the fact that iām rapunzelās age and thereās no eugene coming to take me to see the āstarsā is disturbing smhš°š¶āļø
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aaaaaaaa ā¤ļøāš©¹
You deserve someone who wants to figure it out with you.
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isnāt this insanely pretty
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HI I AM BACK HERE AFTER SO LONG.
Howās 2024 been treating yāall yettt?
God Iāve missed yāall so fucking much š
can we name one good time weāve had this year? even if itās just been a week? hereās mine : enjoyed this mocha and garlic bread with a friend after gym š
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things that fall
petals,
when the flowers you brought me have withered, and the sun is too strong in my eyes.
tears,
when the pain in my chest gets too heavy to bear, and my heart beats a certain way when i think of you.
snowflakes,
as the dry air makes my lips bleed into the cracks of the words i couldnāt say when you buried your head in my neck.
rain,
as i sit in my window, the woollen grey clouds as dark as the deliquescent threads in my head.
stars,
when all i wish for is to feel your breath against my face. you sigh and i trace my thumb over your brow.
tides,
because the moon is drifting away from the earth as you are from me.
eyelids,
because my eyes are paper thin from the fever on my forehead. itās too warm and iām drenched in sweat. it burns to touch them.
time,
because love becomes infinitely heavier when it has nowhere to go.
shadows,
of two lovers slow dancing in a burning room.
leaves,
as you tread over the maple hope that we would last; crushing them under your feet and over my chest.
the sun,
in my sky, colourless without your palette. iām begging you to stay. youāre crying now. you rub your nose against mine and i donāt want to live beyond this moment.
and i, for you.
i fall for you. like everything that falls.
- written by me
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not studying cuz of depression š being depressed cuz of not studying
how students study
āok time to take a break from mental health and focus on my careerā
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why does it still sting in some parts of my heart?
even when i think it has healed. it still shudders when someone reminds me that youāre happy with someone else. the words ring in my ears. in my head.
heās with her. heās with her. heās with her. heās with her. and my heart stings.
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everythingās different for you and me. except the moon. the last thing weāll share. forever. even when youāve forgotten me.
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Thank you @charredluv and everyone who got me to 50 reblogs!
things you (and i) might need to hear today
i. breathe. i know how anxious you are right now but breathe. itās going to be okay.
ii. you are not selfish for prioritising your peace of mind.
iii. itās okay to rest. rest before you burn out. not after youāve burnt out.
iv. itās okay to have an unproductive day. what matters is how much you let yourself down by it. donāt. start afresh. youāve got this.
v. itās okay if youāve hurt someone. we all do at some point. but deal with it. have difficult conversations. donāt expect things to mend by themselves.
vi. never hesitate to compliment someone or tell them how much they mean to you. a simple gesture can go a long way in making someoneās day.
vii. itās okay to panic. itās okay to think that this might be the end of the world, knowing very well that it isnāt. but itās not okay to let it consume you. let it out. no matter how long it takes or how painstaking it is. it will be worth it.
viii. talk to yourself when youāre sad. cup your face in your own palms and kiss the creases. gently pat your head and stroke your cheeks. sometimes only we can pick ourselves up.
ix. people will keep entering and leaving your life. the only constant is you. learn to enjoy your own company. what can be sadder than to do the things you planned to do with someone else all by yourself? do them anyway. it will suck. let it. because eventually it wonāt. it feels like discovering a new power to find yourself being perfectly happy with a new found independence.
x. donāt believe in the things that people believe you to be. you are not what someone else thinks you to be. you are you. donāt let othersā opinions change what you feel about yourself.
- me
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