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yulia-inferis · 5 days

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Kissing Kissies All Over You

Baby boo, I'm kissing you

Kissing kissies all over you

Baby boo, I'm licking you

Hee hee haa Haa hee hee who

Then I sneeze, achoo achoo

Baby boo, what did I just do?

Now you're covered in my goo

Oh no, this poem took a wrong cue

Now I'm feeling quite taboo

Sorry, babe, I didn't mean to do

But I guess that's the end of our cutsie muse

Goodbye, my love, I bid adieu

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yulia-inferis · 5 days

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Hedonistic Sprees

Another club, another girl, another tongue in my cheek

When you told me your ex was never like me

Another binge, another drink, another DUI spree

When we threw our beer bottles off the mountainous mornings

Another brawl, another date with the courtroom in a week

When the judge might choose more than probation for me

Another fling, another haircut, another identity

When these old ones have come to meet their expiry

I remember when she undressed within the taxi at 3

In the night when he asked for money from what he'd seen

At the gas station, I cashed all my savings this week

Heading toward a hotel to finish the deed

Your male friend was supposedly jealous of me

Showing his muscles and flexing for free

Then he began to shout at you and scream

As you knocked his ass straight off the balcony

Your girlfriend came to break up these things

And decided to also tag along up with Me

I splurged on a motel with both women on their knees

Finally, seeing how dull is this reality

I woke up with pain all over my body

Went to the cupboard and found a Bible with writing

Saying there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying

Seeing blood stains and white streaks on the edge of that sighting

Realizing I mysteriously lost a portion of my money

What am I doing? This is never what I'm pursuing

I called up a friend to pick me up before they leave

These girls were mechanical in their sniffing of speed

Emotionless and uncaring in the way that they speak

They demeaned their male friend in the way that he leaves

Saying all men are not worth the suffering

They’re uncanny in the way they act like human beings

Questioning if I'm similar to what I'm actually seeing

I headed out the door before they could follow me

And I drove with my friend...

3 hours back to my city

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yulia-inferis · 5 days

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I'll Miss Our Time Together Baby

Sifting through my view

With darkened flashes of red and blue

And through the crowd, I just saw you

And I noticed that you just saw me now too

I kept my gaze on your elegant face

Like a magnet that kept me attached to your gaze

It seems we both walked off the stage

To a world of our own

Our private escape

I felt the risk to stare towards Your way

It suddenly felt I was truly awake

The colors, the sounds, they heightened that day

When you decided to sit right next to me

I said hi, and you said hey

I said why I'm alone always

You said it's similar to the life that you chase

With its ups and downs, with no true love to embrace

You lost your sweetheart, and so did I babe

And I know for a fact this encounter won't change

I am what I am, and I can't really be tamed

But you kept by side for the rest of the night anyways

You wanted to talk philosophy within strobes of lights

And I didn't mind yelling over the djs mic

And then the sobering lights went on, and I said my goodbye

And you wrote your phone number on a receipt from that night

This is where I go home, depressed and full of strife

When you remind me how alone I am within my life

I was happy and fine to be ignorant to what you provide

And now a little upset of all my modes of wasting time

Don't remind me how broken I am without you by side

I've already choosen to live an ascetic sextual lie

I hear talks of why modern life seems to be this way for you and I

Yet you're still my little angel in the sky

Flying by my side in dreams of being my wife

Don’t you feel hurt… don’t feel the need to ever cry

It was always my fault to never even try

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yulia-inferis · 6 days

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Death By Brainwash

Death by brainwash

Cults made from the same cloth

Endless apocalyptic talks

Of how we should all just laugh it off

I'm in the biggest ponzi scheme

Born and raised in R.W.B

My tulip mania as an NFT

Death is what we consume everyday of the week

Even sex with each other has become obsolete

Substituted by the worship of our frivolous things

Look at the rarity bubble I exude all over me

With all my uncanny objects to distract my reality

It's easy to control someone with a weaker mentality

Where hope is gone and acceptance is normality

Do you think we still have time to change our society?

0If we realized our power within our collective mentality?

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yulia-inferis · 6 days

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This Is What Artists Do Baby

For all the times you breathe life through my song It seems we are destined to never get along I found my substitutes in online cabals Waking from our dream that I never came to solve

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yulia-inferis · 7 days

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yulia-inferis · 11 days

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Buy A "Hope For The Best"

Do you feel safe in your economic kingdom?

Treating you like a child with no freedoms?

Pick your poison within these abundance of placebos

Passing along this time with all your surrogate idols

Meatspace relationships turn into some sort of vanilla parricidal

Where the sweat by one's brow is used as constructed capital

Feeding the dreamers and believers of the modern archetypal

You live in a world that charges you hope by the hashtag

Giving you the cope to be a vessel for attention

Masses of eyeballs with intention to buy something off their mind

With no precautions off how little they get back everytime

We found our solace within idols that turn into dads

That thinks things for us so we can finally go to bed

Modern life is a constant state of unrest

As we metamorphose from the humans we forget

Hope is a bliss from ignorance

When it sedates you toward active indifference

The state takes care of the hard questions instead

I just do what I'm told and buy a “hope for the best”

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yulia-inferis · 11 days

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This Is Modern Life

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#Art #modern life #philosophy #futurism #cybernetics #Youtube

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yulia-inferis · 13 days

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I Assume For The Worst

I Assume For the worst

And Hope for the best

When strangers tell me words

That seem so far fetched

They tell you dreams they wish to spew

As reality tangled up as half-truths

It's easy to lie to someone new

When they eagerly buy any story you choose

Subtly it turns to subtle regret

When there's nowhere to turn when they unlock your mindset

As they hint you toward A socializing debt

For the not so free time we've already have spent

So time reveals the hidden things they spill

As suggestions, accidents, or sorrys until

You mark a no as a line in the sand

From the very thing they wish they could have

Some will retreat and some will fight back

Some will manipulate you into saying a yes

Some will go home and tell everyone trash

Some will accept and hope for the best

The best you can do is relax and think fast

Play the life that you own like a chessboard in fact

Everyone's out for their own selfish tasks

With little to stop them from abusing what you lack

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yulia-inferis · 13 days

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Angel In The Sky

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yulia-inferis · 22 days

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yulia-inferis · 23 days

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I Love To Hate You Anyways

Avoiding the chance that you make me feel

Some desire to propel me within your sphere

What if that force only resides within here

In the confines of the mind that I consider Myself

Would you really mirror my feelings today?

If I took you by the hand and led you astray?

To my homeland of why I'm always this way

Would you still consider me despite how strange?

Well I left bitter and angry anyways

Anticipated the worst and made it all escalate

And I think to myself

If only you could inhabit this hidden world I shape

With these oceanic feelings I hide with little trace

I still drown about you everyday

Despite my lack of emotional haste

And yet I never knew you anyways

For the less of you I know, the less I have to erase

For the reality of this world is a pain too much for me to face

To be reminded My world is just as fake

As the words I write today

And if you came to Me the way that I planned

Your love would be to much to withstand

The more you conform, the more I will send

These alternative messages you would never understand

Like I love to hate you anyways

And I hate that I love you beyond escape

You make me feel all sorts of convoluted ways

Ways I really can't control or compensate

Do you understand why I'm so mad?

Why I fucking hate the way that I am?

Why do I love you so much that I can't

Ever let any of you in?

And yet simulacrums here as your friend

As I write this poetry as if it was all real and said

This world is as pseudo as these half-truth words

Of every human who made me try and convert

I'm so tired of trying to connect

So I’ll end this by saying fuck all the rest

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yulia-inferis · 26 days

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