete was a kid she fucking VOMITED on his dick!#I'm...#Oh they blocked me. Which is both a fair & reasonable reaction.
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Tumblr mobile experience these days is like hmm did that person deactivate/get removed or did they block me
#this poses a problem for people like me who use others's content#like consent matters to me#but I have no idea if that person deleted -- therefore I feel it's fair game to use their gifs for stim stuff (depending) --#or if they BLOCKED me-- in which case no I will NOT use their gif. they blocked me for a reason#and you USED to be able to tell. tumblr would show you their blog page but with nothing on it. so you knew Ah. they have me blocked. okay!#now though it shows the same as if the user deleted their account or got banned#so. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#it's this annoying wager: use the gif potentially violating their consent or play it safe and find something else#obviously. OBVIOUSLY on all rational levels the latter is the ethical choice#(side note I might?? have like ethical/moral OCD??)#but they FEEL like equally compelling and reasonable options in the moment and the decision is like HHHHH#and I DON'T always do the latter :/#it's just ANNOYING because this WHOLE dilemma could've been avoided by tumblr NOT BEING BAD. FOR 5 MINUTES
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got covid for the second time, yaaaaay
#i'm a boring person with a boring life this isn't fair lol#almost certainly caught it from my pub job AGAIN#i thought it was just a bad cold but then i noticed that even when my nose wasn't blocked i couldn't smell anything so did a test#i was supposed to be babysitting my stepbrother this weekend so my dad and stepmum can go away#and my brother and step sister are both busy this weekend for other reasons so they have no backups#and they probably have to cancel their trip#i feel worse about letting them down than i do about having the rona which probably says something about me#that being said i do feel pretty fucking crap and have all week#so at least now i feel justified in sitting in a pile of blankets and doing nothing all day#sigh#covid
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Random post: “reblog if you *thing I agree with”
My brain: if you reblog this you’re a virtue sighing whore who just wants internet clout. If you don’t reblog this you’re a heartless monster who should be shot in the street. Kys
Me: wtf
#originally I had this big long post explaining my complex feelings about posts like these#cause they do cause me a not constructive or reasonable amount of stress#but I’m very much aware that my reaction to them is not normal and very much colored by my ocd#the person who made it and the people who rebloged it probably did not intend for me to be reacting this way#there isn’t any malicious intent. most people don’t want or expect stranger on the internet to have panic attacks over tumblr posts#I don’t blame anyone for making or rebloging them.#I also don’t know if it’s even right for me to ask people not too? it’s not they’re responsibility to cater to my weird needs#so I just block and filter as much stuff as I can to try and avoid it#cause if I didn’t my entire blog would be them and I’d have to delete tumblr cause it would be actively detrimental to my mental health#but every once in a while one sneaks through. cause people will censor words or not tag stuff#or make posts that don’t follow the standard format#so I’ll see if and probably reblog it cause I don’t want to deal with the overwhelming guilt and subsequent panic attack#(this is not a good thing and will only make stuff worse btw)#and it’ll suck#but I don’t think it’s fair to hold a stranger responsible for that#but it still sucks#and I don’t know what to do about or how to feel about them#okay so the whole post ended up in the tags anyways sorry#there’s no conclusion or lesson to this I’m just ruminating#which is also not good sooo#moral ocd#ocd#actually ocd#vent#ramble#kind of both I guess?#might delete this later#if I remember
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being blocked on tumblr is so funny 2 me bc i rarely talk outside of tags (which rarely even have opinions of any substance) like im sorry my cardboard cutout public persona upset u <3
#but i ALSO block for silly reasons so all's fair in the hater's game#its just weird that it's happened twice?? im just so curious like what was it that sealed my fate#haematicspectre#UPDATE: (even hours later i just amend the original post instead of reblogging)#(like THATS how little i talk on here) (anyway)#UPDATE: the blog is a popular dc/batfam blogger which explains everything. even tho our opinions basicqlly perfectly align? Classic dc fan
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