Fic Summary: You secure the Kansas bunker for the British Men of Letters but two problems have just appeared for youâŚ.The Winchesters. Not only that but a chance meeting with the King of Hell turns your life around forever.
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: Angst, Smut, Grief
Word Count:Â 196,168Â
*Some scenes/dialogue taken from the show*
Chapter 1 - Mission Accomplished
At first it sounded rather funny, like the partner who is sulky and says âI wonât talk to youâ.
Itâs seems like Aziraphale is taking the last straw, searching for something to say. To convince Crowley to do something.
But all he is saying is the painful truth.
If the war begins, if they are fighting, if one side wins, they wonât be able to talk to each other ever again.
It was not about the books, which the angel wonât be able to read again if they won or the films he wonât see. Neither about the food nor the animals. In this very moment it was Crowley he would miss the most. His best friend and companion over thousands of years. The whole time it was, well you could say, easy to tell himself that this friendship was wrong. That this couldnât be. To tell Crowley off, but there would always be the hope that the demon would return to him no matter what. Which always was the case. But not this time. This was the final Countdown. This was the endgame. If they lose, Crowley wonât come back.
This was the moment he realized it, he really cared about him and an eternity without his best friend would be unbearable. Thatâs when those few words slipped out of his mouth: âOr I will never talk to you againâ
... and I will never be able to talk to you again and I donât want that...
Crowley understood that immediately. He canât risk to lose his best friend again and thatâs when he reacts. He would do something, not only for humanity but also for Aziraphale.
I was just wondering . When Castiel died and returned from the empty, he didnât need his body, or vessel or whatever. Eventhough it was burned to ashes by Dean and Sam.
So why would Lucifer need one?
He was killed the same way, with a blade. So it shouldnât matter that Nicks body is burned, should it?
Same goes for Jack. In the last episode (spoiler!!!) 15x3 his body was burned too. Like that of Nicks.
So theoretically both of them could come back just like that, if they manage to leave the empty.
At first it sounded rather funny, like the partner who is sulky and says âI wonât talk to youâ.
Itâs seems like Aziraphale is taking the last straw, searching for something to say. To convince Crowley to do something.
But all he is saying is the painful truth.
If the war begins, if they are fighting, if one side wins, they wonât be able to talk to each other ever again.
It was not about the books, which the angel wonât be able to read again if they won or the films he wonât see. Neither about the food nor the animals. In this very moment it was Crowley he would miss the most. His best friend and companion over thousands of years. The whole time it was, well you could say, easy to tell himself that this friendship was wrong. That this couldnât be. To tell Crowley off, but there would always be the hope that the demon would return to him no matter what. Which always was the case. But not this time. This was the final Countdown. This was the endgame. If they lose, Crowley wonât come back.
This was the moment he realized it, he really cared about him and an eternity without his best friend would be unbearable. Thatâs when those few words slipped out of his mouth: âOr I will never talk to you againâ
... and I will never be able to talk to you again and I donât want that...
Crowley understood that immediately. He canât risk to lose his best friend again and thatâs when he reacts. He would do something, not only for humanity but also for Aziraphale.
(My parents donât know that I like girls. Not a homophobic reason, they are awesome I just donât want to have the talk with them)
My father came home from work and looked pretty tired. I remembered that I always used to hug him as a kid when he came home and he felt a little better. At least I hope so
So I thought I would give it a try. I walked up to him
Me: âYou could use a hugâ
He chuckled and wrapped his arms around me.
Then he sighed and turned around as he walked over to the kitchen. I followed behind and he started talking.
Dad: âI could use that a lot between work. Today especially. It was so stressful. [...talks about his work...]. *continues jokingly* you should visit over the day. Or better a closet were it says âopen if you need a hugâ then you could come out of the closet and everything would be fineâ
Me: *laughing* âyeah sureâ
Me: (...)
Me: (Did he just...)
And I need to say: Iâm German. We donât get to make these gay puns. They mostly work in english. Therefore I can make them the whole day in German and no one would know. So my father is making dad puns and gay jokes and he doesnât even know. I have no clue if I should find this amusing or worried that he is able to make puns without his knowing
I just watched this on YouTube and I swear I almost cried. This is so beautiful. His reactions are so sweet and adorable. He is really touched by this and on the verge of tears. You need to watch this yourself.
Michael Sheen and David Tennant (barely the first question got asked if the characters are in love with each other): Crowley and Aziraphale are totally a love couple; itâs fascinating to watch those two falling in love with each other over the years
Thatâs why I love the show. There is no guessing and no maybe. Itâs canon and thatâs awesome. Even producer and writer Neil Gaiman didnât deny it.
And for the record they donât need to kiss or sleep with each other to be âofficiallyâ canon. Thatâs bullsh*t!
Two, I was wondering. Why two? There are four archangels, arenât there? Lucifer, Gabriel, Raphael and Michael.
We saw Gabriel and Michael in the show and Lucifer of course. So I thought yeah Raphael might be in the backround for this one.
When I read that post on Instagram about a certain theory that Crowley might be Raphael. That he loved the stars and humans so much that he fell. I didnât believe it at first. I just thought âjust another fan theoryâ.
However after I saw this post and then I realized that Crowley said how He worked on that one too when he searched for another place in the universe. It might really be that Crowley used to be Raphael.
It would be beautiful to think about that
I have never been so stressed to post something because never have I had people build any expectations for my work, so I hope this is okay so far lmao-
Huge thank you to @rafaelafranzen for helping me out with making the dialogue sound more natural <3